Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Ive been reading Lynda Hill's Sabian symbol monthly readings. Always spot on. Where do I find the sabian symbol for my chart please?

http://cafeastrology.com/sabiansymbols_degreemeanings.html

The first book was by Dr Marc Edmond Jones and American astrologer who managed to get a great psychic Elsie Wheeler to intuit a picture of a certain degree of the Zodiac by opening a book at random. For example he would ask Aries 27 and she would tell a picture that jumped to her mind. They didn't start with Aries 1 then Aries 2. They did a random selection and eventually the 360 were completed. As the story goes Marc found that each degree and its opposite one the symbols were almost like opposite pictures. Quite incredible story. Lynda Hill's husband who was psychic gave his version of Elsies pictures a more simplistic one. The original ones are very obscure.

Stan

My understanding was that she gave him descriptions...of each card (degree) she was handed..which was in a sealed envelope...then Mark wrote the descriptions on each envelope. she never saw the cards/degree. It was also, story wise, that she did this reading in a car, parked....beside or near what would be similar to a 'roundabout'. I read Dane's book, and that is what I recall him saying. Or I could have read that elsewhere. Also that she had fairly severe arthritis and was in constant pain.

regardless of all of that..we are at a stage where a major eclipse comes along, that hits the lensing of the south anomaly, position wise....and has the planet Uranus holding still..which is it's most powerful expression....and going over the 1-2-3-4 degrees in following months..of Aries, the beginning of the zodiac. it is also going from a standstill... to forward motion, not reverse. A critical point.

To fix. To mend. Explosively so. All the things it has rulership over.

Within the idea of hitting the center ring of the target, this timing of Uranus's 'standstill' is as perfect as can be imagined, regarding it pairing up with the eclipse.

As well, according to David's (Wilcocks) findings in his new book, this fits as being in the area of time of the correct number for the beginning of the new cycle.

This all means that Uranian energies will play out in this eclipse, I feel.

Uranus has rulership over (http://www.astrologyzone.com/tools/uranus.html):

Uranus rules surprise and all things unexpected. It also rules the future and new technology, including all that is newly invented and all that is unimagined and yet to come. Uranus is the father of electricity.

Innovative, unpredictable, resourceful, imaginative, idiosyncratic and experimental, Uranus also rules creativity and scientific genius. Uranus' job is to break rules and demolish established patterns or structures, creating sudden-even radical-change. Uranus always works in sudden ways, and is called the Great Awakener.

Uranus gives a strong impulse for rebellion, independence, and even shock. Exciting and liberating, Uranus will overturn anything traditional, conventional or orthodox that it deems has outlived its usefulness.

This planet produces quick, liberating results, blending fact with intuition in its quest to discover universal truths. Uranus is considered the higher octave of intellectual Mercury, and is strongly objective and brainy, with no emotional side. Those people with strong Uranian influences in their charts are trailblazers and forerunners in their communities.

Since Uranus also holds sway over social change, it also regulates the global brotherhood of man and all humanitarian concerns, including environmental issues. Uranus rules the Aquarius. Finally, Uranus rules astrology.

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Regardles of the outcome, it can be seen that something... of some sort.... may happen.

With Uranus predictions are impossible. No matter how much speculating I did, and how long the list of possible scenarios I created,
in the end Uranus still had the last word.

For how can one predict the unpredictable??
Mystery planet, for sure.

[Ernie Nemeth]

I was told long ago that Uranus was the key to my chart. It provides the energy to knock me out of the "loop" I always get stuck in involving the energies of the other planets. When I first heard that I immediately thought this I will always remember.

[Carmody]

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Regardless of the outcome, it can be seen that something... of some sort.... may happen.

With Uranus predictions are impossible. No matter how much speculating I did, and how long the list of possible scenarios I created,
in the end Uranus still had the last word.

For how can one predict the unpredictable??
Mystery planet, for sure.

It is also, the only planet in the solar system...turned on it's side. It rotates on it's side.

To top it off, it does not have one 'end' pointing at the sun. As it rotates around the sun it also..rotates it's field and side of exposure to the sun. So...it is a constantly changing 2 axis differential, regarding it's connections to the rest of the solar system.. With ridiculously high winds. A 17 hour rotation.

It follows no rules.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uranus

It is the engine of energetic vector change in this system of planets.

[Guest]

I remember when I was learning to surf -I caught my first wave with a seal. The seal looked at me with so much fun in its eyes, flapping its flippers and barking. Then when I paddled back out it swam with me. What a beautiful sparkeling ocean day it was.

Today I went to the beach and there were dolphins playing about 300 yards from the shore. I sat with that for a while.
Sometimes I dream about dolphins, seals and blue whales swimming with them ; the blue whales give me a ride and push me onto to shore.....they are allways really good dreams.


As for the dyslexic, dislyxec, ADD..... So there almost pathetic..... Pluse my family wanted me to be right handed & I was left handed..... So now I am ambidextrous.....sp? Believe it or not I was one of those strange, wierd, weird, wewrd spirit kids- I did not have or get the concept of word, words, letters......etc. I did understand energy and sound -that is how I communicated with everyone and everthing. In order for me to be capable of understanding things like words, letters, spelling....etc I had to hear it through me and echo resounding -really my ears,eyes and being were for other things like energy, spirits and sounds.... This is how I related to the world and my world.

Then there is the whole strange family history..... One side of my family are all Scots-Irish Catholic/Protestant -Free Masons &OES and the other Native American mixed blood Baptist..... My mother saved me kept me away from the church and Masons...... They are a very beyond belief.....Sigh all I can say out there group

Believe it or not here and now I am thinking about the condition of the Middle East, China's maneuvering........ And The moon..... And some of the visions and spirit communications I have had over the years about the coast of California....

Nora

We are all related

[Cottage Rose]

I remember when I was learning to surf -I caught my first wave with a seal. The seal looked at me with so much fun in its eyes, flapping its flippers and barking. Then when I paddled back out it swam with me. What a beautiful sparkeling ocean day it was.

Today I went to the beach and there were dolphins playing about 300 yards from the shore. I sat with that for a while.
Sometimes I dream about dolphins, seals and blue whales swimming with them ; the blue whales give me a ride and push me onto to shore.....they are allways really good dreams.


As for the dyslexic, dislyxec, ADD..... So there almost pathetic..... Pluse my family wanted me to be right handed & I was left handed..... So now I am ambidextrous.....sp? Believe it or not I was one of those strange, wierd, weird, wewrd spirit kids- I did not have or get the concept of word, words, letters......etc. I did understand energy and sound -that is how I communicated with everyone and everthing. In order for me to be capable of understanding things like words, letters, spelling....etc I had to hear it through me and echo resounding -really my ears,eyes and being were for other things like energy, spirits and sounds.... This is how I related to the world and my world.

Then there is the whole strange family history..... One side of my family are all Scots-Irish Catholic/Protestant -Free Masons &OES and the other Native American mixed blood Baptist..... My mother saved me kept me away from the church and Masons...... They are a very beyond belief.....Sigh all I can say out there group

Believe it or not here and now I am thinking about the condition of the Middle East, China's maneuvering........ And The moon..... And some of the visions and spirit communications I have had over the years about the coast of California....

Nora

We are all related



I watched my (10 years younger) brother with dyslexia learn and it was fascinating. For one thing, he never met a stranger in his life. Completely at ease with all other humans, the opposite of me. Another thing, he was a natural intuitive mechanical genius. He didn't have to read or even think about it very much. I think my connection with him gave me a connection with his abilities. Because when I need to fix something mechanical or electrical, the answer is readily available to me intuitively. But, the need to do it must be strong first.

[astrid]

On Uranus, i keep getting "told" over and over to stay open to all possibilities,
try things out but don't be too quick to "grow roots" just yet.
Experimental is a key word for now.
I keep reminding myself how i was when i was a kid,
always making things, building stuff, inventing, creating.
I was never not creating.
I'm probably being hard on myself - its not as if i have been
doing nothing the last decade, only mainly inner work.
Which lets face it, is the most important work of all.
However, there is a real sense though of lost parts waiting to make a come back,
and its so very close now.

[Carmody]

From the world of the undefinable.

Do you like 'dead can dance'?

Then try...another one of the originals

shoegaze electronica reggae?

Perfume Tree:

PpGFR5_gxvw

[meeradas]

Here and now tryin' to catch up with you lot,
after a quiet night's [<- apostrophe!!1!] work,
wondering what all that "page 212" stuff was about...
i'm on page 107 here, right now. 212??

I 'smell' different settings on your parts;
or i might have missed your 'other' gathering place.

Anyway - have a great day/ night. Am dead tired.

[Guest]

Tried for 2 days to post on another thread and I either was kicked off or interrupted so many times - I stopped tomorrow is another say. For years I thought tomorrow was spelled tomarrow

Good night Avalon have good dreams

Nora

We are all related

[Calz]

Hey Whitfeather.

Not sure if your burning eye sensation has continued but I remember you mentioning very heavy chemtrailing a while back.

Last night on C2C radio (no recording yet but should be available on the net by now somewhere):

Phosgene gas confirmed in chemtrails listen to Michael Murphy on coast to coast tonight 10 pm pst

If you check out the symptoms in the link below you can see if you experienced any addional ones beyond the eyes:

http://www.bt.cdc.gov/agent/phosgene/basics/facts.asp

[Calz]

Tried for 2 days to post on another thread and I either was kicked off or interrupted so many times - I stopped tomorrow is another say. For years I thought tomorrow was spelled tomarrow

Good night Avalon have good dreams

Nora

We are all related


That is interesting.

I have had 3 experiences within the last week while I was in the process of posting something and while trying to pull up an image I would be "logged off" despite being active immediately prior to that.

Even more spooky was another time I got a message (paraphrasing) implied that another program was trying to "take over" that was flagged by my virus protection software giving me a prompt to block it or allow it. Could be a virus (but a scan does not reveal it) and the only time that has happened was when I was posting some material regarding "bad boy" activity by the PTB/W.

:spy::peep::spy:


:smash:

[eaglespirit]

I remember when I was learning to surf -I caught my first wave with a seal. The seal looked at me with so much fun in its eyes, flapping its flippers and barking. Then when I paddled back out it swam with me. What a beautiful sparkeling ocean day it was.

Today I went to the beach and there were dolphins playing about 300 yards from the shore. I sat with that for a while.
Sometimes I dream about dolphins, seals and blue whales swimming with them ; the blue whales give me a ride and push me onto to shore.....they are allways really good dreams.


Nora

We are all related

Marvelous Marine Melodies, Nora : )

...back in January 2007 when I was 'vibrating' sky-high for a few weeks had a waking dream of a blue whale slithering up my left arm with a feeling of moisture and loving warmth, sooo real...I woke up just after a kiss on the cheek from my higher oceanic friend...I can see the smile on the whales face as I type! HeHe, Thanks for the Memory : )

[transiten]

Well, Mercury is retrograde reflecting and summing up the cycles we've all created to end up on the current "arrangement" of our chessboard here on earth.

If i was to report all the Mercury retrograde incidents, personal and collective it would end up in a short story. A recent one is that in a store selling old LP:s i found 2 records i recorded with a singing group in the 80:ies, one with Latin American songs translated to Swedish and another one with one of my songs.

Today a woman on facebook asked me about a song i recorded when i was 20, an LP with my own songs and translations of "Help me make it through the night" by Kris Kristofferson and "Who knows where the time goes" by Sandy Denny. These recordings didn't reach a big audience but through the years i have met pple telling me how much they appreciated them.

This woman said she sang my song on the funeral of her friend that she said was someone i knew???

Mercury retrograde, old friends popping up, old themes coming back, the more positive manifestation apart from the communication problems. Be flexible, find the love in the moment:luv:

[Calz]

I'm Watching This right now! I Love this Shyte.


:cool: Nugget City, NY sounds like an interesting locale, White Feather. Are the Nugettians friendly? :wave:

Very friendly. The Mayor comes off a bit cranky at times but once you get to know him you realize he has a heart of gold ...

11777

[Unified Serenity]

I'm into Iron and Wine this morning. The messages are so powerful and the music is haunting and seductive. I'll post a few.

L0olXLpDoJI

[Calz]

I'm into Iron and Wine this morning. The messages are so powerful and the music is haunting and seductive. I'll post a few.

L0olXLpDoJI


Very nice ... thanx for sharing. :music:

I had not heard that before.

[transiten]

Hello Unified Serenity

Just happened to listen to this one on Divinecosmos.....thinking of the fact that they don't change chords (is this the way to put it in English?)

Same feeling to it i think...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkxdXj7PxRU

Gosh! it's even the same key!

[Unified Serenity]

Here's another:

jJ3Y2tt3kGA

hey man
evening on the ground
and there is no one else around
so you will
blame me

blame me for the rocks and baby bones
and broken lock on our
garden

garden wall of eden
full of spiderbites and all your lovers
we were

we were born to **** each other
one way or another

but i'll only lie
down by the waterside at night

hey man
tiny baby tears
i will collect a million years
and you can
blame me

blame me, i will wear it
in the empty hollow part of my
garden

garden wall of eden in the clamour
as they raise the curtain
you will

you will never make me
learn to lay beneath the mountain

'cause i'll only lie
down by the waterside at night

[Calz]

Hello Unified Serenity

Just happened to listen to this one on Divinecosmos.....thinking of the fact that they don't change chords (is this the way to put it in English?)

Same feeling to it i think...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkxdXj7PxRU


What a treat ... have not heard that one either (perhaps I changed timelines) :dirol:

mkxdXj7PxRU

[Lisab]

Lovely tunes guys thankyou. Feeling chilled today.

[Unified Serenity]

Ok, last one.... it's good:

fGE6g4d0HZs

[Unified Serenity]

ooooh, I like this one, Thanks :D




Hello Unified Serenity

Just happened to listen to this one on Divinecosmos.....thinking of the fact that they don't change chords (is this the way to put it in English?)

Same feeling to it i think...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkxdXj7PxRU


What a treat ... have not heard that one either (perhaps I changed timelines) :dirol:

mkxdXj7PxRU

[Unified Serenity]

Deep sigh.... holy moly.... found a doozie.... aiiiii chee wa wa

k0RkbLCBq0A

[transiten]

Well as Lilith came up i knew something would show in my chart and Lo and Behold! Mars is transiting my Lilith with a trine! Always felt my name has an affinity with Lilith although my name Liliane means "Lily" ..... Lilith being the Black scorpionic counterpart of the White Lily? Hard to balance out, trying hard with my Libra Moon though.....

Thanks for all this wonderful music! Really need it Right here Right now:music:

[Unified Serenity]

Well as Lilith came up i knew something would show in my chart and Lo and Behold! Mars is trining my Lilith with a trine!

Hey Transiten,

I suck at charts, would you mind looking at mine? I have so much energetically going on I know I am supposed to have a clue, but right now, I am just in love with the Divine.

[PurpleLama]

I have the feeling, in light of last night's dream, that the calvary has arrived.

Peace beyond what my mind can accept or reject, but it makes the soul feel good.

[Darla Ken Pearce]

Here and now ~ a lot has been happening. On 11-12-11 my Mac Air died and had to go to Apple's repair center in Texas for repair. This shut down most of what I do with my time and the manner in which I am connected online ; ) This last weekend my husband went off the road in the snow and ice and it looks like my car has been totalled. Luckily he is just fine. Yesterday, my daughter, Jenn showed me the site of the accident and it could have been so much worse. This took place in a 15' gully instead of the small off-the-road type place and I was shocked at how deep it was where he went off the road and into the forest. Several trees had to be cut by the fire department to get the car out. They are still dangling hung up on other trees. My husband was trapped for awhile and a passing stranger came and allowed him to stay warm in his car. Great kindnesses from all those involved was heartening and took away some of the shock of it. We sure have a lot of blessings to count! They are always present if we can absorb the shock of things and move back into the light. My vehicle carried me over 150,000 miles safely and was also a different kind of faithful companion. Her spirit lives on as well although her body is pretty banged up right now.

Then, the next day, my beloved companion Evie died. These things come in 3's it would seem, so I am hoping for a respite soon.

To work through some of my grief, I wrote this about Evie and wanted to share it with you. Since other forums and threads on Avalon have become pretty hostile and jaded lately, I thought this was a nice, warm, place to post my tribute.

My Tribute to Evie ~ My Faithful Companion

Today, my Australian Shepherd, Evie, my precious companion passed away. She was fourteen years old. During all of these years, she was by my side and protected me from harm and the wolves that were unleashed in Salmon, Idaho. We lived there for ten years. At night when my cat, Sam, was outside and we were ready for bed, I'd send Evie out to round up Sam, so she could safely be inside when the wolves came down to hunt prime rib on the hoof below us in the town and in the surrounding area. Evie was my protector and she took her duties seriously. Evie could "herd" so well, I never sent her after Sam or any of the others without her bringing them home safely. She has always been a full member of the family and I ceased thinking of her as anything other than human. She was always near and available to comfort me during life's up and downs. She could anticipate my mood and knew how to offer loving attention.

We shared our lives, food, energy, and space together with great abiding love and tolerance for each other. Evie was so well mannered, she could roam free and she loved her trusted status. She never got into trouble, bit anyone, or misbehaved. Since we lived in the largest wilderness area in Idaho, she got very excited when company would come to visit but other than that, she was always calm and level headed.

She never barked without cause. So, if she barked, I paid close attention because someone or something dangerous or needing attention was around. I trusted her judgment in these matters of safety and she never let me down or made unnecessary noise just for the sake of hearing her own voice. She was very expressive though and used to crack me up to see her reactions. Those big brown expressive eyes. It's like we could each "hear" what the other was thinking. No words necessary, she just "knew." She was so conscious of everything happening around her and in my vicinity. She taught me a sense of "being" rather than doing anything in particular. How wonderful was life from her perspective. Joyous, indeed.

On trips over Lost Trail to Missoula, Montana ~ the nearest big town to get supplies, Evie loved to be in the car and she'd put her head on my shoulder and look up at me with her big brown eyes. There was no mistaking the adoration she expressed nor her unconditional love for me. It's one of the first things I remembered today as her spirit slipped away. Her love of traveling and being by my side. Such faithful and true loving service and over all of these years! Such an example of selflessness. As humans, could we ever possibly love in such an innocent and complete manner without conditions and without judgments?

We all have a ways to go in this regard and can take a lot from her example. Evie's way of loving was much more perfect than our way of loving each other. What a great and blessed example she was for me to follow! And how grateful I am for the time we spent together. I treasure every day and every moment.

I never had to comb my hair or apply makeup to be perfect for her. She loved me completely as I was. No matter how I felt from moment to moment or how I may have looked. To her, I was always beautiful and perfect.

During an especially hard time physically, when I had teeth needing repair ~ the infections knocked me off my feet, no one else was around but Evie never left my side. She watched over me like a special angel, she cared and you could see the concern in her eyes. She'd snuggle closer to me ~ as I lay in bed quite ill and without much energy.

At the time, we were isolated with family very far away. Yet Evie was ever present and there for me. She and Sam knew something was amiss, they had much higher senses than humans do and they stayed close to me and never left. This kind of generosity of heart and spirit was a wonderful example of how we can assist and be there for others when the chips are down and help is needed. It felt like I was under their protection and it included this sense of safety and overwhelming care. And this help doesn't always come from other humans, not even our family, no one knows us as well as our pets. They can better "see and feel" our hearts.

When Evie made her transition today, she drew even closer to me. Her spirit and mine ~ suffer from no further 3D illusions of separation. She will always be a part of my heart now even if she is no longer to be found within her physical body. Seeing the physical remains of those we love without their spirits present to animate them ~ is always a shock. But our spirits come closer to one another with this transition rather than further apart. Spirits are closer than ever. They are never again far away and always present with us.

So today, I am grateful that Evie's suffering has ended. Her body and pain has ended. She is now transformed into something much lighter and not caught up in the density that is part of living on Earth during this huge transition we are all making right now. I am grateful for the loving companion who never for one moment abandoned me and always expressed her love and devotion without fail. I've had husbands who didn't hold a candle to her. May we all celebrate our dearest friends who share our path and all our journeys no matter where they lead and no matter how difficult they are for us. May Evie always be blessed for all that she meant to me and all she taught me about love. Evie, I love you girl and I thank you for being by my side!

With much love! xoxoxox

Here is a video with Evie roaming freely coming up our road and around the bend HOME.
http://youtu.be/34rMBx1YzYo
http://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/384991_2606306409098_1598051721_32468943_2061595242_n.jpg

[Carmody]

I have the feeling, in light of last night's dream, that the calvary has arrived.

Peace beyond what my mind can accept or reject, but it makes the soul feel good.

Yes. Last night..... was war. Whatever it is..tried to win, and even in it's forward actions, it failed.

[Unified Serenity]

Here's an ol' friend of mine, and I cannot recommend her music more strongly. She's fabulous! She plays all over, so look for her:

I'll post a couple of my favs

http://www.myspace.com/music/player?sid=74567841&ac=now


You cannot imagine how good her music is..... Hidden gem!

You can explore her music here: http://www.myspace.com/amysteinberg/music/albums/raw-material-from-the-ethereal-16707514

[transiten]

Well as Lilith came up i knew something would show in my chart and Lo and Behold! Mars is trining my Lilith with a trine!

Hey Transiten,

I suck at charts, would you mind looking at mine? I have so much energetically going on I know I am supposed to have a clue, but right now, I am just in love with the Divine.

Hmmmm i feel the Sun is just squaring my Saturn meaning at first i "don't want to go to work i.e. interpret a chart. Also Saturn is squaring my Jupiter and my wish for freedom to explore is limited. Venus squares my Neptune good for music and art, problematic for human relationships unless they are "made in heaven". The Sun is also trining my Pluto so i might discover some strenght to change old patterns..........

OK i'll have a look, i know an astrologer who said you can get lots of information just out of a few aspects...He is Libra of course, :lazy: chap?

OK I'll take my lazy Libra Moon to see if the universe helps me out to give you a short "clue" and then maybe ulli will chime in??? And the rest of you guys, just like the song i posted says, together we can cross the river....

[Unified Serenity]

Much love to you Darla.... I understrand fully, and thank you for sharing your life with your beloved Evie. I have one of my own who adores me, understands me and loves me with a beautiful huge heart that seems it's impossible it's in a lil 10 pound malty-pom. Things will get better hun. Love and kisses

Serenity

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Well as Lilith came up i knew something would show in my chart and Lo and Behold! Mars is trining my Lilith with a trine!

Hey Transiten,

I suck at charts, would you mind looking at mine? I have so much energetically going on I know I am supposed to have a clue, but right now, I am just in love with the Divine.

Hmmmm i feel the Sun is just squaring my Saturn meaning at first i "don't want to go to work i.e. interpret a chart. Also Saturn is squaring my Jupiter and my wish for freedom to explore is limited. Venus squares my Neptune good for music and art, problematic for human relationships unless they are "made in heaven". The Sun is also trining my Pluto so i might discover some strenght to change old patterns..........

OK i'll have a look, i know an astrologer who said you can get lots of information just out of a few aspects...He is Libra of course, :lazy: chap?

OK I'll take my lazy Libra Moon to see if the universe helps me out to give you a short "clue" and then maybe ulli will chime in??? And the rest of you guys, just like the song i posted says, together we can cross the river....

Thank you, and I would welcome Ulli as well. I don't know how much you need, but dob 11/06/1965 Pensacola FL I think around 7am. I'm a handful.

I really do appreciate it, and if you need some work done, let me know.

[Unified Serenity]

Some more of Amy:

Purpose (http://www.myspace.com/amysteinberg/music/songs/purpose-80309981)

simplistic-logistics-of-existence (http://www.myspace.com/amysteinberg/music/songs/simplistic-logistics-of-existence-74567841)

One woman party (http://www.myspace.com/amysteinberg/music/songs/one-woman-party-74567847)

Halfway heart (http://www.myspace.com/amysteinberg/music/songs/tragic-trick-74567850)

Sometimes it's nice to see a face, here she is. Lovely soul:

http://a6.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/168931_500201646721_692611721_6649583_7864877_n.jpg

[transiten]

Thanks Darla for sharing your story!

This made me cry a river, it's the second time today someone posts a picture of their dog that has passed away making me think of my beloved companion shorthaired collie Pajazzo that i miss immensly! (Love made in heaven= Venus square Neptune, which i have both in my radix and as a transit right now)

I also had a bad toothinfection and just like your dog my Pajazzo was there to comfort me.

Also my name is Liliane and the the last months this summer of Pajazzos life we spent in the countryside among daffodills and woods watching foxes, deers and buzzard nestlings visiting our garden.

And also like the cute bear, Pajazzo loved to drink water out of a blue plastic bucket!

[transiten]

Hey Transiten,

Thank you, and I would welcome Ulli as well. I don't know how much you need, but dob 11/06/1965 Pensacola FL I think around 7am. I'm a handful.

I really do appreciate it, and if you need some work done, let me know.[/QUOTE]

Serenity,
F.y.i the Ascendant will not be possible to interpret without an exact birth time since it moves very fast and it might even end up in another sign.

And yes you can try to inform me how to multiquote, i still don't get it. Pple here have tried to explain it but no, might it be language problems? i thought i was quite intelligent:blink: i can't insert videos either although Purple Lama and Lisab (i think) tried to explain how...

[Unified Serenity]

Serenity,
F.y.i the Ascendant will not be possible to interpret without an exact birth time since it moves very fast and it might even end up in another sign.

That's the time my mom would say, but I haven't seen physical proof like on a long form birth certificate. So, do the best you can, I will trust I will get what I need.

Much love and thank you very much,

Serenity

[Carmody]

Serenity,
F.y.i the Ascendant will not be possible to interpret without an exact birth time since it moves very fast and it might even end up in another sign.

That's the time my mom would say, but I haven't seen physical proof like on a long form birth certificate. So, do the best you can, I will trust I will get what I need.

Much love and thank you very much,

Serenity

You can petition the hospital you where born at, to provide your official birth information. There is usually a fee of sorts, $10-20 to get this as an official reply from their records.

Call the given hospital, ask for the records department, and ask them for their particular protocol on birth time and data retrieval.

[Lisab]

It wasnt me Transiten. I cant even insert a smilie let alone a vid. Altho Im working on it.

Beautiful music round here today. Love it all and any 4AD band usually gets my vote.

Darla thankyou for sharing. I welled up reading your beautiful letter. When my beloved cat Kato died I could still feel him at the end of my bed for a long time afterward, even jumping onto bed in the middle of the night, I would wake up just knowing he was there.

[ulli]

Well as Lilith came up i knew something would show in my chart and Lo and Behold! Mars is trining my Lilith with a trine!

Hey Transiten,

I suck at charts, would you mind looking at mine? I have so much energetically going on I know I am supposed to have a clue, but right now, I am just in love with the Divine.

Hmmmm i feel the Sun is just squaring my Saturn meaning at first i "don't want to go to work i.e. interpret a chart. Also Saturn is squaring my Jupiter and my wish for freedom to explore is limited. Venus squares my Neptune good for music and art, problematic for human relationships unless they are "made in heaven". The Sun is also trining my Pluto so i might discover some strenght to change old patterns..........

OK i'll have a look, i know an astrologer who said you can get lots of information just out of a few aspects...He is Libra of course, :lazy: chap?

OK I'll take my lazy Libra Moon to see if the universe helps me out to give you a short "clue" and then maybe ulli will chime in??? And the rest of you guys, just like the song i posted says, together we can cross the river....

Not chiming in with astrology today as I am between two flights, sitting in Miami airport. But had to say hi to everyone, anyway...missing you all.
The worst thing about flying is that one is disconnected from the Internet.

Here and now, regretting that I can't listen to the videos that were posted....as there are too many people around me. I did hear Carmody's reggae as I was getting ready to leave for the airport this morning.
Godforsaken hour.
The air here is filled with the smell of airport pizza. The language is mostly Spanglish, which is what nearly everyone in Miami is fluent in.
Gee this smell is driving me nuts. Starving. Don't feel like Sushi today, so Pizza it shall be, I guess. Everyone is allowed to sin sometimes.

[ulli]

Darla, what can I say? I will check your planets when I'm more settled. I do remember you have a bit of a "when it rains, it pours" pattern.
A pet dying...just that alone can knock a strong man sideways, but also to have your car totaled, trees being cut to free it, and the Macbook Air....wow...how long did you have it? Aren't they supposed to be forever lasting?
Good that your husband wasn't hurt...in those situations one can only be amazed at the measure that took place....
This community here is very healing...so stick around.

[Lisab]

Missed you too Ulli x

[meeradas]

Darla - beautiful!

[What's the music in the vid? Awesome! - got it: "music from Howl's Moving Castle, "The Boy Who Drank the Stars," by Joe Hisaishi"]

Thank you.




http://youtu.be/34rMBx1YzYo

&

http://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/384991_2606306409098_1598051721_32468943_2061595242_n.jpg

[transiten]

Serenity,
F.y.i the Ascendant will not be possible to interpret without an exact birth time since it moves very fast and it might even end up in another sign.

