Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Calz]

Definitely a sharper group than your average walmart shopper.

I will do all the villagers a favor by holding off on the "walmart shopper" images.

[astrid]

stupid phone companies

[meeradas]

The village has just passed the 5000 posts mark.

[modwiz]

Didn't notice. I was 5000.

[Calz]

Didn't notice. I was 5000.

Cloak on the house for modwiz.

:hail: :first: :humble:

[modwiz]

Didn't notice. I was 5000.

Cloak on the house for modwiz.

:hail: :first: :humble:

Is my butt showing?

Good! :p

[Calz]

Didn't notice. I was 5000.

Cloak on the house for modwiz.

:hail: :first: :humble:

Is my butt showing?

Good! :p


Wait until you get your cloak ... :dirol:


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[ulli]

Didn't notice. I was 5000.

Cloak on the house for modwiz.

:hail: :first: :humble:

Not a cloak...he's got several already, one for each day of the week.
He is getting a leather-bound photo album of masonic Wal-mart shoppers.

[ulli]

Didn't notice. I was 5000.

Cloak on the house for modwiz.

:hail: :first: :humble:

Is my butt showing?

Good! :p


Wait until you get your cloak ... :dirol:


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Wow, the Village wants one of them road signs....
Warn unsuspecting travelers.....

[Calz]

Hey there villagers ... I am here and now proclaiming this is so kewl I am posting it in a 3rd thread!!!

Sue me (remember the village lawyer is collectively paid for and I have been saving my nuggets since we can no longer use them for anything useful) :happy:


QdoTdG_VNV4

[PurpleLama]

I am a Master Mason. Boo!

I have to admit, the "Freeman" in me is somewhat taken aback by this confession. However, I can keep it in the Free Zone.

Every night for the last few weeks I've been oob up on the "ship" it's all really bright and white and it's like the entire place is molded from a single piece of material. I am guessing a few villagers might recognize that description.

it's a little freaky going through the process of shift, or harvest, or ascension, or whatdoyoucallit. Moving up through the "sub-densities" the distinct points within the larger wave of energetic context within which we reside, we move into the heart space, which is the harmonic of the fourth within the third, and on up through the chakras, raising kudalini, getting enlightenment, whatever, as we pass through the 5 of 3, 6 of 3, on into the seventh sub density of the third density, at this point we are full of I AMness and after that there appears to be formlessness, when what's happening is we are becoming conscious in the first in the fourth, the first density relating back to basic matter and energy, root chakra, but it's a harmonic within the next energetic region, so we come back here full of compassion with some flash of understanding, connection being the prevalent theme. Moving fully into that place, we forge ahead through the sub densities into the 4 of the 4 to be fully conscious, and fully there (its here) but in order to do so we must indeed shed the skin, shed the suit, "put on the garments of glory" in order to fully enter we leave the larger portion of our physical matter in place, it's the accumulated matter of living here, we put it on layer by layer, and I daresay everyone of us here had made some move to shed some of these, but it gets to a point where the attachment is to an energetic body and not it's physical clothing, and then one is simply pulled into one's "home vibration" or one is propelled by the energy below that's earth as it moves through these energetic crests and troughs, higher and lower each time, until finally it crests sofa king high that it sort of hits a ceiling, seems disrupted for a moment, the reorganizes itself with the higher baseline and we wake up from this chaotic dream.

[Calz]

my musings this morning, please don't quote this as I intend on editing after I leave it up for a little while.


Quick.

Grab the text before he pulls a Carmody on us. :lol:


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[astrid]

Xb67ZnbE7GA

[ulli]

I am a Master Mason. Boo!

I have to admit, the "Freeman" in me is somewhat taken aback by this confession. However, I can keep it in the Free Zone.

Every night for the last few weeks I've been oob up on the "ship" it's all really bright and white and it's like the entire place is molded from a single piece of material. I am guessing a few villagers might recognize that description.

it's a little freaky going through the process of shift, or harvest, or ascension, or whatdoyoucallit. Moving up through the "sub-densities" the distinct points within the larger wave of energetic context within which we reside, we move into the heart space, which is the harmonic of the fourth within the third, and on up through the chakras, raising kudalini, getting enlightenment, whatever, as we pass through the 5 of 3, 6 of 3, on into the seventh sub density of the third density, at this point we are full of I AMness and after that there appears to be formlessness, when what's happening is we are becoming conscious in the first in the fourth, the first density relating back to basic matter and energy, root chakra, but it's a harmonic within the next energetic region, so we come back here full of compassion with some flash of understanding, connection being the prevalent theme. Moving fully into that place, we forge ahead through the sub densities into the 4 of the 4 to be fully conscious, and fully there (its here) but in order to do so we must indeed shed the skin, shed the suit, "put on the garments of glory" in order to fully enter we leave the larger portion of our physical matter in place, it's the accumulated matter of living here, we put it on layer by layer, and I daresay everyone of us here had made some move to shed some of these, but it gets to a point where the attachment is to an energetic body and not it's physical clothing, and then one is simply pulled into one's "home vibration" or one is propelled by the energy below that's earth as it moves through these energetic crests and troughs, higher and lower each time, until finally it crests sofa king high that it sort of hits a ceiling, seems disrupted for a moment, the reorganizes itself with the higher baseline and we wake up from this chaotic dream.

I'm so glad that Modwiz' confession has brought forth the higher masonic energies in you.
As it should, amongst brothers across time.
Also that you were willing to do the copy for the text for our Cloak Factory promotional ads:


PL: it gets to a point where the attachment is to an energetic body and not it's physical clothing, and then one is simply pulled into one's "home vibration" or one is propelled by the energy below that's earth as it moves through these energetic crests and troughs, higher and lower each time, until finally it crests sofa king high that it sort of hits a ceiling

not so sure about the "ceiling" bit...hmm....

Modwiz, you only had to say 'when" and I will do a pffft on any material you wish to evaporate.
PL will also oblige you, I'm certain.

[modwiz]

I am a Master Mason. Boo!

I have to admit, the "Freeman" in me is somewhat taken aback by this confession. However, I can keep it in the Free Zone.

Every night for the last few weeks I've been oob up on the "ship" it's all really bright and white and it's like the entire place is molded from a single piece of material. I am guessing a few villagers might recognize that description.

it's a little freaky going through the process of shift, or harvest, or ascension, or whatdoyoucallit. Moving up through the "sub-densities" the distinct points within the larger wave of energetic context within which we reside, we move into the heart space, which is the harmonic of the fourth within the third, and on up through the chakras, raising kudalini, getting enlightenment, whatever, as we pass through the 5 of 3, 6 of 3, on into the seventh sub density of the third density, at this point we are full of I AMness and after that there appears to be formlessness, when what's happening is we are becoming conscious in the first in the fourth, the first density relating back to basic matter and energy, root chakra, but it's a harmonic within the next energetic region, so we come back here full of compassion with some flash of understanding, connection being the prevalent theme. Moving fully into that place, we forge ahead through the sub densities into the 4 of the 4 to be fully conscious, and fully there (its here) but in order to do so we must indeed shed the skin, shed the suit, "put on the garments of glory" in order to fully enter we leave the larger portion of our physical matter in place, it's the accumulated matter of living here, we put it on layer by layer, and I daresay everyone of us here had made some move to shed some of these, but it gets to a point where the attachment is to an energetic body and not it's physical clothing, and then one is simply pulled into one's "home vibration" or one is propelled by the energy below that's earth as it moves through these energetic crests and troughs, higher and lower each time, until finally it crests sofa king high that it sort of hits a ceiling, seems disrupted for a moment, the reorganizes itself with the higher baseline and we wake up from this chaotic dream.

One of the reasons for stating it is to help people put the Mason thing in some perspective. Icke has made a real effort to clear the Blue Lodge master masons. Just a bunch of guys doing good things. I also joked with Carmody how so many of the basic PA members here have far more esoteric knowledge than the guys in my Lodge. Some one like you is way up the ladder. The upper levels of Masonry go to places I am unaware of. My curiosity is about if there is a lot of smoke and little fire. Ceremonial magic is something I have little use for. Basic talent for the craft is where the abilities I care about lie. Some great musicians can't read music. Besides, commanding spirits is not the same as having them for friends, or family.

Being a mason is pretty darn mundane. They are just some of the better men I have met in my life. I don't like most men I meet and these guys have helped me with that.

I'd love to know more men like you, Calz, Carmody, Whitefeather, meeradas, Jorr, Sid and others. It is why I spend as much time here as I do.

I do wonder, as things unfold on the planet, how things like being a mason will work out. There are no requirements besides dues, if an active member. I paid dues as a Boy Scout. I was an altar boy and I am an Ordained Minister. I have worn a few 'hats'.

Being a Freeman is something I am educating myself on. Hopefully world events will conspire to make Freemen of us all.

Blessed Be.

PS. Freemason and Freeman, the difference is, so. So?

[modwiz]

Here and now, I come to the forum after a few hours of private time and come to find threads started that are pure fear porn. Really unpleasant stuff. The Village is nice, as usual. I will repair to my thoughts in the Tower for a while. The forum was not feeling good. Marsday and the god of war is playing people for some fear juice.

See all a bit later.

[9eagle9]

For the most part I skip Mondays. I don't 'do' Mondays. Monday is actually my weekend. Decades have been spent by the individual thoughtform to make Monday a energetic cluster-fook of a day. Sat and Sunday are full blown out mental , emotional, and physical working days and laboriously working out in the cold with wet socks didn't do me any favors this weekend so my Monday was spent with a good book, a heating pad, and two naps. After evening fell and Mon-DAY was officially over I got bug in my kettle and produced two pans of pumpkin fudge and two pans of gingerbread.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Here and now, I come to the forum after a few hours of private time and come to find threads started that are pure fear porn. Really unpleasant stuff. The Village is nice, as usual. I will repair to my thoughts in the Tower for a while. The forum was not feeling good. Marsday and the god of war is playing people for some fear juice.

See all a bit later.

I concur with that sentiment, Modwiz. I've spent the last two weeks staying off my computer and media, MMS and alternative, taking time off work to complete projects and play with the chilluns. I got on it two days ago to find all the Wilcock hullabaloo there waiting to be read. Aside from the Village, it is really unpleasant to surf the internet lately. So much freaking fear porn everywhere. It's nice to see that the Village is a consistent wave of fresh air. Hasta la proxima, amigos y amigas! And Happy Early Solstice everyone!

[ulli]

I'd love to know more men like you, Calz, Carmody, Whitefeather, meeradas, Jorr, Sid and others. It is why I spend as much time here as I do.

I do wonder, as things unfold on the planet, how things like being a mason will work out. There are no requirements besides dues, if an active member.



So what about the women, then?

The future of the individual depends on the future environment, as equally the future of our civilization depends on the quality of it's individuals.
Not just MEN!!

That's the real reason why religions are dying...all are old boy's clubs.

Same reason why the masonic movement has no future.....it is like a battery that's been chopped in half.

Without polarizing energies NOTHING has a future.

Educate the women and bring them into the picture....at all levels of society.

[ulli]

Xb67ZnbE7GA

Tom is maintaining a steady pace and his consciousness level is rising.
Could it be energetic feedback from our humble little village?

[Calz]

I'd love to know more men like you, Calz, Carmody, Whitefeather, meeradas, Jorr, Sid and others. It is why I spend as much time here as I do.

I do wonder, as things unfold on the planet, how things like being a mason will work out. There are no requirements besides dues, if an active member.



So what about the women, then?

The future of the individual depends on the future environment, as equally the future of our civilization depends on the quality of it's individuals.
Not just MEN!!

That's the real reason why religions are dying...all are old boy's clubs.

Same reason why the masonic movement has no future.....it is like a battery that's been chopped in half.

Without polarizing energies NOTHING has a future.

Educate the women and bring them into the picture....at all levels of society.


Yes ... Ladies ... ***PLEASE*** take this thing and run with it before us good ol' nuggets have trashed it all!!!


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[1inMany]

Curiosity about "Here and Now" led me to pop in. Read the first few pages...wanted to thank Ulli profusely for this thread, because if I do not remind myself to do so I will not even notice the here and now. (ha) Skipped to the end, 251 pages later, and now I'm wondering what the village is and whether I'm a bit late to post about the clock on the wall ticktocking or the dog snoring in the corner or the space heater aimed at my feet keeping me toasty. If I am, I love this idea so much that I'm going to check myself in the Here and Now every time I think about it even if it is nothing I write down. :)

[Calz]

Curiosity about "Here and Now" led me to pop in. Read the first few pages...wanted to thank Ulli profusely for this thread, because if I do not remind myself to do so I will not even notice the here and now. (ha) Skipped to the end, 251 pages later, and now I'm wondering what the village is and whether I'm a bit late to post about the clock on the wall ticktocking or the dog snoring in the corner or the space heater aimed at my feet keeping me toasty. If I am, I love this idea so much that I'm going to check myself in the Here and Now every time I think about it even if it is nothing I write down. :)


Hi 1inMany :wave:

Welcome to Avalon and welcome to the village ... :welcome:

Pull up a chair and make yourself at home.

I missed the first 56 pages (I think it was) and have not missed a beat (I hope). Just a place to relax and call home. Hope you enjoy it.

[ulli]

Curiosity about "Here and Now" led me to pop in. Read the first few pages...wanted to thank Ulli profusely for this thread, because if I do not remind myself to do so I will not even notice the here and now. (ha) Skipped to the end, 251 pages later, and now I'm wondering what the village is and whether I'm a bit late to post about the clock on the wall ticktocking or the dog snoring in the corner or the space heater aimed at my feet keeping me toasty. If I am, I love this idea so much that I'm going to check myself in the Here and Now every time I think about it even if it is nothing I write down. :)


With a name like 1inMany you fit right in. Welcome to the village.
Usually when we stroll about outside and see some other Villagers we tell them about the dog snoring, or the temperature inside our home, the cookies in the oven, whatever we find in our REAL life REALTY.
Of course part of that reality can also be ideas, thoughts, articles, raves, disputes....you name it.
We try to stay away from delusions as much as possible.

[PurpleLama]

To be clear, this is the freeman I am referring to:

ZXoL5iq97XY

The man is rightly concerned over the occult activities of some secret brotherhoods, masonic and otherwise.

In reference to this video, yesterday I was eating lunch in the breakroom at work, and noticed the 666 and the swatik that were hidden in plain sight in the logo of the GE brand microwave. It made me laugh.

[Satkirn]

Like many, I have trouble to keep in the here and now, but what that really means to me being in the now, is being in my centre. Being able to consciously respond to what is happening at the moment around me, connected.
I havent been much of an active member on this forum, I mostly read alot, :o Im a little shy when it comes to posting. But I just want to say that I am so greatefull that this wonderfull network of people all around the globe exists.
Because when I come home from college and I feel sad that most of the world is still denying the blunt truth of matters and I feel so insignificant being only one grain of sand. But when I logg on this forum I feel like this is where the answer is. Together we matter, it is unity that we make a difference. If we all turn on a light wherever we are, then soon there wont be any darkness left.

[jorr lundstrom]

Wot a day, wot a lovely intellectual laziness. Ahhhh my sofa. LOL


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=df-eLzao63I

[Calz]

To be clear, this is the freeman I am referring to:

ZXoL5iq97XY

The man is rightly concerned over the occult activities of some secret brotherhoods, masonic and otherwise.

In reference to this video, yesterday I was eating lunch in the breakroom at work, and noticed the 666 and the swatik that were hidden in plain sight in the logo of the GE brand microwave. It made me laugh.

I was just as clear as the color purple could be ... and I expect others (not all) were as well.

Freeman is the "coolest" most "laid back" presenter of this sort of information on the rock. Some of his archived radio shows are awesome because he weaves in some solid vibes into the background to set the mood.

Funny when he and Alex start jammin' (although Freeman turns down the woo woo scale with him).


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[eaglespirit]

11:11 and all is well

[modwiz]

I'd love to know more men like you, Calz, Carmody, Whitefeather, meeradas, Jorr, Sid and others. It is why I spend as much time here as I do.

I do wonder, as things unfold on the planet, how things like being a mason will work out. There are no requirements besides dues, if an active member.



So what about the women, then?

The future of the individual depends on the future environment, as equally the future of our civilization depends on the quality of it's individuals.
Not just MEN!!

That's the real reason why religions are dying...all are old boy's clubs.

Same reason why the masonic movement has no future.....it is like a battery that's been chopped in half.

Without polarizing energies NOTHING has a future.

Educate the women and bring them into the picture....at all levels of society.

I have always gotten along well with women. I found communicating with them easy because they were not afraid of speaking about the spiritual and feeling portion of being alive.

I mentioned men here because of the ease of communicating wit them and my 'brothers'. I also get along very well with the men in my six month holistic community. It is the typical American male I have nothing in common with, except for..........

[modwiz]

Here and now, I come to the forum after a few hours of private time and come to find threads started that are pure fear porn. Really unpleasant stuff. The Village is nice, as usual. I will repair to my thoughts in the Tower for a while. The forum was not feeling good. Marsday and the god of war is playing people for some fear juice.

See all a bit later.

I concur with that sentiment, Modwiz. I've spent the last two weeks staying off my computer and media, MMS and alternative, taking time off work to complete projects and play with the chilluns. I got on it two days ago to find all the Wilcock hullabaloo there waiting to be read. Aside from the Village, it is really unpleasant to surf the internet lately. So much freaking fear porn everywhere. It's nice to see that the Village is a consistent wave of fresh air. Hasta la proxima, amigos y amigas! And Happy Early Solstice everyone!

It was an oversite to not include you in the list of good men I have met here. Ernie is another I missed.

[Carmody]

my musings this morning, please don't quote this as I intend on editing after I leave it up for a little while.


Quick.

Grab the text before he pulls a Carmody on us. :lol:


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I do that so you can be left with the awkward moment of having thanked something ....that has morphed into something else entirely. :p


But really..each day, in some small way..we all have to quell the urge to rush to the bathroom before we are ready. I tend to get it out as I think it, as if I don't..then it tends to get lost in the continual flow of this one's life.

Much like the main character in 'How to Get Ahead in Advertising (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQcljaFWP-c)'..it is just one giant, evolving expressive rolling all encompassing monologue.... that never stops unless I directly address it. as I'm typing this, for example, I am...in the background, thinking of some things I have to do, the order I have to do them in, a separate design issue, a tune that is on constant repeat and the act of typing this at the same time. 4 channels. My record is speaking to 8 different people in one space or time. when the energy wears down..I crash for a bit, into dissonance.

the way it works, is that the energetic channels were always running in my life and mind..but it was like a high spun bicycle that was always ripping around the place...and I had to find a way to get up on it, and ride it..without getting damaged in the act or process of learning to ride it. Then I could begin to direct it. (Jane! stop this crazy thing! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRyrcpe74Yg))

The reason my astro twin speaks of being blank is that he may not have learned how to consciously get into that high spun machine. It's still careening around the room, bouncing off the walls, to some degree, for him. Ulli will know what I'm speaking of. :gossip:. (He can use this inner machine to also direct people away from speculating on his private life in interviews). He's a master at it.

[eaglespirit]

It was an oversite to not include you in the list of good men I have met here. Ernie is another I missed.

