Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Happy St. Paddy's Day Y'all!

An Ode to William Bonny, "Slip Jigs and Reels"
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Lennon's the Luck of the Irish
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[Natalia]

Really into this song this morning "I will never go back now, cause I'm unchained" ~ Molly Sanden

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[araucaria]

The latest snippet in the series ‘they take us for fools’: “Three judges removed and a fourth resigns for viewing pornography at work”
http://www.theguardian.com/law/2015/mar/17/three-judges-removed-and-a-fourth-resigns-for-viewing-pornography-at-work


a) can’t these guys afford a computer of their own? b) How come these professional judges of all people were so ignorant of the rules? c) one such case is vaguely plausible, two unlikely and four totally ridiculous; d) their sexual conduct is above reproach: ‘viewing pornography is not illegal but doing so on office equipment is considered a serious act of misconduct that undermines public confidence in the judiciary’; e) such sexual conduct is not contagious; f) conclusion, some of their court judgments must have been displeasing to someone. Another news story that stops at the precise point where it should be starting.

but wait..it gets worse....

OKLAHOMA CITY - Jurors and others in Judge Donald Thompson's courtroom kept hearing a strange whooshing noise, like a bicycle pump or maybe a blood pressure cuff. During one trial, Thompson seemed so distracted that some jurors thought he was playing a hand-held video game or tying fly-fishing lures behind the bench.

The explanation, investigators say, is even stranger than some imagined: The judge had a habit of masturbating with a penis pump under his robe during trials.

http://www.chron.com/news/nation-world/article/Judge-faces-charges-for-masturbating-during-trials-1945301.php


Thompson was a former state legislator and a judge with more than 20 years on the bench in Creek County in eastern Oklahoma.

Thompson's court reporter, Lisa Foster, told authorities that she saw him use the pump at least 10 times during trials.

She said the first time in court was in 2000, but she did not tell authorities. "I didn't want to be found dead in a ditch somewhere," she said.

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Ahh...the joy of dealing with freemasons. (at least some of them, anyway)
Well, I was suggesting they were winkers; apparently a different vowel is also applicable.

For something less frivolous :
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?80742-Fitts-and-Farrell-Secret-Space-Program-Conference-San-Mateo-2014&p=943745&viewfull=1#post943745
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?80742-Fitts-and-Farrell-Secret-Space-Program-Conference-San-Mateo-2014&p=944068&viewfull=1#post944068

[Wind]

This past week has been exceptional. We have had bright blue skies during the days and bright night skies with shining stars and then yesterday lights in the skies. However, today our blue sky is filled with the heaviest chemtrailing I've seen in a while. Got to love those morons... Or then something "natural" always happens to the atmosphere after intense solar activity which makes the clouds look unnatural.

Greetings from Finland (https://www.taivaanvahti.fi/observations/show/34639).

https://www.taivaanvahti.fi/images/uploads/201503/34639_f2c4edbdf0a62da1af815feb661b83e4.jpg

(Not my photo, but it's from Helsinki).

[Selkie]

A pic of lilacs from a springtime past. The flowers are coming :)

http://i57.tinypic.com/2zzkk0j.jpg

[3(C)+me]

Amid all the craziness in the world lets step back and feed some fish...
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[eaglespirit]

Spring's here Friday...but tonite we got wind chill of 14 below and gusts to 50 mph
and tomorrow nite and Saturday snow, winter doesn't wanna let go : )
http://4warnwxteam.files.wordpress.com/2011/01/wind.jpg?w=490&h=367

[meeradas]

Paul Hellyer's most recent address - Former Defence Minister of Canada talks about urgent issues we face today

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[Guest]

Happy Spring Equinox

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by Tom
Published on Mar 18, 2015
It's time for me to generate,
A brand new sense of Self,
To bring in my dreams and other things,
To the planet I love so well.


Spring's here Friday...but tonite we got wind chill of 14 below and gusts to 50 mph
and tomorrow nite and Saturday snow, winter doesn't wanna let go : )
http://4warnwxteam.files.wordpress.com/2011/01/wind.jpg?w=490&h=367

Spring sprung in February here and hasn't stopped. Earliest I have seen yet in all of the thirty-five years I've lived in Southern California.
Stay warm eaglespirit.

Planting an Angel Face Rose in the garden this year.

Love

Nora

[skyflower]

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Here and now, a part of me flows with this music, in perfection...all while everything on the outer layer is being completely torn apart. The energies of late have done a number on my physical self, and that in turn, is now affecting my emotional self. My sensitivity is the edge of a blade, and my patience has stretched thin, ready to snap with one final tug. Yet, there seems to be another part of me that sits in the eye of the hurricane, just watching...while keeping everything pulled together.

[jackovesk]

Relevance :gaah: the irony of it all...:lever:

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-TqrrtJkaHLE/U223G8mrZHI/AAAAAAAAAEA/EPOzQP_nr6w/s320/relevance.png

[Iloveyou]

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Have you seen the tall female figure kneeling by the water above the small pond ?
(0:55 - 3.10)

[Iloveyou]

Appearances of the Goddess in Nature and three Goddesses (woman-made)

All images by Luisa Francia, Germany

http://www.salamandra.de/upload/alentejo_jan_2013_430_die_uralte_olivenfrau.jpg

http://www.salamandra.de/upload/uralte_olive1.jpg

http://www.salamandra.de/upload/alentejo_september_oktober_2012_544_embryo_im_olivenbaum.jpg

http://www.salamandra.de/upload/drei_goettinnen.jpg

[Natalia]

the phone just rang...I looked at it and it was a strange number...(omg)...I looked at it a little longer and then decided to pick it up, just in case...I embraced my warmth and bravery inside and said "hello" with a smile on my face...only to hear that robot automated woman's voice about reducing your dept...lol

[1inMany]

Good morning, Lovelies :)

Here and Now, listening to the sounds of nature. A woodpecker catches my attention. A rhythmic sound I haven't heard in years that graces my ears in these new surroundings. Along with my old favorite the morning dove. I am enjoying spring weather, very much actually, as in years past the weather has shifted from cold to hot and skipped the warmth of spring. I see pinks opening up. Beautiful. Not like Ulli's beautiful, haha, but we can find beauty where we are, yes? Right in this Here. Now.

Much Love,

[RunningDeer]

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Have you seen the tall female figure kneeling by the water above the small pond ?
(0:55 - 3.10)
There she is...
And speaking of there she is... a shout out to Marianne, Nora and 1inMany. :hug:


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/lady_zpsd0cvsp6t.jpg

[RunningDeer]

Good morning, Lovelies :)

Here and Now, listening to the sounds of nature. A woodpecker catches my attention. A rhythmic sound I haven't heard in years that graces my ears in these new surroundings. Along with my old favorite the morning dove. I am enjoying spring weather, very much actually, as in years past the weather has shifted from cold to hot and skipped the warmth of spring. I see pinks opening up. Beautiful. Not like Ulli's beautiful, haha, but we can find beauty where we are, yes? Right in this Here. Now.

Much Love,

Woodpecker (http://www.starstuffs.com/animal_totems/dictionary_of_birds.html)

Teaches us how to connect with the earth and how to ground ourselves in nature, shows us Rhythm, fertility, earth's heartbeat, increase of mental/physical activities, beat of life. Aids in our ability to find deeper meanings and hidden qualities of patterns and coincidences. Are you drumming and creating your own beat? Woodpecker will show you to accomplish this safely by awakening new mental faculties. He teaches to balance the spiritual and mental aspects with the physical world for harmony. Woodpecker shows tenacity, patience and straightforward actions to accomplish this. Listen carefully.

images (https://www.google.com/search?hl=en&biw=847&bih=679&gbv=2&tbs=isch:1&q=Woodpecker&btnG=Search&oq=&tbm=isch&gws_rd=ssl) & listen (http://www.starstuffs.com/animal_totems/bird_s/woodpecker.mp3)


Heck, if they can do it, so can I.
Crocus is a teacher ‘here and now’.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Zen/Crocus-Snow_zpsrv6pg5d7.JPG


Yesterday 40-50 miles an hour winds. A little less today. The kind that rosey up your cheeks and sting. 20F/-6C with wind chill factors. Grrrr. I toss out bird seed and it blows away.

I put my snow shovel away earlier this week
Snow tomorrow

But...
Spring's here
Lots of spring birds are back
All brightly colored-up for their mates
Chasing one another

Pigeons doing their mating dances
Coo-cooing
Pigeon talk, "Hold that thought, Dear. It's lunch time. Get it while you can. Gotta keep up your strength for our soon to be brood."

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[ulli]

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Have you seen the tall female figure kneeling by the water above the small pond ?
(0:55 - 3.10)
There she is...
And speaking of there she is... a shout out to Marianne, Nora and 1inMany. :hug:


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/lady_zpsd0cvsp6t.jpg

And also to Violet.

[RunningDeer]

March 20th ~ Releasing and Manifesting

Creating a list this evening. Alarm’s set for 3:15 a.m. The second time I’ve set one since 2004. The other was for jury duty. Wow, where’d those years go? As Joseph P. Farrell says….”See you on the flip side.”


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Published on Mar 19, 2015

This video talks about things we can do to prepare for March 20th - Eclipse, New Moon and Equinox. The Justice Twins ~ Laura Eisenhower and Madisun Truesdell created an Event on FB (https://www.facebook.com/events/389275567899818/) so that we can remind us all to unify, set intentions, plant seeds and shift ourselves and this World and expand into our Mulit-dimensional bodies and planet... We are moving into Higher Earth energies and tomorrow is a very powerful day to fully ground ourselves and anchor ourselves on this timeline.

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[Marianne]

Wonderful to hear from you, Nora, and One ... I've missed you.
And Violet too.

Paula, thanks for the Laura Eisenhower link. Her idea of making a list of what we want to bring in, and putting a crystal/gem on top of the list, then carrying the gem in our pocket. Powerful and so do-able.

The energies have been bumping us around. I came home early from work, before noon today, exhausted and fell asleep for hours. Wishing good care for each one, remember it's okay to take a break when you need it. (reminder to self!)

Sharing this tonight ... seems about right.
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[Natalia]

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?80847-I-might-be-sacked-because-of-my-illness-legal-advice-needed&p=944572#post944572

[Violet]

Hellooo Sun, where aaaaaa ya? No keep us a-waitin-a:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Y7D8eUrjMc

Post update: that was the preparing-for-eclipse-part,...
Otherwise, H&N,

- watch out, this is the not-happy part, if you want to stick with just happy, refer to the mezcla video up here :wizard: -

running/cycling up and off to different meetings with therapists and doctors with older one. We now finally (but long hesitant to go for "labelling") have a first diagnosis and we have begun directed motoric an logopaedic treatment which currently takes up a good 3/4 of our after-school evenings. I have to take younger one along to all the sessions because there is no other way for now. Of course he's too young to sit still, I don't blame him. It's a bit boring. It is required/desired that I be there, from beginning to end, to see the process and understand it (for at home too).

I have a meeting next week with the school to discuss which measures can be taken to make things easier for older one. At home we've started computer courses because one of the measures is less handwriting. After that, some additional appointments are scheduled, to look out for any other/related (behavioral) disorders.

This sounds heavy but all-in-all it's a mild form (you won't notice anything off, first hand, plus he's the sweetest kid ever (together with younger one, of course)), and with normal intelligence so I'm still boggled at how much of an obstacle seemingly minor health issues can bring at school, and at home too (I'm now teaching myself: Stop it, he's not aware. Don't say that, he didn't do it on purpose, and so on), and at how much effort it takes to keep the obstacle from growing.

Younger one's teachers are worried in just the same way as older one's kindergarten's teachers were at the time. Now, I tell them it's ok and maybe things will be alright but I'm worried more than they are (because these were the exact same answers I was giving at the time, and things turned out not alright). This has caused some depressive last weeks with bouts of insomnia, which I have a hard time accepting because everything is going well, were doing something, actively making things better and we can still pay for it. That's supposed to be good news.

Perhaps it's to do with the kindergarten teachers. I don't want this to start all over again. The prospect of - once I've finally got older one on track - having to start all over with running about to therapists again, now, with the younger one (and somewhere in between that I also thought of - I don't know - maybe working more hours, bit of résumé-building/pimping. And I would also like people to stop asking me why I'm not "using my talents" and it's such "a pity" I'm not using "all these opportunities", and..:gaah: I know that already. It's just the way it is. It's fine. Please, move on now. )

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Now:

Okay, still one hour, for thé moment, or not, if the clouds decide take over the stage, and why shouldn't they? Clouds are just as much admirable. Perhaps, it's their way of protesting:

http://i.space.com/images/i/000/023/664/iFF/eclipse-2012-clouds-obscure.jpg?1352926711
(http://i.space.com/images/i/000/023/664/iFF/eclipse-2012-clouds-obscure.jpg?1352926711)
Thank you Ulli and Marianne and le Village, beautiful place to be.

[Mikelodium]

Hello villagers!

I Hope you all enjoy this sun Eclipse. It's cloudy here in Mallorca, we'll see how it goes...

Peace :)

[araucaria]

Hello villagers!

I Hope you all enjoy this sun Eclipse. It's cloudy here in Mallorca, we'll see how it goes...

Peace :)
Here with an 80+% eclipse and 100% cloud cover, nothing to report - no damp squib, no slight darkening, nothing :)

[Mikelodium]

Hello villagers!

I Hope you all enjoy this sun Eclipse. It's cloudy here in Mallorca, we'll see how it goes...

Peace :)
Here with an 80+% eclipse and 100% cloud cover, nothing to report - no damp squib, no slight darkening, nothing :)

Same here, just another cloudy day! We should wait until 2017, but being august maybe we will be luckier with meteo :P

http://www.timeanddate.com/eclipse/solar/2017-august-21



Btw, happy spring equinox everyone!

[ulli]

Hello villagers!

I Hope you all enjoy this sun Eclipse. It's cloudy here in Mallorca, we'll see how it goes...

Peace :)
Here with an 80+% eclipse and 100% cloud cover, nothing to report - no damp squib, no slight darkening, nothing :)

Cloud cover is powerless to diminish the effects of this eclipse.

Your heart's desires will be heard in the highest realms
and the entire universe is busying itself as of now
to deliver the goodies.

There will be nothing left to give us cause to grumble;
Only awe and wonder and joy will remain.

[Wind]

I'm watching the eclipse online (http://www.bbc.com/news/live/uk-31906556), since no Sun is to be seen here.
Also we have spring equinox tomorrow here. =)

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[Mikelodium]

I'm watching the eclipse online (http://www.bbc.com/news/live/uk-31906556), since no Sun is to be seen here.
Also we have spring equinox tomorrow here. =)

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Thanks for the link, Wind. Some great pictures!

http://ichef.bbci.co.uk/live-experience/cps/624/mcs/media/images/81788000/jpg/_81788028_de27-8.jpg

http://ichef.bbci.co.uk/live-experience/cps/624/mcs/media/images/81788000/jpg/_81788034_69cafe7e-5274-4626-b1f5-bd2e408a1084.jpg

http://ichef.bbci.co.uk/live-experience/cps/624/mcs/media/images/81788000/jpg/_81788032_de27-3.jpg

Peace :)

[araucaria]

Hello villagers!

I Hope you all enjoy this sun Eclipse. It's cloudy here in Mallorca, we'll see how it goes...

Peace :)
Here with an 80+% eclipse and 100% cloud cover, nothing to report - no damp squib, no slight darkening, nothing :)

Cloud cover is powerless to diminish the effects of this eclipse.

Your heart's desires will be heard in the highest realms
and the entire universe is busying itself as of now
to deliver the goodies.

There will be nothing left to give us cause to grumble;
Only awe and wonder and joy will remain.
Yes: cloud cover is the expression of that in the literal dimension of reality. And a TV/video version of same is another. There was also cloud cover in 1999 when we supposedly had totality near here, but that time not enough to prevent us feeling the special atmosphere of that upside down moment of seeing night descending in the east closely followed by dawn rising in the west. Right now though, the shutting down of external reality is precisely on-topic. See
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?80777-David-Wilcock-response-to-Ben-Fulford-s-post-2015-03-16-I-strongly-suspect-that-Putin-was-having-meetings-with-the-Alliance&p=944606&viewfull=1#post944606

[araucaria]

The media are learning to deal with the extremely/entirely underwhelming, and about time too.
http://www.theguardian.com/science/2015/mar/20/your-entirely-underwhelming-solar-eclipse-photos

This comes after something I posted the other day
http://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/feb/03/its-snow-blizzard-your-extremely-underwhelming-snow-pictures

[Violet]

First and last picture:

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Lucky moi :)

I had been on the lookout but saw only clouds. When I randomly passed by again, there it was. Ran for the cam. It was a matter of seconds, clouds took over after that. Telescoping, evidently, was pointless.

Time was: 10:32 AM

[Mikelodium]

http://i.imgur.com/33gxrfR.png

[heretogrow]

Happy Spring equinox to each and everyone in the village! Let us light a big bonfire and toss in all of our wishes and manifestations for the coming year. I toss in wishes for good health, strength and plenty of spiritual nutrition to nourish all of our bodies and souls. I have brought homemade wine as an offering to the good people of the village. We are dancing barefoot to the drummings of the woodpecker! Let the wine pour! Let the festival begin! Good friends, good company! Well wishes all around!

Much Love,
Julia

[Flash]

I have a job interview for something I really like doing and in my field of expertise. Please, please send extraordinary waves towards me next Friday the 27 in the early morning (9 am eastern time). Thanks

My love life has turned around, it is now time for my work life and health life to show positive turning around results.

My life has turned around too regarding Mini Flash. She finishes high school with an A average, she is admitted to one of the good English Colleges in Montréal and is now waiting for a response from a French College.

Great for a kid whose medical and experts prédictions were that she would not be able to finish primary school. On that side too I think that my job is practically over, she would manage whatever happens to/with me. This is a real relief.

I would like to thank all of you on this thread, you ways of thinking have influenced mine, positively. Therefore helping for the turning around. Thanks.

[RunningDeer]

Last evening, I wrote up a list of what inhibits and ceremoniously set it alight with a Buffalo/California White Sage smudge stick. Then closed with a prayer to a powerful beginning here and now.

This morning I beat the alarm set for 3:15 a.m. Sat in reflection and created a manifestation list and blessed it in a smudge ceremony. Surprisingly, only one had to do with a physical asset. To further reinforce, I made an audio file. Then placed the list in my power bag.

Free of forethought, the exercise highlighted what’s important in my life. It served to dispel mind-chatter of who, how and why I am. I closed with yoga meditation, went back to bed and woke three hours later peaceful and care-free.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Healed/manifestation-ceremony-S_zpsjh0cjfvs.JPG

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[Jean-Marie]

That is Beautiful Running Deer!

Yesterday and today the Project Avalon 24/7 healers have been working with these energies, sending healing energies to those in need, the Avalon Forum, the earth, etc.... Setting powerful intent to manifest!

[RunningDeer]

That is Beautiful Running Deer!

Yesterday and today the Project Avalon 24/7 healers have been working with these energies, sending healing energies to those in need, the Avalon Forum, the earth, etc.... Setting powerful intent to manifest!
Thank you, Jean-Marie and Project Avalon 24/7 healers. My peaceful state continues. Manifestations of love stream with your group and all else who participates.

<3

UPDATE:
Enjoy your day, Jean-Marie! :hug:

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/Jean-Marie_zpsuy00hawt.JPG

[ulli]

Thank you all from the land of eternal spring. I feel so blessed, in this new place of ours.
Took the day off, and enjoy for a change just being lazy.

As Paula said in an earlier post, what I now have did not fall in my lap, it is the result of hard work, striving, and conscious creation. The fact that it has turned out better than expected may well have to do with invisible helpers in other dimensions, as well as all the good wishes from the Village.
This type of trust in the ultimate Goodness of things is important, and what I would Flash to experience.
None of our calamity fears have ever materialized, which proves again that the only enemy is fear itself, while hope, confidence and awareness are to be nurtured as our predominant state.
Jean-Marie, the day my birthday fell on the same day as a solar eclipse was the day I left London for the last time, and moved to Barbados. If you a not having a major change like that it means that you have already arrived at the place you are meant to be, and the change this eclipse brings you is just an inner strengthening and a home coming to Self..
I wish you well, and many blessings.

[Jean-Marie]

Thank you Ulli!

I believe I am exactly where I am supposed to be. In the same town I was born! My youngest turned 18 and will graduate high school this June. I am looking forward to take some trips to special places with healer friends this year! I have always only gone on holiday with my family. This will be a special treat! The energies today are amazing!!!

[Selkie]

I really like this thread :)

[PurpleLama]

In unexpected evolution of events today , and after watching our partial solar eclipse , my mum passed away this evening

^Posted by agape/Eva in another forum today. Let's send her some good thoughts.

[RunningDeer]

Dear Eva,
My heart is with you. <3


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Eva6_zps8dakvkkx.jpg

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

The latest snippet in the series ‘they take us for fools’: “Three judges removed and a fourth resigns for viewing pornography at work”
http://www.theguardian.com/law/2015/mar/17/three-judges-removed-and-a-fourth-resigns-for-viewing-pornography-at-work

[/URL]
a) can’t these guys afford a computer of their own? b) How come these professional judges of all people were so ignorant of the rules? c) one such case is vaguely plausible, two unlikely and four totally ridiculous; d) their sexual conduct is above reproach: ‘viewing pornography is not illegal but doing so on office equipment is considered a serious act of misconduct that undermines public confidence in the judiciary’; e) such sexual conduct is not contagious; f) conclusion, some of their court judgments must have been displeasing to someone. Another news story that stops at the precise point where it should be starting.

but wait..it gets worse....

