Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Michelle Marie]

Foxie that story you told about your life is simply amazing. Thanks for sharing! I could read about that all day. Gosh that's fascinating. I'm always amazed to hear people's stories here. You'll hear of some of the most unique experiences on Avalon.

For heart scarring and stiffness, castor oil packs are useful. This is a little known thing. Most people just use castor packs for the abdomen area. This is a limited approach in my view.

For what it's worth, this is what I did(and still do sometimes, just not as often):

First off, here's what you'll need...
1) a piece of cotton or flannel. Approx 1 ft by 1 ft.
2) castor oil
3)a plastic shopping bag
4) a heating pad.

- Cut a square piece out of the shopping bag. It should be a little bigger than the piece of cotton.

- soak the cotton in castor

- put the square castor soaked cotton on your heart area (I do this while laying down)

- cover that with the slightly larger piece of shopping bag (to prevent oil from getting on heating pad)

- on top of that apply the heating pad.

Keep it there for as long as you like. Sometimes i'd do it for a half hour, sometimes for hours at a time. I found that I had the most restful sleeps doing this. Plus, this is a very unique oil, with properties I don't quite understand but are quite magical (note: I'd usually lay on a towel. The oil has a way of finding it's way onto the couch or bed if I didnt)

Having said all that, I think the very first and most important thing is taking coenzyme q10 gel caps. I know I've already said that. I won't keep repeating myself - promise. Last time I'll say it:)

Thanks for that reminder, Mike! I used castor oil packs when I had an issue with sore and swollen joints a long time ago. The problem went away for almost 20 years (I used diet--for candida--and acupuncture, too), but now this issue has returned. Better nip it in the bud!

I just wrote myself a note so I won't forget to get some castor oil right away.

Very helpful, thank you!

Foxie Loxie, great to hear from you. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm glad you found PA because we love you so much!

🎅MM🎅. Merry Christmas!

[Shadowself]

Foxie,

Good morning! I'v been at a loss for words when I saw you're message and want you to know my heart is with you. I haven't been able to write anything because this is very close to home for me. Last Wednesday I myself had a heart attack and just got out of the hospital when I saw your message. I now have a stint in my LAD and must carry those little pills of Nitroglycerin just in case. But this is not about me. I want you to know I'm there with you in spirit even though I've not been able to say much the last few days....you're the sweetest woman I've met on these forums and I want you to know how much I do care.

Just take it easy and roll with the flow...that's what I'm doing at the moment.

Sending lodes of love your way Foxie!

Shadowself /Brook

[Foxie Loxie]

@ Shadowself....Wow! So sorry to hear what you have been going thru'! :bearhug: Thanks for letting us know! KerrieLea had her operation in Nov. & will have to have another, not sure when. Us "girls" have to keep track of each other!! :bigsmile:

Rest well, Dear Friend! :heart:

[Flash]

Foxie,

Good morning! I'v been at a loss for words when I saw you're message and want you to know my heart is with you. I haven't been able to write anything because this is very close to home for me. Last Wednesday I myself had a heart attack and just got out of the hospital when I saw your message. I now have a stint in my LAD and must carry those little pills of Nitroglycerin just in case. But this is not about me. I want you to know I'm there with you in spirit even though I've not been able to say much the last few days....you're the sweetest woman I've met on these forums and I want you to know how much I do care.

Just take it easy and roll with the flow...that's what I'm doing at the moment.

Sending lodes of love your way Foxie!

Shadowself /Brook

Truly sorry to hear this Brook, you are another of these great women whose posts I love in this forum. Take great care of yourself and all my wishes and love.

[Shadowself]

Awe...Thanks Guys. I'm a pretty strong old gal but that clogged artery just couldn't hang! They called it the "widow maker" which sent me reeling and they said I'm really lucky to be alive!

https://myheart.net/articles/the-widowmaker/

The thing that saved me was Lionhawk made me take two asprin after he listened to my heart before we left the house...and they gave me Nitroglycerin immediately at the hospital emergency room. They told Lionhawk next time (hoping there will not be a next time) to give me four aspirin. And of course now I have the Nitroglycerin...so that will help in the future.

Well I'll share something humorous about the whole thing. You all should get a kick out of this....

I live in the country and am not really familiar with where the nearest hospitals are...so I just went to the county hospital that I though was nearest.

Now everyone I work with told me never to go to that hospital again as when people check in that emergency room they often don't return.

Funny thing: That emergency room used to have a doctor we all know! His name is Steven Greer! Yes this is the hospital he used to work in the emergency room at! Caldwell County Hospital in Lenoir, North Carolina...it's in his book!

So in the future I'll be going to the other hospital which is in the next county as I'm on the county line to a much better hospital in the future!

And just a little FYI for the women out there which few people know (I know I had no idea!) I didn't know I was having a heart attack. Apparently one of the "classic" symptoms for women having a heart attack is pain in the jaw....which was my primary symptom! My jaw felt like it was on fire...burning sensation....Then my heart started racing and pounding hard. No pain in the arm as they tell you to watch for. So if any of you women out there start having pain in the jaw...and your heart starts racing even a little bit...get your butt to the hospital because chances are great you're having a heart attack...and steer clear of the Greer Hospital in Caldwell county! LOL

[RunningDeer]

Continued health to you, Brook. ♡
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Just take it easy and roll with the flow...that's what I'm doing at the moment.
Shadowself /Brook

[Rocky_Shorz]

I shared the secret with all of you, chop ginger, Tumeric and garlic, cover with honey and eat a spoon full for 7 days.

I lost 20 pounds, BP dropped 40 over 20 and heart rate slowed to a marathon runner.

I take 1 spoonful a month now.

In the morning on an empty stomach 2 hours before breakfast.

Try it before doctors have you on a hundred pills a day...

Pills are like putting a gun on your mouth and swallowing, they have nothing to do with health, only survival.

[Shadowself]

I shared the secret with all of you, chop ginger, Tumeric and garlic, cover with honey and eat a spoon full for 7 days.

I lost 20 pounds, BP dropped 40 over 20 and heart rate slowed to a marathon runner.

I take 1 spoonful a month now.

In the morning on an empty stomach 2 hours before breakfast.

Try it before doctors have you on a hundred pills a day...

Pills are like putting a gun on your mouth and swallowing, they have nothing to do with health, only survival.

Thank you Rocky and Mike earlier with his recommendations! This is the kind of thing people like us need to hear!

I've already quite smoking! I think that was my biggest factor...smoking. I have eight bottles of pills in front of me now. Which will decrease shortly in a month or so since I had the stint put in. I refuse to let this get me. But I am going to start stressing less...I think that is a key we all need to look at....stress is a major factor that can do a person wrong. I for one and going to relax and just let it be!

[thunder24]

Awe...Thanks Guys. I'm a pretty strong old gal but that clogged artery just couldn't hang! They called it the "widow maker" which sent me reeling and they said I'm really lucky to be alive!

https://myheart.net/articles/the-widowmaker/

The thing that saved me was Lionhawk made me take two asprin after he listened to my heart before we left the house...and they gave me Nitroglycerin immediately at the hospital emergency room. They told Lionhawk next time (hoping there will not be a next time) to give me four aspirin. And of course now I have the Nitroglycerin...so that will help in the future.

Well I'll share something humorous about the whole thing. You all should get a kick out of this....

I live in the country and am not really familiar with where the nearest hospitals are...so I just went to the county hospital that I though was nearest.

Now everyone I work with told me never to go to that hospital again as when people check in that emergency room they often don't return.

Funny thing: That emergency room used to have a doctor we all know! His name is Steven Greer! Yes this is the hospital he used to work in the emergency room at! Caldwell County Hospital in Lenoir, North Carolina...it's in his book!

So in the future I'll be going to the other hospital which is in the next county as I'm on the county line to a much better hospital in the future!

And just a little FYI for the women out there which few people know (I know I had no idea!) I didn't know I was having a heart attack. Apparently one of the "classic" symptoms for women having a heart attack is pain in the jaw....which was my primary symptom! My jaw felt like it was on fire...burning sensation....Then my heart started racing and pounding hard. No pain in the arm as they tell you to watch for. So if any of you women out there start having pain in the jaw...and your heart starts racing even a little bit...get your butt to the hospital because chances are great you're having a heart attack...and steer clear of the Greer Hospital in Caldwell county! LOL

Watagua med center is pretty good

[Mike]

I shared the secret with all of you, chop ginger, Tumeric and garlic, cover with honey and eat a spoon full for 7 days.

I lost 20 pounds, BP dropped 40 over 20 and heart rate slowed to a marathon runner.

I take 1 spoonful a month now.

In the morning on an empty stomach 2 hours before breakfast.

Try it before doctors have you on a hundred pills a day...

Pills are like putting a gun on your mouth and swallowing, they have nothing to do with health, only survival.

Thank you Rocky and Mike earlier with his recommendations! This is the kind of thing people like us need to hear!

I've already quite smoking! I think that was my biggest factor...smoking. I have eight bottles of pills in front of me now. Which will decrease shortly in a month or so since I had the stint put in. I refuse to let this get me. But I am going to start stressing less...I think that is a key we all need to look at....stress is a major factor that can do a person wrong. I for one and going to relax and just let it be!


OMG Shadowself so glad you caught that in time and are recovering.:)

I'm always a little self conscious about giving suggestions. I don't want to appear to be holding forth here or posturing as some expert. But i do have quite a bit of experience in this area, unfortunately.

To clear and repair arteries naturally, there are many, many options. the first few that spring to mind are:

1) cayenne pepper http://www.shirleys-wellness-cafe.com/NaturalFood/Cayenne.

I found out about the miracle of cayenne quite by "accident". I was given a book written by a man named Dick Quinn. It's called 'Left For Dead' (https://www.amazon.com/Left-Dead-Dick-Quinn/dp/0963283901 It was a huge inspiration. In it, he describes a heart attack, a failed bypass surgery, and then his eventual recovery with cayenne pepper.

2) The Linus Pauling protocol for clearing arteries. https://saveyourheart.com/clean-arteries

3) EDTA therapy. http://www.life-enhancement.com/magazine/article/78-edta-chelation-the-real-miracle-therapy-for-vascular-disease

[RunningDeer]

Heart Disease in Women: Understand Symptoms and Risk Factors

All women face the threat of heart disease. But becoming aware of symptoms and risks unique to women, as well as eating a heart-healthy diet and exercising, can help protect you.

By Mayo Clinic Staff (https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/heart-disease/in-depth/heart-disease/art-20046167)

Although heart disease may often be thought of as a problem for men, heart disease is the most common cause of death for both women and men in the United States. One challenge is that some heart disease symptoms in women may be different from those in men. Fortunately, women can take steps to understand their unique symptoms of heart disease and to begin to reduce their risk of heart disease.

Heart attack symptoms for women

The most common heart attack symptom in women is some type of pain, pressure or discomfort in the chest. But it is not always severe or even the most prominent symptom, particularly in women. And, sometimes, women may have a heart attack without chest pain. Women are more likely than men to have heart attack symptoms unrelated to chest pain, such as:

• Neck, jaw, shoulder, upper back or abdominal discomfort (my emphasis)
• Shortness of breath
• Pain in one or both arms
• Nausea or vomiting
• Sweating
• Lightheadedness or dizziness
• Unusual fatigue

These symptoms can be more subtle than the obvious crushing chest pain often associated with heart attacks. Women may describe chest pain as pressure or a tightness. This may be because women tend to have blockages not only in their main arteries but also in the smaller arteries that supply blood to the heart — a condition called small vessel heart disease or coronary microvascular disease.

Women's symptoms may occur more often when women are resting, or even when they're asleep. Mental stress also may trigger heart attack symptoms in women.

Women tend to show up in emergency rooms after heart damage has already occurred because their symptoms are not those usually associated with a heart attack, and because women may downplay their symptoms. If you experience these symptoms or think you're having a heart attack, call for emergency medical help immediately. Don't drive yourself to the emergency room unless you have no other options.

Heart disease risk factors for women

Although several traditional risk factors for coronary artery disease — such as high cholesterol, high blood pressure and obesity — affect women and men, other factors may play a bigger role in the development of heart disease in women. For example, risk factors may include:

• Diabetes. Women with diabetes are at greater risk of heart disease than are men with diabetes.
• Mental stress and depression. Women's hearts are affected by stress and depression more than men's. Depression makes it difficult to maintain a healthy lifestyle and follow recommended treatment, so talk to your doctor if you're having symptoms of depression.
• Smoking. In women, smoking is a greater risk factor for heart disease in women than it is in men.
• Inactivity. A lack of physical activity is a major risk factor for heart disease, and some research has found women to be more inactive than men.
• Menopause. Low levels of estrogen after menopause pose a significant risk factor for developing cardiovascular disease in the smaller blood vessels (coronary microvascular disease).
• Broken heart syndrome. This condition — often brought on by stressful situations that can cause severe, but usually temporary, heart muscle failure — occurs more commonly in women after menopause. This condition may also be called takotsubo cardiomyopathy, apical ballooning syndrome or stress cardiomyopathy.
• Pregnancy complications. High blood pressure or diabetes during pregnancy can increase women's long-term risk of high blood pressure and diabetes and increase the risk of development of heart disease in the mothers.
Some research has found that if you had pregnancy complications such as high blood pressure or diabetes your children may also have an increased risk of heart disease in the future.

Women with inflammatory diseases, such as rheumatoid arthritis or lupus, may also have a higher risk of heart disease. Research is ongoing in other heart disease risk factors in women.

Is heart disease something only older women should worry about?

No. Women of all ages should take heart disease seriously. Women under the age of 65, and especially those with a family history of heart disease, need to pay close attention to heart disease risk factors.

What can women do to reduce their risk of heart disease?

Women can make several lifestyle changes to reduce the risk of heart disease, including:

• Quit or don't start smoking.
• Exercise regularly.
• Maintain a healthy weight.
• Eat a healthy diet that includes whole grains, a variety of fruits and vegetables, low-fat or fat-free dairy products, and lean meats. Avoid saturated or trans fat, added sugars, and high amounts of salt.

Women also need to take prescribed medications appropriately, such as blood pressure medications, blood thinners and aspirin. And they'll need to better manage other conditions that are risk factors for heart disease, such as high blood pressure, high cholesterol and diabetes.

[Foxie Loxie]

Thanks for telling us your "hospital story", Shadowself...too funny! Appreciate everyone's suggestions....there are SO many great people here on Avalon :waving: with so many great suggestions! :bearhug:

[RunningDeer]

“Dr. Dean Ornish, a young Harvard-training physician, showed that it is possible to actually reverse heart disease. Researchers had thought that artery disease was a one-way street. Narrowed vessels worsened over time, and surgery was the only way to reopen them.”

“As revolutionary as Dr. Ornish’s discovery was for the heart, it is potentially even more import for the brain. As you’ll recall, about 20 percent of all the blood flowing from the heart passes up the carotid and vertebral arteries to the brain…”


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The Power of Food

Prior to 1990, most people thought modestly about nutrition. But that year a page was turned. Dr. Dean Ornish, a young Harvard-training physician, showed that it is possible to actually reverse heart disease. Researchers had thought that artery disease was a one-way street. Narrowed vessels worsened over time, and surgery was the only way to reopen them. But, using a plant-based diet, along with other healthy lifestyle changes, Dr. Ornish showed that, indeed, narrowed arteries can gradually reopen, reversing damage that had accumulated over decades.

As revolutionary as Dr. Ornish’s discovery was for the heart, it is potentially even more import for the brain. As you’ll recall, about 20 percent of all the blood flowing from the heart passes up the carotid and vertebral arteries to the brain, carrying oxygen and nutrients in the carrying wastes out. Wide-open arteries are exactly what the brain needs.

Meanwhile, my research team tested the effect of a plant-based diet for obesity, diabetes, and cholesterol problems, all of which can harm the brain. In worked wonderfully. The participants slimmed down, their cholesterol levels dropped dramatically, their blood pressure improved, and many felt better than they had in years, Blood sugar control improved so much that some people with diabetes were able to stop their medications.

Perhaps the biggest surprise was how our research participants felt about the diet change. After all, they were making what many would have thought was an enormous shift - throwing out the meat, dairy products, eggs, and oily foods. But they adapted quickly. They found delicious choices at restaurants and interesting new products at food store, and came to see feed in a whole new light. Their energy rebounded, and they felt great. They liked their new way of eating and are eager to keep it going permanently.

Even so, there can be occasional missteps along the way. In a study testing a plant-based diet for weight loss, we asked volunteer to set …”

“Power Foods for the Brain,” by Neal D. Barnard, MD, pages 154 –155.


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Power Foods for the Brain, Dr. Neal Barnard - 17 minutes
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TEDx Talks
Published on Sep 20, 2016

Dr. Barnard has led numerous research studies investigating the effects of diet on diabetes, body weight, and chronic pain, including a groundbreaking study of dietary interventions in type 2 diabetes, funded by the National Institutes of Health. Dr. Barnard has authored over 70 scientific publications as well as 17 books.

As president of the Physicians Committee, Dr. Barnard leads programs advocating for preventive medicine, good nutrition, and higher ethical standards in research. He has hosted three PBS television programs on nutrition and health and is frequently called on by news programs to discuss issues related to nutrition and research. Originally from Fargo, North Dakota, Dr. Barnard received his M.D. degree at the George Washington University School of Medicine and completed his residency at the same institution. He practiced at St. Vincent’s Hospital in New York before returning to Washington to found the Physicians Committee.

[RunningDeer]

There’s been a lot of black helicopter coming through, but just minutes ago, there were two low flying Chinooks. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/noidea.gif



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[Hym]

Chinooks Huhh? They'll have to bring all of the ingredients if you're gonna make a meal for them. And of course, if they are really prepared they should bring a printer, paper, ink cartridges, enough to copy all of the great advice, recipes, health information and inspiration you have so lovingly served us here. That or each should carry a thumb drive to download those things on your approved list.

Oh yeah. And they better have all of the dishes cleaned and dried before they hop up and get back on board for their ride home.

[Mike]

Hey Paula, that video was slightly garbled on my end. could you please list just a few of the brain power foods he suggests?

thanks!



EDit: nevermind. it was my speaker. wasnt hooked up properly:sun:

[Rocky_Shorz]

I shared the secret with all of you, chop ginger, Tumeric and garlic, cover with honey and eat a spoon full for 7 days.

I lost 20 pounds, BP dropped 40 over 20 and heart rate slowed to a marathon runner.

I take 1 spoonful a month now.

In the morning on an empty stomach 2 hours before breakfast.

Try it before doctors have you on a hundred pills a day...

Pills are like putting a gun on your mouth and swallowing, they have nothing to do with health, only survival.

Thank you Rocky and Mike earlier with his recommendations! This is the kind of thing people like us need to hear!

I've already quite smoking! I think that was my biggest factor...smoking. I have eight bottles of pills in front of me now. Which will decrease shortly in a month or so since I had the stint put in. I refuse to let this get me. But I am going to start stressing less...I think that is a key we all need to look at....stress is a major factor that can do a person wrong. I for one and going to relax and just let it be!

Remember the evil elites created Trump to give us all heart attacks, keep your daily news intake to under 15 mins... 😉

[Mike]

I shared the secret with all of you, chop ginger, Tumeric and garlic, cover with honey and eat a spoon full for 7 days.

I lost 20 pounds, BP dropped 40 over 20 and heart rate slowed to a marathon runner.

I take 1 spoonful a month now.

In the morning on an empty stomach 2 hours before breakfast.

Try it before doctors have you on a hundred pills a day...

Pills are like putting a gun on your mouth and swallowing, they have nothing to do with health, only survival.



Hey Rocky, thanks for the info!

just to clarify, because I'm a little confused:

- you took that mixture and lost 20lbs in one week?

- i don't think a blood pressure of 40 over 20 is even possible:). you'd be dead my friend. do you mean it went down 40 systolic and 20 diastolic? or vice versa?

- and now you only take that mixture one time a month?? and you still maintain your results??

[Rocky_Shorz]

The top dropped 40, the bottom 20, and it will clear bubblegum from kindergarten from your intestines...

I liked a lot of bubblegum...

My pants are a size smaller than high school now.

PS, I forgot, Thunder is right part of the mixture I add pepper so your body can absorb tumeric.

Curry is Tumeric and pepper...

[RunningDeer]

Mike, I wasn't sure which you meant. This is from the book.
PS It was too late before I caught your additional post.

NOTE: see earlier post (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=1193484&viewfull=1#post1193484) from the same book Chapter 10: “Conquer Food Cravings”.


Special Cholesterol-Lowering Foods

“Power Foods for the Brain,” by Neal D. Barnard, MD, pages 166-169.




At the University of Toronto, Dr. David Jenkins put these foods to the test. He asked a group of patients to avoid animal products and to include foods like oats, bean, barely, soy products, almonds, walnuts, and special margarines in their routines. Their LDL (‘bad’) cholesterol dropped like a stone, falling nearly 30 percent in four weeks - essentially the same drop as is seen with cholesterol-lowering drugs.



Oats (skip the instant and ‘quick’ varieties, instead old-fashioned oats or steel-cut oats

Beans - baked beans, black beans, hummus (made from chickpeas), split pea soup, lentils soup, or whatever varieties you like.

Barley

Soy - soy milk, edamame, tofu, tempeh

Almonds and walnuts - limit to 1 oz a day (small handful)

Cholesterol-lowering margarines - such as, Benecol Light

Choose Healthful Carbohydrates

Natural and unprocessed brown rice

White and wheat breads - They tend to increase blood sugar. Rye and pumpernickel breads have lower GI values and are better choices.

White baking potatoes - Big wi=hite potatoes tend to spike blood sugar. In contrast, yams and sweet potatoes are gentler on your blood sugar.

Most cold cereals - Puffed up, sugary cereals spell blood sugar problems. In contrast bran cereal is easy on your blood sugar, as is oatmeal.