That's the time my mom would say, but I haven't seen physical proof like on a long form birth certificate. So, do the best you can, I will trust I will get what I need.

Much love and thank you very much,

Serenity

Serenity

I can't do the chart now since suddenly i'm not feeling OK. I'm going to bed and as soon as i feel better i'll have a look. Can't listen to your friend either, have to update Adobe Flash Player first.

Goodnight

[Calz]

Serenity,
F.y.i the Ascendant will not be possible to interpret without an exact birth time since it moves very fast and it might even end up in another sign.

That's the time my mom would say, but I haven't seen physical proof like on a long form birth certificate. So, do the best you can, I will trust I will get what I need.

Much love and thank you very much,

Serenity

You can petition the hospital you where born at, to provide your official birth information. There is usually a fee of sorts, $10-20 to get this as an official reply from their records.

Call the given hospital, ask for the records department, and ask them for their particular protocol on birth time and data retrieval.

In some cases you can get it from the city government ... that is what I did.

No doubt it varies from area to area and country to country.

[Unified Serenity]

Serenity,
F.y.i the Ascendant will not be possible to interpret without an exact birth time since it moves very fast and it might even end up in another sign.

That's the time my mom would say, but I haven't seen physical proof like on a long form birth certificate. So, do the best you can, I will trust I will get what I need.

Much love and thank you very much,

Serenity

Serenity

I can't do the chart now since suddenly i'm not feeling OK. I'm going to bed and as soon as i feel better i'll have a look. Can't listen to your friend either, have to update Adobe Flash Player first.

Goodnight

That's ok hun. Sending you healing and rest.

Hugs,

US

[Unified Serenity]

I was just meditating and found this music which was a good space to focus within, enjoy:

SkmDfUca85Q

[Cottage Rose]

http://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/384991_2606306409098_1598051721_32468943_2061595242_n.jpg



I am sorry to hear of the loss of your beautiful friend, Darla.

https://encrypted-tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSyf6yyfDazHguQRZguUImOAXBQFNAoZFy09K3Tm22XzdLZnMBS

[modwiz]

Hey Whitfeather.

Not sure if your burning eye sensation has continued but I remember you mentioning very heavy chemtrailing a while back.

Last night on C2C radio (no recording yet but should be available on the net by now somewhere):

Phosgene gas confirmed in chemtrails listen to Michael Murphy on coast to coast tonight 10 pm pst

If you check out the symptoms in the link below you can see if you experienced any addional ones beyond the eyes:

http://www.bt.cdc.gov/agent/phosgene/basics/facts.asp

From wikipedia:Phosgene is the chemical compound with the formula COCl2. This colorless gas gained infamy as a chemical weapon during World War I. It is also a valued industrial reagent and building block in synthesis of pharmaceuticals and other organic compounds. In low concentrations, its odor resembles freshly cut hay or grass.[2] In addition to its industrial production, small amounts occur naturally from the breakdown and the combustion of organochlorine compounds, such as those used in refrigeration systems.[3] The name, sounding similar to "phosphine", does not mean it has any phosphorus. The chemical was named by combining the Greek words ‘phos’ (meaning light) and genesis (birth).

[Cottage Rose]

My Phosgene sky here and now:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=11785&d=1323387275&thumb=1

[Ernie Nemeth]

So sorry to hear of your friend's passing. But she is not gone, she is now closer than ever, Darla.

Sheesh, been interrupted so many times in the last half hour, my head's spinning.

Hey Calz, I always assume "they" are watching/listening/spying. They surely have access to all computers running Windows that their buddy Mr. Gates built for them.
Nice songs too, gonna go back and listen to the rest, thanks

I felt things change today, too. Suddenly I was freer, less restricted, more optimistic, to put it awkwardly (there's one of those "just don't look right" words but spellcheck says yup).

Things slowly turning around. Internet advertising works, who knew! Just added two more realters to the fold.
Okay, interrupted again. Funny...

[Guest]

From the world of the undefinable.

Do you like 'dead can dance'?

Then try...another one of the originals

shoegaze electronica reggae?

Perfume Tree:

PpGFR5_gxvw



The lyrics to this are fantastic. Can someone post them I do not have the capability -typing on a phone still

I didn't hear or see the dead can dance computer and phone were both down then.


Ovid Metamorphosis Echo and Narcissis

To wait for sounds to which she can return words

To wait for words to which she can return sound

Nora

We are all related

[Cottage Rose]

The lyrics to this are fantastic. Can someone post them I do not have the capability -typing on a phone still

Nora

We are all related

Indeed, they are so beautiful, Nora:

Sad it's all over, sad it's all over
Sad it's all over, so glad to see you again

So glad to see your face in the clouds
High in the sky floating over the crowds
Can't take no more of that dry waiting game
Dying to fly with you over again
Arms outstretched and we're ready to soar
Terrestrial nightmares don't hurt anymore
Leave all our troubles behind as we climb
Safe in the knowledge that we've escaped time

The others will see as we fly overhead
We'll laugh until nightfall pretend that we're dead
As angels we'll watch them our thoughts reading theirs
True mind over matter we'll share in their cares
Heads on their shoulders we'll help them unseen
Comfort encircled a slate is wiped clean
They'll leave all their troubles behind as they rise
Safe in their ascent to paradise

The air is so fresh and the sky is so blue
A mantle to wrap all around me and you
To warm and to cool to protect us from all
To hold us up high and to catch when we fall
No sorrow no sadness affects us today
Our tears of the past are now so far away
A smile sparkles white as we laugh and we rave
So close to the crest of a heavenly wave

[eaglespirit]

The lyrics to this are fantastic. Can someone post them I do not have the capability -typing on a phone still

I didn't hear or see the dead can dance computer and phone were both down then.


Ovid Metamorphosis Echo and Narcissis

To wait for sounds to which she can return words

To wait for words to which she can return sound

Nora

We are all related

so far away

sad it's all over, sad it's all over
sad it's all over, so glad to see you again
so glad to see your face in the clouds
high in the sky floating over the crowds
can't take no more of that dry waiting game
dying to fly with you over again
arms outstretched and we're ready to soar
terrestrial nightmares don't hurt anymore
leave all our troubles behind as we climb
safe in the knowledge that we've escaped time
the others will see as we fly overhead
we'll laugh until nightfall pretend that we're dead
as angels we'll watch them our thoughts reading theirs
true mind over matter we'll share in their cares
heads on their shoulders we'll help them unseen
comfort encircled a slate is wiped clean
they'll leave all their troubles behind as they rise
safe in their ascent to paradise
the air is so fresh and the sky is so blue
a mantle to wrap all around me and you
to warm and to cool to protect us from all
to hold us up high and to catch when we fall
no sorrow no sadness affects us today
our tears of the past are now so far away
a smile sparkles white as we laugh and we rave
so close to the crest of a heavenly wave

http://www.minimum.ca/perfume_tree/music/lyrics/l_life.htm

..
HeHe sorry about the repeat...more great lyrics in that link to their album

[Carmody]

I have all their albums.. I found them ....just as they appeared on the horizon. Someone whom I respect, showed them to me, at the same time I found Dead Can Dance, Portishead, and Mazzy Star.

Perfume Tree's first album is still their best.

Portishead and Mazzy Star ended doing just the one 'great' album each, but those albums were..off the scale good. Portishead's, 'Dummy'...and Mazzy Star's 'So Tonight That I Might See'.

Mazzy Star:

oyvW73YnG6c

[modwiz]

I have all their albums.. I found them ....just as they appeared on the horizon. Someone whom I respect, showed them to me, at the same time I found Dead Can Dance, Portishead, and Mazzy Star.

Perfume Tree's first album is still their best.

Portishead and Mazzy Star ended doing just the one 'great' album each, but those albums were..off the scale good. Portishead's, 'Dummy'...and Mazzy Star's 'Tonight So That I Might See'.

Mazzy Star:

oyvW73YnG6c

It is funny how many groups should have only made one great album and then stopped. Some only have that one great offering in them. Kind of like Mr. Hoagland. Awesome first album but has has been putting out some weak stuff in recent years to keep the bills paid. I don't knock him, just disregard most of what he has to say these days. His legitimate entry into my awareness insures I will always give him a listen. He earned that much.

[Cottage Rose]

Well, I get to test my coconut oil for burns first hand. I have a 1940's Chambers Range. I put a pot of black beans in the well area (small cylindrical oven for jobs such as a bean pot that works with the gas on for a short amount of time and then on retained heat). Ideally, that is the way to do it, but instead I spaced out (not an unusual occurrence these last few days) and left the well on long enough that all the water was gone and the beans were burning in the pot. I was distracted by other events just at the time I was attempting to salvage the interior of my pan as best I could. (I do not have any of the original Chambers pots for the well. I have made one by adding a chain handle to a normal pot.) Ouch!!!!! In my distracted state I touched the brass handle with my left index finger for way too painfully long.....

So the experiment is, immediate dousing with liquified coconut oil kept warm by the pilot light. 10 minutes under cool running water. Then, covered with a coconut oil soaked bandage and taped up. I will let all who may have an interest know of the effectiveness of this procedure.

[Cottage Rose]

Remembering John Today


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zfcOt9WHSQ&feature=related

[Guest]

Darla, what can I say? I will check your planets when I'm more settled. I do remember you have a bit of a "when it rains, it pours" pattern.
A pet dying...just that alone can knock a strong man sideways, but also to have your car totaled, trees being cut to free it, and the Macbook Air....wow...how long did you have it? Aren't they supposed to be forever lasting?
Good that your husband wasn't hurt...in those situations one can only be amazed at the measure that took place....
This community here is very healing...so stick around.


Sorry about your beautiful family member.....
And please do stick around we are an eclectic lot here and now in the village and friendly.

Nora

We are all related

[astrid]

Me here and now,
Sun Square Uranus
bring it on

[meeradas]

Just back from one of those nasty hellish shifts
where i had "Murphy's Law" combined with "electronics' full moon",
as i call it, and both of 'em full on - to such an extent that
even the most unsophisticated piece of work didn't work.
Glad it's over, here and now. Mother be praised.

Resting now. Breathing.

[modwiz]

Here and now in the Catskill mountains of NY. A fresh 5 inches of snow is on the ground from last night. The almost full Moon reflecting off of a white landscape turns night into an ethereal kind of day. My body aches and burns from dealing with this curse from the skies,but the view outside is beautiful. I would gladly have back the struggling greens turning brown of two days past but my body is experiencing time moving forward along with the aches of shoveling. It is what it is and I will accept being on the doorstep of Winter with as much grace as I can fake. :sad:

The forum is slow and it might be time to watch a DS9 Star Trek DVD. We'll see. Things may suddenly burst into excitement :attention:or I may burst into flames. :fear::flame:

[astrid]

Really enjoying the power of the here and now,
Its awesome right now in the slipstream

But the energy drag resulting from some being stuck in yesterdays
news is very palatable. Like trying to swim against a rip, fully clothed....

Big picture going unnoticed as per usual.

Sigh.

enuff said.

[transiten]

I was just meditating and found this music which was a good space to focus within, enjoy:

SkmDfUca85Q

Gosh serenity, your picture looks just like the woman on the cover of "The Secret Garden" (Not the red first one;) Coincidence or intentional?

[astrid]

t3EE-QUCZrc
This just crossed my path,
he makes a lot of sense, ( IMO).

It's exactly how i transcended all my abuse,
i sent my abusers love.

It really is all up to us.

[transiten]

Serenity wrote

11/06/1965 Pensacola FL I think around 7am. I'm a handful.


Serenity, in Sweden 11/06/1965 means June 11, but in the US it's the other way around right? That is Nov 6 1965? Just to make sure....rather important difference to have Sun in Gemini or Scorpio.....

Mercury retrograde either reflects complicated communication, gathering of more information or the other way around, instant klick, but more often delays, computor crashes, digging up old issues etc. Communication is not "as usual" anyway...

[Lisab]

t3EE-QUCZrc
This just crossed my path,
he makes a lot of sense, ( IMO).

It's exactly how i transcended all my abuse,
i sent my abusers love.

It really is all up to us.

That was great Astrid thankyou. Speak love or say nothing at all. Who is this guy? I like him.

[astrid]

@Lisab , no idea who he is, someone I respect just
linked me it .
I' m not usually a fan of guru types, but if the
message is pure I think it's worthy of a listen .
I Liked his metaphors of how our thoughts,
words and deeds impact, and sometimes in very
large ways .

[transiten]

Hi

Here's a link that Jeia Ra Manuk from DC just posted, she's also at Bring4th: http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/issues/2007/2007_0211.aspx

Has some affinity to astrids video.

Also check out Lacy J Dalton a singer/songwriter i discovered on DC...

http://www.google.se/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=lacy%20j%20dalton%20we%20are%20the%20wanderers&source=web&cd=1&sqi=2&ved=0CB0QFjAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Flacyjdalton.com%2Fthe-wanderers.htm&ei=DQ7iTpLeGeHc4QS6oby9BQ&usg=AFQjCNFaUxbJYh3NAYSvlbLGDn6naqtk1g&cad=rja

[PurpleLama]

Portishead had another album, self titled, that was as good as, or better than, Dummy. I've never heard their third album, but that second one was great. If anyone likes Portishead and missed that second one, it's worth a listen.

afMuRVq-NDk

[Carmody]

Massive headaches today. Heart palpitations.

Took one person home last night, guided another out of their labyrinth.

As usual, these things are done on and in their terms, their vision, their dream.

Yes, the Portishead. I was always a fan of the first album (Portishead: Dummy), it hit me at the right time. The second (Portishead: Portishead) was not so effective -for me. Perhaps I will go and revisit it. I did bother to buy both on vinyl, and the 'live at Roseland', as well.

[PurpleLama]

The Judgement, from the Rider tarot deck, was the archtype of my dream last night.

The dead were called to new life, with a sound, the Earth was opening....

The landscape was the same as the previous night, when I was in the place with playdo, and we found that box of ammo, truncated cone hyper velocity hollow points, and opening the box to examine a bullet, the tip looked like the bud of a tree. These belong to playdo.

In last nights judgement dream, I had the trumpet, and sounding it the sound long continued after I had ceased to blow, and as the sound diminished, the earth opens....

[PurpleLama]

"black laser" chemtrails, in my neighborhood, two days in a row. Makes me feel special. Ha.

[Guest]

"black laser" chemtrails, in my neighborhood, two days in a row. Makes me feel special. Ha.

Sorry PL....

A couple of nights ago standing outside looking at a clear starry night -and a medium size jet flew over streaming out some kind of vapor from both wings. The 2 streams became one then flowed down and curled heavily like a bunch of jelly fish or parachutes stuck together -funny thing is that i could not hear the jet at all. I was at the beach the jets heading was EES _ about 15 to 20 miles North of camp pendleton.

Nora

We are all related

[Carmody]

"black laser" chemtrails, in my neighborhood, two days in a row. Makes me feel special. Ha.

Sorry PL....

A couple of nights ago standing outside looking at a clear starry night -and a medium size jet flew over streaming out some kind of vapor from both wings. The 2 streams became one then flowed down and curled heavily like a bunch of jelly fish or parachutes stuck together -funny thing is that i could not hear the jet at all. I was at the beach the jets heading was EES _ about 15 to 20 North of camp pendleton.

Nora

We are all related

Yep, that is a chemtrail plane.

Silent.

I can hear the jets that are up at 35,000 ft. Always have heard them. Suddenly... we have these jets that we don't hear anymore.

[Unified Serenity]

I don't know about that picture on "The Secret Garden". I have had another question about my picture today. I apparently have a lot of doubles in the world, I once ran into one on a flight from London back to New York. People were doing double takes and I knew they were wondering if we were twins. I took that picture with my cell phone at work one day back in 2005. I liked it and have used it often online. It's one of my better days, LOL. I tend to keep my hair pulled back, it's either in a pony tail or French twist.



I was just meditating and found this music which was a good space to focus within, enjoy:

SkmDfUca85Q

Gosh serenity, your picture looks just like the woman on the cover of "The Secret Garden" (Not the red first one;) Coincidence or intentional?

[transiten]

Are you kidding serenity??? At least you must admit that the angle of the face and the way the woman looks at you is exactly the same as your avatar!

[transiten]

Serenity wrote

11/06/1965 Pensacola FL I think around 7am. I'm a handful.


Serenity, in Sweden 11/06/1965 means June 11, but in the US it's the other way around right? That is Nov 6 1965? Just to make sure....rather important difference to have Sun in Gemini or Scorpio.....

Mercury retrograde either reflects complicated communication, gathering of more information or the other way around, instant klick, but more often delays, computor crashes, digging up old issues etc. Communication is not "as usual" anyway...

serenity, did you mercury retrograde miss my question?

[Unified Serenity]

Are you kidding serenity??? At least you must admit that the angle of the face and the way the woman looks at you is exactly the same as your avatar!

I have no clue what image / pic you are talking about... i must really be retrograded :p

Yes, I missed your birth question. My b-day is Nov. 6, 1965, sorry for the confusion.

[transiten]

Are you kidding serenity??? At least you must admit that the angle of the face and the way the woman looks at you is exactly the same as your avatar!

I have no clue what image / pic you are talking about... i must really be retrograded :p

Yes, I missed your birth question. My b-day is Nov. 6, 1965, sorry for the confusion.

I knew you were scorpio, can tell it from your gaze and way of expression since i'm a scorpio myself.

The picture i'm talking about is the first one you see as you click on the video. The record is called "The secret Garden" and there's a man to the right of the woman. "Secret" garden by the way, how appropriate for a Scorpio, so secret you don't even find yourself:cool::biggrin1:

[Sierra]

t3EE-QUCZrc
This just crossed my path,
he makes a lot of sense, ( IMO).

It's exactly how i transcended all my abuse,
i sent my abusers love.

It really is all up to us.

Dagnabit, I can't understand him!

Frustrating.

Sierra

[Unified Serenity]

Are you kidding serenity??? At least you must admit that the angle of the face and the way the woman looks at you is exactly the same as your avatar!

I have no clue what image / pic you are talking about... i must really be retrograded :p

Yes, I missed your birth question. My b-day is Nov. 6, 1965, sorry for the confusion.

I knew you were scorpio, can tell it from your gaze and way of expression since i'm a scorpio myself.

The picture i'm talking about is the first one you see as you click on the video. The record is called "The secret Garden" and there's a man to the right of the woman. "Secret" garden by the way, how appropriate for a Scorpio, so secret you don't even find yourself:cool::biggrin1:

DOH..... of course it's right in front of me in the video I posted. I happened to be doing a meditation and when I clicked on that music vid, I didn't even watch it. I was too busy in astral ;)

Yes, I am definitely a scorpio, holder of secrets, digger, mystic, passionate about everything, and used to not have control of my energy when pissed off. Not in acting out, but in where I wanted someone to go, how to get there the quickest post haste. sighs.... I keep good control on that aspect and have for over 20 years.

[Guest]

"black laser" chemtrails, in my neighborhood, two days in a row. Makes me feel special. Ha.

Sorry PL....

A couple of nights ago standing outside looking at a clear starry night -and a medium size jet flew over streaming out some kind of vapor from both wings. The 2 streams became one then flowed down and curled heavily like a bunch of jelly fish or parachutes stuck together -funny thing is that i could not hear the jet at all. I was at the beach the jets heading was EES _ about 15 to 20 North of camp pendleton.

Nora

We are all related

Yep, that is a chemtrail plane.

Silent.

I can hear the jets that are up at 35,000 ft. Always have heard them. Suddenly... we have these jets that we don't hear anymore.



It was flying much lower than 35,000ft. I could see the color of it opaque grey and when i looked outside the next morning -clear blue skies.....

Nora

We are all related

[PurpleLama]

Transiten, U Serenity, the pic on the video is from the movie American Beauty.

[Mike]

"black laser" chemtrails, in my neighborhood, two days in a row. Makes me feel special. Ha.

Sorry PL....

A couple of nights ago standing outside looking at a clear starry night -and a medium size jet flew over streaming out some kind of vapor from both wings. The 2 streams became one then flowed down and curled heavily like a bunch of jelly fish or parachutes stuck together -funny thing is that i could not hear the jet at all. I was at the beach the jets heading was EES _ about 15 to 20 North of camp pendleton.

Nora

We are all related

Yep, that is a chemtrail plane.

Silent.

I can hear the jets that are up at 35,000 ft. Always have heard them. Suddenly... we have these jets that we don't hear anymore.



It was flying much lower than 35,000ft. I could see the color of it opaque grey and when i looked outside the next morning -clear blue skies.....

Nora

We are all related

hi Nora,

i live near an airport and have planes flying directly over my house all day long at low altitiude. i also witnessed an opaque grey plane, and it was simply massive. i only saw the bottom as it was directly above me, but its belly was enormous, appearing at least twice the size of a conventional passenger plane. i saw no markings. i wish i would have paid closer attention but the enormity of the thing took me off guard.

there is an old man across the seat who saw it as well. he spends at least 80% of his time sitting on his porch when weather allows. he's lived in that same house for 40 years and he said he's never seen anything like it in all that time. the funniest thing was when the plane flew over and i yelled to him " what the hell was that?" he laughed before replying " i don't know, maybe a ufo!"

maybe 45 mins later it occured to me to check out the skies. sure enough, chemtrails everywhere. maybe something, maybe nothing, but interesting nonetheless...

[transiten]

Transiten, U Serenity, the pic on the video is from the movie American Beauty.

Which pic do you mean purple? I mean the one you see after having clicked on the woman lying in the roses...or which one do you mercury retrograde mean?

[PurpleLama]

I mean the pic of the girl in the roses.

[ulli]

Are you kidding serenity??? At least you must admit that the angle of the face and the way the woman looks at you is exactly the same as your avatar!

I have no clue what image / pic you are talking about... i must really be retrograded :p

Yes, I missed your birth question. My b-day is Nov. 6, 1965, sorry for the confusion.

I knew you were scorpio, can tell it from your gaze and way of expression since i'm a scorpio myself.

The picture i'm talking about is the first one you see as you click on the video. The record is called "The secret Garden" and there's a man to the right of the woman. "Secret" garden by the way, how appropriate for a Scorpio, so secret you don't even find yourself:cool::biggrin1:

DOH..... of course it's right in front of me in the video I posted. I happened to be doing a meditation and when I clicked on that music vid, I didn't even watch it. I was too busy in astral ;)

Yes, I am definitely a scorpio, holder of secrets, digger, mystic, passionate about everything, and used to not have control of my energy when pissed off. Not in acting out, but in where I wanted someone to go, how to get there the quickest post haste. sighs.... I keep good control on that aspect and have for over 20 years.

and you are the first Scorpio I have ever met who has given such a truthful and eloquent summary of their energy...with no attempt to deny the down side.
The only path to wholeness is when nothing unpleasant about the self is left out, while at the same time all effort should be directed to seeing the outside world and other people as perfect, unless they are thieves or liars, of course.

[transiten]

Hello guys, don't you think the resemblance is quite stunning?

Gosh serenity, your picture looks just like the woman on the cover of "The Secret Garden" (Not the red first one;) Coincidence or intentional?

Click, watch and listen to the music, but in serenitys post above so you can see the pictures at the same time!

[aranuk]

Ive been reading Lynda Hill's Sabian symbol monthly readings. Always spot on. Where do I find the sabian symbol for my chart please?

http://cafeastrology.com/sabiansymbols_degreemeanings.html

The first book was by Dr Marc Edmond Jones and American astrologer who managed to get a great psychic Elsie Wheeler to intuit a picture of a certain degree of the Zodiac by opening a book at random. For example he would ask Aries 27 and she would tell a picture that jumped to her mind. They didn't start with Aries 1 then Aries 2. They did a random selection and eventually the 360 were completed. As the story goes Marc found that each degree and its opposite one the symbols were almost like opposite pictures. Quite incredible story. Lynda Hill's husband who was psychic gave his version of Elsies pictures a more simplistic one. The original ones are very obscure.

Stan

My understanding was that she gave him descriptions...of each card (degree) she was handed..which was in a sealed envelope...then Mark wrote the descriptions on each envelope. she never saw the cards/degree. It was also, story wise, that she did this reading in a car, parked....beside or near what would be similar to a 'roundabout'. I read Dane's book, and that is what I recall him saying. Or I could have read that elsewhere. Also that she had fairly severe arthritis and was in constant pain.

regardless of all of that..we are at a stage where a major eclipse comes along, that hits the lensing of the south anomaly, position wise....and has the planet Uranus holding still..which is it's most powerful expression....and going over the 1-2-3-4 degrees in following months..of Aries, the beginning of the zodiac. it is also going from a standstill... to forward motion, not reverse. A critical point.

To fix. To mend. Explosively so. All the things it has rulership over.

Within the idea of hitting the center ring of the target, this timing of Uranus's 'standstill' is as perfect as can be imagined, regarding it pairing up with the eclipse.

As well, according to David's (Wilcocks) findings in his new book, this fits as being in the area of time of the correct number for the beginning of the new cycle.

This all means that Uranian energies will play out in this eclipse, I feel.

Uranus has rulership over (http://www.astrologyzone.com/tools/uranus.html):

Uranus rules surprise and all things unexpected. It also rules the future and new technology, including all that is newly invented and all that is unimagined and yet to come. Uranus is the father of electricity.

Innovative, unpredictable, resourceful, imaginative, idiosyncratic and experimental, Uranus also rules creativity and scientific genius. Uranus' job is to break rules and demolish established patterns or structures, creating sudden-even radical-change. Uranus always works in sudden ways, and is called the Great Awakener.

Uranus gives a strong impulse for rebellion, independence, and even shock. Exciting and liberating, Uranus will overturn anything traditional, conventional or orthodox that it deems has outlived its usefulness.

This planet produces quick, liberating results, blending fact with intuition in its quest to discover universal truths. Uranus is considered the higher octave of intellectual Mercury, and is strongly objective and brainy, with no emotional side. Those people with strong Uranian influences in their charts are trailblazers and forerunners in their communities.