...and errr ummm eaglespirit ; )

[modwiz]

It was an oversite to not include you in the list of good men I have met here. Ernie is another I missed.

...and errr ummm eaglespirit ; )

errr ummm, yes!

I forget you're not actually an eagle.

[Calz]

It was an oversite to not include you in the list of good men I have met here. Ernie is another I missed.

...and errr ummm eaglespirit ; )

errr ummm, yes!

I forget you're not actually an eagle.

Why not cut your losses and include all human villagers (of either gender) and all those who gravitate to animal spirits (don't forget 9eagle9's horse totem ... she doesn't miss a trick (pony) these days!!!).


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We will all forgive you regardless cuz we :wub: you and this is ... the village :grouphug:

[Calz]

Never forget ... those who dare attempt entry into the village without good intentions and service oriented heart will find the village "bouncer" even more formidable than that for the Margarita Lounge.

:washing:


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[modwiz]

Here and now getting things done around the house today because work is more uplifting then PA is today. Stacked some wood on the porch and will do a little vacuuming. The a nap. Going with the flow. Be where it feels good to be. Life is good. Not watching any of the fear porn posted here. It's all mind f*ck, and I'm celibate when it comes to that stuff. Thread titles are enough.

Also, I am wondering if Wilcock's 'very serious' death threat was maybe just 'serious'. Hmm.

[Guest]

It was an oversite to not include you in the list of good men I have met here. Ernie is another I missed.

...and errr ummm eaglespirit ; )

errr ummm, yes!

I forget you're not actually an eagle.

Why not cut your losses and include all human villagers (of either gender) and all those who gravitate to animal spirits (don't forget 9eagle9's horse totem ... she doesn't miss a trick (pony) these days!!!).


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We will all forgive you regardless cuz we :wub: you and this is ... the village :grouphug:



Hey these guys are my friends.

Forgive me for repeating myself.....eerie

And I love everyone in the village......and your service to the All.

Now if I could just find the cloak Ulli made for me.:o

Here and now very blustery day on the mtn....have a fire going my cat is taking a cozy late morning nap by the fire.

Nora

We are all related

[Carmody]