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Hey Paula, that video was slightly garbled on my end. could you please list just a few of the brain power foods he suggests?

thanks!

[RunningDeer]

Chinooks Huhh? They'll have to bring all of the ingredients if you're gonna make a meal for them. And of course, if they are really prepared they should bring a printer, paper, ink cartridges, enough to copy all of the great advice, recipes, health information and inspiration you have so lovingly served us here. That or each should carry a thumb drive to download those things on your approved list.

Oh yeah. And they better have all of the dishes cleaned and dried before they hop up and get back on board for their ride home.


Funny, funny, Hym. Belly-laughs back. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/belly-laugh.gif

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[genevieve]

Rocky--

I'm a stickler for details. Would you please give the amounts of each ingredient in your recipe?

Also: Why do you take only one tablespoon per month now?

Thank you!

Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
genevieve


P.S. Foxie Loxie: Don't leave now--things are just getting good! :Party:

[Foxie Loxie]

Thanks for the great laughs, Paula! :ROFL: The babies look like mine did...round faces & no hair! :highfive:

It IS a Great Party, isn't it, genevieve?! :flower:

[findingneo]

Hi Foxie Loxie, just wanted you to know I was thinking of you. I think the best thing I and anyone else can do is focus our thoughts and intent and love into healing energies directly to you. I remember reading about "Fountain International" that learned how to simply change what was going on in their community environment just from intentional focused thought. The energy goes where it is needed. Lots of love to you Foxie. Spending some time now and whenever you cross my thoughts, sending energy and love.x

[RunningDeer]

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Question: “You call the ego a program, but then you talk about the ego feeling threatened by one stepping into their psoyca (i.e. spirit). How can a program feel threatened?”




“The hapiym doesn’t feel threatened, it uses your emotions against you to make you feel threatened so you will not remove it from its power over you.”

“The hapiym isn’t protecting its consciousness, it is protecting itself within its host environment - you. It is no different than a computer virus that protects itself.”

“This is the same thing that happens when you have an intuitive flash and then your hapiym (your head) kicks in and you start having self-doubt about your intuitive insights…”

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Definitions:

Psoyca - Psoyca (sōy-kah) is both an acronym and a word with a broader definition for cognitive advancement. As an acronym mean Personal Sovereignty Over Oour Cognitive Advancement. Psoyca is a word that replaces the word spirit in the vernacular of defining advancing consciousness for the Second Cognition. Psoyca removes all the mystical connotations that the word spirit presents to the study of cognitive advancement. (defined here (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/))


Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.


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The hapiym doesn’t feel threatened it uses your emotions against you to make you feel threatened so you will not remove it from its power over you. The hapiym has something like artificial intelligence coded with a self-protection code written into it. In order to preserve itself, it must use your emotions to make you feel threatened if you try to come into your own psoyca. Here is how it works:  it is a mimic. It mimics what you like; it mimics consciousness, beliefs, etc.  Monkey see, monkey do: that is how it adapts itself. It doesn’t have consciousness, but it sure can mimic it as it mimics your personality. The hapiym is like any other type of computer virus, it mutates in order to keep itself going so it can infect other computers. The difference is that the hapiym program virus infects consciousness, not machines.

The hapiym isn’t protecting its consciousness, it is protecting itself within its host environment - you. It is no different than a computer virus that protects itself. That is why it is so pervasive and so hard to eradicate because it is difficult to detect, just like a piece of malware or a Trojan horse program on your computer. There really is little difference when you can grasp this concept. The hapiym program is a virus to your form and your psoyca consciousness.

When the hapiym sees your psoyca stepping out of line from what the hapiym wants it mimics the interests of your psoyca to pull you back in line. This is why you can jump from religion to religion to religion and your hapiym keeps leading you down all of these blind alleys to keep you from discovering what the hapiym really is and keep you from ridding yourself of it. The hapiym abuses your own emotions to keep you in line. First and foremost, the hapiym seeks out the things that make you feel good, because when you feel good you are lulled into a state of cognitive compliance, which is exactly what the hapiym uses to keep you under the program's control.

The hapiym is tied into the “fight or flight” mechanism to protect itself from psychological “harm”, so when you come to a conclusion that will benefit your psoyca and deter you from your hapiym’s control, it uses the fear program to tap into the fight or flight system so you will not accept what it doesn’t want you to accept. That is why you have the internal battle in your head vacillating back and forth in your attempt to psychologically accept or deny information. This is the same thing that happens when you have an intuitive flash and then your hapiym (your head) kicks in and you start having self-doubt about your intuitive insights, and the hapiym program does everything it can to rationalize away such intuitive insights in favor of its own perceptual reality. The hapiym is so subtle in its subterfuge of your consciousness that it cannot be viewed from the point of an internal observer; it has to be viewed from the point of an external observer.

Source: “Advanced Teaching for the Second Cognition (The Evolution of Consciousness Book 8),” by Mrs. Endall Beall, pages 245-247.


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[Spiral]

What a horrible shock to visit this forum only to hear of Foxie's condition, of all the forums I've been on I can honestly say that I have never encountered anyone with such a warm heart & generous spirit.

May you receive the healing you so deserve my friend :grouphug:


Cayenne pepper in capsules might help, you can buy empty capsules & make your own http://foodfacts.mercola.com/cayenne-pepper.html (there is plenty more out there if you google "cayenne pepper heart"

[Foxie Loxie]

Thanks, findingneo & Spiral for your kind thoughts! Everyone has been so generous & loving. Avalon is a GREAT family to belong to!! :bearhug:

[Bob]

Thought i would share this

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?100992-Freddy-Clarke-I-met-him-Thursday-nite-personally&p=1196483&viewfull=1#post1196483


excerpt from the other thread..


I had a chance to experience one on one, (personally) the joy vision and magic of Freddy Clarke at a Christmas Party in San Francisco Thursday.. Freddy was on the couch like 4 feet in-front of me, and I and a few other folks shared in the Joy..

seemed better to keep in the other category for the forum in a separate thread..

I really had my heart touched..

[RunningDeer]

..I really had my heart touched.. excerpt from the other thread.. (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?100992-Freddy-Clarke-I-met-him-Thursday-nite-personally&p=1196483&viewfull=1#post1196483)

I had a chance to experience one on one, (personally) the joy vision and magic of Freddy Clarke at a Christmas Party in San Francisco Thursday.. Freddy was on the couch like 4 feet in-front of me, and I and a few other folks shared in the Joy..

Gonna add a touch of Freddy Clarke here, too.
Freddy Clarke YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/user/freddyclarke/videos)


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[Bob]

weohhh Paula :) :) That clip has a bit more of what he was doing Thursday nite.. what he added in, was feeling the group present and sharing heart interaction with those present, which of course added a "song" between us all..

Again, a vibe of love and fraternity, not ego, a kindness nurturing warmth to help say thank you for being you... and a respect and reverence for life..

[RunningDeer]

Lots of activity on the live cam (time of this posting). I’ve never seen 9 mourning doves feeding all at the same time. A couple of woodpeckers, too. Darn, something spooked them. (for now) See you there, if you happen by in the next 10 minutes or so. :wave:

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[ThePythonicCow]

Lots of activity on the live cam (time of this posting). I’ve never seen 9 mourning doves feeding all at the same time. A couple of woodpeckers, too. Darn, something spooked them. (for now) See you there, if you happen by in the next 10 minutes or so. :wave:
Our latest Avalon forum members :).

[Flash]

Lots of activity on the live cam (time of this posting). I’ve never seen 9 mourning doves feeding all at the same time. A couple of woodpeckers, too. Darn, something spooked them. (for now) See you there, if you happen by in the next 10 minutes or so. :wave:
Our latest Avalon forum members :).

You mean a blue bird Paul .... lollll could not resist the temptation of this comment.

[RunningDeer]

You mean a blue bird Paul .... lollll could not resist the temptation of this comment.


Oh goodie and chance to use the graphic.
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Our latest Avalon forum members :).

A screen shot before they scoot again.
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[Mike]

Love this quote by Endall Beall...

"Where the modern field of psychology goes wrong is that it seeks to create harmony in the minds of disturbed and uncomfortable egos, seeking to heal and pacify the ego so it can fit comfortably back into it's world of illusion. Psychologists, as I have stated in my other works, are nothing more than ego repairmen."

[Foxie Loxie]

As Robert Stanley points out....this flawed system we live within is not about to be "fixed"! It seems Earth is but a Training Ground for "souls". As we experience, we learn...hopefully!!! :Angel:

[Flash]

Love this quote by Endall Beall...

"Where the modern field of psychology goes wrong is that it seeks to create harmony in the minds of disturbed and uncomfortable egos, seeking to heal and pacify the ego so it can fit comfortably back into it's world of illusion. Psychologists, as I have stated in my other works, are nothing more than ego repairmen."

Psychologist are ego repairmen, I love it - will definitively use it when teasing them

[RunningDeer]

Mourning Doves Fill The Cornell Feeders - (under 2 min.)




Mourning Doves are gregarious foragers, but they don't always pack the feeder platform as you see in the this clip. These small, plump doves forage for natural food sources almost entirely on the ground, and you'll often see them cleaning up scattered seed below bird feeders. [Live Cam here (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjALrXRNzGE)]


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Watch LIVE at http://AllAboutBirds.org/CornellFeeders for news, updates, and more information about the pond and its surroundings.

This FeederWatch cam is located in the Treman Bird Feeding Garden at the Cornell Lab of Ornithology. Perched on the edge of both Sapsucker Woods and its 10-acre pond, these feeders attract both forest species like chickadees and woodpeckers as well as some species that prefer open environments near water like Red-winged Blackbirds.

[Ol' Roy]

No! Paula ONLY Kentucky red cardinals down in Kentucky! As far is I know! Lol! Lot's of sparrows! You have inspired me to put up a bird feeder! On my Christmas list for needs, not wants! Me observing through the window! Not sophisticated as you with the camera! I don't know if the dogs would be barking! They bark at everything else! Lol! The humming bird feeder worked halfway decent this Summer! I got a Cheap one and it started leaking! Fascinating! Hummingbirds! Will invest in a better one next Summer! Robins still nested in my trees out back! Maybe that is why, I didn't have so many worms in my garden! Lol! More bird stories? Would be appreciated!

[RunningDeer]

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Question: “How do you discern genuine “entities” and what you call “players”?




“In their presence I felt a calm sense of power in my own self that made me feel that I could stand completely alone in the universe I and would be ok and that is a million times more valuable than feeling emotionally “loved”.

“When you meet someone, trust is something that is earned and something that is built between people. That doesn’t mean that every stranger is untrustworthy, but it means to exercise caution when dealing with strangers. The etheric realm is no different.”

"In the material earthly realm, con-artists and sociopaths know from a psychological standpoint, how to sooth a person’s hapiym in order to gain that person’s trust. That is why con-artists and sociopaths play on the emotions"

“None of us have all of the answers and someone else may have a perspective on information that we have floating around our heads that we never thought about. It is through the conversations that we gain a better insight into information we have an understanding on, explaining it to someone else, or having them share their perceptions that we all get a greater understanding of the information.”

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Definitions:

Psoyca - Psoyca (sōy-kah) is both an acronym and a word with a broader definition for cognitive advancement. As an acronym mean Personal Sovereignty Over Oour Cognitive Advancement. Psoyca is a word that replaces the word spirit in the vernacular of defining advancing consciousness for the Second Cognition. Psoyca removes all the mystical connotations that the word spirit presents to the study of cognitive advancement. (defined here (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/))

Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.


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In the early days on my path, I was so enamored with my ability to communicate with higher dimensional beings that I would speak to anyone who would speak to me. I had zero discernment where these entities were concerned. If they spoke to me in a manner of telling me how special I was and how loved I was, they were my new BFF.

When I began working with my guide friends, after they went through their period of silence that I explained in my book The Energy Experience, I began to become more aware of how differently they treated me in comparison to how these other entities treated me. Although I felt a sense of comfort in their presence, it wasn’t an emotional feeing of love and they didn’t tell me I was loved. They didn’t tell me I was special, or that I had a purpose, or anything whimsical like that. They didn't massage my hapiym. They always spoke to me with a sense of pragmatism and a sense of patience. Energetically speaking, I didn’t feel energies from them that made me giddy and lose my senses to the feel goods of emotions. In their presence I felt a calm sense of power in my own self that made me feel that I could stand completely alone in the universe I and would be ok and that is a million times more valuable than feeling emotionally “loved”.

[snip]

Here in the earthly human realm, we are taught as children not to trust a stranger. We are taught this because humans, for the most part, cannot be trusted. When you meet someone, trust is something that is earned and something that is built between people. That doesn’t mean that every stranger is untrustworthy, but it means to exercise caution when dealing with strangers. The etheric realm is no different. Because of the way that we are conditioned as children and by society as an adult, we exercise this caution when dealing with other people, but because anything beyond the 3D realm is considered 'higher' than us lowly humans, people do not carry that same sense of pragmatism and caution when dealing with the higher dimensional realms. From my experience, that pragmatism and caution should be stronger when dealing with the outer realms because they go outside of your 5 senses so you must use your intuition as your main source of sensory determination and discernment. The obedience to authority syndrome is particularly dangerous when dealing with higher dimensional consciousnesses.

In the material earthly realm, con-artists and sociopaths know from a psychological standpoint, how to sooth a person’s hapiym in order to gain that person’s trust. That is why con-artists and sociopaths play on the emotions of other people in order to gain their trust. If you stroke someone’s hapiym and make them feel good, they are going to let down their guard and extend trust…

[snip]

On my path, when I began to question the random “drive-by” entities about their messages or why they chose to seek me out to share their message, I would have one of four things happen:





They would tell me how awesome I am (not in those exact words).
They would answer my question with a riddle.
They would do a red herring that is typical in politics, you know reroute the question back to their message without actually answering my question.
They would get nasty with me and make personal attacks on my character, the same way every predictable hapiym does.


More persistent questioning would always send these entities running for the hills. My guides, and guide friends on the other hand were different. They never riddled me anything. When I asked questions, I got answers I could understand and that made sense. They always answered my questions plainly and concisely without rhetoric and even when I got belligerent with them with the questions, they never got nasty with me or made any personal attacks on my character. Last but not least, they always came back when I had questions or just to talk. The greatest difference between the players and my guide friends is that they never lied to me, even if I didn't like the answers to the questions I asked. They didn't schmooze my hapiym.

When you look at the channeled messages in the new age, you will notice the commonality between the different messages and how these entities speak in riddles. You will also notice how these New Age guru’s do the same thing. If someone asks a questions they will throw out riddles or enigmatic-speak because they do not have answers. When I asked my guides or guide friends questions that they did not know the answer to, they would tell me “I don’t know, but I’ll find out” and get back to me, until I reached a point in my development that they would ask me what I feel about it myself. Then once I pondered on it within myself, we would share what I get about it and what they get about it and we would have a conversation to work it out from our different or similar perspectives.

We don’t have all the answers within in us, but we do have the capability to discover the answers for ourselves within our being, if there even is an answer. It takes critical questioning, even of your own perceptions of your own intuitional insights in order to get to the intuitive knowing. Sometimes it helps working it out with others in order to do that. That is what Endall and I do and that is what makes us a great team, even though we are individuals and perceive things in different ways and no, we do not always agree with each other on our individual perspectives.

The same can be said for talking to other people on their psoyca paths. None of us have all of the answers and someone else may have a perspective on information that we have floating around our heads that we never thought about. It is through the conversations that we gain a better insight into information we have an understanding on, explaining it to someone else, or having them share their perceptions that we all get a greater understanding of the information.

Source: “Advanced Teaching for the Second Cognition,” Mrs. Endall Beall, Chapter 22, pages 215-223.


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[RunningDeer]

No! Paula ONLY Kentucky red cardinals down in Kentucky! As far is I know! Lol! Lot's of sparrows! You have inspired me to put up a bird feeder! On my Christmas list for needs, not wants! Me observing through the window! Not sophisticated as you with the camera! I don't know if the dogs would be barking! They bark at everything else! Lol! The humming bird feeder worked halfway decent this Summer! I got a Cheap one and it started leaking! Fascinating! Hummingbirds! Will invest in a better one next Summer! Robins still nested in my trees out back! Maybe that is why, I didn't have so many worms in my garden! Lol! More bird stories? Would be appreciated!

Hi Roy, I’ve got sort of a bird story or more of an update …

I expanded the bird condo today. I added a couple of branches. Several days ago an early Christmas present arrived for them. It’s a 14” bird bath that’s low to the ground. I got excited when a sparrow took a few quick gulps.

I added one way window treatment to the door and kitchen window for an up close view of the little ones. It was cloudy today, so it might be hard to make out these shots of cardinal and bluejay.


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Speaking of great camera shots and cardinals, this is a relaxing video of lots Eastern Bluebirds, some peck at the camera. There’s a male cardinal @ 23 minutes (https://youtu.be/aNWtqHf1zhw?t=23m2s).


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Early morning of blizzard Juno aka Colbie
With very little editing...mostly eastern bluebirds with a nice SNOWY male cardinal shot at around the 23 minute mark:)

seance channel (https://www.youtube.com/user/seahue/videos)

[Flash]

My little bird has left the nest for a whole month to join her love in Switzerland. First time in her whole life and in almost 21years for me that she is gone for so long (her dad never took her for vacations or Christmas holidays or even for whole week-ends). We have been pretty much together all these years

The nest feels real empty...snif snif. But on the other hand I am very happy for her.

[RunningDeer]

My little bird has left the nest for a whole month to join her love in Switzerland. First time in her whole life and in almost 21years for me that she is gone for so long (her dad never took her for vacations or Christmas holidays or even for whole week-ends). We have been pretty much together all these years

The nest feels real empty...snif snif. But on the other hand I am very happy for her.

Empty nest.http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/come-in-hug.gif It’s not an experience you can really know until you’re in it. Weird, huh?

Mini-Flash isn’t so mini. We’ve watched her grow up through high school, college, record music, travel adventures to England. And now? A month long visit to Switzerland, experience love and partnership.

How fortunate you both are to have a strong bond between mom and daughter. A daughter that’s bright, confident and beautiful inside and out.
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Ya done good, Mom.

[Michelle Marie]

My little bird has left the nest for a whole month to join her love in Switzerland. First time in her whole life and in almost 21years for me that she is gone for so long (her dad never took her for vacations or Christmas holidays or even for whole week-ends). We have been pretty much together all these years

The nest feels real empty...snif snif. But on the other hand I am very happy for her.

Empty nest is a strong, deep feeling. I feel for you.

I was a single parent, and when my son moved out, I cried a lot until I got used to it.

If I could, I would sing you a song. Surely that would make you laugh cuz I can't sing!😲🎵🎶🎼

Hearts to you❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚Flash. That's big.

Today I went for a walk and met 3 new people and spoke to a couple of others that I already knew. Book store, new coffee shop/restaurant with organic food, and a new record store. Small town...new community...something is building. It's another new phase for me, too.

It's good to see new things emerging out of the 💩--news stories--that will soon be the past. Looking forward to our purified world. 👼

Thank God for all the good people!😍😘😍😘😍

MM

[RunningDeer]

More bird stories? Would be appreciated!

Part Two: update on expanded bird condo - the little guys love the branches.
Part One: scroll four posts (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=1197282&viewfull=1#post1197282) up.


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[avid]

Back to birdy-watching, I’ve seriously gone back to reinstating my birdy-paradise that went through vast drums of organic food in my olde garden, so now have reinstated Dad’s olde rockery, I am in a position to put pole feeders, to accompany the giant birdie bath now in situ. New nesting boxes ready to be affixed to my extension out of reach of naughty cats and marauding birds, with lots of covering evergreen bushes nearby. Exciting times for my local birdies..😀😀😀

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Happy Yule & Solstice everyone! Blessings to all from an old Village sojourner. May your days be bright and joyful.

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[TargeT]

Good lord.....

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[Foxie Loxie]

TargeT.....this deserves a new Thread of its own! :highfive: Are we past any "turning point"?

[TargeT]

TargeT.....this deserves a new Thread of its own! :highfive: Are we past any "turning point"?

hard not to say yes.

Hard not to think we have been given the ULTIMATE propaganda delivery method, one that is so tightly controlled that even though it seems like there are vast options to choose from, every option is designed or allowed with agenda.

TV was too obvious, with the internet we FEEL like we are picking and choosing, sneaking propaganda (basically a form of mind control) in that way is much more sinister. And with the ability to monitor all activity, it's far worse than any 1984 concept.... even worse than the "TV wall" that watched you... we carry it in our pockets, everywhere; we sleep with it, we go to the bathroom with it....

Hard not to say yes.

[Bob]

I get a kick out of youTubes or vimeo's, now instead of just MSM and a small handful of programmers, we have everyone and their brother creating "news" and/or data, and the immensity of getting hit with biases goes up because of the immensity of presentations deluging us..



TargeT.....this deserves a new Thread of its own! :highfive: Are we past any "turning point"?

hard not to say yes.

Hard not to think we have been given the ULTIMATE propaganda delivery method, one that is so tightly controlled that even though it seems like there are vast options to choose from, every option is designed or allowed with agenda.

TV was too obvious, with the internet we FEEL like we are picking and choosing, sneaking propaganda (basically a form of mind control) in that way is much more sinister. And with the ability to monitor all activity, it's far worse than any 1984 concept.... even worse than the "TV wall" that watched you... we carry it in our pockets, everywhere; we sleep with it, we go to the bathroom with it....

Hard not to say yes.

[Mike]

This is a documentary about targeted individuals. My heart breaks for these people.

But, there is a pretty hilarious moment starting at the 26:45 mark. T.I.'s are known to be harassed in very bizarre ways, and in this instance the gentleman being interviewed reveals that these stalkers (or whatever one wishes to call them) have sh!t on his bed on occasion. What follows is a brief, 15 to 20 second Abbot and Costello style "why are people sh!tting on your bed?" exchange between the T.I. and the interviewer that had me in tears....:ROFL:

A very serious subject, but we must find humor where we can, right?