Since Uranus also holds sway over social change, it also regulates the global brotherhood of man and all humanitarian concerns, including environmental issues. Uranus rules the Aquarius. Finally, Uranus rules astrology.

~~~~~~

Regardles of the outcome, it can be seen that something... of some sort.... may happen.

Your recollection and mine are so similar that it doesn't matter a hoot what Dr Marc and Elsie did to get the 360 Sabian Symbols. They did. That is the important part. I read the book around 30 years ago and I am getting on in years so forgive me if I got the story a wee bit wrong. I remember reading that he sat in a park not in a car near a roundabout. Does it matter at all where?

Stan

[Carmody]

Your recollection and mine are so similar that it doesn't matter a hoot what Dr Marc and Elsie did to get the 360 Sabian Symbols. They did. That is the important part. I read the book around 30 years ago and I am getting on in years so forgive me if I got the story a wee bit wrong. I remember reading that he sat in a park not in a car near a roundabout. Does it matter at all where?

Stan

Yep, it don't matter one whit, overall. We have them ---and they work. In a way that is quite like the I Ching.

In my experience...we can all produce our own zen which is just as accurate, through the simplicity of remembering who we are and living in the now. It might seem mysterious to others, but I write that off as a form of this imagined blindness, this amnesia that infects most. An amnesia that is all together too insidious and beguiling. Part of the consensus reality part, the morphic fields of connectivity, if you will.

Unless we separate as we connect to all..and ride that bike constantly and hard..we can fall back into this pit of blindness. It is quite the lopsided battle, some days. Lonely too, as most others have no idea what one is doing when one pursues this course. We need a smiley of one punching a knife into one's face repeatedly. :p

That's about right, when it comes to being a descriptor. Get it ALL out....burn in it until it is gone... and there is no capacity to lie to the self, whatsoever. Nothing left to hide behind.

It is also why people come after one, to get them to stop ---they tend to see the act of full and final clearing as a form of protracted insanity. When someone tells me they are feeling as if they are going insane, I tell them..good.. an excellent first step.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

"black laser" chemtrails, in my neighborhood, two days in a row. Makes me feel special. Ha.

Sorry PL....

A couple of nights ago standing outside looking at a clear starry night -and a medium size jet flew over streaming out some kind of vapor from both wings. The 2 streams became one then flowed down and curled heavily like a bunch of jelly fish or parachutes stuck together -funny thing is that i could not hear the jet at all. I was at the beach the jets heading was EES _ about 15 to 20 North of camp pendleton.

Nora

We are all related

Yep, that is a chemtrail plane.

Silent.

I can hear the jets that are up at 35,000 ft. Always have heard them. Suddenly... we have these jets that we don't hear anymore.

Same up here, too, PL. I spent the last three days driving across MS and everywhere the skies were saturated. MS being a diminutive, somewhat backwards, small time area of the greater US and world, why in the world are our skies, among others, being saturated with god knows what?

Carmody, I have observed these planes too with lots of questions. There is an iphone app, so I've heard that can trace the flight patterns of planes in the skies and tell you what its flight number and course is. Does anybody have this app, or has anybody tried it on planes spraying chemtrails?

Here and now, though, this has been an excellent week. PL and I had an opportunity for a night of communion and blessings. There is a lot of energy coming in currently, and I urge everyone to access that and use it to the best of his or her ability to affect positive change in yourself and others, and to help manifest what this world needs: love, honesty, and disclosure. Cheers and blessings everyone!

[ulli]

The lyrics to this are fantastic. Can someone post them I do not have the capability -typing on a phone still

Nora

We are all related

Indeed, they are so beautiful, Nora:

Sad it's all over, sad it's all over
Sad it's all over, so glad to see you again

So glad to see your face in the clouds
High in the sky floating over the crowds
Can't take no more of that dry waiting game
Dying to fly with you over again
Arms outstretched and we're ready to soar
Terrestrial nightmares don't hurt anymore
Leave all our troubles behind as we climb
Safe in the knowledge that we've escaped time

The others will see as we fly overhead
We'll laugh until nightfall pretend that we're dead
As angels we'll watch them our thoughts reading theirs
True mind over matter we'll share in their cares
Heads on their shoulders we'll help them unseen
Comfort encircled a slate is wiped clean
They'll leave all their troubles behind as they rise
Safe in their ascent to paradise

The air is so fresh and the sky is so blue
A mantle to wrap all around me and you
To warm and to cool to protect us from all
To hold us up high and to catch when we fall
No sorrow no sadness affects us today
Our tears of the past are now so far away
A smile sparkles white as we laugh and we rave
So close to the crest of a heavenly wave

Great lyrics, and very apt for my final flight lapse yesterday as I was sitting in a plane totally astounded at the cloud formations over southern Florida while thinking of being reunited within a few hours with my darling husband (and kitties) after a 6 week absence.

[DeDukshyn]

I'm just off work - early - Christmas party tonight, In an attempt to broaden my music horizon's, I found some new electronica that tickles my fancy. I enjoy ALL kinds of music including stuff many wouldn't classify as music, lol ;-)
Discovered the performer Excision today -- listening right now to to it -- it takes Dubstep to a new level IMHO.

WARNING: not for everyone! - and better sounding with headphones or if you have a subwoofer ;) ... currently listening to this track: And chillin ;)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kgZg9gKWIwo&feature=relmfu

[Unified Serenity]

Ah,my uncle doug posted an old song of his.. seems appropriate:

thI6GoDpgLg

[aranuk]

Your recollection and mine are so similar that it doesn't matter a hoot what Dr Marc and Elsie did to get the 360 Sabian Symbols. They did. That is the important part. I read the book around 30 years ago and I am getting on in years so forgive me if I got the story a wee bit wrong. I remember reading that he sat in a park not in a car near a roundabout. Does it matter at all where?

Stan

Yep, it don't matter one whit, overall. We have them ---and they work. In a way that is quite like the I Ching.

In my experience...we can all produce our own zen which is just as accurate, through the simplicity of remembering who we are and living in the now. It might seem mysterious to others, but I write that off as a form of this imagined blindness, this amnesia that infects most. An amnesia that is all together too insidious and beguiling. Part of the consensus reality part, the morphic fields of connectivity, if you will.

Unless we separate as we connect to all..and ride that bike constantly and hard..we can fall back into this pit of blindness. It is quite the lopsided battle, some days. Lonely too, as most others have no idea what one is doing when one pursues this course. We need a smiley of one punching a knife into one's face repeatedly. :p

That's about right, when it comes to being a descriptor. Get it ALL out....burn in it until it is gone... and there is no capacity to lie to the self, whatsoever. Nothing left to hide behind.

It is also why people come after one, to get them to stop ---they tend to see the act of full and final clearing as a form of protracted insanity. When someone tells me they are feeling as if they are going insane, I tell them..good.. an excellent first step.

I agree Carmody a wee bit like the I Ching. I used the IChing before I was an astrologer. They never ever gave me the wrong answer. Seemingly, Confucious got one wrong answer so he said. I suspect he spread the butter on the wrong side of the question!

Stan

[Unified Serenity]

I see my uncle's been busy, so I am listening to his music on youtube...

He's an ol' hippy and I'm conservative.... we love people and enjoy the same music, LOL

f80rDgsNQdc

[eaglespirit]

It is also why people come after one, to get them to stop ---they tend to see the act of full and final clearing as a form of protracted insanity. When someone tells me they are feeling as if they are going insane, I tell them..good.. an excellent first step.

And So It IS !!!

The More the Merrier...the Closer We Are to "Living" the Higher Love Together...One by One by One to Oneness!

[aranuk]

I see my uncle's been busy, so I am listening to his music on youtube...

He's an ol' hippy and I'm conservative.... we love people and enjoy the same music, LOL

f80rDgsNQdc

You sound like a young hippy/conservative. That's not that bad!

Stan

¤=[Post Update]=¤

While I am popping into this cosy wee village may I ask Lisab how she is getting on with the "terribly difficult" Sabian symbols?

Stan

¤=[Post Update]=¤

Another ting while I am here. How many astrologers are there on Avalon? I can count Ulli,Transiten, Carmody, myself and.....? I am mainly into Horary these days. Have been for about 8 yrs.

Stan

[Unified Serenity]

I see my uncle's been busy, so I am listening to his music on youtube...

He's an ol' hippy and I'm conservative.... we love people and enjoy the same music, LOL

f80rDgsNQdc

You sound like a young hippy/conservative. That's not that bad!

Stan

¤=[Post Update]=¤

While I am popping into this cosy wee village may I ask Lisab how she is getting on with the "terribly difficult" Sabian symbols?

Stan

Snorts... me a hippie?! I don't fit any camp, but I'm never accepted by hippies, nut and bean eaters avoid me in whole food stores... it's like I have a sign on me that says, "Not one of us" lmao... Oh, and my 16 yr old that I spoke of on another post is a true bohemian! So funny I got one to raise. She's beautiful, strong, free spirit even with her dyed hair, colored on shoes, and art out the wazzoo. Hippie.. me? made me gfaw.

[aranuk]

I am the right age for being a hippie. Alas, I was living in Edinburgh and working hard to pay a big mortgage with two girls no three my wife as well! They were mostly in San Francisco but I did agree with their anti-war slogans.

Stan

[ulli]

Your recollection and mine are so similar that it doesn't matter a hoot what Dr Marc and Elsie did to get the 360 Sabian Symbols. They did. That is the important part. I read the book around 30 years ago and I am getting on in years so forgive me if I got the story a wee bit wrong. I remember reading that he sat in a park not in a car near a roundabout. Does it matter at all where?

Stan

Yep, it don't matter one whit, overall. We have them ---and they work. In a way that is quite like the I Ching.

In my experience...we can all produce our own zen which is just as accurate, through the simplicity of remembering who we are and living in the now. It might seem mysterious to others, but I write that off as a form of this imagined blindness, this amnesia that infects most. An amnesia that is all together too insidious and beguiling. Part of the consensus reality part, the morphic fields of connectivity, if you will.

Unless we separate as we connect to all..and ride that bike constantly and hard..we can fall back into this pit of blindness. It is quite the lopsided battle, some days. Lonely too, as most others have no idea what one is doing when one pursues this course. We need a smiley of one punching a knife into one's face repeatedly. :p

That's about right, when it comes to being a descriptor. Get it ALL out....burn in it until it is gone... and there is no capacity to lie to the self, whatsoever. Nothing left to hide behind.

It is also why people come after one, to get them to stop ---they tend to see the act of full and final clearing as a form of protracted insanity. When someone tells me they are feeling as if they are going insane, I tell them..good.. an excellent first step.

I agree Carmody a wee bit like the I Ching. I used the IChing before I was an astrologer. They never ever gave me the wrong answer. Seemingly, Confucious got one wrong answer so he said. I suspect he spread the butter on the wrong side of the question!

Stan

I can see how doing the I Ching would lead to you doing horary astrology, Stan.
No book confirmed how Tarot or divination works as much as that one.
Also holy writings being read randomly can show one that nothing is random.
Meaning is found wherever it is projected.

Every moment is sacred, especially the NOW moment.

[aranuk]

Your recollection and mine are so similar that it doesn't matter a hoot what Dr Marc and Elsie did to get the 360 Sabian Symbols. They did. That is the important part. I read the book around 30 years ago and I am getting on in years so forgive me if I got the story a wee bit wrong. I remember reading that he sat in a park not in a car near a roundabout. Does it matter at all where?

Stan

Yep, it don't matter one whit, overall. We have them ---and they work. In a way that is quite like the I Ching.

In my experience...we can all produce our own zen which is just as accurate, through the simplicity of remembering who we are and living in the now. It might seem mysterious to others, but I write that off as a form of this imagined blindness, this amnesia that infects most. An amnesia that is all together too insidious and beguiling. Part of the consensus reality part, the morphic fields of connectivity, if you will.

Unless we separate as we connect to all..and ride that bike constantly and hard..we can fall back into this pit of blindness. It is quite the lopsided battle, some days. Lonely too, as most others have no idea what one is doing when one pursues this course. We need a smiley of one punching a knife into one's face repeatedly. :p

That's about right, when it comes to being a descriptor. Get it ALL out....burn in it until it is gone... and there is no capacity to lie to the self, whatsoever. Nothing left to hide behind.

It is also why people come after one, to get them to stop ---they tend to see the act of full and final clearing as a form of protracted insanity. When someone tells me they are feeling as if they are going insane, I tell them..good.. an excellent first step.

I agree Carmody a wee bit like the I Ching. I used the IChing before I was an astrologer. They never ever gave me the wrong answer. Seemingly, Confucious got one wrong answer so he said. I suspect he spread the butter on the wrong side of the question!

Stan

I can see how doing the I Ching would lead to you doing horary astrology, Stan.
No book confirmed how Tarot or divination works as much as that one.
Also holy writings being read randomly can show one that nothing is random.
Meaning is found wherever it is projected.

Every moment is sacred, especially the NOW moment.

Exactly mon amee!

Stan

[ulli]

t3EE-QUCZrc
This just crossed my path,
he makes a lot of sense, ( IMO).

It's exactly how i transcended all my abuse,
i sent my abusers love.

It really is all up to us.

Dagnabit, I can't understand him!

Frustrating.

Sierra

Dang, Sierra, I was listening to him and making notes. Just for you.
Just as I was about to hit "send" something happened and the page was lost.
He basically says we are the 2012...it's all about love and being in the NOW.
I don't recall him saying anything that we all Herers and Nowers haven't already discovered by being together on the same page.

[aranuk]

That's what Lynda Hill does with the Sabes. She poses a question and then picks a card at random and she is quite on the mark most of the time. Lynda was my guest at my home for a night with her daughter when she visited Edinburgh Astrology Association for a talk about 13 yrs ago.
But thhis is just a wee bit of gossip.

Stan

[astrid]

Stunning summer Aussie day here .
The kind that makes being on this jewel of a
planet totally worth it .
Birds singing, air blossom filled, sky clear blue.
Today's energy very much tinged with wonder and
awe at the beauty of life itself .
Wishing the village folk could all be here to
share in the joy of the moment.

[modwiz]

Stunning summer Aussie day here .
The kind that makes being here totally worth it .
Birds singing, air blossom filled sky clear blue.
Today's energy very much tinged with wonder and
awe at the beauty of life itself .
Wishing the village folk could all be here to
share in the joy of the moment.

You have me wishing the same thing, Astrid.

[PurpleLama]

Yep. It's cold, here and now, where modwiz is at. I am made for warm climates, myself. Winter is not my thang.

[astrid]

I was just looking up Lynda Hill i had not heard of her before.
She's an Aussie and lives in NSW ( the state of new south wales).
He FB page says she lives in a town called Avalon.

Don't get me started on oracles, i have loads of them.
It's a fun thing to consult a few different types on the same question.
Without fail they all come up with the same theme
put in a few different ways.

I did this myself the other day, all i get these days is change and lots of it.
Lucky for me I'm embracing this time, else it might have been a whole other
experience. Attitude and perception being so crucial to one's experience
of the here and now.

It's all very "slippery" right now for me, so much change, but all in all I'm feeling
amazingly well. I think being very well grounded helps and having the luxury to
be able to rest and retreat when i need to.
I know I'm more fortunate than most as I'm not forced to "work for the man"
and my needs are very simple these days.

It's interesting how changing the mundane things, like food habits can have such
a far reaching effect on the more complex harder to get to issues. Makes sense
i guess its cellular level transformation.

It's to the point now where i don't even recognize myself in the mirror,
my eyes have even totally changed color and are now very green. I think the
iridologists would have something to say on that.

[ulli]

I was just looking up Lynda Hill i had not heard of her before.
She's an Aussie and lives in NSW ( the state of new south wales).
He FB page says she lives in a town called Avalon.

WOW.
It's ALL GOOD!

[astrid]

hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

[ulli]

hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

As you raise your consciousness you realize that there is nothing better that you can offer.
Also at that level the clarity is increased, depression and confusion just fall away by themselves and you just KNOW what has to be done next.
The assignments that your higher soul essence has placed you here to perform just appear at the right moment.
All you have to do is share what you are learning as you go along. Nothing could be easier.
You have so much to offer already.

[modwiz]

hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

One of the greatest lessons for me once I got free of alcohol, prescription pain meds, muscle relaxers and 'natural' anesthetics, was to be able to identify the sources of my pain that created a need for self medicating. The removal of the 'meds' led to the reclaiming of my personal power and the ability to recognize dysfunction in my life and personal sphere. The personal power also gave me the strength and resolve to either remove or resolve the sources of these discomforts instead of masking them with 'meds'. This kind of life is not for people who will make excuses for themselves, or others. It is one where the spotlight on BS is welcome, as are the solutions. It is also a life best led by those who like their own company because it is the company you are most likely to keep. It is a very 'distilled' lifestyle, to say the least.

[Cottage Rose]

Ok, this is rather off the wall.....

On occasion in my life, I have had precognitive dreams that come to pass far in the future. They all have a startling realistic unforgettable quality that stays with me in clarity throughout the years. One of these occurred in 1974. In it, I was living here at the cottage. There were two synchronistic events happening. The first was a paradigm changing event for the poplulation. The second was an emotional landscape predominated with sentimentality and sadness over losing a horse. (A strange scenario for a 1974 metropolitan child who had never seen a horse or cared to own one, noting I did not watch tv or go to movies during those years to have been influenced by any media.)

So, in 2006, I find myself caring for a horse that is boarded here. Two weeks ago, I was notified of the owners death. The heirs will be moving "Buck" away tomorrow. I am now experiencing the exact emotional state from the dream, which strongly brought it back to mind. In the dream, I was looking up in the sky with awe. I have sometimes interpreted what I saw as being a UFO, but now that the lunar eclipse is tomorrow, I am feeling that the time of that dream has arrived.

[Mike]

hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

One of the greatest lessons for me once I got free of alcohol, prescription pain meds, muscle relaxers and 'natural' anesthetics, was to be able to identify the sources of my pain that created a need for self medicating. The removal of the 'meds' led to the reclaiming of my personal power and the ability to recognize dysfunction in my life and personal sphere. The personal power also gave me the strength and resolve to either remove or resolve the sources of these discomforts instead of masking them with 'meds'. This kind of life is not for people who will make excuses for themselves, or others. It is one where the spotlight on BS is welcome, as are the solutions. It is also a life best led by those who like their own company because it is the company you are most likely to keep. It is a very 'distilled' lifestyle, to say the least.


i'm in the process of doing this myself. not easy.

remove a crutch, and an issue will emerge that must be dealt with. remove another, and another issue will emerge. it's just a slow, methodical and oftentimes maddening process, but ultimately rewarding. i'm surprised to find though that i'm actually embracing and enjoying the discipline aspect of the whole thing. it seems some sort of maturation is taking place.

i've had many crutches - alcohol being the worst. i had 3 beers a few nights back, but that was the first time in months, and the funny thing was i didn't even really enjoy it.

if you don't mind me asking: how old were you when you when you said 'enough'? what set it off, if anything?

[Cottage Rose]

One of the greatest lessons for me once I got free of alcohol, prescription pain meds, muscle relaxers and 'natural' anesthetics, was to be able to identify the sources of my pain that created a need for self medicating. The removal of the 'meds' led to the reclaiming of my personal power and the ability to recognize dysfunction in my life and personal sphere. The personal power also gave me the strength and resolve to either remove or resolve the sources of these discomforts instead of masking them with 'meds'. This kind of life is not for people who will make excuses for themselves, or others. It is one where the spotlight on BS is welcome, as are the solutions. It is also a life best led by those who like their own company because it is the company you are most likely to keep. It is a very 'distilled' lifestyle, to say the least.

Yes! Just last night, in my nocturnal meditation/programming it became crystal clear to me the folly of looking anywhere outside oneself for healing. It only occurs when one takes control and finds healing energy within.

On another note, my round sandstone rock placed on the pillow underneath my neck has become quite a pain relieving object. It it a perfect size and shape to correct the curve and moving the neck from sided to side pops it in necessary ways. Plus, the sandstone retains coolness for a considerable time providing additional therapuetic benefit.

[modwiz]

When I leave the Tower, on my 3rd floor, to feed the woodstove on the 1rst floor, I usually will step outside to say hello to Mother/Gaia. We are close.
Tonight with the Moon so full and the snow reflecting it, the chilly world outside is quite spectacular. Upon arriving at the steps on the side porch that overlook my lawn and afford a view of the distance and mountains with the Moon illuminating everything I looked up. There along with the Moon and billowy white clouds, like wads of cotton, arriving from the SouthWest, I noticed a jet or chemtrail despoiling an otherwise otherworldly view. With the clouds approaching the 'trail' I softened my gaze and asked 'Mother' to allow the clouds to wipe away the 'trail'. It took a few seconds to do this. As I focused my gaze again upon the scene in the sky, the 'trail' had been lessened by half because the line had become one of dashes instead with the spaces in between the same size as the dashes themselves. In less than a minute these dashes ameliorated in front of my eyes and completely disappeared.

Me, being me, I took it as a hug and request granted by Mother. Instead of clouds scrubbing the 'trail' (and who knew if they could or were the right altitude) She just wiped it out of the sky, providing a completely pristine Moonlit, clouds traveling by, sky.

I had to share with my fellow here and now-ers.

[modwiz]

hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

One of the greatest lessons for me once I got free of alcohol, prescription pain meds, muscle relaxers and 'natural' anesthetics, was to be able to identify the sources of my pain that created a need for self medicating. The removal of the 'meds' led to the reclaiming of my personal power and the ability to recognize dysfunction in my life and personal sphere. The personal power also gave me the strength and resolve to either remove or resolve the sources of these discomforts instead of masking them with 'meds'. This kind of life is not for people who will make excuses for themselves, or others. It is one where the spotlight on BS is welcome, as are the solutions. It is also a life best led by those who like their own company because it is the company you are most likely to keep. It is a very 'distilled' lifestyle, to say the least.


i'm in the process of doing this myself. not easy.

remove a crutch, and an issue will emerge that must be dealt with. remove another, and another issue will emerge. it's just a slow, methodical and oftentimes maddening process, but ultimately rewarding. i'm surprised to find though that i'm actually embracing and enjoying the discipline aspect of the whole thing. it seems some sort of maturation is taking place.

i've had many crutches - alcohol being the worst. i had 3 beers a few nights back, but that was the first time in months, and the funny thing was i didn't even really enjoy it.

if you don't mind me asking: how old were you when you when you said 'enough'? what set it off, if anything?

What set it off was a wife having an affair with another man while I was having an affair with 'the bottle'.It was 1988 I was 35. The last, and hopefully final time, was last Summer. There are still things in my life that are figuring themselves out. I will stay strong and pain free and any pain causing issues will either get fixed or get gone. Compromise is where the demons slip in. Once they slip in the slippery slope is there.
The slide into a bottle is a mutha. Once out, stay out. You either can do it right or you have a problem. Knowing the difference is to be empowered.

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One of the greatest lessons for me once I got free of alcohol, prescription pain meds, muscle relaxers and 'natural' anesthetics, was to be able to identify the sources of my pain that created a need for self medicating. The removal of the 'meds' led to the reclaiming of my personal power and the ability to recognize dysfunction in my life and personal sphere. The personal power also gave me the strength and resolve to either remove or resolve the sources of these discomforts instead of masking them with 'meds'. This kind of life is not for people who will make excuses for themselves, or others. It is one where the spotlight on BS is welcome, as are the solutions. It is also a life best led by those who like their own company because it is the company you are most likely to keep. It is a very 'distilled' lifestyle, to say the least.

Yes! Just last night, in my nocturnal meditation/programming it became crystal clear to me the folly of looking anywhere outside oneself for healing. It only occurs when one takes control and finds healing energy within.

On another note, my round sandstone rock placed on the pillow underneath my neck has become quite a pain relieving object. It it a perfect size and shape to correct the curve and moving the neck from sided to side pops it in necessary ways. Plus, the sandstone retains coolness for a considerable time providing additional therapuetic benefit.

Perhaps the sandstone is providing the elasticity/flexibility in a part of your body that needed it.

[astrid]

@ Chinask (answering this also), I never really had any addiction issues, with chemicals or alchohol, thankfully.
But my life long struggle , from birth this time around has been in the abuse/ victim consciousness area.
When i left home i knew i had some serious rebuilding to do.
Also, the religious programming was insidious, and took years of cleansing.

It's been a life long pursuit, but the more serious work started when i got out of the relationship
merry-go-round. This was nearly 6 years ago now, and I'm 47 now.
The thing that really helped me was when i hit 37 i went through early menopause,
and after that my totally run away train Kundalini was much more managable.
It was also a big part of my identity, too big a part truth be told.
My sexuailty, the energy i gave off, the attention received, no matter what i did was
a serious pain in the ASS. Especially as i was trying everything i could to be single
and get out of the abuse cycle. A big part of why i established a hermit
lifestyle. And btw, this post is not coming from a place of ego, as I'm actually a
pretty shy person, more as a response to your question....

What set off my more "serious" work, was my life was a risk, the men i was attracting got
worse and worse, even though they seemed totally fine when i met them.
Psychopaths and Narcissists, are experts in finding a source of energy to vamp off, and i was it.
They are also expects at " selling " themselves, and finding your vulnerable doorways.
That said they have also been my greatest teachers.

One of my biggest conundrums right now is i need to re-open a few doorways i have closed
as they also contain my greatest creative sources, and some major parts of my more powerful
abilities. In essence i "threw the baby out with the bath water", and now its time to bring back the
more of the energies that i need for this work here.
Goes without saying that I'm also hesitant to do this.

Side note- It's interesting that there has been a few threads pop up on the Monotomic Gold / Ormus
subject, i have been "told" this is area "next step" for me.
Yes i know we have our own resident expert here in the village, and
Carmody i apologize in advance for what i know will be lots of questions
headed your way, lol

[Mike]

appreciate you sharing that, Modwiz.

i suppose it was a woman who kick-started it all off for me too (not really her fault by the way. it was my personal insecurities and neuroticisms that likely ended things, and when things ended they only got worse) Beer, at the time, was a Godsend.

spend a few weeks in an alcoholic haze, and you no longer realize you're in an alcoholic haze - you lose relativity. that's my experience anyway. it kicked off from here.

health issues eventually caught up with me, but the following didn't help:
i was checking out at a local grocery store, handing my cash over to a pleasant indian girl who i usually chatted up while she was checking me out. this particular night she was sort of half-grinning and shaking here head in dismay. "you are here every night," she said in a thick indian accent. "every night buying beer!" she stood shaking her head like a bobblehead doll. "every night this man is here buying beer," she said to a worker near by. she was border-line exasperated. she couldn't believe it.

i couldn't understand her reaction until i really thought about it. i HAD been there every night - more or less - for almost 10 years running. i sat thinking about it in the car and had a sort of epiphany. of course then i went home and drank the 6 pack;)

but something happened that night and i've been slowly improving my life since then. i'm still a work in progress, but getting there bit by bit, day by day.

[Mike]

hi Astrid,

reclaiming my creativity is one of my main motivating factors as well. it got lost somewhere back there, but i'm slowly reconnecting. it's quite a journey back;)

[Guest]

Aaaawooooeee i am feeling it. Earlier I was on fire. now I feel like Mega high voltage is coursing through me. Geeze through my brain. In another thread I said "go with it". There isn't any go through it or with it. About all I can do is hold onto my a***. Lucky I am at the beach by the ocean and the town I was born in.

Nora

We are all related

[dan33]

[QUOTE=modwiz;376438][QUOTE=Chinaski;376434][QUOTE=modwiz;376421][QUOTE=astrid;376406]hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.


it all started with "someone wants an Irish coffee?" by ulli.
... and then i wrote-- modwiz, Calz_ and me.

I like a beer, bitter .... and anything irish ... from sligo or moher.
Sorry Modwiz :)

Saludos y Amor :)

[9eagle9]

when you are in coasting neturality in the moment....that is what you are creating 'the what next.? Or rather the future. so nothing much seems to happen from one day to the next. But its cranking up. A motor we're not accustomed to using so we approach it slowly.

But its also necessary, a time to reintegrate stepping from an old smudgey energy to a higher more vibrantly expressed one. It's sorta like being handed some fantastical do-everything tool but its so alien to one that we are slow at pressing the on button, the trigger. Then we weild it with uncertainty because its unknown to us. We push the buttons and go..."Okay...what next?"

Our old 'exciting lives' with wretched stimulation is a sort of mental habit. We keep expecting it but because we've cleaned our core out , it doesn't happen. It's a mental habit to MISS the stimulation that has to be purchased (in a manner of speaking) by who we are NOW not who we used to be. Who we used to be has a lot of lingering mental habits that are really not very hard to break compared to breaking and blowing the dense smudgey crap closer to our core.

So we have become people who no longer know what they want. It's just because everything has to reframe. Its nearly like we have to reach a point where its okay to say "I'm okay" or " what we want is not impossible' . Seriously you have to get used to being a wholer person.

Quite a switch from when everything was limited, so its now okay to think in terms of miracles and magick and achieving the impossible...it takes getting used to. You have to get in the practice when switching out from 'thinking small' to KNOWING UNLIMITEDNESS. Its like dragging a kid off of a bike shortly after taking off the training wheels and putting them on a motor cycle. They have the principals of balance known to them but its a whole different machine. You wobble a little and as you get used to your new self you begin to know what your new self wants...and you go a little faster.

I lost interest in a lot of things...tarot, numerology, reiki, angels, spirit guides...I out grew it. And no matter how necessary I told myself all this stuff was it didn't change the fact I was mostly bored with it in relation to myself....and that the only things I found interesting were the things higher intellgience provided me or brought to me. Detaching from the physical world and still being able to live in it without feeling uncomfortable. How horrible people think I am because I find angels boring but you will in constant personal growth begin to experience boredome if we hold on to certain things for the wrong reasons.

What's next" This is most often expressed by first re-establishing what you don't want. A lot of self reflection, but NOW we can really put ourselves in circumstances and live there for a moment in our mind, without having to have the expereince to decide. That saves a lot of ardous 'lessons' and we are used to having them. That is what true empathy is-- knowing all emotions without ever having to have the experience that which generates the emotions. one can know the violation of rape without ever having have to have the physical experience of it. And we are able to have that empathy without being affected by it. Very necessary if one wants to apply 'new' self in healing.

