Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Woke up and checked on little Suzie. Her reaction is very different from other cats we have spayed. Very very still, won't touch food yet. The thought struck me that she was on the operating table at the same time as Astrid had her attack.

Just now was reading about that disaster near Waco Texas. Seems like an awful lot of fatalities to have at an industrial place after hours. My guess is that people went there out of curiosity, to watch the flames, when the explosions occurred.

If a fertilizer plant set up shop near my town I would probably leave town for good...let alone go there to watch a fire.

[ThePythonicCow]

Just now was reading about that disaster near Waco Texas. Seems like an awful lot of fatalities to have at an industrial place after hours. My guess is that people went there out of curiosity, to watch the flames, when the explosions occurred.
The fertilizer plant was on the other side of the street from a residential area, that included a nursing home.


http://thepythoniccow.us/fertilizer_explosion_west_texas.jpg

The plant is (was) on the right side of the above image, and the nursing home, West Rest Haven, on the left side. The blast was big enough to cause the sudden collapse and burning of the nursing home buildings.

So unless there was enough warning to force an evacuation of the area, the number of casualties makes sense, unfortunately.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Not to fan the flames but.......

No.

Brought down low, so I'll just say the unenexpected.


I am very powerful. So much so that I am a threat...and I know it. I will not be deterred. Nor will I succumb to fear. Fear is the mind killer. Fear creates uncertainty.

We are truly changing the game plan of the crazies who just don't want to believe they are losing their grip on control of this world.

Know that all of us are turning the tables on them - together. United we stand, and all that.


Now is when we must crank it up a notch. Now, at our supposed weakest. This is the time. Believe in yourself but more importantly - believe in our collective power. Right now is when we can strike the decisive blow. Not in any warrior mode. In heart-centered truth and certainty.

Can you see what I am clumsily trying to convey?

Rise up now. Let us turn the tide. Believe in yourself and in our strength. We have done the work. We are the work. Rise up!

I love you all, my dear friends. Sending healing and strength.

Rise up and claim what is yours and ours!

We shall prevail!

[Samsara]

The thing is with panic attacks is the more that you worry, the more they happen and the stronger they are. Having lived with panic attacks for a couple of years, I have found that what helps the most is breathing consciously... exhaling very slowly being the most important part.... and also Bach's Rescue Remedy. Then, find out what the body is reacting to... that's the tricky part.

Keeping you all in my prayers, including Suzie cute.

[ThePythonicCow]

So unless there was enough warning to force an evacuation of the area, the number of casualties makes sense, unfortunately.
I just posted more details and maps on the thread for this - Fertilizer Factory Explosion (West, Texas, USA - 17 April 2013) (Post #11) (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?58269-Fertilizer-Factory-Explosion--West-Texas-USA-17-April-2013-&p=663066&viewfull=1#post663066).

[CD7]

Wow a lot going on this morning before 7am....explosion in waco Texas..fire at a fertilizer plant in west palm fl...Miami international suspects package and evacuates...a 20 mile close off on I 95.....Hummm busy day and the sun wasn't risen yet!

[Flash]

Hi Astrid,

I hope you are feeling better. The symptoms you described look like and overdosage of iodine (in this case yes, related to thyroid). Once, I had use iode to cure an ear infection (nothing would work). Ears are full of tiny blood vessels, so iodine was absorbed in great amount, as well because I over did it. Afterward I went on a 24 hours spree of hyperactivity, tachycardy (heart pumping fast), anguish, and speaking fast, which resumed to normal after 24 hours. I was with a neighbour walking iin the morning and she asked me if I had taken amphetamines or speed. She is in the medical field, when I told her what I did, we laughed it out.

In my idea, yes it may be related to thyroid, or something you consumed with high amounts of iodine.

In any circumstance, I wish you to go well starting now.

Love

[RunningDeer]

We are truly changing the game plan of the crazies who just don't want to believe they are losing their grip on control of this world.

Know that all of us are turning the tables on them - together. United we stand, and all that.


Now is when we must crank it up a notch. Now, at our supposed weakest. This is the time. Believe in yourself but more importantly - believe in our collective power. Right now is when we can strike the decisive blow. Not in any warrior mode. In heart-centered truth and certainty.


Ernie, powerful message.

My heart’s pumping good juices. I hear myself say, "Yes! Absolutely true! I know this in my heart of hearts."

Heart of hearts? That takes on new meaning. And it's not a phrase I use often.

Light Warrior is my modus operandi. Hidden in Light, we stealthy share with All whom choose to partake.



Subtle power is where it's at.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/fire_woman.jpg.html)

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[WhiteFeather]

We are truly changing the game plan of the crazies who just don't want to believe they are losing their grip on control of this world.

Know that all of us are turning the tables on them - together. United we stand, and all that.


Now is when we must crank it up a notch. Now, at our supposed weakest. This is the time. Believe in yourself but more importantly - believe in our collective power. Right now is when we can strike the decisive blow. Not in any warrior mode. In heart-centered truth and certainty.


Ernie, powerful message.

My heart’s pumping good juices. I hear myself say, "Yes! Absolutely true! I know this in my heart of hearts."

Heart of hearts? That takes on new meaning. And it's not a phrase I use often.

Light Warrior is my modus operandi. Hidden in Light, we stealthy share with All whom choose to partake.



Subtle power is where it's at.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/fire_woman.jpg.html)

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Angels/IMG_2246.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/IMG_2246.jpg.html)

Very positive message. I agree. Thanks Ernie and to Paula for pointing it out again. This is the way we need to think. Consciousness is the most powerful tool we Terrans have.

Thoughts to Suzie. May her healing and her appetite begin fortwith.

My definition of Fear:
F reedom
E nlightenment
A scension
R ethinking from Inside

Hope All is well.

Be at One.......W.f.

[Michelle Marie]

We are truly changing the game plan of the crazies who just don't want to believe they are losing their grip on control of this world.

Know that all of us are turning the tables on them - together. United we stand, and all that.


Now is when we must crank it up a notch. Now, at our supposed weakest. This is the time. Believe in yourself but more importantly - believe in our collective power. Right now is when we can strike the decisive blow. Not in any warrior mode. In heart-centered truth and certainty.


Ernie, powerful message.

My heart’s pumping good juices. I hear myself say, "Yes! Absolutely true! I know this in my heart of hearts."

Heart of hearts? That takes on new meaning. And it's not a phrase I use often.

Light Warrior is my modus operandi. Hidden in Light, we stealthy share with All whom choose to partake.



Subtle power is where it's at.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/fire_woman.jpg.html)

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Angels/IMG_2246.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/IMG_2246.jpg.html)

Definitely on the same page/wavelength.

Cooperative Spirit of Truth
Magnetic to its own Vibration
Fused for Victory!

Love,
Michelle Marie

I've used the term Truth Warrior.
It may or may not be silent, but it's powerful.:cool:

[Michelle Marie]

I'm right there with ya Ernie!!! Bravo. Well-stated.

Sometimes I make picture messages and post them on Facebook. This is the one I made this morning. It was the passage I turned directly to...

Nevermind. When I press the insert picture icon it asks for a URL. I just want to upload a picture from my computer. Why is this process convoluted? What is the most simple way to post a picture from your computer? Please help! (Paula??)

Thanks,
Michelle Marie

[RunningDeer]

It may or may not be silent, but it's powerful.

Yes, also, for me, ones with Silent Power are where they exuded it, without the spoken word.
If one is fortunate to be in the vicinity, one is silenced by grace.
One with Silent Power is beyond the need to intend. Essence streams.





Ernie, powerful message.

My heart’s pumping good juices. I hear myself say, "Yes! Absolutely true! I know this in my heart of hearts."

Heart of hearts? That takes on new meaning. And it's not a phrase I use often.

Light Warrior is my modus operandi. Hidden in Light, we stealthy share with All whom choose to partake.



Subtle power is where it's at.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/fire_woman.jpg.html)


Definitely on the same page/wavelength.

Cooperative Spirit of Truth
Magnetic to its own Vibration
Fused for Victory!

Love,
Michelle Marie

I've used the term Truth Warrior.
It may or may not be silent, but it's powerful.:cool:

[Michelle Marie]

Still trying to post a picture...

Can anyone help me?

So far I uploaded it to an album. How many steps are there? What are they?

Thanks SO much!!!
Michelle Marie

[PurpleLama]

Hit go advanced, and use the paper clip icon, drag your pic to the box on the bottom and hit ok. The pic you want should be in the box on top if you've already uploaded, but you can do this and hit add files, then browse in the little box in the top right, and upload any pic as an attachment without putting it into an album, and this can be done with more than one pic at a time.

Like this:

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[PurpleLama]

You can also go to the pic in your album, and click on the pic, and you'll find a page with codes on the bottom, and on of those has the markup, you copy and paste that into your message and voila.

Like so:

[IMG]http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=17057&d=1340396930

If you hit reply with quote you can see the difference. If the pic on your fb is publicly viewable, then you can right click on it and copy link or location, and then paste that when you hit the little pic that in turn asks for your url, paste your link then.

[Michelle Marie]

Hit go advanced, and use the paper clip icon, drag your pic to the box on the bottom and hit ok. The pic you want should be in the box on top if you've already uploaded, but you can do this and hit add files, then browse in the little box in the top right, and upload any pic as an attachment without putting it into an album, and this can be done with more than one pic at a time.

Like this:

21187

I hope this works.

Drag your pic doesn't work unless you browse and upload first, or at least that's what I had to do.

I'll have to practice until I can do it without studying all the instructions/steps.

Thanks for your hlep!
Michelle Marie

[PurpleLama]

If you upload and post, but don't put it in your album, it disappears after a while.

I can see your pic!

Love me some B. Gita....

[Michelle Marie]

Ok, now I put it in an album. Selected the picture. Found the URL link, now I can use that URL thing.


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=21185&d=1366306437


How's this one?

I wrote this poem yesterday and made a poster/pic for a poetry page on Facebook.

Thanks for your help REILLY!!!
Michelle Marie

[Sierra]

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=17057&d=1340396930

Oh Reilly, that is the fuzziest tummy I've seen in a long time ...

[PurpleLama]

Sierra,

That's an old pic, the fluffy ball of badness has gotten much fluffier, and much badder. I will be taking some pics of babies, gardens, and kitties sometime soon for a much needed album update.

Stay tuned.

[RunningDeer]

I just want to upload a picture from my computer. Why is this process convoluted? What is the most simple way to post a picture from your computer? Please help! (Paula??)

Thanks,
Michelle Marie

Hi Michelle Marie,

I’ll point you to how you find answers to technical questions. Click on the tab found at the top of the menu called “Forum”. Then go to the “General Forum Info” section, then “Forum Technical Q&A”. Also our Tech-Wizards are Ilie Pandia and Paul.

The sandbox thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?14962-Sandbox-thread-OK-to-practice-posting-here) is a place to practice such topics as pictures, videos, etc.

For now, I’ve added links below to get you there faster:

Forum Technical Q&A (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/forumdisplay.php?90-Forum-Technical-Q-A)

How to post images from your computer (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?11918-How-to-post-images-from-your-computer)

I like to use a free outside source. My favorite one is http://www.photobucket.com. These are a couple more http://imageshack.us & http://imgur.com

Peace,
Pauler

[giovonni]

Feliz Cumpleaños Daniel ~ http://www.skype-emoticons.com/images/emoticon-00166-cake.gif

Sorry i missed your Birthday dinner party ... Gosh what a wild time it must of been ... http://www.skype-emoticons.com/images/emoticon-00136-giggle.gif


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kh_GFd5XPA8

[RunningDeer]

Happy birthday...to you. Happy birthday..to you...
Happy birth...day...Dear....DAN..33333.....
Happy birthday to You!

dePMU8R131s

[CD7]

This is only a test...this is only a test...EEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh EEEEEEEEHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh...

If the nuclear plant doesnt get me fertilizer will!!! They just ran a test of the nuclear columns i lovingly look at while driving along the indian river NOT!!! Ugly monstrosities!! Thinking about wht were surrounded by as peoples neighborhoods have been blowing up lately, gas leaks, mystery leaks?, and everything else inbetween


However i dare not lose sight of wht i know is possible :) <3

[Ernie Nemeth]

I'll just say this...which came first, the chicken or the egg? Decipher if you can.

Saw purple in my mind's eye during my prayers and love focusing. And blue.

Great to see Reilly here, hey buddy.


Dreams were amazing after this session. Something to do with High Powers (male and female team, plus family). Cryptic, I know but when I realized, in this dream, that it was a dream and yet REAL, well...memory was wiped - as it should be. What would be the fun if we knew this reality was all of our making?

Love to all.

P.S. Do not think I am insensitive to those finding themselves in need at this time. That would be an incorrect assessment. Sensitives like me rarely forget the suffering of their fellow beings.

hugs

[ulli]

You're in a good space, Ernie. Reminds me a bit of Eaglespirit, another Pisces, who also has one foot permanently planted in the 5th dimension. Very inspiring posts.

Changing the subject...
I try not to watch TV and even so, stuff follows me around.
Not always what I would like to see....
The best that could come out of all of this is that more people will turn off the MSM.

http://i.imgur.com/7TtORJF.jpg

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/82agl2u.jpg

[astrid]

Yes, panic attacks are ugh, nasty things.

These are not psychological as far as i can work out, there i nothing going on in my life to trigger such things.
BUT... my diet, that was so finely tuned has been messed around with since i had that allergic reaction to barley,
and iodine, yes could be, not that i take any supplements of straight iodine, but i was reading about how people with
iodine senstivities can react to chlorella, so i have stopped taking that.

MIso was the thing that first set me off, but it may have been the starter , seeing i already had a candida type infection
in my mouth triggered by the mystery saliva issue that started this whole roller coaster in motion.

Interesting that i am getting the panic symptoms after i eat though, i just ate then, thinking that the rising surge was
blood sugar related, but now i am getting an increase again, in stress hormones...
its all totally bizarre.

But me being me, i will figure it out, i have alot of healers working on this too, from all angles.

I was also under massive psychic attack which is a sure way to have your defenses lowered


LOve you all.

I can't say im used to being on the other end of the healers staff,
its humbling actually.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Hey Everyone in the Village! Prayers and well wishes to y'all. A line of nasty spring storms (the third in about that many weeks) are heading our way, not just ours, pretty much all of the south and eastern states. I can see the line of lightning in the darkness to the west and hear the vaults of thunder like it was the siege on Vicksburg. These days I'm never too sure how augmented the storms are. I guess I'm still gun-shy after Katrina when the wind gets up and blowing. The skies have had ample spraying in the past few days. Matched by ample prayers and intentions of some podunk magicians, nonetheless. For everything there is a balance. Not too worried, but then again, I'm never too hesitant to request assistance from this Village. Prayers are requested y'all, for a safe evening. Love and blessings!!!

[Michelle Marie]

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My friends are in my RV. I miss them.
I hope to be reunited by the end of April.

MM

[thunder24]

i have a friend who just found she had mercury toxcity(sp)... similar symptoms...she is detoxing now good luck
Yes, panic attacks are ugh, nasty things.

These are not psychological as far as i can work out, there i nothing going on in my life to trigger such things.
BUT... my diet, that was so finely tuned has been messed around with since i had that allergic reaction to barley,
and iodine, yes could be, not that i take any supplements of straight iodine, but i was reading about how people with
iodine senstivities can react to chlorella, so i have stopped taking that.

MIso was the thing that first set me off, but it may have been the starter , seeing i already had a candida type infection
in my mouth triggered by the mystery saliva issue that started this whole roller coaster in motion.

Interesting that i am getting the panic symptoms after i eat though, i just ate then, thinking that the rising surge was
blood sugar related, but now i am getting an increase again, in stress hormones...
its all totally bizarre.

But me being me, i will figure it out, i have alot of healers working on this too, from all angles.

I was also under massive psychic attack which is a sure way to have your defenses lowered


LOve you all.

I can't say im used to being on the other end of the healers staff,
its humbling actually.

any one else having heart pains or chest pains past couple of months?

[Michelle Marie]

i have a friend who just found she had mercury toxcity(sp)... similar symptoms...she is detoxing now good luck
Yes, panic attacks are ugh, nasty things.

These are not psychological as far as i can work out, there i nothing going on in my life to trigger such things.
BUT... my diet, that was so finely tuned has been messed around with since i had that allergic reaction to barley,
and iodine, yes could be, not that i take any supplements of straight iodine, but i was reading about how people with
iodine senstivities can react to chlorella, so i have stopped taking that.

MIso was the thing that first set me off, but it may have been the starter , seeing i already had a candida type infection
in my mouth triggered by the mystery saliva issue that started this whole roller coaster in motion.

Interesting that i am getting the panic symptoms after i eat though, i just ate then, thinking that the rising surge was
blood sugar related, but now i am getting an increase again, in stress hormones...
its all totally bizarre.

But me being me, i will figure it out, i have alot of healers working on this too, from all angles.

I was also under massive psychic attack which is a sure way to have your defenses lowered


LOve you all.

I can't say im used to being on the other end of the healers staff,
its humbling actually.

any one else having heart pains or chest pains past couple of months?

YES!

And I've also had thyroid issues and have taken iodine in a couple of different forms. But, I've had so much stress, it's hard to tell what caused what.

I was jittery all day today. I could hardly eat.

In gratitude,
Michelle Marie

[Ernie Nemeth]

Astrid, you are loved. In loving intent your healing is assured. Hang in there. Same goes for all heart-centered individuals in need of healing.

If you could indulge me just once more (I think), I would post this rather long communication here as I believe it has relevance for us all. Also, I don't want to see it relegated to the oblivion of sidelined posts in this genre. But if it is deemed appropriate then I of course agree to moving it hence...


Describe to me where you are and how this process works.

We are. The where is irrelevant. We understand your relative and linear time sequence, so to answer your question to your satisfaction we will take on your position as you experience such things. We are above the reality of your world, far, far away as you would reckon these things. We are traveling at blistering speeds, homing in on your co-ordinates. It is a tricky thing even for us and we rely on your homing beacon to make continuous changes to our trajectory. We are crossing infinite distance to reach you, and in the “process” we must traverse many realities. Each of these realities require us to alter our method of propulsion in order to continue our journey.

Sometimes we must stop and enter the governing worlds to seek permission to cross sovereign territory but we have carte blanche from the Creator and rarely find opposition to our request. Also, Kryon is well respected and few would dare refuse us passage. If they do we have other means at our disposal. None can hinder us for long for it is in their best interest not to interfere with our mission. We can make their realities very unpleasant as their universes sour if we tarry. That is, we are not meant to be in their universe at all and if we linger their realities must alter very quickly to accommodate us - often to their detriment.

By “process” you signal your linearity, thereby misunderstanding what is truly happening. Staying within your perspective we will try to convey meaning to you. Kryon is the magnetic master of all realms and all realities. Magnetism is a force that you think you have understood for quite some time but it is not so. Your scientist are beginning to comprehend the truth of its workings but as yet they falter beyond its electric component. Some not hindered by years of formal programming in this area are starting to push the boundaries beyond what is accepted theory with some success.

The magnetic portion of reality affects all other aspects of reality. Depending on the axis of rotation, frequency and angular moment, magnetism can manifest as any particular element or force. By fine tuning these characteristics magnetism can effect change locally. If it is done by the master, life can be coaxed to evolve, devolve or cease to exist.

This alteration is accomplished by the principal of fractal geometry. As above so below, is a very apt description of this dynamic. Kryon adjusted the magnetics of the entire planet in such a way that all elements within its field must adjust their properties accordingly. Nothing can resist the change in the field. It is a sort of sympathetic vibration; everything eagerly follows the new frequency and often without conscious awareness of having done so.

Humans are no different; you are no different. Inside your cells the new information of the field effects subtle and not so subtle changes to remain compatible with earth’s biosphere. Yet not every being will receive the same pattern. This is because each individual is unique and is actively participating in the “process”. The more an individual is consciously undertaking to actively alter their patterns the more they can focus upon changing as they see fit, within given parameters.

This is part of the reason why we allow “time” to approach and come within your sphere of influence. If we were just to suddenly appear you would not have sufficient time to adjust and decide what particular changes you might wish to make. That is also why it is stressed to call upon us verbally and always in threes. Three is a very important number in the scheme of things; three is a powerful geometric configuration for willful intent. The verbal component is necessary to focus that intent.

We said earlier that we focus upon your homing beacon to find our way to you. Perhaps you can now better understand that as we approach we test your intent and alter our own properties in line with your intended goals. In this way we can make a better “fit”, like a key in a lock. Only the proper key will allow those changes you wish to make. Of course nothing is set in stone and everything can be tweaked once we have arrived. The universe is always in flux; the only constant in creation is change.

[Another1]

From first post: "Our Village is Your Village"

~ it's my first night with posting privelages and this seems a fitting place to say, "Hello, thank you for building such a nice village to come visit." I know you fought hard to create this and even though my mind didn't know you were around yet, my heart was in on your endeavor.

[Sierra]

Sierra,

That's an old pic, the fluffy ball of badness has gotten much fluffier, and much badder. I will be taking some pics of babies, gardens, and kitties sometime soon for a much needed album update.

Stay tuned.

Oh goodie. I love your pictures.

Ernie, I've always called in threes, comes from my Scottish heritage :nod:

Astrid, how are you doing now?

Love, Sierra

[Calz]

Music is in order ...

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pORCvKuPMXM

[Samsara]

any one else having heart pains or chest pains past couple of months?

I had an episode of my heart missing beats for about two days... was it a month ago ? I forget. I found it quite interesting actually. The evening that it was very active/inactive I just sat in my favorite spot with my cats purring beside me and watched. The thought of my own death did cross my mind, but me being me, I didn't think it would be such a bad thing. The next day, my heart would lose a beat a couple of times, but I've been fine ever since. It was probably a result of the mean old bug that tried to burst my head open the night before this started. I have not gone for a medical consult, and decided not to. My doctor, like many others, has a one track mind... pills, and we always end up arguing about it. LOL I'm not too keen either of having my body bombarded by x-rays and stuff.

Have you noticed a change in Mother's heartbeat lately ? hmm....

[thunder24]

My mothers heart has been ok as far as i know... one of my good friends like i said had mercury toxcity from the fillings in mouth... and recently had a lot of dental work done...so all the vapors have been being released in her body... major headaches from detoxing. however my girlfriend, my other friend, myself and others have all experienced heart pains the past couple of months....

any one else having heart pains or chest pains past couple of months?

I had an episode of my heart missing beats for about two days... was it a month ago ? I forget. I found it quite interesting actually. The evening that it was very active/inactive I just sat in my favorite spot with my cats purring beside me and watched. The thought of my own death did cross my mind, but me being me, I didn't think it would be such a bad thing. The next day, my heart would lose a beat a couple of times, but I've been fine ever since. It was probably a result of the mean old bug that tried to burst my head open the night before this started. I have not gone for a medical consult, and decided not to. My doctor, like many others, has a one track mind... pills, and we always end up arguing about it. LOL I'm not too keen either of having my body bombarded by x-rays and stuff.

Have you noticed a change in Mother's heartbeat lately ? hmm....

