Here and Now...What's Happening?

[RunningDeer]

Sometimes I think I should spend a bit more time rethinking the past, but for me it equals regression.

Some don’t want to dig up the past because it’s too painful. Others say what’s done is done, leave the past in the past.

All pain, i.e., physical, mental, emotional and/or sexual abuse gets locked in the psyche and the cellular and muscle memory. These memories hidden or otherwise are overlays that prevent one from experiencing who they are in Truth.

Fear of the unknown, fear of being out of control, and denial reinforces this cycle of dis-ease. It takes courage to unearth the trauma and worth the risk. Each cathartic release brings clarity and freedom. And perhaps, one discovers knowledge of innate strength and wisdom of how their spirit could never be broken.

<3

[1inMany]

Violet, that was beautiful. Cripey. Thank you for sharing such a deep part of yourself. RunningDeer offers such wisdom for you. As it always happens, these words are as meaningful and timely for me as you might find them. I opened a heart-door yesterday to take a peek and found something painful. I closed the door right away because I didn't think I could tackle that at the moment. I will have to. I know.

Here's to healing, Village. Cleaning up old messes to start anew. In each Here and Now. What more important work exists, I ask. Clean up our little messes, and that helps clean out the attic. Who knows how far we reach when we do that :)

[eaglespirit]

Here's to healing, Village. Cleaning up old messes to start anew. In each Here and Now. What more important work exists, I ask. Clean up our little messes, and that helps clean out the attic. Who knows how far we reach when we do that? :)

...to the Stars, Baby, to the Stars : )

[ulli]

Got to remember beauty.... It's there....

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[1inMany]

Got to remember beauty.... It's there....

http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2011/204/6/2/lotus_pond_zen_by_dgphotographyjax-d41fiwf.jpg

And therein lies the balance you provide so often, ulli.

Congrats on 43,000 posts, lovelies.

[ulli]

Another Lilly pond....or perhaps the same one...in moonlight


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[Violet]

Sometimes I think I should spend a bit more time rethinking the past, but for me it equals regression.

Some don’t want to dig up the past because it’s too painful. Others say what’s done is done, leave the past in the past.

All pain, i.e., physical, mental, emotional and/or sexual abuse gets locked in the psyche and the cellular and muscle memory. These memories hidden or otherwise are overlays that prevent one from experiencing who they are in Truth.

Fear of the unknown, fear being out of control, and denial reinforces this cycle of dis-ease. It takes courage to unearth the trauma and worth the risk. Each cathartic release brings clarity and freedom. And perhaps, one discovers knowledge of innate strength and wisdom of how their spirit could never be broken.

<3

Yes, that is wise advice. Thank you, Paula. Every now and then I do take small peeks, like 1inMany does :)

Well, here's to another weekend. Let's start with a hearty afternoon coffee, you're all invited :

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(Just pretend the sun is real)

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And some Earl Grey for the anti-coffics:

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And last but not least, it's an exercise Week of Niceness (to be continued long after that of course) (in my Human Chain (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?66277-The-Human-Chain-Thread&p=910836&viewfull=1#post910836) thread), so don't forget to do something extra nice (Christmas presents don't count :nono:)!

[ulli]

Violet, that was beautiful. Cripey. Thank you for sharing such a deep part of yourself. RunningDeer offers such wisdom for you. As it always happens, these words are as meaningful and timely for me as you might find them. I opened a heart-door yesterday to take a peek and found something painful. I closed the door right away because I didn't think I could tackle that at the moment. I will have to. I know.

Here's to healing, Village. Cleaning up old messes to start anew. In each Here and Now. What more important work exists, I ask. Clean up our little messes, and that helps clean out the attic. Who knows how far we reach when we do that :)

Families have a tendency to single out a culprit, who then becomes a scapegoat for everything that is wrong.
The truth is that families form a unit with different energies contributing to the big picture.

So you became upset because of a report from M. At first glance perfectly understandable.
But has it occurred to you that perhaps she didn't give you the full background, nor the larger context?
That she knows how to press your buttons, and revels in feeding the drama?
That perhaps the thing was said in jest?
That most kids get to hear those types of threats from older guys, including their dads, and after a while forget all about it, and carry on with life?

Just a few questions to help rise above it. My philosophy is that nothing is ever as good, nor as bad, as it appears.

[PurpleLama]

Ulli, this whatshisname, as J calls him, is a psycho, a monster, a meth head and viscious. He has no business being with children. I have seen first hand the reaction of this child to just hearing this man's voice, and it was the reaction of a child who has been abused. Your words are wise, but unfortunately less than applicable in this particular situation.

[PurpleLama]

Whether it was said in jest, or not, at six years old, to be told that by someone who has beaten the sh!t out of you more than once, it isn't anything but psychological trauma.

Sorry, this here and now, for me atm, is not all love and light and fluffy stuff. You know how I will often reveal truth in a statement that couldn't really be taken seriously, the statement I made to her on the previous page was just skirting the line of serious and no joke at all. The greater part of the tragedy is that her daughter K allows this to go on right under her nose. I would say, someone will have to really get hurt befor she wises up and gets rid of the guy, but we are beyond that and now have a cycle of bad behavior on the part of whatshisname and his manipulation of K being pretty deep at this point. Someone has already gotten hurt over and over again, and It's the most frustrating thing in the world when the One person who could, and should, do something about it just effin won't. For example, the reason she moved out of her apartment was to get away from him, after he tried to strangle her. What is little one supposed to think, seeing that, and having been beaten by him before, when the same person (I use the term loosely) threatens to set him on fire in his sleep?

This is hard and harsh, un_sugar coated reality. I realize it isn't fitting for the tone of the thread, and might well be the first time my own posts were removed from these environs. I won't hold it against anyone if I get reported. I do wish to close, there is no anger in me, but there is a sense of justice that has not been met, and I am personally involved with many of the characters in the epic of 1inmany. Forgive me for being so pointed.

[eaglespirit]

WE, Shall Make him Go Away!!!

[PurpleLama]

Jenn, Phil/donk's ex wife and baby's mama is in icu, critical, it looks really bad. Requesting prayers on his behalf.

[ulli]

Ulli, this whatshisname, as J calls him, is a psycho, a monster, a meth head and viscious. He has no business being with children. I have seen first hand the reaction of this child to just hearing this man's voice, and it was the reaction of a child who has been abused. Your words are wise, but unfortunately less than applicable in this particular situation.

Ok, Lama, point taken. We have to maneuver between the principles of inclusiveness and absolute duality, and it is no easy path.
Just yesterday I was chatting with my husband about how kids are developing whose mother was on hard drugs during their pregnancy, if he had any data on that.
So equally I'm asking now, how would Little One fare from here on? How would he integrate those extreme poles of influence in the future? He will have to choose one day based on his perceptions of right and wrong.
Meanwhile whatshisname needs a good dose of justice, and perhaps get locked away in a place where he can't access any of those drugs.
Better have him get locked away than an innocent person who reached their limit, like One.

[ulli]

Whether it was said in jest, or not, at six years old, to be told that by someone who has beaten the sh!t out of you more than once, it isn't anything but psychological trauma.

Sorry, this here and now, for me atm, is not all love and light and fluffy stuff. You know how I will often reveal truth in a statement that couldn't really be taken seriously, the statement I made to her on the previous page was just skirting the line of serious and no joke at all. The greater part of the tragedy is that her daughter K allows this to go on right under her nose. I would say, someone will have to really get hurt befor she wises up and gets rid of the guy, but we are beyond that and now have a cycle of bad behavior on the part of whatshisname and his manipulation of K being pretty deep at this point. Someone has already gotten hurt over and over again, and It's the most frustrating thing in the world when the One person who could, and should, do something about it just effin won't. For example, the reason she moved out of her apartment was to get away from him, after he tried to strangle her. What is little one supposed to think, seeing that, and having been beaten by him before, when the same person (I use the term loosely) threatens to set him on fire in his sleep?

This is hard and harsh, un_sugar coated reality. I realize it isn't fitting for the tone of the thread, and might well be the first time my own posts were removed from these environs. I won't hold it against anyone if I get reported. I do wish to close, there is no anger in me, but there is a sense of justice that has not been met, and I am personally involved with many of the characters in the epic of 1inmany. Forgive me for being so pointed.

The tone of this thread is the tone of reality.
Nothing written here will ever be removed, unless the author wants it out of the way.
Some things have to be addressed. Hey, maybe he will meet his Waterloo, living at Mike's now.
And has Mike been informed about that threat?

[Ethan]

Ok!Here i goo :) I`m currently at my work sitting in my office and was not feeling very well..That is beacose the stuff is`nt paid yet for almost 1.5year now..(25 teachers that is)We try our best to make the coverment to pay off but they dont seem to make it happen.That makes the people sad and angry,and gets to me also(even though im payed)..I center and shield myself before but it is difficult for me to be cut out from whats happening.(after 12 years)I am in secretary and i have to be aware of whats going on in 4 floors.In classes,in teachers,and in the surround.I order some coffee and got to avalon-in the same time that i work.I saw a cry out for help(someone is feeling like suiside) and i`m gonna attend asap.The sweet thing is that,when i logged in and as i was reading a topic at the end of the page,in the box that says "Thread info" there was 2 names making one sentence: Ethan,i love you.And thats awesome.:cool: cheers Avalonians!(i allready feel better like someone pull it of my shoulders)

[RunningDeer]

WE, Shall Make him Go Away!!!

Yes, it's my healing approach that I'm delivering. And I sent big wings out that way. They've teamed with the ones already in place. Zaps go out also for the mamma bear to awaken from her slumber.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/wings_light.GIF

<3

[Violet]

Ulli, this whatshisname, as J calls him, is a psycho, a monster, a meth head and viscious. He has no business being with children. I have seen first hand the reaction of this child to just hearing this man's voice, and it was the reaction of a child who has been abused. Your words are wise, but unfortunately less than applicable in this particular situation.

Ok, Lama, point taken. We have to maneuver between the principles of inclusiveness and absolute duality, and it is no easy path.
Just yesterday I was chatting with my husband about how kids are developing whose mother was on hard drugs during their pregnancy, if he had any data on that.
So equally I'm asking now, how would Little One fare from here on? How would he integrate those extreme poles of influence in the future? He will have to choose one day based on his perceptions of right and wrong.
Meanwhile whatshisname needs a good dose of justice, and perhaps get locked away in a place where he can't access any of those drugs.
Better have him get locked away than an innocent person who reached their limit, like One.

If whatshisname gets locked away, it will most probably be by the doing of a third party. Little One will do everything to protect his mother and that may very well include covering for whatshisname, even if it turns out in his very bad disadvantage.

If left like this the prospects aren't hopeful even if nothing (physically) bad happens to the child. Right and wrong will be near to impossible to distinguish with such history. If this kid is the family's scapegoat and this is the result, then it has everything in the making to become society's next outkast. And I don't even want to go to into the self-destructive part. I agree with Purple, there's no fluffy here. Immediate action required. Help this kid and be careful because when things climax into this direction, evil people get even more evil and violent and dangerous.

May this family be protected throughout this and after that.

[Guest]

Good morning villagers and new villagers,

Rain here and now maybe turning to snow on the mountain....
It's time for a good hot fire, good hot mug of tea and good hot vegetable soup....

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Love and big gentle bears hugs to everyone


Nora

[dan33]

ONE IN MANY
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[Iloveyou]

Hi dear ones,
being a member for 6 weeks now, sitting here in my city in Central Europe, every time I open the website or I'm thinking of Avalon I feel an energy field of enormous intensity here in my room. In this short time I experienced the maurice / krissy thread, the vilcabamba thread, the very controversary Auschwitz thread, the discussions about 'censorship' and the mod's tasks, Bill's answer to the 'scientology questions', yesterday I heard the cry from truth and now One and PL allow me to participate in this heartbreaking family story.

By now I just feel able to contribute pictures, music, videos and short messages of love and compassion. For the rest, I'm reading, reading, reading and my dictionary is constantly at hand.

Your feathers, Deer, I'm aware of them generating this strong pulsating field of supporting, loving and healing power, creating a protecting and sheltering space for mother and child and radiating from the hearts of all, who are linked in. So am I. What a blessing for everybody to share this.

Ethan, what a joy, that you realized, you are loved deeply.

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[Ol' Roy]

The Achrcon's are bad right! Can't even post! Dawg gone it! Keep me in your best wishes!

[RunningDeer]

Keep me in your best wishes!

Done... <3


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[Ol' Roy]

Nevermind :out raking leaves! My boy, who mow.s my grass, decides to quit mid OCT. When the leaves start falling down. More money in tobacco! Helping hia dad.

I may do it myself next year! Too much hassle,except on those hot days!

Anyway here and now! Raking leaves in Copper's yard! Stepped in dog Sh8t as
usual! At least , I have the presence to look at my shoes. Before, I go inside!

It's a shiity job any way you look at it! You know! A little humor never hurts!
Leave you happy, healthy,and WISE!
ON THE DECK CLEANING OUT DOG POO! 45 DEGREES !.Got to love it!

[Catsquotl]

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Just because I enjoy the bh surfers...
here it is again..

WIth Love
Eelco

[Ol' Roy]

Paula and Ulli, you know I didn't do that! As far as my Avatar and my posting! She doesn't want me in the room. Mild case of Aspergers Syndrome.Smarter than dirt! " Where did you learn that?""I don't Know!" My reasoning is the internet. Nope! Bottom part of her class in high sscool. Straight A's in college! Just as my oldest! Bragging! Hell yes!!

[Ol' Roy]

Well I am not hugging a tree. But I am hugging the best species closest to us! 1997! Hawaii.

[ulli]

Well I am not hugging a tree. But I am hugging the best species closest to us! 1997! Hawaii.

What a happy smile on your Dolphin friend there, Ol' Roy.
I had nothing to do with the avatar...that must have been Paula.

[eaglespirit]

OK, Higher Spirit Villagers...
What are WE going to do with the rest of my life in 3d doings?
http://www.beyondsunsigns.com/images/heartinspace-185.jpg

[RunningDeer]

Well I am not hugging a tree. But I am hugging the best species closest to us! 1997! Hawaii.

I'm guessing Daughter Carlye helped with the avatar. Nice pic, Roy.

[Natalia]

Hi guys :)

Do you ever have it when you are amazed about a personal lesson? Where something unexpected (and not nice) has happened,..and after feeling upset about it...you go deeper inside yourself and others and look at how that something in you...has (partly) manifested that thing that was not nice, that upset you...then it feels like a mistake...your mistake...then you realize that you was naive...It can feel good and right at the time (feels brave) and then later feel like a mistake (feels stupid)...and that it has been seen by others...which makes it feel bigger...and somewhere in all of that, you know that it makes you stronger and wiser, but you still feel like a bit of a fool because you have repeated the same mistake quite a few times...

http://www.quickmeme.com/img/fe/fe6e4391eed57c7329e79d65e288d6c1206eaf6a4d3e654f622841a310c092cc.jpg

When we are ready...we don't just learn it all in one go...and we don't make the first jump (like in the Matrix)

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But it doesn't have to be groundhog day...if it doesn't have to be...but the only way out, is to learn the lesson for real...

M628DuIEZ_o

[dan33]

Cena de Navidad del Grupo de Sueños. Christmas Dinner Dreams Group. Yesterday. :happy:

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[dan33]

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[Carmody]

Whether it was said in jest, or not, at six years old, to be told that by someone who has beaten the sh!t out of you more than once, it isn't anything but psychological trauma.

Sorry, this here and now, for me atm, is not all love and light and fluffy stuff. You know how I will often reveal truth in a statement that couldn't really be taken seriously, the statement I made to her on the previous page was just skirting the line of serious and no joke at all. The greater part of the tragedy is that her daughter K allows this to go on right under her nose. I would say, someone will have to really get hurt befor she wises up and gets rid of the guy, but we are beyond that and now have a cycle of bad behavior on the part of whatshisname and his manipulation of K being pretty deep at this point. Someone has already gotten hurt over and over again, and It's the most frustrating thing in the world when the One person who could, and should, do something about it just effin won't. For example, the reason she moved out of her apartment was to get away from him, after he tried to strangle her. What is little one supposed to think, seeing that, and having been beaten by him before, when the same person (I use the term loosely) threatens to set him on fire in his sleep?

This is hard and harsh, un_sugar coated reality. I realize it isn't fitting for the tone of the thread, and might well be the first time my own posts were removed from these environs. I won't hold it against anyone if I get reported. I do wish to close, there is no anger in me, but there is a sense of justice that has not been met, and I am personally involved with many of the characters in the epic of 1inmany. Forgive me for being so pointed.

In my family group, such thing have happened before. (about 15 aunts and uncles and all their kids)

One of us takes the 'hit' so to speak, by calling the cops and going as far as testifying in court, whatever is required. It costs in terms of ostracization, but the people involved...are alive to have the chance to reflect. And maybe, just maybe, 20-30-40 years later, the person who did the ostracizing, will finally go clear and understand what went on. Ie, living angry relatives, instead of dead ones, because no one did anything.

[gripreaper]

Sometimes I think I should spend a bit more time rethinking the past, but for me it equals regression.

Some don’t want to dig up the past because it’s too painful. Others say what’s done is done, leave the past in the past.

All pain, i.e., physical, mental, emotional and/or sexual abuse gets locked in the psyche and the cellular and muscle memory. These memories hidden or otherwise are overlays that prevent one from experiencing who they are in Truth.

Fear of the unknown, fear of being out of control, and denial reinforces this cycle of dis-ease. It takes courage to unearth the trauma and worth the risk. Each cathartic release brings clarity and freedom. And perhaps, one discovers knowledge of innate strength and wisdom of how their spirit could never be broken.

I concur. Trauma at an early age is too painful to fully experience, so the energy of the event gets sequestered and is removed from the wholeness of who we are and held until such a time as we can go back and "relive" the experience in it's full capacity, release the discordant energies of fear/terror, anger/rage, grief/sadness held in our lower chakras, and return this energy to our essence through the catharsis.