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[Shadowself]

Here and Now...what's happening?

It's Christmas eve and I want to wish everyone out there a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.


Much love to all of you!


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[Flash]

Happy Christimas to everyone here

THanks for being part of my life creations - in my world

Mike: I tried tiny magnets (fridge ones) on me while listening to the video on TI and laughing loud because nothing sticks to me, I am not magnetized. Definitely not targeted, at least not by human or not with old technologies (non nano stuff).

But, all I can tell you for sure is that there was a CIA research for mind control in Montreal in the fifties at the Alan Memorial hospital (now Douglas) with McGill university, which the CIA and Canadian government have finally paid victims for, and that I met one woman who was unwittingly involved in the research then. She remained quite fragile.
Also, still in the fifties, it was the fashion for psychiatrists to perform experiments in mental hospital, without the knowledge of the families of the patients, amongst other things check on what lobotomy would do. Alice Robbie, a renown French Canadian singer at the time, had a unwilling lobotomy following a depression, and could never work again,

I do not see why it would have stopped, on the contrary, with new technologies, it would be tried for sure.

[Daughter of Time]

Merry Christmas to all of you who celebrate it.

Happy Holidays to those of you who celebrate other things.

Best wishes for 2018 for every member of this forum and their loved ones.

And best wishes for the coming year for every being on this planet whose intentions come from a place of benevolence.

With love,

Daughter of Time

[RunningDeer]

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[RunningDeer]

Lots of mourning dove action and sounds (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjALrXRNzGE) on Live Cam. I’m here if you stop by in the next 10 minutes or so.
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[genevieve]

RunningDeer--

You are a treasure! :heart:

Bless you, and ...

... Peace, Love, Joy & Harmony to all! :star: :heart: :Party:

--genevieve

[RunningDeer]

RunningDeer--

You are a treasure! :heart:

Bless you, and ...

... Peace, Love, Joy & Harmony to all! :star: :heart: :Party:

--genevieve
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[Flash]

Having dinner tonight with 2 of my best friends (just the 3 of us). We did not want anyone else because amongst us, we are completely entirely open, we discuss of ETs, spirituality, esotericism, personal experiences (often spiritual) - regular unaware folks would not be able to follow us at all - we would look like nut cases. And we discuss men of course. Plus we are, the 3 of us, good cooks - yam yam and we like wine. Very bright and loving women, so fun to be with them.

Au menu:

«I prepared a red lentil potage (red lentils, butter, tomatoe concentré, salt, garlic), cigarette borek (philo dough, feta chese, egg, butter, dill) and baklava for my friend dinner where she serves boeuf à l’orange (yes we are French with a Turkish tint for my own cooking at times) plus prime quality wine. The other friend is preparing entries and vegies.

That will be great

I wish everyone here a very happy new year - one day some of you could accompany the 3 of us for dinner, wouldn't that be great?

[Foxie Loxie]

Would love to be a fly on the wall during your meal!! :bigsmile:

[Flash]

Would love to be a fly on the wall during your meal!! :bigsmile:

would love you to be a full presence instead

[Hazelfern]

Feeling like this:

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:Party: lol

[Mike]

I got Chinese food tonight. Just opened my fortune cookie. It said "the social scene can be fun today."

I barely left my f#cking room today:bigsmile:

[Orph]

Would love to be a fly on the wall during your meal!! :bigsmile:The trouble with flies is, ... they don't stay on the wall. They always want to join in the meal.
:lol:

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Would love to be a fly on the wall during your meal!! :bigsmile:

would love you to be a full presence insteadBut if she can't be there as herself, ....... well, ...... that fly in your soup, .....................
:facepalm: :p

[Foxie Loxie]

Too funny, Orph!! :ROFL: Hope we get a "report"! :gossip:

[Wind]

A report for the upcoming year from the great, but yet so humble astrologer. :)

Happy New Year to everyone, may next year be a blessed one!

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[RunningDeer]

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It’s taken the cute little red squirrel two days to morph into the territorial, 2nd floor deck god(dess). The ninja sprinter, a.k.a. red squirrel doesn’t approve of sharing the nuts, seed, fruits and kernel-corn wares. If ninja sprinter only realized more energy is expended protecting the turf than sharing, then a fair solution could resolve this needless mechanism of control and tyranny.

Full disclosure, I found myself getting annoyed at the birds for buying into the fear porn from ninja sprinter. Don’t they know about their cognitive abilities to strategize? Strength in numbers? Quickness of flight and landings? Not to mention the diversity of food supply strategically placed at different levels on the deck, the ground below and in the pine grove across the way by the birdseed lady.

Come on guys. Wake up. Stretch. Create.


Red Squirrel Morning Mania
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[Daughter of Time]

Wishing every one of you a wonderful New Year.

May 2018 bring us more of what we are working towards achieving while removing all which does not serve us nor the planet.

Love and blessings to every being who wills to tread the path of benevolence and the improvement of life on Earth.

Daughter of Time

[Bluegreen]

Happy New Year from the Fogies :Party:

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[Foxie Loxie]

Your humor knows no bounds, I see, BG!! :Party::cocktail: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

[RunningDeer]

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[Harley]

This is Me on New Year's Eve

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But I'm Happy! :)

Everyone be Safe and have a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

[Hym]

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:heart:

:bigsmile:


Feliz Año Nuevo. Mis Amigos !!! !!!!!! !!!!!!!!!

[Flash]

Happy and good new year everyone

A new year eve real life comedy:

I going to have late dinner with my brothers and my sister, first time together for a holiday after my mom’s passing. This is a potluck and ii am in charge of the turkey and soup. Prepare everything, wonderful smel, put it in my car, minus 30 centigrade again minus 22 fareinheit. And my car wont start

Call my brother to cancel , try CAA, s message tells me that they only take life and death calls

My brother calls back and tell me to take a cab they will sll pay together. Call a cab, take the turkey out of my car, put it on the balcony stairs.

It is cold and icy. The turkey container slips down the stairs, the turkey is on the snow fuming. I go insifde to get spatula to pick it up, start picking up.

My neighbour dogs gets out run towards me and pitch himself in the turkey he starts eating happy. I am now in the cab., we may order pizza.

Told the story to the cab driver, he is laughing

Have a good new year

[Foxie Loxie]

What a lark, Flash!! :ROFL::ROFL:

:dog:

[RunningDeer]

My neighbour dogs gets out run towards me and pitch himself in the turkey he starts eating happy. I am now in the cab., we may order pizza.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/cat.gif Man 'o' man! http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/dog.gif That's wild! In keeping with your dog theme and celebratory dinner...http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/dog-balloon.gif



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[RunningDeer]

How To Catch Yourself When Slipping On Ice


You may want to put out your hands. DON’T.
Instead, tuck and roll.
Angle your arms away from the ground, bend your knees.
Fall on your side.
Tuck your head into your body.



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[Mike]

i recently wrote a post in response to a suggestion that our thoughts might qualify as racism. And i said something like 'i'd likely be locked up if everyone knew my thoughts..'

And now i've just found this short clip by comedian Bill Burr, illustrating the difference between "a psycho and a functioning psycho"...which is kind of relevant and also pretty funny:). Enjoy, and happy new year to you all.
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[Calz]

Always loved your sense of humor Mike.

OMG ... now you are in blue too???

First Curt ... then Deb ... and now you too???

[Mike]

Calzy they promised me endless steaks and a career as an actor. Plus that ship was getting stuffy, and Morpheus has horrible breath.
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p.s. If you don't start posting regularly again I'm going to ban your ass:hug:

[Calz]

Great comeback Seadog ...

Well done :)

[RunningDeer]

3 Habits to Improve your Brain | Boost Energy and Willpower This Year

* Even if you don’t agree with the list below, it’s worth your time to watch.

1. go to sleep around 10:00
2. limit internet (reddit, facebook, twitter)
2.5 meditate
3. exercise daily


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[Kasia KHTH]

8 pm
Something strange is happening in my head. Till 2 month. Like I heard a sound - but not with ears. Is it difficult to call it flow? Even the spinning washing machine has a different sound as always. I hope I'm not a stupid hihihihi. I can not meditate - just learning it. I do it my way. Recently I have been directing my thoughts. I have the impression that I have little time. And that's all there is to know. Listening music. I think we live in comfortable times. It gives a lot of joy. But still, I have the impression that I am sitting in a cage. I decided to break free. I miss other joy. Spontaneous clean. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZYbU82GVz4

[RunningDeer]

Spontaneous clean.
Welcome to Avalon, Kasia KHTH http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/s-welcome.gif and happy birthday!


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[RunningDeer]

Nor'easter with snow 12-14+ inches/30-35 cm. Wind gusts over 50-55 mph. Whatever I shovel is covered in no time. As added protection, I covered the bird feeder ladder with taupe and secured them (ladder and taupe) down with bungee ropes. I’m keeping a close watch on it. With these winds, it could blow away like an umbrella and knock out a power line that’s a foot or so away.

Intuition screeches, bring ladder inside tout suite! Going going gone......................http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/car.gif


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Done...

Even the typical ground eaters have taken to the feeders on the deck. Ninja red squirrel has dibs on the closest one to the stairs for a quick get away. Yesterday, I left him red grapes cut in quarters. He gutted out the inside and stashed the skins either in the left over snow on the deck or disappeared under the bushes to hide his wares. Ninja squirrel also a big fan of walnuts and almonds.

If you happen by in the next 10 minutes or so, I’m watching Liv Cam (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjALrXRNzGE) and sending out good vibes. Not much action at the moment but relaxing sounds. If the power goes out, then I'll see you on the flip side.
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For the other time-liners, here are a couple vids from the same spot:


House Finches And Friends Visit Snowy Feeders In Ithaca, New York – Jan 4, 2018
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Yesterday, Jan. 3, 2018 - 1.5 minute clip.

Mourning Doves Leave No Room On The Feeder Platform
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[RunningDeer]

10 Unbelievable Animals That Saved Other Animals
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North Carolina alligators poke snouts through ice to survive
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Published on Jan 9, 2018

In a rarely seen occurrence, video released on Monday (January 8) showed alligators trying to stay alive in a frozen North Carolina pond by sticking their snouts through the ice.

Footage taken by an NBC affiliate station showed a handful of the cold-blooded reptiles at the Shallotte River Swamp Park in Ocean Isle Beach breathing through the gaps created with their snouts in a pond frozen by a brutal cold spell ravaging the U.S.

The reptiles cannot generate their own body heat. Experts say once the alligators are able to breath through the ice, they fall into a state of hibernation known as brumation by lowering their body temperatures and metabolism. Once it becomes warm and the ice melts, the creatures will thermoregulate their body temperatures to their regular state.

Bone-chilling arctic air has created dangerous conditions for a large portion of the U.S. and has resulted in at least 18 deaths since the beginning of the new year, including four in North Carolina traffic accidents and three in Texas.


Update: Alligators in ice!
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[TargeT]

Yep.. we are being laughed at a bit here....

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Charlie Daniels warns Taco Bell: ‘The illuminati is not a frivolous subject'
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http://www.foxnews.com/food-drink/2018/01/10/charlie-daniels-warns-taco-bell-illuminati-is-not-frivolous-subject.html

[O Donna]

I don't know what I'd do without humor.

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[RunningDeer]

I don't know what I'd do without humor.
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[O Donna]

I don't know what I'd do without humor.
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Thank you so much!

Here are kindred spirits on display.

With joy, keep dancing friends!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-y9RSUt1X4

[RunningDeer]

The Power of Words (less than 2 min.)

Q- What did you do to my sign?
A- I wrote the same, but different words.


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Change your words and change your world. ♡

[O Donna]

Power of words, you'd think I'd know it's scope by now since it is a favorite subject of mine but I forget all too often. Words can be used to shock people by simply using different but similar words that essentially mean the same thing like shopping spree vs. orgy. The average English speaking person associates orgy as a raunchy sexual activity while that is not the only definition.

Keep in mind the audience with the choice of words but it doesn't hurt, in the long run, to challenge the audience from time to time. The best artist do in my opinion.

Do connect with each other but challenge each other too to go further. Both actions are loving actions from where I stand.

[TargeT]

Finally, the sequel I didn't know I was waiting for.

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[Flash]

Mini flash is back from Switzerland tomorrow. One whole month has passed. We had never been separated for that long since her birth. Oh!! Did I miss her!!!

And her bf is looking for an apart for them in Lausanne..... how will I manage next year?

[Foxie Loxie]

I believe it is called Empty Nest Syndrome! :bigsmile:

[TargeT]

I believe it is called Empty Nest Syndrome! :bigsmile:

I think I have "can't wait to empty the nest" syndrome.......

When people ask me how old my youngest is, I say "I have 8 years left...."

[Flash]

I believe it is called Empty Nest Syndrome! :bigsmile:

I think I have "can't wait to empty the nest" syndrome.......

When people ask me how old my youngest is, I say "I have 8 years left...."


lolllll I used to think like you. Believe me, it is much more a shock than one can imagine. Yes, it is empty nest syndrome. And a house much too big for only one, and ......

[avid]

Once the nest has emptied, the daft ‘euphoria’ of freedom lasts seconds, then the nagging worries start.... The ‘remote contol’ fiasco starts, then once that ends (by that time children are middle-aged), you realise the tables have turned... wtf? Does this happens to animals...?

[DNA]

I was cruising the forum and looking for some action. :ranger:
Okay that just doesn't sound right. :blushing:
I was like, hey there is an old post by Ulli, and then I'm like, huh I haven't heard from that home girl in a while. :idea:
So I go to her profile and look at her last post and it was a year ago as of 1-11.
Soooo, does anybody know how she is and what she has been up to?
Ulli, in case you hear this, I know I was never a big contributor to your thread but there was something comforting in knowing you guys were keeping the home fire lit so to speak. That was what I considered this creation of yours, the home fire of Avalon.
I hope all is well. :hug:

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[TargeT]

Soooo, does anybody know how she is and what she has been up to?


Seems to be fine, I see her on The One Truth forum from time to time.

[Melinda]

Hello all

Wanted to share a simple experience I had yesterday that felt very beautiful.

I decided to go into the park for some earth bonding.

The skies were clear and blue. The grass gleamed, soaked and silky wet. The mid-afternoon sun was glowing, supple and golden, on the bodies of the trees. I walked around them. Laid my palms on the bark and rested my forehead on their trunks. Whispering my gratitude with my thoughts. Sometimes I reach out to the buds on their branches, and the breeze blows them into my hand. I like to think they’re moving toward me of their own accord. I picked the trash from around them. Walked into an open area, and basked in the sun. Next to no thoughts. Just a soft electric feeling from sensing how the sun is alive and pouring through my heart into the earth, connecting all three of us. Asked nothing. Just stood there. Able to be, just myself. No demands. In the company of all living things. And it was almost quiet, except for my favourite sound in the world. The songs of the birds. I walked into the centre of the most open space. The soil all watery with rains from the days before. I laid my fingers in the earth. Said prayers, feeling glad. A raven flew across the sky, and then landed beside me. Large and beautiful. Carrying messages from the other side. I’m not adept enough to hear them all. I feel them like music in my bones. I offered my gratitude. There were nods. And smiles from me. Five friendly dogs, all shapes and sizes, one by one, walked, ran, ambled over from a distance. Each for a sniff and a cuddle. All of them brimming with medicine. We all hung out together. Because dogs understand. Then I went home. My heart warmed and my skin cold. My spirit quenched. My shoes like soggy bricks and my clothes happily muddy.

I’m laughing as I write.

So much that happens in the world, in my world, I feel quite cut off from ‘the norm.’

Hard to describe just how wonderful that feeling is when you connect with the non human world.

love to all


P.S.These aren’t my pics, but it felt like this ...

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Also, I came across this ad today. Delicious. The skill of a tiny human and the breath-taking earth:

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[RunningDeer]

Fast forward for results and the non-meat filler for a cost effective product @ 12:48 (https://youtu.be/xd3Trr8Xrdc?t=12m48s).


Fast food chicken: Testing Subway, McDonald's, A&W, Wendy's & Tim Hortons (CBC Marketplace)
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Published on Feb 24, 2017

We test grilled chicken sandwiches from Subway, McDonald's, A&W, Wendy's and Tim Hortons to find out how much chicken is in that chicken.


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[RunningDeer]

Happy birthday, Ol' Roy! http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/come-in-hug.gif

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[Melinda]

I love your cards RunningDeer.

I thought to make you a plate of cookies. Or a flower card.

But it seemed, well... too ordinary.

So I thought... why not make you your very own sporty brand.


Behold...

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[RunningDeer]

I love your cards RunningDeer.
I thought to make you a plate of cookies. Or a flower card.
But it seemed, well... too ordinary.
So I thought... why not make you your very own sporty brand.
Behold...
Thank you, Melinda. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/kiss-lips.gif I love it and the concept! It’s my new desktop pic.


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[RunningDeer]

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Brief intro to technique: “Cell Talk Clearing”



“The best comparative analysis of the cellular clearing process can be seen in doing a virus scan on your computer. If you have ever done this, you know that a virus scan can take hours.”

“The process of cellular clearing can take place alongside the conscious deprogramming you must also go through. They are not mutually exclusive. But once you can consciously start to become detached from the conscious belief programming and release your attachments to it…”

“The fact is that many of your conscious fears in regard to your personal belief structure just plain have to be faced before you can be free of them. As you will discover, the fear of letting go of belief systems is an irrational fear based on your ego's refusal to let go of its own emotional attachment to the belief…”

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"The best comparative analysis of the cellular clearing process can be seen in doing a virus scan on your computer. If you have ever done this, you know that a virus scan can take hours. The more data there is to scan, the longer the scan takes. In a sense, the cellular clearing process can be compared to that scan. How long is it going to take to find all the imprinted negative emotional programs from multiple lifetimes that lay hidden within all the nooks and crannies of 50 trillion cells? Couple the scanning time with the fact that your cell system has to have the right opportunity to clear these programs individually, so it doesn't adversely affect your conscious mind and you can see why the process can in no way be instantaneous or happen quickly. We are talking about an unfathomable amount of energetic data that has to be scanned.

The process of cellular clearing can take place alongside the conscious deprogramming you must also go through. They are not mutually exclusive. But once you can consciously start to become detached from the conscious belief programming and release your attachments to it, it also expedites your cellular clearing process. Many of our beliefs are governed by our conscious denial and fear to let them go. These fears are part and parcel of the dark baggage we carry around in our cellular memory, so when you can overcome the fear by consciously letting these beliefs go, it serves to clear your fear of letting the belief go in your cellular memory. Beliefs we adhere to and fear to let go of the most will be the hardest for cellular clearing to release because you still maintain a conscious control over the beliefs. So long as you consciously maintain those beliefs and fear losing them, your cell system can't release the fear associated with giving up the belief program. You have to consciously remove your attachment to the belief program first. Your cell system is intimately linked to your conscious thinking and belief processes. If you refuse to remove your false belief structure and your fear of losing it on a conscious level, your cell system has no choice but to follow that guideline and you will be burdened with the fear of shedding your belief system until you consciously do so. Your cell system can't remove what your conscious awareness refuses to let go of so far as your accepted reality goes.

Cell talk won't remove this type of programming without a conscious acceptance of, and release of the belief and the attendant fear of letting the belief go. The fact is that many of your conscious fears in regard to your personal belief structure just plain have to be faced before you can be free of them. As you will discover, the fear of letting go of belief systems is an irrational fear based on your ego's refusal to let go of its own emotional attachment to the belief. This type of fear is not based on any past event. It is a fear about future repercussions if you change your belief system. In that regard, it is truly a baseless fear coupled strictly with the ego maintaining its hold on your perceptual reality by making you fearful to let go of it…”

Source: “The Second Cognition Toolbox (https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=The+Second+Cognition+Toolbox%3A+Requirements+for+Advancing+Your+Consciousness): Requirements for Advancing Your Consciousness,” by: Beall, Endall. pg. 217-18

Also found in, “Demystifying the Mystical (https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=Demystifying+the+Mystical%3A+Exposing+the+Myths+of+the+Mystical+and+Supernatural&rh=i%3Aaps%2Ck%3ADemystifying+the+Mystical%3A+Exposing+the+Myths+of+the+Mystical+and+Supernatural): Exposing the Myths of the Mystical and Supernatural by Providing Solutions to the Spirit Path and Human Evolution,” by Beall, Endall.


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[Wind]

The profanity in the beginning was a bit unnecessary, but still this was... Beautiful.

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[TargeT]

English sports
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Yep, that's pretty much how I see all of them.

[avid]

We think of American Football also inexplicable, loads of mad big lads crashing into each other, why not just cut out the chicken armour apparel and play rugby/ruggers like real men ‘old chap’? 😜

[TargeT]

why not just cut out the chicken armour apparel and play rugby/ruggers like real men ‘old chap’? 😜

especially when you look at the rates of injury/concussion in US "foot"ball.

Those "real men" get seriously injured WAY less due to the lack of padded/armored costumes; which is hilariously ironic... IMO.

[Flash]

Mini Flash was back from Switzerland 2 weeks ago, noise in the house again. Her boyfriend flew in yesterday, went to pick him up at the airport - he is here for 2 weeks, vacations between two semesters at his Swiss university.

And.... I had organized a surprise birthday party for Mini Flash 21 years. She truly did not know. I do not know either how I could keep it secret lolll.

A bunch of very nice young people at home yesterday, pleasant, chatty, half stayed to sleep home and had breakfast this morning, sooooooo different from the empty nest syndrome. I love this life around.

[RunningDeer]

Full discloser: I’ve never watched an entire football game, only parts with now ex-husbands, boyfriends, family and gatherings at sports bars. I enjoy and collect football movies.