OKLAHOMA CITY - Jurors and others in Judge Donald Thompson's courtroom kept hearing a strange whooshing noise, like a bicycle pump or maybe a blood pressure cuff. During one trial, Thompson seemed so distracted that some jurors thought he was playing a hand-held video game or tying fly-fishing lures behind the bench.

The explanation, investigators say, is even stranger than some imagined: The judge had a habit of masturbating with a penis pump under his robe during trials.

[url]http://www.chron.com/news/nation-world/article/Judge-faces-charges-for-masturbating-during-trials-1945301.php (http://www.theguardian.com/law/2015/mar/17/three-judges-removed-and-a-fourth-resigns-for-viewing-pornography-at-work)


Thompson was a former state legislator and a judge with more than 20 years on the bench in Creek County in eastern Oklahoma.

Thompson's court reporter, Lisa Foster, told authorities that she saw him use the pump at least 10 times during trials.

She said the first time in court was in 2000, but she did not tell authorities. "I didn't want to be found dead in a ditch somewhere," she said.

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Ahh...the joy of dealing with freemasons. (at least some of them, anyway)

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[Playdo of Ataraxas]

An eclipse with an Equinox! Ye! God bless the Fae, God bless We and God bless God especially!

[PurpleLama]

Aye, Playdo, that's some alignment that civilization's done forgot.

[Jackson]

I too want to take a few moments to give thanks and gratitude for the amazing life that I have created. I remember that I have always been awake, (I think my mother gave me a red pill right off....thanks Mom) because I have been a conscience creator from birth. I have wonderful family and friends, I have a very cool job....I am a SignArtist by trade. I get to be creative all day and build these very cool signart pieces. It gives great pleasure to my clients and gives me a sense of accomplishment that satisifies my ego and beautifies my community. I am in good health at 70. I get up everyday, piss strongly, all my parts work great and I also have my sense of humor. I laugh at life and feel no fear. I have a 27 ft motorhome that my wife and I enjoy going to the woods anytime we want....we live in the Olympic National Park on the top of the Olympic Peninsula (Beautiful place). Life couldn't get any better....I have an attitude of gratitude. I love living now and enjoying this life as Jackson....may I live forever.

you can see what I do at my webpage:

jacksonsignartstudio.com

Blessed be world....you are dearly loved.

Jackson Smart

[araucaria]

Here the super moon is also producing maximum spring tides (coefficient 119 on a scale of 120). Given that the Mont-Saint-Michel area has the world's largest tides (outside of Canada), and work has been done to restore its insularity, people will be flocking to see what 43 feet of water can do to change the scenery.
http://www.liberation.fr/societe/2015/03/20/des-milliers-de-curieux-attendus-sur-les-cotes-pour-la-maree-du-siecle_1225322

[Iloveyou]

Here the super moon is also producing maximum spring tides (coefficient 119 on a scale of 120). Given that the Mont-Saint-Michel area has the world's largest tides (outside of Canada)

Many times I've been to this beautiful place and watched the spring tides. Fascinating and exciting for a hillbilly landlubber. Sure I'm going to live at the seaside within the next three years, although the mountain regions and places in higher altitude are considered to be much more secure in respect to climate changes. I wish the best to all people living in the villages along the coastlines, may they be protected.

https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQfVhCiWjqXG09WVwBFrvnw1Ag6Vy1KMWeqZ4rwt1BswDaQoncY

http://panteres.com/pict2/yzjsxua2.jpg

But most of all let's continue to send our prayers to the people of Vanuatu.

[ulli]

If you want to live near the ocean, here is some advice

https://scontent-iad.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xaf1/v/t1.0-9/1969230_613498932056057_348736089_n.jpg?oh=de0aa684b8412c30e630891a37d1d84e&oe=5578621E

[araucaria]

If you want to live near the ocean, here is some advice

https://scontent-iad.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xaf1/v/t1.0-9/1969230_613498932056057_348736089_n.jpg?oh=de0aa684b8412c30e630891a37d1d84e&oe=5578621E
And lap it all up.

[ulli]

If you want to live near the ocean, here is some advice

https://scontent-iad.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xaf1/v/t1.0-9/1969230_613498932056057_348736089_n.jpg?oh=de0aa684b8412c30e630891a37d1d84e&oe=5578621E
And lap it all up.

And don't forget to drop by...

[eaglespirit]

Here the super moon is also producing maximum spring tides (coefficient 119 on a scale of 120). Given that the Mont-Saint-Michel area has the world's largest tides (outside of Canada), and work has been done to restore its insularity, people will be flocking to see what 43 feet of water can do to change the scenery.
http://www.liberation.fr/societe/2015/03/20/des-milliers-de-curieux-attendus-sur-les-cotes-pour-la-maree-du-siecle_1225322

Araucaria, We have had the highest tides recently I have ever witnessed here on the Cape...the ocean front homes on the north bay at the end of Indian Trail Rd. have had close encounters with the oncoming oncomings washed ashore, I could build a considerable dock with much of the material scattered here, there and everywhere.
Interesting Higher Times, Aho!!!

http://www.capecod-vintage.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/IMG_36111.jpg

Mornin' Village, Love to All : )

[ulli]

Today is not only the beginning of the astrological calendar, but also the beginning of the Baha'i New Year, or Naw-Ruz.
Today, 32 years ago I realized that Baha'u'llah was the true messenger from God for this age. My obsessive search for absolute truth had yielded the desired result.
And also today, in 2002, I decided to leave the community, after 19 years of devoted service.

But in my heart I am forever connected with the four successive founders of this religion, The Bab, Baha'u'llah, Abdu'l-Baha, and Shoghi Effendi. The first one (Bab) was born in 1812 and the last one passed away in 1957.
It took no less than four leaders to establish a new system over a period of 144 years.

The Bab = The Herald. Executed by firing squad.
Baha'u'llah = the Revealer, imprisoned, tortured and exiled to Akka in Palestine, then the prison city of the Ottoman Empire.
Abdu'l-Baha = The Interpreter, imprisoned for 56 years, along with his father, until his release in 1906, when the Young Turk Revolution brought about the release of all political prisoners.
Shoghi Effendi = The Expounder. Dedicated his life to establishing the Baha'i administrative system, revealed by Baha'u'llah, a new system which allows for humanity to organize themselves into well-functioning groups, without clergy or individual leaders, with regular (secret ballot) elections, and which would allow for a classless meritocracy to evolve.

I thought the system was foolproof and could not be corrupted. Then I found out that I was wrong.
(But maybe I was right, but lacked patience?)
After all, this Baha'i system is a world shattering reset button, and thus huge efforts were made by the PTB to stop it from growing.

Baha'u'llah, born in Iran (then Persia), exiled to Iraq, lived for two years as a derwish in Kurdistan, exiled to Turkey, and finally sentenced to life imprisonment in Palestine, now Israel.

And everywhere he lived has become a war zone, the opposite of what he taught.
But he did say it would take a while, to get to world peace.
It has to come- one way or another.

Either as a voluntary coming together of humans of goodwill, or through suffering the consequences of multiple wars, until everyone is so fed up with all the bloodshed that they realize that living in peace and harmony is the only answer.

Happy Naw-Ruz, World.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmR8KCne3kM

[WhiteFeather]

Hello Villagers. Been awhile. So Here and Now I just stumbled across this nugget whilst on Pandora. Hope u Enjoy. ;)

All my Love.

W.f.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tL9KWB0M4UU

[RunningDeer]

I have a job interview for something I really like doing and in my field of expertise. Please, please send extraordinary waves towards me next Friday the 27 in the early morning (9 am eastern time). Thanks
Visual board & reminder:

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Flash-job_zpss4uw2rdk.jpg

<3

[gripreaper]

I too want to take a few moments to give thanks and gratitude for the amazing life that I have created. I remember that I have always been awake, (I think my mother gave me a red pill right off....thanks Mom) because I have been a conscience creator from birth. I have wonderful family and friends, I have a very cool job....I am a SignArtist by trade. I get to be creative all day and build these very cool signart pieces. It gives great pleasure to my clients and gives me a sense of accomplishment that satisifies my ego and beautifies my community. I am in good health at 70. I get up everyday, piss strongly, all my parts work great and I also have my sense of humor. I laugh at life and feel no fear. I have a 27 ft motorhome that my wife and I enjoy going to the woods anytime we want....we live in the Olympic National Park on the top of the Olympic Peninsula (Beautiful place). Life couldn't get any better....I have an attitude of gratitude. I love living now and enjoying this life as Jackson....may I live forever.

you can see what I do at my webpage:

jacksonsignartstudio.com

Blessed be world....you are dearly loved.

Jackson Smart

I lived in Sequim for several years in my late teens and early twenties, so I know of what you speak. As they say, you can take the heart out of Sequim, buy you can never take Sequim out of the heart once you've lived there...

[araucaria]

[QUOTE=Flash;944656]I have a job interview for something I really like doing and in my field of expertise. Please, please send extraordinary waves towards me next Friday the 27 in the early morning (9 am eastern time). Thanks<3
Paula, could you please move that postit up a little for clarity? Before I read hired I saw a couple of other words starting with different letters - which I have already forgotten. :)

[Violet]

House still smells of pancakes.

New neighbour got up early to start knocking renovations into his house. 10 AM-ish.

Other neighbours are now awake too, and I think it's too early to call my friend, so I'll wait another ten minutes.

And thinking about what I should do first: mending clothes or paper work. I think I'll go for sewing...It's 10:06 but if the neighbour can use his heavy-duty drill then surely my machine won't do much harm.

[RunningDeer]

Thanks, araucaria.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Feather/Feather-Fascinator_zpsa7c7ac1b.JPG

<3

[1inMany]

It is a lovely morning. Cool and foggy here. Nature sounds abound. I am told the fairies are singing, but I cannot hear it. I am told it is like a whisper. Maybe I will hear that one day.

Em has a friend over. Yet another instance I can report, of a child who is quite different who is growing into a stage other parents take for granted. I celebrate it, as I wondered if it was possible. It is beautiful, even if it does get quite loud. And the teen girl energy is a bit of a challenge at times.

These two share some deep conversations, I must say. Religion...divorce...bullying...magic... They are all over the place. I am glad I am here to help them maneuver through, hope I am saying the right things.

I reckon if I allow Spirit to move through me, if I am holding the space for them to explore these topics, I am doing Okay. :)

Much Love,

[RunningDeer]

WARNING: I received an email (I added the yellow highlight.) that by passed my spam folder from USPS. I ran a search.

Fix the Fake UPS Tracking Number Virus Rebooting Your Machine (http://www.howtogeek.com/howto/9207/fix-the-fake-ups-tracking-number-virus-rebooting-your-machine/)

“Naturally, this is a virus that causes your machine to repeatedly reboot itself.”


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/fake_zpsiteggqdk.jpg

[Natalia]

Hi all :) <3

today I have been reminded of this song...

~inner voice that is inside us all~

~voice of the earth~

~ ... ~

SdFHGFkyew4

[Marianne]

The gardening bug has got me too.

My big garden is at the far end of the property, so the deer think it's theirs. The mountain has an overabundance of deer, expanding since the 70's when someone introduced them. They have few predators except the cars on the road.

Before I do it again, I'll require a big fence around it and perhaps even a top across it since white-tail deer can jump ten feet.

This year as an interim, the whole garden will be herbs. I'm hoping they are aromatic enough to ward off critters, and tough enough they won't need much care from me once they're going. I'm still not 100%. But it's lovely to be outdoors in a garden. There was a scientific study recently that the microorganisms in soil have anti-depressive effects on us.

Flash, I'm holding the intention of 'just right' for your interview this Friday. You have so much going for you, that experience and skill you've collected over the years, that an employer will see the gold within when they look at you.

Violet, I love to read your posts--they become word pictures and I can almost see your life, caring for your family and searching for life's answers. Thank you for sharing. Wishing you the best outcome in everything.

Eaglespirit and Paula, and all the ones in New England ... hoping you see the spring soon! We've had a colder than normal winter too, with more to come. But the birds have been singing their hearts for a few days. And they sing back to me when I answer their song. I'll be planting sunflowers and thistles for them.


Planting an Angel Face Rose in the garden this year.
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=29279&d=1426733749

Beautiful & perfect, Nora!

Ulli, your home is beautiful, and the garden you are making will be spectacular.

Love to all the village.
xx

[Violet]

http://www.allpaintings.org/d/147895-1/Albert+Gleizes+-+Cubist+Landscape.jpg
(Albert Gleizes)

Cubist but a bit abstract too. A forest and a village/city too.

Here's another one (city omitted (but you get something else in return)):

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/4/48/Pablo_Picasso%2C_1908%2C_Paysage_aux_deux_figures_%28Landscape_with_Two_Figures%29%2C_oil_on_canvas% 2C_60_x_73_cm%2C_Mus%C3%A9e_Picasso%2C_Paris.jpg
(Picasso)

When you compare them you can see that - both cubist - the first artist has sharper building blocks of familiar angularity. Picasso rounds it up here and there.

On first hand, I thought that if the cubes lost more angles, that would add to the abstractness of the painting but it's not that simple, or so it appears, literally.

The appearance of the landscape with the lost angles has more reality to it than the sharper outlined sample, which radiates industry/industrial, hence - maybe - inclusion of the village/city (but I can't say unless I analyse all Gleizes' works). In my experiment, , interestingly, it went the other way around.

These are two quick drafts:

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I don't draw/paint a lot of abstract, much though I am attracted to the style, so I would need some practice to get there. I talked about that last time, how that was more difficult than I expected.

In the first draft, which was the first step of a single session, I started with simplifying a forest. Everything has gone triangles but you can still distinguish the differents parts of the landscape.

In the second draft, which was the second step of that session, I took the first step and blurred it even more with random choice of turning it all into cubes, colours remaining on the same place.

Adding one angle increased the abstract aspect. I think if I would take the second draft and use some deep paint, that could become an interesting affair.

[Taurean]

Strange how the MSN doesn't keep us informed about what's happening In Iceland these days.


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[Dennis Leahy]

Happy Spring equinox to each and everyone in the village! Let us light a big bonfire and toss in all of our wishes and manifestations for the coming year. I toss in wishes for good health, strength and plenty of spiritual nutrition to nourish all of our bodies and souls. I have brought homemade wine as an offering to the good people of the village. We are dancing barefoot to the drummings of the woodpecker! Let the wine pour! Let the festival begin! Good friends, good company! Well wishes all around!

Much Love,
JuliaThank you, Julia! We had a week of early Spring, then went back to winter... but I did hear a cardinal tweeting (what I suspect is) a call to find a mate. I'm far enough north that cardinals are absent in winter, though we are at the northernmost edge of their range (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Northern_Cardinal-rangemap.gif). So, for us, cardinals are harbingers of Spring.

No dancing barefoot (outdoors) yet - at least for me. The ground is still frozen. I look forward to gardening barefoot this year, for the first time in about 6 years (after successful leg surgery has released me from having to wear compression socks.)

I salute your good wishes for us all, and echo them back to you!

Dennis

[heretogrow]

Dear Dennis and Villagers,
So glad you are well enough to plant again Dennis! Gardening is so good for the soul!

I should have heeded your advice on it being too cold to go barefoot just yet. I did run around in the yard and ended up with a major cramp in my foot. You know the kind that makes your toes kink together and they just won't unlock!
I ended up hopping on one foot until the cramp subsided. Thank goodness no one saw me. Like so many of my follies, it wasn't pretty but I was well intentioned none the less!
A few inches of snow and some ice are forecast for tonight! I guess old man winter wants to go out with a bang. We have had some winter bonfires this season and roasted marshmallows in the snow, but I think it would be wise for an old granny like me to wait until the grass is warm and green before I make a habit of going barefoot for good! I hope each and all of you have a wonderful spring full of life and surprises!

Much Much Love!
Julia

[RunningDeer]

Drats! Sorry to see you go, Shezbeth/FA. I enjoyed reading your take on things. Continued fun on your journey. xo

RunningDeer


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Windows/Open-Door-1_zps6fd4c8b9.JPG

[gripreaper]

Drats! Sorry to see you go, Shezbeth/FA. I enjoyed reading your take on things. Continued fun on your journey.

What the hell's going on around here

[Natalia]

Lol, love it!

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[araucaria]

Who said drone technology was evil? It depends on how you use it. How about reforestation on an industrial scale (a billion trees a year)?
http://www.liberation.fr/terre/2015/03/23/des-drones-capables-de-planter-un-milliard-d-arbres-par-an_1226858 (with video in English).

Been listening to this, also showing artworks by Frank Bowling:

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[Natalia]

From a few weeks ago (those baby doll night dresses are fun! :) )

Edit - pics I removed myself

[ulli]

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@Natalie
Advice from this old crone
If you have still not found your true love by now try changing course.
I lived in England once, and do understand it's spirit and fascination with the frivolous.
It may not deliver what it promises.
Even Huffpost can be wrong at times.
Let's try and define liberation.

[Natalia]

http://media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/4b/0d/58/4b0d58fa974a51d56bfb6679004181bf.jpg

@Natalie
Advice from this old crone
If you have still not found your true love by now try changing course.
I lived in England once, and do understand it's spirit and fascination with the frivolous.
It may not deliver what it promises.
Even Huffpost can be wrong at times.
Let's try and define liberation.

https://s3.amazonaws.com/pf_images/prod_prayer_detail/5334c620bfce083a539d8a7c

Ulli, I understand that you and others care, but this is new to me...(sharing these kind of photos, first time ever was a few weeks ago, in private with a friend) the old way was not working...too much of a good girl, not sexually confident or empowered enough...granted, it's not the best place to post these photos in this thread...and I don't want anyone to be offended...

I think that is a good idea that you have for another thread, to not only define liberation, but to just have an open sharing and discussion on what it means, and it's effects on growth and healing...(and vice versa)...

[Flash]

http://media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/4b/0d/58/4b0d58fa974a51d56bfb6679004181bf.jpg

@Natalie
Advice from this old crone
If you have still not found your true love by now try changing course.
I lived in England once, and do understand it's spirit and fascination with the frivolous.
It may not deliver what it promises.
Even Huffpost can be wrong at times.
Let's try and define liberation.

Those comments are sooooo interesting. The perception of liberation in America, and in the province of Québec, is soooo different from what it is in Europe.

Here, women will dress as they please, but often, not to please others, just to please oneself. You will rarely see adverts with nude women, because it is considered as using the women body for commercial purpose, therefore women's exploitation, and it does not sell.

Although you have some women that are quite naked on the web and you have all those web sex skypes with Young women playing the web prostitutes, America at large is quite conservative when it comes to women dresses, for many reasons, down South in the US they are religious conservatism, up north in the US and Canada, it is simply seen as not necessary or too frivolous when women dress down a lot. In Québec, it is seen as women falling for the exploitation schèmes.

When I go in Europe, mainly in France, I am always shocked at the way advertising are using women's body, with women thinking this is women liberation. Wow, how much this is a misperception in my views. And my daughter's views as well.

I do not know how it is perceived in an international forum, but I bet that many men are just salivating thinking they are with a "blonde" (no head just body).

Reminds me of a story: I was 20, in Toronto, with a group of American Indians, in a bar (not starting quite right lol). A guy was trying to flirt me, an English Canadian, and told me "French Canadian are beautiful from the toes to the neck" - I did have a quite pretty face. I was so insulted, and the Natives were too, told me that they thought only Indians were segregated that way, never though it would happen to a white. And then on, they were protective of me and befriending me. Against the bad Englishes lol

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too late Natalia, just defined liberation above lolllllllll. Québec is certainly one of the few places in the world where women are truly free and more empowered than anywhere else I have seen on the planet. It is truly comfortable to be a woman here. Albeit it is god dam cold!

[Natalia]

With respect and not wanting to argue or anything, I have noticed, that others can post (and have) photos or art of women who are dressed sexily, in this thread...like the one that Ulli posted a few months ago on here, of a woman in her stockings, sexy underwear, and corset - no one seemed to have a problem with it and they felt ok to like it...and it was even more revealing than mine (which just showed a bit of boob in my night dress, ok, they are a bit more than a bit). So is it that the main difference is that people are wanting to protect me as a regular and well known member?

I will remove my photos in a short while, out of respect.

[araucaria]

"French Canadian are beautiful from the toes to the neck"
For sheer crassness, that has to take the biscuit. But it's not so muchcrass as plain dumb: I have never seen anyone whose most remarkable/attractive/beautiful... feature was not their face.

[ulli]

It takes a lot more than these photos of yours to offend me.
What troubles me is that you don't seem to understand what Avalon is about.
In essence we are here because of what has been revealed by whistleblowers about a dark agenda of a hidden elite, and which wants to derail humanity's spiritual journey.
This is the chief common denominator around here.
The Here and Now thread is basically a tool for a community consciousness to develop, one that can serve individuals as a protective shield against the onslaught of the forces of darkness.
And since Bill started Project Avalon there have been many dramas played out around here, with shills and distractors appearing on this forum purely to hinder these inquiries and subsequent resolutions.
Not saying that you are a shill, but your conduct might look suspicious to some.

The overall direction towards true liberty is not a denial of sexuality, but using it in appropriate context, I.E. in private, in a loving relationship. Sexuality is the door through which the next generation enters our world, and therefore is a tool for regenerating life.
But once that life is here it needs to find more ways of self expression than just more of the same.

Women lure men into their private domain by triggering their reproduction hormones. Not all are lured, however. Some learn early to dump their prey after a one-night stand, and leave a trail of broken hearts.
While others know themselves and the bigger picture, and are thus more discerning, and can see the difference between the divine feminine and the half an orange feminine.
While others still choose to hang out with their own gender, where they don't have to worry about female neurosis.