We can see where we are not whole because there will be consistent patterns which repeat, with the anxiety and irritation which goes with these feelings, which we then project outside of ourselves and discharge the energy to maintain homeostasis without connecting to it's source.

It is the denial and agitation which is painful, not the homeopathic catharsis of the original trauma. The experiencing and releasing through the full charge of the catharsis actually feels pretty good, and it opens up many new pathways and insights. Those who have done the work report better eyesight, softer skin, loss of stress, better hormone balance, clearer thinking, more acute senses, and synchronicities.

Be prepared for almost everything to shift and change in your life after the reality you are manifesting is no longer necessary to maintain the current beliefs holding your hologram in place, as new energy is emanated from your field, new events, experiences, and people are attracted to the new you.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Whether it was said in jest, or not, at six years old, to be told that by someone who has beaten the sh!t out of you more than once, it isn't anything but psychological trauma.

Sorry, this here and now, for me atm, is not all love and light and fluffy stuff. You know how I will often reveal truth in a statement that couldn't really be taken seriously, the statement I made to her on the previous page was just skirting the line of serious and no joke at all. The greater part of the tragedy is that her daughter K allows this to go on right under her nose. I would say, someone will have to really get hurt befor she wises up and gets rid of the guy, but we are beyond that and now have a cycle of bad behavior on the part of whatshisname and his manipulation of K being pretty deep at this point. Someone has already gotten hurt over and over again, and It's the most frustrating thing in the world when the One person who could, and should, do something about it just effin won't. For example, the reason she moved out of her apartment was to get away from him, after he tried to strangle her. What is little one supposed to think, seeing that, and having been beaten by him before, when the same person (I use the term loosely) threatens to set him on fire in his sleep?

This is hard and harsh, un_sugar coated reality. I realize it isn't fitting for the tone of the thread, and might well be the first time my own posts were removed from these environs. I won't hold it against anyone if I get reported. I do wish to close, there is no anger in me, but there is a sense of justice that has not been met, and I am personally involved with many of the characters in the epic of 1inmany. Forgive me for being so pointed.

In my family group, such thing have happened before. (about 15 aunts and uncles and all their kids)

One of us takes the 'hit' so to speak, by calling the cops and going as far as testifying in court, whatever is required. It costs in terms of ostracization, but the people involved...are alive to have the chance to reflect. And maybe, just maybe, 20-30-40 yeas later, the person who did the ostracizing, will finally go clear and understand what went on. Ie, living angry relatives, instead of dead ones, because no one did anything.

I know you like Tom Waits, and this is one of my favorites of his, seasonal and it seems appropriate to post at the moment. The Holiday season, cue the family drama, we all have it to some, relative degree. I know my family's been there.....

KsQl74yejYQ

[Nat_Lee]

Just finishing to wrap the biggest gift ever !!!!
It is a 6,99$ shopping cart toy for my little 35 months old boy....
hahahahaaaa.... He likes to do like mommy and daddy and always want to push the grocery cart ....
Now he will have is own !!! hahahah....
ok feel tired !
in my office now :)

[1inMany]

It is a new day. Filled with nothing but potentials and possibilities. The sun will rise and bring its warmth and light up the horizon. I sit with that knowledge this morning. If nothing else, the sun will most certainly rise. I have been meditating, so weird things are happening again. I am Okay with that. For now. Trusting Universe to show me what I need to know and working with that the best I can. This is a positive move.

Yes, ulli, Mike was told about the threat. I chose to keep the information in confidence, as it was offered to me. But M chose to tell him, tired of keeping her Truth to herself. He responded in typical fashion, getting angry that anyone questioned a decision he made.

Yes, any and all of us would like an opportunity to testify, to tell the story and have justice served. Unfortunately, whatshisname keeps his behavior just this side of legal. As ulli pointed out, children are told some horrible things and this alone does not always ruin a child's life. In this situation, there is a long standing pattern. This is why my heart aches. Not bad enough, but it is crushing Little One. And because we are not geographically close, the only way we will know something has happened is if we get a phone call.

K and some co-workers apparently decided that they would no longer tell their mothers anything negative about their relationships because the mothers would then hold this information against their significant others. She speaks of her on again off again relationship as if it resides in the "healthy" realm. And she talks about her mother as if she doesn't know me. Which, I suppose, she doesn't. She could. But she doesn't. My teens know me better than that.

What will become of Little One? The funny thing about this is that I can't go there. I cannot. What I must do is stay in this moment. That pulls at my natural inclination to worry. And I do fully realize that if I am worrying, I am not taking care of the now. I am trying to know my power, and it does not reside in any other moment. My location, the one under my avatar, has been "Inside, Finding Trust" for a reason.

In this moment, I find enough distance to keep my worry in check, keep my emotions in check, yet maintain an energetic connection. In this moment, I find the Trust in Universe to show me the opportunities to maintain a positive influence on K and Little One. In this moment, I find the trust in mySelf to see those and take them without hesitation...and also to do what is best for them when that opportunity presents.

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Much Love,

[transiten]

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Busy packing, leaving for the Eastcoast, helping a young man who has bought cellphones under threat, the stores accepting his passport and "personal number" don't know the english term....and listening to this wonderful tune written by an aquaintance of mine, don't have the time to translate just now but use your intuition...

[RunningDeer]

Today is a
Villager 'fill in the blank day'
Allow it to wash over You

I received Serenity

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From
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<3

[Violet]

Here now, finished a lil painting for Fay. Hope I can get it sent this week still.

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She sent me an early Christmas letter. That girl has a beautiful and neat handwriting and she's only seven! She even takes time to put circles on the i's.

And here & now, enjoying my latest discovery:

http://perfumative.es/foto/samsara-guerlain.jpg

Evening.
:yo:

[Natalia]

<3 :)

http://img.wikinut.com/img/13qaqspm5bln5_qj/jpeg/0/Soul-Mates.jpeg

[Czarek]

absolutely love this Amethyst. TU

[donk]

Jenn, Phil/donk's ex wife and baby's mama is in icu, critical, it looks really bad. Requesting prayers on his behalf.

Thanks my friend, and to all of you. She made it through, despite seizures on anesthesia and flatlining at one point. They recovered enough marrow, hopefully it will regenerate cancer free.

I mentioned to her that i thought that the cancer--her body attacking itself--may have to do with the pathological lies she's lived in for so long. She agreed entirely, and tried even then taking steps to make changes.

Maybe it is worth trying...???

[donk]

Been an REM Green kinda month....here's what I'm feeling now:

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[RunningDeer]

I caught this video on Chinaski’s message board from Zebra. For those that didn't know, he's been back a couple of weeks.

http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/yaysmilesa-smiley.gif

FYI: Name change and face lift - Chinaski to Mike.




The Penguin Dilemma
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[Calz]

Please forgive me villagers ... I have been wandering around other parts of the forum ...

... yes ... I know ...

I'm okay ...


I did a few hail Mary's so I am good yes???

...

... yes???


...

oh yeah ... I almost forgot ... dat sh!t don't carry weight here ... (and now)


Phew ...


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Been an REM Green kinda month....here's what I'm feeling now:



Absolutely love REM donk ...

[Calz]

Everything is possible but nothing is real ...

...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HbF3EAt3ck

[RunningDeer]

FYI: Curt has taken a sabbatical from the forum (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78116-RECORD-of-MODERATOR-ACTIONS&p=913827&viewfull=1#post913827).
Enjoy your quite space sweetie. xo


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[Calz]

FYI: Curt has taken a sabbatical from the forum (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78116-RECORD-of-MODERATOR-ACTIONS&p=913827&viewfull=1#post913827).
Enjoy your quite space sweetie. xo





My understanding is that he will be back in a month or so.

Great member.

[animovado]

Hey villagers,

I'm sitting here on my couch and watching the vids I share below.
I love this kind of school!
I must share this!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxPnvJE0V2E


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jg9lf7wyQRo


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYWWFfN4XA0

[Calz]

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[Iloveyou]

5 pm here. dusk. mothers of the night coming in, night falling

but in a few hours light will be back, new, full of joy and faith

may we all be guarded by our beloved mother and guided into a new day

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/purple_lama_zpsa5e4d8bb.JPG

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/lama-lineup_zpsd70f7c38.JPG
<3

[Violet]

Returned from a long bike ride over sticky autumn leaves. It was beautiful. The road was gluey wet from a rain that was now absent. Today I observed people. Little interaction. Just watching and seeing, interestingly, the many ways in which we analyse each other as human beings within a social structure. Which standards we use, how we speak, (or not). With whom? And with whom differently? When is a first impression enough to meet a standard? When do we consider someone "part of" and when not? Who's "the other"? How does the other interact with the others as opposed to the "parts of"? What are his standards? Does it matter to him, after all, he's already a member, of something else? And that there are substandards everywhere, and they change just by the street. If you go to this café and you cross the street to now interact in café across it, standards may have changed. A little or much, but a zebra crossing was all it took. And these things are considered very important, by the members, to be accepted as a member. But is it really all that important and fixed? Is it debatable? From who do we accept deviant behaviour and from who else not? Why not? Is that equal? Can we be equal, all the time, act equally, one equality? And the magic with which we communicate all of this in a minimal time frame. It's not all words we have as tools. I could go on with this list.

There's a song about the other. "Hey, stranger":


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=870ufVXmy_o

Translation of the lyrics that I can't confirm correctness of, but it sounds very poetic:

Wandering bird,

Hey stranger, you're calling out from somewhere too.
I'm living here in pieces --
somewhere you're living in pieces, too.

Each day, as it comes and goes, the silken wind says, "Tell me!"

(rest (http://www.bollywhat.com/lyrics/dilse_lyr.html) of it)

Firework testing going on in the streets, now, and since last week.

There is, now, also more local political talk (as opposed to the initial silence) to circumvent new strikes. Little agreement though. Let's hope the government doesn't fall apart...again.

Ford has made its last car in Limburg today. Sad day for the region. That all good things may come to the ex-workers and that they may still enjoy their holidays and make a prosperous start after that. As well as for all the other people, victims of one after the other international manufacturers leaving the country, while Brussels is...Well, what is Brussels doing anyway? No one really knows. My current guess is: watching the ship go down.

Wishes of good tidings on a global scale too. This is a global problem, all over the world people are suffering these losses.

At least this man made me smile:

http://www.directlyrics.com/img/upload/bruno-mars-uptown-funk-video.jpg

Where are the times? That video quality is a good museum candidate. Reminds me of Spike Lee movies. Subtle, though, dandy colours, and everything blends well.

[gripreaper]

I was questioning where I should post this, first looking at "vaccine" threads, and decided, since this happened to me today, and I'm still shocked, that I would share this here.

I called my sister this morning and left a message since she did not pick up. I wanted to let her know that I would love to stop by Christmas and visit the family and meet the newborn little boy who came into the world a few days ago, to which she sent a text reply...

WE would love to have you came, but I must get tetanus/pertussis (whooping cough)/diphtheria vaccine TODAY because it takes seven days to optimize immunity. That goes for the flu shot too. Then she said, you can get them over the counter at any Walgreens, Freddy's or QFC (which are local grocery stores). Then she closes the text, "love you, see you then"

Quite taken aback, I text replied "I don't vaccinate. If that is a problem, I'll wait a couple months till you feel safe" She text replied... "It is a problem and I'm sad about that. He is too little to risk it. I love you Ted. The great wine is always available" as we like to drink great wine when we get together.

So, in essence, I am "banned" from their Christmas gathering this year because I do not vaccinate, and this would put the newborn baby at too much risk, from her point of view.

From my understanding, the newborn is at extreme risk from vaccines, although she did not mention and I did not ask if the new baby has been vaccinated at birth, although it is almost mandatory nowadays. I felt like the cognitive dissonance is so high these days that the conventional wisdom of the pharmaceutical industry and the American Medical Association and the CDC has people willingly supporting the eugenics agenda of the elite, and this has gone so far as to filter into my family and cause me to be "banned" from this function and to meet the new baby.

It made me sad for this child and sad for the emerging generation of newborns who are being subjected to such a violation of their person, and who is the advocate for these infants if not their own parents who are not willing to do the due diligence necessary to protect their child? How is it that autism was unheard of 30 years ago, and now they say 1 in 16 children has it?

I'm seeing the immune systems of my grand nephew being destroyed while the pineal gland is being calcified, and that this child will have a hard time staying healthy while he grows up and may never be able to access his higher senses and connect to his soul essence.

I'm just extremely sad today.

[update] My sister is the grandmother and has worked in the medical field her whole life, starting out as a nurse in her 20's and working her way up the ladder and retiring as the Chief Operational Officer of a major hospital, to give you some context. Her daughter just does what Mom says because obviously Mom knows best.

[RunningDeer]

WE would love to have you came, but I must get tetanus/pertussis (whooping cough)/diphtheria vaccine TODAY because it takes seven days to optimize immunity. That goes for the flu shot too. Then she said, you can get them over the counter at any Walgreens, Freddy's or QFC (which are local grocery stores). Then she closes the text, "love you, see you then"

Today there was a sign at the Stop and Shop super market that offered $30 worth of coupons with a free flu shot. I took it to mean they can't even give it away for free.

[meeradas]

sumpin's wrong in Avalong.
Might be me.
At least, posting for its own sake works.

[ThePythonicCow]

sumpin's wrong in Avalong.
Might be me.

Saying "sumpin's wrong", or, as someone said to me recently in a PM "just doesn't work" ... both are a bit short of the details that might enable me to provide more useful assistance :).

[meeradas]

Truly spoken, Paul, but as i added: "Might be me".
Am having problems with everything 'served' from the US right now.

[ThePythonicCow]

Am having problems with everything 'served' from the US right now.
You, and the rest of planet earth, for several decades now :).

[Calz]

I was questioning where I should post this, first looking at "vaccine" threads, and decided, since this happened to me today, and I'm still shocked, that I would share this here.

I called my sister this morning and left a message since she did not pick up. I wanted to let her know that I would love to stop by Christmas and visit the family and meet the newborn little boy who came into the world a few days ago, to which she sent a text reply...

WE would love to have you came, but I must get tetanus/pertussis (whooping cough)/diphtheria vaccine TODAY because it takes seven days to optimize immunity. That goes for the flu shot too. Then she said, you can get them over the counter at any Walgreens, Freddy's or QFC (which are local grocery stores). Then she closes the text, "love you, see you then"

Quite taken aback, I text replied "I don't vaccinate. If that is a problem, I'll wait a couple months till you feel safe" She text replied... "It is a problem and I'm sad about that. He is too little to risk it. I love you Ted. The great wine is always available" as we like to drink great wine when we get together.

So, in essence, I am "banned" from their Christmas gathering this year because I do not vaccinate, and this would put the newborn baby at too much risk, from her point of view.

From my understanding, the newborn is at extreme risk from vaccines, although she did not mention and I did not ask if the new baby has been vaccinated at birth, although it is almost mandatory nowadays. I felt like the cognitive dissonance is so high these days that the conventional wisdom of the pharmaceutical industry and the American Medical Association and the CDC has people willingly supporting the eugenics agenda of the elite, and this has gone so far as to filter into my family and cause me to be "banned" from this function and to meet the new baby.

It made me sad for this child and sad for the emerging generation of newborns who are being subjected to such a violation of their person, and who is the advocate for these infants if not their own parents who are not willing to do the due diligence necessary to protect their child? How is it that autism was unheard of 30 years ago, and now they say 1 in 16 children has it?

I'm seeing the immune systems of my grand nephew being destroyed while the pineal gland is being calcified, and that this child will have a hard time staying healthy while he grows up and may never be able to access his higher senses and connect to his soul essence.

I'm just extremely sad today.

[update] My sister is the grandmother and has worked in the medical field her whole life, starting out as a nurse in her 20's and working her way up the ladder and retiring as the Chief Operational Officer of a major hospital, to give you some context. Her daughter just does what Mom says because obviously Mom knows best.

The level of mind control reagarding vaccinations is staggering.

I have gone round and round with a number of doctors/nurses regarding my kids.

Sad thing is the medical community truly believes ... they took the blue pill and never looked back.

... not even open to discussing the issue.


Anyhoo ... sorry to hear your story grip ... that is sad.

[Iloveyou]

From my understanding, the newborn is at extreme risk from vaccines, although she did not mention and I did not ask if the new baby has been vaccinated at birth, although it is almost mandatory nowadays. I felt like the cognitive dissonance is so high these days that the conventional wisdom of the pharmaceutical industry and the American Medical Association and the CDC has people willingly supporting the eugenics agenda of the elite, and this has gone so far as to filter into my family and cause me to be "banned" from this function and to meet the new baby.

It made me sad for this child and sad for the emerging generation of newborns who are being subjected to such a violation of their person, and who is the advocate for these infants if not their own parents who are not willing to do the due diligence necessary to protect their child? How is it that autism was unheard of 30 years ago, and now they say 1 in 16 children has it?

I'm seeing the immune systems of my grand nephew being destroyed while the pineal gland is being calcified, and that this child will have a hard time staying healthy while he grows up and may never be able to access his higher senses and connect to his soul essence.

I'm just extremely sad today.


If the parents and the family is convinced of the benefits of vaccination and you know better but can't do anything about it, it's really hard to stand. But remember, there's been born a completely new and different generation within the last two, three decades and their number rises constantly. Remember the Indigo Children, the Crystal Kids, the Starseed, the Super Psychic Kids, the children who have been born HIV positiv and have overcome it by spontaneous genetic mutation (Gregg Braden). Even if those are just a small percentage of all newborn kids, we may expect all of them having astonishing abilities.

Your little grand nephew will most probably grow up to a healthy, intelligent and sensitive young man and member of the future earth community despite vaccination. Let us leave our fears behind whenever it's possible, let us change our thoughts from 'he is vaccinated and his immune system is going to be destroyed' over to 'this kid's body is able to ignore vaccine-information and will develop new genetic patterns according to a coming bright future'.

Would this help you? The facts about vaccination and dealing with it is one thing and believing (and so consolidating) it is another thing. I'm sending my warmest thoughts to you and this young kid.

[Violet]

sumpin's wrong in Avalong.
Might be me.
At least, posting for its own sake works.