[donk]

Here & now I’m going on 3-4 weeks of work with nothing to do but listen to videos/lectures/interviews and sneak on to Avalon. In some ways, it is a dream come true…but I am just now recognizing the significant change in my thought process now that I have more time to think—ie time without a designated purpose, which would normally be occupied by the nonsense my corporate masters expected of me.

Now that there are virtually none, all that extra time, that vacuum, is filled now—with what I thought would be a no-brainer. It’s the monkey’s paw, the double edged sword, the gift with much greater consequences than I thought: the gift of time to focus on what I expect of me. To find my own purpose. In other words: responsibility….the one thing I’ve always done my best to avoid unless absolutely necessary.

I am overwhelmed with sadness at the moment, writing helps ease it. It’s more exciting than I thought it’d be, but I am letting myself down more than I thought I could. How easy it is to slip into Peter Pan mode. How hypocritical of me to resent my “freedom”. Sometimes I wanna curl up and have someone take care of me for a change, I want to stop taking on more weight, the world I put on my shoulders is more than enough. There’s got to be way to change my world, without taking on more…

[Carmody]

Earthquake tremor. about a 2-2.5.

Not unusual around here. Especially in springtime, lots of rain to help with the local slip.

[Carmody]

Here & now I’m going on 3-4 weeks of work with nothing to do but listen to videos/lectures/interviews and sneak on to Avalon. In some ways, it is a dream come true…but I am just now recognizing the significant change in my thought process now that I have more time to think—ie time without a designated purpose, which would normally be occupied by the nonsense my corporate masters expected of me.

Now that there are virtually none, all that extra time, that vacuum, is filled now—with what I thought would be a no-brainer. It’s the monkey’s paw, the double edged sword, the gift with much greater consequences than I thought: the gift of time to focus on what I expect of me. To find my own purpose. In other words: responsibility….the one thing I’ve always done my best to avoid unless absolutely necessary.

I am overwhelmed with sadness at the moment, writing helps ease it. It’s more exciting than I thought it’d be, but I am letting myself down more than I thought I could. How easy it is to slip into Peter Pan mode. How hypocritical of me to resent my “freedom”. Sometimes I wanna curl up and have someone take care of me for a change, I want to stop taking on more weight, the world I put on my shoulders is more than enough. There’s got to be way to change my world, without taking on more…

At first it crushes you.

The more crush you can deal with, the longer and deeper it sits within you, the deeper the transformation.... the more open the freedom afterward.

It's a case of mental wiring adjustment, and this takes time, so the pain, the deeper and longer it occurs, the greater the transformation.

The quicker it is traversed, like a diver going to the bottom for a touch and the quicker the surfacing..... the more likely a case of the bends and a stroke and misalignment. The quick attempts end in a nothing, in some ways...a skewed view and a false front. it has to be lived, deep inside, so it's meaning and wiring changes can become real. How long? As long as one can and/or feels is necessary. An entirely personal decision.

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As for heart beat issues.

I've had situations where that happened for years on end. I had to spend my day trying to stabilize my heart flutter. Consciously, all the time.

[Michelle Marie]

Here & now I’m going on 3-4 weeks of work with nothing to do but listen to videos/lectures/interviews and sneak on to Avalon. In some ways, it is a dream come true…but I am just now recognizing the significant change in my thought process now that I have more time to think—ie time without a designated purpose, which would normally be occupied by the nonsense my corporate masters expected of me.

Now that there are virtually none, all that extra time, that vacuum, is filled now—with what I thought would be a no-brainer. It’s the monkey’s paw, the double edged sword, the gift with much greater consequences than I thought: the gift of time to focus on what I expect of me. To find my own purpose. In other words: responsibility….the one thing I’ve always done my best to avoid unless absolutely necessary.

I am overwhelmed with sadness at the moment, writing helps ease it. It’s more exciting than I thought it’d be, but I am letting myself down more than I thought I could. How easy it is to slip into Peter Pan mode. How hypocritical of me to resent my “freedom”. Sometimes I wanna curl up and have someone take care of me for a change, I want to stop taking on more weight, the world I put on my shoulders is more than enough. There’s got to be way to change my world, without taking on more…

I feel that whole weight, freedom, and responsibility thing. There's a lull in the void. It feels like sadness to me, too.

The scope and depth of the literary work and programs I've created through my non-profit, Visionary Solutions, is hanging in the balance, too.

While soaring on the precipice of freedom, I have highs and lows, and many magical moments.

Integration and deep transformation are occurring. I feel like I have to just keep breathing and hang on...take it one step at a time, and Trust.

Lots of love,
Michelle Marie:angel:

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Here & now I’m going on 3-4 weeks of work with nothing to do but listen to videos/lectures/interviews and sneak on to Avalon. In some ways, it is a dream come true…but I am just now recognizing the significant change in my thought process now that I have more time to think—ie time without a designated purpose, which would normally be occupied by the nonsense my corporate masters expected of me.

Now that there are virtually none, all that extra time, that vacuum, is filled now—with what I thought would be a no-brainer. It’s the monkey’s paw, the double edged sword, the gift with much greater consequences than I thought: the gift of time to focus on what I expect of me. To find my own purpose. In other words: responsibility….the one thing I’ve always done my best to avoid unless absolutely necessary.

I am overwhelmed with sadness at the moment, writing helps ease it. It’s more exciting than I thought it’d be, but I am letting myself down more than I thought I could. How easy it is to slip into Peter Pan mode. How hypocritical of me to resent my “freedom”. Sometimes I wanna curl up and have someone take care of me for a change, I want to stop taking on more weight, the world I put on my shoulders is more than enough. There’s got to be way to change my world, without taking on more…

At first it crushes you.

The more crush you can deal with, the longer and deeper it sits within you, the deeper the transformation.... the more open the freedom afterward.

It's a case of mental wiring adjustment, and this takes time, so the pain, the deeper and longer it occurs, the greater the transformation.

The quicker it is traversed, like a diver going to the bottom for a touch and the quicker the surfacing..... the more likely a case of the bends and a stroke and misalignment. The quick attempts end in a nothing, in some ways...a skewed view and a false front. it has to be lived, deep inside, so it's meaning and wiring changes can become real. How long? As long as one can and/or feels is necessary. An entirely personal decision.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

As for heart beat issues.

I've had situations where that happened for years on end. I had to spend my day trying to stabilize my heart flutter. Consciously, all the time.

wow, Carmody,

I just saw this after I posted. Deep transformation.

I appreciate your insights. Very helpful.

Lots of love,
Michelle Marie

[PurpleLama]

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The two newest beds, the further one is currently under construction. The smaller, closer one has watermelon, purple corn, cayenne peppers and giant white chard, and a few tomatoes.
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The original bed behind the house, lettuce galore, beans, peas, blue corn, yellow squash, snap beans, peppers, tomatoes, some melons, and more.
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A new bed, strawberries, peppers, tomatoes, beans, lettuce, corn, radish, carrot, winter squash, melons, okra, and more.
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By the back door, lots more beans, herbs, further to the left more strawberries, onions, tomatoes, peppers, chard, and more.
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More fluffy belly, for Sierra....

[Carmody]

I've no idea how to make pictures big on this forum. I put big images in..... and they all come out small.

[PurpleLama]

I didn't put these in my album, instead I attached them directly. I'm not sure if that's why they're not huge as anticipated. All the other pics from my phone come out too big when I post them.

All the photos were taken this morning, as I left to go to the day job.

[RunningDeer]

I've no idea how to make pictures big on this forum. I put big images in..... and they all come out small.

If the photos are larger than 780 pixel across the forum software automatically shrinks them down. I modify mine to between 760-780 pixels or 10.5" across.

[Sierra]

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More fluffy belly, for Sierra....

<bursting out laughing> Fluffy belly!

I posted on REILLY'S visitor page, and happened to look down at a visitor message he wrote in September 2012 ... :faint2:

Magical Village. Magical REILLY. Magical us. :grouphug:

Thunder: Yeah, sometimes I'll be reading and my heart will beat a half a dozen beats in one second, usually two or three times. It happened again a week or so ago. I have no idea what in response to. I've never tracked it.

My babies Martha and Pippin (usually called Mr. Pips):

2120321204

[thunder24]

my opinion with the heart pains is something with the magnetics of the earth and sun... I know that is not the only issue with some people per we have our own chemistry... just my opinion of a factor.

Reilly LOVE the garden pics... keep them coming...

peace

[Samsara]

My mothers heart has been ok as far as i know...



any one else having heart pains or chest pains past couple of months?

Have you noticed a change in Mother's heartbeat lately ? hmm....

Oups... I meant Mother Earth's heart. Sorry, I should have been more specific.

I am happy however that your mom is doing fine.

:)

[CD7]

Thank you so much reilly...absolutely inspiring pics of those delicous looking veggies..making me hungry :) And i think the garden also makes the yard look great ..its foodscaping lol

[1inMany]

Thank you all for keeping me company this week. Not feeling very much like talking. But that doesn't keep me from being present, being a presence. I hope.

Another round of ick came through, a different one. So this brings the total to possibly four in the past six weeks, no days with everyone healthy. My lungs are crackling and wheezing, and I think I'm about exhausted. I will know for sure when I regain my ability to think.

Saw K and Chris' new apartment. Eh, it's okay. It's truly better than what I started out with so I don't know why it bothers me. I guess because it is a step down from where she was, and a couple steps down from where I want her (and from where she deserves) to be.

Keeping my head above water. Barely, but I don't think it matters how much above, so long as my nostrils stay above the water line.

Much Love,

[RunningDeer]

Thank you all for keeping me company this week. Not feeling very much like talking. But that doesn't keep me from being present, being a presence. I hope.

Another round of ick came through, a different one. So this brings the total to possibly four in the past six weeks, no days with everyone healthy. My lungs are crackling and wheezing, and I think I'm about exhausted. I will know for sure when I regain my ability to think.

Saw K and Chris' new apartment. Eh, it's okay. It's truly better than what I started out with so I don't know why it bothers me. I guess because it is a step down from where she was, and a couple steps down from where I want her (and from where she deserves) to be.

Keeping my head above water. Barely, but I don't think it matters how much above, so long as my nostrils stay above the water line.

Much Love,


A free smile for the One that's keeping her head above water. Oops, nostrils above water. xo
http://img268.imageshack.us/img268/8052/nosesod.jpg (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/268/nosesod.jpg/)

[meeradas]

Someone asked me "can you put German(y) in a nutshell for me",
and i gave 'em this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vosz5gKLaTw

Deliberately not embedded, as it is... just too much to take.
I'm aware of the fact that this is a bit over-biased and one-sided... but it still nails it, for me.
[Note: I have to listen to this every day... nowadays. It's part of the 'corporate muzak'. Wait... i don't work at Gitmo.]

[Calz]

This should bring a smile to those with a pulse ...


GWqD7GyJBVM

[Mikelodium]

Not "here and now" but last night I went with a couple of friends to a night show in a medieval castle called in spanish "Castillo de Bellver" (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bellver_Castle). There were a show with an actor and two guitar players, remembering a few history events that occurred in the castle in medieval epoch. Time passed so fast as it was a wonderful show! Here are some pics I took, no flash allowed and without tripod so it was a hard scenario to shoot at!

http://i.imgur.com/DcmJX9E.jpg

http://i.imgur.com/FcwOJzh.jpg

http://i.imgur.com/ulzf6my.jpg

http://i.imgur.com/MulFydB.jpg

http://i.imgur.com/Nhu2uSx.jpg

Have a nice weekend Villagers!
Peace from Spain.

[Flash]

We both had a long and difficult week. My daughter is litterally in crisis. She does not like her school nor the student in it, she never liked her dad, she is pushing me away, and on and on, more than just teenager stuff. I went to the doctor and they offered us a thourough analysis of depression versus Learning disabilities (although she is good at school, it is demanding), saying that depression seem more prévalent amongst those children (no way.... they just have it ten times tougher!!). Finally, we were sent back with a paper to call a shrink. Thank you very much.

All this while having one of her song recorded for a contest, plus a song of Carla Bruni she is singing.

The contest is for a fund raising for 3 children hospitals we have in the province. It is one of the biggest telethon we have in the province.

She has, I think, good chance to participate having come out of handicap difficulties herself.

So, here is my beautiful 16 years old daughter, a premiere (you are litterally the first ones who will see this, I won't tell her her friends were not the first)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fv2QZGlugtI


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGjhg6Pw5gU

[sheme]

What at a pretty young lady, super music and great voice. Well done and thanks for the share.

[Mikelodium]

Hi Flash! Good luck in that contest.
I hope you daughter crisis ends soon. I had some awful teenager years and I know my parents suffered a lot. I was completely absent, never talked to dad, not even a "hi" when I arrived home and stuff like that... Patience Flash! Better times will come for sure. We humans are living a strange epoch of changes, stress and challenges. IMO this can be even more challenging for a teenager musician, because teenagers and musicians are usually more sensitive to their environment and your daughter got it all mixed!!

My best wishes for your family!

[Mark]

Great videos, Flash, your little girl has definitely got skillz. I wish her the best in the contest, she certainly has the looks and the voice to be "in it to win it", as Randy of American Idol might say. I know you raised her to know what is important in life beyond the material, so whatever she's going through now, her base is strong and love will not fail her or you. Bless, my Québécois friend!

[Samsara]

Zaréma est une magnifique jeune fille, Flash. Elle s'en sortira et toi aussi. Elle a une très belle voix, j'aime beaucoup "Bon Sort". Elle est très talentueuse! Laisse-moi savoir où et quand le concours s.v.p. J'aimerais beaucoup l'encourager.

Courage !

[RunningDeer]

Thank you all for keeping me company this week. Not feeling very much like talking. But that doesn't keep me from being present, being a presence. I hope.

Another round of ick came through, a different one. So this brings the total to possibly four in the past six weeks, no days with everyone healthy. My lungs are crackling and wheezing, and I think I'm about exhausted. I will know for sure when I regain my ability to think.

Saw K and Chris' new apartment. Eh, it's okay. It's truly better than what I started out with so I don't know why it bothers me. I guess because it is a step down from where she was, and a couple steps down from where I want her (and from where she deserves) to be.

[B]Keeping my head above water. Barely, but I don't think it matters how much above, [B]so long as my nostrils stay above the water line.

Much Love,

Hello 1inMany,

You'd like this photo by Mary M (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?3596-Up-At-The-Ranch--James-Gilliland-and-Trout-Lake-&p=662926&viewfull=1#post662926). I'd add it here but it didn't seem right. Have a restful weekend.

Love,
Paula xo


We both had a long and difficult week.

Hello Flash,

Belle voix. Talentueux Fille. Merci de partager cette vidéo magnifique. :wave:

What a beautiful and talented daughter! Ya done good, Mamma! She knows that on all the important levels. Teenage years. No amount of money could you pay me to live them over again. Especially in these Crazy times! (That's Crazy is a capital "C".)

Love,
Paula xo

[donk]

I love how the best works of true art are multidimensional, I haven't read Salman Rushdie's "Haroun and the Sea of Stories" since high school, I appreciate it on such a different level now.

In this passage I felt the desire to share, Haroun catches the water genie from the sea of stories attempting to disconnect the invisible tap for his father's (the great story teller Rashid) supply of Story Water...apparently Rashid had sent them "a message" to do so, this tickled me:

'I don't believe you,' he said to the Genie Iff. 'How did he send the message? I've been right with him almost all the time.'
'He sent it by the usual means,' Iff shrugged. 'A P2C2E.'
'And what is that?'
'Obvious,' said the Water Genie with a wicked grin. 'It's a Process Too Complicated To Explain.' Then he saw how upset Haroun was, and added: 'In this case, it involves Thought Beams. We tune in and listen to his thoughts. It's an advanced technology.'


Anyways, written in 1990, it is delightful, he has a way with words. I remember trying to read "The Satanic Verses" back then (mid-90's) but was not old (experienced enough) to get past first page, I look forward to trying again, I love the way he writes...

[Michelle Marie]

I've heard this saying before: the two worst times in your life are 1) being a teenager, and 2) having one. LOL I decided when my son was a teen, I would just do my best to live through it. It was hard to get him to go to school, so I home-schooled him in the end.

Zaréma is doing great! She is already developing her talent of singing, and she is just coming into her own. I'm in another phase like that, and somehow the crisis stimulates or catalyzes the changes that are necessary for the next step. It's difficult, but from what I see, she is doing great. :) She will come to understand that getting along with people and expanding kindness and respect to all, even family, is essential to her overall success. Her talents will soar as she comes into her authentic self, which it takes a little writhing with the growing pains of figuring it all out. (Self expression.)

Overall Flash, you have a lot to be proud of! You're a good mom.

Youth are coming to me. Yesterday I gave a free reading for a girl who I met through a mutual text from another friend. It turns out her and her mom are homeless and getting emergency places to stay. She thanked me over and over again and said I just didn't know how much this means to her. It turns out she is also a singer. We will get together again and I will meet her mom. I'll give her mom a reading, too. I told her I was in the same boat, but that I wanted to launch my work and create events. She offered to help me in any way she could.

The homeless support the homeless. This is my experience here and now.

Hi! Everybody!!! :victory:
Off for a bike ride...

:wub:Love:wub:,
Michelle Marie

[Guest]

Reilly I'm so envious that you can plant your garden (beautiful by the way) in early spring. Too cold here in the mountains still to plant. All I can do right now is start some seedlings in my kitchen, prep the garden and wait for the new moon in May.

I'm expanding the garden this year adding another box and going to plant the tomatoes in large pots. I have to be diligent or the dratted moles will get everything if I'm not. It's a war I tell you. lol. I wake up one morning and the garden is surrounded by mole holes and mounds. Every year a few plants are given to the moles, but they don't get everything. They come in and in a day or two ravage my garden, eat the roots all up and take my good organic vegetables. But they do leave me a gift, freshly dug mole dirt. I collect it every year mix it with mulch and compost and use it for next year in the garden.

Love

Nora


Astrid I hope you are feeling better. I'm thinking of you and praying for you.

[RunningDeer]

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[ulli]

Lots of stuff happening. Yukondiva's husband arrived yesterday from Alaska and we are having a great time getting to know one another. He is originally from this area but has not visited Costa Rica in ten years. Been preparing the guest cottage for them, so haven't had time to check on the Village.
On the less bright side...our house at the beach club was destroyed when a giant tree fell on it yesterday. So much for our weekend vacation on the beach...The living room terrace is now without a roof and there is no electricity as the column which houses the meter is totally destroyed. The main trunk of the tree fell on our neighbor's house, smashed their entire roof and broke all their windows and doors, including a small electric car that was parked inside. How to coordinate the repair work with so much on our plates right now.

[cosmic.maura]

Sitting in my room, it's cooler in here. I smell my fizzy pop incense burning, and my roommate chatting with his grandma in the other room. His poodle is crying out to play and is folicking throughout the rooms. I love my room. I want to be one with nature, especially today; earth day! I have been pondering the fact that we are all one. 'Humanity.' We are a tiny speck in the universe, an earthly family. -ONE-
Whoohoo first post!
~LOVE TO ALL!!! :hippie:[/FONT]

[RunningDeer]

Sitting in my room, it's cooler in here. I smell my fizzy pop incense burning, and my roommate chatting with his grandma in the other room. His poodle is crying out to play and is folicking throughout the rooms. I love my room. I want to be one with nature, especially today; earth day! I have been pondering the fact that we are all one. 'Humanity.' We are a tiny speck in the universe, an earthly family. -ONE-
Whoohoo first post!
~LOVE TO ALL!!! :hippie:
Welcome to the 'Here and Now Village', and to Avalon, cosmic.maura. Here's to sharing a little Earth with you, too. :wave:

Peace,
Paula


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[RunningDeer]

Lots of stuff happening. Yukondiva's husband arrived yesterday from Alaska and we are having a great time getting to know one another. He is originally from this area but has not visited Costa Rica in ten years. Been preparing the guest cottage for them, so haven't had time to check on the Village.
On the less bright side...our house at the beach club was destroyed when a giant tree fell on it yesterday. So much for our weekend vacation on the beach...The living room terrace is now without a roof and there is no electricity as the column which houses the meter is totally destroyed. The main trunk of the tree fell on our neighbor's house, smashed their entire roof and broke all their windows and doors, including a small electric car that was parked inside. How to coordinate the repair work with so much on our plates right now.


Wow, Ulli. I had to read it twice. I'm glad everyone's okay. xo
Happy reunion to Yukondiva and Hubby.

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[1inMany]

Feeling better today than yesterday. Slow recovery around here, but progressing and that's something.

Emotions are swirling this evening. It looks like Little One will be going home for good next weekend. And it looks like M will be relocating her base camp from here to the city. It looks like M will be watching Little One, sort of a nanny.

There is a lot in there. I say "it looks like" because if there is anything I have learned in the past few weeks, it is that things will work out how they are supposed to. All the times that one thing or another could have happened, they have not. It appears that Little One got sick on the day he was to return home, and I felt strongly there was a reason he did not go at that time. Something tells me this is the time, and because of this I am trying very hard to settle with the idea. It takes a huge amount of effort to come to peace with this.

There will come a time, and this time may be now, that I can no longer protect Little One. I will always ask Angels to watch over him, and I will always be here...connected. And there will come a time when I have to put him back into the arms of his mother. Whether those arms will cradle him, teach him, adore him, really hear him, play with him, protect him above all else... This is very hard.

And M not being with me all the time, this is also an adjustment. This is a next step to total independence while not being completely on her own. This is a huge step for her. An intermediate step between living at home and living on her own.

What an adjustment for her, and even bigger adjustment for Mike. He has grown to love his quiet life during the week. Having a 17 year old, and without the benefit of the buffer (me)...this means having another person around all the time, 24/7.

I must find a way to process these changes, while Trusting that if they will not serve the Highest Good of all concerned, they will not happen. And that if they do happen, that means they will most definitely serve the Highest Good of all involved. And if that is the case, it will all be just fine.

Stay in this moment, this is what I must do. I cannot let my mind wander to this worry or that, what will or will not happen, just this moment. Nothing stays the same. Everything is fluid. But my awareness and my Trust are this moment. There is a bigger plan. It is in motion, and it will play out as I stay centered in my strength and watch. I feel unsettled and anxious, uncomfortable not knowing what will be. If something happens that seems at the moment to be simply terrible, horrific even (as has happened repeatedly in the past 6 months), I will do the best I can with what I know at the time. And as the crisis passes, maybe the real reason for the crisis will unfold. And if it doesn't, I will know in my soul I did my best.

I tell my kids all the time that no one can ask more of you than your best. It is simply impossible to give more than that. I will remind myself of this, now.

Much Love,

[donk]

Sorry for the hit you took there ulli, that really sucks....like Paula said, at least no one was hurt, but sheesh, can't be too much consolation.

And you got it 1...all you can do is your best. Again, that must be little consolation, it can be a horrible feeling that powerlessness when the ones you want to protect are involved.

Thinking about you guys and all the rest of the village and Avalon, definitely nice to have around. Appreciate the wisdom Carmody, thanks again.

Here and now I'm hunkering down in bed. Was beautiful day, big chunk of which wasted inside a supposed mini-conference on "free-will" (& the scientific worldview). Some of these philosophy professors are further outa touch with reality than anyone I ever heard, it was rough. A nueroscientist introduced me to the term "nueroeconomics"...and the fact that academia is clueless to implications of the research they are churning out. Educational, but not in a "hopeful" or enlightening way.

