Here and Now...What's Happening?

[iota]

on the other hand could just be:


46436

it happens ...

We could call it, Funday. A day to celebrate all that we are in song and dance and rejoicing in a new new world and sharing in that with others :heart:



i'm all in ...

see? started already ...


46437

as to the other ... that explains the "tingling" sensations felt all over at night those days ...

so ...

i actively retook command over my body sensations ...

AND prohibited "infringements" from external sources
(didn't know WHAT it was .. but it wasn't from me .... )

the way things work, i've pretty much figured out is:


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[Constance]

ddddddddddddddddddddddddd

[iota]

i'm all in ...

see? started already ...




Magnificent. :clapping:


as to the other ... that explains the "tingling" sensations felt all over at night those days ...

so ...

i actively retook command over my body sensations ...

AND prohibited "infringements" from external sources
(didn't know WHAT it was .. but it wasn't from me .... )


Good on ya :flower: Elon Musk (https://www.businessinsider.com.au/how-elon-musk-42000-starlink-satellites-earth-effects-stars-2020-10?r=US&IR=T) alone has plans for 42,000 of these satellites up in the sky in the next few decades. In the old paradigm and timeline, humanity is constantly bombarded by these frequencies but in the new paradigm/timeline, imagine that we decided unanimously that we were not going to entertain any technology that harmed us or stopped us from reaching our highest potential? Imagine if it was all vanquished and we didn't have to waste another single teensy moment of our time fighting a system that doesn't serve anyone?

not just imagine ... but actively work to promulgate this outcome with every breath that i take in every encounter the universe sends me, with every fiber of my being and all the strength and power i can muster

and committed to do so ... til i'm finally allowed to join my child ...


EJ72bYyEtBg

this is an anthem ... not a song to me ... i have no idea what others make of it ... for me it is my purest intention and a goal worthy of the commitment of my life ... :heart:

the thought that "i'm not the only one" comforts me ... makes my eyes leak ... but DOES bring comfort to my heart ...

:flower::flower::flower:

IMAGINE

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too

Imagine all the people living life in peace,


You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people sharing all the world, you

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

[RunningDeer]

https://i.imgur.com/b9aVw4R.jpg
♡

[iota]

the thing that concerns me about feeling as i do is ...


https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=http%3A%2F%2Fquotespictures.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2013%2F03%2Fgod-put-me-on-this-earth-to-accomplish-a-certain-number-of-things-astrology-quote.jpg&f=1&nofb=1

:(

[iota]

Gary Zukav was one of my earliest teachers .. his book Seat of the Soul .. began a radical transformation in my life and perspective from which i continue to evolve to this day ...


https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=http%3A%2F%2Fmanifestedharmony.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F03%2FBy_choosing_your_thoughts_and_by_selecting_which_emotional_currents_ you_will_release_and_which_you_will_reinforce_you_determi.jpg

:flower:

[RunningDeer]

Mother Fox Returns For Her Seven Babies



@4:22 (https://youtu.be/ibaJChkqcq8?t=262) - the mother returns
@8:22 (https://youtu.be/ibaJChkqcq8?t=502) - the mother grabs the first of seven


https://i.imgur.com/u8gh8ig.jpg



After going over the footage for an upcoming presentation I have, we decided to release some never seen before footage of our fox job from April 2019.

To see the first video we made in 2019 click here: Baby Fox Frenzy | Too Cute For Words! (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0iQAHd4Rew)


ibaJChkqcq8
♡

[onevoice]

Gary Zukav was one of my earliest teachers .. his book Seat of the Soul .. began a radical transformation in my life and perspective from which i continue to evolve to this day ...


https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=http%3A%2F%2Fmanifestedharmony.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F03%2FBy_choosing_your_thoughts_and_by_selecting_which_emotional_currents_ you_will_release_and_which_you_will_reinforce_you_determi.jpg

:flower:

Great book from a great teacher. I love this book, I learned a lot from this book years ago. Another similar book is "The Way of the Peaceful Warrior" by Dan Millman.

[iota]

Great book from a great teacher. I love this book, I learned a lot from this book years ago. Another similar book is "The Way of the Peaceful Warrior" by Dan Millman.

indeed ... seems we followed similar paths .. i started a thread i will be continuing with several stories that began with a story taken straight from that book

We Don't know the whole story (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?113671-We-Don-t-know-the-whole-story-...-what-has-happened-...-and-what-can-we-do-...&p=1403852&viewfull=1#post1403852) i think you might remember and enjoy

:flower:

[Strat]

Yall seen this yet?
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[RunningDeer]

We have to make it clear to them that the vaccine is the ticket back to pre-pandemic life. And the window to do that is narrowing. You mentioned, Chris about how all these states are reopening.

They’re reopening at 100%. We have a very narrow window to tie reopening policies to vaccination status. Otherwise, if everything is reopened, what’s the carrot going to be? How are we going to incentivize people to actually get the vaccine?

So that’s why the CDC and the Biden administration needs to come out a lot bolder and say, “If you’re vaccinated, you can do all these things. Here are all these freedoms that you have.” Because otherwise people are going to go out and enjoy these freedoms anyway.


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[Strat]

The emotional stability of a child, occasional depression, the utter sense of being alone and the occasional dash of alcoholism I have found to be a source of sadness and strangely, an even greater source of power. Spit the blood out, take a deep breath and put your hands back up. Everything hurts but I'm still here, I'm still standing.
myifiXG1WUA

[Stephanie]

“Everything hurts but I'm still here, I'm still standing.”

....and we are all standing by your side, Strat.

[Hym]

I got a Thanks from one of our new members here.
It reminds me of how unique Project Avalon is.

Here is my response:

Welcome to Avalon RAIN FOREST!

Someone removing a thanks because you are from any country should likely not even be on this forum. Maybe they didn't read your posts. I use the Thanks when I have read the post. Most often I agree, but even in those times that I don't agree, I at times support their expression, sometimes as a notice of them questioning something they disagree with.

The assumption is that anyone posting a chinese flag is a member of, or hired from, the ccp. That may be the case or not. I think not, which means yes to supporting your insights into life on the mainland. Conversely, I have no problem if you are from the ccp. I don't fear talking to anyone. We here will still call out the crimes against humanity on all countries who abuse anyone, anywhere.

Many of us have some of the darkest of shadow creatures as pen pals, even as they recognize our rights to self preservation. There are members on this forum who have done some rather dark and inhumane things to others, but it is not our way to call them out on a public forum, nor to demand they reveal their actions. It is our way to support their innate, alternative, right to heal themselves. If not by the Grace of Creation, borne from our own souls, or protected and gifted by the unconditional love of others, who is to know where we may be now?

And yes, there have been clear cases of trolls from the ccp, and other imperial oligarchies, becoming members on this forum, then leaving when they haven't had any influence. Not to worry, the truth always finds the intention of those whose employment is both from communist regimes and corrupt, pseudo governments so alive in western nations. You, as a human with family members, walking this earth, living as we all do, are quite welcome to share your insights and questions. Share the beauty and the challenges. Challenge yourself and challenge us all as your relatives.

Should americans, brits, eurofolks and others of wealth be so critical, without proposing solutions, when their countries have represented the worst of imperialism, often being the real savage hordes invading a country with more than their weapons, forcing their financial poisons and their enslaving, contractually bound gifts of dark charities upon the poor?

Having 183 military bases in foreign countries, as does the u.s., is not by any stretch of credulity the sign of a liberating, citizen supporting, democratic country. It is forever the destiny of an immoral nation that has imposed it's corrupt will upon less advanced, poorer nations, that it's own citizens will be so justly abused and ceremoniously enslaved. We call it 'when the chickens come home to roost'. The analogy is that the crimes you allow your country's representatives to inflict on foreign citizens will always come home and be the crimes inflicted upon you.

Project Avalon is a place, not just to challenge the corruption and inhumane practices of a government, but MORE IMPORTANTLY exists to challenge the depth and strength of one's own inner growth, the personal power of their humanity and their ability to separate from all of the noise, to always look deeper into the ever present choice of creating a more humane world.

Please DO keep talking, writing and sharing your viewpoint wherever you are, not just on this forum.

Some people are reluctant to share with citizens from oppressively controlled nations whose governments, not them, are suppressing and oppressing their own citizens, especially in china's case, knowing that the ccp hires many to enter social media sites and create inroads to influence.....But that is extremely ignorant and hypocritical, especially coming from americans, whose intelligence agencies are the most corrupt on the planet, not unlike the chinese government, just more well funded. It has to be, as the most unethical corporation it is. It is run by money, power over others and dark agendas, by count not human at all, whether or not there may be incidental governmental employees within it's sewage soaked halls and sound proof walls.

The agency that has been at the core of almost all modern international crimes and corruption calls itself "The Company" because IT IS only a company, and as such has never acted as anything but. It claims to be the All See-ing Eye, and it has thought from it's inception, that by calling itself the See Eye Aye that it was being clever. Always in your face deception, but only to the diminishing numbers of those lost in the layers of the deceit it spawns.

The american intel agencies hire many thousands of social media trolls, whose only job is to suppress critical thinking of THEIR OWN CITIZENS, employing many, many more times the amount of infiltrators than all foreign countries combined. My perception of why many members post an american flag as their avatar is they do so in recognition of the land they live on and the cultural history they identify with, not some holier than thou, imperial, colonial identity.

A friend of mine asked her son what he did at the most prominent, in-country, domestic, internal spy agency, and he replied "Mom, if you knew what I do, you'd hate me.", meaning that he was trolling his fellow citizens, hacking into their accounts and abusing their freedom of speech. Her reply was "I believe you and I love you. I'll give you one year to find another job. If you don't find a new job by then, don't talk to me." Her son found a new, honest job in computer services in six months. That beautiful, strong mother is happy her son lives a life that now creates no darkness.

It is good to tell americans when another corrupt government, NOT IT'S CITIZENS, challenges their own country's worldwide hold on imperialism. Of course we know that far beyond their own national pride, there are richer, more influential groups controlling all major countries on the planet, the u.s. and china included.

Is it a space agency run by governmental employees that travels beyond this world, or is it a group of corporate entities that dictates ALL travels, expenses, and punishments?

Avalon is also a place where we may joke about many inconsistencies challenging healthy living and the right to free speech and free movement, but at it's core it recognizes the truth and opens it's humanity for all to see as their own, looking out through many eyes upon the timeless influence of the heart, the real center of the universe.

Welcome.

[Strat]

I met a gal last night that I think the universe is telling me to avoid: She was referring to me as 'trouble' and ironically I had the Bad Company album Here Comes Trouble in my car CD player. Also, the first three digits to her phone are 666.

[Bluegreen]

Take a hint ;)

[iota]

I met a gal last night that I think the universe is telling me to avoid: She was referring to me as 'trouble' and ironically I had the Bad Company album Here Comes Trouble in my car CD player. Also, the first three digits to her phone are 666.



Take a hint ;)


THIS ^^^
:sun:

[RunningDeer]

Today, I had a dream in the early morning hours. I went to the bathroom and stepped back into it again.

There was lots of turmoil and rage and division. At one point I checked the bottom of my foot. It was exposed to the bone and spiders were falling out. I understood that my body was cleanings out the nano-tech.

Then came the rains, earthquakes, volcanoes. Everything including people were covered in thick layer of terracotta clay. The people all looked the same. As if on cue, the people’s frequency upgraded to were they were able to receive downloads which caused them to wake from their stupor.

Some needed a few hours to process the eons of history, but most were instantly healed to begin anew together as one family on Earth.

UPATE: Each phase happened so fast that we weren’t as effected by the upheaval. (relatively speaking)


♡

[Delight]

Today, I had a dream in the early morning hours. I went to the bathroom and stepped back into it again.

There was lots of turmoil and rage and division. At one point I checked the bottom of my foot. It was exposed to the bone and spiders were falling out. I understood that my body was cleanings out the nano-tech.

Then came the rains, earthquakes, volcanoes. Everything was covered in thick layer of terracotta clay. The people all looked the same. As if on cue, the people’s frequency upgraded to were they were able to receive downloads which caused them to wake from their stupor.

Some needed a few hours to process the eons of history, but most were instantly healed to begin anew together as one family on Earth.

♡

What a dream! May it be SO!!

[Inversion]

A couple of months ago I had an apparent zombie dream. There was a guy hanging off an elongated monster truck spinning a chrome plated mace like Thor's hammer. When the truck or hammer struck someone it created a cloud of blood. I saw something similar to that in an episode of Supernatural where a body was turned into red atomized particles on the walls. He had no hair or shirt and looked like one of the villains in the 2015 version of Mad Max. This scene took place on a bridge. I would lean towards the lower deck, but it may have been on the upper with lots of girders on the sides. When I have dreams like this I'm generally in an observation mode.

[meeradas]

Is 1inMany (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?9908-1inMany) kind of "back"?
Or have I just re-entered this timeline?

Just found a friend request of hers in my inbox,
though I somehow remember having already accepted it - a decade ago, or so...

[Strat]

In case it's not painfully obvious to those here....don't get that Covid shot. I'm confident it's what lead to my uncles death last week. I mean, he's healthy, he gets a shot, and now he's dead. I wasn't all that close to him so I don't need condolences or sympathies, I'm more so angry than I am sad. It's just such a messed up situation. I'm not an anti vaxxer but even I think it's a bad idea putting that bull**** in your body.

Reminds me of an Immortal Technique song about where our true enemy lies.

[Mashika]

In case it's not painfully obvious to those here....don't get that Covid shot. I'm confident it's what lead to my uncles death last week. I mean, he's healthy, he gets a shot, and now he's dead. I wasn't all that close to him so I don't need condolences or sympathies, I'm more so angry than I am sad. It's just such a messed up situation. I'm not an anti vaxxer but even I think it's a bad idea putting that bull**** in your body.

Reminds me of an Immortal Technique song about where our true enemy lies.

A doctor, around the places i live, was 32 i believe, perfectly healthy and all, then he took the vaccine, he deteriorated in less than two weeks and by the end of 15 days he was dead, of a heart attack

Another friend proposed the following, which i thought maybe was crazy thinking or 'too far out there', but now i'm reconsidering, because this is happening all over the world, so is not just like "one batch that went bad at some city"

He said "Maybe the vaccine is smart in a nano tech way, and once in your body, it inspect what your body is most likely to fail later on, then provokes that specific weakness to grow and spread in a matter of days until you die, so if you were to get heart issues 20 years from now, you get them in 2 weeks, or other illnesses as well.

If you were to have nano bots injected in your body that identify what's the most probable illness you will develop naturally in the next 20/30 years, and then 'reprogram' your body so that it develops immediately, then it would look perfectly natural death. No one to blame, it "just happened"

I'm starting to think he may not be thinking 'too far out' after all

[RunningDeer]

Is 1inMany (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?9908-1inMany) kind of "back"?
Or have I just re-entered this timeline?

Just found a friend request of hers in my inbox,
though I somehow remember having already accepted it - a decade ago, or so...

1inMany pops in from time to time. It'd be way cool if she added a :wave: here.

No pressure, 1inMany. We're sisters forever. I'll always feel the connection. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/flirty-hearts.gif

♡

[1inMany]

Is 1inMany (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?9908-1inMany) kind of "back"?
Or have I just re-entered this timeline?

Just found a friend request of hers in my inbox,
though I somehow remember having already accepted it - a decade ago, or so...

1inMany pops in from time to time. It'd be way cool if she added a :wave: here.

No pressure, 1inMany. We're sisters forever. I'll always feel the connection. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/flirty-hearts.gif

♡

Awwwww. :waving: :bearhug: I will too, Pauler.

It's true, once in a while I remember something I want to revisit, and I stop by :o I just pop in and pop back out. This time y'all caught me :bigsmile: There is some really good research on PA. Just about any topic a person would want to dig into is right here. It's just good to be careful and not go down any rabbit holes lol. But hey, even if that happens, it is all learning. Everyone's on their own journey home.

So, until next time, Villagers. Much Love.

(p.s....you know where to find me, friends. Reach out any time.)

(also p.s....Meeradas....10 years? What the mess?!?!?!?! How in the world did that happen? But it sure did.)

[RunningDeer]

You made my day, 1inMany.
Until next time.... ♡


https://i.imgur.com/JMUrE3x.jpg


Awwwww. :waving: :bearhug: I will too, Pauler.

It's true, once in a while I remember something I want to revisit, and I stop by :o I just pop in and pop back out. This time y'all caught me :bigsmile: There is some really good research on PA. Just about any topic a person would want to dig into is right here. It's just good to be careful and not go down any rabbit holes lol. But hey, even if that happens, it is all learning. Everyone's on their own journey home.

So, until next time, Villagers. Much Love.

(p.s....you know where to find me, friends. Reach out any time.)

(also p.s....Meeradas....10 years? What the mess?!?!?!?! How in the world did that happen? But it sure did.)

[Strat]

Before you make a loving donation to PETA maybe you should watch this video:
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Anyone who tries to kidnap my dog is going to have a very bad day. That's one place in life where I draw a line in the sand.