The current culmination of my thoughts on these moments, as ideas on reality and data, goes:
~~~~~~~
As for masculine vs feminine:

Apparently, many years ago, when the milky way absorbed a lesser cloud of a galaxy, at an angle..these other planets and systems needed to be absorbed. as that happened..the absorbed systems..bounced up and down..and are slowly oscillating into a stable path, within the milky way. the center line is the galactic center plane. the '1000 years of balance' area.

http://www.christiegrey.com/images/damped_sine_wave.gif

Then, as the given systems began to stabilize... some planets were found..that were going both above and below the center plane of the milky way..and thus received polarized energies from either side of the galactic plane.

Then, one planet was selected that showed great promise. Some life form were already on it. Then the manipulation began, of those life forms, to bring them up to speed. Avatars.

One might think of the above energies as being 'feminine' and the below energies..being 'masculine'. As well as having a period of balance, as it entered the galactic center plane. Whatever.

Thus, an avatar school, or mosh pit..was created, with different dimensional co-junctive attributes or capacity to handle vibrational modes..this....via spinning the energies around the given globe... with the construct called the moon. this allowed for many many different races, regarding their genotypes and their vibrational modes..to come here.....all at the same time. Beer and pizza for everyone!

As we enter the galactic center plane, the masculine energy dominance..which has been in decline singe it's glorious peak about 6000 years back...those energies are finally dropping out. We enter a period of balance. the galactic center plane.

Then, in about 1000 years..the feminine energies will begin to slowly come into dominance..and then peak in about 6000 years..then go into a slow decline of 6000 years. then the center balance of 1000 years, again.

For those 'men' who think they can fight this...it is flat out impossible.

We are talking about the very fabric of 3d reality which is the lesser component of the multidimensional manifestation, by far.

The oscillation of this planet is the grease that allows for such developmental games and constant re-incarnation in a varied environment, and the development of this varied genome. This genome of such high value, due to the care and effort put into it's creation by ALL of the participants in this grand game.

In essence, I would not worry too much about polarities being switched, it cannot be stopped. In about 12000+ years, the feminine energies will have the chance to be the a-holes around this place...and the masculine will have to 'get some back'.

In that approximate 1000 years of balance, we have a chance to find ourselves..and free ourselves from this place, to graduate, so to speak.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

To be clear, this is the freeman I am referring to:

ZXoL5iq97XY

The man is rightly concerned over the occult activities of some secret brotherhoods, masonic and otherwise.

In reference to this video, yesterday I was eating lunch in the breakroom at work, and noticed the 666 and the swatik that were hidden in plain sight in the logo of the GE brand microwave. It made me laugh.

I was just as clear as the color purple could be ... and I expect others (not all) were as well.

Freeman is the "coolest" most "laid back" presenter of this sort of information on the rock. Some of his archived radio shows are awesome because he weaves in some solid vibes into the background to set the mood.

Funny when he and Alex start jammin' (although Freeman turns down the woo woo scale with him).


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Hey Calz, I agree with you about Freeman. He's a pretty cool cat. This may have been mentioned in an earlier thread somewhere, but here's a funny anecdote:

I was visiting Purple Lama a while back, and we were viewing one of Freeman's shows on-line (there is no overlooking the incredible resemblance between PL and Freeman, not to mention speech and motor mannerisms; I wonder if there would be any similarities between y'all's astro-chart, PL?). Anyhow, Freeman recounted an experience wherein he was uncharacteristically nervous and having extreme anxiety. He twirled a long lock of hair with is finger, and laughed uproariously and said that he was not accustomed to anxiety and is very rarely not calm and composed. PL and I both burst out laughing, because that describes the Lama perfectly. Even the way Freeman said it and his mannerisms was uncannily like PL. It was a trip!! We had a good laugh about it, and wondered what would happen if we ever had the chance to meet him.

Freeman exposed me to M.P. Hall, and a lot of things that I had never been exposed to. Kudos to him.

[Calz]

Also, I am wondering if Wilcock's 'very serious' death threat was maybe just 'serious'. Hmm.


Need to consider the "seriousness" of the level of "protection" as well eh?

... but please ... as much as I try to be constuctive in those last couple of threads ... I am beaten back with the force of a sumo wrestler.

... back into the village

... don't let the darkness follow ...

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Here and now, I come to the forum after a few hours of private time and come to find threads started that are pure fear porn. Really unpleasant stuff. The Village is nice, as usual. I will repair to my thoughts in the Tower for a while. The forum was not feeling good. Marsday and the god of war is playing people for some fear juice.

See all a bit later.

I concur with that sentiment, Modwiz. I've spent the last two weeks staying off my computer and media, MMS and alternative, taking time off work to complete projects and play with the chilluns. I got on it two days ago to find all the Wilcock hullabaloo there waiting to be read. Aside from the Village, it is really unpleasant to surf the internet lately. So much freaking fear porn everywhere. It's nice to see that the Village is a consistent wave of fresh air. Hasta la proxima, amigos y amigas! And Happy Early Solstice everyone!

It was an oversite to not include you in the list of good men I have met here. Ernie is another I missed.

Thanks for the sentiment Mod. Likewise, I feel the same. It's nice for a change to enrich and be enriched by ideas that challenge one's own perception of reality. Often, around family, friends, co-workers, etc., I keep my ideas to myself just to maintain cordial relations. I have realized that I can't change how people think through persuasive discourse, especially my family, and I don't try unless I feel someone possesses an open mind. In the humid, torrid regions of the Bible belt, when I open my mouth and express my true opinions, the ostrakon is cast, and I go forth willingly as the pariah. Other times, though, it's fun to watch people's reactions when you drop a Discordian bomb on them. For instance, the skies overhead around here are nearly always filled with chemtrails, and I absolutely love going up to people, whomever is near me at the gas pump, a waiter, a neighbor, etc., and say, "Hey, what do you think those planes are doing in the sky, leaving trails behind them, crisscrossing like it was a tic-tac-toe board, making the skies all cloudy and overcast?" Without fail, nearly 100% of the time, the people I ask simply never look up. They say, "Huh, I never noticed. Must be pollution or contrails, all planes leave them."

The unexamined life just ain't worth living, eh, Modwiz?

[Calz]

The current culmination of my thoughts on these moments, as ideas on reality and data, goes:
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As for masculine vs feminine:

Apparently, many years ago, when the milky way absorbed a lesser cloud of a galaxy, at an angle..these other planets and systems needed to be absorbed. as that happened..the absorbed systems..bounced up and down..and are slowly oscillating into a stable path, within the milky way. the center line is the galactic center plane. the '1000 years of balance' area.

http://www.christiegrey.com/images/damped_sine_wave.gif

Then, as the given systems began to stabilize... some planets were found..that were going both above and below the center plane of the milky way..and thus received polarized energies from either side of the galactic plane.

Then, one planet was selected that showed great promise. Some life form were already on it. Then the manipulation began, of those life forms, to bring them up to speed. Avatars.

One might think of the above energies as being 'feminine' and the below energies..being 'masculine'. As well as having a period of balance, as it entered the galactic center plane. Whatever.

Thus, an avatar school, or mosh pit..was created, with different dimensional co-junctive attributes or capacity to handle vibrational modes..this....via spinning the energies around the given globe... with the construct called the moon. this allowed for many many different races, regarding their genotypes and their vibrational modes..to come here.....all at the same time. Beer and pizza for everyone!

As we enter the galactic center plane, the masculine energy dominance..which has been in decline singe it's glorious peak about 6000 years back...those energies are finally dropping out. We enter a period of balance. the galactic center plane.

Then, in about 1000 years..the feminine energies will begin to slowly come into dominance..and then peak in about 6000 years..then go into a slow decline of 6000 years. then the center balance of 1000 years, again.

For those 'men' who think they can fight this...it is flat out impossible.

We are talking about the very fabric of 3d reality which is the lesser component of the multidimensional manifestation, by far.

The oscillation of this planet is the grease that allows for such developmental games and constant re-incarnation in a varied environment, and the development of this varied genome. This genome of such high value, due to the care and effort put into it's creation by ALL of the participants in this grand game.

In essence, I would not worry too much about polarities being switched, it cannot be stopped. In about 12000+ years, the feminine energies will have the chance to be the a-holes around this place...and the masculine will have to 'get some back'.

In that approximate 1000 years of balance, we have a chance to find ourselves..and free ourselves from this place, to graduate, so to speak.



I have "said" it before and I will "say" it again ...

... and I don't know of another way to "say" it ...

to Carmody ...


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No talk of "fan bases" ... or "pedestals" ... or any of that sh*t.

Carmody I really thank you for being here ... you have added so much for so many.

:thank_you2:

[Guest]

I'd love to know more men like you, Calz, Carmody, Whitefeather, meeradas, Jorr, Sid and others. It is why I spend as much time here as I do.

I do wonder, as things unfold on the planet, how things like being a mason will work out. There are no requirements besides dues, if an active member.



So what about the women, then?

The future of the individual depends on the future environment, as equally the future of our civilization depends on the quality of it's individuals.
Not just MEN!!

That's the real reason why religions are dying...all are old boy's clubs.

Same reason why the masonic movement has no future.....it is like a battery that's been chopped in half.

Without polarizing energies NOTHING has a future.

Educate the women and bring them into the picture....at all levels of society.

I have always gotten along well with women. I found communicating with them easy because they were not afraid of speaking about the spiritual and feeling potion of being alive.

I mentioned men here because of the ease of communicating wit them and my 'brothers'. I also get along very well with the men in my six month holistic community. It is the typical American male I have nothing in common with, except for..........


I am totally able to support this.

Through some of my tripping into places -I need to watch this. I came about a place that was having an all male ceremony.... And them perceiving that I am pretty disarming and not a threat, they asked me stay.... and I got to witness, partake in and experience something very remarkable to me to sum it.... men balancing the energies appreciating the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine....it was a Soulful experience I won't ever forget.

And

I spent some time in the Pacific North West in my early twenties....and there is this bay in the Puget Sound that I spent a lot of time sitting on the beach, going to state the obvious, forgive. There are signs posted everywhere, caution-pilegro do not walk barefoot on the beach, do not touch the rocks or materials on beach, do not fish or eat fish from the water -like they could survive in it anyways, the water was a dark murky grey. There was an old copper smelter, a potato chip factory and paper mill factory and various other industrial factoris on the water's edge..... Now what I witnessed was a beautiful living breathing entity struggling with it all. The water was all most dead and the earth's electromagnetic field from the depths of the water to about 6 feet above it was trying to heal itself -shorting out and sparking then synthesizing together and I could see and hear it try to harmonize struggling to heal itself. All I could do was was tell the water spirit the earth how sorry I am we are doing this her and join in the balancing as best I could..... Gosh how I would weep for our home and humanity.
I am so tired of being quiet and hiding.

Nora

We are all related

[Calz]

I'd love to know more men like you, Calz, Carmody, Whitefeather, meeradas, Jorr, Sid and others. It is why I spend as much time here as I do.

I do wonder, as things unfold on the planet, how things like being a mason will work out. There are no requirements besides dues, if an active member.



So what about the women, then?

The future of the individual depends on the future environment, as equally the future of our civilization depends on the quality of it's individuals.
Not just MEN!!

That's the real reason why religions are dying...all are old boy's clubs.

Same reason why the masonic movement has no future.....it is like a battery that's been chopped in half.

Without polarizing energies NOTHING has a future.

Educate the women and bring them into the picture....at all levels of society.

I have always gotten along well with women. I found communicating with them easy because they were not afraid of speaking about the spiritual and feeling potion of being alive.

I mentioned men here because of the ease of communicating wit them and my 'brothers'. I also get along very well with the men in my six month holistic community. It is the typical American male I have nothing in common with, except for..........


I am totally able to support this.

Through some of my tripping into places -I need to watch this. I came about a place that was having an all male ceremony.... And them perceiving that I am pretty disarming and not a threat, they asked me stay.... and I got to witness, partake in and experience something very remarkable to me to sum it.... men balancing the energies appreciating the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine....it was a Soulful experience I won't ever forget.

And

I spent some time in the Pacific North West in my early twenties....and there is this bay in the Puget Sound that I spent a lot of time sitting on the beach, going to state the obvious, forgive. There are signposted everywhere, caution-pilegro do not walk barefoot on the beach, do not touch the rocks or materials on beach, do not fish or eat fish from the water -like they could survive in it anyways, the water was a dark murky grey. There was an old copper smelter, a potato chip factory and paper mill factory and various other industrial factoris on the water's edge..... Now what I witnessed was a beautiful living breathing entity struggling with it all. The water was all most dead and the earth's electromagnetic field from the depths of the water to about 6 feet above it was trying to heal itself -shorting out and sparking then synthesizing together and could see and hear it try to harmonize struggle heal itself. All I could do was was tell the water spirit the earth how sorry I am we are doing this her and join in the balancing as best I could..... Gosh how I would weep for our home and humanity.
I am so tired of being quiet and hiding.

Nora

We are all related

That was beautiful Nora ... please ... never feel the need to be quiet or hide again.


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[PurpleLama]

Hear, Hear, Sir Calz, I wholeheartedly endorse what you say in reference to Carmody and Nora.

I think exactly what Freeman had said was, "Panic attacks? I don't have panic attacks, I'm Freeman." He knew he was being targeted by some black op tech, and a doctor was trying to tell him he was just having a panic attack. I understand very exactly what he meant. I can see myself feeling very much the same, "Panic attack?You've got to be f-ing kidding me. I'm 'PurpleLama'."

[Guest]

At some level LOL PL -all you guys bring a smile to my face and eyes -you add a sparkle to my life.

Nora

We are all related

[Calz]

At some level LOL PL -all you guys bring a smile to my face and eyes -you add a sparkle to my life.

Nora

We are all related


Name one thing more precious in life ...

[eaglespirit]

I am totally able to support this.

Through some of my tripping into places -I need to watch this. I came about a place that was having an all male ceremony.... And them perceiving that I am pretty disarming and not a threat, they asked me stay.... and I got to witness, partake in and experience something very remarkable to me to sum it.... men balancing the energies appreciating the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine....it was a Soulful experience I won't ever forget.

And

I spent some time in the Pacific North West in my early twenties....and there is this bay in the Puget Sound that I spent a lot of time sitting on the beach, going to state the obvious, forgive. There are signs posted everywhere, caution-pilegro do not walk barefoot on the beach, do not touch the rocks or materials on beach, do not fish or eat fish from the water -like they could survive in it anyways, the water was a dark murky grey. There was an old copper smelter, a potato chip factory and paper mill factory and various other industrial factories on the water's edge..... Now what I witnessed was a beautiful living breathing entity struggling with it all. The water was all most dead and the earth's electromagnetic field from the depths of the water to about 6 feet above it was trying to heal itself -shorting out and sparking then synthesizing together and I could see and hear it try to harmonize struggling to heal itself. All I could do was was tell the water spirit the earth how sorry I am we are doing this her and join in the balancing as best I could..... Gosh how I would weep for our home and humanity.
I am so tired of being quiet and hiding.

Nora

We are all related

Nora, You Are A Shining Light!

On a turn-around note. I felt much the same when growing up in south-central MA...the French River cut through my hometown and was lined with textile factories...every other day we would give a guess as to what color the water would be...green, grey, yellow, red...you name it.
Today it is running clean and fresh again...what a relief and enjoyment to go there now.
I stayed in the northwest near the areas You speak of in 2007,09,10..a month, 6 months, 6 months. My first strong connection to the ocean was at the Lummi Indian Reservation on the jetty there. It was wonderful to gather sunsets there...the water was beautiful and pristine...a long shot from what it once was I am sure. If anything...we are well on are way to Mother Earth's turnaround...and it is People just like You that have been doing the Giving Work for years to help Her Heal and come to Transition...I am grateful!
Aho!

[ulli]

Went to town, been sitting in the car for hours...got lots done, though.
Read every post I missed, except not yet the vids. (beginning of a rhyme there, but won't run with that ball now...too tired....)
Sending tons of love to each and every one of you.
Of course Ernie will think I missed him
But he is wrong.
Nora, I had to send your cloak to be done by a professional seamstress who specializes in invisibility technology...
but it will be done by Christmas, I promise.
Very, very, special invisible embroidery work.

[Guest]

Eaglespirit-

So happy to hear of this -yes it is one those beautiful and magical places here.... and a very feminine area.

Nora

We are all related

[Guest]

Went to town, been sitting in the car for hours...got lots done, though.
Read every post I missed, except not yet the vids. (beginning of a rhyme there, but won't run with that ball now...too tired....)
Sending tons of love to each and every one of you.
Of course Ernie will think I missed him
But he is wrong.
Nora, I had to send your cloak to be done by a professional seamstress who specializes in invisibility technology...
but it will be done by Christmas, I promise.
Very, very, special invisible embroidery work.

Ulli sorry you sat in a car for so long -hope the scenery was good.

And you are a very connected woman..... and your humor is great.:love:

Nora

We are all related

[Carmody]

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[modwiz]

To be clear, this is the freeman I am referring to:

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The man is rightly concerned over the occult activities of some secret brotherhoods, masonic and otherwise.

In reference to this video, yesterday I was eating lunch in the breakroom at work, and noticed the 666 and the swatik that were hidden in plain sight in the logo of the GE brand microwave. It made me laugh.

That video was less than tidy with the facts and a little strong on innuendo. I do not wish to address it point by point. I will say there is never any magic or cabala practiced in a Blue Lodge and my brush with the law was as unpleasant as any pedestrian would experience it.

Power is as power is used. The appropriation of certain symbols by the psychopaths to help them with their sick views is just another form of their parasitic behaviors. Sucking the vitality from healthy bodies. I am sure you know the square and the cube are symbols of stability and foundation. Every corporation hopes it will get to live an immortal vampiric existence.

I laugh at the preferred news of the bible belt. FOX news. Each letter in FOX adds up to 6, making FOX, 666. Talk about in plain sight.

[astrid]

Enoying bearing witness today in the here and now,
just being in the same space with such energies is
a healing itself . And not feeling pressure to engage
is such a relief.
Listening to Tom and thinking about Louis he's right,
my challenge is to build my power at this time to
be sure I'm immune to forces at play . Also staying
away from threads, smelling psyop at work . My
energy better spent in the cleanup. Will insert some
mirrors soon to bounce it back from whence it came.
Transmute and transfiguring order of the day here .

Have to decide whether to take Louis to the vet
or trust my guidance . One of your latest posts
9eagle9 rang true with me and I had been
thinking along the same lines myself .
Talk is cheap is the doing that matters .
Why I turn off so much when listening
to people talk out in 3D land , mostly it's
just noise. Not that I'm judging them, they
are just in a different place to me, and I
was there once also . Just that these days
I'm solution focused and growth focused .

But for now i have to decide to keep on with
My treatment with Louis here,
Or put him through anesthesia and X-rays .
Trust and faith question as i see it .
At least I can be here 24/7
Thinking also of xmas time and those alignments.
Vets not around much very soon and Pluto will do what
Pluto will do . Question is whether I'm as immuned
as I claim to be, and have acess to enough power to
overcome this on his behalf.

[ulli]

I was always quite fascinated with Dr. Boylan's work re. star kids...incarnates from the stars.
I always felt I could be one myself, which would have explained why I never really felt at home anywhere, nor really intimate with anyone, even with close family members.

Anyway, I discovered he has his book online as a pdf file.
I thought I'd share in case any of you are interested.

http://www.drboylan.com/starkidspdf.pdf

Right at the end there is a list of celebrities whose energy signature supposedly makes them star seeds,
and who could act as role models to star kids.
I'm not able to copy/paste from the doc, but if you scroll down to chapter 19,
you will see the list of those people who used their special "star" ability to become prominent and to inspire the masses.

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Enoying bearing witness today in the here and now,
just being in the same space with such energies is
a healing itself . And not feeling pressure to engage
is such a relief.
Listening to Tom and thinking about Louis he's right,
my challenge is to build my power at this time to
be sure I'm immune to forces at play . Also staying
away from threads, smelling psyop at work . My
energy better spent in the cleanup. Will insert some
mirrors soon to bounce it back from whence it came.
Transmute and transfiguring order of the day here .

Have to decide whether to take Louis to the vet
or trust my guidance . One of your latest posts
9eagle9 rang true with me and I had been
thinking along the same lines myself .
Talk is cheap is the doing that matters .
Why I turn off so much when listening
to people talk out in 3D land , mostly it's
just noise. Not that I'm judging them, they
are just in a different place to me, and I
was there once also . Just that these days
I'm solution focused and growth focused .

But for now i have to decide to keep on with
My treatment with Louis here,
Or put him through anesthesia and X-rays .
Trust and faith question as i see it .
At least I can be here 24/7
Thinking also of xmas time and those alignments.
Vets not around much very soon and Pluto will do what
Pluto will do . Question is whether I'm as immuned
as I claim to be, and have acess to enough power to
overcome this on his behalf.

Calling on all Villagers to keep Astrid and her dog Louis wrapped in healing energy for the next two days.

[ulli]

Went to town, been sitting in the car for hours...got lots done, though.
Read every post I missed, except not yet the vids. (beginning of a rhyme there, but won't run with that ball now...too tired....)
Sending tons of love to each and every one of you.
Of course Ernie will think I missed him
But he is wrong.
Nora, I had to send your cloak to be done by a professional seamstress who specializes in invisibility technology...
