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RunningDeer
11th July 2014, 15:25
Hummmm, I hope it's not catchy.
Too late. And I didn't even need to click on the white triangle....
that tune was in my head the moment I read the above.
I guess it was waiting to be hummed.
I meant catchy as in "the bot" comes knocking around in my computer.
I get this sort of adblockbuster every now and again. I doubt if it's contagious. This is the frist time I got a questionnaire. And strangely, when I log in, I very briefly get a page that looks like administrator stuff. Paul, are you reading this?
And strangely, when I log in, I very briefly get a page that looks like administrator stuff. Paul, are you reading this?
I got that "administrator stuff" about a month back. I only had a nano-glance. It's was like back channel talk between mods.
Note to self: Get off the computer, Pauler! Go play!
araucaria
11th July 2014, 15:38
Hummmm, I hope it's not catchy.
Too late. And I didn't even need to click on the white triangle....
that tune was in my head the moment I read the above.
I guess it was waiting to be hummed.
Sorry! (too short) - my apologies
ThePythonicCow
11th July 2014, 19:51
This happens once every 823 years. August, this year, will have 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays, and 5 Sundays. The Chinese call it “Silver pockets full.”
Hmm ... something got lost in translation to my geek brain ... I suspect that this will happen once every 7 years, on average, whenever August starts on a Friday.
For example, in the 140 year span from 1900 to 2040, it happens 20 times, on the following years:
1902
1913
1919
1924
1930
1941
1947
1952
1958
1969
1975
1980
1986
1997
2003
2008
2014
2025
2031
2036
Due to leap years moving things around, it's never exactly 7 years from one occurrence to the next, but rather 5, 6 or 11 years apart. But over the long haul, it averages once every 7 years.
ThePythonicCow
11th July 2014, 19:56
I get this sort of adblockbuster every now and again. I doubt if it's contagious. This is the frist time I got a questionnaire. And strangely, when I log in, I very briefly get a page that looks like administrator stuff. Paul, are you reading this?
I got that "administrator stuff" about a month back. I only had a nano-glance. It's was like back channel talk between mods.
As to the real reason I came by, someone mentioned to me that I should take a glance at the above posts. (I've been away from my computer more than usual the last couple of weeks, and not reading as much here.)
I don't know what the above observations mean. They sort of sound like things that happen with computers sometimes, but I don't connect them with any thing else I've heard or seen of late, and I don't have a clue what really happened.
RunningDeer
11th July 2014, 20:04
This happens once every 823 years. August, this year, will have 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays, and 5 Sundays. The Chinese call it “Silver pockets full.”
Hmm ... something got lost in translation to my geek brain ... I suspect that this will happen once every 7 years, on average, whenever August starts on a Friday.
Due to leap years moving things around, it's never exactly 7 years from one occurrence to the next, but rather 5, 6 or 11 years apart. But over the long haul, it averages once every 7 years.
Thanks, Paul. I received an email that went out to a bunch of cousins. I think I'll not dig it out of the trash can to reply. We've got a get together coming up. I'll tell them about 'Paul's research' then.
P'er :wave: to :cow:
araucaria
11th July 2014, 20:11
Thanks Paul :)
Any tidbits from that Secret Space conference you'd like to share?
eaglespirit
11th July 2014, 20:40
Hmmm..
Back to backs by Paul today, We must be gettin' real close to a page match/year match Here and Now : )
Spread Them Wings Villagers...Time To Soar to the Highest Heights...
Healing from the Heavens!
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ThePythonicCow
11th July 2014, 20:48
Thanks Paul :)
Any tidbits from that Secret Space conference you'd like to share?
I'm still waiting for the recorded talks to be uploaded, so I can listen again. The acoustics in the hall were lousy, and with my equally lousy hearing, I missed much.
ulli
11th July 2014, 20:53
So while we wait for Paul's talks here is a brief intermission
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And now we know who killed these beautiful creatures:
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risveglio
11th July 2014, 22:13
risveglio--
I'm aware that when I'm about to go against my basic loving nature
and say something pissy (or maybe go ballistic, at the extreme),
my "inner observer" goes on alert and spells it out as to the end
result of letting myself go. Usually this is not a pretty picture.
I rarely allow myself to speak up or act out, but when I do,
I usually wish I hadn't.
The way I deal with the emotions that cause me to want to
be bitchy or monstrous is to scream into a pillow, pound the
mattress or jump up and down--gotta' release the energy!
If possible, I don't move on into my day any farther without
releasing the energy.
Then I can work it out in my head what happened for me to have
the feelings I was having. And then I can work it out in my heart.
Before I got this technique down, I could spend days wandering
around in a funk, fuming and saying nasty things in my head,
and exhausting myself. Not fun!
Best wishes.
Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve
Thanks, all the advice has been awesome but this really hit home because for the most part (I know, it doesn't come off in my writing but i am working on that), I am a pretty mellow dude and I do keep a lot in. As someone known to talk to himself I have no problem looking odd so I can just jump up and down if there is no pillow around. Thanks Genevieve, you keep giving me some great advice.
RunningDeer
11th July 2014, 22:36
Hmmm..
Spread Them Wings Villagers...Time To Soar to the Highest Heights...
Healing from the Heavens!
It's here EagleSpirit! 2014!
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Lighthouses/1a.JPG
Violet
12th July 2014, 01:02
[/COLOR]And now we know who killed these beautiful creatures:
https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/t31.0-8/10506907_796242320407475_4699968639431015422_o.jpg
Steven better not be aspiring to become a L'Oréal model:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/belgium/10962587/World-Cup-2014-LOreal-cuts-ties-with-model-Belgium-fan-after-hunting-picture.html
onawah
12th July 2014, 04:08
Well, I am disappointed. I was ready to be impressed by your technical expertise in posting the film of your clot busting on Avalon. :lol:
No matter--it's gone, and that's the important thing.
Thanks for the feedback!
It's much easier for people receiving tunings to know if it did anything or not if they are actually in the same room, but I've never known anyone not to feel balanced and relaxed, with a reduction of pain afterward, so it's quite possible that it did help.
And people often do fall asleep, which is fine.
You're most welcome, and thanks for being a volunteer!
:hug:
Hey Dennis,
You are going to show us a film of your clot being busted?
Sounds exciting :lol:
I got held up again tonight by a talkative, lonely friend, but I will start the tuning around 8:45 CST.
Let me know if you feel anything!
I haven't done a lot of long distance work, so any feedback will be appreciated.
Thanks
NatalieHi Natalie/onawah,
OK, OK, I may have been using a television cliche hahahahha no film unfortunately. (But, I did get to see the ultrasound on the monitor.)
So, at 8:45 Central time, I laid down on the floor, pillow beneath my knees and another beneath my head, stretched my back a bit (mid back was tight from gardening), and focused on being receptive. Energy seemed to be centered at my 6th chakra (third eye), but I tried to drop into a more observational role and let that focus dissipate.
One hour later, I was awakened (by a phone call from my daughter.)
I felt good when I got up. I felt balanced, relaxed, and no pain to draw my attention to any particular spot. Was it a nap, was it a placebo, did your chakra tuning work? I don't know, but as I said, I felt good, and that was after a hard day of gardening with a leg that is stiff and a mildly injured wrist too - all seemed to disappear.
Thank you for your loving efforts and energy!
Dennis
araucaria
12th July 2014, 10:41
This happens once every 823 years. August, this year, will have 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays, and 5 Sundays. The Chinese call it “Silver pockets full.”
Hmm ... something got lost in translation to my geek brain ... I suspect that this will happen once every 7 years, on average, whenever August starts on a Friday.
For example, in the 140 year span from 1900 to 2040, it happens 20 times, on the following years:
1902
1913
1919
1924
1930
1941
1947
1952
1958
1969
1975
1980
1986
1997
2003
2008
2014
2025
2031
2036Due to leap years moving things around, it's never exactly 7 years from one occurrence to the next, but rather 5, 6 or 11 years apart. But over the long haul, it averages once every 7 years.
Correct. Just checked 2003 and 2008.
ThePythonicCow
12th July 2014, 17:38
Thanks Paul :)
Any tidbits from that Secret Space conference you'd like to share?
Joseph P. Farrell has a good summary of his impressions of the conference at IMPRESSIONS OF THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM/BREAKAWAY CIVILIZATION CONFERENCE (http://gizadeathstar.com/2014/07/impressions-secret-space-programbreakaway-civilization-conference/)
araucaria
12th July 2014, 18:40
Thanks Paul :)
Any tidbits from that Secret Space conference you'd like to share?
Joseph P. Farrell has a good summary of his impressions of the conference at IMPRESSIONS OF THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM/BREAKAWAY CIVILIZATION CONFERENCE (http://gizadeathstar.com/2014/07/impressions-secret-space-programbreakaway-civilization-conference/)
Very nice, thank you both.
Actually I was thinking more on the lines of reported impressions of a secret astronaut on living conditions on Zeta Reticuli, what ET's mother serves for dinner instead of M&Ms, that sort of thing. Never mind :)
Billy
12th July 2014, 19:53
My friend Jeanne just sent me her new song. Thought i would share it here the noo. :yo:
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RunningDeer
12th July 2014, 22:11
Updating that with this:
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/genius.JPG
<3
Nat_Lee
13th July 2014, 03:00
I just saw this on youtube and cried 2 times in a row while watching !!!
Pure kindness !
Watch, learn and do it to !
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Kindness !
Love to you all !
Nat
araucaria
13th July 2014, 07:45
Updating that with this:
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/genius.JPG
<3
That pic of Einstein librating suggests to me a probably non-existent and perfectly useless unit of measure for ultra low frequencies.
One Einstein would be equal to one second per cycle. :)
araucaria
13th July 2014, 08:01
[/COLOR]And now we know who killed these beautiful creatures:
https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/t31.0-8/10506907_796242320407475_4699968639431015422_o.jpg
Steven better not be aspiring to become a L'Oréal model:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/belgium/10962587/World-Cup-2014-LOreal-cuts-ties-with-model-Belgium-fan-after-hunting-picture.html
This is the ultra high-speed version of 'been there, done that, got the t-shirt'
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At sports stadium's, Warhol's 15 minutes of fame lasts about three seconds these days. You have spectators in the depths of despair who start waving joyfully when they see themselves on the big screen, by which time it is (almost) too late. Some despair, some joy.
Violet
13th July 2014, 09:31
She's very young, 17, and she was probably too excited to think about her past pictures and whether or not L'Oréal has a protocol. Somebody (older) could have looked at the legalo-administrative side of it all for her, before she gave the yes.
There is little support (people are rejoicing in her misfortune) for this young lady but everyone makes mistakes. It's true she had aspirations of becoming a model (this was later used against her). The media ran off too quickly with her when they saw how she was liked internationally and they used her as a mascotte for so long as the Belgians were still in the game. Her boyfriend gullible accepted to give interviews in which he admitted being a bit jealous and some other private details and she gullibly accepted being photographed all the time. And when it was all over, the pink cloud sank as did everyone's support for the mascotte. It's not a nice thing to do.
RunningDeer
13th July 2014, 13:57
Updating that with this:
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/genius.JPG
<3
That pic of Einstein librating suggests to me a probably non-existent and perfectly useless unit of measure for ultra low frequencies.
One Einstein would be equal to one second per cycle. :)
Sometimes it’s the simple that touches more profoundly than a read where one spends more time with dictionary in hand.
A simple shift in a programed belief unlocks frequency. It is my intention that something clicked for more to soar.
How about this?
http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/fish_tree_zpsbdbff8df.png
<3
genevieve
13th July 2014, 15:53
Paula--
For some reason what you said about simple brings to mind
Dostoyevsky's novel The Idiot.
I read it as a young teenager and it has resonated through the years
at the most unexpected times.
I wonder what I'd get from it now, were I to read it again.
Wishing all you villagers well!
Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve
RunningDeer
13th July 2014, 16:20
Paula--
For some reason what you said about simple brings to mind
Dostoyevsky's novel The Idiot.
I read it as a young teenager and it has resonated through the years
at the most unexpected times.
I wonder what I'd get from it now, were I to read it again.
Wishing all you villagers well!
Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve
Hi genevieve,
As the years pass (and of late, months or weeks) there are books I read again for the first time. While others I say OMG! Of course!
Peace, Love, Joy and Harmony to You,
Paula <3
araucaria
13th July 2014, 18:11
Paula--
For some reason what you said about simple brings to mind
Dostoyevsky's novel The Idiot.
I read it as a young teenager and it has resonated through the years
at the most unexpected times.
I wonder what I'd get from it now, were I to read it again.
Wishing all you villagers well!
Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve
Hi genevieve,
As the years pass (and of late, months or weeks) there are books I read again for the first time. While others I say OMG! Of course!
Peace, Love, Joy and Harmony to You,
Paula <3
I’m very sorry Paula if your quote didn’t make me soar and my flippant response made you sore. Let me explain why, and maybe put something positive back into this. I of course agree that everyone is a genius of sorts, but this is something that Einstein must have been saying rather sharply in answer to a question that he was fed up of hearing. A bit like the mountaineer who was asked Why climb Everest? and answered irritably ‘Because it’s there!’ He is deliberately sucking any meaning out of the notion of genius. If you judge a fish on its ability to swim, I would find all those encountered to date to be supremely skilful, although I suppose if one studied them, there would be some that are stronger, faster, more elegant swimmers than others. But I would not describe this skill as genius in the normal sense of extraordinary talent or intellectual (creative) power. The comparison with fish is deliberately absurd. They are simply happy in their element, doing what fish do. I would take Einstein to mean that any out-of-the-ordinary achievements are simply an offshoot of being human to the full in all his undertakings, which include being wobbly on a bike, and also things like being pretty handy on the violin. In this sense, genius is not something more but something less: the ability to ‘switch off’, through music, walking, etc. One scientist even had his moments of insight while shaving, and of course Archimedes had his Eureka moment in the bath, Newton reportedly under an apple tree.
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQFmSnG5Ets)
RunningDeer
13th July 2014, 21:27
I’m very sorry Paula if your quote didn’t make me soar and my flippant response made you sore. Let me explain why, and maybe put something positive back into this. I of course agree that everyone is a genius of sorts, but this is something that Einstein must have been saying rather sharply in answer to a question that he was fed up of hearing. A bit like the mountaineer who was asked Why climb Everest? and answered irritably ‘Because it’s there!’ He is deliberately sucking any meaning out of the notion of genius. If you judge a fish on its ability to swim, I would find all those encountered to date to be supremely skilful, although I suppose if one studied them, there would be some that are stronger, faster, more elegant swimmers than others. But I would not describe this skill as genius in the normal sense of extraordinary talent or intellectual (creative) power. The comparison with fish is deliberately absurd. They are simply happy in their element, doing what fish do. I would take Einstein to mean that any out-of-the-ordinary achievements are simply an offshoot of being human to the full in all his undertakings, which include being wobbly on a bike, and also things like being pretty handy on the violin. In this sense, genius is not something more but something less: the ability to ‘switch off’, through music, walking, etc. One scientist even had his moments of insight while shaving, and of course Archimedes had his Eureka moment in the bath, Newton reportedly under an apple tree.
I’m very sorry Paula if your quote didn’t make me soar and my flippant response made you sore.
No apologies needed, araucaria. It’s okay if you didn’t soar and I wasn't sore. I was confused whether is was about the man, the words, the bike or all three together.
I enjoyed the visual. I didn’t go heavy on analysis.
For me, it’s simply an artistic representation for anyone that got stuffed into mislabeled boxes to break free.
<3
I'm listening to this now. It didn't show up in your post.
MQFmSnG5Ets
animovado
13th July 2014, 23:17
Hell's breaking loose here in germany, as long as hell means a
honking fest!
meeradas
14th July 2014, 06:27
The workplace has seen a directed microwave attack, or so.
Interesting.
Too bad the whole business wasn't pulverized during the event.
'Cos - who needs greed?
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Wind
14th July 2014, 22:48
They really did try to tarnish Blavatsky's name, but her message still holds true.
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Violet
15th July 2014, 02:13
My. Einstein stroke some good notes.
ulli
15th July 2014, 09:58
Some big news on Sabrina's Resignation thread...if true.
I feel a strange mix of feelings....
The big change we all have been waiting for is upon us and the surveillance is mutual,
Not only are the 99% being spied upon, but also the 1%.
Everyone has to get their act together and BE the person they expect others to be.
Reliable, honest, loving, brave, trustworthy.
araucaria
15th July 2014, 11:13
Some big news on Sabrina's Resignation thread...if true.
I feel a strange mix of feelings....
The big change we all have been waiting for is upon us and the surveillance is mutual,
Not only are the 99% being spied upon, but also the 1%.
Everyone has to get their act together and BE the person they expect others to be.
Reliable, honest, loving, brave, trustworthy.
