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skyflower
16th October 2014, 06:47
Hi Marianne,

No rain today, but at least got a beautiful sky and actual clouds instead of that chem trail crap.
I shall continue my rain dance until I see rain here. Think I should add "break the haarp machine" dance to it.

Catsquotl
16th October 2014, 06:48
Dear 1...

Breathe. there is nothing to do but endure. And I know you can do that. No need to be stronger, better or wiser than you are right now.
Ride this wave and it will even out.

Love coming your way, (as it always is..)

With LOve
Eelco

meeradas
16th October 2014, 10:07
1iM, i'm holding your hand. In the eye of the storm,
where everything is quiet, we just observe and do not react.

Stephanie
16th October 2014, 10:27
The new baby girl is beautiful.


Happy,happy 'birth'day, little 1.
Standing right beside you....all will be well, all is well.

ulli
16th October 2014, 10:29
One, after all this is over (soon) there will just be this lovely new addition to the family.
That's what matters. Don't worry, be happy.

Violet
16th October 2014, 10:55
The rain was pouring so charmingly into my garden this morning that I put off the radio and continued listening to just rain. It was an orchestra of low and high drop falls with different obstacles in the garden (with different heights) forming a melodious chain of surfaces which depending on their material in turn created a melodious chain of thin, full, or damp water drop tunes.

eaglespirit
16th October 2014, 11:15
Higher Ebb and Flow...Transmute, Transform, Transcend !

ALL Will Be Renewed and Refreshed as We Consciously Continue Our Personal Active Healing and Balancing Ways and Means !

Love to the Village, Have a Glorious Day !

Marianne
16th October 2014, 13:20
Dear 1 ... standing with you.
That drama will subside soon ... and see what you have, a beautiful granddaughter.
Love you.

araucaria
16th October 2014, 15:34
Yesterday morning, I dreamt I was driving round a large and very beautiful steep-sided mountain, mostly mineral or crystalline white, with patches of various pale ochre shades. I ‘heard’ that the rock was called ‘chloe’. As I went behind the mountain it faded into whiteness: still there but hidden in some kind of vaporous medium. Then the scene changed, and my son as a small child came in to the room I was in to pick up some dossiers of his.

This is a rather unusual kind of dream for me – more focussed. Usually, I might drive a car in reverse and not be able to stop, as at the end of this morning’s dream, with a couple of women in tow, a young one and an older one. Maybe this was ‘Chloe’ suggesting to stop backing away and take a closer look for once. So here goes.

Checking the meaning of ‘chloe’, which I only knew as a name, but not of anyone I know, I discovered it means ‘the first green shoot of plants in spring’, as opposed to ‘karpoi’ (fruit) on the one hand; and ‘en tois spermasin’ (in the seeds) on the other.
http://www.perseus.tufts.edu/hopper/text?doc=Perseus:text:1999.04.0057:entry=xlo/h

It also means grass and so must be related to the chlor- stem meaning green. Which is not only the wrong colour for my dream, it is vegetable instead of mineral. So what I get is a huge mountain that has been sown like a seed and this inanimate stone is just beginning to sprout like a fruit-bearing plant. My son is a doctor so any files would be medical files of people he is healing. If he comes to me as a child in the course of his physical healing work, this suggests that it involves a nurturing process like raising a child, but one that is all-encompassing, from mineral to vegetable, and on to animal and human, on a massive scale.

Regarding this change of scale, I have been working on a post that looks at how people might behave like subatomic particles, and vice versa, so I guess I’ll nurture it a bit more, and maybe post it tomorrow.

dan33
16th October 2014, 16:06
Love to Mama Ulli and the Villagers, One and All. Blessings and healing to those who require it, joy and peace to all fortunate souls living in these fateful times, experiencing such wonder and heartache simultaneously.

I have recently applied for a job at the university library as GIS (geographic information systems) Manager here in San Marcos, I am perfect for the job. I was interviewed by phone and it went well, but a physical interview is the next component. I have not yet heard back from them yet as to whether I will be invited to do so, but it would be such a blessing for me and my family in particular. It would be wonderful to be able to return to a state of material solvency and for my children, it would be life-changing. Any well wishes and thoughts and energy the villagers can share toward this end would be greatly appreciated.

Since I came back to the US from Canada with less than a hundred dollars in my pockets, no place to go, no roof over my head and no prospects, I have been blessed beyond belief. I have witnessed the power of choice to change things, and how the multiverse responds by opening doors where there were none before, by opening the hearts of perfect strangers to help one along ones chosen path. I bear witness to this ability and to the kindness of the human heart. I share as I can and feel compassion and love for all who are undergoing their own trials and tribulations, because I have been there as we all have been there and this connection between us remains the most powerful evidence of our oneness, of our shared consciousness and experience and the love that exists between us all, despite the illusory distance created by time and space.

In that vein, the love that I feel and share is for those I know here as well as those I don't, reading these words from across the planet, connected by these threads of interactivity and information that bind us in shared growth and knowledge-seeking, as well as the commiseration of the human condition and the joys, sorrows, pains and heartaches of life as lived.

Many blessings and love to All.

Sending pictures to download your wishes. :wizard:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=27614&d=1413475134

ulli
16th October 2014, 16:08
Yesterday morning, I dreamt I was driving round a large and very beautiful steep-sided mountain, mostly mineral or crystalline white, with patches of various pale ochre shades. I ‘heard’ that the rock was called ‘chloe’. As I went behind the mountain it faded into whiteness: still there but hidden in some kind of vaporous medium. Then the scene changed, and my son as a small child came in to the room I was in to pick up some dossiers of his.

This is a rather unusual kind of dream for me – more focussed. Usually, I might drive a car in reverse and not be able to stop, as at the end of this morning’s dream, with a couple of women in tow, a young one and an older one. Maybe this was ‘Chloe’ suggesting to stop backing away and take a closer look for once. So here goes.

Checking the meaning of ‘chloe’, which I only knew as a name, but not of anyone I know, I discovered it means ‘the first green shoot of plants in spring’, as opposed to ‘karpoi’ (fruit) on the one hand; and ‘en tois spermasin’ (in the seeds) on the other.
http://www.perseus.tufts.edu/hopper/text?doc=Perseus:text:1999.04.0057:entry=xlo/h

It also means grass and so must be related to the chlor- stem meaning green. Which is not only the wrong colour for my dream, it is vegetable instead of mineral. So what I get is a huge mountain that has been sown like a seed and this inanimate stone is just beginning to sprout like a fruit-bearing plant. My son is a doctor so any files would be medical files of people he is healing. If he comes to me as a child in the course of his physical healing work, this suggests that it involves a nurturing process like raising a child, but one that is all-encompassing, from mineral to vegetable, and on to animal and human, on a massive scale.

Regarding this change of scale, I have been working on a post that looks at how people might behave like subatomic particles, and vice versa, so I guess I’ll nurture it a bit more, and maybe post it tomorrow.

Remember the Fritz Perls dream interpretation approach. Gestalt. Wholeness.
So you are the beautiful mountain.
And you also are that offspring...the son. That's what you need to reflect on.
That in some aspects you are a child in development. Growing, learning. That reborn spiritual self, which your 3D self fathered.
The good news is that this new vehicle of your is no longer driving in reverse.


P.S. and right after writing the above I checked my FB page and someone had just posted this picture of a mountain.
https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t31.0-8/340871_323228601047594_525216675_o.jpg

ulli
16th October 2014, 16:13
When contemplating One's scenario....hospital in Dallas, and those difficulties she is experiencing...
I remembered that there is always a higher reason.
And maybe she has been placed there at this exact time so as to hold a balance...planetwide. And we all Here and Nowers must back he up, so that the Healy energies can still get to those dense levels.
So I came to the conclusion that she is a brave trooper, a noble soul, who is maintaining peace and sanity on planet Earth.
Holding your hand from peaceful Costa Rica.

dan33
16th October 2014, 17:02
Violet, what do you mean by your post above? I don't understand what you wrote. Did I miss something?

I am up to 2.5 miles walking now! This is perfect walking weather ... cool and breezy -- felt like Halloween tonight.

Been discouraged the past few days; the fluid level rose again. But now the past 3 days it's been 650 and tonight it was 600 with little pain (the lowest level yet). I've been using the MicroMat, and it's made a difference.

Saw this pretty sight in the neighbor's yard.
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A young doe and her twin yearlings. One of the babies still had a few spots visible.

Well done, Marianne for remembering to use it. I received a Skype message from this yoga teacher in Barbados who bought a MicroMat from me as well, and has been using it on various clients as well as her mum who could barely walk because of a sciatica inflammation. And now needs no more treatments. Electromagnetic frequency treatments really do work.


Marianne, i am all with you. Violet as well.

Ulli would you check if they can make a program for ebola to use with the micromat? That could be the easy solution. Who knows.

I am so busy with the new job, the daughter and the boyfriend that i barely have time for anything else. Just had a unfinishing cold Also my American friend' husband is dying of cancer. He trusted his doctor. I really love them both. This makes me sad.

Love to you all in the village
Flash

The MicroMat comes with a program called immunity.
I have not had a single cold since I've been using it.
My husband had one cold, less than the usual, but he doesn't use it regularly,
and so he still catches stuff from his patients. But he knows how well it works.

Since I have ten unsold MicroMats still, I suggested to use them at his clinic,
and just use the Pain programs for pain relief.
But so far he could only think of the complications this might bring him.
They just developed one new program, for brain neurons.
I need to buy that, as Im more worried about my memory going than contracting Ebola.

I have a MICROMAT. Ulli sold me. It works.

http://sploid.gizmodo.com/nasa-is-working-on-a-star-trek-healing-machine-1519743221

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?66165-MUST-SEE---Russia-s-Deta-Elis-Star-Trek-Medicine-Bioresonance&p=767952&viewfull=1#post767952




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RunningDeer
16th October 2014, 17:47
Cat Thieves: Part One

1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winners of the Milk Moustache
Competition, hosted by: CowsHaveFeelingsToo.org (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QryOuVD4MZk)
http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Animals/milk_moustache_zpscacdf382.jpg

Scientific evidence why cats see in the dark.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/snowman_zps571e16f2.JPG

Cookie Monster
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/cookie_monster_zpscfb251b5.JPG

Window Shopping
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/aquarium_zpsabaacf13.JPG

Gone Fishin’
http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Animals/fish_line_zps63692350.jpg

Pizza Par-tee
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/pizza_zps0cc764a3.JPG

To market, to market, to buy a fat fish.
Home again, home again, jig-ga-de-jig.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/caught_one_this_big_zps61065a4e.JPG

RunningDeer
16th October 2014, 17:51
Cat Thieves: Part Two

The return of the Cookie Monster (subtitle: sweet tooth)
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/sweet_tooth_zps8c036852.JPG

Fishin’ Buddies
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/fishing_buddies_zpse1bbfffc.JPG

Hankerin’ for a ham ’n’ cheese grinda
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/hankering_for_grinder_zps95e798c3.JPG

Oh, I wish I was an Oscar Mayer wiener,
that is what I'd truly like to be,
'cause if I were an Oscar Mayer wiener,
everyone would be in love with me.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/hot_dog_zps840c6da0.JPG

Milk does the body good
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/milkshake_zps4bcad869.JPG

Inspired Kitty-Cat
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/author_cat_zps3c554944.JPG

PurpleLama
16th October 2014, 18:07
I had a cat named Schrodinger who could steal the meat out of a sandwich without disturbing the bread.

Mark
16th October 2014, 18:59
Sending pictures to download your wishes. :wizard:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=27614&d=1413475134

Thanks brother Dan. :)

dan33
16th October 2014, 19:13
Love this one. :)

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/sweet_tooth_zps8c036852.JPG

RunningDeer
16th October 2014, 19:20
I had a cat named Schrodinger who could steal the meat out of a sandwich without disturbing the bread.

That’s funny, R. Couldn’t resist. My mind went straight to the tablecloth trick. Google the image and saw this called, “Invisible Dining Table: Legless Table’.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/InvisibleDiningTableLeglessTable_zps15f9c934.JPG


How to Pull Off the Tablecloth Trick
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dan33
16th October 2014, 19:39
I just found out that The INCAL become a movie.
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_RMfeQRUtV-A/Swl_FVWxZMI/AAAAAAAAADs/Wk_4HiFhTAc/s1600/moebius4.jpg

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1inMany
16th October 2014, 20:36
Thank you.

Playdo of Ataraxas
17th October 2014, 01:29
I agree with Ulli, 1. Your higher self wouldn't task you with more than you could handle or more than what is needed to act as a catalyst for your growth. I have to tell myself that constantly. Love and mercy to you.

Here and now, getting in the mood for Samhain with my favorite autumn album, the Black Rider, by Tom awaits. It's a German folk tale and play wherein a Hunter has to prove the father of his love that he is a competent hunter and can provide for his daughter. But he isn't, so he makes a deal with the Black Rider, Ol' Scratch, as they call the devil in these parts. The Black rider gives him some magic bullets, and all is going well, until one of the magic bullets is fired and finds it's way into the heart of his love. Great spooky tragedy and great spooky music like only Waits can do. The album was available on YouTube a few days ago but not now so here's a couple of live cuts from the album: http://youtu.be/ECeE2E5wJ7s
http://youtu.be/rllqERRRUX0

araucaria
17th October 2014, 07:40
When contemplating One's scenario....hospital in Dallas, and those difficulties she is experiencing...
I remembered that there is always a higher reason.
And maybe she has been placed there at this exact time so as to hold a balance...planetwide. And we all Here and Nowers must back he up, so that the Healy energies can still get to those dense levels.
So I came to the conclusion that she is a brave trooper, a noble soul, who is maintaining peace and sanity on planet Earth.
Holding your hand from peaceful Costa Rica.
Planetwide yes, but that would be Dallaswide in the first instance. Yesterday Dallas was nearly decreed a disaster area on the basis of one reported death from Ebola. One birth would be enough to balance all that.

Calz
17th October 2014, 07:59
In keeping with here and now ... here and now ... I'm still alive ...

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Violet
17th October 2014, 08:10
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rO1VDCZh_Ko

Wind
17th October 2014, 09:11
Here it is the first beautiful bright sunny day in a long time, also it's almost freezing. Half of the leaves from the trees have already fallen and nature is slowly falling asleep...


"Come, little leaves,"
Said the wind one day,
"Come over the meadows
With me, and play;
Put on your dresses
Of red and gold;
Summer is gone,
And the days grow cold."

Soon as the leaves
Heard the wind's loud call,
Down they came fluttering,
One and all;
Over the meadows
They danced and flew,
Singing the soft
Little songs they knew.

Dancing and flying
The little leaves went;
Winter had called them
And they were content-
Soon fast asleep
In their earthy beds,
The snow laid a soft mantle
Over their heads.

http://lightonthepage.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/09/dream-of-life.jpg

ulli
17th October 2014, 09:26
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rO1VDCZh_Ko

Thanks for this, Violet. It seems lifetimes ago, since I last partied in style.
Apart from the occasional virtual events in our Here and Now thread..

Violet
17th October 2014, 09:51
Oh, you should meet the artist then:

http://24.media.tumblr.com/be5b00add2afe1b8adf5b9cf89c92d7b/tumblr_mvnnxkO8zz1sl068eo1_500.jpg

Paul Haver, aka Stromae, Somali father, Belgian mother, likes geometry in dress and creatively sings about single-parent problems (Papa où t'est (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiKj0Z_Xnjc) (Where are you, daddy?), racism (partially in Formidable (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_xH7noaqTA)), and other delicate subjects. Great parody, by the way, on Formidable with our king Filip (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jUrIOUI8vQ) as protagonist. This was when he was about to ascend the throne after his father abdicated (biggest joke is in king not finding keys to palace at the end :p. I wonder if there's English subtitles for this one).

But Stromae is taking a gap year (or two, or more)...He wants to ground again after overwhelming success and fame.

eaglespirit
17th October 2014, 10:34
Connecting With The Web of Life

This exercise awakens and strengthens our connection with All Our Relations in the Web of Life. Although most effective if done out of doors, it can also be done indoors sitting by a window. Doing this visualization in several different locations will further expand your awareness of the Web of Life.

Select a comfortable place to sit or lay down. Breathe slowly and deeply a while, allowing the Sacred Breath of Life to enter every part of your body. Soften the edges of your body and allow yourself to spread out on the Earth, feeling the MotherEarth's support beneath you. Even if you are indoors, MotherEarth is still beneath you, supporting your body and spirit essence. Clear your mind of all concerns except the present moment. Let your energy vibration harmonize with the environment around you.

Put your hands on your center, the left hand first with the right hand covering it, and with both thumbs touching and pointing towards your head. The space between your hands and thumbs is where Grandmother Spider connected you to the Web of Life. Put your awareness into this space and feel the energy of your connection to the Web of Life.

Look out at all of the life around you - at All Our Relations. Feel your energy web extending from your center and going out to connect with the energy web of one of these Relations. Feel the unique vibration of this being and the gifts that it contributes to the Web of Life. Observe how your energies, although two different vibrations, blend together in the web like different musical instruments harmonizing in a symphony. Understand the connection that you have with this Relation and the gifts you give to each other.

Then, extend your energy web - now harmonized with the energies of two beings - to another one of Our Relations in this environment. Once again, connect with its energy web and observe this creature's unique gifts, energy, vibration and relationship with yourself.

When you are finished, extend your energy web, now harmonized with the energies of three beings, onto another one of Our Relations in the environment. Continue connecting the Web of Life with as many of Our Relations as you choose. In addition to connecting your energy web with the beings you can see, you may also be drawn to connect with a winged one you can only hear, or a star too far away to see, or a creature living under the ground that you can perceive only by feeling its energy. Connect your energy web wherever you are drawn and continue until you fill complete in your weaving.

When you have completed weaving your web, draw it back into your own center. Feel the circle of the Web of Life and how it extends outward to include All Our Relations sharing the planet Earth. You can energize your connection to the Web of Life by sending a rainbow or a positive thought of love out through your center to all of the creature beings you have extended an energy connection with today, or the entire Web of Life. Every time we energize our connection to the Web of Life, we create a more harmonious environment to share with All Our Relations.

http://www.healing-arts.org/spider/survivalmanual.htm

Wind
17th October 2014, 11:08
Farewell, Dr. Emoto (http://omtimes.com/2014/10/masaru-emoto-message-love/)...

tAvzsjcBtx8

ulli
17th October 2014, 11:26
Farewell, Dr. Emoto (http://omtimes.com/2014/10/masaru-emoto-message-love/)...

tAvzsjcBtx8

I met Dr. Emoto in Costa Rica in 2000, when I attended a talk. He was on his way to LA, and at that time not known yet, so it was a small group, and I even got to chat with him.
His book became one of those "special" books, which marked my evolving understanding of how sacred geometry works.

No one brought science and spirituality under one umbrella like Dr. Emoto did, AFAIC.
Thank you for your contribution, Dr. Emoto.

ulli
17th October 2014, 11:46
LOL...a must watch video.
So we can all align with one another even better.

Oh, and check that decor in his living room (during the yoga demonstration)
He's one of us, for sure.

1kDso5ElFRg

ulli
17th October 2014, 12:01
https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpf1/v/t1.0-9/1900174_538305569639762_3236498819188618981_n.jpg?oh=1aecff3b6b1aa78c921b0ba46cf288db&oe=54B8FE5C&__gda__=1420583325_a90cfee731864f242f2fdef3c1470aa6

araucaria
17th October 2014, 13:38
My apologies in advance for the length of this post. It is a single thought, but I’m dividing it into sections for easier reading. You have until the web goes down to read it – or not :)

‘Magic’

I just find it so hard to take people who believe in magic seriously. This is a comment on a story this morning (well, a couple of mornings ago now) about a BBC reporter who is quitting to become a nun. http://www.independent.co.uk/news/media/tv-radio/bbc-northern-ireland-reporter-martina-purdy-quits-to-become-a-nun-9794652.html

In this context, ‘magic’ is one of those glass ceiling words we use to mark off our personal no-go areas. It’s like saying all I know is all there is to know, while forgetting that even that much is or was someone’s magic at some stage. Hence ‘synchronicity’ would be a magic word for ‘coincidence’, when in point of fact it is precisely the other way round. To say coincidences as mere statistical effects is to explain absolutely nothing, begging the question of how and why statistics work in the first place. Jung with Pauli was exploring the empirical science of the mystery lying behind the everyday allegedly statistical usage. As I was saying in a previous post (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=887377&viewfull=1#post887377), Pauli was showing the ‘magic’ in this pejorative sense behind quantum physics, and ultimately unable to cope with it. Einstein rejected anything acausal, and Einstein was proven to be wrong. Radioactivity is acausal (unobservable), not statistical, and as one of the instigators of the atom bomb, he really showed how destructive it can become with the wrong understanding. Singularities do exist in theoretical science; unfortunately, they lead to equations with awkward infinities in them, and so the physical reality of things like black holes is now being called into question. Pauli’s problem was with having singularities everywhere; in other words, I think he was agreeing with Nassim Haramein, who has some answers to this problem. In any case, he came close to viewing quantum physics as a ‘black mass’.

Quantitative history
Today I want to address these issues in a synchronistic sort of way, i.e. from the angle of something rather different that I have been busy with these last few days. I have been helping my daughter finalize her quantitative history thesis for the printers. The printing process is rather like a big crunch followed by a big bang: 8 years of effort condensed into about 8 grams of smart drive to be expanded into about 8 kilos of hard copy. The process of actually obtaining a degree only starts here, so I shall be steering well clear of anything specific, with just a few personal thoughts based on the published material that has come my way.

Quantitative history is the branch of history that deals with numeric data, typically populations.
http://historymatters.gmu.edu/mse/numbers/what.html
In other words, it is quantum mechanics applied to historical matters, and it involves studying statistical data as opposed to observing single atoms (which would be the conventional history of kings and queens and dates). Alternatively, it can be seen as the starting-point of Isaac Asimov’s ‘psychohistory’. This is a subject that has come up a few times before on the forum. My point in quoting the few posts below is to note, first, how with statistical analysis the unexpected becomes unsurprising – we know someone will do something, although exactly who is unimportant – and even the totally unexpected is somewhat expected and to some extent can be dealt with. Secondly and more importantly, the very fact that the unexpected happens all the time implies that every atom is different, some behaving like nodes or even great attractors which other revolve around. In other words, the atomic view is unable to handle novelty, i.e. the creative ways in which single atoms act collectively.


