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Ernie Nemeth
26th December 2011, 03:33
My Christmas nightmare. Woke up late today to the smell of - nope, no turkey cooking.... Went out to the living room, Val (my girl) is asleep and her daughter is not here. Her daughter was supposed to come over and make the stuffing. It's so late I figure I'd better get started on turkey or it'll never get cooked in time. I look around for the turkey. Not in fridge. Not on counter... Oops, still in freezer!
No turkey dinner untill Tuesday nite. Her daughter did not show up until almost six. I told Val to call her and tell her about the turkey but Val was mad her daughter did not show up on time. So in walks Nicole and her new beau - and no turkey.
What a fiasco...
Ho!Ho!Ho!

astrid
26th December 2011, 05:46
HAHA.. Ernie, last time i "did" xmas there was a similar drama.
My brother was meant to be hosting the day, only thing was he was so
drunk by 10 am that i ended up doing the whole thing myself.
Nightmare alright. I got called a control freak, lol.
He was passed out and guests where hungry so
what else was i to do but jump in and cover his ASSS.

I vowed never again after that .
Families and Xmas what a combo, lol.

astrid
26th December 2011, 07:38
As for the here and the now, i continue to be struck by the silence
that i have been experiencing for some time now.
Feeling lots of energy constantly flushing through my body
in waves. Still on mostly raw food, and where i can, living
raw. Starting to grow micro greens, pretty cool, much higher in
nutrients pound for pound and you can grow all year round and inside.
So you need to eat much less to stay super well.

Today and yesterday i have been listening to the lectures that i posted here,
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?37408-Vedic-Alchemy-vs.-Western-Alchemy&p=388333&viewfull=1#post388333

A really interesting man, and such well rounded research.
A perfect fit for where I'm at right now, resonates very strongly for me .
I discovered that channel a while back when researching Astrologer Robert Hand.
then i noticed that Carmody also mentioned this author recently for alchemical texts.

Anyways, those 4 sessions, well worth the listen
especially relevant to the here and now of our times.
Covers it all really. His books are on my reading list for 2012.

6.36pm

astrid
26th December 2011, 11:49
just listened to this,
Beautiful and haunting

"kd lang's performance of Leonard Cohen's "Hallelujah" at the Canadian Songwriters Hall of Fame
induction of Leonard Cohen in 2006. Be sure to watch the entire performance. Leonard is in the audience."

YYiMJ2bC65A

ulli
26th December 2011, 12:29
Woke up to the news of the death of a dear friend and neighbour.
One from our American expat community here. His poor wife, alone up that mountain.
I'm very distraught right now.

eaglespirit
26th December 2011, 12:31
Woke up to the news of the death of a dear friend and neighbour.
One from our American expat community here. His poor wife, alone up that mountain.
I'm very distraught right now.

Sending Spiritual Vibrations of Love and Higher Solutions, Ulli

astrid
26th December 2011, 12:57
Surrounding you with healing light Ulli.

ulli
26th December 2011, 12:58
just listened to this,
Beautiful and haunting

"kd lang's performance of Leonard Cohen's "Hallelujah" at the Canadian Songwriters Hall of Fame
induction of Leonard Cohen in 2006. Be sure to watch the entire performance. Leonard is in the audience."

YYiMJ2bC65A

Tears streaming after listening to this.
My first flat share ever in Chelsea, London, in 1968, just off the Fulham Road, Leonard Cohen's first album played 24/7. This was back in 1968. The guy who had rented out the various rooms in the house was a Canadian and had known him personally.
Then a year later when I was the movie projectionist at the Arts Lab, the director, Jim Haynes brought in a young American woman who he said would spice up the cinema part. She and Leonard Cohen had just broken up. So here she was in London, licking emotional wounds.
She herself had just made a movie called "Robert Having His Nipple Pierced". I learnt much from her, about putting on movie programs, finding weird artsy films. We were close. She talked a lot about him, although I don't remember anything she said in particular.
I thought it was strange how I kept running into Leonard Cohen type people, also later at college, even though at that time he was quite unknown.

astrid
26th December 2011, 13:10
I just bought his son Adam's latest album,
its very good.

V6eYIt2ANQQ


Vvq1BiHLaW0

Lisab
26th December 2011, 15:00
First of all THANKYOU to everyone for sending healing light, prayers,reiki and all your wonderful collective energies for Abbie. At 11.11 Xmas eve my mum phoned to say that the contractions had stopped. I went to visit her and she was much calmer. Then, in synchronicity, the midwife looking after on Xmas day turned out to be a girl I used to hang with back in the day - tattood sleeves and a face like Bridget Bardot! I couldn't have asked for a better angel to look out for my sister. She kept telling her to ignore the negative consultants as there's ways hope. She also regaled my Sis with tales of our past together at rock festivals and raves! My sister loved it!
Unfortunately today the contractions started again. And again I got the msg at 11.11- couldn't believe it. Sadly now her waters have just broken and I guess it's just a waiting game. A part of her higher plan. She's with a different midwife today. Anyway once again thankyou everyone.
Lynda Hill's new moon forecast is up and the symbol of Capricorn 3 is.....The Human Soul , In It's Eagerness For New Experiences, Seeks Embodiment. I.e being "born" quickly.
Having to post on IPhone again, the first born spilt his beer on my lap top Xmas day (sigh!) so I hope this makes sense. Love you all x

WhiteFeather
26th December 2011, 15:21
Right Now I Stumbled across this video, have a looksy Avie's. Very Earth Inspiring. A Good Day, Indeed. Gratefulness Ahhhhhhh


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Zl9puhwiyw&feature=channel_video_title

modwiz
26th December 2011, 15:55
just listened to this,
Beautiful and haunting

"kd lang's performance of Leonard Cohen's "Hallelujah" at the Canadian Songwriters Hall of Fame
induction of Leonard Cohen in 2006. Be sure to watch the entire performance. Leonard is in the audience."

YYiMJ2bC65A

I watched wondering of she would give me goose bumps, again. She did, a few times. No singer moves me like she does. It is also refreshing to have a woman singer content to appeal to my heart and soul and not my 'stuff'.

LOL. Don't even get me started on the whore look.

Guest
26th December 2011, 16:30
Hey Lisa

My computer crashed during merc ret. have been using a phone since. A little frustrating. I borrowed a friends tablet this past weekend but I made so many typos on it while posting and sending emails, realized that it's something I will have to get use to. I finally got my trusted comp back and will have my Internet up & running this week sometime. It was worth the wait. The guy who fixed it did a great job and it's working better than ever now.

Sorry about your friend Ulli.

Thank you for the links Astrid.

Nora

We are all related

ulli
26th December 2011, 22:58
Right Now I Stumbled across this video, have a looksy Avie's. Very Earth Inspiring. A Good Day, Indeed. Gratefulness Ahhhhhhh


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Zl9puhwiyw&feature=channel_video_title


Thank you WhiteFeather, this is an amazing video and even though I had to deal with the shock of a friend's passing I could still find gratitude for today.
There were miracles in the timing of his death, which was so perfect that it had all of us stunned, including his widow.
Right now I'm perceiving a scent, a fragrance of flowers, although there are no fresh flowers in my house.
Remembering that until yesterday I had no sense of smell due to my flu...
this is truly strange... and quite lovely.