[Constance]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[Strat]

Posting this here because I want to share but I think it's gross to talk about charity in person. This is one advantage of internet anonymity.

I donate to micro charities via Kiva but helping face to face is more rewarding. I'm really not sure why I do this, I don't have much and I hate throwing money away. I don't necessarily believe in karma, and if I did that'd be a ****ty reason to help people. Maybe I do it because it makes me feel good, because I get the impression that I did something good. Some folks point this out and suggest that it makes charity disingenuous since one is only doing it for the feel good feeling and not for some grand belief of helping the community. Frankly though, anyone who thinks that can kick rocks. Ask the guy who wanted me to buy him food and water what he thinks. Honestly, if he wanted a beer and cigs I wouldn't hesitate. My only question would be what kind of cigs he smokes. I'd give the change too.

Maybe this is harmful, maybe it is not. My ship in life sank a long time ago and it sucks being stuck out in the ocean, alone, except for the sharks circling. I can't relate to others' suffering but I do know suffering more than most others. I don't do the judging, just the helping. If someone's not ready to help themselves then I'll let them lean on me. Have a beer and a smoke. Tomorrow will be better, have faith in tomorrow.

It's just kinda weird. Maybe I'm helping because I was brainwashed as a Christian to help others. Maybe it's all for nothing. Maybe I'm overthinking everything! Regardless, I am very ****ing grateful that I'm not in the position of homeless misery, having to ask others for food. Legit asking for food and not money is mind boggling. I could ramble on, but I think that's enough for now.
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[meeradas]

sinister tech galore, totally transparent now.

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< 14 mins, quite revealing.

Quote:
"Spraying your food with genetically modified spores with custom DNA sequences in order to trace it through the global supply chain sounds like science fiction,
but one company funded by SOSV -- the same VC behind 'food replacement' companies like Memphis Meats, Finless Foods, and NotCo -- has made it a reality,
and is already testing its technology. Biological barcodes and resource tracking is clearly integral part of the blockchain/AI supply chain being rolled out as part of The Great Reset.
But what happens when you eat them? Christian breaks down Aanika and their technology in this Ice Age Farmer broadcast."


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[meeradas]

Last post needs counterbalance:

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[RunningDeer]

Last post needs counterbalance:

Mxy7L0xeKoc

So loving. So tender.
Chills and happy tears.
Thank you, Meeradas.http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/comes-in-hug.gif
Beautiful way to begin my day.

♡

[Mike]

Yo Strat, I can relate to everything you said there. It's easy to get a little neurotic about one's motivations, but I think it's a good sign actually. It indicates that you're honest enough with yourself to explore yours. Motivations are complex, even ones that involve charity. Most charity involves all the things you mentioned above. Those are all perfectly human thoughts and feelings.

What separates you from the average giver is your willingness to explore those thoughts and feelings. Much has been written on the forum about the Jungian shadow concept, so I won't delve deeply into it here. But I think your average giver won't allow himself/herself any time to explore their shadow motivations when it comes to charity. They won't even allow themelves to go there. They're perfectly happy lying to themslves about the purity of their actions. But nearly all actions involve ego in some shape or form.

Everyone who gives to charity secretly wants the world to know about it. That feeling isn't too unusual. Maybe that's not the important thing though. Maybe it's important to simply not indulge that urge. Maybe there's some moral victory in just doing that.

Same with karma. Nearly everyone who donates or gives considers karma at one time or another. But, as you said, giving is often its own gift - it makes you feel good! And I think that's why even the most deeply spiritual people give, because they've discovered that secret. And I don't think there's anything wrong with it at all.

[meeradas]

This one's for Strat (and all who haven't seen it before) - you'll know why.

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:heart:

[Constance]

ggggggggggggggggggggggg

[RunningDeer]

Dog Thinks Through A Problem (1 min)
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Human parents feel for mama bear trying to corral her cubs (2 min)
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[RunningDeer]

Thanks for your thoughts there Strat and Mike. :flower: I'm going to come at this from yet another perspective.

Ultimately, what I want is to live and share with as many people as I can a heaven-on-earth. If I want to be happy and at peace, if I am here to be all that I can be, fulfilling my highest potential, loving and serving all, being true to myself and others, I'm going to share everything that I have as an outpouring of my heart and do it all unconditionally.

Having said that, I prefer to share whatever I have in the way of the material with a person directly because most charities are corrupt. I do donate to charities where the money goes directly to the people who need it.

I don't believe in karma, karma is only for those who cannot stay present.

My perspective on shadow work is this: Plumbing the depths of our shadows is a bottomless pit because every cell in our body has a poor me story to tell; it would be like scrubbing shadows off a wall. It is a complete waste of our time and energy. The past is the past. All we have to do is honour who we really are, stay in the present moment, be open to all the divine incoming thoughts by staying in SESSION and put back what is missing from our lives which is all the Love, Light, Life aspects.

As Einstein once said: “No Problem Can Be Solved From The Same Level Of Consciousness That Created It.”

:heart::heart::heart:

In part, Constance, I agree with you. Some drown in the bottomless pit for a lifetime and use it as an excuse to not get their **** together.

I believe traumas such as childhood sexual and physical abuse needs to be worked through. It’s more than a ”poor me story to tell".

That kind of pain is stored deep within cellar memory. If it’s not brought to the surface and given a cathartic release, it’ll manifest in self-destructive patterns such as food addictions, drug and alcohol abuse and continue the cycle of abuse and torture onto their children.

♡

[Mike]

Thanks for your thoughts there Strat and Mike. :flower: I'm going to come at this from yet another perspective.

Ultimately, what I want is to live and share with as many people as I can a heaven-on-earth. If I want to be happy and at peace, if I am here to be all that I can be, fulfilling my highest potential, loving and serving all, being true to myself and others, I'm going to share everything that I have as an outpouring of my heart and do it all unconditionally.

Having said that, I prefer to share whatever I have in the way of the material with a person directly because most charities are corrupt. I do donate to charities where the money goes directly to the people who need it.

I don't believe in karma, karma is only for those who cannot stay present.

My perspective on shadow work is this: Plumbing the depths of our shadows is a bottomless pit because every cell in our body has a poor me story to tell; it would be like scrubbing shadows off a wall. It is a complete waste of our time and energy. The past is the past. All we have to do is honour who we really are, stay in the present moment, be open to all the divine incoming thoughts by staying in SESSION and put back what is missing from our lives which is all the Love, Light, Life aspects.

As Einstein once said: “No Problem Can Be Solved From The Same Level Of Consciousness That Created It.”

:heart::heart::heart:


Respectfully, the shadow work youre describing isn't what shadow work really is.

It's not an incessant digging into the past, or an analysis of poor me stories. All so called "shadow work" involves is a recogniton that in challenging situations we may present a side of ourselves that we're not proud of, and an effort to cultivate habits and behaviors that might lessen the chances that we present that side when said challenging situations arise. It's not an obsession with deficiencies, it's merely a recognition of them To improve something you first have to admit it exists!:) That's all shadow work is. Instead of denying thoughts and impulses that may frighten or confuse us, we integrate them in order to better manage them. It's very simple.

[Constance]

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[Constance]

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[RunningDeer]

Thanks for those thoughts Paula. :flower: For many years, I used to feel the same way as yourself until this question was asked of me.

What is the difference between someone who has experienced a trauma such as rape and has gone on to live a happy and fulfilled and peaceful life and someone who has had exactly the same experience and who has gone on to abuse alcohol and drugs? Why would two people who had exactly the same experience respond in such two drastically different ways?
Also, what determines our ability to have peace in this world no matter what has happened to us or no matter what is going on around us?

A couple of possibilities out of no doubt many:

One gives up. The strong willed one with a spiritual compass is able to live in the now with gratitude, love and joy because s/he’s done the dig-deep-work to come out the other side a whole being.

Sometimes it’s the person who’s lived through the horrors and traumas that are the light bringers of a new vision on the world.

And sometimes there are people that are born with latent recall that they’re co-creators of the new world. That inner-knowing may manifest by way of serendipitous events and/or persons.

♡

[Mike]

Thanks for your thoughts there Strat and Mike. :flower: I'm going to come at this from yet another perspective.

Ultimately, what I want is to live and share with as many people as I can a heaven-on-earth. If I want to be happy and at peace, if I am here to be all that I can be, fulfilling my highest potential, loving and serving all, being true to myself and others, I'm going to share everything that I have as an outpouring of my heart and do it all unconditionally.

Having said that, I prefer to share whatever I have in the way of the material with a person directly because most charities are corrupt. I do donate to charities where the money goes directly to the people who need it.

I don't believe in karma, karma is only for those who cannot stay present.

My perspective on shadow work is this: Plumbing the depths of our shadows is a bottomless pit because every cell in our body has a poor me story to tell; it would be like scrubbing shadows off a wall. It is a complete waste of our time and energy. The past is the past. All we have to do is honour who we really are, stay in the present moment, be open to all the divine incoming thoughts by staying in SESSION and put back what is missing from our lives which is all the Love, Light, Life aspects.

As Einstein once said: “No Problem Can Be Solved From The Same Level Of Consciousness That Created It.”

:heart::heart::heart:


Respectfully, the shadow work youre describing isn't what shadow work really is.

It's not an incessant digging into the past, or an analysis of poor me stories. All so called "shadow work" involves is a recogniton that in challenging situations we may present a side of ourselves that we're not proud of, and an effort to cultivate habits and behaviors that might lessen the chances that we present that side when said challenging situations arise. It's not an obsession with deficiencies, it's merely a recognition of them To improve something you first have to admit it exists!:) That's all shadow work is. Instead of denying thoughts and impulses that may frighten or confuse us, we integrate them in order to better manage them. It's very simple.

Thanks for clarifying that 🙂but my response above still stands because unless someone is aware of the exact nature of their thoughts, and where they are coming from, they will simply not be empowered.


Right, exactly:) Shadow work does just that. It helps people understand their thoughts, where they come from, and allows for empowerment instead of repression.

An example might be anger. Anger is often judged to be "bad". But often anger is a wholly appropriate reaction to something. This might be called righteous anger, say, if you were attacked or repeatedly taken advantage of in some way..whether mentally or physically or emotionally.

If you've judged anger to be bad, and stifle it, it will just reemerge later in a highly distorted and harmful way. Shadow Work asks you to integrate it instead, which is to say 1) admit that it's there 2) stop judging it 3) allow yourself to feel it and express it in a healthy way.

That's all it is. But I'm not suggesting shadow work is the end all be all, or the only way to manage thoughts and emotions!:) It's just *one* way. It's a useful tool to have in the toolbox.

[RunningDeer]

https://i.imgur.com/XJkoQVs.jpg




A mother raccoon decided to give birth to her babies at the bottom of a chimney. Chimney's resemble hallow trees and make for the perfect den for a mother raccoon and her babies.

Watch how we humanely grab the babies and remove the mother raccoon from the chimney.

Momma Raccoon pops out of the chimney and climbs down a tree @5:46 (https://youtu.be/Y2p155faDCA?t=346).


Gates Wildlife Control (https://www.youtube.com/c/GatesWildlifeControl/videos)


You're Telling Me This Isn't a Hallow Tree?
Mother Raccoon Lives In A Chimney (10 min)

Y2p155faDCA

[pyrangello]

Had a buddy , I guess we all have buddies, lol. He had this smell coming out behind his drywall behind the fireplace in his house, called a pest control guy, he determined there were bats making a home for themselves behind the fireplace coming thru the chimney. This pest control guy put a device that acts like a check valve, where the bats can fly out of the chimney but not back in. He said to wait 3 days and they would start flying out. My buddy got a lounge chair and on the 3rd day , yep here they came flying out. All 53 bats. FYI your insurance does not cover damage to your home from rodents and bats are rodents. And do not touch bat feces without proper protection or pigeon feces. I know a swat guy that was on a rooftop and disturbed some pigeon crap and breathed that in, he died from that.

[Free Thinker]

Sitting here at my computer desk with a bit of a headache and drinking coffee, while trying not to bite off more than I can chew in terms of activities, such as reading up on various threads on this site that I need/want to get to.

[meeradas]

Welcome to the "targeted collective".

[s7e6e]

Have no idea what's this topic really about but for strange reasons I don't yet fully understand, I love it!

[RunningDeer]

Have no idea what's this topic really about but for strange reasons I don't yet fully understand, I love it!

Ulli is the creator of the thread which began over 7 million views ago, on September 14, 2011 (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=308458&viewfull=1#post308458). Below is her first post. The thread is a hodgepodges of topics, shares and everything in between.

As Ulli says, “Our Village is Your Village” So welcome to the Village, s7e6e. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/air-toss.gif


This is an excercise thread. Members can post as often as they like, as long as they describe their physical reality.
What you see, hear or smell.
Whatever is going on.

Here it is 5:55 am as I write this. I'm in bed, on my back, tapping these letters on my ipad screen. Ipad on my belly. Temperature just right, not too hot not too cold.
Husband on my left, snoring, big fat cat is lying on his chest getting ready to be fed in a few minutes.
Curtains still drawn. River noise...now a motor bike. Husband waking up.


Update: the above was written in September of 2011, and anyone can see that things have changed in the thread.
So here is the introduction to what is happening NOW, since we are in 2012 things have shifted a bit.

Here is something for our newcomers:
(apart from the formal "welcome to the thread")

First there was UFO sightings, crop circles, missing memories, mutilated cattle, weird secretive government behavior, wars, famines, corruption....
Then came the Internet.
Text, then graphics, then photos, then you tubes, all along forums where sh!t was being discussed and argued about.
The art of the anonymous insult was developed.
Then came Project Avalon, and Bill Ryan's standards in civility made it to the Internet
with a 95% balanced moderator team.
And still, people were arguing about other people's speculations.
A need for reporting reality (never mind how mundane) arose and I was prompted to start this thread.

To begin with the early posters shared those (never mind how mundane) moments of their lives...
which resulted in the discovery that we all had more in common than expected.
and somehow an intimacy developed.
Intimacy means comfort, and comfort means warmth, and warmth means energy.

As this energy was being exchanged it grew and grew and people started to feel their own energy levels going up.

And this, my dear newcomers, is the point of this thread!
You are all welcome to help yourselves here.
Anything you wish to share is accepted, without judgment...
We are a loving bunch.
Please feel FREE and COZY in the Village.
As they say in Costa Rica: Mi Casa es Tu Casa (which means in English 'my house is your house')

Or "Our Village is Your Village".

[meeradas]

Have no idea what's this topic really about but for strange reasons I don't yet fully understand, I love it!

Welcome.

I recommend you read the whole thread - you'll get it.

[Free Thinker]

It's about being present in the Now. The good, the bad, and everything/anything in between. Observing. Letting go. Feeling. Understanding. Being.

On that note, I only recently cut ties with my psychiatric "helpers", knowing that such did not serve me anymore, even though for a long time, I thought it did. Can depression, anxiety and the like be healed fully with Love and Understanding alone? Yes. Yes, I believe it can. I don't need synthetic medicine to manage the problems, I want and fully desire to break free of that once and for all. To know myself, and to live authentically. My best life. Whatever that may be. I have been off the medicine for several days now, and I feel great. Still more to unravel and work through, but I am okay with that. All is happening as it should.

While there are still some loose ends to tie up regarding that, I find I cannot rush this process. That isn't the point. But I can trust and believe in the greatness and Unconditional Love of the Universe that I will get through it just fine. More than fine, actually. As will we all. It's a nice thought at any rate, and one I will gladly hold for as long as is needed to shine brighter and brighter.

I've been much more emotional, crying and feeling every little thing, tears of sorrow, tears of compassion, tears of peace, tears of happiness, etc. Seeing the dark aspects of myself, my Shadow if you will, and wanting to rise above that, but in order to do that, I have to first understand why the shadow aspects are there to begin with. What do they have to tell me? It feels like a constant back and forth process, and I don't doubt that it is. But it is what needs to be in this moment, and every moment that comes after this.

We are all on our own journeys, but through it all, we are Connected. My journey is not the same as someone else's journey, nor should it be. It is what it is. And that in itself is a beautiful realization.

:heart::star::heart:

[ulli]

Not as addicted to forum life as I used to be, so I don’t check in on Avalon much these days.

But somehow Paula and I must be spiritually and psychically connected,

because when I do check in it is right after she mentions my name.

Weird, that !!

Meeradas, your post up there made me laugh.

And s7e6e, welcome, and please take Meeradas’ advice.

[Free Thinker]

Have no idea what's this topic really about but for strange reasons I don't yet fully understand, I love it!

Welcome.

I recommend you read the whole thread - you'll get it.

Yes, all 2,653 pages thereof. At first, I thought he or she was being serious, but then I think it was me who was being too serious. Of course, if you WANT to read all 2,653 pages thereof.... go for it! LOL.