@T Smith
I agree that you are well ahead of the curve and there have been signs that many people have not been picking up on; yet these are the people that are needed and the announcement is intended for.

When Erwin Schrodinger, as I recall, says in What is Life that the human body is the size it is so that statistical probability smoothes over the likelihood of catastrophic failures in cells, this I suppose is a quantum effect on a larger scale. This was scaled up further in Asimov’s hugely popular Foundation series, but again most have missed the implications. He has a galactic empire in order to have enough humans to make the progress of their society on this massive scale largely predictable and hence avoid further catastrophe with the help of some planning by ‘psychohistorians’.

Ramping-up seems to be the name of the game. So far we have been acting as particles with our non-mainstream views, and we all understand that this knowledge needs to be turned into a wave by ‘going viral’ as they say. If Courtney Brown is going to contribute to reaching critical mass, it will be as a popularizer, not as a discoverer (although it sounds like some new discovery is involved as well) – on the shoulders of giants.

Erwin Schrodinger in What is Life? says (as I recall) that we are the size we are so that we are made up of enough cells to avoid too many accidents happening, so as to operate efficiently, and hence somewhat predictably. Asimov's galactic population offers an interesting application of this principle to the human population as a whole. The evolution of civilization (the Foundation) becomes predictable, up to a point, the point where a hidden guiding hand is needed (the Second Foundation) - or not (mind control by the Mule). And of course, the increasing presence of humanoid robots is another Asimov feature that has relevance beyond the realms of fiction.

Here is my take on the Asimov quote above. On one level I agree with him completely, but there are other layers to the development of democracy.
For a world to go from barbarism to civilization it needs to pass through various stages.
Here is one stage (pre French revolution...gotta start somewhere): public tortures and executions in every village.
Next stage a people's revolution where this time the heads of the elite are being guillotined.
Next stage more monarchs lose their power while the elite start to do their games more and more behind the scenes, away from scrutiny.
Next stage: so-called "democratic" elections leading to dictatorships, first in Europe later in the third world due to people being misled or misinformed.
Next stage: people get more information via the media, now the media itself is being hijacked and becomes the mouthpiece of the elite deceivers. Furthermore, everything is being done to corrupt ordinary people into unhealthy behavior as well as life
styles.
Next stage: along comes the Internet...and for a brief moment this is where truth can still be found.
Next stage: now even the Internet becomes corrupted by the deceivers who place enormous amounts of false info all over the web. People realize that discernment becomes key to survival. Meanwhile life continues to become more and more fragmented, and people of sane mind group together to assist each other in their pursuit of democratic values.
The process reaches its peak when critical mass has been formed and suddenly the consciousness (not the planet) flips over and the suffering masses discover their inner potential and seek the education needed to realize their dreams.
A new generation comes along who is sick of their parents materialism and are determined to clean up the mess.
They return to spiritual values and acknowledge that to be truly democratic they must all participate in the collective process.
This just off the top of my head. Nothing to boast about, and not quite ready for publication, but, hey...this is just a tiny village on the outer edge of civilization. We can see the future far better from this vantage point...

Radioactivity
Pauli saw radioactivity as synonymous with Jung’s synchronicity. I want to explore that connection now with my own thoughts based on the above. Populations can be seen as radioactive elements; sometimes, the notion of decay is extremely relevant. If you take groups of deportees to German labor camps, you can calculate the half-life of a given group (e.g. nationality) at a given camp. If half of that group would be dead after say 18 months or two years, then it might be described as pretty radioactive. There is a background radiation among the population at large of course as well, with a half-life in the order of 50 years or so – rising, but still, humanity is suffering from not having long enough to evolve properly. This gives an insight into a major issue, for if you take female and juvenile Jews at Auschwitz, you find an ‘element’ that is so radioactive that it has a half-life of barely a few hours. A scientist studying a metal with this property would be faced with a fairly large sample that became vanishingly small before his eyes. The element would be literally too hot to handle. In human terms, this holocaust is understandably met with disbelief, incomprehension, and for some, outright denial. The half-life is a statistical notion which translates into individual terms as the time at which there is a 50% chance that a person will have died (decayed). If we compare this with the nuclear military industrial complex viewed as a continuum extending from the controlled demolition of an operational power plant, through the Chernobyl/Fukushima-type scenario to the willful but uncontrolled destruction of Hiroshima, then we are dealing with a combination of both ends of the spectrum: an act of war on an ongoing industrial level.

Denial
Hence, ‘holocaust denial’ is merely at the end of the spectrum of understandable bona fide reactions of disbelief. However, ‘understandable’ does not mean correct, and the bona fide label does not extend to all deniers. The danger lies in our horror of attitudes denying the horror. Why? Because, just as the spectrum of visible light is only one section of a broader wave spectrum extending to infrared and beyond, and ultraviolet and beyond, this is only the end of one part of the spectrum currently being played out. Beyond genocide, we have the planned murder of almost an entire species: how so much more understandable, then, is the ‘conspiracy denial’ of a huge section of the population. We need to see holocaust denial for what it is, because it is totally inconsistent and self-defeating for some people to be claiming this vast global conspiracy is going on when at the same time they are unable to get their heads round the idea of a ‘mere’ holocaust. In terms of radioactivity, this conspiracy theory/Armageddon scenario is based on the idea of radioactivity itself becoming a runaway phenomenon where half-lives drop to nothing, so as to end in a cataclysmic Big Bang symmetrical with the putative initial creative Big Bang.

Notice how this endtimes warfare follows two alternative routes. The nuclear way involving Israeli dirty bomb attacks with stolen weaponry at the end of its shelf life, and appears to include 911. The viral way involves chemical warfare, chemtrails and the spread of viruses. For the virus aspect, see my thread here: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?74722-Money-the-taproot-of-all-evil-or-fossil-virus&p=874226&viewfull=1#post874226

This is nihilism of a purity not seen before. The denial of everything. But since we live in a universe of choice, the denial of everything that exists will inevitably lead to nothing existing for the deniers, including themselves. But for the rest of us, who accept everything that exists – and have had enough of everything that doesn’t – our acceptance will inevitably lead to everything existing, i.e. taking away nothing, and the adepts of nothing.

I say ‘the rest of us’ because no nihilism is so pure that there will not always be a few survivors. There will always be pockets of resistance to any virus. And no atom bomb can destroy everyone: since any single atomic decay is unobservable, the entire process is blind, and blind to its blindness.
http://www.theguardian.com/world/2009/mar/25/hiroshima-nagasaki-survivor-japan

Radioactive synchronicity
Pauli describes synchronicity as being radioactive because in both cases something acausal takes place: this or that single atom decays unobserved; this or that single event occurs with no cause-and-effect connection with a particular mental state. However, he experienced synchronicity destructively as the ‘Pauli effect’ because of his inability to process his unconscious energy. I suspect this has to do with the very substance he was studying: why would you want to split atoms or observe them ‘decaying’ – a form of destruction? And why would you break things like experiments and vases and cars instead? It was because like any scientist, he was working exclusively with the rational Logos ego, but unlike others, his Eros ego, his gut brain, was making its presence felt and calling in vain for attention.
I think quantitative history may have a lesson for us here.

As I was saying, the ‘trouble’ with all these destructive behaviors is that they are never 100% effective. Take the labor camps. Some of the inmates will die of dysentery and other diseases, or of exhaustion; others will be shot, and for greater efficiency, quite a few will be gassed – gassing covers the ‘mass’ part of mass murder. But there will always be a few survivors – who live to tell the tale.

There are broad statistical, often self-evident, trends to differentiate between a survivor and a non-survivor. For example, the older you were, the more likely you were to die. But as the survivors themselves confirm, no individual case is explainable in those terms. X had every chance of survival, but died; Y should really have been a goner, yet somehow he scraped through. Ultimately therefore, if there is any difference at all between a survivor and a non-survivor, it has to be ‘magical’: things like the guy who didn’t get shot after a spelling mistake in his name put him out of the normal alphabetical sequence. These are the unquantifiable things that quantum science (including unbridled quantitative history) does not compute.

World War II historians are at the stage when the last of the survivors are dying off, and some of them see this as a good thing: now they can get back to their extensive and more reliable archives. Like Pauli they are more interested in decaying (dead) cases than the rest. Survivors often get things wrong owing to a faulty memory or distorted perspective, but the uncomfortable fact remains that they get some things right that certain historians who think they know better get wrong. Two items of eyewitness testimony are crucial here. One is the existence of gas chambers, including at camps where Jews were not a specific issue: it is all too easy, when presented with a gas chamber disguised as a shower block, simply to see a shower block. Another is the existence of archived evidence of things including such mass slaughter. Eventually documents come to light to prove denialist historians wrong; this is sometimes because a survivor was actually involved in drafting some of those documents. It is most notably because the perpetrators were tried and convicted after confessing to their crimes.

There was quite a controversy in the mainstream press back in 2001 when Edwin Black published IBM and the Holocaust. http://www.ibmandtheholocaust.com/ While this book does contain mistakes and is probably overly focused on the Jewish situation, its basic premise of German use of the Hollerith punched card system in conjunction with primitive IBM computers is beyond doubt. It is interesting that the same people who deny or doubt the holocaust should also deny or doubt this system, which amounts to the administrative wing of the mass destruction effort. The fact is that the paper trail exists, and with an Excel spreadsheet you now have the tool to back-engineer the whole system.

Survivors
Why do some historians have a hard time with survivors? And more generally, why did these survivors have such a hard time getting anyone at all to listen? This is not just about the gas chambers, it is about the everyday reality of the concentration camps being in itself too much for most people to handle. The context of this discussion suggests an answer: these historians and others are working exclusively with the Logos ego (the rational skull brain), meaning that there are some things they just don’t see. A camp inmate was subjected to such prolonged hunger, fatigue, pain, sensory deprivation etc., and perhaps most of all deprivation of free will, that the Logos ego would have been entirely bypassed, with the feeling Eros ego (the gut brain) kicking in and taking them virtually into an alternative reality. They have much in common with other categories of survivors, UFO contactees/abductees, victims of pedophile rings, Satanism etc., and whistleblowers too, who have also seen behind the veil. It is important to integrate their experience and bring to it the consciousness that it usually lacks in order to close the two-way circuitry enabling the dual ego to function as a complete whole. This is how I see a healing process reversing the planned destruction of every ounce of humanity in their victims by the perpetrators. That was the aim and it met then with what was only a temporary setback owing to the lack of awareness. The aim is still the same and this is how it will be ultimately defeated once and for all through sufficient awareness.

Interestingly, in the early 20th century, the introduction of concentration camps roughly coincided with the discovery of the heavy radioactive elements. Perhaps what scientists are missing is the effect of consciousness even down at the (sub)atomic level? In other words, perhaps radioactive decay is what happens not just to people but also to elementary particles when subjected to extreme conditions of concentration, lack of freedom and starvation.

The analytical cure
Pauli was on the path of destruction, chasing decaying particles, which was ultimately the cause of his need to undergo psychoanalysis. This healing process works by bringing unconscious things into consciousness, i.e. going beyond denialism as a way of not dealing with uncomfortable truths (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denialism). This is different from bringing rationality to the magical, it means equally bringing out the magic in rationality – accepting that we are all survivors, and consciously chronicling that experience, as we do in places like this ‘tiny village on the outer edge of civilization’. Pauli was a precursor, but the scientist lost his way. Hence his interest in physicists’ ‘magical’, ‘mysterious’ number, the fine structure constant, 1/137, led him in an ultimate synchronicity to his deathbed in room 137 of his local hospital.

The “Nobel laureate”
The “Nobel laureate” is how Remo Roth frequently refers to Pauli; it gets almost annoying until you remember that Alfred Nobel was the inventor of dynamite, gelignite and other explosives who decided to bequeath the Nobel Prizes only after reading his obituary published by mistake after his brother died.

"Dr. Alfred Nobel, who became rich by finding ways to kill more people faster than ever before, died yesterday." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alfred_Nobel In French and German, prize and price are the same word, and this prize was the price he paid to save his reputation. No wonder some egregious warmongers win a peace prize funded in this way. But below (along with an excerpt) is a suitable combination of thinking and feeling, this week’s Literature prize winner, a creative writer that no one seems to have heard of. A Belgian mother, simple prose and a bumbling interview style: sometimes that’s all it takes.

http://reneekaplan.carnets.liberation.fr/2014/10/17/what-it-means-that-american-media-had-no-idea-who-patrick-modiano-was/
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/books/11151850/Patrick-Modiano-The-Search-Warrant-Nobel-Prize-in-Literature-2014.html

ulli
17th October 2014, 14:17
Araucaria, the only time I resent your mammoth posts is when I don't have enough 'time' to read them slowly and carefully.
Well, here are just some mini thoughts....which popped up while skimming the above....
About survival in a death camp....
Victor Frankl in his book Man's Search for Meaning figured that he was one in 28 survivors of Auschwitz because when opportunities for escape presented themselves he rejected them, on the basis that he was (as a MD) taking care of an inmate who was sick, and didn't want to abandon him.

Oops, the other ones...already forgotten.
Can some of the mind readers here please help me and remind me what they were?
My short-term memory loss is getting worse (the more I worry about it, obviously)

Oh, about extinction....
There is no death, only transformation. Ask Pluto- he knows best.

Take water...below 0' C it is solid, and above 100'C it vanishes into thin air, with the remaining water molecules possibly wondering WTF happened to their buddies.

ulli
17th October 2014, 14:30
After this sharing I really have to attend to my work.

Was thinking about how naming something gives it a birth chart. And the 'name' has just as much power over it's future as the geometric angles and subsequent energy fields of the solar system planets.

And here we have the birth moment, if you will, of the Ebola virus, which actually looks like a meandering river.
I think it is time to create a dam, and then go to the spring and plug that hole from which it sprung.

From Veterans Today:

“On that day our team sat together late into the night we had also had a couple of drinks discussing the question. We definitely didn’t want to name the new pathogen “Yambuku virus”, because that would have stigmatized the place forever. There was a map hanging on the wall and our American team leader suggested looking for the nearest river and giving the virus its name. It was the Ebola River. So by around three or four in the morning we had found a name. But the map was small and inexact. We only learned later that the nearest river was actually a different one. But Ebola is a nice name, isn’t it?”

dan33
17th October 2014, 16:39
LOL...a must watch video.
So we can all align with one another even better.

Oh, and check that decor in his living room (during the yoga demonstration)
He's one of us, for sure.

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dan33
17th October 2014, 17:23
My apologies in advance for the length of this post. It is a single thought, but I’m dividing it into sections for easier reading. You have until the web goes down to read it – or not :)




@T Smith
I agree that you are well ahead of the curve and there have been signs that many people have not been picking up on; yet these are the people that are needed and the announcement is intended for.

When Erwin Schrodinger, as I recall, says in What is Life that the human body is the size it is so that statistical probability smoothes over the likelihood of catastrophic failures in cells, this I suppose is a quantum effect on a larger scale. This was scaled up further in Asimov’s hugely popular Foundation series, but again most have missed the implications. He has a galactic empire in order to have enough humans to make the progress of their society on this massive scale largely predictable and hence avoid further catastrophe with the help of some planning by ‘psychohistorians’.

Ramping-up seems to be the name of the game. So far we have been acting as particles with our non-mainstream views, and we all understand that this knowledge needs to be turned into a wave by ‘going viral’ as they say. If Courtney Brown is going to contribute to reaching critical mass, it will be as a popularizer, not as a discoverer (although it sounds like some new discovery is involved as well) – on the shoulders of giants.

Erwin Schrodinger in What is Life? says (as I recall) that we are the size we are so that we are made up of enough cells to avoid too many accidents happening, so as to operate efficiently, and hence somewhat predictably. Asimov's galactic population offers an interesting application of this principle to the human population as a whole. The evolution of civilization (the Foundation) becomes predictable, up to a point, the point where a hidden guiding hand is needed (the Second Foundation) - or not (mind control by the Mule). And of course, the increasing presence of humanoid robots is another Asimov feature that has relevance beyond the realms of fiction.

Here is my take on the Asimov quote above. On one level I agree with him completely, but there are other layers to the development of democracy.
For a world to go from barbarism to civilization it needs to pass through various stages.
Here is one stage (pre French revolution...gotta start somewhere): public tortures and executions in every village.
Next stage a people's revolution where this time the heads of the elite are being guillotined.
Next stage more monarchs lose their power while the elite start to do their games more and more behind the scenes, away from scrutiny.
Next stage: so-called "democratic" elections leading to dictatorships, first in Europe later in the third world due to people being misled or misinformed.
Next stage: people get more information via the media, now the media itself is being hijacked and becomes the mouthpiece of the elite deceivers. Furthermore, everything is being done to corrupt ordinary people into unhealthy behavior as well as life
styles.
Next stage: along comes the Internet...and for a brief moment this is where truth can still be found.
Next stage: now even the Internet becomes corrupted by the deceivers who place enormous amounts of false info all over the web. People realize that discernment becomes key to survival. Meanwhile life continues to become more and more fragmented, and people of sane mind group together to assist each other in their pursuit of democratic values.
The process reaches its peak when critical mass has been formed and suddenly the consciousness (not the planet) flips over and the suffering masses discover their inner potential and seek the education needed to realize their dreams.
A new generation comes along who is sick of their parents materialism and are determined to clean up the mess.
They return to spiritual values and acknowledge that to be truly democratic they must all participate in the collective process.
This just off the top of my head. Nothing to boast about, and not quite ready for publication, but, hey...this is just a tiny village on the outer edge of civilization. We can see the future far better from this vantage point...

Radioactivity
Pauli saw radioactivity as synonymous with Jung’s synchronicity. I want to explore that connection now with my own thoughts based on the above. Populations can be seen as radioactive elements; sometimes, the notion of decay is extremely relevant. If you take groups of deportees to German labor camps, you can calculate the half-life of a given group (e.g. nationality) at a given camp. If half of that group would be dead after say 18 months or two years, then it might be described as pretty radioactive. There is a background radiation among the population at large of course as well, with a half-life in the order of 50 years or so – rising, but still, humanity is suffering from not having long enough to evolve properly. This gives an insight into a major issue, for if you take female and juvenile Jews at Auschwitz, you find an ‘element’ that is so radioactive that it has a half-life of barely a few hours. A scientist studying a metal with this property would be faced with a fairly large sample that became vanishingly small before his eyes. The element would be literally too hot to handle. In human terms, this holocaust is understandably met with disbelief, incomprehension, and for some, outright denial. The half-life is a statistical notion which translates into individual terms as the time at which there is a 50% chance that a person will have died (decayed). If we compare this with the nuclear military industrial complex viewed as a continuum extending from the controlled demolition of an operational power plant, through the Chernobyl/Fukushima-type scenario to the willful but uncontrolled destruction of Hiroshima, then we are dealing with a combination of both ends of the spectrum: an act of war on an ongoing industrial level.

Denial
Hence, ‘holocaust denial’ is merely at the end of the spectrum of understandable bona fide reactions of disbelief. However, ‘understandable’ does not mean correct, and the bona fide label does not extend to all deniers. The danger lies in our horror of attitudes denying the horror. Why? Because, just as the spectrum of visible light is only one section of a broader wave spectrum extending to infrared and beyond, and ultraviolet and beyond, this is only the end of one part of the spectrum currently being played out. Beyond genocide, we have the planned murder of almost an entire species: how so much more understandable, then, is the ‘conspiracy denial’ of a huge section of the population. We need to see holocaust denial for what it is, because it is totally inconsistent and self-defeating for some people to be claiming this vast global conspiracy is going on when at the same time they are unable to get their heads round the idea of a ‘mere’ holocaust. In terms of radioactivity, this conspiracy theory/Armageddon scenario is based on the idea of radioactivity itself becoming a runaway phenomenon where half-lives drop to nothing, so as to end in a cataclysmic Big Bang symmetrical with the putative initial creative Big Bang.

Notice how this endtimes warfare follows two alternative routes. The nuclear way involving Israeli dirty bomb attacks with stolen weaponry at the end of its shelf life, and appears to include 911. The viral way involves chemical warfare, chemtrails and the spread of viruses. For the virus aspect, see my thread here: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?74722-Money-the-taproot-of-all-evil-or-fossil-virus&p=874226&viewfull=1#post874226

This is nihilism of a purity not seen before. The denial of everything. But since we live in a universe of choice, the denial of everything that exists will inevitably lead to nothing existing for the deniers, including themselves. But for the rest of us, who accept everything that exists – and have had enough of everything that doesn’t – our acceptance will inevitably lead to everything existing, i.e. taking away nothing, and the adepts of nothing.

I say ‘the rest of us’ because no nihilism is so pure that there will not always be a few survivors. There will always be pockets of resistance to any virus. And no atom bomb can destroy everyone: since any single atomic decay is unobservable, the entire process is blind, and blind to its blindness.
http://www.theguardian.com/world/2009/mar/25/hiroshima-nagasaki-survivor-japan

Radioactive synchronicity
Pauli describes synchronicity as being radioactive because in both cases something acausal takes place: this or that single atom decays unobserved; this or that single event occurs with no cause-and-effect connection with a particular mental state. However, he experienced synchronicity destructively as the ‘Pauli effect’ because of his inability to process his unconscious energy. I suspect this has to do with the very substance he was studying: why would you want to split atoms or observe them ‘decaying’ – a form of destruction? And why would you break things like experiments and vases and cars instead? It was because like any scientist, he was working exclusively with the rational Logos ego, but unlike others, his Eros ego, his gut brain, was making its presence felt and calling in vain for attention.
I think quantitative history may have a lesson for us here.

As I was saying, the ‘trouble’ with all these destructive behaviors is that they are never 100% effective. Take the labor camps. Some of the inmates will die of dysentery and other diseases, or of exhaustion; others will be shot, and for greater efficiency, quite a few will be gassed – gassing covers the ‘mass’ part of mass murder. But there will always be a few survivors – who live to tell the tale.

There are broad statistical, often self-evident, trends to differentiate between a survivor and a non-survivor. For example, the older you were, the more likely you were to die. But as the survivors themselves confirm, no individual case is explainable in those terms. X had every chance of survival, but died; Y should really have been a goner, yet somehow he scraped through. Ultimately therefore, if there is any difference at all between a survivor and a non-survivor, it has to be ‘magical’: things like the guy who didn’t get shot after a spelling mistake in his name put him out of the normal alphabetical sequence. These are the unquantifiable things that quantum science (including unbridled quantitative history) does not compute.