Guest
26th December 2011, 23:20
So glad your friend passing is a beautiful experience.... and awesome spirit shares its essence in those times, if nothing else it soothes our souls.

Nora

We are all related

Belle
26th December 2011, 23:30
Before I knew my Dad was ill, I had stopped by to drop something off for my Mom. On hugging him, I 'smelled death'. I had heard of people smelling death before, but I had not experienced it until that moment. Considering the fact that I have lost most of my sense of smell, it struck me as weird that not only could I detect the scent but that I knew what it was. Four months later, he passed.

Shortly after his passing, I started smelling flowers...a sweet but clean, not cloying, scent...and could 'feel' him near. When I mentioned this to a dear friend, she told me "When you smell flowers, someone who has passed is close...the flower scent is their gift to you".

Guest
27th December 2011, 00:04
Ulli, just one little something.
Why is it some people can act so badly, then a second later proclaim the wonder of their religiosity? It just baffles me, trying to imagine what's going on with them.
That's when it's good to be a gemini, cos I'm off to something else... hopefully something positive, yes!

Ulli, hope you are in the pink again.

Nora, you are beautiful! I am similar in looks to you, except dark blonde hair instead of strawberry blonde.

Love,
Marianne

Don't get me started on "religious people" and their strange dichcotomies.... and control doctrines.... or paradigms....

A lot of them think I am an evil eccentric fool.... Sometimes I smart off and say how organically Christian of you....

Love and acceptance of all people's is the best possible place for me to be. I don't have to agree with them though....

We all are just little bundles of love and they really complicate it....

And JB I am quite common looking, and time & age have not been my friend.

Who we are and what we give away to others is true beauty.

Love

Nora

We are all related

ulli
27th December 2011, 00:45
Before I knew my Dad was ill, I had stopped by to drop something off for my Mom. On hugging him, I 'smelled death'. I had heard of people smelling death before, but I had not experienced it until that moment. Considering the fact that I have lost most of my sense of smell, it struck me as weird that not only could I detect the scent but that I knew what it was. Four months later, he passed.

Shortly after his passing, I started smelling flowers...a sweet but clean, not cloying, scent...and could 'feel' him near. When I mentioned this to a dear friend, she told me "When you smell flowers, someone who has passed is close...the flower scent is their gift to you".

My husband also once smelled flowers the day his uncle died. That was the first and only time I had heard of that.

Anyway, big crisis:

He didn't give her the password to his computer, nor Internet banking.
She has no clue about the money matters, he took that knowledge to his grave.
Friends had to collect cash to pay for the funeral tomorrow.

Cottage Rose
27th December 2011, 02:42
Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along. :p

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-173099/US-missiles-hit-Iranian-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

Modwiz, I filed what you stated in this post away earlier today .... and lo and behold, I believe I have experienced what you are referring to up close.

A normally stable friend of mine has slipped into a very strange grandiose delusional mania........ as in believing themself to be an all-wise, all-knowing center of the universe even though there are no facts in reality to support their conclusions.

:tape2: Is this the type of effect you are speaking of? :twitch:

Do you think this could have anything to do with strong energies involved in pulling diverse family members together for the holidays? I have never seen this person at this time of year before.

In a word, yes. Something very profound is occurring. I had a dream earlier today that seemed to come from a very deep reality. It was so new as to border on the alien, as in a sense of magnitudes of 'newness'. For any Seth readers, this energy was like Seth 2. Like fractals looking for a language to communicate with so 'impressions' that were given to me, took my breath away, literally.

I am very sleepy, the energies are quickening so much that my physical vehicle is feeling like it did a days' heavy labor. I can tell I will be sleeping more to keep up. Part of it seems to be for me to receive, 'programming', in a positive sense. Still, the depth of whatever is happening is calling upon my inner 'warrior' in the Don Juan/Casteneda sense of the word. That is, I need to be fearless to keep it 'together'.

We are all being overwhelmed in our own ways. How it affects us is very personal and is dependent on our unique psychic structure with the emotional component being the most effected because of it being so huge, but masked/hidden away in the subconscious. The effects we will be observing in ourselves and others will range from the interesting to the bizarre. Asylum type behavior will be very prevalent, IMO.

Here and Now Update ( I would not blame anyone for not liking me about this revelation.) :

As an update to the above scenario, the delusional behavior escalated and became more than I could bear yesterday. It had to do with believing in a fantasy scenario around herself that was so far from provable truth that attempting to bite my knuckles completely loosened the strong tape I had so carefully placed over my mouth.

:tape::tape::tape::tape:

After attempting to manipulate me into believing her version of reality,
In addition to focusing a psychic attack against my personal situation,
A firm line drawn in the sand was crossed...
Result = dissolution of ten month friendship in virtual land.


Truthfully, how do I feel?
Note: Not any romantic, wanting rememberance, or feeling to blame lyrics, but especially the 2nd 1/2 jam:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqgikGqAtH0

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/8/81/Egretta_thula1.jpg/220px-Egretta_thula1.jpg

astrid
27th December 2011, 03:15
Louis acting really really weird today,
he keeps reacting to things unseen.

He's also walking as though he, or the world is spinning,
Like he keeps wanting to lie down to get stable.
hmmm...

We are going to the Chiro on Thursday morning.

Here and now I'm about to watch this....
20a7aoPA5E0

"A Fantastic collaboration of youtubers from around the world.
Remember to switch your video responses to this video and leave comments as well saying your awake.
This is YOUR video, favorite, feature, and share with everyone... take it to the front page. Are you awake?
Everyone doing their part to bring awareness to the world!"

Good to see people uniting, its what we need more of.

write4change
27th December 2011, 03:36
What a great idea for a thread! you are beautiful. I am glad I got to see you. I have a lot of catching up to do and after I have done more reading I will come back. I now have a black cat named Sam I rescued from under the house a few doors down. He was the loudest kitten I ever heard. He is now about six months old and one huge cat.

ulli
27th December 2011, 03:55
What a great idea for a thread! you are beautiful. I am glad I got to see you. I have a lot of catching up to do and after I have done more reading I will come back. I now have a black cat named Sam I rescued from under the house a few doors down. He was the loudest kitten I ever heard. He is now about six months old and one huge cat.

Well, hello!! What a surprise!!!!
I also rescued a kitten this year, and it's a biter. Aries. Very hyper and fun.
Good to see you back.

astrid
27th December 2011, 03:56
Welcome aboard write4change !!

WhiteFeather
27th December 2011, 03:59
Before I knew my Dad was ill, I had stopped by to drop something off for my Mom. On hugging him, I 'smelled death'. I had heard of people smelling death before, but I had not experienced it until that moment. Considering the fact that I have lost most of my sense of smell, it struck me as weird that not only could I detect the scent but that I knew what it was. Four months later, he passed.

Shortly after his passing, I started smelling flowers...a sweet but clean, not cloying, scent...and could 'feel' him near. When I mentioned this to a dear friend, she told me "When you smell flowers, someone who has passed is close...the flower scent is their gift to you".

My husband also once smelled flowers the day his uncle died. That was the first and only time I had heard of that.

Anyway, big crisis:

He didn't give her the password to his computer, nor Internet banking.
She has no clue about the money matters, he took that knowledge to his grave.
Friends had to collect cash to pay for the funeral tomorrow.