There's the next sync as I sinc about how I miss the sound of dead batteries killing songs on a walkman, oddly enough. At least they gave you time to think about what to do next.

I don't know what exactly it is you mean, but if it is what it seems to me, then I feel it too.

This is the Duality Tree by Jakob Hansson. It looks like a storm has passed and destroyed one part of the tree but the other one has survived. Despite the title only reflecting duality, I also see unity in it. The branches go back to the stem. The stem goes back to the roots. And if you like, the roots rooted in one earth. Those things still stand. And as long as they do, the damage on the higher surface weighs lighter in the scale of balance.

http://th03.deviantart.net/fs71/PRE/i/2010/344/e/8/the_duality_tree_by_jakobhansson-d34ljtg.jpg

Love to the village, and to Ulli.

[Robin]

Mmmmm....just came across this mouth-watering vegan recipe. :)




https://s.yimg.com/cd/resizer/2.0/FIT_TO_WIDTH-w500/9533b77e037ca0a6b9681c60151c7bea090648a7.jpg

"This dish is a take on the Turducken—a chicken inside a duck inside a turkey, with stuffing between the layers—and is made of two sweet potatoes inside leeks inside a banana squash, with vegetarian stuffing between the layers.

As you build from the bottom up, it’s half a squash (seeds removed), stuffing, leeks, stuffing, sweet potatoes microwaved for 3-4 minutes before insertion, stuffing, leeks, stuffing, other half of squash. Bake at 350 for 2–3 hours until it’s soft throughout. Slice and serve.

Check out the instructional video (http://www.cookingchanneltv.com/recipes/veggieducken-aka-squashleekotato-roast/turducken-turned-veggieducken0.html)and detailed recipe (http://www.cookingchanneltv.com/recipes/veggieducken-aka-squashleekotato-roast.html)."

Source (https://www.yahoo.com/food/behold-the-veggieducken-105281711196.html)

[Nat_Lee]

Morning guys !

Beautiful sunshine outside here in Gatineau, Quebec, Canada and 15.8 degree outside... brrrrrr... haahahaha.....
Tonight I'm the host for 2 beautiful members of Avalon for a Holidays diner :)
Flash (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?1746-Flash) and Ulyse30 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?22147-Ulyse30) are going to be with me and stay over for the night....
I think we are going to have a GREAT load of fun !

At the menu: LAZAGNAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! ;)

Yeah !
Report soon ;)

[RunningDeer]

Morning guys !

Beautiful sunshine outside here in Gatineau, Quebec, Canada and 15.8 degree outside... brrrrrr... haahahaha.....
Tonight I'm the host for 2 beautiful members of Avalon for a Holidays diner :)
Flash (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?1746-Flash) and Ulyse30 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?22147-Ulyse30) are going to be with me and stay over for the night....
I think we are going to have a GREAT load of fun !

At the menu: LAZAGNAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! ;)

Yeah !
Report soon ;)

Enjoy your visit. Pass along to Flash and Ulyse30, and to you:
Bonsoir, bonnes fêtes et ont continué la santé dans la nouvelle année et au-delà.

<3

[Nat_Lee]

Morning guys !

Beautiful sunshine outside here in Gatineau, Quebec, Canada and 15.8 degree outside... brrrrrr... haahahaha.....
Tonight I'm the host for 2 beautiful members of Avalon for a Holidays diner :)
Flash (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?1746-Flash) and Ulyse30 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?22147-Ulyse30) are going to be with me and stay over for the night....
I think we are going to have a GREAT load of fun !

At the menu: LAZAGNAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! ;)

Yeah !
Report soon ;)

Enjoy your visit. Pass along to Flash and Ulyse30, and to you:
Bonsoir, bonnes fêtes et ont continué la santé dans la nouvelle année et au-delà.

<3

Thank you Paula :)
Great holidays for you and I wish you health, peace and much much love to you !

Merci pour les beaux mots en français ! xxx

[Nat_Lee]

ok now CBC ''Public TV Chanel in Canada'' promotes ascension ! ;)


CBC first announced the acquisition of ASCENSION, a Canadian-produced original drama commissioned by American television network Syfy, in July. A co-production of Lionsgate and Sea to Sky Studios in association with Quebec-based Lift Off Productions and Blumhouse Productions, ASCENSION was shot in Montreal during the summer.

In 1963, the U.S. government launched a covert space mission sending hundreds of men, women and children on a century-long voyage aboard the starship Ascension to populate a new world. The series unfolds in present day, nearly 50 years into the journey. As the mission approaches the point of no return, the mysterious murder of a young woman causes the ship's population to question the true nature of their mission.

SOURCE: www.CBC.CA (http://www.cbc.ca/mediacentre/ascensions-cbc-premiere-date-moved-to-january-2015.html)

The picture of the FB page (https://www.facebook.com/yourCBCtv/posts/694905183949921):
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=28332&d=1419097590

[spiritwind]

Mmmmm....just came across this mouth-watering vegan recipe. :)




https://s.yimg.com/cd/resizer/2.0/FIT_TO_WIDTH-w500/9533b77e037ca0a6b9681c60151c7bea090648a7.jpg

"This dish is a take on the Turducken—a chicken inside a duck inside a turkey, with stuffing between the layers—and is made of two sweet potatoes inside leeks inside a banana squash, with vegetarian stuffing between the layers.

As you build from the bottom up, it’s half a squash (seeds removed), stuffing, leeks, stuffing, sweet potatoes microwaved for 3-4 minutes before insertion, stuffing, leeks, stuffing, other half of squash. Bake at 350 for 2–3 hours until it’s soft throughout. Slice and serve.

Check out the instructional video (http://www.cookingchanneltv.com/recipes/veggieducken-aka-squashleekotato-roast/turducken-turned-veggieducken0.html)and detailed recipe (http://www.cookingchanneltv.com/recipes/veggieducken-aka-squashleekotato-roast.html)."

Source (https://www.yahoo.com/food/behold-the-veggieducken-105281711196.html)

That Does look really yummy! Might have to try that. I don't know about anyone else but I find the holiday season kind of depressing. In large part because of the whole commercial aspect of it, and the fact that I know the ideal of it is generally not even close to the reality for so many people. Many have lost loved ones around this time, myself included. And since I've been on Avalon my world has shrunk even more. Even though I don't go around bursting people's reality bubble I seem to stand apart even more than ever from all but just a few. It seems we often have nothing to talk about (at least that either party wants to hear).

Gripreaper, I can't even drudge up the courage to ask my son and daughter in law about how many immunizations and when my new 3 month premature grandson has received. It makes me cringe inside. I have talked to him soul to soul since before he was born and told him how it was going to be. I just have to hope that he is one of the new kids who can just shrug it off.

I am so happy Nat_Lee that you are going to get together with fellow Avalonians. It is sure to be a good time!

[gripreaper]

Do you get it?

https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/v/t1.0-9/12093_576094772419980_481324428_n.jpg?oh=f989182c8426eaa9545ad310899538e2&oe=5501A93D&__gda__=1429747469_2bdca5db879507f7ad33b12eca2ec154

"you'll go down in history"

[Sierra]

FYI: Curt has taken a sabbatical from the forum (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78116-RECORD-of-MODERATOR-ACTIONS&p=913827&viewfull=1#post913827).
Enjoy your quite space sweetie. xo



My understanding is that he will be back in a month or so.

Great member.

Love Curt's baseline, yes I do. I can practically dance to it. :)

Rocking out to Sam Smith's, "I know I'm not the only one". (Silly song, but I love soaring tenors.)

We are in the clouds now, rain dripping, fire burning, cats melting.

I am so blessed to be warm, dry, and fed. I wept today, for those who are not. Sometimes you just have weep the pain, however one can.

Grip, I don't know what to say. It is awful to watch babies being damaged.

I'm all over the map.

And I know y'all understand.

Love, love, love, Sierra

[1inMany]

I sure do Sweet Sierra.

Much Love,

[RunningDeer]

Happy Holidays :wave:

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Seasons/wreath_zpsdd0cf303.jpg


Love,
Paula

[Flash]

The time at NatLee was great. She is the sweetest and warmest. Her little family is great too. And Ulysse 30 is a great soul. Deep blue/green eyes connecting directjy with his inner being. Great to have them to talk with. Thanks Nat Lee.

[Robin]

Just want to drop in and share this beautiful song. It was recorded for the ending credits to The Hobbit: Battle of Five Armies. :)

For many people, this coming and passing of this film is an emotional experience, because Tolkien's works have been such an intricate part of their childhood, and even adulthood. It is the ending of a journey that spans since 2001 when the first live-action Tolkien film came out, the Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring. These books and films have touched the hearts of many, and this song exemplifies this well.

For me, these films were the foundation of my will to keep on pushing forward through life amongst such a hateful society. They taught me that there is hope that comes with courage and integrity, and that there is good in this world that is worth fighting for. More recently, the films introduced me to the occult which was embedded in my sub-conscious until my spiritual awakening not too long ago. Since then, the books and films have been my Bible as I have been understanding the deeper meanings of life, including the alchemical and astrological connection to our mind, body, and spirit.

I am now duty-bound to share what I know to all the Tolkien fans who feel a similar emotional attachment to these creative works, but have not yet awakened to their deeper meaning. My book and website will be out by April. :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fg4koastMuM

Robin

[RunningDeer]

I am now duty-bound to share what I know to all the Tolkien fans who feel a similar emotional attachment to these creative works, but have not yet awakened to their deeper meaning. My book and website will be out by April. :)

Robin

An early congrats and kudos to you, Robin! Do let me know how to purchase a copy. In the meantime, I've marked my calendar for your website and book.

RunningDeer <3

[Nat_Lee]

The time at NatLee was great. She is the sweetest and warmest. Her little family is great too. And Ulysse 30 is a great soul. Deep blue/green eyes connecting directjy with his inner being. Great to have them to talk with. Thanks Nat Lee.

It was fun ! I had a great time :) It was good to get to know more about Ulysse and it is always a pleasure to be with you Flash ''11A11C'' hihihi secret code ! hahahhaaa.......
We all had a great and warm moments ! :)

We did not had the time to talk a lot about ''our'' Avalon stuf ;) but step, by step... get to know more of a person is also important ! We could just meet the 3 of us soon after the holidays :)
Great dynamics all together !

[Natalia]

2015, for some people, will be less about the personal, and more about the spiritual...having had enough experience behind them (which was essential in the process of life...)...a lot of the personal pain and loss will be behind them...they will be working more in teams...with the people who they are meant to be together with...I can really feel it...it's been a very up and down ride, especially so in some periods of time...but it will settle down more...there will be more balance...after some shedding and renewing...

s808GGMDDvU

[donk]

So Vanessa got fired on Saturday, How Dickens is that??

We saw it coming, she made a mistake they’ve used in the past to fire the top sales people before. An error they let go if you are mediocre, meaning they don’t have to pay you much in incentives.

So they waited until the last weekend before quarter-end, sent her home crying on a Saturday morning she didn’t even get to sleep in on. Eff Citizens bank…they treat their humans more like resources than any other bank I ever heard of. I mean, they publish a list weekly of the sales ranking, she was literally number one most of her time there.

Exceeded her goals (by a lot) her entire time. And they fire on a technicality when they were using her as a teller (a company that valued her sales skills would have made sure she was selling IMO, but what do I know?) which they never even properly trained her for. The weekend before xmas, after totally using her all quarter knowing they wouldn’t pay her for any of the bonus she busted her ass to make.

Wrongful termination? We will see. Anyways don’t bank with those b@stards....even the TBTFs like Wells Fargo known for treating employees as numbers are better than this, they’d at least laid her off…she hears from (former) colleagues Citizens fights paying unemployment…sure they spend all the money they could be paying to retain good employess defending themselves from lawsuits and/or having to pay out benefits. It’s just gross.

God bless us, everyone.

[gripreaper]

Eff Citizens bank…they treat their humans more like resources than any other bank I ever heard of.

They're a bank. Banks use the energy of our signature to create money out of thin air, can then monetize these instruments to 100 times their face value, obligate the maker of the instrument to pay the usury tax on it, resell it to unsuspecting investors, and they have no skin in the game at all. They hold all the cards, all the collateral and do not sign anything under contract, do not carry any risk. AND, if their is a failure, the insurance companies pay them AGAIN and they get taxpayer bailouts.

Like I said, banks are the most psychopathic institutions on the planet.

Sorry about the loss of income, but there may be a silver lining in there somewhere.

[donk]

Thanks for the eduction, bro...Agreed, but what banks also are, is magical constructs, existing only because of faith from people, and entirely made of people.

Like any other form of entity, some are worse than others. I personally think getting out of there is a good thing, and I'm not proud that she is so good sales, to me that is a form of lying.

I'm just venting, what I had hoped would be baby steps towards something better became an abrupt Christmas Carol, another loosh storm on the donk household, another challenge to face. I been trying to get her out for awhile: be careful what you wish for. Personally I am unable to survive outside the wage-slave based matrix so it woulda been nice to be the obvious example of a should-be obvious problem.

But these psychopathic are made of humans, and like you said: fueled by humans. Your insight is a generalization I was well aware of that brought me here in he first place, but thank for the recap. A lot of dynamics were in play: manager she thought was friend not sticking up for her, one of two individuals making decisions at the upper human resource level on how to use the slaves, bottom lines and all of that.

I tried sharing a personal story. The way I presented it was not intended to be generalization on that level I'm tired of discussing. I live in a world where people use banks. I assume even some here might. They have choices, and while the lesser of two evils is still evil--I present those who use banks information to use or not.

Perhaps you can be pleased she is no longer fueling the evil empire, and I'm certain it will eventually turn out to be for the best. Right now I'm sad my baby got hurt and embarassed, used and spit out. That my family took a blow it didn't need at a pretty rough time.

[Stephanie]

Eskimo Legend:
Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven,
where the love of our lost ones pours through,
shining down upon us, to let us know they are happy.


:hug:Seasons greetings wrapped in colourful chords of love and joy.:hug:

[donk]

My hands are still gnarly from all the staining this weekend, but definitely worth it...my repurposed wood pallet wine racks look great, will make nice gifts:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=28387&d=1419264358

...so the problem we ran into was finding a bottom piece with enough integrity to make the slots for the glasses, so instead of the standard 8 glasses we only did 6 (after breaking a couple)...so most of the ones you find for sale on the internet (it was an idea a girlfriend of my buddy saw on pintrest, asked him to get pallets, thinking she could bang them out with her hammer...we ended up making them all :rolleyes:) are a little more professional looking so I picked this one out to show as it is closer to what mine will look like

http://www.diypete.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/How-to-make-a-pallet-wine-rack-tutorial.jpg

[Nat_Lee]

My hands are still gnarly from all the staining this weekend, but definitely worth it...my repurposed wood pallet wine racks look great, will make nice gifts:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=28387&d=1419264358

Soooooooooooooo Cool !
Looks great ! ;)
Hand made gift are the best !
Have a wonderful Holidays and may 2015 be softer for you and your family !

[Violet]

Revising the idea that by now thé Berber simply isn't anymore after so many different people have entered the region in history. Up until today the Berbers are still reluctant into intermarrying local non-Berbers, but it happens, just not in so great numbers. This leads me to assume that the current Berbers are still pretty much "preserved".

[eaglespirit]

'Born Again'... Every New Loving Day on Mother Earth!!!

May Every Day in Your Own Loving Life BE Holiday Spirited!

This Solstice IS Supreme Higher Energy of the Newest Kind : )

[RunningDeer]

Today I found a wallet. It was chock full of credit cards, health insurance and social security cards, drivers license, money and other sundry cards for discount stuff.

I must have 'camouflage radar DNA' coming on line because it’s the second one I’ve found in a couple of months. Both were hard to see. I got that “Hey, what’s that?” feeling. The first one also had his social security card in it. It’s one number I assumed everyone memorized so you don’t carry it.

I used her drivers license to track her down and left a message with my phone number and address. After I hung up, I figured it would be easier to drop it off. So GPS and I took a ride a couple of towns over. As it turned out, she was home and was really appreciative.

On the drive there and back, I thought this is what it’s like in the new energy. It’ll be second nature for everyone to pass on acts of kindness.

I’m home putting away groceries and the lady pulls into my place with a thank you gift. That was unexpected. Six hours later, I’m still touched by the gesture.

<3

[Dennis Leahy]

This is the here and now of the world I want to live in, the world I'm trying to help co-create. Thanks, Paula.


Today I found a wallet. It was chock full of credit cards, health insurance and social security cards, drivers license, money and other sundry cards for discount stuff.

I must have 'camouflage radar DNA' coming on line because it’s the second one I’ve found in a couple of months. Both were hard to see. I got that “Hey, what’s that?” feeling. The first one also had his social security card in it. It’s one number I assumed everyone memorized so you don’t carry it.

I used her drivers license to track her down and left a message with my phone number and address. After I hung up, I figured it would be easier to drop it off. So GPS and I took a ride a couple of towns over. As it turned out, she was home and was really appreciative.

On the drive there and back, I thought this is what it’s like in the new energy. It’ll be second nature for everyone to pass on acts of kindness.

I’m home putting away groceries and the lady pulls into my place with a thank you gift. That was unexpected. Six hours later, I’m still touched by the gesture.

<3

[sandy]

Reciprocity is another wonderful act of recognizing, kindness, another act of kindness in kind.:cool:

[meeradas]

good stuff from the unusual unsuspects

Bt_3Q5DAU3M

[Muzz]

Here and Now in the Emerald Isle......

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:cool:

[Violet]

I just ran into the most bitter version of a zodiac sign so far witnessed. Wow. I need to unload now:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOTRK4aus4Y

[Billy]

Hi everyone.

Can any astrologers in here help Walter?

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78325-Check-out-this-birth-chart-please-and-let-me-know-what-you-think..

A Blessed Solstice, Christmas and coming New Year to everyone.
Peace.

[Carmody]

I've been taking some time off from the forum, and if I get busy, I'll be taking a lot more. Or less! Hard to say (strangely enough)...

[Nat_Lee]

This is the here and now of the world I want to live in, the world I'm trying to help co-create. Thanks, Paula.