World War II historians are at the stage when the last of the survivors are dying off, and some of them see this as a good thing: now they can get back to their extensive and more reliable archives. Like Pauli they are more interested in decaying (dead) cases than the rest. Survivors often get things wrong owing to a faulty memory or distorted perspective, but the uncomfortable fact remains that they get some things right that certain historians who think they know better get wrong. Two items of eyewitness testimony are crucial here. One is the existence of gas chambers, including at camps where Jews were not a specific issue: it is all too easy, when presented with a gas chamber disguised as a shower block, simply to see a shower block. Another is the existence of archived evidence of things including such mass slaughter. Eventually documents come to light to prove denialist historians wrong; this is sometimes because a survivor was actually involved in drafting some of those documents. It is most notably because the perpetrators were tried and convicted after confessing to their crimes.

There was quite a controversy in the mainstream press back in 2001 when Edwin Black published IBM and the Holocaust. http://www.ibmandtheholocaust.com/ While this book does contain mistakes and is probably overly focused on the Jewish situation, its basic premise of German use of the Hollerith punched card system in conjunction with primitive IBM computers is beyond doubt. It is interesting that the same people who deny or doubt the holocaust should also deny or doubt this system, which amounts to the administrative wing of the mass destruction effort. The fact is that the paper trail exists, and with an Excel spreadsheet you now have the tool to back-engineer the whole system.

Survivors
Why do some historians have a hard time with survivors? And more generally, why did these survivors have such a hard time getting anyone at all to listen? This is not just about the gas chambers, it is about the everyday reality of the concentration camps being in itself too much for most people to handle. The context of this discussion suggests an answer: these historians and others are working exclusively with the Logos ego (the rational skull brain), meaning that there are some things they just don’t see. A camp inmate was subjected to such prolonged hunger, fatigue, pain, sensory deprivation etc., and perhaps most of all deprivation of free will, that the Logos ego would have been entirely bypassed, with the feeling Eros ego (the gut brain) kicking in and taking them virtually into an alternative reality. They have much in common with other categories of survivors, UFO contactees/abductees, victims of pedophile rings, Satanism etc., and whistleblowers too, who have also seen behind the veil. It is important to integrate their experience and bring to it the consciousness that it usually lacks in order to close the two-way circuitry enabling the dual ego to function as a complete whole. This is how I see a healing process reversing the planned destruction of every ounce of humanity in their victims by the perpetrators. That was the aim and it met then with what was only a temporary setback owing to the lack of awareness. The aim is still the same and this is how it will be ultimately defeated once and for all through sufficient awareness.

Interestingly, in the early 20th century, the introduction of concentration camps roughly coincided with the discovery of the heavy radioactive elements. Perhaps what scientists are missing is the effect of consciousness even down at the (sub)atomic level? In other words, perhaps radioactive decay is what happens not just to people but also to elementary particles when subjected to extreme conditions of concentration, lack of freedom and starvation.

The analytical cure
Pauli was on the path of destruction, chasing decaying particles, which was ultimately the cause of his need to undergo psychoanalysis. This healing process works by bringing unconscious things into consciousness, i.e. going beyond denialism as a way of not dealing with uncomfortable truths (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denialism). This is different from bringing rationality to the magical, it means equally bringing out the magic in rationality – accepting that we are all survivors, and consciously chronicling that experience, as we do in places like this ‘tiny village on the outer edge of civilization’. Pauli was a precursor, but the scientist lost his way. Hence his interest in physicists’ ‘magical’, ‘mysterious’ number, the fine structure constant, 1/137, led him in an ultimate synchronicity to his deathbed in room 137 of his local hospital.

The “Nobel laureate”
The “Nobel laureate” is how Remo Roth frequently refers to Pauli; it gets almost annoying until you remember that Alfred Nobel was the inventor of dynamite, gelignite and other explosives who decided to bequeath the Nobel Prizes only after reading his obituary published by mistake after his brother died.

"Dr. Alfred Nobel, who became rich by finding ways to kill more people faster than ever before, died yesterday." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alfred_Nobel In French and German, prize and price are the same word, and this prize was the price he paid to save his reputation. No wonder some egregious warmongers win a peace prize funded in this way. But below (along with an excerpt) is a suitable combination of thinking and feeling, this week’s Literature prize winner, a creative writer that no one seems to have heard of. A Belgian mother, simple prose and a bumbling interview style: sometimes that’s all it takes.

http://reneekaplan.carnets.liberation.fr/2014/10/17/what-it-means-that-american-media-had-no-idea-who-patrick-modiano-was/
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/books/11151850/Patrick-Modiano-The-Search-Warrant-Nobel-Prize-in-Literature-2014.html

When I see a post, as wide as the grasslands of Oregon, I print it and read it under the SUN. :)
Thanks Araucaria. Who are you?

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PurpleLama
18th October 2014, 00:17
I want to give a shout out, and show some respect to our new old friend restylized as rebel. I saw the name pop up in my friends list, and went to the page and couldn't believe my eyes. A big Canadian bear hug for rebel.

Playdo of Ataraxas
18th October 2014, 00:34
Much to my wonderment, I just read that there has been an Ebola Czar appointed by the Prez to battle the "growing crisis" of the Ebola virus. I checked the CDC and there has been two (2) total cases, if that's even true. Dos. Zwei. Twee. Deux. Some outbreak. In Mississippi in 2012 there were 150 confirmed cases of syphilis, dwarfing the Ebola outbreak! and Gawd knows that sh!t is highly communicable. I hereby demand the Prez appoint a Syphilis Czar to stem the steady rise of Syphilis not only in Mississippi, but nationwide, and in particular neighboring states, because, you know, our people do get around if you know what I mean....

Plenty of room for Rebels around here. Welcome back!

PurpleLama
18th October 2014, 01:14
Much to my wonderment, I just read that there has been an Ebola Czar appointed by the Prez to battle the "growing crisis" of the Ebola virus. I checked the CDC and there has been two (2) total cases, if that's even true. Dos. Zwei. Twee. Deux. Some outbreak. In Mississippi in 2012 there were 150 confirmed cases of syphilis, dwarfing the Ebola outbreak! and Gawd knows that sh!t is highly communicable. I hereby demand the Prez appoint a Syphilis Czar to stem the steady rise of Syphilis not only in Mississippi, but nationwide, and in particular neighboring states, because, you know, our people do get around if you know what I mean....

Plenty of room for Rebels around here. Welcome back!
Funny thing is, is the czar ain't no doctor, hell he ain't even a scientist, he is a goddammed politician. I hope he examines the cases real personal like.

Like the article might have mentioned, so tell me again what the surgeon general is for?

RunningDeer
18th October 2014, 01:31
Much to my wonderment, I just read that there has been an Ebola Czar appointed by the Prez to battle the "growing crisis" of the Ebola virus. I checked the CDC and there has been two (2) total cases, if that's even true. Dos. Zwei. Twee. Deux. Some outbreak. In Mississippi in 2012 there were 150 confirmed cases of syphilis, dwarfing the Ebola outbreak! and Gawd knows that sh!t is highly communicable. I hereby demand the Prez appoint a Syphilis Czar to stem the steady rise of Syphilis not only in Mississippi, but nationwide, and in particular neighboring states, because, you know, our people do get around if you know what I mean....

Plenty of room for Rebels around here. Welcome back!
Funny thing is, is the czar ain't no doctor, hell he ain't even a scientist, he is a goddammed politician. I hope he examines the cases real personal like.

Like the article might have mentioned, so tell me again what the surgeon general is for?

Where’s The Surgeon General When You Need One? (http://www.newsweek.com/wheres-surgeon-general-when-you-need-one-278141)

“…But during public health scares like the occurrence of Ebola in the U.S., the government also needs to communicate health advice to the public. As the media—and some political candidates—stoke fears about a full-blown Ebola outbreak in the U.S., shouldn’t there be someone to tell us what’s going on?“…”


“…The problem is, the U.S. doesn’t have a surgeon general. Last year, Obama nominated public health advocate Dr. Vivek Murthy to the position. But Republicans didn’t like Murthy, who thinks gun violence is a public health issue. A year ago he tweeted, “Tired of politicians playing politics w/ guns, putting lives at risk b/c they’re scared of NRA. Guns are a health care issue.”

“…Today, we have an Ebola czar but no surgeon general. There is an acting surgeon general, Rear Admiral Boris Lushniak, but in light of the Ebola outbreak and panic, he hasn’t stepped up in the way a confirmed surgeon general would be expected to. The public face of the Ebola response has, instead, become Thomas Frieden, director of the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, whose efforts have come under criticism since two nurses contracted the disease from contact with a patient being treated in Dallas….”

1inMany
18th October 2014, 03:24
We are home from the hospital. Man, have I missed my thank you button. I felt really disconnected from my Village family when I couldn't thank everybody. How funny, but true. Thank you all for what you offered me, each response a pearl. Plus the energetic help, which I felt. I got through day 2. And now I have made it through day 3. This is very good. Each day is a struggle. But I know the end of the day will come.

You want to know about this ebola panic? I will tell you how it is in Dallas, from the news, from the hospital staff, from the real people. (Case 1)The first man who had it, who flew into Dallas from that other country, was sent to the Atlanta hospital that has the proper isolation unit. He made a full recovery and came back to Dallas. (Case 2)The first nurse, a young lady, who took care of that gentleman in the hospital in Dallas contracted it. He gave her a blood transfusion and she made a full recovery. (Case 3)The first fatality was a man, but I haven't picked up how he contracted it actually. (Case 4)Another health care professional that helped the first gentleman contracted it, was sent to the Atlanta hospital and is still in the isolation unit. (Case 5)Another man has contracted it, and has been sent to a similar hospital in Maryland. That is what is (locally) documented for the (local) public at this point. One of these people traveled to the Akron/Canton area in Ohio, so that's a big concern. To somebody.

Keep in mind, I don't watch the news as a rule. It has been blasting in my face for days, so I couldn't help to pick up a little bit. Nurses are discussing it on every floor. People in the elevator are going berzerk with purse size hand sanitizer, and discussing it. Some wear masks, and discuss it. People are canceling travel into and out of Dallas. But my goodness gracious, the fear. It is heavy, energetically, I have figured that part out. Draining for me still. I know a certain someone who is obsessed with where all the airplane traveled after the first gentleman got to Dallas. "They" say that many people are being "carefully observed" because they have come in contact with...whatever or whoever. The mass fear has hit way before any real reason for fear.

You all probably know a lot more than I do about what is going on, but since there have been a couple of mentions of this I thought I would report what is going on in the streets. If you are curious. So much hype, oh my gosh. Conflicting stories are flying like mud from the tires of a pickup truck on a Friday night...how it is contracted, how it is spread. Lordy. So much fear it is unreal. Maybe the people glued to their news in are giving it more oomph. Well, I'm not. Maybe this won't be able to manifest the way it was intended. And certainly, someone intended.

Borrowing from dedukshyn (hope I spelled that right) - my 2c.

1inMany
18th October 2014, 03:36
And, my here and now...

I hear the car races going, the track is a couple of miles away. I hear a box fan whirring as I sit at my old desk. I hear the clickety click of the keyboard, as I share by lamp light. It is surreal to be spending time in this house, at this desk, at this computer - the same place I was sitting when I found this Village. But this time, it isn't my home, isn't my computer, isn't my...fill in the blank.

I feel discombobulated, away from my routine, my own bed, my own stuff. I am looking for the lesson to learn here. I have been wondering, since the first day, if I have a home inside myself. One I can take with me no matter where I find myself. For where I find myself is certainly changing, not only day by day but the whole upheaval of the last year. I know I will not stay in my current home in the country, but am so uncertain where I will be. So if this home exists within, I hope I find it so I can feel that calm and comfort no matter what. I sense nothing is staying the same. The chaos of the first day unveiled the theme for this trip, and probably beyond. There is insanity all around, and I am very sensitive to this. How to learn from this, how to stay strong and grounded while knowing that change is the new normal...that is my here and now.

Much Love,

Dennis Leahy
18th October 2014, 03:39
LOL...a must watch video.
So we can all align with one another even better.

Oh, and check that decor in his living room (during the yoga demonstration)
He's one of us, for sure.

1kDso5ElFRg
That was HILARIOUS! My spirit is lighter and brighter for having experienced that. I'm well on my way to being ultra-spiritual.

Thanks, Ulli.

Dennis

Jake
18th October 2014, 03:58
LOL...a must watch video.
So we can all align with one another even better.

Oh, and check that decor in his living room (during the yoga demonstration)
He's one of us, for sure.

1kDso5ElFRg
That was HILARIOUS! My spirit is lighter and brighter for having experienced that. I'm well on my way to being ultra-spiritual.

Thanks, Ulli.

Dennis

LMAO... "I think Hamstring is French for Kundalini!!!" I'm giggling now.... This made my day... Thanks Ulli...

Jake.

gripreaper
18th October 2014, 04:53
LOL...a must watch video.
So we can all align with one another even better.

That was HILARIOUS! My spirit is lighter and brighter for having experienced that. I'm well on my way to being ultra-spiritual. Thanks, Ulli. Dennis

LMAO... "I think Hamstring is French for Kundalini!!!" I'm giggling now.... This made my day... Thanks Ulli... Jake.

Now that was classic! I've got to throw this in here. Is this spiritual too?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-maUY8LvgqQ

Pris
18th October 2014, 06:00
LOL...a must watch video.
So we can all align with one another even better.

Oh, and check that decor in his living room (during the yoga demonstration)
He's one of us, for sure.

1kDso5ElFRg

Hahaha! :biggrin1: I'm not able to keep up with this thread, it's just too much... But, I'm glad I caught this post! Thanks, ulli!

RunningDeer
18th October 2014, 13:46
I’m here to help birth the golden age of humankind. I did not come here to create nor undo karma. That’s part of the 3D construct designed to enslave all in lower vibration. This and past lives was training in order to fully understand the challenges presented to those who incarnate into human form.

PTW create chaos to perpetuate the lower frequency of fear. All so we don’t awaken to the natural birthright of Source. This chaos and confusion keeps us in the false karmic wheel designed to rinse and repeat on and on and on.

For me, there are no lessons to learn. Only to gather up the false threads of memes, and the spoken and unspoken rules that unconscious society reinforces; all designed to hold everyone in Soul containment. I pull these threads through the heart and Soul one last time and say, “Busted. No more. I’m outta this game.”

Poof!

Life is not to conquer but reveal the concealed. Then we raise frequency of our home on Mother Earth. Hence, all fear, all disease of body and mind vanishes just like the controlled matrix of eons.

I was taught to question and wonder “Why, why? What if? How come?” That keeps me in mind. Rather, I am here to experience. That keeps me in heart-mind. Heart-mind knows Truth. And it’s the direct line to Source whence all comes and all is known. That’s the sweet spot for this Earthly game.

<3

ulli
18th October 2014, 17:28
Great post, Pauler.
Me too.

And as far as service goes, humour ranks high on that list, as people do feel better when they can have a good laugh.
Especially when they also can laugh at themselves.


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Natalia
18th October 2014, 17:53
Here she comes again,
the phoenix, my friend...
breathing fire over me,
I surrender to the
inner chaos flowing freely,
then I become her,
and rise again...
repeat, until the end

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-lrqR9-pyK8o/UA4_izy1XlI/AAAAAAAAANM/QLUArBArT1g/s1600/FantasyFirePhoenix.jpg

PurpleLama
18th October 2014, 18:54
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Either a possum proof cage around my compost heap, or a possum trap, I should know which it is in the morning.

I posted this pic straight from my new mobile communication device, which is kinda cool, couldn't do that with the other phones.

PurpleLama
18th October 2014, 18:56
Dang it, durn thing posted sideways. It looked right on the phone, oh well. Everyone please tilt your heads 90°.

RunningDeer
18th October 2014, 19:51
Here she comes again,
the phoenix, my friend...
breathing fire over me,
I surrender to the
inner chaos flowing freely,
then I become her,
and rise again...
repeat, until the end


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/FantasyFirePhoenix_zps46b72d5a.JPG


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG

<3

PurpleLama
18th October 2014, 20:13
So, any ideas what happened with Nanoo, that he was re-banned so fast?

Carmody
19th October 2014, 01:18
no idea....

I just found out that 'a true creator' has passed. (origin of a 'music') Mark Bell of LFO. Probably not to everyone's taste, but there are times, I think when it will seem right.

I was introduced to it by a friend at a music store, in ~'90-'91. He gave it to me and began to excitedly describe it. I told him to hold the description... and I would give it a shot, totally cold. No foreknowledge.

I looked at the back of the album which had an extremely explicit warning about volume levels, and said..hmmm..this is going to be tricky. How can I know the limit, when I've never played it before? Punch it anyway.....

So I cranked the volume....dropped the needle (which you hear in the start of the video), ran to my chair...

and said, "OK, Hit me....."

http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/41%2BpA693F7L.jpg

RpZVPSCv79U

And the listening went like so:

http://usr.audioasylum.com/images/3/36969/MAXELL_2.jpg

Thanks Mark, for the fun...

PS, this is why I say 'true creator (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_SSq_vSP-_s)'.

eaglespirit
19th October 2014, 02:22
http://silviarossi.files.wordpress.com/2014/02/quotemorrnahsprayerhawaiian.png?w=714

ThePythonicCow
19th October 2014, 06:55
So, any ideas what happened with Nanoo, that he was re-banned so fast?

The brief coming and going of Naniu (the reincarnated Nanoo Nanoo) had nothing much to do with anything inappropriate that Naniu did, in his brief stay here.

Rather it was due to some temporary confusions between moderators ... the mods processing new member applications that day didn't realize that we (some other mods) had intended for Nanoo Nanoo's previous departure from Avalon to be permanent.

The details of this case are a bit more subtle than usual, so I can't really explain it here sufficiently to make a convincing case. Sometimes the forum members are asked to trust (or hope) that the moderation team is doing "the right thing", based on what is visible to the moderators, that might not be visible to the entire membership. Sometimes members tell us things in confidence, or report PM's in confidence, that we cannot make public, but which can influence our decisions.

Of course, whether any given forum member will choose to place such trust in the moderators ... that's up to them :).

Natalia
19th October 2014, 10:25
I trust in the moderation here, to me it is a good team, not that they don't ever make mistakes. I can understand why some feel upset if a friend or someone they cared for has been removed, and it's so true, sometimes people do not know why...I do not believe that everything has to be transparent, sometimes it's best that it isn't and that there is some privacy...that's where the trust comes in...people are still free to ask mods questions...it is also how that is done...

¤=[Post Update]=¤

:) *gently dancing on the bed*

oHM9HeYxJUg

ulli
19th October 2014, 10:34
https://scontent-a-mia.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xfp1/v/t1.0-9/10435594_10152734027504870_6637185218743872897_n.jpg?oh=b3791563e26dc9b99435717799936bcd&oe=54EA299C

To all us dear deers, in this world and the next.
And may Dr. Emoto enjoy meeting Dolores Cannon

eaglespirit
19th October 2014, 11:23
https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?id=298774923502987&story_fbid=368243763222769

Rick Simpson

RSO and stage 4 pancreatic cancer

"Hi there, Rick!
Have I got incredible news for you!! I've been working with a 63-year-old male patient who was diagnosed just after Christmas last year with STAGE 4, inoperable Pancreatic cancer. The tumor was growing in such a way that it was beginning to affect his colon. The patient is a FIGHTER (which helped a lot) and he totally believe in natural medicine. He began doing Vitamin C IV's, juicing three times a day, cutting out all sugar, alcohol and tobacco, taking low dose Naltrexone AND doing heavy duty Chemo. Ugh. I explained to him that chemo does NOTHING for Stage 4 pancreatic cancer but he was so scared that he felt he had no choice. That's when I told him he had to get on the RSO.

I made it up for him using Everclear as the solvent. He started taking it on February 22, 2012. He could only tolerate one to two rice grain doses daily. More than that, and he said he couldn't function. After five horrible rounds of Chemo that left him nearly prostate, he finally told the doctor on April 16 that he would not continue with the Chemo because he felt his body "rejecting it."

In January his CA-19-9 (a tumor marker that shows progression of the cancer in the colon and pancreas) was a huge 900. By April, it was down to 91. After one full month off Chemo, his doctor insisted he do another PET scan. During this time period, the patient continued with ALL of his natural medicines, including RSO daily. He also started to enjoy his life for the first time. He went golfing, took a trip to Vegas and spent time with friends. On May 7, he went in for his PET scan. AMAZING RESULTS! His CA-19-9 number was down to 55! His doctor told him that he "could not believe this or understand how this could happen." After one month with no Chemo, there were no "new hot spots of cancer" and there was no "uptake of cancer cells" in the liver, kidney, colon or lymph nodes. Any CA-19-9 marker below 38 is considered "cancer free" so going from 900 in January to 55 four months later is considered "a damn miracle."

Most people with his diagnosis would be dead or in hospice by this time. He attributes all the natural healing modalities in helping him move toward perfect health. While he never used cannabis before, he's starting to like it now. I think it's softened him greatly, which is something he needed. He's become more loving, more understanding, more gentle and all this has played a role in his healing process. I believe the spiritual aspects of RSO and cannabis in general cannot be ignored. (I know how much RSO and even smoking cannabis has done for my own spiritual development.) He will continue to ingest as much RSO as he can for a long period of time, especially to detox all that Chemo crap in his system.

I cannot begin to tell you what a miracle this is. I had a lot of faith in this patient because of his POSITIVE ATTITUDE and fighting spirit. I just wish that three other people I knew who also had pancreatic cancer would have taken me up on my offer for RSO. They were Stage 3 and all died horrible deaths thanks to the American Medical System. And at their funerals, all the people talked about was "how much they fought." Really? Sorry, but I don't think "chemo and radiation" have anything to do with "fighting." I think it's smarter and braver to use natural medicine like RSO that don't complicate your healing process and actually WORK!

God willing, this patient will continue to improve and I'll be able to report back to you next month when he has his next PET scan and blood draw. At a CA-19-9 level of 55 now, he's less than 20 points away from being declared "cancer free." Of course, I'm sure the doctor is going to chalk up his chemo as a contributing factor. Ha!