The flowers you smell are the scent of the spirit passing on to the next plane or just stopping by to say hello, just letting you know this. Sorry to hear of your friends loss. All of my love and comfort for you and your friend. In Light and One-Ness ~WF~

Calz
27th December 2011, 03:59
Welcome aboard write4change !!

... or back aboard as the case may be :)


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WhiteFeather
27th December 2011, 04:07
Listening To I'm Alive - By ABWH A Great Healing Tune, Works For Me.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OlGHklW_ZII

1inMany
27th December 2011, 04:11
Nora & Marianne-wow do I understand...I spent many years in what is known as the Bible belt in the U.S. Most negative energy ever... The real "Christians" are the ones that don't proclaim to be, imo.

Astrid-do you think Louis could be reacting to the weird energies lately, the ones that seem to be all over the place? Or do you think his physical ailment is effecting him?

Nora-does your friend's widow know about password recovery software? I'm sure with as extensive as your network must be someone probably already suggested it, but I couldn't help throwing it out here because I worry about that kind of thing from time to time...what a difficult time for her :(

Here and Now...Woke up having been hit hard with a bug, sinus infection brewing. Ick. Sneezing my head off all day. Slept a lot. Much stress between family members, almost too much. Lately I have felt that I just can't handle anything any more. Everyone is erratic, say and act in off-the-wall or unexpected ways. Not necessarily out of character, but as if the worst of each person's challenges are at the surface. I am so danged sensitive to this stuff.

Not feeling connected, feeling unplugged. Hunch it was the flurry of activity in the past couple of days. Hope to get my house clean and catch up on laundry tomorrow...actually it will probably take the rest of the week. Hopefully having everything in order will help me in my head. I catch myself humming alot or singing random songs when I'm cleaning house :) Some contentment or reassurance comes with things being tidy and orderly. A therapist once told me your physical environment is a reflection of your emotional state. I have to chuckle, so true...

WhiteFeather
27th December 2011, 04:11
It's 11:11

1inMany
27th December 2011, 04:15
I think it would be a nice reminder to smell fresh flowers sometimes. I used to smell jolly ranchers candy when I was in a certain area of the house, but alas whoever that was has left.

Oh, and I looked at K's photos of yesterday, and sure enough there are orbs in them...two orbs in probably 10 pics, one larger (size of a softball?) and one smaller (size of a golf ball?) Quite a nice surprise :) I know they are energetic beings of some kind, positive I hope :)

Cottage Rose
27th December 2011, 04:18
http://kakvovruse.com/wp-content/themes/comfy/thumbs/20111107_archangel_michael.jpg

1inMany
27th December 2011, 04:30
Cottage Rose, that pic says "strength" to me. I'm feeling like "sensitive" is actually "fragile"....need a way to beef up on the inside so I can feel like that!

modwiz
27th December 2011, 04:31
Here and now I am reflecting on how fortunate I am to have no tales of dysfunction to share or be grumpy about. Wife gave me an opportunity or two but I passed on them. She handled herself fairly well also. I used to bring books to read to holiday functions. I was told I was rude but I simply replied if anything worth saying got said I'd join in. Besides, I was always out of 'tune' most of the time anyway. My reputation with words always kept things from getting too far. I've had some rough times as an adult, to be sure, but Groundhog Day scenarios are not my thing.

I am sending sweet thoughts to all and special thought packages to those who need them. I hope you know who you are. Hint: I have a lot of them.:madgrin:

modwiz
27th December 2011, 04:35
http://kakvovruse.com/wp-content/themes/comfy/thumbs/20111107_archangel_michael.jpg

I like that pic, Rose. I see the angel asking, "So, how frisky are ya really feelin'?"

Calz
27th December 2011, 04:38
Here and now I am reflecting on how fortunate I am to have no tales of dysfunction to share or be grumpy about. Wife gave me an opportunity or two but I passed on them. She handled herself fairly well also. I used to bring books to read to holiday functions. I was told I was rude but I simply replied if anything worth saying got said I'd join in. Besides, I was always out of 'tune' most of the time anyway. My reputation with words always kept things from getting too far. I've had some rough times as an adult, to be sure, but Groundhog Day scenarios are not my thing.

I am sending sweet thoughts to all and special thought packages to those who need them. I hope you know who you are. Hint: I have a lot of them.:madgrin:


I have only one thing to add regarding the past couple days ...


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1inMany
27th December 2011, 04:41
lol, thanks for the chuckle, Calz

Calz
27th December 2011, 04:41
http://kakvovruse.com/wp-content/themes/comfy/thumbs/20111107_archangel_michael.jpg

I like that pic, Rose. I see the angel asking, "So, how frisky are ya really feelin'?"

A bit classier than Clint Eastwood ... must admit ...

Doesn't even need to utter "punk" as it comes through clearly in her eyes :haha:

Guest
27th December 2011, 04:44
Before I knew my Dad was ill, I had stopped by to drop something off for my Mom. On hugging him, I 'smelled death'. I had heard of people smelling death before, but I had not experienced it until that moment. Considering the fact that I have lost most of my sense of smell, it struck me as weird that not only could I detect the scent but that I knew what it was. Four months later, he passed.

Shortly after his passing, I started smelling flowers...a sweet but clean, not cloying, scent...and could 'feel' him near. When I mentioned this to a dear friend, she told me "When you smell flowers, someone who has passed is close...the flower scent is their gift to you".

My husband also once smelled flowers the day his uncle died. That was the first and only time I had heard of that.

Anyway, big crisis:

He didn't give her the password to his computer, nor Internet banking.
She has no clue about the money matters, he took that knowledge to his grave.
Friends had to collect cash to pay for the funeral tomorrow.

Sorry about my rant about religion/Christians -it's just how would they know if I had God/Goddess in my life or not?

It's hard enough to deal with the loss of someone you love -throwing in the red tape with it all can make it harder to go through your own process. Your friend is lucky to have people to support her and give.

When someone died our family would make food and take it to the family and their friends.

Several times in my life I have had the experience of smelling floral scents around me. One time I smelled patchouli oil around me for about 4 days. I called a friend up and told him about it and he said that's strange my dad use to wear patchouli oil -he passed on years ago.

Nora

We are all related

astrid
27th December 2011, 04:47
@ Mod, i do the book thing also, i get so bored at social functions.
That's quite Aspie- typical.
I also mastered the "sneaky exit"

WhiteFeather
27th December 2011, 04:50
Burrrp, I feel the same way Calz, alot of eating this past few days, kinda binded me up a LiL bit. LMFAO


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thTh0w5hjkg&feature=related

ViralSpiral
27th December 2011, 05:56
I'm so sorry that you lost your friend Ulli :(
Whenever I get sad, thinking of my close friend who passed, a feather appears.

Thank you also for the message about leaving relevant info for the "left behinds". It was, in fact, also a topic discussed with my parents this Christmas.

These days have been hazy,lazy. Tis been raining. Much needed.

((hugs)) n tings

PurpleLama
27th December 2011, 12:43
When we got home from visiting family overnight for the holiday, we discovered that Ishtar (my youngest, very fluffy black and white cat) had gotten into some fly paper while we were gone. She had extricated herself from the paper, but she was still a sticky mess. Her usual high and mighty attitude was much diminished. So, I got to spend a few hours holding her down, cutting all the sticky out of her fur with a pair of scissors, as the label on the paper recommended removing the adhesive with paint thinner.