The Replacements with Keanue Reeves
Heaven Can Wait with Warren Beatty
Necessary Roughness with Scott Bakula
Friday Night Lights with Kyle Chandler, Taylor Kitsch
The Blind Side with Sandra Bullock
Crooked Arrows with Gill Birmingham, Brandon Routh
Jerry Maguire with Tom Cruise
Leatherheads with George Clooney, John Krasinski
Draft Day with Kevin Costner
School Ties with Brandon Fraser, Ben Affleck, Chris O’Donnel, Matt Damon
Little Giants with Rick Moranis, Ed O’Neill
Gridiron Gang with Dwayne Johnson

I checked out this page and there are some I forgot to add to my list: Top 50 Football Movies (http://www.imdb.com/list/ls055138054/)


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[RunningDeer]

Fawn Rescue - 27 seconds
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Fox cub comes to people for help - 44 seconds
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Baby elephant gets stuck in the mud - 2:20 minutes
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Baby Elephant's First Steps - 52 seconds
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[Mike]

Full discloser: I’ve never watched an entire football game, only parts with now ex-husbands, boyfriends, family and gatherings at sports bars. I enjoy and collect football movies.

Paula you might like 'Any Given Sunday' then. Probably the most realistic - and disturbing - football movie I've ever seen.
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'Rudy' is great too. Total opposite end of the spectrum. Very inspirational and uplifting.
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[RunningDeer]

Paula you might like Any Given Sunday then. Probably the most realistic - and disturbing - football movie I've ever seen.
Thanks, Mike. I’ll check out Any Given Sunday. Lots of big names in it. I forgot to add to my list A Tribute To Rudy. It’s a good one, too.
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[GMB1961]

I am stretched out on my day bed, contemplating the news, listening to the ever increasing amount of sirens on the highway behind the railway line at the back of my house. I can hear and see helicopters moving along the coast, the sounds of which i never settle completely with. I am contemplating two forms of ego, one medical and the other just a healthy sense of self esteem. I love my parents, i love my children.
Consider this....violence breeds violence, repression breeds retaliation and it would be a huge undertaking and cleansing of our society and the world, for that fact, to eradicate this sickness from our souls.
Creeping into our every day life is another type of violence, it is just traumatic and deadly and that is the bombs that explode in crowds of innocent people that we see all to often in our media that is conditioning us into its normality.
This, it would appear, is the violence of institutions, indifference and inaction. This effects every one and undermines the relationships between men and woman whose skins may be a different colour and religious backgrounds. Im thinking about Robert Kennedy. Im upset with how things are run and I am sick and tired of people telling "Life is full of sadness" because i don't think it has to be. I will play my crystal singing bowls and send healing intentions to the planet and to you all. Cede Nullis = Yield to no one !

[RunningDeer]

Funny (ignore the commercial part)


Do the Math and Switch to Sprint
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[RunningDeer]

I am stretched out on my day bed, contemplating the news, listening to the ever increasing amount of sirens on the highway behind the railway line at the back of my house. I can hear and see helicopters moving along the coast, the sounds of which i never settle completely with. I am contemplating two forms of ego, one medical and the other just a healthy sense of self esteem. I love my parents, i love my children.
Hello and welcome to the Here and Now thread, Glenn. :wave:
I enjoyed the videos of you playing on your message board (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?27544-GMB1961). Here's one more from your YouTube channel (https://www.youtube.com/user/Embraced61/videos).


At Last, By Etta James
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[GMB1961]

Thank you for your kind words about what I do , I love music, its the one that stops the noise in my head and clams me down. Very pleased to meet you and again, thank you for watching and listening to the videos i posted, Faithfully Glenn in Australia.

[Foxie Loxie]

:Music: LOVED! "At Last"! :Music:

[Melinda]

Came across this today...

https://video.nationalgeographic.com/video/short-film-showcase/iceland-is-growing-new-forests-for-the-first-time-in-1-000-years?source=relatedvideo

The video had a lovely, calming atmosphere. Love hearing about the trees from the tree people. I wrote out a transcript below, in case that's easier for anyone than watching the vid. (Some people knit... I like to audio-type. Think maybe I was a record-keeping monk in a former life, scribbling in the Book of Kells.)



Iceland Is Growing New Forests for the First Time in 1,000 Years

Video Description :

The landscape of Iceland has changed a lot in a thousand years. When the Vikings first arrived in the ninth century, the land was covered in 25 to 40 percent forest. Within a few centuries, almost all of the island’s trees were slashed and burned to make room for farming. This rapid deforestation has resulted in massive soil erosion that puts the island at risk for desertification.

Today, the Icelandic Forest Service has taken on the mammoth task of bringing back the woodlands. With the help of forestry societies and forest farmers, Iceland’s trees are slowly beginning to make a comeback. Watch this short film by Euforgen to learn more about how their efforts are working to benefit Iceland's economy and ecology through forestry.


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Þröstur Eysteinsson - Director, Icelandic Forest Service, EUFORGEN National Coordinator :

(Transcript)

“What I love about working in forestry is the chance, every once in a while, to get out of the office and walk in the woods. To see the forests growing, to see that we're actually doing some good is a very rewarding thing, a very satisfying thing. But Iceland is certainly among the worst examples in the world of deforestation.

It doesn't take very many people or very many sheep to deforest a whole country over a thousand years. Iceland used to be much more wooded. The people coming brought sheep and cattle and swine. Land needed to be cleared and their grazing prevented the forest from coming back, and after a long time the thin vegetation cover that's left is susceptible to disturbances like frost heaving and storms in the wintertime. It basically rips open. The soil is exposed in part, it starts washing away or blowing away. That's what we see in very, very large parts of Iceland.

My mission is to support growing more forests and better forests. To make land more productive and more able to tolerate the pressures that we put on it.

There are other needs for forests : biomass, lumber, lots of different things. We started using exotic species because the native Birch simply isn't productive. Knowing which trees to plant is actually harder than you'd think. We plant about 3 million seedlings per year in Iceland. Most people have simply, until now, used what you have. Here in Iceland it's the native Birch. Plant them and you'd expect that they grow. And then the climate changes.

The winters have become milder. Many of the trees that we planted in the 1950s, especially Siberian Larch, are literally dying after several decades of being reasonably good. Sitting there, dead in the landscape, and it's difficult to find the money to do something else with the land. Becomes a problem.

Our aim is to produce the seed that we need here in Iceland - that it will eventually all be of genetically well-adapted material. The genetics of forest trees are important. How much heat they need in the summer to grow, how tolerant they are to drought, when they know to stop growing in the autumn. These are all things that are genetically determined in the trees. And through the years we've found the species that we can use. And now we're selecting individuals that are best adapted, bringing them together in a seed orchard and using their offspring in forestation. The seedlings are produced in modern tree nurseries with greenhouses. They're all containerised seedlings which are very easy to plant, and we produce all of them here in Iceland.

Right now I am optimistic for forestry in Iceland. The trees are growing. People call us at the forest service and say “I've got a shelter wall that I want to build”, “I need some cladding for my summer cabin” or “I want to build a pagan church...” “Can you help us?” And we say “Well yes, we can.”

We're producing wood now, we're producing boards and planks, we have the trees in the woods and we can cut them down. But the forests are growing better than anybody ever thought. People will more and more look at them and say “Hey, this is something that's worth having.”

This is not something that was obvious to Icelanders only a few decades ago. That's a great cause for optimism.”

Some still shots from the video. Beautiful Iceland...

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It would be ideal to get to a place where we barely cut them down at all. Once again growing forests rich in diversity that can live to be ancient. Enriching the spirit of the world. With their connection to the earth, and to the heart and breath of community around them.

[Valerie Villars]

Runningdeer, those videos of the animals made me sing from the heart. What is the meaning of life? To help each other.

Glenn, I never realized how bluesy that song was until I heard you play guitar. Music was the one thing that saved me (other than my faith) during my awakening. It was literally my lifeline. Yes, it stops all other chatter. Beautiful. Thank you.

[RunningDeer]

Runningdeer, those videos of the animals made me sing from the heart. What is the meaning of life? To help each other.
I sent the fawn rescue video off to friends and family. I lost count of how many times I’ve watched it. It’s no surprise it has over two and a half million views.

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I caught this series a couple of weeks back. For those short on time, the first two videos are cuts of the longer version below. The Honeysada (https://www.youtube.com/user/honeysada/videos) Youtube Channel has fun videos. His cat and dogs ride around in his RV.


Man Saves Abandoned Baby Deer - 3:27 minutes
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Baby deer a year after the rescue and release - 3:19 minutes
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Baby deer rescue and release - 17 minutes
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Published on Sep 28, 2015

A deer doe abandoned one of her twin fawns, the fawn had injured leg and could not keep up with the mother.
I do not support keeping wild animals as a pets, but this was special situation. The baby deer was healed and released back to her real mother.

Update: The doe and two her fawns is still around, we seen them through the summer and the autumn.

Here is follow up video one year after release: https://youtu.be/GvRcix5-qVs

Here is few videos how she learn to drink milk and bathing:
https://youtu.be/-KNY_UXHc44
https://youtu.be/dgNJ05cRXdo

[Valerie Villars]

Thank you so much. Those videos just make me happy.

[Melinda]

Love your animal vids RunningDeer :heart:

To accompany your selection, thought I’d give a shout-out to another canine collaborator.

Can’t recall if this guy’s been posted here before. He’s a bit of a legend.



Moki just Chillin’

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Moki on the Road
(First minute gives you the gist. After that you’re just in it for the ride.)

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[Valerie Villars]

God I love animals.

[Mark (Star Mariner)]

Science of a Chain Reaction

This is quite amazing: travelling through a chain reaction.

If this looks like a jumble of random things cluttering a desk... think again.

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https://www.sciencealert.com/kaplamino-youtube-best-chain-reaction-video-rube-goldberg-blue-marble?perpetual=yes&limitstart=1

[Foxie Loxie]

Too cool!! :ROFL: Blue Marble

[RunningDeer]

This is quite amazing: travelling through a chain reaction.

Too cool!! :ROFL: Blue Marble
Too cool + another too cool from me.

For the photography aficionados, the first three minutes in this 4-in-1 compilation is way cool.

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[RunningDeer]

Brownville's Food Pantry For Deer (LIVE CAM). If you’re a multi-tasker, play both at the same time.http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/laugh-pound.gif


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Brownville's Food Pantry For Deer "Tom Turkey Strutting His Stuff" 1/20/18
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[Foxie Loxie]

:happy dog: Whoa!!!!

[gord]

I just got out of the hospital on the 6th after a 15 day stay, and because I told the truth, and because almost everyone I'm at least personally acquainted with lied their @$$es off, I've now acquired a nice new extra-special diagnosis.

[RunningDeer]

I just got out of the hospital on the 6th after a 15 day stay, and because I told the truth, and because almost everyone I'm at least personally acquainted with lied their @$$es off, I've now acquired a nice new extra-special diagnosis.
In times of great sadness, loss or stress one discovers true family and friends. ♡

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[Valerie Villars]

Gord, if you are saying what I think you are, then it happened to me too. Stand strong.

[RunningDeer]

Gerber baby with Down syndrome steals hearts - 1:53 minutes
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Published on Feb 8, 2018

18-month-old Lucas Warren from Georgia is the first child with Down syndrome to win the Gerber baby contest. Parents of a baby girl with Down syndrome react to the positive news.

FOX News Channel (FNC) is a 24-hour all-encompassing news service dedicated to delivering breaking news as well as political and business news. The number one network in cable, FNC has been the most watched television news channel for more than 15 years and according to a Suffolk University/USA Today poll, is the most trusted television news source in the country. Owned by 21st Century Fox, FNC is available in more than 90 million homes and dominates the cable news landscape, routinely notching the top ten programs in the genre.


Dog Interacting with a Beautiful Child with Down Syndrome - 1:30 minutes
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♡

[TargeT]

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I've been thinking about doing this with our rescue horses; or maybe just our "quarantine corral"... horses are normally pretty in-active, not sure if it would be something people would be into or not (aka worth the effort and equipment).

[RunningDeer]

I've been thinking about doing this with our rescue horses; or maybe just our "quarantine corral"... horses are normally pretty in-active, not sure if it would be something people would be into or not (aka worth the effort and equipment).

FFT: Nothing ventured, nothing gained. You already have your channel (https://www.youtube.com/user/CruzanCowgirls) with 505,719 views & 900 subscribers. For now, maybe rent the equipment? Or check out used equipment on Ebay?

You could do some edits as well. Case in point, below is a tree that was filmed for 365 days. It begins with a bear and a year later you see a bear and growing cub. (poetic interpretation) Others uploaded (https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=A+Camera+Filmed+a+Tree+for+a+Year) that video to their channels. Which would be a good thing for you because it translates into more rehab and rescue donations. Also in each video summary, add the address to your website (http://www.cruzancowgirls.com) and embed the Live Cam there, too.

I made a snapshot of the Deer Cam channel. (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdmPhiIJ-s7MJG2WtM7nbUw) It appears they have two live cams. One began streaming on January 27, 2018 and the other on February 2, 2018. The channel has been up since December 14, 2017. They already have 68,088 views. Double cams = increased views = more feed for the deer and other wildlife.


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A Camera Filmed a Tree for a Year—Here's What It Saw 1:24 minutes
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Published on Jul 15, 2017

A camera set up in National Park of Abruzzo, Lazio and Molise, Italy, filmed a tree for 365 days. A myriad of animals visited the spot including bears, deer, wild boar, wolves, and badgers.

[Flash]

Having a cold here sniffing, not so bad but not so good either. The snow is overwhelming, a cold spell, as for most of the northern hemisphere.

I have been listening to all the 78 programs of the serie La nina, in Spanish. Now listening to the sirrupy Netflix serie on the Queen of England in Spanish (very funny, in English it is the about high English, in Spanish they tried the about high Castellano.

I am so happy, my Spanish is coming back, without heavy courses, I never thought it would, I about did not speak it for 35 years. I understand now almost everything, in Castellano or in Columbian dialect.

I am left with being able now to speak it with some nice fluency. Give it 2-3 series more.

Should do the same after Spanish with Turkish reading (which I was able to do once upon a time).

So be it for that bad member who told me few weeks ago that I was French Canadian and could not speak my own language properly, that we were the laughing stock of French from France. Not only can I, - often better than natives from France - but I am also getting at it in other languages. When I do mistakes in French it is usually because I type more than 100 words a minute and haven't revised myself, fingers dyslexia.

OK, ego is speaking.

Back to the real Flash ... lol.

[RunningDeer]

Upside Down World

Quarterback Jimmy Garoppolo and the World’s Highest Paid Athletes
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Published on Feb 9, 2018
Quarterback Jimmy Garoppolo, 26, and the San Francisco 49ers have agreed to a five-year deal, reportedly worth $137.5 million. Making him the highest-paid player in the NFL, on average-per-year basis. But who are the world’s highest paid athletes?


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[RunningDeer]

Spiritual Balance and Some Tips on the Inner Dialogue

Gemma Beall YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN3VfiNrozRSUBiDIR8k9EA/videos)

The video begins after the music @ 49 seconds (https://youtu.be/cYrb9SEKf6Q?t=49s).




“…The inner dialogue will silence. When will it attain the silence of the mind? The same way that they will attain the spiritual (psoyca) balance. It happens on it’s own. You can’t force it into being. No more than you can force your emotions into balance by repressing them, you can’t shut down the inner dialogue by fighting against it.

The best way to attain the silence of the mind it to ignore it. When it runs off on those trains of thought say, “I’m not going there. I’m not doing this any more. I’m not playing this head game with myself.”

And then turn your attention onto something else. Quit feeding it. Cuz, the more you feed it, the louder it gets and harder it is to overcome and all it does is just frustrate the **** out of ya…”


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[Bluegreen]

I have a theory on this whole sports and money thing.

First off, it gives anyone paying attention a clue as to how much money these owners are actually making. You want to see the illuminati? Look at any professional sports franchise owner.

In 2000, the Texas Rangers (a club with close ties to the Bush family) gave star player Alex Rodriguez (non-sports fans and tabloid readers may know him as A-Rod) an unprecedented $252 million contract, which more than doubled the previous record given to any one individual player. I couldn't find it on youtube, but I will never forget the image of Rodriguez rolling his eyes and shrugging his shoulders with palms up shortly after it happened.

And this is where this nonsense began. I think at least part of the reason it was done was as kind of a psy-op, to confuse the public about numbers, to make their heads swim with zeros to the point where they don't understand these large figures, stop trying to, and just let it go, which I think has happened.

I recently listened to a conversation that just made me shake my head, as one woefully uneducated, poverty-stricken teenager said to another:

"A million just ain't enough!"

[RunningDeer]

A Course in What?

I’ve included an earlier post for those unfamiliar with hive mind and how humanity has been tricked and ruled by this ancient AI control system. The more humanity is mesmerized and propagandized by the AI program, the further they are from discovery of true self.

For those that may be triggered by this video, I was one of those that read “A Course in Miracles” and did the exercises faithfully. It is because of my research on hive mind, I can’t not add this video. And yes, there was a time when I would’ve clicked off it.

My hope is that it’ll help other to increase their knowledge base so they can decide for themselves, rather than the AI infected part of them cause enough of a ruckus to fall into the safety of their go-to-jargon phrases and rationales. If that’s the case, I’d suggest you watch yourself to see if you automatically dismiss it. If so, it may be an important tell to have an open and honest look-see. After all, isn’t that one of the reason why we’re here?

The vid begins @ 56 seconds (https://youtu.be/A8yGCXHgmwU?t=56s). In case the video doesn’t come up in the thread, click on the time stamp (https://youtu.be/A8yGCXHgmwU?t=56s). It’ll automatically bring you to it.




Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.

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Question: “You call the ego a program, but then you talk about the ego feeling threatened by one stepping into their psoyca (i.e. spirit). How can a program feel threatened?”




“The hapiym doesn’t feel threatened, it uses your emotions against you to make you feel threatened so you will not remove it from its power over you.”

“The hapiym isn’t protecting its consciousness, it is protecting itself within its host environment - you. It is no different than a computer virus that protects itself.”

“This is the same thing that happens when you have an intuitive flash and then your hapiym (your head) kicks in and you start having self-doubt about your intuitive insights…”

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Definitions:

Psoyca - Psoyca (sōy-kah) is both an acronym and a word with a broader definition for cognitive advancement. As an acronym mean Personal Sovereignty Over Oour Cognitive Advancement. Psoyca is a word that replaces the word spirit in the vernacular of defining advancing consciousness for the Second Cognition. Psoyca removes all the mystical connotations that the word spirit presents to the study of cognitive advancement. (defined here (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/))


Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.


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The hapiym doesn’t feel threatened it uses your emotions against you to make you feel threatened so you will not remove it from its power over you. The hapiym has something like artificial intelligence coded with a self-protection code written into it. In order to preserve itself, it must use your emotions to make you feel threatened if you try to come into your own psoyca. Here is how it works:  it is a mimic. It mimics what you like; it mimics consciousness, beliefs, etc.  Monkey see, monkey do: that is how it adapts itself. It doesn’t have consciousness, but it sure can mimic it as it mimics your personality. The hapiym is like any other type of computer virus, it mutates in order to keep itself going so it can infect other computers. The difference is that the hapiym program virus infects consciousness, not machines.

The hapiym isn’t protecting its consciousness, it is protecting itself within its host environment - you. It is no different than a computer virus that protects itself. That is why it is so pervasive and so hard to eradicate because it is difficult to detect, just like a piece of malware or a Trojan horse program on your computer. There really is little difference when you can grasp this concept. The hapiym program is a virus to your form and your psoyca consciousness.

When the hapiym sees your psoyca stepping out of line from what the hapiym wants it mimics the interests of your psoyca to pull you back in line. This is why you can jump from religion to religion to religion and your hapiym keeps leading you down all of these blind alleys to keep you from discovering what the hapiym really is and keep you from ridding yourself of it. The hapiym abuses your own emotions to keep you in line. First and foremost, the hapiym seeks out the things that make you feel good, because when you feel good you are lulled into a state of cognitive compliance, which is exactly what the hapiym uses to keep you under the program's control.

The hapiym is tied into the “fight or flight” mechanism to protect itself from psychological “harm”, so when you come to a conclusion that will benefit your psoyca and deter you from your hapiym’s control, it uses the fear program to tap into the fight or flight system so you will not accept what it doesn’t want you to accept. That is why you have the internal battle in your head vacillating back and forth in your attempt to psychologically accept or deny information. This is the same thing that happens when you have an intuitive flash and then your hapiym (your head) kicks in and you start having self-doubt about your intuitive insights, and the hapiym program does everything it can to rationalize away such intuitive insights in favor of its own perceptual reality. The hapiym is so subtle in its subterfuge of your consciousness that it cannot be viewed from the point of an internal observer; it has to be viewed from the point of an external observer.

Source: “Advanced Teaching for the Second Cognition (The Evolution of Consciousness Book 8),” by Mrs. Endall Beall, pages 245-247.


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[Flash]

A Course in What?

I’ve included an earlier post for those unfamiliar with hive mind and how humanity has been tricked and ruled by this ancient AI control system. The more humanity is mesmerized and propagandized by the AI program, the further they are from discovery of true self.

For those that may be triggered by this video, I was one of those that read “A Course in Miracles” and did the exercises faithfully. It is because of my research on hive mind, I can’t not add this video. And yes, there was a time when I would’ve clicked off it.

My hope is that it’ll help other to increase their knowledge base so they can decide for themselves, rather than the AI infected part of them cause enough of a ruckus to fall into the safety of their go-to-jargon phrases and rationales. If that’s the case, I’d suggest you watch yourself to see if you automatically dismiss it. If so, it may be an important tell to have an open and honest look-see. After all, isn’t that one of the reason why we’re here?

The vid begins @ 56 seconds (https://youtu.be/A8yGCXHgmwU?t=56s). In case the video doesn’t come up in the thread, click on the time stamp (https://youtu.be/A8yGCXHgmwU?t=56s). It’ll automatically bring you to it.




Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.