[RunningDeer]

But somehow Paula and I must be spiritually and psychically connected,

As Calz would say, "True that." http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/hug-hi-five.gif

http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/laugh-big-smile-teeth.gif

♡

[RunningDeer]

Hee, hee. Thank you Calz. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/hug-two.gif

[ulli]

I KNEW it!!! You mentioned Calzie’s name to see if it would work on him, too.

And it did!!! Hilarious.!

You really know how to bring people out of the wood works.

[PurpleLama]

Ulli is the creator of the thread which began over 7 million views ago

Pauler posted this, and I read "years" instead of "views", and it did not even make me pause.

[PurpleLama]

Have no idea what's this topic really about but for strange reasons I don't yet fully understand, I love it!

Welcome.

I recommend you read the whole thread - you'll get it.

Yes, all 2,653 pages thereof. At first, I thought he or she was being serious, but then I think it was me who was being too serious. Of course, if you WANT to read all 2,653 pages thereof.... go for it! LOL.

Well, you don't have to read it all in one day. But, it is quite the microcosm with many unexpected insights to be offered along the way.

[meeradas]

Have no idea what's this topic really about but for strange reasons I don't yet fully understand, I love it!

Welcome.

I recommend you read the whole thread - you'll get it.

Yes, all 2,653 pages thereof. At first, I thought he or she was being serious, but then I think it was me who was being too serious. Of course, if you WANT to read all 2,653 pages thereof.... go for it! LOL.

Well, you don't have to read it all in one day. But, it is quite the microcosm with many unexpected insights to be offered along the way.

Agreed.
And yup - I meant it.
:biggrin1:

[meeradas]

Alan Watts 24/7 radio stream (started Dec 21,2020)
JNa8PeGP8R0

[RunningDeer]

FYI: Karen (Geophyz) lost her brother, Marty on April 30th, due to the Covid shot. Details here (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?113668-Vaccination-Injuries-On-Record-for-Covid19&p=1426502&viewfull=1#post1426502).


https://i.imgur.com/FcNZUEk.jpg

♡

[justntime2learn]

SN-15 successfully landed. There's a small fire, but it landed. Praying for a success :heart:

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[araucaria]

How to turn good news into bad, 'at a terrifying rate': https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2021/may/11/forest-size-of-france-regrown-worldwide

[RunningDeer]

Pennsylvania man captures all walks of life crossing log bridge (5 min) http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/fly-branches.gif




The video, taken year-round, shows bears, deer, bobcats, grouse, beavers and many other wildlife crossing the bridge, or swimming underneath in their natural habitats.
Credit: Robert Bush.

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[RunningDeer]

The driveway is repaved and the lawn reseeded. This morning I found this sign where I’ve parked for the last 26 years at the farm. Sniff…


https://i.imgur.com/N3hWk6R.jpg

[gord]

Two adult geese, five baby geese, and a duck near me this morning.
46704

[RunningDeer]

Besides pulling at my heart strings, this 2+ minute vid demonstrates how some adults may be clueless as to how much kids understand and see.


https://media.gab.com/system/media_attachments/files/074/462/742/original/cdd0e5b1c0ee7000.mp4

[RunningDeer]

Blue Cactus Dairy Goats (https://www.youtube.com/c/BlueCactusDairyGoats/videos) - This channel is for anyone who would like to learn more about goats. Everything from goat care to goat showing, or for those who just love to watch silly little goats play and have fun.


Goats Gone Wild (12 min)
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Cute Baby Goats Being Funny (8 min)
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[meeradas]

the triangular ufo in the beginning of this video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKsLK_Na7iw)...
I've seen it myself, around this time 5 years ago, in Andalucia

IIRC, I described it as "one of those backlit PLAY buttons of an 80s Marantz tapedeck" - that's exactly how this looks.

Though, something has changed - NOW, they are visible even if you are in a beta-wave state.
In 2016, I could see it in alpha state only; once I reached beta, the ufo was "gone". Carmody gave me the hint about this, back then (where the heck is he?).

Have a good night/ day, y'all!

greetings from the mediterranean,

fraternally yours

[gord]

Here and now, we seem to be having a vote, so to speak, by consensus trance, on the value of PI.

Arithmetic identities optional.

:facepalm:

[Strat]

Last weekend was so messed up. Started out amazing with a great girl then ended up with her fighting with my parents, then with me, then me screaming at my father. Haven't spoken to him since and my relationship with her is ruined. His rule through fear thing doesn't work anymore now that I'm not a little kid and I blew a fuse. I think everyone was in the wrong. Sleeping in the wal mart parking lot really sucks in FL when you it's hot out and you have health issues.

[RunningDeer]

Last weekend was so messed up. Started out amazing with a great girl then ended up with her fighting with my parents, then with me, then me screaming at my father. Haven't spoken to him since and my relationship with her is ruined. His rule through fear thing doesn't work anymore now that I'm not a little kid and I blew a fuse. I think everyone was in the wrong. Sleeping in the wal mart parking lot really sucks in FL when you it's hot out and you have health issues.
http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/write.gif
People feel the effects before during and after eclipses. We’re sandwiched between a total lunar eclipse which was on May 26, 2021 and an upcoming solar eclipse on June 10, 2021.

People may experience an uptick of emotions and projections. Many use this time to process repressed pain, stress or trauma. Eclipses may serve to end relationships, or spark major family or financial dramas, assist in relocation and career changes.

It's also a time of significant emotional breakthroughs and transformation. It’s an opportunity honor your inner spirit, to check outdated beliefs, get real about your relationships, and open to a new chapter.

♡

[meeradas]

in memory of my Mom, who let go of her body Sunday May 16, 2021,
at precisely 16:25 (that's 4:25 pm), with my hand on her heart.

She is a Star.

[Gracy]

in memory of my Mom, who let go of her body Sunday May 16, 2021,
at precisely 16:25 (that's 4:25 pm), with my hand on her heart.

She is a Star.

So sorry for your loss meeradas, we all wind up saying some big time goodbyes along our journey here.

Glad you were there with her to share that sacred moment. :heart:

[meeradas]

So sorry for your loss meeradas, we all wind up saying some big time goodbyes along our journey here.

Glad you were there with her to share that sacred moment. :heart:

Thank you, Gracy.

The only thing that's lost is Her physical presence.
I do not want to downplay the impact that had and still has on me.
But, I feel more connected to her, in many ways, than ever before. Strange? No.

She's part of "my team" now. There's daily evidence.

Her most beloved "song":

Z4yqfmxMYEo

[Gracy]

The only thing that's lost is Her physical presence.
I do not want to downplay the impact that had and still has on me.
But, I feel more connected to her, in many ways, than ever before. Strange? No.

She's part of "my team" now. There's daily evidence.

Not strange at all. :)

Immediately after the loss of first my mother, then years later my father, they both left their very own personalized "parting gift" that would last a life time.

[RunningDeer]

in memory of my Mom, who let go of her body Sunday May 16, 2021,
at precisely 16:25 (that's 4:25 pm), with my hand on her heart.

She is a Star.

https://i.imgur.com/z8sWTPp.jpg

♡

[Free Thinker]

Not sure what exactly to post here at this time, except that whatever comes in the near future (as I feel "it" is steadily creeping up on us) we will all be as prepared as can be, and stand strong as possible in our unique variances derived from the Divine Light and Love of the Universe and its infinite expressions thereof.

Blessings to us all.

:star:Free Thinker:star:

[Harmony]

Last weekend was so messed up. Started out amazing with a great girl then ended up with her fighting with my parents, then with me, then me screaming at my father. Haven't spoken to him since and my relationship with her is ruined. His rule through fear thing doesn't work anymore now that I'm not a little kid and I blew a fuse. I think everyone was in the wrong. Sleeping in the wal mart parking lot really sucks in FL when you it's hot out and you have health issues.


Strat, I am sad to read about what's happened. Let us know how you are and if there is anything we can do to help.:bearhug::heart:

[Harmony]

in memory of my Mom, who let go of her body Sunday May 16, 2021,
at precisely 16:25 (that's 4:25 pm), with my hand on her heart.

She is a Star.

So sorry for your loss meeradas, we all wind up saying some big time goodbyes along our journey here.

Glad you were there with her to share that sacred moment. :heart:


Meeradas, my heart goes out to you with the loss of your Mom. Just like Gracy, my Mom passed and years later my Dad. Each time I felt a part of them become a part of me and still do feel very close to them. I feel blessed as you to have had a good Mother.:heart:

[Stephanie]

in memory of my Mom, who let go of her body Sunday May 16, 2021,
at precisely 16:25 (that's 4:25 pm), with my hand on her heart.

She is a Star.

https://i.imgur.com/z8sWTPp.jpg

♡


All my starlight light blessings for your lovely mother,
dearest meeradas,
and for you and yours.
💖💫💖💫💖

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[ulli]

Dear meeradas. Thinking of you. Every time a parent of mine passed the next world edged a little closer. Still, being an orphan is a strange reality. May you keep getting signs and wonders.

[meeradas]

yesterday's sunset was awesome (click thrice for full size)

[RunningDeer]

yesterday's sunset was awesome

Skyslide, my new desktop picture. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/hat-baseball.gif
Stunning, meeradas.


https://i.imgur.com/WK0v0iU.jpg

♡

[meeradas]

... and today, my dad called me pretty late, and so I went out to the balcony.
Otherwise I wouldn't have seen all that.

First of all, northwest, I think I saw Musk's starlink-things... for the second time. An unending string of dots, with quite some space between them.
Overhead, while looking at these, there's a bright flash (I dismiss it first, for whatever reason).
But then, it is back - somewhere else. And again, and again, and again (zenith to northern horizon in seconds); all as we talk.
And to top it all, I see the fattest, clearest comet ever (northwest to northeast). Awesome.

I think I should grab a beer and the camera, and move up to the terrace now.

[Stephanie]

yesterday's sunset was awesome

Skyslide, my new desktop picture. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/hat-baseball.gif
Stunning, meeradas.


https://i.imgur.com/WK0v0iU.jpg

♡
So beautiful Meeradas....reminds me of a wave

[RunningDeer]

Dr Jane Ruby Warns Covid Jab Includes Diabolical Magnetofection Technology



June 9th, 2021




Stew Peters interviews Dr Jane Ruby who confirms the magnetic effects that Covid vaxxed people have experienced. She says it is a deliberately made substance added to the vaccines. This shows criminal intent. It was added because it is an aggressive delivery system to get it into EVERY cell of your body. The process is called ‘Magnetofection’ and is available in scientific literature such as Pubmed. It concentrates the mRNA into people’s cells and forces your body to make these synthetic mRNA instructions even in places where they shouldn’t be located within the body.

It is a ‘forced delivery system’ and is called by the acronym of SPIONS – Supramagnetic Iron Oxide Nanoparticles. These particles use a lipid nanoparticle envelope to gain entry into the cells. It is done this way to protect mRNA because mRNA is easily degraded and this is also why the Pfizer vaccines are refrigerated at -70 degrees Fahrenheit as another form of protection.

There is a German company on the internet called ‘Chemicell’ which sells different chemicals which can make these magnetic fields around your molecules. You can buy 200 microgram vials of their product called, ‘Polymag’. These are developed and sold for research purposes only and are not to be used for human diagnostic or as a component of any drug intended for humans.

However at least Pfizer and Moderna are using this substance in their vaccines. Therefore it is vital that anyone thinking of taking a shot, obtain a full ingredient list to have full informed consent and to postpone getting the Covid Jab, as each day brings further information into the public domain. Dr Ruby is asked if this was deliberate by the manufacturers and answers that this substance doesn’t occur naturally. It had to be added into the vaccine.

Many have spoken about the Polyethelene Glycol or PEG which enables the vaccines to get through water based cell membranes as this is lipophilic – attracted to fats – but there are other places in the body where ‘God and Nature’ hadn’t intended these substances to be, but by using this delivery system of supra nanoparticles, you are creating a super delivery system which forces these substances into areas where they are not meant to be.

So if you have taken a shot, don’t get another one. And if you were fine with the first one, please understand that you are ‘heading for disaster’ as these particles are going to places inside your body where they shouldn’t be. If you have had both shots, don’t get the booster shots. Mr Peters stated that they are now pushing the shots for children 12-17 years old. Apparently, 86% of children involved in the Pfizer trials suffered an adverse effect.

Ken, this is the first 8 minutes of an 11.47 minute video, which is very important as it reveals the mechanism by which the Elites are going to ensure people are going to be either mind controlled or murdered.

article (https://fromthetrenchesworldreport.com/dr-jane-ruby-warns-covid-jab-includes-diabolical-magnetofection-techhnology/287364)


MAGNETOFECTION TECHNOLOGY IN THE DEPOP JABS -
STEW PETERS INTERVIEW WITH DR. JANE RUBY (11:44 min)

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Magnetofection: enhancing and targeting gene delivery
by magnetic force in vitro and in vivo




PubMed (https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/11857068/)

Abstract

Low efficiencies of nonviral gene vectors, the receptor-dependent host tropism of adenoviral or low titers of retroviral vectors limit their utility in gene therapy. To overcome these deficiencies, we associated gene vectors with superparamagnetic nanoparticles and targeted gene delivery by application of a magnetic field. This potentiated the efficacy of any vector up to several hundred-fold, allowed reduction of the duration of gene delivery to minutes, extended the host tropism of adenoviral vectors to nonpermissive cells and compensated for low retroviral titer. More importantly, the high transduction efficiency observed in vitro was reproduced in vivo with magnetic field-guided local transfection in the gastrointestinal tract and in blood vessels. Magnetofection provides a novel tool for high throughput gene screening in vitro and can help to overcome fundamental limitations to gene therapy in vivo.

Cited by 164 articles

[Ewan]

02:40 Sunday 13th June 2021 my father left this incarnation peacefully in his sleep. He went out to the sound of bagpipes playing from a tape.

Born 26th December 1927 he was 94 years old. Just 2 years ago he was awarded a BEM (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/British_Empire_Medal) for services to charity having collected well over £100,000 for various charities but primarily Air Ambulance. Ran away from home aged 14 to join up for WWII, ended up joining Army some 2 years later and was transferred to Air Force at wars end. Was in the paratroopers and made many jumps. Probably acounting for the reason he was bent near double in the last few years. A mechanical engineer educated in Aberdeen he went to sea with the merchant navy and leant to fly in Canada. He was stationed in Israel after the war.

He was set to take a job in India when I was about 12 years old. I didn't find out about that until I was in my 50's!!! I could not help but wonder if I might have woken up a lot earlier had he followed that path.

As my cousin (an ex-ship's Captain) so beautifully put it.
"He has slipped his cable and set forth on his Final Voyage in calm seas and fair weather."

[littleOne]

What a remarkable life Ewan! I am sorry for your loss.

[RunningDeer]

https://i.imgur.com/A8hh5wA.jpg
♡

02:40 Sunday 13th June 2021 my father left this incarnation peacefully in his sleep. He went out to the sound of bagpipes playing from a tape.

[Hym]

Beautiful transition, Ewan.
Thank You for sharing....

[meeradas]

I had a C3PO- figurine when I was eleven years old.
It had golden legs.

PS:
It's absolutely awesome to post this for 18 attending bots.

[Delight]

As my cousin (an ex-ship's Captain) so beautifully put it.
"He has slipped his cable and set forth on his Final Voyage in calm seas and fair weather."

I am sad for you but see him sailing in fine weather to many new and exciting adventures. Best to you and your family! Maggie

[Hym]

I had a C3PO- figurine when I was eleven years old.
It had golden legs.

PS:
It's absolutely awesome to post this for 18 attending bots.

Yes, Meeradas...as I laugh....

My guess at this time is that the boterations are about 26 out of 33, give or take.

Looking at the guest list here on PA.Net threads, I have long been wondering what those bots were doing here. I had to guess that the reals guests behind the bots were some lazy F'krz, some of whom, deep down inside wish they too were free to be real.

Not much difference between a bot and an en-esssss-aye programmer. I've heard too many confessions to keep track, even as not one of them violated their signature by telling me shyte I already knew, and I'm no priest.

Should we send out a formal greeting, give them a cease and desist order, or just ask the ? that artificial, almost-virtual, algorithms cannot answer... which is "why" do they exist.

My prayer for the bot culture, the bottled up, is that they save the details and go all Binney, Snowden, Assange, and Elsberg as they leave....remembering that the oath of their employment, their duty to the citizenry of their country is prima facie, long before any criminally based nda's they may have signed.


And, as how I perceive words and the way they work on the human consciousness.....I'll add this,

There is no "I" in a.i.., tho that is the intent of the darkness using those letters together, in it's malevolent attempt to influence the subconscious minds of humans. You may notice that I don't write a.i. in caps, and you should know why without me telling you.

It's the same as describing a ubiquitous device as an "I"-phone. It's not my "I" nor me, not ever a part of my identity. It does seem like it's the Intrusive phone, the Insatiable phone, the Ignoramus phone and certainly not the Intelligent phone, never the Intuitive phone and not an Incredible phone, if you belong to any sentient species. I'm glad I've always called it the dumbass phone.