Today I found a wallet. It was chock full of credit cards, health insurance and social security cards, drivers license, money and other sundry cards for discount stuff.

I must have 'camouflage radar DNA' coming on line because it’s the second one I’ve found in a couple of months. Both were hard to see. I got that “Hey, what’s that?” feeling. The first one also had his social security card in it. It’s one number I assumed everyone memorized so you don’t carry it.

I used her drivers license to track her down and left a message with my phone number and address. After I hung up, I figured it would be easier to drop it off. So GPS and I took a ride a couple of towns over. As it turned out, she was home and was really appreciative.

On the drive there and back, I thought this is what it’s like in the new energy. It’ll be second nature for everyone to pass on acts of kindness.

I’m home putting away groceries and the lady pulls into my place with a thank you gift. That was unexpected. Six hours later, I’m still touched by the gesture.

<3

Me to guys !
I love you so much !
xxx

[Ernie Nemeth]

One of those strange and wacky days when electronics acts up for me. So weird. Took a while to register, though. By the time I realized what was going on the furnace had joined in the fun, refusing to turn on...
Then, as if nothing had happened, everything went back to normal and the furnace turned back on. Just another day in my not so usual life.

I'm not much for political correctness (I just heard we're not allowed to say it in public anymore here in Toronto):

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Everyone!

love and hugs

[Limor Wolf]

Dropping this Astrology forcast (RasaLila Healing) by Tim Heller in here, as it might be of help to anyone who listens, and the village is a good place with Astrological affinity : ) You got to like this guy.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1YwkuAivkE

But despite the advice, let's not forget the world out there, there are plenty who can benefit from a good thought..

And to all of you -

MERRY (Be, feel, aspire)

This is it :)

Limor ~

[meeradas]

This is the here and now of the world I want to live in, the world I'm trying to help co-create. Thanks, Paula.


Today I found a wallet. It was chock full of credit cards, health insurance and social security cards, drivers license, money and other sundry cards for discount stuff.

I must have 'camouflage radar DNA' coming on line because it’s the second one I’ve found in a couple of months. Both were hard to see. I got that “Hey, what’s that?” feeling. The first one also had his social security card in it. It’s one number I assumed everyone memorized so you don’t carry it.

I used her drivers license to track her down and left a message with my phone number and address. After I hung up, I figured it would be easier to drop it off. So GPS and I took a ride a couple of towns over. As it turned out, she was home and was really appreciative.

On the drive there and back, I thought this is what it’s like in the new energy. It’ll be second nature for everyone to pass on acts of kindness.

I’m home putting away groceries and the lady pulls into my place with a thank you gift. That was unexpected. Six hours later, I’m still touched by the gesture.

<3

Me to guys !
I love you so much !
xxx

Yea, that's the way...

Peaceful holidays, y'all.

AUBTAdI7zuY

[eaglespirit]

I've been taking some time of from the forum, and if I get busy, I'll be taking a lot more. Or less! Hard to say (strangely enough)...

I resemble that remark...
Onward and Upward and Beyond Beyond for Bountiful Benefit!!!

[Wind]

Only last week we had the usual dark autumnish weather here and now we have a very snowy Christmas here. I love this place and the people, where would I be without Avalon?

Merry Christmas and peace to all! :)

5A3THighARU

[Flash]

One of those strange and wacky days when electronics acts up for me. So weird. Took a while to register, though. By the time I realized what was going on the furnace had joined in the fun, refusing to turn on...
Then, as if nothing had happened, everything went back to normal and the furnace turned back on. Just another day in my not so usual life.

I'm not much for political correctness (I just heard we're not allowed to say it in public anymore here in Toronto):

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Everyone!

love and hugs

LOL. I had read fast your farewell and read. Love and bugs. Re: misbehaving computer

I have been absent from the forum too except for small posts. I have been very busy with a new job which i am having real problems to do. For the first time in my life, it does not have to do with people around as much as with the work itself. It includes medico-legal writing and the legal part is making me sweat big time. I now understand what laws and lawyers are for More, i am starting to understand on what westwern civilisation is based on as we are countries of laws.

Conclusion: laws edict the dos and don'ts of our societies. Those dos and dont's are built by existing powers mainly. Even if originalky they should be edicted by the bottom rows of the pyramid.

Once there, lawyers are entirely for control of these does and donts. Their whole psyche seems built on the control paradigms up to the extreme details of it, almost compulsively. And they do not see that there is another world out there with a different psyche- no more than i saw how ingrained their psyche is

A real cultural schock for me - and a hard time to react differently.

The other time taking activities i have had lol are much sweeter a new boyfriend. With its highs and lows already. I presume that age or maturity makes reality hit faster for the lows. But.. He remains the sweetest!

Happy Christmas everyone. And lots of hugs

[ulli]

Lennon or McCartney?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSwUzM_nTGM

[ulli]

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-bxtGhs_vj30/T-qDHj4IWDI/AAAAAAAJEsM/Gs9h69hArBs/s1600/humorous+christmas+cards+%2813%29.jpg

[giovonni]

Lennon or McCartney?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSwUzM_nTGM

interesting synchronicity here ... the holidays always lead me back to the Beatles music ...

Yesterday afternoon watched Martin Scorsese ~ 'George Harrison: Living in the Material World'

then later on last evening was listening to a George Martin interview about the guys ...

found myself tearing up ...

Cry Baby Cry

i can't imagine one without the other:(


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4A3pX_shcyU

[dan33]

Merry Christmas Villagers!

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=28407&thumb=1&d=1419441020

Yesterday I saw the end of the 3rd season tv series Sherlock. The writers are fabulous.

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David Arnold and Michael Price composed the soundtrack.

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[genevieve]

dan33--

Benedict Cumberbatch as Sherlock is fantastic! Loved the first two seasons.


Happy holidays and beyond -- to everyone!

Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve

[donk]

Can't wait to snuggle with the fam by the fire...Merry Christmas my friends!!

FTNheCEUP_A

God Bless us, everyone.

[Daughter of Time]

MERRY CHRISTMAS! if you celebrate Christmas.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! if you celebrate another type of Holiday.

If you don't celebrate Holidays, please celebrate the wonderfulness and uniqueness of you!

With much love to the village and to all beloved Avalonians.

Daughter of Time

[East Sun]

The holiday season is great for kids and adults. Originally pagan but converted to what it is today it has become a tradition more than anything else.
Well, I can celebrate it not in a religious way and say, Happy Holidays to all and few will know what I really think and that's ok by me.

ES

[RunningDeer]

Last week, I noticed there were no christmas decorations of any kind at the local shopping center. But a couple of days ago at the local market there was a display for Russell Stover Marshmallow Easter eggs. My mind registered as I scooted past and circled back to double check. One good thing is that they’ll still be fresh four months from now with those enhanced yummy flavors and colors.


Enjoy your time with family or alone as the case may be.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Seasons/bulbs_zpsgyfydhlu.GIFhttp://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Seasons/bulbs2_zpsqadytjf7.GIF

<3

[Sierra]

I love cocooning in the holiday season. Music, fire, kittehs dashing about, clouds engulfing the house, rain dripping off the eaves, and tapping the skylight in the kitchen.

I've been trying for a week now to make baklava, and something keeps getting in the way lol. Last night I laid everything out and ... No cardamon in the house (deep sigh).

Well, all is ready to go, once I return with the cardamon!

Blessed be. It is so good to hear your voices singing and laughing as I lean out the window of my heart to look at the village.

I love you all. :)

Sierra

[Carmody]

Lennon or McCartney?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSwUzM_nTGM


One thing to consider, when attempting to understand how these two could create such enduring lyrics and melody..... is that Lennon and McCartney came from the core of the living bubbling caldron that forged the English language, and is still forging it today.

When the Chef dips the ladle in, in order to 'test and taste' the perfection of their creation, while it is in flow, in situ, so to speak..when it comes comparing such to the English language, Lennon and McCartney were in... and most importantly a very living OF that exact spot (relatively speaking).

[ulli]

Christmas is not too bad in the tropics, either.

http://image.blingee.com/images15/content/output/000/000/000/4ac/343411412_1624817.gif?4

http://www.vizimac.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Beach-Christmas-Décor-Ornament.jpg

[Marianne]

Here's Ulli on the tropical beach practicing yoga...
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=28409&d=1419463366

Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukah (ending today), Peaceful Solstice (belated), and Seasons Greetings to all the Villagers.

It's a little early, but in case I don't get back to the village this year ... this song should remind us of how much we mean to each other. It's the traditional tune, not the one used when the ball drops in Times Square.

0U3w_zpiWSE

From my heart, love to you all.

Marianne

-------
Here are the Scottish words and a translation.
from http://www.scotland.org/features/the-history-and-words-of-auld-lang-syne/

Auld Lang Syne

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne.

For auld lang syne, my jo,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne,

And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp!
And surely I'll be mine!
And we'll tak a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne.

We twa hae run about the braes
And pu'd the gowans fine;
But we've wander'd mony a weary foot
Sin auld lang syne.

We twa hae paidl'd i' the burn,
Frae mornin' sun till dine;
But seas between us braid hae roar'd
Sin auld lang syne.

And there's a hand, my trusty fiere!
And gie's a hand o' thine!
And we'll tak a right guid willy waught,
For auld lang syne.
--------
Long, Long Ago

Should old acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot,
And long, long ago.

And for long, long ago, my dear
For long, long ago,
We'll take a cup of kindness yet,
For long, long ago

And surely youll buy your pint-jug!
And surely I'll buy mine!
And we'll take a cup of kindness yet,
For long, long ago.

We two have run about the hills
And pulled the daisies fine;
But we've wandered manys the weary foot
Since long, long ago.

We two have paddled in the stream,
From morning sun till dine;
But seas between us broad have roared
Since long, long ago.

And there's a hand, my trusty friend!
And give us a hand of yours!
And we'll take a deep draught of good-will
For long, long ago.

[ulli]

https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xap1/t31.0-8/10848605_10153112677635934_5048152299152562746_o.jpg

[Violet]

We have all the kids gathered here and it simply wonderful! They played so joyfully all day yesterday while a subtle piano was setting an in-the-future-to-be-nostalgic background. We watched movies all night (yeah, I know) and this morning I made pancakes. Now I must go prepare a delicious (doh) supper but before that, one more question: is it possible that in a person the ascendant is more dominant than the sun sign and if so, why?

Sticking this stickie here too:

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-NOG663eAW9Q/USxJQECO61I/AAAAAAAAEKI/pJmT_Df2jVY/s1600/866730_thank_you.jpg#thank%20you%201279x1257

Oh, and congratulations on finishing your book, Samm! :horn:

[ulli]

one more question: is it possible that in a person the ascendant is more dominant than the sun sign and if so, why?

Tricky.

Before we start searching for an answer...define "person".

Person or personality is always represented by the Ascendant, while the "being" is represented by their sun sign.

During the formative years- say, until age 28 or so, the Ascendant sign is dominant. With the first Saturn return the gears shift and deeper layers of the self are brought to the surface.

[ulli]

And after the second Saturn return at around 58 there is yet another open door ( or hurdle)
and becoming one's sun sign gets tested again. Many fail, and end up getting stuck in their moon sign which represents the emotional self.

[Wind]

http://static.boredpanda.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2014/12/venus-flytrap-charlie-santa-costume-kluna-tik-6.gif

[ulli]

The Cicret bracelet.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9J7GpVQCfms

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Seasons/golden_bulb_zps71d9e17c.JPG

[Violet]

one more question: is it possible that in a person the ascendant is more dominant than the sun sign and if so, why?

Tricky.

Before we start searching for an answer...define "person".

Person or personality is always represented by the Ascendant, while the "being" is represented by their sun sign.

During the formative years- say, until age 28 or so, the Ascendant sign is dominant. With the first Saturn return the gears shift and deeper layers of the self are brought to the surface.

So, there is a correlation to Saturn. And if Saturn was already in its 10th year at the time of birth, does this shift, shift to 18 and 48 y.o. respectively?

It's interesting that a teacher like Saturn gets the honour of bringing on a new "persona" after x amount of time/lessons. Also, it looks like everybody's a gemini in some way, unless they have identical signs for sun and ascendant, not sure if that's possible. Identical signs for sun and moon is possible I've seen. What does that mean in this context:


And after the second Saturn return at around 58 there is yet another open door ( or hurdle)
and becoming one's sun sign gets tested again. Many fail, and end up getting stuck in their moon sign which represents the emotional self.

[ulli]

one more question: is it possible that in a person the ascendant is more dominant than the sun sign and if so, why?

Tricky.

Before we start searching for an answer...define "person".

Person or personality is always represented by the Ascendant, while the "being" is represented by their sun sign.

During the formative years- say, until age 28 or so, the Ascendant sign is dominant. With the first Saturn return the gears shift and deeper layers of the self are brought to the surface.

So, there is a correlation to Saturn. And if Saturn was already in its 10th year at the time of birth, does this shift, shift to 18 and 48 y.o. respectively?

It's interesting that a teacher like Saturn gets the honour of bringing on a new "persona" after x amount of time/lessons. Also, it looks like everybody's a gemini in some way, unless they have identical signs for sun and ascendant, not sure if that's possible. Identical signs for sun and moon is possible I've seen. What does that mean in this context:


And after the second Saturn return at around 58 there is yet another open door ( or hurdle)
and becoming one's sun sign gets tested again. Many fail, and end up getting stuck in their moon sign which represents the emotional self.

The identical sign for sun and Ascendant happens when one is born at sunrise. The sun is what's ascending then. And the sign the sun is in, happens to be ascending, too.

Saturn is at zero at the time of birth....the first return is then 28/29 years later.
The first Saturn square (90') brings the loss of the first set of teeth, around age seven. The next square (180', opposite birth position) brings puberty. The third means beginning of adult life, independent from family assitance, and the final square immerses the person in the full responsibility of running a household.

[Ernie Nemeth]

And as I turn into my second full time around with Saturn, mastery seems to be the foremost focus.
How far can mastery offset the need for responsibility? And what is responsibility anyway? When really looked at responsibility is much different than what we were taught it is. In many ways responsibility is the pinnacle of hypocrisy - and in our world often results in pain and suffering for another.
The good of the many versus the few? Or the detriment of the many for the betterment of the few?
These are questions of responsibility.
True responsibility to the self asks very different questions...

[Guest]

You're all Beautiful and Soulful.

Merry Christmas
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Love

Nora

[eaglespirit]

And as I turn into my second full time around with Saturn, mastery seems to be the foremost focus.
How far can mastery offset the need for responsibility? And what is responsibility anyway? When really looked at responsibility is much different than what we were taught it is. In many ways responsibility is the pinnacle of hypocrisy - and in our world often results in pain and suffering for another.
The good of the many versus the few? Or the detriment of the many for the betterment of the few?
These are questions of responsibility.
True responsibility to the self asks very different questions...

Here, Hear Rebel...Merry Christmas to One and All : )

Personal-life-responsible-mission...
Living my ordinary life as a higher vision quest, as the red road journey.
It is about becoming one who sees and one who heals the earth with intent.
Thought, word, action, spirit, heart-filled momentum...
Fulltime conscious self-responsible modus operandi, the best I may muster up, up, up : )

Mastery IS Work and BEcomes You and Your Surroundings and second nature nature!

[ulli]

And as I turn into my second full time around with Saturn, mastery seems to be the foremost focus.
How far can mastery offset the need for responsibility? And what is responsibility anyway? When really looked at responsibility is much different than what we were taught it is. In many ways responsibility is the pinnacle of hypocrisy - and in our world often results in pain and suffering for another.
The good of the many versus the few? Or the detriment of the many for the betterment of the few?
These are questions of responsibility.
True responsibility to the self asks very different questions...

Very good points there, about responsibility. The real definition is so different from the one we are taught, where we are standing trial by others.
The real way has to do with one's own voluntary acceptance of what is, as something one has brought upon one's self.

The acceptance that the self was somehow involved in what life brought to the table. I also realize and accept that some people have a major issue with this philosophy, so I wish to point out that this may not be true in the case of everyone's life unless one is ready to live by this paradigm.

However, in my case this belief has brought great changes for the better, and I have quit casting blame on outside factors or people.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Thanks Ulli for expanding on responsibility.

On the subject of mastery I would add that there are many areas of mastery. One's emotions, co-ordination, intellect, behavior, are all parts to be mastered. But so are each activity, job, routine, habit, interaction and situation. For instance, why do we say we have bad days? How do we know? Nothing has changed yet the tasks don't flow, there is a resistance present that is normally not there. But the only thing different is the mindset we brought to the day. It is the mindset that makes for a bad day. Where did that mindset come from and why does it manifest as a bad day? The converse of that we hardly acknowledge - when everything just seems to happen of its own accord with very little extra effort on the part of the experiencer.

And so when we strive to break out of our prison, our habitual mindset with all its biases and half-truths, we are often bombarded by even worse circumstances. This is natural. It is the litmus to test our resolve. The harder we try, the harder we are tried. Yet if met with sufficient resolve, these trying circumstances blossom into the fruit of our most secret dreams. They are the doorway to success and happiness.

The only thing to keep in mind is to bend with the punches, roll with the energy - and keep moving with intention. Like Eaglespirit or Carmody or Purple Lama or 1, or Marrianne or Violet or Denis or Ulli or a thousand unknown faces who work this same magic with perseverance, resolve and a sense of reverence for the divine comedic tragedy playing out around them.

Peace to All

[ulli]

Mindset has a lot to do with the planets. The way to break out of their grip is via self knowledge.
Self knowledge is the only route that leads to true free will, and how to be truly creative. Then anything becomes possible, until the next series of tests.

Here is something to contemplate... 1970 photos of rock stars and their parents. As if that generation didn't already have a hard enough time with WW2, to then produce kids who were hippie geniuses.....