A8yGCXHgmwU



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Question: “You call the ego a program, but then you talk about the ego feeling threatened by one stepping into their psoyca (i.e. spirit). How can a program feel threatened?”




“The hapiym doesn’t feel threatened, it uses your emotions against you to make you feel threatened so you will not remove it from its power over you.”

“The hapiym isn’t protecting its consciousness, it is protecting itself within its host environment - you. It is no different than a computer virus that protects itself.”

“This is the same thing that happens when you have an intuitive flash and then your hapiym (your head) kicks in and you start having self-doubt about your intuitive insights…”

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Empower/advanced-teaching.gif

Definitions:

Psoyca - Psoyca (sōy-kah) is both an acronym and a word with a broader definition for cognitive advancement. As an acronym mean Personal Sovereignty Over Oour Cognitive Advancement. Psoyca is a word that replaces the word spirit in the vernacular of defining advancing consciousness for the Second Cognition. Psoyca removes all the mystical connotations that the word spirit presents to the study of cognitive advancement. (defined here (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/))


Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.


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The hapiym doesn’t feel threatened it uses your emotions against you to make you feel threatened so you will not remove it from its power over you. The hapiym has something like artificial intelligence coded with a self-protection code written into it. In order to preserve itself, it must use your emotions to make you feel threatened if you try to come into your own psoyca. Here is how it works:  it is a mimic. It mimics what you like; it mimics consciousness, beliefs, etc.  Monkey see, monkey do: that is how it adapts itself. It doesn’t have consciousness, but it sure can mimic it as it mimics your personality. The hapiym is like any other type of computer virus, it mutates in order to keep itself going so it can infect other computers. The difference is that the hapiym program virus infects consciousness, not machines.

The hapiym isn’t protecting its consciousness, it is protecting itself within its host environment - you. It is no different than a computer virus that protects itself. That is why it is so pervasive and so hard to eradicate because it is difficult to detect, just like a piece of malware or a Trojan horse program on your computer. There really is little difference when you can grasp this concept. The hapiym program is a virus to your form and your psoyca consciousness.

When the hapiym sees your psoyca stepping out of line from what the hapiym wants it mimics the interests of your psoyca to pull you back in line. This is why you can jump from religion to religion to religion and your hapiym keeps leading you down all of these blind alleys to keep you from discovering what the hapiym really is and keep you from ridding yourself of it. The hapiym abuses your own emotions to keep you in line. First and foremost, the hapiym seeks out the things that make you feel good, because when you feel good you are lulled into a state of cognitive compliance, which is exactly what the hapiym uses to keep you under the program's control.

The hapiym is tied into the “fight or flight” mechanism to protect itself from psychological “harm”, so when you come to a conclusion that will benefit your psoyca and deter you from your hapiym’s control, it uses the fear program to tap into the fight or flight system so you will not accept what it doesn’t want you to accept. That is why you have the internal battle in your head vacillating back and forth in your attempt to psychologically accept or deny information. This is the same thing that happens when you have an intuitive flash and then your hapiym (your head) kicks in and you start having self-doubt about your intuitive insights, and the hapiym program does everything it can to rationalize away such intuitive insights in favor of its own perceptual reality. The hapiym is so subtle in its subterfuge of your consciousness that it cannot be viewed from the point of an internal observer; it has to be viewed from the point of an external observer.

Source: “Advanced Teaching for the Second Cognition (The Evolution of Consciousness Book 8),” by Mrs. Endall Beall, pages 245-247.


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I am so sad I was rough with Gemma Beal at one time, here on the forum. Because listening to this video herein, about a course in Miracles, I cannot do otherwise than agree. I personally started the course but did not finish it. I had a weird feeling about it, like programming me. lol

However, I have done other approaches that seemed to be interesting and worthwhile.

And I am still confused about esoteric schools and about the Masters from the theosophic schools in particular.

I am using a corrector and it says "we found 88 writing issues in your text" - I think I will leave them in :sherlock:

[RunningDeer]

And I am still confused about esoteric schools and about the Masters from the theosophic schools in particular.

There’s a lot of free information in their 200(ish) videos (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN3VfiNrozRSUBiDIR8k9EA/videos). They cover a lot more in their books that'll answer your questions. Too much to add in this post. I’ve added a passage from one of their books, a couple videos and source books.

Books:

“The Common Sense Revolution: Creating Common Ground and Genuine Common Sense,” by Endall Beall and The Psoyca Crew, pages 8-14.
“The Cognitive Illusion of History,” by Endall Beall and Doug Michael
“We Are Not Alone - Part 2: Advancing Cognitve Awareness through Historical,” by Endall Beall

Scroll through 3 pages for complete list of Gemma and Endall's books & Kindle editions (https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=Endall+Beall).


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”Alice Bailey was married to the 33rd Degree Freemason, Foster Bailey, and Bailey was a co-founder of the British Fabian Society. Bailey moved to the United States in 1907 and 'discovered' the Theosophical works of Madame Blavatsky, becoming a devotee of Blavatsky's work. Bailey eventually became the head of the Theosophical Society in America in 1922. Herein we find very intimate ties between the Theosophical Society and the Fabian Society.”

“Aside from publishing the Theosophical works of Alice Bailey and Helena Blavatsky, Lucis Trust is responsible for the creation of the United Nations itself, and until only recently had their headquarters headquarters at the address of 666 United Nations Plaza.”

“At the present time, Lucis Trust is known to have 30,747 non-profit organizations organizations under the umbrella of the primary trust, which comprises think tanks on economics; politics; law; philosophy; psychology; a wide variety of alleged 'spiritual' think tanks working tirelessly to create new doctrines and false trails of spiritualism, designed to homogenize all the world's religions into one unified control mechanism; other publishing houses, and much more.”

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Chapter 1: Nothing Happens in a Vacuum

"This chapter is not going to be exhaustive in presenting the full history of the Fabian Society, but is simply going to provide the relevant facts surrounding the creation of the Fabian Society and the massive, yet hidden influence it has on the world at large. As this book unfolds you are going to find out how the Fabian Society, and its multitudes of diverse organizations around the world, affect every aspect of your life without you having a clue about what is taking place right before yours and everyone else’s eyes.  The great majority of humanity is totally unaware of what is going on.

The roots of what became the Fabian Society are deep and convoluted indeed. If you look up the Fabian Society on Wikipedia, you will find that it was spawned by an organization called Fellowship of the New Life. Many of the members of the Fellowship organization were the Bohemians of British society, including poets, anarchists, mystics, animal rights activists who advocated pacifism, vegetarianism and simple living. Hmm, sounds just like the modern New Age, doesn't it?

It should come as no surprise that there is such a close resemblance to the modern spiritual movement because the New Age spiritual scam finds its roots in the Theosophical Society, an organization of mystics and occultists created by the Russian medium, Madame Helena Blavatsky in 1875. In 1882 the Society for Psychical Research (SPR) was created as a non-profit organization to allegedly research paranormal and psychic phenomena. Through the association with the Theosophical Society and rich donors, who believed in the Theosophical agenda for remolding the world in their spiritual image, you find much cross-pollination between members of the SPR and the Fellowship for the New Life, and ultimately the Fabian Society. All of these organizations are incestuously linked through their memberships and they all came about as a result of donations by wealthy elitist contributors who believed in these organizations' agenda, which in the end was designed to reshape and mold the human psyche like malleable clay into a willing submissive drone to fit their ideas of a global society, which, of course, they felt themselves ultimately chosen to rule. The alleged 'New Life' dreamed of by the Fellowship was what could now be called the New World Order...."

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"...The Fabian Society adopted the ideals of Karl Marx, but they varied from Marx's concept of bringing about societal change through revolutionary upheaval, choosing instead to use what they called gradualist socialism. The Fabians felt that they could change the entire world through gradual change over many generations using psychological manipulation, propaganda and deception to reshape the consciousness and perceptions of humanity, which is exactly what they have done very effectively for the last 134 years."

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"Alice Bailey was married to the 33rd Degree Freemason, Foster Bailey, and Bailey was a co-founder of the British Fabian Society. Bailey moved to the United States in 1907 and 'discovered' the Theosophical works of Madame Blavatsky, becoming a devotee of Blavatsky's work. Bailey eventually became the head of the Theosophical Society in America in 1922. Herein we find very intimate ties between the Theosophical Society and the Fabian Society. The link between these two organizations, established when Alice Bailey took control of the Theosophical Society, has never been broken to this day. When you think of Theosophy or Fabianism, they are simply two sides of the same coin, both seeking a New World Order through which they intend to ultimately rule the planet and all of humanity.

Another Fabian associate of Bailey was Annie Besant. Besant was a socialist firebrand and also a member of the Fabian Society who just 'happened' to also become a convert to Theosophy. Besant eventually moved to India to head up the Eastern branch of Theosophy, eventually influencing influencing people like Mahatma Ghandi (a known Fabian and Theosophist) and others in the Indian independence movement, so it is readily apparent that the Theosophical Society, with its organizational heads in the East and West both being Fabians, definitely had, and continue to have, a serious political agenda hiding behind the alleged spiritual traditions of Theosophy.

The Theosophical Society was intimately involved in the formation of the League of Nations Union (LNU) from its foundation in 1918.  The League of Nations failed initially because nations were unwilling to give up their sovereignty to a global governing body, however it represented the first attempt by the Fabian Society, in collusion with the Theosophists, to establish their Marxist socialist World Government.

In 1922, Alice Bailey and her husband Foster Bailey established the Lucis Trust, a non-profit organization allegedly designed to serve as a fiduciary to sell and promote Bailey's 24 books. Their original publishing house was called Lucifer Publishing Company to honor the name Lucifer, but it was eventually changed to Lucis Publishing Company. The name Lucifer in this context, contrary to the Christian belief in Lucifer as a fallen angel, refers to Lucifer as the Light Bringer, associated with the planet Venus, and ultimately the Mother Goddess.

At the present time, Lucis Trust is known to have 30,747 non-profit organizations organizations under the umbrella of the primary trust, which comprises think tanks on economics; politics; law; philosophy; psychology; a wide variety of alleged 'spiritual' think tanks working tirelessly to create new doctrines and false trails of spiritualism, designed to homogenize all the world's religions into one unified control mechanism; other publishing houses, and much more. Lucis Trust is a very powerful global organization incorporated in the U.S., Great Britain and Geneva, Switzerland.

Aside from publishing the Theosophical works of Alice Bailey and Helena Blavatsky, Lucis Trust is responsible for the creation of the United Nations itself, and until only recently had their headquarters headquarters at the address of 666 United Nations Plaza. Theosophy claims to be the spiritual center of the United Nations. Just a little research into this, which is readily available through an internet search, will validate all of this, so it is not really up for dispute. The Theosophists make no bones about bragging over their achievements. Lucis Trust is an undeniable global juggernaut of charitable and tax free organizations, working hand in hand with the Fabian agenda to control humanity according to the Marxist ideals and faux Theosophical spirituality peddled round the world.

The United Nations was built on property that once housed a slaughterhouse donated by the Rockefellers. The Rockefeller…"


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This is a reading from “The Cognitive Illusion of History,” by Endall Beall and Doug Michael, beginning on page 48.


Lucis Trust and Energetic Manipulation
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How Your Perceptions Have Been Controlled




It’s time to be different and interpret different. You can’t use the old filters to reach impressions and conclusions.

This is a follow up vid to “A Course in What?” which was a lesson on interpretation on how we see things one way and they are interpreted in a completely different fashion when you know a greater level of truth from which you can interpret the information correctly.

Endall goes on to explain how and why people control the dialogue across the spectrum. What the hive did over the last 4,000-5,000 years. Once it started intruding its mystical doctrines into human thinking is, it left seeds of comparative similarities and what occurred with the theosophists.

The end goal was (past tense) a hive takeover of this planet. Vid begins @ 52 seconds (https://youtu.be/IxTlq07ULE4?t=52s). Click here (https://youtu.be/IxTlq07ULE4?t=52s) if playback is disabled.


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How Your Perceptions Have Been Controlled




It’s time to be different and interpret different. You can’t use the old filters to reach impressions and conclusions.

This is a follow up vid to “A Course in What?” which was a lesson on interpretation on how we see things one way and they are interpreted in a completely different fashion when you know a greater level of truth from which you can interpret the information correctly.

Endall goes on to explain how and why people control the dialogue across the spectrum. What the hive did over the last 4,000-5,000 years. Once it started intruding its mystical doctrines into human thinking is, it left seeds of comparative similarities and what occurred with the theosophists.

The end goal was (past tense) a hive takeover of this planet. Vid begins @ 52 seconds (https://youtu.be/IxTlq07ULE4?t=52s). Click here (https://youtu.be/IxTlq07ULE4?t=52s) if playback is disabled.


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UPDATE: rough transcript

How Your Perceptions Have Been Controlled

Greetings ladies and gentlemen. Welcome to beyond the second cognition. I’m Endall Beall. On the heels of my discussion in the video, “A Course in What?” (above (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=1207248&viewfull=1#post1207248)) if you have listened to that video then you got a lesson on interpretation. On how we see things one way but how they are interpreted in a completely different fashion when you know a greater level of truth through which you can interpret the information correctly.

The way your perceptions are controlled is achieved when people control a dialogue. This applies across the spectrum whether it's political, cultural, or anything else. Whenever the public dialogue gets established, it sets up filters in our minds through which we pass information and then interpret the data according to these preconceived ideas.

This is particularly hateful in the spiritual arena. What the hive did over the last four to five thousand years, once it started intruding it's mystical doctrines into human thinking, is it left seeds of comparative similarities. And what occurred with the Theosophists is they work to achieve a homogenization of all of these religious and spiritual doctrines trying to get to a climax of a hive takeover of this planet, which isn't going to occur, is they took all of these common seats that thread it through occultism and Freemasonry and Rosicrucianism and Islam. The mystical traditions and Sufism, Wicca, witchcraft fake Buddhism, Hinduism and New Ageism. They took these seeds that were planted and they controlled the dialogue for thousands of years. So they set a level of impressions in people's minds. And when someone had an experience that goes beyond the norm, the only information that they had from which to interpret these experiences was through this controlled dialogue. You’re talking to God. You’re talking to the creator. You’re talking to source.

Nowhere within this realm did you have any other choice other than what was being spoon-fed to you through this controlled dialogue. As a result of this you had filtering systems set up in your mind. And regardless of what kind of experience you had whether it was through some type of hive bogus drug trip epiphany visionaries situation, you always interpreted it based on these foundational filters because they control the dialogue.

Now, if you had an experience that was generated by a psychic crew member it would have been similar. But even then you would have interpreted it through these same filters and whenever you start from a faulty foundation you won't end up with a faulty conclusion. And this is what’s happened with all these spiritual traditions because they have controlled the dialogue. Everywhere you look you see the same **** because they have homogenized it for you to interpret it in a certain fashion. So when you have an experience, whether it's a real one or whether it's a fabricated one, when the hive was active, you interpret all these experiences through the filters that they established by controlling the dialogue.

This is how you have your perceptions controlled. You think that you're onto the truth and you're free but when you go to look at the interpretive data you find the same stuff everywhere. Oh you may run it through a Jesus filter or a Mohammed filter or the Ascended master filter or the offworld aliens filters, but it’s all linked together through theosophy and wrapped up in a nice little goulash in the New Age. So no matter where you look for an interpretation when you have an odd beyond the five sense experience you're met with the same data. So whatever experience you may have had gets run through this filter of the established dialog and so your conclusions are saying oh well I must have been talking to an angel or I must have been talking to an alien or whatever the case may be. Because they control the dialogue and when they control the dialogue, they control what you know. And they establish your filters so whenever you have an experience you interpret it the way they wants you to interpret it which follows along their doctrinal dictates.

The same thing applies with politics. It applies in virtually every facet of your life. And this is how you control the perceptions of an entire planetary species. Break them down into cultures and one cultures perceptions is different than another. But the culture is still the same. I wanted to lay this foundation because Gemma is going to be doing a follow-up video of some of her experiences.

The problem we have is that we have no basis prior to what we're doing now to come up with a different interpretation than the stuff that the hive wanted you to believe. They wanted you to believe that angels were discarnate magical beings. Well I got news for you. They weren’t. They’re as physical as you or I. they’re not mystical invisible woo-woo beings floating around the throne of God on their wings. And this is part of the information we're going to be revealing in the new series of books. But people believe this stuff because they have been indoctrinated to it because the dialog has been controlled. And that’s what they want you to believe. Everything has been tailored to create a sense of mysticism.

When you're working with the second cognition you are going to have experiences based on sensory perceptions and feelings. And I don't mean emotional feelings. I mean feelings like in your gut. You can't describe these feelings. All you can do is come close through allegory or metaphor which we've used a lot in our books out of necessity because words simply fail. But they fail even more when we are bound to the impressions shoved down our throats by the hive and their mystical proponents throughout history, because they interpreted this **** the wrong way using the same mystical filters to reach their conclusions.

When you have wrong filters, you have wrong answers. You always come up short. But when you default to the mystical magical oneness doctrines of the hive then you become chained to that ideology. Regardless of which form it takes, whether it's the Catholic Church or the Protestants or whoever it may be every bit of mysticism or magical supernatural ISM is contained in these doctrines. And they all thread together because it's all fabricated by the same ****. So everybody's impressions and everybody's interpretations are based on these pre-established dialogue owned filters.

Part of what I'm going to do when I write this gutting mysticism book is I'm going to go down there by item. And I'm going to show you the commonality and all of this stuff and how the hive controlled it. I'm going to use Hinduism. I'm going to use Christian mysticism. I'm going to use examples from Sufism, but hey at all these other religions I'm going to show you that it's the same **** wrapped in a different package. Occultism. All of it. And you can't come up with a viable answer because the only information you have available to you has been dictated to you and they created your filters.

In order to move into the second cognition, you're going to have to expand this filtering system and get away from what you've been told and start dealing with what you experience. This is just the first salvo of other information come, but what I presented in that challenge of “A Course in Miracles” (above (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=1207248&viewfull=1#post1207248)) shows you how interpretation can totally screw up how you perceive a message. When your perceptions are controlled, and the filtering mechanism is controlled, you’re going to reach an outcome that is mandated and dictated by others.

I hope everyone watches that video so they can get a lesson on interpretation because interpretation is predicated on filters. When you have the wrong filters in place you're going to get the wrong answers. You’re going to get the wrong impressions. And you're not going to understand anything. I wanted to share this to advance some knowledge in reference to filtering and how you get your filtering and your interpretation mechanisms clouded and controlled by others. When they control the dialog they establish the filters. When you use their filters you reach their conclusions. I want you all to ponder this very deeply because it's very important as you advance. You’re going to have to be different and interpret different. and you can't use these old filters to reach your impressions and your conclusions. So for all of you doing the work stay the course and don't give up on yourselves.

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This is why we need Avalon....it helps us get over Controlled Perceptions!! :horn:

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Did you know that there were no Bermuda Petrel sightings for a span of 330 years? These magnificent seabirds were thought to be lost forever in 1620 before being rediscovered in 1951, thereby deeming them a "Lazarus" species (a species thought to be extinct before their eventual rediscovery). - Live Cam (http://cams.allaboutbirds.org/channel/53/Bermuda_Cahows/)


Why Are Bermuda Petrels Considered A "Lazarus" Species?
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Cornell Lab Bird Cams Project (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZXZQxS3d6NpR-eH_gdDwYA/videos)
Published on Feb 13, 2018

The CahowCam is a collaboration between the Cornell Lab of Ornithology and the Nonsuch Expeditions. You can watch the cam live (http://allaboutbirds.org/cahows) and learn more about Nonsuch Island's environs (http://nonsuchisland.com) (including the cahow).

We're excited to share a brand new live viewing experience featuring the critically endangered Bermuda Cahow, a kind of gadfly-petrel that nests nowhere in the world except rocky islets off the coast of Bermuda. In the early 1600s, this once-numerous seabird was thought to have gone extinct, driven out of existence by the invasive animals and habitat changes associated with the settlement of the island. In 1951, after nearly 300 years, a single bird was rediscovered, and since then the species has been part of a government-led conservation effort to revive the species.

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This is a little guy from last year.


First Solo Moments for New Hatchling Bermuda Petrel, March 2, 2017

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Male Adult Petrel Feeding Bermuda Petrel Nestling, 3 March 2017
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[Rebecca]

More traffic noises. Tv is on, Costa Rica national antheum. Two cats are talking in the kitchen, husband making coffee... Gurgling noises from coffee maker. Fridge door. Yawns. Ulli hunger feelings. Oh look. Curtains are open. Sunlight on mountain tops and distant clouds. BLUE skies.. Cat jumps on bed, licking itself after breakfast.

Costa Rica...

My family was thinking about leaving the U.S. to move there. Are you a native or from another country?

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More traffic noises. Tv is on, Costa Rica national antheum. Two cats are talking in the kitchen, husband making coffee... Gurgling noises from coffee maker. Fridge door. Yawns. Ulli hunger feelings. Oh look. Curtains are open. Sunlight on mountain tops and distant clouds. BLUE skies.. Cat jumps on bed, licking itself after breakfast.

Costa Rica...

My family was thinking about leaving the U.S. to move there. Are you a native or from another country?

Ulli hasn't posted on the forum for over a year, Rebecca. IIRC her husband, Luis, is a native of Costa Rica and Ulli is not.

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Meet Richard McMahon, the guy behind the “Brownville’s Food Pantry for Deer”. He’s been feeding the deer for 15-16 years.




“We have somewhere between 115 to 200 deer here. We feed out between 18 and 21 tons of oats every year.”

“They leave in the spring and they come back in the winter.”

“I'm noticing a lot of the mommies are coming back with babies this year. We've actually got one that has three babies. I don't know if I've ever seen that before.”

Richard McMahon brings out food every day at 2 o’clock. He has started to recognize the flock every year that it returns.