Was neat to walk around the old campus again, the place it was held was next to my freshman dorm. Nostalgic. Though made me feel old...

[eaglespirit]

Just because...


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There comes a time in life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. So, love the people who treat you right. Think good thoughts for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is part of LIFE...Getting back up is LIVING...Have a great life.

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=206446079495830&set=a.206446076162497.49904.128759250597847&type=1&theater

[RunningDeer]

Timely message. Thank you, Dan, the Eagle Man.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/EagleSpirit.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Photoshop/EagleSpirit.jpg.html)

Just because...


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There comes a time in life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. So, love the people who treat you right. Think good thoughts for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is part of LIFE...Getting back up is LIVING...Have a great life.

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=206446079495830&set=a.206446076162497.49904.128759250597847&type=1&theater

[Orph]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/moon_cat_zps1e6312ee.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Animals/moon_cat_zps1e6312ee.jpg.html)< I thought I saw a puddy tat!> --- < Hey, look! Animals can have astral projections too! > --- < The Man on the Moon has a pet kitty. > --- < And you thought cats only made their mess in your garden! > :lol:

[RunningDeer]

Hello Orph,

It seems you are a compassionate Hero or may I say Warrior? I hope you don’t mind me adding your post from, “The Grand Illusion of Scale and the Sanctity of All Life? (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29004-The-Grand-Illusion-of-Scale-and-the-Sancity-of-All-Life&p=294431&viewfull=1#post294431)”.

Your last line, made my heart smile: “But it was all worth it because a few minutes later a wave of energy, (or something), from Mother Nature washed over me and it said "Thank you. I can breathe again."

Peace,
Paula :wave:

“Okay, so you're out for a walk and you come upon a skunk with its head stuck in a paper coffee cup. You know the kind, from Starbucks, with a dome shaped plastic cover and a hole in the top. What do you do? .......................... I did the only thing I could do, knowing full well what the outcome was going to be. But, if you love nature, and animals, you can't just walk away. So here's a lesson on the "should haves" that at the time I didn't know to do.


What I should have done was to take off all clothing that was of any value, meaning, clothes you'd rather not have to throw away. (Obviously you have to stay decently dressed). The next thing I should have done was to sacrifice one article of clothing. In my case it would've been the T-shirt I was wearing. Take the sacrificial piece of clothing and gently put it over the top of the tail and hindquarters of the skunk. The next thing I should have done was to position myself alongside of the skunk facing the same way as the skunk. Do not stand in front of the skunk in a face-to-face position. The skunk can't see you with it's head stuck in the cup anyway, but that's not the reason you line up alongside of the skunk.


Next, you gently put one hand on the skunks shoulder just behind it's head and hold the skunk firmly in place. You grab both the cup and the plastic lid, because they both need to come off together. Then you pull the cup/lid off. You may have to really really tug to get that sucker off of it's head. I couldn't believe how tight it was on there. As soon as you get that cup off then ZOOOOOM! You're outta' there. You can see the mistakes I made, including being face-to-face with a scared skunk when the lid came off. I wasn't able to get turned around fast enough to escape. That's why you put yourself alongside the skunk, facing the same way. Makes for a faster getaway.


But it was all worth it because a few minutes later a wave of energy, (or something), from Mother Nature washed over me and it said "Thank you. I can breathe again."




http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/moon_cat_zps1e6312ee.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Animals/moon_cat_zps1e6312ee.jpg.html)Hey, look! Animals can have astral projections too! :lol:

[Orph]

Geeeeeeeeze. How'd you manage to dig up that post? Hahahaha!

[RunningDeer]

Geeeeeeeeze. How'd you manage to dig up that post? Hahahaha!

Research Warrior. Nose for big hearted Ones and their stories. :wave:

[dan33]

I went with my family (and the test worked fine) weekend in Sitges (near Barcelona). We have fun .. and we watch OBLIVION at th cinema. The Best of loosing on a film is that you feel goosebumps without leaving the theatre... but you can retrieve it at any time, dreaming or awake. There is a light bright spot on you... that you can take "home" ... lets say your home is warm... and you can remember.

OBLIVION is a metaphor. Don't trust the trailer. The Movie is Better. Planet of Apes is mixing with matrix.
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Besos to the Village :)

[meeradas]

Another of my friends in need of some 'love':
https://www.giveforward.com/fundraiser/2082/letsgivebacktodug

[meeradas]

being sentimental

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[dan33]

being sentimental

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and being sentimental listent to them. :)

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[Sierra]

We both had a long and difficult week. My daughter is litterally in crisis. She does not like her school nor the student in it, she never liked her dad, she is pushing me away, and on and on, more than just teenager stuff. I went to the doctor and they offered us a thourough analysis of depression versus Learning disabilities (although she is good at school, it is demanding), saying that depression seem more prévalent amongst those children (no way.... they just have it ten times tougher!!). Finally, we were sent back with a paper to call a shrink. Thank you very much.

All this while having one of her song recorded for a contest, plus a song of Carla Bruni she is singing.

The contest is for a fund raising for 3 children hospitals we have in the province. It is one of the biggest telethon we have in the province.

She has, I think, good chance to participate having come out of handicap difficulties herself.

So, here is my beautiful 16 years old daughter, a premiere (you are litterally the first ones who will see this, I won't tell her her friends were not the first)

Flash, I thought Z's voice was lovely. Better than Bob Dylan by far lol, so if she wanted to perform and/or just compose and keep her privacy, I think she has a choice. The interplay between her voice and the piano, the rise and fall of her song, was lovely. Her clothes are very cool too. I was so surprised by how adult she looks now.

Hang in there Flash.

Sierra

[Guest]

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Have a beautiful Sunday. I'm off to spend the rest of my day in the garden.


Love


Nora

[donk]

The ultimate TSHTF song, peak oil anthem:

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[write4change]

Hello Orph,

It seems you are a compassionate Hero or may I say Warrior? I hope you don’t mind me adding your post from, “The Grand Illusion of Scale and the Sanctity of All Life? (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29004-The-Grand-Illusion-of-Scale-and-the-Sancity-of-All-Life&p=294431&viewfull=1#post294431)”.

Your last line, made my heart smile: “But it was all worth it because a few minutes later a wave of energy, (or something), from Mother Nature washed over me and it said "Thank you. I can breathe again."

Peace,
Paula :wave:

“Okay, so you're out for a walk and you come upon a skunk with its head stuck in a paper coffee cup. You know the kind, from Starbucks, with a dome shaped plastic cover and a hole in the top. What do you do? .......................... I did the only thing I could do, knowing full well what the outcome was going to be. But, if you love nature, and animals, you can't just walk away. So here's a lesson on the "should haves" that at the time I didn't know to do.


What I should have done was to take off all clothing that was of any value, meaning, clothes you'd rather not have to throw away. (Obviously you have to stay decently dressed). The next thing I should have done was to sacrifice one article of clothing. In my case it would've been the T-shirt I was wearing. Take the sacrificial piece of clothing and gently put it over the top of the tail and hindquarters of the skunk. The next thing I should have done was to position myself alongside of the skunk facing the same way as the skunk. Do not stand in front of the skunk in a face-to-face position. The skunk can't see you with it's head stuck in the cup anyway, but that's not the reason you line up alongside of the skunk.


Next, you gently put one hand on the skunks shoulder just behind it's head and hold the skunk firmly in place. You grab both the cup and the plastic lid, because they both need to come off together. Then you pull the cup/lid off. You may have to really really tug to get that sucker off of it's head. I couldn't believe how tight it was on there. As soon as you get that cup off then ZOOOOOM! You're outta' there. You can see the mistakes I made, including being face-to-face with a scared skunk when the lid came off. I wasn't able to get turned around fast enough to escape. That's why you put yourself alongside the skunk, facing the same way. Makes for a faster getaway.


But it was all worth it because a few minutes later a wave of energy, (or something), from Mother Nature washed over me and it said "Thank you. I can breathe again."




http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/moon_cat_zps1e6312ee.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Animals/moon_cat_zps1e6312ee.jpg.html)Hey, look! Animals can have astral projections too! :lol:

thanks Paula for the kindness and humor of posting this again so I could read it. And thank you for the belated birthday, this was a perfect gift.

And now for my skunk story. While I was living in McQueeney Texas and building my house. Something got into a fight with a skunk under the house. First there was the screeching and hissing and then the smell which with time only got more intense. Crawling part way under there with a flash light the skunk obviously did not make it. The truth was it was a mother and a litter and none of them made it.

There were no volunteers for doing anything about this. And the cheapest paid person I could find wanted 300 dollars. At this time I was very materialistic. There was a gold ormaleau cut crystal vase from about 1870 I wanted in the worst way but could not justify buying it. But my husband was willing to pay 300 to get this mess out from under the house.

So I removed everything and got in two of the heavest duty garbage bags there was. I wrapped my hair in serane wrap and covered and taped it over with an old towel. I got a heavy duty paint mask. And I went under with a rake and flashlights and raked up the mess. Sealed it all up in three more bags with tape and then jumped in the river first the banks of which we lived on. People said I did not smell but I still did not stop smelling it for a week, felt like it was up my nose. But I got my chrystal vase which I still have.

It reminds me of the extraordinary lengths I would once to to --- to get stuff. LOL I have rid myself of a lot of stuff but not that. And it is a rare piece because it is mercuty ormaleau.

[ulli]

RIP Storm Thurgerson

While studying art in London I would hang out at Storm's apartment in Egerton Court, South Kensington. He was my hero then. My boyfriend Nod was renting a room in Storm's apartment, and so did Dave Henderson, whom I later commissioned to do a six foot tall painting for me and who was an early member of Storm's art company Hipgnosis. Storm's presence was massive...he was brilliant to the point of scary.

Some links:
http://www.hipgnosiscovers.com/

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/04/21/arts/music/storm-thorgerson-69-pink-floyd-album-cover-artist-dies.html

[Wind]

Wow, what do you make of this? No sonic boom this time.

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[Lisab]

Sorry I haven't been posting,been a rough week.
So, quick question before I get back to the week I've had. My first batch of Collodial Silver and Liquid Zeolite arrived this morning. Never taken it before. My addictive, I want everything yesterday, nature went straight in and took it. I followed all the instructions but forgot to swill the cs round my mouth first. Anyway my eyes are streaming like mad. Like I've a got a cold or something. Do you think it's a minor side effect of detoxing? Cheers x

[Lisab]

I'm fine now. Mild detox. Think il take it at night instead now.

Flash, I can see you! Your daughter is so cute with a great voice. Thanks for sharing. Good luck in the competition.

[Michelle Marie]

I really appreciate all of you and your comments. These are significant to me today: Focus on the good, and no one can ask more of you than your best.

So, after being kicked out to the street in a new area (since I didn't know anybody or have financial means), I met strangers who became friends, found places to stay, got my van fixed, applied for emergency funds to get my RV fixed so I can live in it, got my book in a local book store, and helped a teenager recover hope for her future.

I'm attempting to pick myself up by the bootstraps. GET UP! (Reminds me of the post to just keep getting up and moving forward. I pray for strength and courage.)

My life has become mystery and magic.

I feel so much compassion for myself and others that the depth of this feeling is heavy on my heart. Crying and processing help.

I feel overloaded sometimes. And I wonder what will happen after this void; this nexxus point for my life and for Humanity.

I create positive intentions/goals and work toward them. I'm looking to cooperate with others whose mission it is to raise the consciousness of Humanity. I'm working toward getting a huge body of literary work out to the public. I'm moving my non-profit organization to another state. The scope and depth of my work is huge.

And while holding all that, I'm right here in the trenches. Boots on the ground experience of being homeless (living in a temporarily available space in a hospital bed while my RV gets fixed) and not having enough funds to pay for gas, food, car expenses, etc. I get a small amount of unemployment, but it gets wiped out easily. The last bit went for car insurance. I don't have enough for the registration yet.

The magic is that I'll be dropping off some extra copies of my book to the local book store who just informed me that they would be willing to sell it and promote me as a local author.

The mystery is how my life will unfold from here.

I must trust. Keep focusing on the good. Do my best. Pick myself up.

I'm so thankful that we are here for each other in crisis or in good times. There's quite a mix here.

Things truly are fluid these days.

Paula, your pictures continue to lift my Spirit. I was going to name all of you who are here, but I looked back and there's too many!!! That's one of those things that I call a "good problem." LOL

Special love to each and every one of you. May you be blessed especially in some unique and powerful way.
Michelle Marie

I'll put a picture of the book that I wrote for these times "It's A New World After All" that I'll be dropping off today to the local bookstore with the consignment contract:

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[Lisab]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o60W286cm-E&feature=youtube_gdata_player

What Prince Philip's really sayin!

[RunningDeer]

Sorry I haven't been posting,been a rough week.
So, quick question before I get back to the week I've had. My first batch of Collodial Silver and Liquid Zeolite arrived this morning. Never taken it before. My addictive, I want everything yesterday, nature went straight in and took it. I followed all the instructions but forgot to swill the cs round my mouth first. Anyway my eyes are streaming like mad. Like I've a got a cold or something. Do you think it's a minor side effect of detoxing? Cheers x

Hi Lisab,
I've not tried Collodial Silver, but I use Zeolite. You may find helpful. I've added other information for anyone that is interested to know more about "Zeolite".


"Housecleaning & Withdrawal Symptoms"

“Food and Healing: How what you eat determines your health, your well-being, and the quality of your life,” by: Annemarie Colbin

pg. 214 - “...The healing process itself often becomes manifest in certain general physical withdrawal symptoms. Because these can sometimes be mistaken for symptoms of illness, it is important to know of them in advance.”

pg. 216 - Michio Kushi has classified signs of such “housecleaning” by the body into ten precise categories of symptoms:

General fatigue
Pains and aches
Fever, chills, and coughs
Abnormal sweating and frequent urination
Skin discharges and unusual body odors
Diarrhea or constipation
Temporary decrease in sexual desire and vitality
Temporary cessation of menstruation
Mental irritability
Other minor transitory symptoms: restless dreams, minor hair loss, feeling of coldness

pg 216 - “...some of these will be experienced by each individual, and the healthier his or her general condition, the fewer symptoms there will be. The symptoms are also characteristically transitory, sometimes lasting only a few hours or maybe days. Steady and extensive physical activity will speed up the cleansing process which is why all effective dietary regimes include exercise.”

pg. 218 - “...if your symptom is on the list, (see above) and you feel OK about it, it’s a healing reaction. Or you can consider a very helpful concept about the nature of healing symptoms noted by practitioners of homeopathy: They have found that discharge symptoms in the healing mode tend to follow a specific order, or progression, namely:

Symptoms move from the inside to the outside of the body (mucus in the lungs is coughed up; toxic matter from deep within the system comes out as boils or rashes).
Symptoms move from the upper part to the lower part of the body (medication that affects the kidneys, such as steroids, can be discharged by a rash on the legs.)
Symptoms relating to chronic conditions disappear in the reverse order of their appearance; the ones that emerged latest leave first and the earlier ones reemerge and then leave last. This means that long after we set out on a healing path, we might relieve symptoms of very old problems if these were suppressed or incorrectly treated. Their reemergence (sometimes known as retracing), if treated naturally and allowed to follow its course, would only mean that the body is healing itself. For example, if you used to cough a lot as a child and took medicine and then developed asthma, when you go into a healing mode, you may have a brief flare-up of the asthma, and later - even several years later - have a coughing episode that is in fact a “retracing” of your childhood condition.


The foregoing three rules comprise “Hering’s Law of Cure,” after Constantine Hering (1800-1880), who formulated them. To these, John Garvy, N.D., has added two more:

A feeling of well-being precedes a healing crisis.
There is also a feeling of well-being at the core during the crisis; that is, deep down inside it feels OK.



“Candida and the Quest for Eternal Youth,” by: Max Igan

I ordered the “Candida Release” mentioned in the videos. I’ve been using “Zeolite” for about a year. Initially, I used it to eliminate toxins and radioactive materials, heavy metals, but it does a whole lot more:




"Clay is effective for many ailments. It will remove impurities including bacteria, fungi, parasites, chemicals, toxins and even help resolve viral infections.  It has been used extensively in the treatment of pain, open wounds, colitis, diarrhea, hemorrhoids, stomach ulcers, constipation and intestinal problems, acne, anemia, and a variety of other health issues. Just about everything unhealthy, everything impure, is irresistibly attracted to clay and becomes subject to immediate elimination."


Links for Zeolite: Video on main page. (http://www.etszeolite.com) & Benefits, Other Usage, etc (http://www.etszeolite.com/html/zeolite_usage.html)

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/zeolite2_zpscebd8e63.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/zeolite2_zpscebd8e63.jpg.html)

If you don’t have a lot of time, then part two is enough to get the main points.

Part Two - 12:00
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Part One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL-X4aMNzMY
Part Three
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHT7fN-6YwU
Part Four
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Lc-aW-zuCI

:wave:

[Michelle Marie]

Thanks, Paula, for the Zeolite information and reminder. I've dealt with chronic candida most of my life. I'm sure this would be super beneficial to me right now. I was super interested when I saw the original post, then forgot. I'm going to get some as soon as possible!

Love,
Michelle Marie :victory:

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/BLhJDnd.jpg

[RunningDeer]

I really appreciate all of you and your comments. These are significant to me today: Focus on the good, and no one can ask more of you than your best.
Paula, your pictures continue to lift my Spirit. I was going to name all of you who are here, but I looked back and there's too many!!! That's one of those things that I call a "good problem." LOL

Special love to each and every one of you. May you be blessed especially in some unique and powerful way.
Michelle Marie

I'll put a picture of the book that I wrote for these times "It's A New World After All" that I'll be dropping off today to the local bookstore with the consignment contract:

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Michelle Marie,


I send blessings to the Traveler and her Blessed Creation wrapped with Love and Wings.
Hearts,
Paula


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/Michelle-Marie_wings_zps583a905e.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Photoshop/Michelle-Marie_wings_zps583a905e.jpg.html)

[Lisab]

Paula thanks for the links. I'd listened to the Max Igan before. Don't know why I thought liquid zeo was the best. Il definitely get the powder next time. Il have a good read of those links tonight.

[dan33]

RIP Storm Thurgerson

While studying art in London I would hang out at Storm's apartment in Egerton Court, South Kensington. He was my hero then. My boyfriend Nod was renting a room in Storm's apartment, and so did Dave Henderson, whom I later commissioned to do a six foot tall painting for me and who was an early member of Storm's art company Hipgnosis. Storm's presence was massive...he was brilliant to the point of scary.

Some links:
http://www.hipgnosiscovers.com/

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/04/21/arts/music/storm-thorgerson-69-pink-floyd-album-cover-artist-dies.html

I grew up watching or mesmerized by his LP covers.
Thanks Ulli.

[Michelle Marie]

I really appreciate all of you and your comments. These are significant to me today: Focus on the good, and no one can ask more of you than your best.
Paula, your pictures continue to lift my Spirit. I was going to name all of you who are here, but I looked back and there's too many!!! That's one of those things that I call a "good problem." LOL

Special love to each and every one of you. May you be blessed especially in some unique and powerful way.
Michelle Marie

I'll put a picture of the book that I wrote for these times "It's A New World After All" that I'll be dropping off today to the local bookstore with the consignment contract:

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Michelle Marie,


I send blessings to the Traveler and her Blessed Creation wrapped with Love and Wings.
Hearts,
Paula


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/Michelle-Marie_wings_zps583a905e.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Photoshop/Michelle-Marie_wings_zps583a905e.jpg.html)


Ok, Paula...now you are going to make me cry Happy Tears!

This image is awesome. It makes me feel like a dark cloud has lifted, and my days will be sunny from here on out.

I appreciate you SO much my dear Paula!

AND... I just got back.

The wind was blowing hard so everything (my hair and scarf) is behind me. I guess the picture is matching the sentiments mentioned above.

I didn't have any money for parking because I've been scraping all bits of money to live. So, when I pulled into a space and didn't have money for the parking meter, I started walking and saw one with time left on it. I just pulled my car out and moved it over a few spaces, and "Voila!" there were 24 minutes...plenty of time. LOL

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I did it!

Love to all,
Michelle Marie

I did have hair before the wind started blowing...
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[Guest]

Full moon lunar eclipse in Scorpio Thursday April 25th

I've been noticing and feeling it for a while now.

Kindness Compassion & Hecate

Eclipses are turning points, times of emphasis and change. Eclipse patterns repeat at roughly 19 year intervals; to understand what might be coming up for you at this Full Moon, look back to what was happening in your life 19 years ago. This eclipse might revisit that same territory in new ways.

Now factor in the sign of this Full Moon: Scorpio, sign of the underworld, the subconscious, the Shadow; sign of the detective, the therapist and the spy. Scorpio knows who has skeletons in the closet and where the bodies are buried.

A Full Moon to prepare for.

This Scorpio Full Moon eclipse arrives with deep emotion, boatloads of karma, long-term effects, and high voltage. Am I planning to hide under the covers, or, better yet, leave the planet? Nope, I'm not. I'm looking forward to pressing yet another cosmic reset button on my adventurous way. Honest.

Full Moons illuminate. Their spotlights show us where we are, and how we're doing with whatever that is. With this Full Moon in Scorpio, we're likely to see one or more of the following on our personal large screen:

• Power! This lunar cycle began with an Aries extravaganza. Mars (Aries ruler) is also the ancient ruler of Scorpio, and will conjunct the Sun at the Full Moon. So ... how are we handling power? Are we responsible? Afraid? Controlling? In denial? This will be a headliner.

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• Deep emotion. Scorpio is a Water sign, so our feelings selves will be awake and aware. This Full Moon is part of the Grand Trine in Water that includes Saturn (conjunct the Moon in Scorpio), Neptune in Pisces, and Ceres in Cancer.

How are we feeling? What do we feel deeply about now? Where are we confused (Neptune) about our feelings, or perhaps unsure if our feelings are justified, accurate, or reciprocated? Where do we feel insecure, or compelled to nurture others? Where are we facing the consequences of emotions, perhaps because we became obsessed, or codependent, or overcommitted?


http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-DeCZj9LbcpQ/UW11KFV8x4I/AAAAAAAADvk/6kmnbvRHefE/s320/Full+Moon+April+25%252C+2013.jpg (http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-DeCZj9LbcpQ/UW11KFV8x4I/AAAAAAAADvk/6kmnbvRHefE/s1600/Full+Moon+April+25%252C+2013.jpg)
• Where we're stuck. Scorpio and Taurus are both fixed signs, and can be beyond stubborn––immovable, in fact. Mars and Saturn, conjunct the Sun and Moon, might push us to move, or might just decide to stay exactly where they are.

Meanwhile, there's a yod (finger of fate, as aspect pattern that points like an arrow) aimed to the North Node, which also happens to be in Scorpio. This yod is pushing, with Mercury energized in Aries and Jupiter expanding in Gemini, asking, why haven't we changed already? Are we waiting for an engraved invitation, or what?