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2098596/Photos-1970s-rock-stars-parents-reveal-humble-roots-childhood-homes.html


http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2012/02/09/article-2098596-11A55FD4000005DC-811_964x769.jpg

[ulli]

Here is to universal peace and harmony

https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/v/t1.0-9/10885613_845077692232014_8573165940984916291_n.jpg?oh=711c3d41ee7393aacafcced4bae3b8dc&oe=552E360D

[Natalia]

On self responsibility - I get it, how important it is, especially to do with kindness. That's all I'm saying (so much unseen, so much unsaid).

Sometimes people can roll with the punches until they can't anymore and snap or crack...

Sometimes there are too many punches (and too much self sacrifice)

Take care of yourself

[Natalia]

http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a138/fresia333/Mobile%20Uploads/20141226_062354.jpgOn a brighter note! *giggle* :)

Would anyone like a yummy vegan dessert!? I would happily make it for you if you I I were there or you were here :)

I made these last night for Christmas dessert:

Cacao and tofu mouse (serves 5-6)

(most of the ingredients are organic, grams and spoon measurements are approximate as I didn't use any measurements)

Ingredients: 2 packs of firm silken tofu (600g), 3 ripe medium bananas, powdered raw cacao (150g), 3 tablespoons of maple syrup, 1 slight heaped tablespoon of raw coconut oil, a splash of almond milk, a few teaspoons of vanilla extract.

Method: put all of the ingredients into a blender. Blend for a little while, stop and stir, do this until all of the mixture is smooth. Put into the fridge to set for 2 hours (for a yum yum and healthy vegan dessert :) )

[Radi]

hey , you guys know the nicest place on the internet? ;D

http://thenicestplaceontheinter.net/

anyone can join ;P

[meeradas]

tofu mouse

Picture this!

[ulli]

https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xap1/v/t1.0-9/1604806_672911516161939_8844706513902402475_n.jpg?oh=0828734feb9f9004a437fd3695329863&oe=554778A4

[ulli]

https://i.chzbgr.com/maxW500/7931295744/hD74718A1/

[Wind]

scI_XB5UGN8
That footage is 120 years old!
http://www.freeallimages.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/12/boxing-day-funny-2.jpg

[Natalia]

tofu mouse

Picture this!

Oops! Hehehe :)

http://i.imgur.com/OMwDn.gif

[Marianne]

tofu mouse

Picture this!

here's a cute one (mousepad)
http://rlv.zcache.com/new_diet_tofu_scramble_fried_mousepads-r9e9707e4b1484434acf0fb966c153038_x74vi_8byvr_324.jpg

[Wind]

Somehow nothing suprises me anymore...

D4WtxKoal-c
I wonder if they would approve that in India, holy cow.

[Violet]

It looks like I'll be turning into a vegetarian, as of ... yesterday.

:)

Post update:

http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2012/02/09/article-2098596-11A55FD4000005DC-811_964x769.jpg

I love that couch.

[ulli]

Cats boxing on Boxing Day? I know this is a bit old but still fits the occasion


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvxCv_yrcCY

[dan33]

Wonderful picture, Ulli!
The eyes-sight-look of Zappa... Zappawatching. A soul through his eyes.

http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2012/02/09/article-2098596-11A55FD4000005DC-811_964x769.jpg

http://rpp.pixafy.netdna-cdn.com/media/catalog/product/cache/1/image/af9751f3661a3491b2930f4decb97c49/3/9/3942_2.jpg

[Natalia]

Cute black cat!

http://images.whatonearthcatalog.com/graphics/products/regular/AW1771.jpg

hehe :)

[dan33]

I AM SPARTACUS
-8h_v_our_Q

http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/512rmw7QMJL._BO2,204,203,200_PIsitb-sticker-v3-big,TopRight,0,-55_SX278_SY278_PIkin4,BottomRight,1,22_AA300_SH20_OU01_.jpg


https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQlQgrELEP4QjAqB-8Q_1KmNtC0-ge769D8LDfR5CM-7wN1E0Yc
http://www.amazon.com/Am-Spartacus-Making-Breaking-Blacklist/dp/1469219182

[Natalia]

Eyk4RZU5c3U

[dan33]

Hugs and Happy New Year to Modwiz... the Hanged Man.
http://www.alizons-psychic-secrets.com/images/hanged-man-tarot-card.jpg

http://jandeane81.com/customavatars/avatar25_3.gif

:wizard:

[Marianne]

It only seems right to come to the village and share my happy news. It's the best thing that's happened in a long, long time.

My grandson Owen is walking now! He had an operation this year, and a long-ish recovery, and now his muscles have developed enough that he stands tall and strong. I saw him on skype tonight. He was showing off the magic tricks he's learned.

His walking gait is still unsteady but that will improve.

Feeling so very grateful for my red-headed boy, bright as a penny.

https://scontent-a-atl.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/v/t1.0-9/10300709_868087173248429_6829304734044895119_n.png?oh=5a62f66952c72ff22f9f7edded9a76b4&oe=54FD1F65

[Sierra]

Grateful right along with you, dear heart. :)

[Violet]

Friendly visitor this night:

http://evelorgen.com/wp/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/white-wolf-image.jpg
(http://evelorgen.com/wp/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/white-wolf-image.jpg)
And surprisingly woke up to discover snow has reached the country, at the same time pretty sick. A cold, I think.

I randomly picked the red jaspis today. I find this choice quite interesting in the light of my saying goodbye to meat and the stone both being reddish and thanking its redness to the iron.

http://www.sweetmedicineshoppe.com/ProductImages/stonechildren/tumbles/redjasper.jpg
(http://www.sweetmedicineshoppe.com/ProductImages/stonechildren/tumbles/redjasper.jpg)


And look at this lovely summarising sync, while searching for imagery:

http://www.koirat.com/kuvat/galleria/arhatin+jaspis+the+lady_301168657f4fbbf.jpg (http://www.koirat.com/kuvat/galleria/arhatin+jaspis+the+lady_301168657f4fbbf.jpg)
Title says: Arhatin Jaspis the lady. I don't know in what language the site is.

[ulli]

"The Great Peace towards which people of good will throughout the centuries have inclined their hearts,
of which seers and poets for countless generations have expressed their vision,
and for which from age to age the sacred scriptures of mankind have constantly held the promise,
is now at long last within the reach of the nations.

For the first time in history it is possible for everyone to view the entire planet, with all its myriad diversified peoples, in one perspective.
World peace is not only possible but inevitable.
It is the next stage in the evolution of this planet--in the words of one great thinker, "the planetization of mankind".

Whether peace is to be reached only after unimaginable horrors precipitated by humanity's stubborn clinging to old patterns of behaviour,
or is to be embraced now by an act of consultative will, is the choice before all who inhabit the earth.

At this critical juncture when the intractable problems confronting nations have been fused into one common concern for the whole world,
failure to stem the tide of conflict and disorder would be unconscionably irresponsible."

From a 1985 Baha'i document titled "The Promise of World Peace".

[eaglespirit]

PEACE Ulli...We Will Now WILL It : )

Dan33 brought this pic to me today, Thank You...
Me and Modwiz just before I was leaving Omega in early summer 2012,
sharing Here and Now for the Higher Good of ALL...
the Village Energy Expounds Exponential Love Cosmically : )
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16710

[Wind]

I like this message.

cXYM-HvG45U

[eaglespirit]

Bringing this Cannabis Oil story just found Here and Now, Villagers...
since I have posted so much about it and its workings.
Here it is working with legal/illegal consequences, may things work out...
Sending Higher Energy Their Way To Help!

mVM0XKhO8H8

MCnMJQj_Jf4

“I broke the law, but I did it to save my son…..We are good hard working people that were just trying to save our son’s life. It has been a living hell since his injury and this just adds to our ever growing stress.”
http://thefreethoughtproject.com/minnesota-mom-facing-2-years-jail-saving-sons-life/
...
https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xaf1/v/t1.0-9/1932244_770278779649357_563425337_n.jpg?oh=bbb6f798957e079e509b2547061b4610&oe=5545C26C&__gda__=1429644477_05a0cbc18a2b5572e5f23d7c23c497ed

Cannabis Now Magazine

www.cannabisnowmagazine.com

[1inMany]

Here and now, it is cold outside, a warm fire burns in the fireplace. Dinner is in the oven. Awaiting M's return with Little One from the park. They got on some "mud clothes" and went out to get some fresh air. M will return him home soon. Em reads on the couch. And I ponder.

I do not know, any more, if I belong on forums. I have been asked a few times recently how I found pa, and I think you are all familiar with that story. Some find it odd that I do not have an urge to delve deeply into all this truth. What am I doing here? Sharing my day to day life? My struggles? My emotional baggage? And this helps ... how? I sit down at the computer and for some reason go into a kind of monologue mode. For which I have taken a bit of flack, but have also been told this is somehow inspiring. I have felt intimidated much of the time, many of you around me having researched for years. Or having gone within, having found the Great Wisdom you sought. And what do I do? I go in circles. I ask the same questions repeatedly. I slip a lot in the mud. I get stuck.

So, I don't know. Here and Now...Another ramble...one in many.

Much Love, Always,

[ulli]

Here and now, it is cold outside, a warm fire burns in the fireplace. Dinner is in the oven. Awaiting M's return with Little One from the park. They got on some "mud clothes" and went out to get some fresh air. M will return him home soon. Em reads on the couch. And I ponder.

I do not know, any more, if I belong on forums. I have been asked a few times recently how I found pa, and I think you are all familiar with that story. Some find it odd that I do not have an urge to delve deeply into all this truth. What am I doing here? Sharing my day to day life? My struggles? My emotional baggage? And this helps ... how? I sit down at the computer and for some reason go into a kind of monologue mode. For which I have taken a bit of flack, but have also been told this is somehow inspiring. I have felt intimidated much of the time, many of you around me having researched for years. Or having gone within, having found the Great Wisdom you sought. And what do I do? I go in circles. I ask the same questions repeatedly. I slip a lot in the mud. I get stuck.

So, I don't know. Here and Now...Another ramble...one in many.

Much Love, Always,

It's about awareness, and awareness of your own perceptions, in particular. Without this journaling you would just react to life, based on impulses. No ponderings.
The discovery that we go around in circles is an important one, as it can gradually lead to a determination to make choices to do otherwise. Just to see what happens. To become truly empowered we need to first discover how powerless we are.
These are slow processes. Some discoveries took me 25 years to wrap my head around.
All I can say now is that those years of efforts of wishing to become more aware were worth it.

[RunningDeer]

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/cartoon%20and%20silly/kerchief.jpg

[dan33]

Many Kisses for 1 in Many

http://s3.subirimagenes.com/otros/previo/thump_2593625ven.jpg :hug:







--------------------------------

Just found this yesterday. Awesome.


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?66018-A-major-new-interview-with-a-Project-Avalon-Whistleblower--Questions-for-GoodETxSG-&p=894500&viewfull=1#post894500

[dan33]

HERE AND THEN. Summer Nights. Wonderful. :)


RoWvz9fkzpw

ucU5c9ilIIc

[Calz]

Many Kisses for 1 in Many

http://s3.subirimagenes.com/otros/previo/thump_2593625ven.jpg :hug:


Next generation group hug???

Group kiss???


http://www.v7n.com/forums/attachments/forum-lobby/2581d1151104916-funny-pictures-kiss-pandas.jpg






--------------------------------

Just found this yesterday. Awesome.


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?66018-A-major-new-interview-with-a-Project-Avalon-Whistleblower--Questions-for-GoodETxSG-&p=894500&viewfull=1#post894500[/QUOTE]

[dan33]

Frankie says Yes. :)

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/0/09/Beach_Party_Annette_Funicello_Frankie_Avalon_Mid-1960s.jpg

http://www.examiner.com/images/blog/wysiwyg/image/Untitled(303).jpg

[Calz]

Sadly ... I am old enough to remember my heart throb from my childhood mousketeer days (... no not Frankie :) )

[Natalia]

I do not know, any more, if I belong on forums. I have been asked a few times recently how I found pa, and I think you are all familiar with that story. Some find it odd that I do not have an urge to delve deeply into all this truth. What am I doing here? Sharing my day to day life? My struggles? My emotional baggage? And this helps ... how? I sit down at the computer and for some reason go into a kind of monologue mode. For which I have taken a bit of flack, but have also been told this is somehow inspiring. I have felt intimidated much of the time, many of you around me having researched for years. Or having gone within, having found the Great Wisdom you sought. And what do I do? I go in circles. I ask the same questions repeatedly. I slip a lot in the mud. I get stuck.

So, I don't know. Here and Now...Another ramble...one in many.

Much Love, Always,

I go around in circles, too, and the emotional processing, it's the feminine way. Writing about it helps and does not help and so maybe that is why it can be confusing. I shed tears tonight on my own, but who is really there? No one. I love that I can communicate and connect with others soul to soul and heart to heart online, but it's not the same as that physical hug and embrace.

(((hugs))) to you, 1inMany

And (((hugs))) to those who want hugs

[eaglespirit]

Hugs, Hugs, Hugs
Love, Love, Love
http://www.stakeholdergroup.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/group-hug.jpg

[eaglespirit]

...interesting times unfolding : )

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[eaglespirit]

Sharing My Kid's Pics Here and Now with the Village...cuz I Love You and Them : )
Kyla and Tara and Danny...
Danny, of course, is on the Other Side.
Kyla and Tara have different Moms, not so different, hehe : )
Kyla just posted this pic of herself, usually does not bring to internet so why I wanted to share and show similarities!

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y72/1Eagle1/Kyla_zpse3893425.jpg
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y72/1Eagle1/Tara_zps3d3f74ac.jpg
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y72/1Eagle1/Danny1_zps351dd0a2.jpg

[RunningDeer]

Sharing My Kid's Pics Here and Now with the Village...cuz I Love You and Them : )
Kyla and Tara and Danny...
Danny, of course, is on the Other Side.
Kyla and Tara have different Moms, not so different, hehe : )
Kyla just posted this pic of herself, usually does not bring to internet so why I wanted to share and show similarities!

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y72/1Eagle1/Kyla_zpse3893425.jpg
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y72/1Eagle1/Tara_zps3d3f74ac.jpg
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y72/1Eagle1/Danny1_zps351dd0a2.jpg

Beautiful Children, Dan. Just like their Dad.

<3

[Nat_Lee]

I do not know, any more, if I belong on forums. I have been asked a few times recently how I found pa, and I think you are all familiar with that story. Some find it odd that I do not have an urge to delve deeply into all this truth. What am I doing here? Sharing my day to day life? My struggles? My emotional baggage? And this helps ... how? I sit down at the computer and for some reason go into a kind of monologue mode. For which I have taken a bit of flack, but have also been told this is somehow inspiring. I have felt intimidated much of the time, many of you around me having researched for years. Or having gone within, having found the Great Wisdom you sought. And what do I do? I go in circles. I ask the same questions repeatedly. I slip a lot in the mud. I get stuck.

So, I don't know. Here and Now...Another ramble...one in many.

Much Love, Always,

I go around in circles, too, and the emotional processing, it's the feminine way. Writing about it helps and does not help and so maybe that is why it can be confusing. I shed tears tonight on my own, but who is really there? No one. I love that I can communicate and connect with others soul to soul and heart to heart online, but it's not the same as that physical hug and embrace.

(((hugs))) to you, 1inMany

And (((hugs))) to those who want hugs

Hi 1inMany and Amethyst !
Hi all of you who are reading this ;) !

I see myself in you guys !
I'm a positive person most of the time but I also feel so alone sometimes !
Just like yesterday ... I was feeling lonely even if I have a wonderful family ....
Does not go super well with my boyfriend those days, maybe it does not help .... but I'm trying hard to make it work for a year now...
I don't know what is it going to happen but I try to stay in the now the most of my time ! :)
I come here and talk to people I chat by PM and in someway it helps.... I feel that some of you have the right soul to communicate whit me.

I have the privileged to have friends from AVALON in real life because I have talk to them and arrange meetings to get together and it help a lot !
We just had a Holiday diner all together :) Flash, Ulysse30 and me and it was very fulfilling !

I think you can continue to do this and invite people over in a public place and try to know you better and one day you will have friends from AVALON besides you ...

But some other days like you explain in your thread here Amethyst: Communicating with your soul family (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78461-Communicating-with-your-soul-family&p=917168&viewfull=1#post917168), some days I just feel like I go around in circles, too and I'm feeling as I miss something, Home , my home !

Someday I feel like I don't belong here because of what is happening all the time ..... And I cry to .... I feel it in my soul, I feel the injustice, the violence, the loneliness, the cruelty, I feel ignored and lonely ... In those moment, in the past I used to stay there for days and cry and write about it and didn't want to see anyone ...

But now ... I have learn that when it happens I have to change the mood ! I know that for me the NOW is the most important thing in my world. so I just click my fingers when I feel those blues and think about how beautiful the stars are, the sun on my skin during summer time, the wonderful eye of my little boy when he looks at me like I'm the only star in the sky. I also think about sounds that I like, waves, yes I remember the waves when I went in Porto Rico, and the sound of the wind caressing the leafs of a palm-three !!! ... and the Mohitos !!! hahahaa....

Man there are so much beauty and miracles here that all the black clouds goes away when I'm in the NOW thinking about those lovely moments.... Just think about how you were a baby and you are now this beautiful person trying to make a god in this life ! Wow !! How great are you ?!!! :)
I have so much love to give and you have to !

Thank you for this thought of yours thank you for inspiring me and others to make us write and make us want to help and give love to others !
You are just perfect, just prefect :)
Thank you !

Just note that my mother language is french so sorry for the mistakes and I hope you get the feel of my thought and soul here !
Love
Nat xx

[Flash]

I do not know, any more, if I belong on forums. I have been asked a few times recently how I found pa, and I think you are all familiar with that story. Some find it odd that I do not have an urge to delve deeply into all this truth. What am I doing here? Sharing my day to day life? My struggles? My emotional baggage? And this helps ... how? I sit down at the computer and for some reason go into a kind of monologue mode. For which I have taken a bit of flack, but have also been told this is somehow inspiring. I have felt intimidated much of the time, many of you around me having researched for years. Or having gone within, having found the Great Wisdom you sought. And what do I do? I go in circles. I ask the same questions repeatedly. I slip a lot in the mud. I get stuck.