but it will be done by Christmas, I promise.
Very, very, special invisible embroidery work.

Ulli sorry you sat in a car for so long -hope the scenery was good.

And you are a very connected woman..... and your humor is great.:love:

Nora

We are all related

About the scenery: Nature here is as beautiful and pristine as human development is ugly and messy.
During my first ten years in Central America whenever in the car I had to keep my eyes above the roof level, just focusing on the sky, and green mountains in the distance...too depressing otherwise.
Consciously avoiding the eye sores of poverty, of homeless animals, messy road sides, ugly-coloured peeling paint walls and rusty tin roofs.
Somehow the poor areas of the Caribbean islands where I had lived before were not as unpleasing esthetically as their equivalent in the Latin world.

[astrid]

ok...i sort of caved and took him to get X-rays, at least then i know what I'm dealing with.
I pick him up in 4 or so hours.

[1inMany]

Mind racing. Hubby talking, but all I hear is background noise. Can't get myself back to earth. Mind racing. I see TV on, I hear words. The lamp is on beside me. Hear hubby swirling ice in his cup. Thoughts shoot through my head, keeping me from settling into now. It is Tuesday. Have my fuzzy white jacket on. It's soft. Why did E's teacher quit today? Thoughts...thoughts...Guy on TV has the single most annoying voice. Thoughts...thoughts. Sheesh. The lampshade looks like linen, stripey. It's 7:15. Hubby puffing his pipe, smells like peach and musty.

Eegads, this is hard! Looking at the apparent nonsense I just wrote. It is painfully clear why so many people have told me I need to do grounding exercises. I sure wish my feet could grow roots. There has to be another way...

[ulli]

Mind racing. Hubby talking, but all I hear is background noise. Can't get myself back to earth. Mind racing. I see TV on, I hear words. The lamp is on beside me. Hear hubby swirling ice in his cup. Thoughts shoot through my head, keeping me from settling into now. It is Tuesday. Have my fuzzy white jacket on. It's soft. Why did E's teacher quit today? Thoughts...thoughts...Guy on TV has the single most annoying voice. Thoughts...thoughts. Sheesh. The lampshade looks like linen, stripey. It's 7:15. Hubby puffing his pipe, smells like peach and musty.

Eegads, this is hard! Looking at the apparent nonsense I just wrote. It is painfully clear why so many people have told me I need to do grounding exercises. I sure wish my feet could grow roots. There has to be another way...


It seems to me that what you are experiencing follows a similar pattern that I observed in my own life.
All I can say is try and trust the process. The more you trust that everything is just a phase
and observe the different stages and changes from day to day, the more you will tune into that precious moment of the Now.
The part that wants to resist is the fearful old self, that needs familiarity in order to feel ok.
Being part of a group of people that are sharing their own weird feeling moment will soon make you feel more comfortable,
and to know that you are not alone and that others are here to send support and energy will give the fearful self the familiarity it seeks.
Because awakening does not have to be a cold turkey thing.

[1inMany]

Thank you for accepting me Ulli :) More than that, thanks to all of you for accepting me :)

Read post about Dr. Boylan. Found him awhile back...remembering...I picked up the phone and called him. Spoke to him. He flip flopped, first I was some heavenly light being. I felt like I had come home. I felt odd sensations for the first time, a pulling in my stomach. Next day he said I needed to rid myself of dark ways and would never speak to me again. I was in bed for days sobbing and worrying about how I could be evil and not know it...over how I could rid myself of whatever evil I had in me...he called it something else...my husband and brother were so angry at him they both gave him both barrels. I let someone in so quickly, and gave him power over me. What a ding dong. Live and learn. Note to self: pulling in my stomach - a sign someone is drawing energy out. Think I'll remember that one.

I remember what it was like to be in the here and now...when my 20 yr old daughter was born, and until she was early teens, I stopped every day, many times every day, and soaked in the wonder and beauty and the feelings. I never wanted to miss a moment. Now I seem hollow sometimes. That seems to have happened when I started awakening...which is quite backwards. The more I felt connected to the greater, the less connected I am to the here and now. Quandry: feel the best in both!

[astrid]

My energy is all over the place today,
Going into the garden for some grounding and
productive planting. No news on Louis yet.

2.22pm

[ulli]

Thank you for accepting me Ulli :) More than that, thanks to all of you for accepting me :)

Read post about Dr. Boylan. Found him awhile back...remembering...I picked up the phone and called him. Spoke to him. He flip flopped, first I was some heavenly light being. I felt like I had come home. I felt odd sensations for the first time, a pulling in my stomach. Next day he said I needed to rid myself of dark ways and would never speak to me again. I was in bed for days sobbing and worrying about how I could be evil and not know it...over how I could rid myself of whatever evil I had in me...he called it something else...my husband and brother were so angry at him they both gave him both barrels. I let someone in so quickly, and gave him power over me. What a ding dong. Live and learn. Note to self: pulling in my stomach - a sign someone is drawing energy out. Think I'll remember that one.

I remember what it was like to be in the here and now...when my 20 yr old daughter was born, and until she was early teens, I stopped every day, many times every day, and soaked in the wonder and beauty and the feelings. I never wanted to miss a moment. Now I seem hollow sometimes. That seems to have happened when I started awakening...which is quite backwards. The more I felt connected to the greater, the less connected I am to the here and now. Quandry: feel the best in both!

There was a time when I was doing charts for people on Dr. Boylan's forum, and when it came to his I was a bit taken aback...I was amazed to see so many Pluto angles. One never knows how far someone has come on their inner work path. Anyway, that path has no end, as long as one is alive. The soul is always showing new facets. Usually the more people become prominent on the outer scene, the less time they can devote for studying their inner universe.
By the way, Pluto rules Scorpio, and Scorpio's depth is often unfathomable, with a deep subconscious area, so it is quite likely he was projecting some of his own darkness at you.
Still, I personally maintain he deserves respect for his work. Just like David Wilcock, Bill Ryan, etc. These people are tackling the great unknown, after all.
There are pitfalls, and often mistakes are made, damaging that public image.
We are all different and with anyone who is as prominent in the fringe scene as he is it is advised to use some caution, give them a bit of space...
Best just observe for a while, and gradually build a picture that is real, that way one can avoid traumatic learning episodes.

[Darla Ken Pearce]

Wow. So much energy to absorb. All of our DNA is being activated for real now and acceleration continues. We all need to ground ourselves.

In the Here and Now, I made a video of Harry's accident scene. My blue baby Ford Explorer was totaled by the insurance company and is not being fixed. They are not paying enough to replace it. And I am coming to grips with not having this friend as a source of transportation after having her and Evie with me in the wilderness.

Both of these companions were with me faithfully for fourteen years. When you live in the wilderness there is nothing more important than faithful companions. My vehicle was a living, breathing entity that I loved. Evie as well. My protector. Both gone from my physicality now. Living on in other realms of our multi-dimensional being. Learning to tap into these other vistas without losing our minds ; ) Always expansion ~ heart light expansion. Integrating parts of ourself in different ways.

Coming to grips and integrating new ideas and ways of being ~ quickly. Taking quantum leaps of imagination while constantly grounding yourself in the Here and Now. Great fun and even bliss when you are successful. Feels like the pits when you are not. Recovering quicker this time and rolling with the punches.

When I was telling my daughter, Gina about Harry's accident I said, "My poor baby!" She asked which baby, Harry or my vehicle and I said, "My car, Harry is fine!" She told me I was evil and she laughed about it. Everyone has an opinion. So then, right after this my companion, Evie, also with me in the wilderness dies the day after my car is dust (Harry did not live in the wilderness , he stayed in San Jose, California). It's been my most successful marriage especially living for ten years in separate states. Okay, I like to joke or not. It really worked for me. So, I am wondering how much of this may be anger towards Harry? Thought this issue had been dealt with but apparently not. Interesting, eh?

I am seeing the parts of my life I loved most be taken away and this requires adapting to a new reality. Forgiveness. Stretching and growing in potentialities.

As we are morphing into our higher being selves, it's necessary, I think, to understand that we can't really ever lose those things we love most. So we are being tested in this regard. Seriously tested. But it's okay. It's got to be okay or not. We are making these moment-to-moment decisions. Creating a new Earth and a New future for ourselves. So, what have we got? Think about it but not overlong. Detach. Release everything you used to hold dear and regroup. Gather your new resources to you but not tightly. Let go of that death grip on control for once. Or not.

I am realizing more each day, the things we thought "lost" are not. We are just being asked to integrated what we love into the whole of us. I'm still working on new theories but huge changes are afoot and at hand.

While we are working all over on our physical bodies, minds, spiritual, and etheric realms, integrating old lives, talents, handicaps and losing old ideas, concepts, and ways of perceiving things. This ~ Requires ~ Us ~ to CHANGE. And we are traveling far and wide when we sleep as well.

Wow. Pretty fantastic if you ask me. What an exciting time to be alive! And now it's time for a nap, right?!!

I am remembering more when I wake up in the morning. One companion on some of these Celestial journeys, Thomas, who is working with me on a special project wrote on his Facebook wall this morning that his sister, died at 8 a.m. this morning. I am sort of speechless. Needing grounding. I send my love to Thomas. His sister was a friend of Jerry and Esther Hicks and was only sick for the last week or so ~ suddenly gone. Some days are like this. What can we say to soothe our friends heart?

Releaseing things is surely required of all of us at this time. So here is my video. And hey, baby, it's cold outside. I love warmth better than the cold but it's pretty gorgeous living in the wilderness. Jenn and I do a loop d' loop and bring you back home with us. Come here and be with us when you need to think and require quiet.

Love you guys ~ great things will happen soon for all of us. Many adjustments along the way. Gather closer to the warmth of the fire. Hold hands, sing songs of joy. Imagine a New Golden Age. Imagine when love prevails over all the world and we become intergalactic travelers once again. Imagine how it will feel to be happy when the world is filled with abundance, well-being, and we can spend all our time creating. Make it real! We can do this! xoxoxox

WQT7qJ9J6A4

[Cottage Rose]

I have just noticed YouTube member "yehbe" has posted much of Bob Monroe's Gateway Experience
Hemi-Sync program for those who do not have it:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59upIcaWSWE&feature=BFa&list=UU_nOoG99hh_E517TYbLudXw&lf=plcp

[Guest]

Stopping by to see what's up with Astrid and Louis.

Hey Darla beautiful winter wonderland

Yes there are a lot of changes sometimes feels like one must hold onto their hat.

Hugs and kissess back:hug:

Nora

We are all related

[astrid]

Update, just back from Vet's talk about mayhem.
Very busy clinic.
Ok, that was worth doing, at least isolated area to work on.
Seems he has a neck issue, the rest of his spine looks fine.
Pics are going off for a second opinion, even a third.
Recommended ( Vet) treatment unknown, possibly extremely expensive surgery.

From my end lots of Reiki, and acupressure in the right area,
and journey work, prayers, etc...

I was waiting for a good hour to get account sorted and copy of X-rays,
in the mean time there was a run away dog in the traffic out the front,
and an aggressive male client losing his cool over the bill and the waiting around.

Very powerful energies sweeping people away like tiny boats in a big storm.
Glad to be home, myself. So Louis is not going to die, unless i decide to
euthanize, ( not an option), by the end of the week i should know more.
Thank so much all for your kind thoughts and wishes.
Its very much appreciated.

5.55pm

[Carmody]

Update, just back from Vet's talk about mayhem.
Very busy clinic.
Ok, that was worth doing, at least isolated area to work on.
Seems he has a neck issue, the rest of his spine looks fine.
Pics are going off for a second opinion, even a third.
Recommended ( Vet) treatment unknown, possibly extremely expensive surgery.

From my end lots of Reiki, and acupressure in the right area,
and journey work, prayers, etc...

I was waiting for a good hour to get account sorted and copy of X-rays,
in the mean time there was a run away dog in the traffic out the front,
and an aggressive male client losing his cool over the bill and the waiting around.

Very powerful energies sweeping people away like tiny boats in a big storm.
Glad to be home, myself. So Louis is not going to die, unless i decide to
euthanize, ( not an option), by the end of the week i should know more.
Thank so much all for your kind thoughts and wishes.
Its very much appreciated.

The thing that a person -like that angry person... needs to learn..is that no one becomes a veterinary doctor for the money -- the money simply is not there. They do it from the heart.

[astrid]

Yes exactly, he was just looking for an outlet to explode onto,
as is usually the case. Im saying lots of prayers for his partner right now,
that was me not that long ago, i could see the fear in her eyes.

I mean his argument was all over the fact they operated and didn't find anything,
the vet keep saying we had to operate so we could have a look, (grass seed issue),
then he was arguing over the price of the antibiotics.
Pretty irrational, a big sigh of relief from me at not being around those types anymore.
Being alone rocks, lol.

[ViralSpiral]

Being alone rocks, lol.


Aaaaaaaaah men!

;)

[meeradas]

Edited to nothingness, 'cause "what appears and disappears is not real"

---------
PS:
An old friend called me on the job and said, "hey, it's the 21st; we have a full year left... dude!" :bounce:

[astrid]

Yes, lots of attachment/detaching lessons right now,
one reason i was concerned about losing Louis,
thought i might be being asked to give up
the last few attachments i have.

Now realizing that food was a big one for me,
taking up a lot of my waking thoughts.
Post fasting i think very little of food,
just for the here and now and that's it.

On Louis, an ex i just spoke to knows some pretty excellent Dog Chiropractors that
work in the grey hound industry, ( his father trained dogs),
the best one is 93, i need to find out if he is still working.
Alternatively I'm searching for other people doing the same.
Worth a shot, better than having a plate put in his neck.

[Jay]

Darla, what a beautiful place! Where I am everything is green at the moment - but it's hot & very humid. I would love to roll in the snow here and now!
A member of my family was also in an accident recently. Unfortunately there was no snow to cushion the blow - but miraculously he's alive and recovering well :roll:

[Calz]

Thank you for accepting me Ulli :) More than that, thanks to all of you for accepting me :)

Read post about Dr. Boylan. Found him awhile back...remembering...I picked up the phone and called him. Spoke to him. He flip flopped, first I was some heavenly light being. I felt like I had come home. I felt odd sensations for the first time, a pulling in my stomach. Next day he said I needed to rid myself of dark ways and would never speak to me again. I was in bed for days sobbing and worrying about how I could be evil and not know it...over how I could rid myself of whatever evil I had in me...he called it something else...my husband and brother were so angry at him they both gave him both barrels. I let someone in so quickly, and gave him power over me. What a ding dong. Live and learn. Note to self: pulling in my stomach - a sign someone is drawing energy out. Think I'll remember that one.

I remember what it was like to be in the here and now...when my 20 yr old daughter was born, and until she was early teens, I stopped every day, many times every day, and soaked in the wonder and beauty and the feelings. I never wanted to miss a moment. Now I seem hollow sometimes. That seems to have happened when I started awakening...which is quite backwards. The more I felt connected to the greater, the less connected I am to the here and now. Quandry: feel the best in both!

There was a time when I was doing charts for people on Dr. Boylan's forum, and when it came to his I was a bit taken aback...I was amazed to see so many Pluto angles. One never knows how far someone has come on their inner work path. Anyway, that path has no end, as long as one is alive. The soul is always showing new facets. Usually the more people become prominent on the outer scene, the less time they can devote for studying their inner universe.
By the way, Pluto rules Scorpio, and Scorpio's depth is often unfathomable, with a deep subconscious area, so it is quite likely he was projecting some of his own darkness at you.
Still, I personally maintain he deserves respect for his work. Just like David Wilcock, Bill Ryan, etc. These people are tackling the great unknown, after all.
There are pitfalls, and often mistakes are made, damaging that public image.
We are all different and with anyone who is as prominent in the fringe scene as he is it is advised to use some caution, give them a bit of space...
Best just observe for a while, and gradually build a picture that is real, that way one can avoid traumatic learning episodes.

I was on Boylan's email list for some time and I will share one story (1st heard of him on C2C interview).

He and his "group" are often doing "joint psychic excercises" of various nature against "the cabal". This goes back a couple years or so now but they did one to deal with chemtrails. Where I live we had been getting chemtrails 5 or 6 days a week for several years.

The very next day following the excercise the chemtrails stopped ... *completely* ... and it stayed completely clear for several months.

I was amazed and it gave tremendous credibility to what most view as a very fringe player.

Following that there has not been much of a reason for interest. He really goes off on people sometimes (there was another member here on the forum he called "dark" and accused him of being a cabal representative much to the shock of the member).

I never spoke with him on the phone but did exchange emails when I asked for permission to post one of his emails here on the forum. He was quite polite.

That's my story ... for what it's worth.

[ulli]

Thank you for sharing that, Cal. His forum was one of the earliest I ever joined when it was still an e-group and called Ufo Facts. I had had several sightings in 1994 and I needed answers. There were an incredible amount of synchronicities at the time that guided me. About his manner: He himself was under attack so many times, that no wonder he became paranoid.
In such a case paranoia is healthy, but can backfire if not consciously controlled. It is also useful to make one aware of how the Law of Attraction works.
The joint psychic excercises do work, and inspired me to do something similar here at the Village.
Also, Boylan's strict moderation style made me realize that our mods here are quite liberal, and not too heavy-handed at all. But it also taught me the discipline and respect to follow a forum owners rules.

[Calz]

Now (and here) for some "lighten up time".


Funny at who's expense? What was your intent again?

*edit* ... sheesh ... intent was to make people laugh ... but this will do the trick as well

XQcVllWpwGs

[ulli]

I decided to not delete my reply below to a (since then) deleted post by Cal.
Thank you for removing the mysogynist Australian beer ad.

Decided to leave my snappy reply, just so everyone can see that I do have buttons, especially when it comes to rowdy male behaviour.

Astrid's recent experience at the vet's office with that couple she mentioned was testimony to the imbalance I'm speaking of.






Now (and here) for some "lighten up time".

No intent of rekindling the "gender war" but this is funny.

So it's that time of the month again....PMS... I can set my watch.
Beware the men from Perth.
Funny at who's expense? What was your intent again?

[meeradas]

ah, btw - thank you Astrid for the reminding hint @ D3 - the flu passed me by chanceless this week. Cool.

[astrid]

Watched some clips and researched chiropractics for
dogs earlier actually pretty cool with lots of success
stories . There is a course here in Melbourne teaching
it , and even some people chiros do animals too .
Louis is suspected to have what's called
"wobblers" which can be fixed by chiropratics from
what I'm researching . I'm quite keen to take him to
93 year old George who is meant to be the best ,
from all reports he just sounds like an amazing man .
He works from his house and charges $10 dollars for
his time talk about a love Job there .
I was working on his spine myself earlier and
noticed a difference straight away .
What's with me posting here on the triples ?
3.33am

[astrid]

Advertising here has been known to be tarred
with the mysogynist brush . There was even a
commercial here from the meat board that
had the slogan " feed the man meat" shheezz
And no we are talking 1980s not 1950s .
The Aussie beer culture is one thing I can't stand
that and this " reverse snobbism " that is embeded
here where the lower economic classes cut down
people that have done well . Commonly know as
the " tall Poppy syndrome " I suspect it was seeded
in our convict heritage . My family has a big dose of
it, always putting down people that have done well .
It's an on going process for me to tackle that in
myself . And I get so tired of the money is evil
argument in the truth movement people can't
seem to get that it's programmed in mythology.
Just imagine how fast we could clean up this mess
if all the wealth ( resources / energy ) was in the
hands of those with the highest intent .
Off course they want us to think its evil so
they have all the power .

For a long time I have maintained the idea that a
big part of the clean up process here involved shifting
whose hands the resources are in . But thats never
going to happen while we maintain that money is
evil, we are actually maintaining the status quo
through our perceptions and belief structures .
Many of which have been very deliberately seeded
in our modern cultures . Of course the whole system
has to be rebuilt but facts are facts, the mess is so
great that the cleanup requires those resources
either change hands or those In current control
become suddenly awakened . Of course a very
simplistic and idealistic view of situations
complex and mutil layered . But I have always
been somewhat of an idealist .

I think about whats needed big picture wise
and how holographically me as one person
can make small constant tweakings
to my own structures and seed these ideas.
Something like that but not really expressed
fully with what I see conceptually .

Just my witching hour musings
4.11 am

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Here and now, just ate a whole habeñero. God, I love peppers!!

[Ernie Nemeth]

I'm sorry Astrid, but I cannot agree with your assessment of "money is not evil". Money means power. Money means control. Money means some have more and some have less. Money means some dreams get realized while others do not. Money decides who your friends are and who your enemies are. Money decides how happy you can be - and how safe. Also, money is the only thing we do not need to survive. It is a contrivance, a sham - a scam. All this talk of piles of gold or replace the current money managers with those of higher integrity misses the point. No one has the right to more resources than any other - and with money that will always be the case. We are all rich beyond comprehension, here on planet earth - and it has nothing to do with the amount of gold or the number of billions in fiat currency one might hold or own. Until that truth sinks in we will remain pawns in a power play of egomaniacs and megalomaniacs.

[astrid]

Hi Ernie don't be sorry, thanks for your reply .
Yes but power is neither good nor bad itself it's the
intent behind it that drives it in one direction or
another . It's energy , replace the word money
with energy and it takes the charge off it ,
making this whole subject less polluted .

Where it becomes blocked up and not used
correctly is in the hoarding and greed factor.
That Is the misuse of it purely and simply put.
In the right flow you always have what you need
and when you need it .
Think of money in terms of compressed energy .
Think of gold instead of money ( the original money),
then think of the real power in gold as a metaphysical
energy then you kind of have what I'm trying to lay
out here . The money is evil , money is power,
but power is evil , line of thinking is programming
to keep us where we are at . When you see this
from metaphysical viewpoint it shifts that.
And when you talk power there is personal power,
empowerment, and power over, which is the abuse
of power. I'm simply challenging the "spin " that
is put on these terms that we buy into and
take on as truths . These mythologies are really
holding us back individually and collectively .
This programming runs deep .



I have to sleep now .

Blessings
Astrid

[Guest]

Astrid so happy to see some solutions for your louis.

I just don't get the forum right now giving me a twitch and and making my eyes burn.

Beautiful clear sunny day on the mtn am going to enjoy it.

Have a great day

Nora

We are all related

[Unified Serenity]