Uranus in Aries, the revolutionary trickster, is inconjunct the Full Moon, adding his own considerable power to the equation. At this Full Moon, we're likely to see where we're stuck and (if we pay attention) what we can do about it.

• Self care. Taurus is the sign of nurturing the body; Scorpio is the sign of tending to the psyche. Finding balance between the two can be challenging, but is essential. With issues of power, emotion, and stuckness coming up for review, we also need to attend to how we're doing overall. Kindness and self compassion are good watchwords, and this Full Moon may point out where we need to bring some of that to the fore.

Why the scary goddess Hecate? She's a goddess of the crossroads and dark places, a goddess of choices and deep knowing. She's demonized as a witchy death goddess, but then, Scorpio gets a pretty bad rap a lot of the time too.

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Hecate is a goddess of great power, connected to deep emotional issues, who knows how to move us on when we're standing at the crossroads not sure where to go. She helped bring Persephone out from Hades, restoring the Earth's capacity to grow and be fruitful.

One of Hecate's symbols is the torch. At this Full Moon, as we begin a new 19 year eclipse cycle, calling on the energy and guidance of a goddess who can navigate in dark places seems like an excellent plan.

Checking where this Full Moon will fall in your birth chart offers extra information about where and how this Full Moon will illuminate your life. Which house will this Full Moon appear in, for you? Will any of your planets be touched by the patterns this Moon will form? These are the pointers to look for, to see where Hecate's light may shine into shadowy places. http://risingmoonastrology.blogspot.com/

Edit**** more links on the eclipses coming up

W/sabian symbols http://www.opednews.com/populum/pagem.php?f=The-Cosmic-Story-Scorpio-by-Cathy-Lynn-Pagano-130420-821.html

Spirit Matters http://darkstarastrology.com/lunar-eclipse-april-2013/

Cat's Cradle and Catalyst http://astrology.about.com/od/solarandlunareclipses/qt/Scorpio-Full-Moon-lunar-Eclipse-2013.htm


Love


Nora

[ulli]

In the Here and Now tread it's all good....
political views, pictures of your dinner,
smiling cats, sleeping cats, hunting cats...
even astrology charts that will no let me sleep...
(Thanks Nora)
...anything goes.
We are non-exclusive.


http://sphotos-c.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/422164_10152429866965942_2095529656_n.jpg

[eaglespirit]

...aaannnnndddddddd now, a word from Clif:

my take...BE in this world but not of it...and change it ALL right in front of You : )

gnawing on time....
with respect...a bit of advice

disturbing days are just ahead.

As the planetary fiscal/financial infrastructure melts down, the 'powers that be' will push the various elements of GUS (gov'mint of The United States of America, a corporation, chartered illegally by congress in 1877...) to react badly.

How you react to these disturbing days is entirely up to you...the advice....do not be goaded into reactions that your enemies may desire.

During such times of social stress, my personal motto serves well to remind me that harmonization with universe provides the greatest potential for success:

i am a dog who gnaws his bone.
i sit here, in my repose, gnawing alone.
There will come a day, which is not yet,
when I will bite him, by whom i am bit.

As Sun Tzu notes, if your enemy knows you better than you know yourself, they have already won. So the admonition to 'know thyself' has never been so timely.

The disturbing days ahead are the beginning of real 'times of challenge' as our solar system, and our world changes under our feet.

Many humans will run around losing their minds in various and unsettling ways. Avoid being in their path or engaging with their insanity. You will not be able to aid them if you do not first secure your own future.

Many humans will insist on leaving corporeal earth at this time. Endeavor to not be caught up in their frenzied departing as some may insist on going in crowds.

Within my heart-chosen art, aikido, the first (for my personal harmonization) of the four principles is 'extend ki'. This extension of personal life energy (ki) out to your 'partner' in the contention (they will call themselves your enemy) allows one to sense the motions of the encounter such that when your 'partner' strikes, you are simply not there.

The sum total of my advice comes down to that idea....extend ki...and work harmoniously with universe to be simply, 'not there'.

http://www.halfpasthuman.com/gnawing.html

[RunningDeer]

Full moon lunar eclipse in Scorpio Thursday April 25th

Eclipses are turning points, times of emphasis and change. Eclipse patterns repeat at roughly 19 year intervals; to understand what might be coming up for you at this Full Moon, look back to what was happening in your life 19 years ago. This eclipse might revisit that same territory in new ways.
Love
Nora
Ick. 1994. My son's passing. But that explains this morning, I couldn't figure out why I wanted to take his pictured down. It hangs where I spend my time.

And Michael's (my son) been coming around on his own. Nothing major to report. Only to encourage the changing vibration, and that there's nothing for me to fear.

Thanks for the heads up, Nora. :wave:

UPDATE: Silver lining - that was a major growth period. Bring it...

[Guest]

Thanks you guys,

I may have to borrow Ulli & Modwiz cloaks and Carmody & PL's Fedoras

And remember eaglespirits brilliant quotes "from my heart brain" and
Love Love Love

Love to all the Villagers


Nora

[PurpleLama]

19 years ago, my eldest child was born, and this very week is moving out of her mother's house. Her mother is the rarest of individuals, one I can find nothing nice to say about at all, pretty much like having your own personal Dick Cheney, only slightly more attractive.

Having sent out ulli's meme, posted above, to several people, I am getting pictures of people's dinners in return.

[RunningDeer]

"Journey of Light: Sedona Update"

Sandra Walter of Ascension Integration (http://www.youtube.com/user/AscensionIntegration?feature=watch)


Some may be feeling a shift in their skills. As Light servers, we are taking it up a notch. And it’s becoming a natural state of being.
There’s still life challenges. But when it comes to the mission or life journey, we are becoming co-creators. It’s a state of being.
It’s part of the merge with the higher levels and the lower expression.


wTYHkMHB5rI

Published on Apr 22, 2013
For services and Ascension support, visit http://www.sandrawalter.com

[Ernie Nemeth]

After Dan's post this tune seems in order. Don't know why really.

UncbCue4rMU


Long ago I was invited to the backwoods for my buddy's birthday, in the mountains of BC Canada, outside Penticton a ways. Nice grow-op. Good moonshine. Excellent company, real Canadian rednecks. It is there I shot my first and only gun, too. A '44 revolver - what a kick it had.
The entertainment was a fella with a fender guitar and a little amp. He played only Black Sabbath, and was really, really good. I love that band and back then I still remembered every word of every song. So I did the vocals. I'm not much of a singer but with all the booze and spliffs, no one noticed. We Rocked that woods! Good times.

There will be more good times. We ain't dun yet!

[RunningDeer]

Something's off about Vivek. His picture is not up, nor can you leave a PM or note on his message board. It doesn't say he's gone, but there's a policy that members are asked to give it three days before they make a final decision.

Vivek, I respect your need for some down time. I hope you don't stay away too long. It melts pretty darn fast.

Love,
Paula

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/vivek.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/vivek.jpg.html)

UPDATE:
Vivek, you are a bright person and have a lot to offer. I still say take a break and come back refreshed. M-Kay?http://www.pic4ever.com/images/grouphugg.gif


"Really, close my account. I'm serious. I've asked you once already. You're thinking I'm going to calm down. I'm calm now. The problem is still here. I'm done. I'm sure many of you have strong personalities, strong psychology, high emotional quotients. Yet, there is an utter lack of effort and discernment here when it comes to thinking. I may not be pointing it out in a respectful or polite way..."

[ulli]

Laser-cut paper...cutting edge technology
New generation of crop circle design coming up:

http://i.imgur.com/Ht9n1E9.jpg


http://i.imgur.com/qnlRSBq.jpg

[ulli]

RIP Richie.

More news of someone I once knew crossing over. Richie Havens would play at the Arts Laboratory,
sitting on the floor with a circle of fans around him.
I was working there as a projectionist, many years ago.

_SGcX-oao8M

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

RIP Richie.

More news of someone I once knew crossing over. Richie Havens would play at the Arts Laboratory,
sitting on the floor with a circle of fans around him.
I was working there as a projectionist, many years ago.

_SGcX-oao8M

I just saw that too Ulli. Can't say I ever new him, but his music reached me and affected me as a very young person. RIP Richie, and thanks for the love you shared.

tf1B9ktRCkg

[Flash]

19 years ago, my eldest child was born, and this very week is moving out of her mother's house. Her mother is the rarest of individuals, one I can find nothing nice to say about at all, pretty much like having your own personal Dick Cheney, only slightly more attractive.

Having sent out ulli's meme, posted above, to several people, I am getting pictures of people's dinners in return.

It is the funniest description of an ex wife I ever read. I think my ex could compete with your ex, but attractiveness missing for him by now.

[Flash]

Something's off about Vivek. His picture is not up, nor can you leave a PM or note on his message board. It doesn't say he's gone, but there's a policy that members are asked to give it three days before they make a final decision.

Vivek, I respect your need for some down time. I hope you don't stay away too long. It melts pretty darn fast.

Love,
Paula

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/vivek.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/vivek.jpg.html)

UPDATE:
Vivek, you are a bright person and have a lot to offer. I still say take a break and come back refreshed. M-Kay?http://www.pic4ever.com/images/grouphugg.gif


"Really, close my account. I'm serious. I've asked you once already. You're thinking I'm going to calm down. I'm calm now. The problem is still here. I'm done. I'm sure many of you have strong personalities, strong psychology, high emotional quotients. Yet, there is an utter lack of effort and discernment here when it comes to thinking. I may not be pointing it out in a respectful or polite way..."

I had a message from him, he is really p i sse d. He said he got the empathy going but did not checked (used) in his humility. I do not think that he will be back soon. He is very bright, sensitive also and this is a rough world for people like him, very frustrating - same for Carmody I am sure.

[RunningDeer]

Something's off about Vivek. His picture is not up, nor can you leave a PM or note on his message board. It doesn't say he's gone, but there's a policy that members are asked to give it three days before they make a final decision.

Vivek, I respect your need for some down time. I hope you don't stay away too long. It melts pretty darn fast.

Love,
Paula

UPDATE:
Vivek, you are a bright person and have a lot to offer. I still say take a break and come back refreshed. M-Kay?http://www.pic4ever.com/images/grouphugg.gif


"Really, close my account. I'm serious. I've asked you once already. You're thinking I'm going to calm down. I'm calm now. The problem is still here. I'm done. I'm sure many of you have strong personalities, strong psychology, high emotional quotients. Yet, there is an utter lack of effort and discernment here when it comes to thinking. I may not be pointing it out in a respectful or polite way..."

I had a message from him, he is really p i sse d. He said he got the empathy going but did not checked (used) in his humility. I do not think that he will be back soon. He is very bright, sensitive also and this is a rough world for people like him, very frustrating - same for Carmody I am sure.


I do not think that he will be back soon.

That's unfortunate.


He is very bright, sensitive also and this is a rough world for people like him, very frustrating - same for Carmody I am sure.
That goes for many of us, too.
Thanks for the update, Flash. If you hear from him please let him know that I will miss him.

[RunningDeer]

"Theater Seating for Seniors"

An old man lay sprawled across three entire seats in the theater.
When the usher came by and noticed this, he whispered to the old man,
"Sorry sir, but you're only allowed one seat."
The old man just groaned but didn't budge.

The usher became more impatient.
"Sir, if you don't get up from there I'm going to have to call the manager."
Once again, the old man just groaned.

The usher marched briskly back up the aisle, and in a moment he returned with the manager.
Together the two of them tried repeatedly to move the disheveled man, but with no success.

Finally they summoned the police.

The officer surveyed the situation briefly then asked,
"All right buddy what's your name?"
"Fred," the old man moaned.
"Where ya from, Fred?" asked the police officer.
With terrible pain in his voice, and without moving a muscle,

Fred replied, "The balcony."

[Lisab]

I really hope Vivek changes his mind. I get so much out of his posts and threads. So many bright,young gifted guys on Avalon that give me so much hope for humanity.

[araucaria]

Hi everyone, here's a nice depressing thought for more than just me I'm sure :)

The Boston bombing was allegedly carried out with a weapon of mass destruction. Just check if you are not in possession of a WMD yourself.

It takes:

1 pressure cooker - got one of those.
a few bags of nails - got plenty of those.
some explosive - some fertilizer will do I'm sure, got some of that.

Come to think of it, on this definition any firearm would also be an WMD and so would a kitchen knife.

Have a nice day all you WMDers :(

[Calz]

REILLY's a good egg. I invite to over to the "Here and Now" thread. Here's the most recent example of his humor (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=664987&viewfull=1#post664987).

Peace,
Paula :wave:


Yep ... his yokes always crack me up ...

http://www.clevelandseniors.com/images/eggs.gif

[araucaria]

I really hope Vivek changes his mind. I get so much out of his posts and threads. So many bright,young gifted guys on Avalon that give me so much hope for humanity.

There seems to have been some debate about the unknowable contents of those black backpacks. It reminds me of Saint-Exupéry's Little Prince:
http://www.angelfire.com/hi/littleprince/framechapter2.html

If you draw a box, you can always say there is a sheep in it. Likewise, I wouldn't stake anything on the content of those backpacks.

I see Calz is talking about boxes too :) Understandable: it appears we live in an egg-carton universe (paper referenced by Wilcock):

http://arxiv.org/pdf/astro-ph/9802009.pdf

[Wind]

It is a windy day here. Nothing is more relaxing than the sounds of nature.

yRy58bZNU4Q

[RunningDeer]

7.83 Hz matches Mother Earth’s vibration and is the alpha state which one taps into creativity and balanced homeostasis. From iTunes, I downloaded “Schumann Resonance - with Sounds of Nature.”

“Nick Begich presents the solid science on mind control. It's academic, military and intelligence history as well as a workshop type presentation on the mind control devices available today for psychological and physiological health. A well researched, very informative presentation”

If you’re short on time and want to skip to the “21st Century Tools” @ 46 minutes mark - [click here (http://youtu.be/o1_XUdQo2AU?t=46m)]


Excellent Mind Control Documentary
o1_XUdQo2AU

[donk]

RIP Richie.

More news of someone I once knew crossing over. Richie Havens would play at the Arts Laboratory,
sitting on the floor with a circle of fans around him.
I was working there as a projectionist, many years ago.

_SGcX-oao8M

What an incredible soul, I never experienced someone play that evoked so much emotion in me. I had the pleasure of seeing him at my favorite dive bar on my 21st birthday, sitting on the sticky floor a couple feet away from him. one of the most incredible experiences of my life...

Been a nostalgic week...

[RunningDeer]

“Solar Flare Symptoms (http://www.carliniinstitute.com/solar_flare_symptoms)”

Repost summarized:

"I am hearing about people experiencing head pressure, headaches, migraines, the inability to think straight, losing words in the middle of a thought, and ringing in the ears.  Our hypothalamus and pituitary glands tune into this new frequency coming in from the solar flares, and within each of our cells there are receptors in the protein channels that pick up vibrations from the outside."

“Many of my readers reported feeling exhausted, which is the body’s way saying it needs rest to process all this incoming energy.  We are intimately connected to this change in frequency and more and more people are becoming intuitively aware of this as well...”

“The nervous system is revved up from the solar flares and as a result many people are feeling anxious.  The stomach is affected so there can be feelings of nausea, stomach aches, indigestion, loss of appetite, or the opposite — wanting to eat incessantly.”

“The heart is affected and many are feeling heart palpitations and irregular heartbeats. The biggest problem that is alarming people is the heat sensations felt in the body. Others are feeling cold for no reason. I have to add that when the body feels chilled for no reason it wants rest...”  “...many women who are asking if the hormones are affected by solar flares and the answer is yes they are.”

“Many are having dreams that are different from dreams they ever had before...”

Suggestions:

The body is working extra hard to assimilate these new energies, and in so doing, it requires extra water in order for the body to energetically digest these new energies. It is very important that you drink extra water at this time so the body doesn’t become dehydrated.
Coffee and other caffeinated drinks along with sugar have a dehydrating effect on the body. Coffee and MSG in food also rev up the nervous system.  
I suggest that you take Omega 3 to help the mitochondria as it works with the body’s energy system. Vitamin B Complex work with the nervous system and brain functions. 
If you are having body pain try  Epsom salts in the bath.  For depression take a bath using Lavender essential oil (only 6 drops).  The new book offers lots more suggestions.

[ulli]

I really hope Vivek changes his mind. I get so much out of his posts and threads. So many bright,young gifted guys on Avalon that give me so much hope for humanity.

There seems to have been some debate about the unknowable contents of those black backpacks. It reminds me of Saint-Exupéry's Little Prince:
http://www.angelfire.com/hi/littleprince/framechapter2.html

If you draw a box, you can always say there is a sheep in it. Likewise, I wouldn't stake anything on the content of those backpacks.

I see Calz is talking about boxes too :) Understandable: it appears we live in an egg-carton universe (paper referenced by Wilcock):

http://arxiv.org/pdf/astro-ph/9802009.pdf

Thanks for the reminder of the Little Prince. My fantasy box is a cat...watching them and speculating what's in their minds. They seem to prefer sunshine, flowery gardens, butterfly chasing in the daytime, and the quiet of nights, solitude, soft and warm places to sleep. Maybe we ought to let their fantasy life guide humanity.

The Wilcock referenced document was unreadable to me, but left me wondering if Wilcock is either far brighter than I thought for understanding such stuff, or a sadist for pointing people into the direction of it as reading material.

[CD7]

Tingling happening on the left side of my brain..lol. putting it out there in case someone in the here and now is feeling something similar.

Years ago it used to b the right side of my brain tht tingled from time to time..and it would hapen mainly when someone in front of me was angry..or had some negative emotion...tht tingling was more like a poke..not painful but almost as if instead of someone physically hitting u ..they hit u metaphysically.
This left side thing now seems random..and not a bad sensation..just tingly!

[ulli]

"There is so much evidence out there that even if only 1% were true that would be enough to collapse the current paradigm of our society"
I don't know of anyone who has worked harder and with more focus to attain his goals than Dr. Stephen Greer.
Wishing him all the best, and to stay safe. He will be remembered in our future as one of the key people who helped in the birthing process of a better world.

[ulli]

Tingling happening on the left side of my brain..lol. putting it out there in case someone in the here and now is feeling something similar.

Years ago it used to b the right side of my brain tht tingled from time to time..and it would hapen mainly when someone in front of me was angry..or had some negative emotion...tht tingling was more like a poke..not painful but almost as if instead of someone physically hitting u ..they hit u metaphysically.
This left side thing now seems random..and not a bad sensation..just tingly!

Both sides of our brain need to be in balance. If you have been a mostly right-brained person in the past, then welcome the sensation, as it means the other side is being activated....and is becoming integrated into wholeness consciousness....
and when balance is attained you will experience a massive enlightenment; your perception and powers will multiply, your health will be restored, and you will have a magic wand in your mind with which to manifest anything you desire.

[PurpleLama]

Fox: "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

An all-time favorite quote, from The Little Prince.

[CD7]

Tingling happening on the left side of my brain..lol. putting it out there in case someone in the here and now is feeling something similar.

Years ago it used to b the right side of my brain tht tingled from time to time..and it would hapen mainly when someone in front of me was angry..or had some negative emotion...tht tingling was more like a poke..not painful but almost as if instead of someone physically hitting u ..they hit u metaphysically.
This left side thing now seems random..and not a bad sensation..just tingly!

Both sides of our brain need to be in balance. If you have been a mostly right-brained person in the past, then welcome the sensation, as it means the other side is being activated....and is becoming integrated into wholeness consciousness....
and when balance is attained you will experience a massive enlightenment; your perception and powers will multiply, your health will be restored, and you will have a magic wand in your mind with which to manifest anything you desire.

Wow wht wonderful sentiments uli! I am more of a right brained person for sure...haha so the left is finally turning on..hehe

Magic wand Humm wouldn't tht b special :-).....one paradise planet coming up!

[RunningDeer]

My intent is to remind and/or inform that we all express creativity, intelligence and sensitivity in varying degrees. To be mindful of that goes a long way in our process to resolve and heal kingdoms on Mother Earth. "Free Personality Test and Type Descriptions (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?58489-Free-Personality-Test-and-Type-Descriptions&p=665299&viewfull=1#post665299)"

On another note, Gerald Celente. Warning strong language.


Gerald Celente - Trends In The News - "A State Of Siege!"
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Published on Apr 23, 2013

State of siege declared in Boston. Pressitute bull**** story on bombers doesn't add up as we lose rights left & right. Would you let the police enter YOUR house? This is the start of Martial Law in Amerika! 

The Trends Journal® is the World's #1 source for the most important trends that are shaping the future.

The Trends Journal® shows you how these trends will affect your life, how to profit from them, and what to do to avoid pitfalls. Regardless of business or profession, the Trends Journal® provides insights, strategies and opportunities to help you navigate these treacherous, unprecedented times.

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[ulli]

I was told that kids visit this thread, too....

Gif story ...Episode IV

http://i.imgur.com/GQI2bWz.gif

[ulli]

Awesome times we live in.
Let's all nurture that inner state of appreciation so we can continue in a positive vein.
Here's to appreciating what's good, beautiful, mysterious and independent.

http://i.imgur.com/rvGsdsP.jpg

[ulli]

To good not to post. She hasn't looked at Russia, even though she can see it....
I'm sure glad someone is keeping matters light.

http://www.codewit.com/north-america/7809-sarah-palin-calls-for-invasion-of-czech-republic

"Sarah Palin called for the invasion of the Czech Republic today in response to the recent terrorist attacks in Boston.
In an interview with Fox News, the former governor of Alaska said that although federal investigators have yet to complete their work, the time for action is now.
"We don't know everything about these suspects yet," Palin told Fox and Friends this morning, referring to Tamerlan and Dzhokhar Tsarnaev, who allegedly carried out the Boston Marathon attacks. "But we know they were Muslims from the Czech Republic.
"I betcha I speak for a lot of Americans when I say I want to go over there right now and start teaching those folks a lesson. And let's not stop at the Czech Republic, let's go after all Arab countries.
"The Arabians need to learn that they can't keep comin' over here and blowing stuff up. Let's set off a couple of nukes in Islamabad, burn down Prague, then bomb the heck out of Tehran. We need to show them that we mean business."
Can't See Russia...
Although hosts Steve Doocy and Gretchen Carlson applauded Palin's jingoism, they immediately attempted to rectify her multiple geographic errors.
"Well Islamabad is the capital of Pakistan, which isn't Arab," Carlson corrected, "and Tehran is the capital of Iran, which is predominantly Persian. But I do see your point."
"Also Czech Republic isn't really an Arab or even Muslim country, I don't think," Doocy added, "but otherwise what you're saying makes a lot of sense. I think most Americans wish Obama would step up and lead on this one."
Palin, however, didn't take kindly to being corrected and defended her analysis.
"Steve, that's probably one of the most ignorant things I've ever heard. How is Czech Republic not a Muslim country? You saw those brothers, they were Islamic and they were Chechen!"
"Yes there were Muslim and they were ethnic Chechens," Doocy started, "but they grew up mostly in Kyrgyzstan and the United States. And more importantly, Chechens don't come from the Czech Republic, they come from Chechnya, which is part of Russia. "
"What's the difference?" Palin responded. "Isn't Russia part of the Czech Republic?"
"No, the Czech Republic is a separate country. It's part of the European Union and a strong NATO ally," Doocy noted. "But heck, why not? Let's invade. What could go wrong?"
"Yeah and while we're at it," Carlson added, "let's call the Queen of England and see if the U.K. will join us."
In a statement released after the interview, Palin attacked Fox News and its "pro-Islamic" and "pro-geography" bias.
"This is just another case of the politically correct liberal media refusing to tell the truth about radical Islam," she said.