Sincerely, Jake"

Hi Jake, thanks a lot. We recommend no more PET scans, he certainly does not need any more radiation than he got already. He should eat 120-180g of high-grade oil as quickly as he can and then stay on maintenance doses. Tell him we said hi. JB and RS
P.S. He should also stay away from his idiotic doctor(s) before they talk him into something that would/might kill him.
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Omni
19th October 2014, 13:06
So, any ideas what happened with Nanoo, that he was re-banned so fast?

The brief coming and going of Naniu (the reincarnated Nanoo Nanoo) had nothing much to do with anything inappropriate that Naniu did, in his brief stay here.

Rather it was due to some temporary confusions between moderators ... the mods processing new member applications that day didn't realize that we (some other mods) had intended for Nanoo Nanoo's previous departure from Avalon to be permanent.

The details of this case are a bit more subtle than usual, so I can't really explain it here sufficiently to make a convincing case. Sometimes the forum members are asked to trust (or hope) that the moderation team is doing "the right thing", based on what is visible to the moderators, that might not be visible to the entire membership. Sometimes members tell us things in confidence, or report PM's in confidence, that we cannot make public, but which can influence our decisions.

Of course, whether any given forum member will choose to place such trust in the moderators ... that's up to them :).
I think every mod and admin at Avalon has integrity(as well as the captain of the ship). I trust you guys. I do partly wish there was 100% transparency but for a selfish reason that isn't a valid reason for transparency. I'm just too darn curious for my own good. lol. It is torture to be left in the dark about things sometimes for me. But I totally understand the need for privacy in some situations.

Avalon actually has a lot more transparency than other forums for the mod team. My 2nd favorite forum(icke forum) you can't even discuss moderating or you get banned. Half the members there have been banned over the years. lol. Real sad to see such quality members go when they are too anti-authority to bite their own tongue and just accept the rules.

I think the mods here do a fine job, and you can tell Bill and co has good judgment with who he chooses to be a moderator(or just Bill). Whatever nanoo did, I tend to think it was good enough reason to ban a longstanding member. I just wish I knew why(you could call it a futile desire I suppose).

Krist
19th October 2014, 13:49
Here she comes again,
the phoenix, my friend...
breathing fire over me,
I surrender to the
inner chaos flowing freely,
then I become her,
and rise again...
repeat, until the end


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/FantasyFirePhoenix_zps46b72d5a.JPG


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG

<3

Woah....That's HOT !;)

Chester
19th October 2014, 15:56
I just came here to post a video called "Steam" by Peter Gabriel

Funny too that... well, look for yourself - check around the 2 minute mark and consider the post just above - Post # 42063... (and Paula's original post).

Qt87bLX7m_o

RunningDeer
19th October 2014, 16:12
I just came here to post a video called "Steam" by Peter Gabriel

Funny too that... well, look for yourself - check around the 2 minute mark and consider the post just above - Post # 42063... (and Paula's original post).

Qt87bLX7m_o

Hi Sam...gots two more. (sort of if one stretches out the thought a bit)


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Angels/IMG_2246.jpg

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Angels/IMG_2107.jpg

Wind
19th October 2014, 17:45
I think so. This forum too.

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RunningDeer
19th October 2014, 18:14
I think so. This forum too.


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One more. <3

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/virtual_hug_all_zpsba6b11cb.GIF

Dennis Leahy
20th October 2014, 02:33
I’m here to help birth the golden age of humankind. I did not come here to create nor undo karma. That’s part of the 3D construct designed to enslave all in lower vibration. This and past lives was training in order to fully understand the challenges presented to those who incarnate into human form.

PTW create chaos to perpetuate the lower frequency of fear. All so we don’t awaken to the natural birthright of Source. This chaos and confusion keeps us in the false karmic wheel designed to rinse and repeat on and on and on.

For me, there are no lessons to learn. Only to gather up the false threads of memes, and the spoken and unspoken rules that unconscious society reinforces; all designed to hold everyone in Soul containment. I pull these threads through the heart and Soul one last time and say, “Busted. No more. I’m outta this game.”

Poof!

Life is not to conquer but reveal the concealed. Then we raise frequency of our home on Mother Earth. Hence, all fear, all disease of body and mind vanishes just like the controlled matrix of eons.

I was taught to question and wonder “Why, why? What if? How come?” That keeps me in mind. Rather, I am here to experience. That keeps me in heart-mind. Heart-mind knows Truth. And it’s the direct line to Source whence all comes and all is known. That’s the sweet spot for this Earthly game.

<3
Wow, Paula! I should add that you are brilliant, not as a stroke to ego, but in recognition of the depth of those words.

Dennis

RunningDeer
20th October 2014, 02:40
I’m here to help birth the golden age of humankind. I did not come here to create nor undo karma. That’s part of the 3D construct designed to enslave all in lower vibration. This and past lives was training in order to fully understand the challenges presented to those who incarnate into human form.

PTW create chaos to perpetuate the lower frequency of fear. All so we don’t awaken to the natural birthright of Source. This chaos and confusion keeps us in the false karmic wheel designed to rinse and repeat on and on and on.

For me, there are no lessons to learn. Only to gather up the false threads of memes, and the spoken and unspoken rules that unconscious society reinforces; all designed to hold everyone in Soul containment. I pull these threads through the heart and Soul one last time and say, “Busted. No more. I’m outta this game.”

Poof!

Life is not to conquer but reveal the concealed. Then we raise frequency of our home on Mother Earth. Hence, all fear, all disease of body and mind vanishes just like the controlled matrix of eons.

I was taught to question and wonder “Why, why? What if? How come?” That keeps me in mind. Rather, I am here to experience. That keeps me in heart-mind. Heart-mind knows Truth. And it’s the direct line to Source whence all comes and all is known. That’s the sweet spot for this Earthly game.

<3
Wow, Paula! I should add that you are brilliant, not as a stroke to ego, but in recognition of the depth of those words.

Dennis

Thank you, Dennis. I'm tongue tied at the moment, but feel bunches of appreciation. xo

Guest
20th October 2014, 04:24
A lot of planets are going into Scorpio. Things are going to get deep.
But remember to bring your shades.
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The Solar Eclipse on October 23 2014
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is at 0º Scorpio. It is conjunct the planet of love Venus and closest to Miaplacidus, a star in Argo the ship. In mundane astrology, the Sun signifies the ruler, so having his light blocked out by the moon (which represents the common people) could be a worrying time for the ruling elite. Unfortunately many of us are still carrying the cell memory of “eclipse fear” that we common people had when most of us didn’t really know the astronomy behind the phenomenon. Those that could predict eclipses had a great weapon in their hands from which to scare the public into obedience. It was very useful to issue dark omens that implied almighty god was punishing the masses for their disobedience, rebelliousness, or whatever behaviour was liberating .. Can’t have the serfs feeling empowered can we, or even worse, feeling their own divinity! Saying that, it’s true that eclipses do have the power to “breakdown”, but if we are aware of where they are likely to hit us, we can attempt to transmute the eclipse into a “break though”.

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I tend to think the solar eclipses have more of a “breakthrough” quality about them, since New Moons do generally herald a new start. The star Miapacidus, is found in the keel of the constellation of Argo the ship. The Keel holds the whole ship together like a spine and is always built first, so this star then is sturdy and robust. Miaplacidus used to be the alpha star of the defunct constellation Robur Carolinum. (Charles’ Oak, a tree famous for hiding Charles II after he lost a battle) Oaks are known for being strong and resilient. The fact that Charles took refuge in one, supports Scorpio decan 1 (http://darkstarastrology.com/scorpio-decan-1/)’s ability to conceal itself and then its ability to resurrect what seemed lost. This decan also contains some stars in the crucifix, so the theme of resurrection is strong here. This decan does have a dark edge however, this comes from carrying the weight of the crucifix. This Solar Eclipse might address issues of one having to bear the responsibility of psychic or prophetic ability. This could also be about belief system programs also negatively over-riding ones ability to use ones psychic abilities to heal. Carrying the weight of ones religion, and any negative attitude towards sexuality could be wounding ones relationships.

CLOAKING DEVICE

27653This Moon could make us feel very driven, but also enable us to glide to the top quite silently. Those connected to this eclipse can use this Moon to do undercover work. Nobody notices because of this decans amazing ability to construct a psychic cloaking device. This could be useful for healers/mystics trying to release sacred wisdom into the collective without it being de-bunked by sceptics. This eclipse enables us to be stretched to the limit without snapping. Somehow our deep faith in love healing all, will get us through the most horrendous suffering. What is extra special about this eclipse is the fact Venus is soooo close to the Sun and Moon, that instead of it being combust it is actually cazimi. This means Venus is in the throne of the King and extremely powerful. Love really does hold the power here and we will need as much of this divine love as possible because, as I have already mentioned, this decan can give you quite a cross to bear.
Unfortunately though, a fact we cannot ignore is that Venus is in Scorpio, the sign of her fall. This means she might not be able to let her great love flow without some hindrance. When a planet is in detriment, I personally believe it means that the planet is more bound by fate than planets in better placements. Therefore this planet needs to consciously work at claiming its freewill in order to function authentically. The problem is, how many of us are truly able to exercise free will? Most of us are running on negative belief programs instilled in us by, parents, school, society, TV etc etc…. This is why the Moon has such a strong effect on us because it stimulates our needs, cravings and infantile habits. What I like about eclipses is that they do a great job of putting a glitch into this habitual program. Suddenly we are conscious! However sometimes this awakening is a painful shock, but it does gives us an opportunity to rectify and reboot.

SCYLLA & CHARYBDIS

http://1vlvnaa07ry3zp66wnhasyel1.wpengine.netdna-cdn.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/08/sol-eclipse-oct.jpgThese days, I rarely add such minor asteroids to the Moon reports, but I feel I must mention these two because it is quite uncanny that both Scylla and Charybdis fall either side of this Solar Eclipse. The idiom “Being between Scylla and Charybdis” is derived from Greek mythology and means to have to choose between two evils. The Solar eclipse literally is caught between a rock and a hard place! Scylla and Charybdis were sea monsters who resided on opposite sides of the notorious strait of Messina found between Sicily and Italy. So then, what can this myth add to the equation? It looks like an extremely difficult decision needs to be made about love and because Venus is in such a hot spot, we may be caught between the devil and the deep blue sea. The north node is conjunct Mercury representing the collectives children. Personally we have to make a decision that will either upset ones beloved partner or ones child, or we may have to make a fair decision between siblings, either way someone is going to get hurt. The only solution is to truly make the decisions from the heart and not let yourself be pressurised by the person who is making the most drama. We also have to examine wether we are unconsciously replaying the same worn-out family dramas over and over again.
This solar eclipse calls on us to be sturdy and robust, like the wood in the keel of Argo the ship. Those plugging into this eclipse carry a great deal of responsibility to make things right. They have the opportunity to end a cycle of family karma once and for all. It’s not about making the decision that makes the least waves, it’s about looking inside and feeling what is right deep in your gut. Ignore the two “monsters” wailing at you from either side, look straight ahead through the rocks and fix your eyes to the horizon. I like to think of the horoscope as the steering wheel of a grand schooner, it helps one navigate through the sea of life. Look above and the stars are your guides. Oh how this metaphor is so appropriate for this Solar Eclipse. Steer wisely!
http://darkstarastrology.com/solar-eclipse-october-2014/ (http://darkstarastrology.com/solar-eclipse-october-2014/)


Love

Nora

eaglespirit
20th October 2014, 10:08
...bringing some current 'good and pertinent stuff'(imho) here and now from the Wingmakers thread
.......

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?70855-Latest-from-Kerry-Cassidy-WINGMAKERS-James-Releases-Interview-5&p=889440&viewfull=1#post889440

...from Shadowself :

Thank you Cristobal.

At the end of this link there's an excerpt of the "chamber 8 philosophy". It says,

To live in service of truth, you must first identify the layers of deception that encompass You.

This is the equivalent of deprogramming.

It is central to the Sovereign Integral process.

Then You can live the words and ideas that arise from this internal field of truth that is inside You
and nowhere else.

It is completely unaffiliated with anything that is a feature of the hierarchy.

This is because what is truth is singular (sovereign) and universal (integral) at the same time.
No organization can contain that. Only You can.

I like that!


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?70855-Latest-from-Kerry-Cassidy-WINGMAKERS-James-Releases-Interview-5&p=890924&viewfull=1#post890924

...from Aspen:

I am thankful for being introduced to the WIngmaker material on this forum. I have eagerly read all five of the interviews. I have been practising that breathing techniques taught in interview five - along with the mantra "I am Sovereign" when breathing in and "We are Sovereign" when breathing out. I wasn't sure if it would do anything, it was an experiment. In the past, I had heard on Super Woo radio, from George Kavassalis, that it is important to meditate from our heart centre and he advocated "going into your heart." I found this description mystifying. It didn't make sense and I couldn't apply it. But with the additional description provided in conjunction with interview five of the Neruda interview - it is making more sense and I am making some progress experientially. If it is true, as James states, that there are numerous implants that were put in our physical bodies to maintain the imprisonment of our souls, then it makes sense that perhaps the heart area would contain less of them - due to the electromagnetic field around the heart as it continues to pump from cradle to grave. It probably does relate to the Light Body birth and unfoldment. It is mentioned in these five interviews that they are based on papers written by the Wingmakers and that there were over 20 papers written and that the interviews correspond to the first five papers. Hopefully the papers are not fiction and that more about this spiritual unfoldment, a spiritual freeing of ourselves, will be written about in the future on the lyricus or other websites related to the interviews. I find the music also calming and at the same time enlivening. Its good music to do household chores by. A friend of mine said it was good music to meditate by. Haven't tried that yet. I wonder how others feel about the Wingmaker material. I gather fictional books have been written to teach the principals. How do these teachings differ from channeled messages? Who is to say they are not? James Mahu claims they were from a disc and from what he calls the "Central Race." But how do we know where he really got them? Doesn't Avalon, or BIll Ryan, counsel against channeling? Are there members on Avalon who can discern that the WIngmaker material is more trustworthy than channeled material generally is?

Rollo
20th October 2014, 13:22
I was going to my car from the hotel by the beach around 8:00PM and just saw bright light moving on the sky above the sea not too far from the cost line.
The light/object was moving without making any noise and changing speed and path from time to time.
After about 2 minutes of observation the light slowly faded and this unidentified object disappeared in to the night sky.

It was not my first UFO but I was happy to see it again.

RunningDeer
20th October 2014, 13:46
How To Respond To Criticism
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Wind
20th October 2014, 17:15
I follow mainly two astrologers on Youtube after Carl Boudreau quit doing his reports, Steve Judd (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dk_1OnNL5kw&list=UU5cNm7NHg3fJUVQM1Bcfmdw) and the other one is David Palmer (Leo King). I think that Steve's experience combined with David's energetic attitude is a potent mixture. Apparently it's going to be an intense week, I would know..

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Guest
20th October 2014, 17:43
Sitting in the forest amongst the majestic Oaks and Pines in the brilliant glittering golden light of daybreak. Beautiful. And a continuous flowing stream of energy appeared, and then a stream of blood and flow of clear plasma came out of different spaces aligning with the stream of energy. Then the thought came not as pictures but as sounds
A stream of consciousness being unconsciously created.

I moved out of the space, walked back to the house to have a mug of coffee on the front porch and finish watching the sunrise. While I was walking back this song and the lyrics popped into my head. Repeating over and over.

gnWDVPINu60


My computer warbled and froze up twice just after I turned it on, while bringing up PA to post this.


Love

Nora

RunningDeer
20th October 2014, 18:23
"What It's Worth," by Buffalo Springfield

There's something happening here
What it is ain't exactly clear
There's a man with a gun over there
Telling me I got to beware

I think it's time we stop,
children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

There's battle lines being drawn
Nobody's right if everybody's wrong
Young people speaking their minds
Getting so much resistance from behind

It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

What a field-day for the heat
A thousand people in the street
Singing songs and carrying signs
Mostly say, hooray for our side

It's s time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away

We better stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, now, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

1inMany
20th October 2014, 18:36
Apparently it's going to be an intense week

Aw geeeeeeeeeez.

Wind
20th October 2014, 19:04
Aw geeeeeeeeeez.

Well, it's been quite an intense year anyways (or lifetime), so I don't know how this week will feel... As long as we remember to breathe, I think that we will be just fine.

*knocking on wood*

1inMany
20th October 2014, 19:19
Aw geeeeeeeeeez.

Well, it's been quite an intense year anyways (or lifetime), so I don't know how this week will feel... As long as we remember to breathe, I think that we will be just fine.

*knocking on wood*

Right. Good plan. I'm reminded of that thing I saw on fb recently. My success rate at making it through stressful days is 100%. Even the days I don't see how I will last, I do.

Breathing is a very good plan. One day at a time. Or lately, moment by moment. The end of the day eventually arrives.

donk
20th October 2014, 19:28
Aw geeeeeeeeeez.

Well, it's been quite an intense year anyways (or lifetime), so I don't know how this week will feel... As long as we remember to breathe, I think that we will be just fine.

*knocking on wood*

Right. Good plan. I'm reminded of that thing I saw on fb recently. My success rate at making it through stressful days is 100%. Even the days I don't see how I will last, I do.

Breathing is a very good plan. One day at a time. Or lately, moment by moment. The end of the day eventually arrives.

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Wind
20th October 2014, 19:31
And since I've been feeling a bit rebellious like John Lennon lately... ;)

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Violet
20th October 2014, 21:33
Here
Now
A tree with many branches
all equally lustrous
wrapped in clothes of brown silk
yet only one branch
will bear the fruit

meeradas
20th October 2014, 22:01
Good night

http://r2-store.distractify.netdna-cdn.com/postimage/201410/9/f4135a4117cc75724be6e809b6390a99_970x.jpg

from here (http://www.the-open-mind.com/47-of-the-last-places-on-the-planet-to-witness-the-night-sky-as-nature-intended/)

ulli
21st October 2014, 12:03
I've been busy fighting a virus. No flu symptoms though. No diarrhea, no vomiting, no sore throat nor bronchitis as would be the case normally. Still, the alternating shivering spells and hot sweats were no picnic. I was reminded of Ebola sufferers.
Will now stop informing myself on that crisis, knowing what such information does to me.

But instead I want to share with all the readers here one of araucaria's posts from another thread. Especially the part about the exponential learning curve, and where it can lead us. (With or without the suffering)

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76062-UK-Councillor-Simon-Parkes-raised-by-Mantid-ETs-The-Great-Shift-begins-in-2017&p=891499&viewfull=1#post891499

PurpleLama
21st October 2014, 12:06
Remember, Apple cider vinegar is good for what ails you.

<3

ulli
21st October 2014, 12:32
Remember, Apple cider vinegar is good for what ails you.

<3

This reminds me of the first conversations I ever had with L. long before he and I got married. When we first met I asked him what was he doing in Barbados. He said that although he was a medical doctor by profession he had been asked by the Ministry of Foreign Affairs to go to Barbados and there take care of the ambassador ...hence he was now a diplomat, actually he was the consul.
So I asked him what was his opinion on alternative health methods and he said that apple cider vinegar worked well.
He is a real doctor. Will use whatever it takes to cure a person, never mind from which hierarchy it comes. He gave me a shot last night as well as a paracetamol to reduce the fever and now I'm back to normal. But he also put the MicroMat on me, using Vitality, Immune, Detox and Lymph. Thank you Luli.

RunningDeer
21st October 2014, 13:27
I've been busy fighting a virus. No flu symptoms though. No diarrhea, no vomiting, no sore throat nor bronchitis as would be the case normally. Still, the alternating shivering spells and hot sweats were no picnic. I was reminded of Ebola sufferers.
Will now stop informing myself on that crisis, knowing what such information does to me.

But instead I want to share with all the readers here one of araucaria's posts from another thread. Especially the part about the exponential learning curve, and where it can lead us. (With or without the suffering)

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76062-UK-Councillor-Simon-Parkes-raised-by-Mantid-ETs-The-Great-Shift-begins-in-2017&p=891499&viewfull=1#post891499

Brilliant post, Araucaria. (BTW: like they all are) I’ve copied it and will read it at least one more time.

I've been following those threads. Last evening I went to bed sad at some of the comments. One in particular, Araucaria. My heart went out to you. Also to Agape, who is a Warrior-of-Another-Kind.

More often than not, those threads make me cringe because they serve to remind me how in my personal life some conversations can quickly go off track over the stupidest things. Competition, pride, ego, misunderstandings and at times the silent treatments that stretch out the hurt and sadness. What a waste of human resource! But those threads also serve to remind me that my family is more ‘normal’ than I thought.

We’re humans being human, doing the best we can. Hopefully, we stretch that ‘best we can’ more and more.

RunningDeer <3

Wind
21st October 2014, 13:32
Couldn't agree more, Pauler. :hug:

ulli
21st October 2014, 13:43
I've been busy fighting a virus. No flu symptoms though. No diarrhea, no vomiting, no sore throat nor bronchitis as would be the case normally. Still, the alternating shivering spells and hot sweats were no picnic. I was reminded of Ebola sufferers.
Will now stop informing myself on that crisis, knowing what such information does to me.

But instead I want to share with all the readers here one of araucaria's posts from another thread. Especially the part about the exponential learning curve, and where it can lead us. (With or without the suffering)

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76062-UK-Councillor-Simon-Parkes-raised-by-Mantid-ETs-The-Great-Shift-begins-in-2017&p=891499&viewfull=1#post891499

Brilliant post, Araucaria. (BTW: like they all are) I’ve copied it and will read it at least one more time.

I've been following those threads. Last evening I went to bed sad at some of the comments. One in particular, Araucaria. My heart went out to you. Also to Agape, who is a Warrior-of-Another-Kind.

More often than not, those threads make me cringe because they serve to remind me how in my personal life some conversations can quickly go off track over the stupidest things. Competition, pride, ego, misunderstandings and at times the silent treatments that stretch out the hurt and sadness. What a waste of human resource! But those threads also serve to remind me that my family is more ‘normal’ than I thought.

We’re humans being human, doing the best we can. Hopefully, we stretch that ‘best we can’ more and more.

RunningDeer <3


This is why my recommendation to the masses is the proper use of astrology.
Study the signs opposite your own. See the different axis.
Aries-Libra...study one another.
Also Taurus-Scorpio. Gemini-Sagittarius. Cancer-Capricorn. Leo-Aquarius. Virgo- Pisces. This reduces the 12 down to six, forming a hexagram.
Then, by uniting with your polarity, by embracing that which the planets compel you to leave behind, you can do that U-turn which is so necessary for real transformation.
I have (as a Capricorn) learnt and absorbed much from our resident Cancerians.