I'm honored to have read one of the most powerful posts ever... one of the most eye opening explanations of the dramas we re-create, the needs to heal psychic wounds, and wish you all to have the opportunity to read it as well. I hope people do not skip it for it's length because it may literally be a gift for us from our collective consciousness talking to us through 9Eagle9:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?37132-Coming-to-terms-with-Ascension-religion-and-David-Wilcock-hysteria&p=385733&viewfull=1#post385733

[Ernie Nemeth]

Thank you US, 9eagle9 is a remarkable soul. She may or may not know of my great admiration and respect for her, but it is so.

[Lisab]

What a great post from Eagle in Serenity's thread and timely too. I havnt been posting lately. Got alot going on with Xmas but also a bit of drama coming up. The old wounded healer thang! So inbetween healing and shopping Ive been popping in and as Astrid says, just soaking up the lovely energies here and checking in on you all.

[eaglespirit]

Thank you US, 9eagle9 is a remarkable soul. She may or may not know of my great admiration and respect for her, but it is so.

I am prompted to bring a portion of 9eagle9's post from over there over here...because YOU over here are doing what She is saying...and that is why I spend most of my time here because WE can change it all...we are not perfect, but we are doing our best here to CHANGE the storyline...and anyone can do it...just by deciding to do it...we have an opportunity to accelerate beyond ALL of this as no other time in this time and space has offered and we CAN manifest beauty. I do feel lessons(many) are being learned through this...and I am grateful!
...

And those who are not....you can't crucify us. We dropped out of our participation in the story. No matter what you say you can't a create for us in the story. We don't want it.

Those who have detached from the matter, and not participated in creating another Christ figure from DW are actually the ones who have risen above the mechanism and not participated in another ending like the one 2000 years ago. That is the way out, for David and for his adherents. His fans will nail him to the cross, not the people who are remaining detached from it. How can we affect any sort of outcome when we are not participating in it??!!! It will become your reality not mine.

There are thousands, perhaps many thousands who are manifest-people, that our consciousness willingness to have a physical expression to show us source, has created. We are silently calling them in, and they come. Like Christ did. Not just a few public ones. The ones that are doing what they came here to do are not known because they didn't create an institution around themselves. They didn't allow an institution to be created around them. Personal boundaries. They are not public, they don't have zillions of apostles and adherents because they know that is how the story is recreated again. That is how they are being responsible with the human psyche.

It's about the truth not truth in advertising. They finally got out of the story, the psyche wound, and began expressing what is really going on here.

[ulli]

Here and now...ulli has the flu.
On her bed with laptop, headache, cats and a huge box of tissues.
Not much posting today. Reading, playing computer games and snoozing, that's about it.
Other than that the only activity was dealing with the temperature changes...like clammy British November weather until 10 am, sweaters and socks, then rising temps, by 2 pm tropical sweltering heat, now cooling down again. Putting on the sweater, long pants and socks now.
Here is Costa Rica one can have three seasons in one day....no snow, ever, but it can get quite cold at nights and early morning.

[Lisab]

Sending healing energies your way Ulli. And much love too.x

[ulli]

Thank you dearest Lisa.
One good thing about the Village is that we don't pass on our infections to one another.
Only our health and sanity and, of course, love.
And I agree about 9eagle9's post....good stuff.
We can chose the paradigm we want to see.
And getting there we start with small things, baby steps, here and now.

[Cottage Rose]

Here and now...ulli has the flu.
On her bed with laptop, headache, cats and a huge box of tissues.
Not much posting today. Reading, playing computer games and snoozing, that's about it.
Other than that the only activity was dealing with the temperature changes...like clammy British November weather until 10 am, sweaters and socks, then rising temps, by 2 pm tropical sweltering heat, now cooling down again. Putting on the sweater, long pants and socks now.
Here is Costa Rica one can have three seasons in one day....no snow, ever, but it can get quite cold at nights and early morning.


http://myglitters.info/images/get-well-soom-236708425.gif

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Tonight the family had a solstice dinner of carrots, potatoes, rice and and a local, free-range, whole chicken. With a nice syrah. A fire to ensue later: the fae's desire. I wish ye all a bright and festive solstice. I wish ye all many more! God bless the fae, god bless me, and god bless god especially!

[Guest]

Hope you feel better Ulli.

Nora

We are all related

[Cottage Rose]

Hope you feel better Ulli.

Nora

We are all related

Hi Nora:
All join in a joint healing transmission to Ulli.
http://worldchiro.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/natural-healing.jpg
Love to you, Ulli.

[ulli]

Thank you so much. Feeling better already. Headache is fading, at least.
Still incredibly weak, though.

[Cottage Rose]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYD7XtqUgeo&feature=related

[Cottage Rose]

HERE AND NOW:

http://www.di.fm/calendar/images/events/wintersol2011.jpg

[Cottage Rose]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTVTKrCNQZs

[ViralSpiral]

Sorry to hear you're feeling outta sorts Ulli. Wish I could cheer you up with my dance with 7 boas
The feathered kind ;)

I have just read and re-read 9eagle9's post. Hit some sore spots...... The remembering will help heal them.
How lucky we all are!!!!!

[meeradas]

become suddenly awakened

I do like this idea very much... very, very much. Everyone.

Problem solved.


...ulli has the flu.

I say: Enjoy it! Ordained order to just BE.

--------

Am aware of 9eagle9's brilliance.
My only problem:
Her output is always so elaborate and voluminous,
that i almost always give up following the whole of her post(s)...
which is a shame, but i can't help it.

I can only take very concise 'stuff'; reading one of those long posts,
i always have the feeling i am having to take a dictation for Aurobindo,
while he speaks... it's just too much for me - on this plane of existence.


So, triple thanks go to eaglespirit for the excerpt up there!!!

--------

Going on
d e c e l e r a t i o n - vacation tomorrow.
If i don't get an electronic device for the trip [tending towards it], i'll see you guys next year.
You will know.

Hugs and kisses.
Enjoy your time being.

PS: Home again.
gGdTUG0TGVI

[astrid]

Feeling house bound today, i ventured out into the world.
And for the first time in ages i actually felt good being
out and about. Something has changed, or at least it did
for today.

I spoke to George the 93 year old, dog spine manipulation expert today.
He is still working and is more than happy to see me and Louis :)
Really looking forward to meeting him, he's considered a legend
in the dog circles so I'm told.

At this stage it will have to be next week though. I still have to hear back from
the 3 vets that are pondering over the diagnosis. One of my closest friends,
works as a nanny for a specialist animal emergency surgeon, he was saying
neck issues can be tricky to diagnose. Looking at the X-rays today myself
it looks nasty, almost like he has a broken neck. The very top vertebrae is
pointing down and not lined up with the next one down. So obviously the messages
are not getting through his spinal cord, hence the walking issues.

Tomorrow i should know more.

Ulli, sorry you are feeling unwell, do you have any D3?
It really helps to kick start your immune system.
I will send you some extra healing over night.

[eaglespirit]

Clickity, Click, Click...Clickity, Click, Click, Click...Clickity, Click, Click, Click, Click...Clickity, Click, Click, Click, Click, Click...

Up, Up and Away...Click by Click by Click...until enough Clicks create 'blast-off'...hold onto Your seat...gonna be a Wild and Wonderful Ride!!!

[Eagle]

seems only fitting as one of the few remaining members that have not posted in here I would take my turn. I am in transition now in my training, awaiting the new year with some of the tools I need. in three weeks i hope to have the rest so that i can begin the process of shifting myself and others

[ulli]

seems only fitting as one of the few remaining members that have not posted in here I would take my turn. I am in transition now in my training, awaiting the new year with some of the tools I need. in three weeks i hope to have the rest so that i can begin the process of shifting myself and others

Nice to see you here, Dig. And when you know what your own needs are, like, for instance, more time, or more money, it will become reality.
The only thing I want to share that I found out, is this:
the process of shifting yourself is mysteriously guided if you desire it;
whereas the process of shifting others is not.
It is actually blocked.
So let go of the plan to shift others, focus just on yourself, and then it will happen.
Others will then follow on their own accord.

I seem to remember that was Jim Carrey's lesson in Bruce Almighty.

[ulli]

become suddenly awakened

I do like this idea very much... very, very much. Everyone.

Problem solved.


...ulli has the flu.

I say: Enjoy it! Ordained order to just BE.

--------

Am aware of 9eagle9's brilliance.
My only problem:
Her output is always so elaborate and voluminous,
that i almost always give up following the whole of her post(s)...
which is a shame, but i can't help it.

I can only take very concise 'stuff'; reading one of those long posts,
i always have the feeling i am having to take a dictation for Aurobindo,
while he speaks... it's just too much for me - on this plane of existence.


So, triple thanks go to eaglespirit for the excerpt up there!!!

--------

Going on
d e c e l e r a t i o n - vacation tomorrow.
If i don't get an electronic device for the trip [tending towards it], i'll see you guys next year.
You will know.

Hugs and kisses.
Enjoy your time being.

PS: Home again.
gGdTUG0TGVI

I know what you mean about long posts. Some forums have installed a "tl;dr" button for that reason.
Tl;dr stands for 'too long; didn't read'.

Not saying that 9eagle9 should cramp her style of writing, I have noticed in her case that she makes her point with different words, so if the first paragraph didn't work for you then perhaps the second paragraph will.

Wouldn't it be amazing if paragraph twelve was also designed for those types who read long posts all the way to the end?
I wouldn't put it past her to have that kind of knowledge....

By the way, I'm enjoying my flu, even though my life has been set up ages ago to "just BEING"....

[modwiz]

Here and now, after responding to another thread that seems to have been started by an elite troll trying to confuse and obfuscate, I think I 'got it".

The forum has felt like a trip down to rabbit hole land. So, my take on the panic I seem to feel is this: What Ben and David have laid out, if true and implemented, represent a deep paradigm shift, and almost nobody is ready for it. Talking the talk is on the verge of walking the walk and people are panicking. They do not know they are panicking, but a quick look at threads started demonstrate it. It may not be obvious at first. It wasn't to me. I thought that people had found the secret stash of a$$hole pills and were taking handfuls. That was the cynical/comic side of my Aquarian- wacky-feeling detached-bit of Chinese Dragon arrogance. I now see it for what it is. End of the world as we know it hysteria.

I am glad the source of things has been revealed. It will make my approach to what I find here much different. I realize that people are going to need comfort and guides through this phase of history we are dealing with, along with some help from the shock and trauma it will engender.

This is huge. Time for me to see where the help can be offered and who is ready to accept it.

[ulli]

Good post Modwiz, and what I think is an accurate analysis.
There is nothing out there that happens by accident, simply because those who have orchestrated the shift are also more alert and careful than ever in how they are handling the details during this apparently chaotic transition.
Whether the final outcome is positive depends on each of us.
This is why personal empowerment is so important.
Maintaining our own inner compass on what we consider best for the whole, because only the well-being of the whole will guarantee well-being for the individuals.
JnlkKdDXk-I

[Eagle]

seems only fitting as one of the few remaining members that have not posted in here I would take my turn. I am in transition now in my training, awaiting the new year with some of the tools I need. in three weeks i hope to have the rest so that i can begin the process of shifting myself and others

Nice to see you here, Dig. And when you know what your own needs are, like, for instance, more time, or more money, it will become reality.
The only thing I want to share that I found out, is this:
the process of shifting yourself is mysteriously guided if you desire it;
whereas the process of shifting others is not.
It is actually blocked.
So let go of the plan to shift others, focus just on yourself, and then it will happen.
Others will then follow on their own accord.

I seem to remember that was Jim Carrey's lesson in Bruce Almighty.

Just helping not directing, the choice is up to the individual, the shift will happen

[ulli]

seems only fitting as one of the few remaining members that have not posted in here I would take my turn. I am in transition now in my training, awaiting the new year with some of the tools I need. in three weeks i hope to have the rest so that i can begin the process of shifting myself and others

Nice to see you here, Dig. And when you know what your own needs are, like, for instance, more time, or more money, it will become reality.
The only thing I want to share that I found out, is this:
the process of shifting yourself is mysteriously guided if you desire it;
whereas the process of shifting others is not.
It is actually blocked.
So let go of the plan to shift others, focus just on yourself, and then it will happen.
Others will then follow on their own accord.

I seem to remember that was Jim Carrey's lesson in Bruce Almighty.

Just helping not directing, the choice is up to the individual, the shift will happen


I knew you knew that already. I was just trying to shift all the other readers who didn't know that yet. ;)
See what I mean? ;);)

[ViralSpiral]

I thought that people had found the secret stash of a$$hole pills and were taking handfuls.


http://www.smiley-lol.com/smiley/ordinateurs/pancartes/express4.gif


Not such a secret though. They can be found right after one presses the on switch on FOX, CNN, Disney Channel as well as in the Afghan poppy fields....

A tissue, a tissue, we all fall down.

As Ben says: Come on people! There's only a handful of them. WAKE UP!

[Eagle]

I have been a healer and soon I will be again.

[ViralSpiral]

Hello Dig. Welcome!!!

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[Eagle]

Hello Dig. Welcome!!!

http://images3.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20090719103251/runescape/images/2/22/Wave_smiley.gif

Love to you as well. :p

[ulli]

I have been a healer and soon I will be again.

In that case: Right Place, Right Time,
Once you change the SOON word to the NOW word.

I can do with more healing right NOW.
Groaning here.....
Sneezing, sniffling, coughing....

[9eagle9]

Its the sound bite thing. We grew accustomed to absorbing information in sound and text bites, pop language, pop absorption a result of sublimination,, advertising things of that nature. . I attempt to honor people by addresing them as the intellgient knowleders seeker I see behind the mechanisms they've been tooled up with. Thd same way I don't candy ass people and pat them on the head, it's demeaning. I know people capable and comprehending under all dust they've had heaped on them. know its annoying for some who are accustomed to Dick and Jane communication that media has imposed on us and trust me I get a LOT dress down about but.. I have to reframe in whom exactly is attempting to dress me down. But in spite of it all ,I won't go to the sound bite thing, if spirit moves me to say something it seems dishonorable that I should have to rearrange it's language to accomadate an increasingly soundbitten population.

I personally don't mind long posts, as it indicates a certain amount of reflection rather than reaction has been intiated by the poster.








become suddenly awakened

I do like this idea very much... very, very much. Everyone.

Problem solved.


...ulli has the flu.

I say: Enjoy it! Ordained order to just BE.

--------

Am aware of 9eagle9's brilliance.
My only problem:
Her output is always so elaborate and voluminous,
that i almost always give up following the whole of her post(s)...
which is a shame, but i can't help it.

I can only take very concise 'stuff'; reading one of those long posts,
i always have the feeling i am having to take a dictation for Aurobindo,
while he speaks... it's just too much for me - on this plane of existence.


So, triple thanks go to eaglespirit for the excerpt up there!!!

--------

Going on
d e c e l e r a t i o n - vacation tomorrow.
If i don't get an electronic device for the trip [tending towards it], i'll see you guys next year.
You will know.

Hugs and kisses.
Enjoy your time being.

PS: Home again.
gGdTUG0TGVI

[modwiz]

Its the sound bite thing. We grew accustomed to absorbing information in sound and text bites, pop language, pop absorption a result of sublimination,, advertising things of that nature. . I attempt to honor people by addresing them as the intellgient knowleders seeker I see behind the mechanisms they've been tooled up with. Thd same way I don't candy ass people and pat them on the head, it's demeaning. I know people capable and comprehending under all dust they've had heaped on them. know its annoying for some who are accustomed to Dick and Jane communication that media has imposed on us and trust me I get a LOT dress down about but.. I have to reframe in whom exactly is attempting to dress me down. But in spite of it all ,I won't go to the sound bite thing, if spirit moves me to say something it seems dishonorable that I should have to rearrange it's language to accomadate an increasingly soundbitten population.

I personally don't mind long posts, as it indicates a certain amount of reflection rather than reaction has been intiated by the poster.







[QUOTE=astrid]become suddenly awakened

I do like this idea very much... very, very much. Everyone.

Problem solved.


...ulli has the flu.

I say: Enjoy it! Ordained order to just BE.

--------

Am aware of 9eagle9's brilliance.
My only problem:
Her output is always so elaborate and voluminous,
that i almost always give up following the whole of her post(s)...
which is a shame, but i can't help it.

I can only take very concise 'stuff'; reading one of those long posts,
i always have the feeling i am having to take a dictation for Aurobindo,
while he speaks... it's just too much for me - on this plane of existence.


So, triple thanks go to eaglespirit for the excerpt up there!!!

--------

Going on
d e c e l e r a t i o n - vacation tomorrow.
If i don't get an electronic device for the trip [tending towards it], i'll see you guys next year.
You will know.

Hugs and kisses.
Enjoy your time being.

PS: Home again.


I welcome a well thought out post of any length. When something is really good length means more savor time for me. I will take a long post over a short video. I, for one, can't stand the video plopping, that passes for posting here. A video to help bring depth to a post is a perfect compliment. As a stand alone it feels like homework for me. I purposely have my computer muted because of all of the noise associated with surfing the web. Videos mean having to put on earphones and unmuting something. Most videos have music with the spoken word. ANNOYING!

OK, rant over. Thank you 9eagle9 for taking the time out and respecting our intelligence with your posts.

[Carmody]

Talked with my Bro-in Law last night. at approximately the same time I had a dump truck in my lane headed at me, He had a repeat of our shared experience of having a truck jacknife on the highway in front of him. The one event that we shared 28-27 years ago. "smells like Saturn spirit", to misquote Nirvana. Basically, we had the same event come after us separately, in our separate locations. In his situation, there was seemingly a fully blown timeline shift. suddenly, he was driving on an empty highway, right after the whole thing happened on a crowded highway. I'm on the road, right now, with my little netbook toy.

[ulli]

Talked with my Bro-in Law last night. at approximately the same time I had a dump truck in my lane headed at me, He had a repeat of our shared experience of having a truck jacknife on the highway in front of him. The one event that we shared 28-27 years ago. "smells like Saturn spirit", to misquote Nirvana. Basically, we had the same event come after us separately, in our separate locations. In his situation, there was seemingly a fully blown timeline shift. suddenly, he was driving on an empty highway, right after the whole thing happened on a crowded highway. I'm on the road, right now, with my little netbook toy.

How odd. Rocky_Shorz' bro-in-law was killed in a crash on a San Diego highway yesterday morning. Boyfriend of Rocky's girlfriend's twin sister.
His car went off a flyover bridge. Rocky already connected with him on the other side before seeing him pass through that lit doorway.
When he told me this week was going to be job interviews I saw his Mars Moon square for Tuesday, but of course never suspected it would be that shocking. I only warned him not to become too emotional on Tuesday.

[modwiz]

I have decided to add the little skype icon below my avatar, in the event someone thinks they would benefit talking to me. Typing for impotant communications is not only laborious and time consuming, it also does not allow for the extra communication that comes from nuance of voice and tone inflection. Futhermore, I always present myself on camera for even more nuance allowance. Sometimes I look a little rough. It is just how I roll.

It is funny I post this in the here and now thread where it will not be needed. Oh well.

[9eagle9]

I haven't been keeping up to speed and need to back track some postings but Hip Dyslplasia is not the issue but a displaced vertebrae in his neck? Spinal cord being compressed?

That sounds horrible but I'm thinking its going to be easier to correct than if were hip dysplasia. The neck is miselading my friend has a dog that screwed up the vertebrae in his neck via rough play, he's fine now. And my mare's recently departed companion had the same issue in his neck that was exhibiting symptoms in the hip area. The vet said he had a broken hip, but it was actually the vertebrae in the neck. Once it was treated , and because he was a elderly horse, they didn't go to extremes but he was fine for years, with occasional flare ups. While not great news , it's BETTER news. I'm interested to know what that elderly dog 'chiro' comes back with.



Feeling house bound today, i ventured out into the world.
And for the first time in ages i actually felt good being
out and about. Something has changed, or at least it did
for today.

I spoke to George the 93 year old, dog spine manipulation expert today.
He is still working and is more than happy to see me and Louis :)
Really looking forward to meeting him, he's considered a legend
in the dog circles so I'm told.

At this stage it will have to be next week though. I still have to hear back from
the 3 vets that are pondering over the diagnosis. One of my closest friends,
works as a nanny for a specialist animal emergency surgeon, he was saying
neck issues can be tricky to diagnose. Looking at the X-rays today myself
it looks nasty, almost like he has a broken neck. The very top vertebrae is
pointing down and not lined up with the next one down. So obviously the messages
are not getting through his spinal cord, hence the walking issues.

Tomorrow i should know more.

Ulli, sorry you are feeling unwell, do you have any D3?
It really helps to kick start your immune system.
I will send you some extra healing over night.

[ViralSpiral]

Furthermore, I always present myself on camera for even more nuance allowance. Sometimes I look a little rough.


With or without Ulli's Xmas gift?

http://forums.slipknot1.com/images/style-slipknot/smilies/Flirt.gif


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Apologies for the seeming frivolous Buffoonism which can be, at times, a misplaced defense mechanism. That's how I roll...

Rocky can't be in a happy place right now, and for that I am sorry.

[9eagle9]

Yeah if you thought you were sitting around doing nothing for the last few years and that you were granted a sort of spiritual retirement.....you're not. You're Rambo. You were just in the bull pen waiting to pinch hit. Called back into service. -------And when we all start wandering the paths within our purpose we think we are going to achieve great magickal things things, and when I found out that great thing was to be a babysitter .....well....I intiated my deaconship in the temple of Eeyore.(pauses for a momentary pity party)


I know people get shocked and offended by my 'dry' views . And they are shocked, outraged and offended by the forthrightness of others and I'm thinking' "That is nothing compared to when the house of cards falls. If you can't cope with me what is going to happen when this whole structure breaks down? '





Here and now, after responding to another thread that seems to have been started by an elite troll trying to confuse and obfuscate, I think I 'got it".

The forum has felt like a trip down to rabbit hole land. So, my take on the panic I seem to feel is this: What Ben and David have laid out, if true and implemented, represent a deep paradigm shift, and almost nobody is ready for it. Talking the talk is on the verge of walking the walk and people are panicking. They do not know they are panicking, but a quick look at threads started demonstrate it. It may not be obvious at first. It wasn't to me. I thought that people had found the secret stash of a$$hole pills and were taking handfuls. That was the cynical/comic side of my Aquarian- wacky-feeling detached-bit of Chinese Dragon arrogance. I now see it for what it is. End of the world as we know it hysteria.