SOURCE: dailycurrant

[Calz]

"Sarah Palin called for the invasion of the Czech Republic today in response to the recent terrorist attacks in Boston.




Don't get me started ... time for bed ...


http://madmikesamerica.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/palin-doris-moose-sarah-palin-funny-animal-demotivational-poster-1222957662.jpg

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/oHVP13w.jpg

[thunder24]

well...progress has resumed on the cabin... got the septic tank in today, after they almost flipped the truck 3 or 4 times and had to pull the truck hauling the sepctic tank up the drive with a trackhoe. This truck is a beast with bad tires, and the drive way is quit the beast itself... i uploaded pictures to my album but they are not showing up in the album...

great view from the appalachian mountains... oh well mayb it will show up in a minute...

feed the world
peace

[eaglespirit]

well...progress has resumed on the cabin... got the septic tank in today, after they almost flipped the truck 3 or 4 times and had to pull the truck hauling the sepctic tank up the drive with a trackhoe. This truck is a beast with bad tires, and the drive way is quit the beast itself... i uploaded pictures to my album but they are not showing up in the album...

great view from the appalachian mountains... oh well mayb it will show up in a minute...

feed the world
peace

Well Thunder24...the best to you and your new 'waste matters' : )

We're more or less on the same page, or chapter....
I just installed this septic in the mountains here in Urubamba a couple of weeks ago )

Rotoplas Biodigestor
http://www.leer-mas.com/lallave/news43/img/biodigestor-partes.jpg

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Auracaria, my wife, in my opinion, is a WMD herself. I try not to provoke her for fear of my own mass destruction!

[PurpleLama]

Yeah, Playdo, but....








This post was edited, because sometimes I forget that my WMD is a member of the forum.

[Guest]

My poor ex-husband. I terrorized him without even trying or meaning to.



Love


Nora

[Carmody]

http://i.imgur.com/oHVP13w.jpg

So true and so sad.

"If only", people say.

The opportunity is there. Yet they retreat, again, into inane behavior and excuses, distractions. If only... appears to not have any intensity of meaning or strength of intent behind it. (for many)

[araucaria]

I really hope Vivek changes his mind. I get so much out of his posts and threads. So many bright,young gifted guys on Avalon that give me so much hope for humanity.

There seems to have been some debate about the unknowable contents of those black backpacks. It reminds me of Saint-Exupéry's Little Prince:
http://www.angelfire.com/hi/littleprince/framechapter2.html

If you draw a box, you can always say there is a sheep in it. Likewise, I wouldn't stake anything on the content of those backpacks.

I see Calz is talking about boxes too :) Understandable: it appears we live in an egg-carton universe (paper referenced by Wilcock):

http://arxiv.org/pdf/astro-ph/9802009.pdf

Thanks for the reminder of the Little Prince. My fantasy box is a cat...watching them and speculating what's in their minds. They seem to prefer sunshine, flowery gardens, butterfly chasing in the daytime, and the quiet of nights, solitude, soft and warm places to sleep. Maybe we ought to let their fantasy life guide humanity.

The Wilcock referenced document was unreadable to me, but left me wondering if Wilcock is either far brighter than I thought for understanding such stuff, or a sadist for pointing people into the direction of it as reading material.

I don’t know about Wilcock (who looked rather wild or something on the Awake&Aware panel discussion – post 2012-trauma perhaps), but the astronomy goes over my head too; the one thing that interests me about the ‘egg-carton’ universe is the missing ‘eggs’ – what might they be? This leads to an amazing thought that not many people can have had before, at least not in this form.

I used to know quite a lot about stackable chairs. The earliest design was by Flora Steiger-Crawford way back in 1931. Stackable furniture was a great invention notably for community halls where you can arrange it however you like for a feast or a conference and then clear away for a dance floor.



http://www.bonluxat.com/a/Flora_Steiger-Crawford_Zett_Chair.html



What has this got to do with that? Well, egg-cartons are stackable. I know this because our greengrocer uses them several times over. Hence it occurs to me that we live in a stackable universe. It will be the mother of all disclosures when we discover that while the gods are dancing, we are in the stacked position up against the wall, and get to know our neighbours immediately above and below :)

@carmody: point taken, while we cannot quite dial up ‘the entirety’ of human knowledge, the egg box-shaped knowledge base is enough to be going on with to work out some of what’s being withheld, that’s for sure.

[Another1]

~ just found this at youtube and thought someone else may like it ~ this performer makes art with their shadow *g

hFe7eLwAXoc

[Flash]

I had a strange dream. A very complicated dream where there was a large spread out hotel like building. I was there with friends and would often go in the restaurant, then other public rooms around and would chat with this large group of "friends", whom I do not know in this actual day world.

There is a friend who has been offered a job by an important person, seems like the Queen of Enlgand.

We were also taking care of a little dog in particular all along (there were other dogs around, but this one was of particular interest).

What I remember is that it is late at night, a group of people are discussing and the little dog in lying on a blanket with another dog. Then I realized that the little dog is bleeding from its belly button.

So we have to go and tell the master of the dog, someone knocks a door very carefully and an old woman answers, she is the queen. I have the dog in my arms so she let me in with it. I sit on the bed on which there is, under the blankets (i do not see him) prince Philip I presumed (the shape of a man) and another men. The queen is in a silk overgown. She tells me not to worry and offers me a job telling me that I would be ok and be driven to wherever I which whenever I wish. It feels strange to me.

I do not answer but have the feeling this is not fine and do not know how to react, since I would be please to have a job. I do think, in my dream, of the lizzys. Then my alarms o'clock rings.

I really wonder what this means, I never dream of the Queen....

[RunningDeer]

Modwiz came for a visit last evening, in dreamtime. :wave:ing in case he stops by here.
........................................................................................http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smiley_faces/biker-smiley-face.gif (http://emoticoner.com)

[thunder24]

Well Thunder24...the best to you and your new 'waste matters' : )



Rotoplas Biodigestor
http://www.leer-mas.com/lallave/news43/img/biodigestor-partes.jpg


" A straight flush, beats a full house anytime"
hahahah

¤=[Post Update]=¤


Yeah, Playdo, but....

This post was edited, because sometimes I forget that my WMD is a member of the forum.

P.L. Reilly, do you and your WMD plant by the moon? how does your garden grow?
For me, time to plant yard long beans, callie beans, and kentucky wonder. got some cherokee purple tomatoes in the ground last evening...and the sugar snap peas are "poking" out. Happy growing.
feed the world
peace

[Carmody]

I had a strange dream. A very complicated dream where there was a large spread out hotel like building. I was there with friends and would often go in the restaurant, then other public rooms around and would chat with this large group of "friends", whom I do not know in this actual day world.

There is a friend who has been offered a job by an important person, seems like the Queen of Enlgand.

We were also taking care of a little dog in particular all along (there were other dogs around, but this one was of particular interest).

What I remember is that it is late at night, a group of people are discussing and the little dog in lying on a blanket with another dog. Then I realized that the little dog is bleeding from its belly button.

So we have to go and tell the master of the dog, someone knocks a door very carefully and an old woman answers, she is the queen. I have the dog in my arms so she let me in with it. I sit on the bed on which there is, under the blankets (i do not see him) prince Philip I presumed (the shape of a man) and another men. The queen is in a silk overgown. She tells me not to worry and offers me a job telling me that I would be ok and be driven to wherever I which whenever I wish. It feels strange to me.

I do not answer but have the feeling this is not fine and do not know how to react, since I would be please to have a job. I do think, in my dream, of the lizzys. Then my alarms o'clock rings.

I really wonder what this means, I never dream of the Queen....

The little dog in my dream was sequestered away from others and it had it's paws falling off. In the final analysis of people trying to help it, and to let it die naturally it was discovered that it actually had somehow contracted leprosy and another paw had come off. The decision was made, finally, to put it down (but this act did not occur in the dream) as the pain was obviously extreme and it was spending it's time trying to stand on the two remaining paws. the dog was a terrier type that was white but older so the white was dirty, with a slight curl in spots of the fur, like that of a poodle. Unkempt.

I have, for the larger part, turned the job offer down. No choice. It was never a choice.

[Michelle Marie]

Today I'm feeling the impact of the New Moon energies. I'm going to clean out my van and then go out in nature. I'll clean my own energy field and allow integration of the new energies.

I felt inspired to share two poems from my book, "It's A New World After All" (http://www.smile4love.com/books_newworld.html)

This first poem, Victims Become Creators was my response to 9/11. I feel that the Boston incident is another wake up call:

Victims Become Creators

Victimization once perceived
Clearly illusions, now relieved
Empowered by soul; nature unfolds
New story now to be told

Each life is impacting
‘Tis the universe reacting
Sparks of soul igniting
Passion, expression uniting

Consciously creating, essence of soul
Being inwardly, outwardly whole
Harmonizing with All That Is
Deep sensation of being this

Power of consciousness is the key
Changes within individually
Personal impact realization
Upon total world, every nation

Creating with vision, feelings of heart
New World experience; this is the start
Energy of compassion, tool to create
World, wake up—don’t hesitate!

I'm applying the wisdom of this poem today as I retreat into nature:

Green Healing

Feeling heavy energy
Chaos dwells inside of me
Stopping time just to be
Only green is what I see

Mother Nature, my reliable cure
Absorbing energy that is pure
Getting centered, being sure
Nothing more now to endure

Chakra demons blockage cease
Wheels of life get prana grease
Spiritual energy lends new lease
Deeply feeling inner peace

Love connects me to the whole
Bond with God sensed in my soul
Being present to console
Guidance comes about my role

New perspective totally
“What is” is perfect, now I see
God’s love is always a part of me
Creating a new reality


Michelle Marie Engel, It's A New World After All

I know by changing ourselves we have the greatest impact on humanity. I'm going to set mySelf right as I sit in God's Grace and attune to the Universal Heart of Love. May you all be blessed today!

:luv:Love:luv:,
Michelle Marie

[eaglespirit]

I have, for the larger part, turned the job offer down. No choice. It was never a choice.

My sentiments exactly...Flash : ) : ) : )

[RunningDeer]

I had a strange dream. A very complicated dream where there was a large spread out hotel like building. I was there with friends and would often go in the restaurant, then other public rooms around and would chat with this large group of "friends", whom I do not know in this actual day world.

The little dog in my dream was sequestered away from others and it had it's paws falling off. In the final analysis of people trying to help it, and to let it die naturally it was discovered that it actually had somehow contracted leprosy and another paw had come off. The decision was made, finally, to put it down (but this act did not occur in the dream) as the pain was obviously extreme and it was spending it's time trying to stand on the two remaining paws. the dog was a terrier type that was white but older so the white was dirty, with a slight curl in spots of the fur, like that of a poodle. Unkempt.

I have, for the larger part, turned the job offer down. No choice. It was never a choice.

Possible feedback and a thanks for the heads up, Carmody.

Wolfie's back legs are just beginning to go out from under him. One more than the other. He's a Yorkshire terrier, 15 1/2 years old. Last evening he jumped with a start out of a sound sleep several times from his bed. I checked to see if there was a stick that poked at him. His elder care appointment is next month. He's not in pain, if you don't count one very loose tooth that he won't let me near. Still full of piss and vinegar, mixed in with lots of sleep time. He prefers his walks in Mommy arms, for the most part now.

:wave:

[PurpleLama]

P.L. Reilly, do you and your WMD plant by the moon? how does your garden grow?

I am learning the old ways of farming, yes, and my initial results seem to bear out the effectiveness of planting by the moon, companion planting, etc.

I finished out the newest big bed out front, and have been getting the seeds into the ground following the moon this week. All else is growing well. I'll be sowing some more tomato seeds into some compost filled planters tonight, and will have more beds built for the, by the time they're ready to go out.

[donk]

Since you put mod on the spot Paula, I’ll do the same to ulli—she was in my dream two nights ago (first avalonian I remember recognizing in a dream ever). I was wandering around a large high-school-feeling building (wide halls, lots of wide open rooms, the white marblish tile floors and textured asbestos or whatever ceiling tiles with embedded neons, mostly dull greens and greys on the limited décor.

It was a cafeteria type room, and several people were in chairs with a lot of scattered belongings with them, spread out, like their own little island (maybe “invisible cell”)…most were distraught or distressed or just burnt out looking, and I remember someone saying we’re in some kind of jail (though there were no guards or bars or anything to indicate anything other than self-imposed imprisonment).

I was just strolling through observing, confused, and got to ulli’s little cell. She was just sitting there, calm and peaceful, I remember that we conversed a little bit, but not one specific word or idea what about…but I do think it was a reminder to me to get into the “here & now”, I remember moving on (she was content to stay, maybe she convinced me that the rest of them didn’t need saving, as I think I would have tried “liberating” people unless I was advised not to), and nothing else. NO idea what it means, just thought I’d put it out there.

The thing I was really interested in though, is V’s dreams, as they have proven prophetic in the past, though lately seem like she is doing work elsewhere. Flash’s “friends” reminded me of what she has been telling me, in a lot of dreams she has been having, she is often with a group of people she is familiar with, in a way recognizes as friends, but has never met on this plane of existence (that she can recall). They are often in modern day combat situations, she claims she does not fell fear in these battles, she is always in the mix with only a knife (everyone else has guns).

One was just a ground battle, another she was one of few survivors of an aircraft being shot down, and one (this one is the one I think about, as it recurs, and she keeps bringing up) a really bad earthquake. She has had a lot of earthquake dreams, a lot of which occur here (east coast US), and often feels the house is shaking/going through earthquake when she “wakes up”. A couple of times that happened she attributed it to a dream within a dream, but she swears that the worst one, she really did wake up, and the house was really shaking.

Of course, it could all be the “brain tumor”…which the silly physician just prescribed a neurologist and (another) ENT…when the heavy steroid/antibiotic treatment did nothing to quell her symptoms (vertigo and occasional headaches/burning sensations). I am struggling with her constant refusal to take any responsibility, to look at or try some of the alternative remedies offered when I asked (Cheyenne pepper is the one I really want her to try), and her cousin (suffering chemo/radiation from breast cancer) said it best when we were all talking about “medical treatment”—that’s all well and good early on, but when you’re far along (she’s in the latest stages or whatever) those things won’t work. UGH…nothing works as good as the programming…thanks big pharma you sick ****s

[araucaria]

Dreams, a lot more to do with digestion than world changes I think. Someone described them as a type of screensaver while we are otherwise occupied: that sounds about right. Anyway, last night I dreamt I was in an earthquake (this has never happened before); no bother, we are in a seismic area (where the last 3.2 was eons ago) and had to pay a couple of thousand to have the mandatory antiseismic foundations built – basically the whole building is one unit, and so will not collapse.

Pity this had more to do with my digestion than the state of the planet :(


Then the other day, I had a dream of unwelcome visitors to my front door, which I couldn’t see (nothing realistic here); I called them out, and three of them trooped by. Asked if there were any more, and a fourth walked away.

Maybe by not being too fussy about what I eat, my digestion is actually in line with the state of the planet? :)

[donk]

I hear they're pulling pressure cookers from shelves now?

http://i.qkme.me/3u0okn.jpg

[RunningDeer]

Nix that last comment. Replace with this pic.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/been_thinking_zpse8367530.JPG

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/oHVP13w.jpg

So true and so sad.

"If only", people say.

The opportunity is there. Yet they retreat, again, into inane behavior and excuses, distractions. If only... appears to not have any intensity of meaning or strength of intent behind it. (for many)

As you yourself once said... "it is what it is".

I know some people who live incredibly fast lives, packed with experiences,
and all they can think about is the opportunities lost, and so they live in regret,
while others live in a small radius, and find a universe of abundance within that,
radiating their peace to the world.
I will continue to cultivate my inner state of being,
knowing that this will be reflected outside.

[ulli]

An art student in the UK made this piece for her finals.
A wedding dress made entirely out of divorce papers.

http://i.imgur.com/blRy8Tc.jpg

[ulli]

Yahoo news:
Interesting headline, I thought.
http://news.yahoo.com/america-worst-university-professor-calls-boston-bombings-mass-130226567.html

More likely, the tenured professor says, what happened in Boston was a “mass casualty drill.”
In an April 23 posting entitled “Witnessing Boston’s Mass Casualty Event,” Tracy contends that “photographic evidence of the event suggests the possibility of play actors getting into position after the detonation of what may in fact have been a smoke bomb or similarly benign explosive.”

[ulli]

I had a strange dream. A very complicated dream where there was a large spread out hotel like building. I was there with friends and would often go in the restaurant, then other public rooms around and would chat with this large group of "friends", whom I do not know in this actual day world.

There is a friend who has been offered a job by an important person, seems like the Queen of Enlgand.

We were also taking care of a little dog in particular all along (there were other dogs around, but this one was of particular interest).

What I remember is that it is late at night, a group of people are discussing and the little dog in lying on a blanket with another dog. Then I realized that the little dog is bleeding from its belly button.

So we have to go and tell the master of the dog, someone knocks a door very carefully and an old woman answers, she is the queen. I have the dog in my arms so she let me in with it. I sit on the bed on which there is, under the blankets (i do not see him) prince Philip I presumed (the shape of a man) and another men. The queen is in a silk overgown. She tells me not to worry and offers me a job telling me that I would be ok and be driven to wherever I which whenever I wish. It feels strange to me.

I do not answer but have the feeling this is not fine and do not know how to react, since I would be please to have a job. I do think, in my dream, of the lizzys. Then my alarms o'clock rings.

I really wonder what this means, I never dream of the Queen....

A few minutes before reading this just now I was looking at Suzie's wound.
Suzie is the new kitten who was spayed last week.
And her stitches were to come out today.
And I noticed that there was a tiny sore area, and even a little blood.
So I'm not snipping those stitches by myself, back to the vet we go.
Weird that you saw it in your dream, even though it was a dog's belly button.
Dogs in a dream represent loyalty and faith,
Belly button being wounded means the cord between you and your child was severed,
and you find out it has not yet healed properly. More nurturing is needed.

Dreaming of royalty means that you are getting in touch with that part of yourself that is in authority...
your higher self. The type of clothes show me that this is very refined. Yet the masculine side is still hidden, under a blanket.
Fearing to show himself? Anyway, a masculine aspect of yourself, maybe courage, needs more exposure.
Not trusting this authority is also an issue...maybe you are still fearful that your ego (lizzies) is still around.
If you can realize that each and every dream item is an aspect of yourself that wants to be integrated you are
getting closer to becoming whole.

[eaglespirit]

Have I told You ALL Here and Now that I Love You Today?

I Love You Today and Every Day : )

Hang on for a Spring and Summer Ride of a Lifetime...
See You ^^^above^^^ the Fall...Up, Up and Away, HaHa!!!

[astrid]

CmVWq-mBFKM

just in from Tom

[Michelle Marie]

Yahoo news:
Interesting headline, I thought.
http://news.yahoo.com/america-worst-university-professor-calls-boston-bombings-mass-130226567.html

More likely, the tenured professor says, what happened in Boston was a “mass casualty drill.”
In an April 23 posting entitled “Witnessing Boston’s Mass Casualty Event,” Tracy contends that “photographic evidence of the event suggests the possibility of play actors getting into position after the detonation of what may in fact have been a smoke bomb or similarly benign explosive.”

The tone of that article was infantile with all the name-calling and all. Obviously it was meant to discredit the information and the source.

I like the way you restated the information to be more objective.

Thanks, Ulli!
Michelle Marie

[ulli]

Just passing through here


http://i.imgur.com/a1zSJmu.gif

[Flash]

I had a strange dream. A very complicated dream where there was a large spread out hotel like building. I was there with friends and would often go in the restaurant, then other public rooms around and would chat with this large group of "friends", whom I do not know in this actual day world.

There is a friend who has been offered a job by an important person, seems like the Queen of Enlgand.

We were also taking care of a little dog in particular all along (there were other dogs around, but this one was of particular interest).

What I remember is that it is late at night, a group of people are discussing and the little dog in lying on a blanket with another dog. Then I realized that the little dog is bleeding from its belly button.

So we have to go and tell the master of the dog, someone knocks a door very carefully and an old woman answers, she is the queen. I have the dog in my arms so she let me in with it. I sit on the bed on which there is, under the blankets (i do not see him) prince Philip I presumed (the shape of a man) and another men. The queen is in a silk overgown. She tells me not to worry and offers me a job telling me that I would be ok and be driven to wherever I which whenever I wish. It feels strange to me.

I do not answer but have the feeling this is not fine and do not know how to react, since I would be please to have a job. I do think, in my dream, of the lizzys. Then my alarms o'clock rings.

I really wonder what this means, I never dream of the Queen....

A few minutes before reading this just now I was looking at Suzie's wound.
Suzie is the new kitten who was spayed last week.
And her stitches were to come out today.
And I noticed that there was a tiny sore area, and even a little blood.
So I'm not snipping those stitches by myself, back to the vet we go.
Weird that you saw it in your dream, even though it was a dog's belly button.
Dogs in a dream represent loyalty and faith,
Belly button being wounded means the cord between you and your child was severed,
and you find out it has not yet healed properly. More nurturing is needed.

Dreaming of royalty means that you are getting in touch with that part of yourself that is in authority...
your higher self. The type of clothes show me that this is very refined. Yet the masculine side is still hidden, under a blanket.
Fearing to show himself? Anyway, a masculine aspect of yourself, maybe courage, needs more exposure.
Not trusting this authority is also an issue...maybe you are still fearful that your ego (lizzies) is still around.
If you can realize that each and every dream item is an aspect of yourself that wants to be integrated you are
getting closer to becoming whole.



Quote Posted by Carmody (here)
The little dog in my dream was sequestered away from others and it had it's paws falling off. In the final analysis of people trying to help it, and to let it die naturally it was discovered that it actually had somehow contracted leprosy and another paw had come off. The decision was made, finally, to put it down (but this act did not occur in the dream) as the pain was obviously extreme and it was spending it's time trying to stand on the two remaining paws. the dog was a terrier type that was white but older so the white was dirty, with a slight curl in spots of the fur, like that of a poodle. Unkempt.

I have, for the larger part, turned the job offer down. No choice. It was never a choice.
Possible feedback and a thanks for the heads up, Carmody.


Paula: Wolfie's back legs are just beginning to go out from under him. One more than the other. He's a Yorkshire terrier, 15 1/2 years old. Last evening he jumped with a start out of a sound sleep several times from his bed. I checked to see if there was a stick that poked at him. His elder care appointment is next month. He's not in pain, if you don't count one very loose tooth that he won't let me near. Still full of piss and vinegar, mixed in with lots of sleep time. He prefers his walks in Mommy arms, for the most part now.


Very interesting. It seems we are now in each other dreams and realities.
Even Donk has Ulli in his dreams this week.

I truly like all of your comments and analysis. Never expected to have such to the point feedback.