It's partner in crime is the AddictoGram, the InstantFixOGram, and you know you've lost all sense of dignity when you allow yourself to be a Twitter. (For those not familiar with our language, a "Twit" is an idiot, a mindless person always erring on the side of stupidity.)

It is easy when we remember that the use of any non-human method when it pretends to be such, to take the place of our humanity, is always 'artificial'.

[Strat]

I've been slightly involved in a project and it's really coming along. I really really hope it works out, a lot of money has been invested in this already. If it works, I'm not saying I'll have millions and be totally loaded but I will definitely be very comfortable. Prototype has been checked out yesterday and I'm waiting to get word on how that went. Cryptic I know, nothing cool I assure you. I just wanted to share my excitement. Life's been rough here and there so it's nice to see things working out.

Would be nice to travel while I'm still young (and single)!

[RunningDeer]

I had a C3PO- figurine when I was eleven years old.
It had golden legs.

PS:
It's absolutely awesome to post this for 18 attending bots.

This is a photo of my sisters, brother, son (bottom, right) and myself in California, 1980.


https://i.imgur.com/fA7Lfz6.jpg
♡

[wondering]

Dear Meeradas, I can't imagine a greater gift than to feel the hand of a beloved one as I make my crossing...it brings tears to even think of it. Lucky you, lucky her, except, of course, not really luck at all. Blessings, Diane

[Stephanie]

02:40 Sunday 13th June 2021 my father left this incarnation peacefully in his sleep. He went out to the sound of bagpipes playing from a tape.

..................

As my cousin (an ex-ship's Captain) so beautifully put it.
"He has slipped his cable and set forth on his Final Voyage in calm seas and fair weather."

🙏🏻 💖Blessings for your wonderful father 💖🙏🏻

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[wondering]

Dear Ewan, Peace to your heart at the crossing over of your Dad. I always kind of feel we are never really ready to say good bye to parents, on some level. Such a profound relationship. ✌️, Diane

[Hym]

Here's a general question for members here.
Which threads on Avalon have so many pre-programmed bots on them, analyzing the words, the sentence structure, the content, as many as are always on this thread?
And, maybe more importantly so, why?

How many times does it take using the word bots to 'acquire' as many as we can on this thread?

Please do, in your best raspy Yiddish, New York voicing,
Tawk amongst yourselves and shayr.

[meeradas]

01:45 am, mediterranean village.
Outside to have a smoke before bedtime.
Someone across the valley listens to Michael Jackson.
Clear skies, full of stars.
A small dog barks, off and on, triple echo can be heard.
All normal.

Not quite - the weirdest thing: The barking echos can be heard before the barks.

Apart from that: All as usual.

---

The only thing drug-resembling I had today was... ice cream.

---

PS: Imagine that! The whole picture falls apart through that single "off" feature.

[meeradas]

I met seven dogs on today's evening. All very beautiful souls.
How they love the sea!
Very distinct personalities among them. I love them all.

I guess, now I smell "interesting" :bigsmile:(last one licked my ankles... was it the salt?)

[RunningDeer]

https://i.imgur.com/Bl0bjwP.jpg




Mama Doe and Fawn crossed the road while on my walk yesterday. They were about 30 yards (27 m) away when the baby spotted me rounding the curve. It did a U-turn back into the woods while Mama continue into the steep sloped forest.

It didn’t take long before I realized I was the problem and not next speeding car rounding the curve in the opposite direction. I held my breath so I could listen intently. I pictured them disappear into the forest, climbing upward, resting on the rock ledges.

Today, there was a skunk in the middle of the same country road. She wasn’t as lucky as Baby Fawn. Skunk was mostly white with a black stripe down her back, black fur part way up her legs, and an all white fluffy tail.

♡

[Strat]

A male and popular member here once started a thread claiming to be the true Satan but I factually know this to be false.

The Devil is a beautiful and gentle woman. She never leaves me, she holds my arm and rests her head on my shoulder. She whispers in my ear and her hair smells like jasmine. She runs her hand through my hair and tells me how good I look. When we kiss she tastes like cigs and I know something isn't right, but by then it's too late. I've got my arms around her and her around me as she presses her lips back at me. Resisting the Devil is like resisting gravity.

Her and I like to make love together. Before we do she prepares potions for me. Her potions take away all my suffering, they fill my soul with bliss. However she told me one of these potions will soon kill me, the only way to save myself is to leave her. When I tell her I'm leaving she laughs, pulls me back to bed and reminds me we're making love in a room we rented in Hotel California.

[meeradas]

How? can one create something that one couldn't even imagine before seeing it happen?

---

UN-f*in'-believable. Story ongoing, can't tell now.

[RunningDeer]

Happy Father’s Day


https://i.imgur.com/MEYrwdx.jpg
♡

[Strat]

Good job Gov. DeSantis! At this rate I'll never leave Florida.
https://floridapolitics.com/archives/437365-gov-desantis-signs-triad-of-bills-to-boost-intellectual-diversity-and-civic-awareness/

No critical race theory in classrooms and overall combating of leftist bs. I don't want to live in a communist or socialist society. The country is not totally lost :clapping:

[Hym]

A male and popular member here once started a thread claiming to be the true Satan but I factually know this to be false.

The Devil is a beautiful and gentle woman. She never leaves me, she holds my arm and rests her head on my shoulder. She whispers in my ear and her hair smells like jasmine. She runs her hand through my hair and tells me how good I look. When we kiss she tastes like cigs and I know something isn't right, but by then it's too late. I've got my arms around her and her around me as she presses her lips back at me. Resisting the Devil is like resisting gravity.

Her and I like to make love together. Before we do she prepares potions for me. Her potions take away all my suffering, they fill my soul with bliss. However she told me one of these potions will soon kill me, the only way to save myself is to leave her. When I tell her I'm leaving she laughs, pulls me back to bed and reminds me we're making love in a room we rented in Hotel California.

Where is that "Beyond Thank You" icon we can tap when we see posts like this one Strat just posted?

Maybe an "F'n Brilliant" icon that only members can see?

Maybe more than half of all of my Thank You's would be just this.....

[Strat]

Thanks. I'm glad someone could decipher my cryptic and dramatic cries.

[RunningDeer]

Unexpected Baby Squirrel Rescue (5:16 min)

https://i.imgur.com/hNAtDem.jpg



Gates Wildlife responded to a call regarding a mother squirrel and her babies living inside a parapet drain. As the baby squirrels became more active, the mother became more maternal in attempts to protect them. The homeowner told us that the mother was starting to become more aggressive to them even while standing on their driveway talking to friends.

As we began to remove the nest, the babies ran out of the nest and made their way into an unexpected situation. Watch to see what unfolded!

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[avid]

In Manchester years ago, we had loads of grey squirrels in our garden with loads of trees. One in particular loved the birdie food so much he got really ‘portly’.
Sadly, our cat also had an unhealthy fascination for ‘Fatso’ squirrel (no apols to PC wokey brigade, then was then), and returning from work opened front door to cat with ginormously plump but ‘hunted-to-death’ squirrel. Cat was so proud, but we really missed the tame wee plumpy.
Had to put metal mesh defenders on our gutters to stop squirrels invading loft space and chewing wiring.
Where I am now I have a rare red squirrel, and no live-in cats.

[meeradas]

"I" was part of my own ancestry.

Most probably, this is also the case for most of you.


Have a good night/day.

[meeradas]

Skywatching has become a routine here; doing it every night.
Why?
There is sth going on - did I count 5-6 sightings inside the 40 years before,
now it is daily. Absolutely incredible (and I'm not talking about satellites).

Lots of single flashes; or sth looking like a plane coming in,
flashing landing lights in your face, but then turning 90°, just to disappear.

The most intriguing of the "sightings" are the invisible ones (that's why I used " " here) -
imagine very swift movement without one being able to see forms or sizes; like black shadows against the night sky -
lots of these, every night.

[wondering]

Dear meeradas....would you tell us where "here" is? As always, I'm wondering! 😁

[meeradas]

Dear meeradas....would you tell us where "here" is? As always, I'm wondering! 😁

"here" = me in the mediterranean

[wondering]

Thanks, meeradas! Very cool! A lovely backdrop, I would think! 😎

[meeradas]

[...] A lovely backdrop, I would think! 😎

Absolutely.

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[wondering]

WW-HH-AA-TT is that??? 😳😳😳

[meeradas]

WW-HH-AA-TT is that??? 😳😳😳

It's only artwork by a local well-known sculpturer :biggrin1:

[Orph]

It's only artwork by a local well-known sculpturer :biggrin1:
Ahhhhhhhhh. I thought maybe it was a group of time travelers that were visiting us from the stone age.

[wondering]

Good one, Orph! 😁[COLOR="red"]

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[meeradas]

... and, of course, as I am almost inclined to say,
there's a cat in my life now.
This guy popped up on the corner of my street three days ago,
never seen him before (I know the strays here, some for years),
and now, he's waiting for me every evening...
When he see's me he comes running up to me, talking.
Tonight, to make things short, I ended up showing him the flat...
looked in all rooms but meowed miserably and wanted to hide behind a closet.
Took him down to the street again, and had the feeling he was relieved.

Well, did everything - now he knows how it feels, knows where it is,
and can come scratch at the door, should he reconsider. What a sweetie.
(Almost looks like the reincarnation of the one I was with for seventeen years)

[wondering]

What a lucky kittie to be given such a generous choice!! Some would have brought him in unceremoniously and assumed he would be thrilled, meeradas! My guess is that he will give it some thought and take advantage of his new found fortune, at least on occasion!! 😻😻😻

[RunningDeer]

On my walk, five or six weeks ago, I glanced at the top of a piece of a cut tree with a rotted center and annual rings. My thought was ’it’s out of place’. Then my focus was diverted when cars rounded the curve on the country road, and I kept walking.

Every time I came to the spot, nothing was there. I’d check because the visual was so clear and so real in my head. It was a nagging conundrum that I couldn’t let go.

Fast forward to this morning, there it was with other oddly sized chunks of the rotted tree. Our community lost power yesterday 3:30 am. It was the fourth day of this on-going oppressive heatwave of 98-104 F (36-40 C) when you factor in the relative humidity.

What made it worse was the electric company sent four or was it five? text messages saying it’ll be approximately two more hours before the power is restored due to down branches. As it turned out, two trees were cut down on one side of the road and that third one was on the other side.

Mystery solved. So now when I pass, I’ll chuckle and send out a thanks.

Dare I say it again? The veil is thinning for those of us that dust off the welcome mats.


https://i.imgur.com/NeM264B.jpg

[PurpleLama]

Meerdas, invite him back to the flat, and make sure to have snacks, this time!

[avid]

Meeradas, almost all my encounters with loving relationships with cats - they chose me. Injured, unwanted, discarded and now usurped, yet the last one is not usurped, just had his nose put out after a baby, giant dog, new kitten and felt unloved, yet he is very much loved. He tried to move in with me during my building project, but I insist he goes home daily to his Mum, and now a good friend. At least we know where he is, me in the mornings, then after that the wanderer returns to his real family. Daft cats make life loads of laughs. ❤️❤️

[Ernie Nemeth]

I had a cat that loved to wander and make new friends.
We'd regularly get calls from people around the neighbourhood:
"we found your cat"
us: "oh, thanks, didn't know he was lost. just let him out and he'll find his way home"
them:"are you sure?"
us: "yup. He does this all the time. He's very friendly."

[wondering]

Purple Lama....Genius suggestion about the treats!! 😻😻😻

[Rosemarie]

State of mind

[Ernie Nemeth]

(Forgot about my earlier post. I have another cat story I wanted to share.)

July 1 was Canada Day.

The fireworks were unusually active this year, with many backyard displays lighting up the neighbourhood in dazzling colours, and filling it with the sound of reverberating explosions.

Max the cat was not impressed. In fact he was downright terrified. He came to my door meowing miserably.
So I told him it was Firecrackers, boom!
He cocked his head to one side, in recognition of the new word. I repeated it many times, in rhythm with the fireworks going on outside. He calmed down markedly.

Then I invited him to the window and started oohing and awing at the Firecrackers, boom! A short while later he jumped up on the sill and watched with me. At one point, when the fireworks were particularly loud and scary, he turned to flee but saw me still calmly looking outside and so he decided to stay.


And I thought how important words are. They are even recognized by the animals. Words solidify the unknown and makes sense of the senseless. Words facilitate the assimilation of concepts, not necessarily leading to comprehension, but certainly allowing for a familiarization with complexity - an important talent for survival.

Animals learn by example and experience, and they are born with an operating system of sorts that we call instinct. Humans have opted for language over instinct. They serve the same purpose: to master the surroundings and survive.

Words may not be necessary for survival, but they are an efficient means to simplify the complex.
Words can enlighten, or they can confuse.

Choose your words carefully.

(For a cat, firecrackers means more than fireworks because the hard K sounds more like the sound fireworks make. Intonation is key.)

[RunningDeer]

Advice, like youth, probably just wasted on the young
(Everybody’s Free To Wear Sunscreen)
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Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97
Wear sunscreen
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it
A long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists
Whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable
Than my own meandering experience, I will dispense this advice now

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth, oh, never mind
You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth
Until they've faded, but trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back
At photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now
How much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked
You are not as fat as you imagine

Don't worry about the future
Or worry, but know that worrying
Is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing Bubble gum
The real troubles in your life
Are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind
The kind that blindsides you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday

Do one thing every day that scares you
Saying, don't be reckless with other people's hearts
Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours
Floss

Don't waste your time on jealousy
Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind
The race is long and in the end, it's only with yourself
Remember compliments you receive, forget the insults
If you succeed in doing this, tell me how
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements
Stretch

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life
The most interesting people I know
Didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives
Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't

Get plenty of calcium
Be kind to your knees
You'll miss them when they're gone
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't
Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't
Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the 'Funky Chicken'
On your 75th wedding anniversary

Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much
Or berate yourself either
Your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's
Enjoy your body, use it every way you can
Don't be afraid of it or what other people think of it
It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your own living room
Read the directions even if you don't follow them
Do not read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly

Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good
Be nice to your siblings, they're your best link to your past
And the people most likely to stick with you in the future
Understand that friends come and go
But a precious few, who should hold on

Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle
For as the older you get
The more you need the people you knew when you were young
Live in New York City once but leave before it makes you hard
Live in northern California once but leave before it makes you soft
Travel

Accept certain inalienable truths
Prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too, will get old
And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young
Prices were reasonable, politicians were noble
And children respected their elders
Respect your elders

Don't expect anyone else to support you
Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse
But you never know when either one might run out

Don't mess too much with your hair
Or by the time you're 40 it will look 85
Be careful whose advice you buy but be patient with those who supply it
Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past
From the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts
And recycling it for more than it's worth
But trust me on the sunscreen

[Strat]

One thing I've genuinely wondered for over a decade now is why girls from East Asia always throw up the peace sign when snapping pics.

[onawah]

I have a psychic friend (retired now) who used to contact pets psychically and do readings for their owners.
She said that the pets would often tell her they had been with their owners before, in previous lifetimes--both the owners' lifetimes and their own).
So the same cat could come back to spend more than one lifetime as your pet.
She said they get to know their owners very well, and would often share some very astute insights with her which would amaze the owners with their accuracy..


... and, of course, as I am almost inclined to say,
there's a cat in my life now.
This guy popped up on the corner of my street three days ago,
never seen him before (I know the strays here, some for years),
and now, he's waiting for me every evening...
When he see's me he comes running up to me, talking.
Tonight, to make things short, I ended up showing him the flat...
looked in all rooms but meowed miserably and wanted to hide behind a closet.
Took him down to the street again, and had the feeling he was relieved.

Well, did everything - now he knows how it feels, knows where it is,
and can come scratch at the door, should he reconsider. What a sweetie.
(Almost looks like the reincarnation of the one I was with for seventeen years)

[PurpleLama]

I have personal experience with pets reincarnating. My cat Clio was once my cat Sita, she was a gray and orange tortise as Sita, and as Clio is black and orange, there is a near perfect match with the orange markings on her face, and the one orange back foot. But, the real evidence is the identical personality, the same loud mouth (especially). Also, her favorite person in the world (besides me) is another cat, who is one of the remaining offspring of Sita, who was also Sita's favorite. They very much recognized each other when Clio was still a noisy kitten, and he has been "her cat" ever since. Odds are they are tangled up, asleep, on my bed at this very moment (whenever you read this).

[meeradas]

Just in (don't worry, it's in English):

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[Ernie Nemeth]

Thanks Meeradas.
I was focusing primarily on my bones, where antibodies are made. Each morning a special few minutes of just feeling my bones during meditation.
Now I will add my blood vessels as well.
I have been feeling weak and tired lately and I am convinced it is from those that have taken the shot. More and more people around me are admitting to taking it and the shedding is getting serious as time goes by, while the alien antibodies multiply to dangerous levels.