And one can know happiness without having to experience anything in particular to account for it. It's just that the old filters of "Something has to happen' in order for me to be happy *usually something external* is a old mental habit. We know now that nothing has to happen to be happy, and its just a reminder to accept that. If I start feeling restless or bored I have to determine if there is an old emotion I need to blow or if I need to be challenged. I like challenges, I like things that are fast which seems to oppose tranquility but really doesn't. Time is old , boring and draggy and the now is fleeting, I like fast now but strangely my daily life is very unrushed. Nor do I like it be rushed. I want no pressure fast. Fast of my making not someone elses and basically that's what happened. Someone made us, imposed on us, and its up to us to recreate ourselves to where we are supposed to be.

I recently came to the knowing that i'm not all that fulfilled by healing. Getting people to blow what's stuck. It's slow...THEY may like it but I don't. .Having that understanding is no longer satisfying for me no more than being able to recreate Grandma's bisquits by memory. Just because I can do it doesn't mean I have to and because I can do it doesn't automatially mean its fulfilling to me. And people have been dropping hints for a long time about how I'm sort of limiting myself there. I don't like it, what I do like is the fast stuff. Slide in, nail what needs to be blown, what the orign(s) are and backing back off again. Not blowing the energy but nailing the source of it. I fortunately have a friend who hates nailing the issues and all their attachments, but loves the process of blowing the emotion, the value, the core belief in others. So we work as a team. And that is what fascinates me once I allowed myself to be fascinated and realizing its watching a higher expression at work and not ego-centric. That fascination is fleeting, in the present until the opportunity to do it again arises and that happens...by the minute.

the fact that one's entire history and all the circumstances and emotions and beleif attached to it leaps into mind when I look at a rash on their hand....it fascinates me. I have to accept it fascinates me..My mind, though still makes stupid decisions and is nearly always wrong. . One exhusband and a Chevy Tracker later I know I make bad decisions with my mind in regards to myself. The mind is herky jerky and uncertain and so SLOW......but the higher stuff just gusts, its just so emphatic and so certain. You keep putting it there and you will arrive at a place of peace no matter about the what nexts. They just start being built in the fast place, the now, the present.

Tiny judgements, also mental habits. When I miss excitement and begin to wish for it, I get it and quickly become burnt out by it. There is a new means of generating excitement that isn't like the old drama stiimulation. I like the company of people but I prefer my own at the end of the day. Un-abated people are noisy, energetically noisy. Low vibrational people make up with noise what they are lacking in vibration. And possibly why I got so involved in blowing people's issues to make my world quieter.....lol. There is a tranquility in being authentic even if they are not the sort of emotions one percieves as high minded.

Andt goes both ways. My higher expression processes drive people nuts so if I'm in overdrive, I tend to hole up by myself because one witnesses another's brains tisting in their head to keep up. And its very frustating to have to talk to other people's filters and masks. It's tiring. There is a certain tranquilty when one is at home at one's self and no longer being nagged by guilt, abusive residue, lack of self worth that makes one restless and out to seek what....? Usually more morbid stimulation.

What next? There's really nothing to TO do but integrate and then it just flows.

I sometimes wonder if I should be DOING something. Seeking relationships, associations, networking, socializing, starting a hobby, but its not really imporant. And if I intiate something like that I usually come back feeling unsettled and in need of a salt bath...lol.

One learns to know what is important when those opportunities arise. Even self proclaimed spirtiual people will drive me nuts after a while because its a one track mind mentality a sort of mental reframing to make sure they are only speaking/ acting of what is spiritual and its to re inforce what they are uncertain about. I do most of my laughing with people who've never heard of any of this crap because spriituality can bring a whole lot of artficialness into a person as they are seeking to get out of old dogmatic notions they are just embracing new dogmatic ones.


Go back out in the 'real' world and you are bludgeoned with everyone else. Go out to the real world and admit you like you're own company and you will be braced to viewed as ego centric through their filters. My spiritual expression or god expression is more interesting to me than anyone else. Withotu the understanding of how this works it sounds as if Im saying "I'm more interesting than anyone else".

but now we are at the point where we can differentiat between the two, higher expression and low mind. That 'what next' feeling occurs during any transistion and its just a matter of getting used to one's own SELF.





hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

[eaglespirit]

I am in utter "awe" of the sharing going on here...for this thread can show therapeutic ways and means to ANY Visitor that looks in and is ready to take steps in a Higher Direction for Themselves. Those insidious personal habits that drag Us down Spiritually are exactly what make Us Shine the Light brighter than Life Itself once We 'firmly' hold that mirror in front of Us and keep it right there until We can embrace Who We are looking at with Unconditional Love and Forgiving...once done...no turning back---Aaannnddd helping Others with similar issues becomes a 'walk in the park'...
THIS is in acceleration and is transforming the Planet, Now!!!

I Love You All !!!

[dan33]

Saludos Modwiz, Calz_ and 9eagle9 and ulli :)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=le0PV1I-T9U


and eaglespirit :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=f7nqxIdROsI

[Carmody]

I am in utter "awe" of the sharing going on here...for this thread can show therapeutic ways and means to ANY Visitor that looks in and is ready to take steps in a Higher Direction for Themselves. Those insidious personal habits that drag Us down Spiritually are exactly what make Us Shine the Light brighter than Life Itself once We 'firmly' hold that mirror in front of Us and keep it right there until We can embrace Who We are looking at with Unconditional Love and Forgiving...once done...no turning back---Aaannnddd helping Others with similar issues becomes a 'walk in the park'...
THIS is in acceleration and is transforming the Planet, Now!!!

I Love You All !!!


Yes, the Buddhist story, which went something like:

The two walking in the desert and finding an oasis of paradise. One manged to hump their way over the barrier and then slipped away into paradise.

The other... went back into the desert to find more people to bring to the oasis of paradise.

[astrid]

@ 9eagle9, awesome post thank you!

[Guest]

Hey-

Had my days with "dark night of soul" and took it way too far....

Had a lot of influence by the people I was around when I was a child. And being a naturally happy spirit child wasn't always endearing to the adults in my life. There was a lot of alcohol around in my immediate family. So I started drinking when I was about 8-9 yrs old just off and on plus there was a lot of violence. I was forced to go to my crazy Masonic families house for visits -had a step relative that was a predator. and the rest of them were pretty much lunatics.... And being me I could read their thoughts and energy -yuck****** so I would think really? Do we have to hang with them mom and dad? Then my parents would leave me and my sister with the alcoholic half breed grandmother who hated Indians and regularly went into the dts -fun it totally sucked. My sister came into this world with the DARK ONES my whole life I tried to warn my parents and help her but to know avail friggen sad. My brother was abused by the Masonic family eventually became psychotic and now has to take psychotropic drugs friggin sad. To cope with it all I drank a lot of whiskey and by the time I was 14 pretty much a poly abuser. To make a long story short I used drugs and alcohol for the next 7 years for the last 2 I lived on the streets -do not recommend it. Kept my integrity out there and saved a few lives but I was hungry a lot and cold.

Then came the night when my flame almost burned out. I had drank and used too much and I could feel myself going so I asked for help.... This beautiful bright spiraling iridescent white light came down and slammed through almost knocking me down and pushed all the toxins out through my feet and into the concrete floor -it left imprint and indentation of my feet in the floor... afterward I detoxed on carrot juice and was counseled by a woman who bordered on being. An avatar. I was 20 -21 when that happened.

Took me about 3 years to feel normal -since that time in my life I have truly lived the best I can. I've slipped up and drank a few times but I worked hard. Went to school, worked with at risk youth teaching meditation and soft forms of martial arts, studied some art, sciences, studied 2 forms of Buddhism -Renzi zen and dri kun Kagu Tibetan Buddhism, and many traditional ways i hold in my heart, learned to surf. Worked with a lot of people over the years sometimes helping cross over, heal or cure themselves, gotten rid of a lot dark entities, energies, on or in people cities places.... Etc. I work with intradimentional beings, light beings, angelics angels ancestors and ancients .....

And I have done a tremendous amount of work on myself. I worked a traditional Gestalt therapist for 2 to 4 hrs a day 3 or 4 days a week for 2 years intense and beautiful... I am still a work in progress and faulter sometimes. But there is no limit to what you can do and experience.... LOVE

Nora

We are all related

hi Astrid

reclaiming my creativity is one of my main motivating factors as well. it got lost somewhere back there, but i'm slowly reconnecting. it's quite a journey back;)

[Mike]

9eagle9, i hear what you're saying...i am often affectionately called misanthropic by my few friends and family, but the truth is i'm not - i simply prefer my own company over that of others for the most part. being human, i do require some interaction but i often find myself exhausted as a result and usually retire to my bedroom and i shut my blinds and collapse on my bed, staying there for hours - JUST TO GET SOMETHING BACK. it's the metaphorical plugging into the wall after what seems like a huge energy expenditure.

so no, definitely not egocentric, though like you said, you'll be made to feel that way from time to time. that's part of the game too. people who don't understand will always want to crucify the freak (see: Jesus)

i think misanthropy entails a hatred of humanity, and i certainly do not have that. i don't have hatred; people disgust me (not all people, of course) and i want to get away from them but i don't have hatred. i just occasionally wish i had 10 years worth of foodstuffs and a heated cave to crawl into. i'm not quite sure what that makes me, but i'm pretty sure it's not misanthropic, though it's unlikely the lynch mob will ever be convinced.

[astrid]

I don't have a hatred for people, or even a dislike,
it's more that energetically they tend to take from me and i tended to give and give and give..
But that's not helping them or me, rather enabling them to stay disempowered.

I'm not here to be anyone's battery, ( i know that now),
each has to learn to be their own power source.
So i work more from a distance these days,
why the internet and me are such a good team.
Now I find its so much easier to work at helping others
empower themselves while keeping myself intact.

And the choice to connect or not, and when is a total blessing.
Finally i found a balance between my need for space and solice,
and passion for giving back, that i could never find before.
Now i only engage if i have more than enough resources to do so.
But yes, taken me a very long time to get here.

Interestingly enough that the one thing that has held my interest,
for an extended period of time, has been gardening.
It's such a profound metaphor for life.
I have always thought that metaphors are very powerful change agents.

I have noticed the more successful i have been in seed raising,
the more of an increase i have seen in my personal growth.
It's a phenomena that has not gone unnoticed. The sowing seed metaphor,
i think about a lot. Working at the beginning level of life appeals to me on
so many levels. Transpose this to the nurturing of an idea, tending over it
until it is strong enough, then "plant" it in the collective and watch it grow,
is something that i have been toying with a bit of late.
Possibly part of what is next, maybe.

I usually find that those next things are already embedded somewhere,
rarely do i ever start anything that i have not had some sort
of pull towards already.

[Guest]

Hi asterisk

I love working in the garden too. planting seed or plants. Sometimes I like to go out and cultivate wild plants or roots. It feels good and I have a green thumb.

Nora

We are all related

[Guest]

I don't have a hatred for people, or even a dislike,
it's more that energetically they tend to take from me and i tended to give and give and give..
But that's not helping them or me, rather enabling them to stay disempowered.

I'm not here to be anyone's battery, ( i know that now),
each has to learn to be their own power source.
So i work more from a distance these days,
why the internet and me are such a good team.
Now I find its so much easier to work at helping others
empower themselves while keeping myself intact.

And the choice to connect or not, and when is a total blessing.
Finally i found a balance between my need for space and solice,
and passion for giving back, that i could never find before.
Now i only engage if i have more than enough resources to do so.
But yes, taken me a very long time to get here.

Interestingly enough that the one thing that has held my interest,
for an extended period of time, has been gardening.
It's such a profound metaphor for life.
I have always thought that metaphors are very powerful change agents.

I have noticed the more successful i have been in seed raising,
the more of an increase i have seen in my personal growth.
It's a phenomena that has not gone unnoticed. The sowing seed metaphor,
i think about a lot. Working at the beginning level of life appeals to me on
so many levels. Transpose this to the nurturing of an idea, tending over it
until it is strong enough, then "plant" it in the collective and watch it grow,
is something that i have been toying with a bit of late.
Possibly part of what is next, maybe.

I usually find that those next things are already embedded somewhere,
rarely do i ever start anything that i have not had some sort
of pull towards already.

Plants are great communicaters. Plant a seed and the whole system responds.


This may not have anything to do with your post but back in 2003 in the spring I was walking on some old horse trails in San Diego ca. I walked into old stream full of oak trees and touched the leaves and stood with the trees for a while. The leaves were oily. And the ground pretty dry and I could hear the trees making a crackeling sound. -my next thought was we are going to have a fire. In the fall of that year. San Diego had a fire storm

Nora

We are all related

[Guest]

Hi asterisk

I love working in the garden too. planting seed or plants. Sometimes I like to go out and cultivate wild plants or roots. It feels good and I have a green thumb.

Nora

We are all related

Sorry for the re peat. Still typing on a phone cant wait until I get my comp back and stop stuttering with this phone:o

[astrid]

4 more days until Merc goes direct.
I hope we still have members some members left by then.

[modwiz]

9eagle9, i hear what you're saying...i am often affectionately called misanthropic by my few friends and family, but the truth is i'm not - i simply prefer my own company over that of others for the most part. being human, i do require some interaction but i often find myself exhausted as a result and usually retire to my bedroom and i shut my blinds and collapse on my bed, staying there for hours - JUST TO GET SOMETHING BACK. it's the metaphorical plugging into the wall after what seems like a huge energy expenditure.

so no, definitely not egocentric, though like you said, you'll be made to feel that way from time to time. that's part of the game too. people who don't understand will always want to crucify the freak (see: Jesus)

i think misanthropy entails a hatred of humanity, and i certainly do not have that. i don't have hatred; people disgust me (not all people, of course) and i want to get away from them but i don't have hatred. i just occasionally wish i had 10 years worth of foodstuffs and a heated cave to crawl into. i'm not quite sure what that makes me, but i'm pretty sure it's not misanthropic, though it's unlikely the lynch mob will ever be convinced.

You are misunderstood as many honest people are. Honest has little to do with being right either, it is about speaking your truth, as you see it. It also means you will accept criticism and change stance as true honesty requires. I have seen this in you. I might even be able to remember a time when you had a less than good opinion of me. Old news, don't care. I am getting on well with you and enjoying it. You are a welcome Villager and are providing a soulful contribution to the community. IMO.

You can present a little misanthropically, don't change. People need to be kept on their toes and you are good for that. That is, to be able to sense the essence of someone, even through some fog.
I hope you keep coming here regularly.

[transiten]

[QUOTE=dan33;376480]Saludos Modwiz, Calz_ and 9eagle9 and ulli :)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=le0PV1I-T9U

You are funny indeed Dan33 with your "out of placement contributions" so often part of my synchronicities! (Or maybe i don't see the obvious connection, just the sync?)

Yesterday i talked to Alex, the son of my Peruvian friend, telling him a medium said i was a male North American native in a former lifetime a "watcher and guardian" who climbed the highest hills with my horse and maybe that's why i always want to climb the highest spot when i'm visiting Mother Nature (that's relative of course, would never climb the Himalayas:lol: but i've done some risky excursions in the snowy Kebnekajse mountains in the North of Sweden)

Next thing i find myself watching a video clip on Avalon of two men climbing the Hanging Rock in Australia standing in awe before the great view and now this....

Well it was the second vid of course with Jeremiha in the snowy Mountains, don't know why Mercury retrograde left that one out???

[ulli]

Hi asterisk

I love working in the garden too. planting seed or plants. Sometimes I like to go out and cultivate wild plants or roots. It feels good and I have a green thumb.

Nora

We are all related

Sorry for the re peat. Still typing on a phone cant wait until I get my comp back and stop stuttering with this phone:o

Lots of weeds in my garden, some quite tall. I was absent for over 6 weeks and with the fertile volcanic soil of Costa Rica there are plants that grow from seed to harvest in that short time....;)

[transiten]

4 more days until Merc goes direct.
I hope we still have members some members left by then.

You know there's often more "impact" = reflection the time Mercury starts to "move" before gaining it's "normal speed" (which is not "speed" at all only the realtive speed btw mercury and the earth, mercury is never going backwards)

[ulli]

hi Astrid,

reclaiming my creativity is one of my main motivating factors as well. it got lost somewhere back there, but i'm slowly reconnecting. it's quite a journey back;)

I want to add something here. Of course I understand what you mean by creativity, as opposed to drifting through life. When you are creative you take charge, and you exercise free will.
But even those who don't take charge of their ability to create need to see that the present moment is the result of their earlier decisions.
Even if we are not conscious of how we move through life, by allowing circumstances that come upon us and place us firmly in new realities we have helped to create them.
This to me is the real meaning of what it means to accept full responsibility.
I just can't stress enough how important this is.
The moment this is seen clearly one is on the threshold of true magical living.
Then you say: Be, and it is. And whatdoyaknow:
just a few million years on and you will be seeding life on other galaxies, having become an Elohim.
What's a few million years anyway, when all that is real is the NOW?

[ulli]

4 more days until Merc goes direct.
I hope we still have members some members left by then.

You know there's often more "impact" = reflection the time Mercury starts to "move" before gaining it's "normal speed" (which is not "speed" at all only the realtive speed btw mercury and the earth, mercury is never going backwards)

Like cars on a circular race track, some cars on the far side appear to be going backwards, in relation to the cars at the front part of the track.
Because I saw that when I first started studying astrology I refused to give the Mercury retrograde thing much thought.

And that has meant that even though my luggage was lost, and couldn't be found on the belt, a few moments later it turned up in a storage room at the airport, having been placed on an earlier flight.
But if someone fears the retrograde Mercury, and buys into it's illusion, then that same piece of luggage could have been on a later flight than the passenger, and one would have had a lot more hassle and time wasting before being reunited with it.

[modwiz]

OMG. It is almost 6 AM and I have to get to bed before the Sun comes up. Better get into my darkened room now. I look forward to catching up with all of my Village friends later today. I am hoping for interesting dreams.

Much love to all.

Thinking of my fellow word mangler Calz.

We are all retarded.

MW

[transiten]

4 more days until Merc goes direct.
I hope we still have members some members left by then.

You know there's often more "impact" = reflection the time Mercury starts to "move" before gaining it's "normal speed" (which is not "speed" at all only the realtive speed btw mercury and the earth, mercury is never going backwards)

Like cars on a circular race track, some cars on the far side appear to be going backwards, in relation to the cars at the front part of the track.
Because I saw that when I first started studying astrology I refused to give the Mercury retrograde thing much thought.

And that has meant that even though my luggage was lost, and couldn't be found on the belt, a few moments later it turned up in a storage room at the airport, having been placed on an earlier flight.
But if someone fears the retrograde Mercury, and buys into it's illusion, then that same piece of luggage could have been on a later flight than the passenger, and one would have had a lot more hassle and time wasting before being reunited with it.

I had some "instant communication" moments with this retrograde, i love Mercury retrograde nowadays, there's interesting, correcting information, old friends popping up and a time to reflect over what ulli mentioned: how the present moment is an effect of all the moments and choices that preceeded it!

[ulli]

when you are in coasting neturality in the moment....that is what you are creating 'the what next.? Or rather the future. so nothing much seems to happen from one day to the next. But its cranking up. A motor we're not accustomed to using so we approach it slowly.

But its also necessary, a time to reintegrate stepping from an old smudgey energy to a higher more vibrantly expressed one. It's sorta like being handed some fantastical do-everything tool but its so alien to one that we are slow at pressing the on button, the trigger. Then we weild it with uncertainty because its unknown to us. We push the buttons and go..."Okay...what next?"

Our old 'exciting lives' with wretched stimulation is a sort of mental habit. We keep expecting it but because we've cleaned our core out , it doesn't happen. It's a mental habit to MISS the stimulation that has to be purchased (in a manner of speaking) by who we are NOW not who we used to be. Who we used to be has a lot of lingering mental habits that are really not very hard to break compared to breaking and blowing the dense smudgey crap closer to our core.

So we have become people who no longer know what they want. It's just because everything has to reframe. Its nearly like we have to reach a point where its okay to say "I'm okay" or " what we want is not impossible' . Seriously you have to get used to being a wholer person.

Quite a switch from when everything was limited, so its now okay to think in terms of miracles and magick and achieving the impossible...it takes getting used to. You have to get in the practice when switching out from 'thinking small' to KNOWING UNLIMITEDNESS. Its like dragging a kid off of a bike shortly after taking off the training wheels and putting them on a motor cycle. They have the principals of balance known to them but its a whole different machine. You wobble a little and as you get used to your new self you begin to know what your new self wants...and you go a little faster.

I lost interest in a lot of things...tarot, numerology, reiki, angels, spirit guides...I out grew it. And no matter how necessary I told myself all this stuff was it didn't change the fact I was mostly bored with it in relation to myself....and that the only things I found interesting were the things higher intellgience provided me or brought to me. Detaching from the physical world and still being able to live in it without feeling uncomfortable. How horrible people think I am because I find angels boring but you will in constant personal growth begin to experience boredome if we hold on to certain things for the wrong reasons.

What's next" This is most often expressed by first re-establishing what you don't want. A lot of self reflection, but NOW we can really put ourselves in circumstances and live there for a moment in our mind, without having to have the expereince to decide. That saves a lot of ardous 'lessons' and we are used to having them. That is what true empathy is-- knowing all emotions without ever having to have the experience that which generates the emotions. one can know the violation of rape without ever having have to have the physical experience of it. And we are able to have that empathy without being affected by it. Very necessary if one wants to apply 'new' self in healing.

And one can know happiness without having to experience anything in particular to account for it. It's just that the old filters of "Something has to happen' in order for me to be happy *usually something external* is a old mental habit. We know now that nothing has to happen to be happy, and its just a reminder to accept that. If I start feeling restless or bored I have to determine if there is an old emotion I need to blow or if I need to be challenged. I like challenges, I like things that are fast which seems to oppose tranquility but really doesn't. Time is old , boring and draggy and the now is fleeting, I like fast now but strangely my daily life is very unrushed. Nor do I like it be rushed. I want no pressure fast. Fast of my making not someone elses and basically that's what happened. Someone made us, imposed on us, and its up to us to recreate ourselves to where we are supposed to be.

I recently came to the knowing that i'm not all that fulfilled by healing. Getting people to blow what's stuck. It's slow...THEY may like it but I don't. .Having that understanding is no longer satisfying for me no more than being able to recreate Grandma's bisquits by memory. Just because I can do it doesn't mean I have to and because I can do it doesn't automatially mean its fulfilling to me. And people have been dropping hints for a long time about how I'm sort of limiting myself there. I don't like it, what I do like is the fast stuff. Slide in, nail what needs to be blown, what the orign(s) are and backing back off again. Not blowing the energy but nailing the source of it. I fortunately have a friend who hates nailing the issues and all their attachments, but loves the process of blowing the emotion, the value, the core belief in others. So we work as a team. And that is what fascinates me once I allowed myself to be fascinated and realizing its watching a higher expression at work and not ego-centric. That fascination is fleeting, in the present until the opportunity to do it again arises and that happens...by the minute.

the fact that one's entire history and all the circumstances and emotions and beleif attached to it leaps into mind when I look at a rash on their hand....it fascinates me. I have to accept it fascinates me..My mind, though still makes stupid decisions and is nearly always wrong. . One exhusband and a Chevy Tracker later I know I make bad decisions with my mind in regards to myself. The mind is herky jerky and uncertain and so SLOW......but the higher stuff just gusts, its just so emphatic and so certain. You keep putting it there and you will arrive at a place of peace no matter about the what nexts. They just start being built in the fast place, the now, the present.

Tiny judgements, also mental habits. When I miss excitement and begin to wish for it, I get it and quickly become burnt out by it. There is a new means of generating excitement that isn't like the old drama stiimulation. I like the company of people but I prefer my own at the end of the day. Un-abated people are noisy, energetically noisy. Low vibrational people make up with noise what they are lacking in vibration. And possibly why I got so involved in blowing people's issues to make my world quieter.....lol. There is a tranquility in being authentic even if they are not the sort of emotions one percieves as high minded.

Andt goes both ways. My higher expression processes drive people nuts so if I'm in overdrive, I tend to hole up by myself because one witnesses another's brains tisting in their head to keep up. And its very frustating to have to talk to other people's filters and masks. It's tiring. There is a certain tranquilty when one is at home at one's self and no longer being nagged by guilt, abusive residue, lack of self worth that makes one restless and out to seek what....? Usually more morbid stimulation.

What next? There's really nothing to TO do but integrate and then it just flows.

I sometimes wonder if I should be DOING something. Seeking relationships, associations, networking, socializing, starting a hobby, but its not really imporant. And if I intiate something like that I usually come back feeling unsettled and in need of a salt bath...lol.

One learns to know what is important when those opportunities arise. Even self proclaimed spirtiual people will drive me nuts after a while because its a one track mind mentality a sort of mental reframing to make sure they are only speaking/ acting of what is spiritual and its to re inforce what they are uncertain about. I do most of my laughing with people who've never heard of any of this crap because spriituality can bring a whole lot of artficialness into a person as they are seeking to get out of old dogmatic notions they are just embracing new dogmatic ones.


Go back out in the 'real' world and you are bludgeoned with everyone else. Go out to the real world and admit you like you're own company and you will be braced to viewed as ego centric through their filters. My spiritual expression or god expression is more interesting to me than anyone else. Withotu the understanding of how this works it sounds as if Im saying "I'm more interesting than anyone else".

but now we are at the point where we can differentiat between the two, higher expression and low mind. That 'what next' feeling occurs during any transistion and its just a matter of getting used to one's own SELF.





hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

You made so many good points here 9eagle9.
About arriving at a turn-around in life, when the energies that are impacting us from out there become reversed in their flow, and we in turn impact reality with whatever energies we SEND out there.
The image that comes to mind is that of a switch on a vacuum cleaner that instead of sucking air in blows it back out.
In order to flick that switch we have to define what we want to do next, or even happen next.

For that we may need to even give up meditation and start doing some daydreaming instead.
Visualize what we want to see, first in our immediate environment, and later the whole world.
This is about creating Utopia.

To me the ideal Utopia is what all of us Villagers here combine as our collective utopian vision.
Each one contributes their idea of beauty, of function, of harmony.

But to become creative we first need to stake out our domain. Preferably have a home we can afford, not one that drains our resources because it belongs to a bank.
Of course for a lot of people that transition is too late now, and they have already lost their bank-owned homes.
But I'm talking here about a more advanced part of the path.
As life unfolds creativity can have that ripple effect of expanding forever, in all directions.
This is how mine unfolded:

It went from drawing and painting (early life) to making clothes (twenties)
to having furniture made to one's own designs, to remodeling homes, to tending a garden, to growing vegetables,
to building a village community. (Now) Somewhere in there was the period of employing people and providing income,
mixed with healing (reading astrology charts), but as you said, there comes a time when even that activity must be reevaluated.
I'm so much happier now kindling someone's interest in astrology than doing their chart for them.
Because I want to empower others, not just feed them.
That is what that term "sustainable development" is about. What good would it do if people were dependent on me?
It's only when they have managed to enjoy their own company and not depend on others to feed and entertain them that real living can begin.
That's what I call true freedom.

[ulli]

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I had some "instant communication" moments with this retrograde, i love Mercury retrograde nowadays, there's interesting, correcting information, old friends popping up and a time to reflect over what ulli mentioned: how the present moment is an effect of all the moments and choices that preceeded it!


And you just gave me an insight here, too.
Ok, my suitcase was not on the belt when I arrived in Costa Rica. But I just realized something:
the woman who was sitting next to me on the flight, a young Canadian who was on her first vacation to Costa Rica, with no knowledge of Spanish, was the only other passenger whose suitcase also didn't arrive.
There is a sync there somewhere. Because of this we both could continue the conversation we had stared during the flight.
Also it meant that I was by her side during her ordeal, and she received the assurance that her luggage would be delivered to her hotel the next day.
We parted only after she was greeted by the driver who had been sent to meet her.
She felt safe by then. So it was a karmic arrangement of sorts, I lost my luggage only long enough to be available to my neighbor during her hour of need, while chatting to her about self definition.

[ulli]

Here and now...everything is similar to how it was in my first post of this thread.
Over 4000 posts ago....
Husband asleep on my left, although not snoring this time, and a cat is pounding his chest with paws, waiting for him to get up and feed her.
The river is making it's usual roaring sound...up on the hill a car is passing.
Occasional bird song. The air is chilly now and I will be wearing long sleeves pajamas tomorrow night for sure.

[PurpleLama]

In my personal experience, we keep crossing the thresh hold into the next go around. And I keep snapping back, setting the stage to do it again. And again. And again. It isn't new, and it isn't old. It just is. And here we go again.

How many more times, it's really how many more "days" are left. Days will repeat, tuesdays mainly, just like the movie Groundhog Day.

I just keep witnessing these things, and I keep waking up or falling asleep back into another reality so similar to the other one that just had the switch.