Just the simplest sun sign astrology can serve as a path towards enlightenment and transformation. And when the balance point is hit then a massive cosmic vision enters and blows your mind out of the way, leading to a true spiritual vision of oneness.
And that experience makes all those earlier struggles worthwhile.

Skyhaven
21st October 2014, 14:36
These furry rascals don't like bad tasting medicine :o

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1inMany
21st October 2014, 14:47
Araucaria, heartfelt appreciation and respect for that post. I am in awe right now.

Ulli, I have also learned volumes from you. Actually my mom and M as well, all capricorns. Sometimes you show me a badly needed higher perspective when the emotions of the water sign feel like they are drowning me. I am grateful.

Much Love,

ulli
21st October 2014, 14:51
This photo has nothing to do with earlier posts ( I'm remembering here and now how some Cancerians might take this personal)
Just a coincidence, not a synchronicity. It made me laugh...and hopefully you, too.

https://scontent-b-mia.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xfa1/v/t1.0-9/309554_233011883424697_533224463_n.jpg?oh=40a3ed1ab305f2131e25da52a77b9321&oe=54F7A115

Ernie Nemeth
21st October 2014, 15:35
hey ho everyone

had my break, played the fool

forgot myself, tried to be normal

a year of battles, few victories

god died, god reborn

totally emptied, then refilled

no idea why I came back

was instructed to so here I am

not easy for me

prefer self banishment

don't like swallowing my pride

I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me

can you? should you? I don't know...

Thank you just the same

ulli
21st October 2014, 15:50
So I can't call you by your real name?
Is Rebel the new facade? Just asking. Glad to see you back, at last.
So God died and was reborn? I like that part the most....

dan33
21st October 2014, 16:37
http://d.gr-assets.com/books/1406251639l/8892431.jpg
From 0 to 1:24
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donk
21st October 2014, 16:52
I came across the sequel to one of my favorite little youtube bits…a lot of things made think of it, the first one is funnier, but my stepdaughter talking about she’s going GMO-free with margarine (well, there sure ain’t GMOs…or anything else even resembling food…in there) in her hand compelled me to post this:

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Ernie Nemeth
21st October 2014, 16:55
When I first came here back in 2011 I wanted to go by my acronym but I misunderstood the registration form (not good with left-brain tasks) and put my real name where my handle should have gone. Then the next time I returned I was still on the Wade Frasier kick - and he requires posters to use their real name. Now I'm kicked out of that thread anyway, I thought I'd use my handle. For some reason, as I was entering it, this name struck me so there we are.

I've no problem with my name being used, not like one can hide on the net anyway.

The day I left, I lost my tangible perception of God. Still had the connection but I could no longer believe in my definition of God. It took a year to find a better definition - one less personal and requiring greater levels of responsibility and commitment. This one doesn't give out favors on a whim - only on merit and only in direct measure to my input. I hate growing up. I really thought miracles would sustain us (me) in the end if I had unwavering faith. Now I know better. Nothing is free. Not even God's beneficence - not once one is awake, aware, and sentient. The ignorant may be helped gratuitously but the sentient must garner their own resources. Only then can they be helped. (I should have known that, but I didn't want to grow up) (I don't like grown-ups, they are duplicitous) (but I learned there is another way to grow up)

These kinds of things would be so much easier to bear with some one to help. I hate being on my own all the time - with only my own inner council for support. I got to do something about that...maybe that's why I'm back.

dan33
21st October 2014, 16:56
He is a real doctor. Will use whatever it takes to cure a person, never mind from which hierarchy it comes. He gave me a shot last night as well as a paracetamol to reduce the fever and now I'm back to normal. But he also put the MicroMat on me, using Vitality, Immune, Detox and Lymph.
Thank you Luli.

Well done Luis! :)

http://store.matrixx-micro.com/images/MicroMatMask.png

dan33
21st October 2014, 17:10
[QUOTE=Wind;891158]And since I've been feeling a bit rebellious like John Lennon lately... ;)

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0095360/?ref_=nm_flmg_cin_4

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ulli
21st October 2014, 17:19
When I first came here back in 2011 I wanted to go by my acronym but I misunderstood the registration form (not good with left-brain tasks) and put my real name where my handle should have gone. Then the next time I returned I was still on the Wade Frasier kick - and he requires posters to use their real name. Now I'm kicked out of that thread anyway, I thought I'd use my handle. For some reason, as I was entering it, this name struck me so there we are.

I've no problem with my name being used, not like one can hide on the net anyway.

The day I left, I lost my tangible perception of God. Still had the connection but I could no longer believe in my definition of God. It took a year to find a better definition - one less personal and requiring greater levels of responsibility and commitment. This one doesn't give out favors on a whim - only on merit and only in direct measure to my input. I hate growing up. I really thought miracles would sustain us (me) in the end if I had unwavering faith. Now I know better. Nothing is free. Not even God's beneficence - not once one is awake, aware, and sentient. The ignorant may be helped gratuitously but the sentient must garner their own resources. Only then can they be helped. (I should have known that, but I didn't want to grow up) (I don't like grown-ups, they are duplicitous) (but I learned there is another way to grow up)

These kinds of things would be so much easier to bear with some one to help. I hate being on my own all the time - with only my own inner council for support. I got to do something about that...maybe that's why I'm back.

I know what you're saying, Ernie. My personal dilemma has been similar...
maybe the reason for not wanting to grow up was that "they" obliged me to respond,
which only assisted my escape into this valley further and further. Yet via the Internet I managed to breech the gap.
Gurdjieff used to say (Russian accent) "One hand wash other"
Also " the world runs by the law of reciprocal maintenance"

I got better at responding, but still ONLY when I decide.

Calz
21st October 2014, 17:32
Could be a message in here somewhere ...

I think a few ... but up to you ...

EzgGTTtR0kc

ulli
21st October 2014, 17:35
When I first came here back in 2011 I wanted to go by my acronym but I misunderstood the registration form (not good with left-brain tasks) and put my real name where my handle should have gone. Then the next time I returned I was still on the Wade Frasier kick - and he requires posters to use their real name. Now I'm kicked out of that thread anyway, I thought I'd use my handle. For some reason, as I was entering it, this name struck me so there we are.

I've no problem with my name being used, not like one can hide on the net anyway.

The day I left, I lost my tangible perception of God. Still had the connection but I could no longer believe in my definition of God. It took a year to find a better definition - one less personal and requiring greater levels of responsibility and commitment. This one doesn't give out favors on a whim - only on merit and only in direct measure to my input. I hate growing up. I really thought miracles would sustain us (me) in the end if I had unwavering faith. Now I know better. Nothing is free. Not even God's beneficence - not once one is awake, aware, and sentient. The ignorant may be helped gratuitously but the sentient must garner their own resources. Only then can they be helped. (I should have known that, but I didn't want to grow up) (I don't like grown-ups, they are duplicitous) (but I learned there is another way to grow up)

These kinds of things would be so much easier to bear with some one to help. I hate being on my own all the time - with only my own inner council for support. I got to do something about that...maybe that's why I'm back.

One more, Ernie.
The planet is waking up, and everyone's earlier concept of God is shifting to include not only self love and self enlightenment but also community action. Of course it's up to each individual where they wish to direct their efforts and energy.
For some it maybe the health sector ( which may cure their hypochondria in an instant) while for others it's in the field of educating (curing their phobia of ignorance.
For others still there is work to be done in the area of racism, or gender inequality, or domestic violence. The gap of wealth and poverty. Even rebellion against false authority has a part to play
As long as we remember that God has a plan, and that plan means a betterment of the whole planet. If one can align with this Greater Plan, in any way, one is automatically protected in miraculous ways.

ulli
21st October 2014, 18:02
http://d.gr-assets.com/books/1406251639l/8892431.jpg
From 0 to 1:24
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I love this guy. I used to eat a lot at his London Restaurant with was called Langan's Brasserie, and which he shared with Peter Langan. He would always sit by the entrance with Peter, greeting the guests.
Later when I lived in Barbados he and is beautiful wife Shakira who was a former Miss Guyana were at several of the Heron Bay Christmas parties I attended there.
Heron Bay is a mansion owned by Sir Anthony Bamford, who makes road building equipment and I used to be a regular guest at his exquisite home. Could write a fabulous gossip book about my Heron Bay adventures, but will not do so. Respect people's privacy.

Shakira Caine

http://images.sodahead.com/profiles/0/0/3/0/8/1/3/5/9/Shakira-Baksh-71147098948.jpeg

donk
21st October 2014, 18:27
I just noticed, it’s been a part of my cube—hanging largely unnoticed—for nearly a decade now…the more things change…

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=27684&d=1413915568

RunningDeer
21st October 2014, 19:16
“Save the Kale Campaign”

I’m committed to eating fresh, but I’m bad about trudging out in the cold, sleet and snow. I got a great tip from Mark, the veggie guy at the market. It works. I just revived a bundle of kale purchased almost three days ago.

This works on lots of greens such as herb bundles, and red leaf lettuce.

- cut off 1/2”-1” the stem bottoms
- soak in filtered water for 15-30 minutes. (saturation creates crisp, firm leaves)
- place in plastic bag, remove band if it’s too tight
- repeat each day or two as needed

I’m running a unscientific experiment. I split a bundle of kale and stored half in a Microfiber Salad bag and the other half in plastic bags that Mark suggested. The same for red leaf lettuce.

One last tip: every three days, I mix up a batch of MMS solution and filtered water in a spray bottle. I use it to clean the fruits and veggies. I let them sit for ten minutes. The old batch of MMS, I use on the sinks, counters, etc.

(Lets pretend that a lot of 'I' weren't used up there.)


Microfiber Salad Bag (http://www.simplygoodstuff.com/microfiber_saladbag.html)
ExtraLife Produce Saver (http://www.kitchencollection.com/extra-life-produce-saver-disk-single) - doubles the life of fruits and vegetables.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/salad_bag_zps6424185c.JPG

<3

ulli
21st October 2014, 19:24
Barbados is badly affected by the Chikungunya virus and it has already struck down one of my in-laws. Can we all please send uncle Karl some healing? If this gets any worse we will have to cancel our flight in December.
Husband Luis is paranoid about catching that virus.
I must say, the worst infections happen on the plane...as everyone breathes in contaminated, recycled air.
The winter flights are the ones to watch out for, since lots of people carry all sorts of flu viruses then.
I wish I could bring the whole lot here to Costa Rica.

Wind
21st October 2014, 19:48
Michael Caine has always been a great actor (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bS8Ho_gZ6RQ), here's just one great scene of his.

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Catsquotl
21st October 2014, 20:08
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WIth Love
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RunningDeer
21st October 2014, 20:33
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/Uncle_Karl_zps315f3074.JPG

<3

Violet
21st October 2014, 21:07
Ulli, someone I know picked up the latest "Indonesian" cough which she said was nearly unbearable. She's doing better know, wish you the same. I wonder how all these flus in the different continents connect now.

Here's another Lully:

wcX60Ladmo4

and another sync because I've been watching some beautiful oriental jewels too
https://img0.etsystatic.com/044/0/8862686/il_570xN.624179598_qvzn.jpg (https://img0.etsystatic.com/044/0/8862686/il_570xN.624179598_qvzn.jpg)
following my research into the Berber tribes of North Africa*. And if anyone here could recommend me literature focused on their origins, I would be ever so happy. Seems to be quite a mystery.

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*which in turn led me to Tibetan jewels
https://img0.etsystatic.com/033/1/7231203/il_570xN.657968496_ky2y.jpg (https://img0.etsystatic.com/033/1/7231203/il_570xN.657968496_ky2y.jpg)

Guest
21st October 2014, 23:09
This was pretty much about last week but Tom talks about the North node in Libra and I like his mantra. His next report will probably come out in a day or two.

He's in Liverpool, probably can't wait to get back to his jungle in Costa Rica.

PAPRnTH8fU4

Love

Nora

araucaria
22nd October 2014, 08:54
This was pretty much about last week but Tom talks about the North node in Libra and I like his mantra. His next report will probably come out in a day or two.

He's in Liverpool, probably can't wait to get back to his jungle in Costa Rica.

PAPRnTH8fU4

Love

Nora
Thank you Nora - sounds exactly right, up to and including using 'cheerio' to mean 'hello' (in the UK at least, it invariably means 'bye'); I seem to have done that myself this week... a new kind of swan song perhaps :)

Nat_Lee
22nd October 2014, 13:45
For you all !

http://choplogik.org/i/rainbowvision.jpg

Good morning !

Here in Gatineau, Canada it is a sunny day with a little bit of cloud . The weather is only 56 F outside Brrrrrrrrrrrr ! ;)

I had a super conversation on the phone yesterday on my way back to Gatineau with an Avalon Friend and I wanted to share my happiness with you this morning !
Thank you Ulyse30 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?22147-Ulyse30) for your generosity !
I had a great time !

1inMany
22nd October 2014, 14:50
A song I haven't heard in years popped into my head this morning. When this happens, I know it is a message for me.


You do what you gotta do
When you know what you know
You hang on till you can't hang on
Then you learn to let go.

You do what you need sometimes
But when it's all said and done
You do what you gotta do
And you let that pony run.

I think this is happening, actually, because as I put out fires I am not burned. I am grateful, and I am relieved. I also sent a little prayer out this morning, something like "May the Universe be pleased with my actions, my efforts." Because the actions are instinctual and rapid fire. Not much time to think through a darned thing, haha.

Much Love,

araucaria
22nd October 2014, 15:34
Araucaria, the only time I resent your mammoth posts is when I don't have enough 'time' to read them slowly and carefully.
Well, here are just some mini thoughts....which popped up while skimming the above....
About survival in a death camp....
Victor Frankl in his book Man's Search for Meaning figured that he was one in 28 survivors of Auschwitz because when opportunities for escape presented themselves he rejected them, on the basis that he was (as a MD) taking care of an inmate who was sick, and didn't want to abandon him.

Oops, the other ones...already forgotten.
Can some of the mind readers here please help me and remind me what they were?
My short-term memory loss is getting worse (the more I worry about it, obviously)

Oh, about extinction....
There is no death, only transformation. Ask Pluto- he knows best.

Take water...below 0' C it is solid, and above 100'C it vanishes into thin air, with the remaining water molecules possibly wondering WTF happened to their buddies.
Thank you for your kind comments, Ulli and Dan. This is a response I nearly forgot to post.

From the standpoint of the subject, death is not extinction, no. But from the standpoint of this reality, it can be awkward to handle. If you have a cup of tea to make, best not put the water in the freezer; but all is not lost, you still have the water. On the other hand, if you let it all boil away, then you’ve got a problem. I see death rather as a door to an adjacent rom. We get called in one by one; sometimes there is a mistake, and someone comes back with a little info on what they saw. And sometimes the soundproofing is not so good and we hear things going on. And we have no idea what people do and where they go from there (some may come back in to join us). It all depends what we make of the room we are in. It doesn’t have to be a dentist’s waiting-room, or a prison. More likely we are in line for an audition, but the actual audition is being done surreptitiously for the present crowd scene, and behind that door we find out how we fared. That would explain our feeling of being watched, recorded, and why we should just ignore the cameras.

Whatever is going on, clearly murdering large numbers of people is disrupting this whole process –including on the other side, with the influx of involuntary gatecrashers – possibly for the purpose of having the whole thing called off. Or maybe there is a bunch of actors following a script to test how the others react?

The concentration camp is a microcosm of the ‘prison planet’, or more neutrally, this enclosed space. To choose that where you are is where you need to be is a powerful expression of freedom: you just ignore the walls. Those who fared better than most were Christians and Communists, with their shared belief in something bigger and in the value of helping others. (Pauli says Communism ‘strikes many (including myself) as a heretical Christian sect (especially because of the eschatological expectations attached to it)’.) The Communists were carrying on their organized resistance by other means, for example through a system of redistributing rations to help those in greatest need; a degree of survival being a tangible result. This all makes sense if we see other people as a lifeline outside the prison of self. ‘Go within’ is a useful precept some of the time; the rest of the time, you need to go outside of yourself. It’s the back and forth that counts, like breathing.

So this watchful eye looking after each other was the very real observation process that turns a destructive experience into a constructive one. Its illusory radioactive counterpart, then the Gestapo, the kapos, now Big Brother or the NSA, is a terrible distortion of this basic need to watch over each other. So really, we are not auditioning for anything; we are just having an experience, and when we’re done, we’ll go and have another one.

dan33
22nd October 2014, 17:18
TOUS LES MATINS DU MONDE

FB25PAgha_w

124omFd5ioQ
Ta-ta, "H."


...and the antidote to Luis. :)

https://earthenergyreader.files.wordpress.com/2014/09/sungazing.jpg

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Awesome Burning Picture :flame:
Thanks KRIST

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/customavatars/avatar19494_1.gif
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=27701&d=1414002779

Calz
22nd October 2014, 17:18
Ah memories ... ain't it a bitch???


k6ezX9w4JwE

Calz
22nd October 2014, 17:48
People have got to reclaim government ...

Let us focus ...

eaglespirit
22nd October 2014, 19:41
...from a Friend, timeless insightfullness, we are there, now, here and now, very good read thru link, im(higher)ho

Kudos, Sister Megan Rice!

......


Moral Courage & The Story of Sister Megan Rice
--by Michael Edwards , syndicated from opendemocracy.net, Oct 01, 2014

To remain in prison for the rest of my life is the greatest honor you could give me:
the story of Sister Megan Rice

For Rice, the immorality of nuclear weapons is linked to the injustices she has witnessed first-hand in the dehumanizing conditions of the prison system. Both stem from a culture of violence in the USA which is reinforced at every turn by allegiance to the military industrial complex and the interests it serves, and which filters down like a poison through the institutions of prisons and police, schools and even families.

Where does moral courage come from - the energy and strength to challenge and transform much larger powers?
A prison correspondence provides some answers.

http://www.dailygood.org/story/857/moral-courage-and-the-story-of-sister-megan-rice-michael-edwards/

Funny, how our 24 hour a day nonstop news never talks about stories like this. And how our own government is deciding to start monitoring it's citizens for "truthiness".

ulli
22nd October 2014, 22:30
http://picsfab.com/download/image/80555/960x640_england-great-britain-pyecombe-west-sussex.jpg

Near where I used to live, in 1978

Guest
23rd October 2014, 06:53
Thank you Nora - sounds exactly right, up to and including using 'cheerio' to mean 'hello' (in the UK at least, it invariably means 'bye'); I seem to have done that myself this week... a new kind of swan song perhaps :)

I'm not feeling a tug-o-war seems more that everything that was below is now above & vice versa or that what was inside is now out and outside is in...
My description I feel is lost in the translation, in the words. Maybe I am trying to say the world is upside down or inside out?

Breathing life into life
Yes, perhaps a sweet lament of new beginnings.

Sometimes I get confused with words, I'm learning Spanish and Lakota. Songs too. I sometimes mix up my English verbs and word endings now. There are French words in Lakota too. But I am having fun with it.

The Lakota do not have words for hello or goodbye.

a woman greeting a good friend would say maske (mashkay) and a man would say hau.

Welcome (literal translation -it is good that you are here) Taŋyáŋ yahí (pronounced) daneeahn yahee and goodbye (travel well) is Tókša akhé (Doqsha akay)

Hanhepi waste (anheypee washtay) skuye iha ble (skueyea ee-hahn blay) wanzigzi wichothita -Good night and have good dreams villagers

:hug:


Love

Nora

eaglespirit
23rd October 2014, 10:37
http://media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com/736x/39/44/53/3944538c263b95cd64a8a094588a3027.jpg

ulli
23rd October 2014, 13:12
Only in Costa Rica. They say the owner refused to move his car.
The car owner says no one ever asked him to move his car...

http://b44789e497ef1ad7c964-8420fc0ce05d0ddef095398ad3e98f10.r32.cf5.rackcdn.com//munisanramonfull.jpg

Stephanie
23rd October 2014, 14:07
http://picsfab.com/download/image/80555/960x640_england-great-britain-pyecombe-west-sussex.jpg

Near where I used to live, in 1978

Beautiful Ulli, and the same colour as your name and bar.

Love and healing energy for Uncle Karl, and loving support and full recuperation for Glorianna.

Guest
23rd October 2014, 16:08
NgooYq6q8tw

Bridge connecting galaxies
27713

Tókša akhé

Have a beautiful day

Love

Nora

Stephanie
23rd October 2014, 18:44
Bridge connecting galaxies
27713

Tókša akhé

Have a beautiful day

Love

Nora

Bridge connecting galaxies...beautiful, sigh.
May all our days and nights be beautiful...thank you Nora.

meeradas
23rd October 2014, 19:02
My chances for having a lucid dream or better seem extremely meager;
as i just had an example of a dream with so many hints that "it's a dream",
but i didn't realize in the slightest, despite all the out-of-the-ordinary [?] in it.

Was asking myself "how did i get here" more than once,
seen planes fly in the wrong direction [tails first],
didn't wonder at the different looks of familiar places, etc, etc,
all without even remotely thinking it could be a dream.
Showed friends how to levitate. Oh yes. I'm used to levitating. Great feeling.
Was even contacted by someone singing "hello, stranger", giving me a message that "this is dreamland".

Everything's completely normal. :p

Ron Mauer Sr
24th October 2014, 01:01
I was set up on my 72nd birthday .... by my two grandsons, Colt and Ty.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkRIXo3gwYg

Playdo of Ataraxas
24th October 2014, 02:33
I was awoken before dawn this morning by an owl hooting right outside my window. It was so loud, I thought it was inside the room. So cool......

In the past week, we've been visited by a possum, a huge tortoise, an armadillo, a hawk that landed on our chicken coop a foot away from my son, and now an owl! Love it!

Marianne
24th October 2014, 02:53
Ulli needs our healing help. She has had a relapse of fever, chills and some flu symptoms.

Stephanie
24th October 2014, 06:45
Our dear and lovely Ulli.....flowing colours of healing light on a peaceful stream of love.

