Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Villagers!!
I have an important announcement to make.
Our Calzie has just hit 3000 on the postometer and I'm herewith presenting him with the appropriate trophy.
Thank you dear Calz, for injecting your positive vibes at all times of day and night.


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[Carmody]

@dan

It can get strange, when I let the synchronicity take hold. for example, if you check my post timings, you will find i was posting at 5am, my time. I was up all night. I decided to call it a night. I went to bed and could not shut off. I got up just before dawn, my time, about 2 hours later, no sleep at all.

I went right to work, the work I'm avoiding right now,and MUST attend to, otherwise i stand to loose much. Just as the literal dawn arrived, the ascendant, in astrology..the point where the soul enters the body (That's the real actual sunrise) that is the time I wake, if I'm getting up in the mornings. I open my eyes at dawn, almost every day.


Today, at this dawn moment... I heard a big *BANG* at the front of the house, the dawn side. A larger pheasant had hit the window and killed itself. I had to watch it breathe it's last, as it was dead, neck broken, unconscious...and the body slowly died. I stood there outside, in the cold fall morning... and held the poor thing and gently petted it... apologizing to it for this situation...as it slowly wound down into stillness.

[Lisab]

Woop woop!! And good to see Moon the Loon in there too. Cheers Calz keep up the good work. Love ya x

[Calz]

:humble:

Thanks so much to our wonderful village in so many ways.

Interestingly enough, unless my poor eyes need another check, it was actually ..

3,333

Oh shiver and shake ... whatever could that mean???

[Calz]

It can get strange, when I let the synchronicity take hold.


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[ulli]

@dan

It can get strange, when I let the synchronicity take hold. for example, if you check my post timings, you will find i was posting at 5am, my time. I was up all night. I decided to call it a night. I went to bed and could not shut off. I got up just before dawn, my time, about 2 hours later, no sleep at all.

I went right to work, the work I'm avoiding right now,and MUST attend to, otherwise i stand to loose much. Just as the literal dawn arrived, the ascendant, in astrology..the point where the soul enters the body (That's the real actual sunrise) that is the time I wake, if I'm getting up in the mornings. I open my eyes at dawn, almost every day.


Today, at this dawn moment... I heard a big *BANG* at the front of the house, the dawn side. A larger pheasant had hit the window and killed itself. I had to watch it breathe it's last, as it was dead, neck broken, unconscious...and the body slowly died. I stood there outside, in the cold fall morning... and held the poor thing and gently petted it... apologizing to it for this situation...as it slowly wound down into stillness.

The bird sacrificed itself for you.
Thank you, bird.

I have a pheasant story to tell, but it must wait...
when pheasants fly they make a frrrrrrrrt sound, hehe.....

[Calz]

Oh I got it now ... :doh: ... all about the village ... not personal stuff.

3,000 replies to the village (interesting synchronicity you must admit).

We are one ...

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[Carmody]

I feel like i really missed out not doing drugs when i was younger,
but those i did try, had the opposite effect on me.
So i didn't bother getting into them.
That and the parental programming,
" We would forgive anything but that"
I did have alot of druggie friends and boyfriends though.
I must admit, since being on this path i have much more of a curiousity
and with no fear attached.

LOve that Pink Floyd track Carmody,

My parents only said this, and this alone (this is not a joke, these were , near verbatim, the words spoken):

"Are you happy? Is it working out for you?

Yes? Ok, we're done, then. (if not, let's talk)

Off you go.

Wear Clean underwear. (teenage antics may earn you an emergency hospital visit, and they may take your pants off)

If not...The yellow stripe goes in the front, and the brown stripe goes in the back.

Try to stay alive. We would appreciate that.

Try not to embarrass us...Too much."

[Ernie Nemeth]

Carmody, you're blowing my mind. Thinking this while listening to the tunes. Thanks Calz.

How many more days of fasting are you attempting to do, Astrid?

I had a dream about you Ulli, about a month ago. You sure were no grannie then, let me tell you! And no, it wasn't what you all might think, although for a moment there...well anyways - never mind.

[Calz]

Wear Clean underwear. (teenage antics may earn you an emergency hospital visit, and they may take your pants off)




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[Calz]

Since we are digging up memories of days gone by ... in the here and now ... my first college party I distinctly remember this one (no visuals this time) ...

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[Carmody]

Carmody, you're blowing my mind. Thinking this while listening to the tunes.


It had to do with the fact that my parents were near the oldest of their 'crew'. My dad had 12 brothers and sisters, he was #3. My mother had 3 others, she was first born.

For my dad, it was, when he was old enough, 'here, have a kid. Do something with it'. Similar, for my Mother.

They had each seen every kind of antic and craziness that you can imagine..and done it while helping in the raising of their own brothers and sisters. They knew their own predilections and capacities for wreaking havoc, and that given potential within their own immediate relatives. They where deeply experienced in such matters, by the time we came along.

Did they want children who would grow to be someone they could talk with? Or did they want enemies? There was already, no capacity to stress themselves about such things, they'd seen it all before. No judgement, no hand raised in anger.

With a wicked sense of humor thrown in, to boot.

[dan33]

Here it is here and now.

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


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Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MylbOYoWYog

[eaglespirit]

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"



Keith Moon...The Fastest Hands of All the Bands...Like Lightning!
Thanks, Dan

...and on that (note) beat...Awakening Is Coming On Like Lightning Now!

[dan33]

Here it is here and now.

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


o9Or4QGI80Y

Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MylbOYoWYog

Fascinating. I intended to embeded another WHO song (5:15), but instead appeard this beautiful song. I've just sended to Nanoo (and to Lisab days ago :) ) I forget to copy the WHO link .

Here and Now (Yes Calz :)) and ... whatever.

[astrid]

@ Ernie I'm aiming for 21 days, but its pretty
spirit directed so event driven not
time driven, which is how I live anyways.
I very rarely plan anything. Mostly my life is
just one unfolding after another.

@ Carmody love the taxi driver story . I work
similar but different , and mostly longer term with
people that have fallen through he cracks and
seriously can't navigate being here . I find that a
good and fast way " in" is to reveal things of myself
and before long they are laying it all out
And then the untangling begins and they
start to do their own sifting and sorting . I always
think in terms of energy, and energy needs to be
in constant flow if one is to avoid getting stuck
in the mud for tool long . But you can even see
on this thread how laying oneself bare gives
others the nudge to do the same .

@ Ulli yea working remote is excellent and suits
me perfectly . And I don't imagine that changing,
I know alot of shamanic practitioners that
do the same and it is totally accepted by the client
base as being how they work . Why I'm finding
a niche for myself in Shamanic Practice, because
of its fluidity And the training is perfect for me
too very experiential and for the most part filling
in gaps to things I am already doing and have
been since very young . I am just
setting a clear path towards that aim and
removing whatever is in the way . Also here in
Aus there are so few doing this so I will be at the
forefront as per usual it seems, intovert or not !

[Calz]

Life of Illusion???

:doh:

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[Marianne]

3rd Caveat ... if we are going to experience a "split" do the gemini twins get seperated???

Calz, you want the evil one who wakes up at 2:30 AM to post you title-less vids? I can arrange that for ya ... hehehe

and congrats on 3000 village posts :first:

[Calz]

3rd Caveat ... if we are going to experience a "split" do the gemini twins get seperated???

Calz, you want the evil one who wakes up at 2:30 AM to post you title-less vids? I can arrange that for ya ... hehehe

Best to check my work schedule ... slave to the man :cry: yes I know ... but I don't work every night.

[dan33]

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"



Keith Moon...The Fastest Hands of All the Bands...Like Lightning!
Thanks, Dan

...and on that (note) beat...Awakening Is Coming On Like Lightning Now!

ha, ha.... Keith was an amazing drummer.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKUBTX9kKEo

and about lightnings...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvOi2d7fI4w


Thanks eaglespirit. I have a friend who is an owl, I hope you do not mind. :)

[ulli]

I went to Bridgetown this afternoon...hustle bustle Swan Street...no whites except me. I feel at home there...
My supplier, a Vincentian guy whom I have known since the early 80s, has a wholesale shop up the narrowest flight of stairs, where several guys hang out at the entrance selling illegal CDs.
I got some great mother-of-pearl, freshwater pearl, amethyst and cut crystal beads while chatting about the need to get tourism to branch out to attract people from Central America.

My Keith Moon story...still feel a bit sad thinking about it. I was sitting at my favorite table at Tramps, a London night club, when in walked a friend of mine, a Swiss actor called Oliver Tobias, and he had Keith Moon in tow. So they both sat down with me. Keith was talking about cleaning up his act, when he left the table to go to the bathroom. So then Oliver said to me that he had taken Keith under his wings, to protect him from himself.
So I said how can you let him go to the bathroom by himself then? I had already spotted a couple of notorious drug hustlers outside the gent's, and knew what was up.
And sure enough, on further investigation Keith had been followed into the john by these guys, and was not seen again inside the club. Tramps always had a special exit window in the mens through which the super stars could escape when things got too hot. So Keith had scored his drugs, and disappeared.
Oliver was so upset...I guess he didn't know then that the best of intentions couldn't save a severe addict like Keith. Two weeks later we heard the news of his death.

[Lisab]

I have one of Keith Moon's drumsticks given to me by my dad. I also found a magazine from a thrift shop once called The Bellboy with Keith on the front cover dressed as a bellboy. Its in pristine condition. I gave it to my dad who has it framed on his wall, next to his Isle of White Festival poster.

[dan33]

Thanks starsha and astrid.

peter sellers, whenever he could ,enrich his characters with accents :)

Many times i though about this scene like a metaphor of .... any forum



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkLj7aJmeaI

Oh Dan, what have you done!
Now I have to watch that whole movie.
He obviously studied Gestalt under Fritz Perls, the accent is perfect.
And Peter Sellers as the fashion magazine editor....nearly as perfect as Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada.

ha....
Peter Sellers was the one who introduced Shirley MacLaine, during the shooting of "Being There" in the "ocult", so called in those years.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xP15EEaEQrU&feature=related

[ulli]

Thanks starsha and astrid.

peter sellers, whenever he could ,enrich his characters with accents :)

Many times i though about this scene like a metaphor of .... any forum



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkLj7aJmeaI

Oh Dan, what have you done!
Now I have to watch that whole movie.
He obviously studied Gestalt under Fritz Perls, the accent is perfect.
And Peter Sellers as the fashion magazine editor....nearly as perfect as Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada.

ha....
Peter Sellers was the one who introduced Shirley MacLaine, during the shooting of "Being There" in the "ocult", so called in those years.




Wow, Dan, I didn't know that.
By the way, 'Being There' was always one of my favorite movies. I even read the book afterwards.

[dan33]

Thanks starsha and astrid.

peter sellers, whenever he could ,enrich his characters with accents :)

Many times i though about this scene like a metaphor of .... any forum



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkLj7aJmeaI

Oh Dan, what have you done!
Now I have to watch that whole movie.
He obviously studied Gestalt under Fritz Perls, the accent is perfect.
And Peter Sellers as the fashion magazine editor....nearly as perfect as Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada.

ha....
Peter Sellers was the one who introduced Shirley MacLaine, during the shooting of "Being There" in the "ocult", so called in those years.




Wow, Dan, I didn't know that.
By the way, 'Being There' was always one of my favorite movies. I even read the book afterwards.
OUT ON A LIMB was Shirley Maclaine's tv movie. there you can see Peter Sellers
If you haven't seen it, watch it!.

By the way, Duran Duran have released a new album.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSMbOuNBV0s

[dan33]

OUT ON A LIMB.

Part One.
Shirley Maclaine meets her future lover, Olof Palme (Charles Dance). Good Movie.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2j2XFY6ZZs

[modwiz]

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"



Keith Moon...The Fastest Hands of All the Bands...Like Lightning!
Thanks, Dan

...and on that (note) beat...Awakening Is Coming On Like Lightning Now!

Keith Moon was an amazing drummer. As a bass player who had John Entwistle as one of his influences, that song is an outstanding example of his playfulness. Have to posit the genius of Pete while at it, and Roger worked as hard as a singer possible could.

[dan33]

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"



Keith Moon...The Fastest Hands of All the Bands...Like Lightning!
Thanks, Dan

...and on that (note) beat...Awakening Is Coming On Like Lightning Now!

Keith Moon was an amazing drummer. As a bass player who had John Entwistle as one of his influences, that song is an outstanding example of his playfulness. Have to posit the genius of Pete while at it, and Roger worked as hard as a singer possible could.

and Paul Weller? :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZbKT0snOkk

[dan33]

........behind blue eyes... :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vd3r5qvVyRg

[modwiz]

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"



Keith Moon...The Fastest Hands of All the Bands...Like Lightning!
Thanks, Dan

...and on that (note) beat...Awakening Is Coming On Like Lightning Now!

Keith Moon was an amazing drummer. As a bass player who had John Entwistle as one of his influences, that song is an outstanding example of his playfulness. Have to posit the genius of Pete while at it, and Roger worked as hard as a singer possible could.

and Paul Weller? :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZbKT0snOkk

Never heard of him. Nice song, really good sound system.

[dan33]

Wonderful MARCH by Sir William Walton.

Excellent for getting up in the morning. :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ICmMTCabnM

[astrid]

@ Mod, never heard of him, serious??
He fronted this band.
m-H0uIH5HHQ

I was and still am a HUGE fan.

Love this one too,

hf4EFDGP4yg

They were totally awake, even back then.

Later he was in the Style Council

[astrid]

But if we are going there,
we may as well go here as well..

bJ9r8LMU9bQ

EfK-WX2pa8c

Both of these bands were part of the original wave of British punk.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"



Keith Moon...The Fastest Hands of All the Bands...Like Lightning!


Keith Moon was an amazing drummer.

Hello Y'all! Here and now, at home again after traveling for work with time on my hands. Enjoying the village, as ever. I saw the Keith Moon comment, which I substantiate, but, synchronistically, my wife and I watched two videos of drummers that I have bookmarked just tonight. Both of them make me feel really good watching them. And, the second, yes that is little Stevie Wonder. After watching this, I had to reassess my rubric for judging drummers.

http://www.wimp.com/bernardpurdie/

http://www.wimp.com/steviewonder/

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Ha, Synchronicity! That posted at 22:22.

[modwiz]

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


Qué Bueno! The Who :)

Thanks "Calz"



Keith Moon...The Fastest Hands of All the Bands...Like Lightning!


Keith Moon was an amazing drummer.

Hello Y'all! Here and now, at home again after traveling for work with time on my hands. Enjoying the village, as ever. I saw the Keith Moon comment, which I substantiate, but, synchronistically, my wife and I watched two videos of drummers that I have bookmarked just tonight. Both of them make me feel really good watching them. And, the second, yes that is little Stevie Wonder. After watching this, I had to reassess my rubric for judging drummers.

http://www.wimp.com/bernardpurdie/

http://www.wimp.com/steviewonder/

Great drummers both. My amazing comment is not to be misconstrued as favorite. As a bass player I would not have wanted to play with Moonie in a band. A jam would have been interesting.

[modwiz]

@ Mod, never heard of him, serious??
He fronted this band.
m-H0uIH5HHQ

I was and still am a HUGE fan.

Love this one too,

hf4EFDGP4yg

They were totally awake, even back then.

Later he was in the Style Council

Not familiar with them either. Have heard of them though.

[modwiz]

But if we are going there,
we may as well go here as well..

bJ9r8LMU9bQ

EfK-WX2pa8c

Both of these bands were part of the original wave of British punk.

Rock the Casbah, great song. But like Kiss and their ballad "Beth", not typical of the bands typical sound or songwriting. If I seem hypercritical I am a musician and been in numerous bands and one of my own for almost a decade. I will say that all of the bands mentioned here got somewhere, all I got to do was play with Ace Frehley of Kiss. We grew up in the same area and we played together before he was famous. He showed me publicity photos of Kiss before anyone ever heard of them. He did join me with one of my bands to play Jumpin' Jack Flash' after he was famous, in our old neighborhood, at an out door 'block party'.

I do acknowledge my critiques of bands in the full wisdom of them having careers and me commenting on their careers. In retrospect it all seems like a good thing.

[Carmody]

Nasty life, nasty astrological alignments. Up for approx 40 hours now, all of it with notable stress. I'm drinking a 'knockout beer', and then expecting that I'll be getting up after about 6 hours of fitful sleep, to continue where I left off.

[modwiz]

Nasty life, nasty astrological alignments. Up for approx 40 hours now, all of it with notable stress. I'm drinking a 'knockout beer', and then expecting that I'll be getting up after about 6 hours of fitful sleep, to continue where I left off.

Just make sure you don't use workarounds to the spell checker to start cussing. :p

[ViralSpiral]

Nasty life, nasty astrological alignments. Up for approx 40 hours now, all of it with notable stress. I'm drinking a 'knockout beer', and then expecting that I'll be getting up after about 6 hours of fitful sleep, to continue where I left off.



I am sorry...... Thinking of you

[Guest]

Looking through Carmody's Lithium thread and some links on other threads tonight to get a much better grasp of some of the experiences and dreams I have had throughout my life -my computer takes a dive and not 5 minutes later the helicopters come flying over my house oh LOL... all day long peace not one helicopter.

Sitting here in the dark with a beautiful roaring fire tonight enjoying the quiet of the forest.

Nora

we are all related

[Daughter of Time]

I've joined this community only 10 days ago, but i can see I'm going to become addicted.

[modwiz]

I've joined this community only 10 days ago, but i can see I'm going to become addicted.

Are you saying we're dopey?? :pound:

[Sierra]

Carmody,

Love you. Wish I could give you a break.

Sierra

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I've joined this community only 10 days ago, but i can see I'm going to become addicted.

Are you saying we're dopey?? :pound:

Oh yes. We're as dopey as you can get ... :becky:

[Lisab]

Carmody Im off to work now, gonna keep you in my thoughts too. Hope you catch a break soon. x

[astrid]

Speaking of drumming,
I just got delivery of
my first drum!!
Very cool indeed

@'Carmody stay close to the village and we will
help you ride through the storm
My thoughts are with you

[meeradas]

okay, it's all "your fault"... 'cause you all ignited & inspired
that i'm posting this here, now [and it does fit my mood at this time... erm, precisely]:

H4VuUBI5gtw

Have a great day/night!

[astrid]

Day 13 and loads of energy, but also some hunger.
Maybe because i was around food more today, or
maybe because, how can i put this, my body
cleared out some serious toxic waste .
All I can say is ewwwwwwww .
To anyone considering fasting reading this ,
its totally worth doing.

Something else I'm noticing is that I'm very
sensitive to the radiation coming off my Mac
screen . I can't sit in front of it for any length of
time . Not such bad thing i was online too
much anyway .

[Lord Sidious]

I've joined this community only 10 days ago, but i can see I'm going to become addicted.

Little do you know DoT, little do you know.



I've joined this community only 10 days ago, but i can see I'm going to become addicted.

Are you saying we're dopey?? :pound:

You saying you aren't? :p

[meeradas]

I had an 'interesting' fasting experience once:

First, i fasted for 12 days.

Fasting, to me, means "no input", so i stopped smoking and tv as well.
Salt water flushes, lemon plus a herbal bath or two a day against the cold, that was all.
I could literally feel the toxins being dissolved from the brain [quite unpleasant feeling, as brand new experience, and intense] and the body, generally.
Amazing clarity of thought after the fast, that's what i liked the most. Everything seemingly slower, but sharply to the point - no "waste".

I can still remember my first meal after fasting: Some unsalted basmati with steamed carrots [Jorr!], completely unseasoned.
The taste of this was indescribably delicious [oh, sorry Astrid, just realizing... forgive me]; it was the most awesomest stuff i'd ever eaten... and if i say so, i mean i was in awe of the food.

And you know what? This threw me into one of the weirdest parts of my life:

I got addicted to cooking, preparing food for myself; later on, baking addiction accompanied this...
and all the cooking and baking got so extreme [cause i wasn't only doing it, but also stuffing all of the food into my body],
that at one point i realised i had lost my feeling for appetite/ hunger/ being satisfied completely, and if i would go on like it, i would be dead within a week:

Picture me eating until my whole body hurt, and i could take no more... whining because of the pain in the body, and also because i had to pause eating. I had to lay the body down somewhere, for a couple of hours, whilst craving to eat more... it was insane. When i realized that physical death was right at my door, i stopped the whole thing.

How could that happen? I asked myself.

I had once casually stated in a discussion about bulimia, that "i just cannot comprehend how someone can eat so much that they 'burst'.
&
I 'd really like to know how one can lose one's sense of being hungry or satisfied".

That was it. It was GRANTED.

I became a careful observer of casual statements of mine, after that. "Careful what you wish for". OMG.

May none of you need something like it.

[ulli]

Woke up feeling dopey this morning.
While Carmody's planetary windows are closing one by one Mars is starting the square to my natal Saturn (Virgo),
two more degrees to go, but I am beginning to feel the energy loss already.

Carmody you are nearly out of the woods...but according to the I Ching that is still a vulnerable place...
the warning is this image:
a fox is crossing an icy lake and all the time is listening to the noise the ice makes as it cracks under his weight, and just as he gets to the other side on his last steps the ice breaks and he gets his tail wet.
Since I spotted a Sun /Jupiter opp today that kind of misjudgment is still a possibility.
You can also expect more past life memories surfacing, as the north node is still doing its thing. If the remaining Saturn/Venus square is sending you thoughts like 'Nobody loves me", be assured Saturn is lying.

[ulli]

I had an 'interesting' fasting experience once:

First, i fasted for 12 days.

Fasting, to me, means "no input", so i stopped smoking and tv as well.
Salt water flushes, lemon plus a herbal bath or two a day against the cold, that was all.
I could literally feel the toxins being dissolved from the brain [quite unpleasant feeling, as brand new experience, and intense] and the body, generally.
Amazing clarity of thought after the fast, that's what i liked the most. Everything seemingly slower, but sharply to the point - no "waste".

I can still remember my first meal after fasting: Some unsalted basmati with steamed carrots [Jorr!], completely unseasoned.
The taste of this was indescribably delicious [oh, sorry Astrid, just realizing... forgive me]; it was the most awesomest stuff i'd ever eaten... and if i say so, i mean i was in awe of the food.

And you know what? This threw me into one of the weirdest parts of my life:

I got addicted to cooking, preparing food for myself; later on, baking addiction accompanied this...
and all the cooking and baking got so extreme [cause i wasn't only doing it, but also stuffing all of the food into my body],
that at one point i realised i had lost my feeling for appetite/ hunger/ being satisfied completely, and if i would go on like it, i would be dead within a week:

Picture me eating until my whole body hurt, and i could take no more... whining because of the pain in the body, and also because i had to pause eating. I had to lay the body down somewhere, for a couple of hours, whilst craving to eat more... it was insane. When i realized that physical death was right at my door, i stopped the whole thing.

How could that happen? I asked myself.

I had once casually stated in a discussion about bulimia, that "i just cannot comprehend how someone can eat so much that they 'burst'.
&
I 'd really like to know how one can lose one's sense of being hungry or satisfied".

That was it. It was GRANTED.

I became a careful observer of casual statements of mine, after that. "Careful what you wish for". OMG.

May none of you need something like it.

Thanks for sharing that. I had a similar experience when I lost all sense of fatigue once.
It wasn't even a feeling of insomnia, as that would produce some anxiousness.
But I used common sense at the time, and consciously did stuff that would induce sleep.
I knew bodies needed their rest, so I gave it that rest even though "it" didn't want it.

So the question is, when these strange urges come, who is the real "I"?
Two years later I was guided to the book that gave me many of the answers:
'In Search of the Miraculous', by P.D. Ouspensky.
A brilliant summary of 4th Way...the work of G.I.Gurdjieff.

[Sierra]

Wow Meeradas, what a trip that must've been.

ViralSpiral hugs kisses hugs kisses more hugs until you are thoroughly hugged and then an extra one.

Nora, I see you ... :)

Ernie, Transition I hope you are doing better now, if not, neither am I (though I thought I was ... ) (Forget the chickens, forget the counting, just forget it. Just hatch when you can.)

Astrid, sometimes I have to grit my teeth, with a knot in my stomach, and hover in cowardice, before I can force myself to hit the "Post Quick Reply". Complete chicken ****. Believe me. Your stories of your path, both out of the darkness, and into Shamanism, give me so much hope. Please keep telling us your story. I am a hermit as well. And I WANT to be a hermit. I have no desire to step out in the world since I withdrew four years ago when I got an ERO. A time will come no doubt, but for me, not now. Here is way social enough ... (love The Village) (kiss kiss ulli)

How are you doing on the chandelier? I "saw" it with little round things, also dangling crystal, on the outside of the big round thing towards the bottom ... is that going to "be"?

Carmody, thank you for the introduction to Lamb. I've been grazing over there :)

Ulli, do you have dolphins in Barbados? Can you swim with dolphins in Barbados?