Immune to boredom, I must be, because I know it seems it never will end just as it seems to have gone on forever with no beginning. Round and round we go, and where she stops, nobody knows.

I am not a victim of hope, I *know* how it works out in the end because it already happened what seems like a million times. Old hat, by now.

I love you guys and gals.

Thank you all.

[ulli]

In my personal experience, we keep crossing the thresh hold into the next go around. And I keep snapping back, setting the stage to do it again. And again. And again. It isn't new, and it isn't old. It just is. And here we go again.

How many more times, it's really how many more "days" are left. Days will repeat, tuesdays mainly, just like the movie Groundhog Day.

I just keep witnessing these things, and I keep waking up or falling asleep back into another reality so similar to the other one that just had the switch.

Immune to boredom, I must be, because I know it seems it never will end just as it seems to have gone on forever with no beginning. Round and round we go, and where she stops, nobody knows.

I am not a victim of hope, I *know* how it works out in the end because it already happened what seems like a million times. Old hat, by now.

I love you guys and gals.

Thank you all.

PurpleLama
Something is new that wasn't here in this thread 4000 posts ago.
It's the love.

[Carmody]

In my personal experience, we keep crossing the thresh hold into the next go around. And I keep snapping back, setting the stage to do it again. And again. And again. It isn't new, and it isn't old. It just is. And here we go again.

How many more times, it's really how many more "days" are left. Days will repeat, tuesdays mainly, just like the movie Groundhog Day.

I just keep witnessing these things, and I keep waking up or falling asleep back into another reality so similar to the other one that just had the switch.

Immune to boredom, I must be, because I know it seems it never will end just as it seems to have gone on forever with no beginning. Round and round we go, and where she stops, nobody knows.

I am not a victim of hope, I *know* how it works out in the end because it already happened what seems like a million times. Old hat, by now.

I love you guys and gals.

Thank you all.

PurpleLama
Something is new that wasn't here in this thread 4000 posts ago.
It's the love.

The reason that is.... is that you can't 'give' people their dreams.(That would be ego reflection and goes nowhere, reverse-or sideways.. in fact, ultimately...as it is tainted) Only they can do that. In order to do that, the energy must be available. Now, what energy might that be?

[ulli]

Something else came to me since my last posting. I read it on another forum, and it was totally connected to what I was thinking at the time.
In our future lives we will be born into a renewed earth. Our past life memories will be intact.
There will be no evil cabal. There will be a uniting of Gaia's energies with those of the Star people, and we will be reborn as witnesses of the transition period and help with the reconstruction process.
Our knowledge and wisdom will be appreciated and even honored.

[eaglespirit]

Something else came to me since my last posting. I read it on another forum, and it was totally connected to what I was thinking at the time.
In our future lives we will be born into a renewed earth. Our past life memories will be intact.
There will be no evil cabal. There will be a uniting of Gaia's energies with those of the Star people, and we will be reborn as witnesses of the transition period and help with the reconstruction process.
Our knowledge and wisdom will be appreciated and even honored.

And That Is That ! ...and just in time for timelessness!

[Unified Serenity]

Something else came to me since my last posting. I read it on another forum, and it was totally connected to what I was thinking at the time.
In our future lives we will be born into a renewed earth. Our past life memories will be intact.
There will be no evil cabal. There will be a uniting of Gaia's energies with those of the Star people, and we will be reborn as witnesses of the transition period and help with the reconstruction process.
Our knowledge and wisdom will be appreciated and even honored.

That's what bothers me some because so many are so tired of this rat race, this sick world of gimme gimme, take take, MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE that they may choose to check out early and miss the grand finale. Sure, it's their right to do what they wish with their life, but I can tell you there is a spiritual force trying to get people to end their lives. To imagine how great things will be next time, to want to rest and not wake up to this hell hole we call earth today. There is beauty in the smallest things people. Look at a young child's innocense staring in wonder at a butterfly and laughing freely with no care of who is watching. I'd not miss this show for anything.... and I can tell you that I have endured more than most in my life. I'm tired, sometimes my give a damn feels busted, but I know deeply that the whole Universe is watching us right now with baited breath of what we will do.



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Much love,

Serenity

[Unified Serenity]

Listening to one of my favorite Jane Olivor songs, "Honesty". It speaks to how I feel about some of you here who look deeper than the average bear. I appreciate the one's who make me think, re-evaluate, see myself in truth and know the motivations of my heart. So, here's a song for each of you from my heart:


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[9eagle9]

I don't give Merc in retrograde much credence, there's plenty of lack of communication when its not in retrograde. I tend to use events like that as a marker for myself. Now is the time to shut up and....listen.

Sure it may be a time when people's filters are their most stringent. People tend to think their outgoing communication is going awry without considering what is occuring with their incoming. I've always viewed it as a sort of energetically allowing, an opportunity to communicate by means that we are not normally accustomed to. Perhaps our accustomed means of communications could be wacked at this time, but during that time the allowance for out of the normal routes of perceptions are enhanced.

While I realize that energetically that time of retrograd 'could' be an optimal time for creating circumstnaces of miscommunication, if one is expecting normal communications to always be dependable, one perhaps is being urged to uses other forms of communication.I have to admit at the end of the day some people use this phenom as a crutch. Mercury physically and by action and deed seems to demonstrate that "not everything is as it seems."

Or...."Shut up and listen."

But knowing a lot of people that crawl under rocks during this time, I am compelled to say to them " If a planet that's a zillion miles away has that much control of your life, imagine how things much closer in are influencing it."







4 more days until Merc goes direct.
I hope we still have members some members left by then.

You know there's often more "impact" = reflection the time Mercury starts to "move" before gaining it's "normal speed" (which is not "speed" at all only the realtive speed btw mercury and the earth, mercury is never going backwards)

Like cars on a circular race track, some cars on the far side appear to be going backwards, in relation to the cars at the front part of the track.
Because I saw that when I first started studying astrology I refused to give the Mercury retrograde thing much thought.

And that has meant that even though my luggage was lost, and couldn't be found on the belt, a few moments later it turned up in a storage room at the airport, having been placed on an earlier flight.
But if someone fears the retrograde Mercury, and buys into it's illusion, then that same piece of luggage could have been on a later flight than the passenger, and one would have had a lot more hassle and time wasting before being reunited with it.

[Guest]

OMG. It is almost 6 AM and I have to get to bed before the Sun comes up. Better get into my darkened room now. I look forward to catching up with all of my Village friends later today. I am hoping for interesting dreams.

Much love to all.

Thinking of my fellow word mangler Calz.

We are all retarded.

MW

LOL Modwiz

Where is cal? I miss him too.


Nora

We are all related

[eaglespirit]

While I realize that energetically that time of retrograd 'could' be an optimal time for creating circumstnaces of miscommunication, if one is expecting normal communications to always be dependable, one perhaps is being urged to uses other forms of communication.I have to admit at the end of the day some people use this phenom as a crutch. Mercury physically and by action and deed seems to demonstrate that "not everything is as it seems."

Or...."Shut up and listen."

But knowing a lot of people that crawl under rocks during this time, I am compelled to say to them " If a planet that's a zillion miles away has that much control of your life, imagine how things much closer in are influencing it."



Probably the Best Spiritual Advice when Helping Others(and Yourself indirectly)

We can share Wisdom and gain Wisdom, intensely, by just listening with Our Heart open!

[Carmody]

portishead remix:

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Original:

Ho2p6c-k7NE

[Cottage Rose]

Here and now: Buck the horse was just loaded in a trailer and taken away. It turns out he will be living with a farrier who is a "horse whisperer".
Buck acted as if they had known each other all their lives. Instead of his lonely pasture here, he will have Shetland pony friends, a beautiful stable, and grandchildren to ride him. I am so relieved! He is 28 years old and the universe has provided a best case scenario for him.

[astrid]

Agreed on the merc retro comments, what I was
meaning and I didn't elaborate was that I have really
noticed the patterns that occur during this time .
Personally i don't get impacted by much at all these
days , I even feel very slightly left out in ways,
which is strange way to feel I know . But it is .

Being a long time outsider and watcher of people's
behavior I have noticed the increase in drama at
this time. And totally it's not neg or pos if you use
cards you are dealt to your advantage . But for those
that are stuck in patterns of reacting it's
a predictable watch . And that frustrates me,
especially when they are in my immediate
circle that I'm working with . I just want people
to " get it " and find peace within themselves .
Although that too is an attachment I'm losing
my grip on, as i know everyone need their own
time frame to do things in .

The boredom thing is my big challenge right now
and I'm embracing it . I know it's purpose is to
see me breaking out and finding again that fertile
creative spring that I know and love so much.
And having slammed and bolted that door firmly
shut its going to take some serious build up
of energy to prise it open . This is what is happening
to me right now , this boredom is becoming quite a
driving force .
Also everything has its time. I learnt that one from
watching nature . Some plants need different
conditions to others to flourish. Different seasons, etc.

It's interesting that nature became my teacher when
I withdrew from people, so shamanism was a very
natural path to me to explore. Going "direct"' to
source for info rather than through other's filters
was always something I had been looking for.
Why I was always such bad student, and still am.
I can never take someone's word unless I have
experienced it for myself . And it's not that i
disagree with others views it's just not for me
take on as my own truth .

I have friends with totally opposing ideas and
beliefs, friends that would not get along AT ALL.
And who's to say that one persons reality is right
and another's is wrong . Who's to say we don't all
have our own version of reality, and that there are
many different realities depending on what we
need the most to grow as a soul.
Why i dont get into the whole " truth moment "
much anymore . I see the truth as more fluid than
most . Seen way too many times over and over
people creating EXACTLY what their personal belief
structure told them to create . Projecting out onto
their life screen what they as the "film maker "'
of life have written, directed and produced
themselves . Only to then watch them complain
and blame the actors for the result . Frustrating
to watch over and over, without wanting to
shake people awake.

But for sure interesting times ahead, there is a
big push to embrace change on all fronts.

I received more of an insight yesterday on the
real purpose of the fast . It was to lose my
attachment to food . Since going to VERY simple
eating I have really noticed the MAJOR function
food had in my life . So it was a total stripping bare
process to make way for new energies to come in,
and some old departed ones to be returned.

A bit like reviving an old garden bed with fresh
soil, and fertilizer , now task is to plant seeds and
water them so once again plants thrive there.

It was for sure a totally fascinating process and
so worthwhile . The hardest bit for me , looking back
now, was the first week back eating again. I was quite
food obsessed, trying to work out what to eat now .
And overall I felt a bit " unhinged " , I guess trying to
re centre myself after such a big clean out .
Would i do it again? Absolutely yes

@ Carmody love love portishead, thanks for the
Reminder . Oh and I found a source of monotomic
gold, they are making a full moon eclipse batch ,
I'm placing an order on Monday .

[ulli]

Here and now: Buck the horse was just loaded in a trailer and taken away. It turns out he will be living with a farrier who is a "horse whisperer".
Buck acted as if they had known each other all their lives. Instead of his lonely pasture here, he will have Shetland pony friends, a beautiful stable, and grandchildren to ride him. I am so relieved! He is 28 years old and the universe has provided a best case scenario for him.

To have one horse means to have a lonely horse.
So we bought a second one just so Spot could have company.
Then we sold them both to my husband's sister
which freed the pasture for the building project we just started.
The first truckload of building materials will arrive on Tuesday.
The avocado and citrus trees are growing a mile a minute thanks to the fertility the horsies put into the soil.

[Lisab]

So happy for Buck Rose, that's good news.

Lovin' listenin to Portishead here too. I used to live in Bristol at the time Massive Attack broke thru, used to drink in a pub with Grant, Daddy G. Tricky is my friend's cousin.

Aranuk still havnt checked out all my sabian symbols yet got a lot going on at the moment, but interestingly, just like astrid Ive got the Woman and the Seal on the beach one. Just like my dream and recent seal talk....bam!

Also Lynda Hill's forecasts are every full and new moon. They give alot of insight to current global stuff for anyone interested.
My head hurts with this eclipse guys. Il be back soon!! love you all xxxx

[modwiz]

Here and now: Buck the horse was just loaded in a trailer and taken away. It turns out he will be living with a farrier who is a "horse whisperer".
Buck acted as if they had known each other all their lives. Instead of his lonely pasture here, he will have Shetland pony friends, a beautiful stable, and grandchildren to ride him. I am so relieved! He is 28 years old and the universe has provided a best case scenario for him.

To have one horse means to have a lonely horse.
So we bought a second one just so Spot could have company.
Then we sold them both to my husband's sister
which freed the pasture for the building project we just started.
The first truckload of building materials will arrive on Tuesday.
The avocado and citrus trees are growing a mile a minute thanks to the fertility the horsies put into the soil.

It's good to know that with you and 9eagle9 we aren't a one horse town. :tongue1:

[Cottage Rose]

what I was meaning and I didn't elaborate was that I have really noticed the patterns that occur during this time .....


Astrid, you are expressing so many of my own beliefs. It has been a therapuetic process to read your posts and feel connection with kindred consciousness. I will add I have felt this with many of you here and wish to convey thankfulness to the entire village.

[Guest]

portishead remix:

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Original:

Ho2p6c-k7NE

Pretty much sums it up. And I saw it

[9eagle9]

Nope they're really aren't meant to be alone and one can't truly appreciate their charmingly odd ball ways until there's bunch of them chumming around together.

Mine's currently obsessed with her butt and wants everyone else to obsessed with it too.

[Darla Ken Pearce]

Wow. Coming back into the Here and Now ~ is always a big relief. It's all we possess really. This present moment in time. It's all we can ever really lose, either. If you think about it. This one present moment.

Here is a video, I wanted to share of our First Snow to set the scene of Catskills, N.Y. joins with Sandpoint, Idaho in the snowflake kingdom and we salute you warmer folks. Bring your chair closer to our fire.

Let us all join in unity, love, and appreciation. And as all those moist crystal particles mull around wondering what to do next; one single molecule changes and there is a chain reaction. A quantum leap that brings forth a chemical reaction that changes everything for all time.

As all the other molecules realize ~ almost instantly ~ that each is a unique potential snowflake initator, too, and snow begins to manifest and fall to Earth laying it's protective cloak over all things for a time.

Gotta love our built-in crystal creative instincts ~ each and every one of us. No matter how things may appear, we are individually and collectively amazing. So powerful...

Just the potentialities are breathtakingly beautiful to contemplate.

This year, I realized a flaw in the structural design of our beautiful little home in the forest. The builders were from California and did not build the house for Winter use. It was only meant to be a second home that was locked up during Winter. However, times and circumstances changed for the absentee landlord but that's not the interesting part.

The amazing part is how easily, how seamlessly, we have adapted to these design flaws and learned to move around them. This is like every other area of our lives. We must adjust, adapt, move around any obstacles like a river moving towards the sea ~ we each have the ability to automatically find a new path around obstacles and continues our journey and to go forward. To evolve.

To find a brighter path. Seamlessly. We are experts at such things.

Anyway, this video will make you feel like you are walking the same path for a few moments in time or out of it. I invite you to savor the isolating/insulative features of what may at first appear to be adversial forces at work here. We always have the choice of allowing these weakness to defeat us or we can create new strengths within ourselves and our own hearts because of them.

And so it is in many things.

In this case, since our front stairs are blocked, we use a door inside the garage to enter the interior of the house. There is great protection when the elements themselves keep others away for a healing season. It's not personal but it is always protective in spirit. We are the masters in all things pertaining to our lives and fortunes but this is easy to forget.

Much love and holiday cheer to each of you. Go for comfort and warmth this year unless you are basking in the sun in Florida or something "mundane" like that (just teasing United Serenity).

Remember ~ even when there are bleak or freezing aspects around us (these just need to be ignored and puffed at to vanish), and before we know it ~ Spring will be upon us again and the daisies will grow ever brighter and wilder again and brighten all our days.

Let's celebrate whatever we can find to be grateful and feel blessed for especially in this Holiday season. Better days lie ahead.

So take a moment and come crunch around in the snow with me. Put your mittens on for a moment out of time. Never mind that I am mumbling in the video. it's good for a chilly breather. And as I say to my great-grandchildren, "Party on munchkins!" Much love! xoxox

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[DeDukshyn]

hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

As you raise your consciousness you realize that there is nothing better that you can offer.
Also at that level the clarity is increased, depression and confusion just fall away by themselves and you just KNOW what has to be done next.
The assignments that your higher soul essence has placed you here to perform just appear at the right moment.
All you have to do is share what you are learning as you go along. Nothing could be easier.
You have so much to offer already.

So, so true.

You go from wanting to fix the whole world with a conviction and urgency that is unparalleled, to understanding everything is in it's place. Now what? Enjoy! and other's will see you enjoying and say "Hey! I want some of that!" -- and the vibration goes just a little bit higher. You realize a whole new level of "doing" that stems from "enjoying" ;)

[ulli]

Hi Darla
Thanks for sharing that winter scene with us.
I can see you could use the Villagers' help to get their shovels out and clear your staircase for you.
Wouldn't it be amazing if we could just melt that snow with joint minds?

[astrid]

Hearing many reporting headsaches the last few days
Both here on PA and elsewhere .

Here and now contemplating my day. The laden cherry
tree outside my bedroom window a current popular
feeding place for the local blackbirds . They and the
ravens wake me most mornings . The bird life here is
quite something, lots of parrots even cockatoos and
kookaburras visit. Kookaburras around mean there
are snakes not far away. Their call is lovely and
always a pleasure to hear.
I Have been working a fair bit with animal totems
this last week in my journeying, some excellent
teachers are our animal friends . Even got to work
with an Armadillo, very fitting medicine for me.
Their teachings are all about boundaries and choosing
what you let in and what you kept out. My boundaries
have been too strong, even prison like in some ways.
Reworking this framework , definitions now .
Trauma related stuff , it's easier to just shut it all
out than be on a constant gatekeeper vigil .
Realizing that this is no longer serving me .
So lots of revising , redefining the self in the context
of my place in the world now . What do I want , rather
than what was self imposed out of fear .

Freedom is an interesting space, what to do with
all that limitlessness . If anything at all, other than
just being at one with it. For sure a totally different
experience to 4 or 5 weeks ago, that now feels like
5 years ago .
Time is certainly not a linear experience for me
these days . Right now it feels very much slowed
down . Asking me to really examine things, to
consider what I want . It's like I never had that
choice before now .

[Carmody]

Slow time means you are learning fast.

Many new thoughts in fewer moments, like a child.

[PurpleLama]

I refer to that with the phrase "time is on my side".

[ulli]

After reading Rahkyt's new thread and what happened to him today I'm back in long ago childhood memories.
On our farm we had a live-in maid who was deaf and dumb, and also suffered from regular epileptic seizures...Grand Mal.
An uncle of mine was in Dresden the night the city was bombed in WW2. Anyone who read Slaughterhouse 5 by Kurt Vonnegut may recall that Dresden was Germany's Hiroshima.
The survivors that roamed that city after the firestorm were far and few, and my uncle found this woman who could neither speak nor hear, and who had lost her family and home, so he rescued her. Somehow he brought her to our farm...my grandparents were still alive then and three generations were living under one roof.
She was given a room and a job preparing vegetables for our huge kitchen.... there were always 12 people around the table at lunchtime. I don't know how soon it was discovered that she was an epileptic. By the time I was 4 years old I was trained what to do in case Lisbeth had a seizure. By then she had been on the farm 7 years. If no one was nearby I had to act fast. Get a cup of cold water and pour it into her open distorted mouth, while yelling Lisbeth has cramps, Lisbeth has cramps," to alert the adults. She died in 1966, by which time she must have been in her 70s. I was away at the time and all I was told was that she had suffered a heart attack. Nothing was ever known about her past.
Many years later in Barbados I met a young English woman, one of the shyest people I have ever met. It took a lot of probing to get her to talk about the reason why she had a hard time leaving her house. I intuited that maybe she was an epileptic, but didn't know it. I made enquires and took her for tests, and sure enough, she suffered from Petit Mal, a lesser version of epilepsy that Lisbeth had. Once she was medicated she came out of her shell, and even started to travel.
I do believe that's what Rahkyt's workman had today.
"A glass of water ...quick!! Luc has the cramps!!!!" would have been my immediate response.

[Darla Ken Pearce]

Ulli, yes, we are powerful enough to melt snow or anything we all put in our intent and focus ~ within the realms of a new belief. First the thought and then it manifests.

Last Winter, I had an experiment. I concentrated on sending out "Heartlight" to the trees on my side of the house doing this from that little balcony you see on the West side of the house. To find it ~ it's to the left side if you are looking towards the front door which is facing South. My husband spends all his time on the East side on that double deck in the video. He did not do this concentration, intent, focus.

Consistently, the trees on my side dropped their snow and their branches were clear of it. On the other side, it stayed all Winter bending the branches down low. Overtaxing them.

Lots of snow still lay on the ground but it really works. I did this everyday as practice to see if such a thing was possible. Communicating with my elder trees. Yes, it is and there is nothing to it, once you get the hang of it. They are always tuned in to us, we are the ones who have forgotten these gifts we have to share.

Besides beaming Heartlight, I also took time each day to ask that they drop their burden of snow. These heavy burdens are not necessary any more for any of us to carry. We can leave duality any time we want to do so. It's a choice we are making in each moment.

All the old belief systems are leaving now including those that obligated us to things that did not resonate within our hearts like slaving for others to make them rich and not attending to our own real interests.

I kept asking that these burdens of heavy snow be released and allowed to drop to the ground. And these trees which are a part of us ~ heard and they released the snow. They felt free to do it and it dropped to the ground. It was a simple matter of mind over matter with some heartlight thrown into the mix. A little sun never hurts either...but to the West is the dark side of our house. Nearly always locked in shadows.

On the other side of the house, the side getting the bulk of sunlight ~ the forest lay locked in thick snow. Very different in appearance and spirit.

So much relies on our expectation and ability to "ask" and "allow." We are far more powerful in influencing the world around us and especially so when we concentrate on common goals and loving desires of our hearts together. I kid you not. Please take a moment to consider all the possibilities open to us.

I took a lot of pictures of all of this snow melting for fun and it does matter ~ very much ~ whether you believe this is possible or not. Not to me but to you. Once one does something, it means that all have the capacity to do it successfully, too. What we believe is possible ~ or even hope is possible ~ becomes possible. Never doubt it.

All are blessed. There is nothing we work in concert to achieve that can't be done. Please don't concentrate on my stairs tho because I am a hermit who never uses them anyway. I don't need to buy plane tickets to go places either. What one is given, all may receive. Let 3D limitations be gone!

The world around us is all a holograph and illusion, so work on a new vista of possibilities and they will manifest. There are actually no limitations now and we have the ability to escape the matrix at will.

Ask and it is granted.

First comes the thought and belief and then it manifests in real time. BTW, the stairs were never my focus. They are not even in my vista. I have a wall of windows on the forest to the West. I live and work in the Royal Nursery. The stairs are just a small limitation that is not even worth mentioning in the whole scope of things. I love to use real examples from my own life. Now, if we could concentrate on melting the snow in people's hearts instead of trees. Wow.

Love you! xoxoxo

[9eagle9]

That's assuming the observer mode of going . INstead of being the subject, which can be unpleasant... the observer is on the fringe, and observe so much more. ...like patterns. There but detached. Patterns...what predictions are made from. Again not used to being the detached observer but the subject.....but you're walking it out. and fast, Astrid. .



Agreed on the merc retro comments, what I was
meaning and I didn't elaborate was that I have really
noticed the patterns that occur during this time .
Personally i don't get impacted by much at all these
days , I even feel very slightly left out in ways,
which is strange way to feel I know . But it is .

Being a long time outsider and watcher of people's
behavior I have noticed the increase in drama at
this time. And totally it's not neg or pos if you use
cards you are dealt to your advantage . But for those
that are stuck in patterns of reacting it's
a predictable watch . And that frustrates me,
especially when they are in my immediate
circle that I'm working with . I just want people
to " get it " and find peace within themselves .
Although that too is an attachment I'm losing
my grip on, as i know everyone need their own
time frame to do things in .

The boredom thing is my big challenge right now
and I'm embracing it . I know it's purpose is to
see me breaking out and finding again that fertile
creative spring that I know and love so much.
And having slammed and bolted that door firmly
shut its going to take some serious build up
of energy to prise it open . This is what is happening
to me right now , this boredom is becoming quite a
driving force .
Also everything has its time. I learnt that one from
watching nature . Some plants need different
conditions to others to flourish. Different seasons, etc.

It's interesting that nature became my teacher when
I withdrew from people, so shamanism was a very
natural path to me to explore. Going "direct"' to
source for info rather than through other's filters
was always something I had been looking for.
Why I was always such bad student, and still am.
I can never take someone's word unless I have
experienced it for myself . And it's not that i
disagree with others views it's just not for me
take on as my own truth .

I have friends with totally opposing ideas and
beliefs, friends that would not get along AT ALL.
And who's to say that one persons reality is right
and another's is wrong . Who's to say we don't all
have our own version of reality, and that there are
many different realities depending on what we
need the most to grow as a soul.
Why i dont get into the whole " truth moment "
much anymore . I see the truth as more fluid than
most . Seen way too many times over and over
people creating EXACTLY what their personal belief
structure told them to create . Projecting out onto
their life screen what they as the "film maker "'
of life have written, directed and produced
themselves . Only to then watch them complain
and blame the actors for the result . Frustrating
to watch over and over, without wanting to
shake people awake.

But for sure interesting times ahead, there is a
big push to embrace change on all fronts.

I received more of an insight yesterday on the
real purpose of the fast . It was to lose my
attachment to food . Since going to VERY simple
eating I have really noticed the MAJOR function
food had in my life . So it was a total stripping bare
process to make way for new energies to come in,
and some old departed ones to be returned.

A bit like reviving an old garden bed with fresh
soil, and fertilizer , now task is to plant seeds and
water them so once again plants thrive there.

It was for sure a totally fascinating process and
so worthwhile . The hardest bit for me , looking back
now, was the first week back eating again. I was quite
food obsessed, trying to work out what to eat now .
And overall I felt a bit " unhinged " , I guess trying to
re centre myself after such a big clean out .
Would i do it again? Absolutely yes

@ Carmody love love portishead, thanks for the
Reminder . Oh and I found a source of monotomic
gold, they are making a full moon eclipse batch ,
I'm placing an order on Monday .

[meeradas]

Why I'm not posting here, now [referring to my state]:
2I4w0CcTuvo

However: All the best to the villagers

[ulli]

Here and Now...curious as to what Meeradas' video is like but won't play it out of consideration to my sleeping husband and cats .
Making a mental note to not forget to play it in the morning. Thread is moving slowly now so it will be easier to spot.
Thank you Meeradas, in advance. Everyone's music contributions are much appreciated. The combination of deep thought, music and Calzie's visuals have made this thread like a fun magazine read. The other thing that made the thread work is that the contributers are not here because of a central figure (me?) but because the title connects them to their own being.
We have seen the danger of what can happen when strong emotions are projected at someone else, be they love or hate.

But when a person develops a permanent state of glowing or radiating warmth, regardless of on outer trigger, but more as an inner committment, so as to contribute to brightening up the general state of the world, then a unity can be achieved, which will eventually lead to a critical mass and bring about transformative conditions for many.
My wish is that the divisive forces that are currently blowing like a chilly winter gale through the corridors of Avalon will soon be forgotten and hopefully not affect what has been built in the Here and Now thread.

I would like to see this thread continue for a long time, whether I'm around or not.
All it takes is for someone, anyone, to jump in here and kindle the flame.

[Lisab]

Here and Now I'm happy to say Im feeling alot better than the last few days. Back pain gone and no headache this morning. Also feeling more energetic. Having sunday lunch with the ex and his mum later. He phoned me last night and asked me if I fancied sunday lunch on him! He also said dont worry about xmas Il help you out.

Well there's a turn out for the books. Thankyou universe and thanks you villagers. After I posted about my financial situation I got a bit paranoid about it, and wondered if I'd gone into a "poor me pity control drama" ya know? Feeling grateful.

Little one got his yellow belt for karate yesterday too. First born on a romantic w/end with his girl. Its his birthday tomorrow. He's a 12/12 sag. Have a great Sunday everyone.

[astrid]

The 3 tarot cards I pulled this morning.
King of cups
Death
Wheel of fortune

Know what the last two mean , reading up now
on the first one .

My Internet has gone down so posting from
iPhone . Slower and more typo prone .
Had only a handful of outages the 5 or 6 years
I have been with this ISP. Maybe I'm not as
Immune as I thought to current energies .
Although seem to have a smoother ride
than most right now .
Just sent an offer of help to someone
doing it tougher, least I could do .
Have more than enough to go around
right now .

[astrid]

Very sensitive hearing today.
Also hearing humming/ buzzing sounds.
But I feel fine. I am doing a fair bit
of altered state work right now , maybe why
the weird hearing. Channels opening possibly .

[transiten]

Just consulted Connie Reynolds a very accurate horary astrologer in Michigan about my health issues. If you've got a serious problem and want some serious advice, she's the one. Also a herbal therapist. Not into all of the things discussed on Avalon (like UFO:s) but spiritually inclined.

A lot of Saturn today.......

[eaglespirit]

Chilly Morn here on the Cape...

The Crows and Seagulls came swooping and circling the backyards in the neighborhood looking for some breakfast that may have been left out for them...found a pic to compliment Their doings round these parts...