Yes, the mood has changed. In the UK, after four years, the ‘government’, based on the dregs that survived the 35% abstention, is running out of volunteers. And they have no idea who they can appoint to run an independent inquiry into child abuse. One Guardian reader suggested David Icke, and was not shot down in flames. “Reliable, honest, loving, brave, trustworthy”, he certainly fits the bill, and the investigative work has largely been done already.
ulli
15th July 2014, 12:52
Scientists induce lucid dreams with electrical stimulation
http://themindunleashed.org/2014/06/scientists-induce-lucid-dreams-electrical-stimulation.html
Violet
15th July 2014, 13:44
Link doesn't work, Ulli...Neither does it on the site :/
This one worked: http://themindunleashed.org/2014/06/lucid-dreamers-produce-fastest-brainwave-frequencies-ever-recorded.html
Dennis Leahy
15th July 2014, 21:49
Headphones or speakers turned up. Set pacemaker to "lively."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdYJf_ybyVo
Dennis
eaglespirit
16th July 2014, 00:34
Musical Magic, Dennis : )
......
...and I feel I am and we are on the very verge(if not actually there) of experiencing 'gamma' in real-time causing a catapulting of creation together.
Time for a get-together in Costa Rica methinks : ) ...or dream our way to togetherness creation together, now!!!
Understanding we have already touched upon this, Here and Now, may be simply upgrade time.
With my recent seizure experiences(do not know if this is adding to the mix) and ormus intake and 'very' active physical endeavors... it all seems to be opening an 'instant' curtain to the dream world whenever I close my eyes to rest...awaken for a bit... and then lay down and snap back into the dream land.
Are we opening the mega-vibrating-door to a 'gamma' world by simply ascertaining the very intensiveness of same, together?
gripreaper
16th July 2014, 02:13
It's hotter than Hades here in the Pacific Northwest of the United States, so it's a good time to teach your kids about taxes.
https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/t1.0-9/10302172_681529475267210_3284274320023603876_n.jpg
gripreaper
16th July 2014, 02:16
Headphones or speakers turned up. Set pacemaker to "lively."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdYJf_ybyVo
Dennis
OK Dennis, I really like this one a lot.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lo5mvTfYSQY
Robin
16th July 2014, 03:15
To piggyback on Dennis's and Gripreaper's video posts...these are a couple of my favorites:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSIC1zJ3Nno
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKupfayqB00
:)
Malerogro
16th July 2014, 09:02
Natural beauty..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXoZLPSw8U8
Have a lovely day everyone!
Malerogro
16th July 2014, 09:47
Just finished another amazing weekend in my Primal Rebirth Therapy. We use Osho's active meditations, Reichian breathing, rebirthing, inner child work, body dialogue etc.. An intense healing journey with such beautiful people.. I feel grateful and blessed!
Congratulations to you, Malerogro! A priceless gift that keeps on giving.
In 1974, I enrolled in personal development seminar called the “Fischer-Hoffman Psychic Therapy“. It was part cerebral, with lots of journaling and part physical which included, the primal screaming and a birthing process. I tapped into the parts of myself that were blocked with feelings of pain, rage, anger and fear all the way back in utero. One incident that came up was that I re-experienced my Mom falling down the rickety, cellar stairs while she was pregnant.
At the time, I didn’t have a relationship with my parent to discuss such therapies. Some twenty years later, I asked my mom about the fall. She had forgotten about it, never told anyone, and asked how could I have known.
The biggest take away from the therapy was as long as I was willing to go beyond the resistance to the fear or resistance to pain, it always brought me to a place of silence like after a cathartic cry. I saw that the fear itself was often greater than the perceived event or feeling.
<3
Thanks for sharing RunningDeer! Amazing story about your and your mother's fall from the stairs..
I have not gone as far back as utero experience yet but have been able to connect with my own energy and experience immediately after birth. I was born two months early but was full of energy! My whole body was tingling and I was kicking uncontrollably and it was very exciting to open my eyes as if it were the first time. Amazing! I've come to realize that all that energy is mine and it still is. It is a matter of saying yes to it and of containing it. I needed people to hold my hand in that session in order for my energy to be contained and to flow back to me. That is what I lacked in the incubator. I also remembered anticipating with my whole body for being held or attended to when I heard people passing by. My ears opened and were on high alert. But most of the time the people walking by would not stop and then I would stop moving. It was tiresome and disappointing. Not in a conscious sense but in the sense that my body gave up the anticipation. I felt tired a lot in my life, even as a child, but I realize that is not because of a lack of energy. Often when I feel tired I have to much energy and emotion that was not allowed to be expressed at home. I was not safe to be with all that energy so I started suppressing my won life energy and that is tiring. I think we all have that in one way or another! Think of the possibilities when we all would allow to express all that supressed life-energy and truly live...
"A priceless gift that keeps on giving" indeed!!
<3
Malerogro
16th July 2014, 10:08
Impressive! To encounter a snake, let alone eat it.. What does it taste like?
The only animals we have to worry about in the Netherlands are ticks because they can carry lime disease..
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Just got called home to kill and remove one of these from the screened porch:
http://www.snaketype.com/images/Venomous_Copperhead_Snake_600.jpg
That is a copperhead (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agkistrodon_contortrix), which is one of the poisonous critters we have around. It was about a foot and a half long.
This follows a six foot eastern diamondback rattlesnake killed in the yard last thursday, which was subsequently skinned and cleaned and grilled on July 4th. It was delicious. Never had snake before, much less cooked one, so I made a maple/bourbon glaze with some fresh herbs from the garden, and it worked out very well.
Impressive! To encounter a snake, let alone eat it.. What does it taste like?
The only animals we have to worry about in the Netherlands are ticks because they can carry lime disease..
araucaria
16th July 2014, 10:17
http://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/2014/07/16/barrowford-primary-school-exam-results-letter_n_5590412.html?utm_hp_ref=uk
Interesting letter from a head teacher to pupils at exam results time :
A message on the school's Twitter page read: "Wow. There are posts all over the world about this letter!! All we did was remind our Y6 how amazing they are!!!"
Malerogro
16th July 2014, 10:25
I am experiencing some amazing changes in my life but at the same time going through some really rough situations. I guess that is the way life works sometimes. Since I can't really control most of the negative things that are happening, I need to work on my responses when they do occur. Does anyone have some experience with controlling anger? I am a pretty calm guy but when someone hits that button, I can get pretty crazy angry. How about experiences of letting the negative get to you and controlling your mood for the entire day? I don't mean just like a little upset but deep down depressed.
Thanks for sharing Risveglio! Know that you are not alone in this struggle. You have already received some great advice so I do not have much to add. But like Ulli said I do not think controlling the anger is what you need. It is good to have some control so you do not hurt others. But anger is also an expression of life energy and it should be welcomed. The anger is probably a righteous emotion to some kind of injustice or violation of your being in the present or the past. When you welcome the feeling and listen to what the anger is trying to tell you it can be a great teacher. But if your purpose is to control it as if it is something negative you judge it and then it will become more destructive. I think the depression you describe might be caused by the suppressed anger.If you truly listen to it and find a way to express it in a safe environment for you and others it will give you a lot of vibrating life energy instead of depression..
<3
Violet
16th July 2014, 11:35
Malelogro, that "try"ing was beautiful.
Women have a natural beauty that they don't always seem to be aware of. Don't be so harsh on yourselves.
Malerogro
16th July 2014, 12:15
Malelogro, that "try"ing was beautiful.
Women have a natural beauty that they don't always seem to be aware of. Don't be so harsh on yourselves.
Thanks Violet! Personally I never 'tried' very hard but when you are the only one it is hard.. Somedays I can 'not-try' with dignity, other days I cannot help but feeling alone and left out by not trying.. Like there is something wrong with me.
Flash
16th July 2014, 15:08
Malelogro, that "try"ing was beautiful.
Women have a natural beauty that they don't always seem to be aware of. Don't be so harsh on yourselves.
Thanks Violet! Personally I never 'tried' very hard but when you are the only one it is hard.. Somedays I can 'not-try' with dignity, other days I cannot help but feeling alone and left out by not trying.. Like there is something wrong with me.
Yes i posted the video on my Facebook, silently hoping my daughter will catch it and listen to it. And of course for me as well, and my girl friends.
1inMany
17th July 2014, 01:11
Malelogro, that "try"ing was beautiful.
Women have a natural beauty that they don't always seem to be aware of. Don't be so harsh on yourselves.
Thanks Violet! Personally I never 'tried' very hard but when you are the only one it is hard.. Somedays I can 'not-try' with dignity, other days I cannot help but feeling alone and left out by not trying.. Like there is something wrong with me.
Yes i posted the video on my Facebook, silently hoping my daughter will catch it and listen to it. And of course for me as well, and my girl friends.
Oddly, the opposite happened here. Em posted it on facebook and wanted me to listen.
Powerful sync, powerful message.
Much Love,
Playdo of Ataraxas
17th July 2014, 13:01
Good Mornng Village. It's a sunny day in the southern US and very close to the weekend.
Enjoying the Dog days and feeling invigorated. To be relevant to the current thread, I've stopped
trying, and quit smoking. For the longest time it has been a chore to keep up with, and it's a relief
not to have to do it because that's what I did. Interestingly, I don't feel a physical withdrawal or addiction,
But rather a mental one. My neurons have fired for so long on those pathways, and now I'm conscious of it
when they do and I stop myself and slow down, recognize that it is only rote behavior, and then ask the neurons
To kindly re-route themselves in a manner that is more healthy and sustainable for my body. And to be honest,
My wife and I speak to our kids about not smoking, and I got tired of hiding it and being a stinking hypocrite. So, here's to
being more honest in life. Cheers y'all!
Calz
17th July 2014, 13:11
Good job Playdo!!!
:clap2:
I smoked heavily for 10 years and quit over 20 years ago.
Hardest thing I ever did.
... now if I could only ditch the drinkies ... :gaah:
donk
17th July 2014, 13:17
Sounds like you (Plato) did what I did, you didn’t “quit”, you chose to stop doing it. I believe that, and self awareness (which you obviously have no problem with), are the only way to successfully be free of nicotine slavery. I’d wish you good luck, but you don’t need luck, so: congratulations on your choice.
I took a break from the herbal meds I was severely physically addicted to a week and a half ago (7/7), it’s been intense, and not all positive so far. One good thing is I remembered some dreams. My body is achy though, there definitely is something to the pain relief aspect of God’s finest trees…
donk
17th July 2014, 17:15
surely I'm definitely not serious...just having fun
VmW-ScmGRMA
Man those gags crack me up.......and don't call me Shirley!!
Guest
17th July 2014, 18:29
Just made my annual trekk North. Its been a great trip. A lot of work both inner- outer -above & below and healing for me and everyone there. Kept you all in my prayers.
Love
Nora
View from the Black Hills
Playdo of Ataraxas
17th July 2014, 20:05
I'm not out of the woods by any means. Speaking it aloud here helps me to affirm the decision in real life. One habit at a time. I'll continue my wine sipping at night. And mixing my own margaritas on the weekend. Reposada, agave. Nectar, and lime, salt the rim with Pink Himalayan Salt, shake, shake, shake, pour.....
But, sick of being a hypocrite about smoking was the catalyst more than anything.
Love that picture Nora. Safe travels!
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Malerogro
17th July 2014, 21:55
Numerology is not really my thing, I often get lost..
But there sure are a lot of sevens involved in the crashed malesian aircraft today as predicted by Christine Lagarde (IMF):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYmViPTndxw
MH17 = letter 18 of alphabet + letter 8 of alphabet + 1 +7 = 18817 = 34 = 7
Boeing 777
Date: 17-7-2014 (2014 is also 7)
what to make of it????
False flag for war against Russia?
Star Tsar
18th July 2014, 01:22
MASSIVE electrical storm brewing here in south london my broadband has been up & down all day long have felt sooooooooooooooooo charged today lots of energy been up since 4:30 am still up @ 2:20 :)
Carmody
18th July 2014, 01:54
Interestingly enough, I was approached by a self admitted Malaysian about 3 days back.
(edit:thinking about it, 2 days back)
Timing is everything and he had himself in just the right spot at the right time.
His inquires were innocent sounding but ultimately wide and varied.
After the first few minutes, he put his sunglasses back on.
Probably understanding that he could not hide anything from me, unless he had his sunglasses on.
I stared him straight in the eyes anyway.
I think he understood that I could not be bull****ted.
The information I gave him, is already well known. Perhaps they wanted to see it from my body language and eyes.
I played the game and he went on his way.
Carmody
18th July 2014, 03:15
Also, my internet went out this morning.
A truck hit a power line and that was knocked into the tower that handles my internet.
ulli
18th July 2014, 09:34
https://scontent-a-lax.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/10455116_777187059000520_6677557482316679689_n.jpg
cfho83
18th July 2014, 13:12
that is so beautiful yet so true
ulli
18th July 2014, 13:52
Here is a story which relates to some of the threads I have been following on Avalon.
I wish we could all chip in and buy this mountain.
http://www.nytimes.com/2014/07/17/world/europe/for-sale-english-mountain-and-title-of-lord-3-million-theres-a-catch.html?smid=fb-nytimes&WT.z_sma=WO_FSE_20140717&bicmp=AD&bicmlukp=WT.mc_id&bicmst=1388552400000&bicmet=1420088400000&_r=2
Carmody
18th July 2014, 16:48
Good job Playdo!!!
:clap2:
I smoked heavily for 10 years and quit over 20 years ago.
Hardest thing I ever did.
... now if I could only ditch the drinkies ... :gaah:
Try buying cases of San Pelligrino glass bottled water.
The 750ml size.
Drink one of those every evening. Ice cold. Not in a glass, straight out of the bottle, with a fresh opening. Like that chug of (half) of the first beer. It becomes quite intoxicating all on it's own. Your body wants the fluid and reacts quite similar to it as it does the drink.
Works quite well, IMO and IME. It can become quite the severe habit, all on it's own. But.... a 'not so bad' one. (My record was probably about 40 empty cases brought to the recycle center at the same time). (12 bottles, 750mL)
This would be a psyche and physical hook replacement.
http://www.sanpellegrino-corporate.it/image.asp?id=1&type=product-image
Really is all that, and more. Once you get the hook of it...in your system, I think it would be..enough. The energy hook would be transferred to it. Same high, same kick, but then you'd be drinking a good healthy mineral water, instead.
eaglespirit
18th July 2014, 16:58
Our aim is not to deny or reject anything but to embrace it all!!!
About to re-embrace with fervor...
gonna be tactfully ticklin' the tentacles of control and deceit........
step 1 and step 2 of mission done...
onward and upward to step 3 and 4 and 5 and, and, and : ) : ) : )
http://frankzumbach.files.wordpress.com/2013/03/take_me_home_by_torivarn-d5tmg06.jpg
araucaria
18th July 2014, 17:01
Here is a story which relates to some of the threads I have been following on Avalon.
I wish we could all chip in and buy this mountain.
http://www.nytimes.com/2014/07/17/world/europe/for-sale-english-mountain-and-title-of-lord-3-million-theres-a-catch.html?smid=fb-nytimes&WT.z_sma=WO_FSE_20140717&bicmp=AD&bicmlukp=WT.mc_id&bicmst=1388552400000&bicmet=1420088400000&_r=2
Not sure what strange threads you've been following Ulli, or have you been quaffing too much San Pellegrino? :)
If we bought this mountain, then you would be my nomination for the Lady of the Lakes.
Carmody
18th July 2014, 17:08
I might go and buy a case, myself.....(I had quit even that) (no funds for it anymore)
Violet
18th July 2014, 22:21
MAFK8hxlLGs
Original and translated lyrics here: http://www.songlyrics.com/amadou-and-mariam/ce-n-est-pas-bon-lyrics/
Violet
18th July 2014, 22:27
MASSIVE electrical storm brewing here in south london my broadband has been up & down all day long have felt sooooooooooooooooo charged today lots of energy been up since 4:30 am still up @ 2:20 :)
Yes, charged is the right word...Can't remember the last time I had a power failure in my brain.
...
Then again, power failures are not the ideal circumstance for a brain to be storing memory.
ulli
18th July 2014, 23:35
My houseguests are forensics from the US.
Among last nights anecdotes we were treated to one story which topped all my earlier repertoire of weird stories.
While performing an autopsy he found a spark plug in one corpse's stomach, then motor oil further down the gut, then anti freeze, then two more spark plugs. Not a suicide, just total insanity brought on by addiction.
That's what meths can do to someone's head.
Calz
19th July 2014, 02:33
Try buying cases of San Pelligrino glass bottled water.
Have to check it out ... thanks :)
Actually I have had no alcohol for a couple weeks now as I am on a very restricted diet attempting to heal some health issues.
Mineral water would be one of the few that get past the "do not consume" filters :hungry:
Violet
19th July 2014, 02:42
Good job Playdo!!!
:clap2:
I smoked heavily for 10 years and quit over 20 years ago.
Hardest thing I ever did.
... now if I could only ditch the drinkies ... :gaah:
Did the first 10 years after full stop suffice to recover from damage done in the 10 years prior to that?
You don't have to answer that if you don't feel like it. Just curious...
Calz
19th July 2014, 02:52
Did the first 10 years after full stop suffice to recover from damage done in the 10 years prior to that?
Not sure to what extent but I am not aware of any ongoing lung issues and I am now 58.
gripreaper
19th July 2014, 04:26
This is appropriate for the present war energy and the "memes" being plastered all over the world.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoTkbwML-zU
Guest
19th July 2014, 05:02
:faint2:Had an hour ground delay at the airport and finally made it to the connecting airport only to miss my next flight. The wait was another three hours. I found a bar without a television to wait in and read. Thought I would check my e-mails and PA using my phone (wifi turned off) and got hi-jacked by snoopy the drone. I clicked on my Internet icon and a WiFi connection box popped up.... One of the wireless network connections said FBI DRoNE SURVEILLANCE I clicked on it and then it asked to cancel or for a password....