And as for y'all in that discussion, peyote was my poison of choice after much sampling of the offerings of the day. Though, I sure had fun on LSD ... charging down a mountain side at a dead run leaping and whooping, doesn't get much better than that. Newbies... sunlight. Always. Sunlight.

Purple Lama: ... The Village weather vane cast in the shape of Queen Ulli's dear departed husband (the third) (or was it the fourth?) in Grecian robes and a wreath of laurel leaves wrapped around his bald head held aloft with wings of tarnished green copper creaks, considers turning, but doesn't. It is too humid, too still, too overcast. The breeze freshens ... a single beam of sunlight breaks through the clouds casting light on the heaving grey seas tossing spume wrack and driftwood on The Village beach. Purple Lama is walking blindly paying no attention to the calling sea gulls the waddling penguins the sea otters crashing into the barking seals as they slide down the water chutes left so kindly for their pleasure by The Village children but that is because only the seals are silly enough to park their blubbers at the end of a water chute, the crabs skittering out of his way though they'd love to stay and talk but they are too polite to interrupt the deep thoughts of one beloved by their kind as Lotus Blossom gently pulls the curtains closed and lights a fire in the kitchen to prepare Purple Lama's supper giving one last glance at the setting sun limning Purple Lama's purple hat as he bends over in astonishment and picks up an amethyst ... rolling to his feet weakly propelled by the sea from a land that never touched shore on this earth.

Calz: ... :hug: a breeze blows the curtain aside just to check on two little boys ...

Sierra thinking of ripples of water, candle light showing translucence, time to wash my hair, my heart has slowed down, let's post this in peace, no hesitation

[Marianne]

Carmody, you are an amazing blessing to those whose lives you touch. Your wisdom is so deep, we often don't get it... but it still heals us in some mysterious way.
I wish for you today, to get a measure of healing and blessings returned to you.

Love,
Marianne

[Marianne]

...........................

[modwiz]

Here and now I am going to bed. It is 6 Am. Blessings and giggles to all.

[ulli]

...........................

I just love these encoded messages...
they send my mind racing....
what might it MEAN, Marianne?"

[ulli]

Here and now I am going to bed. It is 6 Am. Blessings and giggles to all.

Good night, Modwiz. Hope your sleep is refreshing, just like Carmody's and Calz's....all our resident night watchmen.

[eaglespirit]

Here and Now sending Love to my Here and Now Family : )

Heading back to Cape Cod Saturday night with Daughter and Grandkids...been a wonderful 'Friends and Family' visit here in central MA.

Have an inherent knowing that many more People in front of me are stepping into a selfless rhythm by personal choice...Gaia is smiling : )

[Marianne]

...........................

I just love these encoded messages...
they send my mind racing....
what might it MEAN, Marianne?"

Ulli, it means I'm a goofball with my mousepad!

[jorr lundstrom]

Well, sky has been grey as Gandalfs cloak for two days now, since our littke

incident with chemtrails. Hm.............................


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Kei_Ur8gUY&feature=related

[ulli]

Wow Meeradas, what a trip that must've been.

ViralSpiral hugs kisses hugs kisses more hugs until you are thoroughly hugged and then an extra one.

Nora, I see you ... :)

Ernie, Transition I hope you are doing better now, if not, neither am I (though I thought I was ... ) (Forget the chickens, forget the counting, just forget it. Just hatch when you can.)

Astrid, sometimes I have to grit my teeth, with a knot in my stomach, and hover in cowardice, before I can force myself to hit the "Post Quick Reply". Complete chicken ****. Believe me. Your stories of your path, both out of the darkness, and into Shamanism, give me so much hope. Please keep telling us your story. I am a hermit as well. And I WANT to be a hermit. I have no desire to step out in the world since I withdrew four years ago when I got an ERO. A time will come no doubt, but for me, not now. Here is way social enough ... (love The Village) (kiss kiss ulli)

How are you doing on the chandelier? I "saw" it with little round things, also dangling crystal, on the outside of the big round thing towards the bottom ... is that going to "be"?

Carmody, thank you for the introduction to Lamb. I've been grazing over there :)

Ulli, do you have dolphins in Barbados? Can you swim with dolphins in Barbados?

And as for y'all in that discussion, peyote was my poison of choice after much sampling of the offerings of the day. Though, I sure had fun on LSD ... charging down a mountain side at a dead run leaping and whooping, doesn't get much better than that. Newbies... sunlight. Always. Sunlight.

Purple Lama: ... The Village weather vane cast in the shape of Queen Ulli's dear departed husband (the third) (or was it the fourth?) in Grecian robes and a wreath of laurel leaves wrapped around his bald head held aloft with wings of tarnished green copper creaks, considers turning, but doesn't. It is too humid, too still, too overcast. The breeze freshens ... a single beam of sunlight breaks through the clouds casting light on the heaving grey seas tossing spume wrack and driftwood on The Village beach. Purple Lama is walking blindly paying no attention to the calling sea gulls the waddling penguins the sea otters crashing into the barking seals as they slide down the water chutes left so kindly for their pleasure by The Village children but that is because only the seals are silly enough to park their blubbers at the end of a water chute, the crabs skittering out of his way though they'd love to stay and talk but they are too polite to interrupt the deep thoughts of one beloved by their kind as Lotus Blossom gently pulls the curtains closed and lights a fire in the kitchen to prepare Purple Lama's supper giving one last glance at the setting sun limning Purple Lama's purple hat as he bends over in astonishment and picks up an amethyst ... rolling to his feet weakly propelled by the sea from a land that never touched shore on this earth.

Calz: ... :hug: a breeze blows the curtain aside just to check on two little boys ...

Sierra thinking of ripples of water, candle light showing translucence, time to wash my hair, my heart has slowed down, let's post this in peace, no hesitation


Ok, this post of yours means you won the audition
and we reserve for you a lead role in the Village movie.
The Narratress!
who, accompanied by her cat and magic wand, introduces all and everyone
and gives explanations whenever our minds get blurred by thoughts like 'what is it all about?'
This movie will not be one where the Happy Ending comes after several hours of battle,
and then closes abruptly,
but where the Happy Beginning has a brief teething episode and then moves onto even happier times.
This movie is made for Carmody, who's life will take a 180 degree turn as a result.
Gone are the days of misery....the memories of pain and loss....
MAN!! we are all just STARTING OUT Here and Now.

We are the New World Order, and that is the order of our day.
The other NWO was actually an old world dis-order.

[eaglespirit]

Gone are the days of misery....the memories of pain and loss....
MAN!! we are all just STARTING OUT Here and Now.


...and THAT is in beautiful rhythm with my powerful vision in South America...
stepping in and up to Personal Higher Empowerment that Changes it ALL : )

[ulli]

Just want to share a great sync, which I just had with another Avalon member who pmed me....
(these things are getting better and better by the day.... Transiten, if you are reading this, I hope you are well and doing great on your tour...)


Just before opening this PM of yours I noticed that I joined Avalon on November 19th, 2010. One year ago.
Then I also remembered, how odd, I arrived in Barbados exactly 37 years ago, to the day....
and on the 19th of November of 1974 met my former husband.
So then I remembered how I had boarded that first flight, leaving NYC on a cold Nvember day,
to arrive in this beautiful Caribbean island...
and the book I had bought at JFK to read on the flight was Kurt Vonnegut's "CAT'S CRADLE"
and that book began something like this:
flying to the island of San Marino on the Caribbean....etc.
a total parallel to my own realty of that moment..that's why I will never forget that syncronicity.

Just now was thinking of finding the book on Amazon, or scribd.com, and reading that first page again.

And here you are mentioning a CAT'S CRADLE as the shape of your chart.
Whoa!


Just checked online...the island in Cats's Cradle was called San Lorenzo, not San Marino...
Another sync...as San Lorenzo used to be a favorite restaurant in London, two doors from my Beauchamp Place shop.

[ulli]

Well, sky has been grey as Gandalfs cloak for two days now, since our littke

incident with chemtrails. Hm.............................


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Kei_Ur8gUY&feature=related

I thought Chemtrails was their response to global warming...but why would they want to cool Sweden down, in November...beats me.

[jorr lundstrom]

Well, sky has been grey as Gandalfs cloak for two days now, since our littke

incident with chemtrails. Hm.............................


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Kei_Ur8gUY&feature=related

I thought Chemtrails was their response to global warming...but why would they want to cool Sweden down, in November...beats me.


We have freezing during the nights and two days ago when they were spraying was the

first nice day we have had for a long time. Blue sky, no clouds and no wind. Best weather

to spray chemtrails cos you can predict exactly where the fallout lands. There are a lot of

benefits with chemtrails, the aluminium makes the soil high in Ph which kills off trees and

plants, its toxic for the microscopic life in the soil, so we get rid of those small creeps that

is necessary for grass and weeds. Creates respiratory problems in humans, ppl with asthma

congregate in the waiting rooms in health care facitities. Also a good agent to evolve skin problems.

Ppl can even get blind from getting a lot of aluminiums into the system. So you see Ulli, the idea of

a Global warming is just an illusion they can hide a lot of other activities behind, and ppl are buying

into the BS of a Global warming. Im not worried about all those Bluebeam, WW3 and all those

catastrophies that never happens, but chemtrails are happening on adaily basis around the world

today. NOW

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Here and now, another day at work. I'm looking forward to another weekend of cool sunshine, raking leaves with the kids and then playing in them, tending to the winter garden, and winterizing the chicken coop. Wieder an die Arbiet, Sepp!

[ulli]

Here and now, another day at work. I'm looking forward to another weekend of cool sunshine, raking leaves with the kids and then playing in them, tending to the winter garden, and winterizing the chicken coop. Wieder an die Arbiet, Sepp!

Hmmm, where did that bit of German come from, I wonder?
My mother was a hard worker, but more so than most Germans as she had the added need
to impress her farmer father-in-law that city girls, too, can work hard...

the other bit is what got to me...
when she passed away 5 years ago she joined her beloved brother Heinz, whom she called him Sepp...
I had forgotten all about that until I saw this post...

[Carmody]

Nasty life, nasty astrological alignments. Up for approx 40 hours now, all of it with notable stress. I'm drinking a 'knockout beer', and then expecting that I'll be getting up after about 6 hours of fitful sleep, to continue where I left off.

Just make sure you don't use workarounds to the spell checker to start cussing. :p

That's a bit of a private joke between Mod and I.

Just before this, I made what is basically the same post, minus the gentle chiding I gave a member for being angry and posting angry. I said this is what's going on in my life right now. But I was trying to indicate that their getting around the 'granny checker' on the forum, purposely, by misspelling swear words..to increase the vitriol of their post, was not the idea, was not the intent or reason for the forum's existence. I indicated that..Here I was, under a fairly high level of stress (on multiple fronts, and multiple levels)..and I was not bringing it to the forum, I was not dumping that emotion HERE, as a form of release. For that pollutes the forum in negative ways. I could go off and by angry on my own, all I want, but I'll not do it here. Same for my personal relations. Ulli's seen my chart, she knows that it's packed with enough passion for any three people. And I have to release it, otherwise it will kill me. It is a constant flow in my case, and more like a fire hose, in this life. Due to the intensity of my chart and the things in it, I shudder when I look at how it could have gone if I had... for some reason, decided to go bad. Thus my earlier comment about my parents, who never raised a hand, never gave us nasty undercurrents in their communications, etc.

Regarding 'going bad', when I was 16, I get the feeling that the door for that had tried to open, in front of me. I said once, on the forum here, that a man sat down in my living room, when I was 16, and offered a life of fast cars, women, drugs, whatever. The whole lot. I was 16, I was halfway through tearing down the direction my life was trying to go in, which was high level, as in stock broker, billionaire, etc. A problem as the passion and the ride would have remained, but not the perspective --of being totally down. Incapacity to relate, would be firmly in place.

So, I tore down a future that could have easily gone that way. I seemed to have sensed danger there. I also combined my love of the ride..with teenage passion for such rides. That is when the man sit in the living room, and offered the way out. I ignored him ...and continued the rampage of personal destruction.

Also, I suspect the reason behind the 'memory' of the prior life of a slave, who was beaten every day, and never broke, and died unbroken. Show us you can handle this, kid, and your wish for that nightmare - may be granted.

I don't think that many could understand the (specific) level of the rollercoaster ride it presents (but we all have or times, our moments-our individual given limits will always be approached) when it goes on it's incredible ups and downs. I spent most of my childhood, energetically, and emotionally, going from coma to the ride of the peak and then a coma again, wondering, fearfully.... what the next time the ride would be like when the door opens and the interrogator with the unanswerable questions..comes in and delivers another incomprehensible beating. It's been an odd combination of both. The beatings will continue until the morale improves..and simultaneously....the morale will continue until the beatings improve.

Sometimes I take it out for rides and go on a merry year or two long ride of insanity, like jumping off the tip of a mountain peak that rumbles and builds itself into existence under my feet, and gliding until the energy ends..or I find myself buried in a deep valley in the rubble... and have to dig out. And always.... the ride begins again.

I described it once, as if I get the fun of riding/surfing 1000 foot waves, coming down the side at incredible speed, in a glorious rush of adrenaline and fear/joy, but having to watch for the coral rocks, and sometimes hitting them. And like magic, always popping into existence at the formation of another wave...and having to paddle like mad. Never able to get out of the ocean, always being forced to ride the wave, or roll in the aftermath, drowning, if I refuse the ride.

Surf, or die.

As always, the synchronicity. This was playing as I ended the post.

http://www.myspace.com/valectramusic/music/songs/it-39-s-too-late-come-back-80312235

[ulli]

My chart is nothing like Carmodys' but I do have a nasty Pluto Moon square as well as Venus Uranus opposition. Most of has have a few potential pits into which we can fall.
But my 'Carmody moment' came when I saw that three months ahead (it was around March 1996) there would be a stellum at a certain date, making a right angle to both my Venus as well as my Uranus.
With that many squares all at once I began to wonder if I would even survive such a ride at all...and the fears started coming in, every day increasing.
Only astrologers can experience that kind of fear.
While normal mums used to worry about their kids having accidents or falling in the pool, worrying all the time, that kind of worry didn't happen to me, unless there was a bad planet on the horizon.
Nowadays I don't like to look too far ahead in my chart... to avoid unnecessary fears.

[9eagle9]

Lol my mother couldn't forgive anything but especially smoking (it makes you a sl*t) and drinking (it makes you Irish). My mother hated her Irish origins so much that she made up stories in her head that we were actually Waspy sorts of royalty and relate this other family members who would say, Hello we're not English! Where did you come from? She was stuck in a puritanical energy; I swear she lived in a time that ended hundred of years ago.

She had such puritanical energy that Thanksgiving holiday here in the States still gives me the creeps. I KNOW that if I sorted through the invididuals who tried the Salem Witch Trials I'd find her there. Probably also where she got the notion were English caught in her pretenses.???That physical vanity in her promoted a sense of awful self conciousness about my appearance since she venerated the mirror so much. I never became a mirror person. When I got older and some people suggested I could become a model I thought they were one, pulling my leg and I couldn't imagine a more horrible life than everyone staring at me. I spent most of my life with my hair hanging in my face.

Not wanting to be seen manifests itself in so many tentacles I find it fascinating. It challenges even one's right existence. My mother would not be seen going to the mail box without her implants, make up and lifts prominently brought front and center. What a waste of time to make yourself up so carefully for a trip to the mailbox. She didn't want me to be seen either and in doing so just made me all that much more obvious to others. Or obviated herself. A relentless vicious circle the more she didn't want me to be seen, the more I was seen, the more she revealed herself for what she was, and it angered her into the sorts of rages that Im sure you've experienced.

Children that come from families of "Children should be seen and not heard' values often experience this. I have a cousin who would silently pull the house down , rebelling against this notion. Everyone seen him making a 'a seen' but no one ever heard him. ..Lol. Little brat that he was, I now appreciate this silent form of rebelliion. He'd pee all the wall smiling and silent . He was seen all right but....never heard.

Or children of parents where being seen promotes violence simply for being seen. That challenges one's right existence.

Curiously I now notice that people who have my mother's issues don't like me being 'seen' either. Or heard. And I set off the same sorts of reactions in them that she had. Furious that I was being seen. Then obviate more attention to me by screaming at the whole world, "Look at her showing herself" , then everyone looks and sees me , and makes them all that more furious. Actually quite funny after you get out of the trap of that perception and seeing express itself. She needed an audience at all times, but also lent the impression that having an audience was the worst thing in the world.

One does eventually learn to laugh at this stuff.




I feel like i really missed out not doing drugs when i was younger,
but those i did try, had the opposite effect on me.
So i didn't bother getting into them.
That and the parental programming,
" We would forgive anything but that"
I did have alot of druggie friends and boyfriends though.
I must admit, since being on this path i have much more of a curiousity
and with no fear attached.

LOve that Pink Floyd track Carmody,

[Ernie Nemeth]

Here and now: About to go to work, a small job fixing a bar's outside signage.

My only claim to fame is I know a guy, Stan Endersby, who used to be in The Loving Spoonfuls, I think. He still writes his music, his computers are heavy duty machines with teraquads of memory. He recounts the good old days all the time so I have heard many stories of all the great ones. He had a bio on TV a few months ago. He's still in litigation, never received his fair share of the proceeds from his heady days or something like that. Met him during my ACIM days.

I am far from okay, too. But as Carmody says, too much negativity on this forum is not conducive to good vibes. So I don't post about it. I am allowing it, and saying yes to it but the situation has not yet changed. But it will, unless it doesn't. Either way, I will not allow myself to wallow in misery or begin my litany of how victimized I have been. I own my life, no one else.

Sorry to hear of your troubling ordeals, Charmody. I'm sure you will overcome. I will think of you today, send some positive energy.

That's quite a long fast, Astrid. If I tried that I would shrivel up, turn to dust, and blow away in the wind. I'm already thin. I maintain an ideal weight within two or three pounds since I was 15 or 16. No matter how much or how little I eat. But if I miss even one meal my stomach begins complaining. Miss two, and I'm out of sorts for days. Miss three and my ribs start to show...

Sierra, I liked your imagery. Must have been significant for PL, yes? My dad always said I would become a hermit if I did not change my ways. This was his sage advice to me the days we had our car accident and my wife walked out of the house in -30 degree weather without a coat, in shock. The police found her wandering around on the street an hour later. We flipped the car on the way to my parent's place in FT. McMurray, Alberta, Canada on Christmas eve (the oilsands, dad worked for Suncor, the original oil sands company). Presents were strewn all over the highway! And dad says I'll become a hermit if I do not treat my wife better and learn to get along with people. We were divorced the next year(1989).

Just got a call for another job, 53 pot lights and a kitchen relocation. Maybe I won't get two months behind on rent and bills after all. There's still almost two weeks before the end of the month!

Gotta go, hugs to all.

[ulli]

While working I was thinking about the Holographic Universe theory...
well, to me it's not just a theory, as astrology has provided me with ample proof.
As above so below...patterns repeat forever, in a never-ending ripple effect.

The only control that can be considered real (without a back lash) is when an individual turns inner hate emotions around and neutralizes them.
Not because they are told to do so, but as a result of an inner conviction that this is the way it all works.

I call it the ripple effect.
One is aligning oneself with the cosmic patterns,
which are really quite orderly, or one wouldn't be able to make predictions at all, like tomorrow morning there will be another sunrise.

So Ernie...why are the jobs coming now, all of a sudden? My guess is because you are getting a few thoughts straightened out in your head.
Balancing love for others with a healthy dose of self love.
Maybe in your case that's all it takes.

So many people are going around with low self esteem, a low opinion of themselves...how unfair that is.
Would one want to have such a low opinion of another human being? Probably not. So why of the self?

But I think we on this thread have one thing in common...we were outcasts in one form or another,
until we ourselves began to believe what others thought of us.

And even though Carmody had great parents who were decent human beings
he still managed to wake up long ago stuff of getting beaten, on a daily basis, which could make him doubt his self worth, possibly?
Some memories just need to be purged, just like Astrids cleansing. Once and forever.
I would like to be of help in that here, and that is why I myself, am doing so much reminiscing...
it is really a healing experience for me.


So if a negative memory is brought here for analysis on this thread, that is perfectly fine by me.
We can then perhaps get rid of it for good, and free the member from those haunting images.
I'm not insisting that only positive reports are brought to the table..
Here and now is what is.
What is, is
what ain't ain't.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Here and now, another day at work. I'm looking forward to another weekend of cool sunshine, raking leaves with the kids and then playing in them, tending to the winter garden, and winterizing the chicken coop. Wieder an die Arbiet, Sepp!

Hmmm, where did that bit of German come from, I wonder?
My mother was a hard worker, but more so than most Germans as she had the added need
to impress her farmer father-in-law that city girls, too, can work hard...

the other bit is what got to me...
when she passed away 5 years ago she joined her beloved brother Heinz, whom she called him Sepp...
I had forgotten all about that until I saw this post...

Thanks for the anecdote, Ulli. That is a quote from Max Frisch's "Biedermann und die Brandstifter." The context in the play is that Biedermann was distracting the Brandstifters and they had to "Get back to work" dousing the building's roof with gasoline. I always say that to myself when I am procrastinating. "Wieder an die Arbeit, Sepp....." Sepp was one of the Brandstifters.

[astrid]

@ 9eagle9, thank you for your words . I think its
for sure part parental- especially my father often
said " get out of my sight " he was a rager and
we were all terrified of him. And the religious
upbringing full of shame and guilt. Yes some of
things they said to us was pretty horrific,
useless , worthless , you will never amount to
anything, Then there were the beatings, the
" washing stick "'was 2 inches thick. Then I
would go to school and it happened all over again .
Day in day out for years. I learnt very early on to
transcend the 3D realm, it was the only thing
that kept me alive . If I knew then what I knew
now I'm sure I would have taken a short trip
home.. But the Christian bit fixed that . I had
this rather large Jesus on the cross hanging over
my bed . I used to take it down at night because
i could never sleep . Mind you I foight the lot of
it every inch of the way.
From very young I knew the religion thing was total
BS ii was always refusing to go to church , it got
to point where they where pulling me out of the house
by my hair .I was strong and had a serious set of lungs on
me , one of my few powers was to embarrass them,
as they were always so hyper concerned about how
people saw them . "what will people think?"'
And nothing was ok unless they knew of someone
else doing it first . So being born very
willful with a very strong mind of my own i was
screwed.
So to say I picked the hardest life choice
is the understatement of the century .
If that wasnt initiatory I dont know what is.
When I reached puberty things got even worse
with them making fun of me trying to navigate
growing up .
Mum started listening to my phone
calls opening my mail and reading my journal.
Wheni had the rare offer to sleepover with girlfriends
she would be callling 5 or 6 times, biut when i started
dating of was only on the proviso that she came too.
And the lecturing about sex i can still here it now
"if you have sex everyone will know and you will
not be able to walk down the street and hold your
head up high " her exact words .
So yeah I'm doing ok to have prevailed, and
forgiving them and having them back in my
life has take a very long time.
These days it's on my terms and I use Pavlov here
- they behave treat me with respect they get to
see me , they cross the line i withdraw contact .
They have got the message .

But this is actually a not a story of "'woe is me"
but of courage and of understanding the big
picture . I chose this life because i wanted the
greatest learnings I could get. And add to that
the last life component and it makes more sense.

Mum was my daughter in another life , I guess
I would have been classed as a witch back fhen.'
My daughter i treated her as a servant, so
hence mums relentless want to try and control
me In this life . Dad i haven't worked out yet,
but I know we have some serious history
once again control and power issues but more.

Will stop there sorry its so long !

Please bear with the typos it's 5am here and I'm
on iPhone .

[araucaria]

Happy anniversary tomorrow dear Ulli!
what is is
what ain't ain't
whatever will be will be?

[Sierra]

These days it's on my terms and I use Pavlov here
- they behave treat me with respect they get to
see me , they cross the line i withdraw contact .


This works. :)

I am surrounded by people who are talking about their slow train wrecks. Dry eyed, (for a change) I look at mine. It is so slow. I feel it every inch of the way. A promise is a promise.

I'll be your narrator Ulli. Neptune is my friend (I hear Gollum laughing) ...

Sitting on the quay, watching the waves survive their crash and dissolution ... time for latte now.