Meanwhile in their desperation for attention women become better and better at luring their men, backed up by a massive advertising and media machine.
One only needs to look at the growth of cosmetic surgery over the last few decades...
Interesting times.
Then those needy females who became successful in using their sexuality to keep their man trapped long-term later disappoint them by blowing their hard-earned money on endless shopping sprees and a brood of kids they never asked for.

Ok, I admit this is painting a bleak picture of the gender game, but it is a reality for which there is endless evidence out there, if one is only willing to look.

On the other hand, if you were to dedicate your life to conflict resolution, arts, sciences, education, and were to work towards similar idealistic goals, you will find many good men standing in line for your attention, like several young females I used to know. Personally, once I found my own calling I had a hard time getting away from all the guys who were chasing me.
I'm just so glad my female looks are fading now, because it means I no longer have to suffer cat-calls.

[ulli]

With respect and not wanting to argue or anything, I have noticed, that others can post (and have) photos or art of women who are dressed sexily, in this thread...like the one that Ulli posted a few months ago on here, of a woman in her stockings, sexy underwear, and corset - no one seemed to have a problem with it and they felt ok to like it...and it was even more revealing than mine (which just showed a bit of boob in my night dress, ok, they are a bit more than a bit). So is it that the main difference is that people are wanting to protect me as a regular and well known member?

I will remove my photos in a short while, out of respect.

Sometimes I don't make myself very clear, especially when it comes to using my quirky humor.
When I posted that sexy picture a few months ago I was actually doing so tongue in cheek, to hint-hint at you,
sending you a message about the cheesiness of such stuff. But obviously, that went right over your head....
From here on I will ignore your apparent age and maturity, and remember that expecting people to behave according to their age is a bit unfair. I know some guys in their sixties who still behave like 13 year old boys. I do have a hard time with them, too. Which goes to show how much I'm still prey to passing judgments.
I'm sorry if I haven't addressed your real needs, coming from such (unfair) expectations.
Maybe if I knew your full history I would be more understanding.

[Natalia]

It takes a lot more than these photos of yours to offend me.
What troubles me is that you don't seem to understand what Avalon is about.
In essence we are here because of what has been revealed by whistleblowers about a dark agenda of a hidden elite, and which wants to derail humanity's spiritual journey.
This is the chief common denominator around here.
The Here and Now thread is basically a tool for a community consciousness to develop, one that can serve individuals as a protective shield against the onslaught of the forces of darkness.
And since Bill started Project Avalon there have been many dramas played out around here, with shills and distractors appearing on this forum purely to hinder these inquiries and subsequent resolutions.
Not saying that you are a shill, but your conduct might look suspicious to some.

The overall direction towards true liberty is not a denial of sexuality, but using it in appropriate context, I.E. in private, in a loving relationship. Sexuality is the door through which the next generation enters our world, and therefore is a tool for regenerating life.
But once that life is here it needs to find more ways of self expression than just more of the same.

Women lure men into their private domain by triggering their reproduction hormones. Not all are lured, however. Some learn early to dump their prey after a one-night stand, and leave a trail of broken hearts.
While others know themselves and the bigger picture, and are thus more discerning, and can see the difference between the divine feminine and the half an orange feminine.
While others still choose to hang out with their own gender, where they don't have to worry about female neurosis.

Meanwhile in their desperation for attention women become better and better at luring their men, backed up by a massive advertising and media machine.
One only needs to look at the growth of cosmetic surgery over the last few decades...
Interesting times.
Then those needy females who became successful in using their sexuality to keep their man trapped long-term later disappoint them by blowing their hard-earned money on endless shopping sprees and a brood of kids they never asked for.

Ok, I admit this is painting a bleak picture of the gender game, but it is a reality for which there is endless evidence out there, if one is only willing to look.

On the other hand, if you were to dedicate your life to conflict resolution, arts, sciences, education, and were to work towards similar idealistic goals, you will find many good men standing in line for your attention, like several young females I used to know. Personally, once I found my own calling I had a hard time getting away from all the guys who were chasing me.
I'm just so glad my female looks are fading now, because it means I no longer have to suffer cat-calls.

Well this (to me) is a very interesting subject, indeed.

Women who sometimes wear sexy clothes can vary greatly in how they are with men, at least in some ways...most of the time I don't wear sexy clothes...sometimes I do...

I'm not into trapping men (I know you was speaking in general), but yes, sometimes I do like to feel and be told that I am attractive...I have missed out in my life (due to shyness, depression, etc) and feel like I am catching up in a certain way...bit of a "late bloomer"...

I was sexually assaulted once (not raped) and I was wearing plane trousers, plane top, and trainers, without any make up, and not out drinking or anything...and it was by a man who I trusted who was married and old enough to be my father (and a "Buddhist"...)...I never flirted with him, was just friendly...for a few years, it effected me in the way that I didn't wear sexy-ish clothes at all, or hardly ever any make up (which I only occasionally wear anyway)...so when you have experienced that, as quite a shy and quiet woman, not wearing anything that is at all sexy...and that happens...

Every woman has her own path of healing...it's something that I feel very strongly about...not just for me but for women in general...

Ok, posting those pics here was a mistake...(but I have posted them on my face book wall with friends, and that was not a mistake), thank you to the more mature women for pointed it out, without putting me down. *I'm going though something, that is out of character*.

As for shills, well some can think that about me if they want, I am interested and care about some of the more political issues in this world (more because they hurt others and I do not want that) and occasionally post about it (especially about mental health and psychiatry...)...but I also am more focused on love and healing, and acceptance of things that I feel are not "bad" (but ok, there is a time and a place...)...itis true that some aspects of that do not fit on Avalon, and sometimes I feel not much of a balance here in certain ways...there are health and healing sections here, as well as the ones about the dark side of this world (which also can come into health and healing).

At times I see a lot of one thing on PA and want to balance it out just a little, hence my "remember the good things, thread"...and ones to do with love and femininity...yes Project Avalon isn't about that, but if done in the right place in the forum, it's surely a part of the whole...?

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With respect and not wanting to argue or anything, I have noticed, that others can post (and have) photos or art of women who are dressed sexily, in this thread...like the one that Ulli posted a few months ago on here, of a woman in her stockings, sexy underwear, and corset - no one seemed to have a problem with it and they felt ok to like it...and it was even more revealing than mine (which just showed a bit of boob in my night dress, ok, they are a bit more than a bit). So is it that the main difference is that people are wanting to protect me as a regular and well known member?

I will remove my photos in a short while, out of respect.

Sometimes I don't make myself very clear, especially when it comes to using my quirky humor.
When I posted that sexy picture a few months ago I was actually doing so tongue in cheek, to hint-hint at you,
sending you a message about the cheesiness of such stuff. But obviously, that went right over your head....
From here on I will ignore your apparent age and maturity, and remember that expecting people to behave according to their age is a bit unfair. I know some guys in their sixties who still behave like 13 year old boys. I do have a hard time with them, too. Which goes to show how much I'm still prey to passing judgments.
I'm sorry if I haven't addressed your real needs, coming from such (unfair) expectations.
Maybe if I knew your full history I would be more understanding.

Sexually, I am not as mature as most women my age because I don't have hardly any experience (out of the ethnics of waiting for the right person), but I am more mature in other ways, and I honor that in me.

[ulli]

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Ok, posting those pics here was a mistake...(but I have posted them on my face book wall with friends, and that was not a mistake), thank you to the more mature women for pointed it out, without putting me down. *I'm going though something, that is out of character*.

As for shills, well some can think that about me if they want, I am interested and care about some of the more political issues in this world (more because they hurt others and I do not want that) and occasionally post about it (especially about mental health and psychiatry...)...but I also am more focused on love and healing, and acceptance of things that I feel are not "bad" (but ok, there is a time and a place...)...itis true that some aspects of that do not fit on Avalon, and sometimes I feel not much of a balance here in certain ways...there are health and healing sections here, as well as the ones about the dark side of this world (which also can come into health and healing).

At times I see a lot of one thing on PA and want to balance it out just a little, hence my "remember the good things, thread"...and ones to do with love and femininity...yes Project Avalon isn't about that, but if done in the right place in the forum, it's surely a part of the whole...?

I can really relate to this, and it has gotten me in trouble, many times.
It taught me to be prepared for the consequences, which inevitably follow when I stick my neck out.

But over the years of painful spiritual development I have learnt to never stick my neck out on behalf of fragments of wholeness. My only war path is against corrupt politicians, war mongers, arms manufacturers and banksters.

To clarify further...I no longer defend women only, or men only, or children only, or the elderly, or the democrats, or the republicans....Because I can never be totally sure of what the higher purpose is of a given situation.

The only duality I now perceive is the more cosmic duality, of day versus night, and both create the rhythmic flow of time unfolding.

When it comes to perception, such as Like versus Dislike, I try to rise above it by choosing my preferences in the context of my overall aim, which is to strive for growth and unity, and even that without rushing into it.

[araucaria]

Natalia, I hardly think you are any kind of shill, but let me try and give another angle on why this maybe wasn’t such a good idea as you thought. This comment is from last year, so you cannot take it personally – I must have posted this around the time when Flash’s life offline was picking up: that’s right, offline :)

There was no youtube 3400 years ago – and no more Sumerians either. I think Playdo meant 3400 BC. They might have had youtube, they seem to have had everything else.

Great to hear your news, Flash. This sounds like the real deal, you go for it :)

Sam, I personally don’t think it would be a good idea for forum members to get flirtatious. The forum is a haven where men and women can engage in frank discussions about all kinds of intimate subjects without all the usual pitfalls of that sort of emotional involvement. That is something too rare and precious to give up, although the possibility of two forum members coming together to form a couple is a wonderful idea too.

As to how a couple actually operates, it might help to be a rocket scientist to understand how a great thrust of energy can be created by mixing two different types of fuel. It is a double act where both might be doing different things. If, say, you take the formula ‘think globally, act locally’, then in our house, it would be me thinking globally and my wife acting locally, and the connection between the two that is producing the energy for both would be on the largely unspoken soul level of togetherness. My wife, while wise to the bigger picture enough to steer clear of all that stuff, simply takes her loving, bubbly nature to everyone she meets, and of course it rubs off on them. I leave that mostly to her, just as she mostly leaves the theoretical underpinning to me; the point being that neither of us would be nearly as effective in what we do without the other. This is the basis of any kind of team work, blending each other’s skills and covering each other’s weaknesses, and this is also what the forum is seeking to do on an altogether different scale. Hence there is no ‘business end’ whereby the so-called, or self-styled, awake and aware are contributing any more than others who seemingly do not fit that description.

[RunningDeer]

Drats! Sorry to see you go, Shezbeth/FA. I enjoyed reading your take on things. Continued fun on your journey.

What the hell's going on around here

What’s going on here? A combo of movement, action, reaction, and awakening.

Why? Like what?

escalation and flux of energies
growth of perceptions
natural progression of us in change
imbalance of virtual life
subjects of interest reach it’s natural end (for now)
champion what’s within
variation of philosophical perception too great
unverified information of uncertain origin spread by unchecked perceptions
outward movement sparks inward growth
life lived from an armchair is not life
topics no longer fit current phase of transformation

My personal favorites:

Savor here & now
Savor here & now with family and friends cuz things change in a flash
Life

<3

[RunningDeer]

A confident, sensual being is uber sexy in a plain old 100% cotton tee-shirt.

Those ‘sexy’ clothes are too damn itchy and cold in the winter and sweaty hot in the summer.

[Violet]

Natalia, I love the you in you.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHSPIBYV35U

Be you and never give up!

[dan33]

http://wunderbuzz.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/tumblr_l1uoypf1251qbsghzo1_1280-e1352158631450.jpg

[Natalia]

I'm enjoying listening to those songs (in the running playlist), thank you, Violet :)

http://twilight.ponychan.net/chan/arch/src/131509113742.jpg


Natalia, I love the you in you.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHSPIBYV35U

Be you and never give up!

[ulli]

My friend Rosie is back in an LA hospital, apparently very sick. Please send healing energy her way.

[RunningDeer]

My friend Rosie is back in an LA hospital, apparently very sick. Please send healing energy her way.

Dear Rosie,
If it is your desire, may your mind, body and spirit catch the wave.
RunningDeer <3


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Rosie2_zpsfkecyk0r.gif

[RunningDeer]

Inventory. It’s come to a point where a lot of food, medicines, seeds, batteries, alternative energy sources and items replaced for better efficiency that I’ve gathered years back have reached or are about to reach their expiration dates.

You know the ones in preparation for changes and disruptions and enough for other unprepared folks. And because of dietary upgrade, I no longer eat some of those backup staples.

Below is a 6 minute clip that encapsulate everything. “A Higher Conscious Conversation” was produced 34 years ago. Full version also added.

She makes a promise to not share anymore links with family members. If it is their path, they’ll discover all on their own.

The End.

Chapter One. Opening scene. She sits down with a big bucket of buttered, non-GMO popcorn and lemon water, presses play on “Waiting to Exhale”. Num-num-num.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/Deer-popcorn.GIF

A Higher Conscious Conversation
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My Dinner with Andre (1981)
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Wallace Shawn and Andre Gregory, apparently playing themselves, share their lives over the course of an evening meal at a restaurant. Gregory, a theater director from New York, is the more talkative of the pair. He relates to Shawn his tales of dropping out, traveling around the world, and experiencing the variety of ways people live, such as a monk who could balance his entire weight on his fingertips. Shawn listens avidly, but questions the value of Gregory's seeming abandonment of the pragmatic aspects of life.

[Melinda]

This shuffled onto my audio player earlier. Thought to share the video. Saw Kate Tempest perform her poetry in a really small club years ago. So much focused passion. Like the feeling of the words was bruising her insides, and bursting out through her heart, through her lips, and onto the air. Came across like she really cared. Not just angry. But full of love

TUEsihgq8zU

Found the words typed out here if you don't have time for the video :
http://concreteyouthwork.co.uk/cannibal-kids/


Peace and Good Things to all in the Here and Now


Now and always

[Selkie]

Went for sushi. I am a happy girl :)

http://www-tc.pbs.org/food/files/2012/09/Sushi-5-1.jpg

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Drats! Sorry to see you go, Shezbeth/FA. I enjoyed reading your take on things. Continued fun on your journey.

What the hell's going on around here

What’s going on here? A combo of movement, action, reaction, and awakening.

Why? Like what?

escalation and flux of energies
growth of perceptions
natural progression of us in change
imbalance of virtual life
subjects of interest reach it’s natural end (for now)
champion what’s within
variation of philosophical perception too great
unverified information of uncertain origin spread by unchecked perceptions
outward movement sparks inward growth
life lived from an armchair is not life
topics no longer fit current phase of transformation

My personal favorites:

Savor here & now
Savor here & now with family and friends cuz things change in a flash
Life

<3

Wot's uh, the deal?

0Ilb_57xUC4

[RunningDeer]

Drats! Sorry to see you go, Shezbeth/FA. I enjoyed reading your take on things. Continued fun on your journey.

What the hell's going on around here

What’s going on here? A combo of movement, action, reaction, and awakening.

Why? Like what?

escalation and flux of energies
growth of perceptions
natural progression of us in change
imbalance of virtual life
subjects of interest reach it’s natural end (for now)
champion what’s within
variation of philosophical perception too great
unverified information of uncertain origin spread by unchecked perceptions
outward movement sparks inward growth
life lived from an armchair is not life
topics no longer fit current phase of transformation

My personal favorites:

Savor here & now
Savor here & now with family and friends cuz things change in a flash
Life

<3

Wot's uh, the deal?

I did not see it coming. Shezbeth’s post are entertaining, intellectually expressive and I’ve even been known to save some of them. The answer your question is in members only thread post #46 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?78116-RECORD-of-MODERATOR-ACTIONS&p=945949&viewfull=1#post945949).
<3

[meeradas]

Two 'things' i am definitely not:
A "bluesman", or "proud" of anything.

But this here, it [almost] made me both:

1Uo0KEOBMO4

Awesome crazy.

-> Eric isn't just a 'leftie', he's also got his strings 'downside up'
(means: He plays a correctly strung right-hand guitar on the 'wrong' side).

[eaglespirit]

Hello Villagers, Happy Here and Now : )

Purdy and I went to my hometown area to do some work and make some visits...

She was treated like a "queen" at my Friend's home that just happen to love ammminals of all kind, hehe : )

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y72/1Eagle1/PurdyMJ_zpscw7vjda3.jpg

[Julian]

A wonderful timeless clip! Thank you!

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Two 'things' i am definitely not:
A "bluesman", or "proud" of anything.

But this here, it [almost] made me both:

1Uo0KEOBMO4

Awesome crazy.

-> Eric isn't just a 'leftie', he's also got his strings 'downside up'
(means: He plays a correctly strung right-handed guitar on the 'wrong' side).

Yea, that's crazy good. I have an old friend, very talented, who's left handed and taught himself to play on a right handed guitar, so he plays it upside down too. It takes a special kind. Love the blues...

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Got some Jimmy Buffet on the mind..... This one if for you 1InMany....

fJO8NQLbS3E

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

There was a great XKCD comic today. Made me laugh out loud at work: http://xkcd.com

http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/squirrel_plan.png

The caption is: [Halfway to the Sun...] "Heyyyy....What if this BALLOON is full of acorns?!"

[Wind]

We have a problem.

https://scontent-ams.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpf1/t31.0-8/p640x640/11009127_10153151572623908_9123652899084540092_o.jpg

[ulli]

Have more respect for your elves!
Iceland is showing the way.

http://www.theguardian.com/artanddesign/2015/mar/25/iceland-construction-respect-elves-or-else?CMP=fb_gu

[eaglespirit]

This shuffled onto my audio player earlier. Thought to share the video. Saw Kate Tempest perform her poetry in a really small club years ago. So much focused passion. Like the feeling of the words was bruising her insides, and bursting out through her heart, through her lips, and onto the air. Came across like she really cared. Not just angry. But full of love

TUEsihgq8zU

Found the words typed out here if you don't have time for the video :
http://concreteyouthwork.co.uk/cannibal-kids/


Peace and Good Things to all in the Here and Now


Now and always

Hi Melinda, How are Ya? : ) ...prompted to share these lyrics openly, just too good and heart energized and to the point of where we need to point and go, Thank You !!!
......

An incredible poem on young people from the perspective of Kate Tempest.

Kate Tempest has a unique and distinctive style of delivery and a sharp and insightful mind, the words are below:

CANNIBAL KIDS

Round here
These cannibal kids want to be kings
But there ain’t no royalty left
Cause round here
The sirens and screams float on the wind
And even the street shudders
Afraid of our footsteps.

*

Round here
These cannibal kids want to be kings
But there ain’t no royalty left
Cause round here
The sirens and screams float on the wind
And even the street shudders
Yes, even the street shudders.

*

Round here
These cannibal kids want to be kings

They don’t know that kindness is courage
Or that sympathy sings
Much louder than violence

They are bitter and drained
Eyes of ice stare from figures of flames
Puff-chested, restless, nameless,
They carry their pain
To the point of being painless.

*

These numb ones, young ones,
The new latch-keys of London
Just soaking up that humdrum
That makes them want to run
From the state they’re in
Powerless, penniless,
Feathers clipped, they find eagles’ wings
In the derelict brotherhood of gang-life
That bang-bang life
That shouts louder than a sarcastic teacher
Clapping hands twice
And staring down a frightened nose

See, they learned that respect comes from striking a pose
That demands it.

*

But I know
Respect and fear are not compatible
But they’re a long way from bat and ball
They don’t play, they let daggers fall
From blood-soaked fingers
While their siblings lie bleeding in hallways dead
But like wisdom has always said
Blood begets blood and keeps spilling
So the pavements are stained
And our hearts are grief-stricken.

*

Cause round here
These cannibal kids want to be kings
But there ain’t no royalty left
No, cause round here
The sirens and the screams float on the wind
And even the street shudders
Yeah, even the street shudders.

*

While that paranoid panic
Goes seeping through the granite
Of the breeze-blocks
Turning our cities into sheep-flocks
See me, I pity those whose knees knock
The victims of the media machine
Them poor souls who’ve forgotten how to dream.

*

You see, that cut-throat mentality,
That gets encouraged in business
They tell you, yeah, to be a success
You’ve got to step on some necks
So big money is made through that ruthless pursuit
And while they’re shot in water
They’re jailing kids for shop in copper suits.

*

Now, we were born
Into these blood-soaked cities of industry
Informed of the savagery
The infamy, barbarity of history,
Controlled, and contrived, and depressed
And attested, and stressed out and vexed
It’s a message we’ve been fed
So we could propagate their system
Of division, inhibition,
Viciousness and contradiction
We were suckled on the milk that they soured
Told the future was ours
And then disembowelled and disempowered
We’ve been disgraced, deafened and deflowered
Our brains brutalized and our defiance devoured.

*

And so now they’re shooting guns and robbing cats
And trying to claw a little back
But when the whole thing shatters
It always starts with a little crack
And then splinters
Stretching out for miles
Pointing fingers at smart-dressed men
With crocodile smiles.
But still we get the blame
Told that life is all exchange
Told that we are the child of capo
That we are the children of apathy

*

That we are the children of this rapidly changing reality
But I say we learnt it from them
From their rules and their ways
Cause their legitimate businesses deceive and disgrace
While us, we do what we can,
Because we live in this place
Where the truth can’t be seen in the face.

[dan33]

Two 'things' i am definitely not:
A "bluesman", or "proud" of anything.

But this here, it [almost] made me both:

1Uo0KEOBMO4

Awesome crazy.

-> Eric isn't just a 'leftie', he's also got his strings 'downside up'
(means: He plays a correctly strung right-handed guitar on the 'wrong' side).