Snoopy
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http://ts1.mm.bing.net/th?id=HN.607998405317494320&pid=15.1
http://l.yimg.com/lo/api/res/1.2/unX9dUyfqS2c_4vZV3pIOg--/YXBwaWQ9eWlzZWFyY2g7Zmk9Zml0O2dlPTAwNjYwMDtncz0wMEEzMDA7aD01NDQ7dz00MDA-/http://thumbs.dreamstime.com/z/wi-fi-connection-20030187.jpg.cf.jpg
Love
Nora
Violet
19th July 2014, 14:56
Did the first 10 years after full stop suffice to recover from damage done in the 10 years prior to that?
Not sure to what extent but I am not aware of any ongoing lung issues and I am now 58.
That's good to hear Calz. It was just the opposing time spans that interested me.
dan33
19th July 2014, 22:25
There are currently 12 users browsing this thread. (1 members and 11 guests) ??? Fascinating :wizard:
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http://www.exohuman.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/obey_consume.jpg
http://llwproductions.files.wordpress.com/2011/11/they-live-this-is-your-god.jpg
PD: anyone from the NSA?
http://datadump.thelightningpath.com/images/masonic-tarot/strength.jpg
araucaria
20th July 2014, 08:18
Did the first 10 years after full stop suffice to recover from damage done in the 10 years prior to that?
Not sure to what extent but I am not aware of any ongoing lung issues and I am now 58.
On the subjects of chain smoking and buyiong mountains, here's a lady whose husband couldn't stop and who is going to be in a position to buy up every mountain chain on the planet:
http://www.theguardian.com/business/2014/jul/20/chain-smokers-widow-awarded-23bn-in-punitive-damages-in-florida
Robin
20th July 2014, 16:03
A friend of mine sent this video to me, and I found it very provocative. It resonates with me, as those of us who are awake and aware DO live in constant, total amazement. We are both amazed that the universe is as beautiful as it is, and that humanity has gotten to the current condition it is. Enjoy! :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICGIcfj4ZKE
eaglespirit
20th July 2014, 19:40
Lovin' It Samwise, Thanks!!!
After late last year and this early year going-ons in my life I can be nothing but grateful and live each day much as Meg espouses in that scene!
When Folks ask me 'how are you?'
I usually respond that 'I cannot put it into words' : )
Alot of people smile big...Others ask 'is that good or bad?'
I simply respond 'it is great, unbelievably great' : )
...and more smiles come!
Gekko
20th July 2014, 23:23
Walked into Market Basket today to find many of the produce aisles completely barren, with the rest of the store's stock slowly dwindling. There were about half as many people there in a typically busy store.
Apparently warehouse workers are on strike against the firing of a CEO in the family-owned business. The former CEO supported higher wages for employees and lower prices for customers, while his cousin, the new CEO, is more profit-minded.
It was an eerie scene, to say the least...
http://scontent-a.cdninstagram.com/hphotos-xpa1/t51.2885-15/10522277_1520036124882099_1569940245_n.jpg
http://scontent-b.cdninstagram.com/hphotos-xpa1/t51.2885-15/1689249_145882522249043_405481415_n.jpg
(not my pictures)
Playdo of Ataraxas
21st July 2014, 01:31
While visiting a botanical garden today, I was surprised to find these three very rare evergreen saplings. My pictures aren't great, but here are Araucaria montana, Araucaria luxurians, and Araucaria scopulorum. I couldn't help but think of one of the Villagers......
araucaria
21st July 2014, 01:56
Thank you so much Playdo :) By a rare chance, I happen to be up in the middle of the night with intercostal pains that are hurting my lungs. Too much gardening I reckon, cutting back some excessive luxurians of some sort. Maybe I can get some rest after this.
Playdo of Ataraxas
21st July 2014, 02:01
Soulagement, soulagement, bon nuit!
araucaria
21st July 2014, 02:06
Merci mon ami.
Wind
21st July 2014, 02:32
Spread the smiles. :p
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Gekko
21st July 2014, 13:10
http://i.imgur.com/CRHA7ec.gif
RunningDeer
21st July 2014, 15:28
FYI: from SpiritWind (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?72502-Message-Board-Avalonians-Request-Our-Help&p=855971&viewfull=1#post855971)
Can't believe I'm posting here again and asking for prayers and healing but I am. My daughter in law is in the hospital at only 27 weeks along in her pregnancy. She lost the twin much earlier on in her pregnancy, but now her water broke yesterday and could be delivering today, possibly by C-section. Baby is only approximately 2lbs. so it's going to be a touchy situation. Mom has a couple of health conditions that make her a high risk, so very worried (even though I know it don't do no good) for both baby and momma. Sending all the healing and prayers I can but could always use more. Thank you.
<3
ulli
21st July 2014, 16:48
Major improvements here at Miami airport.
No more endless lines at Immigration, as they have installed a bunch of self service kiosks for US citizens
and ESTA travelers (European passport holders...like myself.)
Now off to find lunch...and IF I can find an organic salad I'm I'm ready to switch sides and join the "enemy".
Oh, and I am getting used to TSA Pre-check as well...no more taking off shoes, or unpacking the laptops.
Someone out there is reconsidering their 'torture the masses' agenda.
Just thought I'd share the good news.
dan33
21st July 2014, 18:54
Unable to make the post. :frusty:
http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2014/06/17/article-2660116-1ED930BA00000578-408_634x421.jpg
http://clothesonfilm.com/live-and-let-die-roger-moore-chesterfield-coat/2400/
araucaria
22nd July 2014, 11:41
You guys are pretty amazing. I get up feeling unwell at 4 am, and someone is already onto my case :)
Feeling much better now, thanks everyone, but not too comfortable slumped at the keyboard - which is what the gardening was supposed to remedy:confused:
Great to hear of improvements at Miami Airport. We will really be in business when they start advertising for an artist to redo Denver.
Wind
22nd July 2014, 12:23
A battle of wills...
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Viewed from the other side. :p
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eaglespirit
22nd July 2014, 12:31
You guys are pretty amazing. I get up feeling unwell at 4 am, and someone is already onto my case :)
Feeling much better now, thanks everyone, but not too comfortable slumped at the keyboard - which is what the gardening was supposed to remedy:confused:
Great to hear of improvements at Miami Airport. We will really be in business when they start advertising for an artist to redo Denver.
Hear...Hear!!!
http://boingboing.net/wp-content/uploads/2011/08/IMG_3664-tm.jpg
RunningDeer
22nd July 2014, 13:23
SpiritWind has left an update (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?72502-Message-Board-Avalonians-Request-Our-Help&p=856287&viewfull=1#post856287):
This has been one of the longest days ever but I have good news. Little baby Danial was born at 2:55pm and weighed in at a whopping 2.1 lbs. Mom had a natural birth (last one was a C-section) and both her and baby are doing well. His heart is strong but it will be some time before he is out of the woods. There are just no words to describe what it feels like to see a baby that small. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. For once I am very grateful for modern medicine and what they are able to do. A good ending to a very emotion filled day.
<3
Flash
22nd July 2014, 15:24
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAY1UoQYMHk&feature=youtu.behttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAY1UoQYMHk&feature=youtu.be
Violet
22nd July 2014, 21:39
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Violet
22nd July 2014, 22:13
Unable to make the post. :frusty:
http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2014/06/17/article-2660116-1ED930BA00000578-408_634x421.jpg
http://clothesonfilm.com/live-and-let-die-roger-moore-chesterfield-coat/2400/
Just today I was thinking - after revisiting some eighties movies - that of little movies this day can we still tolerate that much musical accompaniment as was usual for back then except for Star Wars. It seems that a lot of these movies - if you turn around, listen to the instrumentals and blur the lines - could pass for Star Wars movies today.
Have we become that more silent? Or just more to the point?
Playdo of Ataraxas
23rd July 2014, 01:54
A Sumerian Hymn Written 3,400 Years Ago
http://www.openculture.com/2014/07/the-oldest-song-in-the-world.html
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Flash
23rd July 2014, 02:37
Good job Playdo!!!
:clap2:
I smoked heavily for 10 years and quit over 20 years ago.
Hardest thing I ever did.
... now if I could only ditch the drinkies ... :gaah:
Did the first 10 years after full stop suffice to recover from damage done in the 10 years prior to that?
You don't have to answer that if you don't feel like it. Just curious...
i stopped smoking at 32 after 15 years of smoking. I had cold sweats for few days, dreamed i was smoking for a full year, but believe me, it is still much harder to lose weight than anytime stopping to smoke, in my personal experience. You just cannot stop eating altogether, and losing weight makes me much more tired, while stopping to smoke gave me energy.
Now, i have been quite absent from the forum for a while and there is a good reason for this.
As I told you, a while ago, i started dating again. And this is totally changing my life and vision of things, an inner earthquake.
Well, despite my own misconception of what men want in a woman, some are great human beings lolllllllllllll
I think I met one.
This will make Eaglespirit happy: it is about LOVE.
I reallllllllly have a great time, with a real super human being, in and out. Although we are at the first few months (no Ulli, it is not the younger than me one), and I may change my views, I doubt I will - having life experience by now to go by and to help see through people.
Yes, 1inMany, we can meet love even at an older age, even if over weight, even if....... and there are men who look from and to the Inside first. I think I am falling for it, getting in love.
This is just sooooooooo good!! I had been soooooooo many years - many many - alone (i don't dare saying the numbers, it is traumatising just thinking of the time lost lol) I never thought this could happen. So my time is in gardening love instead of forum life.
He is bright, affectionate, funny and to my taste, handsome (Mini Flash says "he is old!!" lol, not much more than her mom, in fact only 2 years more!!! lol). The feelings seem quite reciprocal. I am having a real good summer here. I am quite happy in fact. Some of our activities: tango, bicycling, Mensa dinners - he wanted to make sure i can handle that lol, i passed the test of handling them lol - movies, readings exchanges, a real great time.
And this is Justone (of Avalon) deeds: he pushed me again and again to go get a boyfriend lol (I will spare you the words used) Thanks to him, and a bit to Simon who pushed too, I got the guts to start dating again. And to Bill who wrote me that men are attracted by the energy and the Inside of a woman first and to Karelia who listen again and again about dating adventures lol. And to Ulli who told me to drop the younger than me one because my stars were better off with an older one.
So here a new conspiracy, a conspiracy from a few Avalon Members to help into the happiness of one of them.
What a nice and exceptional crowd you are all.
Calz
23rd July 2014, 02:42
That's great Flash ... good news is always nice.
... and there goes that Playdo again ... everyone knows there was no youtube 3400 years ago!!!
:cantina:
Robin
23rd July 2014, 03:12
As I told you, a while ago, i started dating again.
Good for you...that's great to hear! The big question now, Flash, is: is this individual awake and aware...? If he isn't, how do you think he'd react to your Truth journey?
I have tried dating, and every time I come across a lovely woman, I end up ranting about conspiracies. I just can't help it! Needless to say, it never seems to work out for me...
It's just so hard to communicate to somebody who is not on the same level of awareness, and I'd be lying to myself and the person I'm dating if I didn't try my best to share information. Maybe Avalon should become a dating site, because we're all on similar levels! ;)
Also, you're right in saying that not ALL men are egoic buttheads. Some of us are very sensitive and can feel who a woman is on the inside, and care about a spiritual, emotional connection more than anything else. It seems women my age ain't attracted to sensitivity though...
Flash
23rd July 2014, 03:21
As I told you, a while ago, i started dating again.
Good for you...that's great to hear! The big question now, Flash, is: is this individual awake and aware...? If he isn't, how do you think he'd react to your Truth journey?
I have tried dating, and every time I come across a lovely woman, I end up ranting about conspiracies. I just can't help it! Needless to say, it never seems to work out for me...
It's just so hard to communicate to somebody who is not on the same level of awareness, and I'd be lying to myself and the person I'm dating if I didn't try my best to share information. Maybe Avalon should become a dating site, because we're all on similar levels! ;)
Very bright, therefore he understands, however, he does not want to admit that most governing bodies are corrupted to the core. In fact, it is a question of amount of corruption, not of facts, for him.
However, I can tell you that much, on a spiritual level, he is way there or rather here - in a very natural way, one of those whose true inner strenght is integrated, it seems to me up to now - and this is yet more important to me. He does not like fanatism of any kind, quite level headed in fact. And as I am taking it slowly, softly, including conspiracies, even if I have been in/around it up to my neck, it will be fine. That is what 30 more years brings. Life is not only conspiracies, it is first and foremost love and wisdom, including aware knowledge, to me.
Robin
23rd July 2014, 03:38
And as I am taking it slowly, softly, including conspiracies, even if I have been in/around it up to my neck, it will be fine. That is what 30 more years brings. Life is not only conspiracies, it is first and foremost love and wisdom, including aware knowledge, to me.
There is a lot of wisdom here. I envy you for being able to take things slowly. My mind is too wrapped up in the madness going on where I sometimes feel that I won't ever feel settled enough to be "grounded" until all this is exposed and everybody knows what is going on...and the world is finally a peaceful place. Well, there's much work to do if I will get to that level!
I wish you happy times ahead! Aide-toi et le ciel t'aidera.
Dennis Leahy
23rd July 2014, 04:20
OK Dennis, I really like this one a lot.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lo5mvTfYSQYMe too! After hearing it the first time, I contacted Keith Medley, bought a copy of this CD from him, and asked him to join the forum for luthiers that I'm part of (Keith built this magnificent instrument.)
(I just got back from our annual "Stringfest" gathering of luthiers, which is why I am so late in seeing your post, Grip.)
Thanks!
Dennis
ulli
23rd July 2014, 09:50
Im just waking up here in Barbados. Feeling blissed out, and blessed.
And my body is aching ...yesterday all day unpacking and cleaning the apartment...every square inch was covered in black dust.
Even though I had closed all the louvres the strong winds had two months to blow the dust from the cane fires through the cracks. And here is that little tortoise shell cat from next door, happy to see me again.
My connection flight was delayed...so I ended up spending 9 1/2 hours hanging out in Miami airport, after two days and a night of no sleep. Such a trip would have been easy when I was younger.
But it's ok. At least I'm here (and now) Catching up.....
ulli
23rd July 2014, 10:07
And as I am taking it slowly, softly, including conspiracies, even if I have been in/around it up to my neck, it will be fine. That is what 30 more years brings. Life is not only conspiracies, it is first and foremost love and wisdom, including aware knowledge, to me.
There is a lot of wisdom here. I envy you for being able to take things slowly. My mind is too wrapped up in the madness going on where I sometimes feel that I won't ever feel settled enough to be "grounded" until all this is exposed and everybody knows what is going on...and the world is finally a peaceful place. Well, there's much work to do if I will get to that level!
I wish you happy times ahead! Aide-toi et le ciel t'aidera.
Sam, that peaceful place is nearer than you think. One small step....
Infinity exists in all directions, the macro and the micro levels, slavery and freedom, and all these things are in a flux, and intermingled.
And even though exposure and disclosure are happening, there will be new madnesses arriving, with new efforts to remain hidden.
So this is all about YOUR choices, where YOU direct your attention.
Take Flash's advice, and use your envy as a springboard to live a happy and fulfilled life.
ulli
23rd July 2014, 10:19
That's great Flash ... good news is always nice.
... and there goes that Playdo again ... everyone knows there was no youtube 3400 years ago!!!
:cantina:
...and obviously no orchestras either....
eaglespirit
23rd July 2014, 10:29
Gooooooooooooooo Flash Baby, Goooooooooooooooooooo : ) :) : )
Love, Love, Love!!!
Hey Ulli...Hang on to them thar flight seat belts...
We'll be flyin' around in my(our) space buggy soon, hehehe!!!
https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRrOqClmTak4I3jbp-NBlO9UlO0_M_1arp6p8jYohze_o-IOOrhRA
araucaria
23rd July 2014, 13:24
There was no youtube 3400 years ago – and no more Sumerians either. I think Playdo meant 3400 BC. They might have had youtube, they seem to have had everything else.
Great to hear your news, Flash. This sounds like the real deal, you go for it :)
Sam, I personally don’t think it would be a good idea for forum members to get flirtatious. The forum is a haven where men and women can engage in frank discussions about all kinds of intimate subjects without all the usual pitfalls of that sort of emotional involvement. That is something too rare and precious to give up, although the possibility of two forum members coming together to form a couple is a wonderful idea too.