[astrid]

No accident that we have a lovely summer storm
here . As I lie in bed the rain on he roof is
cleansing and making everything fresh and new
again . Thunder now too. I have only just started
to consciously work with the elements in the last
year or so. It's such an awesome power .
I was standing out in a storm yesterday
really feeling my kundalini and the storm energy .
connecting up. Very cool indeed

[eaglespirit]

No accident that we have a lovely summer storm
here . As I lie in bed the rain on he roof is
cleansing and making everything fresh and new
again . Thunder now too. I have only just started
to consciously work with the elements in the last
year or so. It's such an awesome power .
I was standing out in a storm yesterday
really feeling my kundalini and the storm energy .
connecting up. Very cool indeed

Awesome Astrid...this post of Yours prompted me to dig up an old post of mine from Noble Realms.
The Last Blast of Thunder that morning in 2007 actually vibrated right through me from behind on that hill at Chaco Canyon.
As many of You here may already know...I am an avid sungazer and this particular morning showed me just how powerfully connected we are(again) with the elements if we choose to step up that direct connection by choice and action. Astrid, I literally was brought to unstoppable joyful tears at that sunrise when the storm simply silenced and parted the canyon. We have such wonderful natural access to these Energies and can upgrade that relationship at any time...especially right now to help Mother Earth and Ourselves Balance ALL of the Energies for the Benefit of ALL Life through the Transition We are now a Living Part Of! Thank You again Astrid :

...10/08/2007

Hi Sun Friends,

How Are My Fellow Solar Meditators? : )
Wishing You All Well!

I just returned from a 7 day journey to Chaco Canyon and other sacred and
beautiful areas in New Mexico with a wonderful spiritual group I am a part of.

http://planetpooks.files.wordpress.com/2007/06/chaco-canyon.jpg

I connected with the spirits and the light in that beautiful canyon with a few of the most beautiful and wonderful sunrises (a couple of sunsets too).
The last sunrise before leaving brought me to joyous tears...
if you know what I mean!
HaHa! : )

That last sunrise was an emotional gift as there was an immense morning thunder storm right behind me coming in from the west...just before Grandfather Sun came up that storm made one last bright and loud flash directly behind me from the west and immediately silenced and dispersed "around" the canyon on both the north and south sides...what a memorable and connecting moment with the sun and the spirits and the cosmos.

I had wonderful follow-up gratitude/connection barefoot walks on that high spot at the canyon, too : )

Love and Light,
Dan

[Carmody]

No accident that we have a lovely summer storm
here . As I lie in bed the rain on he roof is
cleansing and making everything fresh and new
again . Thunder now too. I have only just started
to consciously work with the elements in the last
year or so. It's such an awesome power .
I was standing out in a storm yesterday
really feeling my kundalini and the storm energy .
connecting up. Very cool indeed

I've brought the lightning down before. It is dangerous as the energy is localized on you, and well, it's a power trip. Not saying yours was, just a general note about the potential in such things. Kundalini is so close to orgasmic and the storm energy is so intense, that it can be difficult to turn away the depth of contact.

[modwiz]

No accident that we have a lovely summer storm
here . As I lie in bed the rain on he roof is
cleansing and making everything fresh and new
again . Thunder now too. I have only just started
to consciously work with the elements in the last
year or so. It's such an awesome power .
I was standing out in a storm yesterday
really feeling my kundalini and the storm energy .
connecting up. Very cool indeed

I've brought the lightning down before. It is dangerous as the energy is localized on you, and well, it's a power trip. Not saying yours was, just a general note about the potential in such things. Kundalini is so close to orgasmic and the storm energy is so intense, that it can be difficult to turn away the depth of contact.

I called the lightning, one time only this Summer, and fortunately it went into the field I directed it to. This was at the institute I work at. After realizing many free spirits like to frolic in the rain it seemed ill advised to do so as I called it after the main storm had passed and so it would not have seemed unwise to walk in the field. That being said, it was the power trip part that concerned me equally and it made me feel cheap and frivolous.
The mechanics are relatively simple. No spells or incantations required, just good focus and intent and knowing what conditions are needed to 'call' the strike down.

My approach was not kundalini oriented.

[astrid]

@ eagle just beautiful thank you .
Perfect even exactly what I'm working on right now.
Sun gazing , well actually I have
been doing a little of that during my fast
everymorning. I.was just outside in
Pjs, barefoot on wet lawn. Feeding my hens and
putting all my seedlings out for a drink.
Very much in a state of.bloss and awe.
Day 14 and life is freaking Brilliant .
Carmody I have more than enough to
spare feel free to tap in if you need
an extra boost.

Much love to all

[Sierra]

I imagine the chances of a karmic intersection in this place, loom rather large...

In which case, I give you my love, I ask for your forgiveness, I am so sorry, and I thank you for being here now that I may tell you so.

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I found something that gets the MSM down, Simply Orange Juice with Pineapple, no pulp.

Even conquers the taste of two scoops of MSM. :becky:

Sierra

[astrid]

@Mod and Carmody thanks. Power trip, well I can
see that angle , I wasn't so much calling it to me
rather than me connecting to it . but I can
totally see where you are both coming from .
Not into power trips, been at the wrong end of
too many to know better . And messing with
nature , well we all know where that has got us .
This was more in the spirit of honoring the beauty
and power .
I had his dream once where I was
measuring and collecting wind energy with
the help of the wind herself . I thought it really
odd at the time, but now it makes more sense .
Of course Shamanism is fundamental in working
with the flow of nature, with much respect,
gratitude and reverence . One of the things
I really love about it, is the ego is pushed out
of the picture and we are just the vessel through
which all things flow .
Sometimes i send in "help" and the other party
comes back to me reporting pretty mind blowing
stuff and I have absolutely no awareness to it .
I like that, detachment to outcome and being
invisible are very handy things .

[modwiz]

@Mod and Carmody thanks. Power trip, well I can
see that angle , I wasn't so much calling it to me
rather than me connecting to it . but I can
totally see where you are both coming from .
Not into power trips, been at the wrong end of
too many to know better . And messing with
nature , well we all know where that has got us .
This was more in the spirit of honoring the beauty
and power .
I had his dream once where I was
measuring and collecting wind energy with
the help of the wind herself . I thought it really
odd at the time, but now it makes more sense .
Of course Shamanism is fundamental in working
with the flow of nature, with much respect,
gratitude and reverence . One of the things
I really love about it, is the ego is pushed out
of the picture and we are just the vessel through
which all things flow .

I was speaking for myself. I never meant for you to take any of that personally for a moment. Carmody and I are both Dragons and dealing with arrogance/vanity and power is a big part of balancing that energy with some grace. I cautiously include Carmody here as I do not wish to speak for him and the Dragon path he is walking.

Perhaps of some interest: John Lennon was a Dragon.

[PurpleLama]

I've not tried to inluence lightning, but many times I've lifted the rain, or stopped rotation in a storm, and a few times pushed funnels back up into the clouds. Weather witchery is what comes most natural to me, and has gone on the longest, since childhood.


Thanks for your story, Sierra. I think it's pretty great! At the end I couldn't help but fixate on one of my amethyst spheres for a while. :)

[modwiz]

I've not tried to inluence lightning, but many times I've lifted the rain, or stopped rotation in a storm, and a few times pushed funnels back up into the clouds. Weather witchery is what comes most natural to me, and has gone on the longest, since childhood.


Thanks for your story, Sierra. I think it's pretty great! At the end I couldn't help but fixate on one of my amethyst spheres for a while. :)

Don't have much call for stopping funnels here in the NE, but it has happened. That felt good. Living in a tent for six months at a time has led to more than one occasion where I've had to step outside, grab the staff, and have a word with the "incoming". I find they respond well to requests and generally being advised of who is in their path. Friends do not hurt friends, on purpose. I was in my tent for Irene. We didn't even get a gust of wind and the power did not go out, even though devastation and power outages happened all around. We had a snow storm earlier this Spring. That one was brutal because so many 'children' were gleefully wanting it. Huge energy draw there. Only lessened snowfall and 'storm time' was possible with that one.

I find a little chat on weather magic (witchery) enlivening and one more of us should be aware of. Only for the mitigation of suffering and not meddling.

[Marianne]

PL and Modwiz, me too! Weather wizardry just comes naturally.

[astrid]

@ Mod . It's ok I was just making sure i articulated
things properly, sometimes I have to check.
No offense taken. It's cool I'm getting a lot of
practice here at putting the right words in the
right order . I have an arrogant, know it all,
vane aspect also but she and the femme fatal
are under very strict instructions to sit things
out . They have both had more than enough
time on stage . Now it's time for some other
more core archetypes to have their turn .
I think another reason why I hide, being too
much in public sees those two really start to
rattle their cage .

[modwiz]

@ Mod . It's ok I was just making sure i articulated
things properly, sometimes I have to check.
No offense taken. It's cool I'm getting a lot of
practice here at putting the right words in the
right order . I have an arrogant, know it all,
vane aspect also but she and the femme fatal
are under very strict instructions to sit things
out . They have both had more than enough
time on stage . Now it's time for some other
more core archetypes to have their turn .
I think another reason why I hide, being too
much in public sees those two really start to
rattle their cage .

The beauty of hermit life is it really protects against stepping on toes. I never have any fights with myself, it is a very peaceful existence. I call myself a few playful names from time to time. All called for, of course.

[astrid]

Wow some awesome stories there.
Quite some talent in da house
I bow to all of you.
Again what a blessing and an honor
to be in this group.

[astrid]

I'm a snake in chinese astro,
I used to find that that I had a lot of
Snake friends too , we all gravitated to
each other. One particular male snake
came in and out of my life like , well yes
a snake . Broke my heart twice.
Something past life there for sure , the intensity
was so huge it was ridiculous.
Not sure I have meet any more snakes on PA
or even online .

Ok I think I had best get up .

[PurpleLama]

Wow some awesome stories there.
Quite some talent in da house
I bow to all of you.
Again what a blessing and an honor
to be in this group.

Ain't none of us any different. That is, to say, there is nothing any of us can do that we all can't do. For weater stuff I just push what I imagine my energy field to be and I let it expand into the sky and earth, up and down, and just go from there and feel it out. It works a lot of the time. Everybody should try it.

So much is possible, I just love this reality. We are so able to appreciate with wonderment the creation.

[onawah]

I hope you all don't mind me checking in here briefly. The idea of participating in weather intrigues me.
I love being in a tent during a thunder storm! The power and intensity of Nature all around, with just a thin layer of material between, is such a natural high.
I've never actually tried to change the weather, though I have asked for the weather to change.
Except for once, when I was attending a 3 day crystal workshop in Santa Cruz, Ca. in the middle of a drought, with no relief in sight.
We were told by the director of the workshop that we were going to make it rain in the next few day, even though there was no rain in the forecast at all, just by bringing the energy of the region into better balance through our work with the crystals.
And he was right--it did rain for a full day after the workshop was over, much to the surprise of the forecasters.

I mentioned the last time I was on this thread that I was going to the 11:11:11 Conference in Little Rock, Arkansas. I have posted my impressions of that experience in a new thread, if anyone is interested in reading it. It's at:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35065-Inpressions-an-11-11-11-Experience-with-Max-the-Crystal-Skull-Dr.-Osmanagich-more&p=359163#post359163

[Ernie Nemeth]

Ken Carey wrote of weathering out a storm at the top of a big tree, being awestruck by the power of the storm. It was not his big book, The Third Millenium, but another one I forget the name of. I think he is a shaman of sorts, his writings are full of nature, like when he teaches the local birds a new song, or joins in the croaking of the frogs. Cool stuff.

I'm not inclined that way. I did some experimenting as a teen but dropped it, sensing it was not for me. I'm more of a good deeds guy, or even the guy with a solution or improvisor/facilitator. I can call for power but I'd rather direct the recipient to more experienced souls.

Not much surprised about the "talents" in the group. I sensed it from the beginning, in general terms, not specifically.

[onawah]

Is everyone familiar with the story of Julia Butterfly Hill?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Julia_Butterfly_Hill
(The photos won't embed for some reason, so you'll have to go to:
http://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images?_adv_prop=image&fr=moz2-ytff-sunm&va=julia+butterfly+hill
I heard her speak once at the Arkansas University campus and was fascinated with her account of weathering violent storms while living on a small platform high up in a giant redwood tree named Luna, which, as an environmentalist, she was working to save from being cut down. She said when the first big storm came, the tree was swaying and shaking, and she was terrified. But Luna spoke to her, and when she pressed her body to the trunk and surrendered to the motion and the fury of the storm and the crashing of the lightning, she had a wonderful OBE. I envied her!

[Ernie Nemeth]

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[Guest]

Hi Sierra,

Hard to miss a very big and tall cedar tree named Nora:)

The cedar tree is a representation of some grace in my life. In the spring of 2007 I took a younger relative of mine; she was about 15 at the time and a city kid on a trip up to the Pacific North West -Washinggton state. We did the usual tourist things Pikes Place, the fairs in the University district and then I took her up to Mt. Ranier. When I had felt & found a good place to stop, I parked the car and said that we are going to walk in the forest. She said why? I said to her I wasn't sure but that there are a lot of beautiful cedar trees here & I'll know when I find it and I would like to walk. We went into the forest pretty deeply and it was so beautifully quiet. Finally we walked into a small clearing and in the center was biggest cedar tree I have ever come across. We stayed with the tree for quite a while basking in the wonderment of it. Then I picked some cedar leaves -I had to stand on the tips of my toes to reach the bottom leaves. I left some tobacco & a bit of food for the tree. We made the trek back to the car. I packed the cedar leaves in 2 brown grocery bags in my suit case & it flew home with me. A couple of months later, I ran into a friend who was going to Sundance and gave most of the cedar leaves to him. They used the cedar leaves for their Sundance ceremony. Cedar is very good for protection and the mind.

Nora

we are all related

[aranuk]

I hope you all don't mind me checking in here briefly. The idea of participating in weather intrigues me.
I love being in a tent during a thunder storm! The power and intensity of Nature all around, with just a thin layer of material between, is such a natural high.
I've never actually tried to change the weather, though I have asked for the weather to change.
Except for once, when I was attending a 3 day crystal workshop in Santa Cruz, Ca. in the middle of a drought, with no relief in sight.
We were told by the director of the workshop that we were going to make it rain in the next few day, even though there was no rain in the forecast at all, just by bringing the energy of the region into better balance through our work with the crystals.
And he was right--it did rain for a full day after the workshop was over, much to the surprise of the forecasters.

I mentioned the last time I was on this thread that I was going to the 11:11:11 Conference in Little Rock, Arkansas. I have posted my impressions of that experience in a new thread, if anyone is interested in reading it. It's at:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35065-Inpressions-an-11-11-11-Experience-with-Max-the-Crystal-Skull-Dr.-Osmanagich-more&p=359163#post359163
I now have a fair idea what all the unusual weather in the world is caused by. You folks above are the culprits methinks. It's on record above. There's no excuses.

Stan

[thunder24]

i saw the catskills yesterday....they are ok...but not like the blueridge or appalachians....and massachu****s you needs to invest in UR roads...geez...

ah the life on the road

peace

[modwiz]

i saw the catskills yesterday....they are ok...but not like the blueridge or appalachians....and massachu****s you needs to invest in UR roads...geez...

ah the life on the road

peace

You're correct. As mountains they are OK, but they are great to live in. They are particularly friendly and have lots of places that are easy to get to but very beautiful with losts of streams, swimming holes and a water falls around almost every bend. I wish they were not so far North though. Colder than a prudes butt during the Winter.

[onawah]

Well, Stan, I guess now I will have to confess to the rest.
In the town where I live in the Ozark Mtns., on a little sidestreet right downtown there is a kiosk built into the side of Magnetic Mountain where Magnetic Spring emerges.
According to another magician, geologist, world traveler, sacred tour guide and channeler of AA Metatron named James Tyberonn, who was brought up in Arkansas crystal country,
( website at: http://www.earth_keeper.com ), there is a huge Atlantean Crystal (one of three in Arkansas, the others being the Emerald Crystal of Healing and the Blue Crystal of Knowledge) known as the Platinum Crystal of the Law of Onek buried under Magnetic Mtnk that was just reactivated on 11:11:11, one of nine such crystals around the world which have been in safe keeping until this time of the formation of a new crystalline grid.
And we have definitely been working with these energies here in Arkansas!
In fact, since the reactivation of the Platinum Crystal on 11:11, there has been quite a buzz in the alternative community here. In fact, I got this email message today:
" Hello All,
There were some real powerful energies on 11-11-11 and it will be continuing. I would like to share some information with you all.
This is what I heard from people that were at Magnetic Spring that morning. There were about 25 people there with their crystals for the experience of the wakening of the Platimun crystal. The experience that they had was that their clear crystals turned smokey! They were a little upset with these results and didn't understand what was going on. I had been contacted by someone that lives over in Fayetteville that was at Magnetic Spring and she also said that when she returned home that her crystals at home had also changed from clear to smokey and one smokey crystal had turned clear! Now I immediately went to my crystals to check them and they were fine, I didn't see anything different with them. This made me think that something may have happened out at magnetic spring when the large crystal awoke.
I emailed J.Y. and she said she would like to take a look at the crystals. I will see what I can do about that. K.S. and I talked about this at length and I learned what makes a crystal smokey is radiation. This is our guess since we have not seen the crystals or have not been able to hold and ask them.
Maybe when the large crystal awoke there was a release of radiation and it was absorbed by the small crystals. When the woman got home maybe her crystals that were at home were affected by the woman herself and the crystals that were present at magnetic spring. We don't know for sure what affected them but know there was some powerful energy that day."
Since these energies are getting stronger we need to be more mindful of what we are doing and meditate or journey on the things we wish to do with the crystals."

You can read more about the crystals and what Tyberonn calls the Crysto Sun Discs ( a kind of Atlantean technology) at:
http://www.earth-keeper.com/EKnews_58.htm
and here:
http://www.earth-keeper.com/EKnews_57.htm
The following is from the above link:

"What's Up in Arkansas? Transition in the Crystal Vortex
"The activity of the Crystal Vortex is quickening. We have told you in previous channels that the vortexial portal of Arkansas is emerging to be one of the most important and powerful energies on the planet. It has grown logarithmically over the past 3 years, and many unusual phenomenon are beginning to be noticed in the Crystal Vortex.

We tell you Masters, this is just the beginning, for the crystalline energy is amazingly robust and effusively dynamic. This benevolent energy is indeed a force of omnipotent ubiquity that has not been seen on the planet in many millennia. It is a powerful combination of telluric, hyper-dimensional and cosmic forces that are capable of shaking the earth and opening dimensions. It is also capable of up shifting your frequency. All of these are in fact occurring, and exponentially so, as there are dynamics of crysto-magnetic physics at play that are beyond your current scientific comprehension.

Arkansas is the largest deposit of natural quartz crystal in the northern hemisphere, and the second largest deposit in the world, second only to Brazil. But it is the largest unsegmented, continuous deposit on the planet, and contains the most resonant crystals, indeed programmed and coded crystals from the Law of One. The quartz deposits in Arkansas begin in the area of Little Rock and extend in a massive western curve for over 170 miles, with a width of 35-40 miles. Arkansas also contains unique combinations of magnetic minerals, radium charged aquifers and a diamond deposit, which work synergistically with the quartz. Because of this blend of energies, the Crystal Vortex of Arkansas is the most powerful in terms of the potency and utility of its vortexial-portal field. This is why the Atlanteans were especially attracted to the area, and why the Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance still retain underground bases in the area. It is rapidly completing, and is on path to soon become the Trigger of the Ascension.
Crystal Caves
Masters, beneath the surface of the central region of Arkansas rest enormous beds of exquisite crystals the size and beauty of which are visually stunning. Some of these quartz points are over 40 meters in length, seeded by the early Atlanteans. There are crystal caves beneath Arkansas that are esthetically mesmerizing exuding symmetry and inner light that is sublime. These 'Master Crystals' are beyond the reach of your mining concerns, and that is purposed. These crystal entities are very ancient and have been in a dormant mode for millennia. They were programmed with specialized attributes by the Sirians & Atlanteans, and are now in joyous modes of re-activation. These awakenings are releasing efficacious dynamics and energies that spawn unusual phenomena as they reboot, none of which will be malevolent, quite the contrary. Indeed they are a gift of immaculate proportion and intricate value.

Question to Metatron: On the 1-1-11 (Jan 1, 2011) 5,000 birds apparently fell from the sky in Arkansas, and on the same day 100,000 fish died in the Arkansas River. Can you explain what happened, and is it related in any way to the Crystal Activation?

Metatron: It was indeed an occurrence that raised quite a lot of attention. The demise of the blackbirds was in truth an aspect of the crystalline energies of Arkansas, the death of the fish was not. And although initially reported as occurring the same day, the fish began dying several days earlier. The fish died as a result of a bacterium in the river waters, which occurred as the result of residual traces of an agricultural pollutant that drained into the river far upstream.

The referenced occurrence took place when an enormous flock of red-winged blackbirds, hundreds of thousands of which nest in this area, flew into a piezo-electrical pulse of crystalline energy in that portion of the Crystal Vortex. The birds flew into an electrical vortexial emission that sadly temporarily stunned them and approximately 4500 of a flock of more than 15,000 experienced a loss of equilibrium. They died as a result of blunt trauma from the crash to the ground. Now we will add that this particular type of flocking bird operates in group-thought pattern, somewhat similar to a school of fish. This type of life form is actually a unified concentric beingness and one ‘mind’ pattern regulates their awareness. This is how they manage to make such beautiful aerobatic swirls in mass, as if precisely choreographed. In a manner of speaking these flocks are one entity with many units composing one awareness . They are not individual beings, per se, in the usual sense. As such, their composite beingness is still quite alive.

Now, let us add that what happened in Arkansas was not a result of HAARP or any covert military, secret government activity, despite the conspiracy theorists speculations. It was a natural occurrence that has taken place before in this area, albeit from different tension source. All quartz is piezoelectric. This is a mineralogical property of quartz well known to your science. Quartz is capable under certain pressurized conditions of emitting an electrical charge. However, in this case the charge was triggered from the quickening pulses of the enormous Atlantean Temple Crystals in Arkansas. The pulsing activations of the Temple Crystals created a surface charge across the face of the massive quartz deposits and this released a crysto-electrical charge. The piezoelectric shock wave occurred briefly and at an elevation 2000 feet above the ground.

Now, we tell you that other 'unusual' incidents of quartz properties have been occurring as a result of the crystals activating and such events will continue to manifest. Quartzitic energies have myriad properties when combined with magnetics that are as yet unknown to your scientists. Magnetite is widespread and abundant on earth, but magnetic minerals with properties exhibiting intrinsic polarity are quite rare. One of the most potent concentrations of intrinsic polar lodestone is in the quartz bearing center of the Crystal Vortex at Magnet Cove, Arkansas near Hot Springs.

Crystalline quartz when blended with certain magnetic properties are capable of opening dimensional apertures to create what you term stargates and wormholes in space. These are intermittently occurring, appearing and disappearing in random apertures above the earth's surface in the crystal vortex at present. This activity will be regulated after the alignment and recoding of the Crysto-Sun disc on the 11-11-11.
Ionic Fog & Non-Faulted Earthquakes
Among the crystalline phenomenon that has recently been noted is the green magnetic fog that permeated the area of Mount Magazine on the 9-9-9 and briefly shorted the electrical grid. While the 'green' fog was reported by local media in Arkansas , it was not a water vapor, but rather an ionic emission that occurs typically within worm holes. We tell you that it was visible for a brief period on your satellite screenings and baffled scientists. It was the result of the activation of the Emerald Crystal opening multidimensional corridor frequencies.

On the 10-10-10 earthquakes occurred in areas of Arkansas that are not fault zones. These quakes were very unusual in other ways as well. They were not preceded by the typical frequential shift of the Schumann resonance and the high pitched assonance that alerts animals and birds to the coming earthquake. Rather a tranquilizing 'white-noise wave' was emitted, and the birds continued singing, and the animals were unafraid. The quake was not a result of tectonic fault line pressure in the usual sense. Rather it was a direct result of the crystalline surge pulse creating a dimensional integrational expansion and a brief aperture in the membranes that define such parameters.

Crystals were indeed used inappropriately in military applications by the Aryans in Atlantis to trigger earthquakes. What took place on the 10-10-10 was a random incident of their ability to manipulate light into hyper velocities that result in an aftershock. Just as sound waves can create 'sonic booms' when exceeding certain velocities of Mach speed, so can crystalline light create a velocity induced reverse wave when it exceeds the 'normal' speed of light.
An Omnipotent & Benevolent Power Source
Dear Ones, we again tell you that Crystalline Energy is an omnipotent power source that has implications far beyond humanities current understanding. Crystalline structure is formed by an essence of frequential light resonance that is multidimensional and coherent, existing in matter and antimatter. It is the Metatronic divine template that sources all creation manifestation, and forms the very matrixial composition of every plane of existence. It is the enzyme of reality transduction and the vitality spring of the Divine Thought that forms the Cosmos itself.