The Ozma Problem.
The 18th chapter, "The Ozma Problem", poses a problem that Gardner claims would arise if Earth should ever enter into communication with life on another planet through Project Ozma. This is the problem of how to communicate the meaning of left and right, where the two communicants are conditionally not allowed to view any one object in common. The problem was first implied in Immanuel Kant's discussion of left and right, and William James mentioned it in his chapter on "The Perception of Space" in The Principles of Psychology (1890). It is also mentioned by Charles Howard Hinton.

The solution to the Ozma Problem was embodied in an experiment conducted by Chinese-American physicist Chien-Shiung Wu (1912-1997) involving the beta decay of cobalt-60. This experiment was the first to disprove the conservation of parity. However, Gardner added in the last chapter of his book that the Ozma Problem is only solved within our galaxy: due to the nature of antimatter, an antigalaxy would get the opposite result from the experiment conducted by Wu.
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I still have the Spock doll. :lol:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=29328&thumb=1&d=1427389123

J02KmFXP4NA


I forgot. Spock takes his MICRO MAT on his belt.

[Guest]

Dear Villagers,

Asking for your deep heart Prayers for my niece C my little dove -to bring her home safely and alive. She is lost on heroin and lost in one of the
Northern Baja Mexico border towns. So scary. I love her so much beautiful child of Source.


Love

Nora

Would someone please post Tom's Pele Report for the week -March 25, 2015 thank you.

[Marianne]

Prayers for your Little Dove, Nora.

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[Flash]

Dear Villagers,

Asking for your deep heart Prayers for my niece C my little dove -to bring her home safely and alive. She is lost on heroin and lost in one of the
Northern Baja Mexico border towns. So scary. I love her so much beautiful child of Source.


Love

Nora

Would someone please post Tom's Pele Report for the week -March 25, 2015 thank you.

I am so sorry, my heart goes with her. And my wishes.

[dan33]

http://www.beliefnet.com/~/media/624355FF96D94F32894725AA627B9457.ashx?w=650&h=488&bg=00000000&f=png

http://www.trustedtarot.com/img/cards/es/cuatro-de-copas.png

Sending help.

Love , Nora.

We Are ALL Related.

[Selkie]

Dear Villagers,

Asking for your deep heart Prayers for my niece C my little dove -to bring her home safely and alive. She is lost on heroin and lost in one of the
Northern Baja Mexico border towns. So scary. I love her so much beautiful child of Source.


Love

Nora

This is really tragic. I am so sorry, and I hope that she comes back to you soon, safe and alive.

[Stephanie]

I have a job interview for something I really like doing and in my field of expertise. Please, please send extraordinary waves towards me next Friday the 27 in the early morning (9 am eastern time). Thanks
Visual board & reminder:

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Flash-job_zpss4uw2rdk.jpg

<3

Extra, extraordinary good waves for tomorrow, dearest Flash, may all your dreams and wishes be realized.

[Stephanie]

Dear Villagers,

Asking for your deep heart Prayers for my niece C my little dove -to bring her home safely and alive. She is lost on heroin and lost in one of the
Northern Baja Mexico border towns. So scary. I love her so much beautiful child of Source.


Love

Nora

Would someone please post Tom's Pele Report for the week -March 25, 2015 thank you.
Protection, safety, and my heartfelt love to dearest C. All my blessings, little Dove.

[heretogrow]

Dear Nora,
Sending prayers for your sweet niece's return and healing. Our young ones have so many heart-wrenching challenges to face now a days. Much love to you, your niece and all the young lost ones trying so hard to find their way.

Much Love,
Julia

[Carmody]

Good for Tom, he's up to about $1500+US per month, off the pele reports.

When we first started looking at them here, they were at about 10k-14k views per week. Now Tom is reaching over 50k views per week.

[RunningDeer]

Swaddling Little Dove and Nora
In peaceful silence and Love

May C dark nights
Awaken with inner Light

And return home
Where bounty of Love
Welcomes and Heals

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Healed/dark-nights_zpsw3jy4mpk.JPG

Love,
Paula <3

[Melinda]

Hi Melinda, How are Ya? : ) ...prompted to share these lyrics openly, just too good and heart energized and to the point of where we need to point and go, Thank You !!!
......

You are more than welcome eaglespirit! Thank you for all the goodness you share. It's beautiful that you feel the heart and the soul in her words. I think they pour off the page where you posted as much as they do in her live delivery. It was special seeing her perform live in an intimate vibe.

At the other end of the scale there are works that take it slow, and bare their old souls like a deep sound in the night sky. One moment still, and bold, like a mountain in the rain - then flicker here and there to something wilder, like a flame. Like this singer who I came across in another tiny London bar. A beautiful song :

SRyUBgkfrrk

Blessings to you all in alignment with your highest realms,
here and now, and always. Blessings Blessings more Blessings

[1inMany]

I am going round and round with trouble posting with this phone. So now, instead of seeing 10 dots, you got to hear about it. Haha

Here and Now. Battled to the end and got the flame going. Didn't give up. I win.

Much Love,

[1inMany]

29332

Much Love,

[Melinda]

Dear Villagers,

Asking for your deep heart Prayers for my niece...



Wishing realms of Peace and Protection for your niece Nora

True healing for her body and her soul

May her higher self see the world from above, and know there is love to sustain her


http://i1267.photobucket.com/albums/jj550/DoodlemakerUK/Mary%20Southard%20-%20Wings%20Of%20Healing_zpsfm2c3fja.jpg


much love to you where you are

[ulli]

Sitting on our terrace after a hard day's work planting. Had three cubic m of sand delivered, to mix with cement and make circular stepping stones for my future pathways. Also late afternoon came 11 sacks of really rich organic soil from the rain forest. Still lots of new plants to be transplanted, and those in the ground are growing so well that I can already take bits off of them and replant those.
Now sitting here on the terrace, with a beer, listening to the river and the crickets, while hubby is inside cooking fish. Thinking of you all and particularly Nora who must be beside herself with worry. Someone, somewhere on the forum called our supportive posts "platitudes" but we know that there is a lot more to these messages than meets the eye.
I love you all.

http://i1144.photobucket.com/albums/o491/orosivalleyjewelry/706d9e3bad168cb2169a9efb6cb491e5_zpsxtcgm3ms.jpg

[1inMany]

Platitudes? And I bet you are not kidding, either. I find this sad for the person who does not know. I know. We know. Many villagers walk these paths and without uttering a whisper, without leaving a trace, send the most powerful energies to those who are in need. I have felt them, sending and receiving. And I could not describe them. I just...know. We have felt it, giving and receiving, so many of us.

I know I need not explain what "Much Love" means. I leave it here, for you, for those who I hold dear.

[meeradas]

Glyphosate? Yummy! Have a peek:

http://www.canalplus.fr/c-infos-documentaires/pid3357-c-special-investigation.html?vid=1122650

Contrary to his statement: He IS an idiot.
That's how they are all going to give it away.

http://theantimedia.org/lobbyist-claims-monsantos-roundup-is-safe-to-drink/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qeYEgwlE19M

[Taurean]

It's interesting to note in amongst all the sanctions, Sabre rattling and dick measuring going on between the US & Russia the ISS and the Space program continues unaffected.


One of two identical twins is to travel to the ISS tomorrow in a first-of-its-kind experiment, while his brother stays on Earth.
Scott Kelly, together with cosmonaut Mikhail Kornienko, will begin the first ever year-long stay on the ISS to test how the human body copes with prolonged space travel.


Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-3012820/Twins-set-embark-groundbreaking-Nasa-trial-Scott-Kelly-spend-year-ISS-brother-stays-home-study-effects-space-body.html#ixzz3VZPcrCF5
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29333


With the retirement of the American Space Shuttle program, Baikonur has been the only launch site for International Space Station missions utilizing Russian spacecraft.[4] Following the conclusion of the Space Shuttle program, Russian spacecraft are now the only means used by astronauts traveling to the International Space Station, making Baikonur the sole launch site used for manned missions to the ISS

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baikonur_Cosmodrome

Also very interesting ;-


Environmental impact

Russian scientist Afanasiy Ilich Tobonov researched mass animal deaths in the 1990s and concluded that the mass deaths of birds and wildlife in the Sakha Republic were noted only along the flight paths of space rockets launched from the Baikonur cosmodrome.[8] Dead wildlife and livestock were usually incinerated, and the participants in these incinerations, including Tobonov, his brothers and inhabitants of his native village of Eliptyan Horulinskogo naslega commonly died from stroke or cancer. In 1997, the Ministry of Defence of the Russian Federation changed the flight path and removed the ejected rocket stages near Nyurbinsky District, Russia

[araucaria]

Someone, somewhere on the forum called our supportive posts "platitudes" but we know that there is a lot more to these messages than meets the eye.
The member in question also criticizes anonymity while all he tells us about himself is that he is into ‘chicks dude… chicks’ – granted, those words are worth a thousand pictures…
‘Platitude’ is a very two-dimensional concept, referring etymologically to something flat. A plate is a flat dish etc. If you add an extra dimension of emptiness, you get something hollow, which sounds even more disparaging, but actually is not. Time to dredge up an old discussion from about this time last year (my nephew is still doing fine btw):




For the benefit of carryattune and others, I want to explain how I see the Village operating, because it is certainly not obvious and msisundertandings are inevitable. I have a nephew who has had a mental health issue for over a year now, recently diagnosed with schizophrenia, but he is much better these days than he was. One time he came to our house with his mother, he thanked me deeply for some crucial help I had given him. All I had done was speak to him sympathetically on his one or two previous visits. Oh and, without telling anyone, I had briefly commended him to the Village; my post received a few thanks and no comments, and the thread moved on to other matters. This was the only reason my nephew had for thanking me, not, as he thought, as the source of this beneficial effect he had received, but more as the direction from which it came, or the conduit through which it came. I personally had nothing to do with it, and felt nothing, and nor for that matter did the Villagers, themselves acting as conduits for this healing energy from the universe. But my nephew as the ‘target’ in blind conditions appears to have felt something rather powerful.

An effective conduit is an empty one, as clean as a whistle, a place where nothing happens, where stuff simply passes through from a source upstream to a destination downstream. If stuff starts happening, it means there is a blockage that needs to be cleared. If you are looking for stuff and see nothing, then that is good. This is what we mean by selflessness, service to others, removing ego, or whatever. Effective action is no action, it is getting out of the way to let the process happen on its own. Healing is what occurs at the point where a blockage is met. This is why on threads in which someone asks for healing, posters who involve themselves in the healing process are both administering healing by acting as part of the conduit, and themselves benefiting from the healing process to the extent that their posts get in the way and need to be cleansed along with the rest. Paradoxically, the healing energy itself is the more powerful for being unseen and helped along by others who remain silent.

This is how energy generally works. An electric wire offers maximum conductivity to enable the flow, and the point of action on the contrary offers a ‘resistance’ where it produces the required heat or light etc. Cold fusion and zero-point energy are merely incredible enhancements of this process. The more it works, the less it is needed. By the way, my signature ‘Free energy now!’ is not so much a slogan for a desired future as a description of this effect in the here and now. Similarly, my Byron quote ‘love is no sinecure in this part of the world’ suggests that love/energy can and should be effortless, or in other words, it is not-doing as a supreme form of doing (the Taoist wu wei).

This is not easy to understand for the materialist mind, which needs something rather than nothing. I have an ongoing debate with a tennis buddy who tells me how with better focus I could play all the time as well as I sometimes do. His idea that sport is 30% physical and 70% mental mostly sums up his own issues. He is strong and fit but his head is all over the place. I tell him my head is perfectly fine when my legs are OK. But since 30+70 = 100%, the physical and mental aspects occupy his entire conception of what is going on, the unseen aspect is invisible to him (going with the flow when there are no physical issues of injury or tiredness and no mental blocks). I would have to get into over-unity to explain how I manage to play some amazing shots he would like to see more of – ‘over-unity’ being synonymous with magical hogwash. Until he understands, he is going to see me as simply nonchalant and want to teach me how to do better.

Of course, I could simply reverse the proposition and step into his shoes to try and improve his game – but it doesn’t work that way. If the concept is ‘nothing’, then no demonstrations or explanations of ‘nothing’ will be much use. Anyone learning to ride a bike is going to have to turn those pedals, i.e. ride the bike. The best any helper can do is steady their centre of gravity, but only for a very short time before they are outpaced. Trainer wheels are useful, but they only serve to show how little or no teaching is involved.

The expression ‘in the zone’ covers what I am trying to convey, except that in the definition below, I would quibble with the word ‘increased’. ‘Decreased’ would do just as well if not better. :)


Expression used to describe a state of consciousness where actual skills match the perceived performance requirements perfectly. Being in the zone implies increased focus and attention which allow for higher levels of performance. Athletes, musicians, and anybody that totally owns a challenge of physical and mental performance can be in the zone.
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=in%20the%20zone (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/For the benefit of carryattune and others, I want to explain how I see the Village operating, because it is certainly not obvious and msisundertandings are inevitable. I have a nephew who has had a mental health issue for over a year now, recently diagnosed with schizophrenia, but he is much better these days than he was. One time he came to our house with his mother, he thanked me deeply for some crucial help I had given him. All I had done was speak to him sympathetically on his one or two previous visits. Oh and, without telling anyone, I had briefly commended him to the Village; my post received a few thanks and no comments, and the thread moved on to other matters. This was the only reason my nephew had for thanking me, not, as he thought, as the source of this beneficial effect he had received, but more as the direction from which it came, or the conduit through which it came. I personally had nothing to do with it, and felt nothing, and nor for that matter did the Villagers, themselves acting as conduits for this healing energy from the universe. But my nephew as the ‘target’ in blind conditions appears to have felt something rather powerful. An effective conduit is an empty one, as clean as a whistle, a place where nothing happens, where stuff simply passes through from a source upstream to a destination downstream. If stuff starts happening, it means there is a blockage that needs to be cleared. If you are looking for stuff and see nothing, then that is good. This is what we mean by selflessness, service to others, removing ego, or whatever. Effective action is no action, it is getting out of the way to let the process happen on its own. Healing is what occurs at the point where a blockage is met. This is why on threads in which someone asks for healing, posters who involve themselves in the healing process are both administering healing by acting as part of the conduit, and themselves benefiting from the healing process to the extent that their posts get in the way and need to be cleansed along with the rest. Paradoxically, the healing energy itself is the more powerful for being unseen and helped along by others who remain silent. This is how energy generally works. An electric wire offers maximum conductivity to enable the flow, and the point of action on the contrary offers a ‘resistance’ where it produces the required heat or light etc. Cold fusion and zero-point energy are merely incredible enhancements of this process. The more it works, the less it is needed. By the way, my signature ‘Free energy now!’ is not so much a slogan for a desired future as a description of this effect in the here and now. Similarly, my Byron quote ‘love is no sinecure in this part of the world’ suggests that love/energy can and should be effortless, or in other words, it is not-doing as a supreme form of doing (the Taoist wu wei). This is not easy to understand for the materialist mind, which needs something rather than nothing. I have an ongoing debate with a tennis buddy who tells me how with better focus I could play all the time as well as I sometimes do. His idea that sport is 30% physical and 70% mental mostly sums up his own issues. He is strong and fit but his head is all over the place. I tell him my head is perfectly fine when my legs are OK. But since 30+70 = 100%, the physical and mental aspects occupy his entire conception of what is going on, the unseen aspect is invisible to him (going with the flow when there are no physical issues of injury or tiredness and no mental blocks). I would have to get into over-unity to explain how I manage to play some amazing shots he would like to see more of – ‘over-unity’ being synonymous with magical hogwash. Until he understands, he is going to see me as simply nonchalant and want to teach me how to do better. Of course, I could simply reverse the proposition and step into his shoes to try and improve his game – but it doesn’t work that way. If the concept is ‘nothing’, then no demonstrations or explanations of ‘nothing’ will be much use. Anyone learning to ride a bike is going to have to turn those pedals, i.e. ride the bike. The best any helper can do is steady their centre of gravity, but only for a very short time before they are outpaced. Trainer wheels are useful, but they only serve to show how little or no teaching is involved. The expression ‘in the zone’ covers what I am trying to convey, except that in the definition below, I would quibble with the word ‘increased’. ‘Decreased’ would do just as well if not better. :)
Expression used to describe a state of consciousness where actual skills match the perceived performance requirements perfectly. Being in the zone implies increased focus and attention which allow for higher levels of performance. Athletes, musicians, and anybody that totally owns a challenge of physical and mental performance can be in the zone. http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=in%20the%20zone)

IMO and IME....It is also important to understand that there is no needy, no theft, no tit to suckle, no energy to steal, nothing to come and grab and run, no greed, no saviors, so saving....nothing of that nature. If the mind is of a base character - of lower mind, of a self nature............ then it fails, it means nothing and does not take place. No free rides. It does not work that way, it never did and it never will. That is the lost side, the one of maintaining the status quo, of the thing that is dragging us down. Change in self, change in being is an essential core consideration. The explanation is both complex (from a not knowing standpoint) and incredibly simple (from a knowing standpoint).

This sort of thing takes some good time to come to, to reach, and understand. Evolution, it seems, requires evolution.

To me, any form of a mother-god-parent complex (no matter how subtle), as any form of expression into a new space, is a repeat of what is dragging us down. One can utilize and integrate with and express through the avatar.....just remember to not be it. You are not the tool, it is merely a window, a door.


Yet when one arrives one realises that in reality it only took one small step- one minor shift in attitude.
An opening up, a forgetting of fears, an embracing the infinite Goodness that is there...
sorry, I meant 'allowing' the infinite goodness to embrace one,
as no arms are long enough to embrace IT.

Marianne Williamson speaks of the "willingness"...
Jesus said 'seek and thou shalt find",
and Baha'u'llah said
'Love me, that I may love thee;
if thou lovest me not,
my love can in no way reach thee"....

So it begins always with "me", whoever "me' that is,
and who is #1 which is just past that zero point from which it all begins.

And it can only happen in the Here and Now....
(and that is not only this thread,
but wherever a consciousness becomes aware of being in their NOW reality.

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Hey, we are on page 1945.
The end of WW2.
Lets all reaffirm that there will never be a third.

[RunningDeer]

I have a job interview for something I really like doing and in my field of expertise. Please, please send extraordinary waves towards me next Friday the 27 in the early morning (9 am eastern time). Thanks
Visual board & reminder:

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Flash-job_zpss4uw2rdk.jpg

<3

45 minutes, 44, 43...
Sending, sending, sending...:hug:

[eaglespirit]

Too much 'synchronicity' with Your previous thoughts previously posted, Araucaria : )

Silently and Conduitly and so on and on and on and on...
Love, Love, Love In Bountiful Beauty, Here and Now, There and Then, Forever!!!
Lighten' Up Mother Earth : )

Transition Translation
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?75673-Am-I-Making-Myself-Perfectly-Clear&p=946694&viewfull=1#post946694

https://spiritualyopeningnowtocosmicenergy.files.wordpress.com/2015/02/is-it-really-fake-or-is-not.jpg

[Mini Flash]

Hello! I need your advice!
I always say the world is a dark place and that I want to save the world.. I know it is impossible for me to save the whole world, but I at least want to leave a few positive marks before leaving. I am 18 today and i want to start making change.. But i don't know how! All i do is spreading love, helping whenever I can, defending my opinions and values... But that doesn't do much i believe. What else can I do? Do you guys know any action or club I can be part of? I write songs and poems for good causes and i try to show my art to many people. I would also like to do conferences, but I don't know how to start.
Anyways! I wish to do many things for our society, but I feel powerless when it becomes to changing things for the better.
Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? What I can participate in? Where I can go?
Thank you very much :)

[Jake]

Hello! I need your advice!
I always say the world is a dark place and that I want to save the world.. I know it is impossible for me to save the whole world, but I at least want to leave a few positive marks before leaving. I am 18 today and i want to start making change.. But i don't know how! All i do is spreading love, helping whenever I can, defending my opinions and values... But that doesn't do much i believe. What else can I do? Do you guys know any action or club I can be part of? I write songs and poems for good causes and i try to show my art to many people. I would also like to do conferences, but I don't know how to start.
Anyways! I wish to do many things for our society, but I feel powerless when it becomes to changing things for the better.
Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? What I can participate in? Where I can go?
Thank you very much :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY... its a bit of a paradox,,, but it all starts with YOU... You can't change the world. But you can change YOUR world... Then watch and be amazed as the world around you changes!!! :):) Then you realize that you DID change the world... Inspire others to be the change in THEIR worlds... Don't join a club,, START one... :) When you talk to someone, talk to their soul, not their body... know that the past and future can only be contemplated in the NOW... Therefore looking to the past, or the future is flawed,, you have to decide Now... Look inward, find out for certain who you are, what you believe/stand for... That way you don't go aroung guessing, like most everyone else.. be humble and willing to let go of layers as you grow...

You have a running start,, embrace it... :):)

love to you, and Happy Birthday...
Jake

[ulli]

Hello! I need your advice!
I always say the world is a dark place and that I want to save the world.. I know it is impossible for me to save the whole world, but I at least want to leave a few positive marks before leaving. I am 18 today and i want to start making change.. But i don't know how! All i do is spreading love, helping whenever I can, defending my opinions and values... But that doesn't do much i believe. What else can I do? Do you guys know any action or club I can be part of? I write songs and poems for good causes and i try to show my art to many people. I would also like to do conferences, but I don't know how to start.
Anyways! I wish to do many things for our society, but I feel powerless when it becomes to changing things for the better.
Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? What I can participate in? Where I can go?
Thank you very much :)


You will only find out what your real passion is when you experiment a little.
At least that way you will find out what it is not, then change course a few times, until you can say with deep conviction 'this is it'.
As an Aquarius you are probably interested in several things at once, and want to change direction a few times. Just dive right in. If you tell the universe what you want to try first you will see the answers will start flooding in, it's really very simple.