As to how a couple actually operates, it might help to be a rocket scientist to understand how a great thrust of energy can be created by mixing two different types of fuel. It is a double act where both might be doing different things. If, say, you take the formula ‘think globally, act locally’, then in our house, it would be me thinking globally and my wife acting locally, and the connection between the two that is producing the energy for both would be on the largely unspoken soul level of togetherness. My wife, while wise to the bigger picture enough to steer clear of all that stuff, simply takes her loving, bubbly nature to everyone she meets, and of course it rubs off on them. I leave that mostly to her, just as she mostly leaves the theoretical underpinning to me; the point being that neither of us would be nearly as effective in what we do without the other. This is the basis of any kind of team work, blending each other’s skills and covering each other’s weaknesses, and this is also what the forum is seeking to do on an altogether different scale. Hence there is no ‘business end’ whereby the so-called, or self-styled, awake and aware are contributing any more than others who seemingly do not fit that description.
dan33
23rd July 2014, 16:57
Unable to make the post. :frusty:
http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2014/06/17/article-2660116-1ED930BA00000578-408_634x421.jpg
http://clothesonfilm.com/live-and-let-die-roger-moore-chesterfield-coat/2400/
Just today I was thinking - after revisiting some eighties movies - that of little movies this day can we still tolerate that much musical accompaniment as was usual for back then except for Star Wars. It seems that a lot of these movies - if you turn around, listen to the instrumentals and blur the lines - could pass for Star Wars movies today.
Have we become that more silent? Or just more to the point?
I remember when for the first time i listen STAR WARS Soundtrak. A shock!
It was a double Vinyl Long Play. Two months later I went to see the movie. I was facinated by the colors. When you expect something and you know the music, "on every path", is not only easier but more funny.
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WusVAlhA_NM/UPvUR6u1BII/AAAAAAACR7Y/MlObkYWkZYc/s1600/Star+Wars+Theatrical+Posters+Around+The+World+in+1977+(12).jpg
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Have we become that more silent? Or just more to the point?
Both, i think.
The school "music controls" the movie, or the "silence and the film" creates the feeling. :confused: I don't know.
dan33
23rd July 2014, 18:04
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/customprofilepics/profilepic8028_1.gif
Two examples of music on movies.:p
cRr1bWn-kT8
From 2:40
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....and for you Violet
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Marcello e Monica, ti manca!
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-EJCvQDZUzfg/TuOhHYU5T1I/AAAAAAAAJFY/_iilM25FN2c/s1600/Dramma%2Bdella%2Bgelosia%2B-%2Btesto.JPG
Guest
24th July 2014, 04:14
Everything is weird for me right now. Feels like a lot of empty space. Going to take me a while. Loss is a strange thing and so is grieving. It all comes in waves and I do my best to go with it -sometimes not easy.
Watched Tom's Pele report -appropriate for me right now. He's positive and happy, everything is coming up Leo.
Ffa0JdcBQFc
Love
Nora
Congratulations Flash.
Happy you made it to your destination safely Ulli
ulli
24th July 2014, 09:34
Everything is weird for me right now. Feels like a lot of empty space. Going to take me a while. Loss is a strange thing and so is grieving. It all comes in waves and I do my best to go with it -sometimes not easy.
Watched Tom's Pele report -appropriate for me right now. He's positive and happy, everything is coming up Leo.
Ffa0JdcBQFc
Love
Nora
Congratulations Flash.
Happy you made it to your destination safely Ulli
Thanks for posting this Pele Report, Nora. My Leo Ascendant is happy, too, with Jupiter, sun and moon transiting over it.
Also it's interesting to watch Tom's own spiritual growth. Astrid told me once that he is a Leo.
About your loss, and grieving...just a quick reminder...those who have passed on have sharper awareness, and don't like it when we feel sad for a long time. Because they are here, and only want us to know that.
It has been one year since my friend Simon passed away, on July 16th.
And his business partner just told me how on that day many things started to happen, creativity wise....
Please send energy to Peter in Barbados. I now have to figure out how to pay his huge electric bill, to get the lights turned back on. They cut off his water as well...he is carrying buckets of sea water so he can flush the toilet. The water bill is $3000, which means that the meter is faulty. But he doesn't have the mentality (yet) how to deal with the authorities, and insist that they send him an inspector to check the meter. My friend Simon was like a father figure for him, and I now feel like I'm his grandmother...
Wow...a mango just fell onto my roof- this instance...a sign from Simon!
When Peter came by here yesterday morning and saw all those mangos on my lawn he told me that if it weren't for the mangos everywhere he would not have survived the current crisis. It's all he's been eating.
Here is a picture I just found online, of one of their charity fashion shows before everything came to a grinding halt with Simon's death.
Peter told me he cannot get any of the wealthy white women who used to be Simon's regulars to come in to the shop and buy his dresses, him being black. So I told him to look at the black population, which is a bigger market here, anyway, and lets do a line of jewelry for them.
The good thing when starting from the bottom is that the only way is up...
http://www.barbadosadvocate.com/admini/News_Photo_bv.asp?NewsID=9049
RunningDeer
24th July 2014, 15:53
Everything is weird for me right now. Feels like a lot of empty space. Going to take me a while. Loss is a strange thing and so is grieving. It all comes in waves and I do my best to go with it -sometimes not easy.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/virtual_hug_Nora_zps05487d8d.GIF
Love,
Paula <3
Dennis Leahy
24th July 2014, 16:32
This is a bit late for a "here and now", but here and now I finally cropped and uploaded these images from last week.
I was Skype-chatting with Christine, (my computer still in the kitchen, not yet moved back into my basement office), and heard a thump on my back porch sliding glass door. Sadly, I knew the sound, (even though we now always have stickers/visual elements on glass), and expected to find a dead or dying bird on the porch. This male Goldfinch must have hit on an angle, a "glancing blow", and did not die. He did get stunned, however, as the following 2 photos show.
http://www.leahyguitars.com/Imagez/Two/FinchWindow_2563.jpg
As you can see in this image, where the finch has hopped up onto a tomato plant, he is actually holding on to a stabilizing post with his right wing.
http://www.leahyguitars.com/Imagez/Two/FinchWindow_2565.jpg
Here, you can see his beak held open - not a good sign. However, I knew that if I attempted to assist him in any way, it would only traumatize him (alien abduction!), so I just quietly checked up on him a few times. He must have regained his composure and lived to fly another day, because he was gone the third time I checked on him (and no outdoor cats.)
Dennis
dan33
24th July 2014, 17:38
Hugs Nora! :grouphug:
http://radianceaftermovies.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/5967_3.jpg
meeradas
24th July 2014, 19:48
'The pitchforks are coming'
Memo: From Nick Hanauer
To: My Fellow Zillionaires
http://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2014/06/the-pitchforks-are-coming-for-us-plutocrats-108014.html
Flash
24th July 2014, 20:13
'The pitchforks are coming'
Memo: From Nick Hanauer
To: My Fellow Zillionaires
http://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2014/06/the-pitchforks-are-coming-for-us-plutocrats-108014.html
Truly good article Meeradas, Worth a read in its entirety - why is strong middle class good for the rich 1% and why haven't they understood it yet?
Robin
24th July 2014, 20:26
'The pitchforks are coming'
Memo: From Nick Hanauer
To: My Fellow Zillionaires
http://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2014/06/the-pitchforks-are-coming-for-us-plutocrats-108014.html
Great article. I especially love the title!
I'm currently writing a song that is about the destruction of small family farms and the rise of Capitalism. Part of the chorus is "And the pitchforks and the torches are coming after you..."
Pitchforks and torches are symbolic of revolution and sovereignty, and as a part-time farmer, I'm all for it. ;)
Centauri
24th July 2014, 21:25
Here and Now. I keep getting the Delerium song in my head when I read this title.
Let's see, what am I thinking here and now.... well... I'm thinking that I should rename myself to 'ThreadKiller' because either I am showing up late to the party or I'm writing stuff that makes people uncomfortable/offended/dismissive/saddened or just bored! Like any person who joins a group, I wonder how the group is recieving me. I don't want to cause negative reactions. On the other hand, I can't tailor my words to avoid any of the above states because they would then be without honesty.
I'm currently wondering what the point is for these facebook-esque thanking buttons for posts. I get the impression that people feel slighted if they don't get a 'like', or that people withhold the 'like' when they want to show somebody their comment is not valuable or appreciated. I seriously forget to hit that button all over the place, so please don't take offense as far as my participation goes hehe
Ooops, wait, the NOW changed. Now I'm thinking that I don't care! I'm always going to come across like this for as long as I am admitted to be here in Project Avalon.
Violet
24th July 2014, 22:11
I was too late too, see :p I was going to refer you to something I said about numerology here, some 6 pages ago or so...
Other than that, time for some...imagery :violin:
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/8/8b/Fernand_L%C3%A9ger,_1911-1912,_Les_Fumeurs_%28The_Smokers%29,_oil_on_canvas,_129.2_x_96.5_cm,_Solomon_R._Guggenheim_Museum,_N ew_York..jpg
(The Smokers by Fernand Léger)
eaglespirit
24th July 2014, 22:21
Hey Centauri...Welcome Aboard!!!
..and I like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like Your post : )
Hi Ya Meeradas...I gotta meet You in person too some time : )
...and the whole upside downness is about to be turned rightside upnesses by you and me and you and me and us, and us, and us...and the 'uppity' ain't gonna have no where to hide no more no way because they will be too ashamed right out in the open by the way that 'we the people' really help one another with no motive but to help one another...
goin' exponentially exponential : )
RunningDeer
24th July 2014, 22:56
Here and Now. I keep getting the Delerium song in my head when I read this title.
Let's see, what am I thinking here and now.... well... I'm thinking that I should rename myself to 'ThreadKiller' because either I am showing up late to the party or I'm writing stuff that makes people uncomfortable/offended/dismissive/saddened or just bored! Like any person who joins a group, I wonder how the group is recieving me. I don't want to cause negative reactions. On the other hand, I can't tailor my words to avoid any of the above states because they would then be without honesty.
Welcome, Centauri,
I left a message on your board a couple of days ago, and referenced your post yesterday because it helped me clarify what I've been thinking of on how to help change the world situation. Thanks for that...
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Love/fire_heart_zps0fd4ca04.JPG
RunningDeer<3
Mini Flash
25th July 2014, 00:25
I am going back in my early teen years.. I am listening to the favorite band I had when I was 13. Now that I learned alot about conspiracy and spirituality... The lyrics seems to make more sens. What do you think this song is about?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ssdcig4zDrY
I am very sad what music has become.. I stopped listening to this band because they had too many illuminati messages in thier videos. So Black Veil Brides started being my favourite band.. Until they say in thier album that fear is winning and rebels are dying.. I am very sad that this is what music is becoming
giovonni
25th July 2014, 01:30
Very nice ... i like it MF ...
Escaping the illusion at its best ...
Kinda like Linkin Parkish
Now ... i said it, said it, said what i believe ... :)
http://d1jqu7g1y74ds1.cloudfront.net/wp-content/uploads/2008/06/curiosity-approaching-mars-580x326.jpg
Centauri
25th July 2014, 02:06
Here's that song that keeps getting stuck in my head whenever I read the title of this thread.
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Here and now, I'd like to get this stuck in everyone elses head. I even posted a video link correctly!
giovonni
25th July 2014, 02:18
Beautiful rendition Centauri ...
Poem
Unbidden shadows of you formed yesterday
I ran away to a room here on the bay
Interrupted life again, another new beginning
Where the silence echoes you're no longer with me
Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok
Through the darkness i would walk in the streets
Confessions never seemed to provide me with a release
Held me down and tried to cure me tried to give me reason
But nothing could separate this burdened mind from me
Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok
And looking out to a different sky will disengage me
Absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade
I do not seek and do not intend to find
A calmer ocean or a sun that never will rise
My world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts
And i'll move on and then forget you all over again
Moving on, i can forgive you all over again
Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok
And looking out onto a different sky it seems so easy
Absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade
ulli
25th July 2014, 02:31
Great sharing, everyone. And I'm in awe of you all, including the newcomers.
Art and artists......always welcome.
And here is a postcard from lovely Barbados. This beach is less than ten minutes walk from where I am, and I haven't gone there yet. Still getting organized here.
And just for your info...the ocean is always clean, and there is no sign of chem trails
http://d19lgisewk9l6l.cloudfront.net/wexas/www/images/largeimages/destinations/Barbados/coralreefclub/Coral_reef_club_beach.jpg
Playdo of Ataraxas
25th July 2014, 02:51
Great sharing, everyone. And I'm in awe of you all, including the newcomers.
Art and artists......always welcome.
And here is a postcard from lovely Barbados. This beach is less than ten minutes walk from where I am, and I haven't gone there yet. Still getting organized here.
And just for your info...the ocean is always clean, and there is no sign of chem trails
http://d19lgisewk9l6l.cloudfront.net/wexas/www/images/largeimages/destinations/Barbados/coralreefclub/Coral_reef_club_beach.jpg
Those trees are beautiful! Is that cypress?
spiritwind
25th July 2014, 07:18
FYI: from SpiritWind (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?72502-Message-Board-Avalonians-Request-Our-Help&p=855971&viewfull=1#post855971)
Can't believe I'm posting here again and asking for prayers and healing but I am. My daughter in law is in the hospital at only 27 weeks along in her pregnancy. She lost the twin much earlier on in her pregnancy, but now her water broke yesterday and could be delivering today, possibly by C-section. Baby is only approximately 2lbs. so it's going to be a touchy situation. Mom has a couple of health conditions that make her a high risk, so very worried (even though I know it don't do no good) for both baby and momma. Sending all the healing and prayers I can but could always use more. Thank you.
<3
Just wanted to thank you to any and all who may have said prayers/sent healing energy. He was born on Monday afternoon. I saw a little video his momma took today and even though this little guy is a full 3 months early, he opened his eyes and looked around like he was checking things out. So far he's doing good. Sometimes I am just so awestruck by the miracle of life itself.
araucaria
25th July 2014, 09:08
This has only just come up on my radar. It would seem that the Carrington event predicted for 2012 actually happened but we managed to get out of the way in time – even though it happened not in December but in July.
http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2014/23jul_superstorm/
"In my view the July 2012 storm was in all respects at least as strong as the 1859 Carrington event," says Baker. "The only difference is, it missed."
The July 23rd CME was actually two CMEs separated by only 10 to 15 minutes. This double-CME traveled through a region of space that had been cleared out by yet another CME four days earlier. As a result, the storm clouds were not decelerated as much as usual by their transit through the interplanetary medium.
"It's likely that the Carrington event was also associated with multiple eruptions, and this may turn out to be a key requirement for extreme events," notes Riley. "In fact, it seems that extreme events may require an ideal combination of a number of key features to produce the 'perfect solar storm.'"
"Pre-conditioning by multiple CMEs appears to be very important," agrees Baker.
"We need to be prepared" for next time, they say. I’d say we were sufficiently prepared for last time, even if it was partly after the event :)
ulli
25th July 2014, 09:44
Great sharing, everyone. And I'm in awe of you all, including the newcomers.
Art and artists......always welcome.
And here is a postcard from lovely Barbados. This beach is less than ten minutes walk from where I am, and I haven't gone there yet. Still getting organized here.
And just for your info...the ocean is always clean, and there is no sign of chem trails
http://d19lgisewk9l6l.cloudfront.net/wexas/www/images/largeimages/destinations/Barbados/coralreefclub/Coral_reef_club_beach.jpg
Those trees are beautiful! Is that cypress?
No, they are Australian Pines. In Barbados they call them Casuarinas.
I once visited the Sarasota / Bradenton area of west Florida and they have them there as well.
I was really homesick for Barbados at the time...it was in 1998.
But the beach there is much wider, and the water not as clear nor as blue.
Violet
25th July 2014, 10:06
Those trees are beautiful! Is that cypress?
@Playdo, here's a sync:
@Miniflash, that's some heavy stuff there,...At age 13 the roughest music that surrounded use was from :horn: Cypress Hill, Nirvana and Radioheadish...Probably some AC/DC too and some of us Metallica, and some others sometimes made too much noise too.
Not girls, girls did not really like that (back then), they just pretended because it looked good with the boys.
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No, they are Australian Pines. In Barbados they call them Casuarinas.
I once visited the Sarasota / Bradenton area of west Florida and they have them there as well.
I was really homesick for Barbados at the time...it was in 1998.
But the beach there is much wider, and the water not as clear nor as blue.
:mod: Stupid question alarm :mod:
Did the Australians plant those there?
(Just curious)
ulli
25th July 2014, 10:13
Those trees are beautiful! Is that cypress?
@Playdo, here's a sync:
@Miniflash, that's some heavy stuff there,...At age 13 the roughest music that surrounded use was from :horn: Cypress Hill, Nirvana and Radioheadish...Probably some AC/DC too and some of us Metallica, and some others sometimes made too much noise too.
Not girls, girls did not really like that (back then), they just pretended because it looked good with the boys.
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No, they are Australian Pines. In Barbados they call them Casuarinas.
I once visited the Sarasota / Bradenton area of west Florida and they have them there as well.
I was really homesick for Barbados at the time...it was in 1998.
But the beach there is much wider, and the water not as clear nor as blue.
:mod: Stupid question alarm :mod:
Did the Australians plant those there?
(Just curious)
In Barbados all agricultural work was done by people imported via the African slave trade, while the whites sat in their yacht clubs getting drunk.