So, I don't know. Here and Now...Another ramble...one in many.

Much Love, Always,

I go around in circles, too, and the emotional processing, it's the feminine way. Writing about it helps and does not help and so maybe that is why it can be confusing. I shed tears tonight on my own, but who is really there? No one. I love that I can communicate and connect with others soul to soul and heart to heart online, but it's not the same as that physical hug and embrace.

(((hugs))) to you, 1inMany

And (((hugs))) to those who want hugs

Hi 1inMany and Amethyst !
Hi all of you who are reading this ;) !

I see myself in you guys !
I'm a positive person most of the time but I also feel so alone sometimes !
Just like yesterday ... I was feeling lonely even if I have a wonderful family ....
Does not go super well with my boyfriend those days, maybe it does not help .... but I'm trying hard to make it work for a year now...
I don't know what is it going to happen but I try to stay in the now the most of my time ! :)
I come here and talk to people I chat by PM and in someway it helps.... I feel that some of you have the right soul to communicate whit me.

I have the privileged to have friends from AVALON in real life because I have talk to them and arrange meetings to get together and it help a lot !
We just had a Holiday diner all together :) Flash, Ulysse30 and me and it was very fulfilling !

I think you can continue to do this and invite people over in a public place and try to know you better and one day you will have friends from AVALON besides you ...

But some other days like you explain in your thread here Amethyst: Communicating with your soul family (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78461-Communicating-with-your-soul-family&p=917168&viewfull=1#post917168), some days I just feel like I go around in circles, too and I'm feeling as I miss something, Home , my home !

Someday I feel like I don't belong here because of what is happening all the time ..... And I cry to .... I feel it in my soul, I feel the injustice, the violence, the loneliness, the cruelty, I feel ignored and lonely ... In those moment, in the past I used to stay there for days and cry and write about it and didn't want to see anyone ...

But now ... I have learn that when it happens I have to change the mood ! I know that for me the NOW is the most important thing in my world. so I just click my fingers when I feel those blues and think about how beautiful the stars are, the sun on my skin during summer time, the wonderful eye of my little boy when he looks at me like I'm the only star in the sky. I also think about sounds that I like, waves, yes I remember the waves when I when in Porto Rico, and the sound of the wind caressing the leafs of a three !!!

Man there are so much beauty and miracles here that all the black clouds goes away when I'm in the NOW thinking about those lovely moments.... Just think about how you were a baby and you are now this beautiful person trying to make a god in this life ! Wow !! How great are you ?!!! :)
I have so much love to give and you have to !

Thank you for this thought of yours thank you for inspiring me and others to make us write and make us want to help and give love to others !
You are just perfect, just prefect :)
Thank you !

Just note that my mother language is french so sorry for the mistakes and I hope you get the feel of my thought and soul here !
Love
Nat xx

Je suis désolée pour ton boyfriend Nathalie, il va te perdre n'ayant jamais compris le diamant qu'il a dans son intimité - il va comprendre à 60 ans !!! Si tu as Skype, on peut skyper si tu veux en chat ou en vidéo.

All of you here, I wish we could all meet, Ulli being the head master of the meeting. Gosh it would be nice and fulfilling. We should all wish for a ton of money falling on one of us so that that person can pay all of us a trip around the world, to get together.

Eaglespirit, beautiful children you have. Have you (yes you have ) seen their eyes!! wow!!

[Robin]

All of you here, I wish we could all meet

Though I'm not a "regular" poster on this thread, I like to stop by and say hello (and I do read everybody's comments). :)

I'd like to invite anybody who is interested in making a journey to attend the Free Your Mind III Conference (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?77119-Free-Your-Mind-III-Conference-2015) in Philadelphia, PA in April.

Philadelphia is much further away from me than it is to you, Flash (hint hint). ;)

28446

Ms. Paula...don't you live somewhere near the East coast...?

[Flash]

All of you here, I wish we could all meet

Though I'm not a "regular" poster on this thread, I like to stop by and say hello (and I do read everybody's comments). :)

I'd like to invite anybody who is interested in making a journey to attend the Free Your Mind III Conference (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?77119-Free-Your-Mind-III-Conference-2015) in Philadelphia, PA in April.

Philadelphia is much further away from me than it is to you, Flash (hint hint). ;)

28446

Ms. Paula...don't you live somewhere near the East coast...?

lol. about 13 hours drive, in the middle of working weeks..... we will see and thru NY City, well, almost. And it would make me nostalgic, since one of my first boyfriend was from there.. plus, it would be much more exotic to go to Hawai, it is located just shouth of the Florida peninsula lollllllllll (teasing, those maps always make me laugh)

[araucaria]

Hi everyone, I guess you might say I’ve been hibernating. This is never a good time of year for me, but the days are lengthening already and I’ll soon be as right as, er, sunshine. But I have been following this interesting thread conversation about where people are on in this planet in relation to each other. Mostly we find we are too far away even from close family members to see them on anything but an occasional basis as visitors. One of the major stumbling blocks to improving this situation is the amount of time we devote to work. Until we start sharing wealth more evenly we will continue to see breakthroughs in this area in the negative terms of rising unemployment. Another key area is transport: it is high time we got to enjoy the cheap high-speed public transport in line with modern living; we know it can be done and why it is not being done. Dealing with the issue of Internet communities suffocating for lack of physical interaction is likely one thing that will push this agenda forward. How’s that saucer coming on, eaglespirit? :)

This is something that has been on my mind in an unexpected way over the last month. We have an old spinster aunt who just died, and who, for obvious reasons, was identified by recent acquaintances as the ‘queen of England’. She seems to have been more likeable among these new friends than among her family, which is interesting because I personally would feel the opposite; those who know me best are surely more indulgent than others who hardly know me at all. It may be because one never really gets close enough to single family members, singleness being almost by definition the opposite of being part of a family. leaving an interesting set of old family photographs and papers, including some personal stuff she must have picked up after the death of her own maiden aunt. It turns out she was brought up for some unknown reason by her grandparents born in the mid-nineteenth century. I’m sure this explains her very backward-looking approach to life, and I’m thinking she would have seen more of this maiden aunt than of her mother and father and brother and sisters, which cannot have been healthy either. She kept some letters from lonely gentlemen this aunt had befriended by advertising in a magazine, but it was very much a case of absence makes the heart grow fonder: the farther away they were the better, and the favourite was a man packing his bags for a three-year stint in Indochina! He eventually got to meet her in the flesh, but that was the end of the story. This older lady seems to have been rather original, slightly perverse and even modern in her attitude to men; she was probably reasonably happy on her own and would doubtless have enjoyed the Internet! But her niece appears to have been a spinster by proxy and more of a lonely victim of circumstance. Certainly, even when past 90, she still had an eye for a good-looking intern :) So I’m thinking what we are seeing today as described above is an old problem being extended in various ways and making old maids of more and more people. Old maids increase in numbers when wars decimate the male population and they cannot find people to get close to. We’ve known all along that what everyone needs is more peace; it’s really nothing new, but we are getting there.

A happy new year to all.

[RunningDeer]

I'd like to invite anybody who is interested in making a journey to attend the Free Your Mind III Conference (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?77119-Free-Your-Mind-III-Conference-2015) in Philadelphia, PA in April.

Ms. Paula...don't you live somewhere near the East coast...?

I choose integrity over financial security in a couple of areas last month. The budget doesn’t allow for trips. My eleven year old car and I have an agreement. She’ll hang around as long as I treat her to bubble baths, oil changes and accessories like window wipers and tires. (She’s such a diva.)

<3

[spiritwind]

Woo Hoo! Top O the morning to ya! It's a whopping 3 degrees today. I get to heat water up all day for my furry friends. Thankfully my littlest one who got pregnant has not given birth yet. I'm looking towards spring...

Integrity over money, yes I understand that one very well. It's amazing how well candles and oil lamps help heat up a tin can : )

Loneliness and family. Another topic I am familiar with. Love everyone here.

PS: just thought I'd add a word of caution. Just came back to the tin can and I'm not sure what happened but I had 8 tea candles in a bread pan with 2 terra cotta planters, one smaller than the other stacked upside down on the candles in the bread pan. They somehow caught on fire. Dang near burnt the tin can down. I know it's cold but that was just a bit more heat than I bargained for. Do NOT leave unattended, even for a short time.

[RunningDeer]

This is a first. Yesterday, a little boy yelled a big ‘hi’ out the truck window. I yelled the same back and heard him tell his mom that he saw a lady santa while she loaded the groceries in the back. Until then I hadn’t noticed that I had on an off white slouch hat, black jeans, boots, gloves and a red hoodie.

I have a good feeling about 2015.

<3

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[ulli]

Had some fun with my grandsons at the pool this Christmas. Here they are, frolicking with their step Granddad.

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[Axman]

I want to swim. can I can I please.

The Axman

[Nat_Lee]

All of you here, I wish we could all meet

Though I'm not a "regular" poster on this thread, I like to stop by and say hello (and I do read everybody's comments). :)

I'd like to invite anybody who is interested in making a journey to attend the Free Your Mind III Conference (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?77119-Free-Your-Mind-III-Conference-2015) in Philadelphia, PA in April.

Philadelphia is much further away from me than it is to you, Flash (hint hint). ;)

28446

Ms. Paula...don't you live somewhere near the East coast...?

It would be great SamwiseTheBrave ! :)
If the money comes I'll go ! :)

I'm throwing a AVALON party at my place this summer so anyone here who want to have a trip to Canada, Gatineau just 10 minutes from Ottawa ?

I can keep 10 people over for sleep :) I have enough space to put some air mattress in 3 rooms and a big living room ;)

Think about it ! in July 4th or 11th ... To confirm...

[RunningDeer]

A provocative month on the Global front. The big picture begins at the Cancer full moon on January 5th along with other planetary alignments.

Steve Judd explains that it's the beginning of the end over the course of months into April for such areas as political, economic, game plans and figures. There’s going to be some conclusions drawn beginning in January and permanent changes by April.

Click here for your 2015 forecast video (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5cNm7NHg3fJUVQM1Bcfmdw) or a written format (http://www.stevejudd.com). (menu across the top)


Global Forecast January 2015
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UPDATE: Steve Judd's Annual Global Forecast For 2015 (http://www.stevejudd.com/blog/global/steve-judds-annual-global-forecast-for-2015/)

[link provided by Roisin & paragraphs added by me for easy reading]

The year is split into three separate segments. Initially, the period of early January through to the middle of April is spent dealing with and clearing up from the vestiges and residue of both 2013 and 2014, and by the end of April it can safely be said that the worst influences of the ongoing Uranus/Pluto square are over.

However, it should be noted that the full Moon on January 5th, the Mars/Uranus conjunction in the second week of March and the eclipsed full Moon on the 4th April are all major trigger points of risk and even danger that still remain to be negotiated before we as a collective can start to lower shields and relax. It can be safely said that for many individuals that the bigger picture developments of recent years are concluding by mid-April and correspondingly a lot of world situations involving stress and politics will be resolved, one way or another.

The UK general election of May will be a fudge. May to July offers a chance for the world to collectively draw breath and recharge in readiness for the entrance of Jupiter to Virgo in August and the month long T-square between Jupiter in Virgo, Neptune in Pisces and Saturn in Sagittarius. This will bring a ’flood’, although at the time of writing that ‘flood’ is vague. It could be pandemic, a watery flood, an event that causes floods of empathy and/or tears or some other type of overwhelming development that in the short term (September) may sweep the board. This then launches the Saturn/Neptune square, from October onwards, which will restructure the ways in which we view drugs, alcohol, religion and justice.

Saturn will fight for transparency whilst Neptune will try to clog the air waves, although this combination will manifest in very different ways to the astrological weather at the start of the year. 2015 sees a change of emphasis, described astrologically as the movement from the Uranus/Pluto square to the Saturn/Neptune square. Whilst the urgency and immediacy of recent years will defuse, the potentials for further ‘dumbing down’ and collective fog are getting stronger…

[Natalia]

I do not know, any more, if I belong on forums. I have been asked a few times recently how I found pa, and I think you are all familiar with that story. Some find it odd that I do not have an urge to delve deeply into all this truth. What am I doing here? Sharing my day to day life? My struggles? My emotional baggage? And this helps ... how? I sit down at the computer and for some reason go into a kind of monologue mode. For which I have taken a bit of flack, but have also been told this is somehow inspiring. I have felt intimidated much of the time, many of you around me having researched for years. Or having gone within, having found the Great Wisdom you sought. And what do I do? I go in circles. I ask the same questions repeatedly. I slip a lot in the mud. I get stuck. 

So, I don't know. Here and Now...Another ramble...one in many.

Much Love, Always,

I go around in circles, too, and the emotional processing, it's the feminine way. Writing about it helps and does not help and so maybe that is why it can be confusing. I shed tears tonight on my own, but who is really there? No one. I love that I can communicate and connect with others soul to soul and heart to heart online, but it's not the same as that physical hug and embrace. 

(((hugs))) to you, 1inMany

And (((hugs))) to those who want hugs

Hi 1inMany and Amethyst !
Hi all of you who are reading this ;) !

I see myself in you guys !
I'm a positive person most of the time but I also feel so alone sometimes !
Just like yesterday ... I was feeling lonely even if I have a wonderful family ....
Does not go super well with my boyfriend those days, maybe it does not help .... but I'm trying hard to make it work for a year now... 
I don't know what is it going to happen but I try to stay in the now the most of my time ! :)
I come here and talk to people I chat by PM and in someway it helps.... I feel that some of you have the right soul to communicate whit me.

I have the privileged to have friends from AVALON in real life because I have talk to them and arrange meetings to get together and it help a lot !
We just had a Holiday diner all together :) Flash, Ulysse30 and me and it was very fulfilling ! 

I think you can continue to do this and invite people over in a public place and try to know you better and one day you will have friends from AVALON besides you  ...

But some other days like you explain in your thread here Amethyst: Communicating with your soul family (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78461-Communicating-with-your-soul-family&p=917168&viewfull=1#post917168), some days I just feel like I go around in circles, too and I'm feeling as I miss something, Home , my home !

Someday I feel like I don't belong here because of what is happening all the time ..... And I cry to .... I feel it in my soul, I feel the injustice, the violence, the loneliness, the cruelty, I feel ignored and lonely ... In those moment, in the past I used to stay there for days and cry and write about it and didn't want to see anyone ... 

But now ... I have learn that when it happens I have to change the mood ! I know that for me the NOW is the most important thing in my world. so I just click my fingers when I feel those blues and think about how beautiful the stars are, the sun on my skin during summer time, the wonderful eye of my little boy when he looks at me like I'm the only star in the sky. I also think about sounds that I like, waves, yes I remember the waves when I when in Porto Rico, and the sound of the wind caressing the leafs of a three !!! 

Man there are so much beauty and miracles here that all the black clouds goes away when I'm in the NOW thinking about those lovely moments.... Just think about how you were a baby and you are now this beautiful person trying to make a god in this life ! Wow !! How great are you ?!!! :)
I have so much love to give and you have to !

Thank you for this thought of yours thank you for inspiring me and others to make us write and make us want to help and give love to others !
You are just perfect, just prefect :)
Thank you !

Just note that my mother language is french so sorry for the mistakes and I hope you get the feel of my thought and soul here ! 
Love 
Nat xx

Je suis désolée pour ton boyfriend Nathalie, il va te perdre n'ayant jamais compris le diamant qu'il a dans son intimité - il va comprendre à 60 ans !!!  Si tu as Skype, on peut skyper si tu veux en chat ou en vidéo.

All of you here, I wish we could all meet, Ulli being the head master of the meeting. Gosh it would be nice and fulfilling.  We should all wish for a ton of money falling on one of us so that that person can pay all of us a trip around the world, to get together.

Eaglespirit, beautiful children you have. Have you (yes you have ) seen their eyes!! wow!!
 
Thank you Nat_Lee and Flash for your sweet messages and sharings! :)

Yes it would be lovely to meet up in person :)

Maybe one day I will meet some members of Project Avalon, I do feel quite at home here. My soul feels settled for me to stay on this forum and not go to another...this sais something...

It must have been lovely for you 4 to meet up, I enjoyed reading about it :)

Yes true, living in the moment is important and not staying in the sadness or negative emotion for too long...go with the natural flow and also change it sometimes! 

During my (current) illness (which has got a bit better overall, thank goodness), on some of the "bad days", I reminded myself of the magic and beauty in everyday, in the small things...like right now, the candle burning beside me in the amber/orangy round candle holder...

So yes! :) <3

[ulli]

relaxing.....



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3h6aUPQeRq8


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUoWkRggVig&list=RDBLcRcx6dCBY&index=2

[Flash]

All of you here, I wish we could all meet

Though I'm not a "regular" poster on this thread, I like to stop by and say hello (and I do read everybody's comments). :)

I'd like to invite anybody who is interested in making a journey to attend the Free Your Mind III Conference (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?77119-Free-Your-Mind-III-Conference-2015) in Philadelphia, PA in April.

Philadelphia is much further away from me than it is to you, Flash (hint hint). ;)

28446

Ms. Paula...don't you live somewhere near the East coast...?

It would be great SamwiseTheBrave ! :)
If the money comes I'll go ! :)

I'm throwing a AVALON party at my place this summer so anyone here who want to have a trip to Canada, Gatineau just 10 minutes from Ottawa ?

I can keep 10 people over for sleep :) I have enough space to put some air mattress in 3 rooms and a big living room ;)

Think about it ! in July 4th or 11th ... To confirm...