As of 5 am this morning, she was back to being full of badness, I am happy to report, in spite of her new punk rock hairdo.

As for the spiritual activities of recent days, I have had the experience of the three lower chakras opening, balancing, and energizing almost by themselves. It started as a little tickle about a week before the last lunar eclipse, and it has increased daily. This has had an apparent side effect of other people around me experiencing an increased sensitivity to spiritual energies, even amongst the most closed, "christian-minded", of my own family. It's been an amazing past few days.

Also, I would like to report that one gift from an aunt was a gift certificate to the gift shop of the MS Petrified Forest. I had not been to see them in a while, so I was glad to have an excuse to visit the shop. They had loads of new merchendise the majority of which was what would be sought after in metaphysical circles. As I made my circuit around the store, my breath caught a little as I approached a particular glass case. Looking in, I spotted a bag labeled "Azez Quartz -Hiddenite, NC" Really? A bag of about twenty to thirty pieces of various sizes, for forty bucks, which was exactly the amount of my gift certificate. (cue in heavenly light show and angelic choir noises) I don't know about the truth of the myth associated with this particular quartz material, but I can safely say "wow. Just freaking wow" it is, indeed, some amazingly powerful stuff.

BlueGem
27th December 2011, 13:42
I am sitting here on my couch, cross-legged with the laptop in front of me. Still full of food from the last two days. Thinking about life/death a lot as we have just had a passing in our family. The phone is ringing constantly as we have lots of relatives and friends. Lots of love, happiness and feelings of release floating around at the moment, so enjoying that. As usual, there is a lot of change at this time of year, lots of new hopes developing, plans for the future, and encouragement and support for everyone.

I am just thankful to be around now, with such great company. Happy holidays everyone!

Playdo of Ataraxas
27th December 2011, 14:23
Here and now, still at my parent's house with them and my kids and wife. It has been a very productive and pleasant time. Most of my time has been spent working on the tractor, playing in the woods, etc. No drama, everyone healthy, except for a nephew's staph infection, who was thusly quarantined. Last time we were here, my brother and I had a visitation experience. I'll have to retell that experience later when I have more time. It was exceptionally odd.

Anyhow, blessings, health, and joy to all for the today and the upcoming new year!

Calz
27th December 2011, 15:08
When we got home from visiting family overnight for the holiday, we discovered that Ishtar (my youngest, very fluffy black and white cat) had gotten into some fly paper while we were gone. She had extricated herself from the paper, but she was still a sticky mess. Her usual high and mighty attitude was much diminished. So, I got to spend a few hours holding her down, cutting all the sticky out of her fur with a pair of scissors, as the label on the paper recommended removing the adhesive with paint thinner.

As of 5 am this morning, she was back to being full of badness, I am happy to report, in spite of her new punk rock hairdo.




Can't go there your Purpleness without expecting a few images ... :nod:


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Guest
27th December 2011, 15:59
Very cold morning here -ice and frost on the ground and everywhere brrr. I have the sniffles the beginnings of a cold.

What is Azez quartz?

Nora

We are all related

Lisab
27th December 2011, 16:10
Was just going to ask about azez quartz too. Fill us in PL.

Calz I just got to watch James G's Xmas talk on God. Cool vid thanks.

Ulli hope your friend is ok and found the password.

Moemers
27th December 2011, 17:03
Is anyone else feeling weird lately?

I've been ...disjointed and feeling upset. My relationships with friends and family feel on edge, and I get the feeling that they're experiencing it too.

I just feel restless and like I'm wasting time.

Anyone have any insight?

PurpleLama
27th December 2011, 17:11
Azez Quartz, also known as Azeztulite. Some really high vibe quartz I had read about, but had never seen at any gem shows, only to find it in one of the little shops I've visited regularly over the years.

http://www.azeztulite.com/

Like I said, I don't know about what is said as far as the myth goes, but I can definitely vouch that it it is indeed the mose high energy quartz I've come across, energy more similar to petalite or phenacite and such.

Yea there is something going on that even the muggles are catching on....

Lisab
27th December 2011, 17:26
Hi Moemers. Welcome to the ascension bus....a smooth ride from here on in!

Moemers
27th December 2011, 17:30
That's why I wanted to check in here and see if I was alone in those feelings, or if there was something a bit bigger going on.

Basically I just wanted 3D assurance I guess, because it feels really crappy :(

Calz
27th December 2011, 17:56
Hi Moemers. Welcome to the ascension bus....a smooth ride from here on in!


Really???

Sweet ... love the way you think! :neo:

On that note ... here and now ... 4th day running without a *single* chemtrail. Wow. Save for the story I shared regarding Dr. Boylan's JPE I don't remember going that many days without any chemtrails. Sup with that???

Song for the day (at least my contribution) is a crooner that would make JB proud. Where is JB these days anyhoo??? Demands for her "2nd job" must be taking away from quality time with the village. That is a shame. We miss you June Bug. :wave:


1teVqF8K4m4

astrid
27th December 2011, 20:11
Ohhhh lurvve mr isaak thanks Calz

Here and now just waking
Feeling a bit crappy , headachy
Yesterday had a taste of my " old self "
again, my brain got stuck for way too
long online , which makes me feel blah .
Too much screen radiation and emfs for
my cleaned out self , but it's a good reminder
of how far I've come . Will spend more time
in nature today to counteract maybe even have
a salt water bath and try out some new Celtic
salt I found .
I did take Louis for a walk to the park two short
blocks away and he was surprisingly full of beans.
Being with me on the leash meant he was less
wobbly although he ended up on his butt when he tried
his usual spins and leaps. The issue appears more one
sided, lead on the left he seems to veer to the left,
lead on the right he crashes more into me,
like a car with bad Wheel alignment .
Thought to check his ears for any inner ear infections
( balance) and his eyes for any weird condition that
might impair his vision on one side .

Also wondering if it's energetic given he is overly
sensitive to such things, seeing spirits , orbs and auras.
It also could be brain related , the list goes on, lol .
I also notoced that his back feet are not as warm
as his front feet . I'm still doing reiki daily to run
energy through his meridians .
But the puzzle continues.
Will sleep some more to try shift headache.
Very full night of dreams but little recall dammit

modwiz
27th December 2011, 20:13
Here and now I ponder the higher quality forum that Bill posted about recently. Given my inability to relate to many of the threads it would seem that I should just bide my time and stay out of trouble while my own 'inner' quality rises and matches the level of the rest of the forum. I mean, if the forum seems particularly uninteresting then it must be me. What other possible explanation could there be for it?

Anyway, I always have here and now to feel at home in. A rain is falling in upstate NY and I hope it does not turn to snow and make my outside life miserable. It is so nice and cozy in my Tower.

astrid
27th December 2011, 21:37
Me thinks the " quality " meter is very much a
subjective one . I see what Bill is referring too
but also get what you are saying Modwiz , each
to their own etc . I was questioning my
commitment to the "cause" recently for
not being interested in posting " out there"
then I realized it was just where i was at
All is as it should be ,not getting swept
up by the crowd is a sign of strength IMO
and IME some of us are very much our own
islands .
Also some are more in reflection mode after
the blast of psyopic winds that blew through
here in recent times . Each time that happens
we get more wiser to the machine .