I just found this picture of the beach near Bradenton where I also saw Casuarinas
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Yij4sn94Ggw/URcCcn-tjiI/AAAAAAAABY4/70sVi3H7iV4/s1600/231+Coquina+Beach.JPG
meeradas
25th July 2014, 10:52
Quite fitting:
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for those who can't get enough:
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and a bonus (https://soundcloud.com/marconiunion/weightless-part-5) audio [my fav].
meeradas
25th July 2014, 11:13
and, just because it's beautiful:
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Robin
25th July 2014, 12:58
Those trees look beautiful, Ulli. They look very out of place with the beach setting, and I'm curious as to what species they are to handle such sandy soil and tropical climate...? They look like the Oaks, Maples, Chestnuts, and other deciduous trees here in the Midwest U.S.!
ulli
25th July 2014, 13:36
Those trees look beautiful, Ulli. They look very out of place with the beach setting, and I'm curious as to what species they are to handle such sandy soil and tropical climate...? They look like the Oaks, Maples, Chestnuts, and other deciduous trees here in the Midwest U.S.!
Here you are, Sam. And they really do come from Australia...
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Casuarina
My former mother-in-law used to curse them as everything she planted under them, or near them, died rather quickly.
Marianne
25th July 2014, 16:39
Nora, sending you heartfelt hugs. Sorry to be reading your posts only now.
You are in my prayers.
love,
JB
donk
25th July 2014, 17:27
I am going back in my early teen years.. I am listening to the favorite band I had when I was 13. Now that I learned alot about conspiracy and spirituality... The lyrics seems to make more sens. What do you think this song is about?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ssdcig4zDrY
I am very sad what music has become.. I stopped listening to this band because they had too many illuminati messages in thier videos. So Black Veil Brides started being my favourite band.. Until they say in thier album that fear is winning and rebels are dying.. I am very sad that this is what music is becoming
How bout the band's name itself?
...Don't let the mainstream get you down, plenty of folks are making great art
Q_kkfSqPONc
...hey y'all, hope you are well
RunningDeer
25th July 2014, 18:46
Nora, sending you heartfelt hugs. Sorry to be reading your posts only now.
You are in my prayers.
love,
JB
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/Marianne_zpsaea02f98.GIF
Love,
Paula <3
dan33
25th July 2014, 18:57
IL DIVO
Inspired by a Meeradas post.
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Nora, sending you heartfelt hugs. Sorry to be reading your posts only now.
You are in my prayers.
love,
JB
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/Marianne_zpsaea02f98.GIF
Love,
Paula <3
Marianne!! :hug::pizza:
eaglespirit
25th July 2014, 21:18
Oh My...so wonderful to see You Marianne!
May All Be Well in Your World : )
http://www.featurepics.com/FI/Thumb300/20120126/Kid-Hug-Heart-2111866.jpg
markoid
26th July 2014, 00:46
Absolutely wonderful to see you back Marianne!!! :hug:
Guest
26th July 2014, 01:37
Nora, sending you heartfelt hugs. Sorry to be reading your posts only now.
You are in my prayers.
love,
JB
Hey JB,
Thank you. Sorry to hear you weren't doing well. Not sure what happened -remember seeing a post a while back for prayer and healing for you. Life was a big blur for me for a while.
Good to see you're back and hope you are feeling better.
Big gentle bear hugs.
http://l.yimg.com/lo/api/res/1.2/q42WcIrjnRK.Vs8PX1axrw--/YXBwaWQ9eWlzZWFyY2g7Zmk9Zml0O2dlPTAwNjYwMDtncz0wMEEzMDA7aD00MjY7dz00MDA-/http://s.myniceprofile.com/myspacepic/960/96007.gif.cf.jpg
Love
Nora
Playdo of Ataraxas
26th July 2014, 01:46
Junebug back in the Village! Howdy!
One of my favorites, speaking of trees:
Joyce Kilmer. 1886–1918
-Trees
I THINK that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree.
A tree whose hungry mouth is prest
Against the sweet earth's flowing breast;
A tree that looks at God all day,
And lifts her leafy arms to pray;
A tree that may in summer wear
A nest of robins in her hair;
Upon whose bosom snow has lain;
Who intimately lives with rain.
Poems are made by fools like me,
But only God can make a tree.
Marianne
26th July 2014, 02:15
It's bedtime here, but I will post tomorrow explaining a bit about what happened to me this spring and summer, surgery with a long and complicated recovery.
Playdo, howdy! I love that poem, it's so beautiful.
Nora, thank you for gentle bear hugs (hug). Wishing you so much love, and ease with Leo coming in now.
Pauler, nice welcome banner!
Mark, your steadfast love has enveloped me throughout.
Dan Eaglespirit, life is looking better - good to hear from you!
Billy, you have never left my heart ...
Robin
26th July 2014, 02:24
Feeling tired, lonely, sad, or upset? Then stop what you're doing right NOW and watch a god ol' episode of Winnie the Pooh! Where evil does not exist, the laws of physics do not apply, nature is forever pristine, there is an infinite supply of honey that magically appears on your shelf, and there are good friends all around who do not judge one another. So why not escape the madness of the world for a little while, and immerse yourself in the land of Winnie the Pooh? I promise it will make you feel better, whatever trouble is currently bringing you down. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RpQSaNkDd0
-Robin (Sam)
Playdo of Ataraxas
26th July 2014, 02:52
Feeling tired, lonely, sad, or upset? Then stop what you're doing right NOW and watch a god ol' episode of Winnie the Pooh! Where evil does not exist, the laws of physics do not apply, nature is forever pristine, there is an infinite supply of honey that magically appears on your shelf, and there are good friends all around who do not judge one another. So why not escape the madness of the world for a little while, and immerse yourself in the land of Winnie the Pooh? I promise it will make you feel better, whatever trouble is currently bringing you down. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RpQSaNkDd0
-Robin (Sam)
I love the book the Tao of Pooh, by Benjamin Hoff. I read it when I was 18 years old, and during it, I took of my wristwatch and decided then and there to pay less attention to time and calendar. (of course, holding down a job requires adherence to our western clock and calendar system; I'm not outside of it, naturally). I haven't worn a watch since. I haven't figured out how to disable the clock on my phone yet, though. Ha! Nevertheless, Samwise, I agree with your Pooh assessment. I learned a lot from that Bear. I dig Pooh, too.
1inMany
26th July 2014, 03:26
Here and Now, missing my village family.
It's wonderful to see you, Marianne :)
Much Love,
ulli
26th July 2014, 10:06
Since so many of us have picked up that Marianne has returned lets all give her an extra dose of healing so as to speed up her delayed recovery.
Marianne, are you ready for a mega dose? Or would it affect you like a Tigger bounce? But at least that Tigger bounce put Eeyore back into the stream of life.
Oh, and you returned when the Villagers were on page 2020...
That means clear eyesight, right?
araucaria
26th July 2014, 10:19
Since so many of us have picked up that Marianne has returned lets all give her an extra dose of healing so as to speed up her delayed recovery.
Marianne, are you ready for a mega dose? Or would it affect you like a Tigger bounce? But at least that Tigger bounce put Eeyore back into the stream of life.
Oh, and you returned when the Villagers were on page 2020...
That means clear eyesight, right?
And that was post 40,400 - 20+20 + 20*20 - enlightenment? :)
ulli
26th July 2014, 10:31
Since so many of us have picked up that Marianne has returned lets all give her an extra dose of healing so as to speed up her delayed recovery.
Marianne, are you ready for a mega dose? Or would it affect you like a Tigger bounce? But at least that Tigger bounce put Eeyore back into the stream of life.
Oh, and you returned when the Villagers were on page 2020...
That means clear eyesight, right?
And that was post 40,400 - 20+20 + 20*20 - enlightenment? :)
And your post, araucaria, was the FIRST wave that brought in the new tide(ings)
Or did the ocean push it?
Hey, maybe it was the moon??
[headscratch]
1inMany
26th July 2014, 12:48
I had an awesome week. Went to visit my brother from another mother. Miracle of miracles, K let Little One go with M and me. It was a blast. Watching Little One and PL's Little One interact filled me with joy. Watching Little One smile and laugh, let all the worries of his young life fade away, and not have to worry about being humiliated or degraded...priceless. I will treasure the memories made, absolutely.
As is usually the case, lots of new things surfaced. I did things I didn't know I could. Every day. Things occurred to me over and over, those things that come from Higher Up. Feeling energies swirling. Playing in water. So amazing.
It was very difficult to drop Little One back into his little life of reality. My heart aches for him. And upon our return, I found a very cold and cruel K. I swear, it was as if I leaped ahead and K and Mike took some steps backward. And I don't want to be where they are.
I pulled out my phone to show K all the pictures I took. I thought she probably missed him something awful and would enjoy reliving his experiences of the week. She was pretty cold about it. Flipped through them as if uninterested. Didn't want to hear to much about it. And Mike's contribution was asking Little One if he got to turn a pony into a frog. I was not amused.
On top of that, K got to talking about the new baby coming. Apparently, P, whatshisname's mom, is my replacement. Since I got weird, she has found someone to help her maintain her status quo. They go shopping for the baby and for K, they go to get their nails done together, they talk on the phone, P has amassed a mountain of pink bows and such, is planning a baby shower which I will likely not be invited to much less involved in, and she is everything K wants in a mother. I told K that I am so happy P can be involved. I asked if she will come up to the hospital when the baby is born, and K said she is too uncomfortable around me.
K recounted how I was when she was growing up. Independent, worked my ever lovin' butt off every minute of every day. My hair and my make-up done just so, my clothes always looking just so, she even remembers that every Halloween I had my nails done like candy corn. And now..I am like... *this*
After that lovely visit, I stopped for gas in the car. M was waiting in the car, and the man who raped her, twice, showed up.
Stark contrast from one week to the next, one experience of life to the next. I still have some work to do. For sure.
Much Love,
RunningDeer
26th July 2014, 15:07
Here’s an example of someone who hosts smiles to anyone who happens by. Her/his commitment is a monthly fee + the cost of a domain name. Which for many of us is a monthly allotment for bread, milk, and bird seed.
The site is called, “another day, another word (http://anotherdayanotherword.com)”. There’s an added surprise is when you roll your mouse over. Also at the bottom, you’ll see a period “.” for the archives.
PS I google-goggled to find out more about the web manager. Why? Because I’m stalling to go out and exercise. Someone’s labelled it a “creepy site”. Guess they’ve not come across the ‘suck all thoughts out to replace with (fill in the blank here because I’ve gone on a walk-about.)’.
<3
Marianne
26th July 2014, 23:25
The less said the better, so I'll just briefly say, I never meant to be away from Avalon this long. It's a comfort to come back.
I was diagnosed with very early cancer (bile duct/pancreas) in March, but my healer friends said they could not see it. After surgery the docs said the same thing ... there was no cancer. I had 'the Whipple procedure' which has a long recovery time. Doc said mine was even longer, I'm in the category of 1% who take this long and complicated recovery.
I'm not completely healed yet ... although I think that Eeyore bump did some good! I will return to work August 11 if all continues well. They held my job much longer than they had to ... said I am worth the wait, and that was a big worry lifted, and made me feel so good.
Being back here amongst you all does the same, a good feeling. Thanks for all your welcomes.
Playdo of Ataraxas
27th July 2014, 02:43
My heart's with you Marianne and 1InMany. Keep on keeping' on, both of you!
ThePythonicCow
27th July 2014, 06:39
Thanks Paul :)
Any tidbits from that Secret Space conference you'd like to share?
Joseph P. Farrell has a good summary of his impressions of the conference at IMPRESSIONS OF THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM/BREAKAWAY CIVILIZATION CONFERENCE (http://gizadeathstar.com/2014/07/impressions-secret-space-programbreakaway-civilization-conference/)
I just commented at greater length on the Secret Space conference here: Red ice radio downloads -- Post #8 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?71984-Red-ice-radio-downloads&p=858199&viewfull=1#post858199).
araucaria
27th July 2014, 09:05
Thanks Paul :)
Any tidbits from that Secret Space conference you'd like to share?
Joseph P. Farrell has a good summary of his impressions of the conference at IMPRESSIONS OF THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM/BREAKAWAY CIVILIZATION CONFERENCE (http://gizadeathstar.com/2014/07/impressions-secret-space-programbreakaway-civilization-conference/)
I just commented at greater length on the Secret Space conference here: Red ice radio downloads -- Post #8 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?71984-Red-ice-radio-downloads&p=858199&viewfull=1#post858199).
Thank you Paul, your hearing problem must be so trying for you on occasions like this.
Just one issue I wonder if you have an opinion on: Kevin Delgado expresses a very negative view of Carol Rosin.
She was the personal assistant of Werner Von Braun back in the 1970s. In her talk, she repeatedly described him as a school boy who “escaped” from Peenemunde. In truth, during WWII, Von Braun was an SS major who ran the slave labor camp at Peenemude, and to say he escaped, as if he was the victim, is to engage in a whitewash of the first order.I have always felt somewhat ambivalent about this Von Braun thing: why listen to a leading Nazi after all? On the other hand, why not, if his message is to warn of the dangers of weaponizing space? I suspect that I have been missing something... And I have still not got my head around Carol Rosin's CV - from school teacher to executive in the space industry. Any thoughts?
ThePythonicCow
27th July 2014, 09:13
Carol Rosin.
She's a good soul ... been in this arena a long time.
I might go to others for the heavy lifting in research and analysis ... but I'm glad Carol is with us.
araucaria
27th July 2014, 09:26
Carol Rosin.
She's a good soul ... been in this arena a long time.
I might go to others for the heavy lifting in research and analysis ... but I'm glad Carol is with us.
Thanks Paul - I am happy to hear it. When in doubt I prefer puzzlement to suspicion.
ulli
27th July 2014, 09:32
Thanks Paul :)
Any tidbits from that Secret Space conference you'd like to share?
Joseph P. Farrell has a good summary of his impressions of the conference at IMPRESSIONS OF THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM/BREAKAWAY CIVILIZATION CONFERENCE (http://gizadeathstar.com/2014/07/impressions-secret-space-programbreakaway-civilization-conference/)
I just commented at greater length on the Secret Space conference here: Red ice radio downloads -- Post #8 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?71984-Red-ice-radio-downloads&p=858199&viewfull=1#post858199).
Thank you Paul, your hearing problem must be so trying for you on occasions like this.
Just one issue I wonder if you have an opinion on: Kevin Delgado expresses a very negative view of Carol Rosin.
She was the personal assistant of Werner Von Braun back in the 1970s. In her talk, she repeatedly described him as a school boy who “escaped” from Peenemunde. In truth, during WWII, Von Braun was an SS major who ran the slave labor camp at Peenemude, and to say he escaped, as if he was the victim, is to engage in a whitewash of the first order.I have always felt somewhat ambivalent about this Von Braun thing: why listen to a leading Nazi after all? On the other hand, why not, if his message is to warn of the dangers of weaponizing space? I suspect that I have been missing something... And I have still not got my head around Carol Rosin's CV - from school teacher to executive in the space industry. Any thoughts?
People change, and even do a 180 degree turnaround when the reality of their own mortality sinks in.
I studied W. v. Braun's life a bit, and his heart was in rockets from early on- childhood, even- and not in politics..
And about Carol Rosin's CV...
In some arenas capacity was still recognized, without the need for an impressive CV.
All one has to show is intelligence and a willingness to learn, and then the doors open.
To get their foot in the door of institutions with tall ladders
some people were willing to be the tea girl or even wash dishes.
araucaria
27th July 2014, 10:29
To get their foot in the door of institutions with tall ladders
some people were willing to be the tea girl .
Possibly a very useful position if you could read tea leaves...
eaglespirit
27th July 2014, 11:00
In some arenas capacity was still recognized, without the need for an impressive CV.
All one has to show is intelligence and a willingness to learn, and then the doors open.
To get their foot in the door of institutions with tall ladders
some people were willing to be the tea girl or even wash dishes.
Been there, done that...with reasonable acceptance and success : )
ulli
27th July 2014, 11:16
In some arenas capacity was still recognized, without the need for an impressive CV.
All one has to show is intelligence and a willingness to learn, and then the doors open.
To get their foot in the door of institutions with tall ladders
some people were willing to be the tea girl or even wash dishes.
Been there, done that...with reasonable acceptance and success : )
You can wash my dishes ANYTIME, eaglespirit. ;)
araucaria
27th July 2014, 11:46
In some arenas capacity was still recognized, without the need for an impressive CV.
All one has to show is intelligence and a willingness to learn, and then the doors open.
To get their foot in the door of institutions with tall ladders
some people were willing to be the tea girl or even wash dishes.
Been there, done that...with reasonable acceptance and success : )
You can wash my dishes ANYTIME, eaglespirit. ;)
Careful Ulli: 'reasonable success' at dishwashing is really not very good - sounds to me like a lot of broken crockery. But with 100% acceptance, eaglespirit will surely improve. ;)
ulli
27th July 2014, 12:46
It's been ages since I last pulled my fine porcelain out of the cupboards. The stuff which gets used in this day and age may be better off broken and replaced
Shopping therapy. Also...as the zen folk say: what matters is the space which is contained within... (the teapot)
araucaria
27th July 2014, 13:08
We should be using high-quality paper-based dishes and light a fire instead of washing up. When you think that the ancient Chinese wore paper armour, it being lightweight and rustproof, you realize just how much we could be doing with all kinds of quality paper products. Hotel linen would be one really useful application. And we might even end up with paper aeroplanes :)
Violet
27th July 2014, 13:13
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cc_KSe6FUoU
Miniflash is either :pound:-ing or :gaah:-ing right now...