I am glad the source of things has been revealed. It will make my approach to what I find here much different. I realize that people are going to need comfort and guides through this phase of history we are dealing with, along with some help from the shock and trauma it will engender.

This is huge. Time for me to see where the help can be offered and who is ready to accept it.

[astrid]

I feel the spirits smiling down on me when i "get
It" . It feels a lot like a sunbeam kiss on a cooler
cloudy day. I'm being primed to be more active
in the world and i "'got that"' yesterday . No
resistance from me, no usual inner whining,
no feeling swamped in the swamp feeling, just
a very much guided, protected and this is where
I'm needed feeling . Acceptance taking over any
remaning residual jugdements as they often
whisper to me a reminder " you were once there
too " . Louis being sick, no accident, its switching
on the patient more gentle nurturing archetype
that i find tricky to slip into through not having
children at ready access . Telling people to wake
the hell up as much as we all want that, will not
work when they are panicked and traumatized.
Also required will be the ability to slip in and
out of archetypes at will so we can meet
people at their doorways rather than waiting
for them to turn up to ours . Its a call to action
time so I was just told, and that long build up
of boredem was so when the call comes there
is no hesitation only relief and willingness .

Yet another 3-4am spirit led posting
Right on 4am now

[astrid]

@ 9eagle9, X-rays confirmed a neck issue .
It looks really nasty. The HD was
from symptoms and my reading . So X-rays were
worth doing . Yes I feel better that it's not HD and
hopeful can be fixed with adjustment will know
more in a few hours .Im still baffled how this happened
It looks like he suffered a blow to the back of the head .
Both my dogs have soft collars not choke type chains
that are notorious for creating neck issues .

Update, here is the offending injury, i so hope this is
fixable, I'm amazed he is walking at all, I'm no spine
expert but this looks shocking.
12136

[Lisab]

So many films come out now that when something takes my fancy, I forget about it and it disappears into the ethers. By the time they make it to tv or dvd Ive even forgotton the title. Anyway I just read this review for a film documentary being shown in cinemas here now, and I don't know why but it's really got to me. Here's the review..
Gruesome though its starting point might sound, the documentary "Dreams of a Life" is wonderful expoloration of life, longing and loss.
In 2006, the decomposed body of a 38yr old woman was discovered in a North London flat. Council officers had broken the door down to serve an eviction on a late-paying tenant to find a skeleton on the sofa, the TV still turned on, Christmas presents wrapped neatly on the floor. She had been lying there, still tuned into BBC1, for 3 years.
Nobody came forward to acknowledge her, and only dental records eventually led to her being identified as Joyce Vincent.
However, the story, haunting in its loneliness, obsessed film-maker Carol Morley, and 5 years of research have resulted in this enigmatic, brilliant film.
Morley recreates Joyce's life through testimonies from people who knew her and through dramatic recontructions, using actress Zawe Ashton.
It turns out that Joyce, who died of natural causes so quietly that no one noticed she'd gone, was vivacious, beautiful woman who dreamed of being a soul singer, worked in the City, had men chasing after her, and who had hung out with music stars including Gil Scott-Heron, Captain Sensible and Betty Wright. She'd even met Nelson Mandela.
But Joyce flitted. It appears her disparate groups of friends had no idea of each other's existence. She rarely spoke about her family and moved regularly, staying with various boyfriends and crashing on friends' floors.
All assumed she was fine, and the sequence when Morley tells them how she died clearly fills them with disbelief and horror.
The most telling interviewee is Martin, a self-effacing gentle chap (We all thought she was way too glamorous for him,' says one friend) who appears to have cared for Joyce the most. If this were a normal fearture film, you'd be yelling at the screen for them bth to get it together. But this is no romcom.
When you see this touching and tender little film, you'll want to check on neighbours, call family and hug loved ones tight.

I'm going to keep an eye out for this.

[Guest]

Ouch Astrid, wishing Louis a quick recovery much love to you both.

I hear you about choke chains. I have two dogs; one of them is about a hundred pounds and really strong,almost as big as I am, he's a big ole lovable goofy guy and every bit as smart. Sometimes people ask me why don't I use a choke collar on him and always tell them it so wrong to do that. It's horrible for their necks, throat, tracheae.... And most of all their spirits.

Happy Solstice

Nora

We are all related

[Lisab]

Yeah Happy Soltice guys! Wishing Louis well Astrid x

[Guest]

My computer is back -waiting on Internet living on the mtn hard to get a wifi connect even.

Going to clean up my beat up old truck and submerge myself in a much needed seasalt bath.

Nora

[modwiz]

@ 9eagle9, X-rays confirmed a neck issue .
It looks really nasty. The HD was
from symptoms and my reading . So X-rays were
worth doing . Yes I feel better that it's not HD and
hopeful can be fixed with adjustment will know
more in a few hours .Im still baffled how this happened
It looks like he suffered a blow to the back of the head .
Both my dogs have soft collars not choke type chains
that are notorious for creating neck issues .

Update, here is the offending injury, i so hope this is
fixable, I'm amazed he he walking at all, I'm no spine
expert but this looks shocking.
12136

This x-ray is a rough one to look at. Let us hope it looks worse than it is. As you say, he is still walking. Seems like there is continuity of the spinal cord but the tissue surrounding it is creating pressure and static in the line. How that happened is a mystery that may have to go unanswered. I want to believe that the old 'adjuster' can re-position some of that and get some of the pressure off so the 'shorting out' abates. I will intend that it is miracle season.

[eaglespirit]

Sending "alignment" energy Louis's way, Astrid!
Have a gut feeling the 'elder chiro healer' has what it takes to help Louis along!

Looks to me like Louis had an extreme head twist recently well beyond 90 degrees of rotation...

Love, Love, Love!!!

[astrid]

Last night I did some very intensive dog Reiki on that neck injury,
this morning he was much brighter with even a spring in his step.
I have to hand it to dogs, they are very much in the " wanting to be here"
camp, such loyalty i have rarely seen in people.
He just had a large bowl of chicken necks for breakfast, his favorite,
and was even barking at the dog next door hasn't done that for a few weeks.

I also located yesterday animal chiro 3 doors down from a friend's house.
Although with this injury, initially I'm only going to trust the best of the best,
for on going future care, maybe more local i would consider if they have the right
experience.
Today i will hear back from the vets on their thoughts.

My thoughts are also with Rocky_Shorz, losing loved ones over Xmas can make it
even tougher. Rocky, if you are reading I'm so sorry for your loss.

[astrid]

Now I'm totally confused , one vet just emailed me back. An expert surgeon
at an animal emergency center, who does loads of spinal work, he is saying that he
can't see anything wrong with that x-ray.Hmmm...
Maybe my vet was said the next vertebrae was the "messy" looking one, i was pretty stressed out
which means my recall is often crap.
I just googled what a normal dog's, spine looks like, (which i should have done already),
and got this pic.

http://oranges-world.com/data_images/canine-skeleton.jpg

Now i feel like I'm creating unnecessary drama here myself.
I'm so sorry everyone.
But the good news is it could just be a disc issue, so i can ( possibly) go ahead and
get some chiro treatment, with no risk to Louis. Will now wait to here from the
2 remaining vets and stop trying to self diagnose!

The emergency vet is suggesting we go to him for a CT scan with the dye,
but me thinks i will try Chiro first if i get the go ahead.

[ulli]

Now I'm totally confused , one vet just emailed me back. An expert surgeon
at an animal emergency center, who does loads of spinal work, he is saying that he
can't see anything wrong with that x-ray.Hmmm...
Maybe my vet was said the next vertebrae was the "messy" looking one, i was pretty stressed out
which means my recall is often crap.
I just googled what a normal dog's, spine looks like, (which i should have done already),
and got this pic.

http://oranges-world.com/data_images/canine-skeleton.jpg

Now i feel like I'm creating unnecessary drama here myself.
I'm so sorry everyone.
But the good news is it could just be a disc issue, so i can ( possibly) go ahead and
get some chiro treatment, with no risk to Louis. Will now wait to here from the
2 remaining vets and stop trying to self diagnose!

The emergency vet is suggesting we go to him for a CT scan with the dye,
but me thinks i will try Chiro first if i get the go ahead.

Seeing that Louis is improving and that the Mars transit is now fading I would take it easy for a couple of days, but continue the reiki.

[astrid]

Yes i was thinking of going back and editing all my posts,
but might leave them as an example of Mars energy misdirected, lol

Sun opposite Jupiter today so should be a few up days ahead for me.

[ulli]

Yes i was thinking of going back and editing all my posts,
but might leave them as an example of Mars energy misdirected, lol

Sun opposite Jupiter today so should be a few up days ahead for me.


If it makes you feel better to delete, go ahead. I think your record of Louis' illness could be of some value...it's not cluttering up anything.....
Personally, it makes no difference. You are free to do as you please.

[Cottage Rose]

Here and now, after responding to another thread that seems to have been started by an elite troll trying to confuse and obfuscate, I think I 'got it".

The forum has felt like a trip down to rabbit hole land. So, my take on the panic I seem to feel is this: What Ben and David have laid out, if true and implemented, represent a deep paradigm shift, and almost nobody is ready for it. Talking the talk is on the verge of walking the walk and people are panicking. They do not know they are panicking, but a quick look at threads started demonstrate it. It may not be obvious at first. It wasn't to me. I thought that people had found the secret stash of a$$hole pills and were taking handfuls. That was the cynical/comic side of my Aquarian- wacky-feeling detached-bit of Chinese Dragon arrogance. I now see it for what it is. End of the world as we know it hysteria.

I am glad the source of things has been revealed. It will make my approach to what I find here much different. I realize that people are going to need comfort and guides through this phase of history we are dealing with, along with some help from the shock and trauma it will engender.

This is huge. Time for me to see where the help can be offered and who is ready to accept it.
http://i397.photobucket.com/albums/pp54/narutocapri/th_WorfLaughing.gif

[ulli]

Here and now, after responding to another thread that seems to have been started by an elite troll trying to confuse and obfuscate, I think I 'got it".

The forum has felt like a trip down to rabbit hole land. So, my take on the panic I seem to feel is this: What Ben and David have laid out, if true and implemented, represent a deep paradigm shift, and almost nobody is ready for it. Talking the talk is on the verge of walking the walk and people are panicking. They do not know they are panicking, but a quick look at threads started demonstrate it. It may not be obvious at first. It wasn't to me. I thought that people had found the secret stash of a$$hole pills and were taking handfuls. That was the cynical/comic side of my Aquarian- wacky-feeling detached-bit of Chinese Dragon arrogance. I now see it for what it is. End of the world as we know it hysteria.

I am glad the source of things has been revealed. It will make my approach to what I find here much different. I realize that people are going to need comfort and guides through this phase of history we are dealing with, along with some help from the shock and trauma it will engender.

This is huge. Time for me to see where the help can be offered and who is ready to accept it.
http://i397.photobucket.com/albums/pp54/narutocapri/th_WorfLaughing.gif

Rose,
Your response brightened my day.
Feeling a lot better and want to thank you for the part you played in my recovery.
P.S. At the moment I wrote this the TV set screamed GOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLL
Goal for Costa Rica against Venezuela. If we were still living in the city we would be hearing car horns for the next 5 minutes.

[Cottage Rose]

Now i feel like I'm creating unnecessary drama here myself.
I'm so sorry everyone.


Please don't feel badly about that, Astrid. The here and now works in mysterious ways. Your discussion has helped me.

[Cottage Rose]

Talked with my Bro-in Law last night. at approximately the same time I had a dump truck in my lane headed at me, He had a repeat of our shared experience of having a truck jacknife on the highway in front of him. The one event that we shared 28-27 years ago. "smells like Saturn spirit", to misquote Nirvana. Basically, we had the same event come after us separately, in our separate locations. In his situation, there was seemingly a fully blown timeline shift. suddenly, he was driving on an empty highway, right after the whole thing happened on a crowded highway. I'm on the road, right now, with my little netbook toy.

Wow. Now that story has really got me thinking. Have you noticed any time shift evidence?

Glad you are both ok.

I opened up the kindle book I was reading yesterday to a cabbage fractal photo and was reminded of your recent posts.

_________________________________________
This has been a pleasant read, good review of Bohm, Sheldrake, etc. at the beginning.

http://bks8.books.google.com/books?id=w8OmRekkYHwC&printsec=frontcover&img=1&zoom=1&edge=curl

The Great Field: Soul at Play in a Conscious Universe (Google eBook)
John James, PhD
Elite Books, Nov 15, 2007 - Philosophy - 292 pages
Science has proven that vast domains of energy exist within the material world of our senses. In this book, therapeutic experience is combined with scientific evidence to create a general theory of how this Great Field is the foundation of everything in the universe-including the personal energy we call soul.

[astrid]

Could have been way worse, if mars pushed my
buttons harder and i posted this all in the "world" aka
the forum proper, I would have been troll bait , lol.
At least in the village i can fall on my sword gracefully
and with support and protection. Wounds heal faster
here, and what's remaining of my ego gets to
learn a lesson in humility and patience
All good .
For a split second my old beaten up self returned
and wanted to do a runner for making
a mistake then i realized that there is no war here,
I'm in safe hands and those days are very much
over now . Good chance to clear out last of those
triggers. Awareness very much the key to not falling
into reactive mode, know thyself etc.

[1inMany]

Very busy day, one thing to another to another to another. Went on auto-pilot, and was very tired all day. I made myself stop and take in my surroundings. Sky was a beautiful light blue, sun was the kind of bright that hurts your eyes. Brisk temp. Energy has been difficult for several days, switched suddenly last night. Every little task was difficult, got messed up, ran me late, caused me more stress time after time after time. But last night, it shifted and it was instant. Today was busy, yes, but lights turned green as I got there, no waits at doctors, traffic was congested but not impassable-which it always is at this time of day and this time of year. Been emotional, cried at 2 touching Emails I received. Actually got angry once, which happens only a few times a year, but got angry and did not lose my temper. Read Louis' story, saw the Xray, felt the concern for him, felt it in my stomach where I feel things. My Amethyst used to have a huge impact on my protective shell, made it incredibly strong. Now, tho, energies are making it through...Makes me wonder exactly how strong everything is, because I know the Amethyst didn't just shut off... feeling more emotions. difficult when used to the protective bubble. still one 1 anti-depressant, off one for 2 months, off stimulant meds for 3 months. Maybe that's why I feel the energies...or maybe they aren't changing and it's just me. Hmmm.

[Guest]

The wind is really picking up here adding to the very cold weather -pretty quiet day though.

Hi 1inMany welcome to the village....

There are lots of changes going on and they do make us all a little more sensitive to our environs and to ourselves.

I sometimes wear different gems and crystals, to clean them I rub them in the hottest part of the fireplace ashe (white) or sometimes use sea salt or rub my hands in clean earth and rub it on the gems or crystals -works pretty well. Modwiz and Purple Lama are the resident experts on gems and crystals.

Have a great Holiday

Nora

We are all related

[Daughter of Time]

Blessings to you all on this Solstice Day!

[1inMany]

Thank you Nora :) I clean mine in sea salt and then charge them in the sunlight, such a simple but beautiful process really. I think it's my energies that are all over the place.


I lost my temper today. It is so painful to say that, and tears stream down my face. My face is warm, tears feel cool, eyes hot. I can count on one hand, okay maybe two if I think really hard, how many times I have ever lost my temper. And I did after I posted last. This is the single most worst feeling ever. Anger only hurts people, it hurts me and it hurts anyone near it. I try so hard to be the buffer with all these around me who have bipolar and anxiety (and everything else) and all their needs...and not very often to I just lose it. My energy is drained, and I just find more for them. more love.


I wish I could take it back.

[Guest]

Sitting in the silent dark of night listening to the wind whisper
Watching the smokey shining light wind its way through the forest.

Nora

[astrid]

A day in the garden does wonders for the soul.

[modwiz]

Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along. :p

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-173099/US-missiles-hit-Iranian-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

[ulli]

Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along. :p

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-173099/US-missiles-hit-Iranian-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

Maybe a reflection of the state it left you in....
After all, the psychological divisions go back quite a long time. The Orient/Occident division comes to mind.
When Eastern religions came to the West unification processes were set in motion.
100 years ago the West was Christian. Period.
Dogma reigned. Now in the West we have a mostly secular society in which people can choose their spirituality.

Then the idea of the North South division was put out by Willy Brandt, German Chancellor. In the seventies, I recall.
Rich versus poor. His aim was to overcome that division by creating markets in the southern countries, to have northern economies expand.
Give them aid, so they can build an infra structure, and eventually buy A/C units from the north.

All dualistic memes are put out there, maybe partly as a divide and conquer scheme, or simply as an analysis of the situation in simplistic terms.
If one looks at what humans have in common and what values are shared then the unification processes can kick in much better than if one analyses the differences.

The main thing is that each one is aware of their own perspective...and to see how the dominant perspective can be neutralized or balanced.

[1inMany]

It is a new day. Full of possibilities. Beautiful sunshine, brisk air that smells fresh and clean-rarity around the city-invigorating. Think it is a good day for a try at meditation again :)

What does OP stand for?

[ulli]

It is a new day. Full of possibilities. Beautiful sunshine, brisk air that smells fresh and clean-rarity around the city-invigorating. Think it is a good day for a try at meditation again :)

What does OP stand for?

OP stands for Opening Post, or Opening Poster. Usually the thread title.

[ViralSpiral]

Just returned from our week at Crystal Springs. Twas marveloose!!!! The best part was completing a 1500 piece jig-saw puzzle. A superb substitute to meditation :)
It was a challenge baby-sitting my gorgeous 80 year popsicle, but I would not have changed a thing. Quality time......

[9eagle9]

How are you feeling today , Ulli?

[Eagle]

I went through a pretty good cleansing last night, I needed it, alot of things had to be released

[ulli]

How are you feeling today , Ulli?

I did the laundry. Funny you should ask. You of all people. (Inside joke there...9eagle9 knows what I'm talking about)
Laundry is something I can no longer do without thinking of you..
but didn't have any Margaritas yet.
Will open the bar when I stop coughing, spluttering and sneezing.

Maybe Calz should fill in our readers what a Margarita laundry lounge is?
:washing:

[Calz]

How are you feeling today , Ulli?

I did the laundry. Funny you should ask. You of all people. (Inside joke there...9eagle9 knows what I'm talking about)
Laundry is something I can no longer do without thinking of you..
but didn't have any Margaritas yet.
Will open the bar when I stop coughing, spluttering and sneezing.

Maybe Calz should fill in our readers what a Margarita laundry lounge is?

:washing:

There is a long audit trail littering page after page in thread after thread about the famous tales of old regarding the sudsy fountain of youth.

What 9eagle9 did *not* mention in her many long and eloquent essays is that rather than leaving a tip for the barkeep ... they had to leave 1% of their wisdom.

When you are really thirsty that sounds like the best deal this side of the galaxy ... but when you become a frequent customer ... it is easy to do the math and see why she comes up with 5000 word posts of sheer genius and others of us are doomed to witty quips, images and youtubes.

:hail::washing:

[modwiz]

Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along. :p

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-173099/US-missiles-hit-Iranian-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

Maybe a reflection of the state it left you in....
After all, the psychological divisions go back quite a long time. The Orient/Occident division comes to mind.
When Eastern religions came to the West unification processes were set in motion.
100 years ago the West was Christian. Period.
Dogma reigned. Now in the West we have a mostly secular society in which people can choose their spirituality.

Then the idea of the North South division was put out by Willy Brandt, German Chancellor. In the seventies, I recall.
Rich versus poor. His aim was to overcome that division by creating markets in the southern countries, to have northern economies expand.
Give them aid, so they can build an infra structure, and eventually buy A/C units from the north.

All dualistic memes are put out there, maybe partly as a divide and conquer scheme, or simply as an analysis of the situation in simplistic terms.
If one looks at what humans have in common and what values are shared then the unification processes can kick in much better than if one analyses the differences.


The main thing is that each one is aware of their own perspective...and to see how the dominant perspective can be neutralized or balanced.

It would seem that whatever compassion in my diagnosis was missed in the view that I was using some kind of divisive perception, in an us vs. them scenario. Not so. In the post above I was attempting to portray an affected and a non affected population. Similar to a plague situation where some succumbed and other proved immune.

There is no versus in my post, just an affected population and one that will have to help others in what way may work. It may be to observe and make sure know one falls off a cliff.

[araucaria]

Ulli, hope you're feelinng better. When did you catch this bug? I've been off colour myself for about ten days. It was down on my chest yesterday, still heading south.

The west wind doth blow...

[ulli]

Ulli, hope you're feelinng better. When did you catch this bug? I've been off colour myself for about ten days. It was down on my chest yesterday, still heading south.

The west wind doth blow...

I caught it from my husband and he caught it from a patient. He didn't do a flu shot this year.
Here and Now.....feeling sick and tired...
nasty cough all night...hardly slept.
he wants to push all kinds of meds at me...I took the antibiotic Zitromax, 1 a day for three days...when I felt it going into my chest.
Last year I had pneumonia...that was really scary. Each cough hurt like hell.

[Guest]

Ulli

Asking the Universe to wrap a cloak of love around you and give you a cup of soothing warm tea.

Nora

[araucaria]

Then rather than see it as contagion, let me lighten your load! Take care!

[PurpleLama]

Never underestimate the power of a hot toddy.

[Carmody]

As I was driving the last bit North, last night...the last 380km..the temperature dropped 1 degree C, for every 14km.

North is cold.

And this is a new keyboard, so it makes for short posts.

TV's going all the time, driving me up the wall - a bit.

I've driven the given road often enough, that my average speed was about 130k/hr, with bursts to 140-170. I get bored very quickly with 'normal' driving. (I only do this on open clear highways, only myself at risk)

[astrid]

Yet another shift last day or so, feeling my way into
it . It comes with a different perspective , like finding
a window In my house that I had never looked out
before . This is an interior space, quiet, calm and
balanced, and active not passive, but yet still grounded .
Interesting .

[ulli]

Never underestimate the power of a hot toddy.

Had to google Hot Toddy.
YES!
Barbados rum heated up...honey lime...boiling water
easy

[eaglespirit]

http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSakjaHKsCgBOlv_NtPHRcnv4YvXfKA8II4CyGKXAX0TkRgLIvqOA

[1inMany]

One on One time with my favorite pre-teen. Wore her out shopping! Gotta love it. Didn't buy much or spend much. Took her to her favorite store in the whole world-Half Price Books! The smell of those musty pages and the wonderful energy off the books in the "Interesting" section...quite a treat.