The menu for women ranges from marriage and family life exclusively, to any combination of job and family, or even to a career which leave no time for husband and kids.
I wanted to become a graphic designer when I was your age, and always used to say that I would never marry. Well, I got married three times, and became a fashion designer, then astrologer, then got into construction, then the jewelry business. Now Im learning all about soil, compost, plants, fruit trees, agriculture, landscape design...It never ends.
One thing I knew early...I had to be self employed. No boss could ever stand my personality.
So before you start looking for a specific cause to support ask yourself what life style would suit you best, then go from there.
Ask God for a rich husband so you can get $50,000 pocket money per month. That way you could help a lot of people, including your mum.
In the end it is all about finding your true self.
Happy 18th birthday, big girl.

[RunningDeer]

Hello! I need your advice!
I always say the world is a dark place and that I want to save the world.. I know it is impossible for me to save the whole world, but I at least want to leave a few positive marks before leaving. I am 18 today and i want to start making change.. But i don't know how! All i do is spreading love, helping whenever I can, defending my opinions and values... But that doesn't do much i believe. What else can I do? Do you guys know any action or club I can be part of? I write songs and poems for good causes and i try to show my art to many people. I would also like to do conferences, but I don't know how to start.
Anyways! I wish to do many things for our society, but I feel powerless when it becomes to changing things for the better.
Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? What I can participate in? Where I can go?
Thank you very much :)

Happy 18th Birthday, MiniFlash! A milestone and another significant turn with your college plans and many more to come. Pace yourself. Stay focused on your goal(s). IMO: growth and change within is where’s it’s at.

What else can you do?

You’re already doing it. Knowledge brings wisdom. Wisdom enhances your frequency. Higher frequency touches all life. So anything else that drives your passion is the cherry on top.

Live life. Pay attention to beliefs that you tell yourself or allow others that are counter to your pure natural state. Nix them. Chuck them out.

Know when to set boundaries. Otherwise you’ll be one of those ‘go to people’ that everyone passes stuff on to. Stuff that eats away at your precious inner time and important personal relationship(s) time.

Continue to tap into and stream line your “clair” technologies (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?81042-Four-Common-Psychic-Abilities-Which-Ones-Do-You-Have&p=946785&viewfull=1#post946785). Those tool will also assist you in synchronistic pathways.

From the greater perspective, there’s nothing you need to do, be, or become. Cuz, you already are. Live the Love that you are.


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/MiniFlash_zpsttzwrkac.jpg


RunningDeer <3

[dan33]

Too much 'synchronicity' with Your previous thoughts previously posted, Araucaria : )

Silently and Conduitly and so on and on and on and on...
Love, Love, Love In Bountiful Beauty, Here and Now, There and Then, Forever!!!
Lighten' Up Mother Earth : )

Transition Translation
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?75673-Am-I-Making-Myself-Perfectly-Clear&p=946694&viewfull=1#post946694

https://spiritualyopeningnowtocosmicenergy.files.wordpress.com/2015/02/is-it-really-fake-or-is-not.jpg



Alchemical Kubrick http://alchemylab.com/alchemical_kubrick.htm

http://alchemylab.com/alchemical_kubrick_files/image001.jpg

2001: The Great Work On Film

by Jay Weidner

"However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light." - Stanley Kubrick

"I'm sure you are aware of the extremely grave potential for social shock and disorientation caused by this information. We can't release it without proper conditioning." - Heywood Floyd

[araucaria]

"I'm sure you are aware of the extremely grave potential for social shock and disorientation caused by this information. We can't release it without proper conditioning." - Heywood Floyd
OK, we've had the disorientation already; the conditioning is no longer conditional, time for the social shock - what are we waiting for? I'm sure most people will be pretty underwhelmed when they find out.

[dan33]

"I'm sure you are aware of the extremely grave potential for social shock and disorientation caused by this information. We can't release it without proper conditioning." - Heywood Floyd
OK, we've had the disorientation already; the conditioning is no longer conditional, time for the social shock - what are we waiting for? I'm sure most people will be pretty underwhelmed when they find out.

Yes Araucaria. That's a quote from the sixties.

Heywood Floyd. 2001 and 2010
http://mental-pictures.com/nca_work/img/floyd&logo.jpg
http://dejareviewer.files.wordpress.com/2012/06/heywood-floyd-was-the-chief-architect-of-the-mission-to-jupiter-to-study-the-monolith-so-naturally-he-shouldered-the-blame-for-the-botched-expedition.jpg

http://www.collativelearning.com/PICS%20FOR%20WEBSITE/stills/default_kubrick_archive_exc_02_0706251445_id_57586.jpg

[PurpleLama]

Hello! I need your advice!
I always say the world is a dark place and that I want to save the world.. I know it is impossible for me to save the whole world, but I at least want to leave a few positive marks before leaving. I am 18 today and i want to start making change.. But i don't know how! All i do is spreading love, helping whenever I can, defending my opinions and values... But that doesn't do much i believe. What else can I do? Do you guys know any action or club I can be part of? I write songs and poems for good causes and i try to show my art to many people. I would also like to do conferences, but I don't know how to start.
Anyways! I wish to do many things for our society, but I feel powerless when it becomes to changing things for the better.
Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? What I can participate in? Where I can go?
Thank you very much :)


You will only find out what your real passion is when you experiment a little.
At least that way you will find out what it is not, then change course a few times, until you can say with deep conviction 'this is it'.
As an Aquarius you are probably interested in several things at once, and want to change direction a few times. Just dive right in. If you tell the universe what you want to try first you will see the answers will start flooding in, it's really very simple.

The menu for women ranges from marriage and family life exclusively, to any combination of job and family, or even to a career which leave no time for husband and kids.
I wanted to become a graphic designer when I was your age, and always used to say that I would never marry. Well, I got married three times, and became a fashion designer, then astrologer, then got into construction, then the jewelry business. Now Im learning all about soil, compost, plants, fruit trees, agriculture, landscape design...It never ends.
One thing I knew early...I had to be self employed. No boss could ever stand my personality.
So before you start looking for a specific cause to support ask yourself what life style would suit you best, then go from there.
Ask God for a rich husband so you can get $50,000 pocket money per month. That way you could help a lot of people, including your mum.
In the end it is all about finding your true self.
Happy 18th birthday, big girl.

As an Aires?

[dan33]

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/customavatars/avatar3061_65.gif

"I see you Dan, an eagle and a 33". :)

http://www.collativelearning.com/PICS%20FOR%20WEBSITE/stills%203/SO.starchild.earth.jpg

Hugs Purple!

[Dennis Leahy]

Can't find the Healing thread, and have to run out the door...

My mother-in-law (Carole) is in medical crisis with leukemia, and may I please ask anyone who participates in remote healing to send healing energies (prayers, good thoughts, good vibes, too) her way. She needs a miracle.

[Flash]

I have a job interview for something I really like doing and in my field of expertise. Please, please send extraordinary waves towards me next Friday the 27 in the early morning (9 am eastern time). Thanks
Visual board & reminder:

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Flash-job_zpss4uw2rdk.jpg

<3

45 minutes, 44, 43...
Sending, sending, sending...:hug:


Thank you all soooooo much.

I went in at 9H00 am, got out at 11h30 AM, it went fine. I have another appointment next week, on Tuesday, and then there will probably be a last one, if next week is fine. The last one will probably be regarding conditions and salaries/moneys.

It is a small office, not many personnel, and making much less money than I had imagined. If anything hurts, it will be the money offer.
The owner chatted for a good while with me, picking my brain, then asked me what i wanted but ended up telling me what he needs. It is not exactly what I had thought of, but the milieu is.

He asked me to design a plan for what I could do and how I would fit in his business, to be discussed on Tuesday, 9AM. I ended up knowing about how much income they make, usually, they would no be able to afford me. I do not know how yet I will deal that side of it. I have the week end to think of it. A good part of the work would be sales managements, but selling something I like. However, sales mgmt usually pays very well, and I do not think they can with the revenues they generate at the present time. The market is also a bit low here actually.

However, it is obvious that he needs someone like me and seems to want me. So we will see.

Overall, great! Thanks again.

Now the team, on for the coming Tuesday, so that I design and get whatever is best for me and those around me. Whatever I need to be doing.

I was so adamant that I would get it, that I went clothes shopping on Wednesday, got way too much, but I now have beautiful wardrobe lollllllllllll.

I need to work and I am at an age where people do not hire anymore - so still crossing my fingers. There will be no retirement for me.

Thanks again to all

Love you all

Still sending to your niece Nora,

Flash

¤=[Post Update]=¤


Can't find the Healing thread, and have to run out the door...

My mother-in-law (Carole) is in medical crisis with leukemia, and may I please ask anyone who participates in remote healing to send healing energies (prayers, good thoughts, good vibes, too) her way. She needs a miracle.

Sending energie and love

[Flash]

Hello! I need your advice!
I always say the world is a dark place and that I want to save the world.. I know it is impossible for me to save the whole world, but I at least want to leave a few positive marks before leaving. I am 18 today and i want to start making change.. But i don't know how! All i do is spreading love, helping whenever I can, defending my opinions and values... But that doesn't do much i believe. What else can I do? Do you guys know any action or club I can be part of? I write songs and poems for good causes and i try to show my art to many people. I would also like to do conferences, but I don't know how to start.
Anyways! I wish to do many things for our society, but I feel powerless when it becomes to changing things for the better.
Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? What I can participate in? Where I can go?
Thank you very much :)


You will only find out what your real passion is when you experiment a little.
At least that way you will find out what it is not, then change course a few times, until you can say with deep conviction 'this is it'.
As an Aquarius you are probably interested in several things at once, and want to change direction a few times. Just dive right in. If you tell the universe what you want to try first you will see the answers will start flooding in, it's really very simple.

The menu for women ranges from marriage and family life exclusively, to any combination of job and family, or even to a career which leave no time for husband and kids.
I wanted to become a graphic designer when I was your age, and always used to say that I would never marry. Well, I got married three times, and became a fashion designer, then astrologer, then got into construction, then the jewelry business. Now Im learning all about soil, compost, plants, fruit trees, agriculture, landscape design...It never ends.
One thing I knew early...I had to be self employed. No boss could ever stand my personality.
So before you start looking for a specific cause to support ask yourself what life style would suit you best, then go from there.
Ask God for a rich husband so you can get $50,000 pocket money per month. That way you could help a lot of people, including your mum.
In the end it is all about finding your true self.
Happy 18th birthday, big girl.

As an Aires?

No, she is aquarius. If she wrote I am 18 today, she most probably meant nowadays or now 18.

This is the problem when writing in another language (she is raised mainly in French) and over and above being dysphasic now pretty much corrected (very few remnant remaining).

Her mom.

-------------------

Just read the answers some of you gave Mini Flash. What a wonderful way to raise her awareness and to jolt her for the best.

Believe me, her being and her soul understand, even her brain does. She is that much able.

Many thanks and do not hesitate to tell her what you see as you see it, she will catch.

[RunningDeer]

Can't find the Healing thread, and have to run out the door...

My mother-in-law (Carole) is in medical crisis with leukemia, and may I please ask anyone who participates in remote healing to send healing energies (prayers, good thoughts, good vibes, too) her way. She needs a miracle.

FYI: Healing thread called, "Message Board" is found in the “General” section with a sticky.


Sending in the Mighty Ones
To merge with Carole’s Mighty Spirit and Friends
And with my Friends as well.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/Purple_zps315e3e1b.JPG

<3

[Flash]

Forgot to say that after the interview, I had lunch with a wonderful incredible soul friend who is a silent member on Avalon. The discussion went from work to men to spiritual and soul development to the moon and the American to world politics... How often can we truly discussed like that with someone, almost never.

Thanks my friend and thanks to the universe to have sent me such a good friend.

[RunningDeer]

As an Aires?

Yes, Aries. I sent a PM off to Ulli. I suspect she's back to 'green thumbing it'. :thumb:

Update: Got it. Flash explained it was a language error.


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Flash-interview2_zpsgstovmm3.jpg

[greybeard]

Can't find the Healing thread, and have to run out the door...

My mother-in-law (Carole) is in medical crisis with leukemia, and may I please ask anyone who participates in remote healing to send healing energies (prayers, good thoughts, good vibes, too) her way. She needs a miracle.


Hi Dennis
there are healing threads on this link--though I dont know if any are suitable.
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/forumdisplay.php?103-Healing

Sending as you requested
Chris

[Guest]

Hugs and love to you Dennis.

Happy Birthday Mini Flash.

Thank you Flash and congratulations.

Hugs and love to everyone here


I need to comment.....
When did the human Spirit and Soul become platitudes? Someone ought to think about changing their own latitude.

Ulli's thread and all here are Soulful and beautiful. I would come to Costa Rica, Spain, France, Scotland, Ireland, Virgin Islands, Germany, Canada, England, Australia, Belgium, Finland, Switzerland, South America, Mississippi, Carolinas, Virginia, New England, Texas, New York, Nebraska, Minnesota, Pacific North West...etc. to give you all a hug, shake your hand, share in a mug of good cafe' or maybe something a bit stronger. I love you.

Thank you for helping my niece so very grateful.

Going back into hell again to look for her.... but not alone there will be people with me and all of you.


Love

Nora

[Carmody]

Can't find the Healing thread, and have to run out the door...

My mother-in-law (Carole) is in medical crisis with leukemia, and may I please ask anyone who participates in remote healing to send healing energies (prayers, good thoughts, good vibes, too) her way. She needs a miracle.

research MMS and leukemia. IIRC, leukemia being one of those things that MMS might be effective on.

[Carmody]

Recall the bit about it apparently being in the UV spectrum and the whine from the white European blood, about superiority. something unique.

Which can happen anywhere, and does, with whomever might think of themselves as separate....just that some components, some groups --have their own little marching tune.


Seeing the (UV) light: Previously undetected difference in human mutation rate unique to Europeans (http://phys.org/news/2015-03-uv-previously-undetected-difference-human.html)

[Flash]

You know cocotte, sometimes doing something for the planet start by doing something for oneself and for others near you. Little things make a big difference in everyone's life. Our friend Paul tells his children that they came here on the planet to serve, and they have to serve in every day of their life.

By serving others on a daily basis, we help them accomplish their task and often, their mission. If you do not learn to help on a daily basis, a worldwide help won't be as efficien, because you are not truly the living/incarnating helpert.

So, I just finished cleaning the kitchen alone again. I have an appointment at 7h00 but will be late. It would truly help me if you were helping on a daily basis and maybe, just maybe, I could then get a job where I give my maximum to others and doing so, showing you the path as well.

Helping in the house was and is one of the first teaching of Paul to his children. I think I did miss my parenthood up to now on this point. I hope it is not too late.

With all my love, as ever and forever,

Your mom




Hello! I need your advice!
I always say the world is a dark place and that I want to save the world.. I know it is impossible for me to save the whole world, but I at least want to leave a few positive marks before leaving. I am 18 today and i want to start making change.. But i don't know how! All i do is spreading love, helping whenever I can, defending my opinions and values... But that doesn't do much i believe. What else can I do? Do you guys know any action or club I can be part of? I write songs and poems for good causes and i try to show my art to many people. I would also like to do conferences, but I don't know how to start.
Anyways! I wish to do many things for our society, but I feel powerless when it becomes to changing things for the better.
Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? What I can participate in? Where I can go?
Thank you very much :)

[ulli]

As an Aires?

Yes, Aries. I sent a PM off to Ulli. I suspect she's back to 'green thumbing it'. :thumb:

Update: Got it. Flash explained it was a language error.



I was confused there for a minute. Sometimes I don't even know what year it is, let alone what month.

Yes, I have been developing my green thumb.

Part of my garden this morning:


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[Iloveyou]

Now sitting here on the terrace, with a beer, listening to the river and the crickets, while hubby is inside cooking fish. Thinking of you all and particularly Nora who must be beside herself with worry. Someone, somewhere on the forum called our supportive posts "platitudes" but we know that there is a lot more to these messages than meets the eye.
I love you all.

Imagine somebody reading through the Germanwings – thread in all the details, realizing once more what atrocities TPTB are capable of, maybe he is not in the best mood ever for any reason anyway, maybe there's a momentary slight sense of hopelessness, helplessness – and out of the blue he comes across a message saying that someone here has lost a friend on this flight. Maybe that's too much at this very moment.

Imagine someone who might be gifted and skillful in certain fields and doing a great job but might not know anything about energy work or energetic healing. Feeling and expressing his dismay and bewilderment he could easily happen to choose words that can be misunderstood, especially when taken out of context.

I don't know the person, but that's only my interpretation (maybe I'm totally wrong) and I will offer it as an alternative way to look at it. (btw, he has never mentioned the Village, the 'Here and Now', he was talking in general and I think he particularly referred to one specific post on the Germanwings – thread, although his reaction was found on the PA Message and Vision - thread: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?81008-Project-Avalon-s-Message-and-Vision-Reminder&p=946473&viewfull=1#post946473
Only one person has expressed her compassion for the one who has lost a friend.

Sometimes we are tired, exhausted and tend to take things personally, sometimes adversity takes over. It has often been said on this forum: We are together in this. Do I have to say how much I love and admire the Village's Energy?

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?80972-Germanwings-flight-4U9525-crash-in-Southern-France&p=946392&viewfull=1#post946392

[Natalia]

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[araucaria]

Yes Araucaria. That's a quote from the sixties.

I know, dan :) Soon the sixties will be like yesterday. The intervening decades have backfired - or maybe not.

[meeradas]

Who's gonna turn the page?

R7hqgJlSP4I

Apologies...

[Guest]

Found C alive. I can't even begin to express how very grateful I am for your love.


Nora

[RunningDeer]

Found C alive. I'm can't even begin to express how very grateful I am for your love.

Nora
Oh, yeah!! So happy to hear the good news. C is fortunate to have family like Auntie Nora. Sending a steady stream of good stuff.
Love,
Paula

Dear C, may your journey be fruitful.:hug:
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[meeradas]

Now THAT was a worthy page-turner!

[Marianne]

Oh Nora ... wonderful news.

[Dennis Leahy]

Found C alive. I can't even begin to express how very grateful I am for your love.


Nora
Awesome news! Thanks for sharing it, Nora!

[Stephanie]

Gratitude and joy fill my heart!

[ulli]

Found C alive. I can't even begin to express how very grateful I am for your love.


Nora

You are truly heroic, Nora. Leo at her best.
May your niece be inspired by your loving action, and become forever freed from whatever has her in the grip.

[RunningDeer]

Buddha funnies:

The Buddha said nothing, and everyone laughed.

So the monk pays for his submarine sandwich, the clerk takes his money and turns away.
"Hey", says the monk. "Where's my change?".
The vendor looks up and says "Change comes from within"

Why couldn’t the buddhist vacuum in corners?
Because he had no attachments

Someone sent the Buddha a gift box tied with a ribbon.
Buddha opened it to find it empty.
"Aha!", he said, "Just what I wanted. Nothing!"

One zen student said, “My teacher is the best. He can go days without eating.”
The second said, “My teacher has so much self-control, he can go days without sleep.”
The third said, “My teacher is so wise that he eats when he’s hungry and sleeps when he’s tired.”

So a monk walks up to a hot dog vendor in NYC city and asks, "can you make me one with everything?"

Knock Knock!
Whose there?
…

Q: What happens when a Buddhist becomes totally absorbed with the computer he is working with?
A: He enters Nerdvana.

"Why couldn't Waldo have become a Buddhist and found himself?”

How many zen monks does it take to change a lightbulb?
Three
One to change it, one to not change it, and one to neither change it nor not change it.


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random pic
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<3

[eaglespirit]

Synergy of Unconditional Love with Wisdom 'Lighting Up' All That IS...

The Village Hearts reaching out and around and around and around,
touching the innermost of the outermost of eternal goodness.

Loving Attention Intentions of Healing and Knowing in Beautiful Bountiful Balancing Benefit!

I wish to request a 'village' intention of loving attention to Donna and Kyla, Mother and Daughter...
natural selfless BEings, they are coming into their own experiencing and knowing of all that is.

Donna has carpal tunnel syndrome of both hands and continual neck and spinal pain...
Kyla needs to see and feel the Love for Herself that She gives freely to Others...

A simple and powerful 'higher awareness' surge and splurge that will touch their hearts and the countless hearts they touch selflessly!

Thank You, I Love You, Aho!

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[Marianne]

Donna has carpal tunnel syndrome of both hands and continual neck and spinal pain...

Eaglespirit, has Donna tried cranio-sacral therapy? Some insurance plans cover it.
It can be very effective for issues of the neck and spine, a gentle but powerful therapy.

My insurance 15 years ago paid for a series of 10 treatments (weekly, as I recall) which corrected the long-standing neck problem I had, and never any problem since.

In any case, working with energies on behalf of Donna and Kyla ...

[Flash]

Thank God you found her Nora.

She is blessed to have you.

Now she needs heart and pampering then firmness, what a joy to be able to give, I am sure.

She must be very relieved deep down that you found her, even if she is not showing or conscious of it yet.

[RunningDeer]

I wish to request a 'village' intention of loving attention to Donna and Kyla, Mother and Daughter...
natural selfless BEings, they are coming into their own experiencing and knowing of all that is.

Love surges in, around, through
Higher awareness surges, splurges
Donna, Kyla
Mother, Daughter
In, around, through
Loved Ones

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Love,
Paula

[Melinda]

Buddha funnies...

Love it RunningDeer. Gave me a good chuckle.

Thank You


Continuing on the monk theme...

I thought I'd mention this here, in case it's of interest to anyone who hasn't come across it.