Marianne
27th December 2011, 21:42
Hi Moemers. Welcome to the ascension bus....a smooth ride from here on in!


Really???

Sweet ... love the way you think! :neo:

On that note ... here and now ... 4th day running without a *single* chemtrail. Wow. Save for the story I shared regarding Dr. Boylan's JPE I don't remember going that many days without any chemtrails. Sup with that???

Song for the day (at least my contribution) is a crooner that would make JB proud. Where is JB these days anyhoo??? Demands for her "2nd job" must be taking away from quality time with the village. That is a shame. We miss you June Bug. :wave:


1teVqF8K4m4

Hey Calz :wave: I been thinkin' bout the village lately, wishing I would get back here. I peek in from time to time. I'm up in New Hampshire now visiting my son and his family (my two grandsons). We saw some real live snow up in Vermont yesterday. Thought of you, Modwiz. The snowy fir branches were so beautiful.

Love and good cheer to all, villagers, PA'ers and 'lurkers' (as I was for quite awhile!).

Marianne

Marianne
27th December 2011, 22:01
Nora, you are beautiful! I am similar in looks to you, except dark blonde hair instead of strawberry blonde.
Love,
Marianne


We are all are just little bundles of love
I love this, Nora, that we little bundles of love! You have a lovely way of saying truth in a simply beautiful way.


And JB I am quite common looking, and time & age have not been my friend.
Me too, Nora... when I look at myself truthfully. But see what you said below ...


Who we are and what we give away to others is true beauty.
Nora, so true. As I said, you are beautiful.

Love,
JB

1inMany
27th December 2011, 23:31
So odd. It seems that every single human being I come in contact with zaps my energy these days. Picked up bro from work. Immediately felt him taking my energy, but certainly not consciously. Hubby comes home, wants to talk...immediate zap. Why is it that other people talking to me zaps my energy? Seems like I am only "stable" when I'm by myself...that's just wrong. I think.

Yep, have a cold. Head's a little fuzzy, nose is sore. Can't figure out my new danged phone, it's such a complicated thing I just let it sit all day. Then someone finally gets ahold of me mad because I'm not answering calls and texts. Grrr. Or lol. I am enjoying the silence of not knowing why the phone's not ringing. No wonder that figuring it out is not my top priority. They all depend on me so much.

TV is on mute. Love it. Space heater humming. Hearing clickety click of the keyboard and tick-tock of clock. And this high pitched whistly-ringing sound in my left ear. Hmmm. It's dark in here, but I don't mind it because it's peaceful...bright light bulbs are not my thing. Now, open windows I love...oops mind wandering again. Lasagna in the oven, good thing hubby cooks or it wouldn't be there. Just don't feel like doing much. Fighting pangs of guilt. Guilt is such a human emotion.

eaglespirit
27th December 2011, 23:40
So odd. It seems that every single human being I come in contact with zaps my energy these days. Picked up bro from work. Immediately felt him taking my energy, but certainly not consciously. Hubby comes home, wants to talk...immediate zap. Why is it that other people talking to me zaps my energy? Seems like I am only "stable" when I'm by myself...that's just wrong. I think.

Yep, have a cold. Head's a little fuzzy, nose is sore. Can't figure out my new danged phone, it's such a complicated thing I just let it sit all day. Then someone finally gets ahold of me mad because I'm not answering calls and texts. Grrr. Or lol. I am enjoying the silence of not knowing why the phone's not ringing. No wonder that figuring it out is not my top priority. They all depend on me so much.

TV is on mute. Love it. Space heater humming. Hearing clickety click of the keyboard and tick-tock of clock. And this high pitched whistly-ringing sound in my left ear. Hmmm. It's dark in here, but I don't mind it because it's peaceful...bright light bulbs are not my thing. Now, open windows I love...oops mind wandering again. Lasagna in the oven, good thing hubby cooks or it wouldn't be there. Just don't feel like doing much. Fighting pangs of guilt. Guilt is such a human emotion.

Hi 1inMany...wishing you well...

Try some early sunrise or late sunset sungazing meditation if You are drawn to...in your own way and own time build-up...this energy and direct visual solar contact will help you with your own energy that can be shared more readily upon your own choice and willingness without draining your own inner light...the best to you and glad you are here at good ol' here and now : )

PurpleLama
27th December 2011, 23:40
one in many, I would recommend investing in some black stones, preferably to be carried, tourmaline, garnet(andradite), kyanite, smokey quartz, any of which can help keep your energy from getting zapped, especially the black tourmaline. I freakin love the stuff, but then again I have a "rock problem". No denial, here....

astrid
27th December 2011, 23:51
Same, PL... i always carry Black Tourm and Hermatite with me and what ever else I'm nudged to pick up,
on the way out the door. I also have a big chunk of BT next to my big Mac.
I learnt the hard way after a really nasty psi attack fried my entire hardrive,
and i had no back up. An expensive lesson that one.
Selenite also works well i find, i have some wands of that.

I keep a bowl of stones with my keys, etc,
so i don't forget to pocket some on my way out

11.11

PurpleLama
28th December 2011, 00:17
on the left of my altar out on the porch I have a chunk of BT that weighs at least a few pounds, and the piece I carry has inclusions of mica and quarts and generally resides in the same pocket as my phone.

as for selenite, I have at least ten or twelve wands, for making vortices, which is a lot of fun if you haven't tried it. Just need enough to place end to end to make a circle big enough to stand in.

also, I love selenite because no matter how closed off a person is, if you wave it slowly upwards across their face, they will invariably feel something when it crosses the third eye. It's great for demonstrating to the skeptics that maybe this energy business isn't all flaky, after all.

astrid
28th December 2011, 00:31
Interestingly enough I had a rock fetish as a
child, obviously my intuition was getting through
loud and clear . Those stones would have been
quite deliberately sent to me .

Selenite vortex. Wow that explains something .
In my garden in the "middle world " I have a
cirlce I work in where i do all of my journeying
from . It's made of selenite rocks all touching .
Now I know why I was told to use selenite
Cool

1inMany
28th December 2011, 00:31
Many, many, many, many thanks to you, eaglespirit, purpleLama, and astrid!!!!!!!

I haven't ever done any sun-gazing type of stuff, but when I read what you wrote, it definitely felt like what I need, so I'm on it! And after I read the reminders of BT, I looked around the house and all my little pieces are missing. Apparently, hubby took them to work because they were "pretty" lol. He's bringing them back tomorrow-every single thing he has up there so I can redistribute them. I am certain that between having a better source of energy for myself and using the stones and crystals I have more effectively, you all have just given me the key. I can't thank you enough for sharing!!

Much Love,

astrid
28th December 2011, 00:44
One in many -or maybe he needs them at work ??
BT is not that expensive maybe expand your
collection might be what you are being asked to
do. Just a thought
Salt water baths also a great way to clean up
your field . I'm going to wash Louis today to
clean up his energy then will do me .

Its not a bad idea if you have been around
groups which this time of year is big for

PurpleLama
28th December 2011, 00:49
you might ought to get hubby his own set of tourmalines, if he took off with them like that then surely there's a reason....