Violet
27th July 2014, 13:23
I hear quite some interesting stuff from people who do dishes. I think they use a magical detergent that makes them invisible.
Playdo of Ataraxas
27th July 2014, 14:45
Araucaria, I agree and the paper needs to be made from hemp, and not wood pulp. Also, I washed dishes for over a year in college. I was great at it, one of the best, it was Zen. Had my own nook and radio. Did so good they gave me a raise to work on the sandwich line, and immediately hated it, since each person on the line above me considered themselves my boss. When i washed dishes, no one told me how to do it. I didn't stay on the sandwich line very long.
And Ulli, I read this spooky story about Barbados. Have you ever heard of this occurrence? The Mysterious Moving Coffins of Barbados:
http://mysteriousuniverse.org/2014/07/the-mysterious-moving-coffins-of-barbados/
I came across this old piece of music, similar to the last, a Hurrian hymn. Really pretty:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9c-hmFN610g#t=66
araucaria
27th July 2014, 15:56
I hear quite some interesting stuff from people who do dishes. I think they use a magical detergent that makes them invisible.
That's 'they think' I take it? When we were kids and had to wash up, my little brother certainly knew how to make himself invisible and out of earshot as well :)
Paper's definitely the way to go, especially if you're into flying saucers eh eaglespirit?
eaglespirit
27th July 2014, 18:49
...paper
http://parentclub.ganzworld.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/flying-saucer-craft-390x292.jpg
...ultrapaper
http://www.bltresearch.com/robbert/ufo/part4photo20.jpg
...a bit of nostalgia with friends from elsewhere seems fitting, Araucaria
You may or may not have listened to this one by Terence...up, up, and away we gooooooo : )
Our Higher Friends are going to be givin' Us great big hugs in this reality soon, imho!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrgveoEVuq4&feature=BFa&list=PL72B2FCC0631FF639
...and I experienced similar connections (looking up there) during san pedro ceremonies as is depicted in the picture of this video.
One of the last I did at the Culture Center at Puerto Maldonado I saw two lightships in tandem heading east/northeast and abruptly change direction in unison north and I intuitively got the message it was time to think about heading home as my work and connecting had been fulfilled there...I felt My Son's Spirit with me and thus the tandem lightships(He and I)
http://www.nobledreams.co.uk/viewtopic.php?id=2658&p=2
RunningDeer
27th July 2014, 22:08
To Members and the 26 Guests, Little Danial needs our help (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?72502-Message-Board-Avalonians-Request-Our-Help&p=858376&viewfull=1#post858376). The second message is the most current one.
This has been one of the longest days ever but I have good news. Little baby Danial was born at 2:55pm and weighed in at a whopping 2.1 lbs. Mom had a natural birth (last one was a C-section) and both her and baby are doing well. His heart is strong but it will be some time before he is out of the woods. There are just no words to describe what it feels like to see a baby that small. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. For once I am very grateful for modern medicine and what they are able to do. A good ending to a very emotion filled day.
Once again little baby Danial could use some prayers and healing sent his way. Don't know how this is even possible but the hospital says they found e-coli in his blood and then they are also treating him for meningitis (even though they are not sure because he is too sick to test) so he is on antibiotics. I believe they did a blood transfusion yesterday. I guess his blood pressure is more stable today, but if he survives all this it really will be a miracle. Not surprising his has Saturn in Scorpio on his ascendant.
<3
gripreaper
27th July 2014, 22:42
Careful Ulli: 'reasonable success' at dishwashing is really not very good - sounds to me like a lot of broken crockery. But with 100% acceptance, eaglespirit will surely improve. ;)
I employed that technique as a young child, abhorrent at the prospect of washing dishes, I would "break" a fair amount of them when I was commissioned to wash. This gave me exempt status from the kitchen, which my 5 sisters resented, but it worked for me. At one point I was not allowed in the kitchen at all but only to eat. That was definitely fine with me.
ulli
27th July 2014, 22:52
To Members and the 26 Guests, Little Danial needs our help (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?72502-Message-Board-Avalonians-Request-Our-Help&p=858376&viewfull=1#post858376). The second message is the most current one.
This has been one of the longest days ever but I have good news. Little baby Danial was born at 2:55pm and weighed in at a whopping 2.1 lbs. Mom had a natural birth (last one was a C-section) and both her and baby are doing well. His heart is strong but it will be some time before he is out of the woods. There are just no words to describe what it feels like to see a baby that small. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. For once I am very grateful for modern medicine and what they are able to do. A good ending to a very emotion filled day.
Once again little baby Danial could use some prayers and healing sent his way. Don't know how this is even possible but the hospital says they found e-coli in his blood and then they are also treating him for meningitis (even though they are not sure because he is too sick to test) so he is on antibiotics. I believe they did a blood transfusion yesterday. I guess his blood pressure is more stable today, but if he survives all this it really will be a miracle. Not surprising his has Saturn in Scorpio on his ascendant.
<3
Saturn in Scorpio on the Ascendant can make a very resilient human being.
It also means a difficult start in life...indeed a make or break situation....
just like the whole world is now in crisis.
Poor little soul must be having second thoughts about coming into such a world.
Sending loving energies to him, and also to the parents and grandparents.
Flash
28th July 2014, 02:22
The less said the better, so I'll just briefly say, I never meant to be away from Avalon this long. It's a comfort to come back.
I was diagnosed with very early cancer (bile duct/pancreas) in March, but my healer friends said they could not see it. After surgery the docs said the same thing ... there was no cancer. I had 'the Whipple procedure' which has a long recovery time. Doc said mine was even longer, I'm in the category of 1% who take this long and complicated recovery.
I'm not completely healed yet ... although I think that Eeyore bump did some good! I will return to work August 11 if all continues well. They held my job much longer than they had to ... said I am worth the wait, and that was a big worry lifted, and made me feel so good.
Being back here amongst you all does the same, a good feeling. Thanks for all your welcomes.
I am happy you are recovering altogether. And that they see no more cancer in any ways.
I was diagnosed first with cyst in the thyroid, years ago, then with cancer cells, then with nothing just abnormal cells, then asked to have half my gland removed, then tested again with abnormal cells but no cancer, and still pushed to removed half my gland.
I personnally think it will never turn into cancer period. Will have it checked regularly period.
And I do think the forum's members help had something to do with this. So thanks everyone
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And my new love is beautiful - just had the week end with him.
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Having a job interview tomorrow, if I get the job it would make my life much easier allowing time for others and maybe the forum. I am in the last interview stretch, first interviewees wave (they want as little waves as possible, had planned for 3), so probabilities are good.
Dennis Leahy
28th July 2014, 02:48
Marianne,
Sending you massive love and healing - directly from my heart. Right......now!
Dennis
The less said the better, so I'll just briefly say, I never meant to be away from Avalon this long. It's a comfort to come back.
I was diagnosed with very early cancer (bile duct/pancreas) in March, but my healer friends said they could not see it. After surgery the docs said the same thing ... there was no cancer. I had 'the Whipple procedure' which has a long recovery time. Doc said mine was even longer, I'm in the category of 1% who take this long and complicated recovery.
I'm not completely healed yet ... although I think that Eeyore bump did some good! I will return to work August 11 if all continues well. They held my job much longer than they had to ... said I am worth the wait, and that was a big worry lifted, and made me feel so good.
Being back here amongst you all does the same, a good feeling. Thanks for all your welcomes.
Dennis Leahy
28th July 2014, 03:05
1inMany, Little Daniel, and Flash: you're all in the sphere for a blast of positive, loving, healing energy. Hold onto your socks!
Dennis
araucaria
28th July 2014, 07:20
Careful Ulli: 'reasonable success' at dishwashing is really not very good - sounds to me like a lot of broken crockery. But with 100% acceptance, eaglespirit will surely improve. ;)
I employed that technique as a young child, abhorrent at the prospect of washing dishes, I would "break" a fair amount of them when I was commissioned to wash. This gave me exempt status from the kitchen, which my 5 sisters resented, but it worked for me. At one point I was not allowed in the kitchen at all but only to eat. That was definitely fine with me.
gripreaper, before the ladies get onto this, at what age did you stop being an expensively disgusting male chauvinistic pig? :)
Edit: I suppose five sisters would count as extenuating circumstances: how else did you cope? (Now I've got you started).
ulli
28th July 2014, 09:52
Got that guest cabin finished. This is the side which faces the river. Bedroom double doors on the left, living- dining room sliding glass doors on the right. When I get back to Costa Rica I will start to look for suitable furniture.
If we win the lottery we will build 11 more of these as well as a pool and start a village.
https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/v/t1.0-9/734367_10204480902408527_2388679020955996710_n.jpg?oh=77a126c22ae46d50d7efe7bc0db8a96a&oe=5458A8BD&__gda__=1414978699_692778529bfcc53604f37e25642d1c18
eaglespirit
28th July 2014, 10:41
Your Costa Rican Friends are doing(have done) an awesome job on the cabin, Ulli...
I feel some genuine loving care in Their building for You : )
Enjoy, can't wait to see a 'Ulli furnished' pic of the cabin.
...and a great BIG 'pat on the back' for the Workers and Creators!
ulli
28th July 2014, 10:57
Your Costa Rican Friends are doing(have done) an awesome job on the cabin, Ulli...
I feel some genuine loving care in Their building for You : )
Enjoy, can't wait to see a 'Ulli furnished' pic of the cabin.
...and a great BIG 'pat on the back' for the Workers and Creators!
Thank you, dear Eagle. Yes, those guys adore us. They see us like parents. My husband went out of his way to help them get their legal status in order. The foreman who is the same age as my son (35) was born in Nicaragua and illegally crossed the border into Costa Rica with an uncle. He was 12 years old then, and his mother had died the year before.
Dire poverty. So walking into Costa Rica they got lost for four days and nights in the rain forest.
Very little education, other than what he learnt from observing as he went along.
He and his little brother really do deserve a pat on the back.
Hey, do you remember these kinds of bathrooms? In my childhood they did seem rather oversized...
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_cKxjSol6DUI/SXesFOF0HsI/AAAAAAAABVU/rfNY5KWhymA/s1600/s%C3%A9rie+noire2.jpg
ulli
28th July 2014, 12:21
Jon Stewart on the Israel Gaza situation,
and the fall-out he suffered from Israel supporters.
FqKu5rSTyP8
"Self-hating JEW!!!"
Ha!
"Let's task about something lighter, like-Ukraine?"
hrlUzkd8Z8g
eaglespirit
28th July 2014, 12:30
Bathing Beauty : )
My five sisters and Mom would have their lingerie strung on the bathtub shower rod and I would weave my way through nylons and such about every time I showered in the young years : )
...
Thanks for sharing some of Your relationship and doings with the 'escapees' from Nicaragua...
Kudos To You, Your Husband and Them, of course.
Many of the Peruvian Workers at Puerto Maldonado had beyond imaginable survival stories of getting lost in the jungles and such...
lives lived on the extreme edge that makes our own 'getting thru rough times' seem a pittance in comparison.
I honored so many of them and they knew that.
ulli
28th July 2014, 12:42
Bathing Beauty : )
My five sisters and Mom would have their lingerie strung on the bathtub shower rod and I would weave my way through nylons and such about every time I showered in the young years : )
...
Thanks for sharing some of Your relationship and doings with the 'escapees' from Nicaragua...
Kudos To You, Your Husband and Them, of course.
Many of the Peruvian Workers at Puerto Maldonado had beyond imaginable survival stories of getting lost in the jungles and such...
lives lived on the extreme edge that makes our own 'getting thru rough times' seem a pittance in comparison.
I honored so many of them and they knew that.
Spirituality is best developed in chaotic countries, where there is no reliance on hand-outs nor systems.
The miraculous nature of life becomes visible only where there is this contrast from one moment to the next.
Invisible hands coming to one's rescue.
Which eventually leads to a new understanding ...
After passing the "guardian angel phase" we get to a new one altogether:
that it is our OWN faith that produces the happy endings.....
every atom of the universe rushes in the serve us and make our dreams come true-
provided of course we don't change our minds every few days...
the universe gets confused what to do then.
Then the maker of the universe has another job to do....
Carmody
28th July 2014, 13:50
Looks like the hard part of the cabin is holding in there, as well. Namely, an uncracked slab.
Mini Flash
28th July 2014, 20:25
Those trees are beautiful! Is that cypress?
@Playdo, here's a sync:
@Miniflash, that's some heavy stuff there,...At age 13 the roughest music that surrounded use was from :horn: Cypress Hill, Nirvana and Radioheadish...Probably some AC/DC too and some of us Metallica, and some others sometimes made too much noise too.
Not girls, girls did not really like that (back then), they just pretended because it looked good with the boys.
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No, they are Australian Pines. In Barbados they call them Casuarinas.
I once visited the Sarasota / Bradenton area of west Florida and they have them there as well.
I was really homesick for Barbados at the time...it was in 1998.
But the beach there is much wider, and the water not as clear nor as blue.
:mod: Stupid question alarm :mod:
Did the Australians plant those there?
(Just curious)
Well Nirvana and Metallica are still around.. They never die! I just didnt know these bands when I was 13.. I used to only listen to songs on the radio :P
Violet
28th July 2014, 21:21
Ulli, that looks wonderful!
Jake
28th July 2014, 21:37
((is it still now??)) ;);););)
Guest
28th July 2014, 22:45
Sitting on the mountain watching lightning strike and the thunder heads as they float by missing their mark stuck in an eddy. For days now they go around the mountain. Hot and sticky. The forest is a tinder box. Poor trees. Prayers for rain
http://l.yimg.com/lo/api/res/1.2/S0QUleONM6jSD2bL6p003A--/YXBwaWQ9eWlzZWFyY2g7Zmk9Zml0O2dlPTAwNjYwMDtncz0wMEEzMDA7aD00MDA7dz00MDA-/http://fc08.deviantart.net/fs25/f/2008/140/6/d/Rain__by_BartoZ.jpg.cf.jpg
Love
Nora
Marianne
28th July 2014, 23:13
http://dpshots.com/images/rain_photography/rain-on-a-sunny-day.jpg
Rain wishes
1inMany
29th July 2014, 01:48
I was just sitting here thinking. I am wondering how such big things can fade. And how much of a struggle it has been to cling to what I know, what I see, what happens. There was this one experience I had a couple of weeks ago, and when I stopped freaking out (eye roll at myself) I understood how big I am. Well, how do I put this. I understood that I am so big that I cannot possibly comprehend how big that is. And sitting with the experience, I felt how limiting being a human being really is. And now, I have trouble recalling that.
I went into town a couple of weeks ago, and happened to meet a couple who raises cattle and has a farm. The animals are happy, grass fed, no steroids, etc., etc. And we got to talking. They want me to come out and keep their books for them, do record keeping. I was very taken aback, but agreed with excitement. To tell you the truth, it scares me to think of what I agreed to. If I have this much trouble remembering and clinging to what is real without very much human interaction, what will it be like when I am back out in the world? On the one hand, I want very much to stay in my safe hidey hole. On the other hand, would it feel great to feel useful again?
I'm going with M this week to the college she likes, attending the orientation and (hopefully) getting her registered for classes. And I *have to* do a better job of getting Em some type of education than I did last semester. But...at the same time...sheesh, what a waste. What am I preparing them for, exactly? This is such a game.
I was handed a copy of the Bhagavad Gita. I'm still in the beginnings mostly, but one thing that stands out to me (paraphrasing) is when Lord Krsna tells Arjuna to lament neither for the living nor the dead. That we are immortal and we change bodies like garments.
Sometimes I know what is real and what is not. I want to know that all the time. I want to be in that center place, my very core, and not have buttons that get pushed. I want to experience the freedom of not being yanked. I guess that is what I meant when I said that I still have work to do.
Buttons to disarm, behavior to disassociate from. I am thinking, though, that maybe the way to do this is not to look specifically at these behaviors and patterns and do something with them. Maybe it really is the meditation that gets me closer to who I am, and the closer I get the farther away are these things I used to identify with. Good thing I'm going through a spell of clinging to the practice :)
Much Love,
Dennis Leahy
29th July 2014, 01:54
Got that guest cabin finished. This is the side which faces the river. Bedroom double doors on the left, living- dining room sliding glass doors on the right. When I get back to Costa Rica I will start to look for suitable furniture.
If we win the lottery we will build 11 more of these as well as a pool and start a village.
https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/v/t1.0-9/734367_10204480902408527_2388679020955996710_n.jpg?oh=77a126c22ae46d50d7efe7bc0db8a96a&oe=5458A8BD&__gda__=1414978699_692778529bfcc53604f37e25642d1c18
Looks lovely!
That slab is a blank canvas. I want to do a pebble mosaic on it:
http://media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com/736x/cd/ea/37/cdea37317af5ba3d20d563f2875f34da.jpg
Dennnis
eaglespirit
29th July 2014, 01:55
You Are A Powerful Spirit, 1inMany Dear!
1inMany
29th July 2014, 02:00
You Are A Powerful Spirit, 1inMany Dear!
Goodness, eaglespirit. How in the world you get *that* out of my ramblings, I will never know.
Much love to you, and hugs too :)
eaglespirit
29th July 2014, 02:07
I try not to turn threads into chat rooms....but this is too important.