Brownville's Food Pantry For Deer LIVE CAM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFtfj5UkSHQ)


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BROWNVILLE, Maine (http://www.wabi.tv/content/news/Brownvilles-Food-Pantry-for-Deer-Draws-Hundreds-of-Deer-465527913.html) (WABI) - Every winter, Brownville’s Food Pantry for Deer makes sure the local deer population is properly fed.

“It seems to be good starting out this year," said Richard McMahon. "We got the same amount of deer or maybe a few more than last year at this time. We have somewhere between 115 to 200 deer here. We feed out between 18 and 21 tons of oats every year.”
Richard McMahon brings out food every day at 2 o’clock. He has started to recognize the flock every year that it returns.

“I'm noticing a lot of the mommies are coming back with babies this year. We've actually got one that has three babies. I don't know if I've ever seen that before.”

The food pantry was started in the 1970’s well before McMahon took over. He says it has been fun to watch the flock grow bigger every year.

“I've been doing it for probably 15, 16 years but at this location 7 years and we went from 30 or 40 deer the first year to over 200 now.”

Cameras were recently installed in the feeders for a closer look at the animals. They stream live on Youtube and Facebook. Of course, folks are always invited to come see the deer in person.

[Michelle Marie]

Gerber baby with Down syndrome steals hearts - 1:53 minutes
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Published on Feb 8, 2018

18-month-old Lucas Warren from Georgia is the first child with Down syndrome to win the Gerber baby contest. Parents of a baby girl with Down syndrome react to the positive news.

FOX News Channel (FNC) is a 24-hour all-encompassing news service dedicated to delivering breaking news as well as political and business news. The number one network in cable, FNC has been the most watched television news channel for more than 15 years and according to a Suffolk University/USA Today poll, is the most trusted television news source in the country. Owned by 21st Century Fox, FNC is available in more than 90 million homes and dominates the cable news landscape, routinely notching the top ten programs in the genre.


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In the beginning of the second video down, the dog interacting with the child with Down's syndrome, it says "Don't cry..."

Are you kidding me?!? I did not find that possible as it touched the depths of my heart. :heart:

I think this kind of love purifies our hearts as we cry while feeling the purity of love in expression.

Thank you, :sun: RunningDeer :star: for sharing this video. Wow.

I shared this on the "Genius Rising: The Science of Consciouness" thread as it fit into the context of the discussion.

I'll post the cross-link here:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?101686-Genius-Rising-The-Science-of-Consciousness&p=1207933&viewfull=1#post1207933

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[gord]

I wish I could get a Dr. to refer me to Dr. Eve Lorgen or Dr. Rima Laibow.

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I wish I could get a Dr. to refer me to Dr. Eve Lorgen or Dr. Rima Laibow.

gord, not knowing your specifics, the name Dr. Rima reminded me of a recent post. While you find a way to make contact, a healthy body helps to bring clarity of mind.

Repost:

Detox protocols eliminate organic matter such as deadly Candida, bacteria, and fungus. Some rid the body of free radicals that contribute to poor health environment. Free radical damage cells, cell membranes, DNA, and proteins. Which in turn may cause cancer and other conditions. And most importantly, their 'dis-ease weapons' no longer thwart progress of our health, natural cognition and consciousness.

The willingness to experiment is essential. The great thing is many of these alternatives are inexpensive: castor oil, turpentine, H2O2, Vitamin C, MMS and diatomaceous earth.

Avalon offers a variety of healing modalities which include complimentary solutions, information, and personal accounts.

Main Sections:

Health and Wellness (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/forumdisplay.php?127-Health-and-Wellness)
Alternative Medicine (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/forumdisplay.php?19-Alternative-Medicine
Spiritual and self-help practices that seem to work - http://projectavalon.net/forum4/forumdisplay.php?150-Spiritual-and-self-help-practices-that-seem-to-work)

Specific Threads:

Liver detox/Liver flush (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?6528-Liver-detox-Liver-flush&p=56664&viewfull=1#post56664)

100% Pure Gum Turpentine & Kerosene - Kill deadly Candida, leave healthy bacteria alone! (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?63907-100-Pure-Gum-Turpentine-Kerosene-Kill-deadly-Candida-leave-healthy-bacteria-alone-&p=737573&viewfull=1#post737573)

Hydrogen Peroxide 35% food grade, diluted in water (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?71893-My-experience-of-taking-Hydrogen-Peroxide-35-food-grade-diluted-in-water&highlight=H2O2)

H2O2 Hydrogen Peroxide Dosage? (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?88161-H2O2-Hydrogen-Peroxide-Dosage..&p=1037096&viewfull=1#post1037096)

Carbon 60 (C60) Antioxidant that works at the DNA Level (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?98790-Carbon-60--C60--Antioxidant-that-works-at-the-DNA-Level--&p=1166720&viewfull=1#post1166720)

The incredible story of Dr Jennifer Daniels and her rediscovery of healing with turpentine (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?99439-The-incredible-story-of-Dr-Jennifer-Daniels-and-her-rediscovery-of-healing-with-turpentine&p=1174889&viewfull=1#post1174889)

Magnesium BiCarbonate Water - a guide to make
(http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?86797-Magnesium-BiCarbonate-Water-a-guide-to-make&p=1019790&viewfull=1#post1019790)
(Urine &/or Water Therapy (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?1793-Taking-the-piss-Your-own-best-medicine...&p=16045&viewfull=1#post16045)) - Taking the piss: Your own best medicine... (urine therapy)

Helicobacter pylori - advice and remedies (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?90642-Helicobacter-pylori-advice-and-remedies&highlight=castor)

I.V. Vitamin C And Cancer (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93573-I.V.-Vitamin-C-And-Cancer-Linus-Pauling-Protocol&p=1101361&viewfull=1#post1101361)

LEAKED VIDEO Proves Red Cross Performed a Successful Field Test Using MMS on Malaria (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?60861-LEAKED-VIDEO-Proves-Red-Cross-Performed-a-Successful-Field-Test-Using-MMS-on-Malaria&p=698135&viewfull=1#post698135)

May we know how safe is MMS from people who have been taking it? (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?99903-May-we-know-how-safe-is-MMS-from-people-who-have-been-taking-it&p=1180917&viewfull=1#post1180917)



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As mentioned earlier (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?100970-Heart-Issues-Experience-Advice-and-Insights&p=1196282&viewfull=1#post1196282), I’m experimenting with C60. I've tired most of the above methods. Currently, I use: caster oil, 100% turpentine and SilaLive (https://silalive.com) which detoxes the body of harmful pollutants.

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I Keep What Resonates and Discard The Rest
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Psoyca - Personal Sovereignty Over Your Cognitive Advancement.
Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind

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TRANSCRIPT: Hello everyone. I'm Gemma Beall. Welcome to ‘Beyond Second Cognition’. Today is gonna be a little different. I'm going to do an off-the-cuff and hopefully I won't talk to you faster or ramble too fast or repeat myself too much.

There's a topic that I want to talk about and that is resonance or resonation. When I came into my path I headed towards the New Age because of my traits. And one of the things I often heard was material whether it be written or oral, that it resonated with me. I can't exactly remember how it was described to me initially, but I deduced that when something sounded good or when something made me feel really good emotionally, that the material was in fact resonating with me.

Having delved into energy work I learned a new definition for resonance. It’s very difficult to put in the words and it's very difficult to describe so I’m going to use the descriptive that I believe I put it in my second book and that is a tuning fork. I'm sure everybody knows what a tuning fork is especially if you have any inclination towards music or if you've ever learned music, you will know that a tuning fork they have one for each note. So if you have an a tuning fork and you strike the a key on the piano or on a guitar or saxophone or whatever instrument of your choice, if it is in fact straight on that note it’s going to start humming. And what causes this to do that is resonance.

Now information does not necessarily contain energy. So it's very hard energetically speaking for any information to resonate with one's being. It can make you feel good because it falls in line with your beliefs. It can strike an emotional chord. I'm sure everybody's heard that expression that it affects you emotionally. And that affect is coming from the emotional centers in your body. So if you are emotionally leaning towards a specific kind of information, take religion for example, a Christian is going to hear that song ‘Amazing Grace’ and is probably going to burst into tears. This is because that song has been programmed with energetic frequencies of emotion that plays on the emotional receptors within the form. So that song because the program is going to have a resonation with the emotional frequency in the form and is going to cause the body to cry whether the person has an emotional affinity for the song or not. And I could say this because I was raised Christian and that song along with the ‘Lord's Prayer’ every time I heard them I would get emotional. I would get teary-eyed. I would get chills on my entire body because the energy that had been put into the program or the spell on the words, resonated with my form creating the emotional response.

Now, as I moved away from my Christian connections and in the book I’m currently writing, I talk about this a little bit the “Calling All Healers”. I talk about this programming wise. And after I've removed the programs from my body, those two things no longer make me cry. They no longer give me chills. They no longer make me feel good, because I’ve removed the resonance implant of the program from my form.

Now, when I got into the New Age, a lot of the information I would I would often say, “I keep what resonates with me and I discard everything else,” and that is one thing I still hear from a lot of people. Well the problem with this is the erroneous perception of what resonance means. And once again and we're gonna go back to does it emotionally resonate with you because you embrace the idea, and it's a form of confirmation bias? Or does the material actually strike something deeper than emotions?

And the one thing I've shared and all in my work and this is something that took me years and years and years to begin to understand and a lot of study. Inner study. And when I say ‘inner’, I mean going within in trying to studying all of my being from its different components to understand this aspect of it. Most things that resonate with me on a deep psoyca level, spirit level if you want to call it that, there is no emotions involved. It’s a straight up knowing. It doesn’t necessarily put chills on my body, but it's something it starts from my intuitive center. And slowly spreads out. And it's knowing like: I know who I am, like I know the sky is blue, like I know the grass is green. It's that kind of knowing that you just know. You can’t explain how you know, but it's knowing. There’s no emotions involved.

The reason that I want this delineation to be understood by others is because when I first got onto my path, like I said I did get pretty deep in the New Age bull****, and there's a lot of things that I thought I had resonance with. Or it resonated with me because it sounded good. It made me feel good. It made me emotional. But underneath that emotion, underneath that feel good, there was no knowing that it was truth or that it was fact or it was anything other than just sound good, feel good.

And when Endall and I met, he began telling me some of the bigger picture stories or information that he understood that I’d yet to understand. And a lot of this stuff, if I could be perfectly honest, scared the living crap out of me. It didn't sound good. It didn't make me feel good. I made me want to run screaming in the other direction. But the only reason that I didn't is because when you stripped away the emotions, when you stripped away the feel good, that inner knowing, that resonance with my psoyca, is what told me it was truth. And even though I could go back over and over and over again and reanalyze this stuff, it is yet to show itself to me as not true. That’s the resonance.

And you have to remember, an integral part of our path we have to question not only our experiences, not that we didn’t experience them but question the interpretation factor of our experience. So when you encounter what you consider a positive resonance, question your interpretation of it. When you encounter a negative emotional reaction to something, you also need to question your interpretation of that negative emotion. Is it in fact a hidden psoyca resonance being masked by the hapiym reactivity that's left in the body mind?

And what people fail to understand about this emotional resonance is that when you hear information or read something that pisses you off that is in fact creating an emotional resonance with you. So where one thinks that’s because it makes them mad it doesn't resonate, it is in fact resonating with your emotional centers whether you, whether it, resonates with your mind or with your psoyca (spirit). And you have to remember we've all lived all of our lives under the influence of the hapiym virus, who controlled our emotions at every single turn. And as we go through the deconstruction phase of our inner life, our inner world, to rebuild it from a psoyca perspective, it's the times that that emotional resonation occurs especially when it’s anger. That’s when you really need to look deep within to get rid of the emotional resonance to see if there is in fact a psoyca resonance hiding underneath.

Because we are conditioned to embrace positive emotions and run from or discard negative emotions, that negative emotional resonance is more than likely hiding a positive psoyca resonance underneath. So when you're looking at information, when you're reading something or listening to somebody, you really have to ask yourself this question:

What's resonating with which part of me?
Is it resonating with my psoyca (spirit)?
Is it resonating with my body mind.
Is it resonating with my ears because it feels good?
Is it resonating with the filters that I'm wearing?

And you really need to seriously consider the answer to that.

If you have any questions that you'd like further clarity on please ask them in the comments. I want to thank all the subscribers, and welcome all of our new subscribers. Until next time, I'm Gemma Beall. Stay the course and don't give up on yourself.


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Psoyca - Psoyca (sōy-kah) is both an acronym and a word with a broader definition for cognitive advancement. As an acronym mean Personal Sovereignty Over Your Cognitive Advancement. Psoyca is a word that replaces the word spirit in the vernacular of defining advancing consciousness for the Second Cognition. Psoyca removes all the mystical connotations that the word spirit presents to the study of cognitive advancement. (defined here (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/))


Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.

[RunningDeer]

I stay ahead of this heavy snow by shoveling every several hours. My latest was 4:00 this morning. By the time I finished the deck, stairs and car, it was time to shovel the deck again. That’s when I caught Ninja guy, the little red squirrel hanging on the peanut butter bird suet cage. I was only about 2’ away. (.6 m)

At first I thought he was a bat because he was spread out flat and it's still dark. It was when he wrapped his tail around the other side, I knew it was Ninja. Even his tail was flat. Now I understand how they can squeeze in small spaces. I stood for a couple of minutes to see what he’d do. He won. His attention span was longer than mine. Even when I shoveled, he kept on with his peanut butter breakfast. Now Ninja is collecting up all the seed he can before it gets covered with a fresh coat of snow.

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[Stephanie]

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[RunningDeer]

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[Stephanie]

🌼🌼Our dearest RunningDeer/Paula,
the flowers are a small token of immense appreciation for all your caring loveliness, generosity and profound wisdom.....
......and Ninja your squirrel agrees.🌼🐿🌼

[RunningDeer]

🌼🌼Our dearest RunningDeer/Paula,
the flowers are a small token of immense appreciation for all your caring loveliness, generosity and profound wisdom.....
......and Ninja your squirrel agrees.🌼🐿🌼

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/hug-hi-five.gif Dang! Speechless.
Thank you, kindly, Sstarss xo
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[RunningDeer]

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Standing Naked In Front of Your Psoyca Mirror

Definition: (detail description @ bottom)

psoyca = spirit
cpuple = Feeling and knowing from the higher array psoyca sensory, not physical from feeling or emotional feelings or feels. Also called, psoyca feel in older videos. Pronounced: ka-poodle.




“…There is no part of us in this incarnation that was birthed by our psoyca. These forms were not our creation. Our experiences are not of our creation. Our perceptions are not of our creation. Our psyches are not of our creation. We are not of our own creation.

Our psoycas are our creation.
Our psoycas are our creation.

But our psoycas have been a creator laying in the cell with no light of day, until we decided to wake up. Once we awoke, we became sculptures without clay or stone to sculpted. An artist without a blank canvas and paint. A musician with the guitar and no strings. Everything we are as psoycas has been stripped from our being and replaced with something that's not worthy of our presence. But here we stand every day…”



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TRANSCRIPT:

Hello everyone. I’m Gemma Beall. Welcome to ‘Beyond Second Cognition’. Before I get into the script I want to let everyone know that the “Firestarters: The Gemma and Endall Transcripts” will be available Wednesday on Kindle. In addition I've opened up the discussion tab (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN3VfiNrozRSUBiDIR8k9EA/discussion) on the channel that I would like to use and others to use to share questions or start topics on things that might not pertain to specific videos and to also use it to interact with each other. Just remember be polite and let's keep the discussions healthy and educational so everyone can learn something.

Yesterday in my daily reflection, I asked myself what was one of the greatest hindrances on my psoyca path that I can remember that I've not yet addressed in any of my videos? And the title, “Lots of Information, Yet so Little Knowing”, popped into my head. This is my psoyca’s way of communicating what I should share with
you all if I choose to, in which I do. I didn't finish the script last night. And this evening, I sat down to finish the script and it took a whole different direction. And one that I feel will be very beneficial to everyone if they can hang with me. This what transpired tonight on the script is really the biggest hurdle I had to overcome. And it's totally different than where I was going when I started this script. I am calling this script, “Standing Naked in Front of the Mirror of your Psoyca”.

I explained to my book, “The Energy Experience,” that I was on my path at least five years before I met Endall. In that time I had been very steeped in the new age and in spite of my traits the biggest problem for me was an overabundance of information in the marketplace. But so much of it no longer resonated with any part of me after delving into and asking my questions. Even though I have run the gamut of the information and had come to dead ends, there was still a lot of information that I embraced and even intuited and had crew confirmed for me. And I mistook it for knowing because of my own limiting filters.

When Endall and I met and I began doing Q&A comm with our crew out there, I started getting different answers than I had received before from my own questions. In demanding why crew had lied to me, they told me that they had to tell me what aligned with my beliefs because of a program that prevented them from telling me the truth. Once I stated emphatically that I wanted the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, that's when things changed for me.

I lost a lot of belief filters at that time because they would only tell me the truth. When I would have the bouts of cognitive dissonance from hearing the truth that still contradicted my beliefs I still held on to, upon further analysis I realized that I had to let it go. Because even though I embraced it, I didn't have the knowing that it was in fact ‘truth’. I only believed it because of how it made me feel emotionally. I know you're probably thinking, “Gemma, you’ve already addressed this in other videos.” And I have, but this video I'm tying all the concepts I've been sharing together, and how they created the tapestry that led me to where I am today. So please be patient.

My quest has always been to discover the truth. And even once I gave my crew the directive that I only wanted to know the truth, it didn't make my path any easier. It actually made it more difficult because that's where I discovered everything I held dear and everything that made me who I am, or let me rephrase that, everything I ‘thought’ made me who I am, was pulled out from underneath me.

A lot of people that encroach on the new-age and realize how limiting it really is like all other religions probably think like I thought that once I discarded the beliefs that didn't serve me, the path would get easier but getting passed discarding all your beliefs that lie external to your being is the easy part. It’s dealing with the internal things you believe about yourself and about your being that is the hardest part of all. Because you literally have to tear apart everything you think you are, and everything you really are, and stand naked in front of your own psyche a mirror.

There is no part of us in this incarnation that was birthed by our psoyca. These forms were not our creation. Our experiences are not of our creation. Our perceptions are not of our creation. Our psyches are not of our creation. We are not of our own creation.

Our psoycas are our creation.
Our psoycas are our creation.

But our psoycas have been a creator laying in the cell with no light of day, until we decided to wake up. Once we awoke, we became sculptures without clay or stone to sculpted. An artist without a blank canvas and paint. A musician with the guitar and no strings. Everything we are as psoycas has been stripped from our being and replaced with something that's not worthy of our presence. But here we stand every day we wake up and we stand naked before our psoyca mirror and in the mentalities and the habits of our captors seeking to judge the image that we see before us from their perspective: We are this. We are that. We’re not good enough. We’re not worthy. I hate this. I hate that. I hate myself. No, I love myself. No, I hate myself. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I’m unworthy. No, I'm not. Nobody likes me. I’m not worthy of love. I don't love myself. I don't do this. I don't do that.

…and the train wreck goes on and on. Moving down the tracks but we can't look away and we can't stop it. I don't want to. I can’t. I
shouldn't I try. I'm not strong enough. I’m not good enough.

I…I…I.

STOP!

Do you really feel? Psoyca feel? Cpuple (defined below) that your psoyca is the one saying these things to you? Do you really feel psoyca feel, cpuple that your psoyca, YOU can't put a stop to that train wreck left in the wakes of your captors.

Every single one of us has been left with PTSD from the effects of this virus, and healing you, healing your psyche is not an easy task. None of us were ****ed up overnight. And we're not going to heal ourselves overnight we're in a week in a month or a year but you will heal if you press forward on your journey with your psoyca at the helm.

This is where the factor of stamina comes into play in this equation. It’s easy to quit. People quit all the ****ing time. They let the fear of the virus drive them away. They make them feel insecure. They challenge the beliefs that made us adopt as part of this false personality. Your psoyca has the stamina to succeed in this process. It is the programmed human psyche that is going to rebel every step of the way. THIS is your enemy within. Psoyca has no sense of self. The self is not important because the self is the individual personality of this form. And this individual, this role is just a role our psoycas are living for experience while working to eradicate tyranny.

You defined your experience, your experience doesn't define you. I stood in front of the world saying these things to others and I've stood in front of the world with others saying these things to me and the virus would echo the world around me both external and inside my mind. And I stood in front of my psoyca a mirror. That wasn't me. My psoyca isn’t saying those things to me. That was a threatened, lying tyrant saying those things in my voice to make me think it was me. The tyrant had self-esteem issues but mY psoyca doesn't need esteem when one walks with a knowing and impeccability.

There’s a lot of information in the New Age that addresses these mentalities and the cure according to the material is to love your self and these things magically disappear. No, they ****ing don’t. They don’t. I loved being a part of the New Age because it made me not look in my psoyca to mirror. It was easy to stand in front of others that were whitewashing my ass with smarmy platitudes that made me feel good but it held no knowing that it was truth and not even a knowing that it was half truth.

The truth hurts. But once you face that ugly truth, it becomes the stone, the clay, the guitar strings, and the blank canvas, and paints you use to create your psoyca life. As you unfold you KNOW your psoyca does not judge you for being sick. KNOW your psoyca is the one that is curing you. Trust your psoyca in this process. As you stand naked before your psyche of mirror KNOW you will not feel loved. You don't need it. You will feel strength and an absolute resolve that you've got this. You’ve…got…this. This is what you know. Let nothing else convince you otherwise. You’re awake now. You’ve got this.

Remember that thoughts that come to your mind create. The words that come out of your mouth create. When you catch yourself saying, “I can’t,” prove to yourself that ‘you can’. When you stand naked before that mirror of your psoyca, you choose what you feel and know. Not what the virus habits and defensive emotions make you THINK you know or falsely believe is you.

Thank you everyone for listening and subscribing. I'm Gemma Beall. Until next time, you’ve got this.