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LbkQH8LJLbU/S657ansKbVI/AAAAAAAAAEY/OwwBGgGHhPQ/s320/Crows+and+seagulls.jpg

[ulli]

Why I'm not posting here, now [referring to my state]:
2I4w0CcTuvo

However: All the best to the villagers

What a nice song, Meeradas. But I discerned your message from it and am responding with a warm and loving and healing blast...now spiraling your way, like a wafting fragrance.

[Darla Ken Pearce]

Meeradas ~ loved your song and I join Ulli and many others ~ sending a warm and loving hug wafting in like a healing fragrance.

With so much love ~ if it's allowed.

No survival kit should be without it. So here's another video ~ "It has begun: Humanity's Immune Response." xoxox

vnZ2RLMwZKc

[drizzt]

I found this to be very interesting. Just plug-and-play talents.

Plug and Play

No more going to school. Instant learning.


they have said they have done it with vision already now is the next step.
they claim you can be asleep to get the download.


Learning a martial art, how to fly a plane or how to speak a new language without even being awake is set to become a reality, say researchers.
Scientists at Boston University and ATR Computational Neuroscience Laboratories in Kyoto, Japan, believe that in the future learning a new skill might involve nothing more than sitting in front of a computer screen and waiting for it to ‘upload’.
They have been studying how a functional magnetic resonance machine (FMRI) can ‘induce’ knowledge in someone through their visual cortex by sending signals that change their brain activity pattern.

Carrie-Anne Moss and Keanu Reeves: In The Matrix they become super-powerful just from being plugged into a computer program that teaches them new skills
IF FMRI DOESN'T WORK, THERE'S ALWAYS THE MEMORY PILL
Researchers at Baylor College of Medicine found recently that if a molecule called PKR is inhibited, it leads to brain activity that leads to the formation of long-term memories in the adult brain.
What's more, this molecule can be artificially blocked, leading to the possibility of a 'memory-enhancing drug'.
Dr Mauro Costa-Mattioli, from Baylor, said: 'It is indeed quite amazing that we can also enhance both memory and brain activity with a drug that specifically targets PKR.
'Our identity and uniqueness is made up of our memories. This molecule could hold the key to how we can keep our memories longer, but also how we create new ones.'
This process is called Decoded Neurofeedback, or ‘DecNef’.

More...
Psychopaths are just misunderstood... and they could even be cured, researchers say
How clever can we get? Study suggests there is an 'upper limit' to how smart humans can be - there will never be a 'Supermind'
No medication is needed and the subject doesn’t even have to be awake, he or she simply has their brain activity changed to a ‘target’ pattern, which could be anything from that of a star footballer to a master chess player.
Lead author Takeo Watanabe from the University of Boston said: ‘Adult early visual areas are sufficiently plastic to cause visual perceptual learning.’
The researchers knew their technique had worked because the FMRI volunteers all underwent visual skill tests and had their results compared with those of people not given the treatment - and the former had far better scores.
In the The Matrix trilogy the characters learn new skills by having a computer physically plugged into their brains and new skills directly uploaded.
The day when we are able to do something similar is not too far away, say the researchers.
The results of their study were published in Science.

Fighting talk: Scientists believe we will one day be able to 'download' new abilities, such as a martial art


Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencete...#ixzz1gBUNOYPv

[ulli]

I found this to be very interesting. Just plug-and-play talents.

Plug and Play

No more going to school. Instant learning.


they have said they have done it with vision already now is the next step.
they claim you can be asleep to get the download.


Learning a martial art, how to fly a plane or how to speak a new language without even being awake is set to become a reality, say researchers.
Scientists at Boston University and ATR Computational Neuroscience Laboratories in Kyoto, Japan, believe that in the future learning a new skill might involve nothing more than sitting in front of a computer screen and waiting for it to ‘upload’.
They have been studying how a functional magnetic resonance machine (FMRI) can ‘induce’ knowledge in someone through their visual cortex by sending signals that change their brain activity pattern.

Carrie-Anne Moss and Keanu Reeves: In The Matrix they become super-powerful just from being plugged into a computer program that teaches them new skills
IF FMRI DOESN'T WORK, THERE'S ALWAYS THE MEMORY PILL
Researchers at Baylor College of Medicine found recently that if a molecule called PKR is inhibited, it leads to brain activity that leads to the formation of long-term memories in the adult brain.
What's more, this molecule can be artificially blocked, leading to the possibility of a 'memory-enhancing drug'.
Dr Mauro Costa-Mattioli, from Baylor, said: 'It is indeed quite amazing that we can also enhance both memory and brain activity with a drug that specifically targets PKR.
'Our identity and uniqueness is made up of our memories. This molecule could hold the key to how we can keep our memories longer, but also how we create new ones.'
This process is called Decoded Neurofeedback, or ‘DecNef’.

More...
Psychopaths are just misunderstood... and they could even be cured, researchers say
How clever can we get? Study suggests there is an 'upper limit' to how smart humans can be - there will never be a 'Supermind'
No medication is needed and the subject doesn’t even have to be awake, he or she simply has their brain activity changed to a ‘target’ pattern, which could be anything from that of a star footballer to a master chess player.
Lead author Takeo Watanabe from the University of Boston said: ‘Adult early visual areas are sufficiently plastic to cause visual perceptual learning.’
The researchers knew their technique had worked because the FMRI volunteers all underwent visual skill tests and had their results compared with those of people not given the treatment - and the former had far better scores.
In the The Matrix trilogy the characters learn new skills by having a computer physically plugged into their brains and new skills directly uploaded.
The day when we are able to do something similar is not too far away, say the researchers.
The results of their study were published in Science.

Fighting talk: Scientists believe we will one day be able to 'download' new abilities, such as a martial art


Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencete...#ixzz1gBUNOYPv

Just one step away from leaving a book underneath one's pillow overnight and waking up with it's contents in one's mind....

[Carmody]

As one goes 'clear' they realize the futility of attempting to integrate with others on a level which others exist at. Most times, it feels quite hopeless. It is difficult to float calmly at the top, having the chance to relax and take a look around, if one puts even a single tiny pebble in their pockets..for that is enough to begin the decent back below the surface. Integration requires this act.

One major point that people should try to understand..is that: In a hardcore scientific sense of repeatable accuracy, proven a 1000 times over in multiple scientifically rigorous tests....tests done in ways that the answer cannot be escaped...that we are fundamentally connected directly, in totality, in perfection, in strength of and in intensity, not weakly. Not weakly connected, but INTENSELY connected. The idea of 'linear 3d reality', as a conceptual basis of existence, it is this consensus reality aspect that keeps this understanding away from us.

The point that must be understood....is that we are each active devices, active translators that we are each amplifiers of the energy that is put into us.

And that this input and output, is under our direct control.

Thus, realization, understanding such to the core... this... becomes everything. In all ways that those two words can be realized and actuated.

[Mark]

A couple more days till my big conjunction but things are heating up already. Thanks Ulli, for the warning. Without it, I might have been much more combative than I have been. A beautiful, cold morning. Clarity beckons.

[ulli]

As one goes 'clear' they realize the futility of attempting to integrate with others on a level which others exist at. Most times, it feels quite hopeless. It is difficult to float calmy at the top, having the chance to relax and take a look around, if one puts even a single tiny pebble in their pockets..for that is enough to begin the decent back below the surface. Integration requires this act.

One major point that people should try to understand..is that: In a hardcore scientific sense of repeatable accuracy, proven a 1000 time over in multiple scientifically rigorous tests....tests done in ways that the answer cannot be escaped...that we are fundamentally connected directly, in totality, in perfection, in strength of and in intensity, not weakly. Not weakly connected, but INTENSELY connected. The idea of 'linear 3d reality', as a conceptual basis of existence, it is this consensus reality aspect that keeps this understanding away from us.

The point that must be understood....is that we are each active devices, active translators that we are each amplifiers of the energy that is put into us.

And that this input and output, is under our direct control.

Thus, realization, understanding such to the core... this... becomes everything. In all ways that those two words can be realized and actuated.


What I understand you to be saying here is that no one but myself can oblige me to do something,
no one but myself can judge me for what I have done?

No one but me can decide that when I'm on my way rushing to put out a fire in a hospital
that a beggar sitting by the roadside should get priority attention.
Unless some inner conviction says "Stop!"

Each decides which part of the whole he wishes to serve....
for some it is the young, for others it is the elderly....
for some it is teaching the ignorant, for others it is cleaning the home of an ambulance driver...
we decide.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Busy reading seven pages of here and now.
Here is the song in my head today.
Have a listen while I catch up.
Sounds not the greatest.

FEFdqB-DbZw

Actually It is this song on my mind. But forgot what it was about. I like black licorice.

68LKEm2iuj4

[Lisab]

Have been joining in on prayers and meditations for peace etc today. I missed the correct time as I was out to lunch, but intention,intention. Lovely dinner. Loving all the glitter and fairy lights around. Colours seem so bright to me right now and my vision crystal clear, for all my shortsightedness!!

[Carmody]

A couple more days till my big conjunction but things are heating up already. Thanks Ulli, for the warning. Without it, I might have been much more combative than I have been. A beautiful, cold morning. Clarity beckons.


Yes, this is what astrology is all about.

Due to that simple point of knowing..of vibration, influence, timing ....and events.

You now sit there, in the water...idly paddling..looking to the horizon, waiting for the wave to come.

So you can rise above, upon it, and surf the waters of reality in a state of knowing that the opportunity to surf and look around in a greater stillness..has been recognized. This, as opposed to having an unknown and unrealized tsunami come crashing into your ignorance. The greater state of knowing becomes stillness that allows for more of the message to be received - to be interpreted with more clarity than might otherwise be.

Each method of learning is valid, but one might be a preferred method, for the state of knowing allows for a more balanced input and output...that might carry one further down the road, further in the waters of life.

[Guest]

Had a restful dream last night.

There was a lot of trees and foliage the earth was a deep rich loam -a true gardeners dream. I was lying peacefully on a bench in a garden and someone familiar to me but don't know flew over to me and gave me an endearing affectionate kiss -like a close friend would. After my rest I got up & walked in the garden looking at and checking out all of the plants. Everything growing and green healthy and rich ripe fruits. Some of the fruit plants had very deep bluish red fruits on on the stems. But growing deep in the soil like bulbs they looked like strawberries but bigger and a deeper red. I walked around the garden some more taking in the azure sky and the dawn.

Nora

We are all related

[Ernie Nemeth]

Wow! So much energy here in the village of late.

My focus remains the mundane and material, but from a novel perspective. This approach is having immediate effects to address my most pressing concern for years, which has been the witnessing aspect of re-inforcement. Without getting too heady, I mean in relation to the idea that a cause must have its effects to be real. That had not been my experience until of late. But with a simple re-orientation, a re-prioritization, by the use of a new colored lense I think I have found the key to my personal dilemna. Very tentative and very new, Don't want to jinx it by over-analyzing it. hehe

The above relates to 9eagle9s post , who has summed this up in general far better than I could. Thanks so much

So great to see you here Rahkyt!

Darla, maybe you could face the garage doors the other way, under the small balcony on the west? side.
Seven pages later I forget everything I wanted to respond to.

Thanks for the advice on burns. Val burned herself quite badly but she is healing.

Lisab, good to hear your luck is turning, if I can phrase it so colloquially. What I am coming to realize is that I deserve a modicum of success - and the modicum is open (defined by me) to interpretation. The trick, I am coming to understand, is to be very specific and as expansive and inclusive as possible at the same time. The degree of specifics is almost comical (when over-looked specifics are omitted and then the repercussions are later explained by the higher self) and the scope of the ramifications is awesome (it is all-encompassing).

Meeradas, hang in there buddy, you are a good soul, you will prevail!

Astrid, amazing work, really.
And everyone I missed, so many these days, extra hugs! My speciality!

This slogan really fits here, and now: WE ARE THE CHANGE.
Thanks everone
Ernie

[modwiz]

Hello and good day to all. After traipsing through some of the other threads here at Avalon, it is nice to have somewhere to come and 'shower off'.

Meerdas, King's X is one of the few bands that have caught my interest in over 20 years. It was a shame that some bad decisions led to their break up. Thanks for that one.

[ulli]

So now I'm settled again in my slighty damp and chilly Costa Rica life. This time of year really needs a fire place here in the rainy mountains. While Ernie's head is becoming more logical mine is becoming muddled again....how to simplify?
Have to get back to a place where nothing matters....also called detachment.
I know what you mean, Modwiz, I was just traipsing through the headlines of the other threads just now and felt like I needed to shower off.
Thinking of what Bill said about the misinformation...
It's quite hard to prove or disprove anything yet I know that I'm not as eager to buy into every bit of alt media info the way I did a few years ago.

[eaglespirit]

Been witnessing/experiencing some rather interesting "light" anomalies, with a strong heartfelt twist, in the starlit evening skies here on the Cape as of late! These 'light connections' have been with me throughout my travels up, down and around this half of the hemisphere this past five years...I do not share this openly that often...but 'here and now' seems the right time and place!
I had some rather intense experiences in the northwest, at ECETI Ranch, and powerful back to back to back phenomena in Peru in 2010...the happenings 'up there' are going to be directly affecting/effecting our lives moreso now than ever, methinks.
As far as I am concerned Our Higher Friends and Relatives and Ancestors and Descendants that are a vibration or two or three beyond Us are going to be more and more directly active and each of Us are going to be experiencing this more and more now. The Higher is right here with Us as never before!
We are on the verge of something as has never been experienced, something gloriously beautiful...and You All Here are passing on the Love right there in front of You in simple and profound ways...You are powerful co-creators...and I am thankful of Our Connections Here!
The Changes ARE Here!

[ulli]

Been witnessing/experiencing some rather interesting "light" anomalies, with a strong heartfelt twist, in the starlit evening skies here on the Cape as of late! These 'light connections' have been with me throughout my travels up, down and around this half of the hemisphere this past five years...I do not share this openly that often...but 'here and now' seems the right time and place!
I had some rather intense experiences in the northwest, at ECETI Ranch, and powerful back to back to back phenomena in Peru in 2010...the happenings 'up there' are going to be directly affecting/effecting our lives moreso now than ever, methinks.
As far as I am concerned Our Higher Friends and Relatives and Ancestors and Descendants that are a vibration or two or three beyond Us are going to be more and more directly active and each of Us are going to be experiencing this more and more now. The Higher is right here with Us as never before!
We are on the verge of something as has never been experienced, something gloriously beautiful...and You All Here are passing on the Love right there in front of You in simple and profound ways...You are powerful co-creators...and I am thankful of Our Connections Here!
The Changes ARE Here!

Keep going, EagleSpirit, I can tell your sharing is helping me with every word I read.
I must admit I was under psychic attack last night, and for the first time in ages I had a nightmare...just like during the wild Atticus days here.
All that left me a bit shaken. But you are right, they are closer than ever, and 'quickening' means that we can pick ourselves up faster than ever before.
With their help as well as one another's.

[modwiz]

I agree with Ulli, Eaglespirit. That was a powerful and moving post and it moved things that are usually quiescent for the most part. That is, my higher Self was moved. It usually just witnesses. It kind of shifted on Its cushion.

Ulli, I will send what/who I can to you. They are fun too.

[ulli]

Thank you Modwiz, and of course EagleSpirit.
Fun is good. Fun is a major ingredient of happiness.

[modwiz]

Thank you Modwiz, and of course EagleSpirit.
Fun is good. Fun is a major ingredient of happiness.

They tend to fly around you in a circular fashion and they have a laugh like a tickle.

Their energy is like poo on a stick for nasties.

[ulli]

Nasties are fleeing. Poo on a stick works every time.
Especially when that stick is a wand.
A self cleaning wand, with inner sparkles.

[astrid]

Yes eaglesspirit thank you ,
given me that little bit more
courage to share more of my
altered state experiences.
Although I worry I'm sharing too
much already . When the village is
quiet I feel like I'm taking the place
over, silly I know . But mindful of
of overloading the place
with my musings . It's not about me it's
about the group. And really I'm still trying
to navigate being part of a group it's a first
for me .
I wrote a long post at 4.30 am this morning
but I was worried it got too long winded.
I learnt how to copy things on here ( iPhone)
and paste in my notes . So I will re - read it
over now to see if it has any value in looking
backwards . Not something I do very often,
I never kept photos or memories in boxes
to me that was so pointless ,
if its over it's over why slow yourself down
with the past . I knows many would think
me to be cold, like why cry at funerals ?
Why grieve for years over what is now
no longer physical . I guess understanding
and being in constant commune with other
worlds means that you see things very
differently . But yes it makes trying to
relate in your truth to the sleeping
impossible and pointless. So I relate
via their truth not mine, shifting out
of my reality and into theirs for those
moments in time .

[ulli]

Yes eaglesspirit thank you ,
given me that little bit more
courage to share more of my
altered state experiences.
Although I worry I'm sharing too
much already . When the village is
quiet I feel like I'm taking the place
over, silly I know . But mindful of
of overloading the place
with my musings . It's not about me it's
about the group. And really I'm still trying
to navigate being part of a group it's a first
for me .
I wrote a long post at 4.30 am this morning
but I was worried it got too long winded.
I learnt how to copy things on here ( iPhone)
and paste in my notes . So I will re - read it
over now to see if it has any value in looking
backwards . Not something I do very often,
I never kept photos or memories in boxes
to me that was so pointless ,
if its over it's over why slow yourself down
with the past . I knows many would think
me to be cold, like why cry at funerals ?
Why grieve for years over what is now
no longer physical . I guess understanding
and being in constant commune with other
worlds means that you see things very
differently . But yes it makes trying to
relate in your truth to the sleeping
impossible and pointless. So I relate
via their truth not mine, shifting out
of my reality and into theirs for those
moments in time .

Your musings here make you the muse for many...and as such an incredibly precious member of this thread.
Take as much space as you need.
I personally feel happy once everyone is comfortable which seems to have been the case until now.

Why cry at funerals? I do, sometimes uncontrollably. Me, who hardly ever cries. Even when I didn't know the deceased.
It got me to investigate it astrologically. And sure enough I found the answer: Moon (emotions) square my natal Pluto.
As I said before, Pluto is like a volcano...the all or nothing principle, also the vortex that connects different dimensional fields.
And the moon represents the public, as a body.
So due to this placing all the emotions felt by the people in the front row pour through me like a fire hose.

[Calz]

Thinking of my fellow word mangler Calz.




Where is cal? I miss him too.




Hi to the village. Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts.

Rather a rough week in several respects. Love the positive energy here so I opted to wait for the storm clouds to clear.

11810

I tried to keep up my responsibility with updating the "Ranch" thread and even there I was working on a post verifying links when I was hit with the worst virus attack I have ever experienced. Even got into my "boot" directory so when starting the computer there it was immediately with windows starting up.

Computer survived ...

:smash:


Been witnessing/experiencing some rather interesting "light" anomalies, with a strong heartfelt twist, in the starlit evening skies here on the Cape as of late! These 'light connections' have been with me throughout my travels up, down and around this half of the hemisphere this past five years...I do not share this openly that often...but 'here and now' seems the right time and place!
I had some rather intense experiences in the northwest, at ECETI Ranch, and powerful back to back to back phenomena in Peru in 2010...the happenings 'up there' are going to be directly affecting/effecting our lives moreso now than ever, methinks.
As far as I am concerned Our Higher Friends and Relatives and Ancestors and Descendants that are a vibration or two or three beyond Us are going to be more and more directly active and each of Us are going to be experiencing this more and more now. The Higher is right here with Us as never before!
We are on the verge of something as has never been experienced, something gloriously beautiful...and You All Here are passing on the Love right there in front of You in simple and profound ways...You are powerful co-creators...and I am thankful of Our Connections Here!
The Changes ARE Here!

Thank you so much for this post eaglespirit.

This is why, despite going to the brink with others bailing, I have to stay and in particularly why I love this thread so much. Labeled as "noise" by some ... it is worth it's weight in gold (mono or otherwise).

:wub:

[drizzt]

several of you all are taking about feelings. i am no expert on anything just an average guy. but here in the last 6-9 months i have been waking up excited abut is today the day? i don't feel doom or gloom. but i feel excited about all the what if's. the mother ships show up were everyone can see and they run scared but i walk down the road calmly with no fear. if it is the maga earthquake but i know i can do nothing but welcome it to go to next stage of life.

Is this the wrong feeling to have in these times?

[ulli]

Thinking of my fellow word mangler Calz.




Where is cal? I miss him too.




Hi to the village. Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts.

Rather a rough week in several respects. Love the positive energy here so I opted to wait for the storm clouds to clear.

11810

I tried to keep up my responsibility with updating the "Ranch" thread and even there I was working on a post verifying links when I was hit with the worst virus attack I have ever experienced. Even got into my "boot" directory so when starting the computer there it was immediately with windows starting up.

Computer survived ...

:smash:


Been witnessing/experiencing some rather interesting "light" anomalies, with a strong heartfelt twist, in the starlit evening skies here on the Cape as of late! These 'light connections' have been with me throughout my travels up, down and around this half of the hemisphere this past five years...I do not share this openly that often...but 'here and now' seems the right time and place!
I had some rather intense experiences in the northwest, at ECETI Ranch, and powerful back to back to back phenomena in Peru in 2010...the happenings 'up there' are going to be directly affecting/effecting our lives moreso now than ever, methinks.
As far as I am concerned Our Higher Friends and Relatives and Ancestors and Descendants that are a vibration or two or three beyond Us are going to be more and more directly active and each of Us are going to be experiencing this more and more now. The Higher is right here with Us as never before!
We are on the verge of something as has never been experienced, something gloriously beautiful...and You All Here are passing on the Love right there in front of You in simple and profound ways...You are powerful co-creators...and I am thankful of Our Connections Here!
The Changes ARE Here!

Thank you so much for this post eaglespirit.

This is why, despite going to the brink with others bailing, I have to stay and in particularly why I love this thread so much. Labeled as "noise" by some ... it is worth it's weight in gold (mono or otherwise).

:wub:

Several of us have been concerned about you. Your absence was felt.
Whoever labeled this thread as "noise" must surely be projecting...
maybe haven't yet decided on what kind of music they want to play.

The thing about elevating one single forum personality to star status means
the admiring crowd are made up of people who have diminished themselves...
and not yet discovered their own uniqueness.
Whoever comes to this thread comes to express who they are and in that process find themselves.
Not only does that produce healing, but also a sense of fulfillment.
And out of mutual acceptance comes a sense of celebration, without the celebrity.
Very healthy.

[ulli]

several of you all are taking about feelings. i am no expert on anything just an average guy. but here in the last 6-9 months i have been waking up excited abut is today the day? i don't feel doom or gloom. but i feel excited about all the what if's. the mother ships show up were everyone can see and they run scared but i walk down the road calmly with no fear. if it is the maga earthquake but i know i can do nothing but welcome it to go to next stage of life.

Is this the wrong feeling to have in these times?

Well, what do you think you ought to be feeling?
Feelings are very real. Can anyone tell you to change how you feel?
That would be impossible.
It is healthy to express feelings though, as then they are out in the open.
Even if that feeling is "Hey, I'm anticipating the end of the world today"...
you can still hear another inner voice saying
"so what!?"
Well, that was the case with me some time ago.
Last week at this time I was in Barbados, now I'm in Costa Rica, another dimension.
Even though both countries are in the tropics they are different like day and night.
Like being on another planet.
So for me, every time I step on a plane I go through the end of one world and the beginning of another.
Welcome to the Here and Now where many dimensions merge.

[modwiz]

Here and now I just put a post up that seemed to be written by another person. I started out replying to the thread and ended up writing an essay. Until I go back a reread it, not sure just what I wrote. I hope there are not to many typos. I might have been 'influenced'. I will find it grab the link and post it here. Feedback is important to me because of the way it came out of me.

It is here:http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36586-It-Is-Essential-That-People-Remain-Ignorant-Harold-Pinter&p=377840&viewfull=1#post377840

I still haven't read it. I was writing it for a while. May have been an hour, or more.

It was a strange ride.

[astrid]

@ Modwiz, that happened to me last night.
I wrote a long post for here, and when i re- read it i didn't
recognize my own words, so i thought the better of posting it.
Given i had been working for most of the day with other dimensionals,
who knows whose words they were, lol.
Interesting times.

[modwiz]

Well, I read it and will leave it stand. In many way it needed to be longer for some of the ideas to be made with more delicacy and expansion. It was as if it just needed to get out. I think for a forum post it can work. It is a little clumsy but that owes to the rawness of it. I think the length of it will insure it is largely ignored. LOL

[Mark]

So great to see you here Rahkyt!

Thanks Ernie! The Village is always so vibrant that if you stay away for a day or more you've lost the thread. No excuse not to keep up a presence though. Congratulations on the re-orientation of your perspective!

:whoo:

[Mark]

So you can rise above, upon it, and surf the waters of reality in a state of knowing that the opportunity to surf and look around in a greater stillness..has been recognized. This, as opposed to having an unknown and unrealized tsunami come crashing into your ignorance. The greater state of knowing becomes stillness that allows for more of the message to be received - to be interpreted with more clarity than might otherwise be.

thank you for this also carmody. so well said ill let it stand as is. the heart and soul of Avalon lives here, in the Village.

[ulli]

Here and now I just put a post up that seemed to be written by another person. I started out replying to the thread and ended up writing an essay. Until I go back a reread it, not sure just what I wrote. I hope there are not to many typos. I might have been 'influenced'. I will find it grab the link and post it here. Feedback is important to me because of the way it came out of me.

It is here:http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36586-It-Is-Essential-That-People-Remain-Ignorant-Harold-Pinter&p=377840&viewfull=1#post377840

I still haven't read it. I was writing it for a while. May have been an hour, or more.

It was a strange ride.


Not to worry, Modwiz. You just started channeling me, ulli.;)
Saved me a lot of work. You first watched the same video I did, that pyramid video posted by Rose, and then read the Harold Pinter article.
Then you tuned into my mind.
I recognize all my thoughts.
This will be happening more and more as the Herer and Nowers become as One.
I'm finding myself writing more and more Carmody style...a bit looser and more clipped than before, as well.
Not quite yet in touch with my feelings enough to channel Astrid...but just gimme a couple more weeks...
Also wouldn't mind finding Calzie's clip art archive....hehe...

[Cottage Rose]

This post will be long containing quite a few videos explaining the the archetypes from: Cosmic History Chronicles Vol. 5, Book of the Timespace by the late José Argüelles . In my belief Argüelles is a great and often misunderstood artist, visionary, educator, and time researcher. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jos%C3%A9_Arg%C3%BCelles

I thought those here in this thread would be interested in his archetypes. It is not Argüelles speaking in the videos, but it is his art and words from the book.

Note: There is so much more than this type of material in the Cosmic History Chronicles which contain mathematics, charts and formulas as proof for his time theories.

(Each video is very short):


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5K9BQ6fGJ1U


http://www.youtube.com/watch?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-4pylpcIMw


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkJcl3rHZ2c&feature=related


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bYRJMH6DaE


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pLcuDTca3c&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9wGUVE--4Y&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main

(Two more posts follow to complete the set of archetypes)

[modwiz]

Here and now I just put a post up that seemed to be written by another person. I started out replying to the thread and ended up writing an essay. Until I go back a reread it, not sure just what I wrote. I hope there are not to many typos. I might have been 'influenced'. I will find it grab the link and post it here. Feedback is important to me because of the way it came out of me.

It is here:http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36586-It-Is-Essential-That-People-Remain-Ignorant-Harold-Pinter&p=377840&viewfull=1#post377840

I still haven't read it. I was writing it for a while. May have been an hour, or more.

It was a strange ride.


Not to worry, Modwiz. You just started channeling me, ulli.;)
Saved me a lot of work. You first watched the same video I did, that pyramid video posted by Rose, and then read the Harold Pinter article.
Then you tuned into my mind.
I recognize all my thoughts.
This will be happening more and more as the Herer and Nowers become as One.
I'm finding myself writing more and more Carmody style...a bit looser and more clipped than before, as well.
Not quite yet in touch with my feelings enough to channel Astrid...but just gimme a couple more weeks...
Also wouldn't mind finding Calzie's clip art archive....hehe...

It is interesting..........I read the Harold Pinter transcript and fell into that trance like state. I did not watch the video that Rose sent me yet. I was watching things that Jorr gave us yesterday. Thanks for seeing a common energy moving between us. I am only a hermit because the alternative is so annoying. :p

So, am I going to start making exquisite necklaces soon? :suspicious:

[Cottage Rose]

Continuing:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1tKy71tGNs&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EM1VC9z_0WE&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAQpA8G-J10&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdPDsrdNro8&feature=autoplay&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJKIaKjkrBo&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKNgrNLgeD8&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tffOyi9NUxI&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ngd46E3Mxyo&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vC_iHyBogwA&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main

[Cottage Rose]

Continuing:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=umqj8fdy0y4&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDuQbMOKbwc&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4GYtwUPQiY&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxSYHYdjCvI&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1vQdtR1pDw&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main

This one should have come first:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eaf0bKQpiC8&feature=BFa&list=PLDEE23B66ECC138BE&lf=results_main

I will follow with the chart to determine which archetype you are most related to when I get time.

[Cottage Rose]