The remaining ones could sleep in my place in Montreal and we drive up (11/2hr) to the pparty if we are more than 10. I have place for... Well, lots of place

[Flash]

Hi everyone, I guess you might say I’ve been hibernating. This is never a good time of year for me, but the days are lengthening already and I’ll soon be as right as, er, sunshine. But I have been following this interesting thread conversation about where people are on in this planet in relation to each other. Mostly we find we are too far away even from close family members to see them on anything but an occasional basis as visitors. One of the major stumbling blocks to improving this situation is the amount of time we devote to work. Until we start sharing wealth more evenly we will continue to see breakthroughs in this area in the negative terms of rising unemployment. Another key area is transport: it is high time we got to enjoy the cheap high-speed public transport in line with modern living; we know it can be done and why it is not being done. Dealing with the issue of Internet communities suffocating for lack of physical interaction is likely one thing that will push this agenda forward. How’s that saucer coming on, eaglespirit? :)

This is something that has been on my mind in an unexpected way over the last month. We have an old spinster aunt who just died, and who, for obvious reasons, was identified by recent acquaintances as the ‘queen of England’. She seems to have been more likeable among these new friends than among her family, which is interesting because I personally would feel the opposite; those who know me best are surely more indulgent than others who hardly know me at all. It may be because one never really gets close enough to single family members, singleness being almost by definition the opposite of being part of a family. leaving an interesting set of old family photographs and papers, including some personal stuff she must have picked up after the death of her own maiden aunt. It turns out she was brought up for some unknown reason by her grandparents born in the mid-nineteenth century. I’m sure this explains her very backward-looking approach to life, and I’m thinking she would have seen more of this maiden aunt than of her mother and father and brother and sisters, which cannot have been healthy either. She kept some letters from lonely gentlemen this aunt had befriended by advertising in a magazine, but it was very much a case of absence makes the heart grow fonder: the farther away they were the better, and the favourite was a man packing his bags for a three-year stint in Indochina! He eventually got to meet her in the flesh, but that was the end of the story. This older lady seems to have been rather original, slightly perverse and even modern in her attitude to men; she was probably reasonably happy on her own and would doubtless have enjoyed the Internet! But her niece appears to have been a spinster by proxy and more of a lonely victim of circumstance. Certainly, even when past 90, she still had an eye for a good-looking intern :) So I’m thinking what we are seeing today as described above is an old problem being extended in various ways and making old maids of more and more people. Old maids increase in numbers when wars decimate the male population and they cannot find people to get close to. We’ve known all along that what everyone needs is more peace; it’s really nothing new, but we are getting there.

A happy new year to all.

I have an itchy feeling that your old auntie may have been the blood daughter of her own auntie, therefore being raised by the grand parents. But you may have a better story about both of them. The one you wrote is somewhat crispy lol.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Cheers All! Much love to the Village!

"A Christmas Greeting" by Walt Whitman

Welcome, Brazilian brother--thy ample place is ready;
A loving hand--a smile from the north--a sunny instant hall!
(Let the future care for itself, where it reveals its troubles,
impedimentas,
Ours, ours the present throe, the democratic aim, the acceptance and
the faith;)
To thee to-day our reaching arm, our turning neck--to thee from us
the expectant eye,
Thou cluster free! thou brilliant lustrous one! thou, learning well,
The true lesson of a nation's light in the sky,
(More shining than the Cross, more than the Crown,)
The height to be superb humanity.

(Note: that's right, Ol' Walt wrote that emoticon right in there!)

[araucaria]

I have an itchy feeling that your old auntie may have been the blood daughter of her own auntie, therefore being raised by the grand parents. But you may have a better story about both of them. The one you wrote is somewhat crispy lol.
Yes Flash, thank you, I expect that is where this is heading (shades of Ibsen’s Ghosts); it remains to be seen if it fits all the data. Families only seem a lot messier these days because we let it all hang out; back then they were so much tidier and preoccupied with appearances. Maybe we could do with a little more proper tidiness, but at least nowadays, regardless of who brings you up, you know who you are, to borrow Bill’s phrase. This was a big step forward to make before we could even think of examining our collective identity.

Edit: On seeing some fresh evidence, this intriguing possibility seems rather unlikely. But my point still holds.

[eaglespirit]

Feminine Fantastic Spiritual Love...
an Unconditional Higher Balance Bringing Unimaginable Majestic Miracles 2015
http://www.louishagemann.nl/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/paragnoste.jpg

[Innocent Warrior]

It's 2015 here, in Australia. May 2015 be a year of love, abundance, joy and freedom for all. I hope this one knocks our socks off.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

[RunningDeer]

Here and now, it is cold outside, a warm fire burns in the fireplace. Dinner is in the oven. Awaiting M's return with Little One from the park. They got on some "mud clothes" and went out to get some fresh air. M will return him home soon. Em reads on the couch. And I ponder.

I do not know, any more, if I belong on forums. I have been asked a few times recently how I found pa, and I think you are all familiar with that story. Some find it odd that I do not have an urge to delve deeply into all this truth. What am I doing here? Sharing my day to day life? My struggles? My emotional baggage? And this helps ... how? I sit down at the computer and for some reason go into a kind of monologue mode. For which I have taken a bit of flack, but have also been told this is somehow inspiring. I have felt intimidated much of the time, many of you around me having researched for years. Or having gone within, having found the Great Wisdom you sought. And what do I do? I go in circles. I ask the same questions repeatedly. I slip a lot in the mud. I get stuck.

So, I don't know. Here and Now...Another ramble...one in many.

Much Love, Always,

Thanks for your heart felt feelings, 1inMany. {double :hug:} Know that you’re never too far from my thoughts these days.

This is the time of year where I cocoon because I don’t feel like I have anything uplifting to offer myself much less for anyone else.

I’ve given myself permission to be in a slump. Every day I carve out space to ponder and read. It’s been too small a space. In comparison to the overall journey, it feels like I’m at a full-stop.

I’m much, much, much less interested in the latest conspiracies, hot topics, or who-done-its. My feeling is that I’m adjusting to a new balance and continue to follow the inner cues.

I’m appreciative that the pigeons, seagulls and the two occasional crows watch for their box lunches. They help me get out in the fresh air and sunshine.

Happy New Year to You and All!

Love,
Paula <3


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[Baby Steps]

Just heard New life (may) have started in My partner!
Bless all-a lot of prayers manifesting!
What a way to celebrate new year
Awesome
God bless!

[Wind]

Five minutes of the year left here and what a (testing) year it has been.
I am very thankful for the chance to be part of this community and I just can't be thankful enough for all the friends that I have here!

i0A3-wc0rpw

[ouivalerie]

This is an excercise thread. Members can post as often as they like, as long as they describe their physical reality.
What you see, hear or smell.
Whatever is going on.

Here it is 5:55 am as I write this. I'm in bed, on my back, tapping these letters on my ipad screen. Ipad on my belly. Temperature just right, not too hot not too cold.
Husband on my left, snoring, big fat cat is lying on his chest getting ready to be fed in a few minutes.
Curtains still drawn. River noise...now a motor bike. Husband waking up.


Update: the above was written in September of 2011, and anyone can see that things have changed in the thread.
So here is the introduction to what is happening NOW, since we are in 2012 things have shifted a bit.

Here is something for our newcomers:
(apart from the formal "welcome to the thread")

First there was UFO sightings, crop circles, missing memories, mutilated cattle, weird secretive government behavior, wars, famines, corruption....
Then came the Internet.
Text, then graphics, then photos, then you tubes, all along forums where sh!t was being discussed and argued about.
The art of the anonymous insult was developed.
Then came Project Avalon, and Bill Ryan's standards in civility made it to the Internet
with a 95% balanced moderator team.
And still, people were arguing about other people's speculations.
A need for reporting reality (never mind how mundane) arose and I was prompted to start this thread.

To begin with the early posters shared those (never mind how mundane) moments of their lives...
which resulted in the discovery that we all had more in common than expected.
and somehow an intimacy developed.
Intimacy means comfort, and comfort means warmth, and warmth means energy.

As this energy was being exchanged it grew and grew and people started to feel their own energy levels going up.

And this, my dear newcomers, is the point of this thread!
You are all welcome to help yourselves here.
Anything you wish to share is accepted, without judgment...
We are a loving bunch.
Please feel FREE and COZY in the Village.
As they say in Costa Rica: Mi Casa es Tu Casa (which means in English 'my house is your house')

Or "Our Village is Your Village".

It was in 2011, I first notice seeing 111 or 1111 all the time. something changed to see these numbers, I was curious, hopeful it was something important and helpful and special….but it's just numbers….but lately they are controlling me so much…I feel like getting rid of these numbers, they make too little sense. People are asking why they see numbers. I see them all the time, like the 555….people asking what does it mean? I guess it means something is controlling you for some reason but I wish I knew. But I guess they are controlling you behind the scenes because they are allowed to control people in secret, or sending you a hint about the number connecting to a who or a what, that's controlling you, and it means you needed to be controlled by them. There are so many numbers familiar to my life and probably no one else's or always master numbers, but often 311 or 911 still raging on or 555…I'm kind of tired of agonizing over it, just want all the information on how, who, why this is going on. People saying "something", like it's proof of something don't make sense because "what something is this proof of?" My best guess is need of control, something in you is out of control to someone, and I suspect it's someone in the matrix that has a chance to control you or someone on your side that warns you the matrix people are going to send you people and events connected to control you because they have control over them
.

[Wind]

It was in 2011, I first notice seeing 111 or 1111 all the time. something changed to see these numbers, I was curious, hopeful it was something important and helpful and special….but it's just numbers….but lately they are controlling me so much…I feel like getting rid of these numbers, they make too little sense. People are asking why they see numbers. I see them all the time, like the 555….people asking what does it mean? I guess it means something is controlling you for some reason but I wish I knew. But I guess they are controlling you behind the scenes because they are allowed to control people in secret, or sending you a hint about the number connecting to a who or a what, that's controlling you, and it means you needed to be controlled by them. There are so many numbers familiar to my life and probably no one else's or always master numbers, but often 311 or 911 still raging on or 555…I'm kind of tired of agonizing over it, just want all the information on how, who, why this is going on. People saying "something", like it's proof of something don't make sense because "what something is this proof of?" My best guess is need of control, something in you is out of control to someone, and I suspect it's someone in the matrix that has a chance to control you or someone on your side that warns you the matrix people are going to send you people and events connected to control you because they have control over them
.

http://www.spiritual-path.com/numerology.htm

[Billy]

31 mins into 2015 here and now. Have a Blessed New Year Village.

Rtajxo8d7js

Peace.

I can also share this with you, It is a secret until she tells all her friends so Shhh. :gossip:

My daughter handed me a Christmas card, inside there was a picture of a ultrasound scan, she is 4 months gone and this is going to be a grandad year for me. :yo::whoo:

[ulli]

Three more hours to go before 2015 arrives here in Barbados. Watching Bruce Almighty with funny Jim Carrey.
About the empowerment of a jerk, and being reminded that empowerment needs to go hand in hand with developing responsibility.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rreoaOqHbE4

[ulli]

Woodpecker's Love Affair...remix


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tI6rb9-FlKI&list=PLjmzrqWdCwkofgGFXOZaUWKOuPjLHk63F


and a Praying Mantis dancing along,
wishing everyone a Happy Healthy Lucky and Prosperous New Year


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[1inMany]

Four hours to go, here.

28477

Is a relief to me. For sure.

28478

Okay, truth be told, I'm not drinking. I'm excavating. Found some oomph and trying hard to not let it go.

I have been rethinking what I said, that I go in circles. Actually, with the forward movement of linear time, that would be a spiral. Would it not? Every moment is forward. Every here and now is forward. The linear time is here, why not use it to see the situation in a more positive way.

Here and now, I know beyond the shadow of a doubt, that I am miles and miles away from where I started a few years ago.

My New Year's Song would normally be I Get By with a Little Help from My Friends. Seems to be applicable every day. But, alas, I have shared that so many times. This will have to do:

2Wpof8s5ZTg

Much Love,

[Hervé]

Bonn... hic... nnne... hic... et... heurrrr... hic... rreuzzze... hic... ann... nnn... hic... nnee... !!! HIC!

(Bonne et heureuse année!)

[Mod's hat... hic... off... on... OFF! Yeah... hic... sigh...)

PS: Here (France) it's already past THAT time by 3 + hours... so... hic... am... already... HIC!... nursing sommmm... hic... mmme... heavvv... hic... vvvy... hangggg... hic... over.... HIC!.... shhhh... don.... hic!... nnn't tell... hic!... BBBBBIiii... HIC!... BBB...Billl! HIC!... :tape2:

[ulli]

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[Billy]

I Just want to let you know i am always here. Good night and a Blessed in coming New Year Village.

qde5NMy7WTU

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Ding Dong! Happy New Year!

VggAH1dk3Qk

[Nat_Lee]

Happy New year !!!! 2015 !!!

Love you alll and wish you all the best !

From the bottom of my heart ! Really !

xxxx

[Iloveyou]

It was in 2011, I first notice seeing 111 or 1111 all the time. something changed to see these numbers, I was curious, hopeful it was something important and helpful and special….but it's just numbers….but lately they are controlling me so much…I feel like getting rid of these numbers, they make too little sense. People are asking why they see numbers. I see them all the time, like the 555….people asking what does it mean? I guess it means something is controlling you for some reason but I wish I knew. But I guess they are controlling you behind the scenes because they are allowed to control people in secret, or sending you a hint about the number connecting to a who or a what, that's controlling you, and it means you needed to be controlled by them. There are so many numbers familiar to my life and probably no one else's or always master numbers, but often 311 or 911 still raging on or 555…I'm kind of tired of agonizing over it, just want all the information on how, who, why this is going on. People saying "something", like it's proof of something don't make sense because "what something is this proof of?" My best guess is need of control, something in you is out of control to someone, and I suspect it's someone in the matrix that has a chance to control you or someone on your side that warns you the matrix people are going to send you people and events connected to control you because they have control over them
.

http://www.spiritual-path.com/numerology.htm

Very helpful link for me too, Wind. Until now I knew only a rough interpretation of numbers. Years ago, when 11:11 began to appear again and again in my every day life, I was excited. Then number sequences became so numerous and common, that I could not catch up interpreting them. I found, universe (angels, spirit guides) is communicating with me playfully. Any number occurance means greetings, laughter, signs of affection. Hey, good morning, we are here, do you need something, count on us, we love you. When I get stuck in depressive thoughts or when I'm about to make a wrong decision (repeatedly), numbers occur and I hear my guides laughing about me. Humans must be so funny for them.

Ouivalerie, it is YOU, who is in control. It is YOU, who decides. Whatever happens to you, is a mirror of what is going on inside you. You are sovereign. Nobody can control you unless you allow it. If you claim your sovereignty with intention, no power in the world can harm you. It is always ourselves who sets the rules. (easy said, I know) Trust in yourself.

Mirror. For me the presence on Avalon is a perfect mirror for my presence in and my communication with the world. I recognize my own patterns of behaviour, I'm struggling and laughing. Happy New Year to all. :)

[eaglespirit]

It was in 2011, I first notice seeing 111 or 1111 all the time. something changed to see these numbers, I was curious, hopeful it was something important and helpful and special….but it's just numbers….but lately they are controlling me so much…I feel like getting rid of these numbers, they make too little sense. People are asking why they see numbers. I see them all the time, like the 555….people asking what does it mean? I guess it means something is controlling you for some reason but I wish I knew. But I guess they are controlling you behind the scenes because they are allowed to control people in secret, or sending you a hint about the number connecting to a who or a what, that's controlling you, and it means you needed to be controlled by them. There are so many numbers familiar to my life and probably no one else's or always master numbers, but often 311 or 911 still raging on or 555…I'm kind of tired of agonizing over it, just want all the information on how, who, why this is going on. People saying "something", like it's proof of something don't make sense because "what something is this proof of?" My best guess is need of control, something in you is out of control to someone, and I suspect it's someone in the matrix that has a chance to control you or someone on your side that warns you the matrix people are going to send you people and events connected to control you because they have control over them
.

http://www.spiritual-path.com/numerology.htm

Very helpful link for me too, Wind. Until now I knew only a rough interpretation of numbers. Years ago, when 11:11 began to appear again and again in my every day life, I was excited. Then number sequences became so numerous and common, that I could not catch up interpreting them. I found, universe (angels, spirit guides) is communicating with me playfully. Any number occurance means greetings, laughter, signs of affection. Hey, good morning, we are here, do you need something, count on us, we love you. When I get stuck in depressive thoughts or when I'm about to make a wrong decision (repeatedly), numbers occur and I hear my guides laughing about me. Humans must be so funny for them.

Ouivalerie, it is YOU, who is in control. It is YOU, who decides. Whatever happens to you, is a mirror of what is going on inside you. You are sovereign. Nobody can control you unless you allow it. If you claim your sovereignty with intention, no power in the world can harm you. It is always ourselves who sets the rules. (easy said, I know) Trust in yourself.

Mirror. For me the presence on Avalon is a perfect mirror for my presence in and my communication with the world. I recognize my own patterns of behaviour, I'm struggling and laughing. Happy New Year to all. :)

Loving 'ditto' Ouivalerie... Iloveyou said it all with selfless 2015 surges of higher sentiment!!!
Next time some synchronistic numbers appear see who may be around the corner in your life that needs a boost from YOU : )

...
strongly prompted to add : )

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?75673-Am-I-Making-Myself-Perfectly-Clear&p=918420&viewfull=1#post918420

[sheme]

Earth is expanding, consciousness is expanding , I am expanding, my floor is expanding, love and forgiveness are expanding, the hologram continues to expand , this will be the year of expansion . expanding love to us all. Happy and peaceful New Year 2015 this is an 8 year.

http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.co.uk/2011/05/number-8.html

[eaglespirit]

Earth is expanding, consciousness is expanding , I am expanding, my floor is expanding, love and forgiveness are expanding, the hologram continues to expand , this will be the year of expansion . expanding love to us all. Happy and peaceful New Year 2015 this is an 8 year.

http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.co.uk/2011/05/number-8.html

HeHeHe Sheme...Lovin' It and Thank You!!!!

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That Is ALL I Have Been Getting Lately...
Awesome Confirmation Here and Now at the Village of Love : )

[araucaria]

Hervé:

HIC

Et NUNC?;)

[RunningDeer]

Hervé:

HIC

Et NUNC?;)

Deux aspirine et /ou les cheveux du chien.
Two aspirin and/or hair of the dog. ;)

[Melinda]

Happy New Year Avalonian souls

Went out today amidst the trees and the myriad creatures, feathered and furred, cosy in their shell or glistening under water.