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haha jinks, astrid


hahaha!

astrid
28th December 2011, 01:01
Haha PL .indeed
Something else I'm being led to mention is
that everything has an " etheric double "
and you can call on the energy of an object
without actually needing the physical object .
It helps with losing attachment to physical things .
And is good practice for energy work .
Try it out .

A good example is putting a pic of BT up as
your screen saver works to invoke those energies
of protection.

Cottage Rose
28th December 2011, 01:16
When we got home from visiting family overnight for the holiday, we discovered that Ishtar (my youngest, very fluffy black and white cat) had gotten into some fly paper while we were gone. She had extricated herself from the paper, but she was still a sticky mess. Her usual high and mighty attitude was much diminished. So, I got to spend a few hours holding her down, cutting all the sticky out of her fur with a pair of scissors, as the label on the paper recommended removing the adhesive with paint thinner.

As of 5 am this morning, she was back to being full of badness, I am happy to report, in spite of her new punk rock hairdo.

As for the spiritual activities of recent days, I have had the experience of the three lower chakras opening, balancing, and energizing almost by themselves. It started as a little tickle about a week before the last lunar eclipse, and it has increased daily. This has had an apparent side effect of other people around me experiencing an increased sensitivity to spiritual energies, even amongst the most closed, "christian-minded", of my own family. It's been an amazing past few days.

Also, I would like to report that one gift from an aunt was a gift certificate to the gift shop of the MS Petrified Forest. I had not been to see them in a while, so I was glad to have an excuse to visit the shop. They had loads of new merchendise the majority of which was what would be sought after in metaphysical circles. As I made my circuit around the store, my breath caught a little as I approached a particular glass case. Looking in, I spotted a bag labeled "Azez Quartz -Hiddenite, NC" Really? A bag of about twenty to thirty pieces of various sizes, for forty bucks, which was exactly the amount of my gift certificate. (cue in heavenly light show and angelic choir noises) I don't know about the truth of the myth associated with this particular quartz material, but I can safely say "wow. Just freaking wow" it is, indeed, some amazingly powerful stuff.

I have a program in place that I will "find" the crystal that is meant to be mine.
Hasn't happened yet. Such a great story PL. Congratulations. :cool:

My last two canine friends I know I was meant to have just "appeared" at my cottage.
So, the technique is working well in the animal kingdom.....
I did recently find my sandstone healing rock.....
But, still waiting for the crystal.

Cottage Rose
28th December 2011, 01:32
Haha PL .indeed
Something else I'm being led to mention is
that everything has an " etheric double "
and you can call on the energy of an object
without actually needing the physical object .
It helps with losing attachment to physical things .
And is good practice for energy work .
Try it out .

A good example is putting a pic of BT up as
your screen saver works to invoke those energies
of protection.

Thank you, Astrid.

You made me remember, I am in contact with my future crystal. It is just not nearby in 3D at this time.
It is all good.

But, I must avoid going out crystal "shopping", because I would come home with the wrong one.

Thank you for being a group of people who will understand this. :laugh:

PurpleLama
28th December 2011, 02:22
Yes, I am familiar, very well, with techniques for calling in the essence of things, specifically for the purpose of working with said energies. For example, my wife has a bad day at work so I call her into my hand, then call the essence of rhodochrosite into my hand, effectively giving her a stone treatment via distance without even having the stone physically in my possession at the time. This works with herbs and plants, animals and crystals, but I don't see why it wouldn't work with anything one might imagine.

Rose, we really ought to go rock shopping together, then, as one of my particular gifts is knowing which stones go with whom.

Calz
28th December 2011, 02:46
Haha PL .indeed
Something else I'm being led to mention is
that everything has an " etheric double "
and you can call on the energy of an object
without actually needing the physical object .
It helps with losing attachment to physical things .
And is good practice for energy work .
Try it out .

A good example is putting a pic of BT up as
your screen saver works to invoke those energies
of protection.

Thank you, Astrid.

You made me remember, I am in contact with my future crystal. It is just not nearby in 3D at this time.

It is all good.

But, I must avoid going out crystal "shopping", because I would come home with the wrong one.

Thank you for being a group of people who will understand this. :laugh:


A close friend who is very "advanced" suggests that most of the mineral kingdom has already shifted about 80% into 5D.

Yes, thankfully we have the village where we can mention such concepts without getting "bombarded" as sometimes occurs elsewhere :nod:

Also my understanding that crystals "choose you" (or at least it is mutual). I have only every purchased one online (lemurian seed crystal from mount shasta) and prefer to feel the energies myself (physically) so I understand what you mean.

astrid
28th December 2011, 02:57
http://www.shop.saimport.com/images/IMG_256a.jpg

link http://www.shop.saimport.com/images/IMG_256a.jpg

my new desk top and screen saver :)

ulli
28th December 2011, 03:03
Getting ready for bed, after attending the funeral, then a huge birthday party for Father-in-law,
over 100 people with band and endless food, then spent a few hours with widow,
just the two of us, dealing with some practical issues she needed help with.

Now totally pooped wondering about what I need to learn about crystals.
Decided to hold some of my garnets, which I heard are good for Capricorns.
Sending loving energies to all you lovely villagers.
Wow, what a day it's been.

astrid
28th December 2011, 03:08
Azurite is good with mental stress.
No accidents here.

http://shimmerlings.com/gemstones/images/azurite_slice.jpg

"Azurite is often used to calm worries and help with communication. Azurite is also good for enhancing intuition, and for helping one recognize higher guidance when it comes in. Meditation with Azurite can help to relieve mental stress."

Rose Quartz for any heart related matters,
is excellent.

http://crystal-cure.com/pics/ball-rose3.jpg

1inMany
28th December 2011, 03:10
Wow, Ulli, one end of the spectrum to the other. I'm so sorry :( Rest well.

Calz
28th December 2011, 03:13
Azurite is good with grief.
No accidents here.

http://shimmerlings.com/gemstones/images/azurite_slice.jpg

"Azurite is often used to calm worries and help with communication. Azurite is also good for enhancing intuition, and for helping one recognize higher guidance when it comes in. Meditation with Azurite can help to relieve mental stress."

Stunning astrid ... thanx for sharing :)

1inMany
28th December 2011, 03:16
Ordered more BT & hematite. Found jet again, and was really pulled to that as well. He can use what called to him, and I will get loaded back up...as will my girls. There was more than one reason, I guess, that he took the crystals & stones to work. He needs them there, I needed to share here, needed for you all to help, needed to go to my favorite website...to be reminded of the gems I pulled from the earth myself about a year ago. Have golden healers, which raise vibrations, smoky quartz, which removes negativity, and clear clusters which will break up negativity in the house (if any). I was pulled to red jasper, which I have tucked away somewhere, and sodalite and lapis lazuli. Tomorrow is crystal day for me. And...I'm excited :)

Oh, it's also sea salt bath day, white candle day, theta meditation day...and possibly hot toddy day ;)

Calz
28th December 2011, 03:17
Here and now I ponder the higher quality forum that Bill posted about recently. Given my inability to relate to many of the threads it would seem that I should just bide my time and stay out of trouble while my own 'inner' quality rises and matches the level of the rest of the forum. I mean, if the forum seems particularly uninteresting then it must be me. What other possible explanation could there be for it?