Synchronicities every moment...was looking for the one book my teen has asked for in 8 years...no one has it. At Half Price, asked the clerk, didn't even have a copy. Trying to work it out in my head...how will I do this? Looked down, and there was a copy on the shelf. The moment was not lost on me...amazement...and more amazement... I said to my pre-teen, wish there was a Radio Shack around here. No joke, a Radio Shack was on the next corner... amazement from her now...and more amazement. Allllll dayyyyy lonnnggggg....

The moral of the story...though something in my life in the here in now is so complicated that I cannot pinpoint it, the universe is sending me a positive message. Things are so very difficult and changing so quickly I can't adjust...but I must be doing exactly what I should be doing. Keep going, be who I am. It will be okay. And... someone's watching over me :)

¤=[Post Update]=¤

Ulli, I'm so sorry to hear you are under the weather. That's so miserable. I hope your hot toddy is/was as magical and yummy as it sounded! :)

[jorr lundstrom]

Gotta sit down for a while. Heavy times. Some Mozart.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvuKxL4LOqc

[ulli]

Gotta sit down for a while. Heavy times. Some Mozart.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvuKxL4LOqc


That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

[Cottage Rose]

That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

Wow, Ulli. I am imagining that.... Bizarre.

[ulli]

One on One time with my favorite pre-teen. Wore her out shopping! Gotta love it. Didn't buy much or spend much. Took her to her favorite store in the whole world-Half Price Books! The smell of those musty pages and the wonderful energy off the books in the "Interesting" section...quite a treat.

Synchronicities every moment...was looking for the one book my teen has asked for in 8 years...no one has it. At Half Price, asked the clerk, didn't even have a copy. Trying to work it out in my head...how will I do this? Looked down, and there was a copy on the shelf. The moment was not lost on me...amazement...and more amazement... I said to my pre-teen, wish there was a Radio Shack around here. No joke, a Radio Shack was on the next corner... amazement from her now...and more amazement. Allllll dayyyyy lonnnggggg....

The moral of the story...though something in my life in the here in now is so complicated that I cannot pinpoint it, the universe is sending me a positive message. Things are so very difficult and changing so quickly I can't adjust...but I must be doing exactly what I should be doing. Keep going, be who I am. It will be okay. And... someone's watching over me :)

¤=[Post Update]=¤

Ulli, I'm so sorry to hear you are under the weather. That's so miserable. I hope your hot toddy is/was as magical and yummy as it sounded! :)

Hi 1in Many
the way you describe those synchronicities is how we all are supposed to go through life all the time, if we only knew
how to hold that inner attitude that brings it about.
That is the real purpose of being Here and Now, and ego-less...just observing. trusting, no drama,
and then we find IT, The REAL DEAL.

That is what the enemy wants to hide from us, that miraculousness quality of life.

[ulli]

That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

Wow, Ulli. I am imagining that.... Bizarre.

Yep, we do manifest our deepest subconscious, and nothing more so than early childhood memories.
Which may connect (or not) to past lives.
I was told once that my mother and I were rivals in a past life for my dad.
So I stepped aside, let her have him.
He loved me anyway, (never abusively) and she was always jealous of our relationship.
Sent me out of the country when I was 18. Everyone in the family thought I had initiated it.
An 18 year old girl going overseas, without adult help? Gimme a break.

[Cottage Rose]

That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

Wow, Ulli. I am imagining that.... Bizarre.

Yep, we do manifest our deepest subconscious, and nothing more so than early childhood memories.
Which may connect (or not) to past lives.
I was told once that my mother and I were rivals in a past life for my dad.
So I stepped aside, let her have him.
He loved me anyway, (never abusively) and she was always jealous of our relationship.
Sent me out of the country when I was 18. Everyone in the family thought I had initiated it.
An 18 year old girl going overseas, without adult help? Gimme a break.


My mother and I had the same type of relationship. And, I left home as soon as I found a way.

[1inMany]

Never thought of that, Ulli. Living in an inner state of... whatever my inner state was (lol)... Trying to identify that because I want to remember it, want to continue to experience it...especially if that can be done always! I can't quite identify it.

[ulli]

Never thought of that, Ulli. Living in an inner state of... whatever my inner state was (lol)... Trying to identify that because I want to remember it, want to continue to experience it...especially if that can be done always! I can't quite identify it.


It's basically an alert state of happiness.
When we are happy our DNA strand decompresses, and little light codes start blinking like Christmas tree lights.
That's the meaning of the word "radiant".
We feel lighter, both in weight, as well as illumined.
We become like the "illuminati"...
everything comes our way.

[Cottage Rose]

Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along. :p

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-173099/US-missiles-hit-Iranian-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

Modwiz, I filed what you stated in this post away earlier today .... and lo and behold, I believe I have experienced what you are referring to up close.

A normally stable friend of mine has slipped into a very strange grandiose delusional mania........ as in believing themself to be an all-wise, all-knowing center of the universe even though there are no facts in reality to support their conclusions.

:tape2: Is this the type of effect you are speaking of? :twitch:

Do you think this could have anything to do with strong energies involved in pulling diverse family members together for the holidays? I have never seen this person at this time of year before.

[modwiz]

Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along. :p

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-173099/US-missiles-hit-Iranian-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

Modwiz, I filed what you stated in this post away earlier today .... and lo and behold, I believe I have experienced what you are referring to up close.

A normally stable friend of mine has slipped into a very strange grandiose delusional mania........ as in believing themself to be an all-wise, all-knowing center of the universe even though there are no facts in reality to support their conclusions.

:tape2: Is this the type of effect you are speaking of? :twitch:

Do you think this could have anything to do with strong energies involved in pulling diverse family members together for the holidays? I have never seen this person at this time of year before.

In a word, yes. Something very profound is occurring. I had a dream earlier today that seemed to come from a very deep reality. It was so new as to border on the alien, as in a sense of magnitudes of 'newness'. For any Seth readers, this energy was like Seth 2. Like fractals looking for a language to communicate with so 'impressions' that were given to me, took my breath away, literally.

I am very sleepy, the energies are quickening so much that my physical vehicle is feeling like it did a days' heavy labor. I can tell I will be sleeping more to keep up. Part of it seems to be for me to receive, 'programming', in a positive sense. Still, the depth of whatever is happening is calling upon my inner 'warrior' in the Don Juan/Casteneda sense of the word. That is, I need to be fearless to keep it 'together'.

We are all being overwhelmed in our own ways. How it affects us is very personal and is dependent on our unique psychic structure with the emotional component being the most effected because of it being so huge, but masked/hidden away in the subconscious. The effects we will be observing in ourselves and others will range from the interesting to the bizarre. Asylum type behavior will be very prevalent, IMO.

[astrid]

The jealous mother thing , had that also.
Although controlling and abusive towards me, my
Father and I had a deep and psychic bond that my
mother hated . She would undermine me and put
me down any chance she had, not to mention the
beatings . These days she uses the guilt stick,
just 20 mins ago she tried the same old tactics
to try and get me to go to Xmas . I don't know
why she still uses those games on me they don't
get her any results .

The newness thing is very palatable . This time of
year I'm usually really on edge and even depressed .
Really noticing the shifts in my perception and the
push to action . Starting small with clearing out all
the stuff in my house I don't need, being pushed to
travel lighter . I still have to work through some
creative blocks hoping this is the next up.
Something that has really shifted for me is the
brain clutter , I feel much more integrated,
with very little internal conflict .

[Cottage Rose]

The jealous mother thing , had that also.
Although controlling and abusive towards me, my
Father and I had a deep and psychic bond that my
mother hated . She would undermine me and put
me down any chance she had, not to mention the
beatings . These days she uses the guilt stick,
just 20 mins ago she tried the same old tactics
to try and get me to go to Xmas . I don't know
why she still uses those games on me they don't
get her any results .

The newness thing is very palatable . This time of
year I'm usually really on edge and even depressed .
Really noticing the shifts in my perception and the
push to action . Starting small with clearing out all
the stuff in my house I don't need, being pushed to
travel lighter . I still have to work through some
creative blocks hoping this is the next up.
Something that has really shifted for me is the
brain clutter , I feel much more integrated,
with very little internal conflict .

I was thinking of deleting my post until you and Nora thanked it. You two are a tonic for me.

I am going to say something I have never said to anyone about this type of mother situation. It was easy for me to run away. My self confidence was nil, but I am essentially an emotional survivor. What my mother wasn't counting on was my dad and brother allowing my brother's girlfriends to live under her roof ten years later. Soon after her home was altered into a triplex for this living arrangement, she became ill and passed away at a young age for a woman in our lineage.

My recommendation is to not have children if there is any question about mature emotional capabilities.

(I am sure I will be embarrassed and agonize about deleting this post, too.)

[Guest]

This time of year for me now is strange. My mom passed on some years ago. For a long time we battled wills.... on different levels. It appeared that i was my father's favorite for a long time..... but all of those years he drank and was violent -what a lot of with her was that i was angry at her for not doing something about it -i mean my siblings and i were just kids so blamed i her and was terrified of him...... Plus he grew up during the depression so there was this scarcity base playing its part too.

I spent the last year of her life with her. That Christm sas i wheeled her around in a wheel chair through the stores. It was a hell of a year for her she was in and out of the hospital 6 or 7 times. The last time she went in shee spent 13 days in there went into a coma on the operating table and died 2 days later.

I worked w a gestalt therapist over the family issues and dramas that i was was still emeshed..... My mom and i were able to become good friends and had a great relationship but it took time and a lot of work.

So i miss her this time of year for her was always magical

Nora

We are all related

[Cottage Rose]

This time of year for me now is strange. My mom passed on some years ago. For a long time we battled wills.... on different levels. It appeared that i was my father's favorite for a long time..... but all of those years he drank and was violent -what a lot of with her was that i was angry at her for not doing something about it -i mean my siblings and i were just kids so blamed i her and was terrified of him...... Plus he grew up during the depression so there was this scarcity base playing its part too.

I spent the last year of her life with her. That Christm sas i wheeled her around in a wheel chair through the stores. It was a hell of a year for her she was in and out of the hospital 6 or 7 times. The last time she went in shee spent 13 days in there went into a coma on the operating table and died 2 days later.

I worked w a gestalt therapist over the family issues and dramas that i was was still emeshed..... My mom and i were able to become good friends and had a great relationship but it took time and a lot of work.

So i miss her this time of year for her was always magical

Nora

We are all related

I understand exactly what you speak of Nora. Whatever occurred....
Those moments of connection...... live on in our hearts.

[astrid]

Yes the children or no children dilema , but for me it
was very clear . I knew that I would never have any
even though various males used various ways to try
trick me into entrapment through pregnancy .
One even going into a major grief meltdown when I
made my position more than clear. A string of women
had terminated pregnancies with him but still he didn't
think for one second it was a pattern and about him.
I knew with him it was about control and that it
would be a prison sentence .
My experiences growing up left me with the full
knowledge that having children comes with the
highest responsibility . Because i was
so broken and so was my ancestral line i was
adamant that the buck stopped with me.
If I achieved nothing else I wanted to make sure
no more abuse continued down this line.

And I don't regret it for a second .
Probably makes me the crazy dog lady but
so be it

[ViralSpiral]

http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l4urkrQfsU1qzzm7bo1_250.gif

[astrid]

Here and now - a summer storm brews after
a sultry hot Aussie day. I had a friend drop in
for Japanese food and a glass of bubbly .
That's my Xmas done and dusted.
Dogs both panting in the heat , Louis was
a bit more perky this morning but he still has the
wobbles. I have been feeding him up to put more
weight on him , back to puppy food and three times
a day. Least he is eating .

Serious thunder claps now and light rain,
just lovely .

[astrid]

http://images2.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20071104185041/clubpenguin/images/3/3a/Penguin_Slap.gif

[jorr lundstrom]

Ladies, I love your honest way of describing the experiences youre carrying.

And Viral, I love the bunch of Passer montanus, including the cocky male. LOL


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=997RTKzc39c

[Lisab]

Guys I need to ask for healing energies to be sent to my little sister please. She was taken to hospital last night, 21 weeks into her pregnancy. The baby is still inside her and her contractions have stopped but her cervix is still dilated and very open. The baby, a little girl is alive but the doctor's have told her its just a matter of time.
I believe in miracles as I know we all do here. Please pray. My sister's name is Abbie, she wont mind me telling you that. As some of you here already know, she lost a child prematurely earlier this year. Thankyou x

[astrid]

Abbie is in my thoughts and prayers,
please keep us updated.

Much love
Astrid

[modwiz]

This time of year for me now is strange. My mom passed on some years ago. For a long time we battled wills.... on different levels. It appeared that i was my father's favorite for a long time..... but all of those years he drank and was violent -what a lot of with her was that i was angry at her for not doing something about it -i mean my siblings and i were just kids so blamed i her and was terrified of him...... Plus he grew up during the depression so there was this scarcity base playing its part too.

I spent the last year of her life with her. That Christm sas i wheeled her around in a wheel chair through the stores. It was a hell of a year for her she was in and out of the hospital 6 or 7 times. The last time she went in shee spent 13 days in there went into a coma on the operating table and died 2 days later.

I worked w a gestalt therapist over the family issues and dramas that i was was still emeshed..... My mom and i were able to become good friends and had a great relationship but it took time and a lot of work.

So i miss her this time of year for her was always magical

Nora

We are all related

Oh yes, mothers. Xmas time was always difficult with her. Poor, tortured, headstrong mom, spreading the pain. Old news and very well dealt with, no sweeping things under rugs or wounds unattended to. I have developed a very healthy relationship with her since she crossed over. Much of it a natural progression that might have occurred had she stayed on planet. Her passing and the sense of lost opportunities was a catalyst. It was a quick shift of seeing my self and her in a very different and more clear picture. The sense of loss lasted a few minutes. The relationships we forge with other spirits do have a very long shelf life. When you talk the spiritual talk, death of loved ones and parents gives you a sterling chance to walk the walk.

It is nice to be able to take a decade and a half of what were once perceived as hellish xmas times and throw them in the cosmic recycler. When we walk this Earth as broken and beaten up humans, sh!t happens. Once that perception is achieved it is time to fix yourself, forgive whoever you feel wronged you, or made you feel like and victim, take your power and walk this beautiful planet with purpose and love.

My xmas gift to mom is lots of love and acknowledging a still strong connection that laughs at Death. She resides knowing that all ills have been resolved and she is free to pursue whatever lives, on or off planet, that her path takes her on. I do not need another meat dance with her. Karmic account zeroed from my side of the equation.

Obviously, this could go on for a great length. Happy Holydays. This Solstice is one to remember.

[ulli]

Ladies, I love your honest way of describing the experiences youre carrying.

And Viral, I love the bunch of Passer montanus, including the cocky male. LOL


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=997RTKzc39c

That 'cocky male' could just as easily be a female with vertigo.

[ulli]

Guys I need to ask for healing energies to be sent to my little sister please. She was taken to hospital last night, 21 weeks into her pregnancy. The baby is still inside her and her contractions have stopped but her cervix is still dilated and very open. The baby, a little girl is alive but the doctor's have told her its just a matter of time.
I believe in miracles as I know we all do here. Please pray. My sister's name is Abbie, she wont mind me telling you that. As some of you here already know, she lost a child prematurely earlier this year. Thankyou x

I prayed for Abbie and her little baby.
Could it be that she has a subconscious fear of 'blowing up'?
Maybe she needs positive affirmations...saying over and over
'I am accepting the baby growing inside me and will hold it for as long as is necessary.'
And then be calm and accepting of whatever outcome....

[ulli]

.....................

Posts like this one make me acutely aware of how obsessively curious I really am.

[1inMany]

Rolled out of bed at 6am. Eyes are scratchy, and my body is asking my mind "what's the deal?" I have two minds this morning, one is sleepy and wishes to crawl back in bed, the other wants to start this magical day. Woke up with good energy tingling in my chest, good sign and much better than having the pull in my stomach (which is my own symptom of lower energies swirling). Wondering if energies will be flipflopping all day. Remembering my Mom today. Feeling nostalgic about my brothers and sisters, and feeling the love I have for those younger selves. Before they made their own choices and became so much different. Excitement is in the air. Much to do today...baking and cooking...spending time together because we want to not because we have to. Even cleaning house will be a big togetherness activity today, and my kids even look forward to that lol. Will put much effort into paying attention to my bubble and surrounding my home. I see a nap in my very near future. Please, bipolar, mind your manners today.

[ulli]

This time of year for me now is strange. My mom passed on some years ago. For a long time we battled wills.... on different levels. It appeared that i was my father's favorite for a long time..... but all of those years he drank and was violent -what a lot of with her was that i was angry at her for not doing something about it -i mean my siblings and i were just kids so blamed i her and was terrified of him...... Plus he grew up during the depression so there was this scarcity base playing its part too.

I spent the last year of her life with her. That Christm sas i wheeled her around in a wheel chair through the stores. It was a hell of a year for her she was in and out of the hospital 6 or 7 times. The last time she went in shee spent 13 days in there went into a coma on the operating table and died 2 days later.

I worked w a gestalt therapist over the family issues and dramas that i was was still emeshed..... My mom and i were able to become good friends and had a great relationship but it took time and a lot of work.

So i miss her this time of year for her was always magical

Nora

We are all related

Oh yes, mothers. Xmas time was always difficult with her. Poor, tortured, headstrong mom, spreading the pain. Old news and very well dealt with, no sweeping things under rugs or wounds unattended to. I have developed a very healthy relationship with her since she crossed over. Much of it a natural progression that might have occurred had she stayed on planet. Her passing and the sense of lost opportunities was a catalyst. It was a quick shift of seeing my self and her in a very different and more clear picture. The sense of loss lasted a few minutes. The relationships we forge with other spirits do have a very long shelf life. When you talk the spiritual talk, death of loved ones and parents gives you a sterling chance to walk the walk.

It is nice to be able to take a decade and a half of what were once perceived as hellish xmas times and throw them in the cosmic recycler. When we walk this Earth as broken and beaten up humans, sh!t happens. Once that perception is achieved it is time to fix yourself, forgive whoever you feel wronged you, or made you feel like and victim, take your power and walk this beautiful planet with purpose and love.

My xmas gift to mom is lots of love and acknowledging a still strong connection that laughs at Death. She resides knowing that all ills have been resolved and she is free to pursue whatever lives, on or off planet, that her path takes her on. I do not need another meat dance with her. Karmic account zeroed from my side of the equation.

Obviously, this could go on for a great length. Happy Holydays. This Solstice is one to remember.

Modwiz, you just gave me a major assignment which could help me with a break-through.
I only have one son, Aquarius. His relationship with me is on and off, like the moon.
He was born with Saturn square moon, which speaks volumes about his relationship to his mother.
The need to restrict, maintain distance, aloofness.
Equally my Pluto moon square which shows intensity, possessiveness, passion...yet I have to keep it under a tight lid as I realize one cannot ever make an Aquarian do something he isn't volunteering.
Still, it would have been nice to get just one call from him since he knew that I was sick.
Now Modwiz post. No more meat dances with mother....ever again? There's a scary thought.
Yet if I were to have that thought about my own mother...whom I still miss every day....still, there is a feeling of relief.
This is one area where I have to do some more figuring...that whole karmic dance thing...so confusing.

[astrid]

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Bah, humbug!

[astrid]

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12.24am Australia
Happy Xmas everyone
the war is over.

[eaglespirit]

Each of You have hit upon some emotional aspect of my own growth and healing which went galactic in January '07
...losing my son '03,
...blind(at age 36),alcoholic(sober at 55) father
...mother that raised 8 of us with selfless passion
...dysfunctional/functional loving brothers and sisters that excelled in their own life choices.

I was the only child that was cared for pre-school by an elderly couple down the street, they became my second parents to the pre inner knowing of mom and why she was reluctant to have them help but made the decision anyway and had little choice because of work schedule.

After the anger subsided of many life roulettes...I could only be grateful for the immense gifts of love throughout my years and then that higher gift of wonder and wisdom on that Nipmuc hill 5 years ago.

I , too, could share on and on...but synopsis is telling enough.

Each one of us has so much to give once we awaken to the receiving!

...
Lisab, I wish Abbie the highest good at this time!

[astrid]

.....................

Posts like this one make me acutely aware of how obsessively curious I really am.

I was trying to post a gif and it wasn't working.. i just fixed it.
( Thanks Paul)

[ulli]

Cool pictures of snowflake magnified x3500

http://www.2loop.com/snowflakemag.html


It's Christmas, after all.
http://a7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/380898_258983724165368_132957943434614_733544_1427722186_n.jpg

[9eagle9]

Astrid, a close friend of mine is a dog groomer and she would assure you that you are not a crazy dog lady.

Crazy dog ladies bring their dogs in for hair extensions, dye-jobs, and to have their toe nails panted. My friend maintains the dog would probably rather spend a Saturday afternoon with it's owner than being tortured in a dog salon.....

[Calz]

Astrid, a close friend of mine is a dog groomer and she would assure you that you are not a crazy dog lady.

Crazy dog ladies bring their dogs in for hair extensions, dye-jobs, and to have their toe nails panted. My friend maintains the dog would probably rather spend a Saturday afternoon with it's owner than being tortured in a dog salon.....

Dunno ... the one in the tub looks rather comfortable :)


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[Guest]

Hi Lisab

Sending loving prayers to Abbie, her baby and the family.

Nora

We are all related

[ulli]

I started a discussion thread this morning.