You Are A Powerful Spirit, 1inMany Dear!
I am reading between the lines when You write...and there I find a monumental Human that does not really belong on this planet because You are soooo immensely good it takes breath away...and so You ARE on this planet...move those mountains and take little credit as it is what You are!!!
dan33
29th July 2014, 18:46
ROXY MUSIC on TANGERINE DREAM and vice versa. :lol:
From 5:58
hlPJYXVvimQ
From 1:15
UCT9VpLoN84
meeradas
30th July 2014, 06:10
Refilling the 'news' stand @ "the job",
i got the first puke reflex of the day.
Warmongering, whereever one looks.
Disgusted. Disgusted at "our western values".
Asking myself "what the hell are these so-called "western values"?
Lies everywhere, as a rule. Bombing for peace.
I've f*cking had it; that's it, can't take more.
M/out.
Redstar Kachina
30th July 2014, 08:37
..........
eaglespirit
30th July 2014, 10:52
OK, it's 54 degrees in D.C., and I have to wear a sweatshirt to exercise outside...um, isn't it supposed to be summer?
54 DEGREES??!!! : ) : ) : )
http://www.healthyeggs.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/allwhites-eggwhites-winter-running.jpg
transiten
30th July 2014, 11:52
Hi!
It just started raiming and 1:st thing i see when logging in is Mariannes rainwishing post. It's a long extremely hot summer here in Sweden and this rain is soooooo welcome!
ulli
30th July 2014, 12:10
I can't really go into details here, but I need help.
Things are pretty tough, on all fronts.
Barbados only looks like a paradise on the surface.
Listening to the cooing of the wood doves in the trees around me,
to get anchored in the here and now.
Oh, and also to Roxy Music, thanks to Dan33.
Reminds me of happier times..
1inMany
30th July 2014, 12:37
I can't really go into details here, but I need help.
Things are pretty tough, on all fronts.
Barbados only looks like a paradise on the surface.
Listening to the cooing of the wood doves in the trees around me,
to get anchored in the here and now.
Oh, and also to Roxy Music, thanks to Dan33.
Reminds me of happier times..
May the wind of correction gently wash over and deliver the Highest and Best to all involved.
Much Love,
donk
30th July 2014, 13:22
Good for you 1, I think it will be good for you...today it occured to me: I think I'm going back to school to become a couselor/therapist...I do enough from the "arm chair", might as well create a reality where it's what I "do".
MF, here's another "new" song (and artist) I like, perhaps my taste are too old for you though:
mVAxUMuhz98
genevieve
30th July 2014, 14:05
donk--
My first thought after reading your post:
Skip the school and just do what you already be.
Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve
Dennis Leahy
30th July 2014, 15:11
Quick appeal for healing energy sent out to my little brother, who has a diagnosis of "atypical mycobacteria abscessus", now down into the bone in his jaw. He's facing facial surgery and skin grafts, and months to possibly years on very powerful antibiotics (I cannot in good conscience recommend just colloidal silver, oil of oregano, and/or MMS when he has been told this could be deadly.) I think it was misdiagnosed several times over the past 6 months, which is why it has progressed so far.
Send healing, please.
Dennis
donk
30th July 2014, 15:25
donk--
My first thought after reading your post:
Skip the school and just do what you already be.
Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve
Yeah, but in order of having the luxury of providing that service to those around me, I am firmly entrenched in the middle-class-American-white-bread reality and the necessity of decent income and health insurance. I have to use the system in order to take further steps toward breaking free of it, which is my ultimate goal. I have succeeded in using my 9-5 in the finance industry in providing loads of REAL experiences, without letting the finance industry consume my soul.
However, it has increasingly grown tiresome, and I’m approaching a crossroads where I need to assume more responsibility (which would be giving more of my energy to my corporate masters than I’m comfortable with). In order to avoid that, I will USE the education system to acquire a piece of paper that will allow me to charge strangers (to provide my material), using the time I’ve accepted I needed to sacrifice/compromise…my pound of flesh to the psychopathic corporate system, in order to satisfy my spiritual and emotional needs….three birds with one stone, necessary evils and all of that…Baby steps.
dan33
30th July 2014, 15:53
http://cinemafanatic.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/la_grande_illusion_poster.jpg?w=604
eaglespirit
30th July 2014, 15:57
Well, since I'm in between things at the moments....and atrocities abound and are ongoing(including Ulli's matters in Barbados, wish the best) here there and in the east Mediterranean, of course...thought I'd post this pre-trip trip by Kevin. As is my usual unusual, we all need to stand up a bit more and shout out in our very own lives in front of us!
...
In the Asylum, all you can do is Laugh: Preparing for the Great Debate, or Some Such Thing
Decades ago, during my first sojourn to the Emerald Isle, my backpack and I ended up on the steps of a strange establishment called “The Walnut House”, on the outskirts of Limerick. I was exhausted and broke, and not especially picky about where I’d rest my head, so I ignored the odd look in the proprietor’s eyes and paid for a night.
I should have known better, especially after an especially impudent Irishman, clearly some local wag with inside knowledge, guffawed at us through the open front door,
“Is this the Nuthouse?”
It was, indeed.
The owner of the place, Peter Fitzgerald, was a complete lunatic, even by Gaelic standards. When he wasn’t talking my ear off about his latest ecstatic vision of a virgin, Pete somehow was able to hang images of the latest pope and various papist martyrs every foot or so on every wall in his humble inn of five cluttered rooms. And I’ll spare you the details of what he served me for breakfast the next day on a cracked ceramic platter bearing the curious words,
“I’ve been to Carlsbad Caverns, New Mexico”
Peter Fitzgerald is shuffling up from my memory these days as I prepare to travel to the land he hated so to engage in a public debate whose title, I kid you not, is this:
“Be it resolved that the Roman Catholic church is a force for good in the world.”
Welcome to the Nuthouse.
I trust that all my gentle readers will know on what side of that proposition I will fall, when on April 24 I stand up at the oldest debating society in England and in the world, the Cambridge Union, and wrestle with that mad suggestion, face to face with some pious wanker of an opponent who thinks he can buy insurance in heaven with enough payments to the papacy.
Well might you ask why I’ll even debating such a ridiculous notion that the biggest criminal racket on our planet is “doing good”. Wading though the muck and mire of other peoples’ fallacies like that is about as pleasant a prospect to me as sitting with Peter Fitzgerald for another hour.
But naturally, I’m going to do it. I am part Irish, after all.
Far be it from me to spill the beans of what I’ll be arguing in Cambridge in a few weeks, but to employ one of Carol’s appellations for me, being pretty impudent and “cheeky monkeyish” myself , I can’t resist shooting a few of my arrows at the advancing enemy, even if it does give away some of my position.
Bumpy Johnson was a compassionate sort of killer who had this penchant to feed the hungry kids in Harlem with free turkeys every Christmas, back in the seventies.
The corpulent mobster would personally hand out the big stuffed birds to all his poor and adoring fans from the back of a flat truck off Lexington Avenue. Of course, Bumpy was able to garner the loot for such charitable works by first wiping out all the local drug dealers – his preferred method being to burn offenders alive with kerosene – and cornering their heroin trade in that part of the Bronx. But most people didn’t want to talk about that, even when their own relatives were overdosing and dying from Bumpy’s trade.
For New York City loved Bumpy Johnson with the adulation of True Believers, and the hordes of politicians and judges and media moguls who no doubt also drank from Bumpy’s trough mourned him greatly when he finally left this mortal coil.
Was Bumpy Johnson a force for good in the world?
Or how about Pablo Escobar, the Medellin drug cartel’s “robin hood” gangster who routinely funded housing projects and free medical clinics for Colombia’s poor families? Was Pablo a good guy? Is Monsanto Corporation a positive power on earth because it constructs schools for the kids of the third world farmers whose lands they’re adulterating?
The Mafia hoods are all good catholics who give routinely to charity and make all those church-sponsored charities happen, when they’re not whacking someone or laundering their stolen wealth through the ever-compliant Vatican Bank. And the Mob really must be good guys, after all, since “Pope Francis” himself hung out with them recently in Rome and taught them how to be nicer people. Or something.
Of course, you can engage in any degree of lies and hypocrisy when you’re a “pope” and your business pulls in a few trillion bucks a year. You can even traffic and kill kids and have Presidents have tea with you.
During my first year as a clergyman in Port Alberni, I learned quickly who was the worst child sex offender in town, mostly from his victims or their families. The bastard was an elder at the nearby Anglican church. He was also the head of the local Rotary Club and led their charitable fund raising campaign every year. He was the buddy of the Mayor and a “good Christian”. Nobody wanted to hear about what he did at night.
Yes indeed, this world is such a Two Faced Janus that it’s hardly surprising when the top worldly power, the Vatican Incorporated, embodies the madness of benificient monstrosity to such an ultimate degree that all one can do, apparently, is laugh.
Now, I assume that just smirking at my Cambridge debating opponent and tossing poignant barbs of irony and ridicule at him, or her, will not cut the mustard on April 24. The university crowd will want a good show that day, and being scholars, will clearly need to dissect and discuss and minutiae their moral substance out of existence. And yet some basic, disgusted part of me feels that there is little else to be done in the face of the organized mass insanity we are confronting, than to guffaw at it all.
Another mick, the writer George Bernard Shaw, prescribed exactly such a course a century ago, when he was asked for his reaction to the outbreak of another lunacy known as the Great War to “end all wars”. (Remember?)
George calmly said to the reporter,
“Soldiers on both sides should shoot their officers and go home”.
Later, the cheeky Irishman commented that the best way to bring down the rich and mighty was to laugh at them. For it is undeniable that something is shaken loose by doing so: not just the stupid and unwarranted air of legitimacy surrounding the psychopaths who rule us and tell us what to believe, but that thing within ourselves that plays along with the great dissociation and believes that yes, might must make right, and the butchers do have a good side, after all.
The next time someone insists that “There are also good people in the church, you know”, I plan to shove a ripe melon in their face. Or something worse.
http://kevinannett.com/
donk
30th July 2014, 16:07
This one mighta been a mouseketeer, in the vain of a Brittany or Miley, sure it's rife with NLP and occult black magic, but i love it anyway...and can't listen to youtubes at work without it being embedded, so sharing in hopes those that don't think there's any good music being made start digging deeper and finding some gems:
Bag1gUxuU0g
The lead singer here was a good friend of mine through high school and college, so this is a “local” band, I guess, though as close as Philly is it’s tough to get up to see her unfortunately:
pzX2x-tRwJs
spiritwind
30th July 2014, 18:02
Trying times for many I see. While I continue to send healing to my grandson I will add your little brother Dennis, Ulli too, and, well anyone else who needs it. Might as well spread it around. Update on my grandson, little Danial, he is doing better. I got to go see him yesterday; what a treat! He tested negative on the meningitis and may be coming off the ventilator, which I guess he doesn't like (who would?). I can't believe how much hair he has. All these woes so many are experiencing makes me just go deeper into love. I swear, it almost hurts sometimes but feels good at the same time. But where else can you go in times like these. Feeling love and gratitude for it all, in spite of it all.
Guest
30th July 2014, 21:59
The forum is full of threads of violence and war.:peep: It's almost like mainstream way too much violence and fear.:gaah: Hope people are not believing the lie that they are seeing things more clearly -that it's an illusion created of something that could be far more malevolent for the people and the earth. Be in Love and Faith.
Prayers for the earth and the people
on angels wings
26653
Love
Nora
Marianne
31st July 2014, 01:49
So much going on ...
You all are in my heart today. I'm traveling so haven't been able to say anything.
But have sent loving energy to Dennis's family and little brother, to find the best treatment and able to receive that wide, deep healing on a cellular level, transforming him to perfect health.
Ulli, take heart that you can make a difference there, here and now. Change and transition can be uncomfortable. Your presence is powerful.
Donk, good for you, making positive changes.
Eaglespirit, kudos to Kevin. And to you for supporting his course of action. Please keep us updated.
Loving healing energy to little Daniel.
Transiten, glad you got some rain. Hope all is well with you. I'm still sending intentions for a refreshing rain at Nora's.
Meeradas, sending loving energy to you ... may you see more positive events too, to help balance the other.
Ulli, your guest house lights me up. Dennis, when will you be able to do that mosaic stone pathway!? I'll be there to walk on it when I come to visit Ulli. It's on my bucket list for next year.
One in Many, your words are honest and rich in emotion. Love to you and all your family.
I am happy and content to be in a hotel room for the night, drinking decaf coffee and nibbling on a York peppermint patty. I couldn't eat for awhile, so it's a joy to do these simple things now.
Love to one and all.
xx
Flash
31st July 2014, 02:05
just got the first grand nephew today - and my mom is now a great grand mom, impressive, she is truly happy. That newborn is from my elder niece who has babysat my daughter as an au pair girl when we lived in Turkey.
I am happy for her and her boyfriend and welcome little Thomas.
Playdo of Ataraxas
31st July 2014, 02:46
Here and now, trying to tune everything out except the night sounds of a hot and humid subtropical evening, and Mingus' "Duke Ellington's Sound of Love". The staccato reverberations of insect and amphibian add apt rapture to the most structured free flowing sound that the universe has to offer me at the moment. I sit humble in the opportunity afforded me to relish the vanquishing evening, while other people and children in the world are suffering so greatly. This moment's reflection affords me the opportunity to question why I was born to relative safety and assurance; in vast gratitude that my children aren't suffering the lack of love, safety, and the human right to prosper that others in the world are facing the lack thereof. Why me and mine? I can't help but ask. I pray for mercy for all those suffering. Why me and mine.....? I feel a pang of sadness as I revel in the ease, comfort, and leisure of the music intertwining within the humidity and the latticed ether of the night, conscious and searching. Not guilt but gratitude, and I ask of the Creator to assign me to be of greater service to others in this moment. Here and now...... Here and now, I'm finding it difficult to be at ease when others are not, despite the inherent lassitude of the moment. Meditate....to ease suffering and allow for mercy to work its way into the hearts of the sufferers and the perpetrators alike. How long must it go on.....? Such conflicting thoughts reverberate in my thick skull, and I ponder.... Thankful and grateful, I can only reconcile my current state with the state of others' suffering by offering to be of service and mercy..... But, here and now, I can only affect the medium by emitting love from my inner sanctum, and enjoy this himmlische Luft........ too late at night for direct human to human contact, much less in the stricken barrios across the world. Such it is and so it goes, and tomorrow affords another opportunity to affect the medium for the better, knowing I can't change or heal the entire world alone, but maybe some aspect in the immediate medium. The wheel continues to turn, and strangely enough, its ultimately for the good of all, to each his own, as each thought and action, positive or negative, brings us closer to the source. Who am I to question the grand plan of it all.....? Who am I not to affect it? Or at least to try? Such are my internal ramblings in this here and now. Enjoy the music and goodnight and mercy to all y'all......
xaFNHjqqWnc
Nat_Lee
31st July 2014, 03:13
Hi all !
It is being a while !!!
I'm asking you guys if you had any pain or headache yesterday ?
I felt stunned (it was turning in my head like when you are drunk) yesterday and I even woke up at night with a headache and I was always stunned!
Stunned for dizzy like when the walls go round and round and it turns like when you are drunk....
But I did not drink at all !
And 3 weeks ago I had this dream about some one who wanted to give me clarity !!!!
Something is changing big time !
Did you felt anything like this ?
What do you think about my experience ?
xxx
donk
31st July 2014, 03:19
Ness was not herself last night...energy was thick. She said a coworker noticed it too. Hope it's a big time change for the better!
Guest
31st July 2014, 03:51
Hi all !
It is being a while !!!
I'm asking you guys if you had any pain or headache yesterday ?
I felt stunned (it was turning in my head like when you are drunk) yesterday and I even woke up at night with a headache and I was always stunned!
Stunned for dizzy like when the walls go round and round and it turns like when you are drunk....
But I did not drink at all !
And 3 weeks ago I had this dream about some one who wanted to give me clarity !!!!
Something is changing big time !
Did you felt anything like this ?
What do you think about my experience ?
xxx
Hope you are feeling okay.
I was with two people who had reactions like yours yesterday. One of them a relative was so dizzy and sick she couldn't function. The other a friend who was just lethargic. The world felt wobbily but I didn't have any symptoms or a reaction. I certainly felt a shift in energies but that was all. Oh yeah come to think of it Im hearing repetitive car horns and bells sounds for the last two days -not the strange humming or ringing in the ears.
Love
Nora
Flash
31st July 2014, 03:59
Hi all !
It is being a while !!!
I'm asking you guys if you had any pain or headache yesterday ?
I felt stunned (it was turning in my head like when you are drunk) yesterday and I even woke up at night with a headache and I was always stunned!
Stunned for dizzy like when the walls go round and round and it turns like when you are drunk....
But I did not drink at all !
And 3 weeks ago I had this dream about some one who wanted to give me clarity !!!!
Something is changing big time !
Did you felt anything like this ?
What do you think about my experience ?
xxx
Hope your are feeling okay.
I was with two people who had reactions like yours yesterday. One of them a relative was so dizzy and sick she couldn't function. The other a friend who was just lethargic. The world felt wobbily but I didn't have any symptoms or a reaction. I certainly felt a shift in energies but that was all.