Anyway, I always have here and now to feel at home in. A rain is falling in upstate NY and I hope it does not turn to snow and make my outside life miserable. It is so nice and cozy in my Tower.

Heard dat loud n clear my village brother :horn:


:peep:

Guest
28th December 2011, 03:30
I am very drawn to celestite, tazanite, deep red fire rubies and clear quartz crystals that do not have any fractures in them.

The forum for now hmmmm.....:tape2::doh::whistle: i don't know if i have the order right.

I will say this; there are some things that have risen up and have been rearing their ugly heads of late and i am grateful for the gentle and powerful energies coming through that are tuning and raising the vibrational rates of human beings and others..... we can either accept it or not or go with it or not.... we do have a choice.

Love

Nora

we are all related

Darla Ken Pearce
28th December 2011, 03:41
Here and Now ~ It's very surreal and negative "out there"....again. Another thing I've noticed during the holidays is how anti-climatic it feels right now. Like we are all waiting for another shoe to drop or something. Tons of energy flowing through us ~ like it or not. When my cats are unruly, I spray them with a little water bottle. They run and it works well except the kittens think it's a game. Some days lately, so much energy coming through my crown chakra, I want to spray the top of my head for relief and cooling down. Tons of energy out there coming home to roost. Morphing our DNA and changing our perspective on life.

And a feeling of heaviness as if we are just about to throw off a huge load of 3D BS but can't quite lift the load high enough to gain enough traction to lift it high and let loose of it ~ so it can get out of our current vista. When I walk downstairs from my third story bedroom, my legs seem to have forgotten how to "walk." Can't wait to finally morph into a lighter body, too. It's time.

Our DNA is activating like crazy, just morphing away to beat the band. So weird feeling these changes from the outside inward instead of the other way around. I have a little kundalini dance I do to allow it to flow through me into the Earth and then return back into the Heavens above and there is some relief in this method. It looks silly but works wonders.

Everything is happening at warp speeds even when we are stationary and unmoving. We are traveling farther distances from our home base these days while we sleep and we are more tired and very unhappy when we can't rest and continue our personal physical morphing. All we have to show for it along with fleeting memories of space travel are the aches and pains of growth that are left in the morning. Enough to make you groan upon arising.

We had a huge snow storm last night that left the whole forest so deep, so white, so unreal, I am still shaking my head in amazement. The sheer beauty of all this white is incredible and a bit daunting. Nice and warm inside. One male cat, Ty, acting up, wanted to toss him outside to think about his behavior and to fend for himself for ten seconds. It is not easy to live together with other beings. We do our best but sometimes the space if too small and confining as in Winter. I hate it when the older cats fight and we are all stuck in a small living space together. However, cats are much easier and kinder than people. After raising seven kids, this much is clear to me ; )

It's funny how quiet and peaceful it can be and then with one phone call form one child and everything calm is shattered. We had a death in the family but not the one expected. One granddaughter got out of rehab, on her birthday yesterday, I am so proud of her achievement, she graduated into a half-way house. Another is not speaking to me for reasons of her own addiction. Family dramas are a part of our tradition, I just don't participate anymore. The panic is fleeting, thank goodness with more detachment available. What a relief! These addiction problems run in our family and each has had to deal with it in their own way. Addictions come in all sizes and shapes and involve many things. At one time in my life, I was addicted to chaos and seemed to thrive in that atmosphere. Seven kids will do that, juggling everything without support of a husband or significant other. You grow or die. You learn to be flexible or crack. I found jobs that required dealing under pressure to highlight a new strength but those days have ended, too. Thank goodness. Pick your poison it seems. Great to move on now...

So many families are affected by "issues and disfunction." All the flaws seem brighter and shinier during holidays. Lots of blame and denial going on but the shattering of the silence is interesting. How this works and how easy it is to buy into it ~ if we are not careful and mindful. I absolutely hate phones. Don't like the news ~ ever ~ or so it would seem. Phone IMHO are only good to order out for pizza but we live too far up on Mt. Baldy for delivery, so you can just forget that whole idea of needing one. Laugh here.

One day, I will just toss mine off the deck and down into the snow. This could happen monetarily. Just teasing. Baby, it's cold outside right now. Two blue Jays who I call my "Bluebirds of Happiness" did not come by for bread crusts and seeds today. I missed them and wonder if they are keeping warm out there in the treetops filled so thick with snow. I would hate to be out there in the cold. Also wonder why they didn't fly South for the Winter? Even the squirrels are not hibernating this year. They sense something new in the air, too.

Things are changing all over and especially within our own body and hearts.

I wrap up tighter in my fleecy electric blanket, a great blessing for which I am so grateful. The warmth! I turn the control to 7 and I am content in my world. Just hold my calls, please. I do not participate much anymore in the family dramas. It feels good to be "away" and out of touch with some things not needed anymore. Do I love my family less? No, but no guilt either. So much of what we do is wrapped up in guilt and obligations. Enough to invalidate them if we think about it. Things done in obligation are not true gifts we can give each other. They are the ties that bind and imprison us. We need to learn to release them and move into finer pastures of peace and well-being for everyone involved. Especially what we perceive to be the needs of others and our role in fulfilling them. My sense of obligation has left me these days, I've morphed into something kinder to myself and eventually this is surprisingly reflected upon others in a more kind way, too. This always surprises me, this being honest about feelings and what we want to do or not. Just put it out there and people are willing to respect your wishes. Shocker...

These old perceptions of our "obligations" are leaving us now, if we allow it, and the need to participate leaves with them.

To ground myself, I play with my kittens. They always make me laugh and I hope you feel the joy, too. Happy New Year to all. Much love from Sandpoint, Idaho in a quiet blizzard. Pictures to follow. Gorgeous vista today. Here's my kittens! Just wanted to share and touch bases with each of you, as we welcome in a whole New Year! Woo Woo! Great days ahead. Repeat after me! xoxoxox

VSR2bKB6gzc

Playdo of Ataraxas
28th December 2011, 04:09
Since last night was the first chance I had to speak with my mother about the experience that my brother and I had on their property, I will call it close enough to here and now to relate. After discussing the experience with her, my mother had no recollection or memory of leaving the house that night, by foot or in car. Which is a fitting end to the story.

So, to begin, it was the first weekend of this December. My brother and I were riding four-wheelers through the woods at night, sipping on some good beer and what not. After a while we drove into a large field on my parents' property, cut the lights, and continued a previous conversation. Earlier that day, I had helped my mother by bringing the Xmas stuff from the barn to the house and setting up the trees, etc. She had me searching for a set of crocheted placemats that were made by my Great-great-grandmother ages ago. I was not able to find them. So, it was not hard to find an explanation when my brother and I saw car headlights leaving my parents house and heading towards the barn. I surmised, even late though it was, that my mom was stubbornly headed towards the barn to look for the placemats. In the field, we were probably a thousand yards or so from the barn. We both saw the headlights of an SUV, which my mom drives, drive from the house and pull up to the barn. We both could see the headlights shining on the barn doors, but we couldn't make out an actual vehicle. My brother and I said at the same time, "Let's go help her." It was nearly midnight; what mother's son would not go and help their mother? My brother cranks up his Suzuki and takes off, and I linger, finishing my nail, cranking up the Honda.