Violet
24th October 2014, 08:30
Restored health

http://media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/7e/a9/dd/7ea9ddfdba5fcac5d7d4cba16b3be800.jpg

Natalia
24th October 2014, 08:38
I hope you feel better soon, Ulli xx

ulli
24th October 2014, 09:01
Thank you all. Yesterday was the worst day. Still not sure what is wrong, doing some lab tests today.
As you know I have been using this MicroMat thingy and mostly immune programs. So when I came down with a fever on Sunday I thought, 'weird, normally I would have a sore throat by now maybe this fever is a sign of my immune system fighting whatever virus. But of course I also knew that the eclipse was coming and hitting my south node, and worse still, Mars on my Venus on Sunday, and opposite my Uranus yesterday. And sure enough, when it was sharp, in the afternoon, at the same time as the eclipse, all hell broke loose. Don't want to get too graphic here, but my body was out of control. From one moment to the next shaking with fever and no amount of blankets could warm me, and then the sudden vomiting. And overhead the worst thunderstorm ever, creating three!!! landslides behind our guest cabin right here (not the new one) causing a flood which got inside.
My husband says yesterday had to rank as he second worst day of his life, as he was met in his office by another flood ...the roof gutters were over capacity with the downpour. Waters came in through the window behind his little bathroom and into his office. It was crazy...and sick people standing in line, without appointments. And no one to cook for him. Poor guy!!

Skyhaven
24th October 2014, 10:57
Sending you healing Ulli

http://media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/f3/cc/81/f3cc81bfad98a7d3310639781dc8c264.jpg

ulli
24th October 2014, 11:35
Only in Costa Rica. They say the owner refused to move his car.
The car owner says no one ever asked him to move his car...

http://b44789e497ef1ad7c964-8420fc0ce05d0ddef095398ad3e98f10.r32.cf5.rackcdn.com//munisanramonfull.jpg

And one more...the police said they could not move the car by tow truck,
as there was no yellow line there. Otherwise they would have been there long before the asphalt truck.

One of those tricky moments for all.

I'm trying to glean a personal message about my current position here. After all, there must be a reason why I found this particular article fascinating.
Thinking about the owner of the vehicle who was robbed of his privacy when this went viral via a phone-in radio show who put this on their FB page.
Also the crew, who refrained from more drastic means to get the car out of the way.
And the police, who follow the law, and know their own limits.
So I guess it's all good, considering that thousands ended the day with a good laugh.

And me, during this recent upgrade, which illness has become in my eyes,
Hmm...a parked car blocking part of the path from being made smoother.
I guess there is still some fixed idea inside of me which won't budge.
Is is a martyr complex? Masochism? Or has nothing to do with me at all...and I was only to share it here for the sake of others who will glean insights from this.

araucaria
24th October 2014, 12:16
Ulli, I mentioned a pothole in a post a couple of days ago? May your asphaltic carpet soon be mended, and your rides safe and comfortable.

Yesterday I buried the little cat. We found her after a long-overdue tidying up of a corner of the basement, where she must have crawled away to die. We heard that people are upset with the damage cats do to… their trash. They leave it out probably overnight in bin liners, but instead of putting it in a trash can, they prefer to take it out on the cats. Apparently a kitten has been poisoned and a cat shot. Ours may have been poisoned; alternatively she may have just had heart failure or something - just 8 years old and fighting fit, but these things happen as well.

Here’s some soothing Scarlatti, played by Horowitz – the guitar version is good too.

Kui5OuWDy_Y
yTjehbBeblU

Nat_Lee
24th October 2014, 13:32
For you Ulli


Born in your tiny prison cell
A million times smaller than anyone
One single drop and you've risen up
Unafraid of the dark

Ooooh (x7)
Ooooh (x7)
Whoa

You crack up through the pavement
In super, super slow motion
Though your back is gently breaking,
You reach for the light

Oooh(x7)
Oooh (x7)
Oooh-ooh-oh!

We can't see everything
And we can't hear everything
WE can't see everything
We can't hea-ear! everything!

Weakness is not your weakness
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Yeah, yeah, yeah!

You are what you grow into
You're not what you were

Oooh (x7)
Oooh (x5)
Oooh-oh!


nY7GnAq6Znw

RunningDeer
24th October 2014, 13:51
Restored balance and continued health to you, Ulli.
Love,
Paula

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/Ulli_balance_zps8c499276.JPG

ulli
24th October 2014, 14:34
Thanks for the love, really. For old goats it's a hard lesson. I could never accept love in the past, as a Capricorn. Never trusted anyone. And perhaps it was my own fault, as I had sent out the wrong signals, and thus attracted people my inner core could not relate to.

But I'm melting now, and beginning to feel how genuine you are.
We are all different and unique, but still, we are all related.
Loving the music videos from araucaria and nat_lee.

giovonni
24th October 2014, 14:54
Thanks for the love, really. For old goats it's a hard lesson. I could never accept love in the past, as a Capricorn. Never trusted anyone. And perhaps it was my own fault, as I had sent out the wrong signals, and thus attracted people my inner core could not relate to.

But I'm melting now, and beginning to feel how genuine you are.
We are all different and unique, but still, we are all related.
Loving the music videos from araucaria and nat_lee.

Wishing you lots of healing love Ulli !

Have a restful weekend

ulli
24th October 2014, 15:20
View from my bed this morning....lapping up the healing from all over...

https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t31.0-8/10700631_10205180101768074_3004604777812228063_o.jpg

PurpleLama
24th October 2014, 15:32
Ulli, I mentioned a pothole in a post a couple of days ago? May your asphaltic carpet soon be mended, and your rides safe and comfortable.

Yesterday I buried the little cat. We found her after a long-overdue tidying up of a corner of the basement, where she must have crawled away to die. We heard that people are upset with the damage cats do to… their trash. They leave it out probably overnight in bin liners, but instead of putting it in a trash can, they prefer to take it out on the cats. Apparently a kitten has been poisoned and a cat shot. Ours may have been poisoned; alternatively she may have just had heart failure or something - just 8 years old and fighting fit, but these things happen as well.

Here’s some soothing Scarlatti, played by Horowitz – the guitar version is good too.

Kui5OuWDy_Y
yTjehbBeblU

I am really sorry to hear about your kitty cat, John. My condolences to you and yours.

ulli
24th October 2014, 15:38
Ulli, I mentioned a pothole in a post a couple of days ago? May your asphaltic carpet soon be mended, and your rides safe and comfortable.

Yesterday I buried the little cat. We found her after a long-overdue tidying up of a corner of the basement, where she must have crawled away to die. We heard that people are upset with the damage cats do to… their trash. They leave it out probably overnight in bin liners, but instead of putting it in a trash can, they prefer to take it out on the cats. Apparently a kitten has been poisoned and a cat shot. Ours may have been poisoned; alternatively she may have just had heart failure or something - just 8 years old and fighting fit, but these things happen as well.

Here’s some soothing Scarlatti, played by Horowitz – the guitar version is good

I am really sorry to hear about your kitty cat, John. My condolences to you and yours.

I meant to express the same, John. Painful stuff indeed. I grieve with you and the rest of your family.

donk
24th October 2014, 16:28
So sorry for your loss as well, ulli hope you are feeling better.

I've been reminded by this wild story about Giantmicrobe Inc. (http://news.yahoo.com/ebola-plush-toys-fly-off-shelf-connecticut-company-202208936.html) (not to be confused with FBPMOTT, Inc. (http://www.southparkstudios.se/clips/0t5f0x/furry-balls-plopped-menacingly-on-the-table-inc)--ps link not safe for virgin-ears) lately of one of my favorite bits when I was a (younger) kid:

FYFcT9sDSBs

If I've learned anything from conspiracy sites, this is a prophecy--and we will soon see a plague of pancreatic cancer...

ulli
24th October 2014, 16:32
So sorry for your loss as well, ulli hope you are feeling better.

I've been reminded by this wild story about Giantmicrobe Inc. (http://news.yahoo.com/ebola-plush-toys-fly-off-shelf-connecticut-company-202208936.html) (not to be confused with FBPMOTT, Inc. (http://www.southparkstudios.se/clips/0t5f0x/furry-balls-plopped-menacingly-on-the-table-inc)--ps link not safe for virgin-ears) lately of one of my favorite bits when I was a (younger) kid:

FYFcT9sDSBs

If I've learned anything from conspiracy sites, this is a prophecy--and we will soon see a plague of pancreatic cancer...

I decided to pick out the last word there: indestructible.
That other one you mentioned- in one ear and out of the other.
But thanks anyway for your get well wishes.

donk
24th October 2014, 16:38
That would be awesome. But of course, it is the cartoonish super-villain owner of the nuke-ular panner plant (who once blocked out the sun) saying it. I sure hope that's not the prophetic part

dan33
24th October 2014, 16:51
Healings for you Ulli.
Last night i have a dream with the Micromat. It was like a music school.

http://beckerspianotuning.webs.com/Piano%20keys%20with%20hand.jpg

dan33
24th October 2014, 16:56
http://www.ozauctionbroker.com.au/images/top_box/film02.jpg

ALL REALITY begins in your own dreams
http://img.desmotivaciones.es/201202/Inception2_large.jpg

Calz
24th October 2014, 17:01
Get well ulli ... have a smile to help ...


27724

dan33
24th October 2014, 17:33
CSI MIAMI. Next Season. Episode 1. TWO BROTHERS IN A STRANGE LAND.
Episode 2. WE ARE ALL RELATED.

http://www.bilder-hochladen.net/files/ri1-42.jpg

http://www.theclinic.cl/wp-content/uploads/2011/09/Vladimir_Putin_264.jpg

RunningDeer
24th October 2014, 17:43
Yesterday I buried the little cat.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/John_cat_zps68c41fc7.JPG

Paula <3

dan33
24th October 2014, 18:30
Hugs to Meeradas :)

https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSLhzu5dBERUtkHCoGai1huJxVvWpH3sG_wltEIP5l41SZpXsnO


http://wwwdelivery.superstock.com/WI/223/3153/PreviewComp/SuperStock_3153-613414.jpg

Stephanie
24th October 2014, 21:11
Yesterday I buried the little cat.


Soothing thoughts, I am so sorry for your loss, dearest araucaria.

Violet
24th October 2014, 21:54
Ron, that prank was epic :pound: Bless your son and his sons. And Meeradas, if it's of any consolation, I dreamt of a black hole behind my bedroom door and I went looking for the off-button. Go figure.

This one is from Texas, by Kyle Wood, titled: Rays of Light

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-c-mCatB-NY4/T6nbX9EGYTI/AAAAAAAAAQs/3a-iHAHMgwM/s1600/Rays+of+Light.jpg

Now, Ulli, you take half of those rays and share them with your husband. May you both be well.

Dennis Leahy
25th October 2014, 00:45
(sorry, it's another "hit-and-run" post, but I wanted to share this:

It all makes perfect sense:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2y7c1AKyS4

Dennis

Roisin
25th October 2014, 01:48
Utterly Comprehensive. And terrifying too.

eaglespirit
25th October 2014, 02:47
It ALL Makes Perfect $Cents$...

The distortion has had its senseless sleep walk serenade...

Create Love, Love, Love...of the Highest Senses, the Real Dream Serenade Is Given Life By YOU!!!

See You on the 'other side', here and now, now, now !!!

PurpleLama
25th October 2014, 14:51
I am requesting any available assistance, once again I am galavanting around the woods in search of a lost kitty. In this instance, it is Rama who has gone missing.

Thanks to all.

ulli
25th October 2014, 18:37
Well, guys, I got typhoid. I knew this was no minor bug. Will look for your cat in my hallucinations. They've been quite something.

giovonni
25th October 2014, 18:54
Well, guys, I got typhoid. I knew this was no minor bug. Will look for your cat in my hallucinations. They've been quite something.

Wow that's serious, thank goodness your husband is a physician ...
i am sending you lots of healing love and intentions ... :(

RunningDeer
25th October 2014, 19:50
Well, guys, I got typhoid. I knew this was no minor bug. Will look for your cat in my hallucinations. They've been quite something.

It's great that you are on the road to recovery. Sending streams of light vibes. May your hallucinations give you valuable information.

Brain storming thoughts: got it from Lucky Duck? Or this may explain your short term memory loss.

Dennis Leahy
25th October 2014, 19:57
Well, guys, I got typhoid. I knew this was no minor bug. Will look for your cat in my hallucinations. They've been quite something.
Damn. A few days ago (on Faceboog) in reply to the question about friendly crocodiles in Costa Rica, you mentioned the greater danger is mosquitoes. Could you have been more prophetic? If not a "skeeter", then did you eat food from a street vendor or something?

Get better SOON! Are you going to use Oil of Oregano, MMS, colloidal silver... or acquiesce to big pharma? Whatever you use, I'm glad you have a solid diagnosis and can treat it now. Will the Micromat help?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Typhoid_fever

Dennis

ulli
25th October 2014, 20:16
The Lucky Ducky left over a week before...no, it wasn't him.
I got it at a dinner...the organic lettuce may have had a toxic creepy-crawly on it...there are quite a few of those. The hostess has a maid who would have had to wash the veggies, and who knows how good her eyesight is. I'm extremely careful when washing lettuce. Anyway, that was the only food we can think of which could have done it. Life in the tropics.
I now have a ton of symptoms, including rashes, itching, crazy body thermostat, headache, nausea. Weakness, most of all.

Flash
25th October 2014, 20:22
Get back well asap, this is my wish for you Ulli.

Lucky your husband knows about those tropic bugs.

I wish you well.

ulli
25th October 2014, 20:24
Well, guys, I got typhoid. I knew this was no minor bug. Will look for your cat in my hallucinations. They've been quite something.
Damn. A few days ago (on Faceboog) in reply to the question about friendly crocodiles in Costa Rica, you mentioned the greater danger is mosquitoes. Could you have been more prophetic? If not a "skeeter", then did you eat food from a street vendor or something?

Get better SOON! Are you going to use Oil of Oregano, MMS, colloidal silver... or acquiesce to big pharma? Whatever you use, I'm glad you have a solid diagnosis and can treat it now. Will the Micromat help?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Typhoid_fever

Dennis

If anything, the MicroMat helped conceal the symptoms. Husband said if we hadn't started with the antibiotics when we did which was Thursday my colon would be perforated by now. Those other meds can't be brought in to Costa Rica, unbelievable hassle with customs. Only one central office in town, and each line at least an hour wait...three or more counters. I'm still using the MM for the headaches...fading out now. Thanks for everything, folks.

markoid
25th October 2014, 22:53
Wow Ulli, what a whirlwind of symptoms!
I am glad at least you have a clear diagnosis.
Have a speedy and full recovery from here on... lots of love and healing to you :hug:

1inMany
26th October 2014, 02:00
Omg, ulli. That is awful! Healing to you, spit-spot! araucaria, so sorry to hear of little cat. So sad. And PL, I hope Rama finds his way home safely, very soon.

I had to go out to Wal-Mart this evening. Man, that is stressful sometimes. I was reminded why I prefer my nondescript car to this attention getting red Mustang. Before the store, I was reminded of the first kind of attention that drove me crazy when I used to drive this car around the city. Eye roll. Just young guys having some fun, I guess. But on the way home, I was pulled over by a sheriff. I had made a legal left turn on the green arrow, I was doing exactly the speed limit. I was stunned.

I should have gotten a ticket for expired registration (since this is Mike's car and he doesn't have time to take care of these things), the insurance is not expired but the insurance card is. And in the end I found out that the reason I was stopped was a burned out tag light. Yet...I drove away without so much as a warning of any kind. Huh. It was very awkward explaining how this is not my car, but my ex-husband's...and...that the address on my driver's license is current but that I am visiting here...I have to figure out how to give a short answer that makes sense to people. I really do.

Anyway, I must be doing something right. I think I will keep it up :) Thank you, Universe.

Much Love,

Carmody
26th October 2014, 02:58
That's the only part I like about being ill. Er, obviously..I guess. The hallucinations, the dreams, the OBE's...through time and space... what a blast.


Do your hands feel like two balloons?

_FrOQC-zEog

giovonni
26th October 2014, 03:30
hmm ...

check out the side effects ... :rolleyes:

Latuda Commercial - 2014


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-pJyiVH3gXo

heretogrow
26th October 2014, 03:38
Dear Ulli. I hope you are feeling better and on the mend! I love you dear friend, I wanted to share that yesterday we laid my dear sweet grandmother to rest beside her loving husband who had departed in 1978. It was bittersweet. She was suffering so and had been praying to go home since May. WE rejoiced in her crossing, yet we will forever miss her physical presence and the wonderful influence she had on our lives while she was here. I said a prayer and asked her to look over you while you are sick. I know she will. She is very giving and loving in such a humble way! I love you ulli! Get well soon, my dear friend!
Much much love,
Julia

Stephanie
26th October 2014, 07:43
Continual flowing, colour healing light, dear Ulli, aligning you in your harmony.Be well.


Sweet Grand Mother of Julia, walking in her own light...blessings.

Valle
26th October 2014, 08:43
Swedish television,
Amanda Jenssen - When we dig for gold in the USA
XqCjKLgia5M

Swan
26th October 2014, 09:48
Well, guys, I got typhoid. I knew this was no minor bug. Will look for your cat in my hallucinations. They've been quite something.

I´m so sorry Ulli. How awful. Get better soon!

eaglespirit
26th October 2014, 10:13
Love You Ulli...Get Well
z-FiQLD_zhs

araucaria
26th October 2014, 13:18
Love You Ulli...Get Well
z-FiQLD_zhs
And it wards off the vampires...
http://www.garlic-central.com/vampires.html

Marianne
26th October 2014, 13:38
Ulli, loving thoughts to you and Luis.

Julia, I'm with you as you're feeling the bittersweetness of missing your grandma, and at the same time knowing she is flying free.

Araucaria, I'm so sorry to hear about your kitty.

PL, is Rama home yet?

Karelia and I placed crystals into the Avalon Grid today. The first round was this summer when most others placed crystals of peace worldwide.

We posted our pictures in the thread:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?71560-THE-AVALON-GRID-For-all-vicarious-mountaineers-a-little-adventure-to-share--The-Avalon-Cairn-and-now-the-Avalon-Crystal-&p=893325&viewfull=1#post893325

ulli
26th October 2014, 14:34
Dear Ulli. I hope you are feeling better and on the mend! I love you dear friend, I wanted to share that yesterday we laid my dear sweet grandmother to rest beside her loving husband who had departed in 1978. It was bittersweet. She was suffering so and had been praying to go home since May. WE rejoiced in her crossing, yet we will forever miss her physical presence and the wonderful influence she had on our lives while she was here. I said a prayer and asked her to look over you while you are sick. I know she will. She is very giving and loving in such a humble way! I love you ulli! Get well soon, my dear friend!
Much much love,
Julia

Thinking of your granny now. She changed her mind about leaving before. Did you ever figure out why it took her until now to make up her mind?
But if it weren't for pain and missing our loved ones we might end up getting stuck down here forever.
After that, free at last. May she soar.

ulli
26th October 2014, 14:55
Love You Ulli...Get Well
z-FiQLD_zhs

After watching this I even quit my coffee this morning. But this made the headache worse.
The headache must have been sunflare related, until now.

Luis is dealing with the aftermath of the landslides, still. He had to find a village man to give him a hand. Laundry room got flooded again, with muddy waters.
Life really cannot get more miserable than it is right now, but when I look at the lot others have to carry I can still consider us lucky.
And still others having Halloween party funfunfun. So it's not such a small world. It's varied, diverse.

Carmody
26th October 2014, 15:27
One day after the eclipse, I had been doing a bit of reading, and found there was a huge sunspot on the sun, pointed right at us. One that could have erupted.

I found a very dark welding glass sheet I had, and grabbed a pair of binoculars, went outside...put the sheet in front to block the sun's intensity, and looked up. It was difficult to find the sun as it was all black, due to the filter.

When I finally laid eyes on the sun, and then focused my attention and the binoculars on being able to see this very large sunspot, the power in the house went out.

Violet
26th October 2014, 15:47
The Lucky Ducky left over a week before...no, it wasn't him.
I got it at a dinner...the organic lettuce may have had a toxic creepy-crawly on it...there are quite a few of those. The hostess has a maid who would have had to wash the veggies, and who knows how good her eyesight is. I'm extremely careful when washing lettuce. Anyway, that was the only food we can think of which could have done it. Life in the tropics.
I now have a ton of symptoms, including rashes, itching, crazy body thermostat, headache, nausea. Weakness, most of all.

Take care of yourself, Ulli.

And, sidenote, this seems to be a good time for OBE. I remember reading in the SoS (Buhlmann) that the energy body is less attached to the physical body in states as yours, but of course recovery remains your priority now.

I'm sorry for your loss, Julia, I hope that in the end she did open up her heart and got rid of those fears of punishment. I was just thinking about my saying for the day which (after yesterday's Love the children) was: love your grandparents (if you still have them).

Grandparents are walking treasures. Not only because they made it possible for you to be you but also because of their knowledge and never mind degrees and education, they have valuable knowledge because they saw and lived a time we did not see. As we move along, more and more useful things and information gets hidden from the world, but your grandparents remember, because they saw it when it was still there and they trust you (grandchildren) enough to share it with.

My grandfather was also such a man. He was not of the priviliged, and taught himself to read and write Arabic and as a young and brave man, he helped speed Morocco's independence. Unfortunately I only spent little time with him. I respect him a lot for teaching me love for the book and the necessity of such love as well as curiosity. For me he was the embodiment of what good loving books does for people.

All good things for your wonderful grandmother, Julia.

ulli
26th October 2014, 16:18
Thanks, Violet....
And about OBEs...not one of my aims.
Happens soon enough when I leave my dying body.
For now I just want to get comfortable where I am...right here and now, in this body,
So that I can function again and be there for those who need me.
As well as enjoy being alive.

ulli
26th October 2014, 22:39
I guess I'm ready to get up at last. Time to get even.
Stand back, everyone.

https://scontent-b-mia.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/v/t1.0-9/1483322_645852395452819_1554207148_n.jpg?oh=2f08078903a5a198e674fae2f9170119&oe=54F6D200

eaglespirit
26th October 2014, 22:47
My Wampanoag Homeland...
The Spiritual Vortex I am 'gifted' to be living upon.
Cummaquid overlooking Sandy Neck, I live a bit west of this top photo outlay.
The Energy, Here and Now, where I reside, has been 'beyond' Phenomenal !