I see the dream in a multi layers way right now, one layer being my actual life happenings, the situation with my daughter and what I did last week and last week end regarding this, the other layer being the pedophiles and gay and lizard stories around the crown of England, the other layer being what is happening in the astral world and/or the 4th D.
The way I see my dream following your feedbacks:

Carmody, you know. You plainly know. Thanks.

I am happy you turned the job down.

The dog in my dream was white too, with curls as well, it was more like a puppie. The other dog of lesser importance on the blanket was brown.
May be you were the friend who was offered a job by the Queen of England, and the people around were Here and Now group???

May be also the message in your dream was in part for Paula’s dog, while in mine it was for Ulli’s cat (check the cat Ulli, my guts feeling is that something has been left inside her or one of the surgical snap is doing damage inside).

One thing for sure, someone is losing her paws here in my house at the present time – wanting to be put down. Someone else is telling me that those thought are not from her but have been programmed in her - She lost one of her paw when younger (leprosies contracted with her dad and maybe programmed), she is losing the other one right now and is trying to stand in her hind legs. And pain is strickingly obvious. I also feel powerless (losing my hands). (but my daughter is well kept lol and I will never ever put her down, we will win this).

And guess Paula, my daughter is about the same age as your dog.

Therefore, the whole dream makes much more sense when I read your’s and Ulli’s comments.

Ulli, here my analysis with your great descriptive:

Dogs in a dream represent loyalty and faith, this is the way it feels between my daughter and I

Belly button being wounded means the cord between you and your child was severed, this is the way it feels between my daughter and I

and you find out it has not yet healed properly. More nurturing is needed. This is what I am doing, I thought she was old enough to be by herself, and I could finally have some time for myself, but now I still have to remain around and nurture her. At first I was angry, but she is so desperate that I cannot remain angry, I have to turn to my heart and my soul duties.

Dreaming of royalty means that you are getting in touch with that part of yourself that is in authority... so funny, this week end I went for a 2 hours hypnotherapy to ask my higher self how to help, no answer came but some strength was found as well as lots of light.

your higher self. The type of clothes show me that this is very refined. True, the energy or light was very refined.

Yet the masculine side is still hidden, under a blanket. Yes, I am not acting yet, this time I feel I have to wait for intuition and support.

Fearing to show himself? Anyway, a masculine aspect of yourself, maybe courage, needs more exposure. True, what I saw in hypnosis was a Roman soldier whose mission was to protect someone very important, and old wise and spiritual man. This old man was a true master.

Not trusting this authority is also an issue...maybe you are still fearful that your ego (lizzies) is still around. Possible but I am not sure it is related to ego, yet I want to remain open to all possibilities.

If you can realize that each and every dream item is an aspect of yourself that wants to be integrated you are getting closer to becoming whole.

Now the third version:
The Prince Philip is the gay pedophile we heard about, Elizabeth is the lizzie we heard about, the poppie is the children that are sacrificed, and I could be taken for a ride (offered a job) around silk and materiality (the hotel castle like). All this in the astral and maybe in the 3D day situations as well (not happened yet in 3 D).

Anything to do work for lizzies shall be rejected. What about my daughter?

Real strange things have been happening around us lately, in fact, I found out lately what had been happening much earlier, some ten-eleven years ago and I am trying to process it on one hand. On the other hand, it is shaking my already sensitive daughter – luckily, she is not totally aware of what I know. We have been offered help that I am not sure about.

However, in the state I am in right now, I would not be sure of anyone. Finally, I had another strange dream 2 weeks ago with real awake life missing time and very specific memories.

[ulli]

Ulli, here my analysis with your great descriptive:

Dogs in a dream represent loyalty and faith, this is the way it feels between my daughter and I

Belly button being wounded means the cord between you and your child was severed, this is the way it feels between my daughter and I

and you find out it has not yet healed properly. More nurturing is needed. This is what I am doing, I thought she was old enough to be by herself, and I could finally have some time for myself, but now I still have to remain around and nurture her. At first I was angry, but she is so desperate that I cannot remain angry, I have to turn to my heart and my soul duties.

Dreaming of royalty means that you are getting in touch with that part of yourself that is in authority... so funny, this week end I went for a 2 hours hypnotherapy to ask my higher self how to help, no answer came but some strength was found as well as lots of light.

your higher self. The type of clothes show me that this is very refined. True, the energy or light was very refined.

Yet the masculine side is still hidden, under a blanket. Yes, I am not acting yet, this time I feel I have to wait for intuition and support.

Fearing to show himself? Anyway, a masculine aspect of yourself, maybe courage, needs more exposure. True, what I saw in hypnosis was a Roman soldier whose mission was to protect someone very important, and old wise and spiritual man. This old man was a true master.

Not trusting this authority is also an issue...maybe you are still fearful that your ego (lizzies) is still around. Possible but I am not sure it is related to ego, yet I want to remain open to all possibilities.

If you can realize that each and every dream item is an aspect of yourself that wants to be integrated you are getting closer to becoming whole.

Now the third version:
The Prince Philip is the gay pedophile we heard about, Elizabeth is the lizzie we heard about, the poppie is the children that are sacrificed, and I could be taken for a ride (offered a job) around silk and materiality (the hotel castle like). All this in the astral and maybe in the 3D day situations as well (not happened yet in 3 D).

Anything to do work for lizzies shall be rejected. What about my daughter?

Real strange things have been happening around us lately, in fact, I found out lately what had been happening much earlier, some ten-eleven years ago and I am trying to process it on one hand. On the other hand, it is shaking my already sensitive daughter – luckily, she is not totally aware of what I know. We have been offered help that I am not sure about.

However, in the state I am in right now, I would not be sure of anyone. Finally, I had another strange dream 2 weeks ago with real awake life missing time and very specific memories.


Something got lost in transcription Ulli, here it is:

my hunch: check your cat stiches, one may be doing some damage inside its bellie, and check for anything that may have been forgotten inside.

I'm glad you found some of what I wrote useful.
The kitten seems frisky and is playful, but will get special attention now.

[Guest]

A marine layer has moved into the mountains. Drove through a misty thick fog up the mountain tonight through traffic and people driving too slowly -dangerous.

I wont be able to see the night sky and the full moon tonight. Something I enjoy and love to do on full moon lit nights.
But I may sit out and watch the mysterious mists move through the trees.


Paula,

I started a post on my year in 1994, but decided to call it a night and saved it for tomorrow.


Love

Nora

[donk]

Stupid phone...good night village, have nice dreams

[donk]

Wasn’t sleepy last night, so was reading Paula’s “family” thread from the beginning that I had missed—been meaning to catch up there for awhile, and got through about the first 7 pages, great stuff, great vibe. V said I woke her up by joyously laughing in my sleep, when she asked what was so funny, she said I just smiled.

I have been smiling all morning, now that I think about it.

Anyway, in tribute to the artist formerly known as whitecrowblackdeer, I am changing my name—to a (pronouncable) symbol, from now, I will be known as:

http://ih3.redbubble.net/image.4574830.8461/flat,550x550,075,f.jpg



…the “d” is silent

[RunningDeer]

Wasn’t sleepy last night, so was reading Paula’s “family” thread from the beginning that I had missed—been meaning to catch up there for awhile, and got through about the first 7 pages, great stuff, great vibe. V said I woke her up by joyously laughing in my sleep, when she asked what was so funny, she said I just smiled.

I have been smiling all morning, now that I think about it.

Anyway, in tribute to the artist formerly known as whitecrowblackdeer, I am changing my name—to a (pronouncable) symbol, from now, I will be known as:


http://ih3.redbubble.net/image.4574830.8461/flat,550x550,075,f.jpg



…the “d” is silent

Thanks, Onk. Sometimes I miss the "We Are Family" thread, but it took me away from the other threads and my personal growth work. What I liked about it was anything fit. I could pass along information without concern for derailing a thread. In many respects, it's modeled from "Here and Now". For now, "The Village" and "Up At The Ranch" threads give me the opportunity to post what I'd like to pass along.

Though, I haven't ruled out the possibility to restart "We Are Family". Or maybe change the name to better reflect what it had grown into, or just start up another one.

I live less than 100 miles from both Newtown, CT and Boston, MA. These current events have me rethinking a lot of how, why, and where, I spend my time and energy.

xo

[RunningDeer]

Stem cells reactivate and regenerate, cancer cursed, kidney regeneration to where this person no longer needs dialysis, person that’s wheel chair bound now walks.

*Poor sound quality to video, but worth the listen.

This is where the essential oils dialogue begins. [click here (http://youtu.be/9Dx6_HYKL_k?t=7m26s)]


Healing Disease With Essential Oils

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Published on Apr 25, 2013

Outside The Box With Kate Of Gaia & Co-host Tony Z on Critical Mass Radio recorded on April 23, 2013
Guests: Paul, & Spirit Dancer (Sandy)
Healing Disease With Essential Oils



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http://nativenutriments.com
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[Wind]

http://fairiemoonchild.files.wordpress.com/2012/01/fullmoon-scaled1000.jpg

[ulli]

Astrid was better but is having a relapse, and needs healing.

While you are at it, please send some spare energy my way...
Fighting a cold right now.

[Guest]

Love and soothing healing to you both and hugs

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Love


Nora


It's been a strange lunar eclipse.
I didn't sleep for two days -went with it and meditated connecting with the earth and spirit. I've had heart palpitations too, but have managed to calm them with breath work breathing rhythms. By going within and connecting with the sun and the earth's own rhythm, I felt that they were caused by some changes with them both and the lunar eclipse in Scorpio having an effect on my nervous system as well.

Last night White Tail and his sister decided to go frolicking in the mists of the forest and I couldn't find them. They both ended up on the wrong end of a skunk and came home whimpering, rolled in the dirt and made a bee line for their outside dog house. lol

[1inMany]

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[donk]

Skippy posted this in the AI thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?58548-A.-I.-has-been-around-for-years&p=666025&viewfull=1#post666025), in case you missed it, it's great:

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Thinking about you astrid and ulli....thanks for that beautiful message Wind!

[donk]

1111

For my eleventy-eleventh post...I send all my loving to Avalon:

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Thanks Bill, and everyone...love to all!!

[meeradas]

Site i linked to has obvious malware/ scam links on it, so to protect you, i have deleted the post.

[Lisab]

Somebody in my home town has gone on a rampage with a machete, attacking our trees. In our local woods more than a 100 trees have been slashed, some even stripped of all their bark. A few trees have also been chopped down on the beach front. I'm devastated and so is my little boy. We knew something was wrong when we went for a walk in the wood last week. The trees are terrified. Please, please help. I keep choking up over this. Whoever is doing this obviously needs help too. Who knows, maybe they were hurt in the woods once. Trying to remain the compassionate heart here. Not easy.

[Calz]

1111

For my eleventy-eleventh post...I send all my loving to Avalon:

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Thanks Bill, and everyone...love to all!!


Thanks for the thought and the memory ... seriously :)

I was more of a Beach Boy fan at that time (hey ... I was a kid)

(nice nice nice images)



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[Calz]

Somebody in my home town has gone on a rampage with a machete, attacking our trees. In our local woods more than a 100 trees have been slashed, some even stripped of all their bark. A few trees have also been chopped down on the beach front. I'm devastated and so is my little boy. We knew something was wrong when we went for a walk in the wood last week. The trees are terrified. Please, please help. I keep choking up over this. Whoever is doing this obviously needs help too. Who knows, maybe they were hurt in the woods once. Trying to remain the compassionate heart here. Not easy.

Wish I could do more Lisab ...


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[Lisab]

Thanks Calz. That clip made me and my eldest, both smile.

Astrid, been thinking of you. Am wondering if you maybe going through some kind of shamanic initiation?

[astrid]

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Thanks everyone, I'm getting there.

Another round of antibiotics though, nasty UTI, kind of had to .
MMS was making me throw up.

On the mend now, at least from this round.

Its basically attack related, so just working on my strength and boundaries.

Its all good, what doesn't kill us, etc, etc....

[Calz]

On the mend now, at least from this round.



We love you ... and appreciate the myriad of things you have done on our behalf.

I came close to posting something from James on the Ranch thread regarding what sort of sh!t the "archons" were up to ... but held off.

You are on the front lines and are aware as any of what is going down.

Cal

[astrid]

Yes the game has changed, but its still the same dance,
we get stronger, they up the anty, but because of the very
predictive and limited programming they work under it only
gets more and more obvious to see.

And me being sick, i have been given a whole new set of modalities to work with,
simply because i asked spirit for help. Very cool. Apparently some of them are
ancient teaching that have not been in the west before, so i look forward to bringing them forward.

The only thing that pisses me off, is that my client work suffers if i am laid up, apart from that its
all part of the process of developing more and more skills as a healer. A healer that does not do their
own shadow work, i would never turn too, ever.

The main thing that has come out of this , is that is has exposed my vulnerablities, the main one is that i
am alone, without a face to face community, so that is now a current mission. If i cant find one that i can
hook into , i will create my own. So that is a very good and positive thing, tough maybe for a hermit, of some
8 years.. but it feels like its the right time.

I was listening to one of my teachers last week, she did a show interviewing this
practitioner Paul Levy, i have ordered his latest book "Breaking the Curse of Evil "

Its a really good listen another take on the archons, but more from the native american angle,
where the term is "Wetiko"


Anyways, its worth a listen for anyone that is interested in shadow work, and these times were are in,

http://whyshamanismnow.com/2013/04/breaking-the-curse-of-evil-with-paul-levy/

[1inMany]

Tough day for me, today. Doing a load of Little One's laundry, sorting toys to split between Grandpa's and here, cleaning out the bathtub of hot wheels. Trying very, very hard to stay in my happy place where I know everything is okay, but I swear to gawd I feel like I'm in mourning. I have put off withdrawing him from school until the last minute, literally, because I can't quite keep it together when I drive up to the school. I am seriously going to have to do that in just a little bit. I suspect the drive to the city after school will be the longest in history.

I've been wondering what I am supposed to learn from this whole situation. And so far, the only thing I can come up with is that I will never, never, never be a foster parent. I can't be sure, but I rather doubt that's the lesson.

I feel rather buried. This is a very heavy period of time. We are all still fighting the various physical illnesses that have blessed us here recently, so maybe I'm just spent. I'm wondering where the joy went. Everything seems a battle. I'm too emotional. Praying I don't have to come back to a life where struggle is the theme. Begging to see the lesson so I can stop. Even at times wishing I could un-know.

Here and now, going to splash my face and stuff it, I have things to do.

[astrid]

You are grieving, let yourself grieve,
its ok to feel. Sadness is just a valid as joy, if not more so
as it takes us to the depths were we get to understand ourselves even more.

It's the end but also the beginning, you now have all this time for you,
and to work on your own processes.


Let what is leaving to leave, so that the new can come in,
if you get stuck in grieve for too long it will slowly shut out your light.

See it for the process that it is.
Life, death and rebirth, rinse and repeat.

keep that cycle moving, why i always try and get my clients to do some
gardening as its there it becomes so obvious. Nature just allows the process
to flow evenly, but us humans dam up the flow by not letting the processes
leave in a timely fashion.

Allow yourself to grieve, otherwise you will end up with a bigger shadow closet.
But give yourself time frame to do that in.
Journaling helps too, gets it all out.

[ulli]

Tough day for me, today. Doing a load of Little One's laundry, sorting toys to split between Grandpa's and here, cleaning out the bathtub of hot wheels. Trying very, very hard to stay in my happy place where I know everything is okay, but I swear to gawd I feel like I'm in mourning. I have put off withdrawing him from school until the last minute, literally, because I can't quite keep it together when I drive up to the school. I am seriously going to have to do that in just a little bit. I suspect the drive to the city after school will be the longest in history.

I've been wondering what I am supposed to learn from this whole situation. And so far, the only thing I can come up with is that I will never, never, never be a foster parent. I can't be sure, but I rather doubt that's the lesson.

I feel rather buried. This is a very heavy period of time. We are all still fighting the various physical illnesses that have blessed us here recently, so maybe I'm just spent. I'm wondering where the joy went. Everything seems a battle. I'm too emotional. Praying I don't have to come back to a life where struggle is the theme. Begging to see the lesson so I can stop. Even at times wishing I could un-know.

Here and now, going to splash my face and stuff it, I have things to do.

Cancerian lessons, all of them. To be needed, and to need, and to be needy.
If you didn't love it you would have risen above it ages ago.
But then what?
Sit in the fish bowl of intellect, and studying, observing, analyzing?
Neither one of those is the answer, only the letting go, and let God.

[RunningDeer]

Its a really good listen another take on the archons, but more from the native american angle,
where the term is "Wetiko"
Anyways, its worth a listen for anyone that is interested in shadow work, and these times were are in,

http://whyshamanismnow.com/2013/04/breaking-the-curse-of-evil-with-paul-levy/

Glad you are doing better, Astrid. It takes a special set of skills to do what you do, and a lot of courage to someone like me that doesn't have the skills as yet.

Here's a video of Paul Levy. I also read his book, "Dispelling Wetiko". His approach was easier for me to entertain. The "Horus-Ra" thread triggered fear, whereas Paul Levy's material is presented in a logical and psychological fashion. He's a better fit for how I learn.


Red Ice Radio - Paul Levy - Hour 1 - Dispelling Wetiko


In the first hour, we'll recap on "wetiko," a contagious psycho spiritual disease of the soul, a parasite of the mind that is currently being acted out en masse on the world stage via a collective psychosis of titanic proportions. This mind-virus, which Native Americans have called "wetiko" covertly operates through the unconscious blind spots in the human psyche, rendering people oblivious to their own madness and compelling them to act against their own best interests.


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[Calz]

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[donk]

I was listening to one of my teachers last week, she did a show interviewing this
practitioner Paul Levy, i have ordered his latest book "Breaking the Curse of Evil "

Its a really good listen another take on the archons, but more from the native american angle,
where the term is "Wetiko"


Anyways, its worth a listen for anyone that is interested in shadow work, and these times were are in,

http://whyshamanismnow.com/2013/04/breaking-the-curse-of-evil-with-paul-levy/

That was a great interview, thanks for sharing it!!! Get better soon!

[Carmody]

Full moon, eclipse, in Scorpio. (~6 degrees Scorpio) (05:51 Scorpio)

Pluto, deepest stuff getting stirred up.

Sabian symbols for this 'degree' (area).
5-6 deg Scorpio

The Gold Rush Tears Men Away From Their Native Soil

6-7 deg Scorpio

Deep-Sea Divers

Been busy on another forum today, talking about AI.

Edit:
Was feeling like I was having a heart attack. I just remembered to relax and push it out.

[araucaria]

Greetings to all WMDs and other three-letter alphabet soupers :)

I read Paul Levy’s The Madness of George Bush back when that was a relevant subject. His analysis of collective psychosis based on Jung’s works I found very persuasive. No wonder old George couldn’t find any WMD’s under his desk, it was sitting on his chair. I later heard an interview on the wetiko thing, will have to follow up when I find time. Anyway, Levy’s definitely someone you can read without wondering whether it’s disinfo or whatever.

My thoughts to all the folks having a rough time right now. I have to include my nephew, who I reported was doing well, but it turns out not so well, and still in psychiatric care. For myself, I have just finished a big job I couldn’t get out of and which took all the longer because it wasn’t for me. So it’s a bigger than usual Friday night feeling that tells me it’s been a bit of a drain. Given that my work usually takes me where I need to be, I am still puzzling over this one: must have needed to lie low. Astrology 101 I imagine :)

I have often felt a bit like the invisible man with minimal effect on the real world. There is a scene in the film where the cops watch this driverless car. I once had a similar experience driving a right-hand drive in France with a 13-year-old passenger: they thought the kid was driving.

Or this old joke: ‘Doctor doctor, everyone treats me as if I wasn’t there! – Next please!’

Of course the invisible people are supposed to be the dead. Or maybe it’s the other way round, as in Philip K. Dick’s Ubik: we are the dead? To me this makes a great deal of sense. We are not so much sheeple as over-polite poltergeists. Time we made ourselves at home.

Recommended reading: Murther and Walking Spirits, a novel by the Canadian writer Robertson Davies.

[ulli]

Greetings to all WMDs and other three-letter alphabet soupers :)

I read Paul Levy’s The Madness of George Bush back when that was a relevant subject. His analysis of collective psychosis based on Jung’s works I found very persuasive. No wonder old George couldn’t find any WMD’s under his desk, it was sitting on his chair. I later heard an interview on the wetiko thing, will have to follow up when I find time. Anyway, Levy’s definitely someone you can read without wondering whether it’s disinfo or whatever.

My thoughts to all the folks having a rough time right now. I have to include my nephew, who I reported was doing well, but it turns out not so well, and still in psychiatric care. For myself, I have just finished a big job I couldn’t get out of and which took all the longer because it wasn’t for me. So it’s a bigger than usual Friday night feeling that tells me it’s been a bit of a drain. Given that my work usually takes me where I need to be, I am still puzzling over this one: must have needed to lie low. Astrology 101 I imagine :)

I have often felt a bit like the invisible man with minimal effect on the real world. There is a scene in the film where the cops watch this driverless car. I once had a similar experience driving a right-hand drive in France with a 13-year-old passenger: they thought the kid was driving.

Or this old joke: ‘Doctor doctor, everyone treats me as if I wasn’t there! – Next please!’

Of course the invisible people are supposed to be the dead. Or maybe it’s the other way round, as in Philip K. Dick’s Ubik: we are the dead? To me this makes a great deal of sense. We are not so much sheeple as over-polite poltergeists. Time we made ourselves at home.

Recommended reading: Murther and Walking Spirits, a novel by the Canadian writer Robertson Davies.

I could have done a prank here and PMmed everyone to ignore your post.
But then I decided against it...
that given this is a forum of 5000+ members,
we are all already pretty invisible to all except for the ten or so that thank our posts.

[RunningDeer]

I have often felt a bit like the invisible man with minimal effect on the real world. There is a scene in the film where the cops watch this driverless car. I once had a similar experience driving a right-hand drive in France with a 13-year-old passenger: they thought the kid was driving.

Or this old joke: ‘Doctor doctor, everyone treats me as if I wasn’t there! – Next please!’

OMG! What? Am I trippin'? Oh, snap!
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[araucaria]

Not easy Ulli - I'm ignoring yours btw in case you hadn't noticed. Talk about hiding in plain sight with 1m+ views of this thread. I know you like Dorothy Parker: remember her proposed epitaph: excuse my dust :)

Edit: computer crashed just before posting this

[RunningDeer]

My little home town has been all over the news here in the uk, all for the wrong reasons. We have a measles epidemic, it's spreading like wildfire and guess who opted out of vaccinating her little one? The booster anyway, he had the first mmr as a baby but not the second. And that's the only vaccine I've allowed, much as it killed me at the time, I figured one shot and that's it. And now the pressures on. People are queuing round the block to get the jab and clinics will be in the school after the holidays. Reported cases are up to 700 and 70 of those just in the last 2days.
I've taken some comfort in an old Kryon q and a, regarding vaccines. Kryon answer... First know that vaccinations are a God-given science that humanity earned. You were probably vaccinated yourself and it worked.