Unmistaken Child is a documentary about the quest of a Tibetan monk, Tenzin, to find the reincarnation of his beloved teacher, a lama who was well known in his previous lifetime. The film journeys through a culture that respects the understanding of reincarnation, as Tenzin questions his ability to find his master's new incarnation in one of the many children he encounters. I found the film beautiful - not only for the way it gives a glimpse into a very different world (more earthed than mainstream Western culture, yet connected to a more ethereal realm of spirit), but also because Tenzin himself feels like good company. Wise and gentle.

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I recommend watching with subtitles. You can get the gist without them (as the story is very visual) but not the full experience. Some of the finer details are there in what's spoken.

Re: Tibetan monks... I love the way they create their sand mandalas. Focusing dedication onto something so delicate and beautiful, then erasing it from physical existence. Truly an exercise in valuing the present - not attaching to the creations of the past or responses in the future. So the intent in the moment of creation is the focus, rather the physical object itself. Mmmmm... Wonderful.


Good things to all in the here and now, and those who you hold dear.

[genevieve]

RunningDeer--

Thanks for the laughs. Here's my favorite bumper sticker--the only one I ever put on my car:

CLAP ONE HAND IF YOU LOVE BUDDHA


Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve

[RunningDeer]

Buddha funnies...

Love it RunningDeer. Gave me a good chuckle.
Thanks, Melinda. It looks like a powerful documentary. Tenzin changes the world while inside changes. And it’s another example of how Love is boundless. <3


RunningDeer--

Thanks for the laughs. Here's my favorite bumper sticker--the only one I ever put on my car:

CLAP ONE HAND IF YOU LOVE BUDDHA
Hi genevieve, your bumper sticker reminded me of this video. <3

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Photoshop/Zen.jpg

The sound of One Hand Clapping

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=heAw4z71lvo

[Guest]

Found C alive. I can't even begin to express how very grateful I am for your love.


Nora

You are truly heroic, Nora. Leo at her best.
May your niece be inspired by your loving action, and become forever freed from whatever has her in the grip.

Brought her home today.
Thank you my prayer is for her to be forever free from it too and happy.

Very scared Ulli mostly for C. Went into the darkness of heroin addiction in a foreign country where I am not fluent in the language to find her. Fortunately there were people with me that new the language and their way around. To dealers and to what are called shooting galleries and then to where the clubs are and the red light districts; she was nowhere to be found.
Too much time was going by and I was scared. Frustrated knowing that my feelings were clouding me and getting in my way, I quieted my-self and everything around me and asked for help. Finally I had a feeling-a sense and went into an entirely different section, one of the tourist areas and there was my little dove. Took two weeks. I'm so happy and relieved she is alive and safe. We are so lucky to have found her alive and at all. We were in one of the most dangerous cities in the Americas. Thank you for your prayers and love.

When we got home I built a fire in the woodstove and sat with her by the fire and had hot cocoa.

Love

Nora

pictures of the line coming out of Tijuana Mexico to the States.

[eaglespirit]

All of Our Love and Wishes of the Best Outcome for C, Nora!

So glad you are home now...I am sending a pm, may be a good connection possibility : )

Aho Mitakuye Oyasin!

[RunningDeer]

Brought her home today.
Thank you my prayer is for her to be forever free from it too and happy.

Very scared Ulli mostly for C. Went into the darkness of heroin addiction in a foreign country where I am not fluent in the language to find her. Fortunately there were people with me that new the language and their way around. To dealers and to what are called shooting galleries and then to where the clubs are and the red light districts; she was nowhere to be found.
Too much time was going by and I was scared. Frustrated knowing that my feelings were clouding me and getting in my way, I quieted my-self and everything around me and asked for help. Finally I had a feeling-a sense and went into an entirely different section, one of the tourist areas and there was my little dove. Took two weeks. I'm so happy and relieved she is alive and safe. We are so lucky to have found her alive and at all. We were in one of the most dangerous cities in the Americas. Thank you for your prayers and love.

When we got home I built a fire in the woodstove and sat with her by the fire and had hot cocoa.

Love
Nora


I got chills all over reading your post. You're one powerful Warrior of Love, Nora.

A cup for you, a cup for C,
Heck cups of for everybody.
Today's a day of celebration.

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<3

[Violet]

Muchos besos

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[Flash]

Nora

Does C knows a whole forum was on her case. When it is time, to warm her heart and make her feel strong (not before it is time so that she does not feel overwhelmed or not believe it), please tell her. It may change her way of seeing the world.

There is a great being in there. She will be touched in the larger sense of the word.

[Marianne]

Junebug, can you make candles 1/2 inch thick and about 6 inches tall?

PL, been thinking about making those candles. Got a little sidetracked.

[meeradas]

Yeah, Bright should have settled in the village...

he'd still be around.

[1inMany]

Here and Now...

Something is catching my attention, and I cannot tell why. If I could determine why, I might be able to decide on a course of action. Without the reason, I am at a loss.

I have been visiting M this weekend. And K, and Little One...the whole gang. Saturday I was sitting on the porch and a lady in a pickup pulled up the long, muddy driveway. None of us knew her. I went and talked with her for at least 30 minutes. And her story touched me deeply. Remember, this is coming on the heels of Nora sharing.

The lady, Nancy, was looking for her daughter. Her daughter is in her mid twenties, her name is Katie. Katie and her boyfriend, C, are staying somewhere around here, in this town. And they are using meth. C is abusive to K. Nancy has seen the bruises and whatnot, has told C that if she sees him she will shoot him on sight. And she carries a bat with her.

She thought to come here looking for the kids because they have recently befriended the son of the woman from whom we bought this house. Upon hearing the previous owner had returned to the area, she was hoping to find her returned to this house. That's how she ended up on the back porch, here.

K and C, and apparently their friend the son, are all staying in an abandoned building a couple of miles from here. When Nancy walked in trying to find her daughter, she found remnants of their activities on a table.

While Nancy was here, I felt MySelf touching her. I encouraged her to talk to me, and she did. I sent her love, I blessed her in every way I could. And I sent Light out from a center point, where I stood, to ripple outward. Looked like it went a good 5 or 10 miles. When she drove away, I turned and immediately did...well...what I do. And I breathed in "It's Okay" and I breathed out "Release."

Nancy haunts my thoughts. I mean, I did my best. I did everything I could. But what bothered me so deeply, and apparently what I cannot shake, is the tragic nature of situations in which young people find themselves. It isn't just the young people affected. Whole families are devastated. And the way people are so connected, several families are devastated in one tragic movement. This keeps coming into my consciousness. I refuse to have my emotions plucked like guitar strings. I refuse. But I do feel so much compassion. And damn, this saddens me in a way I am having trouble getting rid of.

What the hell am I going to do with this? It isn't only Nancy's K. It isn't only my K. It isn't only Nora's C. It is so widespread. So many lives are touched. It just isn't right. It...it just isn't how things should be. If I can puzzle out why this has caught my attention, maybe I can see what I can do about it.

Sending Waves of Much Love, Touching Every Single Being I can possibly Touch,

[Flash]

I know 1inMany, I have been touched that way a few times, one being about your own K, and I am at loss too.

You could not imagine how I finely and subtly worked on my daughter about drugs and bad boyfriends, since she was 8, so that when the time comes, she says no - yet, last year, I could have lost her to a bad boyfriend, yet not the worst around guy - not much drugs involved.

The only thing I see is love, patience and standing on ones' ground - not to get to the ends of one ropes, financially and otherwise because then nobody is there to help anymore when the candle light shows up in the crack of the armour (or the crack of crack).

Some people I know came out of it, quite scratched but yet, out of it - they are few, but there is.

[araucaria]

Yeah, Bright should have settled in the village...

he'd still be around.
He's not checked out yet. He's got over a hundred thankers to squeeze past before he gets to the door.

[1inMany]

I can say that my K and whatshisname were chemical free on Saturday. And K has not had a problem with meth, or heroine, or the "hardcore" stuff. And she does not battle with addiction. It does not appear either of them are using, or at least I don't think so. So I certainly don't mean to lump her in with those who have the added difficulty of breaking free of those particular demons.

But...I think it has to do with lost souls. Young, lost souls. And how much more life can be, should be. Sometimes things just hit me, as if they were my own. Astrid once told me (I miss you, Astrid!) that if it is in my field, it is mine to deal with. So, I'm just trying to feel my way through this to see how I can deal with what has appeared in my consciousness. Something that isn't letting go. It could be that I need to let it go. Everyone has a Higher Guidance system, and that Higher Guidance certainly has a better view of what's going on than I do. So that is entirely possible.

While they are close by, Villagers, hug them like there is no tomorrow.

Much Love,

[Flash]

I hope I did not hurt your feelings 1inMany, i knew your K is not on hard stuff, yet is in a detrimental Relationship. And I am at lost with it, as I sometimes was last year with Mini. And of course, more at loss when hard drugs are involved.

And as for hugging them like no tomorrow, I told Mini Flash to come here for that precise reason. I knew you would hug her like no tomorrow as well, which you did, all of you sss. Thank you

I also let go sometimes, there is nothing else to do, once they are out of greater dangers. Those are life lessons that are to be cherished once they are worked out.

One thing for sure, those drug magna making war to make sure their crops are growing and transporting those through our armies and more, those will be caught in a nightmarish place they cannot even foresee. Can you imagine have to pay back for the redemption of billions you have put into drug states, slowing their evolution.

[1inMany]

I hope I did not hurt your feelings 1inMany, i knew your K is not on hard stuff, yet is in a detrimental Relationship. And I am at lost with it, as I sometimes was last year with Mini. And of course, more at loss when hard drugs are involved.

And as for hugging them like no tomorrow, I told Mini Flash to come here for that precise reason. I knew you would hug her like no tomorrow as well, which you did, all of you sss. Thank you

I also let go sometimes, there is nothing else to do, once they are out of greater dangers. Those are life lessons that are to be cherished once they are worked out.

One thing for sure, those drug magna making war to make sure their crops are growing and transporting those through our armies and more, those will be caught in a nightmarish place they cannot even foresee. Can you imagine have to pay back for the redemption of billions you have put into drug states, slowing their evolution.

Oh gosh honey, I doubt you could ever hurt my feelings. Not to worry. And you know yes I am right there with you when it comes to Mini Flash.

I will tell you, my girls have been squished and squeezed so much in the past few days. Even K. Who, I have to chuckle, let me smooch all over her whole face! Haha!

[dan33]

:wizard::grouphug:

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[eaglespirit]

We are at the 'turning point'...I promise You, Ladies!

WE are somehow, someway in Worldwide Loving Unison bringing the Love back, the Natural Love....
Nature, the 'ecstasy' of that very personal experience..'connecting with Nature Spirit...it had been ripped from the Hearts of most all of the Indigenous Cultures (and Us too)...that Natural Higher Music that gets Us(everyone that embraces it) Naturally High through Our Very Own Inner Dance with the Natural and Higher Worlds.

It IS Coming On Strong Now...all we have to do is suggest and guide a bit...
These Loving Kids HAVE To Get Away From The Propagated Noise and Nonsense and
"re-learn" how to sit quietly out in a field of flowers or a forest of trees or a pristine riverside or a mountaintop panorama.

Let's Show Them How!!!

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[RunningDeer]

Thank you all soooooo much.

I went in at 9H00 am, got out at 11h30 AM, it went fine. I have another appointment next week, on Tuesday, and then there will probably be a last one, if next week is fine. The last one will probably be regarding conditions and salaries/moneys.

It is a small office, not many personnel, and making much less money than I had imagined. If anything hurts, it will be the money offer.
The owner chatted for a good while with me, picking my brain, then asked me what i wanted but ended up telling me what he needs. It is not exactly what I had thought of, but the milieu is.

He asked me to design a plan for what I could do and how I would fit in his business, to be discussed on Tuesday, 9AM. I ended up knowing about how much income they make, usually, they would no be able to afford me. I do not know how yet I will deal that side of it. I have the week end to think of it. A good part of the work would be sales managements, but selling something I like. However, sales mgmt usually pays very well, and I do not think they can with the revenues they generate at the present time. The market is also a bit low here actually.

However, it is obvious that he needs someone like me and seems to want me. So we will see.

Overall, great! Thanks again.

Now the team, on for the coming Tuesday, so that I design and get whatever is best for me and those around me. Whatever I need to be doing.

I was so adamant that I would get it, that I went clothes shopping on Wednesday, got way too much, but I now have beautiful wardrobe lollllllllllll.

I need to work and I am at an age where people do not hire anymore - so still crossing my fingers. There will be no retirement for me.

Thanks again to all

Love you all
Flash, good luck tomorrow.


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[Dennis Leahy]

Here and Now...

Something is catching my attention, and I cannot tell why. If I could determine why, I might be able to decide on a course of action. Without the reason, I am at a loss.

I have been visiting M this weekend. And K, and Little One...the whole gang. Saturday I was sitting on the porch and a lady in a pickup pulled up the long, muddy driveway. None of us knew her. I went and talked with her for at least 30 minutes. And her story touched me deeply. Remember, this is coming on the heels of Nora sharing.

The lady, Nancy, was looking for her daughter. Her daughter is in her mid twenties, her name is Katie. Katie and her boyfriend, C, are staying somewhere around here, in this town. And they are using meth. C is abusive to K. Nancy has seen the bruises and whatnot, has told C that if she sees him she will shoot him on sight. And she carries a bat with her.

She thought to come here looking for the kids because they have recently befriended the son of the woman from whom we bought this house. Upon hearing the previous owner had returned to the area, she was hoping to find her returned to this house. That's how she ended up on the back porch, here.

K and C, and apparently their friend the son, are all staying in an abandoned building a couple of miles from here. When Nancy walked in trying to find her daughter, she found remnants of their activities on a table.

While Nancy was here, I felt MySelf touching her. I encouraged her to talk to me, and she did. I sent her love, I blessed her in every way I could. And I sent Light out from a center point, where I stood, to ripple outward. Looked like it went a good 5 or 10 miles. When she drove away, I turned and immediately did...well...what I do. And I breathed in "It's Okay" and I breathed out "Release."

Nancy haunts my thoughts. I mean, I did my best. I did everything I could. But what bothered me so deeply, and apparently what I cannot shake, is the tragic nature of situations in which young people find themselves. It isn't just the young people affected. Whole families are devastated. And the way people are so connected, several families are devastated in one tragic movement. This keeps coming into my consciousness. I refuse to have my emotions plucked like guitar strings. I refuse. But I do feel so much compassion. And damn, this saddens me in a way I am having trouble getting rid of.

What the hell am I going to do with this? It isn't only Nancy's K. It isn't only my K. It isn't only Nora's C. It is so widespread. So many lives are touched. It just isn't right. It...it just isn't how things should be. If I can puzzle out why this has caught my attention, maybe I can see what I can do about it.

Sending Waves of Much Love, Touching Every Single Being I can possibly Touch,This reminded me...

When my daughter was kindergarten age, she had a teacher that was so wonderful, that we mentioned her for a decade or more afterwards. One thing that made her wonderful was her ability to completely wipe the slate clean (for a disruptive child.) The next day, there was no trace or hint of a grudge or of being guarded against the same behavior by the same child. All "sins" were absolved - all karma was erased. I had never met anyone (even the most spiritual people I had ever known) who were so forgiving and truly started fresh each day with each child. My wife and I not only have mentioned her over the years, but I have tried to incorporate that incredible character trait into my own self.

Fast forward a decade.

I saw her name in the paper (very distinctive, long, hyphenated name.) She was talking about her own daughter... that had just died of a heroin overdose.

She tried everything including several drug treatment programs and bringing her (late teens) daughter back into her home. I am positive that her daughter received the same acceptance and unconditional love that she had lavished on her kindergarten class.

I think addictive drugs fill an "empty space" that the addicted person has to make the decision to fill with something positive/life affirming/healthy. The hole cannot be ignored, it won't go away, not even with the passage of time. The addict has to find something that fills that hole, and gives even more satisfaction than the drug. Those on the outside can love and accept and forgive, but the battle is inside the addicted person's head and must be won there.

[eaglespirit]

I know him personally, He is of the highest incentives, He will do whatever he can and is able when asked, he will give the help or find the help

http://dimitrimugianis.com/

Dimitri:
“I was a desperate 20-year habitual hard drug user. And in one encounter
with ibogaine, I quit dope, with no withdrawal symptoms and no desire
to use. That was 12 years ago, and I never used drugs again.”

[Snowflower]

Tonight I am sitting here totally alone. I really don't do well being alone. And now, I live alone since my husband left a couple weeks ago. All our community is gone now. Every single one. Even those who did not have to leave because of the county issues, have left because we are no longer anonymous enough. My son, his wife, their four children, my daughter, her husband, their three children, my brother, and me are the only ones left out of what used to be a thriving community of 24 people.

The county invasion is scheduled for Friday 9:30 AM, mountain daylight time. I have learned to cycle ala Bill Bengston, and have a continuous loop running that includes safety from government in it.

I had an interesting experience awhile ago. The urge to call my mother on the phone was so strong I almost got up to grab the phone. Only, my mother died eight years ago. It's still there - the urge to call her.

[Guest]

Thank you for the link eaglespirit. I visited Dimitris site and sent it forward to C and her mother.

Flash soon I will share with C PA and the Village and all of the beautiful prayers and love the Villagers -seen and unseen have sent to her.

Thank you Paula, 1, Ulli, Flash, JB, Violet and all of the mom's & women here. You are all truly warriors of Love. Your heart has helped me to keep going.

Dennis I hope your mother-in-law is better.
I'm sorry the teacher lost her daughter to heroin addiction. We love them. We have to try for them knowing that the Light is inside of us all hoping the addict realizes it too. That they are already whole and the Creator is always there.

Hugs and love to you Snowflower.

Blessed be


Love

Nora

[1inMany]

Well, for some reason this is stuck in my head today.

dNToRJI_oeg

I guess I will go with it. Because I reckon there is always, always hope.

Much Love,

[ulli]

Tonight I am sitting here totally alone. I really don't do well being alone. And now, I live alone since my husband left a couple weeks ago. All our community is gone now. Every single one. Even those who did not have to leave because of the county issues, have left because we are no longer anonymous enough. My son, his wife, their four children, my daughter, her husband, their three children, my brother, and me are the only ones left out of what used to be a thriving community of 24 people.

The county invasion is scheduled for Friday 9:30 AM, mountain daylight time. I have learned to cycle ala Bill Bengston, and have a continuous loop running that includes safety from government in it.

I had an interesting experience awhile ago. The urge to call my mother on the phone was so strong I almost got up to grab the phone. Only, my mother died eight years ago. It's still there - the urge to call her.

My first thought was that it will work in your favour when they come on Friday, and find less people rather than more.
And being alone is often quite healthy...less distraction and more chance of interaction with spirit.

All will go well, you'll see. Just look into their eyes with love and hide all your fears and worries. Your mum will be by your side; together with a whole host of friends. If anything, she can probably do more to help you now than she could have when she was still in the body.
The whole Here and Now Village will also stand by you. You are loved.

[RunningDeer]

Holding space of highest and best for Flash. Interview’s in about an hour & 15 minutes from now. Hi Flash :wave:


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[RunningDeer]

Tonight I am sitting here totally alone. I really don't do well being alone.
Dear Snowflower a.k.a. White Buffalo Calf Woman,

Like the White Buffalo, I see the same in You. Woman of knowledge, versatility, generosity and soul. I send great blessing and healing to you.

RunningDeer <3

“May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face
and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.”

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[Baby Steps]

Dear Running Deer, Ulli & Others
I just want to say thanks for the lovely supportive energy that you insert here!
The on-line experience can be bleak
Poor Bright Garlick felt the bad vibes because they were in his face, but not so much all the upliftment that people including me felt, when we read his work and pressed the 'Thanks' button.

When I am feeling bleak I return to your beautiful energy
God bless

[heyokah]

There are days that I wake up and I don't know what I'm doing here.

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[Iloveyou]

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[heretogrow]

Wow, as always, such beautiful, powerful, compassionate and loving people are gathered here in the village. You are all very awesome souls and such a blessing to this forum. The energy you create here and the love you hold in this space surely could heal the world. It is an honor to stop in and share in This energy. I hope each and every one of you knows what a blessing you truly are.
Much love!!!
Julia

[ulli]

Wow, as always, such beautiful, powerful, compassionate and loving people are gathered here in the village. You are all very awesome souls and such a blessing to this forum. The energy you create here and the love you hold in this space surely could heal the world. It is an honor to stop in and share in This energy. I hope each and every one of you knows what a blessing you truly are.
Much love!!!
Julia

Thanks for those kind words, Julia. You are a master at expressing appreciation. Sometimes I wish I could do it as well as you do.
Creating a loving and non- judgmental environment so that people can feel free to relax into their highest potential is not always easy, as it can easily return participants to a sleep state.
Something else is needed, and in my view it is an awareness of the dark side, and a commitment to not let it triumph, and so there is a need to always maintain alertness and keep up one's guard while never losing sight of our goal, which is to be happy and share friendship and love. This is the balancing act that has kept the Village going all these years.
Anyone notice we just passed page 2222?

[ulli]

Just saw this and had to share:

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[Flash]

Holding space of highest and best for Flash. Interview’s in about an hour & 15 minutes from now. Hi Flash :wave:


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You are so kind, definitely bringing me luck

Everything went fine, another 3 hours, he will make me an offer by Thursday. I told him what I need to live and sleep on both ears, knowing that his firm does not have the revenues to pay for it, he said he will try to find a solution - and in that field, solutions are possible..

So we will see, but it looks good . My bet: I am working within 2 weeks.

[dan33]

ALMODOVAR and ANTONIO BANDERAS. ha, ha...

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-5cqRGrWQsV0/TdUyg3MCL4I/AAAAAAAAEgs/bqNlJMGDXK8/s400/Antonio-Banderas-et-Almodovar-a-Cannes_galleryphoto_portrait_std.jpg

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Anyone notice we just passed page 2222?