Iyanough's Spirit Lives !!!

http://wdcimagestorageprodeast.blob.core.windows.net/mls182/21401279_01.jpg
https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSZuGARqiS2--Mk9GXB4l5emSnTO90IEOYJn4Yqe20bhgG8Hued
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-pBKwapZpAcg/T3ciLtuN9UI/AAAAAAAAAUM/ISiKupQkBx0/s1600/IMG_0295.JPG

........

I guess I'm ready to get up at last. Time to get even.
Stand back, everyone.

Get 'em Ulli...Love It Beyond Its Physical Knowing Into A Higher Spire : )

1inMany
27th October 2014, 00:19
Dear Father, Hear and Bless thy Beasts and Singing Birds
and Guard with Tenderness Small Things that Have No Words.
-unknown

27775

Wrapping my wings around this Littlest One. She smiles at me already. Do you suppose she can see what I cannot? Maybe she recognizes my soul. I tell her every day how brave she must be, for coming at this time.

Sending strength and so much Higher Love to K, who is letting go, ever so slowly, of someone who blocks her progress. My beautiful K, who is showing her heart to me. She says she doesn't want me to ever leave. (I have to chuckle at this one...give it another week hahaha).

And oh, the Little Boy who has replaced the "Little One" I brought with me into this village. He was only 3 then. Wow. He is obsessed with Angels, and has been for at least a year. He looks forward to his moment of physical transformation so that he may reside with them. Cripey. At six years old, the little guy is speaking of...death. I am doing my darnedest to let him know that they are here, that there is no need to travel to them. They make house calls. I am grateful for this time with him. May what needs to be said, be said. May what needs to be heard, be heard.

No words for the gratitude that I feel for the gift of being here. For them, and for anyone I have been given the opportunity to touch in the last couple of weeks. Consciously and unconsciously. May my work here be pleasing to those Watching.

Much Love,

Guest
27th October 2014, 02:13
Hi Ulli,

Good prayers of healing and strength to you and comfort.

27778


Been a heck of a few days, a lot of calls or e-mails from people -their world is shaking up or something is different....doesn't feel right. I think the dream.

and I have been having dreams of silver pentagrams -right side up

Listened to the soundtrack to Inception and Interstellar today.

Sitting in the warmth of a good hot fire and playing this right now.

Our Destiny Lies Above Us by Hans Zimmer

UDVtMYqUAyw

Love

Nora

donk
27th October 2014, 13:21
Welcome to the monkey house Littlest One:

eEep67akIn4

May the Angels always watch over you and yours!

XWJrPzAUzAs

Too beautiful, 1inmany, thanks for sharing…

heretogrow
27th October 2014, 13:43
Thank you so much, Ulli, Sstarss, Marianne and Violet. Grandparents are such special blessings.

Ulli I am sending healing energy and hoping that your symptoms subside. May you be back on the road to strength and good health. I asked my self the same questions about my Granny taking so long to soar. I honestly believe it is because of the dynamics in the family. Some of her children were not close or did not get along. Through her suffering they eventually gave up their differences as they took care of her. In the end they had grown very close and will be able to be there for each other in their grief and healing. I come from a family of strong wills. That can be a good thing at times, but it took a great jolt and a prolonged amount of time and pain to get her family to actually give up their grudges and gather together. My sister helped facilitate her passing when she told them all to touch her, love her, not one at a time but together. As they did this, she opened her eyes out of her coma and acknowledged each one individually by looking into their eyes. She tried to smile and then just took her last breath.

My sister took pictures after her passing and their are orbs in the room. One of them is right over my daughter's heart. I know that she and her loved ones who had passed were all their with us. It was beautiful. It will be very hard not to have her physical presence. But I know she is free at last.

Thank you to all of you for your kinds words and condolences. I grieve quietly and privately because it is hard to let out those emotions in front of others. Your sharing brought me comfort and I am so Grateful to you for that!

Much Much Love,
Julia

donk
27th October 2014, 14:05
I'm sorry for your loss Julia

ulli
27th October 2014, 16:55
I had to share this...young parents dressed up for their kids' school's Halloween party. What a brood ...
My son, the white unicorn...and his beautiful wife

https://scontent-b-mia.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xap1/v/t1.0-9/10659251_705777059508653_3283432708039877015_n.jpg?oh=c747bff93f1686924e4f34fdd912b33f&oe=54F61818

And the rest of their gang

https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/v/t1.0-9/10615335_705777382841954_6154411646773184265_n.jpg?oh=284a65161d0a10a0ef28aa2cbd34a4e2&oe=54F2670D&__gda__=1420446652_9e105a4ab697e408e1cc663b6cf9ae18

Sierra
27th October 2014, 20:43
Ulli,

I am glad you are feeling better. It gave me quite a jolt to hear you were so ill.

Some people I'm not ready to have leave the planet... (She whines.)

Please squash Luis thoroughly and utterly in gratitude for me. :hug:

Dealing with dark shadow. I'm either looping or have a hell of a lot of "stuff" to unearth, and dissipate to harmlessness. Ugh.

What I hate is the despair, that this crap will be unending.

My bipolar PTSD ADHD husband is the trigger. Or the innocent saboteur... I just fail miserably in handling things. 90% of marriages to even one of these issues end in divorce. It's tough. I love him, and for days I've been uttering sotto voice "I hate you."... Just to bleed frustration and get some emotional truth into the picture. And I KNOW this is generating yet more bad energy.

I don't know how to stay on course in this living situation. Since hearing his diagnosis last year, something clicked recently, and whoa, our entire marriage made sense, all the events make sense, all the behavior makes sense, and with the knowing, it seems much HARDER to deal with. And that makes me feel desperate, because the risky behavior keeps right on happening, and should I attempt to utter a word, tears or PTSD meltdown occurs. I can see he is doing THE BEST HE CAN, AS HARD AS HE CAN, is it is heartbreaking as well.

I have so many tears. Everything makes me cry. Kitties dying, kitties lost, cruelty to the world in pain.

What good can I do, in the boat I am in, when all I want to do is not?

The iChing tells me I am ignorant, innocent, to be kind to myself, because I have yet to learn how to handle the situation.

Rama, come home please. Your family is worried, and needs you.

Martha is curled up next to me, she just gave me a raspy but comforting bath. :)

Pippin is on my foot, exhausted from mousie on a string games. :)

It is hard for me to say negative things (scary actually), please forgive me that I am a downer.

I will remain calm and carry on... :becky:

Love, love, love Sierra

ulli
27th October 2014, 21:07
Ulli,

I am glad you are feeling better. It gave me quite a jolt to hear you were so ill.

Some people I'm not ready to have leave the planet... (She whines.)

Please squash Luis thoroughly and utterly in gratitude for me. :hug:

Dealing with dark shadow. I'm either looping or have a hell of a lot of "stuff" to unearth, and dissipate to harmlessness. Ugh.

What I hate is the despair, that this crap will be unending.

My bipolar PTSD ADHD husband is the trigger. Or the innocent saboteur... I just fail miserably in handling things. 90% of marriages to even one of these issues end in divorce. It's tough. I love him, and for days I've been uttering sotto voice "I hate you."... Just to bleed frustration and get some emotional truth into the picture. And I KNOW this is generating yet more bad energy.

I don't know how to stay on course in this living situation. Since hearing his diagnosis last year, something clicked recently, and whoa, our entire marriage made sense, all the events make sense, all the behavior makes sense, and with the knowing, it seems much HARDER to deal with. And that makes me feel desperate, because the risky behavior keeps right on happening, and should I attempt to utter a word, tears or PTSD meltdown occurs. I can see he is doing THE BEST HE CAN, AS HARD AS HE CAN, is it is heartbreaking as well.

I have so many tears. Everything makes me cry. Kitties dying, kitties lost, cruelty to the world in pain.

What good can I do, in the boat I am in, when all I want to do is not?

The iChing tells me I am ignorant, innocent, to be kind to myself, because I have yet to learn how to handle the situation.

Rama, come home please. Your family is worried, and needs you.

Martha is curled up next to me, she just gave me a raspy but comforting bath. :)

Pippin is on my foot, exhausted from mousie on a string games. :)

It is hard for me to say negative things (scary actually), please forgive me that I am a downer.

I will remain calm and carry on... :becky:

Love, love, love Sierra

Sierra, it's not just your husband. It's most men.
George Carlin summed it up...men are stupid, and women are crazy.
And women are crazy because men are stupid.

Yet those are the two forces that have to pull the wagon. Like a donkey and a bull...

You wanna know what I think? All suffering is just resistance.
There is a programming in place and an expectation.
If we knew the biggest picture we'd all be more yielding.
Only pounce when really necessary.

Here on Avalon we haven't even agreed on what procedure would be necessary to get the world out of the mess it is in.

RunningDeer
27th October 2014, 22:03
Love, love, love Sierra

For You, Sierra.
Love,
Paula


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/Sierra_zps9bd27059.JPG

I don't know how people in relationships do it. I'm declining invitations because it's exhausting just thinking about the how, what, when, and where. I don't want to subject anyone to this inner quirkiness. When I'm out with others, I have a blast. Then I tip-toe out the door before I'm aware I'm doing it.

In my day to day, I love the freedom of going with the flow. My days fly by. I fight to stay awake because there's more for me to explore. I feel this part of the journey is for me to do solo. Though, I check in with myself to make sure I’m not BS myself when I see the oldies but goodies together.

<3

Violet
27th October 2014, 22:14
These last two weeks of October were so sparky that I've applied the sos-detox-diet (cutting most sugars, dairy and meat) for grounding...It's starting to work, I believe. Today, here & now were:

https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRwyrhrsEV3i0LfSBLSqHrQu0qLFqav60GbdnLX9iuZu96B3mXB

and

http://bgpiperphoto.files.wordpress.com/2013/05/375-number-4.jpg

Paula, next sync: I was just doing search for light bulbs. Sierra, I wish you lots of patience, strength and peace eventually. It is wonderful that despite everything you can still see the efforts of your husband. Did you only get diagnosis? If so then I would recommend that now that you have both found out what the situation is like, continue with the professional support until you can fly with your own wings.

eaglespirit
27th October 2014, 23:13
Thank you so much, Ulli, Sstarss, Marianne and Violet. Grandparents are such special blessings.

Ulli I am sending healing energy and hoping that your symptoms subside. May you be back on the road to strength and good health. I asked my self the same questions about my Granny taking so long to soar. I honestly believe it is because of the dynamics in the family. Some of her children were not close or did not get along. Through her suffering they eventually gave up their differences as they took care of her. In the end they had grown very close and will be able to be there for each other in their grief and healing. I come from a family of strong wills. That can be a good thing at times, but it took a great jolt and a prolonged amount of time and pain to get her family to actually give up their grudges and gather together. My sister helped facilitate her passing when she told them all to touch her, love her, not one at a time but together. As they did this, she opened her eyes out of her coma and acknowledged each one individually by looking into their eyes. She tried to smile and then just took her last breath.

My sister took pictures after her passing and their are orbs in the room. One of them is right over my daughter's heart. I know that she and her loved ones who had passed were all their with us. It was beautiful. It will be very hard not to have her physical presence. But I know she is free at last.

Thank you to all of you for your kinds words and condolences. I grieve quietly and privately because it is hard to let out those emotions in front of others. Your sharing brought me comfort and I am so Grateful to you for that!

Much Much Love,
Julia

Beautiful Julia, Thank You for Sharing!
Love CAN Become Timeless and Healing...
and You and Your Family are a Shining Light : )

araucaria
28th October 2014, 08:22
Here on Avalon we haven't even agreed on what procedure would be necessary to get the world out of the mess it is in.
A pretty useless bunch, aren't we? :)

For those who have been following the scenic route to another dead end (my exchange with Agape), it ends here:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76388-In-Response-to-Araucaria--&p=893770&viewfull=1#post893770

ulli
28th October 2014, 09:08
Here on Avalon we haven't even agreed on what procedure would be necessary to get the world out of the mess it is in.
A pretty useless bunch, aren't we? :)

For those who have been following the scenic route to another dead end (my exchange with Agape), it ends here:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76388-In-Response-to-Araucaria--&p=893770&viewfull=1#post893770

I saw it. I feel for you, because I know what it's like having one's words misinterpreted.
I feel for Agape, too, because no amount of words can convey what is really happening within her.
I want to tell her, come over here, Agape, get a few cyber hugs from these loving villagers,
but I fear that this would not make her feel better, either.
I'm just so glad that a few of us can get along; have dialogues that lead somewhere meaningful; lift us up;
and that we can understand each other.
Humor helps, colloquialism helps,
The bond humans share has definitely to do with the heart, far more than the brain.

Wind
28th October 2014, 10:04
The bond humans share has definitely to do with the heart, far more than the brain.

I think that it sums it up perfectly.

Hopefully you are doing better, Ulli. We all seem to need healing, more or less.
I'm glad that I am (still) part of this community. Avalon has a great spirit.

http://www.thedynamicturnaround.com/Emotional%20Health_Emotional%20Healing_Letting%20Go.jpg

eaglespirit
28th October 2014, 10:06
Hmmm...find it rather interesting that I was brought back to this 'Here and Now' page and posts of 2013 through Araucaria's and Agape's and Ulli's and Other's I Love, and, and ...muses and sharings.
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=773292&viewfull=1#post773292


I was in transit at the time from my seizure accident(s) and missed a bit of this window of sharing but it is rather quite interesting that my current forthright exposure of 'the time is now' matters that include, first and foremost, that the world is smack dab in the middle of a 4th step inventory as the most important and integral part of the 12 steps of recovery which is 'here and now' a Gaia phenomena of epic proportion, taking place and taking hold for a turbo-catalyst into our new way of Higher Being to bring this place to its True Upward Mobility ...place in the Higher Cosmos of Spirit..Love You All.
Onward and Upward and Beyond Beyond : )

Love the Confirmations ALL Around and Around and Around...
Energizing the Vortex of Loving Changes!!!

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76388-In-Response-to-Araucaria--&p=894148&viewfull=1#post894148

heyokah
28th October 2014, 11:23
WTF !

Sorry guyrls, but I have to ventilate this somewhere.

Stepped outside just now and saw this. What an arrogance. Or are they drunk!

http://i62.tinypic.com/23tsc8z.jpg

RunningDeer
28th October 2014, 14:10
In case anyone has missed the latest video from “The Faces of Avalon YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/user/TheFacesofAvalon?feature=watch),” called “Project Avalon Military Advanced Technology Whistleblower - Part 1“, check out Bill's thread called, “A major new interview with a Project Avalon Whistleblower (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76453-A-major-new-interview-with-a-Project-Avalon-Whistleblower&p=894184&viewfull=1#post894184)”.

Carmody
28th October 2014, 15:27
Yes, something woke me up when I was exhausted and needed the sleep.

Two critical evidential happenings in the world of psychology/physiology, with regard to scientific proofing of things we should consider knowing and living by:

I have spoken many a time on how thoughts form in 'the mind', how the physical carrier is the filter and formation or genesis point/platform upon which thought emerges. Medical science takes another swing at it.

Study offers evidence of unconscious thinking impacting conscious decision making (http://medicalxpress.com/news/2014-10-evidence-unconscious-impacting-conscious-decision.html)

How other people's lies literally dumbs you down, how protracted lies in the entire sociopolitical/governmental system, as a backdrop, literally makes people stupid. (http://medicalxpress.com/news/2014-10-memory_1.html)


Cyr's latest research provides evidence that trial-and-error learning can benefit memory in both young and old when errors are meaningfully related to the right answer, and can actually harm memory when they are not.

Edit: Just checked on the release time, I awoke the minute the interview hit the forum.

As for cognition, guessing, and memory function..the problem is that, within lies, with systems of no apparent possible connection (when looking at proffered/publicity/news/etc data) ......we memorize and maintain via cognitive connection in systems.

When there is no relation, no connection, no reality behind the words or data, the memory cannot form, the cognition cannot improve,and the lapse and breakdown either begins or continues. We cannot get past step one, into learning and memory as the connection is not made. It's like not being able to exercise...... the decay and breakdown begins.

dan33
28th October 2014, 16:16
Ulli, wish you a soon recovery.

Kisses.

ulli
28th October 2014, 16:19
Yes, something woke me up when I was exhausted and needed the sleep.

Two critical evidential happenings in the world of psychology/physiology, with regard to scientific proofing of things we need to know and live by:

I have spoken many a time on how thoughts form in 'the mind', how the physical carrier is the filter and formation or genesis point/platform upon which thought emerges. Medical science takes another swing at it.

Study offers evidence of unconscious thinking impacting conscious decision making (http://medicalxpress.com/news/2014-10-evidence-unconscious-impacting-conscious-decision.html)

How other people's lies literally dumbs you down, how protracted lies in the entire sociopolitical/governmental system, as a backdrop, literally makes people stupid. (http://medicalxpress.com/news/2014-10-memory_1.html)


Cyr's latest research provides evidence that trial-and-error learning can benefit memory in both young and old when errors are meaningfully related to the right answer, and can actually harm memory when they are not.

If I didn't have a solid belief structure which I grab a hold of like a drowning swimmer grabs a rescue ring I would be completely incoherent right now. I can explain this belief structure like this:

a) At the top of my belief structure is that absolute oneness point, or Source, in which I have total trust, namely that despite apparent chaos all will be nice and neat and orderly, again and again, and this Source intelligence will get His cosmic ducks back in a row.
All chaos is nothing other than transition to a better world.

b) The second layer of my belief structure is that one's consciousness can help create one's reality. This alone is so mind blowing a concept that to me it proves that a higher intelligence set it all up to begin with, and I mean something far higher and greater than AI.

c) The third layer means that all this hyper structure is connected to the individual, not to organizations. But unfortunately the fragrances of this higher energy are being distorted by the odor of competing entities, which all clamor to get control of the individual. That's how we have this morrass of influences, and cacophany of ideas and voices bombarding us.

d) Each individual is responsible for sorting through this mess and recognize their right to help create their idea of a personal utopia. Which may or may not include messing with other peoples heads, but only if done without deception or coercion.

Got interrupted. Husband called and says gardener found a massive boa constrictor ( well 3 m is not really massive) hissing at him this morning before heading off in the direction of where we are living now. Close all doors, he says.
I know this is all related to my recent illness, and the eclipse, and the attacks which have again confirmed to me the power of right thinking.

Oh and by the way, Carmody, I had yet another go at directing attention towards astrology. Not sure if it was my best shot, but I do what I can.
My post in reply to Bill's statement re stargates, on his latest whistleblower thread.

dan33
28th October 2014, 17:13
Hi Ulli,

Good prayers of healing and strength to you and comfort.

27778


Been a heck of a few days, a lot of calls or e-mails from people -their world is shaking up or something is different....doesn't feel right. I think the dream.

and I have been having dreams of silver pentagrams -right side up

Listened to the soundtrack to Inception and Interstellar today.

Sitting in the warmth of a good hot fire and playing this right now.

Our Destiny Lies Above Us by Hans Zimmer

UDVtMYqUAyw

Love

Nora

Cannot hear the new soundtrack from Hans Zimmer. Cancelled by Youtube.

Thanks, Nora.

jgdaTUxGRkc

donk
28th October 2014, 17:36
Seirra, I sympathize, empathize even with your plight. My advice: remember that you will drive yourself insane trying to emphasize with someone on that end of the scale (I believe BPD is a scale), at least that's what I found when I tried. I think carmody's post speaks directly to the core of the harm: it is lying to yourself. Extremely bipolar people immediate believe the lies they tell themself. It becomes reality. You can't compromise with that.

Since I tend to attract hardly anything other than the high end of the scale (I guess that tells you a lot about me!), I found the only thing you can do is call them, and understand they may never "get" that you are providing a service in attempting to be a mirror or constructively criticize. You can't take personally the blank looks, inability to explain the lie you call them on, their relationship with reality. Just responsibility for not letting it make you miserable.

donk
28th October 2014, 17:47
Here and now, I reflect on when I was a kid, and discovered Santa was a lie…and how I was programmed to think it was a good thing, to pretend I did not know…so as not to “ruin it” for the ignorant.

I think that’s a bad program. It’s especially silly to those on outside, looking in…but that never stopped a parent from justifying and prolonging the lie…

ulli
28th October 2014, 17:59
Here and now, I reflect on when I was a kid, and discovered Santa was a lie…and how I was programmed to think it was a good thing, to pretend I did not know…so as not to “ruin it” for the ignorant.

I think that’s a bad program. It’s especially silly to those on outside, looking in…but that never stopped a parent from justifying and prolonging the lie…

I totally agree. And the Santa myth has a lot to do with the cabals lies to us ignorants, too.
Also, the perpetuation of the torturous trainings young doctors go through, being deliberately kept awake for more than 48 hours, tending patients. System change is needed,...at all levels.
But there is a collective sadism going on, together with a collective need to uphold traditions, no matter how outdated such may be.

Pris
28th October 2014, 18:19
Here and now, I reflect on when I was a kid, and discovered Santa was a lie…and how I was programmed to think it was a good thing, to pretend I did not know…so as not to “ruin it” for the ignorant.

I think that’s a bad program. It’s especially silly to those on outside, looking in…but that never stopped a parent from justifying and prolonging the lie…

I totally agree. And the Santa myth has a lot to do with the cabals lies to us ignorants, too.
Also, the perpetuation of the torturous trainings young doctors go through, being deliberately kept awake for more than 48 hours, tending patients. System change is needed,...at all levels.
But there is a collective sadism going on, together with a collective need to uphold traditions, no matter how outdated such may be.

Absolutely. As donk pointed out, we like to justify our behaviour (as if it is a good thing!).

jus•ti•fy (jŭsˈtə-fīˌ)


v.
To demonstrate or prove to be just, right, or valid: justified each budgetary expense as necessary; anger that is justified by the circumstances.
v.
To declare free of blame; absolve.
v.
To free (a human) of the guilt and penalty attached to grievous sin. Used of God.
More at Wordnik


In other words, we know we're doing something wrong, but we justify it and keep doing it anyway.

Ask yourself... when you look at your own life, what do YOU justify?...

It can be anything from staying in an abusive relationship to eating meat.

I know there will be some who want to disagree with me -- perhaps even want to attack my 'opinion' (the meat issue is so sensitive), but before you do, really think about it.

donk
28th October 2014, 18:37
Like Leo says in Inception, ideas are the most effective parasite, this is the self-protection mechanism they seem to come with:


I know there will be some who want to disagree with me -- perhaps even want to attack my 'opinion'

ulli
28th October 2014, 19:23
Here and now, I reflect on when I was a kid, and discovered Santa was a lie…and how I was programmed to think it was a good thing, to pretend I did not know…so as not to “ruin it” for the ignorant.