Kryon goes on to talk of modify and reworking DNA. Sorry I can't type it all. Head in my hands here. So confused. I feel defeated, almost. Anyway you can look up Kryon q and a. Sorry for rambling. I just don't know what to do. Pray I guess
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Hi Lisab,
Been wondering if there's a happy ending to this?

PS I'm still effected by your tree post. Feeling their sadness.

[Another1]

What am I trippin'? Oh, snap!

That was funny ... dude is having way more fun than many of us :)

[astrid]

Woke up this morning feeling much better and rested
Yay to antibiotics

Yes sometimes modern medicines are a good thing.
Nothing like a bit of balance and common sense
which often goes out the window in the so called truther movement
The thing that gets me is how many of these people are all
too quick to jump on you if you made a decision that seems to
be towards the " dark side" when in actual fact anything that is
too fixed too obsessive too non negotiable leaves little room for
free will choices . It's actually the other side of the same coin
Think about that for a sec.

And it's the free will that can't be messed with where all things are possible
We can make a free will choice at any given moment standing stronger
In sovereignty , but how often do we do this ?
Our true nature that pure essence cannot be attacked or altered
in any ways . Beware of polarities the true nature is found in the centre
Always

[WhiteFeather]

Hello Villagers its been awhile since dropping by. Glad to hear the good news Astrid as i have been keeping you in my thoughts as well as Bright Garlic. Hope both of you are doing well. Astrid If so can you let us know how Bright is doing?

Ps I have been getting some weird energy transfers today i suppose it could be the many solar flares......

All my Love to All
XXXOOO

W.f.

[CD7]

Woke up this morning feeling much better and rested
Yay to antibiotics

Yes sometimes modern medicines are a good thing.
Nothing like a bit of balance and common sense
which often goes out the window in the so called truther movement
The thing that gets me is how many of these people are all
too quick to jump on you if you made a decision that seems to
be towards the " dark side" when in actual fact anything that is
too fixed too obsessive too non negotiable leaves little room for
free will choices . It's actually the other side of the same coin
Think about that for a sec.

And it's the free will that can't be messed with where all things are possible
We can make a free will choice at any given moment standing stronger
In sovereignty , but how often do we do this ?
Our true nature that pure essence cannot be attacked or altered
in any ways . Beware of polarities the true nature is found in the centre
Always


True healing is found in homade Chicken Soup!!! Yummmmmm :hungry: Glad ur feeling better, if anything comes creepin back...chicken soup can kick some butt :)

[astrid]

I saw Bright yesterday briefly, coincidently.
He was more worried about me, i had not really told him much about what had been going on with me.
Bright being Bright, asked if he could do some healing work on me, he is quite proficient in the art himself.

He also gifted me a book on how to make contact.

He felt well, but he did mention a tumor on his spine that he had been feeling lately.
He is for sure very brave and making the most of every moment that he is with us,
i always feel blessed to count him among my friends.

Thanks for asking XX

[Melinda]

Somebody in my home town has gone on a rampage with a machete, attacking our trees. In our local woods more than a 100 trees have been slashed, some even stripped of all their bark. A few trees have also been chopped down on the beach front. I'm devastated and so is my little boy. We knew something was wrong when we went for a walk in the wood last week. The trees are terrified. Please, please help. I keep choking up over this. Whoever is doing this obviously needs help too. Who knows, maybe they were hurt in the woods once. Trying to remain the compassionate heart here. Not easy.


http://i1267.photobucket.com/albums/jj550/DoodlemakerUK/BlessingforLisasTrees_zps481c07a8.jpg (http://s1267.photobucket.com/user/DoodlemakerUK/media/BlessingforLisasTrees_zps481c07a8.jpg.html)

Good wishes to you all

[RunningDeer]

I let Wolfie out to do his business a couple of minutes to 8:00 p.m. It was still light out, and the sky was filled with clouds. I was compelled to send a “hello” to whomever was up there.

I asked for a sign, but in the next nano-second said, “I’m not ready for that. But maybe a little sign like a light flicker?”

And then a brown bird whizzed by my head. Right close. Close enough to hear her. My heart and stomach were in competition to outperform beats to tickles. And I waved at the clouds. The clouds smiled back. Here it’s twenty-five minutes later, and I’m still smiling.

[Michelle Marie]

"Nora...It's been a strange lunar eclipse.
I didn't sleep for two days -went with it and meditated connecting with the earth and spirit. I've had heart palpitations too, but have managed to calm them with breath work breathing rhythms. By going within and connecting with the sun and the earth's own rhythm, I felt that they were caused by some changes with them both and the lunar eclipse in Scorpio having an effect on my nervous system as well."

It's been very strange and intense for me. Yesterday was like having a week or a month packed into one day. In a way, I'm going to call it "good stress" because the day started out to be quite auspicious. I found $25 cash while looking through a book. I met some people from New Zealand and gave them 2 of my books: "It's A New World After All" and "The Value of Love." It was a gay couple and one is an actor and he said he was going to put my books in a bookstore.

Then we started hugging around the outside patio of the coffee shop and I hugged a state representative, retired, I think. He bought a book and gave me $8 extra. Wow! We all had a good time, then I went and applied for food stamps. Everyone was so friendly that I wrote a note to the supervisor and told them so.

What a weird day for communication. Saw my ex-partner to return things, went to the park to swing, went to get paperwork where I park my RV when it works, and went home to answer multiple phone calls and texts. One friend got home from work to find her son in jail and her daughter charged with assault. Her son and daughter had it out apparently. Ex-boyfriends/lovers all day. ALL ex's!! One from California, 2 from Oregon, and the one I had already seen. Then today, one more.

What is this energy? It's wreaking havoc in my life. The videos from Tom Lescher and the alchemy video is shedding much light on this process. I've begun to study alchemy more the last several months. And...the Pleiadian agenda. The guy from New Zealand mentioned the Pleiadian connection, too.

Sometimes I just feel like "allowing" just being neutral and watching the show. Other times I feel so fired and inspired, I feel like I'm shining with enthusiasm. That's how it was when we were hugging and connecting around my books. And still other times, I feel very emotional and release the energy through crying. Doesn't this sound like the atom: neutron-neutral, electron-radiant, proton-receptive? Alternate states of consciousness: duality consciousness to neutrality/zero point consciousness.

Today I'm integrating and assimilating. Well, it may take a lot longer than that...

I trust the process, however it is playing out for each of us. I have compassion for each of us in our process. I understand so much better now what's happening. I'm still watching the videos because they are SO rich with relevant information. Gaining this understanding helps me to be sort of "above" the effects and be more of a purposeful cause without reacting in the duality consciousness.

Is this fascinating?!?!

Loving better and better,
Michelle Marie

[RunningDeer]

Hauntingly Beautiful. My new passion. Native American flute.

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[astrid]

oh i like that,

beautiful.

[Michelle Marie]

Drunvalo - We Are Evolving:

Interview with Drunvalo Melchizededk.

http://one-vibration.com/group/ascensionsupportgroup/forum/topic/show?id=2127676%3ATopic%3A1193879&xgs=1&xg_source=msg_share_topic#.UXmuTHEsIuU

I Love Understanding what is happening to our collective consciousness and taking an active part in living through this evolution.

Thanks for the videos!

:wub::wub::wub:Love, love, love,:wub::wub::wub:
Michelle Marie

[meeradas]

I love trees.
Not these:

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Short overview (http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2013/04/27/ge-trees.aspx?e_cid=20130427_DNL_art_1&utm_source=dnl&utm_medium=email&utm_content=art1&utm_campaign=20130427)

[Orph]

Hauntly Beautiful. My new passion. Native American flute.
I can't play a Native American flute, but I do have a Native American pow-wow drum. I take it out to a nearby lake and play. Get strange looks from passer-by's. In fact, I was just getting ready to head out the lake in the next half-hour or so. :cool2:

[eaglespirit]

Sharing a 'timely' message from this morning's trek on the 'net...Love to the Village : )
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[RunningDeer]

Hauntly Beautiful. My new passion. Native American flute.
I can't play a Native American flute, but I do have a Native American pow-wow drum. I take it out to a nearby lake and play. Get strange looks from passer-by's. In fact, I was just getting ready to head out the lake in the next half-hour or so. :cool2:

Hello Orph,

I've admired R. Carlos Nakai work and saw him in concert 1995. I began playing the Native American flute about a couple of months ago, and just purchased a third flute. Like your pow-wow drumming, it's a powerful and uplifting meditation.

These are the folks that got me hooked: Randy Granger and Odell Borg. They demonstrate how anyone can play. Odell Borg also has an intermediate series on YouTube.

The bottom vid is of Johnny Lipford. I found him last evening, downloaded some of his music from iTunes, and ordered instructional materials @ jonnylipford.com (http://www.jonnylipford.com).

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif WARNING: if you don't want to get hooked do not listen to the last video!


Pt. 1 Odell Borg's Native American Flute Lessons
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Learn to Play the Native American Flute - Randy Granger
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Johnny Lipford
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[Chester]

RIP Storm Thurgerson

While studying art in London I would hang out at Storm's apartment in Egerton Court, South Kensington. He was my hero then. My boyfriend Nod was renting a room in Storm's apartment, and so did Dave Henderson, whom I later commissioned to do a six foot tall painting for me and who was an early member of Storm's art company Hipgnosis. Storm's presence was massive...he was brilliant to the point of scary.

Some links:
http://www.hipgnosiscovers.com/

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/04/21/arts/music/storm-thorgerson-69-pink-floyd-album-cover-artist-dies.html

I grew up watching or mesmerized by his LP covers.
Thanks Ulli.

To Dan the Fan - My Favs of all time - Pink Floyd / Yes / Alan Parsons / Peter Gabriel and then a slew of jazz and jazz-fusion musicians... should explain everything... I have been fortunate to have experienced Ulli's sharing of some of her past experiences - it is my opinion she lives and has lived an amazing life. I am sure her future will be the same.

[RunningDeer]

:bump2: Thank you, MorningSong...

This has GOT to STOP!!!!

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Friday, April 26, 2013
Farmed and Dangerous - CFIA Destroys a Shepherd's Life and Her Rare Sheep
Heather Callaghan
Activist Post

Canada's Food Inspection Agency (CFIA) has targeted rare heritage sheep at Wholearth Farmstudio owned by Montana Jones for years now. Shropshire sheep are among the rarest - and CFIA could aid in their extinction with their recent eradication efforts over unfounded fears of a sickness called scrapie.

They killed her pregnant ewes to find out if they were healthy. ???? Worse yet, after a house raid, CFIA is convicting her and others in the same boat like Michael Schmidt for conspiracy among other criminal offenses. She faces 12 years in jail and $1.5 million in fines!

The above incidents stem from a CFIA claim three years ago that a ewe she sold years further back had scrapie. Hearsay. No signs, no symptoms, for a disease that poses no harm to humans - but they killed her ewes anyway. After death, tests came back negative as Montana knew they would.

Heritage breeds experienced a major reduction after the introduction of large-scale industrial farming.

Montana writes:

In the past 15 years, 190 breeds of farm animals have gone extinct worldwide, and there are currently 1,500 others at risk of being wiped out. Within the last ten years alone, 60 breeds of cattle, goats, pigs, horses and poultry have become extinct.

Apparently, there are only less than 100 of these sheep left in Canada! Montana is actually doing a great service to Canada by preserving their bloodline for no profit, but CFIA seems intent on wiping them off the earth and erasing biodiversity.

Calling out a disease or bacteria (like crying "Wolf!") is a common M.O. of the FDA and previous cases of CFIA where they killed hundreds of rare goats and sheep - that of course later tested healthy. Why do they kill first, ask questions later? Why are small farms expected to fork over years of hard labor and valuable animals when large-scale corporate farms get the green light even if caught abusing animals or when their food sickens a lot of people? In fact, they lobby Congress for laws to make sure no one finds out negative practices and to paint animal activists as terrorists. Unfortunately, when word gets out for testing, people don't want to do business with the farm - at least when it comes to scrapie, a rare occurrence. No income for quarantined farms.

Well-known farmer activist Joel Salatin of Polyface Farms lent his support by submitting a letter for CFIA to read:

I have been apprised of your intent to annihilate the Wholearth flock of Shropshire sheep owned by Montana Jones and it is deeply troubling. Without credible tests that empirically prove the existence of scrapie, to proceed with the planned extermination is both unscientific and tyrannical. Agenda-driven extermination tactics have been used throughout history to purge alternative genes, both human and animal. This deprives future generations of traits that may provide salvation from yet-to-be-revealed diseases. Please follow reason and real science as you approach this rare flock of sheep.

She can't take the destruction and harassment. The loss and the legal fees for her upcoming criminal trial will put her out of her farm and home - she reaches out for help (see below). In just a few days an outpouring of support helped her reach $35,000 of a $50K goal. She continues to update and thank those that have helped her, adding:

Many years ago I had a vision of creating a sustainable farm not just for animals and vegetables but for people too. They would discover the importance of rare heritage breeds, feel organic soil under their feet, learn to grow real food in an heirloom garden and work with the wonder of animals. I imagined an educational demonstration farm where one could just breathe, wander the fields, create art and music, share amazing meals and slow down enough to appreciate.

Isn't it also interesting that right around the same time America targets their heritage breeds, Canada places theirs in the cross-hairs? Mark Baker of Baker's Green Acres is a well-known American example. The DNR working with other Michigan agencies (and obviously the Pork Producers) went on a heritage pig rampage (Kill the pig...kill the pig) but Bakers wouldn't destroy them or let them. So the USDA and DNR made sure that they could do nothing with them by blocking them from taking them to slaughter. So friends had to come over to do it and it was given away to the hungry. And of course, feeding the homeless in America is a big no-no now.

As always, it's never about public safety - it's always about control - and oftentimes collusion. A woman with an indoor lemon tree gets threatened with a SWAT raid because her healthy lemon tree might be under quarantine. Bureaucracies uproot or try to force homeowners to destroy their gardens. The FDA dumps raw milk and cheese in landfills calling it unfit for dogs (yet deems Pink Slime safe for humans although it was originally fed to dogs). They pour bleach on picnic food and blue dye in bulk milk tanks. Agencies trespass on small farms and slaughter, shoot or euthanize healthy animals senselessly. If those aren't full-blown discriminatory war tactics - what is?

Keep careful watch of this "quarantine" business...

Montana is joining the ranks of those who are tirelessly fighting to keep their farm and animals so that government destruction doesn't spread to others. That's where we need quarantine.

It's up to all of us to change the unreasonable policies that prevent our food and farming freedom. - Montana Jones

How you can help her - and please spread the word:

Legal Defense & Farm Fund
http://www.gofundme.com/FarmedAndDangerous

Submit a letter of support and sample letter to Canadian government:
http://shropshiresheep.org/letters-of-support/

Petition:
http://www.change.org/petitions/stop-the-cfia-slaughter-of-healthy-rare-heritage-shropshire-sheep

More info:
http://shropshiresheep.org/news-on-cfia-slaughter/

http://www.activistpost.com/2013/04/farmed-and-dangerous-cfia-destroys.html

http://shropshiresheep.org/

[astrid]

I think i have figured out my heart issues,

That cortisone shot i had , has screwed up my Electrolytes,
too much potassium is being lost from my kidneys,
well that's my theory anyways. Last night i was getting the same symptoms again
i ate a banana and , the symptoms disappeared almost immediately.
So fingers crossed the is mystery solved.
Hopefully this is only temporary while i get this insidious drug out of my system,
and it has not triggered something else.

Anyways, thanks to all for your care and thoughts, hopefully now i have a handle
on what the hell is going on i can act on it faster.
In the meantime, detox, detox detox...

[ThePythonicCow]

That cortisone shot i had , has screwed up my Electrolytes,
too much potassium is being lost from my kidneys,
well that's my theory anyways. Last night i was getting the same symptoms again
i ate a banana and , the symptoms disappeared almost immediately.
I add a couple teaspoons of potassium bicarbonate (http://www.nuts.com/cookingbaking/leavenerthickener/potassium-bicarbonate.html) to each gallon of my drinking water (along with a few pinches of good salt and some Willard's water for the sulfates.)

[astrid]

Yep and magnesium also is another important one to balance things out,
i shall be having some Epsom Salt baths today

[RunningDeer]

I think i have figured out my heart issues,

That cortisone shot i had , has screwed up my Electrolytes,
too much potassium is being lost from my kidneys,
well that's my theory anyways. Last night i was getting the same symptoms again
i ate a banana and , the symptoms disappeared almost immediately.
So fingers crossed the is mystery solved.
Hopefully this is only temporary while i get this insidious drug out of my system,
and it has not triggered something else.

Anyways, thanks to all for your care and thoughts, hopefully now i have a handle
on what the hell is going on i can act on it faster.
In the meantime, detox, detox detox...

FFT: When you painted your laundry room was it a quality paint? The room you brightly colored? Or is there something toxic in there that finally has enough "build up" in your system that would cause the chest symptoms?

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Yep and magnesium also is another important one to balance things out,
i shall be having some Epsom Salt baths today

“Solar Flare Symptoms (http://www.carliniinstitute.com/solar_flare_symptoms)”

Repost summarized:

"I am hearing about people experiencing head pressure, headaches, migraines, the inability to think straight, losing words in the middle of a thought, and ringing in the ears.  Our hypothalamus and pituitary glands tune into this new frequency coming in from the solar flares, and within each of our cells there are receptors in the protein channels that pick up vibrations from the outside."

“Many of my readers reported feeling exhausted, which is the body’s way saying it needs rest to process all this incoming energy.  We are intimately connected to this change in frequency and more and more people are becoming intuitively aware of this as well...”

“The nervous system is revved up from the solar flares and as a result many people are feeling anxious.  The stomach is affected so there can be feelings of nausea, stomach aches, indigestion, loss of appetite, or the opposite — wanting to eat incessantly.”

“The heart is affected and many are feeling heart palpitations and irregular heartbeats. The biggest problem that is alarming people is the heat sensations felt in the body. Others are feeling cold for no reason. I have to add that when the body feels chilled for no reason it wants rest...”  “...many women who are asking if the hormones are affected by solar flares and the answer is yes they are.”

“Many are having dreams that are different from dreams they ever had before...”

Suggestions:

The body is working extra hard to assimilate these new energies, and in so doing, it requires extra water in order for the body to energetically digest these new energies. It is very important that you drink extra water at this time so the body doesn’t become dehydrated.
Coffee and other caffeinated drinks along with sugar have a dehydrating effect on the body. Coffee and MSG in food also rev up the nervous system.  
I suggest that you take Omega 3 to help the mitochondria as it works with the body’s energy system. Vitamin B Complex work with the nervous system and brain functions. 
If you are having body pain try  Epsom salts in the bath.  For depression take a bath using Lavender essential oil (only 6 drops).  The new book offers lots more suggestions.

[Michelle Marie]

I'm kind of in a crisis and need help and prayers now.

I moved to a new place. The one person I knew threw me out on the street. He didn't know any better. He has lived on the street himself a lot. His compassion extended to the point where he told me where the soup kitchen was.

I tried to make the best of it. I got my books into the local book store. I tried to keep my chin up.

TODAY: I went to the park with my angel cards and books. I love processing in solitude in nature. But this guy was stalking and staring. I tried to ignore him. When he acxtually came to talk to me, I was polite and offerned him an angel card. He wasn't into it. His teeth were missing. He seemed like a zombie. He circles some more and stared at me from many directions. I felt weird. I had to leave. I have felt traumatized the rest of the dayl.

I spoke with my son. He feels like I should move to Florida and be with family.

I want to state: I am her to do God's will and complete my personal mission.

WTF is going on?

Can anybody shed some Light for me? I would really appreciate it.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[Flash]

Michelle Marie, I am being repeated over and over again, by my most spiritually advance earth teachers, that we are on the planet to be happy, this is our nature and the primary design.

I am being repeated that when it is extraordinarily difficult, I probably am beside my mission. In other words, taking care of my daughter alone when she was small, with handicap and all, bringing her the best in North America, was terribly difficult, but I did not feel the weight as much, it was out of love. Nowadays is much more difficult, not physically but morally, therefore there is something I must be doing wrong. My question, is God's will to be where you are at the present time?

Also, predators are predators, that they are homeless or extremely rich. Do not be naive, protect yourself, this is surely God's will that you protect yourself.

All my love to you Michelle Marie.

[Guest]

I'm traveling right now so I only have my phone. What a weird trip.

Today while fueling up my car, I walked into the gas station and a woman with a large red upside down pentagram on her chest just below her right shoulder almost ran into me as I opened the door. She was making fast tracks from the woman's
restroom. After fueling up I walked into the restroom to wash my hands and as I opened the door it smelled as if something had died like decay. I said a prayer and made a u-turn out of there and onto another place. It's the second time in two weeks I've come across this. Last week I was being followed. I ignored them.

I had to drive through a border patrol check point. They had the dogs out and the dog hit on something. I was pulled into secondary so the dog and agent could go through my car. I was told to leave everything in my car, but I grabbed my ID. Told to sit down. I said I prefer to stand watching the dog & the agent. (I don't trust them and I have a family member who was INS before Sept. 11 -hi ranking official now retired. Have had some interesting conversations with him through the years.) they knew i wasnt going to put up with much.) Knowing there's nothing in the car. Weapons or contraband. It was cadet day and I was the example. Yes, there was a group of children between the ages of 14 and 18 with Border Patrol Explorers uniforms on. The dog didn't find anything and I was free to go.

I drove another 50 miles and came upon a hitchhiker in the middle of the desert looking like he could use a drink of water. But once I saw his eyes, which were completely blacked over almost a glowing opaque, I sped up.

I am now safely at my destination, relaxing having a cool drink of water and a sweet tea.


Love


Nora

[Lisab]

Paula thanks for asking, but no good news. The week before last was pretty hideous and I just havnt been able to go there. My liitle boys dad and his family ground me down and in the end I relented. I even offered a compromise and said I'd pay for the single vaccine but they wouldn't go for it due to waiting list. It would only have been a wait of one week. When my boy went to his dads for the weekend they took him to the hospital and the deed was done. Not even a signature needed from me. I've had pm's from guys here holding space for us and I'm profoundly grateful to everyone.
I take some consolation in knowing my kids eat well(although love crap too!). He trusts me and is drinking my juices. He's only seven but is a masaru emoto fan. He totally gets it! There are never any fizzy drinks etc in my house. He loves water which he talks to! He understands kindness to others. Both my kids have planets in the 12th and are my teachers.

[Lisab]

On a phone with a bust caps lock. Forgive errors.

So went to see tim freke on Friday. Great night. Some great questions posed at the end. One guy brought up hancocks tedtalks vid being pulled, and asked tim if he thought there really was a war on consiousness and is there really a mass awakening. To the first, yes a war and the dumbing down continues. He said he loves comedians but there's still an element of face palming from those quarters which is a big shame. He thinks we've still got a long way to go but it's happening.
He talked about thinking and how in spiritual circles were encouraged not to. He said he realised when he had kids that was a bs teaching. How can you tell a kid don't think, stop thinking! Ulli I thought of you! He said I'd never try and teach anyone anything I wouldn't teach my kids. Thoughts are part of our creativity.
A cool line of his was "we are all great souls and we are all arseholes"! Lol! He's hoping to do a few workshops here.