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?37353-Filter-Bubbles-Internet-Shows-Us-What-It-Thinks-We-Want-To-See.&p=387763&viewfull=1#post387763
It needs waking up, so I'm calling on Villagers to add their dos centimos.

[Calz]

Just noticed, here and now, on my way back from picking up more goodies to consume over the next few days ... we have been rewarded with a noble Christmas present.

Not a single chemtrail in a beautiful crisp blue sky.

Perhaps those power elite are really softies at heart giving their pilots some time off for the holidays.


Speaking of Holidaze ... wishes to all the Villagers, you and yours, a special holiday season regardless of type you choose to honor.


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Those who don't want to honor any of the respective celebrations ... well ... let me extend my own invitation to join me in celebrating the

*Magician's Birthday*


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Why ... you may ask???

Easy. Because *EVERY DAY* is the Magician's Birthday.

Blessings

[Ernie Nemeth]

Wrapping up the presents. Going to my daughter's for traditional Christmas Eve, dinner and present opening. My sister and her two kids will be there (both grown, one with a kid of her own), and my daughter and my ex-wife. It's always fun. My sister and I always get up and sing an old Hungarian Christmas song and the kids usually put on a skit they make up. So that's my day, tomorrow will be Christmas here for Val side, her daughter and her daughter's boyfriend.

Merry Christmas and holiday greetings to all.

Love and hugs,
Ernie

[Ernie Nemeth]

Love Uriah Heep. My fav: The Wizard (I play it on the guitar).

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And birthday greetings to you Modwiz.
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Have a fantastic day!

[modwiz]

Cool pictures of snowflake magnified x3500

http://www.2loop.com/snowflakemag.html


It's Christmas, after all.
http://a7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/380898_258983724165368_132957943434614_733544_1427722186_n.jpg

Ulli, the pics of that snowflake are amazing. It starts off looking like some stonework of masonry and then morphs into what looks like cellular tissue. The symmetry and minor differences was also revealing, I could sense some intererence in what might be perfect 'blueprints'.

I really went tripping on those photos.

[eaglespirit]

Happy Everything To Everybody!!! : ) : ) : )

[Marianne]

Happy Everything To Everybody!!! : ) : ) : )

Well said, Eaglespirit... my sentiments too!

My grandchildren and I made a little gingerbread house this morning. Heavy on frosting and gumdrops, and perfect for a 2- and 3-year old.

Now that Winter Solstice has come and gone, we'll be getting a minute or so more daylight each day in the northern hemisphere. Feb. 2, as I recall, is the day when we begin adding quite a bit more daylight minutes each day. Rolling towards springtime and the heat of summer. Yin and yang, always flowing. And southern hemisphere folks have peaked, I presume, and are now gaining a minute of nighttime and velvety darkness.

The village is so rich with wisdom, and I enjoy peeking in, but not much to contribute. I am glad you're all here. And I like Nora's signature.

Blessings to all in the coming year and beyond.

Love,
Marianne

Update:
Lisa, sending prayers for your sister and her baby. I hope to do a reiki session later tonight or tomorrow at latest, and will include them.

[Sierra]

Going to Capitola for Christmas. My nephew Sam is here. :) Here are some animal videos for the holidays ...

Love and hugs to all, Sierra :hug:

Baby polar bear apparently abandoned by Momma, but he gets massages now ;)
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Animals sing the 12 Days of Christmas
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[Cottage Rose]

Guys I need to ask for healing energies to be sent to my little sister please. She was taken to hospital last night, 21 weeks into her pregnancy. The baby is still inside her and her contractions have stopped but her cervix is still dilated and very open. The baby, a little girl is alive but the doctor's have told her its just a matter of time.
I believe in miracles as I know we all do here. Please pray. My sister's name is Abbie, she wont mind me telling you that. As some of you here already know, she lost a child prematurely earlier this year. Thankyou x

My thoughts are with Abbie, and I will send all healing energy within my power.

I understand self-hypnosis is not everyone's cup of tea, but this track has worked for me. It is a program directed to the subconscious for our minds to search out the cause, heal ourselves and manifest miracles. It is very soothing once one relaxes with it as a softly playing background script.

This is my personal webspace. The track begins playing automatically and loops.
http://mysite.verizon.net/res80y9k/

Perhaps, you might like to try it too, Ulli? I loop it through the night on earphones while I sleep and wake up feeling better.

Note: This is a Zapper, not a standard relaxation and suggestion session.

[Cottage Rose]

Here and Now: Happy, peaceful, contentment at the cottage......not a hint of turkey aroma wafting in the air. Ahhhhhhhhh.


http://images.fineartamerica.com/images-medium-large/fruit-by-candle-light-nancy-griswold.jpg

[Guest]

Driving in the city today and was inbetween the street lights w/ only one other vehicle. We were the only ones on the street. It was a black SUV driving the far left side pacing just behind me. I was on the far right side. Then it accelerated cut across a lane and into mine almost clipped the front of my truck slowed down then accelerated again & made a sharp right hand turn in front of me. The blasted thing almost took me out.

Safely home now enjoying a warm fire.

Peace to everyone in the village.

Nora

We are all related

[ulli]

Guys I need to ask for healing energies to be sent to my little sister please. She was taken to hospital last night, 21 weeks into her pregnancy. The baby is still inside her and her contractions have stopped but her cervix is still dilated and very open. The baby, a little girl is alive but the doctor's have told her its just a matter of time.
I believe in miracles as I know we all do here. Please pray. My sister's name is Abbie, she wont mind me telling you that. As some of you here already know, she lost a child prematurely earlier this year. Thankyou x

My thoughts are with Abbie, and I will send all healing energy within my power.

I understand self-hypnosis is not everyone's cup of tea, but this track has worked for me. It is a program directed to the subconscious for our minds to search out the cause, heal ourselves and manifest miracles. It is very soothing once one relaxes with it as a softly playing background script.

This is my personal webspace. The track begins playing automatically and loops.
http://mysite.verizon.net/res80y9k/

Perhaps, you might like to try it too, Ulli? I loop it through the night on earphones while I sleep and wake up feeling better.

Note: This is a Zapper, not a standard relaxation and suggestion session.

Zapper is right. It worked for me, and I am amazed how powerful these suggestions are. Thank you for this, Rose.
I'm feeling so much better, and my breathing seems unobstructed for the first time in days.
Now I don't want to turn it off.

[Cottage Rose]

I started a discussion thread this morning.
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?37353-Filter-Bubbles-Internet-Shows-Us-What-It-Thinks-We-Want-To-See.&p=387763&viewfull=1#post387763
It needs waking up, so I'm calling on Villagers to add their dos centimos.

Just saw this, Ulli. I somehow missed a bunch of posts from today. Very interesting.....

[1inMany]

Stuff goes on all around me, and I am amazed. K took pics & said there are orbs all over the house. That would be huge news to me, of course I think that's a positive sign, but I would never know about it. I don't see them or sense them or anything. And M sees people walking through the house, walking through his office, sort of just bopping in from a parallel universe or something...they just walk on through. I am not wishing to see them, because I figure if I'm supposed to I will. But, I swear, I'm blind and deaf to the stuff that apparently goes on all around me. I almost feel insulated, but none of this is negative, at least I don't think so. It's just...odd I guess.

Stressful day, I'm so effected by people any more. I looked around PA for a few minutes, looking at other threads etc. I suppose you guys already know that this, Here and Now, is a safe haven. It is warm and safe here. I feel so much gratitude for having been led here.

It's dreary outside, of course it's midnight so it isn't supposed to be cheery...still it is damp and chilly, around 40 degrees...and I hear plops, so it's raining. I'm very fatigued, drained almost. Many moments today of joy. Watching family light up. I got D a doctor kit, he's 3, and it cost $7. It's his favorite toy apparently. He has listened to the heartbeats of all his toys, all his family, and anything stuffed he could find. Children are so simple, yet complex at the same time. The best moment of the day...when all three daughters were the most tickled that everybody (else) loved the gifts they gave...not concerned about what they got. Of course they loved their presents...they were appreciative. But the last thing K asked was if I really like my presents... yes, my sweet, but not because of what they were ;)

I am so proud of who each one is becoming on their own paths...

[ViralSpiral]

Junebug! Sierra! Good of you to pop in

Merry Kissmoose everyone!

http://www.link4u.com/design/kissmoo.jpg

The sun is singing brightly into my room, here in Johannesburg this fine morn. Our festivities are over. Germans celebrate on the 24th. Even went to church ;) Made my parents happy.

Mother pressing buttons. Will address this. A.n.other day. Still have a week with them, and wish for things to remain peaceful. I thank all those who shared their stuff. I am not alone....


((hugs)) n tings

[ViralSpiral]

OH.....MY.....HAT...!!!!!! (and I do love 'em you know ;))



VBkQE9YitnY


http://www.vinylwords.com/images/catalog/256.png

[astrid]

I Was just watching that gorilla clip , right before you posted it, Viral...
Tears on that one, how amazing it would be to have been there to experience that!!

Our planet is truly a wonder

[Carmody]

sitting here contemplating my day, thinking of how to help my mother deal with the coming death of my 94 year old grandmother. being truthful with my mother about the strange twists and turns of my life at this time, and speaking to my uncle as well. Helping them come to terms with the strange reality of this multifaceted and multilayered world. 3am, about 6 beers and about dozen cigarettes in me. something I do only in their company. whooo.....

Listening to,and had introduced to them, this bit:

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Ulli might find this interesting: Also my grandmother's birthday today.

[Rantaak]

Satan has gifted me with a MacBook Air, which I have just finished setting up.

Wallpaper:
http://ns223506.ovh.net/rozne/6d1feefd4dd5cbd9972212149846f2dc/wallpaper-894952.jpg

[astrid]

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[astrid]

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Too funny

[Calz]

Breaking a rule of sorts of mine and bringing over something very special, here and now during these seasons of celebration, something very spiritual.

Here is James Gilliland in a new update talking about (*gasp*) ... God.

1/2 hour ... suggest you make the time to listen. Some won't agree ... some won't want to hear it.

IMHO

(note - youtube was taken down by "user" for awhile ... James sent a new link in case you could not view it before)

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[1inMany]

Ahhhh the peace the ensues after the gift opening...so nice.

[ulli]

Satan has gifted me with a MacBook Air, which I have just finished setting up.

Wallpaper:
http://ns223506.ovh.net/rozne/6d1feefd4dd5cbd9972212149846f2dc/wallpaper-894952.jpg

From my 3 month old Macbook Air to yours: Enjoy it as I'm still enjoying mine.

[ulli]

Thanks everyone for some really inspiring contributions. The nice thing is that these things can be accessed later at any time, one just has to remember Christmas 2011 was on pages 260-262 of this thread.
When listening to James Gilliland's video I was reminded how the vision and concept of God has gone through shifts. Mine is pretty abstract and also superlative in terms of goodness...like the most stretched imagination can reach.

years ago I used to follow the Wingmakers website, although I can't relate to or resonate with the latest additions, so around 5 years ago I dropped out. Dropping out has been a life-long pattern with me. It means there is room for new stuff, which was something the Wingmaker's author James actually warned against.
Those warnings don't work on me. I must have new, new, new experiences, languages, thoughts. I see it as part of my adventure spirit. Trying to fight that only makes me miserable.
But in the earlier Wingmakers pages I came across this statement which has stayed with me as I found it really inspiring.
Some of you might enjoy these words...no idea how they originated....


I convey this message to you whom I have stirred with the sound of my voice. These words are my signature. You may bring your doubt, your fear, your faith, or your courage; it matters not, for you will be touched by the rhythm of my voice. It moves through you like a beam of light that sweeps – if only for a moment – the darkness aside.

I dwell in a frequency of light in which finite beings cannot uncover me. If you search for me, you will fail. I am not found or discovered. I am only realized in oneness, unity, and wholeness. It is the very same oneness that you feel when you are interconnected with all of life, for I am this and this alone. I am all of life. If you must search for me, then practice the feeling of wholeness and unity.

In my deepest light I created you from my desire to understand my universe. You are my emissaries. You are free to journey the universe of universes as particles from my infinite womb with destinies that you alone will write. I do not prescribe your journey or your journey’s aim. I only accompany you. I do not pull you this way or that, nor do I punish you when you stray from my heart. This I do as an outcome of my belief in you.

You are the heirs of my light, which gave you form. It is my voice that awakened you to individuality, but it will be your will that awakens you to our unity. It is your desire to know me as your self that brings you to my presence so perfectly hidden from your world. I am behind everything that you see, hear, touch, taste, smell, feel, and believe.

I live for your discovery of me. It is the highest expression of my love for you, and while you search for my shadows in the stories of your world, I, the indelible, invisible light, grow increasingly visible. Imagine the furthest point in space – beneath a black portal, cast in some distant galaxy, and then multiply this distance by the highest numeric value you know. Congratulations, you have measured an atom of my body.

Do you realize how I am unfathomable? I am not what you can know, or see, or understand. I am outside comprehension. My vastness makes me invisible and unavoidable. There is nowhere you can be without me. My absence does not exist. It is this very nature that makes me unique. I am First Cause and Last Effect connected in an undivided chain.

There is no supplication that stirs me. No prayer that invites me further into your world unless it is attended with the feeling of unity and wholeness. There is no temple or sacred object that touches me. They do not, nor have they ever brought you closer to my outstretched hand. My presence in your world is unalterable for I am the sanctuary of both the cosmos and the one soul inside you.

I could awaken each of you in this very moment to our unity, but there is a larger design – a more comprehensive vision – that places you in the boundaries of time and the spatial dimensions of separateness. This design requires a progression into my wholeness that reacquaints you with our unity through the experience of separation. Your awakening, while slow and sometimes painful, is assured, and this you must trust above all else.

I am the ancestral father of all creation. I am a personality that lives inside each of you as a vibration that emanates from all parts of your existence. I reside in this dimension as your beacon. If you follow this vibration, if you place it at the core of your journey, you will contact my personality that lives beneath the particles of your existence.

I am not to be feared or held in indifference. My presence is immediate, tangible, and real. You are now in my presence. Hear my words. You are in my presence. You are within me more than I am within you. You are the veneer of my mind and heart, and yet you think yourself the product of an ape. You are so much more than you realize.

Our union was, is, and will be forevermore. You are my blessed offspring with whom I am intricately connected in means that you cannot understand and therefore appreciate. You must suspend your belief and disbelief in what you cannot sense, in exchange for your knowing that I am real and live within you. This is my central message to all my offspring. Hear it well, for in it you may find the place in which I dwell.

[modwiz]

OH.....MY.....HAT...!!!!!! (and I do love 'em you know ;))



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http://www.vinylwords.com/images/catalog/256.png

Loved that video. I wonder what knucklehead decided it needed music. Somebody seemed to think the sounds of jungle birds is an insufficient mood setting. I muted it for a while but was concerned I might miss some dialogue, sure enough. Gorillas are magnificent apes.

[Guest]

Love here and now

Nora

[silverstar]

And so my husband and I awake after having Holiday dinner out with daughter and friend and opening gifts. We begin making chicken chowder for later in the day when my childhood friend will come by, having no one to enjoy his Christmas day with and not wishing to spend it alone. Estranged from his wife and children we return to what we knew as children, moments together to remember our backyard circuses and the hot summers when we would cross the back alley to play trucks or cowboys and Indians.

[PurpleLama]

Apparently I misheard. I could have sworn that that told me to "come spread Christmas Beer". Beer, cheer, either way it's family time.

Love to all, be it Christmass, or Yule, or Feast of Saturn, or whatever it is you do.

HAPPY HOLYDAYS!

[ulli]

If any of you enlightened souls want to bitch about family issues that popped up over Christmas, be my guest.
I know for many alternative society people this is not an easy time.
One might slip out some comment that normal church goers find offensive, and thus set them off.
Then when they fail their commitment to Christ they resent you even more for having triggered their demons, which all along they had been comfortably in denial about.
So then the mutual projection game is in full swing. But in the Here and Now Village there are only soothing energies, stroking ruffled feathers and cleaning up the flying furs.

[modwiz]

I had an uneventful quiet xmas. Went to dinner with the wife to a very nice mountain lodge inn. Outfitted like an old upscale hunters lodge it is replete with trophy's on the wall. A couch area with a stone fireplace is in the main entrance room. I had a very peaceful meal.

We had no tree, no lights and no gifts this year. Not an emotional glitch though. Much better than all of the fixings with the same old dysfunctions as xmas's past had been. Very nice. I am off to do a massage now. Only one and that is fine with me.

[ulli]

Funny picture on boingboing.net

http://craphound.com/images/5Wqmd.jpg

[Swanette]

Thank you Ulli,

I have come to realize that Christmas time was given(?) to us and for us to 'reset' our egos once a year. To awaken us slowly. To force us to stop and look at the fundimental reason we are here. Just as this part of your message says:

(I could awaken each of you in this very moment to our unity, but there is a larger design – a more comprehensive vision – that places you in the boundaries of time and the spatial dimensions of separateness. This design requires a progression into my wholeness that reacquaints you with our unity through the experience of separation. Your awakening, while slow and sometimes painful, is assured, and this you must trust above all else.)

[silverstar]

LOL Ulli. Don't get me started. Christmas with extended family ended some years ago because of such issues. The kind of dramas one is better off without. Immediate family and friendlies only from now on....:rolleyes:

[1inMany]

Mixed Christmas here. Would have been perfect without a particular person, but no choice since he lives here. I'm so ready for him to move out, but I can't make it go any quicker. And I sure can't turn him out onto the streets. I remember growing up with someone always living with us, in addition to our family. I think my Dad, with all his faults, had a kind heart. I got that, and when my brother had no one and needed someone, I couldn't turn my back. And he has the biggest heart. It was winter time, and he was cold. I have a tendency to take in those who are really in need-into my heart, my home...and if it doesn't end the way I envision it should have, and even if that is painful, I still would not have changed what I did. This time...well, I need for my home to consist of just my husband and my 2 younger daughters. But making that happen means putting him out, and I struggle with that. I am struggling with what I need and what he needs...and he needs a roof over his head. It would hurt him deeply if I found a shelter or a stranger for him to live with. And it would hurt me as deeply to know that is where he is. I just can't do it. He is the biggest reminder of all the family dysfunctions, as his need to discuss them and bring them up disrupts my peace. It has been 2 years. Where's a crystal ball when you need one. sigh.

Have all three daughters here, and grandbaby...such wonder and content in their eyes...the energy is good, bipolar is at bay in the 2 that are effected...life is so cool sometimes.

[Guest]

Still waiting for that cabin on a quiet beach waves crashing moonlight on the water..

But lol.

Good to spend it with all of you....

Spent the morning with immediate family and that I do not have very much in commen -I really don't even really look like them either. Most of them are blond and blue eyed and tall and I'm short & have long dark strawberry blond hair and green eyes. They all stressed over it all. All I could think was could we get through a holiday or family dinner without someone having the f word or some other crass statement every other time.

I spent most of my time outside from the 21st on looking at the skys and feeling nature.

Sometimes they would come out ask what I was doing....

Love

Nora

[astrid]

Ulli you may have opened a can of worms there, lol.
THis year though not a word from me.
In Fact this Xmas was the most spiritual one i have ever had,
and not a Jesus in the manger in sight.

But for some it's still another year of.....
(warning this is bound to offend a bunch of people)

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I'm such a cynic this time of year.

[astrid]

And for those AB Fab fans we have more dysfunction...

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[Marianne]

Ulli, just one little something.
Why is it some people can act so badly, then a second later proclaim the wonder of their religiosity? It just baffles me, trying to imagine what's going on with them.
That's when it's good to be a gemini, cos I'm off to something else... hopefully something positive, yes!

Ulli, hope you are in the pink again.

Nora, you are beautiful! I am similar in looks to you, except dark blonde hair instead of strawberry blonde.

Love,
Marianne

[modwiz]

And for those AB Fab fans we have more dysfunction...

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After eating dinner out last night, I went back up into my tower and my wife setteled into her second bed/TV room and watched Ab Fab for a few hours. She loves it.

[ulli]

hey, what happened to Ab Fab part 3?
I was just going to watch it a second time and now it's not there!!!!!

This Christmas was dull unless I looked at this thread.

My Barbados contact told me there was no shopping, as most visitors aren't coming in until today.
Found out that traveling on the 25th was cheaper, so all booked their flights accordingly.
The Brit government is still charging an extra $200 tax on all vacationers flights, meanwhile not a penny increase on any of the many private jets.
So the middle class tourism is being hurt big time.
Here an Now...eating more cookies while hubby is watching Mr. Bean on the local channel.

[1inMany]

This Christmas was dull unless I looked at this thread.

LOLOLOLOL....If I had know that, I would have really opened up ;)

[astrid]

hey, what happened to Ab Fab part 3?
I was just going to watch it a second time and now it's not there!!!!!


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[astrid]

Someone say Bean??

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[ulli]

One of the funniest by far. Luis says thanks.
Costa Ricans have discovered Mr. Bean so they are showing old reruns here quite frequently.
How is your Louis today?

[astrid]

Louis is still Wobbly, but putting on weight, thankfully.
Hopefully we go and see the master canine Chiro this week.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/12/12/worst-christmas-gifts-for-kids_n_1143639.html#s525792&title=My_Cleaning_Trolley

Article on the epic fail of gifts for kids.

Frightening.

http://i.huffpost.com/gadgets/slideshows/200200/slide_200200_525792_huge.jpg?1323883988

http://i.huffpost.com/gadgets/slideshows/200200/slide_200200_525794_large.jpg?1323883988

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/12/23/christmas-fails-photos_n_1168270.html?ref=fail

[ulli]

Here are some games for everyone.
One is musical, and the second one is a mandala maker.
Sorry about the cheap wrapping.

https://www.crazygames.com/game/matrix (http://www.sembeo.com/media/Matrix.swf)
http://www.permadi.com/java/spaint/spaint.html

[1inMany]

Oh, Ulli, I love mandalas! I had forgotten...I found them when I was teaching, and used them in my classroom quite often :) My kids loved them!!! Kids who were labelled behavior problems because they had emotional problems or medical diagnoses that included something involving brain chemistry, moods, personalities etc. I found them to be loving and caring but also discarded by the world. So misunderstood. Mandalas are like some sort of universal language but so unique to an individual's experiences....thanks Ulli!