I think that’s a bad program. It’s especially silly to those on outside, looking in…but that never stopped a parent from justifying and prolonging the lie…

I totally agree. And the Santa myth has a lot to do with the cabals lies to us ignorants, too.
Also, the perpetuation of the torturous trainings young doctors go through, being deliberately kept awake for more than 48 hours, tending patients. System change is needed,...at all levels.
But there is a collective sadism going on, together with a collective need to uphold traditions, no matter how outdated such may be.

Absolutely. As donk pointed out, we like to justify our behaviour (as if it is a good thing!).

jus•ti•fy (jŭsˈtə-fīˌ)


v.
To demonstrate or prove to be just, right, or valid: justified each budgetary expense as necessary; anger that is justified by the circumstances.
v.
To declare free of blame; absolve.
v.
To free (a human) of the guilt and penalty attached to grievous sin. Used of God.
More at Wordnik


In other words, we know we're doing something wrong, but we justify it and keep doing it anyway.

Ask yourself... when you look at your own life, what do YOU justify?...

It can be anything from staying in an abusive relationship to eating meat.

I know there will be some who want to disagree with me -- perhaps even want to attack my 'opinion' (the meat issue is so sensitive), but before you do, really think about it.

The strongest programming is the repetition of ingrained habits. No one is free of guilt, when it comes to habits.
But when others start pestering about those habits then the justification begins.
Varying degrees, from ignoring such people, to aggressive self-defence, way beyond mere justification.

To me the bottom line is to leave others alone. Life itself has a way of throwing the monkey-wrench into their works, sooner or later.
It's all about work on self, on freeing the self of all programming, however long that may take, even if doing baby steps.

If I focus too much on another person's mess I might end up ignoring my own. I'd rather focus on being helpful, in a general way, to the best of my ability.
But if I'm observed and judged in such a pursuit I might become intimidated and eventually I'll lose my style and also my efficiency.

Sierra
28th October 2014, 19:27
Seirra, I sympathize, empathize even with your plight. My advice: remember that you will drive yourself insane trying to emphasize with someone on that end of the scale (I believe BPD is a scale), at least that's what I found when I tried. I think carmody's post speaks directly to the core of the harm: it is lying to yourself. Extremely bipolar people immediate believe the lies they tell themself. It becomes reality. You can't compromise with that.

Since I tend to attract hardly anything other than the high end of the scale (I guess that tells you a lot about me!), I found the only thing you can do is call them, and understand they may never "get" that you are providing a service in attempting to be a mirror or constructively criticize. You can't take personally the blank looks, inability to explain the lie you call them on, their relationship with reality. Just responsibility for not letting it make you miserable.

I think that's a bingo Donk. Can't let myself become miserable in response. Damn, it feels so 1984 somehow. I think I am seeing that no matter how much understanding one attains, the mental illness just keeps right on being mental illness.

Donk, were you ever in therapy together with someone on the scale? I tried once for two years and it was an exercise in bull****. His current therapy however, seems to be one of the few methodologies that work with bipolar, somewhat effectively.

Violet, my husband is in therapy, and I wish we could afford for him to go every week instead of every two weeks. I really do get a break for a few days, after his sessions. Last year, when he first started going (self initiated no less) to therapy, I could even speak about some of the things we talk about on Avalon, and we could find common ground in science and spirituality.

Surrender surrender surrender.

I need to meditate. I get so off balance. Catastrophic thinking takes over.



Sierra, it's not just your husband. It's most men.
George Carlin summed it up...men are stupid, and women are crazy.
And women are crazy because men are stupid.

Well... In that case next time around, just call me Sappho (wriggling eyebrows suggestively at Ulli lol).

Sierra
28th October 2014, 20:28
From: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76329-How-Black-Magic-Is-Controlling-Humanity-What-To-Do-About-It&p=893304&viewfull=1#post893304

PurpleLama sez:


Coherence is essentially the composition of one's own field, and may vary widely from person to person. One who practices meditation, or any of a wide range of mental or spiritual disciplines or practices will have a tendency to gather coherence. One might use an electrical analogy, where there is flow and there is force of the electrical energy, the combination of which gives the actual available power. One who practices, and keeps practicing will develop force, whereas flow occurs less deliberately, force for example the ability of concentrating and focusing ones consciousness, whereas flow might be denoted by the sheer number of thoughts flying through one's head.

That's it, that's it. Incoherence is the result when dealing with less than truth, and meditation rebalances the mind.

Thank you!

Love, love, love Sierra

PurpleLama
28th October 2014, 20:43
Sorry you had to get drawn in there under such unfortunate circumstances. The oddesey continues....

Wind
28th October 2014, 21:55
Goes actually way, way beyond 2000 BC (add more zeroes), but still funny.

http://oi62.tinypic.com/9rmyr5.jpg

avid
28th October 2014, 22:01
My father questionned these strange 'messes in the sky', he was a WW2 pilot, and was not amused by his beautiful skies being trashed. I told him what they were, and he said to me "there are many things of which we are not aware", he couldn't outright deny, but he knew all was not natural. He was a true diplomat, yet supportive to me - until the end this February. I really miss him, and my Mum, who joined him on 15th September this year. We are burying her ashes in the joint place on Saturday. No wind please!!!

eaglespirit
29th October 2014, 00:43
Sierra, BE the shining mountain Your namesake IS, actively intentionally because You Can : )
http://www.summitpost.org/images/original/451867.jpg

Really gotta get some o' Rick's cannabis resin spread around like now, just a rice grain a day will do Ya, all of Us Ya's !!!

http://phoenixtears.ca/

Guest
29th October 2014, 01:45
The bond humans share has definitely to do with the heart, far more than the brain.

Yes soulful connections, the day of the new moon solar eclipse I was really feeling the shift of the planets -sheesh and missing my traditional circle of people very much. They mostly live in the North some in other states and even in other countries. I was thinking of going up to visit them while driving into town. A couple of hours after I got back home I got a call from one of them during the solar eclipse. Totally unexpected call, this person, I don't even know them that well and they live across the nation.





Hi Ulli,

Good prayers of healing and strength to you and comfort.

27778


Been a heck of a few days, a lot of calls or e-mails from people -their world is shaking up or something is different....doesn't feel right. I think the dream.

and I have been having dreams of silver pentagrams -right side up

Listened to the soundtrack to Inception and Interstellar today.

Sitting in the warmth of a good hot fire and playing this right now.

Our Destiny Lies Above Us by Hans Zimmer

UDVtMYqUAyw

Love

Nora

Cannot hear the new soundtrack from Hans Zimmer. Cancelled by Youtube.

Thanks, Nora.

jgdaTUxGRkc

Here Dan with the sunrise

jHRGOoR2Zls


Love

Nora

1inMany
29th October 2014, 02:12
I finished reading the Thiaoouba Prophecy. Thank you for the recommendation, meeradas. It blew my mind. So much wisdom there. I, of course, am left with questions. Seems like everything I learn answers one or two questions and leaves me with so many more.

Stepped out of the village today. Wow. Reminded why I burrow in over here. Sometimes I simply do not understand hostility. Most of the time, actually.

Have had many reminders to clear my own shyt, trying to release and clear as I go. Missing my quiet alone time, very much. I know what I will return to, this persistent reluctance to move forward and the opposite-the excitement to open up and let go.

Learning so much about myself on this trip, while realizing in little tiny bits that I am not this at all. I hope I can do what it is I am setting out to do. Surely it is not impossible.

Much Love,

Playdo of Ataraxas
29th October 2014, 03:09
Here and now, I reflect on when I was a kid, and discovered Santa was a lie…and how I was programmed to think it was a good thing, to pretend I did not know…so as not to “ruin it” for the ignorant.

I think that’s a bad program. It’s especially silly to those on outside, looking in…but that never stopped a parent from justifying and prolonging the lie…

My family serves us derision at Christmas time and begs us to not let our children spoil the "magic" of Christmas for their cousins as we have decided not to lie and delude our children. They still have fun, but they know Santa ain't real. I've posted on this before and how my grandmother convinced me Santa would stick me with a hypodermic needle with drugs if he caught me awake on Xmas Eve, etc.... That frightened me as child. So much for magic. I reiterate to my family that it is my prerogative not to lie and delude my children for the sake of their own comfort. Bah Humbug!

http://wondermark.com/c/2007-12-25-365roots.gif

Violet
29th October 2014, 04:58
My father questionned these strange 'messes in the sky', he was a WW2 pilot, and was not amused by his beautiful skies being trashed. I told him what they were, and he said to me "there are many things of which we are not aware", he couldn't outright deny, but he knew all was not natural. He was a true diplomat, yet supportive to me - until the end this February. I really miss him, and my Mum, who joined him on 15th September this year. We are burying her ashes in the joint place on Saturday. No wind please!!!

I'm sorry for your loss, Avid.

In the past, I lived close to an airport and would watch in the orangy mornings trails of planes taking off. As soon as a plane was out of sight, the trail dissipated. Now, I don't live near any airport and I'm blown away by the bredth of the trails here. There is regular police helicopter surveillance, so are those helicopter trails? I don't know but like your dad, I conclude: not natural and also, why?

Carmody, there was a guest on Rense. He's an RV (with Intl work history and contracted in Eastern Europe as well) and apparently a well-known one too, though (as I was sewing my curtains) I did not pay close enough attention to catch his name. I remember how Rense kept coming back to the RV experience a couple of times and the guest clearly stated that this time he only wanted to talk about the sun because of something urgent that he's been observing for a long time now and which grows true every day. A the state of the sun that receives little or no (mass) attention but could come as a sudden and shockingly disastrous surprise to our planet. I tried looking for the vid but didn't have enough to go on. Hoping somebody will fill in.

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cUuIMoP_aeE/TEL6b9sHT9I/AAAAAAAAChM/PBGmwBtIc8Q/s1600/fish.jpg
(Brueghel)

http://www.preservedproject.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2012/04/Roelant_Savery_-_Landscape_with_Birds_-_WGA20885.jpg
(Savery)

http://www.oceansbridge.com/paintings/museums/new-hermitage/Dupre_Jules-ZZZ-Village_Landscape.jpg
(Dupre)

Then again, they did not yet have planes in those days, right?

Pris
29th October 2014, 08:44
If I focus too much on another person's mess I might end up ignoring my own. I'd rather focus on being helpful, in a general way, to the best of my ability.
But if I'm observed and judged in such a pursuit I might become intimidated and eventually I'll lose my style and also my efficiency.

That's just it. You cannot allow yourself to be intimidated -- regardless of being observed and judged (which I myself actually welcome as it helps my personal growth [shall I respond, and if I do, will it be with 'truth' (whose truth?), fact, or justification?]).

I know I'm not 'right' all the time. And, I'm lucky if I'm 'right' some of the time! Knowing I may not be right doesn't stop me from saying what I think anyway. If I worried about that, I'd never open my mouth.

I keep this in mind with everyone I interact with. It often takes great courage to say what you think and even greater courage to admit you may be wrong. These are qualities I admire in others -- qualities I attempt to foster within myself.

Perhaps, this the biggest test of all: to stay strong, focused, and be true to yourself (every one of you out there!). Be the unique 'you' you were meant to be and shine your light out into the world.

Stephanie
29th October 2014, 09:23
Dearest Avid, warm comforting hugs, wrapped in a blanket of love.

For lovely Sierra, balancing hues of coloured harmony.


Understanding certain misunderstandings.
G.K. Chesterton wrote these wise words......
The injured party does not want to be compensated because they have been wronged,
they want to be healed because they have been hurt.


:grouphug:

ulli
29th October 2014, 12:46
The only statement I want to make here is that the greatest relief of ageing as a woman is that this kind of sound barrage comes to a stop.

Now it's different...living in a third world country, walking city streets and looking like a foreigner means getting hit on by professional beggars.
Different issue altogether, and a reminder that there really is no fast solution to the human condition.

b1XGPvbWn0A

donk
29th October 2014, 13:02
Hope you're feeling ok ulli. In honor of the page number, here's a tune from one of my favorites:

-gW513E8_6I

ThePythonicCow
29th October 2014, 13:27
The only statement I want to make here is that the greatest relief of ageing as a woman is that this kind of sound barrage comes to a stop.
Ah - one advantage to being a big dude in a cheap car.

The only time I recall anything remotely like this was one day when I drove a fancy Cadillac to the shopping mall (the only rental car left on the lot, as my normal car was in for repairs) ... and I had quite long hair. Twice in a couple hundred yards someone tried to sell me street drugs.

ulli
29th October 2014, 13:50
In just 60 days this guy had so many veggies he had to start giving them away.

Suburbia of the future. I just love this.

http://themetapicture.com/he-started-with-some-boxes-60-days/


http://cdn.themetapicture.com/photos/2014/10/cool-plants-lawn-boxes.jpg

http://i.imgur.com/BrgD73A.jpg

ulli
29th October 2014, 14:05
Today I'm going out for the first time in ages. Feeling sooo much better, at last.
Going to look for organic coconut oil.
The weather here has cleared up a little, and we are all hoping that our gardener can get over his fright of seeing a large snake. It has been living on that slope for ages. Once it bit one of my father-in-laws cows. Even though not a poisonous bite, still, it caused an infection at the time. Every area of this planet has it's own particular challenges. I'm now less worried about that snake than the insects which crawl on our organic veggies. A whole new veggie scrub regimen will have to be put in place after this latest illness.

Marianne
29th October 2014, 14:33
Ulli, it's a relief to know you are up and about. Love the front yard garden photos - what an inspiration! Reminds me of what PL is doing, only PL's is larger scale.

About the veggie scrub regimen, you may already know this .. white vinegar in water makes a good, easy scrub solution. 1/2 cup to a gallon of water in a big bowl.

I used to teach a class on 'green' cleaning, and made a pdf of some recipes. It's in the Green album on my profile page: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/album.php?albumid=485 if anyone wants it.

Someone got an 'Invalid album' message when clicking that link. In that case, try this link to my profile page: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/memb...?7492-Marianne
Then go to Albums - More and find the Green one.

Avid, I'm sorry for your loss.

Calz
29th October 2014, 14:53
I had quite long hair.




http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Q2flscHdTu8/UM7O33RaaOI/AAAAAAAAA9Q/hNZBhQkfnLY/s400/Funny+Cow.jpg

Nat_Lee
29th October 2014, 15:12
I just wanted to share this with you guys !

0VGvo_S78BQ

Calz
29th October 2014, 16:37
Okay ... it's official now ... AI black goo has taken over the planet ... we are doomed ...

Surrender now ...


Z0GFRcFm-aY

PurpleLama
29th October 2014, 17:08
Okay ... it's official now ... AI black goo has taken over the planet ... we are doomed ...

Surrender now ...


Z0GFRcFm-aY

aGgZmiWW6xI

Dennis Leahy
29th October 2014, 18:11
Can someone help me find a resource, please? I have read (maybe last year?) that somehow, energy emanating from the body was measured, and that the heart center was found to emanate energy either the furthest or the strongest (or both.)

In a conversation with my sister, I wanted to share that with her, but all I have is "I read somewhere..." and would prefer to offer some online resource that either wrote the article or back-up that conclusion. The article I'm remembering may have just been a Photoshopped artist's rendition of what looked like a body with a blue aura.

Jake may disagree. :~) Since he takes his astral body a million miles. hahahahahha

Anyone know what I'm talking about?

Thanks!

Dennis

greybeard
29th October 2014, 18:16
Can someone help me find a resource, please? I have read (maybe last year?) that somehow, energy emanating from the body was measured, and that the heart center was found to emanate energy either the furthest or the strongest (or both.)

In a conversation with my sister, I wanted to share that with her, but all I have is "I read somewhere..." and would prefer to offer some online resource that either wrote the article or back-up that conclusion. The article I'm remembering may have just been a Photoshopped artist's rendition of what looked like a body with a blue aura.

Jake may disagree. :~) Since he takes his astral body a million miles. hahahahahha

Anyone know what I'm talking about?

Thanks!

Dennis

Hi Dennis
I have read tha too.
Try Heart Maths---Gregg Braden.
Global coherence

http://www.glcoherence.org/templates/gcp/email/e-broadcast/2014/telesummit/telesummit-online.php

Best wishes
Chris

Jake
29th October 2014, 18:21
Can someone help me find a resource, please? I have read (maybe last year?) that somehow, energy emanating from the body was measured, and that the heart center was found to emanate energy either the furthest or the strongest (or both.)

In a conversation with my sister, I wanted to share that with her, but all I have is "I read somewhere..." and would prefer to offer some online resource that either wrote the article or back-up that conclusion. The article I'm remembering may have just been a Photoshopped artist's rendition of what looked like a body with a blue aura.

Jake may disagree. :~) Since he takes his astral body a million miles. hahahahahha

Anyone know what I'm talking about?

Thanks!

Dennis

Here is one... (http://www.faim.org/energymedicine/measurement-human-biofield.html) I can link you to more,, I have to run.... Cheers, brother.



Snippet...

Conventional science and medicine have long used the electrocardiogram (ECG) and the electroencephalogram (EEG) to assess physiologic function of heart and brain, respectively. The heart produces coherent contraction of numerous muscle cells, resulting in vigorous electrical activity. In fact, the heart makes the greatest contribution to the electromagnetic, as well as the acoustic, human biofield. The brain’s activity contributes to a lesser extent to the biofield because its field emission is weaker than that of the heart. The ECG was first developed in 1887 and records the electrical activity from different areas of the heart.

Jake.

RunningDeer
29th October 2014, 18:35
Can someone help me find a resource, please?

Not a written article, but many known scientists in the documentary. The summary has lots of cross links. Not only the mind is discussed but also body energy fields.


Mind Science Kept Hidden Documentary. WE ARE VIBRATIONAL BEINGS. Law of attraction/vibes
VjpCKZ7cEoY

Published on Jan 1, 2013

YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE WHICH TYPE OF REALITY YOU WANNA LIVE!
If you are in that conspiracy theory frequency or negative news etc,,, you NEED to get out of that vibration, which is a fear based vibration. "Energy flows where your attention goes." and what you put your attention on is just going to increase and accelerate as time goes on.Get as far away from that **** as you can LOL!!!!! Stop giving ur power away.

Create the reality YOU WANT! WHAT DO YOU!!!! REALLY WANT?, make the transformation internally and shift into it because that reality/your dream already exists!!!!! shift into it! You can do it! :)

ALL THE INFO BELOW IS ALL CONNECTED TO "THE LAW OF VIBRATION/ATTR - ACTION" ACTION!!! Gotta Move ur ass lol and most importantly the SUBCONSCIOUS MIND :) The film The Secret should have at least did a 10 or 15 mins segment on the subconscious mind. Would have been the game changer for many people.

MOST IMPORTANTLY YOU MUST!!!! REPROGRAM YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND!
ALSO CONNEC TO THE REALITY/VERSION OF UR SELF YOU WANT TO LIVE AS!

[continued here (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjpCKZ7cEoY)]

ThePythonicCow
29th October 2014, 18:38
Emoo!
Nah - not that cow - this one:
http://www.eclectech.co.uk/b3ta/hippycow.jpg

Dennis Leahy
29th October 2014, 18:58
Thanks Chris, Jake, and Paula! That's perfect!

Catching up a tiny bit:

To Eaglespirit, "I'll have what he's having!"

Julia, sorry for the physical loss of your grandmother. I know you were close. Very cool to hear orbs were photographed - evidence of what you already knew to be true (she's still with you.)

Avid, sorry to hear of you Mom's passing - and so soon after your Dad. I wish you comfort.

Ulli, awesome news! Up and around! Go bite that snake's tail!

Marianne, hope your road to full recovery is starting to get easier and better. thanks for the green tips!

Sierra, ugh! Protracted emotional battles are the most draining. I know, and wish you peace.

PL, did your kitty wander back home?

Paul, now THAT is the cow voted most likely to grow psilocyben mushrooms on its cow-pies!

Dennis

PurpleLama
29th October 2014, 19:09
still no Rama,I just left a description with the local animal shelter.

dan33
29th October 2014, 19:16
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Donna Jones
29th October 2014, 19:25
Hi! It gets dark early now here in Catalonia. We live in the mountains, the colours are lovely now, it's not could outside yet. I have been baking almond pastries and the kitchen smells great. It's verry still outside, normaly the wind blows this time of year. this is the first thread I have posted. Salut!

ulli
29th October 2014, 19:40
Hi! It gets dark early now here in Catalonia. We live in the mountains, the colours are lovely now, it's not could outside yet. I have been baking almond pastries and the kitchen smells great. It's verry still outside, normaly the wind blows this time of year. this is the first thread I have posted. Salut!

Bienvenida, Donna. Que disfrutes todas tus visitas con nosotros. Un abrazo.

ulli
29th October 2014, 19:48
I just wanted to share this with you guys !

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Now that I know how it's done I will make a point of buying them next time I see them.

dan33
29th October 2014, 19:52
Hi! It gets dark early now here in Catalonia. We live in the mountains, the colours are lovely now, it's not could outside yet. I have been baking almond pastries and the kitchen smells great. It's verry still outside, normaly the wind blows this time of year. this is the first thread I have posted. Salut!

Salut and welcome :)

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RunningDeer
29th October 2014, 19:55
Hello Skippy/Marcel. Hope all is well with you and your family and Little M is in fine and continued health. Little M is not so little...seven now?

Paula <3

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RunningDeer
29th October 2014, 20:06
Welcome, Puffin. There was a Puffin that retired. This was the avatar.

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Paula
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ulli
29th October 2014, 20:07
Hello Skippy/Marcel. Hope all is well with you and your family and Little M is in fine and continued health.

Paula <3

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I miss skippy, too.

Pris
29th October 2014, 20:26
I just wanted to share this with you guys !

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Now that I know how it's done I will make a point of buying them next time I see them.

I would, too. But, where I live, the product code starts with a '3' so that's no good. :p

Yes, there are sometimes organic ones ('9'), but who can afford those? Organic is REALLY expensive here...

I can barely afford regular produce ('4'). And, now that we're heading into winter, it only gets worse.

dan33
29th October 2014, 20:36
Hello Skippy!
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