Crystals are great receivers and transmitters and a strong communication network occurs between Master Crystals and indeed Crystal Vortex-Portals. The two most powerful Crystal Vortexes on the planet are indeed Arkansas and Brazil. As such the connection of the Arkansas vortexial portal to the Brazil vortexial portal is extremely important in the Ascension and global crystal network. Two Master Temple Crystals are located in Brazil, in Bahia and Minas Gerais. The former is Atlantean seed, the latter LeMurian seed crystal. The energies of both are maintained and reactivated in Brazil and connected to the ‘Law of One’ Crystals in Arkansas. Keep in mind that while LeMuria is acknowledged as a civilization of great spirituality, there were thousands of years in which Atlantis harbored far greater frequency and enhanced levels of spiritual mastery that greatly exceeded that of LeMuria. Atlantis fractured into a polarized society before its demise, but many of the most important crystals were protected, uncontaminated and stored before they fell into misuse and destruction. The greater of these are stored in Arkansas and Brazil.

The Platinum Crystal & the Golden Sun-Disc

The intricate rebooting of the Crystal Vortex is nearing consummate integration, but will not be fully completed, fully networked in a global aspect until the 12-12-12. What has taken place over the past 3 years and what will occur on the 11-11-11 will bring the Crystal Vortex-Portal of Arkansas in its final processes of regional insular integrated function.

On the 11-11-11 the Platinum Crystal will be activated, it will set forth an enormous crysto-wave pulse that will in intertwine with the energies of the Blue Crystal of Knowledge and the Emerald Crystal of Healing. These energies will then trigger the Crysto-Golden Sun Disc located beneath sacred Pinnacle Mountain near Little Rock.

The Sun Disc activation is a significant event that will be felt across the Earth and Indeed the Cosmos. The Crysto Golden Sun Disc was put in place by the Sirians in alignment with 11 other locations across the planet. It originally wove the energies of the areas of the Arkansas Crystal Vortex, the crystalline, the magnetic and the radioactive living waters. In addition to the Sun-Disc, there were Pyramidal Structures used to refine the energies of the vortex. The complexes of the Toltec Pyramidal Mounds were the last constructs of these and still remain visible today. The end result was a complex energy generator stream capable of myriad benevolent function. The capabilities varied from energy feeds to the Atlantean hyper tunnel system, the Crystalline Satellite (Second Moon of Atlantis) as well as feeding refined energies to the crystal poser system that powered Atlantis. The vortex was essentially de-energized in its true function after the demise of Atlantis.

It has in the past decade been prepared for its activation, or rather re-activation. The sacred codes for the reprogramming are within the Akashic Field, the Crystalline Paradigm, within the sacred conscious library of MAX, the 13th Crystal Skull of the Pleiadean-Sirian Alliance. MAX will indeed be in the Crystal Vortex for the re-programming on the 11-11-11.

The final completions of the Crystal Vortex of Arkansas are extremely important to the Crystalline Transition of the Earth. And the crystalline transition is key to the Ascension.

That is one of several reasons why so many of you are drawn to Arkansas for the Triple Date Portal gatherings, and why many are choosing to relocate their residence to Arkansas. This will gain in momentum over the next few years. Many 'Crystal Children' are incarnating into this special energy.
A Spiritual Emergence in Crysto-Magnetics
The new emerging Crystal Vortex of Arkansas will be far more powerful and serve a different function than it did in the Atlantean era. This is because the Atlanteans placed the aforementioned three Temple-Crystals in Arkansas before the tsunamis inundated Poseida. The purpose and potency of these Temple-Crystals have created resonance that is far more 'spiritual' in aspect and effect. The addition of these three to the huge natural crystals will add their succinctly specialized conscious programming’s of knowledge, wisdom, healing and multidimensional awareness. And while their sheer natural attributes are quite capable of shaking the grounds and bending the space- time continuum far more powerfully than the famed Fire Crystal beneath the Sargasso Sea in the area of Bimini, their regulation into refinement via the Sun Disc and Pyramidal controls will insure that they are kept in optimal benevolent purpose and balance.

It is the magnetics of this location in Arkansas, in fact, that has held these crystal energies in balance. That is why the Atla-Ra specifically selected this area in Arkansas for their storage, and seeding. You have no idea of the energy these are capable of generating. You see it is the use of magnetic energies along with etheric light, light above and below the visible spectrum, light you refer to as ultra violet & gamma that is used to both subdue and amplify crystals. An etheric gateway has existed over this area for the past 20,000 years, and a gateway of high frequency light is able to be focused into this area. This capability is sharpening.

Tunnels & Electrum Gold

A vast network of hyper dimensional tunnels networks the areas below central and NW Arkansas. These lead to enormous chasms and crystal caves. Some of these are still in dynamic utility. The ability to detect these tunnels & chasms will not be within your scientific capabilities for many more decades. And that is because they exist in what may be termed intra-space within a frequency of parallel hyper-dimensionality. Yet those humans of sufficient light quotient indeed can sense them, and indeed their energies do intermingle with and code the natural beds of quartz in Arkansas.

But there is still more to the energy. A very rare form of the noble metal gold is present at deeper levels within the beds of quartz crystals below Arkansas. It is a form of unique, crystalline electrum. Much of this rare form of gold electrum was mined and exported from your earth. The deposits in Arkansas were not. These have been purposely guarded and protected in order to serve a great and greater purpose in the unique properties of the Crystal Vortex. Your geologists are well aware that gold often occurs in crystallized quartz, but have not as yet explored the unique fields, uses and energy that octahedronal crystalline gold electrum provides.

The Great Atlantean Temple Crystals placed below the lands of Arkansas are actually an alloy conglomerate of quartz, silver and gold. These were manifested through Arcturian technology. The frequency of crystalline electrum gold is capable of combining with specific types of high frequency quartz to enable the 'bending & molding' of dimensional fields through an electro-alchemical process that transforms atomic structure. Dimensional access tunnels were often created in this methodology by the Atlanteans to create wormholes or dimensional tunnels within the Earth's mantle that could be accessed at a higher frequency.

Many of these hyper dimensional tunnels were laid into place along the flows of existing leylines of natural telluric currents that flow on the Earth. Tectonic shifts have damaged many, but not all of these. Some of these were simply deactivated. There are higher dimensional beings, from the Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance and the benevolent Ashtar Command Legion that have been given the task of protecting, repairing & recoding many of these currents, dimensional tunnels and crystals over the past three decades. Some of you such as the channel, work with them, and is why you are heavily drawn to be in this energy

Ley lines and great crystals were de-energized at periods when the people of Earth went into the periods of consciousness decline, in the sad wake of Atlantis. This was done without damage to the crystals. The reactivation process of portals, crystals and hyper dimensional matrixes has been taking place since 1987, and will continue over the next two years through 2012, when it will be completed.

The Law of One

You're very atomic structures are composed of perfectly aligned geometries, crystalline geometries, knitted into place with the thread of electro-magnetics. Electricity and magnetics are components of light. Your spectrum of visible light is but a candle in comparison to the magnificent geometric light of the higher spectrum. The crystalline aspect of Arkansas is not limited to the quartz. The energy of Arkansas is on higher dimension that of a multidimensional octahedron that has formed itself to the levels of the 9th through the 12th dimensional fields. The energy is transformed from the hexagonal of quartz to the octahedron of gold quartz and diamond. Diamonds project both an octahedronal and dodecahedronal geometry, and the kimberlitic volcanic pipes in Arkansas that yield the energy of diamond, transform the cube to the octahedron. The hexahedron cubic is enclosed in the octahedron. The quartz Crystals of Arkansas are imbedded with the energy and wisdom of what is referred to as the Atlantean Law of One.

The Master Crystals placed there have frequentially transferred this vibration to the quartz indigenous to the area, and as we have explained, the Masters Crystals contained a higher dimensional alloy of gold conglomerate that has been received energetically by some of the natural occurring beds. The crystals from the McEarl mine carry this unique harmonic. These are especially potent. All crystals are alive, in a real sense, and have an ordered consciousness, and self-awareness, but each carries unique and specific blueprint patterns. This pattern is greatly varied according to the geology and astrological energies of the vector. Therefore seemingly identical gems and crystals can be quite different in their energetic projections according to the location in which they occur.

Tri-Helix Vortex

The Arkansas vortex is quite unusual in its movement. Most vortexes in the northern hemisphere of your planet spin in either ovaline or circular counter-clockwise flows. The crystal vortex of Arkansas has a very unique, very specialized ' to and fro' vortexial motion. Moving approximately one-third of its circumference counterclockwise, and then rapidly reversing back in clockwise motion. This occurs in 3 separate arcs of 120 degrees. The forward and backward shift of this vortex is most unique, and is purposed in generating greater upward thrust of the crysto-magno-hydro energies. The energy of Arkansas has three succinct telluric forces that contribute to its tri-helixed field. These are the magnetic, centered in Talimena Ridge, Crystalline apexed in Mount Ida and the radium Hydro- energy centered in Eureka Springs. These make up the 3 discreet arc- gyros, which are regulated and tri-helixed through the Pyramids below Toltec Mounds and coded in the Sun Disc below Pinnacle Mountain in Little Rock. The unique pattern of the vortex generates the energy into incredible thrusts with both a receiving and transmitting manifold.

The geology of the area is extremely unique, more so than even your geologists recognize, and is precisely why the Atlanteans colonized and developed the area. It is why there are underground bases of the Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance in the area. The area is a rare mineralogical collation of natural quartz crystals, diamonds and magnetic lode stone. Pyramids to coordinate the natural projections of these energies and intricately intertwine their energies have existed in Arkansas for over 25,000 years. Remnants of the last 'surface' pyramid still exist in Toltec Mounds (State Park) just south of Little Rock. The Sirian-Pleiadean Alliance have maintained an enormous sub terranean Pyramid below the Toltec Mounds since Atlantean times. It is among the reasons so many crafts are sensed over the Crystal Vortex. Three such bases are in the Arkansas area.

On the Triple-Date-Portal of the 11-11-11 the last of the thee Atlantean Temple Crystals, the Platinum Crystal of Interdimensional Communication will be activated from its long dormancy and join with the Emerald Crystal and Blue Crystal of Knowledge to finalize the combined components of the NEW ARK Crystal Vortex. The three Atlantean Wisdom & Healing Crystals that once beamed magnificent light and celestial energy in the Temple of Healing, the Temple of One and the Temple of Knowledge on Poseida were placed in dimensional lock in the Atlantean Crystal Fields of Arkansas. The first of these was awakened in 2008, the second in 2009. In 2011 these further activate and align with the awakened Temple Crystals held in Brazil, Mount Shasta, and Lake Titicaca.

We will speak in more detail about the Platinum Crystal in a future essay. But we will tell you it is a nurturing (feminine) energy of the Platinum Ray and facilitates balance between dimensions and energy sources. It provides an optimal communicative reception between what may be termed inter and intra consciousness planes. It also serves to form a cohesive interface between the duality planes and the integral planes. It lessens the arc of duality.

Final Transition Process

The Platinum Crystal will be thrust into activation from long dormancy at precisely 11:11 a.m. on the 11-11-11 from its dimensional lock, in a chasm below Magnetic Mountain in NW Arkansas. It will be triggered by a Cosmic Force generated through the 144-Grid, initiating an activating pulse from the Emerald Crystal. The Platinum Crystal will then instantaneously reboot into flow with the 3 telluric energies and the two other Master Temple Crystals. This will immediately send a communicative wave pulse to the Golden Crysto-Sun Disc and a recoding will occur that will be fed to the Toltec Pyramid regulators. For the first time in 20,000 years, the vortex will be regionally complete. Masters, truly all that remains in 2012 is the Globalization of the Crystal Network with the 12-12-12 activations of the Bimini Fire Crystal, and the Crystal of Thoth below Lake Titicaca. This will incur the final rebooting of the 144-Crystalline Grid and the 12 Golden Sun Discs. The trigger will be the 12-12-12, the rebooting will finalize on the 12-21-12.

So, you can probably imagine just how compelling it is to tune into these energies emanating from the land, the waters and the crystals of this area.
I am going to take my crystals to Magnetic Spring soon and put them in the water there to download some of the energy of the Platinum Crystal, and some of my friends here will no doubt join me, bringing their crystals to download the energies from Max, Pinnacle Mtn and the Toltec Mounds, all of which I was connecting to during the 11:11 event.
There's no stopping us now! Everyone is just going to have to be prepared for whatever amazing anomalies are yet to come!




I hope you all don't mind me checking in here briefly. The idea of participating in weather intrigues me.
I love being in a tent during a thunder storm! The power and intensity of Nature all around, with just a thin layer of material between, is such a natural high.
I've never actually tried to change the weather, though I have asked for the weather to change.
Except for once, when I was attending a 3 day crystal workshop in Santa Cruz, Ca. in the middle of a drought, with no relief in sight.
We were told by the director of the workshop that we were going to make it rain in the next few day, even though there was no rain in the forecast at all, just by bringing the energy of the region into better balance through our work with the crystals.
And he was right--it did rain for a full day after the workshop was over, much to the surprise of the forecasters.

I mentioned the last time I was on this thread that I was going to the 11:11:11 Conference in Little Rock, Arkansas. I have posted my impressions of that experience in a new thread, if anyone is interested in reading it. It's at:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35065-Inpressions-an-11-11-11-Experience-with-Max-the-Crystal-Skull-Dr.-Osmanagich-more&p=359163#post359163

I now have a fair idea what all the unusual weather in the world is caused by. You folks above are the culprits methinks. It's on record above. There's no excuses.
Stan

[ViralSpiral]

Lol, a brief visit 'eh Onowah?
That was also some gem you dropped :)
Welcome and thank you!!
Walked into a shop here in Switzerland appropriately called "Witches shop". GORGEOUS
If it werent so expensive I may have indulged, and bought eagle feathers together with a giant black tourmaline. Here a pic of her shop and beautiful work with feathers and gems on the left


http://www.hexenladen.ch/files/images/Ladenlokal/232_1.jpg

[onawah]

Well...er...um... ahem...yes, :embarassed: :o: I do tend to get carried away when it comes to certain subjects... :luv: :love:
That's a gorgeous store. I could get carried away in there, too.:rapture::flame:
BTW, has anyone seen our new smilie?
:ufo:

[astrid]

Thanks for the update on Max, Onawah, that must have been quite something.
Where you allowed to take photos??

[onawah]

Yes, people were taking photos like mad, but I didn't have a camera.
I think it would have just been a distraction for me, in any case.
I just wanted to focus on the energy, and I hate cell phones!
If I see any good photos from the event online, I will post them here.
JoAnn had some amazing photos people have taken of Max over the years, with all sorts of anomalies, such as people's energy fields merging with Max, white, snaky lines of energy connecting Max and people in the room, and several with what looked like a spinal cord coming out of the top of Max's crown.
And lots of orbs, of course.

[markoid]

I have been endeavoring to reconnect with the shamanic world that I started to access many years ago after a short while of training with a teacher. I was sitting today in my 'base camp' space and asked my spirit guides to visit as I have no sense of them ... never have, but would certainly like to. A sort of light figure started to manifest but was only a figment of imagination, but then in a much more real vision, a baby appeared wrapped in purple satin like cloth, floated to me and I held it for a while, it then moved into an anticlockwise spiral/vortex motion and moved into my body... somewhere below my heart with no particular sensation. The experience was very 'real' but I don't really know what to make of it. I would love to hear any feedback or interpretations?
I have been in lurk mode lately, but this village is still my favorite place to visit and in fact 'plug into'... it has that certain je ne sais quoi that only some threads have, thanks to all who this way come :)

[meeradas]

'mornin', folks.

This, here & now:
Keith Olbermann on Michael Bloomberg

You should have the whole thing; it's worth it.:thumb:

1iNmMPVP49I
[Olbermann nearly 'pops' nearing the end. Lovely]

If you think this should have it's own thread [maybe already has, i'm just too tired to check now...], feel free to open it.

I loved it.
We need more of that kinda stuff -
and as fastpaced as the brilliant ideas 'the cabal' are showering us with so mercifully these days

[meeradas]

Btw -
this thread is
p h e n o m e n a l
&
so are you

[meeradas]

that must have been one of you, practicing


http://www.wimp.com/slowtornado/

[modwiz]

that must have been one of you, practicing


http://www.wimp.com/slowtornado/

That was zephyrs messing with a farmer. Did you see the dirt he was growing his poor crops in? You can only grow food in soil. Dirt is just a trap for crops while they're fed plant meth and steroids.

I enjoyed every moment of that elegant dance.

[PurpleLama]

:ufo:


holy crap


:ufo:


Paul? Was that you? That was pretty nice of you, Paul (or whomever it was)!

[jorr lundstrom]

I love this guy.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKAAHVfAeho&feature=feedwll&list=WL


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ytow4FNbzVM&feature=relmfu

[ulli]

The resistance people have to look inside themselves psychologically is parallel to the aversion to look inside their own bodies.
Once I had developed a lipoma, which is a benign fatty tumor, below the skin of my left forearm.
My husband finally cornered me to have it surgically removed...by him...
I had just dropped a friend home after dinner and when I returned he had a little surgery room set up inside our kitchen.
Local anaestesia...then minutes later the first incision....no pain...my head was still turned away,
the way I would do when I have a blood sample taken.
So, thinking about the reluctance one feels about exploring our insides, I rose to the challenge
and started observing the whole process. It made me feel brave.
From the first needle prick to the last stitch the whole operation took only 14 minutes,
and was an enlightening experience as well. I could see my own body in a non-emotional way.
There was no pain ever, not even on the next day.

[ulli]

I have been in lurk mode lately, but this village is still my favorite place to visit and in fact 'plug into'... it has that certain je ne sais quoi that only some threads have, thanks to all who this way come :)

While studying my Gurdjieff books I came across something he said, which I didn't understand at the time, but now I do.
He said somewhere that simply talking about consciousness would cause people to wake up, and instantly raise their level of consciousness.

The same thing is true for the topic of "Here and Now"....it takes us out of all speculation mode, imagination, plotting, and figuring are partially suspended and replaced by an awareness of one's immediate reality.
I.e., Here I am, sitting at my computer, sending out signals into the ether which can be then picked up by a dozen or so people within planetary range.
That awareness might then make me think that the people who I am communicating with are special, which no doubt they/you are, but even more than that:
it is that connection to Reality that puts ME in touch with the real ME, and YOU in touch with the real YOU....
and therein lies that je ne sais quoi.
The encounter with the higher Self.

[Marianne]

Hi Sierra,

Hard to miss a very big and tall cedar tree named Nora:)

The cedar tree is a representation of some grace in my life. In the spring of 2007 I took a younger relative of mine; she was about 15 at the time and a city kid on a trip up to the Pacific North West -Washinggton state. We did the usual tourist things Pikes Place, the fairs in the University district and then I took her up to Mt. Ranier. When I had felt & found a good place to stop, I parked the car and said that we are going to walk in the forest. She said why? I said to her I wasn't sure but that there are a lot of beautiful cedar trees here & I'll know when I find it and I would like to walk. We went into the forest pretty deeply and it was so beautifully quiet. Finally we walked into a small clearing and in the center was biggest cedar tree I have ever come across. We stayed with the tree for quite a while basking in the wonderment of it. Then I picked some cedar leaves -I had to stand on the tips of my toes to reach the bottom leaves. I left some tobacco & a bit of food for the tree. We made the trek back to the car. I packed the cedar leaves in 2 brown grocery bags in my suit case & it flew home with me. A couple of months later, I ran into a friend who was going to Sundance and gave most of the cedar leaves to him. They used the cedar leaves for their Sundance ceremony. Cedar is very good for protection and the mind.

Nora

we are all related

Nora, thank you for sharing that story. I wondered about your giant cedar tree avatar... and now we know.

My folks have some big old cedar trees on their land. I see them often, and they have offered me comfort and protection when I needed it.

Your friend using the cedar for a ceremony reminds me of my herbal apprenticeship time. My mentor and I found ourselves alone one afternoon, unusual in the bustle of her students and herb-craft shop. She told me to come with her and she'd show me how to make cedar-sage smudges. We spent a happy, sunny afternoon with the plants and the medicine spirits. It was one of those times when I knew I was doing something that made a difference, just being there.

Your spirit is a true blessing to us, Nora.

Love,
Marianne

[Carmody]

I have been in lurk mode lately, but this village is still my favorite place to visit and in fact 'plug into'... it has that certain je ne sais quoi that only some threads have, thanks to all who this way come :)

While studying my Gurdjieff books I came across something he said, which I didn't understand at the time, but now I do.
He said somewhere that simply talking about consciousness would cause people to wake up, and instantly raise their level of consciousness.

The same thing is true for the topic of "Here and Now"....it takes us out of all speculation mode, imagination, plotting, and figuring are partially suspended and replaced by an awareness of one's immediate reality.
I.e., Here I am, sitting at my computer, sending out signals into the ether which can be then picked up by a dozen or so people within planetary range.
That awareness might then make me think that the people who I am communicating with are special, which no doubt they/you are, but even more than that:
it is that connection to Reality that puts ME in touch with the real ME, and YOU in touch with the real YOU....
and therein lies that je ne sais quoi.
The encounter with the higher Self.

Everywhere I go, everything I do, eye contact, body language, mood, the humour, all of it. After about 25,000 posts on the internet, in various forums, almost every post has..for the larger part..been put together to open the unconscious within. Every communication has a hidden component that is unlocked now..or later. Those 5 years of driving cab, each communication (that I could squeeze in) designed to help the person unlock themselves. Done both consciously and then, eventually as a natural way of being. Friends don't like going out with me sometimes, as they warn me not to communicate with the people in a lineup at a restaurant or film theater, or the waitress at the restaurant, or the people around us ...that I make sure overhear our conversation. This... wherever I go. when I go to a trade show, i get the impression that my business partners want to lock me in the trunk of the car, so I don't commit to my standard 'weirdness' with every soul within reach. I cannot stop, nor will I ever try.

KJRL4ylEVeU

it is interesting to note, that our two most important senses of reflection, the ones that are separate and externalized...the ones that can, improperly handled, create more ego, not less... those two where the first to separate from the control paradigm.

Sight...and..sound.

This is the very core reason that the so called PTB control structure has invested so heavily in the control of each.

I said that Any observable differential is encoded and translational in nature.

This is due to the fact that the only constant in a multiple universe of complex integration, is Frequency... cycling... and differential. In astrology this would be the spiral of life change in the the upward trend. Life is not circular, astrologers understand....it is an upward spiral.

Which is that thing about the universe being able to count to three. What is in front, what is behind and the moment of now.

Understand that, then walk the road. Then walk the road of Frequency, cycling, and change. One begets the other, thus the triangle begets the first 'solid' the 4 sided triangle/pyramid. which begets the Merkabah.

Thus the atomic shape of the first solid in the atomic chart and it's symbol. Which is all covered, and much more... in the lithium thread.

We exist in the flow of the meeting point between two 2-d dimensional planes-each oscillating in value and direction (their differentials only come into existence when they meet). We are like a self stabilizing fish in the flow of a river. And we can direct that flow, which is why we can manipulate creative energies and do these things we speak of here in this thread. This pair of oscillating dimensions at their 'meeting point' creates the in-out vortex in balance, which becomes the particles of the third dimension. And the difference between these, is the linear time. For the flow has a slight offset (3d and time could not exist otherwise), one stream is infinitesimally more potent than the other, regarding expression into this 'place'.

One of them, one oscillating field... had to assume the position of forming the outside of the spiral and one had to assume the position of the inside of the spiral, thus linear time, particles, thermodynamics, etc..are all merely an after affect (a complex vectoral resultant duality spiral) of the meeting of the pair of 2d oscillating fields.

Thus reality is merely a consideration of this meeting of fields, nothing more. This includes our multidimensional selves, which are poised like fish in the stream, riding the edge of that meeting point. Thus, we are simultaneously on both sides. One is this expression and one is the other. Since we are an organized energy pattern situated in the moment of flow..we can manipulate this energetic flow..either consciously or..unconsciously.....

Your choice.

So, you can allow the parasite (if you chose to see it that way-whatever works for you) to remain and hold the door shut, or you can realize what you are.

[WhiteFeather]

This is happening Now here in NY, Right in front of my wide opened eyes and mind! Caughing, Ohh excuse me, i couldnt catch my breath!

http://www.poppypalin.org/holly-chemtrail.jpg

[Marianne]

I bought a new book today, 'Finding Inner Courage' by Mark Nepo. From it:
'If your everyday practice is to open to all your emotions, to all the people you meet, to all the situations you enounter, without closing down, trusting that you can do that -- then that will take you as far as you can go. And then you will understand all the teachings that anyone has ever taught.'
--Pema Chodron

[modwiz]

This is happening Now here in NY, Right in front of my wide opened eyes and mind! Caughing, Ohh excuse me, i couldnt catch my breath!

http://www.poppypalin.org/holly-chemtrail.jpg

Well, WhiteFeather a little to your East it looks like this:
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[WhiteFeather]

'mornin', folks.

This, here & now:
Keith Olbermann on Michael Bloomberg

You should have the whole thing; it's worth it.:thumb:

1iNmMPVP49I
[Olbermann nearly 'pops' nearing the end. Lovely]

If you think this should have it's own thread [maybe already has, i'm just too tired to check now...], feel free to open it.