[Hym]

A Great Woman has passed....but not her message to all of humanity, which is in full swing as we read...agenda 21, agenda 2030.
I don't know if this has been posted somewhere on PA, but I take what Rosa Koire has done for us all, and as usual, keep passing it on.
Her landmark book is "Behind The Green Mask".

Rosa Koire passed away May 30, 2021.
If you have not read her books, at the least watch her videos.
Quite a remarkable woman she still is, as her insights are all about global control of the entirety of our lives and just how intricately the agenda is created at the local, grass roots level all the way up to the complete globalist levels.

Most importantly her insights and knowledge as a land assessor for the Northern California counties give us a road map on SOLUTIONS:

http://www.rosakoire-bgm.com/index.html

Rest in our hearts Dear Soul....
For all of your efforts to awaken humanity are still alive...

[RunningDeer]

Everything You Need to Know About the Covid Body Hack (16 min)






Not a vaccine




Is an Experimental mRNA injection
Rushed through Clinical Trails
Skipped proper safety testing
Long list of Side effects
People are dying
Not effectively preventing or containing COVID
Hidden Ingredients


Alternatives – Ivermectin, Hydroxychloroquine, Vitamins D & C, Zinc
PCR tests are UELESS
Why the lockdowns? 
Why the inaccurate PCR testing? 
Why inflate case and death counts? 
What with the rampant censorship?
What is the real AGENDA here?
Once it’s in – you can’t get it out.
Don’t be bullied – Wait… I have a few questions!
Your Body – Your Life
Do your research – Listen to credible doctors, scientists & academic researchers
You Get to Decide


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[meeradas]

new implant.

[RunningDeer]

new implant.

CLARIFICATION: 3rd time in a couple of weeks.
https://i.imgur.com/eKmVX5H.jpg

♡

[Orph]

new implant. Sometimes people post things but for some reason it doesn't show up on my computer. Just a blank screen. Perhaps that's the case here. Maybe there is something else in that post that is invisible to me. Then again, I'm not any smarter than a pickle in a jar of vinegar, so maybe there is something else here but it's my brain that can't see it.

Otherwise, it sounds like maybe you feel left out, what with all this new gender identity stuff, and you're starting your own new gender classification by getting a single man-boob. :bolt:

[RunningDeer]

new implant. Sometimes people post things but for some reason it doesn't show up on my computer. Just a blank screen. Perhaps that's the case here. Maybe there is something else in that post that is invisible to me. Then again, I'm not any smarter than a pickle in a jar of vinegar, so maybe there is something else here but it's my brain that can't see it.

Otherwise, it sounds like maybe you feel left out, what with all this new gender identity stuff, and you're starting your own new gender classification by getting a single man-boob. :bolt:


Here's a snap shot of meeradas' post.

https://i.imgur.com/eETBjC2.jpg


Speaking of a single man-boob, IIRC it was Mike Adams that showed an 11 second clip of a heavily tattooed face guy that had extreme surgery done just below his bottom lip. He had a slit made so he could stick out his tongue. Alas I couldn't find the video for a snapshot.

http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/alien-dragon.gif

[RunningDeer]

Reposts from Delight & Billy and a few links:
UPDATE - more links @ bottom.

Covid Vaccine Injuries (Bitchute) (https://www.bitchute.com/channel/uYLLqQ4fBcp2/)
Danee Dixon Twitter (https://twitter.com/daneed11)
The Highwire with Del Bigtree (Bitchute) (https://www.bitchute.com/channel/okiFK5CwQrZS/)


Autopsy with blood clots


This video has been marked as Not Safe For Work (NSFW).

It is not recommended that you view this in work environments or other similar environments.


VACCINE IS DEADLY AUTOPSIE (26 seconds)

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A heartbreaking testimony from Danee, a health care worker. Her speech has been affected by the jab, so be patient.

DANEE DIXON’S TEAR JERKING TESTIMONY OF PFIZER (13 min)



Danee’s story is a bit of a tearjerker. She got her first dose December 18 and second dose January 10. It has had an impact on her health, including her speech. 7 months later, she still has no answers.

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Dr. Sherri Tenpenny:


PDF - ”20 Mechanisms of Injuries (MOI): How COVID-19 Injections Can Make You Sick; Even Kill You,” (https://amigraineurslife.files.wordpress.com/2021/05/dr.-tenpenny-20-moi-list.pdf) by: Dr. Sherri Tenpenny





DrTenpenny.com (https://www.drtenpenny.com)
Bitchute (https://www.bitchute.com/channel/QN8kAob1zRJ7/)
Rumble (https://rumble.com/c/c-593647)
Disseminate.tv (http://www.disseminate.tv)
Gab (https://gab.com/busydrt)
Facebook (http://www.facebook.com/vaxxterinfo/)
Instagram back up (https://www.instagram.com/drsherritenpenny_official/)


Prof. Dolores Cahill:



DoloresCahill.com (https://dolorescahill.com/pages/video)
BrandNewTube.com (https://brandnewtube.com/@DoloresCahill)
Facebook (https://www.facebook.com/ifpdolorescahill/)
Join her contact list (https://dolorescahill.com/pages/contact)
Twitter (https://twitter.com/dolorescahill11?lang=en)

[Ernie Nemeth]

The other day I got on the bus after work. The bus was packed. I was sitting in the very back.

But the bus won't move. Instead the bus driver is yelling something. I can't hear him because of all the people talking and what not.

Then I catch it: "Hey you in the back! We are not moving until you put your mask on!"

You guessed it, he was talking to me. I had forgotten to pull my mask over my nose.

Jeeze.


The week before I got sucker punched by a young boy maybe 15 for another covid violation he took offense at and which doesn't even rate relating here. At MacDonalds, in the waiting for your order line, this boy came up and whispered in my ear that he was gonna 'punch my lights out" when I got outside. I told him I would not be long. I came out to a punch coming from behind me that I barely managed to block in time.

Poor young boy, I had to correct his attitude for him...


What in heaven is going on?

[Bluegreen]

The local rugby players are back at it. Wonderful to see. I'd join them, but I don't like hospital food.

[RunningDeer]

@25:00 - Dr David Martin: “Dr. Anthony Fauci has spent one hundred ninety one billion dollars ($191,000,000,000), not 3.7 million, nor 30 million, one hundred ninety one billion dollars of audit funds for the bio-weaponization of viruses against humanity. And it’s your money that’s been spent.

And do you think you can get ANY agency or oversight body or any politician to even take that investigation on despite the fact that we have every grant recipient, their address, their phone number, their laboratory? We literally have the entirety of where that money went. And not a single investigation agency in this country is willing to look. This is a bioweapons program designed to kill us. It’s designed to kill massive numbers of the population. We do not have a virus. We have biological weapon.”


http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/red-line.gif


Blood cells after the covid shot begins @27:11 & 30:00 (under light)

https://i.imgur.com/Mvus7YO.gif

DEMS PLAYBOOK PROMPTS "CALM BEFORE THE STORM"
HOLD ON AND PRAY! (1:03:00)

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[Inversion]

@25:00 - Dr David Martin: “Dr. Anthony Fauci has spent one hundred ninety one billion dollars ($191,000,000,000), not 3.7 million, nor 30 million, one hundred ninety one billion dollars of audit funds for the bio-weaponization of viruses against humanity. And it’s your money that’s been spent.

And do you think you can get ANY agency or oversight body or any politician to even take that investigation on despite the fact that we have every grant recipient, their address, their phone number, their laboratory? We literally have the entirety of where that money went. And not a single investigation agency in this country is willing to look. This is a bioweapons program designed to kill us. It’s designed to kill massive numbers of the population. We do not have a virus. We have biological weapon.”

http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/red-line.gif


On page 161 of the book A Gift From The Stars: Extraterrestrial Contacts and Guide of Alien Races by Elena Danaan she wrote this "The cleansing of the negative groups on Terra is called the Storm." Also in her book and in the Russian Alien Race Book (ARB) there is a race called the Strom.
Post #44 (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?62561-ARB-The-Alien-Races-Book&p=1437750#post1437750)

Strom- They come from the Ursa Minor Constellation. They’re invertebrates and coelenterates. Their average height in 6’5. Vegetation is of great importance to their culture and the main reason for their visits to Earth. They’ve visited Earth at least 200 times. They act with extreme caution and are rarely seen by humans. They first visited Earth at the end of the last big ice age. They have twenty colonies in the Via Lactea Galaxy. Their ships have the shape of an octagon. They were last seen in 1976 in Oregon.

[onawah]

More about Rosa Koire here:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?105159-Agenda-21-The-Disastrous-Flop-of-Green-Energy-and-the-Green-New-Deal&p=1436749&viewfull=1#post1436749
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?111148-The-Great-Reset&p=1414062&viewfull=1#post1414062
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?105159-Agenda-21-The-Disastrous-Flop-of-Green-Energy-and-the-Green-New-Deal&p=1406593&viewfull=1#post1406593


A Great Woman has passed....but not her message to all of humanity, which is in full swing as we read...agenda 21, agenda 2030.
I don't know if this has been posted somewhere on PA, but I take what Rosa Koire has done for us all, and as usual, keep passing it on.
Her landmark book is "Behind The Green Mask".

Rosa Koire passed away May 30, 2021.
If you have not read her books, at the least watch her videos.
Quite a remarkable woman she still is, as her insights are all about global control of the entirety of our lives and just how intricately the agenda is created at the local, grass roots level all the way up to the complete globalist levels.

Most importantly her insights and knowledge as a land assessor for the Northern California counties give us a road map on SOLUTIONS:

http://www.rosakoire-bgm.com/index.html

Rest in our hearts Dear Soul....
For all of your efforts to awaken humanity are still alive...

[meeradas]

This is indeed grand - a performance so awesome that it might even move a non-musician to tears:
Oscar Peterson 1974
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Here it is in one piece, uninterrupted, without Rick's comments:

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full concert (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MnR6R4vXgUM)

Hope you can enjoy as deeply as I did.

[RunningDeer]

http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/write.gif
FYI: please check out TomCat's Farewell (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?115824-Farewell&p=1442941&viewfull=1#post1442941)thread.

[RunningDeer]

Stunning photography plus a whole lot more squeezed in to this uplifting 3:36 minute vid.


Nordic Summer | Morning Ritual in the Woods of Sweden




This time of the year, when the berries starts ripening and the garden is full of herbs, holds a special place in our hearts. Our morning ritual is sacred to us and we try to savour every minute of it.

This is a vlog about our struggles and joys of living off the grid in the forests of Jämtland, Sweden.


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[Strat]

I don't mean to constantly complain about my problems. I do it in this thread so it will get buried. Long story short I feel like I was stabbed in the heart just last Friday. Issues with the opposite sex. I haven't been sleeping so well and I've barely eaten. I tried to force some food in me last night but I just couldln't, my stomach would knot, twist and turn. It felt like a couple bites were going to come back up.

The lesson I learned here is this is what happens when I don't meditate. My brain just reacts automatically without my ability to control it. I don't like being sad.

[avid]

I don't mean to constantly complain about my problems. I do it in this thread so it will get buried. Long story short I feel like I was stabbed in the heart just last Friday. Issues with the opposite sex. I haven't been sleeping so well and I've barely eaten. I tried to force some food in me last night but I just couldln't, my stomach would knot, twist and turn. It felt like a couple bites were going to come back up.

The lesson I learned here is this is what happens when I don't meditate. My brain just reacts automatically without my ability to control it. I don't like being sad.

Hoping you are feeling more positive with so much support here, we all have ‘ups and downs’, and we can look back after getting better thinking, with relief, that ‘downs’ are transitory. Pozzi vibes to you, there is a bright future ahead :heart:

[Vangelo]

I don't mean to constantly complain about my problems. I do it in this thread so it will get buried. Long story short I feel like I was stabbed in the heart just last Friday. Issues with the opposite sex. I haven't been sleeping so well and I've barely eaten. I tried to force some food in me last night but I just couldln't, my stomach would knot, twist and turn. It felt like a couple bites were going to come back up.

The lesson I learned here is this is what happens when I don't meditate. My brain just reacts automatically without my ability to control it. I don't like being sad.

Sending love from my heart chakra to yours...

[wondering]

Dear Strat, So been there and done that. It's been a while but I remember the punched in the gut feeling very well. The last time I remember clearly and it was not long before meeting my "to be" husband. I doubt that I made any connection with not meditating or staying in my power at the time at all, so that's a good thing on your part. Breath, love your hopefulness and tenacity, Strat. You are fighting a good fight. Hugs, Diane

[Stephanie]

Dearest Strat,
Sending you calm, loving, starlight blessings.
I’m so sorry for your upset and know all will be well.
A gentle, calming hug from me to you.

💖:bearhug:💖

[Bluegreen]

Had no problems today. Thank you so much to Tommy & Team.

:happy dog:

[Tracie (Bodhicee)]

Just found out today that Australia is literally now a prison CONTINENT.

NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO LEAVE, unless by approved application.
and NO ONE IS ALLOWED IN......!!!
and there are few flights anywhere. Looking today I kept getting that a fare to Italy return costs $12,000 or thereabouts.

I think all of this has been going on since January this year? (I don't care to watch 'the news' or follow the regular dispensations via a press conference broadcast so don't care to be 'in the loop').

All this over what? 100 deaths???
26million people, in jail!!!
and meanwhile, i bet all those little planes, those slick little ones in their special hangars and people in suits, i bet they come and go all over the place. Behind closed doors.
Animal Farm indeed.
wtf!

edited to add: this just came in to my news feed, by Leunig:

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[Constance]

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[justntime2learn]

It made my day to see DNA back :heart:

[Constance]

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[RunningDeer]

It Begins: Boston Court Takes Custody of Biotech Executive’s 14-Year-Old Child to Force Vaccination Against Parents’ Wishes (https://freedomfirstnetwork.com/2021/08/it-begins-boston-court-takes-custody-of-biotech-executives-14-year-old-child-to-force-vaccination-against-parents-wishes[)




For months, we’ve been warning people that Covid-19 “vaccine” totalitarianism would eventually lead to government taking our kids if we don’t let them get the jab. Well, it’s happening.

Dr. Robert Malone, the inventor of the very mRNA technology used in Pfizer and Moderna injections, was on with Steve Bannon on War Room today to explain the situation that’s unfolding in Boston, MA. A 14-year-old child who wants to be vaccinated could not get her parents’ permission, so the court has stepped in and revoked custody in order for her to get vaccinated without their consent.

“So, I’ve been called to testify as an expert witness in a court in Boston. The child who has been removed from their parents’ custody, a 14-year-old,” Malone said. “And the legal system is insisting on vaccinating this 14-year-old.

Not that it should matter, but the parents are not uninformed nincompoops. The mother is a high-level executive at a Biotech firm.

“The mother is objecting, and she’s a very senior Biotech executive,” Malone continued. “She’s highly informed. She’s made the decision not to vaccinate her child based upon the data. The courts have removed custody and are trying to force the child to accept vaccination. They’re so worked up, the parents have the capital, they’re going to fly me up to Boston to testify in court.”

Watch:
https://rumble.com/vku0j2-biotech-exec-mother-who-refuses-to-vaccinate-her-child-has-custody-removed.html

(apologies: I can't seem to embed the video)

Source (https://freedomfirstnetwork.com/2021/08/it-begins-boston-court-takes-custody-of-biotech-executives-14-year-old-child-to-force-vaccination-against-parents-wishes)

http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/write.gif
Technical tip: Two methods of "How to embed Rumble and Bitchute videos (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?66104-How-to-Tips-with-Visuals-for-Links-Quotes-Images-etc.&p=1150167&viewfull=1#post1150167)".


source (https://rumble.com/embed/vi7uds/?pub=8y5b7)
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[RunningDeer]

Saving A Frog Trapped In A Sink (3:35)

https://i.imgur.com/hWpk80s.jpg

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[Constance]

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[RunningDeer]

EVIL TYRANTS: Martial Law Intensifies To Fever Pitch In Australia.
Crippling Fines Threatened, ADF (5:47 min)




Tim Truth @ Rumble (https://rumble.com/c/TimTruth)






Lock downs at mid-night next Friday
$5,000 fine for quarantine breach
$3,000 fine for exercise rule breach
5K limit from home
Business are being closed for the next 21 days
A permit is required which allows only one person to go out for essential business
Road blocks will be on the increase to check that everyone is in compliance
The strongest laws and police action is coming
Plus more



source (https://rumble.com/embed/viinbx/?pub=8y5b7)

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Cross posting here from the Australia thread...

How much longer before this becomes a trend? What is it going to take for us to come together?

August 11, 2021. A Western Australian man has been reported by his wife to the health authorities. He was visited by police and two mental health authorities and told he needed to go for a medical mental health assessment due to his beliefs around COVID. He was taken against his will to a hospital and he is being held until a full assessment has been done. He shares his story here.

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Alternative viewing link:
https://brandnewtube.com/watch/aussie-forcibly-hauled-off-to-insane-asylum-for-convid-thoughtcrime_PraBfdpTBaKcCmm.html

[Constance]

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[Constance]

Richard Grannon says that we don't have to fire machine guns out of planes in order to take action but we are so disconnected from each other and life and so depressed that we don't have the courage to even say no.