...and your post above is 44444:clap2:

[Dennis Leahy]

[QUOTE=heretogrow;948260]...Anyone notice we just passed page 2222?...and your post is number 44,444 in this thread.

[ulli]

[QUOTE=heretogrow;948260]...Anyone notice we just passed page 2222?...and your post is number 44,444 in this thread.

Both Dennis and Dan proving my point about alertness. You simply are the best.

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Holding space of highest and best for Flash. Interview’s in about an hour & 15 minutes from now. Hi Flash :wave:


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<3

You are so kind, definitely bringing me luck

Everything went fine, another 3 hours, he will make me an offer by Thursday. I told him what I need to live and sleep on both ears, knowing that his firm does not have the revenues to pay for it, he said he will try to find a solution - and in that field, solutions are possible..

So we will see, but it looks good . My bet: I am working within 2 weeks.

Your presence in the company will help increase their revenues.
Hey, maybe accept what they offer, but also get paid commissions and bonuses on top.

P.S. Jupiter is on the Midheaven of your chart for the next couple of weeks. The Midheaven or Medium Coeli is the professional point.
This signifies a high point in your professional life...happens once every 12 years.
Jupiter brings luck and expansion, but sometimes also causes one to be over-confident.

[Flash]

[QUOTE=heretogrow;948260]...Anyone notice we just passed page 2222?...and your post is number 44,444 in this thread.

Both Dennis and Dan proving my point about alertness. You simply are the best.

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Holding space of highest and best for Flash. Interview’s in about an hour & 15 minutes from now. Hi Flash :wave:


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<3

You are so kind, definitely bringing me luck

Everything went fine, another 3 hours, he will make me an offer by Thursday. I told him what I need to live and sleep on both ears, knowing that his firm does not have the revenues to pay for it, he said he will try to find a solution - and in that field, solutions are possible..

So we will see, but it looks good . My bet: I am working within 2 weeks.

Your presence in the company will help increase their revenues.
Hey, maybe accept what they offer, but also get paid commissions and bonuses on top.

Yes, it has already been discussed. I told them what my target was and there is possibility of mixing 2-3 different jobs, I did all of them. So I will see the offer. To tell the truth, I could develop the same on my own but I am truly fed up of working alone, this is very hard on me, doing everything. And they have opportunities I could not develop alone.

The good point: I have seen that field of expertise Inside out and.. which is rare, I am a born teacher and a thoroughly trained sales person. So yes, he wants me. I am pretty sure we will find a solution.

It will be fun, hopefully. Much more than working at the Workers health and security board, that job was dulllllllllll... and not for me.

I am still stress for money though, so I am eager to work.

I would like from the bottom of my heart to thank you all for the wonderful support you provide. Believe it or not, knowing your support my gang here makes me much more confident during interviews and much more relaxed, therefore better performing.

Thanks again, we will know by Thursday.

We were constantly switching from French to English to French to English and sometimes both in the same sentence during the interview, him being English speaking from Montréal, this was funny. It would be my first job in a pretty much throrough English speaking environment.

I am excited!

Thank you all again and again

Flash

[dan33]

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:thumb:

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[araucaria]

Beyond the infinite, eh? I see what you mean. It would never do to be too infinitely under-ambitious, that's for sure.

[Iloveyou]

There are days that I wake up and I don't know what I'm doing here.

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[RunningDeer]

Yes, it has already been discussed. I told them what my target was and there is possibility of mixing 2-3 different jobs, I did all of them. So I will see the offer.
I am a born teacher and a thoroughly trained sales person. So yes, he wants me. I am pretty sure we will find a solution.

Lunch? Check.
Snacks? Check.
Afternoon pick me up? Check.
Java? Check.
iPhone? Check.

Thanks for spreading the frequency out there, Flash... xo


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[Selkie]

Pileated woodpeckers drumming and calling. Man, they sound so atavistic!
http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/Pileated_Woodpecker/sounds

Sandhill cranes sound atavistic, too
http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/sandhill_crane/sounds

I saw an eastern blue bird many weeks ago, long before the robins came back. I also saw 2 roughed grouse in a tree along the road this winter.

[transiten]

Just saw this and had to share:

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This is my favourite "all times high!"

[Snowflower]

Thank you!! The support feels awesome.

[heretogrow]

! There is magic here and the numbers 2222 and 44,444 are our reminders of that! What word did someone use to describe this special place,,, a platitude? Yeah right!

Much Love!
Julia

PS- Thank you my dear Ulli! I love you, my friend! So much!

[meeradas]

For any worthwhile future on this planet,
this must stop [not excluding other 'players' here]:

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Let's tell all metal- and explosives- eating microbes to start gnawing away!

[Flash]

A little story with some new learnings, tortures techniques and physical pain giving a lesson that I lived yesterday:

Last Sunday I moved my hand accidently against the woodwork entrance I have at home (100 years old wood work) and a splinter entered Under the nail of my right hand middle finger. I tried to take it out but could not, it was too deep.

Monday passed, bits of pain, but I could handle it and decided to do nothing other than dipping my finger in javex water to stop any potential infection.

Yesterday morning I had this job interview and sustained the mild pain throughout.

Then I came back home for lunch, wrote a word on this thread, talked to my daughter who was sick and at home, and decided to go to the clinic to have the splinter taken off. I am subject to infections, being diabetic, and when I have, it can be terrible, so I need to avoid potential infectious situations.

The doctor wanted to take it out without anesthetics and I resisted. Then she told me she did not know how to anesthetise a finger and we waited for an urgentolotist who would start his shift soon. He arrived, anesthetised my finger which swell quite large. He made a joke saying that the first doctor can now remove the last finger phalange, I won't feel anything.

We waited for 5 minutes, the first doctor came back and started working on my finger. I could feel pressure and some light pain, but she was gentle and could not remove the splinter. She called back the urgentologist.

He came and lifted up my nail from the skin to take off the splinter. I could feel everything!!! albeit most probably atenuated, it was exceedingly painful. I controlled myself to have my hand remain on the table while tapping with my feet and screaming.

I could feel what was the torture like Under the Catholic Inquisition when they were pulling out nails. My whole hand was hurting up to my breast.

I reviewed all the times in my life when I was supposed to be anesthetised but was not: dentists at times, Mini Flash delivery when epidural took only half the belly and spinal rachidian did not work for the C-section, lots of pain when I was little for ailments others did not have pain etc. all in a fraction of a second.

Then, when it was over, the urgentologist look at me intensely and said: my my, you are a real red hair. Red hair people do not do well with anesthetics, they need much more than usual, it does not work on them, I am truly sorry. (I am more light Brown au naturel, but very white frickled skin, and now hair tints always turned red because of my underlying pigments, grand dad was fire red).

The first doctor then told me "I will leave you alone, no tétanos shots hey?" to which I answered "no thanks"

I came back home, took heavy tylenols as the anesthetics was going away, my hand was so painful that I decided to pass away - went to bed and tried to sleep while on tylenol and beer. Woke up later, took more tylenols and slept 10 hours.

I am fine today, only the middle finger still hurts. However, I am in a good mood.

Now I know: more anesthetics for me than usual in any given situation, and torture is terrible, more than we can ever imagine.

BEWARE RED HAIR!! Greater pain but maybe also greater sensations - I presume and wish lollllllllllllllllll

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Oh Oh! And I forgot to tell: Mini Flash cleaned up the kitchen and washed the dishes, seeing me in pain .... finally!!! :p

[Flash]

Hum hum, found these articles regarding red hair: you want real aliens, look at red hair people


"It seems that MCR1 is involved in central functions in the brain, and we know that subgroups like MC2R, MC3R and MC4R, which are also linked to redheads, have considerable involvement in brain functions. This could be the key to explaining why redheads are a little different to other people," says Arendt-Nielsen.

A range of differences

An increasing number of studies show that redheads are differently constituted in terms of pain perception and body reactions. Research reveals that redheads:
• are more sensitive to cold
• are less responsive to subcutaneously administered anaesthetics [under the skin]
• suffer more from toothaches and are more frightened of dentists
• are at greater risk of developing sclerosis and endometriosis

http://sciencenordic.com/redheads-feel-different-kind-pain



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[araucaria]

Flash, maybe you should have washed the dishes yourself, in really hot water. That would have softened up your finger nicely. That's how I would remove a splinter, though I usually wait a couple of days until it's ready to leave.

[Flash]

Flash, maybe you should have washed the dishes yourself, in really hot water. That would have softened up your finger nicely. That's how I would remove a splinter, though I usually wait a couple of days until it's ready to leave.

I tried. Hot water was hurting real bad. And the splinter went really deep. When i tried to take it off, it broke and parts remained in, deep down.

Not all blondes - sorry -red lamant of pain for no reason!! lol

MiniFlash has nicknamed me the "scientific mom" because I usually look at many scientific solutions before making a decision. However, I may not be as thorough when it concerns me personally.

[meeradas]

... polishing time

[Selkie]

Hum hum, found these articles regarding red hair: you want real aliens, look at red hair people


"It seems that MCR1 is involved in central functions in the brain, and we know that subgroups like MC2R, MC3R and MC4R, which are also linked to redheads, have considerable involvement in brain functions. This could be the key to explaining why redheads are a little different to other people," says Arendt-Nielsen.

A range of differences

An increasing number of studies show that redheads are differently constituted in terms of pain perception and body reactions. Research reveals that redheads:
• are more sensitive to cold
• are less responsive to subcutaneously administered anaesthetics [under the skin]
• suffer more from toothaches and are more frightened of dentists
• are at greater risk of developing sclerosis and endometriosis

http://sciencenordic.com/redheads-feel-different-kind-pain



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Glad you got that splinter out, Flash :)

[ulli]

The farmers markets here in Costa Rica are the best I have ever seen in any country.
I want to make some ice cream sorbets and here is what I bought to play with.
The small shiny fruit in front is a marañon which also produces the cashew nut.
The flesh of the fruit is sweet and delicious and the nut needs to be roasted before one can break it open and retrieve the cashew nut.

http://i1144.photobucket.com/albums/o491/orosivalleyjewelry/811418c41074b5774380a670bb1f20c6_zps995zszi0.jpg

[Dennis Leahy]

... my hand was so painful that I decided to pass away - went to bed and tried to sleep while on tylenol and beer....
Flash,

Luckily for all of humanity, Tylenol and beer was not enough to kill you. Pass away!!! You really wanted to "pass away?" It must have hurt very badly that you wanted to die.

I am so happy that you woke up! :faint::rapture::angel:

[Flash]

... my hand was so painful that I decided to pass away - went to bed and tried to sleep while on tylenol and beer....
Flash,

Luckily for all of humanity, Tylenol and beer was not enough to kill you. Pass away!!! You really wanted to "pass away?" It must have hurt very badly that you wanted to die.

I am so happy that you woke up! :faint::rapture::angel:

yes it was really painful. The whole hand. In fact, it must have been somewhat traumatising to the doctor too. She called me this afternoon to know how my finger was. In this socialistic free medical world (Canada), they never do that.

The funny feeling was all those fast flashing situations I had in my life having to do with pain and sometimes non working anesthetics. As if in flashes I relieved everything - either to cleanse or to make awareness more acute. Then these flashes of torture, that I never had in this present life. Up to a point where today I asked forgiveness to all those I may have tortured in other lifetimes. In fact, I felt traumatised all day today, like a cat licking it wound and letting nobody near. It will pass, it was only pain, the body remembers but not the brain nor consciousness. But pain does leave traces if ill intentioned or if too much of it for too long - leading to PTSD for sure. I am still asking for forgiveness if I ever inflicted such pain to others, emotional or physical.

Anyhow

thanks for the comments, I reread myself but did not catch that mistake

I meant pass out, not pass away lollllllllllll. Those English colloquials are so ... easy to mix up! And beer and tylenol are good for passing out, mostly beer, since I very rarely drink.

Thank you for being happy that I woke up;)

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What would I give to have some of those fresh natural healthy fruits sorbets!

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

There are days that I wake up and I don't know what I'm doing here.

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That reminded me of a song I learned at the Farm in Summertown, Tennessee, from the midwives there where our son was born.

mb20WLM9Fds

Who are the witches?
Where do they come from?
Maybe your great-great grandmother was one
Witches were wise, wise women they say
And there’s a little witch in every woman today

Women had babies and witches were there
To help and to hold them, and give them sweet care
And witches knew stories of how life began
Don’t you wish you could be one?
Well, maybe you can…….

Who are the witches?
Where do they come from?
Maybe your great-great grandmother was one

Some people thought that the witches were bad
Some people were scared of the power they had
The power to heal and to give and to care
It’s not something to fear, it’s a treasure to share!

Witches are wise, wise women, they say
And there’s a little witch in every woman today.

Who are the witches?
Where do they come from?
Maybe your great-great grandmother was one
Witches were wise, wise women they say
And there’s a little witch in every woman today

[Dennis Leahy]

... my hand was so painful that I decided to pass away - went to bed and tried to sleep while on tylenol and beer....
Flash,

Luckily for all of humanity, Tylenol and beer was not enough to kill you. Pass away!!! You really wanted to "pass away?" It must have hurt very badly that you wanted to die.

I am so happy that you woke up! :faint::rapture::angel:
... I reread myself but did not catch that mistake

I meant pass out, not pass away lollllllllllll. Those English colloquials are so ... easy to mix up! And beer and tylenol are good for passing out, mostly beer, since I very rarely drink.

Thank you for being happy that I woke up;)


Yes, I was teasing about the phrase, "pass away", but I really am sincerely glad that you're still with us. May the memory of pain disappear...

[ulli]

We now have a dog.
It's so easy here. Once you decide you want a dog you simply take a bag of dry dog food and go for a drive to the nearest village. In every street there are at least two to three homeless street dogs. If the street has a restaurant or butchers shop there might be a half dozen.
You choose one you like and drive past it and say 'Venga' which is Spanish for 'come here'.
Then they wag their tail, and approach with a hopeful expression on their face.
So then you show them a handful of dog food.
The right dog will follow you home.

So this wonderful dog, a mixture between a German Shepherd and Husky, won the lottery.
And when he finished his third plate of food and drank a huge bowl full of water he saw our vast lawn, he ran circles in extasy of having found new owners. My husband wants to call him Pegaso. Very friendly dog.
He will protect this property as of now.
Tomorrow he has to make friends with our three cats. Piece of cake.
He is determined to behave himself and live with us, just to get regular meals.
Pictures to follow.

[Omni]

We now have a dog.
It's so easy here. Once you decide you want a dog you simply take a bag of dry dog food and go for a drive to the nearest village. In every street there are at least two to three homeless street dogs. If the street has a restaurant or butchers shop there might be a half dozen.
You choose one you like and drive past it and say 'Venga' which is Spanish for 'come here'.
Then they wag their tail, and approach with a hopeful expression on their face.
So then you show them a handful of dog food.
The right dog will follow you home.

So this wonderful dog, a mixture between a German Shepherd and Husky, won the lottery.
And when he finished his third plate of food and drank a huge bowl full of water he saw our vast lawn, he ran circles in extasy of having found new owners. My husband wants to call him Pegaso. Very friendly dog.
He will protect this property as of now.
Tomorrow he has to make friends with our three cats. Piece of cake.
He is determined to behave himself and live with us, just to get regular meals.
Pictures to follow.

That is so wonderful ulli :) Can't wait to see pictures.

[heyokah]

There are days that I wake up and I don't know what I'm doing here.

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I will always listen to an advice of a wise woman.
Thank you, I love you.

[araucaria]

... my hand was so painful that I decided to pass away - went to bed and tried to sleep while on tylenol and beer....
Flash,

Luckily for all of humanity, Tylenol and beer was not enough to kill you. Pass away!!! You really wanted to "pass away?" It must have hurt very badly that you wanted to die.

I am so happy that you woke up! :faint::rapture::angel:
... I reread myself but did not catch that mistake

I meant pass out, not pass away lollllllllllll. Those English colloquials are so ... easy to mix up! And beer and tylenol are good for passing out, mostly beer, since I very rarely drink.

Thank you for being happy that I woke up;)


Yes, I was teasing about the phrase, "pass away", but I really am sincerely glad that you're still with us. May the memory of pain disappear...
Reminds me of the story of the Frenchman who went to visit some lord in London early one morning. The butler said “I’m sorry, his lordship is not up yet.” He came back later and the butler said “I’m sorry, his lordship is not down yet.” And the Frenchman said, “Please, when will he be in ze middle?!”

[Iloveyou]

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Don't worry, guys, needless to say that all these female vs male issues have nothing to do with one's actual biological sex. And once there was a time when the female principle had become so dominating and out of balance (way way long ago) that the male principle had to take over to keep life going. Now it's the other way round. It's the time of the witches and midwives. The great rhythm of breath.

[heyokah]

Flash, next time give tea tree oil a try. Always works for me all right, as I have to work my way through thorns during my garden work very often.


Splinters - If you get a nasty splinter, soak the affected area in some hot water for a few minutes to soften the skin around the splinter. Apply tea tree oil full strength onto the area and remove the splinter with a sterilized needle. Cleanse the wound, dry the area and reapply with tea tree oil.

http://naturalhealingherbsi.ipage.com/tea-tree-oil.html

[heyokah]

While I was thinking about why so many are screaming their so called truth in a time everything around us is screaming, I ran into a blog, called "Whisper it", by Zendeviant, posted on another forum.

Maybe truth should be brought in a whispering voice.


"The liars shout, they market and advertise."

A message of truth, brought in a loud and intimidating way, will be seen as one of the same and not been heard or accepted.
Whisper it and the ones that want to learn will become silent and listen.

Just my two euros

Here the last part of the blog

.......

Uncle Sam, deranged from incessant war and greed, is shacked up with Auntie Google and they're as paranoid as any holed-up tweakers. They've noticed that there is no central authority on "truth," so it's up to the nanny state to define it. That's okay, they can kill the internet, kill a thousand matyrs, jail the Barrett Browns, indict the James Risens, ban PressTV, Russia Times, tell my computer is at risk if I visit beforeitsnews. It's all weak sauce. Yammering, noise in the noise.

Just don't add to it. Hush up and if you see someone else hushing up, then whisper it. If you're the only one hushed up and everyone else is braying, maybe someone will wonder why you don't bray too. If they come to ask you why, whisper it.

Poetrize, and parableize, make the most of your metaphor
Analagize and analyze, be a host to your neighbor
Be the guys with only "whys?" don't go seeking blame
"Safety and security" is a television watching a mirror.
Just don't pile on the shame.

Smiles and laughter and a twinkle in the eye
is all the weaponry you'll see from this guy.
"Living well is the best revenge"
Says a well-living hard-charging go-getter.

Life forever is better.
Says love
Says forgiveness,
but it whispers.

http://lightworkers.org/blog/212270/whisper-it

[Selkie]

We now have a dog.
It's so easy here. Once you decide you want a dog you simply take a bag of dry dog food and go for a drive to the nearest village. In every street there are at least two to three homeless street dogs. If the street has a restaurant or butchers shop there might be a half dozen.
You choose one you like and drive past it and say 'Venga' which is Spanish for 'come here'.
Then they wag their tail, and approach with a hopeful expression on their face.
So then you show them a handful of dog food.
The right dog will follow you home.

So this wonderful dog, a mixture between a German Shepherd and Husky, won the lottery.
And when he finished his third plate of food and drank a huge bowl full of water he saw our vast lawn, he ran circles in extasy of having found new owners. My husband wants to call him Pegaso. Very friendly dog.
He will protect this property as of now.
Tomorrow he has to make friends with our three cats. Piece of cake.
He is determined to behave himself and live with us, just to get regular meals.
Pictures to follow.

What a wonderful story...thank you so much for sharing it, Ulli :)

p.s. can't wait to see pics of your new dog :)

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Carla Rueckert the channeler of The Law of One passed over last night Big Big Heart

I haven't been able to cry for a very long time but this opened up my heart. Go to Bring4th.org She has been continuing her loving work despite severe health problems never complaining.

A strong synchronicity happened in connection with this. I was looking for a parcel that arrived yesterday from the US and could not find it. I had been searching everywhere and called my father for emotional support. Yesterday i had a crash and was disturbed that precisely this item seemed to have disappeared. I happened to mention Carla Rueckert and Wynn Free who both are singers like me and as i lifted a pullover...the parcel :angel: containing a Wellness Wand that i ordered from Wynns website booktalk!!

I went to my computor and there was this e-mail from bring4th that I have not visited for over a year about Carla being in the final state in this 3d existence. I just learned she peacefully passed over last night with her husband Jim at her side.

By the way, can someone post "The Wanderers" with Lacy J Dalton who i heared about before reading in Carlas book she was one of her favourites :music:

[Wind]

Here's the post about Carla, she truly was an amazing soul:
http://www.bring4th.org/members.php?uid=72&catid=0

Ulli, I am glad that you adopted Pegaso, dogs and animals are just wonderful companions.

My little dog is my guardian, to be precise he is the guardian of my being.

https://yogaasyouare.files.wordpress.com/2011/04/heal.jpg

[ulli]

We now have a dog.
It's so easy here. Once you decide you want a dog you simply take a bag of dry dog food and go for a drive to the nearest village. In every street there are at least two to three homeless street dogs. If the street has a restaurant or butchers shop there might be a half dozen.
You choose one you like and drive past it and say 'Venga' which is Spanish for 'come here'.
Then they wag their tail, and approach with a hopeful expression on their face.
So then you show them a handful of dog food.
The right dog will follow you home.