[Eram]

I think i have figured out my heart issues,

That cortisone shot i had , has screwed up my Electrolytes,
too much potassium is being lost from my kidneys,
well that's my theory anyways. Last night i was getting the same symptoms again
i ate a banana and , the symptoms disappeared almost immediately.
So fingers crossed the is mystery solved.
Hopefully this is only temporary while i get this insidious drug out of my system,
and it has not triggered something else.

Anyways, thanks to all for your care and thoughts, hopefully now i have a handle
on what the hell is going on i can act on it faster.
In the meantime, detox, detox detox...

So good to hear that you seem to get clarity in the matter.
Hope that things will calm down soon for you.

Cortisone shots can do tricky things if you are sensitive to it.
A doctor gave me one in my knee when it was inflamed (without consulting me about it. I thought he was drawing excessive fluid from my knee) and as a result, I got a major thrombosis of the main main artery in the same leg 3 days later.

It turned out to be the turning point in my attitude toward health issues in relation to food, behavior etc., so I look at it as a blessing in disguise :)

Will keep sending healing vibrations your way!

[Another1]

21274Found this growing under a bush next to my house and just had to take a picture. The odd thing was about 10 minutes later, neighbor came over with 3 buddies for backup, insisting they have me on security camera, peeking over fence and photographing their home? Very weird. 2 realities side-by-side. To settle things I allowed them to see the 5 images still in camera's memory but they still call me a liar? Maybe I have a twin? :confused:

[Conchis]

Sitting next to the incubator, waiting for Runner Ducks to decide it's time to visit the world for a while.

[eaglespirit]

I'm kind of in a crisis and need help and prayers now.

I moved to a new place. The one person I knew threw me out on the street. He didn't know any better. He has lived on the street himself a lot. His compassion extended to the point where he told me where the soup kitchen was.

I tried to make the best of it. I got my books into the local book store. I tried to keep my chin up.

TODAY: I went to the park with my angel cards and books. I love processing in solitude in nature. But this guy was stalking and staring. I tried to ignore him. When he acxtually came to talk to me, I was polite and offerned him an angel card. He wasn't into it. His teeth were missing. He seemed like a zombie. He circles some more and stared at me from many directions. I felt weird. I had to leave. I have felt traumatized the rest of the dayl.

I spoke with my son. He feels like I should move to Florida and be with family.

I want to state: I am her to do God's will and complete my personal mission.

WTF is going on?

Can anybody shed some Light for me? I would really appreciate it.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hi Michelle Marie..Love to You and Wishing You Well!

These are simply my morning thoughts...do with them what you will : )

- It is time to connect and interact with souls of a higher vibration caliber...
for all of us.

- If family is calling and there is a sense of need to be with them, act on the need...
for all of us.

- You are a powerful and loving energy, spread it where it matters...
for all of us.

- Immortality processed in the now protects by default...
for all of us.

- The higher help to move forward is there...
for all of us.

[RunningDeer]

"Why Can't I Sleep?!"
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By: Kemetprince1 of Infinitewaters.net (http://infinitewaters.net)


Why can’t I sleep? What is keeping me up? Why can’t I sleep well?


My sleeping patterns have improved as I have come to know more about myself.
We cannot live out whole life in a high speed chase and expect to sleep in harmony.
Everything we do during the day, effects how we sleep at night.
We’ve moved out of our inner equilibrium.
Unplug from this matrix. That is the only way to sleep well. Let go of all of societies expectations.
If you don’t have time to express yourself during the day, then you’ll have all the time in the middle of the night. That’s not convenient because that is the time when we should be connecting back to the source energy. That’s where we find our true power.
We have to let go to be free. When you want something, you are sending a signal to the universe that you do not have what you want. Therefore you live in lack. So when you want to go to sleep, I can’t go to sleep because my wish has not been fulfilled. When you say, I am sleepy, you feel your body fall into harmony.
Word is bond. The words we speak are vibrations. What are we telling ourselves before we go to bed? Is it going to lift our spirits, or is it keeping us in the debts of mind? Or in the debts of hell? It’s all a state of mind. That’s all it is.
There are so many views to take and I always say go within yourself. Become your own guru, because the greatest book lies in existence is within yourself.
Many of us experience fear because we externalize our power to some externalized god being. We are made from the same fabric of the Universe. There is no heaven and hell. These are archetypes created within our minds.

Simple ways to sleep well:

Relax before we sleep. We have to prepare ourselves before we sleep because in essence before we are sleeping we are entering a different realm. We are surrendering, we are dying from this world and we are moving into another world. Many of us can’t sleep because our whole body is tense. Doing things like Yoga, stretching, all of this helps to calm our body down. Listening to beautiful music.
Let go of whatever is holding us back. That maybe fear, relationship problems, financial problems. Can’t we leave it behind? We have to let go of what we are holding to.
Change your diet. Many of the animals have been pumped full of testosterone, sex hormones. All of this is transmitted into our cells, in essence into our DNA. We are full of this. Eating before we go to bed is like unhealthy. When the sun is up eat. When the sun is down, don’t. All of this helps to align ourselves to a magnificent homeostasis. Eat whatever you like, it’s not my business. I’ve just realized what’s helped me and to share it with the world is what I’m doing.

continued...


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[eaglespirit]

This Mornings IChing Reading for ALL the Village...
I more or less inquired: "Are we there?" : )
...
Cast Hexagram:

50 - Fifty
Ting / The Caldron

Fire rises hot and bright from the Wood beneath the sacrificial caldron:
The Superior Person positions himself correctly within the flow of Cosmic forces.

Supreme Accomplishment.

SITUATION ANALYSIS:

Your needs are coming into harmony with the requirements of the Cosmos.
Blending brilliantly with the Dance of Life, you are becoming an actual element of Cosmic Law.
Your goals will now be realized because you no longer cut against the Cosmic grain; you are no longer swimming against the flow of the Tao.
You are acquiring an intuitive sense of what can and cannot be, and aligning your efforts accordingly.
.......
And my sharing from the heart, elsewhere:
If indeed our higher family and friends are acknowledged by each of us with heartfelt connection, personally, and their direct help matters to us, personally...and if we act with loving intent to materialize this direct help, it will indeed materialize as more of us openly accept their help for the good of all. It is time to imagine them being right here right now right next to us helping us move this all forward...it may seem oversimplified, but I believe they need us to want their help and act upon the very real acceptance of having them right here by our sides.
In essence, we are them and they are us...but we have to open the door wide for this help to procure.
And it only takes enough of us doing this in unison, in the now, for it to be.

[Michelle Marie]

Michelle Marie, I am being repeated over and over again, by my most spiritually advance earth teachers, that we are on the planet to be happy, this is our nature and the primary design.

I am being repeated that when it is extraordinarily difficult, I probably am beside my mission. In other words, taking care of my daughter alone when she was small, with handicap and all, bringing her the best in North America, was terribly difficult, but I did not feel the weight as much, it was out of love. Nowadays is much more difficult, not physically but morally, therefore there is something I must be doing wrong. My question, is God's will to be where you are at the present time?

Also, predators are predators, that they are homeless or extremely rich. Do not be naive, protect yourself, this is surely God's will that you protect yourself.

All my love to you Michelle Marie.

Thanks, Flash. I'm happy most of the time regardless of circumstances. Your question "is God's will to be where you are at the present time?" is EXACTLY what I wish to discern. It felt like I must have been brought to this area for a reason, but when stuff like this happens, and it has all too often...getting lost, meeting weird people, etc., I question what I'm doing here...what am I supposed to be doing here.

Once, before I came here, I heard: "They are waiting for you." I don't know what that means.
I work with kids, and maybe something in that department hasn't unfolded yet.
I was guided to read "Earth, the Cosmos, and You" and it talked about Teachers, Healers, and Technology coming together in this area. I have skills and abilities in all of those areas. I feel a deep sense of mission and I would just like to know my place and assignment!!!!

Thanks for the reminder for protection. AA Michael was summoned yesterday. Always, but especially for the situation. EXTRA PROTECTION at this time.

You feel like you are doing something wrong? Why? I feel like we are all doing the best we can, at least if we are conscious and all the people here are.

Thank you for your love and deep heartfelt love to you, too. ...and to your daughter.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

I'm traveling right now so I only have my phone. What a weird trip.

Today while fueling up my car, I walked into the gas station and a woman with a large red upside down pentagram on her chest just below her right shoulder almost ran into me as I opened the door. She was making fast tracks from the woman's
restroom. After fueling up I walked into the restroom to wash my hands and as I opened the door it smelled as if something had died like decay. I said a prayer and made a u-turn out of there and onto another place. It's the second time in two weeks I've come across this. Last week I was being followed. I ignored them.

I had to drive through a border patrol check point. They had the dogs out and the dog hit on something. I was pulled into secondary so the dog and agent could go through my car. I was told to leave everything in my car, but I grabbed my ID. Told to sit down. I said I prefer to stand watching the dog & the agent. (I don't trust them and I have a family who was INS before Sept. 11 -hi ranking official now retired. Have had some interesting conversations with him through the years.) they knew i wasnt going to put up with much.) Knowing there's nothing in the car. Weapons or contraband. It was cadet day and I was the example. Yes, there was a group of children between the ages of 14 and 18 with Border Patrol Explorers uniforms on. The dog didn't find anything and I was free to go.

I drove another 50 miles and came upon a hitchhiker in the middle of the desert looking like he could use a drink of water. But once I saw his eyes, which were completely blacked over almost a glowing opaque, I sped up.

I am now safely at my destination, relaxing having a cool drink of water and a sweet tea.


Love


Nora

Hearing about border patrol check points makes me want to stay right here. When I was researching the truth around the H1N1 and reg flu vaccinations, I came across a document (OR state gov.) called the Influenza Pandemic Plan. In it, there was a plan for checkpoints AND a transfer of authority to health officials.

I've seen their fusion centers and mobile offices for checking people out.

I had also read a story about these 2 women who were driving and ran across a check point where they were detained and their whole life changed from there. I intend to stay FREE!!! so this makes me not want to travel.

Was this a state border?

Sipping tea sounds better!

Thanks, Nora.
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

I'm kind of in a crisis and need help and prayers now.

I moved to a new place. The one person I knew threw me out on the street. He didn't know any better. He has lived on the street himself a lot. His compassion extended to the point where he told me where the soup kitchen was.

I tried to make the best of it. I got my books into the local book store. I tried to keep my chin up.

TODAY: I went to the park with my angel cards and books. I love processing in solitude in nature. But this guy was stalking and staring. I tried to ignore him. When he acxtually came to talk to me, I was polite and offerned him an angel card. He wasn't into it. His teeth were missing. He seemed like a zombie. He circles some more and stared at me from many directions. I felt weird. I had to leave. I have felt traumatized the rest of the dayl.

I spoke with my son. He feels like I should move to Florida and be with family.

I want to state: I am her to do God's will and complete my personal mission.

WTF is going on?

Can anybody shed some Light for me? I would really appreciate it.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hi Michelle Marie..Love to You and Wishing You Well!

These are simply my morning thoughts...do with them what you will : )

- It is time to connect and interact with souls of a higher vibration caliber...
for all of us.

- If family is calling and there is a sense of need to be with them, act on the need...
for all of us.

- You are a powerful and loving energy, spread it where it matters...
for all of us.

- Immortality processed in the now protects by default...
for all of us.

- The higher help to move forward is there...
for all of us.

This is very helpful, eaglespirit!

I will use these to set intentions, meditate on them, and vision the experience.

"It is time to connect and interact with souls of a higher vibration caliber..."
This feels like it is most essential at this time. It is also what has not happened since I've been here.
PRIORITY #1

"If family is calling and there is a sense of need to be with them, act on the need..."
There are a few things that make me feel reluctance here; my sense of mission and purpose and wondering what the reason for my being here is.
AND real financial limitations that currently prevent me from going anywhere. Yesterday I was feeling the pull, but today, I don't see the way.

"You are a powerful and loving energy, spread it where it matters."
Whenever I'm helping someone, I feel good about my life. Recently guided and encourage a teen that was suicidal until she got settled. We are still in contact and plan to work on programs and events.

"Immortality processed in the now protects by default..."
This is an awareness that I use: I know I am an eternal being of Light. My soul reminds me and it came up recently...resting in the knowing of it. I didn't know about the protection aspect of it, though. Thanks!

"The higher help to move forward is there..."
I am calling this in through prayer and communion. It always works, so we will see what happens from here.

Thank you so much,
Michelle Marie

[ulli]

21274Found this growing under a bush next to my house and just had to take a picture. The odd thing was about 10 minutes later, neighbor came over with 3 buddies for backup, insisting they have me on security camera, peeking over fence and photographing their home? Very weird. 2 realities side-by-side. To settle things I allowed them to see the 5 images still in camera's memory but they still call me a liar? Maybe I have a twin? :confused:

When paranoia sets in people can't imagine anyone being innocent any longer.
When taken to extremes they actually refuse to consider anyone being innocent,
and at that point they enter into the realm of psychopathy.

[Lisab]

Just been listening to Paul levy. Thanks for the introduction Paula and astrid. Really want to read the madness of George bush now.

[RunningDeer]

Paula thanks for asking, but no good news. The week before last was pretty hideous and I just havnt been able to go there. My liitle boys dad and his family ground me down and in the end I relented. I even offered a compromise and said I'd pay for the single vaccine but they wouldn't go for it due to waiting list. It would only have been a wait of one week. When my boy went to his dads for the weekend they took him to the hospital and the deed was done. Not even a signature needed from me. I've had pm's from guys here holding space for us and I'm profoundly grateful to everyone.
I take some consolation in knowing my kids eat well(although love crap too!). He trusts me and is drinking my juices. He's only seven but is a masaru emoto fan. He totally gets it! There are never any fizzy drinks etc in my house. He loves water which he talks to! He understands kindness to others. Both my kids have planets in the 12th and are my teachers.

Hi Lisa,

We are so done with those power struggles of mom, pop and the kids. Stupid paradigm.

For me, whether we eat garbage or quality foods is secondary to state of mind.

For me, Mother Earth has moved on. So have her children. The multi-dimensional earth of yesteryears has ended; the one where it’s filled with shots, GMOs and chemtrails.

Radical to believe. Incrementally, I see life is about doing what brings joy and passion. It really is. Even emptying the garbage brings me joy. What? I don’t sit with indecision. Decision is made, follow through, job done. Period. (silly example, but true)

The 3D dense level hasn’t caught up with all the other dimensions we unknowingly express. All of Life is in quickening. I know that’s easy for me to say because I don’t have children to protect, feed, shelter. I do worry about all of them (i.e. Mother Earth’s children). It is what keeps me stripping the illusions off.

On Ascended Earth, the children are of wholeness. For now, the foods we eat, the random acts of kindness and intentions, the clearing out of duality-mind, all contribute to Lighting the way to this ascension dimension.

We exist here already. Some parts of ourselves are awakening to it. Acts of care and love for mind, body, and soul are physical representations that birth the Whole to the New Ascended Earth.

All walk between worlds. Soon, All will awaken.

Love to you, Lisa and All,
Paula

[Nanoo Nanoo]

i amvery excited and i love everybody very very much !!!


i love you !



i love youuuu !


and u


and you

and U2 !


IN THE NAME OF LOVE !!!



Naniu

[Lisab]

Thank you Paula. Lovely words from you as always. I know what you mean. It's all old energy. I refuse to be harmed by old energy. Although it was a tough week I got over it pretty quickly. I havnt been churning it. My ex and I are in a far better space than we were a year ago. He's even started giving me a little child support at last. But only after I had let it go! My little one and his dad are so, so close.

[Lisab]

Talk to your money people. Love your paper. Talk to it like you would a plant. It'll go out and come back three fold. Ten fold even! Seriously do it. It works x

[Lisab]

Nurture it!!!!

[Michelle Marie]

Paula thanks for asking, but no good news. The week before last was pretty hideous and I just havnt been able to go there. My liitle boys dad and his family ground me down and in the end I relented. I even offered a compromise and said I'd pay for the single vaccine but they wouldn't go for it due to waiting list. It would only have been a wait of one week. When my boy went to his dads for the weekend they took him to the hospital and the deed was done. Not even a signature needed from me. I've had pm's from guys here holding space for us and I'm profoundly grateful to everyone.
I take some consolation in knowing my kids eat well(although love crap too!). He trusts me and is drinking my juices. He's only seven but is a masaru emoto fan. He totally gets it! There are never any fizzy drinks etc in my house. He loves water which he talks to! He understands kindness to others. Both my kids have planets in the 12th and are my teachers.

Hi Lisa,

We are so done with those power struggles of mom, pop and the kids. Stupid paradigm.

For me, whether we eat garbage or quality foods is secondary to state of mind.

For me, Mother Earth has moved on. So have her children. The multi-dimensional earth of yesteryears has ended; the one where it’s filled with shots, GMOs and chemtrails.

Radical to believe. Incrementally, I see life is about doing what brings joy and passion. It really is. Even emptying the garbage brings me joy. What? I don’t sit with indecision. Decision is made, follow through, job done. Period. (silly example, but true)

The 3D dense level hasn’t caught up with all the other dimensions we unknowingly express. All of Life is in quickening. I know that’s easy for me to say because I don’t have children to protect, feed, shelter. I do worry about all of them (i.e. Mother Earth’s children). It is what keeps me stripping the illusions off.

On Ascended Earth, the children are of wholeness. For now, the foods we eat, the random acts of kindness and intentions, the clearing out of duality-mind, all contribute to Lighting the way to this ascension dimension.

We exist here already. Some parts of ourselves are awakening to it. Acts of care and love for mind, body, and soul are physical representations that birth the Whole to the New Ascended Earth.

All walk between worlds. Soon, All will awaken.

Love to you, Lisa and All,
Paula

Thanks, Paula. I love and appreciate your wisdom.

This morning, I cooked breakfast for my Angel K who gave me a place to stay. We are both low/no on funds, and we are going through this together.
Yesterday, we put our last funds together and got pizza and wine. :)

I've been doing energy work for people today. I call it my secret service. It brings me joy and meaning and purpose to my life to serve. Whenever I get out of balance, I find someone to help. It gets me out of my own way and I'm focused on solutions.

I also set conscious intentions and envision them with gratitude.

You are a great Light to many, Paula.
More appreciation to you today and lots and lots of love.
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Talk to your money people. Love your paper. Talk to it like you would a plant. It'll go out and come back three fold. Ten fold even! Seriously do it. It works x

Great reminder! One time I was low on funds and I held my hands over some cash I had and a check. I sent the energy of gratitude. The next day I got some surprise money and a surprise check! It does work.

My awesome son is sending me money tomorrow. Another friend bought a book and that money will be in the mail by tomorrow, too. ALL IS WELL

Love,
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

i amvery excited and i love everybody very very much !!!


i love you !



i love youuuu !


and u


and you

and U2 !


IN THE NAME OF LOVE !!!



Naniu

Matching your LOVE energy...

This morning I posted on fb 'UNCONDITIONAL LOVE to All!"

Not just words...radiant LOVE ENERGY!

:wub::wub::wub::wub::wub::wub:
Michelle Marie

[Wind]

That weird ringing sound has returned to both of my ears after months of silence... It feels like that my whole skull is vibrating with some kind of energy. I had symptoms like this many times last year, but usually I just hear a silent buzzing sound with my right ear. I think that I've been getting some kind of "downloads" during my sleeping sate. I wonder that has this something to do with my personal energies or the planetary energies? Also so many synchronities have been happening!

[Guest]

Michelle Marie go where your own heart and spirit takes you. Travel where you want to.

I live in the southern part of the states and Border Patrol DHS check points are all over the place -interstate. There are more of them since the "war on terror" began. There are some posts in the northern border states as well.
I avoid driving through them whenever I can. Mostly the ones that are on the interstate freeways -they are more militant than the ones on the back roads and highways. If you ever come upon one, don't get into fear and don't panic.
Invisible mode works well -they don't see you and you just pass through.

As for the dark ones -mostly suffering souls, but not all, that come around whether in a physical body or not, they are attracted to the higher energy and light. They usually want help to free their souls and or for transformation so they can go to a healing plane. The ones I ran into this past couple of weeks, I said a prayer for them and asked Spirit to help them. If I'm to be directly involved then that is made known to me. I take care in protecting my-self and my environment most of the time it works, but sometimes I take a few hits. This is not something I regularly share or openly talk about, but thought to share it maybe it will be of benefit to someone else.

My focus is on creating a healthier, freer world and living with the Earth in the best possible way I can.

I appreciate your creativity and free spirit.


Love


Nora

[Michelle Marie]

Thank you, Nora.

The state border check points are what I read about in gov docs.

I have no fear. The vibration of unconditional love for all is stabilizing.
I will go wherever my heart guides me to go. I'm so blessed to have deep intuition.

Thanks for your love and support, and to everybody.
I'm here for you, too.

Love,
Michelle Marie (sitting by the river)

[RunningDeer]

Post credit to 778 neighbour of some guy. http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/bee-smiley.gif (http://emoticoner.com)Wow. http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/beee-smiley.gif (http://emoticoner.com)


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They are sooo smart, ever seen this?

[donk]

As above, so below:

My posts today in my thread reflect interpersonal relationships, switch "brain dead, delusional masses" with my babe and disclosure of ET with "you're an alcoholic" and watch the defenses shoot up, tangents and distractions start flying...all because I chose to frustratedly wheel out the "old delivery system" rather take the time and effort to wield the more surgical upgrade I'd been working on.

When dropping "truth bombs", extreme care is needed if you want to avoid a scorched earth bombardment on the receiver.

Luckily, time, love and some thinking can clean up these types of messes, so long as you put in the effort and eventually be honest with yourself.

I find its very difficult for humans (self included) to focus, here & now.

[Michelle Marie]

I've done the "truth bomb" thing. Still experiencing the fallout. Or just the space needed for the alchemical shifts to occur. :-)

Perfect Faith and Unconditional Love are my best expressions at this time.

:wub::wub::wub:
Michelle Marie

[eaglespirit]

That weird ringing sound has returned to both of my ears after months of silence... It feels like that my whole skull is vibrating with some kind of energy. I had symptoms like this many times last year, but usually I just hear a silent buzzing sound with my right ear. I think that I've been getting some kind of "downloads" during my sleeping sate. I wonder that has this something to do with my personal energies or the planetary energies? Also so many synchronities have been happening!

Fly Like The Wind, Wind : )

Personal Energies AND Planetary Energies Are One And The Same
These Higher Vibrating Days : )

[Wind]

Fly Like The Wind, Wind : )

Personal Energies AND Planetary Energies Are One And The Same
These Higher Vibrating Days : )

Thank you, Eaglespirit. You made me smile. :)

[1inMany]

Here and now...wishing night hadn't fallen yet. So many things I am looking forward to doing this week. A massive shift from where I was two days ago. I slept 11 hours last night, followed by a two or three hour nap. I must have been exhausted, but the kind of exhausted after long periods of stress more than a good, long day of physical labor. I hope I don't need this much sleep on a regular basis, haha. I bet I don't, though.

Much Love,

[gripreaper]

What should I do? Words of wisdom from the mouth of babes. "worry about yourself" Just drive!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4A6Bu96ALOw