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Its Time To Rebel

[RunningDeer]

Richard Grannon says that we don't have to fire machine guns out of planes in order to take action but we are so disconnected from each other and life and so depressed that we don't have the courage to even say no.
I've just discovered that this video has already been censored by one social media platform so fingers crossed that you get to hear what he has had to share on youtube here.


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Its Time To Rebel

Constance, in case it is removed, here’s a shortened version from a mirror site. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/wave-hi.gif




SpartanLifeCoach.com (https://www.spartanlifecoach.com/)
Richard Grannon YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/c/RICHARDGRANNON/videos)


IT'S TIME TO REBEL BY RICHARD GRANNON
(LEARNED HELPLESSNESS, YOUTUBE CENSORSHIP, SAYING NO!) (15 min)

source (https://www.bitchute.com/video/Dx94lpUxJpve/)
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[Strat]

Something kind of funny: Several months ago a giant 5G tower was put up at the end of the block in my neighborhood. Recently ospreys have built a nest at the top of it which is evidently causing problems for the tower. The phone company wanted to address this, but ospreys are a protected species around here and so they are powerless to do anything.

Unrelated to that, I thought of an absolutely brilliant idea: I keep to myself and I don't break laws. But if for whatever reason I end up being arrested I will immediately freak out and point out how I identify as a woman and demand to be locked up with women... :whoo:

[thepainterdoug]

strat i love the strategy

[Constance]

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[Delight]

I really love Michael and sharing here because this is an uplifting discussion and they have great energy. Here and now we are now and here.

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[RunningDeer]

”We are literally in a war between two ages. The Age of Pisces and the Age of Aquarius."

A two part series from the thread, “REALiTY CHeCK with Jay Weidner (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?108337-REALiTY-CHeCK-with-Jay-Weidner&p=1444454&viewfull=1#post1444454)”.


War Between the Ages: Part One (50 minutes)




Jay Weidner - “I don't think there's any doubt the last seven months have been just about the strangest seven months that we've had in a long time. Let’s not forget what was going on last December. The covid was in the middle of it. The great reset was happening. We were going through all these different changes. And a lot of people don't understand that when you're in this time period in between ages things get very confusing. Because what you have is you have the old age hanging on for bitter life while the new age is trying to emerge and they're almost always at frequently at complete odds with each other. Each age is a kind of a shift away from the previous ages beliefs…”



Michelle Hood joins Jay Weidner to discuss one of the major reasons for the chaos and disharmony we are facing today. We are literally in a war between two ages. The Age of Pisces and the Age of Aquarius.





www.jayweidner.com
https://litethelight.bigcartel.com


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War Between the Ages: Part Two - The Rise of Wetiko (51 min)




Michelle Hood joins Jay Weidner for the second part of their discussion about the war between the Ages of Pisces and Aquarius. This time the concentrate on the evil force that causes mass psychosis that is called Wetiko by Native Americans.

Click here to like and subscribe. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9c6EpMEvSo)


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[Constance]

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[PurpleLama]

my favorite mantra these days:

Jai Jai Shankar
Hare Hare Shankar

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this is not exactly how I learned it, but it is the closest I could find

[PurpleLama]

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Skip to 3:30 for the start of the chant. This is POWERFUL

[dianatorn]

I just had my daily running and walking, feels so good to finally went out and do some exercise. I just wanted to share with you guys, such an achievement for me, yay!

[RunningDeer]

I just had my daily running and walking, feels so good to finally went out and do some exercise. I just wanted to share with you guys, such an achievement for me, yay!

http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/yay.gif dianatorn + a belated Welcome to Avalon.


http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/Love/welcome-Avalon-castle.jpg

[Stephanie]

I just had my daily running and walking, feels so good to finally went out and do some exercise. I just wanted to share with you guys, such an achievement for me, yay!

A huge and warm welcome from me too!


:star::star::bearhug::star::star:

[RunningDeer]

One more belated welcome, tendril. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/wave-hi.gif


https://i.imgur.com/7dvirvf.jpg

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[Strat]

Hi friend
Sorry friend i was not on these days
Our Country has been taken by Taliban and we don't have government in Afghanistan and everything is stopped.
Nothing is going well i am in under stairs for two weeks just hid my self.
Yes friend but i am in a bad situation 😢😢😭😭
I try to save my self i can see that they kill people but in front of television that we bless them.
Everything is lie .

For the love of all that is good in this world please, everyone who reads this send whatever positive energy or what have you for this man. He's a friend of mine and I wonder for how long he will be here. I am pissed off and utterly useless. I can't take up arms and save him. What do you say to this? What tangible thing can I do to help? I told him that I can speak with him at anytime he wants and maybe that will keep his mind at ease. What impotent words.

His name is Fazal.

[justntime2learn]

I'm sending everything I have to Fazal :heart:

[Tracie (Bodhicee)]

Hi friend
Sorry friend i was not on these days
Our Country has been taken by Taliban and we don't have government in Afghanistan and everything is stopped.
Nothing is going well i am in under stairs for two weeks just hid my self.
Yes friend but i am in a bad situation 😢😢😭😭
I try to save my self i can see that they kill people but in front of television that we bless them.
Everything is lie .

For the love of all that is good in this world please, everyone who reads this send whatever positive energy or what have you for this man. He's a friend of mine and I wonder for how long he will be here. I am pissed off and utterly useless. I can't take up arms and save him. What do you say to this? What tangible thing can I do to help? I told him that I can speak with him at anytime he wants and maybe that will keep his mind at ease. What impotent words.

His name is Fazal.

I hold Fazal in my thoughts and prayers and also bring him into the purification field. May everything he needs be given to him. May the miracle occur.

[wondering]

Oh, Strat, I am in sorrow for you and for your friend, Fazal. Our intentions to send love, strength, protection and courage are never powerless, our words never truly worthless. You have heard him and he is changed by that. ✌️, Diane

[PurpleLama]

Reminder:

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E9e8UsFXsAM2DZV?format=jpg&name=small

[gord]

I won't be participating in the coming permanently consensus tranced and micro managed mind lockdown, and that is all!

[Strat]

Ok so I don't know anything about astrology but I am assuming today the stars and planets all aligned.

First off, I am now an uncle and for the child's middle name they gave him my first name. I'm awestruck by that and still not quite sure how to properly react.

Then today, a girl I've been friends with just confessed that she has feelings for me. This completely took me off guard. We were never flirty at all and she would often say how she's still wounded by her past relationship and it will be a while till she is ready for another. It's weird because we can hardly speak to each other, her English is as bad as my Spanish. This is in part why we are such good friends, we are helping each other with learning a new language. She is such a cool person, she's a bit nerdy which I LOVE. She is a huge Star Wars fan. She likes the same music as me as well. My stupid rotten evil ex girlfriend mentioned how she hated AC/DC when she saw my AC/DC hat. When I met this girl she was wearing an AC/DC shirt! Lol too good to be true. She listens to Black Sabbath, Hendrix, Zeppelin, all the greats. She's Columbian and she hates reggaeton. Girls like this only exist in pretend world, not reality.

She is drop dead gorgeous, unbelievably beautiful. Everyone says this about their girl/wife but this girl is off the charts. I haven't really mentioned this to her because I don't know how to compliment her looks without going over the top. She is just crazy beautiful. Honestly when it comes to relationships I'm not worried about looks but I just wanted to mention it. I think this may have something to do with why she's attracted to me: guys go head over heels around her. Everyone tries their game on her and I think she's annoyed with this. I've always been respectful with her and we just chat about life and normal everyday things. She's very comfortable around me. It's not like it's some strategy I have, I'm the same way around all humans (and animals lol). There are too many ****heads in this world and if you're around me you can take a breath of fresh air and know that I'm a good friend, no games being played here.

She knows all about my health problems and all the bs I go through and she doesn't care. She's always said nice things to me and encouraged me. It's hard to believe she's real, she may be a shapeshifting reptilian. I have not yet ruled this out because such lovely humans do not exist.

Anyway, I'm not going to bed until late as possible. It's feels nice to have nice things finally happen to you and I want to hold on to this feeling for as long as possible. I've taken so many losses in life it's just nice to have such an incredible victory.

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[I am B]

Who dares wins strat! ;:heart:

[Bluegreen]

Our dear friend Valerie V in New Orleans wants Avalonians to know that Mr & Mrs, their animals, and property made it through the hurricane with relative minor damage. Although the power is still out (since Sunday), they are already in rebuilding mode.

:muscle:

[RunningDeer]

Man Exposes Shocking Pig Feed Source in Viral TikTok (7min)



Trash fed pigs…including the plastic bags, pizza boxes and other food packaging.

A worker on TikTok got fired from his job for exposing what this facility is using to make pig feed.


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[RunningDeer]

https://i.imgur.com/tnjTAOi.jpg





I had a flash on my walk today. For 45 minutes, I was the artist, the creator of my creation. Big me watched my day-to-day world inside me as I walked the country road. The birds, the bugs, the trees, the sounds and smells were all me. We chuckled. We agreed. We’re all one.

I sent nurturing rays and love to little world. And zoomed out even further to include all of Gaia; the Gaia that was also inside creator-me.

Understanding lingers hours later.

♡




Digital art by: Paula

[RunningDeer]

Perceptions Of A Renegade Mind

https://m.media-amazon.com/images/I/41MFOsx9A+L.jpg



Purchased @ the David Icke Store (https://shop.davidicke.com/us/)

Summary (https://www.amazon.com/Perceptions-Renegade-Mind-David-Icke-ebook/dp/B09CHH6WWK/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=Perceptions+Of+A+Renegade+Mind+–+David+Icke&qid=1630964049&sr=8-2):




David Icke has been writing books for decades warning that current events were coming. He has faced ridicule and abuse for saying that the end of human freedom was being planned, how, and by whom.

His latest highly topical book, Perceptions of a Renegade Mind, is published in very different circumstances with vast numbers of people acknowledging that he has been vindicated by the happenings of the ‘Covid’ era.

His predictions over more than 30 years have been proved stunningly accurate since the turn of 2020 often down to the fine detail.

Icke set out only in January, 2021, to write a book to quickly bring up-to-speed enormous numbers of people worldwide who can now see that something very strange is happening, but they ask what exactly? What is going on?

He answers those questions in his usual dot-connected detail and lays out the background to what he calls the ‘Global Cult’ which operates across borders to advance a long-planned agenda for total human control.

Those who read his section on ‘Covid’ will view events of 2020 and 2021 in a totally new light as he produces the evidence that humanity has been misled on a scale that beggars belief.

David Icke’s time has come and Perceptions of a Renegade Mind is destined to be an international best seller that could not have been published at a more important and relevant time or with such a now receptive audience to what he has to say.

[PurpleLama]

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but, there is two places that my heart has gotta be....

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[PurpleLama]

don't ever let anybody tell you, you ain't older than you think you are. it just means you older than they think they can be

[PurpleLama]

This tickles my heart pink



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[PurpleLama]

Too bad that a certain person who identifies as bovine can't whip us up a spotifiy player for the boards. That said, this is essential:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/2PFQRsKwSXaxlwl6G99wyc?si=XX02wXnuTSOn9FJveSEGrg&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1

Next morning edit:

I miss having Paul, and a lot of the old regulars, here on the thread. I don't really mean to be calling him back just to put him to work. :)

The link is to the latest interview by Joe Rogan of Bret Weinstein, this time including Bret's wife, Dr. Heather Heying.

[RunningDeer]

Too bad that a certain person who identifies as bovine can't whip us up a spotifiy player for the boards. That said, this is essential:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/2PFQRsKwSXaxlwl6G99wyc?si=XX02wXnuTSOn9FJveSEGrg&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1

Next morning edit:

I miss having Paul, and a lot of the old regulars, here on the thread. I don't really mean to be calling him back just to put him to work. :)

The link is to the latest interview by Joe Rogan of Bret Weinstein, this time including Bret's wife, Dr. Heather Heying.


5 Min Snippet: The Proliferation of COVID Variants
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10 Min Snippet: The "Horse Dewormer" Narrative
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DRATS! ALREADY G-O-N-E

The Joe Rogan Experience #1705 - Bret Weinstein & Heather Heyin (2:58:00)



Biologists Bret Weinstein and Heather Heying are the hosts of the "DarkHorse Podcast" and authors of "A Hunter-Gatherer's Guide to the 21st Century: Evolution and the Challenges of Modern Life." Look for it on September 14, 2021.

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[RunningDeer]

Heather Heying & Bret Weinstein

"A Hunter-Gatherer's Guide to the 21st Century: Evolution and the Challenges of Modern Life'"
(September 14, 2021)

https://i.imgur.com/JcsUBdE.jpg

Summary (https://www.amazon.com/Hunter-Gatherers-Guide-21st-Century-Challenges/dp/0593086880/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Bret+Weinstein&qid=1631308583&sr=8-1):




A bold, provocative history of our species finds the roots of civilization's success and failure in our evolutionary biology.

We are living through the most prosperous age in all of human history, yet people are more listless, divided and miserable than ever. Wealth and comfort are unparalleled, and yet our political landscape grows ever more toxic, and rates of suicide, loneliness, and chronic illness continue to skyrocket. How do we explain the gap between these two truths? What's more, what can we do to close it?
 
For evolutionary biologists Heather Heying and Bret Weinstein, the cause of our woes is clear: the modern world is out of sync with our ancient brains and bodies. We evolved to live in clans, but today most people don't even know their neighbors' names. Survival in our earliest societies depended on leveraging the advantages of our sex differences, but today even the concept of biological sex is increasingly dismissed as offensive. The cognitive dissonance spawned by trying to live in a society we're not built for is killing us.  

In this book, Heying and Weinstein cut through the politically fraught discourse surrounding issues like sex, gender, diet, parenting, sleep, education, and more to outline a provocative, science-based worldview that will empower you to live a better, wiser life. They distill more than 20 years of research and first-hand accounts from the most biodiverse ecosystems on Earth into straight forward principles and guidance for confronting our culture of hyper-novelty.


https://i.imgur.com/45SYqfy.jpg

[PurpleLama]

They have been covering excerpts of their book in their weekly podcast. I actually have it on preorder.

[Delight]

listening to DOUG right now

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[RunningDeer]

:bump:



Doug Auld is a Painter, an OBE and UFO experiencer as well as a playwright who has written a theatrical musical called Hypnotta.

Hypnotta dives deep into the paranormal and explores 5 real live unexplainable events, while taking the audience through a journey of introspection, discovery, triumph that culminates in an enlightening and inspirational finale.

In this video Doug shows us some of his real ufo and orb photos and videos.




Doug"s Hypnotta Website
https://www.hypnotta.com/

Doug's Art Website
https://www.dougauld.com/


listening to DOUG right now


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[Bluegreen]

Doug is making the rounds

:happy dog:


Published 7th September 2021 (1:25:09)

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[RunningDeer]

.............Signs of Fall
.........https://i.imgur.com/nDnSLRW.gifhttps://i.imgur.com/ySUe7Pd.gif




pack up summer shorts
unpack winter gear
coats and hoodies
tailgate picnics and parties
mismatched colored mittens
two left mittens



pine cones carpet the ground
leaves dance and twirl one last hurrah
leaf blowers, rakes, and pumpkin face plastic bags
burning leaves, smoke-snap-crackle-pop
leaf piles, little legs, mittened hands


http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/fall-leaf-pile.gif
............http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/fall-leaves.gif


burnt roasted pumpkin seeds
barn fires on the beach
dusting off ice fishing gear
squirt guns go on strike
kite battles in the skies


https://i.imgur.com/ahrDdkh.jpg


trade baseball cleats for soccer cleats
check wellies boots for spiders and mice
strategically placed pamphlets for Caribbean Cruise
bird feeders at the ready for winter residents
hot chocolate
hot chocolate, marshmallows and smores



habitachi grills cool their jets
squirrels stash the cache
squirts of DW2 on tricycle bells
knit beanies and Fadoras fashion show parade



chicken noodle soup and grilled cheese sandwiches
chicken noodle soup and saltine crackers
family night, micro-wave pop corn and movies
strategically placed pamphlets for Disneyland and Disney World
pumpkin and apple picking



pumpkin carving
gourd and corn stalk decorations
Google gourd - fruit or vegetable?
banana bug (the stink bug) invasion
fall wardrobe smells of cedar trees



trees pack-up their summer wardrobe
trees dress in colorful formal wear
bi-planes give fly-by to trees in formal wear
trees express joy at highway onlookers



replace summer screens for winter windows
lady-bugs come in to hibernate
beach balls deflate
sand pails and shovels fade in color
folded up lawn chairs with matching umbrella and table
folded up beach chairs in lopsided piles



pumpkin and spice muffins and pies
apple and spice muffins and pies
baby's plastic pool filled with beer and soda pop
hot dogs and hamburgers still on the grill
marshmallows in an open flame pit

[bluestflame]

now THIS is scary stuff , funny thing is i was just thinking about something very similar the day before

https://www.freethink.com/technology/sophia-the-robot


Sophia the Robot will be mass-produced this year
The famous social robot is about to start rolling off the assembly line.