Gave thanks to our divine mother earth, the wisdom of her heart, her patience, the warmth of her palm.

Her beauty is unending.

Also, I came across these words earlier which I found both true and beautiful.



Every warrior of light has felt afraid of going into battle.
Every warrior of light has, at some time in the past, lied or betrayed someone.
Every warrior of light has trodden a path that was not his.
Every warrior of light has suffered for the most trivial of reasons.
Every warrior of light has, at least once, believed that he was not a warrior of light.
Every warrior of light has failed in his spiritual duties.
Every warrior of light has said 'yes' when he wanted to say 'no'.
Every warrior of light has hurt someone he loved.

That is why he is a warrior of light, because he has been through all this and
yet has never lost hope of being better than he is.

- Paulo Coelho -


http://i1267.photobucket.com/albums/jj550/DoodlemakerUK/NewYear_zps6fb7d611.jpg

May your paths be clear
and your hearts and your dreams continue to blossom

[Marianne]

Billy, that's wonderful news. You'll be a fabulous Granddad!
All the best to you and yours in the new year.

--Marianne

[Marianne]

Melinda, your gentle soul shines through everything you do.
So happy you are getting out in Nature.
I love the warrior poem. It's print-out-and-pin-to-the-bulletin-board worthy, for sure!

Wishing you the best in the new year.

And peace & good will to all the village, far and wide, wherever we are on this earth.

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[Lysaur]

What is the "Village"? Is that what you guys call the Avalon forum or just a group of forum members on one or more threads?

[Nat_Lee]

Bonn... hic... nnne... hic... et... heurrrr... hic... rreuzzze... hic... ann... nnn... hic... nnee... !!! HIC!

(Bonne et heureuse année!)

[Mod's hat... hic... off... on... OFF! Yeah... hic... sigh...)

PS: Here (France) it's already past THAT time by 3 + hours... so... hic... am... already... HIC!... nursing sommmm... hic... mmme... heavvv... hic... vvvy... hangggg... hic... over.... HIC!.... shhhh... don.... hic!... nnn't tell... hic!... BBBBBIiii... HIC!... BBB...Billl! HIC!... :tape2:

ahhahaa.... Bonne année Hervé !
Trop drôle !
et bien je te souhaite de la santé et du bonheur à profusion !

:D

[eaglespirit]

WE are The Village of Love, Lysaur : )

ALL Members of Ulli's Here and Now Here and Now!

Anyone IS A Family Member of the Village...
at Your OWN Selfless Loving Discretion...
BEing a Family Village Member or
Visiting anytime for just about ANY reason of Need or Gift : )

Love, Love, Love
...2015 Onward and Upward and Beyond Beyond : )

Cosmic Love Gypsies...Here and Now : )

[avid]

Hervé - thank you for all your stoicism in this year of my questionning. (Parental deaths, cat death, partner leaving me for a younger version, and losing my wondrous home) Notwithstanding, I will still question, and you will find the logic. An atrocious year for me, but finding many great supporters on the internet, and especially Avalon.
Hervé - been with your many posts for years. Hopefully, I'll not disintegrate in public, and will research as much as possible. I am NOT convinced about loads of airliners - so let's get to it!!!

[RunningDeer]

Today, a pigeon pooped on the back of my vest. Depending on who you talk to it’s either lucky or yucky. I’m going with good luck.

If it wasn’t inner knowing the only explanation is I did hear the splat and I did feel it even though the music blasted in my ears and I had on lots of layers of clothing. Either case, it tells me the senses are more attuned than I was aware of or I took for granted or plain forgot. It’s time to investigate. It’s just the incentive I needed. It’s time to go deeper into the inner treasures. Challenge…drool, drool.

The funny thing is that it was only a couple of weeks back when I recalled when I was sixteen years old and a bird pooped on my head. I was with my Dad. Little did I know one year later I’d hitch-hike across the state line with only a brown bag filled with clothes and a couple of books to begin a new life. My first job was right there at that card shop where the bird christened me.

I'm feeling nostalgic. Listening to Kitaro.


The Light of the Spirit
kBQpbL8Iiu4

<3

[Guest]

Beautiful new day

Happy New Year Villagers

You're always in my heart


Love

Nora

Last Sunset of the Year

[sheme]

What is the "Village"? Is that what you guys call the Avalon forum or just a group of forum members on one or more threads?

Sweetheart no one is excluded -you like the sound of it- then claim it for your own -you are welcome- that is how life works. Love yourself and the world will love you.

[RunningDeer]

What is the "Village"? Is that what you guys call the Avalon forum or just a group of forum members on one or more threads?

Lysaur, hello and welcome to the “Village”. It’s what we affectionally call the “Here and Now What’s Happening” thread. Everyone is welcome to post here.

It's free tee-shirt day at the Village. Help yourself.

RunningDeer <3


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[ulli]

Husband arrived back in Costa Rica today. He is relaxing after the trip now, with our cats.
Me in Barbados still.
Anyway, so he and I are Skyping and suddenly discover that we have the TV on with the same movie.. . about Hemingway, starring Nicole Kidman as a war correspondent. His TV company is from Costa Rica, and Barbados gets programs from Venezuela. I thought this was worth mentioning...here and now.

[RunningDeer]

Video for January 4th/5th full moon and squares with good summary below. Apologies if this comes across as programing anyone. My feeling is that it’s better to be forewarned in case quirky emotions erupt in you or your loved ones. And specifically, my thoughts go to Aries, Cancer, Libra, and Capricorns.


Full Moon in Cancer and Your Emotions
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Published on Jan 1, 2015

http://www.yourastrologysigns.com

With this Full Moon being triggered by an opposition to the Sun and Pluto and square to Uranus, emotions may be running high and insecurities may come up to the surface. Allow your feelings to roam free, don't bottle them up. Pluto is all about power. How do you get what you want in your life? Do you fight and throw a tantrum if things don't go your way, or do you find a peaceful way to resolve difficult situations?

It's an intense time with the square to Uranus triggering knee-jerk reactions, so
this is when you might be tempted to run to the refrigerator to seek comfort through comfort foods. This is the kind of aspect that may send you to grab a lot of chocolate bars to eat, or fried foods, or any kind of food that one would use as a comfort food. And since emotions will be running very high, be mindful of whatever medical condition you have and try not to seek comfort in the kinds of food that you know will aggravate your medical condition.

It would be a very good time to use the energy from these emotions to let off steam by running or jogging or kick-boxing, anything of a physical nature.
For those who live a more sedentary life, it would be a wonderful time to express those emotions as a writer or an architect. Any activity that lets you get out of your self long enough to relieve the stress of emotions that go over the top would be to your advantage during this Full Moon.


Any kind of exercise
Be in nature
Swim or be near water
Take a hot bath, go to a spa
Get some bodywork
Be gentle on yourself and others
Do anything that brings you comfort


It's a time to show kindness to others, to soothe their path through some of the challenges we all face from time to time.

[sheme]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBT4MYbX4io

For those born with the moon in cancer. Sweet tune. From another age ,

[David Trd1]

Just sitting in my cabin in rural Australia listening to this...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yL5LZ1Eq_1g

Wish you all happiness and blessing where-ever you are....

[ulli]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBT4MYbX4io

For those born with the moon in cancer. Sweet tune. From another age ,



Even Enya's sweet tunes seem from another age.
Joni was truly timeless, however.
I wasn't quite aligned with her level of sensitivity before, but now she really got to me.
Thanks. Playing an Enya album now.

[donk]

Happy New Year!!

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[Marianne]

This week has some important astrological stuff going on. I like how Kaypacha (Tom Lescher) sums it up.

NTtvOOxO_lg
Here's his website: http://newparadigmastrology.com/

If you can't watch a video on your computer, there's a transcript on the website.

I ordered Rick Simpson's two e-books yesterday. Just started reading the first one. Not for me necessarily... I don't consider that I ever had cancer. I think the biopsy was wrong.

More and more, this subject intrigues me. It feels like this medicine is a shining green champion, strong and good, now emerging at last for all. I know some people, straight as an arrow and traditional, who see the value here and feel its time has come, or should soon.

I live in a state that will probably be the last to legalize. Til then, I'm telling people as it comes up ... and it's surprising how often it does come up.

Love to the village.
Marianne

[dan33]

HAPPY NEW YEAR VILLAGERS!:grouphug:

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[eaglespirit]

Too Good, Must Spread Like Butter : )

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?3596-Up-At-The-Ranch-And-Beyond&p=919030&viewfull=1#post919030

[Ol' Roy]

Started to post something negative. Stop! Heard Enya sing! It all went away! No matter what language she sings in! As a matter of fact, I'm going to Google her right now! Thanks Avalon crew, I needed that! Tears in my eyes! Yes, ladies I am a caring and sensitive man! Proud of it!

[ulli]

I just watched The Interview.
My multiple personalities were duly entertained at multiple levels.
And I must say, that staged Sony hack was a clever ploy;
it worked on me, who would normally not have watched it.

[RunningDeer]

Will you do me me a favor? In honor of Joe Cocker, play "You are so beautiful to me!"

Roy asked me to post this. And I’ll add here’s to all You beautiful people. <3


Joe Cocker - You are so beautiful
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[dan33]

HAPPY NEW YEAR VILLAGERS!:grouphug:

uJ1ynTMUj0c

UPDATE:
"Carlos Nuñez" ... says:
We join our hands as the Druids of Britain and
We ask God or Gods that happy dance
Where we were inmersed never end in that final party,
All we blow together for peace pipe,
Cultures and Love.

[ulli]

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[Natalia]

I love this love, innocence of the heart, so nice in friendships, so nice as lovers

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78723-Innocent-Together--poem-&p=919743#post919743

[strikingviking13]

Thank you for introducing me to Enya.

[dan33]

Seen yesterday. Benedict Cumberbatch awesome again.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cryptonomicon

[Violet]

The inevitable has happened and during my journey I became a wanderer of predictions both in the Western and Vedic forests (not for the sensitive souls). I honestly do not want to return to the forests, or predictions for that matter. It makes one needlessly suspicious of others and fears of doom block the energy to grow in life. Life as a reflection of conscious choices, choices of free will. If one develops the mind and the heart, then why should we fear what we don't know about the future?

At the same time I'm looking at the brewing fire in the northeast and how it will evolve. What does that mean: no to islamisation? We don't want you to make us muslims or we don't want you to be a muslim here? And when no to islamisation becomes no to islam, who will be next? There is no doubt in my mind that when this rollercoaster gets going, various forms of belief are going to then be questioned.

Naturally, I'm worried.

[genevieve]

More Cumberbatch--YAY!

Thanks, Dan33.

Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve

[ulli]

The inevitable has happened and during my journey I became a wanderer of predictions both in the Western and Vedic forests (not for the feeble-minded). I honestly do not want to return to the forests, or predictions for that matter. It makes one needlessly suspicious of others and fears of doom block the energy to grow in life. Life as a reflection of conscious choices, choices of free will. If one develops the mind and the heart, then why should we fear what we don't know about the future?

At the same time I'm looking at the brewing fire in the northeast and how it will evolve. What does that mean: no to islamisation? We don't want you to make us muslims or we don't want you to be a muslim here? And when no to islamisation becomes no to islam, who will be next? There is no doubt in my mind that when this rollercoaster gets going, various forms of belief are going to then be questioned.

Naturally, I'm worried.

The way predictions work is similar to seeing a cloud of rain on the horizon and saying 'I think we will have some rain'. The more knowledge about wind direction, size of the cloud, and a whole host of other contributing elements, the more precise the prediction will be.
Still, one person's roof may leak, and another person who lives well insulated might hardly notice the bad weather.

When I started going down the astrology path I swore to myself I would stay away from making predictions. But curiosity often overcame me.
I'm better at avoiding it nowadays.
Much rather focus on right living, doing my best, learning to maintain creativity rather than worrying about the future, and not even check when my next Uranus Mars square might hit.

Even then, although the time would be pinpointed, one never quite knows what exactly will happen. Psychics may have a vision of WHAT, and astrologers of WHEN, and still, no absolute guarantees.
If someone foretells a disaster I say No way...trauma is NOT allowed!! I prefer people to wake up without trauma. Too many scars otherwise.

I felt a great relief when I read Barbara Hand Clows explanation of what she calls catastro-phobia.
It is a fear stored in our genetic memory, and to do with past cataclysms, and not the future.
The future will be a Golden Age, and I can see lots of signs on the horizon.

[dan33]

The inevitable has happened and during my journey I became a wanderer of predictions both in the Western and Vedic forests (not for the feeble-minded). I honestly do not want to return to the forests, or predictions for that matter. It makes one needlessly suspicious of others and fears of doom block the energy to grow in life. Life as a reflection of conscious choices, choices of free will. If one develops the mind and the heart, then why should we fear what we don't know about the future?

At the same time I'm looking at the brewing fire in the northeast and how it will evolve. What does that mean: no to islamisation? We don't want you to make us muslims or we don't want you to be a muslim here? And when no to islamisation becomes no to islam, who will be next? There is no doubt in my mind that when this rollercoaster gets going, various forms of belief are going to then be questioned.

Naturally, I'm worried.

The way predictions work is similar to seeing a cloud of rain on the horizon and saying 'I think we will have some rain'. The more knowledge about wind direction, size of the cloud, and a whole host of other contributing elements, the more precise the prediction will be.
Still, one person's roof may leak, and another person who lives well insulated might hardly notice the bad weather.

When I started going down the astrology path I swore to myself I would stay away from making predictions. But curiosity often overcame me.
I'm better at avoiding it nowadays.
Much rather focus on right living, doing my best, learning to maintain creativity rather than worrying about the future, and not even check when my next Uranus Mars square might hit.

Even then, although the time would be pinpointed, one never quite knows what exactly will happen. Psychics may have a vision of WHAT, and astrologers of WHEN, and still, no absolute guarantees.
If someone foretells a disaster I say No way...trauma is NOT allowed!! I prefer people to wake up without trauma. Too many scars otherwise.

I felt a great relief when I read Barbara Hand Clows explanation of what she calls catastro-phobia.
It is a fear stored in our genetic memory, and to do with past cataclysms, and not the future.
The future will be a Golden Age, and I can see lots of signs on the horizon.

Thanks Violete and Ulli.

[dan33]

I've Studied at a religious School. Love that Clint Eastwood (Dirty Harry) go to church too. :)

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[eaglespirit]

Sonic Boom...in my head!
Heart turning purpler, nothing but loving fun left to right it all : )
http://i178.photobucket.com/albums/w276/marleyjansen/VioletCosmicHeart.jpg

[Nat_Lee]

Sonic Boom...in my head!
Heart turning purpler, nothing but loving fun left to right it all : )
http://i178.photobucket.com/albums/w276/marleyjansen/VioletCosmicHeart.jpg

Funny that I read this because last night my boyfriend and I suddenly woke up because of a Boom ... A big Boom and the house shaked around 3 AM !! I could call it a Sonic Boom !!! :)
We did not find anything wrong except a high pitch noise outside who seemed to come from the neighbor's house !! Like a weathervane maybe :)

I just found it funny to see it here ! ahahah ... :)

[RunningDeer]

Oops, the post above is gone, but it still applies. :hug:
And for anyone else.
No batteries required and it's limitless.

I'm using it right now. Sending, sending, sending to You. <3

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/miracle-button_zps74806676.JPG

[Natalia]

I am going to take a month break, need to be more in my own space at the mo.

Love you guys and see you later :) <3

Take care

[RunningDeer]

Enjoy your cave time, Amethyst. <3


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Natalie2_zps1072592e.jpg


I am going to take a month break, need to be more in my own space at the mo.
Love you guys and see you later :) <3
Take care

[Natalia]

awww, that's so sweet, my whole body felt the love as a wave, thank you, runningdear <3

http://www.mindnsoulspa.net/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/Himalayan-Salt-Candle-Holder-Natural-Shape.jpg

[ulli]

Everyone knows the chicken and egg question...what came first?

I have a similar question which has plagued me for years. As you know I was active in two movements, and at one point I was attending meetings of both at the same time.

In both movements the idea of the holographic universe is understood, except they focus on different levels.
In Gurdjieff meetings the emphasis is on the work of the individual, ie inner work.
In Bahai meetings it is all about community life, and building a healthy human family for the children of the future.

The Gurdjieff teachings, as I understood, are about attainting individual perfection, which then ripple-effect outwards to society at large, via invisible threads. The Bahai teachings are about creating transformation in society by creating communities, with a brandnew election system, which are run via regualr elections, and a majority vote decision-making process. Where the good of the community came before the good of the individual.
Of course, in the original writings the emphasis is on perfect balance, but human nature ends up triumphing, and losing that balance. AKA the darker side of ego. , And in effect it became about training individuals to become devoted servants to the ruling elite, who reside in the world center in Haifa, Israel.

Basically I believe in both systems equally, but found the work too difficult, my disappointment in human nature became too great, and I left both movements.
When people are acting in groups they put huge pressures on one another, always returning to their expectatations of what others ought to be doing. And I guess that included me. Not enough detachment.
Now, with Avalon, I could breathe, finally. The keyboard as a communication tool served me better, than being forced to sit in a circle, on hard chairs, and allowing the psychopath of the moment to run the rest of the group.
Here we are free to come and go as we please, and make our contributions at any time spirit prompts us to do so. It will then be read/ or ignored at the convenience of the rest of the members.
Long live moderated Internet forums.

[Robin]

I was just introduced to this song by one of my teachers, Michael Tsarion. I thought that it was too beautiful not to share! :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IT7NiFpJmvI

[Nat_Lee]

I am going to take a month break, need to be more in my own space at the mo.

Love you guys and see you later :) <3

Take care

I don't reply much but I like to read you !
I wish you a grrrrreat month bella !
xxx

[donk]

Basically I believe in both systems equally,

Maybe that's where this came from?

http://megaemoji.com/signs/infinity/include/8-snake.jpg

I just got a funny email from my civic association, where I was informed:

Please be aware, today's snowfall is not a plowable event.

The wording just gave me chuckle.

Hope you all are well...