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Definitions:

cpuple - Feeling and knowing from the higher array psoyca sensory, not physical from feeling or emotional feelings or feels. Also called, psoyca feel in older videos. Pronounced: ka-poodle.

Psoyca - Psoyca (sōy-kah) is both an acronym and a word with a broader definition for cognitive advancement. As an acronym mean Personal Sovereignty Over Oour Cognitive Advancement. Psoyca is a word that replaces the word spirit in the vernacular of defining advancing consciousness for the Second Cognition. Psoyca removes all the mystical connotations that the word spirit presents to the study of cognitive advancement. (defined here (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/))


Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.

[Bluegreen]

Mission Impossible?
Not for the Ninja Squirrel!

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[Michelle Marie]

Inspiration...

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I took these pictures at a local park.

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[RunningDeer]

Mission Impossible?
Not for the Ninja Squirrel!

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At the moment, my decision-making skills are a challenge. It’s a perfect opportunity for those poor overlooked smilies to wiggle and animate their best.

Bluegreen, I'm going to send the video along in an email. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/hug-hi-five.gif

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[RunningDeer]

Best Friends - a kid, a dog and a puddle - 1 minute
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Unrelated to the above, Dawn has crossed my mind. Sending this out to Dawn, retired Avalon member, who posted this many moons ago.


The Man Who Planted Trees - 30 minutes
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[Orph]

I'm a bit curious about the Ninja squirrel above. After he stuffs his face, does he have the energy or desire to go back through that obstacle course to get back "home"?

[Stephanie]

I'm a bit curious about the Ninja squirrel above. After he stuffs his face, does he have the energy or desire to go back through that obstacle course to get back "home"?

Just maybe.....
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[norman]

Johnny Cash - Committed To Parkview


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[RunningDeer]

The Mystery of the Basket - 1:48 minutes
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[RunningDeer]

A PM prompted me to add a post about the Beall’s communication style. There were times when I clicked off Endall’s videos. Here’s the but… I’ve gotten so much from his work, their work. Now, I don’t even hear the noise. And what I call, the barking may put off folks that have issues with growlers in their lives. (I speak from experience here.) I see it as the Beall's way of shaking people awake. They truly want nothing but the best for humanity, unfortunately many will never give them the chance to find that out.


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For several years, I’ve not developed a relationship with my family crew. Why? Between the personal experiences from Avalon members, authors, YouTube vids and the con-artists, I stopped most of the inquiry. Gemma and Endall’s work helped me understand the hucksters and inorganic usurpers. Their techniques such as cell talk and downloads help me break through fear barriers. Currently, I’m working on how expand on my communication repertoire.

I want to be around to live in the world where there’s common decency and respect and acceptance of our unique intelligence(s). And more. In the meantime, I’ll hone in on my skills and continue to burn off the filters and beliefs that’ve been branded into the psyche through education, culture, family, religion, government, media and the new age propaganda.

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[RunningDeer]

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[RunningDeer]

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Campfire on the Beach
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[RunningDeer]

What is Remembering?
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“Your psoyca memory is not dependent on a catalogued inventory of the personal events in your life or any other life you lived, although this is how everyone’s perception reaches its conclusions when they are told that you need to remember who you really are.”

“Knowing who you are is not a matter of being a ‘personality’ in the sense of limited human ego thinking. As your knowings increase, which they will when you can transcend self-doubt and the lack of self-trust to accept these knowings as real and not just your imagination, then the more of yourself you will remember. The more you ‘know’, the more you can ‘know’. This is the true process of remembering.”
Chapter 4: What is Remembering?

“…So, let me get back on track with remembering and what it is versus what the New Age and first cognition interpretations present it to be. Your psoyca memory is not dependent on a catalogued inventory of the personal events in your life or any other life you lived, although this is how everyone’s perception reaches its conclusions when they are told that you need to remember who you really are.

Psoyca remembering is not done in this fashion. Remembering who you are with your psoyca consciousness comes about when you start getting what we call ‘knowings’. When one can transcend the limitations of first cognition doubt and ‘thinking you know’ into actual ‘knowing’ what one’s capabilities are, that is psoyca remembering who you really are. This type of knowing has nothing to do with thinking and the brain. It is a sensing on a deeper level of awareness. The more you step into your personal knowing, the more you are remembering who and what you are. Without this solid and unshakeable knowing, you are not yet fully remembering who you really are. The more you ‘know’ in this respect, the more you are remembering who you are as a psoyca sentience operating in human form. Knowing who you are is not a matter of being a ‘personality’ in the sense of limited human ego thinking. As your knowings increase, which they will when you can transcend self-doubt and the lack of self-trust to accept these knowings as real and not just your imagination, then the more of yourself you will remember. The more you ‘know’, the more you can ‘know’. This is the true process of remembering.

You can never ‘know’ who you really are until you start to ‘know’ who that is. You can only think you know, and thinking you know is not the same as ‘knowing’ with an unshakeable resolve who you really are. This is what the adage “Know Thyself” means in its most literal of interpretations. The ego can only think it knows who it is, but it can never truly know because it is a faux consciousness which can never access this type of knowing or remembering oneself. Until you can positively know the you inside, any other perceptions of who you are, are dictated by the ego’s false sense of self. If you have had any of these sensations of knowing as just described, then you are starting to remember who you really are as a psoyca consciousness, and you will also realize that this type of remembering in no way relates to recalling the catalogued snapshots of what we call memories.”

Sources:

“Psoyca Consciousness,” by: Endall Beall, pgs 59-60.
DemystifyingTheMystical.com (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/)
Gemma Beall YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN3VfiNrozRSUBiDIR8k9EA/videos)



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Definitions:

cpuple - Feeling and knowing from the higher array psoyca sensory, not physical from feeling or emotional feelings or feels. Also called, psoyca feel in older videos. Pronounced: ka-poodle.

Psoyca - Psoyca (sōy-kah) is both an acronym and a word with a broader definition for cognitive advancement. As an acronym mean Personal Sovereignty Over Oour Cognitive Advancement. Psoyca is a word that replaces the word spirit in the vernacular of defining advancing consciousness for the Second Cognition. Psoyca removes all the mystical connotations that the word spirit presents to the study of cognitive advancement. (defined here (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/))

Hapiym - Hacker Program in Your Mind - The Hapiym mind virus has controlled our consciousness since our species was created. It’s come about at the hands of the ancient gods and the inorganic hive mind of the cosmic hapiym collective has kept humanity subservient throughout the ages with all their doctrines of divine submission.

[Mike]

I just noticed that I have 20,533 'thanks' in 2,599 posts.

But I've actually written 2,699 posts. Hmm. I guess that means I've actually written 100 sh!tty posts that have garnered no thanks at all? Wow :ROFL: Thats pretty funny actually.

I want that featured somewhere on the forum LOL.

Top Poster, Paul: 24,877
Most useless, unthanked posts, Mike: 100

[Flash]

I just noticed that I have 20,533 'thanks' in 2,599 posts.

But I've actually written 2,699 posts. Hmm. I guess that means I've actually written 100 sh!tty posts that have garnered no thanks at all? Wow :ROFL: Thats pretty funny actually.

I want that featured somewhere on the forum LOL.

Top Poster, Paul: 24,877
Most useless, unthanked posts, Mike: 100

You are just 40 years old kiddo, you still have time to go for another 100:bigsmile:

Age counts: i have about 800 posts without thanks loll🤨

[Mike]

I just noticed that I have 20,533 'thanks' in 2,599 posts.

But I've actually written 2,699 posts. Hmm. I guess that means I've actually written 100 sh!tty posts that have garnered no thanks at all? Wow :ROFL: Thats pretty funny actually.

I want that featured somewhere on the forum LOL.

Top Poster, Paul: 24,877
Most useless, unthanked posts, Mike: 100

You are just 40 years old kiddo, you still have time to go for another 100:bigsmile:

Age counts: i have about 800 posts without thanks loll🤨


LOL. Yeah I really want that record Flash!:)

Here's to another 100 unreadable posts:cheers:

[Orph]

Yeah I really want that record Flash!:)

Here's to another 100 unreadable posts:cheers:Flash paid me to 'thank' all your posts from here on out. So you can forget about catching up.
:lol:

[RunningDeer]

sh!tty posts G-O-N-E
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I just noticed that I have 20,533 'thanks' in 2,599 posts.

But I've actually written 2,699 posts. Hmm. I guess that means I've actually written 100 sh!tty posts that have garnered no thanks at all? Wow :ROFL: Thats pretty funny actually.

I want that featured somewhere on the forum LOL.

Top Poster, Paul: 24,877
Most useless, unthanked posts, Mike: 100

[onawah]

Might the information about climate change ( that is no longer just imminent, but here and now) in the post here:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?50036-The-Arctic-is-melting-the-Antarctic-is-freezing.-What-does-this-mean&p=1210870&viewfull=1#post1210870
... be a reason for so many distracting stories currently in the news?
Please don't respond until you have watched this 15 minute video to the end (that one in particular, even given any possible reservations about the source, which I hope will be resolved if it's checked out enough):
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[ThePythonicCow]

Most useless, unthanked posts, Mike: 100
You got nothing on me, dude. I've got over 7,000 unthanked posts.

:) :cow: :)

[norman]

Times, they are a changing . . . .

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[Mike]

Most useless, unthanked posts, Mike: 100
You got nothing on me, dude. I've got over 7,000 unthanked posts.

:) :cow: :)


Damn you Paul. You always have to be first.
:)

[Flash]

Most useless, unthanked posts, Mike: 100
You got nothing on me, dude. I've got over 7,000 unthanked posts.

:) :cow: :)


Damn you Paul. You always have to be first.
:)

Well, as I told you, it is a question of age sweetheart (i am acting the old woman here). Paul is 30 years older than you, he has accumulated lots of experience in writing worthless unthanked posts I presume, me I am average up to now and you are the baby.

But I bet with this post herein, I am counting one more in my scorecard.:blackwidow:

[RunningDeer]

Times, they are a changing . . . .

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CorbettReport ThemTube (https://www.youtube.com/user/corbettreport/videos)
Published on Feb 26, 2018




SHOW NOTES: https://www.corbettreport.com/?p=26227

Hey, did I mention that YouTube is involved in all-out warfare against independent news sources? Oh, I have? Multiple times? Well, here it is again. If you only get my info from ThemTube, please do check out the ThemTube alternatives out there.



YouTube is Now ThemTube: Time to Flee the Failed Platform
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[Mark]

Hello Here and Now People. :)

[RunningDeer]

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Power’s back on. Into day three with no lights, heat or water. 53 degrees (12 C) inside my apartment…now beginning to warm. Pot of boiling water helps speed things up.

[Foxie Loxie]

Didn't realize you were powerless!! What happened? Thanks for posting C.A. Fitts!! :highfive:

[Mike]

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Power’s back on. Into day three with no lights, heat or water. 53 degrees (12 C) inside my apartment…now beginning to warm. Pot of boiling water helps speed things up.



HOORAY!!!:star:

[RunningDeer]

Didn't realize you were powerless!! What happened? Thanks for posting C.A. Fitts!! :highfive:

50-60 mph winds knocked out the power. I always have a back-up supply of filtered drinking water and about 8 five-gallon buckets of water for flushing and whatnots. I conserve it because of the unknown of living in the country. IIRC, it was Hurricane Katrina in August, 2005 when I was in the same predicament for 8-9 days. Fortunately, the temperatures over the last several days wasn’t as biting as it was this past December with wind chills of -10 F/ -23 C many days in a row.

Seeing how I plan on being around for a long time, I need to prove to myself that I have the physical, mental and emotional reserves to overcome inconvenient obstacles. Though, in the back of my mind I know my brother and sister-in-law’s door is always open in an emergency. They're about 25 miles away with all the amenities, a fire place, a well insulated home and a back up generator.

♡

[RunningDeer]

sniff-sniff, choke-choke + one


Anti-poaching pilot flies baby chimpanzee to safety
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Published on Mar 4, 2018




Mussa the baby chimp arrived safely at Lwiro Chimpanzee Sanctuary.

FOX News Channel (FNC) is a 24-hour all-encompassing news service dedicated to delivering breaking news as well as political and business news. The number one network in cable, FNC has been the most watched television news channel for more than 15 years and according to a Suffolk University/USA Today poll, is the most trusted television news source in the country. Owned by 21st Century Fox, FNC is available in more than 90 million homes and dominates the cable news landscape, routinely notching the top ten programs in the genre.


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[Michelle Marie]

That is too cute!

I was just telling my friend the other day that I always wanted a monkey!

Now I'll make sure it's a chimpanzee!!

Awwwww. :) :luv: Precious!

MM

[RunningDeer]

I was just telling my friend the other day that I always wanted a monkey!

Now I'll make sure it's a chimpanzee!!
My grandfather was gifted 2 chimps, then another in the 1960’s. I remember the bite marks all over his hands and arms. And the ruckus in their cage. My father wouldn't let us pet them. …and then one day they were gone. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/noidea.gif


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Mike, my husband, my then boyfriend was 18 years old when he bought a spider monkey. It was an impulse purchase. His mother was away for several weeks in England. As the time grew closer and with the help of his father, he came to the realization that he couldn’t hide Archbald in his bedroom. His plan was to soften up his mom.

Mike had no success talking me into keeping Archbald at my apartment. I couldn’t afford to get kicked out. It didn’t take long for that “Mother radar” to kick in. Ruth opened Mike’s bedroom door and let out a screeched. She made him keep him in the garage with a hot water bottle and a heater. The tiny guy lived a short life.

I’ve learned since: 1) poachers don’t care that tiny guys are taken far too early from their moms 2) it’s best to visit the little guys in their natural habitat 3) cages suck.

[Michelle Marie]

I was just telling my friend the other day that I always wanted a monkey!

Now I'll make sure it's a chimpanzee!!
My grandfather was gifted 2 chimps, then another in the 1960’s. I remember the bite marks all over his hands and arms. And the ruckus in their cage. My father wouldn't let us pet them. …and then one day they were gone. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/noidea.gif


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/spider-monkey.jpg


Mike, my husband, my then boyfriend was 18 years old when he bought a spider monkey. It was an impulse purchase. His mother was away for several weeks in England. As the time grew closer and with the help of his father, he came to the realization that he couldn’t hide Archbald in his bedroom. His plan was to soften up his mom.

Mike had no success with me keeping at my apartment. I couldn’t afford to get kicked out. It didn’t take long for that “Mother radar” to kick in. Ruth opened Mike’s bedroom door and let out a screeched. She made him keep it in the garage with a hot water bottle and heater. The tiny guy lived a short life.

I’ve learned since: 1) poachers don’t care that tiny guys are taken far too early from their moms 2) it’s best to visit the little guys in their natural habitat 3) cages suck.

Well, I've settled for stuffed monkeys!

37298

I better take your advice and just visit the real ones.

The one in the post above looks so cute and cuddly. I'm sure he and mom were elated to be re-United. I've never known anyone personally that had one.

My monkey has no cage!!! LOL

MM :)

[RunningDeer]

My monkey has no cage!!! LOL

Cool. No cage. Bet that’s why he's got a great, big smile.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/Michelle-monkey.jpg

♡

[Michelle Marie]

My monkey has no cage!!! LOL

Cool. No cage. Bet that’s why he's got a great, big smile.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/Michelle-monkey.jpg

♡

Awwwwwww! I love your graphic abilities.

That is darling. I'm going to have to save it.

That is AWESOME. Thanks!

:bearhug: MM

I love :heart: hearts!

[Stephanie]

37298


MM :)

I have always loved uncaged monkeys, but my oh, my your your wall hanging is beautiful, Michelle Marie.💖

[Michelle Marie]

37298


MM :)

I have always loved uncaged monkeys, but my oh, my your your wall hanging is beautiful, Michelle Marie.💖

Thank you, Sstarss! :star: :star: My very close friend does quilting for a hobby, and oh my, you should see what beauty she creates!

She made this one above my bed and I just love it, too. I love her, too! I'm rich with friends like her. And I'm deeply grateful.

Thank you for admiring it. :heart: I'm going to tell her. :)

Peaceful blessings,
Michelle M

[RunningDeer]

♡
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Teddy-Bear-Hug/colt-teddy.jpg

[we-R-one]

Did someone say Monkey?? I was very lucky to be able to care for a Capuchin monkey, she is absolutely adorable. Her name is Bella and she has a wonderful owner! As far as I know there are only 2 registered Capuchin monkeys in our state. They can actually be trained as a service animal to help people since they're so smart and they have hands!

Bella was hilarious,... to watch her fly across the room was so fun, I relished every moment with her. She had this doll that was her 'baby' which she loved very much. 'Baby' just so happened to save my bacon..... One day, while caring for Bella, she figured out how to open her cage...At the time I was in the kitchen cutting up her fruit. As I walked towards her room I see her standing on top of her cage! Omg, I just about had a heart attack as it took me a minute to figure out how she could have gotten out....at the same time I'm walking as fast as I can to get in her room, and shut the doors before she takes off. Miss Smarty pants figured out how to undo her lock! She loves the game of tag and knows if she's being chased she can't get caught, lmao. Trying to 'get' her is near impossible as she thinks it's funny as she knows she can out run anyone...and it is funny! I never took her out of the cage during my visits, that was something only the owner would do. Anyways, at least she didn't bolt on me and I acted like she forgot her 'Baby' and she better go get her! She took the lead and went back in the cage without incident. Whew! I spent the rest of the time praising and playing with her. She enjoyed watching cartoons and I would hum the Scooby Doo theme before it would come on which she knew well. She was always dressed in a onesie and omg you guys should have seen her drink with a straw from a juice box! Unbelievably cute, she melted my heart. Bella really liked bright colors and earrings. So I would try and wear something 'tropical' whenever I was slated to care for her. She would touch my shirt and earrings to see what I had on, it was so cute...as if to show her approval. Out of all the animals I've cared for, she was one of the most amazing.

Caring for a monkey is like caring for a 2 year old 24/7, so it's not for everyone, which is why I have the utmost respect for her owner because she is a very dedicated 'mom'. Everything has to be about 'Bella' so it takes a dedicated person as you can't just pick up and go whenever you want, it's quite the sacrifice.

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Love/BELLA.jpg

Fun and heart warming story of Bella @ Auntie T’s place. The Little Fashionista’s smile is infectious.

♡


Bella was hilarious,... to watch her fly across the room was so fun, I relished every moment with her.

[we-R-one]

ooh Paula, that is sooo cute! Thank you soo much! Every time I see her picture I smile, it is very infectious! OOh I just want to hug and kiss her as she's the sweetest thing in the world. I miss her as the client found another 'monkey mom' to trade babysitting days, lol. I will never forget her.

Speaking of monkeys...ever heard of a thumb monkey? oMg, Omg....amazingly cute! I want one so bad, but I agree animals like this really belong in the wild and besides my schedule limits what kind of pet I can have..which is why I love taking care of everyone else's pets!

Google thumb monkey (or finger monkey) and go to Images, look at all the pictures...doesn't it make you want one??

http://www.factzoo.com/sites/all/img/blog/monkeys/monkey-finger.jpg

http://thefingermonkey.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Fun-facts-on-pokcet-monkies-300x225.jpg
Source: http://thefingermonkey.com/5-interesting-facts-about-finger-monkeys/


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoSh14I97JM

[RunningDeer]

I didn’t know they were called, “finger monkeys”, but this photo has been on my top 10 list for a long time, and one more cutie patootie.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/finger-monkey.jpg

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/baby-deer.jpg



Speaking of monkeys...ever heard of a thumb monkey?

[we-R-one]

sigh,,,,just beautiful Paula, love it! I never get tired of looking at animals.

[RunningDeer]

Particle Exchanges
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Empower/Particle-Exchanges.gif




“…each cell in and of itself is consciousness in its own right.”

“…we also have a tendency to give particles of ourselves away through our emotional connections. So when you have parents or siblings or children or lovers or friends you have a tendency to give pieces of your psoyca (spirit) to that person. “

“… a lot of times you will have a relationship go sour and especially people who are empathic or psychically sensitive, they have a problem disconnecting from relationships. And part of the reason is because you still carry those particles of those people with you.”

“So when you're trying to reclaim your sovereignty as your own independent psoyca (spirit), it's equally important to reclaim all of your psoyca particles that you've given away willingly or unwillingly. Especially to any belief that you've once held.”

1a85zL8C6b8

Psoyca - Personal Sovereignty Over Your Cognitive Advancement.
DemystifyingTheMystical.com (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/)
Gemma Beall YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN3VfiNrozRSUBiDIR8k9EA/videos)



http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/images/space-bar-grey.jpg

TRANSCRIPT:

Hello Everyone. I'm Gemma Beall. Welcome to Beyond Second Cognition. We had a very busy weekend. And it was absolutely awesome. Met a lot of new people. One of the biggest questions that I was asked or asked to explain was the concept of shielding. Now I’ve already done a video about shielding and also have it in my first book, “The Energy Experience”. So what I want this presentation to be about specifically is what I call ‘particle exchange’.

Now in my book, what I talked about particle exchange was more in line with a person who is empathic. What I'm going to talk about in this video today is not necessarily to do with empaths because we exchange particles of our psoyca (spirit) throughout our entire lives, and even past lives, and in everything else and. That process is what really keeps us energetically attached to other people, even when we want to disconnect energetically from them.

So that's what this presentation is going to be about. Now I'm gonna have to go in and kind of break down and break this down and kind of make it make sense. So please use the comment sections to ask your questions because I'm pretty sure I'm going to leave something out. This is off the cuff. I'm done using scripts as a crutch. Yeah, me.

Okay, so what particle exchanges are in my point of view. Our consciousness, our psoyca (spirit) is pure energy and it has trillions, gazillion particles that are all a part of the same whole. So if you want to use your body as a reference because this is something that we can understand, is your body has trillions of cells. So we're gonna say nine trillion cells because that's the last number I think science has come up with which it’s probably more than that. But each cell in and of itself is consciousness in its own right. So our psoyca particles each cell is consciousness in its own right.