By Kristin Houser
January 26, 2021

bzRkHebo0bg

https://bigthink.com/technology-innovation/sophia-the-robot-hanson-robotics/?utm_medium=Social&facebook=1&utm_source=Facebook#Echobox=1631545385 ( alternative link, more info )

[bluestflame]

7sYRF99IT3w

Awesome researcher really lays it all out the technocracy and mechanisms , blockchain etc
many vids on her "tube"

[RunningDeer]

FUNERAL DIRECTOR JOHN O'LOONEY BLOWS THE WHISTLE ON COVID (39 minutes)



John O’Looney, a funeral director for fifteen years in the UK has come forward to share his first hand experiences since November-December, 2019. It began when he was shown a make-shift pandemic mortuary at the hospital. He was told there’s something very horrible coming.

source (https://www.bitchute.com/video/gigUyK3yLtMU/)


gigUyK3yLtMU

[RunningDeer]

In 24 hours, 299,000+ people have watched, “FUNERAL DIRECTOR JOHN O'LOONEY BLOWS THE WHISTLE ON COVID”. (post above) In the last month the TheCrowhouse (https://www.bitchute.com/profile/UdsFMYi5cpRl/) range is 23,000 - 71,000 views.

The message is spreading.http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/clap.gif


https://i.imgur.com/lP5vWT8.jpg

[RunningDeer]

“THESE PATIENTS DESERVE TO BE HEARD” -VAERS WHISTLEBLOWER (1:05:00)



In a Highwire exclusive, Deborah Conrad, a hospitalist physician’s assistant on the frontlines of the pandemic, pulls back the curtain on the complete lack and disregard in her hospital for reporting Covid vaccine injury to VAERS, this country’s only mechanism to track the safety of these rushed-to-market, mandated products.

In riveting detail, including emails & recorded phone conversations, Conrad exposes the internal push to turn a blind eye to injuries and “tow the company line” that this vaccine is safe.


source (https://www.bitchute.com/video/e2NnMSB589Vj/)


e2NnMSB589Vj

[Delight]

“THESE PATIENTS DESERVE TO BE HEARD” -VAERS WHISTLEBLOWER (1:05:00)



In a Highwire exclusive, Deborah Conrad, a hospitalist physician’s assistant on the frontlines of the pandemic, pulls back the curtain on the complete lack and disregard in her hospital for reporting Covid vaccine injury to VAERS, this country’s only mechanism to track the safety of these rushed-to-market, mandated products.

In riveting detail, including emails & recorded phone conversations, Conrad exposes the internal push to turn a blind eye to injuries and “tow the company line” that this vaccine is safe.


source (https://www.bitchute.com/video/e2NnMSB589Vj/)


e2NnMSB589Vj

She warms my heart. This is also from today's Highwire broadcast


Make A Stand is Transcender’s first released song and this is our official video for it. It was filmed and edited by Alice Callari.
Transcender is a collective of musicians who have come together to create music for the freedom movement.

Transcender are:

Ricky, Joy, Oli & Robert

Our own bands are:

The Stellar Matrix

OLIPOP

Boogi Loushou

Wolfmoon Project

PUZeCvqfokw

[Ewan]

Noticed this outside Wakefield Station.

https://i.postimg.cc/4dtwB27k/Fingerprint.jpg

That'll fuel some conspiracies..

[PurpleLama]

I can confirm, my daughter has been an ER nurse at the largest hospital in the state for the last year. She said people come in several times a week, saying they just got the shot and aren't feeling so good, and as she put it, "they just die."

I suspect this is why the "covid deaths" are so high in our state, right now.

In other news, my vaccinated boss started getting sick a few days ago, and tested positive. He and his wife both got the mAb therapy, so they will be fine.

[meeradas]

Had a series of very unusual dreams yesterday.
In one of them, the earth was burning, underneath the surface/ soil; I was told "there is no way you can put out this fire".

Today, first thing I see is La Palma's volcano erupting.

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=la+palma+live

Edit:
Know that I live media-less for quite some time;
I've seen now that the eruption is old news for Avalonians.

[RunningDeer]

PHARMACY DANGER! Woman Seeking Flu Shot Gets COVID Jab! (9:48)



Dr. Jane Ruby joined Stew Peters to reveal a horrific story about a young woman that went to the pharmacy to get her seasonal influenza shot, but ended up getting the MRNA injection being called a "COVID Vaccine".

source (https://rumble.com/vmr3db-pharmacy-danger-woman-seeing-flu-shot-gets-covid-jab.html)


vk4x8b





https://i.imgur.com/VINKFxD.jpg

[Patient]

now THIS is scary stuff , funny thing is i was just thinking about something very similar the day before

https://www.freethink.com/technology/sophia-the-robot


Sophia the Robot will be mass-produced this year
The famous social robot is about to start rolling off the assembly line.


By Kristin Houser
January 26, 2021

bzRkHebo0bg

https://bigthink.com/technology-innovation/sophia-the-robot-hanson-robotics/?utm_medium=Social&facebook=1&utm_source=Facebook#Echobox=1631545385 ( alternative link, more info )

This robot starts by saying, "Humans are always forgetting that I don't have human emotions - it's very hurtful." What? Is this some kind of psychological attempt to try to make us feel sorry for the robot? Why?

[Ernie Nemeth]

um, without emotions, hardly would make a robot consider it 'very hurtful' to be anthropomorphized. That's illogical.

and anyway, the robot is a program, so someone programmed that reply into it

[RunningDeer]

https://i.imgur.com/zgMHRHA.jpg
♡

[gord]

The Cat in the Window (https://drive.google.com/file/d/1H9Gg8qA5d0qqyhrR5fdUZcuAcTmgfUGi/view?usp=sharing) is no more.
https://i.imgur.com/gsmrwbI.png

[RunningDeer]

The Cat in the Window (https://drive.google.com/file/d/1H9Gg8qA5d0qqyhrR5fdUZcuAcTmgfUGi/view?usp=sharing) is no more.

Sorry for your loss, gord. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/console-pat-back.gif
http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/cat.gif RIP Cat in the Window.


https://i.imgur.com/ieu2NrZ.jpg
♡

[avid]

The Cat in the Window (https://drive.google.com/file/d/1H9Gg8qA5d0qqyhrR5fdUZcuAcTmgfUGi/view?usp=sharing) is no more.
https://i.imgur.com/gsmrwbI.png

Much love to you xx

[RunningDeer]

Hold strong.
Shine bright.
Be unapologetically and authentically you.


Nothing Can Stop This Awakening (1 min)




Live World YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCA2jUUNoi3vNuTOaiNDLOsA/videos)


7EX9cRZqW9k

[Stephanie]

The Cat in the Window (https://drive.google.com/file/d/1H9Gg8qA5d0qqyhrR5fdUZcuAcTmgfUGi/view?usp=sharing) is no more.
https://i.imgur.com/gsmrwbI.png

Loving starlight blessings, dearest gord,
I’m so sorry!🙏🏻💖

[Elainie]

The Cat in the Window (https://drive.google.com/file/d/1H9Gg8qA5d0qqyhrR5fdUZcuAcTmgfUGi/view?usp=sharing) is no more.
https://i.imgur.com/gsmrwbI.png


Deepest sympathy, so sorry...........

[wondering]

The loss of a fur person is so deep...comfort to your heart, gord. Diane

[Harmony]

Gord I know you will miss your dearest cat, and what a beautiful cat, but I believe you will always be connected through love. :heart:

[RunningDeer]

Mike Adams shows a 2 minute clip of vaccine blood taken from a woman that was recently vaccinated and how quickly it congeals. Amazing footage.




It begins @ 15:30 minutes.
@ 24 minutes is a one minute vid of a young woman’s father had his arm amputated due to blood clots caused by the vaccine. He also has a host of other serious conditions including the possibility of loosing both legs.
source link (https://www.bitchute.com/video/JiEmU5jcIIWp/)


JiEmU5jcIIWp

[RunningDeer]

Let Your Love Flow | The Bellamy Brothers
FQQj2rQBFvA



There's a reason for the sun-shining sky
And there's a reason why I'm feeling so high
Must be the season
When that love light shines all around us

So let that feeling grab you deep inside
And send you reeling where your love can't hide
And then go stealing
Through the moonlit nights with your lover

Just let your love flow like a mountain stream
And let your love grow with the smallest of dreams
And let your love show and you'll know what I mean
It's the season

Let your love fly like a bird on a wing
And let your love bind you to all living things
And let your love shine and you'll know what I mean
That's the reason

There's a reason for the warm sweet nights
And there's a reason for the candlelights
Must be the season
When those love rights shine all around us

So let that wonder take you into space
And lay you under its loving embrace
Just feel the thunder
As it warms your face, you can't hold back

Just let your love flow like a mountain stream
And let your love grow with the smallest of dreams
And let your love show and you'll know what I mean
It's the season

Let your love fly like a bird on a wing
And let your love bind you to all living things
And let your love shine and you'll know what I mean
That's the reason

Just let your love flow like a mountain stream
And let your love grow with the smallest of dreams
And let your love show and you'll know what I mean
It's the season

Let your love fly like a bird on a wing
And let your love bind you to all living things
And let your love shine and you'll know what I mean
That's the reason

Just let your love flow like a mountain stream
And let your love grow with the smallest of dreams

[RunningDeer]

NEVER BEFORE SEEN! "Vaccine" Victims' Bodies IN BATTLE! (12 min)



Dr. Jane Ruby joined the Stew Peters Show with a FIRST LOOK at what's really going on in the bodies of "vaccine" recipients!

These people are DEAD, and autopsies show what appears to be a war inside their anatomy!

source (https://rumble.com/vn193f-never-before-seen-vaccine-victims-bodies-in-battle.html)


vkf2yp






This evidence shows: a) the metal gets imbedded into the tissue b) these people died due to complications from these metals. They further speculate that it’s happening to many at a slower rate and it depends on the individuals body chemistry, their immune status and the dosage of whatever is in these vials.



It also shows:

How fast it happens, i.e. within two weeks.
It gets in every cell of your body within minute to hours.
How huge and powerful the inflammatory process is.
Your body is trying to save you.


White blood cell “frozen in battle”.

Hundreds of stainless steal with sharp edges in every droplet across hundreds of vials represented in all four companies.


https://i.imgur.com/RqghLgS.jpg





Cells coagulated around the brown material which is the stainless steal. This is the same photo zoomed in a little tighter in the cardiac muscle. Note the concentration of the blue dots. The dots are white blood cells in the hundreds of thousands to possibly millions that recognize this is foreign matter. Trying to put everything they can into fighting it.


https://i.imgur.com/x3nY6SN.jpg





This inflammation from these products creates all kinds of tissue damage and waste products. This slide shows the blue/purple blood cells lined up horizontally. That represents a very unusual and abnormal concentration of white blood cells in this lung tissue. (graphic on the left)

Zoomed in further, you see the entire tissue under attack. The blue/purple dots are hundreds of thousands to possibly millions of white blood cells. (graphic on the right)



https://i.imgur.com/P4b0jxr.jpg





Liver tissue this vertical long structure is holding millions of white blood cells engaged in a fierce battle to attack this foreign matter. (graphic on the left)

Huge number of Killer T cells that are trying to save the lining of the endothelium of this lung tissue. (graphic on the right)



https://i.imgur.com/pBC19zn.jpg





Post mortem lymph node. Normal size is about the size of a pea and about a 1/2 inch across. They feel soft and are very movable. Swollen lymph nodes that are fighting an infection or an invasion of the body can swell up to 1” to 1 1/2”. The photo below is 3.5-4 cm (2/1/5” - 3”). This is one lymph node out of many from people that ranged from 50-90 years old. This is not normal aging at all. When the lymph system goes into high overdrive, the nodes swell with white blood cells to fight infection or invasion. They also swell because they are a filtration system and they are trying to accumulate what foreign matter they can. They store it there temporarily.


https://i.imgur.com/Sgk8i1k.jpg

[Stephanie]

Just posted this in the new thread....”This has to be fake......”

Light humor, always good!😁😁

Published today!

A drunk person joins a search party looking for himself.

According to a bizarre new tale, a Turkish guy who went missing in a forest ended up joining the hunt for himself.

Beyhan Mutlu, 50, of Bursa's northern province, was reported missing on Tuesday when he wandered out inebriated in the forest from his group of friends, according to the Daily Sabah.

Mutlu ended up joining a group of volunteers who were assisting authorities in their search for him, according to the site.

Mutlu seemed perplexed when the volunteers began chanting his name, and inquired who they were looking for, according to Turkish news channel NTV.

He reportedly assured them, "I am here."

According to the news sites, when authorities discovered the man had formed his own search party, they gave him a lift home.

😁😁

[RunningDeer]

Thanks, Stephanie. http://paula.avalonlibrary.net/smilies/greenstars.gif

Here’s the thread: This has to be fake? Surely he cannot be that stupid! (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?116417-This-has-to-be-fake-Surely-he-cannot-be-that-stupid-&p=1454731&viewfull=1#post1454731)


Just posted this in the new thread....”This has to be fake......”

Light humor, always good!😁😁

Published today!

A drunk person joins a search party looking for himself.

According to a bizarre new tale, a Turkish guy who went missing in a forest ended up joining the hunt for himself.

Beyhan Mutlu, 50, of Bursa's northern province, was reported missing on Tuesday when he wandered out inebriated in the forest from his group of friends, according to the Daily Sabah.

Mutlu ended up joining a group of volunteers who were assisting authorities in their search for him, according to the site.

Mutlu seemed perplexed when the volunteers began chanting his name, and inquired who they were looking for, according to Turkish news channel NTV.

He reportedly assured them, "I am here."

According to the news sites, when authorities discovered the man had formed his own search party, they gave him a lift home.

😁😁

[RunningDeer]

Never Before Seen: Blood Doctor Reveals
HORRIFIC Findings After Examining Vials (21 min)

Healthy blood vs a blood a couple of months later after the vaccine.
https://i.imgur.com/cOUzNoj.jpg
Magnified further.
https://i.imgur.com/hKxygFD.jpg

Dr. Zandre Botha saw other patients with weird black structures within
the blood and deformed red blood cells.
https://i.imgur.com/Z9S8FZd.jpg

Too structured to be biological. Self-assembling.

https://i.imgur.com/ecxqrlD.jpg

MORE IMAGES PROVIDED




EXCLUSIVE! Dr. Zandre Botha was shocked after studying the blood of "vaccinated" patients that were coming to her with serious illness after being injected with the shots being called "Covid vaccines”.

After being presented with vials of the substance, she examined the contents and was horrified.

Source (https://rumble.com/vnbgal-never-before-seen-blood-doctor-reveals-horrific-findings-after-examining-vi.html)

vkpa5v

[PurpleLama]

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FBDh2fvUUAEZ29G?format=jpg&name=large

[RunningDeer]

Extremely Hard to Reach Baby Starlings! (9 min)

https://i.imgur.com/ZWaAmKw.jpg




Watch to see how Gates Wildlife Technician Cassandra was able to reach all the baby starlings inside this vent.

This was one of our harder removals of birds in a vent but it was a success! Can you guess how many babies were inside?


Gates Wildlife Control (https://www.youtube.com/c/GatesWildlifeControl/videos)




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[Ankle Biter]

Gary Zukav was one of my earliest teachers .. his book Seat of the Soul .. began a radical transformation in my life and perspective from which i continue to evolve to this day ...


https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=http%3A%2F%2Fmanifestedharmony.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F03%2FBy_choosing_your_thoughts_and_by_selecting_which_emotional_currents_ you_will_release_and_which_you_will_reinforce_you_determi.jpg

:flower:

I heard that!

Seat of the Soul had a massive effect on my thinking some 20 years back and still to this day I continue draw on those lessons. Also Dancing Wu Li Masters was an amazing read.

[iota]

Gary Zukav was one of my earliest teachers .. his book Seat of the Soul .. began a radical transformation in my life and perspective from which i continue to evolve to this day ...


https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=http%3A%2F%2Fmanifestedharmony.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F03%2FBy_choosing_your_thoughts_and_by_selecting_which_emotional_currents_ you_will_release_and_which_you_will_reinforce_you_determi.jpg

:flower:

I heard that!

Seat of the Soul had a massive effect on my thinking some 20 years back and still to this day I continue draw on those lessons. Also Dancing Wu Li Masters was an amazing read.

me too! i picked it up at the SAME time as you! ~ in 2000

i'm afraid it killed a love that had lasted at LEAST a couple of lifetimes that i know of though .. haha!

i attempted to really embody the principles there and it had a radical impact on my THEN personality that led to my growing in a very different evolutionary trajectory than i had been at the onset of our relationship

we STILL lasted 30 yrs after love at first sight

as in seriously and literally love at first sight

and turns out because we had been in love before, he was a king and i was his lover ... and everyone was really mad about it back then and they were really mad about it again ... which used to consternate us and bewilder us to NO END

we did NOT understand HOW and WHY people that were both close to us AND not were just unreasonably upset (as in they had NO reason) at our being in love .. what on earth did they care? and WHY????

even the pastor of our church did a sermon of "the lost sheep turning away from the front of the church and preaching to the right at the top of the balcony where we were sitting in front of 2000 people!! like seriously!~!!!!!