Here and now I just put a post up that seemed to be written by another person. I started out replying to the thread and ended up writing an essay. Until I go back a reread it, not sure just what I wrote. I hope there are not to many typos. I might have been 'influenced'. I will find it grab the link and post it here. Feedback is important to me because of the way it came out of me.

It is here:http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36586-It-Is-Essential-That-People-Remain-Ignorant-Harold-Pinter&p=377840&viewfull=1#post377840

I still haven't read it. I was writing it for a while. May have been an hour, or more.

It was a strange ride.


Not to worry, Modwiz. You just started channeling me, ulli.;)
Saved me a lot of work. You first watched the same video I did, that pyramid video posted by Rose, and then read the Harold Pinter article.
Then you tuned into my mind.
I recognize all my thoughts.
This will be happening more and more as the Herer and Nowers become as One.
I'm finding myself writing more and more Carmody style...a bit looser and more clipped than before, as well.
Not quite yet in touch with my feelings enough to channel Astrid...but just gimme a couple more weeks...
Also wouldn't mind finding Calzie's clip art archive....hehe...

It is interesting..........I read the Harold Pinter transcript and fell into that trance like state. I did not watch the video that Rose sent me yet. I was watching things that Jorr gave us yesterday. Thanks for seeing a common energy moving between us. I am only a hermit because the alternative is so annoying. :p

:grouphug: Well another indication is that I prepared those three posts before entering them one right after another as quickly as I could, Mod. You happened to be posting at the exact same time and your reply to Ulli regarding our common energy falls within the set.

[ulli]

Here and now I just put a post up that seemed to be written by another person. I started out replying to the thread and ended up writing an essay. Until I go back a reread it, not sure just what I wrote. I hope there are not to many typos. I might have been 'influenced'. I will find it grab the link and post it here. Feedback is important to me because of the way it came out of me.

It is here:http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36586-It-Is-Essential-That-People-Remain-Ignorant-Harold-Pinter&p=377840&viewfull=1#post377840

I still haven't read it. I was writing it for a while. May have been an hour, or more.

It was a strange ride.


Not to worry, Modwiz. You just started channeling me, ulli.;)
Saved me a lot of work. You first watched the same video I did, that pyramid video posted by Rose, and then read the Harold Pinter article.
Then you tuned into my mind.
I recognize all my thoughts.
This will be happening more and more as the Herer and Nowers become as One.
I'm finding myself writing more and more Carmody style...a bit looser and more clipped than before, as well.
Not quite yet in touch with my feelings enough to channel Astrid...but just gimme a couple more weeks...
Also wouldn't mind finding Calzie's clip art archive....hehe...

It is interesting..........I read the Harold Pinter transcript and fell into that trance like state. I did not watch the video that Rose sent me yet. I was watching things that Jorr gave us yesterday. Thanks for seeing a common energy moving between us. I am only a hermit because the alternative is so annoying. :p

So, am I going to start making exquisite necklaces soon? :suspicious:

I meant the video Rose posted on WhiteFeather's thread about the pyramids.
If you haven't watched it yet it is even more surprising as some of what the commentator said was quoted by you in your post nearly verbatim.
pQFrNbqNRxI

[modwiz]

Not to worry, Modwiz. You just started channeling me, ulli.;)
Saved me a lot of work. You first watched the same video I did, that pyramid video posted by Rose, and then read the Harold Pinter article.
Then you tuned into my mind.
I recognize all my thoughts.
This will be happening more and more as the Herer and Nowers become as One.
I'm finding myself writing more and more Carmody style...a bit looser and more clipped than before, as well.
Not quite yet in touch with my feelings enough to channel Astrid...but just gimme a couple more weeks...
Also wouldn't mind finding Calzie's clip art archive....hehe...

It is interesting..........I read the Harold Pinter transcript and fell into that trance like state. I did not watch the video that Rose sent me yet. I was watching things that Jorr gave us yesterday. Thanks for seeing a common energy moving between us. I am only a hermit because the alternative is so annoying. :p

So, am I going to start making exquisite necklaces soon? :suspicious:

I meant the video Rose posted on WhiteFeather's thread about the pyramids.
If you haven't watched it yet it is even more surprising as some of what the commentator said was quoted by you in your post nearly verbatim.
pQFrNbqNRxI

This is the video I am referring to. I have not watched one minute of it, yet. I am intrigued now.

[astrid]

To me nothing feels real anymore and hasn't for sometime.

The way i see things, my personal view of how reality works, and this being up for constant review,
but via my own and current, experiential evidence, this stands pour moi.

All of the dastardly, deed doers are mere bit players in the simulation that is solid 3D template we live in.
I can see through that layer now, to another and another and another.
I don't buy what they are selling , because for me its not real.
It's a mere ( but especially beautifully engineered), dance of light, colour, and sound,
carefully designed to create a play that will help us to grow and evolve as a soul.

It's the soul's journey that is the whole point, as i see it.
And being careful here to not suggest that my current truth should be anyone else's truth.

But this next statement might piss a few off, or make them think (or both),
but it has been my witnessing that one of the greatest obstacles that we are
faced with is the domination of the intellect. Its both a gift and a curse.
For its not through the mind that the greatest truths are found,
but through the heart.

The mind was only intended to be a servant to the heart,
and unfortunately that has where we hit a fork in the road and
ended up to were we are now.

The balance must swing back to heart centredness if we are to stand a chance.
This is where the majority of my personal and collective work currently
resides. Everything i do emanates from that one point.
Even Shamanism, for it is through the doorway of the heart that one travels.

Again, the body house so many secrets, and being stuck in the mind is yet another
distraction that stops us from going home.

Just my 50cents for the day.....

[ulli]

Here and now I just put a post up that seemed to be written by another person. I started out replying to the thread and ended up writing an essay. Until I go back a reread it, not sure just what I wrote. I hope there are not to many typos. I might have been 'influenced'. I will find it grab the link and post it here. Feedback is important to me because of the way it came out of me.

It is here:http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36586-It-Is-Essential-That-People-Remain-Ignorant-Harold-Pinter&p=377840&viewfull=1#post377840

I still haven't read it. I was writing it for a while. May have been an hour, or more.

It was a strange ride.


Not to worry, Modwiz. You just started channeling me, ulli.;)
Saved me a lot of work. You first watched the same video I did, that pyramid video posted by Rose, and then read the Harold Pinter article.
Then you tuned into my mind.
I recognize all my thoughts.
This will be happening more and more as the Herer and Nowers become as One.
I'm finding myself writing more and more Carmody style...a bit looser and more clipped than before, as well.
Not quite yet in touch with my feelings enough to channel Astrid...but just gimme a couple more weeks...
Also wouldn't mind finding Calzie's clip art archive....hehe...

It is interesting..........I read the Harold Pinter transcript and fell into that trance like state. I did not watch the video that Rose sent me yet. I was watching things that Jorr gave us yesterday. Thanks for seeing a common energy moving between us. I am only a hermit because the alternative is so annoying. :p

So, am I going to start making exquisite necklaces soon? :suspicious:

You've heard about the Buddha's necklace? Legend has it that when he died they discovered that he had grown a necklace around his neck, made of cartelage. Of course there are more relics of it spread all over Buddhist countries than could fill a coffin, but that's beside the point. Get to work, Modwiz.

[modwiz]

To me nothing feels real anymore and hasn't for sometime.

The way i see things, my personal view of how reality works, and this being up for constant review,
but via my own and current, experiential evidence, this stands pour moi.

All of the dastardly, deed doers are mere bit players in the simulation that is solid 3D template we live in.
I can see through that layer now, to another and another and another.
I don't buy what they are selling , because for me its not real.
It's a mere ( but especially beautifully engineered), dance of light, colour, and sound,
carefully designed to create a play that will help us to grow and evolve as a soul.

It's the soul's journey that is the whole point, as i see it.
And being careful here to not suggest that my current truth should be anyone else's truth.

But this next statement might piss a few off, or make them think (or both),
but it has been my witnessing that one of the greatest obstacles that we are
faced with is the domination of the intellect. Its both a gift and a curse.
For its not through the mind that the greatest truths are found,
but through the heart.

The mind was only intended to be a servant to the heart,
and unfortunately that has where we hit a fork in the road and
ended up to were we are now.

The balance must swing back to heart centredness if we are to stand a chance.
This is where the majority of my personal and collective work currently
resides. Everything i do emanates from that one point.
Even Shamanism, for it is through the doorway of the heart that one travels.

Again, the body house so many secrets, and being stuck in the mind is yet another
distraction that stops us from going home.

Just my 50cents for the day.....

Let me add mine and make it a dollar. Reading what you have said here and also a post Carmody did either earlier today or yesterday, I agree with what you say and what he says about projections. This could lead me to take down the post I wrote a short while ago. I am 'getting' to leave it as an accessible piece to deal with a part of the puzzle. Besides it is the mind that would have me take it down and not my heart. Our little think tank here is deceptive. Only so much as we are the cutting edge of something slicing through the BS, there is a lot of metal behind us taking the ride through this BS and the experience is a little different there. Almost any villager who has been a part of this edge is ready for a very heady view of things. To get ahead of the ears, eyes, minds and hearts of anyone would be counterproductive, IMO. I like being able to jump into the void here, it is very affirming. The void continues to send many screaming for a mcnugget. The work being done, by all doing it here at Avalon is inspiring, to say the least.

[Unified Serenity]

I find myself increasingly disconnected from the world, from forum topics, and drama. I feel there is a conserted effort to stir up crap both real time and on this forum. I'm feeling myself pull back in some ways as it seems energy is being toyed with, and basically I do not want to play ball in that park.

Maybe I'm just tired of what feels like games; nonetheless, I'd rather invest my energy in other ways.

[modwiz]

The Village has gotten very interesting lately. Some good folk have been stopping by lately.

[astrid]

@ Modwiz, phew, i was very hesitant to push the post button on that one.
But i was told from a helper on my left here to go ahead, all is well,
the mind, again trying to jump in and take over.

The thing with the mind, and mine in particular, is that it was been
working SO freaking hard to keep me safe, and now that I'm relieving it
of it's duty as CEO it still has moments of screaming at me.

So I stop what I'm doing, thank it for all it's hard work and diligence,
reassure it that the heart is now on duty and all is well, and
give it something to do, -something that is not out of alignment with the big picture.

So far that seems to be working. Sure it thinks i have lost the plot in
giving the reins over to the heart, but that's ok, it can think away.
I thank it for it's opinions and carry on.
The very worst thing i can do is to try and ignore, suppress,
deny any parts of myself.
For in actual fact anything that is coming up in consciousness is asking for our attention.
This is where the observer/ witness is the key " get out of jail"
card. Because you don't buy into to your own BS.

But in truth there is nothing safe about this work.
You have be ok with the void, for some the hardest
thing to say is " i don't know".
But in that space there is such relief.

@ serenity, yes the disconnection very real,
like an island splitting of from the mainland,
after a shift in the tectonics, is the image I'm getting.
For some reason this little "experiment" we have going
on here has just been shifted to an new dimension.
More on this later as i get more clarity on it....

[Guest]

Noise In Galic Irish or Scottish means : Knowledge, Light and Sound -Flow
and this thread is very deep -personal and the whole -a quality that moves through it.

Posted on a couple of threads and "I'm out of here"......

The lithium thread has my attention -making it my homework. Haven't been thrown off of it lately and able to read it for more than 10 minutes at a time.

I get stuck in my head often -for a long time it served a purpose and did keep me safe at some level.... today working more on heart, having presence..... and my spirit integrate -my being.

Astrid -you have great presence and are a very strong person.

Nora

we are all related

[SaiphStar]

It's 11:18pm here on Vancouver Island. Just saw a shooting star after putting my youngest daughter back into bed - she's 3 and has a cold right now. I live at the top of a mountain on the island so the view is pretty spectacular and I'm surrounded by forest. I feel closer to the stars living here.

ADVERT: OLD SOUL SEEKS INSTRUCTIONS TO THE MOST ELABORATE BOARD GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN PLAYED.
Searching Avalon for a one-stop information manual on what is happening in this world, the agenda of the key players and how events will unfold. Reason; I want to have something I can show to my loved ones that have their eyes completely closed once events on this world hit the point where everybody is seeking answers. Unfortunately that moment can only occur through a global catastrophe or possibly the announcement of alien visitors - something that crushes the mass perception of reality.

And what I seek is that Manual or the Instructions to the most elaborate board game that has ever been played. Something that I can use to fill in all those blanks. A timeline of events from past and future and a bio of the key players and so on. Yes, there are books but is there a single instruction book for those that will seek answers in the future?

[dan33]

when you are in coasting neturality in the moment....that is what you are creating 'the what next.? Or rather the future. so nothing much seems to happen from one day to the next. But its cranking up. A motor we're not accustomed to using so we approach it slowly.

But its also necessary, a time to reintegrate stepping from an old smudgey energy to a higher more vibrantly expressed one. It's sorta like being handed some fantastical do-everything tool but its so alien to one that we are slow at pressing the on button, the trigger. Then we weild it with uncertainty because its unknown to us. We push the buttons and go..."Okay...what next?"

Our old 'exciting lives' with wretched stimulation is a sort of mental habit. We keep expecting it but because we've cleaned our core out , it doesn't happen. It's a mental habit to MISS the stimulation that has to be purchased (in a manner of speaking) by who we are NOW not who we used to be. Who we used to be has a lot of lingering mental habits that are really not very hard to break compared to breaking and blowing the dense smudgey crap closer to our core.

So we have become people who no longer know what they want. It's just because everything has to reframe. Its nearly like we have to reach a point where its okay to say "I'm okay" or " what we want is not impossible' . Seriously you have to get used to being a wholer person.

Quite a switch from when everything was limited, so its now okay to think in terms of miracles and magick and achieving the impossible...it takes getting used to. You have to get in the practice when switching out from 'thinking small' to KNOWING UNLIMITEDNESS. Its like dragging a kid off of a bike shortly after taking off the training wheels and putting them on a motor cycle. They have the principals of balance known to them but its a whole different machine. You wobble a little and as you get used to your new self you begin to know what your new self wants...and you go a little faster.

I lost interest in a lot of things...tarot, numerology, reiki, angels, spirit guides...I out grew it. And no matter how necessary I told myself all this stuff was it didn't change the fact I was mostly bored with it in relation to myself....and that the only things I found interesting were the things higher intellgience provided me or brought to me. Detaching from the physical world and still being able to live in it without feeling uncomfortable. How horrible people think I am because I find angels boring but you will in constant personal growth begin to experience boredome if we hold on to certain things for the wrong reasons.

What's next" This is most often expressed by first re-establishing what you don't want. A lot of self reflection, but NOW we can really put ourselves in circumstances and live there for a moment in our mind, without having to have the expereince to decide. That saves a lot of ardous 'lessons' and we are used to having them. That is what true empathy is-- knowing all emotions without ever having to have the experience that which generates the emotions. one can know the violation of rape without ever having have to have the physical experience of it. And we are able to have that empathy without being affected by it. Very necessary if one wants to apply 'new' self in healing.

And one can know happiness without having to experience anything in particular to account for it. It's just that the old filters of "Something has to happen' in order for me to be happy *usually something external* is a old mental habit. We know now that nothing has to happen to be happy, and its just a reminder to accept that. If I start feeling restless or bored I have to determine if there is an old emotion I need to blow or if I need to be challenged. I like challenges, I like things that are fast which seems to oppose tranquility but really doesn't. Time is old , boring and draggy and the now is fleeting, I like fast now but strangely my daily life is very unrushed. Nor do I like it be rushed. I want no pressure fast. Fast of my making not someone elses and basically that's what happened. Someone made us, imposed on us, and its up to us to recreate ourselves to where we are supposed to be.

I recently came to the knowing that i'm not all that fulfilled by healing. Getting people to blow what's stuck. It's slow...THEY may like it but I don't. .Having that understanding is no longer satisfying for me no more than being able to recreate Grandma's bisquits by memory. Just because I can do it doesn't mean I have to and because I can do it doesn't automatially mean its fulfilling to me. And people have been dropping hints for a long time about how I'm sort of limiting myself there. I don't like it, what I do like is the fast stuff. Slide in, nail what needs to be blown, what the orign(s) are and backing back off again. Not blowing the energy but nailing the source of it. I fortunately have a friend who hates nailing the issues and all their attachments, but loves the process of blowing the emotion, the value, the core belief in others. So we work as a team. And that is what fascinates me once I allowed myself to be fascinated and realizing its watching a higher expression at work and not ego-centric. That fascination is fleeting, in the present until the opportunity to do it again arises and that happens...by the minute.

the fact that one's entire history and all the circumstances and emotions and beleif attached to it leaps into mind when I look at a rash on their hand....it fascinates me. I have to accept it fascinates me..My mind, though still makes stupid decisions and is nearly always wrong. . One exhusband and a Chevy Tracker later I know I make bad decisions with my mind in regards to myself. The mind is herky jerky and uncertain and so SLOW......but the higher stuff just gusts, its just so emphatic and so certain. You keep putting it there and you will arrive at a place of peace no matter about the what nexts. They just start being built in the fast place, the now, the present.

Tiny judgements, also mental habits. When I miss excitement and begin to wish for it, I get it and quickly become burnt out by it. There is a new means of generating excitement that isn't like the old drama stiimulation. I like the company of people but I prefer my own at the end of the day. Un-abated people are noisy, energetically noisy. Low vibrational people make up with noise what they are lacking in vibration. And possibly why I got so involved in blowing people's issues to make my world quieter.....lol. There is a tranquility in being authentic even if they are not the sort of emotions one percieves as high minded.

Andt goes both ways. My higher expression processes drive people nuts so if I'm in overdrive, I tend to hole up by myself because one witnesses another's brains tisting in their head to keep up. And its very frustating to have to talk to other people's filters and masks. It's tiring. There is a certain tranquilty when one is at home at one's self and no longer being nagged by guilt, abusive residue, lack of self worth that makes one restless and out to seek what....? Usually more morbid stimulation.

What next? There's really nothing to TO do but integrate and then it just flows.

I sometimes wonder if I should be DOING something. Seeking relationships, associations, networking, socializing, starting a hobby, but its not really imporant. And if I intiate something like that I usually come back feeling unsettled and in need of a salt bath...lol.

One learns to know what is important when those opportunities arise. Even self proclaimed spirtiual people will drive me nuts after a while because its a one track mind mentality a sort of mental reframing to make sure they are only speaking/ acting of what is spiritual and its to re inforce what they are uncertain about. I do most of my laughing with people who've never heard of any of this crap because spriituality can bring a whole lot of artficialness into a person as they are seeking to get out of old dogmatic notions they are just embracing new dogmatic ones.


Go back out in the 'real' world and you are bludgeoned with everyone else. Go out to the real world and admit you like you're own company and you will be braced to viewed as ego centric through their filters. My spiritual expression or god expression is more interesting to me than anyone else. Withotu the understanding of how this works it sounds as if Im saying "I'm more interesting than anyone else".

but now we are at the point where we can differentiat between the two, higher expression and low mind. That 'what next' feeling occurs during any transistion and its just a matter of getting used to one's own SELF.





hmm... kind of feeling a bit , hmm... guilty, not quite right word...
These are rocky times for so many, energetically speaking,
but I'm coasting along more than fine.
I guess an indication of how much work i have done.
And It is possible to transcend the duality and live on a plane
where everything is mostly neutral, i can vouch for that.

But, the question i have for myself is what next?

I'm very much feeling like I'm not " in the world"
i understand that being a detached compassionate
observer is one of the aims of the game.
But its like when you get there its like,
now what??

And i hate to say this, but its true, well for me anyways,
it's a little dull here, lol. And I'm sure only saying that as i
have had a life full of trauma and drama - which is all very stimulating,

Which I'm certain most are not aware of how much they are actually
self- medicating their brains, when they get stuck in the drama, and victim consciousness. Just look at this place of late for an example,
but i digress....

It's all very interesting.

Printing 9eagle9 post.

Thank you and astrid.


Reading also John Titor Unveiled or i should say "The John Titor's Material"? :)
Fascinating

"Titor: On my worldline (A) in 2036, I was given a mission in 1975.
I turn my machine on and jump to another worldline (B) in 1975 with about a 2% divergence from (A).
From the very point I turn my machine off on (B), I create a new worldline just because I’m there. This line can be described as (C) and started when I got to (B).
I am now doing my mission on line (C) in 1975 when I discover a very a good reason to go forward on (C) and see what happened. I turn my machine on and go forward on (C) to the year 2000.
When I turn it off, I start another line called (D). So from my perspective, here we are on line (D) in the year 2000. In order to go home to line (A) I must turn my machine on and go back on (D) until I reach (C) which in turn would take me back to (B) which in turn takes me to a point before I arrived on (B) then I go forward from the point I arrived on (B) back to (A).
If all this isn’t enough to get your head spinning…here are some issues we’re dealing with in 2036.
1. Did your worldline (D) exist at all before I got here from (C)? (personally I don’t see how it couldn’t)
2. What happens at the end of a worldine at the edge of the superuniverse?
3. If there are infinite worldlines and infinite possibilities and an edge to the superuniverse, doesn’t that mean occurring events on worldliness are staggered as they reach the edge? (time could end at any moment without warning)"

http://www.xenacarpenter.com/John_Titor_Secrets_Unveiled.pdf

Hi to everyone!

[ulli]

It's 11:18pm here on Vancouver Island. Just saw a shooting star after putting my youngest daughter back into bed - she's 3 and has a cold right now. I live at the top of a mountain on the island so the view is pretty spectacular and I'm surrounded by forest. I feel closer to the stars living here.

ADVERT: OLD SOUL SEEKS INSTRUCTIONS TO THE MOST ELABORATE BOARD GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN PLAYED.
Searching Avalon for a one-stop information manual on what is happening in this world, the agenda of the key players and how events will unfold. Reason; I want to have something I can show to my loved ones that have their eyes completely closed once events on this world hit the point where everybody is seeking answers. Unfortunately that moment can only occur through a global catastrophe or possibly the announcement of alien visitors - something that crushes the mass perception of reality.

And what I seek is that Manual or the Instructions to the most elaborate board game that has ever been played. Something that I can use to fill in all those blanks. A timeline of events from past and future and a bio of the key players and so on. Yes, there are books but is there a single instruction book for those that will seek answers in the future?

You might want to investigate Wade Frazier, his thread here at Avalon, and huge website www.ahealedplanet.com if you want a comprehensive overview.
I can understand your question, but doubt there is one single such book. There are probably thousands already as the number of people wishing to provide those answers is steadily growing.

On the other hand the new generation born nowadays seem to have an inbuilt intuition far greater than any earlier generation did and all they have to do is formulate their questions and then let synchronicity guide them.

In my view the best thing we can do for them is make them aware of the pitfalls of getting stuck in addictive behavior.

[Unified Serenity]

Saiphstar,

Now, you see that's the fun of Avalon and the sundry of players here. Some will point to the Egyptian book of the dead, the emerald tablets and then list all the top players in the worlds secret organizations who we know are there.

Some will simply tap their bible and say, "it's all there, just read it and follow along as we are all players on this stage, and have been given the script".

Some will simply say, 'You have all the answers within, don't look to another for the truth".

There are so many opportunities to dig. To watch videos and enlighten yourself. How can I point to a book when I have spent literally 25 or more years digging into this stuff to get my own version and handle on what's happening within myself and in the world in general? Oh, I'm trying to write a book on my philosophy based on many sources and experiences, but it won't be published for a while. Until then, I recommend watching Camalot interviews, coming back here and searched said topic of the interview, asking questions, sharing your experiences, and to keep an open mind. I have found most here are not my enemy even if we are diametrically opposed in our world view and we each think the other has no common sense. I know they are doing their best for the most part, in other words we get trolls here, but not that many as we suss them out and show them the door.

I welcome your insights, views and participation. I do like David Ickes work, Nassim Herrimein (sp) especially sacred geometry. I feel very connected to sacred geometry and it's intrinsic energetics and truth, the fibernaci sequence, and the golden ratio. I'm opinionated and give as well as I get.

Enjoy the ride,

Serenity


It's 11:18pm here on Vancouver Island. Just saw a shooting star after putting my youngest daughter back into bed - she's 3 and has a cold right now. I live at the top of a mountain on the island so the view is pretty spectacular and I'm surrounded by forest. I feel closer to the stars living here.

ADVERT: OLD SOUL SEEKS INSTRUCTIONS TO THE MOST ELABORATE BOARD GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN PLAYED.
Searching Avalon for a one-stop information manual on what is happening in this world, the agenda of the key players and how events will unfold. Reason; I want to have something I can show to my loved ones that have their eyes completely closed once events on this world hit the point where everybody is seeking answers. Unfortunately that moment can only occur through a global catastrophe or possibly the announcement of alien visitors - something that crushes the mass perception of reality.

And what I seek is that Manual or the Instructions to the most elaborate board game that has ever been played. Something that I can use to fill in all those blanks. A timeline of events from past and future and a bio of the key players and so on. Yes, there are books but is there a single instruction book for those that will seek answers in the future?

[Carmody]

It's 11:18pm here on Vancouver Island. Just saw a shooting star after putting my youngest daughter back into bed - she's 3 and has a cold right now. I live at the top of a mountain on the island so the view is pretty spectacular and I'm surrounded by forest. I feel closer to the stars living here.

ADVERT: OLD SOUL SEEKS INSTRUCTIONS TO THE MOST ELABORATE BOARD GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN PLAYED.
Searching Avalon for a one-stop information manual on what is happening in this world, the agenda of the key players and how events will unfold. Reason; I want to have something I can show to my loved ones that have their eyes completely closed once events on this world hit the point where everybody is seeking answers. Unfortunately that moment can only occur through a global catastrophe or possibly the announcement of alien visitors - something that crushes the mass perception of reality.

And what I seek is that Manual or the Instructions to the most elaborate board game that has ever been played. Something that I can use to fill in all those blanks. A timeline of events from past and future and a bio of the key players and so on. Yes, there are books but is there a single instruction book for those that will seek answers in the future?

Vary simple..

One has to come into awareness of the subtlety and depth of the game.

It is done at a level that most will miss. they will miss it as their psychology is not tuned to the myriad layers that this operates on. allowing the wool to be pulled over their eyes, allowing the solutions to be simple as this satisfies ego function and intellectual function. An unwillingness to go after their happiness as being part of the cloak that blocks their view. Not realizing that their projections of desire and joy can also be at fault and thus spreading misery around them from this lack of full introspection. That introspection can be difficult yes, however realization that this is true, is usually absent.

One thing is that those who are really on the path, tend to not have children, as children in the given life can create a deep blockage at the core level. the animal instinct for one's own progeny can block clarity. it is a double edged sword in some folk's minds, in that some might say that lack of children can block perception on the need for solutions to be heart centric. This is indeed true, when one looks at the pantheon of monsters that are under the spell of insanity.

For example there is a 'thank you Bill, I'm leaving' thread. One where people talk about thanking the thread starter but take the opportunity to stab the forum at the same time. This is lack of depth of understanding of the true depth of the issues at hand. Surface solutions for deep problems, will never work. so they stab the forum, as their desires for illusion are not being satisfied and then they lack understanding of the complexity of the issue and run amok with their emotions on the matter.

Here's the subtlety bit. How deep it actually can and does..become. How chance, chance of birth, chance of life, is an organized pattern of being born into situations that force you to grow. Chance does exist but in predefined parameters and ways. Branches, forks, etc. A certain keel and direction about you or one, that creates a potential pattern to emerge in the given life.

Wade Frazier, in his thread on healing this mess (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet), calls this thing in the backdrop, 'Godzilla'.

Godzilla hiding in the background. Manipulating, moving things about, changing things in the flow of time, and existence.

the manipulation and the motions really ARE that deep.

Now to the meat of it.

My good friend picked up a phone a while back and did an akido move that caused two major corporations to crash into one another over a fight for resources. One was denied the resource and it was saved for the other.

In that process, he ended up saving millions of lives in North America and likely, the world over. Seriously, this is not a joke. He ended up being the 'join' point.. for creating the legal precedent that prevented any of the 'unthinking evil' corporations from using that resource to 'kill' as much of humankind, in any way ---that it can.

Godzilla's Revenge. You meet one challenge and Godzilla throws you another. Like in the days of yore..when a given soldier is good at what they do, they target the tribe, the origins the source of the human literacy. This is the area that he comes from, and at the same time it is a direct attempt to destroy the entire great lakes water system. This is how you can tell it is Godzilla: a multi-pronged attack of indeterminate origin on multiple levels with an indeterminate solution on multiple levels with an indeterminate outcome on multiple levels.

This entire Lord Sidious controversy is more of the same. Lack of understanding of the depth of the issues at hand. This forum is a microcosm of all the differing layers of the outer world.

Godzilla never makes a move with a single outcome or intent. This allows for confusion to reign over what is the real intent. The smaller 'area of willingness to realize and encompass' minds, the ones still thinking on mundane levels will miss it entirely, and will also be in an act of actively ridiculing and interfering with those who battle for the the future of all. Interfering with those who battle at the greater or more encompassing and layered-complex level.