I loved it.
We need more of that kinda stuff -
and as fastpaced as the brilliant ideas 'the cabal' are showering us with so mercifully these days

Awesome 5 Stars OP. WOW!

http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y29/milquetoast___/applaud.gif

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This is happening Now here in NY, Right in front of my wide opened eyes and mind! Caughing, Ohh excuse me, i couldnt catch my breath!

http://www.poppypalin.org/holly-chemtrail.jpg

Well, WhiteFeather a little to your East it looks like this:
1137811379

Hey MoDWiz: Maybe they are preparing for operation Blue Beam today! Spraying the circuitry in the sky!

[modwiz]

I bought a new book today, 'Finding Inner Courage' by Mark Nepo. From it:
'If your everyday practice is to open to all your emotions, to all the people you meet, to all the situations you enounter, without closing down, trusting that you can do that -- then that will take you as far as you can go. And then you will understand all the teachings that anyone has ever taught.'
--Pema Chodron

Pema is hugely popular at the Institute I work at. She was our last speaker for the season and was there when the NE got that early freak snowstorm.

[modwiz]

In case you have noticed that I mention being in a Tower, here is my view:

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I guess I should take a picture of The Tower. Not as spectacular from the outside though.
BRB

[WhiteFeather]

Now that's God's country right there bro. Enjoy the view my brother. Wish i was there with you passing along a peace pipe of Auyahsca. LoL

[modwiz]

I hope this is not taking up too much of the thread with my silliness;Anyway:

11381

[ulli]

I hope this is not taking up too much of the thread with my silliness;Anyway:

11381


Modwiz, how can you even think that. I really appreciate you sharing your space and I'm sure others do, too.
Early on in the thread I put up a picture of my view...when I was still in Costa Rica...in the hope that more people would follow my example.
When Carmody posted that picture of that tower on the other side of the lake I was transported right there, and my vertigo kicked in. Thanks, Carmody. ;)

[astrid]

Lovely Carmody thank you .
Timely too.
Day 16 doing well. Yesterday I had
some spinal pain so I have decided to
spend the next 5 days totally working
on my energy body and between I'm
going to clean my house from top
to bottom and do some yoga.

I think my initial thinking of 21 days is about
right as I'm losing quite a fair amount of
weight now, after that the danger is
I start losing muscle mass which I
don't want . I hope to take up yoga
again as part of my new born self .
Im not great with establishing habits of
any kind which is something I don't want
to change - randomess rocks. But hopefully
if I set the intention it will just flow

I have been observing a consistant and very
clear higher self connection directing me of
late . Very cool indeed .
I can see why staying out of the mind and
working direct works so well for me .
With Aspergers everything has equal weight and
I get so lost in tangents that getting things done
especially things I have no interest or passion for
Is near impossible . And being awake up to the
system makes it even harder.
But the conundrum is that it can make for being
exteemy visible . I have a few pressing matters
that are threatening jail time - of course just
bully tactics. What's more they are things that
are ridiculus and fightable. So again im being
given a chance to get stronger and expand
in ways that I have been asking to do.
Seems that standing up to authority is a bit of
a theme of late, first my father now the system
Itself . Good thing we have our resident lordship
on board for council in such things .

[eaglespirit]

This is happening Now here in NY, Right in front of my wide opened eyes and mind! Caughing, Ohh excuse me, i couldnt catch my breath!

http://www.poppypalin.org/holly-chemtrail.jpg

Hi Modwiz, WhiteFeather and All!

Here in south-central MA there were a good chunk above us today...more than I have seen at once in some time!

[astrid]

Never once seen chemtrails here thankfully .
Maybe they really are saving Aus for themselves

[Ernie Nemeth]

I know this is going to sound silly but...

Why is it that there is so many things obviously suspect and still no one offers up an explanation. Like chem trails for example. Everyone knows about them, there are pictures of them everywhere, government documents refer to them - and still no official explanation. What? Are chem trails a national secret, restricted technology or what? How come no explanation and no investigation. But if a mother slaps her child, the authorities come running. Here we got this stuff raining down on us and the government knows about it, we all know about it and yet we remain in the dark. Why? How? WTF!

And there are so many other such topics. How is it possible? Why do we allow them to get away with it? We have questions, health concerns, fear and those that are charged with our well-being ignore our concerns. This is not only unacceptable, it is down-right illegal!

Sure, the larger picture of the world wide conspiracy is a secret they don't want to tell us. But fractional reserve banking? Strawman litigation? 911? War on Iraq/Afganistan? Floride? Forced immunization? Rfid? Microwave radiation? Solar storms? The list is endless. How come we don't get answers? Why do we not demand answers? How can they refuse to answer?

They do not have that right. As a matter of fact, not addressing our concerns constitutes a breach of contract, since they hold their positions with the express understanding that they are there to preserve the public's health and well being.

Am I missing something? Where has this arogance come from. Why do they not even have to pretend they are serving our interests any more? Why do we not hold them accountable?

[modwiz]

I know this is going to sound silly but...

Why is it that there is so many things obviously suspect and still no one offers up an explanation. Like chem trails for example. Everyone knows about them, there are pictures of them everywhere, government documents refer to them - and still no official explanation. What? Are chem trails a national secret, restricted technology or what? How come no explanation and no investigation. But if a mother slaps her child, the authorities come running. Here we got this stuff raining down on us and the government knows about it, we all know about it and yet we remain in the dark. Why? How? WTF!

And there are so many other such topics. How is it possible? Why do we allow them to get away with it? We have questions, health concerns, fear and those that are charged with our well-being ignore our concerns. This is not only unacceptable, it is down-right illegal!

Sure, the larger picture of the world wide conspiracy is a secret they don't want to tell us. But fractional reserve banking? Strawman litigation? 911? War on Iraq/Afganistan? Floride? Forced immunization? Rfid? Microwave radiation? Solar storms? The list is endless. How come we don't get answers? Why do we not demand answers? How can they refuse to answer?

They do not have that right. As a matter of fact, not addressing our concerns constitutes a breach of contract, since they hold their positions with the express understanding that they are there to preserve the public's health and well being.

Am I missing something? Where has this arogance come from. Why do they not even have to pretend they are serving our interests any more? Why do we not hold them accountable?

As it stands right now, in the land of the free and home of the brave, if you ask questions like the ones you are referring to you are considered a conspiracy theorist because that is what the newscasters, our modern bearers of wisdom, tell them such questions are. Our government ignores us for good reason, only a handful of us have pulled our heads out of our butts. The rest of the populace is still practicing rectal yoga.

[eaglespirit]

I know this is going to sound silly but...

Why is it that there is so many things obviously suspect and still no one offers up an explanation. Like chem trails for example. Everyone knows about them, there are pictures of them everywhere, government documents refer to them - and still no official explanation. What? Are chem trails a national secret, restricted technology or what? How come no explanation and no investigation. But if a mother slaps her child, the authorities come running. Here we got this stuff raining down on us and the government knows about it, we all know about it and yet we remain in the dark. Why? How? WTF!

And there are so many other such topics. How is it possible? Why do we allow them to get away with it? We have questions, health concerns, fear and those that are charged with our well-being ignore our concerns. This is not only unacceptable, it is down-right illegal!

Sure, the larger picture of the world wide conspiracy is a secret they don't want to tell us. But fractional reserve banking? Strawman litigation? 911? War on Iraq/Afganistan? Floride? Forced immunization? Rfid? Microwave radiation? Solar storms? The list is endless. How come we don't get answers? Why do we not demand answers? How can they refuse to answer?

They do not have that right. As a matter of fact, not addressing our concerns constitutes a breach of contract, since they hold their positions with the express understanding that they are there to preserve the public's health and well being.

Am I missing something? Where has this arogance come from. Why do they not even have to pretend they are serving our interests any more? Why do we not hold them accountable?

...imho, Ernie, the turning/tipping point is here right now...the manipulators are smack dab in the middle of their own demise! There are enough of us now causing the ripple of true accountability to take hold...the control and deceit will NOT endure in these higher vibrations each of us are helping come to fruition, simply by living as purely as we know how...and helping anyone in front of us that are ready to adjust in their own ways to raise the ethical ante!

[Carmody]

the other problem is that the subconscious mind is smarter than the conscious mind.

And..if chemtrails led down an immediate and direct road of the ego imploding and one's entire life imploding...then the people will blank out, immediately upon any mention of them, or they'd get angry immediately.

Most people would rather beat you to death or vote for your imprisonment/incarceration before they touch that precious ego, For it is so in charge inside of them.

If you slap their monkey with a chemtrail story, be ready to have that monkey bite back.

Chemtrails lead one down a road of immediate ego dissolution and entire live meanings and directions imploding. Of that, there is no doubt.

They make acceptance of the Federal Reserve scam, or CIA/Nazi origins, or prison camps... look like a walk in the park.

this is the sort of story I would use on those 'other forums', to show people how broken or convoluted they were, with regard to their mental processes. I'd explain the specific details of their mental formation to them, so they had little capacity to turn away. I took their hidey-holes away. You can imagine how endeared they were with my cool logical analysis of their mental function. (ie, this is truth and this is where you are broken-this is how your internal lie forms)

But I was fine with that.

They had read the words I had written, and in that act, they had eaten the entire thing..and it is/was only a matter of time before it would percolate through their system. Like a photograph of a horrific accident...that they cannot get out of their minds. Ever. Their first mental goatsee mirror.

PS, it's only about 15,000 posts, but over 25,000 pages of original text, in, oh, 11-12 years, for the most part.

[PurpleLama]

I have an interesting photo of something like a chemtrail in my album, but unfortunately I have no way of attaching it here with my limited technology.

The trail was blowing away to reveal a coherent line, rather like a dark laser beam. The trail stretched across the sky, but closer to the point of origin on the horizon the wind had moved it enough to expose what was behing the "airplane smoke". I have seen similar phenomena since, but have not been able to take any more recent photos. The pics I have were taken a little over a year ago in Dixie, MS.

10576

[Carmody]

I have an interesting photo of something like a chemtrail in my album, but unfortunately I have no way of attaching it here with my limited technology.

The trail was blowing away to reveal a coherent line, rather like a dark laser beam. The trail stretched across the sky, but closer to the point of origin on the horizon the wind had moved it enough to expose what was behing the "airplane smoke". I have seen similar phenomena since, but have not been able to take any more recent photos. The pics I have were taken a little over a year ago in Dixie, MS.

10576

I found similar.

The UFO, the dumbbell aerial sprayer (http://www.handpen.com/Bio/chemtrails.htm) was low..and slow. It occurred in the same area as the chemtrail sprayers. Perhaps one was the government trying to cover up the UFO's or similar, is my guess. I happened to be photographing the chemtrails and then caught the sprayer when I turned my head to check and take photos in another area.

I gasped and froze, as this thing looked like two sharply reflective radiating spheres, very close together, with a serious HINT of a 3D overlay, like a 3d effect that was misaligned. Like when you look at chain link fence and your eyes end up grabbing two sets of links that are not the same as a focus point. And you end up having to blink and look away and then maybe have your eyes line up properly on a second try. as if your stereoscopic vision was not working right. as well, the objects MAY have looked like they were 2d, or flat.

This 2d effect, I find, is a very normal part of seeing objects and visions, out of time. meaning... waking visions of future events. Which I've had happen multiple times. columbine, 9/11, and the Concorde disaster, I saw all three on the same street corner, due to the correct conditions being in that spot. all three of them were (seemingly) a collective vision representation of what the mass public saw, as projected backward in time.... as a 2d flat vision/ripple of the event. This, as thus..major events ripple both forward --and backward. Thus the art of real premonition, as opposed to a fear filled dream of possibilities, for some.

Anyway, I photographed the slow moving sprayer, which was HUGE and low, and slow...like it was literally on rails, like this from 2001 a space odyssey (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxZFlm3UZNA). (go to 6:55 to see the animation I speak of). so i took photos.

And they came out like the pair of bright squarish lights in the other link for the dumbbell sprayer.

then the next day..at dusk, there was a condensation cloud that was formed along the exact same path as the dumbbell sprayer took, the day before..

now, this reminded me of the time I took some salvia. I blacked out for about 15 minutes and woke up completely covered in sweat. I was soaked, the chair was soaked. I remember moving down through the dimensional overlays and then finding my timeline and the layering of the resonances, before I came in. My point of mentioning that, is each time, afterward, that time came about, in the evening, my body felt an echo of the exact same feel. this, for about a week straight.

this is tied to the basic function of astrology, I figured, where position and similar is critical as to determination of influences. Some form of repetition of conditions and effect, each day, until the distance is far enough in space/time, it fades, etc. which leads one to consider the effect of the constant repetition of the moon's cycle/motion and it's effect on us.

[dan33]

Looking through Carmody's Lithium thread and some links on other threads tonight to get a much better grasp of some of the experiences and dreams I have had throughout my life -my computer takes a dive and not 5 minutes later the helicopters come flying over my house oh LOL... all day long peace not one helicopter.

Sitting here in the dark with a beautiful roaring fire tonight enjoying the quiet of the forest.

Nora

we are all related

I have a new printer, so i've restarted to print Carmody's Lithium thread.
Thanks Carmody. :)

[WhiteFeather]

I know this is going to sound silly but...

Why is it that there is so many things obviously suspect and still no one offers up an explanation. Like chem trails for example. Everyone knows about them, there are pictures of them everywhere, government documents refer to them - and still no official explanation. What? Are chem trails a national secret, restricted technology or what? How come no explanation and no investigation. But if a mother slaps her child, the authorities come running. Here we got this stuff raining down on us and the government knows about it, we all know about it and yet we remain in the dark. Why? How? WTF!

And there are so many other such topics. How is it possible? Why do we allow them to get away with it? We have questions, health concerns, fear and those that are charged with our well-being ignore our concerns. This is not only unacceptable, it is down-right illegal!

Sure, the larger picture of the world wide conspiracy is a secret they don't want to tell us. But fractional reserve banking? Strawman litigation? 911? War on Iraq/Afganistan? Floride? Forced immunization? Rfid? Microwave radiation? Solar storms? The list is endless. How come we don't get answers? Why do we not demand answers? How can they refuse to answer?

They do not have that right. As a matter of fact, not addressing our concerns constitutes a breach of contract, since they hold their positions with the express understanding that they are there to preserve the public's health and well being.

Am I missing something? Where has this arogance come from. Why do they not even have to pretend they are serving our interests any more? Why do we not hold them accountable?

"We know that the government has become corrupt, The Personages that rule the planet are not us and i will say this with my very last breath, they are not human beings, they are not us". References that indeed our government has a dark sided Alien agenda, maybe of the reptillian race. Quote By Alex Collier

Watch This Video At The 10:40 Mark


http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=uR46QjXjLH0#!

[Guest]

Hey JB thank you

and I appreciate you too:love: some sage (northern) is better for clearing and some (white) is better for opening up.....cedar is good for protection & the mind, sweetgrass is good for attracting good spirits, if you are working with plants in their natural habitat -good idea to leave an offering of tobacco for their spirit and the spirits for their help in working w/you..... also would like to add that there is a mold that grows on the side of pine & oak that you can cut off & dry, burn for the smoke -negative or evil spirits cannot stand it..... burning hair works pretty well too.

Carmody -am working on reading the lithium thread -have been thrown off or my computer has gone wacko....three times now. I have a copy of Thoete & the emerald tablets.....will start there for now. Geeze there is much resistance from certain imposing forces. Funny thing about it all is that I am just a nugget -small potato.

Seems pertinent to a lot right now.....and not an in your face imposing this is it I got the answer like so many threads here. Here & now going with trusting my own spirit & inner knowings & promptings.

Nora

we are all related

[dan33]

In case you have noticed that I mention being in a Tower, here is my view:

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I guess I should take a picture of The Tower. Not as spectacular from the outside though.
BRB

I love your pictures . Do it more often. (portraits and landscapes) :)

[dan33]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unTxcAySFb0

[dan33]

Lost is a feuilleton, yes,... I admit,here and now..... but the best of all time :)
...and these scene is a masterpiece.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgsNjTyGsRk

[jorr lundstrom]

Thanksgiving revieled



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=syNdb1fulNI

[Marianne]

At Ruby Tuesday with Terri, decaf coffee and tiramisu. Hope my stomach will forgive me! Eating this late. Broadway theatre show was fun. Good night, villagers.

[Carmody]

this is the sort of story I would use on those 'other forums', to show people how broken or convoluted they were, with regard to their mental processes. I'd explain the specific details of their mental formation to them, so they had little capacity to turn away. I took their hidey-holes away. You can imagine how endeared they were with my cool logical analysis of their mental function. (ie, this is truth and this is where you are broken-this is how your internal lie forms)

But I was fine with that.

They had read the words I had written, and in that act, they had eaten the entire thing..and it is/was only a matter of time before it would percolate through their system. Like a photograph of a horrific accident...that they cannot get out of their minds. Ever. Their first mental goatsee mirror..



I failed to clarify that I used myself as the teardown model for the situation. ie, that we are all together in this situation of having this mental block issue. that I fought with mine just a bit harder, and that maybe they should consider so themselves. Of course it took me a bit of time (years, overall, to be consistent) and some tries to get the message correct, so I was not making posts that I would not read.

[Carmody]

Hey JB thank you

and I appreciate you too:love: some sage (northern) is better for clearing and some (white) is better for opening up.....cedar is good for protection & the mind, sweetgrass is good for attracting good spirits, if you are working with plants in their natural habitat -good idea to leave an offering of tobacco for their spirit and the spirits for their help in working w/you..... also would like to add that there is a mold that grows on the side of pine & oak that you can cut off & dry, burn for the smoke -negative or evil spirits cannot stand it..... burning hair works pretty well too.

Carmody -am working on reading the lithium thread -have been thrown off or my computer has gone wacko....three times now. I have a copy of Thoete & the emerald tablets.....will start there for now. Geeze there is much resistance from certain imposing forces. Funny thing about it all is that I am just a nugget -small potato.

Seems pertinent to a lot right now.....and not an in your face imposing this is it I got the answer like so many threads here. Here & now going with trusting my own spirit & inner knowings & promptings.

Nora

we are all related

The hard part about bringing that 'data' forward is that I was not liking that it can be mistaken to be or identified with fear. That is not the point, to me. I view it now..with a sort of dispassion, or objectively. The body may still fear a bit but the spirit does not. and if one finds that the spirit is real, from all our bits of experimentation, then there is little to be fearful of. More mindful and careful, than anything else.

I have to be careful when disseminating such information ,as my own 'memories' do clearly speak to me on the idea of karma, regarding the idea of life choices within the context of remembered lives. Making a bunch of people fearful through indiscriminate posting, is one good solid way, IMO, to generate unwanted karma. Yet the topic and it's breadth, once looked at -openly and dispassionately- seems to speak on being relevant and important. I agonized for a month before posting it. In the first post I asked the reader to consider ways out of the fear complex, if such a thing where true. Which means much, if it is true.

To re-iterate what is largely the first thing I say in that thread..that if one was to 'meet' a dimensional reptilian, then all bets on the ideas of reality are OFF, regardless of how one's mind is wired. If it comes to be as a reality that one witnesses, then one is also forced to understand that they cannot die, and thus regain their own spiritual balance, while in the flesh. This, due to the built in considerations of 'rules of reality' having been shattered. Fear dissipates at that exact moment as it tries to enter one's being/flesh, for all intents and purposes.... as everything else starts to be true, like being immortal on some level and then stepping into a more full consciousness and connected duality. To meet a reptile is to laugh at one's blindness, and one can then claim their own birthright and energies, in one paired moment.

To reiterate..If I see even ONE reptilian..I am automatically broken from a life cycle of fear and karma, as in that moment... I begin to know, to be, to become...to the core... a more evolved truth of some sort.

Pure. Simple. Unavoidable. Logic.

I'm not saying 'bring the reps on!", but, if real, they break all fear in the face of logic, they do not enhance said fear. My body enhances the fear, due to it's origins and design. Think it through if you can't quite see it.....

This is all covered in more depth in the 'soul harvester' thread.

I'm off to sleepy land, and as we used to say in the taxi business, when a fare came along: "off on another taxi adventure!"

[onawah]

May I please direct your attention to:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30888-After-tirelessly-updating-Avalon-for-weeks...it-s-official-evacuation-is-in-progress&p=360008#post360008
Post #1602
I had not heard about this before, and would like to know if anyone here has, and what you think about it.
Thanks.

[Daughter of Time]

Onawah, I have been following that thread for several days and I'm quite fascinated. It's all happening right now, as we write.

[onawah]

Post deleted by OP after further consideration.

[ulli]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unTxcAySFb0


If only someone would come along and deal with the chemtrail sprayers with such ease and elegance....

[ulli]

May I please direct your attention to:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30888-After-tirelessly-updating-Avalon-for-weeks...it-s-official-evacuation-is-in-progress&p=360008#post360008
Post #1602
I had not heard about this before, and would like to know if anyone here has, and what you think about it.
Thanks.

That post was taken down...incorrect information.
So what was it about? Would you like to fill us in a bit?
You had not heard about the events at El Hierro, or the Spanish government not telling all that is happening?
And also, would you care to share your concerns about it all.

[ulli]

I would like to remind everyone that this thread has been called 'Here and Now, What's Happening'
not with the intention of making it a latest headline news information sharing thread,
but rather would like to see reports of a personal encounter with one's reality, and the emotions and thoughts such reality released in each of us.
(Example...I have been following the El Hierro new volcano erupting
and am beginning to feel concern about this event becoming life threatening...as we live on the eastern seaboard of the US and could be severely affected in case of a tsunami.)
Personal.
IOW, it's also ok to write about memories surfacing, and about visions and dreams of one's future, but then follow up with some personal commentary.
This also goes for Dan's movie clips. What was it about them that made you want to share them?
And then
remain in context, if a brief conversation arises, which would also be ok.

Just remember, there are thousands of threads on the Avalon forum that would serve any news sharing impulse.

[ulli]

Hey JB thank you

and I appreciate you too:love: some sage (northern) is better for clearing and some (white) is better for opening up.....cedar is good for protection & the mind, sweetgrass is good for attracting good spirits, if you are working with plants in their natural habitat -good idea to leave an offering of tobacco for their spirit and the spirits for their help in working w/you..... also would like to add that there is a mold that grows on the side of pine & oak that you can cut off & dry, burn for the smoke -negative or evil spirits cannot stand it..... burning hair works pretty well too.

Carmody -am working on reading the lithium thread -have been thrown off or my computer has gone wacko....three times now. I have a copy of Thoete & the emerald tablets.....will start there for now. Geeze there is much resistance from certain imposing forces. Funny thing about it all is that I am just a nugget -small potato.

Seems pertinent to a lot right now.....and not an in your face imposing this is it I got the answer like so many threads here. Here & now going with trusting my own spirit & inner knowings & promptings.

Nora

we are all related

The hard part about bringing that 'data' forward is that I was not liking that it can be mistaken to be or identified with fear. That is not the point, to me. I view it now..with a sort of dispassion, or objectively. The body may still fear a bit but the spirit does not. and if one finds that the spirit is real, from all our bits of experimentation, then there is little to be fearful of. More mindful and careful, than anything else.

I have to be careful when disseminating such information ,as my own 'memories' do clearly speak to me on the idea of karma, regarding the idea of life choices within the context of remembered lives. Making a bunch of people fearful through indiscriminate posting, is one good solid way, IMO, to generate unwanted karma. Yet the topic and it's breadth, once looked at -openly and dispassionately- seems to speak on being relevant and important. I agonized for a month before posting it. In the first post I asked the reader to consider ways out of the fear complex, if such a thing where true. Which means much, if it is true.

To re-iterate what is largely the first thing I say in that thread..that if one was to 'meet' a dimensional reptilian, then all bets on the ideas of reality are OFF, regardless of how one's mind is wired. If it comes to be as a reality that one witnesses, then one is also forced to understand that they cannot die, and thus regain their own spiritual balance, while in the flesh. This, due to the built in considerations of 'rules of reality' having been shattered. Fear dissipates at that exact moment as it tries to enter one's being/flesh, for all intents and purposes.... as everything else starts to be true, like being immortal on some level and then stepping into a more full consciousness and connected duality. To meet a reptile is to laugh at one's blindness, and claim their own birthright and energies, in one paired moment.

To reiterate..If I see even ONE reptilian..I am automatically broken from a life cycle of fear and karma, as in that moment... I begin to know, to be, to become...to the core... a more evolved truth of some sort.

Pure. Simple. Unavoidable. Logic.

I'm not saying 'bring the reps on!", but, if real, they break all fear in the face of logic, they do not enhance said fear. My body enhances the fear, due to it's origins and design. Think it through if you can't quite see it.....

This is all covered in more depth in the 'soul harvester' thread.

I'm off to sleepy land, and as we used to say in the taxi business, when a fare came along: "off on another taxi adventure!"