THEN i found out our history and i was like .. .they are YOUR people ok? ... sigh haha! :sun:

so when people notice i don't seem to be concerned about criticism? if they only knew i've been dealing with THAT issue over lifetimes! an with entire country even .. pfffffffft! :Angel:

anyway, as you can imagine? being soulmates? we were as compatible as two peas in a pod, in everything ...

and THEN i read this book ...

and it speaks about Authentic power vs external power

and how whatever it is that we hold as our "power source" is in reality our "badge of fear"

be it money, or power, or status, or looks even (he was really really good looking ... because it turns out last time? i had been .. and we switched places ... long story ...)

anyway, ANYTHING external CAN be taken away ... (money or status lost, looks fad etc)

Authentic power CANNOT be taken away

and i'm thinking .. this CANNOT be true im the least fearful person i know ...

AS i'm driving my jaguar to my big house in the best neighborhood, dressed a certain style etc

and i ask myself ... "is it REALLY possible that i WANT these things and have these things NOT because i genuinely desire them? but because of what people will think?????"

which immediately made me think: "IF THAT is the case? then i think i'm giving people a little too much power!"

so my partner comes home and we're going off somewhere, and he's dressed to the nines as always, and i put on some jeans, one of my son's plain white hanes under garment t shirts

NO make up! and just a barrette right smack in the middle of the top of my head to pull my bangs out of my eyes

he says nothing until we arrive and finally asks "What are you doing exactly?"

to which i reply wit this giant smile: "i'm confronting my fears, because if i dress a certain way etc because of what people think? then i'm giving them a bit too much power so i'm confronting that"

he is silent for a moment then says ... "ok .. would you mind standing over THERE ... and confronting your fears over THERE?"

joking of course ... but NOT joking at same time as in i was completely bewildering him and changing the "rules" of our relationship without any prior warning etc

nevertheless we stayed together AND in love til Joshie died. but he had NEVER made the transformations that i had. nor did he genuinely desire to and had he done so .. things would have been different

so i buried my child and said goodbye to him and two other relationships that i really should have ended yrs before, but joshua who could never hold a grudge or unforgiveness in his heart and would have never let me while he was alive

he used to tell me .. "oh no mommy! i can't hold a grudge like that! it hurts me too much" literally putting his hand over his heart and the expression on his face almost imagining the hurt!! .. the boy had the purest heart of anyone i've ever known and he was my teacher

so it was only AFTER my son transitioned that i was clear to terminate bonds that no longer served either, love present or not ~ and that was that

so .. yes .. i'd say it had a pretty profound impact on my life lol!!

confronting my fears was an invaluable tool in my continuing evolution, and really so many others continue to have a profound influence on me to this day .. i am forever grateful for Gary Zukav's contribution to my life and to humanity in general

:flower:

[Stephanie]

Dearest iota,

💖💖:bearhug:💖💖

[Ankle Biter]

me too! i picked it up at the SAME time as you! ~ in 2000

i'm afraid it killed a love that had lasted at LEAST a couple of lifetimes that i know of though .. haha!

i attempted to really embody the principles there and it had a radical impact on my THEN personality that led to my growing in a very different evolutionary trajectory than i had been at the onset of our relationship

we STILL lasted 30 yrs after love at first sight

as in seriously and literally love at first sight

and turns out because we had been in love before, he was a king and i was his lover ... and everyone was really mad about it back then and they were really mad about it again ... which used to consternate us and bewilder us to NO END

we did NOT understand HOW and WHY people that were both close to us AND not were just unreasonably upset (as in they had NO reason) at our being in love .. what on earth did they care? and WHY????

even the pastor of our church did a sermon of "the lost sheep turning away from the front of the church and preaching to the right at the top of the balcony where we were sitting in front of 2000 people!! like seriously!~!!!!!

THEN i found out our history and i was like .. .they are YOUR people ok? ... sigh haha! :sun:

so when people notice i don't seem to be concerned about criticism? if they only knew i've been dealing with THAT issue over lifetimes! an with entire country even .. pfffffffft! :Angel:

anyway, as you can imagine? being soulmates? we were as compatible as two peas in a pod, in everything ...

and THEN i read this book ...

and it speaks about Authentic power vs external power

and how whatever it is that we hold as our "power source" is in reality our "badge of fear"

be it money, or power, or status, or looks even (he was really really good looking ... because it turns out last time? i had been .. and we switched places ... long story ...)

anyway, ANYTHING external CAN be taken away ... (money or status lost, looks fad etc)

Authentic power CANNOT be taken away

and i'm thinking .. this CANNOT be true im the least fearful person i know ...

AS i'm driving my jaguar to my big house in the best neighborhood, dressed a certain style etc

and i ask myself ... "is it REALLY possible that i WANT these things and have these things NOT because i genuinely desire them? but because of what people will think?????"

which immediately made me think: "IF THAT is the case? then i think i'm giving people a little too much power!"

so my partner comes home and we're going off somewhere, and he's dressed to the nines as always, and i put on some jeans, one of my son's plain white hanes under garment t shirts

NO make up! and just a barrette right smack in the middle of the top of my head to pull my bangs out of my eyes

he says nothing until we arrive and finally asks "What are you doing exactly?"

to which i reply wit this giant smile: "i'm confronting my fears, because if i dress a certain way etc because of what people think? then i'm giving them a bit too much power so i'm confronting that"

he is silent for a moment then says ... "ok .. would you mind standing over THERE ... and confronting your fears over THERE?"

joking of course ... but NOT joking at same time as in i was completely bewildering him and changing the "rules" of our relationship without any prior warning etc

nevertheless we stayed together AND in love til Joshie died. but he had NEVER made the transformations that i had. nor did he genuinely desire to and had he done so .. things would have been different

so i buried my child and said goodbye to him and two other relationships that i really should have ended yrs before, but joshua who could never hold a grudge or unforgiveness in his heart and would have never let me while he was alive

he used to tell me .. "oh no mommy! i can't hold a grudge like that! it hurts me too much" literally putting his hand over his heart and the expression on his face almost imagining the hurt!! .. the boy had the purest heart of anyone i've ever known and he was my teacher

so it was only AFTER my son transitioned that i was clear to terminate bonds that no longer served either, love present or not ~ and that was that

so .. yes .. i'd say it had a pretty profound impact on my life lol!!

confronting my fears was an invaluable tool in my continuing evolution, and really so many others continue to have a profound influence on me to this day .. i am forever grateful for Gary Zukav's contribution to my life and to humanity in general

:flower:

In my case the evolution took place first then the relationship begun that was a joint mission of shaking off these badges of fear and cultivating authentic power together. The ego resists and sometimes people, after realizing the journey ahead won't be easy, return to comforts of that self forged in ... lala-land. or what ever it can be called. lol.

It isn't an easy stroll and those who are with us maybe choose a different time, lifetime, if even at all.. perhaps things would have been different for you had you both started at the same time but nothing is guaranteed so it has taught that dwelling on the 'what if this, what if that' instances are ways for the ego to pull us back from realizing this authentic power... or at least this was very much the situation with my relationship.

None of that is to say that I've not hit bumps in the road, fallen off the wagon a few times and got a little banged up, certainly.. but if I ain't dead, I'm getting up, trying again & keep going... which is why I can't hold a grudge that she didn't maintain. It's asking a lot and expectations are something I only place in myself these-days.

Your Joshie though sounds like a true angel and to be shown and taught a love in its most pure sense is really a blessing :flower:. Forgiveness, from what I've experienced, is one of the most difficult things to attain, we all struggle with it .... & not just the people around us but especially learning to forgive ourselves! Sometimes that's the hardest of all.

I appreciate you sharing what's close to your heart Iota, and if some of it has caused me to press the pause button to revisit lessons learned and fears dispelled to feel a little energized then I hope I was able to reciprocate a bit of that too.
:bowing:

[iota]

In my case the evolution took place first then the relationship begun that was a joint mission of shaking off these badges of fear and cultivating authentic power together. The ego resists and sometimes people, after realizing the journey ahead won't be easy, return to comforts of that self forged in ... lala-land. or what ever it can be called. lol.

It isn't an easy stroll and those who are with us maybe choose a different time, lifetime, if even at all.. perhaps things would have been different for you had you both started at the same time but nothing is guaranteed so it has taught that dwelling on the 'what if this, what if that' instances are ways for the ego to pull us back from realizing this authentic power... or at least this was very much the situation with my relationship.

None of that is to say that I've not hit bumps in the road, fallen off the wagon a few times and got a little banged up, certainly.. but if I ain't dead, I'm getting up, trying again & keep going... which is why I can't hold a grudge that she didn't maintain. It's asking a lot and expectations are something I only place in myself these-days.

Your Joshie though sounds like a true angel and to be shown and taught a love in its most pure sense is really a blessing :flower:. Forgiveness, from what I've experienced, is one of the most difficult things to attain, we all struggle with it .... & not just the people around us but especially learning to forgive ourselves! Sometimes that's the hardest of all.

I appreciate you sharing what's close to your heart Iota, and if some of it has caused me to press the pause button to revisit lessons learned and fears dispelled to feel a little energized then I hope I was able to reciprocate a bit of that too.
:bowing:


you were SO lucky to have met your partner at the ONSET of your journey! i'd like to think the outcome of mine might have been different had that timing been the same

but i don't really believe that

for one, we met at a Christian concert. the deep commitment to a fundamentalist faith that once united us? became the point of contention that initiated our departure as my path took me in these directions more and more deeply. i was not kidding that Zukav's book was the very onset of our end

... our "meeting" was to complete unfinished business and resolve karmic debts as well and afford us the opportunity to do that in much deserved "private lives"

both my prior lives were very public, the problem with ALL of that? is that you are unable to make simple choices and move into trajectories free of the energy of others, the CONSTANT and incessant intrusions and even outright interference from people, a WHOLE country's opinion weighing in .. and they were ruthless

one pattern i have that i can only assume is leftover from (the trauma of) THAT time? is that if i start to get a little too much "notoriety" i'll disappear . its been a lifelong characteristic of mine ;)

only about a dozen people throughout my life know what i shared here :silent:

there is a REASON i chose the name "iota" as my avatar name :flower:

i'm grateful that we were able to remove ourselves sufficiently AWAY from the infringement, because THAT is what it is, of the opinions and energy of others enough to work through all that needed to be resolved on our own

and having attained THAT resolution? which took about 15 years?

we SHOULD have moved on, but we didn't ... we REALLY loved each other deeply despite the ever growing distance in our beliefs and perspectives which translated into choices and direction

and the once common goals were now divergent... his pursuits and objectives were centered around material basis, ambitions, as well adherence to fundamentalist principles i no longer shared and it was hard not to feel real disappointment at the lack of interest in the things that from MY perspective? were both obvious? and REALLY REALLY mattered

but there was no unforgiveness when we parted

no forgiveness from me was required for his choice to remain true to HIS Self any more than i required his forgiveness for staying true to mySelf

love remained even in parting ~ long, long before that? i'd get instantly quiet when this song played ... i knew in my heart, and when he'd see me look down ... and already feeling a sadness for something not even discussed? .... he knew too



VdXT-v2hPUA

Packing up the dreams God planted In the fertile soil of you

I can't believe the hopes He's granted Means a chapter of our life is through

But we'll keep you close as always, It won't even seem you've gone

'Cause our hearts in big and small ways, Will keep the love that keeps us strong


And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end

Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends


thank you for allowing me a glimpse into your journey and your path, and allowing me to share a bit of mine

it was a bit cathartic for me ... i didn't even know i needed to, so thank you again

:flower:

[Ankle Biter]

it was a bit cathartic for me ... i didn't even know i needed to, so thank you again

:flower:

Same goes for me.. :heart:

P.S. had to look up Catharsis first,
(Catharsis ) κάθαρσις = Cleansed. And sounds quite similar to word (Cadia or Cardio) καρδιά = Heart.

[iota]

anyone else missing Strat?

:flower:

[Mashika]

anyone else missing Strat?

:flower:

I do, but he wants to not be around for some time :/

Once he comes back, i will bully him to no end! :P

[I am B]

What happened to the guy? He found love as far as I remember. Wonder if he left for that.

Big loss for the youngling army.

[Mashika]

What happened to the guy? He found love as far as I remember. Wonder if he left for that.

Big loss for the youngling army.

He gone into feelings gulag of introspection, he shall be back after

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[onawah]

Jetson One - Official Launch - How cool is this?
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also see: https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?103518-It-flies-Production-flying-car&p=1459278&viewfull=1#post1459278

[iota]

What happened to the guy? He found love as far as I remember. Wonder if he left for that.

Big loss for the youngling army.

haha!

except romance has figured in his life throughout his Avalon presence

so might not be the case entirely ..

but on THAT note? ..


kXYiU_JCYtU



made him laugh

private joke haha!

:sun:

[meeradas]

Don't want to embed this, as it sounds like the worst unimaginable dystopian nightmare (at least to someone with "common sense" intact).

It's Stew Peter's show from Oct 29, 2021 (https://forbiddenknowledgetv.net/doctor-hydras-and-parasites-in-vaxx-transfecting-humans-into-new-species/)

[meeradas]

Sounds like a very bad joke:

George Soros sets up "Good Information Inc. (https://www.voltairenet.org/article214480.html)"

Oh, the transparency... it's almost unbearable, these days

[iota]

anyone else missing Strat?

:flower:


one ....

heard from our guy! .. .he is doing FABULOUS!!!

better than ever ... and was in a REALLY good space!!

SO good? i like didn't want to even change a thing that might move him from there ...

so didn't bring up PA at all or that we ALL miss him terribly here and want him back!!

caring about someone means putting what THEY need

ahead of what you want ....

so that's what i did ...

instead? i asked him:

"So ... Have you ever read a book called "Seat of the Soul" by Gary Zukav?" :Angel:




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Seat of the Soul had a massive effect on my thinking some 20 years back and still to this day I continue draw on those lessons. Also Dancing Wu Li Masters was an amazing read.

Ankle Biter! you know that "Seat of the Soul" is going to be our 'inside joke' from now on, right? lol!!

:sun:

[norman]

Professor Neil Ferguson Called A "F****** Murderer"

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Professor Neil Ferguson (known commonly as 'Professor Lockdown' and a former member of SAGE guilty of advising the government on their criminal policy of unconstitutional lockdowns) is challenged by an attendee at the King's College Sowerby Lecture.

Professor Ferguson was seemingly previously caught breaking the lockdown diktats that he himself advised upon, in order to copulate with another man's wife.

[Sue (Ayt)]

So, these symbols have appeared on a stretch of highway in our small town and elsewhere around here. Lots of local folks speculating on what they mean. Some say they are for GPS markings, others think they are drone targets, some claim they are for when 5G is turned on...

Anyone have any idea of what this symbol might mean?
Thanks :idea:
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[TargeT]

So, these symbols have appeared on a stretch of highway in our small town and elsewhere around here. Lots of local folks speculating on what they mean. Some say they are for GPS markings, others think they are drone targets, some claim they are for when 5G is turned on...

Anyone have any idea of what this symbol might mean?
Thanks :idea:
47850

definitely no to 5g or GPS... those are excellent visual markers for movement/timing, reminds me of the stuff they used to gauge when to blow up IED's in the middle east, though theirs was usually just bottles on a stick stabbed into the side of the road at intervals etc.... I'd assume they are implementing some sort of areal radar for speed control or something? (even that doesn't make much sense).

(Visual signals have nothing to do with GPS or 5g, they function off "radio waves" (microwaves really, as far as the electromagnetic spectrum is concerned))

[Mashika]

So, these symbols have appeared on a stretch of highway in our small town and elsewhere around here. Lots of local folks speculating on what they mean. Some say they are for GPS markings, others think they are drone targets, some claim they are for when 5G is turned on...

Anyone have any idea of what this symbol might mean?
Thanks :idea:
47850

definitely no to 5g or GPS... those are excellent visual markers for movement/timing, reminds me of the stuff they used to gauge when to blow up IED's in the middle east, though theirs was usually just bottles on a stick stabbed into the side of the road at intervals etc.... I'd assume they are implementing some sort of areal radar for speed control or something? (even that doesn't make much sense).

(Visual signals have nothing to do with GPS or 5g, they function off "radio waves" (microwaves really, as far as the electromagnetic spectrum is concerned))

For sure. Those could be calibration points, for when weather affects cameras and they need to reposition them to regain full visuals of the street and incoming cars

ETA: Potentially may be setup for Drone/UAV Lidar systems, there is a calibration routine that involves a triangle. This may be for government controlled drones