Love
Nora
now i understand why i was crying for nothing (well for very little) yesterday and in the morning. Slept 2 hours in the afternoon and then the whole night. Yes, energy was really thick - i cannot believe i let myself react to énergies instead of understanding what was happening.
However, it would not be what Simon Parkes would have called a planetary energetic attack unless it is a pre planned automatic AI one, cause the reptilians are quiet these days it seems. It could have been a wave of cosmic energy flooding us and a next step in our evolution.
http://hdwallimg.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/Love-Fire-Music-Girl-Wallpaper-HD.jpg
eaglespirit
31st July 2014, 06:13
It could have been a wave of cosmic energy flooding us and a next step in our evolution.
May It BE Divinely So, Flash!
...
Glorious Here and Now Sharing, Playdo of Ataraxas... May Love and Deeds Overcome!
meeradas
31st July 2014, 07:13
Insomnia here. For a couple of weeks now.
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Just in:
https://news.yahoo.com/bolivia-declares-israel-terrorist-state-184920411.html
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Some relief:
ogDj3uXLP7w
ulli
31st July 2014, 07:51
https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpf1/t1.0-9/1939441_686094111447737_1842230281_n.jpg
Calz
31st July 2014, 07:56
Warmongering, whereever one looks.
... so what can we do???
what hasn't been tried???
navel gazing ... meditation for peace ... mass protests ... visualizing a bubble of light???
hmmm ...
galactic federation???
...
superman???
PiJE8kReN4k
araucaria
31st July 2014, 09:28
Yesterday we had lunch outside but went in for coffee. Just as well, because a swarm of bees roared in and parked themselves on a branch not ten feet from where my head had been twenty minutes earlier. All four of us would have been stung a few times by kamikaze bees. An amateur beekeeper came last night to hive them off – up to ten thousand he reckoned, and he only left about a hundred, which have now gone and will soon die off. Apparently there has been a lot of this going on this year, and he has lost quite a few himself. Maybe these will give him some honey next year.
As an example of what is known in literary terms as an “objective correlative” of what is going on in my head (and apparently a few others as well), we might see this year as a time for the scattered forces of an industrious endangered species regrouping in the safe hive of a keeper, shorn of 1%, and ready to produce its sweet honey sometime soon.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Objective_correlative
1inMany
31st July 2014, 10:45
Wow Playdo, thank you.
Nora, that pic of the angel wings is beautiful.
Marianne, you are such a thoughtful one.
Huge thunder and lightning this morning. I adore rain, this is lovely. I hope everyone gets a little of this.
Love and Blessings to All who pass by,
ulli
31st July 2014, 12:57
http://i.huffpost.com/gen/1937898/thumbs/o-EMBRACE-570.jpg?1
Some interesting preview pictures of next month's Burning Man event.
Those artists are making some spectacular sculptures this year.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/07/30/burning-man-2014-art_n_5632531.html
RunningDeer
31st July 2014, 13:01
Double rainbow out my door several days ago. Photos don't do it justice. I stopped snapping pictures to just enjoy the moment. I soaked up rain drops and mist and all Mother Nature’s best, while sending it all back to the rainbow skies.
Suffering people, particularly suffering kiddos, South and East and cross the world has made me pull back in silence. Using more time to visualize that rainbow experience go out across the world and beyond.
As mentioned else where, I planted a double terminated Lemurian seed crystal at the bottom of my stairs. Each time I come and go, I converse and exchange with Us-All-One.
Love,
Paula
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/double_rainbow_zpsf0f90916.JPG
donk
31st July 2014, 13:11
Sometimes it may not seem it like it, but, really:
http://www.heartfulart.com/Merchant2/graphics/00000001/8x11All%20is%20well.jpg
RunningDeer
31st July 2014, 14:45
I stayed in bed for an hour longer because I kept going in and out of a dream state. There was a combination of a loving grizzly bear, who sometimes had a snake and/or alligator underbelly.
Bear was a long lost friend of mine. Like old times, we visited in the woods by the mud hole. Next to it was a crystal clear pool structure that one can either enter from the top or from an underground spring. There was also sick baby with a big head and spindly legs and arms that I carried into the pool while her mother rested.
At one level, a bear at this time of year means that it’s time to come out of hiding. It’s a merging of dark and light (alligator/snake/reptilian) working through these last days of duality challenges and growth that soon will no longer be needed. Each of us are tired of playing sides. It’s time to birth anew.
At another level, my grizzly friend and the spring waters that one enters from below or above, is either on another planet that I’m accustom to. Or it’s new life unfolding here in a not to different time frame. Where travel is expanded into multi-D directions. And Mother Earth’s door is open to all life from the multiverse that’s in synch to her energetics.
<3
P.S. Mike, if you are reading this. Yes, I did and sent 4 more last evening. ;)
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/virtual_hug_all_zpsba6b11cb.GIF
Violet
31st July 2014, 15:54
@Nat_Lee: yes to dizziness in Belgium yesterday. It was around 18h local time when I noticed it.
That's the right word, Nora, wobbily or: stepping through a couple of ripples because it was just locally, in one part of the house only, close to a mirror.
Violet
31st July 2014, 16:01
There's something about the decay in our local chateau Noisy (sic :p) that is quite catchy:
http://static.flickr.com/57/217043930_10d1673bdf_o.jpg
dan33
31st July 2014, 16:33
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-FWxedseGwSU/ULlQlItccJI/AAAAAAAAA8o/RTZUxTvmmTM/s1600/BLADE+RUNNER+2+TRAILOR+Title.png
Wind
31st July 2014, 17:26
My thoughts as of late.
mvqmGUZTCtU
qbm1p2rbApA
PurpleLama
31st July 2014, 17:43
OM my Lord....
Nat_Lee
1st August 2014, 03:55
Hi all !
It is being a while !!!
I'm asking you guys if you had any pain or headache yesterday ?
I felt stunned (it was turning in my head like when you are drunk) yesterday and I even woke up at night with a headache and I was always stunned!
Stunned for dizzy like when the walls go round and round and it turns like when you are drunk....
But I did not drink at all !
And 3 weeks ago I had this dream about some one who wanted to give me clarity !!!!
Something is changing big time !
Did you felt anything like this ?
What do you think about my experience ?
xxx
Hope you are feeling okay.
I was with two people who had reactions like yours yesterday. One of them a relative was so dizzy and sick she couldn't function. The other a friend who was just lethargic. The world felt wobbily but I didn't have any symptoms or a reaction. I certainly felt a shift in energies but that was all. Oh yeah come to think of it Im hearing repetitive car horns and bells sounds for the last two days -not the strange humming or ringing in the ears.
Love
Nora
Hi Nora and all of you guys :)
The headache last for 2 days and I still feel an on and off pain in my head but it is fading away :)
I feel like my own energy is changing ....
Yesterday night I went to bed and it felt like I was floating on a boat .... I was feeling lighter .... it last for a minute and gently fade away ! It was fun :)
ok i'm not alone feeling those changes :)
Namaste !
Love !
xxx
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Hi all !
It is being a while !!!
I'm asking you guys if you had any pain or headache yesterday ?
I felt stunned (it was turning in my head like when you are drunk) yesterday and I even woke up at night with a headache and I was always stunned!
Stunned for dizzy like when the walls go round and round and it turns like when you are drunk....
But I did not drink at all !
And 3 weeks ago I had this dream about some one who wanted to give me clarity !!!!
Something is changing big time !
Did you felt anything like this ?
What do you think about my experience ?
xxx
Hope your are feeling okay.
I was with two people who had reactions like yours yesterday. One of them a relative was so dizzy and sick she couldn't function. The other a friend who was just lethargic. The world felt wobbily but I didn't have any symptoms or a reaction. I certainly felt a shift in energies but that was all.
Love
Nora
now i understand why i was crying for nothing (well for very little) yesterday and in the morning. Slept 2 hours in the afternoon and then the whole night. Yes, energy was really thick - i cannot believe i let myself react to énergies instead of understanding what was happening.
However, it would not be what Simon Parkes would have called a planetary energetic attack unless it is a pre planned automatic AI one, cause the reptilians are quiet these days it seems. It could have been a wave of cosmic energy flooding us and a next step in our evolution.
http://hdwallimg.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/Love-Fire-Music-Girl-Wallpaper-HD.jpg
Flash :
I am very sensitive those days... I feel like crying a lot ... I'm always on the edge with my emotions ....
No violence but more sadness and also a lot of compassion fulfilling my heart.
Thank you for your beautiful image !
I think like you, we are changing big time !
:)
araucaria
1st August 2014, 09:18
I can't really go into details here, but I need help.
Things are pretty tough, on all fronts.
Barbados only looks like a paradise on the surface.
Listening to the cooing of the wood doves in the trees around me,
to get anchored in the here and now.
Oh, and also to Roxy Music, thanks to Dan33.
Reminds me of happier times..
Bumping this post - we are all behind you Ulli.
ulli
1st August 2014, 10:11
...and here is the weirdest part.
I talked to someone yesterday who knows a lot about what is going on here.
And putting two and two together we came to the conclusion that my friend who died is not even dead,
but staged it all, and left the island with the help of some powerful friends, to get away from here.
At this very moment...wow, buckets of rain...never had anything like this....
like someone is playing the drums on my roof.
And this new theory also explains that strange dream I had the day after he 'died'.
Especially the part of his reappearance, which I could not make sense of....
watching this satellite image, carefully. The cloud to the east of our little island is moving towards us...
http://rammb.cira.colostate.edu/ramsdis/online/images/latest/rmtc/rmtcbarvis1.gif
meeradas
1st August 2014, 10:31
all of this... is staged.
---
Relaxing and discharging the accumulated nerve-charge of tonight's hellish 12.5 hrs shift, simultaneously, with this staged event:
QyDjcZeLNyo
Really soothing [for me], like a cool balm.
I find beauty in this [many, probably, won't].
& it's the only kind of 'explosion' i approve of [as it doesn't kill anyone].
araucaria
1st August 2014, 11:13
Keep safe, Ulli, and don't outstay your welcome. I hear Costa Rica is a nice place to live.
ulli
1st August 2014, 11:47
Was reading just now:
Germany secretly planning on joining BRICS
"Financial newsletter writer Jim Willie says no matter who shot down the Malaysian commercial jet over Ukraine recently, there is going to be massive fallout. Willie contends, “Here’s the big, big consequence. The U.S. is basically telling Europe you have two choices here. Join us with the war against Russia. Join us with the sanctions against Russia. Join us in constant war and conflicts, isolation and destruction to your economy and denial of your energy supply and removal of contracts. Join us with this war and sanctions because we’d really like you to keep the dollar regime going. They are going to say were tired of the dollar. . . . We are pushing Germany. Don’t worry about France, don’t worry about England, worry about Germany. Germany has 3,000 companies doing active business right now. They are not going to join the sanctions—period.”
Willie goes on to say, “It’s a war game and Europe is sick of U.S. war games. The defense of the dollar has come to war versus trade. Are you with us or are you against us?” As far as the NSA spying on Germany, Willie says, “I think they are looking for details on assisting Russia on dumping the dollar. I think they are looking for details for a secret movement for Germany to get away from the dollar and join the BRICS (Brazil, Russia, India, China and South Africa.) This is exactly what I think they are going to do.”
araucaria
1st August 2014, 12:45
Was reading just now:
Germany secretly planning on joining BRICS
"Financial newsletter writer Jim Willie says no matter who shot down the Malaysian commercial jet over Ukraine recently, there is going to be massive fallout. Willie contends, “Here’s the big, big consequence. The U.S. is basically telling Europe you have two choices here. Join us with the war against Russia. Join us with the sanctions against Russia. Join us in constant war and conflicts, isolation and destruction to your economy and denial of your energy supply and removal of contracts. Join us with this war and sanctions because we’d really like you to keep the dollar regime going. They are going to say were tired of the dollar. . . . We are pushing Germany. Don’t worry about France, don’t worry about England, worry about Germany. Germany has 3,000 companies doing active business right now. They are not going to join the sanctions—period.”
Willie goes on to say, “It’s a war game and Europe is sick of U.S. war games. The defense of the dollar has come to war versus trade. Are you with us or are you against us?” As far as the NSA spying on Germany, Willie says, “I think they are looking for details on assisting Russia on dumping the dollar. I think they are looking for details for a secret movement for Germany to get away from the dollar and join the BRICS (Brazil, Russia, India, China and South Africa.) This is exactly what I think they are going to do.”
And France, if it has any sense (it does sometimes) will side with Germany and the rest of continental Europe will follow. And the much decried European Union will prove to be the excellent idea it really was. Born to end Franco-German wars through cooperation over coal, it can now stop war through cooperation with Russia over gas. My house and millions of others run on Russian gas, and we pay our gas bills. We are not going to fall out with Russia any time soon.
Dennis Leahy
1st August 2014, 13:26
all of this... is staged.
---
Relaxing and discharging the accumulated nerve-charge of tonight's hellish 12.5 hrs shift, simultaneously, with this staged event:
QyDjcZeLNyo
Really soothing [for me], like a cool balm.
I find beauty in this [many, probably, won't].
& it's the only kind of 'explosion' i approve of [as it doesn't kill anyone].
meeradas, I love ya, brother, but if that was the only music available I'd wrap myself in silence for eternity. :lol:
Dennis
meeradas
1st August 2014, 13:36
meeradas, I love ya, brother, but if that was the only music available I'd wrap myself in silence for eternity. :lol:
Dennis
:biggrin1: Sincerely love ya back, Dennis!
Next goes into the Metal thread again; promised.
The silence is deeper and even more enjoyable after sth lke that, ain't it :biggrin1:
Finally, it isn't the only music available - fortunately, i want to add.
---
And, you might have already guessed it: Still no sleep. Strange.
PS: I do like this article (http://gizadeathstar.com/2014/08/ny-fed-deutschebank-youre-overexposed-derivatives/) from our friend Joseph P Farrell
donk
1st August 2014, 14:31
Welcome to your life...
ST86JM1RPl0
ulli
1st August 2014, 14:39
all of this... is staged.
---
Relaxing and discharging the accumulated nerve-charge of tonight's hellish 12.5 hrs shift, simultaneously, with this staged event:
QyDjcZeLNyo
Really soothing [for me], like a cool balm.
I find beauty in this [many, probably, won't].
& it's the only kind of 'explosion' i approve of [as it doesn't kill anyone].
meeradas, I love ya, brother, but if that was the only music available I'd wrap myself in silence for eternity. :lol:
Dennis
in a larger social context that music has its place, Dennis.
If you had been educated in Germany, with their overdose of classical music, you would understand better.
Same as satire...all are in direct relation to forces applied to the masses.
The thing with the Western elite is that they understand the need for the public to have some form of vents,
and will give it...up to a point.
In a way it makes them more dangerous as the deception is greater.
They present this idea of permissiveness and freedom, and allowing regimes like North Korea and Cuba to exist
as examples of what y'all would have to give up if you were to switch sides.
But they do control both ends of the spectrum, and increasingly so.
RunningDeer
1st August 2014, 14:56
With all the stuff going on across the world, important stuff gets brushed aside like the return of shoulder pads and head-hats for bad hair days. From: “It’s called fashion, look it up” - more here (http://weknowmemes.com/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-16-pics/)
Hot Shoulder Pads
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-6.jpg
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-5.jpg
Fashionable Head-Hats for Bad Hair Days
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-8.jpg
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-16.jpg
And lastly, advice to guys from someone that came from the generation where girls were required to wear nylons and skirts/uniforms to school even in temperatures well below 32F/0C, and when parents didn't drive kiddos to school: “This is a breezy no, no. If you need fresh air, stick head out window.”
http://wtit.files.wordpress.com/2010/05/1.jpg
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-2.jpg
<3
ulli
1st August 2014, 15:45
With all the stuff going on across the world, important stuff gets brushed aside like the return of shoulder pads and head-hats for bad hair days. From: “It’s called fashion, look it up” - more here (http://weknowmemes.com/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-16-pics/)
Hot Shoulder Pads
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-6.jpg
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-5.jpg
Fashionable Head-Hats for Bad Hair Days
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-8.jpg
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-16.jpg
And lastly, advice to guys from someone that came from the generation where girls were required to wear nylons and skirts/uniforms to school even in temperatures well below 32F/0C, and when parents didn't drive kiddos to school: “This is a breezy no, no. If you need fresh air, stick head out window.”
http://wtit.files.wordpress.com/2010/05/1.jpg
http://weknowmemes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/its-called-fashion-look-it-up-2.jpg
<3
Thanks, RunningDeer, for putting things back in perspective.
Everything is coming to a head, it seems (and shoulders).
araucaria
1st August 2014, 16:04
This fashion stuff is too openly political for my taste. What have we got here? Russian bears, an elephant in the living-room, a giant microphone disguised as Big Sister, brown shirt and jack boots... I don't know
;)
ulli
1st August 2014, 16:11
They don't realize that they are making political statements, so please forgive them.
These people channel the collective unconscious, which in turn is being programmed by people who want to direct world politics.
(And none represent the spirit of Coco Chanel)
Flash
1st August 2014, 16:11
Yes political, but no need for politics , i find it plain ugly!!!
Altogether, with and without politics
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