I had a nightmare phase when I was younger, and was scared to go to sleep, knowing that unpleasant experiences were awaiting me.
To enter sleep is to face reality, an alternative reality, and one which is generally considered unreal.
Yet dreams have this powerful effect, that they can set the tone of an entire day.
So meeting an other-dimensional being like a reptilian...where is the difference?
Still a reality one has to come to terms with.

I woke up an hour ago after having an intricate dream about being at art exhibitions
where I met some gay friends...all male. My past life memories are about being a gay male, and
I always used to think I was a gay guy in a female body. My taste in men is gay taste, too.

[Lisab]

Here and now have just given myself a delicious reiki bath. Feels wonderful to do something for myself.
Alot of chemtrails here in Wales the last few days, like everywhere else it seems, more or less, at least in the West. Yesterday I felt like Ernie and I got really angry so I just stayed with the feelings and let it out. Today feel much calmer about it all and more in forgiveness and letting go.

My cat Yoshi is a great lesson in detatchment for me, not at all a cuddely cat, unlike my last cat. I guess she's a reminder of my current lesson.

More Peter Sellers Dan!! I want to get What's New Pussycat too now Ulli. Im sure he was a Pisces, am I correct Ulli. Great mimic. xxx

[ulli]

I also came across Peter Sellers' name...coincidentally a couple of minutes ago...
an old friend, a former Miss Barbados, mentioned him in an article published today in a Barbados newspaper.
Anyone into consciousness study ought to watch 'Being There', and 'What's New Pussycat'


http://famous-relationships.topsynergy.com/Peter_Sellers/AstroData.asp
Peter Sellers, born September 8th, 1925, 6 am, Southsea, England.
I know quite a few Virgos who are excellent mimics, as well as comedians, my own father included.
I once walked into a room where a Virgo was impersonating me...that was the weirdest experience. But in those circles that kind of biting wit was quite common...
never leave to go to the bathroom, or you are next.

[Marianne]

Consciousness study ... thanks Ulli... another look at 'Being There' might be on the agenda this afternoon if it rains, as it is threatening now.

I'm getting out for my walk early. I think the weather elfins won't let me get wet.

I can't tell you how many times it's been raining in the morning as I'm getting ready for work, then it stops as I run to the car (no room in the garage for a car, silly). It rains on the way, but stops as I get there. Starts again once I'm in the building. So cool to experience!

There's a funny Mark Twain story about weather apprentices in New England, will see if I can find it, and post a link.

Love,
Marianne

[ulli]

Got a call just now from the guy who mimicked me all those years ago...
'Talk of the devil', is the older version of
"where focus goes, energy flows',
not much is "new" about New Age.
Same old, same old......

[Carmody]

Peter sellers, Sept 8th, 1925. Virgo. British, but ethnically Jewish. I Should have known he was Jewish.....Was my favorite actor. Always a problem that, my favorites always die. To the last person. So I decided, just in case, to never have any favorites again.

as for the known part, it was an episode of William Shatner's show 'Raw Nerve' that illustrated this point to me. Something another friend had said to me earlier. That Jewish actors or in many cases, people, period, have the gift of caricature, if one where to consider it a gift. Gene Simmons, of the group Kiss, was his guest. I realized that all of William's guests I had seen on it, were Jewish. As was he, which I never even thought about. Gene Simmons said that it seems to have been a derivation from the constant moving about of the tribe. Where to 'fit in', they tended to become the societal norm they were immersed in, but as a caricature, one that was and is 'over the top'. The gift of acting, as hollywood portrays it, due to it's roots.

Gene said that when, for example, if one were to go to New Jersey, and run into a bunch of typical kids from Jersey....there might be one in the crowd that was so 'jersey' that they seem like they epitomize the poster child for the world's idea of a 'kid from joisey'. The accent, the behavior, the dress, etc. a cardboard cut out of extreme signals and character. He said that if you find out the kid's name, they'll turn out to be Jewish.

Thus Peter's gift for the howlingly funny portrayal of comedic extremes that he was capable of. Gene's point was that this is what the group kiss was all about. that Kiss, was and is a purposeful extreme caricature...and that he never mistook it for anything else and he never meant it to be anything else. He said that everything about that group was systematic and thought out. People's mistake, was the indication, that they ever mistook it for anything else than a caricature. from day one...I saw the fascination with Kiss as very puzzling, to say the least. I found them to be an embarrassment to humanity.

this is why some prefer European or other films, over that of Hollywood, or 'north American' film sensibilities, overall, as group indicators are normed. Hollywood is, for the most part, about caricature, and try not to mistake it for anything else. euro film are more about the portrayal of human realities, as film. (real workouts/portrayals of real issues) Which is why 'The Oscars' as a concept and reality...are over the top by such a great amount, as it is this 'caricature award system'.

Whereas Cannes film festival is about FILM. About people and the feeling and portrayal of such. A massive difference between the two.

As I aged and grew into an adult, I found that my film tastes moved solely into the Cannes, Sundance, Toronto, etc film festival awards as being indicators of the kinds of films I would prefer. As I became a human being over that of the emulating caricature of youth; ie I 'grew up' and stopped looking at things I felt I had to incorporate to be an 'adult'... that I gravitated toward real portrayals over that of the Hollywood system.

This is a large part of the ongoing disturbance of American culture that is perpetrated and centered on this overall complex issue in front of us -today. A system that is hooked on maintaining a level of deep childishness in the overall gestalt of the entire continent.

To be sure, there is massive differentials and proliferation of differences in individuals in western society... and very many centered and grounded adults abound in western society, but there is an overall cast of childishness and lack of growing up --in the overall unconscious connection in the public acts, and connections of the entire continent, and anything connected to 'western society'.

For.. .at this time (and slowly evolving into over the past 200+ years)..western society and culture/civilization...is now connected irredeemably in the minds of most... to the idea of North American culture/civilization (an oxymoron at it's worst example). Which in my opinion, is a shameful hodge-podge of immaturity centered around wrongheaded ideas on spirituality and human relation.

The problem comes when the society is so debased along these lines that no path is available for even the thinking searcher within the system. In Asian or other cultures, the path remains. The 'shingle' as one might say (shingle hung, meaning: advertisement) is firmly hung out the and capable of being seen. One can find a doorway to proper human growth.

And that which is seemingly a problem in this world, seems hellbent on removing any capacity for individuals who are born into 'western' culture to find these higher paths, by erasing and eradicating the remaining pockets of illumination and correctness in spiritual matters and thus, removing paths for ultimate maturity for the given incarnate being. Thus the great convoluted aspect of 'hidden in plain sight' western cultural immaturity. Too many are immature and cannot see it. Living too much in childish learning mode of reflection. Not enough thought by the involved. And even the capacity for that is being removed. A downward spiral of the worst kind.

Thus the basic deep insult and wrongheadedness of what is going on in the world but is so epitomized by and through... and well... the contrived caricature of western actions and behavior.

Thus the line from Gandhi.. when asked about his thoughts on western civilization: "What do I think of Western civilization? I think it would be a very good idea."

[eaglespirit]

Here and Now back on Cape Cod with Daughters and Grandkids...Beautiful Breezy Morning, in awe of the resiliency of the tall indigenous trees.

Contemplating next moves...gonna enter the 3d workaday world, touch base with some old Friends from the business world of the distant past...energy out to Spirit on this wave...fortunate to have many possibilities, grateful on that!

Kids and Grandkids are oh so uplifting...getting strong input that I am here to be a living example of 'in the moment' love and life...transitioning to the new ways and means by living example.

Love to All You Here and Nowers : )

[Marianne]

New England Weather
by Mark Twain
I reverently believe that the Maker who made us all makes everything in New England but the weather. I don't know who makes that, but I think it must be raw apprentices in the weather-clerk's factory who experiment and learn how, in New England, for board and clothes, and then are promoted to make weather for countries that require a good article, and will take their custom elsewhere if they don't get it.
(continued on link)
http://www.islandnet.com/~see/weather/arts/twain1.htm

[modwiz]

May I please direct your attention to:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30888-After-tirelessly-updating-Avalon-for-weeks...it-s-official-evacuation-is-in-progress&p=360008#post360008
Post #1602
I had not heard about this before, and would like to know if anyone here has, and what you think about it.
Thanks.

You being advised to remove posts is a little odd. May I ask who advised you to remove your post. I guess the real question is will you be able to tell me/us. I have already asked. :p

[ulli]

Peter sellers, Sept 8th, 1925. Virgo. British, but ethnically Jewish. I Should have known he was Jewish.....Was my favorite actor. Always a problem that, my favorites always die. To the last person. So I decided, just in case, to never have any favorites again.

as for the known part, it was an episode of William Shatner's show 'Raw Nerve' that illustrated this point to me. Something another friend had said to me earlier. That Jewish actors or in many cases, people, period, have the gift of caricature, if one where to consider it a gift. Gene Simmons, of the group Kiss, was his guest. I realized that all of William's guests I had seen on it, were Jewish. As was he, which I never even thought about. Gene Simmons said that it seems to have been a derivation from the constant moving about of the tribe. Where to 'fit in', they tended to become the societal norm they were immersed in, but as a caricature, one that was and is 'over the top'. The gift of acting, as hollywood portrays it, due to it's roots.

Gene said that when, for example, if one were to go to New Jersey, and run into a bunch of typical kids from Jersey....there might be one in the crowd that was so 'jersey' that they seem like they epitomize the poster child for the world's idea of a 'kid from joisey'. The accent, the behavior, the dress, etc. a cardboard cut out of extreme signals and character. He said that if you find out the kid's name, they'll turn out to be Jewish.

Thus Peter's gift for the howlingly funny portrayal of comedic extremes that he was capable of. Gene's point was that this is what the group kiss was all about. that Kiss, was and is a purposeful extreme caricature...and that he never mistook it for anything else and he never meant it to be anything else. He said that everything about that group was systematic and thought out. People's mistake, was the indication, that they ever mistook it for anything else than a caricature. from day one...I saw the fascination with Kiss as very puzzling, to say the least. I found them to be an embarrassment to humanity.

this is why some prefer European or other films, over that of Hollywood, or 'north American' film sensibilities, overall, as group indicators are normed. Hollywood is, for the most part, about caricature, and try not to mistake it for anything else. euro film are more about the portrayal of human realities, as film. (real workouts/portrayals of real issues) Which is why 'The Oscars' as a concept and reality...are over the top by such a great amount, as it is this 'caricature award system'.

Whereas Cannes film festival is about FILM. About people and the feeling and portrayal of such. A massive difference between the two.

As I aged and grew into an adult, I found that my film tastes moved solely into the Cannes, Sundance, Toronto, etc film festival awards as being indicators of the kinds of films I would prefer. As I became a human being over that of the emulating caricature of youth; ie I 'grew up' and stopped looking at things I felt I had to incorporate to be an 'adult'... that I gravitated toward real portrayals over that of the Hollywood system.

This is a large part of the ongoing disturbance of American culture that is perpetrated and centered on this overall complex issue in front of us -today. A system that is hooked on maintaining a level of deep childishness in the overall gestalt of the entire continent.

To be sure, there is massive differentials and proliferation of differences in individuals in western society... and very many centered and grounded adults abound in western society, but there is an overall cast of childishness and lack of growing up --in the overall unconscious connection in the public acts, and connections of the entire continent, and anything connected to 'western society'.

For.. .at this time (and slowly evolving into over the past 200+ years)..western society and culture/civilization...is now connected irredeemably in the minds of most... to the idea of North American culture/civilization (an oxymoron at it's worst example). Which in my opinion, is a shameful hodge-podge of immaturity centered around wrongheaded ideas on spirituality and human relation.

The problem comes when the society is so debased along these lines that no path is available for even the thinking searcher within the system. In Asian or other cultures, the path remains. The 'shingle' as one might say (shingle hung, meaning: advertisement) is firmly hung out the and capable of being seen. One can find a doorway to proper human growth.

And that which is seemingly a problem in this world, seems hellbent on removing any capacity for individuals who are born into 'western' culture to find these higher paths, by erasing and eradicating the remaining pockets of illumination and correctness in spiritual matters and thus, removing paths for ultimate maturity for the given incarnate being. Thus the great convoluted aspect of 'hidden in plain sight' western cultural immaturity. Too many are immature and cannot see it. Living too much in childish learning mode of reflection. Not enough thought by the involved. And even the capacity for that is being removed. A downward spiral of the worst kind.

Thus the basic deep insult and wrongheadedness of what is going on in the world but is so epitomized by and through... and well... the contrived caricature of western actions and behavior.

Thus the line from Gandhi.. when asked about his thoughts on western civilization: "What do I think of Western civilization? I think it would be a very good idea."


Great post, Carmody. I was also reminded of that famous Oscar Wilde quote: 'America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without a civilization in between.'
But I honestly don't see Europe as much better.
We are at the end of an age....while the far east and south and central America are just beginning to bloom.
Costa Rica being wooed by the US as well as Europe...remains to be seen where it is going to go. Facebook is playing a major part in this identity building process there.

I once read that at the end of the cucumber harvest there are still a few latecomers growing, all of which have the oddest shapes, nearly like mutants.
So it is with the end of an age.

[MariaDine]

This is an excercise thread. Members can post as often as they like, as long as they describe their physical reality.
What you see, hear or smell.
Whatever is going on.

Here it is 5:55 am as I write this. I'm in bed, on my back, tapping these letters on my ipad screen. Ipad on my belly. Temperature just right, not too hot not too cold.
Husband on my left, snoring, big fat cat is lying on his chest getting ready to be fed in a few minutes.
Curtains still drawn. River noise...now a motor bike. Husband waking up.


...just pop in, to drop a line...

Today is a special day.!I' m on line and attending a long distant class of Ho'oponopono - our first group class on the subject - that is taking place in a city of Argentina .
We gather on line on weekends from all over the world, much like here in Avalon, in a live chat for live classes wih a Reiki Master. It's great. Friends from different countries, knowledge and good debates.
Love
Maria



http://hooponoponohelp.com/what-is-hooponopono

[Carmody]

Great post, Carmody. I was also reminded of that famous Oscar Wilde quote: 'America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without a civilization in between.'
But I honestly don't see Europe as much better.
We are at the end of an age....while the far east and south and central America are just beginning to bloom.
Costa Rica being wooed by the US as well as Europe...remains to be seen where it is going to go. Facebook is playing a major part in this identity building process there.

I once read that at the end of the cucumber harvest there are still a few latecomers growing, all of which have the oddest shapes, nearly like mutants.
So it is with the end of an age.

and as I read your reply to the posting, this began playing:

SL2lGupTI04

[modwiz]

It is a pleasantly mild day for the latter part of Fall. There is an energy on Sundays that is unmistakable in countries that are primarily Christian and it is a good energy. The hustle and bustle is subdued greatly and the day feels like it is allowed to unfold rather than being pushed along. The continuing mild weathe allows me to personalize my relationship with Gaia. Although a long time devoted son to my Mother, I have been endeavoring to deepen that connection with some of the very thinking following some Gnostic thoughts about Sophia/Gaia. There is some very interesting and thoughtful talks on this subjct by a man named John Lash. Perhaps Jorr will see this post and put one of these talks up, as long as Ulli approves. Perhaps he won't. ;)

Anyway, I really should abandon my computer for awhile and get outside while the ground has no snow cover on it and the breeze feels like a caress instead of a bite.

[eaglespirit]

It is a pleasantly mild day for the latter part of Fall. There is an energy on Sundays that is unmistakable in countries that are primarily Christian and it is a good energy. The hustle and bustle is subdued greatly and the day feels like it is allowed to unfold rather than being pushed along. The continuing mild weathe allows me to personalize my relationship with Gaia. Although a long time devoted son to my Mother, I have been endeavoring to deepen that connection with some of the very thinking following some Gnostic thoughts about Sophia/Gaia. There is some very interesting and thoughtful talks on this subjct by a man named John Lash. Perhaps Jorr will see this post and put one of these talks up, as long as Ulli approves. Perhaps he won't. ;)

Anyway, I really should abandon my computer for awhile and get outside while the ground has no snow cover on it and the breeze feels like a caress instead of a bite.

Good Day for Nature Connections, Modwiz...Enjoy!!!


I was asked to start a John Lash(I resonate) thread a while back...and Jorr's thread in these couple links:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?26339-John-Lamb-Lash&p=277245#post277245

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32329-Open-season-on-predators&p=349386&highlight=john+lash#post349386

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=270318&highlight=john+lash#post270318

[Marianne]

Cedar synchronicity ... today giving reiki to Curtis... working on throat (blue) chakra and heart (green) chakra... he said he was seeing those colors (I had hands above so he didn't know what I was working on) 'like a cedar fire' that burns with a blue-green cast to the flames.

Then a bit later, working just on his heart area, I was thinking of the healing request thread I opened for him awhile back, and how people still occasionally message me about it, or leave something good on the thread. Thinking how fond I am of Avalonians... Curtis told me he could see sparkles in his heart, like the sparks you get when you poke up a fire.

Love,
Marianne

[ulli]

If I was still young I would probably become a John Lash fan...
I have listened to many of his talks, although never read his book "Not in His Image"-
a book a friend urged me to read when it first came out.
The stronger the pressure, the greater my resistance. Works like the laws of physics.
Still, with John Lash I get the distinct feeling something is missing.
I've also reached the age where it's about time to stop worshipping others,
as it usually means one is somehow diminishing oneself.

Hooponopono is great, too. Still, I can't bring myself to go there on a regular basis,
the way I am drawn to our little circle here in the Village.
What makes the Village so special for me is that none of the residents are
fanatical about anything in particular...
I appreciate that some knowledge of astrology is here, and also much wisdom.
Wizdom=Modwiz. Another MOD: carMODy. Hey, all those mods!
When I first came to Costa Rica I opened a shop and called it "Modulacion".
The swanky modes.
Astrid and I have so much in common it makes my jaw drop each time she posts.
Bird's of a feather....
When is transiten coming back? Is she?

[modwiz]

If I was still young I would probably become a John Lash fan...
I have listened to many of his talks, although never read his book "Not in His Image"-
a book a friend urged me to read when it first came out.
The stronger the pressure, the greater my resistance. Works like the laws of physics.
Still, with John Lash I get the distinct feeling something is missing.
I've also reached the age where it's about time to stop worshipping others,
as it usually means one is somehow diminishing oneself.

Hooponopono is great, too. Still, I can't bring myself to go there on a regular basis,
the way I am drawn to our little circle here in the Village.
What makes the Village so special for me is that none of the residents are
fanatical about anything in particular...
I appreciate that some knowledge of astrology is here, and also much wisdom.
Wizdom=Modwiz. Another MOD: carMODy. Hey, all those mods!
When I first came to Costa Rica I opened a shop and called it "Modulacion".
The swanky modes.
Astrid and I have so much in common it makes my jaw drop each time she posts.
Bird's of a feather....
When is transiten coming back? Is she?

I like the scholarship/work of John Lash. I believe that the following he is developing is actually working against him a bit. I hear him trying to resist it while he succumbs to it. I am not sure he can fight the dynamic that followers often impose upon someone who has done the job of a lot of the thinking and investigation for them. I like the way he moves the Gnostic movement further back in time and into Persia. I also like how he has pointed out to the serious dilution of the Nag Hammadi codices from what would be original Gnostic thought. The NHC read more like an alternative religion rather than the body of accumulated knowledge from the ancient world that I believe is more the the real function of the original Gnostics. In a way, there were the Gnostics and then there is Gnosticism, with the latter being the weak, almost useless material and resembling a religion rather than a powerful body of knowledge.

I had completely ignored the Gnostics based on the NHC's. I believe the Archon material is especially important with the issues we are dealing with these days and it puts a lot of the ET material in a more useful perspective. John Lash has opened some new pages of scholarship here. The eco-sorcery is legit, IMO, but like other forms of magic it will draw a few flies.

[Lisab]

Yes I keep thinking of Transiten too. I had her cold yesterday, it went right into my chest but I managed to shake it off quickly. I wondered If I'd taken it from her somehow lol x

[ulli]

Great post, Carmody. I was also reminded of that famous Oscar Wilde quote: 'America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without a civilization in between.'
But I honestly don't see Europe as much better.
We are at the end of an age....while the far east and south and central America are just beginning to bloom.
Costa Rica being wooed by the US as well as Europe...remains to be seen where it is going to go. Facebook is playing a major part in this identity building process there.

I once read that at the end of the cucumber harvest there are still a few latecomers growing, all of which have the oddest shapes, nearly like mutants.
So it is with the end of an age.

and as I read your reply to the posting, this began playing:

SL2lGupTI04

Cool beans, Carmody. My Sunday sync.
Now a tropical shower. No babies today...they are with the ex and his wife #3.
Can't count how many women wanted to become my son's stepmother. Two succeeded.
The one who got only two years with him ended up with the most money.
But then she went from frying pan to fire, when the next guy she married, also her #3, presented her with divorce papers while she was giving birth to their first child, who was to become the heir to a Canadian newspaper fortune.

[ulli]

I hear him trying to resist it while he succumbs to it. I am not sure he can fight the dynamic that followers often impose upon someone who has done the job of doing a lot of the thinking and investigation for them.

Brilliantly said, Modwiz. The writer and his followers together form a new entity.
Similar to the way the heart and the circulatory system are one single entity.
It's all about the life blood.
That's how religions are formed.

[onawah]

The post I was referring to was deleted by my own and Amzer's request because it turned out to be misleading info that had already been hashed over while I was away from the forum for close to a week. It had to do with a nuclear dumping ground on the sea floor that someone (perhaps just an alarmist) had posted something about on FB, which I saw and thought would pertain to the situation on the Canary Islands. (Bill Ryan even got into the discussion, but it soon died a natural death.
The source of the info was Greenpeace, which has become somewhat controversial itself in many ways, but it looked credible.
Amzer was kind enough to disabuse me of this notion, as apparently the dump is too far away to be of concern, and, according to him, is very well contained inside a huge bed of solid lava rock, in any case.
I jumped the gun a bit by posting on this thread, for which I apologize, but I did it because no one was currently on the other thread, and I was feeling like I wouldn't be able to sleep last night if I didn't get some feedback asap.

I would like to remind everyone that this thread has been called 'Here and Now, What's Happening'
not with the intention of making it a latest headline news information sharing thread,
but rather would like to see reports of a personal encounter with one's reality, and the emotions and thoughts such reality released in each of us.
(Example...I have been following the El Hierro new volcano erupting
and am beginning to feel concern about this event becoming life threatening...as we live on the eastern seaboard of the US and could be severely affected in case of a tsunami.)
Personal.
IOW, it's also ok to write about memories surfacing, and about visions and dreams of one's future, but then follow up with some personal commentary.
This also goes for Dan's movie clips. What was it about them that made you want to share them?
And then
remain in context, if a brief conversation arises, which would also be ok.

Just remember, there are thousands of threads on the Avalon forum that would serve any news sharing impulse.

[ulli]

The post I was referring to was deleted by my own and Amzer's request because it turned out to be misleading info that had already been hashed over while I was away from the forum for close to a week. It had to do with a nuclear dumping ground on the sea floor that someone (perhaps just an alarmist) had posted something about on FB, which I saw and thought would pertain to the situation on the Canary Islands. (Bill Ryan even got into the discussion, but it soon died a natural death.
The source of the info was Greenpeace, which has become somewhat controversial itself in many ways, but it looked credible.
Amzer was kind enough to disabuse me of this notion, as apparently the dump is too far away to be of concern, and, according to him, is very well contained inside a huge bed of solid lava rock, in any case.
I jumped the gun a bit by posting on this thread, for which I apologize, but I did it because no one was currently on the other thread, and I was feeling like I wouldn't be able to sleep last night if I didn't get some feedback asap.

I would like to remind everyone that this thread has been called 'Here and Now, What's Happening'
not with the intention of making it a latest headline news information sharing thread,
but rather would like to see reports of a personal encounter with one's reality, and the emotions and thoughts such reality released in each of us.
(Example...I have been following the El Hierro new volcano erupting
and am beginning to feel concern about this event becoming life threatening...as we live on the eastern seaboard of the US and could be severely affected in case of a tsunami.)
Personal.
IOW, it's also ok to write about memories surfacing, and about visions and dreams of one's future, but then follow up with some personal commentary.
This also goes for Dan's movie clips. What was it about them that made you want to share them?
And then
remain in context, if a brief conversation arises, which would also be ok.

Just remember, there are thousands of threads on the Avalon forum that would serve any news sharing impulse.

What a nice detailed and above all, honest answer, Onawah.
If you ever feel like you need urgent feedback again, this thread is the place.
Just express your need and why....
a true here and now moment.

[onawah]

I should add that I was not asked to delete the post. That was actually my idea but it seemed appropriate.
Here is what Amzer Zo's message said ( I hope he doesn't mind me quoting his PM:


Then, there's the matter that this kind of material has already been posted on this thread: post# 1512 by none other than Bill Ryan and I would encourage you to read Randles' answer to Bill at post # 1514.