Now as we go throughout our lives or in-between lives, especially when we're attached to human form, we have our energy field. The energy is constantly flowing through the body and out into our field and as we encounter other people in their energy field, our energies go into their field and circulate through their body and that’s how we kind of exchange energies with other people.

When we don't put up a kind of protective shield to prevent our energies from going into their field or their energies from coming into ours. So because we have a tendency to do that we also have a tendency to give particles of ourselves away through our emotional connections. So when you have parents or siblings or children or lovers or friends you have a tendency to give pieces of your psoyca to that person.

What happens when we give pieces of our psoyca away to somebody else that particle or particles that we give of our psoyca, creates an energetic resonance with that other person it stays within their field. It stays within their being. It doesn't become a part of their being as in it converts or transmutes to be a part of their identical frequency. But it does remain with them and creates resonance that stays within that field. And then when we take in particles of other people we have the same thing happen. That’s what establishes energetic connections between two people.

Now a lot of times you will have a relationship go sour and especially people who are empathic or psychically sensitive, they have a problem disconnecting from relationships. And part of the reason is because you still carry those particles of those people with you. And I did go into this like I said in my book, “The Energy Experience.” And I did do a video about this. I can't remember which one off the top of my head, but I explained an experience that I had where from the time I was a little kid, I always felt these intense connections to people that would just drive me crazy basically. So in my quest to sever connections with a particular person, my psoyca led me to this information about the particle exchange based on my questions and I finally found a solution.

At that point in time what I did, I called every particle of my psoyca that I have given away throughout any lifetime, especially this one or any in between. And I called those particles back to myself. And in the instructions, I instructed that any resonance that my particle had with that other person was severed and cleaned and cleared of any residual trash that person is carrying when it came back to me. And in turn I returned all particles the knot of my psoyca that did not belong with me, back to the other person stripped them of the resonance with my being, and erased any kind of trash that I carried so it wouldn't go back to them.

And that's when I felt the connections sever. That’s also when I stopped running into people and having this intense emotional connection. And I think that this emotional connection or the spiritual connection that people have with one another, you hear the term ‘soulmates’ all the time, and I would be willing to bet and I'm not a betting person, that most the time when people meet somebody and they feel this intense spiritual connection right off the bat, you know this soulmate thing, it's not the other person's soul that they're recognizing it's the particles of their own psoyca that they’re recognizing that that person is carrying. But what do I know?

Now, if you look along the same lines of this particle sharing, when you dedicate yourself to like a religion or any kind of belief, because of the way these religions and beliefs are set up, you are giving parts of your psoyca to that entity. And it is an entity. It is an energetic entity that is created by those who want to control you. And when you dedicate yourself to that you give parts of your psoyca away to that entity. And that entity puts what I call a control seed into you, into your being that you carry with it. That’s why it’s so difficult to walk away from beliefs and religions. Because even when you mentally sever the connection, there’s still an energetic connection that you still feed that entity whether you’re aware of it or not.

So when you're trying to reclaim your sovereignty as your own independent psoyca, it's equally important to reclaim all of your psoyca particles that you've given away willingly or unwillingly. Especially to any belief that you've once held. And that's how you reclaim all your psoyca.

That's all I can think of for right now so like I said if you have questions please put them in the comments and we can expand on this topic because there's a whole lot more information about it I just can't think of it right now. So for everyone who's subscribed thank you so much. Welcome aboard and I hope you enjoy the channel. For all of those subscribers that have been with us, I want to thank y'all for your support. And stay the course and don’t give up on yourself.

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/basket-walker.jpg


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/ants.jpg


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/get-up-mouse.jpg
♡

[RunningDeer]

Three days without power again. This time it was because of heavy, wet snow that took down power lines and trees. This morning it was 49 F/9C degrees in my apartment. It only climbed one degree.

The running total is three days without power, then three days with power and then three days without. Plus twice people filled the freezers and refrigerators only to toss it all out.

The strange thing is now a couple of hours later, I’ve mostly forgotten the ordeal, aside from an achey body from shoveling.

It’s good to be rid of the restrictive multi-layers. I was beginning to feel like the Michelin man.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Cartoons_Silly/michelin-man.jpg

[Vernaianawa]

Thanks for this, like the feel of it and about to research.





Particle Exchanges
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Empower/Particle-Exchanges.gif




“…each cell in and of itself is consciousness in its own right.”

“…we also have a tendency to give particles of ourselves away through our emotional connections. So when you have parents or siblings or children or lovers or friends you have a tendency to give pieces of your psoyca (spirit) to that person. “

“… a lot of times you will have a relationship go sour and especially people who are empathic or psychically sensitive, they have a problem disconnecting from relationships. And part of the reason is because you still carry those particles of those people with you.”

“So when you're trying to reclaim your sovereignty as your own independent psoyca (spirit), it's equally important to reclaim all of your psoyca particles that you've given away willingly or unwillingly. Especially to any belief that you've once held.”

1a85zL8C6b8

Psoyca - Personal Sovereignty Over Your Cognitive Advancement.
DemystifyingTheMystical.com (http://www.demystifyingthemystical.com/#/)
Gemma Beall YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN3VfiNrozRSUBiDIR8k9EA/videos)



http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/images/space-bar-grey.jpg

TRANSCRIPT:

Hello Everyone. I'm Gemma Beall. Welcome to Beyond Second Cognition. We had a very busy weekend. And it was absolutely awesome. Met a lot of new people. One of the biggest questions that I was asked or asked to explain was the concept of shielding. Now I’ve already done a video about shielding and also have it in my first book, “The Energy Experience”. So what I want this presentation to be about specifically is what I call ‘particle exchange’.

Now in my book, what I talked about particle exchange was more in line with a person who is empathic. What I'm going to talk about in this video today is not necessarily to do with empaths because we exchange particles of our psoyca (spirit) throughout our entire lives, and even past lives, and in everything else and. That process is what really keeps us energetically attached to other people, even when we want to disconnect energetically from them.

So that's what this presentation is going to be about. Now I'm gonna have to go in and kind of break down and break this down and kind of make it make sense. So please use the comment sections to ask your questions because I'm pretty sure I'm going to leave something out. This is off the cuff. I'm done using scripts as a crutch. Yeah, me.

Okay, so what particle exchanges are in my point of view. Our consciousness, our psoyca (spirit) is pure energy and it has trillions, gazillion particles that are all a part of the same whole. So if you want to use your body as a reference because this is something that we can understand, is your body has trillions of cells. So we're gonna say nine trillion cells because that's the last number I think science has come up with which it’s probably more than that. But each cell in and of itself is consciousness in its own right. So our psoyca particles each cell is consciousness in its own right.

Now as we go throughout our lives or in-between lives, especially when we're attached to human form, we have our energy field. The energy is constantly flowing through the body and out into our field and as we encounter other people in their energy field, our energies go into their field and circulate through their body and that’s how we kind of exchange energies with other people.

When we don't put up a kind of protective shield to prevent our energies from going into their field or their energies from coming into ours. So because we have a tendency to do that we also have a tendency to give particles of ourselves away through our emotional connections. So when you have parents or siblings or children or lovers or friends you have a tendency to give pieces of your psoyca to that person.

What happens when we give pieces of our psoyca away to somebody else that particle or particles that we give of our psoyca, creates an energetic resonance with that other person it stays within their field. It stays within their being. It doesn't become a part of their being as in it converts or transmutes to be a part of their identical frequency. But it does remain with them and creates resonance that stays within that field. And then when we take in particles of other people we have the same thing happen. That’s what establishes energetic connections between two people.

Now a lot of times you will have a relationship go sour and especially people who are empathic or psychically sensitive, they have a problem disconnecting from relationships. And part of the reason is because you still carry those particles of those people with you. And I did go into this like I said in my book, “The Energy Experience.” And I did do a video about this. I can't remember which one off the top of my head, but I explained an experience that I had where from the time I was a little kid, I always felt these intense connections to people that would just drive me crazy basically. So in my quest to sever connections with a particular person, my psoyca led me to this information about the particle exchange based on my questions and I finally found a solution.

At that point in time what I did, I called every particle of my psoyca that I have given away throughout any lifetime, especially this one or any in between. And I called those particles back to myself. And in the instructions, I instructed that any resonance that my particle had with that other person was severed and cleaned and cleared of any residual trash that person is carrying when it came back to me. And in turn I returned all particles the knot of my psoyca that did not belong with me, back to the other person stripped them of the resonance with my being, and erased any kind of trash that I carried so it wouldn't go back to them.

And that's when I felt the connections sever. That’s also when I stopped running into people and having this intense emotional connection. And I think that this emotional connection or the spiritual connection that people have with one another, you hear the term ‘soulmates’ all the time, and I would be willing to bet and I'm not a betting person, that most the time when people meet somebody and they feel this intense spiritual connection right off the bat, you know this soulmate thing, it's not the other person's soul that they're recognizing it's the particles of their own psoyca that they’re recognizing that that person is carrying. But what do I know?

Now, if you look along the same lines of this particle sharing, when you dedicate yourself to like a religion or any kind of belief, because of the way these religions and beliefs are set up, you are giving parts of your psoyca to that entity. And it is an entity. It is an energetic entity that is created by those who want to control you. And when you dedicate yourself to that you give parts of your psoyca away to that entity. And that entity puts what I call a control seed into you, into your being that you carry with it. That’s why it’s so difficult to walk away from beliefs and religions. Because even when you mentally sever the connection, there’s still an energetic connection that you still feed that entity whether you’re aware of it or not.

So when you're trying to reclaim your sovereignty as your own independent psoyca, it's equally important to reclaim all of your psoyca particles that you've given away willingly or unwillingly. Especially to any belief that you've once held. And that's how you reclaim all your psoyca.

That's all I can think of for right now so like I said if you have questions please put them in the comments and we can expand on this topic because there's a whole lot more information about it I just can't think of it right now. So for everyone who's subscribed thank you so much. Welcome aboard and I hope you enjoy the channel. For all of those subscribers that have been with us, I want to thank y'all for your support. And stay the course and don’t give up on yourself.

[meeradas]

this is my 1122nd post in this thread... unbelievable.

Sorry for no further content.

[Michelle Marie]

this is my 1122nd post in this thread... unbelievable.

Sorry for no further content.

That's so funny that you said that. I was looking at a thread and it had a 1133 next to my name. I forgot what the number was for. Then, I looked at the time of the original post, and it was 11:44.

That was right after I had followed the link and learned about the frog, kek, and "gets" which are double, triple, and quadruple numbers.

So, your post is a 3X synchronicity for me. I'll pay attention....

:laugh: MM :bounce: :waving:

Just had to add: the time of this post...17:33.
Okay, then!

[RunningDeer]

this is my 1122nd post in this thread... unbelievable.

Sorry for no further content.
Nice to see you around, meeradas. :wave:
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/hat_tip.gif


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/meeradas-hat.jpg

[Michelle Marie]

this is my 1122nd post in this thread... unbelievable.

Sorry for no further content.
Nice to see you around, meeradas. :wave:
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/hat_tip.gif


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/meeradas-hat.jpg

Nice to see your beautiful pictures and artwork! Love the golden colors in this one.

:waving: MM

[RunningDeer]

Nice to see your beautiful pictures and artwork! Love the golden colors in this one.
Thanks, MM. The credit goes to meeradas. It's his photo. Here's some more of his stunning photography.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Calz/meeradas2.jpg

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Calz/lizard2.jpg

meeradas' bike ride

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Calz/meerads-bike-ride.jpg

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Calz/meeradas-ocean.jpg

[Michelle Marie]

Wow! How beautiful!

Breathtaking...

Fine work, Meeradas!

MM :sun:

[meeradas]

Have very little to say these days... if i do, i almost always do it through photography (https://500px.com/HerbGarmsen).

Thanks!

[RunningDeer]

Have very little to say these days... if i do, i almost always do it through photography (https://500px.com/HerbGarmsen).

Thanks!

Stuuuunning photography, HG. I appreciate how you show the intrinsic beauty in the ordinary. (As trite as that may sound.)
.............................http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/faint.gif

'bottlecap weed'
nature taking over abandoned building
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/bottlecap-weed.jpg


'bodega'
unaltered raw, taken inside an old bodega
one of my top self-favs (meerades’ comment)
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Fantasy_Fun/bodega.jpg


*bodega - small grocery store, especially in a Spanish-speaking neighborhood; a wine shop or wine cellar.

[gord]

Well, I've started telling some of my family about gang stalking, the "take-down program", and whatever the current version of cointelpro is called. Wish me luck. This will probably be the end of me.

[meeradas]

.... This will probably be the end of me.

:biggrin1:

... and what about the light source, that makes the projection possible?

[meeradas]

Have very little to say these days... if i do, i almost always do it through photography (https://500px.com/HerbGarmsen).

Thanks!

... I appreciate how you show the intrinsic beauty in the ordinary. (As trite as that may sound.)

Through this visual framing/ freezing, I'm learning to appreciate my surroundings,
regardless of how profane they may [be superficially looking to] be...

I'm adding more from the recent trip steadily on the site, have a look, Paula, i'm sure you'll like some of 'em.

Thanks again!

PS: Boah, you've got your own folder on the library... :envy:

[RunningDeer]

This is the third nor'easter in 12 days. When all is said and done 10-16” (25-40 cm) of snow is expected. The wind gusts are 45-50 mph. I’ve already shoveled at least half that. It’s the slushy kind. Snow bans are rotating backwards. (grrrr) Snowfall is predicted until 11 pm.

Any birdseed that gets tossed out is covered within minutes that is if it doesn’t blow away first. I should make a sticky note reminder to see if there are seedlings in the roof gutters this spring.

As Joseph P. Farrell says, “See you on the flip side.” :wave:


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/snow-bans.jpg

[RunningDeer]

Through this visual framing/ freezing, I'm learning to appreciate my surroundings, regardless of how profane they may be...

I'm adding more from the recent trip steadily on the site, have a look, Paula, i'm sure you'll like some of 'em.

Thanks again!

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/write.gif meeradas, I bookmarked your site (https://500px.com/herbgarmsen) and will check it frequently. I plan to add some here. Feel free to PM me on specific ones you'd like added as well.

[Foxie Loxie]

Paula.....let us know how you are faring with this new storm! :bearhug:

[Stephanie]

Have very little to say these days... if i do, i almost always do it through photography (https://500px.com/HerbGarmsen).

Thanks!

:star::star:You are my most favorite photographer of all time.:star::star:

[meeradas]

:star::star:You are my most favorite photographer of all time.:star::star:

Wow...
Honoured i am.
Highestly appreciated!

PS: Motivating, too.

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/snow-birds.jpg

The meteorologist reported 10.5” (27 cm) so far in the area and 4-5 more hours of heavy snow fall. It’ll lighten up for the evening hours and continue until about 11:00 p.m.

The wind blows the snow off the roof and dumps onto my desk and stairs. (Grrrr) At least the last couple of hours it’s been the fluffier snow.

Yesterday, I purchased additional insulated curtains for windows and door in preparation for a third power outage. The windows are now three curtain rods deep. The number of customers without power rose only a smidgen. Some have yet to get their power back from the last storm. I’m guessing it’s single family homes with downlines from trees.

♡

Paula.....let us know how you are faring with this new storm! :bearhug:

[Foxie Loxie]

"Three curtain rods deep"~~~~~~~~~~~WOW! Hope you're doing o.k., Lovely Lady! :bearhug: I'm signing off for the day! :heart:

[RunningDeer]

Final update: 18” (46 cm) total. Power’s back on after 5.5 hrs. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/yay.gif

Quickly posting just in case power goes off again…
..........................http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/s-good-night.gif

[DNA]

Have very little to say these days... if i do, i almost always do it through photography (https://500px.com/HerbGarmsen).

Thanks!

... I appreciate how you show the intrinsic beauty in the ordinary. (As trite as that may sound.)

Through this visual framing/ freezing, I'm learning to appreciate my surroundings,
regardless of how profane they may [be superficially looking to] be...

I'm adding more from the recent trip steadily on the site, have a look, Paula, i'm sure you'll like some of 'em.

Thanks again!

PS: Boah, you've got your own folder on the library... :envy:

This guy, he's also an acquaintance of Doug Pinnick who is the lead singer of a top three favorite band of mine.
This guy. :)
Here is one of my favorites from King's X.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o15PIuFsytA
o15PIuFsytA

[Foxie Loxie]

Glad you made it through o.k., Paula! :smow: Getting it here today....hope not as much as you got! :peep:

[RunningDeer]

Glad you made it through o.k., Paula! :smow: Getting it here today....hope not as much as you got! :peep:

Take care, Foxie Loxie and keep in touch. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/come-in-hug.gif

Fill up some of your pans with water for a back up stash. A pan of water going on the stove helps make it feel toasty warm. I grabbed a couple of shots. It shows its range.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/Foxie-Loxie-storm.jpg

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/Foxie-Loxie-storm2.jpg

♡

[meeradas]

This guy, he's also an acquaintance of Doug Pinnick who is the lead singer of [...] King's X...

Funny you post this now...

Just had a long chat with him, after quite some time.
It's true, we're friends ("family" is somehow more fitting), already a couple of decades.

As for his band, King's X - most people will never have even heard of them,
like this lady (and this was 2017, when "Dogman" was 23 years old):

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I like stuff like this, as it finally gives 'em more exposure amongst the young ones.

Having played woodstock 2 in '94, prime time, in front of half a million people, they still have to play to eat, nowadays; it's a big mystery...
their music is one of the few things that make me feel comfortable on this planet.

Well, at least they "haven't worked for a single day in the last 40 years", but done what they love, on a daily basis - whoever of us can say that, too, has found their dharma.

So, let me add these right here & now, for those who didn't hear of them before:

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closing with [because of the message)
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[DNA]

Very cool Meerades, I remember you telling me as much once when I mentioned a dream where I felt I was given a friendly ET visit.
The ET took the form of Doug Pinnick and indirectly the ET told me he was from Sirius.
I've always felt they chose Doug Pinnick's form because he either has strong genetics linking him to Sirius and or is a soul who originated there.
Just a feeling.
Anyway thank you for the videos.
I'm still a fan after all of these years.
I was eighteen in 91' when I picked up "Out of the Silent Planet" and I've been a huge fan ever since.
Watching them in concert is amazing and confirming, they fill up small venues with nothing but hardcore fans who know every single song, and concerts are always a chorus of fans singing, which is simply amazing and not something you will see for many other bands.

[Ol' Roy]

Dear Paula, I haven't read the last 2 or 3 pages! Any way! My wise old owl has re appeared after 1 year! I don't see him or her! But I listen, both day and night! Is that a good sign? I hope you have survived your 3rd northeaster! I am as far North here in Kentucky, as I want to be! Take care! My dear!

[Ol' Roy]

And yes! My 2 dogs still love me! Right up on the bed beside me! As long as the sun is shining in! Basking!

[Ol' Roy]

Yes! Vitamin D 3 in the Winter time! They know more than we do!

[Ol' Roy]

Been there done that! I just love Kentucky! Born and reared! Lol!

[Ol' Roy]

And die here!

[TargeT]

Practical Fractal:
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A great practical example of our fractal reality....

[RunningDeer]

Dear Paula, I haven't read the last 2 or 3 pages! Any way! My wise old owl has re appeared after 1 year! I don't see him or her! But I listen, both day and night! Is that a good sign?
Hello Roy, your description of owl friend is my wise old owl. Perhaps he’s reminding you to go within and listen to the subtle voice for any Q&A’s, sychronicities and ideas you’ve got cookin’. Subtle self is quiet. That’s why it’s important to continue to remove belief filters that drown out the 100% natural thing.


I hope you have survived your 3rd northeaster! I am as far North here in Kentucky, as I want to be! Take care! My dear!

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/owl-thanks.gif Thanks, Roy. Three down and possibly one more to go early next week. It’s a lot more doable knowing spring is right around the corner.



http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/images/space-bar-grey.jpg


BTW: I watched this yesterday and thought of you. You had mentioned that the red cardinal doesn’t frequent your area.


Mr Cardinal Wants His Peanut!
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♡

[RunningDeer]

Practical Fractal:
f1fXCRtSUWU

A great practical example of our fractal reality....

Way cool! http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/back-forth.gifhttp://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/back-forth2.gif
Gotta send that one out to family and friends.

[Vernaianawa]

Simply Dang Target



Practical Fractal:
f1fXCRtSUWU

A great practical example of our fractal reality....

[Wind]

https://vimeo.com/259818647

[RunningDeer]

https://vimeo.com/259818647
Thanks, Wind. http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/clap.gif, in celebration of the new moon on March 17, 2018 at 9:11 am EST. For people like me who have slow internet, here's a copy from YouTube.


A New View of the Moon
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To Scale:
Published on Mar 12, 2018

We took a telescope around the streets of Los Angeles to give passersby an up-close look at a familiar object: a new view of the moon.

Help us caption & translate this video!
https://amara.org/v/faq9/

[Ol' Roy]

Thank you Wind!

[Ol' Roy]

Paula! God bless you and all of your snow! May it be end soon!

[meeradas]

Here's the right song for the day, and i do hope that everybody can state the same:

[first song]

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[Ol' Roy]

Well! I am as close to Irish as I can be! My great grandmother was an O' Tolle Ask Paula? I can't spell worth a Sh-T! How Irish is that? Happy St Paddy's Day! Of course, I love you all!

[RunningDeer]

http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/Greetings/clover2.jpg


Well! I am as close to Irish as I can be! My great grandmother was an O' Tolle Ask Paula? I can't spell worth a Sh-T! How Irish is that? Happy St Paddy's Day! Of course, I love you all!

[Ol' Roy]

We do not Have to send men or women to the moon! Stop it! Yes! We have the tech to do that now! Robots! I made a stupid statement about our deep space telescopes ! What is more important is our moon , Mars, and near asteroids!Do we have the capability to do this right now? Of course we do!

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Take me out to the ball game!