There is also the fact of how it is simple to end it, and that involves one simple thing. Venturing inside and fixing the self, in it's entirety.

Even this thing below explained as a multi-layered and multi tiered attack, is merely an indication of a game that one can get involved in ---- but miss the point entirely.:

http://ca.news.yahoo.com/permanent-nuclear-waste-dump-idea-sparks-unease-southern-110007855.html

This is a direct attempt by "Godzilla in the background" to destroy the great lakes water resource. Some will say , 'well, that is coming from all kinds of different places'. I'll say, look deeper. look again.

Learning to ride the bicycle of multidimensional involvement..is one where this must be handled cleanly at the same time one clears the self.

For to be free and on one's own in a sea of energies from multiple dimensions where will and direction of will is the manipulation of energies/engines of creation, then.... paddling continually and having clear thoughts and directions are a necessity, they need to be done at the same time. Period.

[ulli]

Noise In Galic Irish or Scottish means : Knowledge, Light and Sound -Flow
and this thread is very deep -personal and the whole -a quality that moves through it.

Posted on a couple of threads and "I'm out of here"......

The lithium thread has my attention -making it my homework. Haven't been thrown off of it lately and able to read it for more than 10 minutes at a time.

I get stuck in my head often -for a long time it served a purpose and did keep me safe at some level.... today working more on heart, having presence..... and my spirit integrate -my being.

Astrid -you have great presence and are a very strong person.

Nora

we are all related

Carmody's Lithium thread has been on my reading list too, for a long time, but eventually I'll get there.
My focus was more on how to provide this place where members of the forum can exchange their consciousness and perception. I have been amazed and am grateful how this has turned out. You Villagers are all effing geniuses!

Because with all those who have had enlightening glimpses connecting the dots further we are now getting an exponential curve of enlightening reading.

Now that Avalon is entering a new phase my wish and prayer is that wholeness perspective can become fine-tuned even further, and include an acceptance of the rule that anyone who attacks the basic structure of this forum has to face the consequences as laid out by the ground rules.
The same way as certain cosmic laws are written in stone, and noone in their right minds would dream of battling with those rules, such as how the earth's axis will create seasons, due to the angle of light entering from the sun, so in the same way there is a guaranteed winter climate in store for those who think they can get away with attacking members or moderators behind the scenes via PMs.
Inner work means learning to tread gently when entering the private domain of others.

[9eagle9]

Answering advert with disclosure. Once you find who you are under the mess of blinkers and filters this existence, this masquerade, provides for us you find your place in the game fairly easily and when one rises above the gameboard to see how its been conducted once begins to win the game. Learning to know in abstract terms rather than linear ones, and that is when this physical reality begins to lose....reality. We become real-er than our 3d existence. The game is fully expressed in all its facets here, the little roles we assume for ourselves and the behaviors we attach to them. We walkin circles around a game board neither advancing anywhere nor losing any ground. Just walking in circles, creating a vortex. The way one did as a child walking around a pool of water until a vortex was created. Ruminate on the implications of that for a bit.

This world can be our prison but it can also be a place where we fold the jail keepers.

.......the game is certainly here but it wasn't intiated here, but it does express itself through physical experience. The old Star Trek series had an awesome physical representation of the game. The chess board was arranged on three different levels. A peice was moved on level one, and on level three that level one move intiated a move. But there's more than 3 levels. One had to be the observer of all levels to win the game.

Humans tend to think that the struggle is concerned with earth only but there's pockets of games throughout the unverse. The game has been going on for thousands of years, and many people are involved in the game in other , what some call 'parallel', expressions. This is mirrored back at us in this existence, whom we are struggling with in the game in the non physical and whom we are in alignment with. I look at them very closely, who is an intiating a relationship of any sort with me, to see what its past non physical history may hold. Because we indeed are all related, and relating.

I demonstrated this to my daughter by playing Monopoly with her. When I pulled the 'go to jail' card I refused to go to jail and took money as I willed from the bank (my daughter and I have some interesting ways of playing board games ). She yells I'm not playing by the rules and I tell her there are no rules. Once she figured out there were no rules, the game became first more interesting and then imploded all together. She noted there was no longer any point in playing the games so we stopped. Game over. We want the game to collapse not win it. The game isn't reality and winning it isn't going to make it more real. Reality is real. Not the game. The more we play the game the more we are expressing that we want IT to be real and not reality and I'm sorry you can't make what is not real, real.

Once we stop creating roles, rules, the game ends. Once recovers mucho bucka of the power invested in games.

A few years back a friend of my was seeing a couple for partner's counseling. My friend was intrigued enough by the man's energy to ask me for an observer's opinion . Even though she'd never seen them before she felt that she was somehow involved in their physical life drama. Or rather involved in their relationship on some 'other' level. Even though the man had intiated this visit with my friend, bringing his girlfriend for relationship counseling, he made it clear the contempt and hostility he showed towards my friend.

..... and it's found that this man and my friend had been engaged in the thousand year old struggle (game) over the man's girlfriend.. So it was said outright because there's no point playing the game if one wants to accomplish anything. so it was said, You're a magician (not a well meant one either). The man's face shifted, and his expression if you've ever seen someone's true nature express itself, the whole expression shifts.....and he even agreed . Yes, I am. Their arrogance and hubris is such that they cannot hide themselves well even for their self protection. They must let you know what they are , and they do even if it's unwillingly.

And that is our winning game peice. They cannot hide we can only decide do we have the intestinal forittude to track and identify. And not make limiting agreements with them. Nor to engage in the sort of battle that people think is heroic but ...denial. De-tachment. Deny them, deny the game.

The woman he was attached to was and has been his hostage in the non physical and somehow or another some grand design arranged for it that she could be severed from his control on this physical existence by a meeting with my friend. Who had in fact been trying for an eon to wrest this woman from her. His girlfriend has what could be best described as Patty Hearst Syndrome, an attachment to her abductor. On this realm there the usual adult consentual agreement to a relationship but the origins of their relationship was ancient, and based on abuction.

The man suddenly reverting back to his 'normal' physical expression, as if this admission had not occurred and I'm fair certain he was not altogether conscious that he'd admitted it, then confided that he'd spent his whole life looking for her. Deflection, trying to hide the terms of the agreement, romanticize it. An attempt to cast the luv-n-light spell because they know how easily folks are blinded by it.

Tracking her, I thought, I knew. His hubris role had walked him into a trap of his own making because the woman's attachment to my friend was much older, and much more enduring.

The romantic sentimiment was an expression of how he'd tracked and then subsequently cornered her here in the last , its-a-free-fall,free-for-all, anything-goes frontier where's she'd fled to escape in part. And this frontier can be your doom or it can be a firm grounder to turn the game around. The ones that aren't aware of who and what they are , are of not much consequence until one becomes aware of who and what they are .....those sorts of struggles are expressed, in part, dysfunctional relationships, abuse or co dependent relationships. Perhaps an unhealthy attraction or relationship with someone who is going to suck you dry.

For those abudctors who know who they are and able to intiate their power here.....oh an altogether different game.

Much of our physical drama is an expression of a struggle that is occuring out in the non physical, and parallel realms. Why, is different story but there are forces out there that have taken their hostages, taken control of those who might be a portal for more highly expressed energy into this world....by doing it in this world. Tracking them, and its easy to do because they 'know' their target. If they are not coming into this 3d expression already attached.

Once one has been tracked one knows this....and if they know who they are....they become the tracker.

We learn by experience and it not just the expriences of the 3d realm that shows us.

And when someone mentions the word soulmate, I light right up because of the odds of what I'm going to find in that soul mate relationship . The odds are good that I'm going to find a hostage/abducting attempt behind that mechanism that people have come to cherish in this 3d existence. Part of the game on this level is that we've romanticized it. A local pseudo shaman who was altogether not the most integrated entity in the world recently committed suicide. So how awful that poor kind lightworker should off himself is the general 3d opinion. While theres some very few (including myself) who rolled their eyes and said, Oh, he's off to do his dirty work elsewhere. He jumped the game board because he was being tracked.


So when we start talking about feeling detached and that sense of unreality this is threshold of where you begin to see reality as it reallly is .....if you really allow your filters to come down. the good, the bad and the ugly. You will be shown who you are you will resist it because it does not fit into this physical existence. But if this physical existence is as unreal as we begin to percieve...... or rather we are REAL-er than this 3d expression, it will eventually no longer matter that who you are doesn't fit. Of course it doesn't.

If you remember that movie Westworld with Yul Brynner (pauses in the game to reflect for a moment on how utterly hot Yul was....) it's rather like that.




It's 11:18pm here on Vancouver Island. Just saw a shooting star after putting my youngest daughter back into bed - she's 3 and has a cold right now. I live at the top of a mountain on the island so the view is pretty spectacular and I'm surrounded by forest. I feel closer to the stars living here.

ADVERT: OLD SOUL SEEKS INSTRUCTIONS TO THE MOST ELABORATE BOARD GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN PLAYED.
Searching Avalon for a one-stop information manual on what is happening in this world, the agenda of the key players and how events will unfold. Reason; I want to have something I can show to my loved ones that have their eyes completely closed once events on this world hit the point where everybody is seeking answers. Unfortunately that moment can only occur through a global catastrophe or possibly the announcement of alien visitors - something that crushes the mass perception of reality.

And what I seek is that Manual or the Instructions to the most elaborate board game that has ever been played. Something that I can use to fill in all those blanks. A timeline of events from past and future and a bio of the key players and so on. Yes, there are books but is there a single instruction book for those that will seek answers in the future?

[PurpleLama]

While you were typing that, I was typing this:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36586-It-Is-Essential-That-People-Remain-Ignorant-Harold-Pinter&p=378119&viewfull=1#post378119




It's 11:18pm here on Vancouver Island. Just saw a shooting star after putting my youngest daughter back into bed - she's 3 and has a cold right now. I live at the top of a mountain on the island so the view is pretty spectacular and I'm surrounded by forest. I feel closer to the stars living here.

ADVERT: OLD SOUL SEEKS INSTRUCTIONS TO THE MOST ELABORATE BOARD GAME THAT HAS EVER BEEN PLAYED.
Searching Avalon for a one-stop information manual on what is happening in this world, the agenda of the key players and how events will unfold. Reason; I want to have something I can show to my loved ones that have their eyes completely closed once events on this world hit the point where everybody is seeking answers. Unfortunately that moment can only occur through a global catastrophe or possibly the announcement of alien visitors - something that crushes the mass perception of reality.

And what I seek is that Manual or the Instructions to the most elaborate board game that has ever been played. Something that I can use to fill in all those blanks. A timeline of events from past and future and a bio of the key players and so on. Yes, there are books but is there a single instruction book for those that will seek answers in the future?

Vary simple..

One has to come into awareness of the subtlety and depth of the game.

It is done at a level that most will miss. they will miss it as their psychology is not tuned to the myriad layers that this operates on. allowing the wool to be pulled over their eyes, allowing the solutions to be simple as this satisfies ego function and intellectual function. An unwillingness to go after their happiness as being part of the cloak that blocks their view. Not realizing that their projections of desire and joy can also be at fault and thus spreading misery around them from this lack of full introspection. That introspection can be difficult yes, however realization that this is true, is usually absent.

One thing is that those who are really on the path, tend to not have children, as children in the given life can create a deep blockage at the core level. the animal instinct for one's own progeny can block clarity. it is a double edged sword in some folk's minds, in that some might say that lack of children can block perception on the need for solutions to be heart centric. This is indeed true, when one looks at the pantheon of monsters that are under the spell of insanity.

For example there is a 'thank you Bill, I'm leaving' thread. One where people talk about thanking the thread starter but take the opportunity to stab the forum at the same time. This is lack of depth of understanding of the true depth of the issues at hand. Surface solutions for deep problems, will never work. so they stab the forum, as their desires for illusion are not being satisfied and then they lack understanding of the complexity of the issue and run amok with their emotions on the matter.

Here's the subtlety bit. How deep it actually can and does..become. How chance, chance of birth, chance of life, is an organized pattern of being born into situations that force you to grow. Chance does exist but in predefined parameters and ways. Branches, forks, etc. A certain keel and direction about you or one, that creates a potential pattern to emerge in the given life.

Wade Frazier, in his thread on healing this mess (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet), calls this thing in the backdrop, 'Godzilla'.

Godzilla hiding in the background. Manipulating, moving things about, changing things in the flow of time, and existence.

the manipulation and the motions really ARE that deep.

Now to the meat of it.

My good friend picked up a phone a while back and did an akido move that caused two major corporations to crash into one another over a fight for resources. One was denied the resource and it was saved for the other.

In that process, he ended up saving millions of lives in North America and likely, the world over. Seriously, this is not a joke. He ended up being the 'join' point.. for creating the legal precedent that prevented any of the 'unthinking evil' corporations from using that resource to 'kill' as much of humankind, in any way ---that it can.

Godzilla's Revenge. You meet one challenge and Godzilla throws you another. Like in the days of yore..when a given soldier is good at what they do, they target the tribe, the origins the source of the human literacy. This is the area that he comes from, and at the same time it is a direct attempt to destroy the entire great lakes water system. This is how you can tell it is Godzilla: a multi-pronged attack of indeterminate origin on multiple levels with an indeterminate solution on multiple levels with an indeterminate outcome on multiple levels.

This entire Lord Sidious controversy is more of the same. Lack of understanding of the depth of the issues at hand. This forum is a microcosm of all the differing layers of the outer world.

Godzilla never makes a move with a single outcome or intent. This allows for confusion to reign over what is the real intent. The smaller 'area of willingness to realize and encompass' minds, the ones still thinking on mundane levels will miss it entirely, and will also be in an act of actively ridiculing and interfering with those who battle for the the future of all. Interfering with those who battle at the greater or more encompassing and layered-complex level.

There is also the fact of how it is simple to end it, and that involves one simple thing. Venturing inside and fixing the self, in it's entirety.

Even this thing below explained as a multi-layered and multi tiered attack, is merely an indication of a game that one can get involved in ---- but miss the point entirely.:

http://ca.news.yahoo.com/permanent-nuclear-waste-dump-idea-sparks-unease-southern-110007855.html

This is a direct attempt by "Godzilla in the background" to destroy the great lakes water resource. Some will say , 'well, that is coming from all kinds of different places'. I'll say, look deeper. look again.

Learning to ride the bicycle of multidimensional involvement..is one where this must be handled cleanly at the same time one clears the self.

For to be free and on one's own in a sea of energies from multiple dimensions where will and direction of will is the manipulation of energies/engines of creation, then.... paddling continually and having clear thoughts and directions are a necessity, they need to be done at the same time. Period.

[Calz]

.......the game is certainly here but it wasn't intiated here, but it does express itself through physical experience. The old Star Trek series had an awesome physical representation of the game. The chess board was arranged on three different levels. A peice was moved on level one, and on level three that level one move intiated a move. But there's more than 3 levels. One had to be the observer of all levels to win the game.



Another great post from our local barkeep ... isn't it amazing what they pick up over the years??? :washing:


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(ooops ... don't forget about those purple wizards either) :ufo:


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[Unified Serenity]

Eagle,

Great thread on energy, detachment, and bonds / psych games played and identified. I am feeling rather detached on a lot of levels. I can also tell you, the more you try to detach the less you will. We just have to come to it. Maybe my give a damn is busted. Don't get me wrong, I am not the least bit homocidal, suicidal or anything cidal. Maybe I am tired of the game. If God sat down next to me right now I doubt I'd even get excited. Now, if you knew me, you'd know how incredible a statement that is for me because I have always loved God/dess.

I'm just ready for the show to wrap up... I guess sorta like a band that's been on tour for a long time and no longer gets the buzz from the crowds, the song, and just wants to go home and be left alone... sheesh now I sound selfish. who cares... shrugs and walks out

[PurpleLama]

I've always seen detachment as a natural result when we learn to identify with the portions of self that are really "real". The more the really real is identified as us, automatically the more detached and the less affected we become to what we term as 3d reality. So detachment isn't an activity, but a result.

[ulli]

PurpleLama, bravo for that post you did there, and thanks for providing the link, or I might have missed it.
Yes, our thoughts are not our own and will be less so the more telepathy becomes reality.
But our deeds are.
So without a personal philosophy, how can we even decide on what step to take next?
In order to develop a personal philosophy we need to become selfish, there is no other way.
Taking time for contemplation means some needy person out there may have to do without our input, at least temporarily.
But once we get the big picture, or the deepest, most hidden levels of the game, then our input can have the most incredible effect, like in the case of Carmody's friend who saved the Great Lakes from being contaminated.
Or even yourself, PurpleLama, connecting with your soul reality rather than follow the erroneous rabbitt run of former mates. Hat off to you.

[ulli]

Eagle,

Great thread on energy, detachment, and bonds / psych games played and identified. I am feeling rather detached on a lot of levels. I can also tell you, the more you try to detach the less you will. We just have to come to it. Maybe my give a damn is busted. Don't get me wrong, I am not the least bit homocidal, suicidal or anything cidal. Maybe I am tired of the game. If God sat down next to me right now I doubt I'd even get excited. Now, if you knew me, you'd know how incredible a statement that is for me because I have always loved God/dess.

I'm just ready for the show to wrap up... I guess sorta like a band that's been on tour for a long time and no longer gets the buzz from the crowds, the song, and just wants to go home and be left alone... sheesh now I sound selfish. who cares... shrugs and walks out

Perhaps you are in for a huge surprise, any moment now.
That shrug is the signal....that the letting go is complete.
As long as Scorpios can do that at regular intervals they can go back to their normal high charge selves right after...with infinite free energy at their beck and call.

[Carmody]

PurpleLama, bravo for that post you did there, and thanks for providing the link, or I might have missed it.
Yes, our thoughts are not our own and will be less so the more telepathy becomes reality.
But our deeds are.
So without a personal philosophy, how can we even decide on what step to take next?
In order to develop a personal philosophy we need to become selfish, there is no other way.
Taking time for contemplation means some needy person out there may have to do without our input, at least temporarily.
But once we get the big picture, or the deepest, most hidden levels of the game, then our input can have the most incredible effect, like in the case of Carmody's friend who saved the Great Lakes from being contaminated.
Or even yourself, PurpleLama, connecting with your soul reality rather than follow the erroneous rabbitt run of former mates. Hat off to you.

Actually, he did not save the great lakes from being contaminated.

He saved north America from being contaminated.

Saving the great lakes is the new challenge.

[transiten]

Eagle,

Great thread on energy, detachment, and bonds / psych games played and identified. I am feeling rather detached on a lot of levels. I can also tell you, the more you try to detach the less you will. We just have to come to it. Maybe my give a damn is busted. Don't get me wrong, I am not the least bit homocidal, suicidal or anything cidal. Maybe I am tired of the game. If God sat down next to me right now I doubt I'd even get excited. Now, if you knew me, you'd know how incredible a statement that is for me because I have always loved God/dess.

I'm just ready for the show to wrap up... I guess sorta like a band that's been on tour for a long time and no longer gets the buzz from the crowds, the song, and just wants to go home and be left alone... sheesh now I sound selfish. who cares... shrugs and walks out

Perhaps you are in for a huge surprise, any moment now.
That shrug is the signal....that the letting go is complete.
As long as Scorpios can do that at regular intervals they can go back to their normal high charge selves right after...with infinite free energy at their beck and call.

ulli and serenity, have to reveal that "surprise" hit the nail regarding serenity's transits at the moment, even if scorpios usually have a hard time "letting go" Uranus and Jupiter working together might help....:shocked:

[ulli]

Eagle,

Great thread on energy, detachment, and bonds / psych games played and identified. I am feeling rather detached on a lot of levels. I can also tell you, the more you try to detach the less you will. We just have to come to it. Maybe my give a damn is busted. Don't get me wrong, I am not the least bit homocidal, suicidal or anything cidal. Maybe I am tired of the game. If God sat down next to me right now I doubt I'd even get excited. Now, if you knew me, you'd know how incredible a statement that is for me because I have always loved God/dess.

I'm just ready for the show to wrap up... I guess sorta like a band that's been on tour for a long time and no longer gets the buzz from the crowds, the song, and just wants to go home and be left alone... sheesh now I sound selfish. who cares... shrugs and walks out

Perhaps you are in for a huge surprise, any moment now.
That shrug is the signal....that the letting go is complete.
As long as Scorpios can do that at regular intervals they can go back to their normal high charge selves right after...with infinite free energy at their beck and call.

ulli and serenity, have to reveal that "surprise" hit the nail regarding serenity's transits at the moment, even if scorpios usually have a hard time "letting go" Uranus and Jupiter working together might help....:shocked:

Where would the world be without Scorpio's intensity and perseverance?
However, when that scorpionic tail does the full circle until it's sting is about to enter Scorpio's own head
that is the moment when the call for letting go becomes a matter of survival.
Maybe what happened with your health in recent months can be examined in that light as well.
A week in a Carbbean island would cure you...you should put that kind of travel on your list of 2012 priorities.

[ulli]

PurpleLama, bravo for that post you did there, and thanks for providing the link, or I might have missed it.
Yes, our thoughts are not our own and will be less so the more telepathy becomes reality.
But our deeds are.
So without a personal philosophy, how can we even decide on what step to take next?
In order to develop a personal philosophy we need to become selfish, there is no other way.
Taking time for contemplation means some needy person out there may have to do without our input, at least temporarily.
But once we get the big picture, or the deepest, most hidden levels of the game, then our input can have the most incredible effect, like in the case of Carmody's friend who saved the Great Lakes from being contaminated.
Or even yourself, PurpleLama, connecting with your soul reality rather than follow the erroneous rabbitt run of former mates. Hat off to you.

Actually, he did not save the great lakes from being contaminated.

He saved north America from being contaminated.

Saving the great lakes is the new challenge.

Will read your posts more carefully in future.
Hey, maybe lending a helping hand with the Great Lakes challenge could be a suitable assignment for the Villagers.

[transiten]

Eagle,

Great thread on energy, detachment, and bonds / psych games played and identified. I am feeling rather detached on a lot of levels. I can also tell you, the more you try to detach the less you will. We just have to come to it. Maybe my give a damn is busted. Don't get me wrong, I am not the least bit homocidal, suicidal or anything cidal. Maybe I am tired of the game. If God sat down next to me right now I doubt I'd even get excited. Now, if you knew me, you'd know how incredible a statement that is for me because I have always loved God/dess.

I'm just ready for the show to wrap up... I guess sorta like a band that's been on tour for a long time and no longer gets the buzz from the crowds, the song, and just wants to go home and be left alone... sheesh now I sound selfish. who cares... shrugs and walks out

Perhaps you are in for a huge surprise, any moment now.
That shrug is the signal....that the letting go is complete.
As long as Scorpios can do that at regular intervals they can go back to their normal high charge selves right after...with infinite free energy at their beck and call.

ulli and serenity, have to reveal that "surprise" hit the nail regarding serenity's transits at the moment, even if scorpios usually have a hard time "letting go" Uranus and Jupiter working together might help....:shocked:

Where would the world be without Scorpio's intensity and perseverance?
However, when that scorpionic tail does the full circle until it's sting is about to enter Scorpio's own head
that is the moment when the call for letting go becomes a matter of survival.
Maybe what happened with your health in recent months can be examined in that light as well.
A week in a Carbbean island would cure you...you should put that kind of travel on your list of 2012 priorities.

ulli

Connies horary arrived and among lots of incredible revealings she says the star Edaschish "hyena" is rising and that i need more laughter to bring me out of my depressed state of mind also affecting my health. And, lo and behold, that Saturn is my greatest strenght...Have you read "A new outlook on an old devil" by Liz Green? Maybe i'm slowly making him my best friend?

Also she said something about a long distant call, maybe it could be exchanged for a long distant trip...

[PurpleLama]

PurpleLama, bravo for that post you did there, and thanks for providing the link, or I might have missed it.
Yes, our thoughts are not our own and will be less so the more telepathy becomes reality.
But our deeds are.
So without a personal philosophy, how can we even decide on what step to take next?
In order to develop a personal philosophy we need to become selfish, there is no other way.
Taking time for contemplation means some needy person out there may have to do without our input, at least temporarily.
But once we get the big picture, or the deepest, most hidden levels of the game, then our input can have the most incredible effect, like in the case of Carmody's friend who saved the Great Lakes from being contaminated.
Or even yourself, PurpleLama, connecting with your soul reality rather than follow the erroneous rabbitt run of former mates. Hat off to you.

I would posit that it is the abandonment of personal philosophy or beliefs that enables us to get beyond the 3d, and additionally I would posit that telepathy exists in tolal already but it is suppressed along with that which is in us that we suppress, it's our own shame that keeps us from being willing to experience that outside perspective of self that telepathy would engender. Therefore it is self acceptance, not selfishness, that is key.

[ulli]

The Parable of the Three Domains
In the first domain we find a wheat field, a river and a salt mine.
In the second domain there is a bowl of flour, a jar of water and a pot of salt.
In the third domain there is a dough about to enter the oven.
This represents the age we live in...
For those still in the first and second domains it is now too late.

[astrid]

No wonder I have trouble sleeping on this hemisphere
these days , all the great work being done by the
villagers on the otherside pulls me from dream space
to bare witness to. As a child I never wanted to go
to sleep in fear I might " miss something really cool "
same thing here .
All of you, seriously amazing, inspiring and as usual
pushing the bar ever higher, which inspires me
want to push higher within myself .
So honored and humbled to be here and now
in the here and now.
Sleep who needs it, lol

[ulli]

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ulli and serenity, have to reveal that "surprise" hit the nail regarding serenity's transits at the moment, even if scorpios usually have a hard time "letting go" Uranus and Jupiter working together might help....:shocked:

Where would the world be without Scorpio's intensity and perseverance?
However, when that scorpionic tail does the full circle until it's sting is about to enter Scorpio's own head
that is the moment when the call for letting go becomes a matter of survival.
Maybe what happened with your health in recent months can be examined in that light as well.
A week in a Carbbean island would cure you...you should put that kind of travel on your list of 2012 priorities.

ulli

Connies horary arrived and among lots of incredible revealings she says the star Edaschish "hyena" is rising and that i need more laughter to bring me out of my depressed state of mind also affecting my health. And, lo and behold, that Saturn is my greatest strenght...Have you read "A new outlook on an old devil" by Liz Green? Maybe i'm slowly making him my best friend?

Also she said something about a long distant call, maybe it could be exchangesd for a long distant trip...

The long distance call could be the forum, which works at the emotional and intellectual level.
But when it comes to 3D symptoms nothing works like a happy and warm environment.
Of course it all depends how chronic the illness is.

[Calz]

Time for a music break.

Wish you were here (and now) ...


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[ulli]

PurpleLama, bravo for that post you did there, and thanks for providing the link, or I might have missed it.
Yes, our thoughts are not our own and will be less so the more telepathy becomes reality.
But our deeds are.
So without a personal philosophy, how can we even decide on what step to take next?
In order to develop a personal philosophy we need to become selfish, there is no other way.
Taking time for contemplation means some needy person out there may have to do without our input, at least temporarily.
But once we get the big picture, or the deepest, most hidden levels of the game, then our input can have the most incredible effect, like in the case of Carmody's friend who saved the Great Lakes from being contaminated.
Or even yourself, PurpleLama, connecting with your soul reality rather than follow the erroneous rabbitt run of former mates. Hat off to you.

I would posit that it is the abandonment of personal philosophy or beliefs that enables us to get beyond the 3d, and additionally I would posit that telepathy exists in tolal already but it is suppressed along with that which is in us that we suppress, it's our own shame that keeps us from being willing to experience that outside perspective of self that telepathy would engender. Therefore it is self acceptance, not selfishness, that is key.

Nice Gemini answer. Since we are talking about inner things it depends on how each person interprets those terms for themselves.
Personal philosophy or personal belief systems means personal...if you didn't have that
try getting behind your wheel and driving your car...

About the other term, "selfishness" ...it was meant as how self acceptance is often seen by the outsider.
Especially those who have not yet developed their own self acceptance...they either become adoring followers or downright
enemies, depending on which part of their nature they are projecting from.
In a way we are all endowed with duality nature...and make our choices which way to go, lower, higher, or integrate both.

[ulli]

No wonder I have trouble sleeping on this hemisphere
these days , all the great work being done by the
villagers on the otherside pulls me from dream space
to bare witness to. As a child I never wanted to go
to sleep in fear I might " miss something really cool "
same thing here .
All of you, seriously amazing, inspiring and as usual
pushing the bar ever higher, which inspires me
want to push higher within myself .
So honored and humbled to be here and now
in the here and now.
Sleep who needs it, lol

Well, there is always Calz to turn to.
Same sleep pattern, without being down under.
Hehe...Astrid and Calz, Astrid and Calz...
Don't mind ulli, being naughty here....