On top of that, there is another thread dedicated to this particular subject:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...C+nuclear+dump

I appreciate your concern regarding the safety of a population but if you read the other comments on that page you'll see there is no correlation, only a wild and wide speculation.
Accordingly, if you could ask the mods to move your post(s) to that other thread related to that particular subject (or to delete them), both Randles and I would appreciate it very much.
Thanking you in advance,
Amzer Zo
PS: I am also sending this message to Paul as he is very aware of this situation and dealt swiftly with a very similar one. I would encourage you to communicate with him as well.

I hesitate to go into this further since it's all water under the bridge, but for clarity's sake, thought it might be wisest.

[Guest]

Here & Now I lit the fire in the stove early -another cold autumn day with a mild rain storm mixed in with the smell of woodsmoke in the valley. Haven't been experiencing any chemtrails of late that was in October....

Have been glued to Randles' thread am watching the unfolding of an underwater volcano in El Hierro here & now Amzer Zo, Randles, Sigh and a few others have been providing some excellent graphics and written reports about the condition of the volcano, El Hierro and the people of the Canaries. Randles has been a pillar of strength and kept some semblance of a sense of humor while her island trembles and the speculations over the future for the peoples of the Canaries.... she deserves a lot of respect and support for getting the information out to the public while she and the people are at the mercy of mother nature and the earth.

Nora

we are all related

[ulli]

Here and Now: I was studying all about DWOLLA which came in one of my subscription newsletters from nextworldtv.com.
Still can't quite figure out how this type of finance is supposed to work.
It's an online payment method that is different from Paypal- it does not charge a percentage, but a flat rate fee of $0.25 per transaction.
Maybe there will be more talk about the later. They say they want to do away with credit cards altogether.

[astrid]

I had a lot of Gnostic connections the kept appearing
along my wake up trail, way too many to ignore .
First when I was reviewing my Christian upbringing
I became aware of the lost books of the bible,
and how ALL of the gnostic teachings were throw
out . That was a real hmmm moment for me, as
more often than not its not what is said that's
important its what's left out .
Since then, Gnostic teachings are never far from my
path. So It was no surprise when I had snippets of past
life recall in his tradition.

These days i am open to all things but I don't like
to take on anyone else's " teachings " as gospel.
Why I have settled on the Mystic / shamanic pathway
as once the first doorway is open your own teachers
await you . I love what Robert Anton Wilson says a
about this
" Convictions make you a convict " .

9LcIHwanRqs

I think this is ESPECIALLY important for the here and the now times we are in,

[dan33]

I would like to remind everyone that this thread has been called 'Here and Now, What's Happening'
not with the intention of making it a latest headline news information sharing thread,
but rather would like to see reports of a personal encounter with one's reality, and the emotions and thoughts such reality released in each of us.
(Example...I have been following the El Hierro new volcano erupting
and am beginning to feel concern about this event becoming life threatening...as we live on the eastern seaboard of the US and could be severely affected in case of a tsunami.)
Personal.
IOW, it's also ok to write about memories surfacing, and about visions and dreams of one's future, but then follow up with some personal commentary.
This also goes for Dan's movie clips. What was it about them that made you want to share them?
And then
remain in context, if a brief conversation arises, which would also be ok.

Just remember, there are thousands of threads on the Avalon forum that would serve any news sharing impulse.

OK ulli.

Sometimes, i'm exicited by a video. Like, the LOST post that i found excellent.
Thanks ulli :)

[Marianne]

Someone recently asked me the following (quoted below). I don't know much about it, but wanted to help find an answer.

Are there any Avalonians/villagers who know something about this, or know someone who does?


....Have you ever heard of people that, for a second, have completely black eyes? To explain a little more... a sudden meeting of the eyes with someone, the whole of their eyes are black (there's no white), there's definitely some connection between you as though they're looking right into you, then they look away or blink and they're back to normal.

Feel free to post on the thread for all to learn, or PM me.

Thanks for your help.

Love,
Marianne

[Guest]

Someone recently asked me the following (quoted below). I don't know much about it, but wanted to help find an answer.

Are there any Avalonians/villagers who know something about this, or know someone who does?


....Have you ever heard of people that, for a second, have completely black eyes? To explain a little more... a sudden meeting of the eyes with someone, the whole of their eyes are black (there's no white), there's definitely some connection between you as though they're looking right into you, then they look away or blink and they're back to normal.

Feel free to post on the thread for all to learn, or PM me.

Thanks for your help.

Love,
Marianne

My answer to this on a general discussion thread would be, "Go within and ask your inner spirit(high-self) or your helper spirit (guide(s) to show you."

Sorry JB for the copy paste here, just realized someone may not know what I am referring to.:o

Nora

we are all related

[dan33]

David Icke talks about it. He talked about a British politician, I think.

Eyes like a shark. ( thats my opinion)

[ulli]

I would like to remind everyone that this thread has been called 'Here and Now, What's Happening'
not with the intention of making it a latest headline news information sharing thread,
but rather would like to see reports of a personal encounter with one's reality, and the emotions and thoughts such reality released in each of us.
(Example...I have been following the El Hierro new volcano erupting
and am beginning to feel concern about this event becoming life threatening...as we live on the eastern seaboard of the US and could be severely affected in case of a tsunami.)
Personal.
IOW, it's also ok to write about memories surfacing, and about visions and dreams of one's future, but then follow up with some personal commentary.
This also goes for Dan's movie clips. What was it about them that made you want to share them?
And then
remain in context, if a brief conversation arises, which would also be ok.

Just remember, there are thousands of threads on the Avalon forum that would serve any news sharing impulse.

OK ulli.

Sometimes, i'm exicited by a video. Like, the LOST post that i found excellent.
Thanks ulli :)

You are Aries, and Aries get excited and I indulge you because you are sweet and post some great clips, that start good conversations.

[ulli]

@Astrid...so we also had good ol' RAW in common....it never ends....

[astrid]

Day 17 and all is well . Can't say I'm even looking forward
to eating again which is rather odd . Yesterday I had
some fun with stones and did a chakra lay out
and for about 2 hours I was buzzing and in very
much a state of bliss . At one point I felt certain
parts of my body disappear completely, mainly
my feet and hands . Very interesting, so think
I will try it again today see if I can get my body to
dissolve completely.
Some curious updates too on abilities, I have started
to be able to check this thread without being online .
via Internet . It's not consistant bit it's happened more
than once . Mostly in half awake state, which makes
sense, these days I have my subconscious running
the show as much as possible and my conscious
restricted for the most part to the mundane.'
If anything it might a tad Imbalaced some days I
even forget now to spell.

But an interesting development, this
morning before I logged on I knew about the Gnostic
and the cedar posts. I wonder if it was because
I have connections with both subjects.
On cedar I work a fair bit , and colect Aussie
Cedar furniture , also I'm making a Cesar framed
drum right now .

[dan33]

Here and now have just given myself a delicious reiki bath.
More Peter Sellers Dan!! I want to get What's New Pussycat too now Ulli. Im sure he was a Pisces, am I correct Ulli. Great mimic. xxx


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xP15EEaEQrU


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pMl6n_Cc-w&feature=related

:)

[ulli]

Went for a swim in the ocean today, midmorning, and saw some old friends of mine there...
the intention was to swim for 20 minutes and go home...but I got stuck catching up on their news.
So my back is bright red tonight; worst sunburn I have had in 40 years.
Having no one to apply the sunblock for me...
and here at 13 north latitude it is a must, especially if one is too white, like I am.
Any ideas what to put to soothe it? I have no Aloe, but maybe my landlady has.
But she doesn't have white skin either. Will ask her later when she comes back home.
My grandsons destroyed the Scrabble game landlady and I started last night.

[Marianne]

Ulli, lavender essential oil is healing for burns.

[dan33]

OK ulli.

Sometimes, i'm exicited by a video. Like, the LOST post that i found excellent.
Thanks ulli :)
You are Aries, and Aries get excited and I indulge you because you are sweet and post some great clips, that start good conversations.

I felt like a boy and her teacher taunted. :)

Days ago i was thinking to myself ..... many videos without context.
I love to "talk" to people in the thread. MOZWID always reminds me of someone, their look is strong and calm. LISAB, Transiten, PURPLE LAMA, CALZ-.., ASTRID (and Paul Weller), NORA, Carmody (unknown to me )...... and the other members (ulli's another story) do not talk to you, but I enjoy with you. I enjoy "talking" with images and sounds ............ and I laugh a lot especially with the videos that I upload.

Thank you all and to ulli.

..... but good video of LOST!! is better than a paella or a Purple Lama dance ..... :........well, Purle Lama's video was awesome (is Calz- the man with the glasses ?

[Guest]

Hey JB thank you

and I appreciate you too:love: some sage (northern) is better for clearing and some (white) is better for opening up.....cedar is good for protection & the mind, sweetgrass is good for attracting good spirits, if you are working with plants in their natural habitat -good idea to leave an offering of tobacco for their spirit and the spirits for their help in working w/you..... also would like to add that there is a mold that grows on the side of pine & oak that you can cut off & dry, burn for the smoke -negative or evil spirits cannot stand it..... burning hair works pretty well too.

Carmody -am working on reading the lithium thread -have been thrown off or my computer has gone wacko....three times now. I have a copy of Thoete & the emerald tablets.....will start there for now. Geeze there is much resistance from certain imposing forces. Funny thing about it all is that I am just a nugget -small potato.

Seems pertinent to a lot right now.....and not an in your face imposing this is it I got the answer like so many threads here. Here & now going with trusting my own spirit & inner knowings & promptings.

Nora

we are all related

The hard part about bringing that 'data' forward is that I was not liking that it can be mistaken to be or identified with fear. That is not the point, to me. I view it now..with a sort of dispassion, or objectively. The body may still fear a bit but the spirit does not. and if one finds that the spirit is real, from all our bits of experimentation, then there is little to be fearful of. More mindful and careful, than anything else.

I have to be careful when disseminating such information ,as my own 'memories' do clearly speak to me on the idea of karma, regarding the idea of life choices within the context of remembered lives. Making a bunch of people fearful through indiscriminate posting, is one good solid way, IMO, to generate unwanted karma. Yet the topic and it's breadth, once looked at -openly and dispassionately- seems to speak on being relevant and important. I agonized for a month before posting it. In the first post I asked the reader to consider ways out of the fear complex, if such a thing where true. Which means much, if it is true.

To re-iterate what is largely the first thing I say in that thread..that if one was to 'meet' a dimensional reptilian, then all bets on the ideas of reality are OFF, regardless of how one's mind is wired. If it comes to be as a reality that one witnesses, then one is also forced to understand that they cannot die, and thus regain their own spiritual balance, while in the flesh. This, due to the built in considerations of 'rules of reality' having been shattered. Fear dissipates at that exact moment as it tries to enter one's being/flesh, for all intents and purposes.... as everything else starts to be true, like being immortal on some level and then stepping into a more full consciousness and connected duality. To meet a reptile is to laugh at one's blindness, and one can then claim their own birthright and energies, in one paired moment.

To reiterate..If I see even ONE reptilian..I am automatically broken from a life cycle of fear and karma, as in that moment... I begin to know, to be, to become...to the core... a more evolved truth of some sort.

Pure. Simple. Unavoidable. Logic.

I'm not saying 'bring the reps on!", but, if real, they break all fear in the face of logic, they do not enhance said fear. My body enhances the fear, due to it's origins and design. Think it through if you can't quite see it.....

This is all covered in more depth in the 'soul harvester' thread.

I'm off to sleepy land, and as we used to say in the taxi business, when a fare came along: "off on another taxi adventure!"



Appreciate you coming forward with both the Soul Harvester & Lithium threads....

My whole life most of my true friends and mentors walked the way of the Dragon....whether they were born in the years of the Dragon or not.

I had a female white Dragon show up about 6 years ago.... been around ever since.

Still working on my own domestications....past life spaces and that I am ahead in many ways & such a late bloomer in other areas of my life

One of the greatest messages I have received on this thread is not to limit myself and that we are all limitless, vast & boundless beings -thank you for shining your magnificent selves.

Nora

we are all related

[markoid]

Today is surgery day on my kidney boulder. I had a very anxious day yesterday, but feel more settled today. I have had occasion to got to hospital once a year for quite a while and they always feel weird energetically. Going under general anaesthetic also makes me feel very vulnerable, so I'd like to ask for any protection any may like to muster and send today. Internet has been down for me for the last 36 hrs and there is a lot to catch up on in the village... it will have to wait 'til tomoz.

[ulli]

You will be fine. Sending tons of energy your way...right now.
And there will be great relief when it's all over...
and try to walk as early as you can afterwards, even if it hurts like hell...
but the healing will be so much faster if you do.
What I always find amazing is how mental pain and anguish
are so much harder to bear than physical.
This village will see you through it all, I bet you can feel it already, Mark.
Best wishes for a successful surgery and good luck!

[pickle]

Went for a swim in the ocean today, midmorning, and saw some old friends of mine there...
the intention was to swim for 20 minutes and go home...but I got stuck catching up on their news.
So my back is bright red tonight; worst sunburn I have had in 40 years.
Having no one to apply the sunblock for me...
and here at 13 north latitude it is a must, especially if one is too white, like I am.
Any ideas what to put to soothe it? I have no Aloe, but maybe my landlady has.
But she doesn't have white skin either. Will ask her later when she comes back home.
My grandsons destroyed the Scrabble game landlady and I started last night.

Put egg white on it now Ulli.

[pickle]

Today is surgery day on my kidney boulder. I had a very anxious day yesterday, but feel more settled today. I have had occasion to got to hospital once a year for quite a while and they always feel weird energetically. Going under general anaesthetic also makes me feel very vulnerable, so I'd like to ask for any protection any may like to muster and send today. Internet has been down for me for the last 36 hrs and there is a lot to catch up on in the village... it will have to wait 'til tomoz.
Watching the village for a while without much to say, but I just want to say, please don't be nervous or afraid my friend, you will be fine. My thoughts (aka, jolly nice friends) are with you, see you when come through this.

Love, light and peace,

John

[astrid]

@ Nora .. I had a femle Dragon show up also
quite an amazing and pretty mind blowing
experience. She was trying to transcend out of
her group of mostly males and into higher a
plane. She had attached herself to a light worker
friend of mine, but I guess his energy and hers wasn't
such a good match as he saw it as an attack .
He called me in to assist which i did, and next
thing I knew I had the most seriously intense energy
on my hands.
I was half expecting to die . No point fighting, so I
simply asked " how can help you ??"
As it turned out she was somehow trapped from leaving
her realm from the group of males controlling her
and she needed help to open a portal . interesting
too as I had only just got out of a domestic violence
situation .
Things got even weirder when at one point part of
her entered into me and I started making bizarre
guttural sounds. Then she started showing
me a breathing technique to use to help clean and filter
earth energies . Soon after she used my body to help
her move on .As she left I felt this amazing love and
gratitude, and she gave me her name .

The punch line came the next day when I spoke to
my light worker friend and told him it was a
Dragon he said yes I know it was _______ and gave
me the same name she had given me .
She also said to call on her anytime, I haven't yet
needed too .
About her i can say this she is one serious and
very ancient force and we are very fortunate to have
her returned to duty protecting the planet .

The funny thing is i never believed in such things
but I am very open to all things both seen and unseen.
I guess why I like the experiential so much . There is
way too much conjecture. To me it makes for too
much white noise .

[ulli]

Went for a swim in the ocean today, midmorning, and saw some old friends of mine there...
the intention was to swim for 20 minutes and go home...but I got stuck catching up on their news.
So my back is bright red tonight; worst sunburn I have had in 40 years.
Having no one to apply the sunblock for me...
and here at 13 north latitude it is a must, especially if one is too white, like I am.
Any ideas what to put to soothe it? I have no Aloe, but maybe my landlady has.
But she doesn't have white skin either. Will ask her later when she comes back home.
My grandsons destroyed the Scrabble game landlady and I started last night.

Put egg white on it now Ulli.

Thank you so much, Pickle.
Landlady already treated it for me...might try the egg white tomorrow morning, then...
it's not too bad...not hurting, just very red.
Also I remember what really works for burns is pawpaw, which I have as well.
and not as yucky as egg white....and I will cut a thin slice and rub it on the parts I can reach.

Heard a weird noise behind my bed...I checked and there was a toad there. Must have hopped inside when the door was open.
Guided him out with the help of a broom. Good exercise.

[astrid]

@ Markoid i can assist you if you like but i
need your ok. Let me know

Ok sorry just read post properly I guess i already
Have it . Onto it now

[Calz]

PL and Modwiz, me too! Weather wizardry just comes naturally.

Gotta be a JB classic song in there somewhere :patsak: ... but I still have 12 hours to go before I can look ... so will probably forget about it :tongue1:

[Marianne]

PL and Modwiz, me too! Weather wizardry just comes naturally.

Gotta be a JB classic song in there somewhere :patsak: ... but I still have 12 hours to go before I can look ... so will probably forget about it :tongue1:

Calz, I'll remind you! Tomorrow's a work day, won't be able to see it at all!

Maybe this one will do until you can do better:
_wp4O7v5320

[dan33]

Masterpiece at home ...!

By the way, is CALZ_ the man at the end of the video?



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[Calz]

This is happening Now here in NY, Right in front of my wide opened eyes and mind! Caughing, Ohh excuse me, i couldnt catch my breath!

http://www.poppypalin.org/holly-chemtrail.jpg


Nothing to see here folks ... keep on shopping :painkiller:

[Marianne]

Ulli, I never thought I'd have anything to say about knowing someone who knew someone who was famous... but I guess everything comes around if you live long enough.
When I worked in NH, the chef in our work cafeteria used to sing me this song when I came by. His wife's mom was the Marianne in this song... she was their costume designer, he said.
D0hMB3OJGkY

(although in this picture it doesn't look like anybody designed anything about their clothes!)

[dan33]

OK ulli.

Sometimes, i'm exicited by a video. Like, the LOST post that i found excellent.
Thanks ulli :)

You are Aries, and Aries get excited and I indulge you because you are sweet and post some great clips, that start good conversations.

I felt like a boy and her teacher taunted. :)

Days ago i was thinking to myself ..... many videos without context.
I love to "talk" to people in the thread. MOZWID always reminds me of someone, their look is strong and calm. LISAB, Transiten, PURPLE LAMA, CALZ-.., ASTRID (and Paul Weller), NORA, Carmody (unknown to me )...... and the other members (ulli's another story) do not talk to you, but I enjoy with you. I enjoy "talking" with images and sounds ............ and I laugh a lot especially with the videos that I upload.

Thank you all and to ulli.

..... but good video of LOST!! is better than a paella or a Purple Lama dance ..... :........well, Purle Lama's video was awesome (is Calz- the man with the glasses ?

Don't worry Daniel. :)

[Calz]

I know this is going to sound silly but...

Why is it that there is so many things obviously suspect and still no one offers up an explanation. Like chem trails for example. Everyone knows about them, there are pictures of them everywhere, government documents refer to them - and still no official explanation. What? Are chem trails a national secret, restricted technology or what? How come no explanation and no investigation. But if a mother slaps her child, the authorities come running. Here we got this stuff raining down on us and the government knows about it, we all know about it and yet we remain in the dark. Why? How? WTF!

And there are so many other such topics. How is it possible? Why do we allow them to get away with it? We have questions, health concerns, fear and those that are charged with our well-being ignore our concerns. This is not only unacceptable, it is down-right illegal!

Sure, the larger picture of the world wide conspiracy is a secret they don't want to tell us. But fractional reserve banking? Strawman litigation? 911? War on Iraq/Afganistan? Floride? Forced immunization? Rfid? Microwave radiation? Solar storms? The list is endless. How come we don't get answers? Why do we not demand answers? How can they refuse to answer?

They do not have that right. As a matter of fact, not addressing our concerns constitutes a breach of contract, since they hold their positions with the express understanding that they are there to preserve the public's health and well being.

Am I missing something? Where has this arogance come from. Why do they not even have to pretend they are serving our interests any more? Why do we not hold them accountable?

Started a thread this morning that didn't seem to get much traction ... but has a short vid that shows the PTB/W arrogance regarding such questions. If they have their way it will only get worse.

Short answer, I suspect, is that most everyone has a "price" and when the banksters can create money from thin air ... it tends to go a long way to buy off those that can be had.

Thankfully this is going to come to an end soon and collapse into "chaos".

That is where we must create something new and where the arrogance of the puppet masters will work against them.

IMHO


Have not been on for a couple days so forgive me if this has been posted already.

Important to take note of ... was distributed by James Gilliland.



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[ulli]

Ulli, I never thought I'd have anything to say about knowing someone who knew someone who was famous... but I guess everything comes around if you live long enough.
When I worked in NH, the chef in our work cafeteria used to sing me this song when I came by. His wife's mom was the Marianne in this song... she was their costume designer, he said.
D0hMB3OJGkY

(although in this picture it doesn't look like anybody designed anything about their clothes!)

I remember hearing that song, it's very nice. I can't believe it played all the way through without cutting out. It's after 10 pm here and the kids are in bed, Internet back to normal.
When I tried to play the opening scene of Being There it was hopeless...the busiest hour.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Here and now: Just got home, not long ago from work. The attic is very low and I'm basically crawling atop insulation and tettering on inch and a half joists. Hurts the knees. Still, job progressing nicely. So much going on here in the village, don't know where to start. Kinda tired so I think I'll just say good night.

Sleep tight!

[Calz]

If I was still young I would probably become a John Lash fan...
I have listened to many of his talks, although never read his book "Not in His Image"-a book a friend urged me to read when it first came out.
The stronger the pressure, the greater my resistance. Works like the laws of physics.


Most excellent book ... :croc:

[Calz]

Masterpiece at home ...!

By the way, is CALZ_ the man at the end of the video?



w5et0AFlgxY

I will happily accept any monetary compensation directed my way for said cameo appearance.

If you find such a source then ... make sure they mail it directly to me and *not* my greedy agent!!!

:wof::humble::wof:

[dan33]

Masterpiece at home ...!

By the way, is CALZ_ the man at the end of the video?



w5et0AFlgxY

I will happily accept any monetary compensation directed my way for said cameo appearance.

If you find such a source then ... make sure they mail it directly to me and *not* my greedy agent!!!

:wof::humble::wof:

The first time i saw the video i though it was your post (not purplelama) then i saw the man with glasses and ..... it's Him! :)




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZS8LN4R9rU

[Ellisa]

Today it is one of those dates!!!

It is 21-11-2111.

(If you are in the US it isn't! It's just boring something else 11.21.2111 probably). And that actually shows why predictions regarding dates are shaky. By the time tomorrow arrives in Hawaii, it is almost my yesterday!

Cool here today- after 37c on Friday so I don't mind. I don't like the hot weather.

I love the dancing videos!

[dan33]

Masterpiece at home ...!

By the way, is CALZ_ the man at the end of the video?



w5et0AFlgxY

I will happily accept any monetary compensation directed my way for said cameo appearance.

If you find such a source then ... make sure they mail it directly to me and *not* my greedy agent!!!

:wof::humble::wof:

It'll be a clean job...:) wise guys

[Carmody]

Someone recently asked me the following (quoted below). I don't know much about it, but wanted to help find an answer.

Are there any Avalonians/villagers who know something about this, or know someone who does?

Quote ....Have you ever heard of people that, for a second, have completely black eyes? To explain a little more... a sudden meeting of the eyes with someone, the whole of their eyes are black (there's no white), there's definitely some connection between you as though they're looking right into you, then they look away or blink and they're back to normal.
Feel free to post on the thread for all to learn, or PM me.

Thanks for your help.

Love,
Marianne

My answer to this on a general discussion thread would be, "Go within and ask your inner spirit(high-self) or your helper spirit (guide(s) to show you."

Sorry JB for the copy paste here, just realized someone may not know what I am referring to.:o

Nora

we are all related

http://mysteriousuniverse.org/2011/04/black-eyed-kids-insidious-threat-or-myth-in-the-making/

It's all about permission. We have no reports from anyone who ever gave permission.

I've been seen in broad daylight, as detailed in the Lithium thread. so this does not surprise me, however the origins of these encounters are suspect, regarding intent.

The true traditions of Buddhist monks, in one stage, are to create a tulpa (golem in Jewish folklore). This is surprisingly easy to do. it is an egoic imperative, and a ego reflection. depending on one's ego aspects, the tulpa can be either ok or not ok. these may be the ego reflection of some very ill kids, or similar. Or... someone's experiment in messing with the minds/bodies of energetically capable kids. Some sort of CIA-Mengele like project concerning kids who's minds have been messed with. Or something like that.