So this wonderful dog, a mixture between a German Shepherd and Husky, won the lottery.
And when he finished his third plate of food and drank a huge bowl full of water he saw our vast lawn, he ran circles in extasy of having found new owners. My husband wants to call him Pegaso. Very friendly dog.
He will protect this property as of now.
Tomorrow he has to make friends with our three cats. Piece of cake.
He is determined to behave himself and live with us, just to get regular meals.
Pictures to follow.

What a wonderful story...thank you so much for sharing it, Ulli :)

p.s. can't wait to see pics of your new dog :)

Sorry to have to report that Pegaso has gone. He was resting for a while outside the terrace door, where I had made a bed for him. But he either has abandonment issues and didn't like the fact that he couldn't sleep on our bed with us, or the three cats ganged up against him in the night and hypnotized him through the glass door, by sending the "Leave and don't ever comeback" message.
My husband found the spot where he had tunneled a hole under the fence.

I'm sure we will see him around the neighborhood. He knows us now.
Only one person around here knew that we might want a dog, and already we are getting calls from animal hustlers who know of dozens of homeless dogs that they want us to adopt.
It can be overwhelming, living in a third world country.

[RunningDeer]

Sorry to have to report that Pegaso has gone. He was resting for a while outside the terrace door, where I had made a bed for him. But he either has abandonment issues and didn't like the fact that he couldn't sleep on our bed with us, or the three cats ganged up against him in the night and hypnotized him through the glass door, by sending the "Leave and don't ever comeback" message.
My husband found the spot where he had tunneled a hole under the fence.

I'm sure we will see him around the neighborhood. He knows us now.
Only one person around here knew that we might want a dog, and already we are getting calls from animal hustlers who know of dozens of homeless dogs that they want us to adopt.
It can be overwhelming, living in a third world country.

Awww, sorry that Pegaso has left. It brought up my thoughts of another little one in my life. Wolfie passed a year ago this coming Monday. I still feel him around. I'm still linked into his habits.

It's also brought up responsibility for another. My concern is what if I'm injured or sick? For Wolfie's last four-five months, I was his eyes, ears and legs. He was still happy and Love, the day the life passed from his eyes. That visual makes it feels like it was yesterday.

Wolfie’s in most of my dreams. He’s a good astral traveler. Pops in and out. [Like my son, too.]

<3

[Selkie]

We now have a dog.
It's so easy here. Once you decide you want a dog you simply take a bag of dry dog food and go for a drive to the nearest village. In every street there are at least two to three homeless street dogs. If the street has a restaurant or butchers shop there might be a half dozen.
You choose one you like and drive past it and say 'Venga' which is Spanish for 'come here'.
Then they wag their tail, and approach with a hopeful expression on their face.
So then you show them a handful of dog food.
The right dog will follow you home.

So this wonderful dog, a mixture between a German Shepherd and Husky, won the lottery.
And when he finished his third plate of food and drank a huge bowl full of water he saw our vast lawn, he ran circles in extasy of having found new owners. My husband wants to call him Pegaso. Very friendly dog.
He will protect this property as of now.
Tomorrow he has to make friends with our three cats. Piece of cake.
He is determined to behave himself and live with us, just to get regular meals.
Pictures to follow.

What a wonderful story...thank you so much for sharing it, Ulli :)

p.s. can't wait to see pics of your new dog :)

Sorry to have to report that Pegaso has gone. He was resting for a while outside the terrace door, where I had made a bed for him. But he either has abandonment issues and didn't like the fact that he couldn't sleep on our bed with us, or the three cats ganged up against him in the night and hypnotized him through the glass door, by sending the "Leave and don't ever comeback" message.
My husband found the spot where he had tunneled a hole under the fence.

I'm sure we will see him around the neighborhood. He knows us now.
Only one person around here knew that we might want a dog, and already we are getting calls from animal hustlers who know of dozens of homeless dogs that they want us to adopt.
It can be overwhelming, living in a third world country.

Oh, I am so sorry to hear that :( But maybe he will come back? Maybe he just wants to come and go as he pleases, and so maybe he will be back in a few days. If he is not neutered, he might have smelled a female in heat...male dogs will do just about anything to get to a female that is in heat.

[Flash]

Ulli, Pegaso had food and will certainly come back, but as a property protector, he may be weak. Attachment has to be there for him to protect you guys and his surrounding including the cats.

I am sorry he left, but you now know his temperament. Good luck with the hundreds calls offering you everything that has 4 legs.

[Natalia]

Carla Rueckert the channeler of The Law of One passed over last night Big Big Heart

I haven't been able to cry for a very long time but this opened up my heart. Go to Bring4th.org She has been continuing her loving work despite severe health problems never complaining.

A strong synchronicity happened in connection with this. I was looking for a parcel that arrived yesterday from the US and could not find it. I had been searching everywhere and called my father for emotional support. Yesterday i had a crash and was disturbed that precisely this item seemed to have disappeared. I happened to mention Carla Rueckert and Wynn Free who both are singers like me and as i lifted a pullover...the parcel :angel: containing a Wellness Wand that i ordered from Wynns website booktalk!!

I went to my computor and there was this e-mail from bring4th that I have not visited for over a year about Carla being in the final state in this 3d existence. I just learned she peacefully passed over last night with her husband Jim at her side.

By the way, can someone post "The Wanderers" with Lacy J Dalton who i heared about before reading in Carlas book she was one of her favourites :music:


That is sad news. I heard a little about her health problems when Scott Mandelker was talking about her and the law of one channelings. I think that he might talk about her death in a new talk soon (have you heard any of his talks on the law of one? he has done many)

Scott Mandelker's channel
https://www.youtube.com/user/TWSMandelker/videos

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Here's the post about Carla, she truly was an amazing soul:
http://www.bring4th.org/members.php?uid=72&catid=0

Ulli, I am glad that you adopted Pegaso, dogs and animals are just wonderful companions.

My little dog is my guardian, to be precise he is the guardian of my being.

https://yogaasyouare.files.wordpress.com/2011/04/heal.jpg

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We now have a dog.
It's so easy here. Once you decide you want a dog you simply take a bag of dry dog food and go for a drive to the nearest village. In every street there are at least two to three homeless street dogs. If the street has a restaurant or butchers shop there might be a half dozen.
You choose one you like and drive past it and say 'Venga' which is Spanish for 'come here'.
Then they wag their tail, and approach with a hopeful expression on their face.
So then you show them a handful of dog food.
The right dog will follow you home.

So this wonderful dog, a mixture between a German Shepherd and Husky, won the lottery.
And when he finished his third plate of food and drank a huge bowl full of water he saw our vast lawn, he ran circles in extasy of having found new owners. My husband wants to call him Pegaso. Very friendly dog.
He will protect this property as of now.
Tomorrow he has to make friends with our three cats. Piece of cake.
He is determined to behave himself and live with us, just to get regular meals.
Pictures to follow.

What a pity! His name remind me of my beloved Pajazzo who I named Passo, I was looking forward to see his pic; maybe he will come back or you will find him again....

[Flash]

F u c k, I did not get the job, the timing is not good he says for him. They will reorganise their basic and then see...

I bet anything it has to do with age, because the talks were great. I do not truly understand what went on.

I need to feed my family. Now I am starting to panic.

I cannot believe he did not take the opportunity. I am great and extremely good at what I do. I would have brought back at least twice or three times my salary, even more, I know it. It would have been costless for him in fact, withing 6 months.

Oh la la, I am truly discourage this time.

[Natalia]

F u c k, I did not get the job, the timing is not good he says for him. They will reorganise their basic and then see...

I bet anything it has to do with age, because the talks were great. I do not truly understand what went on.

I need to feed my family. Now I am starting to panic.

I cannot believe he did not take the opportunity. I am great and extremely good at what I do. I would have brought back at least twice or three times my salary, even more, I know it. It would have been costless for him in fact, withing 6 months.

Oh la la, I am truly discourage this time.

Sorry to hear that, Flash, I hope you find something else soon

[Flash]

I am just wondering what I do wrong during interviews or on jobs. There is something awfully wrong with me, no other way around it seems.

It has been extremely difficult for me to find something decent jobs in the last 6 years, and prior to that, although money was good, i was always worried not to have enough revenues because I was hired on a daily basis. Not knowing from one week to the next or one month to the next if I would have work. A good 8 + years like that.

I feel like I have been working like the farmers in the great depression, hired on a daily basis and always worried.

One job I lost a few years ago because I was paid by the hour, it was to be for a little while but went on for a year and half. from contract promises to promises, and I had to work full time two jobs - because by the hour was not enough to survive.

And I had to maintain my daily hire business in case I would not have a full time contract as promised on the first job, which I never got - false promises. Well, I was so tired that it was apparent and I lost and the contract opportunity, while the woman I had gotten in to work with me got it - she has a husband, children raised, and only worked on one job.

And my personal business base was scrapped because I had no more time for solliciting customers, I had work to fulfill demands of the previous year solliciting.

Then my daughter went haywired and I could not start again working 70 + working hours weeks. Got on the forum much because I did hit bottom, with daughter doing the same.

I may look like I am complaining, but nobody can understand this if they have not been the only food roof supplier for the home, hired on daily basis only, through an extremely bad and costly divorce, plus an handicap kids who needed much help plus ... my health took a hit and I had no private life at all during years, pretty much 20 years.

I was by chance looking at a Mental Health Institute website here in Montréal and they were describing the causes of circumstantially based depression. Out of 5 main elements, I had 3. Just one of these would causes deep depression.

Now daughter is fine, and I was doing better morally, I just need regular revenues to supply for the household, sufficient revenues.

To tell the truth, I find this life extremely hard and difficult. And the worst part is that I know how good I am when working and how much of a hard worker I am. And how creative I get plus finding ways to make money.

Gosh, there is something wrong with me - there is no other way of understanding it, there is something awfully wrong with me for not ever getting to go ahead.

The only one in full admiration and love for me is my daughter (and it is reciprocal)- she knows me Inside out and is able to compare. How come this does not show up elsewhere?

I am sorry to bother you with this here on here and now thread.

I will take a brake from the forum to see clearly Inside me. I do not want to become destitute or be obliged to live with someone just because he puts food on the table.

I need a Financial brake, through a good job or through the lottery. I need a good job and to work with a team. Loneliness is not for me. I had way too much loneliness in this lifetime.

[Selkie]

F u c k, I did not get the job, the timing is not good he says for him. They will reorganise their basic and then see...

I bet anything it has to do with age, because the talks were great. I do not truly understand what went on.

I need to feed my family. Now I am starting to panic.

I cannot believe he did not take the opportunity. I am great and extremely good at what I do. I would have brought back at least twice or three times my salary, even more, I know it. It would have been costless for him in fact, withing 6 months.

Oh la la, I am truly discourage this time.

I am very sorry to hear that you did not get the job.

[Natalia]

(((hugs))) to you, Flash

there isn't something wrong with you for not getting that or a few other jobs, you have tried hard and have done a lot of good things, and I'm sure your daughter feels your love and care (which is the most important thing).

I can understand your frustration about not getting that job when you need the money and financial security, soon. I just hope that you will have a breakthrough, and hope you believe that it is possible.

But let yourself grieve and go through it, at times I do that and give up and then begin again, and it's ok to do that <3

[RunningDeer]

How come this does not show up elsewhere?

I am sorry to bother you with this here on here and now thread.

I will take a brake from the forum to see clearly Inside me.
Dear Flash,

This is one of the times that I feel so helpless. I wish I could take your pain away.

You’ve lived through a lot and have come out the other side. Allow that to be the strength you need to pull you through this as well.

Love,
Paula

[Selkie]

I am just wondering what I do wrong during interviews or on jobs. There is something awfully wrong with me, no other way around it seems...

You know, Flash, maybe it is not that something is wrong with you; maybe it is that something is right.

You know how some of these companies are...they can be hypocritical. They say one thing and mean another. A very famous company I know very, very well is like that. They say that they are all for families, and family values, but that is not what happens when you get hired. They say that they want people with integrity, but that is not how they act, because it is always the biggest brown-nosers who get the biggest raises. And on and on like that.

So don't blame yourself, please, because it is probably nothing you are doing wrong at all.

Just my two cents.

[Flash]

You know, in spiritual teachings we learn that we truly create our reality, like Ulli with her garden. If it is the csse i must be doing/ being awfully wrong

[ulli]

Sorry to hear this latest development, Flash. Here not all is always well, as this morning my husband discovered all drawers in his office wide open and a broken window. Whoever it was who broke in last night was only looking for cash, and found none.
They had climbed a 10 foot high fence to get in. Maybe just as the dog was tunneling his way out. Too strange.

Whatever it is that you are doing wrong is something that you can only find out from a deep soul search.
Every difficult situation has a lesson, and usually it has to do with ego needing to be replaced by still more trust, more humility, and more acceptance of what is.

I just saw this and thought I would take it to heart, and also share it with you.

https://scontent-mia.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpf1/v/t1.0-9/1896823_10153275895414750_6274535507719585589_n.jpg?oh=b5ce1c598a39a11c23a4e23e0030cff8&oe=559E0DF5

[Marianne]

Flash, I'm sorry to hear you didn't get that job. I've been thinking about what to say to you, to maybe help you somehow.

I've also been the main breadwinner in my family for the past nearly-ten years. Not exactly your situation, but I know the burden and the loneliness, I understand.

When I was younger and still looking to do better and better with each job, I would interview and would often be in the top 3 to interview, out of many resumes. And I would usually not get it in the end. I had the same feeling as you, 'what's wrong with me??'

After awhile at each one I didn't get, I could see why I didn't ... it was as if the universe went out of its way to show me, either by overhearing something, reading about big layoffs within a few months, or knowing someone familiar with a situation who knew bad things happening in the company, and even once reading in the newspaper how the man I would've worked for was going on trial for fraud. In each situation, I would've been in a bad position, and I could see Spirit's hand guiding me away from that.

The jobs I have had all came to me in a smooth way. I know it's difficult when you are in financial need, and I send you intentions for a quick turnaround in your life, to greater financial/employment stability. Now. And Here.

You have much to offer ... remember that.

[Natalia]

You know, in spiritual teachings we learn that we truly create our reality, like Ulli with her garden. If it is the csse i must be doing/ being awfully wrong

Ok, I can understand that, but...

I have noticed that sometimes, the opposite of how we feel happens...like the other day, I was feeling really low in the work canteen, felt so unattractive at that time...and pretty hopeless about it...then there was this attractive guy in front of me in the queue, he could not pay all of his lunch with his card, so looked around at my lunch, and at me, and asked if it was ok if he bought my lunch...so I politely and gratefully accepted (that has never happened to me before by a stranger in a work canteen or any eating place)...it made feel quite a bit better, and it reminded me how sometimes we get what we don't expect and what is opposite to how we feel...i.e. we don't always have to feel great in the moment for something great to happen...

But coming back to your job interview and what could be "wrong"...maybe you went for the wrong job and just didn't know it? Rather than you being wrong to get any good job...and maybe there is something to improve whatever that is...my sister has a first class degree, she was told that some jobs would not hire her because of that and also that she must tone down her CV! Because it looked too good...so maybe Silkie had a point there?

Anyway, I am feeling hopeful for you, I am sure you can do it! :)

[araucaria]

I will take a brake from the forum to see clearly Inside me. I do not want to become destitute or be obliged to live with someone just because he puts food on the table.

I need a Financial brake, through a good job or through the lottery. I need a good job and to work with a team. Loneliness is not for me. I had way too much loneliness in this lifetime.

Hi Flash, I can understand a little, having had setbacks in areas not as essential as putting food on the table. If I may look at the wording, or rather lettering, of your post, there is something going on there. You say ‘I need a financial brake’: if you’d been speaking, that would have sounded perfectly OK, but when you write it down, it should be ‘I need a financial break’: a financial brake (frein) is exactly what you have got right now. I know the subtleties of the English language may seem totally irrelevant to your issue, but there is some mileage to be got out of the Freudian slip of the tongue or pen. It suggests there is a slip of the mind: you are literally ‘in two minds’ as we say. What looks like a good break turns up then someone slams on the brakes. I would say from my own experience that with hindsight what seemed like a good idea (enough to make one persist) probably had less potential than toughing it out.

But as I was saying, understandably financial concerns are especially worrying. This comes against the backdrop of the bigger picture: in many countries unemployment is the number one issue that is not being addressed by traditional-style industry and business. I would say industry and business cannot solve this problem, which is what makes them traditional, i.e. outmoded. Here in France, the shorter 35-hour working week was introduced back in 1998-2000 – http://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loi_des_35_heures – and we’ve had 15 years of back-pedalling ever since. Why? Because it undermines the whole still current work ethic of nose-to-the-grindstone ambition and pinpoints the need for much greater solidarity (sharing the available work). This ethic is dead, because the predominant trend towards automation means that there is less and less work to go round. The question then becomes, do we lament over this or do we see it as a very good thing? With more leisure time, we now have time to think, a luxury that is really a necessity and which in itself is making a major contribution to the process of dismantling our non-viable western civilization. What we are seeing – as opposed to what we are told we are seeing – is the separation of the robotic element in mankind into working robots, leaving us thinking humans.

What this means in concrete terms right now I suppose is some sort of reliance on providence (‘the birds in the air do not toil, neither do they spin’), which I take to be the substance of Natalia’s post. Do not be distracted by her guy-girl thing :): she is telling us how that old chestnut ‘there is no such thing as a free lunch’ is literally untrue. Reliance on providence at this time is of course easier said than done: it means no longer using willpower (volontarisme) to try and force an issue. Ulli’s dog has something to teach us here: it may have interpreted her offer on the basis of previous experience as a job (food for guard duty) and decided that the freedom of free lunches meant staying a stray.

I know this will come across as tough love, but that is where we are at right now. I see the talk of having a month’s food in store as a rather crude metaphor for the mental attitude we need to develop. It is crude and possibly pernicious because it replaces providence with self-providence, i.e. yet another act of willpower, and of selfishness that tramples on the value of solidarity that will save us all. There is also an element of natural fear in there: you cannot learn to fly with your feet on the ground (aeronautics 101).

Please stick around Flash!

PS: another old chestnut: ‘bread and circuses’. Bread and circuses are not the problem: the problem is work work work: slave labour.

[RunningDeer]

It is a small office, not many personnel, and making much less money than I had imagined. If anything hurts, it will be the money offer.
The owner chatted for a good while with me, picking my brain, then asked me what i wanted but ended up telling me what he needs. It is not exactly what I had thought of, but the milieu is.

He asked me to design a plan for what I could do and how I would fit in his business, to be discussed on Tuesday, 9AM. I ended up knowing about how much income they make, usually, they would no be able to afford me. I do not know how yet I will deal that side of it. I have the week end to think of it. A good part of the work would be sales managements, but selling something I like. However, sales mgmt usually pays very well, and I do not think they can with the revenues they generate at the present time. The market is also a bit low here actually.

However, it is obvious that he needs someone like me and seems to want me. So we will see.

Overall, great! Thanks again.

Now the team, on for the coming Tuesday, so that I design and get whatever is best for me and those around me. Whatever I need to be doing.

I was so adamant that I would get it, that I went clothes shopping on Wednesday, got way too much, but I now have beautiful wardrobe lollllllllllll.

I need to work and I am at an age where people do not hire anymore - so still crossing my fingers. There will be no retirement for me.

Thanks again to all

Love you all

The graphic I made I stated, “If it’s what you want then good luck to you.” The reason was because I read in your post as it’s not ‘really’ the job for me. My thought was that your conscious and unconscious weren’t in alignment.

If I could pass along one suggestion, it’s take the concern for your age out of the equation. You don’t want that frequency of thought mixing with the interviewer’s frequencies. It’ll only sabotage your goal.

You are not old, you have reached the age of wisdom. Which is what companies you want to work with are in search of.

Based on your post, these are the reasons why you weren’t hired.


It is a small office, not many personnel, and making much less money than I had imagined.


I ended up knowing about how much income they make, usually, they would no be able to afford me.


You ought to receive a consultant fee for your time and knowledge to improve on his business plan that he’ll take credit for. And if that’s true, then it’s not a place of integrity that you’d last long in. Your emotional, physical, mental and spiritual health would be compromised.


The owner chatted for a good while with me, picking my brain,

He asked me to design a plan for what I could do and how I would fit in his business, to be discussed on Tuesday, 9AM


And I do understand you're conversing on the ‘Here and Now’ and English is your second language. With that said, I offer a different perspective. Language can be a subtle program. Here’s my take from your post on thoughts/words that sabotage your goal and your life.

I am at an age where people do not hire anymore.

There will be no retirement for me.

These state that it wasn’t a perfect fit FOR YOU.


If anything hurts, it will be the money offer.


not be able to afford me. I do not know how yet I will deal that side of it.

There’s a reality that’s it dying. There’s another reality that many now live. So too are companies that are waking up to it. Frequency alignments between you and those companies are aligning.

My love to you, C,:hug:
Paula <3

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How unsettling this would be, Flash.

No wise words are coming to me, which is ok I guess. You have been offered good advice by some eloquent Villagers. I can offer encouragement, though. Hold on, sweetie. Take a deep breath, get centered again. You are strong. You are beautiful. You are capable. You are experienced. And you are have great Value. These are things I am certain of from knowing you in this Village. Here, and now, I am sending what I have.

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Much Love,

ps - I will tell you what is weird. I was thinking along the same lines as Paula and araucaria. Words are spells of sorts. I was thinking about your use of words also. Please, do consider rethinking your belief that age is in the equation. I do fully realize that age can be a determining factor in being passed over for a job. The more experience, the more wisdom, a candidate has, the more expensive they are to employ. Higher salaries. This is justified. And in this day and age, many companies hire younger folks and train them because it is cheaper. That's just how it is. However, by accepting this into your own reality, you might be putting your energy into creating this very reality that you do not wish to see. It might be worth considering other affirmations that would create what you want to see. Love to you...