The CIA 'blue flashy (http://www.whale.to/b/sp/4.html) light thingie' (to start) method of mind control is quite potent as I think it is a mimic of the programming system that is used on the human/spirit duality/incarnation system. Thus the true energies of the duality being is being manipulated by these groups, thus the stories of Duncan OFinoian and similar.

As for David Icke's report of being at that show dressing room area and having this politician do a short transformation in the eyes, that means the person is possessed or has a rider. One that is both in and out of the politician.

I myself have been a rider in people on at least 10-20 times that I remember. the problem comes when the rider is not human, or ethically based, etc. this takes you right to the reptilian transformation stories at sacrifices, etc. the rabbit hole is deep. Sorry about that. You asked.

from the blue light link:"Also the Network has some high-tech equipment which stimulates the orgiastic state (sexual ecstasy) part of the brain. By moving the body into this state, the mind opens up all the unconscious states."

Therein lies the power of kundalini, or sexual energy meditation. It gives the deepest access, so all layers of incarnation can open to conscious control and involvement.

[Daughter of Time]

Nightmarish kind of day! Visiting people in hospital, dying of cancer, suffering at the hands of a system which doesn't work and it knows it doesn't work. When will people wake up???

[Calz]

To re-iterate what is largely the first thing I say in that thread..that if one was to 'meet' a dimensional reptilian, then all bets on the ideas of reality are OFF, regardless of how one's mind is wired. If it comes to be as a reality that one witnesses, then one is also forced to understand that they cannot die, and thus regain their own spiritual balance, while in the flesh. This, due to the built in considerations of 'rules of reality' having been shattered. Fear dissipates at that exact moment as it tries to enter one's being/flesh, for all intents and purposes.... as everything else starts to be true, like being immortal on some level and then stepping into a more full consciousness and connected duality. To meet a reptile is to laugh at one's blindness, and one can then claim their own birthright and energies, in one paired moment.

To reiterate..If I see even ONE reptilian..I am automatically broken from a life cycle of fear and karma, as in that moment... I begin to know, to be, to become...to the core... a more evolved truth of some sort.

Pure. Simple. Unavoidable. Logic.




Well how kewl is that???

Allow me the opportunity to free the entire village from "a life cycle of fear and karma" ...


11387

[modwiz]

To re-iterate what is largely the first thing I say in that thread..that if one was to 'meet' a dimensional reptilian, then all bets on the ideas of reality are OFF, regardless of how one's mind is wired. If it comes to be as a reality that one witnesses, then one is also forced to understand that they cannot die, and thus regain their own spiritual balance, while in the flesh. This, due to the built in considerations of 'rules of reality' having been shattered. Fear dissipates at that exact moment as it tries to enter one's being/flesh, for all intents and purposes.... as everything else starts to be true, like being immortal on some level and then stepping into a more full consciousness and connected duality. To meet a reptile is to laugh at one's blindness, and one can then claim their own birthright and energies, in one paired moment.

To reiterate..If I see even ONE reptilian..I am automatically broken from a life cycle of fear and karma, as in that moment... I begin to know, to be, to become...to the core... a more evolved truth of some sort.

Pure. Simple. Unavoidable. Logic.




Well how kewl is that???

Allow me the opportunity to free the entire village from "a life cycle of fear and karma" ...




http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=11387&d=1321854812

I see it is Hitlery with her old 'butch' haircut. She is the High Priestess these days with her longer hair. Love her and despair.

[Lisab]

Day 17 of Astrid's fast, wow. You go girl! You've inspired me to clean up my act. I used to do the two days a month juice fast but that was a long time ago and just a phase like my vegetarian phase. My diets always been pretty healthy but for the last couple of Friday's no Guinness for me! Decided to give it the heave ho. Ive got a works do for this weekend tho so Il definately be having a couple of drinks for that, a wine or two. Being with people Il need too! Our Xmas do already o man! I always wriggle out but this time Ive committed but Il be honest Im already getting in a spin.
Have a great day everyone. Love you all

[astrid]

@Lisab. It's not the easiest time to do this with all the
associated activities that the Xmas period brings .
Being a hermit has its advantages and this is one
of them . I had been boycotting xmas for some years
anyways . Witnessing the comercialism and excesses
with so many with so little I decided last year to
fast instead. So I guess I'm continuing that trend .
Although this year with mum dodging a major
health bullet chances are I will be spending a
rare xmas day with family this year .
Last time I did this it was pretty traumatic with
my brother hosting the day, he was drunk
before 10am and I ended up cooking for 12 people instead .
From what im hearing he has got even worse.
so spending the day with family will be challenging
on multiple fronts . At least now I'm so much
stronger and more equipped to cope .

Last new years I attended a sweat lodge and It
might be fitting to do the same this year to recover
This time of year has never.been easy for me
so im usually looking for work arounds to make
it more bearable .

[Calz]

I've not tried to inluence lightning, but many times I've lifted the rain, or stopped rotation in a storm, and a few times pushed funnels back up into the clouds. Weather witchery is what comes most natural to me, and has gone on the longest, since childhood.


Thanks for your story, Sierra. I think it's pretty great! At the end I couldn't help but fixate on one of my amethyst spheres for a while. :)


Still another couple hours + from being able to look for JB's song (yawning in the here and now :yawn: ) ... but found something for PL.


11403

[modwiz]

I've not tried to inluence lightning, but many times I've lifted the rain, or stopped rotation in a storm, and a few times pushed funnels back up into the clouds. Weather witchery is what comes most natural to me, and has gone on the longest, since childhood.


Thanks for your story, Sierra. I think it's pretty great! At the end I couldn't help but fixate on one of my amethyst spheres for a while. :)


Still another couple hours + from being able to look for JB's song (yawning in the here and now :yawn: ) ... but found something for PL.


11403

Thanks, I liked it as well. :bounce:

[Calz]

I've not tried to inluence lightning, but many times I've lifted the rain, or stopped rotation in a storm, and a few times pushed funnels back up into the clouds. Weather witchery is what comes most natural to me, and has gone on the longest, since childhood.


Thanks for your story, Sierra. I think it's pretty great! At the end I couldn't help but fixate on one of my amethyst spheres for a while. :)


Still another couple hours + from being able to look for JB's song (yawning in the here and now :yawn: ) ... but found something for PL.


11403

Thanks, I liked it as well. :bounce:

Well ... you know ... in the here and now with respect to our color co-ordinator queen hostess ... I was thinkin' purple there.

This is more you ...


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[modwiz]

I've not tried to inluence lightning, but many times I've lifted the rain, or stopped rotation in a storm, and a few times pushed funnels back up into the clouds. Weather witchery is what comes most natural to me, and has gone on the longest, since childhood.


Thanks for your story, Sierra. I think it's pretty great! At the end I couldn't help but fixate on one of my amethyst spheres for a while. :)


Still another couple hours + from being able to look for JB's song (yawning in the here and now :yawn: ) ... but found something for PL.


11403

Thanks, I liked it as well. :bounce:

Well ... you know ... in the here and now with respect to our color co-ordinator queen hostess ... I was thinkin' purple there.

This is more you ...


1140511406

Oh please, not the bad wizard. I know I am in a tower but........I'm nice.
BTW, here I am 20 years ago. Gentle soul in the woods.
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[Calz]

I've not tried to inluence lightning, but many times I've lifted the rain, or stopped rotation in a storm, and a few times pushed funnels back up into the clouds. Weather witchery is what comes most natural to me, and has gone on the longest, since childhood.


Thanks for your story, Sierra. I think it's pretty great! At the end I couldn't help but fixate on one of my amethyst spheres for a while. :)


Still another couple hours + from being able to look for JB's song (yawning in the here and now :yawn: ) ... but found something for PL.


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Thanks, I liked it as well. :bounce:

Well ... you know ... in the here and now with respect to our color co-ordinator queen hostess ... I was thinkin' purple there.

This is more you ...


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Oh please, not the bad wizard. I know I am in a tower but........I'm nice.

Okay okay ...

Could not remember Gandalf doing anything with the weather so I ran with it :)

You are, indeed, the nicest white wizard I know :first:


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[modwiz]

Oh please, not the bad wizard. I know I am in a tower but........I'm nice.
Okay okay ...

Could not remember Gandalf doing anything with the weather so I ran with it :)

You are, indeed, the nicest white wizard I know :first:
11408
Silly me. You were playing with a weather theme. Now I get the Saruman connection.

[PurpleLama]

I think mod is right, I am more purple cloak on a green cloud style, and, well, he *has* the green cloak and photographic evidence to boot.


As for the black eye thingie, it isn't *always* something nasty. I have some friends who went to school down here, and we often hung out on the porch until the wee hours drinking beer. I always had the day job and subsequently was usually the one who would be falling asleep in the chair outside while everyone else was still hanging out. One evening it wasn't too late, my friend paul and I were alone on the porch and I was peetering out early, and I would be falling asleep and suddenly would be wide awake again. After a few times of this happening, I figured out paul was doing something, so I let the body relax but I stayed around instead of drifting off, so when I felt something I snapped back into my body and whipped my head around to face him and for a split second saw the most unusual thing, it was as though his pupils had expanded out, as wide as his eyes, perfectly round about the size of a 50¢ piece and solid black. It was kind of freaky, and I saw this only for an instant. Telling him about it reminded him of the movie Donnie Darko so a few days later he brought it by and we watched. Good movie.

As for the black eyes more generally, I see it out in public on people, and always took it to be an overlay of a persons consciousness by an outside force, rather like what carmody described. In those instances the black eyes are a little larger than the persons eyes would be, and sort of almond shaped. I've always had the inclination to avoid people who display this phenomenon.

[Calz]

PL and Modwiz, me too! Weather wizardry just comes naturally.

Gotta be a JB classic song in there somewhere :patsak: ... but I still have 12 hours to go before I can look ... so will probably forget about it :tongue1:


Here you go you stormy weather wizardry nugget ... :yo:


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[Carmody]

i woke up this morning with a minimum of two remembered 'dreams', both involved being in other people's dreams. ie, suddenly, out of the blue, these strangers had no idea who the hell I was. I'd make a misstep in the script and whoops....

my contribution to the here and now began before I had my first coffee. I think you'll like it.

here it is. (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35180-Fascist-Police-State-Rears-It-s-Ugly-Head&p=360783&viewfull=1#post360783)

[eaglespirit]

i woke up this morning with a minimum of two remembered 'dreams', both involved being in other people's dreams. ie, suddenly, out of the blue, these strangers had no idea who the hell I was. I'd make a misstep in the script and whoops....

my contribution to the here and now began before I had my first coffee. I think you'll like it.

here it is. (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35180-Fascist-Police-State-Rears-It-s-Ugly-Head&p=360783&viewfull=1#post360783)

Good Morning Carmody....Wishing You Well : ) ...and Thank You for all of Your sharing!

...it never ceases to amaze me, the subtle and not so subtle synchronicities and rhythms. It has been brought forth time and time again here at 'here and now' as our connections are riding the same waves of light... the more we help one another help ourselves help others.

...for some reason earlier this morning before I read any of Carmody's posts linked through His post here...I was , well...playing with A'squared'---B'squared'---C'squared', 22/7...in my mind...working with numbers and figures in a melody of pictures in my mind. This formula is of course very intricate in my life...as I have used it throughout the years to build...common rafters, hip rafters, circular creation, triangular creations...and more complex combinations...all derived from pi.
Just wanted to bring that out 'here and now' because it had been quite some time that I have thought about it or used it...interesting and wonderful.
We ARE on a communication upgrade : )

[Calz]

Silly me. You were playing with a weather theme. Now I get the Saruman connection.


Yep ... easier if I could have been posting from home ... hoped all would "conjur" up this image (in the here and now of course).

(... and we did speak of inducing a lightning stike did we not??? :peep: ) :behindsofa:


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[dan33]

Silly me. You were playing with a weather theme. Now I get the Saruman connection.

Que bueno!!!! Excellent picture.
Now i know the meaning of your replays about Lord of the Rings :)

The Best Merlin in film history is the one in "Camelot" the musical by Joshua Logan.

Merlin, Merridin.... whatever ... appears from inside a tree.
-Hello, my name is Arthur
-From now on, I'll call you Wart

Beatiful!

[modwiz]

That scene where Saruman is atop his tower and you see him calling the 'weather' over the mountains is quite a visual. His Tower is a serious abode. As Pippin says, " I hear it's a quality establishment". It was the Longbottom Leaf talking. :dizzy::smokin:

[Calz]

Well you wizards know best ... search of "Longbottom Leaf Talking" turned up this little gem ... :painkiller:


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[modwiz]

Well you wizards know best ... search of "Longbottom Leaf Talking" turned up this little gem ... :painkiller:


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He must have gotten a burrito at the Prancing Pony.

[Calz]

He must have gotten a burrito at the Prancing Pony.


There it goes ... you got today's award for my best laugh o dah day :first: :haha:

[Lisab]

I see the boys are back in town!!!

[Calz]

Odd that I find myself (here and now) posting more and more exclusively about most any topic here in this thread.

Many chemtrail threads.

Have a taste of the growing (insurmountable) evidence.


Solid Proof That Weather Modification Projects Are Being Conducted All Over The United States


Most Americans still believe that our weather patterns are 100% natural and that our government has absolutely no control over the weather. Unfortunately, that is not the case at all. What you are about to read is evidence that weather modification is happening right now all over the United States. This is never acknowledged by our politicians and it is never talked about by the mainstream media. But it is very, very real. Weather modification programs in some parts of the country have been going on for many years and evidence of these programs is hidden in plain view. So does this mean that if we don't like the weather we can just blame the government? Well, yes it does, but it also means that the government has been seriously messing around with our environment and there could be "unintended consequences" that are far more dramatic than any of us ever dared to imagine.

Those that believed that the government was involved in weather modification were once considered to be "kooks", but the truth is that authorities aren't even trying to hide it anymore. For example, the following was recently posted in the "Legal Notices" section of the classified ads in a local newspaper called The Tribune in San Luis Obispo, California....

NOTICE OF INTENTION WEATHER MODIFICATION PROGRAM THE SANTA BARBARA COUNTY WATER AGENCY HEREBY GIVES NOTICE OF INTENTION TO CONDUCT A WEATHER MODIFICATION PROGRAM NATURE AND PURPOSE: The purpose of the project is to increase rainfall to help alleviate deficiencies of water supplies in Santa Barbara County. Clouds would be seeded by the dispersal of Silver Iodide (AgI). Two possible modes of seeding, air based and ground based, would be used. LOCATION OF PURPOSE: Project operations could be conducted during the period between November 15 and April 15, for each year, 2011-2012 through 2015-2016. Airborne seeding operations would utilize air space over Santa Barbara County, portions of San Luis Obispo County as well as the Pacific Ocean immediately west of Santa Barbara and San Luis Obispo Counties. Ground based seeding operations would be conducted from the Santa Ynez Mountains, the Casmalia Hills and the San Rafael Mountains. The target areas for seeding operations are the watersheds behind Cachuma and Gibraltar reservoirs on the Santa Ynez River as well as Twitchell reservoir on the Cuyama River. LICENSEE: The project would be operated and supervised by a licensed weather modification consultant.
Can it get much clearer than that?

The Santa Barbara County water agency is telling the world that it plans to conduct a weather modification program and it is explaining exactly how it will be done.

If you are thinking that this is something new, you might want to guess again.

Weather modification projects have been conducted down in Texas for years.

The following comes from the website of the Texas Department of Licensing and Regulation....

Currently, cloud-seeding projects designed to increase rainfall from convective cloud towers are conducted in nearly 31 million acres of Texas (or almost one-fifth of the state’s land area). In administering the Texas Weather Modification Act (enacted by the Texas Legislature in 1967), TDLR’s weather modification program issues licenses and permits for these projects, many of which have been in existence since 2000. The projects use specialized aircraft and sophisticated weather radar systems, operated by skilled meteorologists, at sites near Amarillo, Plains, Pecos, San Angelo, and Pleasanton.
Anyone still want to be a skeptic after reading that?

According to the Texas state government, these weather modification projects have been going on down in Texas since the year 2000.

So if you live in Texas and you don't like the weather, just blame Rick Perry.

But weather modification projects are not just happening in the United States. The truth is that they are going on all over the globe.

An article from the Guardian a couple of years ago talked about the mammoth weather modification projects that have been happening in China....

The Chinese air force claimed today that the biggest weather modification operation in the country's history cleared the skies over Tiananmen Square just in time for the National Day parade.

I write this post under gorgeously azure skies. Instead of the dull haze I have grown used to in Beijing over the past few years, the light is so sharp that it almost hurts my eyes.

The transformation is so dramatic it is eerie. When I flew into Beijing yesterday, the city was shrouded in what looked like a thick smog.
An article posted on arabianbusiness.com talked about the extraordinary weather modification projects that have been sponsored by the Abu Dhabi government....

Scientists working for the Abu Dhabi government created more than 50 rainstorms in Al Ain in July and August of 2010, during the peak of the emirate’s summer months.

The rains are part of a secret $11m project, reportedly commissioned by HH Sheikh Khalifa bin Zayed Al Nahyan, President of the UAE, which used ionisers to generate storms, the UK’s Sunday Times said.

It is thought to be the first time the team had produced man-made rain from otherwise clear skies.

According to the report, scientists used large ionisers, which resemble lampshades, to generate fields of negatively charged particles. That in turn creates cloud formation, leading to rain.

Over 122 days through the summer months, the emitters were switched on 74 times when atmospheric humidity reached the required level of 30 percent or more.

During that time, Al AIn experienced rainfall on 52 occasions on days when the country’s own weather service had predicted no clouds and no rain.
Are you starting to get the picture?

Unfortunately, we have no idea what the potential side effects of all of this weather modification will be.

Yes, we are learning to change the weather, but meanwhile our weather seems to be getting more unstable than ever. Over the course of this past year we have seen an incredible onslaught of natural disasters. Nearly every single region of the U.S. has been affected.

So obviously we are very far from mastering our control of the weather. In fact, we might actually be making things much worse by monkeying around with the weather.

But our authorities continue to want to play God.

For example, have you ever gone outside and looked up into the sky and been surprised to see it streaked with long white lines that don't seem to go away for hours and hours?

They are known as "chemtrails", and virtually none of our politicians will talk about them and virtually nobody in the mainstream media will talk about them.

But are we supposed to ignore the fact that they are there? All of us can see the planes leaving these trails and all of us can see that they stay up there for hours and hours.

This phenomenon is happening all over the world, and it is generally assumed that some kind of massive geo-engineering program is taking place.

The following video contains more information about these "chemtrails". As you can see, there is a huge difference between the "contrails" that quickly dissipate behind airplanes and the "chemtrails" that are purposely being sprayed above all of our major cities....

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http://endoftheamericandream.com/archives/solid-proof-that-weather-modification-projects-are-being-conducted-all-over-the-united-states

[Calz]

I see the boys are back in town!!!

I have gone to great lengths to avoid "banter" ... and "gender wars" ...

... but you asked for this one :)


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[ezone]

19.13 in here and i'm listening to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGBfkGWHcOk&annotation_id=annotation_886379&feature=iv

[Calz]

19.13 in here and i'm listening to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGBfkGWHcOk&annotation_id=annotation_886379&feature=iv

Welcome to Avalon and welcome to the "village" :welcome:

[Calz]

Another "weather" related song but this time generic (JB can rest easy while at work) ...

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That said ... why in the world I am still awake is food for contemplation from those wiser than me (obviously).

[Carmody]

So just now, the meaning of one of the dreams i recalled came into play.

Preminition. future senseing.

in that dream, the specific points of recall where we were outside. open spaces. anyone could look.

In this open square of hustle and bustle, lots of people milling about, there was a big bed. and the big bed had appeared, for the purposes of my dream/premonition, a set of sheets and blankets that was apparently my favorite. But the bed was occupied by an individual whom I mistook as my brother.

A black Chevy truck, the 4 door suburban type, with blacked out windows, pulled up beside the fence (the truck was on the street side, the busy street side) it was the typical Fed vehicle that we see in movies and film, or TV shows, used to depict 'feds'. guys in suits, window rolled down, staring at us.

I stood there, not getting into the bed, as the Feds looked over the fence, into this area, and at this scene. I mentioned to the person in the bed, my brother, that this was my favorite set of sheets..... that I had in my possession for a long time. But then the person in the bed morphed into someone I did not recognize, they had, to my familiarity, different hair, divided in the middle,and hanging out to the sides from there..with an exposed forehead.... and they had glasses. They were a bit upset with me. I was not getting into the bed. I was not agreeing. with something. There was something that I was not agreeing with.

There... the "dream" ended.

That.... is premonition, folks. Future sight. the more of your ego you remove, the clearer, the more correct, the more real the view. the human brain has to interpret 'other dimensional' things which is why it is difficult to pull off. Our mind uses familiar shapes, object, etc, to shape/make/create this information into..something..

I originally saw this person as my brother, but then the vision cleared and I saw Calz. For that is who it was.

Watch it take place here, today. Read all of page two and see it happen:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35180-Fascist-Police-State-Rears-It-s-Ugly-Head/page2

for a fun movie take on such abilities, see the film 'Next' (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0435705/) with Nicolas cage.

Like him, I can do it, but only when it concerns me. I'm sure I can change that, though. Like him, it's never been wrong. Ever.

[Lisab]

I can see Thin Lizzy (yay) but I cant play it. Computers moving at a death's pace here. Mercury retro here we go! Il check in tomorrow and check armody's links too. Night ya'all.x

[ulli]

Hi Modwiz, Calz, PurpleLama
today we had a severe storm here in Barbados, and the streets were so flooded I got scared driving through those waters in case they were too deep for my tiny Suzuki Alto.
Meanwhile behind and all around were huge SUVs that would not have the problem I was facing being much higher and the drivers were annoyed at me needing to do a U-turn and get out of there.
So next time you conjure up and manifest bad weather would you please not direct it my way?

[PurpleLama]

whoah! Nobody said nothing about conjuring no bad weather!

[modwiz]

Hi Modwiz, Calz, PurpleLama
today we had a severe storm here in Barbados, and the streets were so flooded I got scared driving through those waters in case they were too deep for my tiny Suzuki Alto.
Meanwhile behind and all around were huge SUVs that would not have the problem I was facing being much higher and the drivers were annoyed at me needing to do a U-turn and get out of there.
So next time you conjure up and manifest bad weather would you please not direct it my way?

Don't confuse us with Saruman! :faint: We mitigate the bad stuff, soften the blows or better. Sounds like you got a tropical drenching. Wet happens.

[ulli]

No harm done, all is back to normal now. I was only kidding.

A few school kids missed their bus as they weren't going to wade through knee deep floods to get to the other side of the road.
Business is picking up, and the winter crowd who own second homes here are slowly arriving.

[Carmody]

Hi Modwiz, Calz, PurpleLama
today we had a severe storm here in Barbados, and the streets were so flooded I got scared driving through those waters in case they were too deep for my tiny Suzuki Alto.
Meanwhile behind and all around were huge SUVs that would not have the problem I was facing being much higher and the drivers were annoyed at me needing to do a U-turn and get out of there.
So next time you conjure up and manifest bad weather would you please not direct it my way?

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[markoid]

Here and now, feeling pretty foggy :dizzy:.Surgery was all good and successful...took 2hrs. I am soooo relieved to be out of constant pain it is nothing short of spectacular!! Thank you to all who sent supporting energy... much appreciated. .
I have spent far too much time in hospitals over the years, but every now and then I meet spectacular healing human beings. Yesterday it was Diedre Rose who was the laser technician and walked into the prep room and held my hands and with the kindest eyes ever, said she would be 'totally' looking after me today, chatted briefly and as she left, turned around and said 'I will be holding you from start to finish, right here, holding her hands up to her heart', felt like I had been by an angel! :)
I had a very wild night of anaesthetic aftermath and painkiller dreams with frequent freefalling and trying to see and understand strange symbols.... wow!

[Marianne]

Here and now, feeling pretty foggy :dizzy:.Surgery was all good and successful...took 2hrs. I am soooo relieved to be out of constant pain it is nothing short of spectacular!! Thank you to all who sent supporting energy... much appreciated. .
I have spent far too much time in hospitals over the years, but every now and then I meet spectacular healing human beings. Yesterday it was Diedre Rose who was the laser technician and walked into the prep room and held my hands and with the kindest eyes ever, said she would be 'totally' looking after me today, chatted briefly and as she left, turned around and said 'I will be holding you from start to finish, right here, holding her hands up to her heart', felt like I had been by an angel! :)
I had a very wild night of anaesthetic aftermath and painkiller dreams with frequent freefalling and trying to see and understand strange symbols.... wow!

Mark, I'm soooo happy to hear you are good! Have been thinking of you today. And you found an angel to look after you... I'm not surprised!
Please keep us updated on how you are doing.
Love,
Marianne

[Ernie Nemeth]

Wizards and weather and dreams, oh my!

[ulli]

Very happy to hear it all went well, Markoid. Wishing you a steady recovery.