As I take off, I can see the headlights of my brother's Suzuki nearing the barn, approaching the SUV parked with its headlights still on and shining on the barn door. I hit the gas, barrel through the pines, bobbing and weaving and ducking under the branches - the area around the barn is heavily wooded with pines trees - and pull up next to my brother, who had parked and turned off his wheeler. To my great astonishment and puzzlement there is no SUV in front of the barn; just my brother and me and two silent four wheelers. I was absolutely flabbergasted. I had taken my eyes off of the barn for mere seconds while driving through the pines, and somehow had not noticed that there was no SUV there until I pulled up next to my brother.

I turned to my brother and said, "Dude, what the ****?! Where's the ****ing SUV?! There's nothing here?! Did you see anything?" My brother sat there without any expression, stonefaced, silent, dazed as if in a trance. I had to holler at him to get his attention and then he snapped back to reality. I said again, "What happened to those lights?' He said, "I have no idea." I quizzed him about what he saw when he arrived. Was there a vehicle? Didi it leave? What was here the moment you arrived? What else would have made those lights? He had no answers and things just weren't adding up. We both drove around the barn in opposite directions hoping that there was a SUV hiding behind it. We met on the other side and there was nothing. Both of us commented that our skin was goosebumped and our hairs were standing on end. I am accustomed to that awareness, and it was coming on strong. It was significant that my brother would comment that he was feeling it too. Absolutely puzzled without any idea what had happened, unable to rationally explain what had happened, we simply popped another beer, shrugged it off, and kept riding, heading towards the Natchez Trace. What bothered me most was my brother's silence and dazed state of mind. He was just sitting there silent, and didn't notice the absence of the car lights until I broke his silence with my questions. Normally quite keen and observant, that was entirely unlike him.

The story continues a week later when my brother had a job to do in our city, and I was going to work with him. After several days into his visit, sitting around a campfire in the backyard, I asked him about his account of the experience. This was most interesting. I asked, "Do you remember what happened last weekend, at the barn, seeing those lights, but nothing was there?" My brother, who is older than I am by four years, and whom I greatly respect and admire, twisted his head and face with a puzzled look, and I could tell he was searching for something. He honestly could not remember what happened. I began to tell the story, but without many details because I wanted to hear what his account. I recounted enough for him to begin to remember. He came around, and he said that he had forgotten about it, and that he didn't remember it until I prompted him to remember. He was sincerely confused and puzzled. I asked him to recount what he could remember. He said that there was a very bright, blinding white light, and he remembered seeing our mother walking to the barn in a white night gown. When I heard that the chills ran up my spine like kundalini and radiated outwards. He immediately commented that his hairs were standing on end all over his body. Again, a presence was palpable and overbearing. I asked him if he was bull*****ing me. He was being honest as he could be, and I knew it.

At that time, after hearing his memory of it, I told him what I remembered, which is the account told above, and I could see it unnerved him more than ever. Perplexed, much like before, we washed our uncertainty down with another tasty adult beverage and decided it best to leave it at that. It wasn't until later, after talking with the Lama, that it appears that my brother had his (false) memory - bright light, our mother in a night gown - and I had mine - my mother's SUV driving down the lane and parking and the bright headlights shining forth. What stands to be reckoned is what happened between the time I drove from the field to the barn, which to my recollection was a matter of seconds. But anybody's guess is as good as mine.

Guest
28th December 2011, 04:24
Darla agree with you and appreciate what you posted.....

Talked with a dear dear friend of mine recently who recommended to me that I pursue the Classics more in depth -read the Iliad, emphasized the Greek Mythos and ancient Middle Eastern texts & Myths also.... and he said that since most of my history was Scots-Irish to read the Mabinogion and then delve into Irish lore too.... I have a lot of home work to do. My friend who recommended I study more of this material told me about PA. We had a lot of discussions about many of the topics discussed on PA.... he is pretty well read on many of the topics here and mine is more experiental in nature so we compliment each other in many ways.... anyways one day he asked me, "have you heard of Project Avalon?"...........

Nora

PurpleLama
28th December 2011, 04:25
Dang, playdo, that gave me the whoosh whoosh all over again, and we've discussed this a pretty extensively. Yes, I recognized that you had an overlay of what happened that first night you told me about it, soon after it had happened, before you talked with your brother. Remember? I has lotusblossom recount her memory of a contact experience where she remembered a blindingly bright light, which is what your brother described later when you queried him on the experience.

reading the account, I was feeling the zap all over again, you betcha.

onawah
28th December 2011, 04:57
I have to say I agree with Modwiz about the threads on the forum of late not being of particular interest, though I also agree that's a subjective thing.
Not much activity on PA lately either.
I think the departure of LS has definitely taken a toll, though I imagine there will be a new influx of members by and by...

But it's nice to see the discussion here about crystals and semi precious stones used for healing, protection, etc.
Several months ago, I volunteered to proof read for a favorite channeler of mine, Gillian MacBeth Loudan, who also sells various types of crystals and rocks, and she has been sending me some of those in exchange for my proof reading.
I have been quite amazed at the energy I am feeling from these new members of my collection.
They really feel alive, and each is unique.
I recommend her as a good source of crystals and stones, and her channeled messages have a unique and original style that doesn't just repeat the "same old, same old" as so many do, but often are spot on as to timing and the kinds of energies I am experiencing at the time.
Here is her website:
http://www.thequantumawakening.com/current%20QUANTUM%20newsletter.htm
I don't have a camera to send photos of the crystals, but the main thing is the energy from them, in any case, and we don't have cameras yet that transmit energy, that I am aware of, so you'll just have to take my word for it.
I am still waiting for my Vogel Crystal from the other channeler I proof read for, Tyberonn.
I can hardly wait for that one!
Does anyone here have a Vogel?

Valley
28th December 2011, 05:29
Right now i am allowing the words to develop on their own
As the drifting tides of oceans, clouded and known
Continue concurrently, alighting linguistical love

At once in remarkeable times
And twice gone over these lines
The third should sparkle & shine:washing:

Calz
28th December 2011, 07:36
Ho hum ... here and now I find the most interesting energy shared in the forum tonight was here (and now) talking about crystals.

I have several magnificent spheres at home ... one rose quartz as astrid showed and another very cool amethyst. Will try to remember to take a some photos of (at least) those and share here (but not now :doh: ).

In the meanwhile ... these images are not my own ... hoping to help heal the forum (outside the friendly gates of the village that is).


12221

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Lastly I found an image of Purple's Cat post haircut ... yup ... check out the attitude :dirol:


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onawah
28th December 2011, 09:43
I had the same idea, CalzA awhile back about bringing some healing to the forum with photos of crystals and posted some on this thread:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?34070-Crystal-energy-A-quick-question.&p=389587#post389587
Those amethysts are TOO gorgeous! I wonder if they are real or just airbrushed or ...?

astrid
28th December 2011, 11:40
Hmmmm I have a headache,
Started 4 or 5 hours ago , it's nasty as.
Migraine even. Will now try and sleep it off .

eaglespirit
28th December 2011, 12:14
Great Crystal Energy Sharing : )
I have this 'give-away' syndrome when it comes to wonderful crystals...whenever prompted I simply hand them over to the person they seem to need to be with...keeps my own crystal cycle on the move too : )

Just a note and pic...if You are new to sungazing just simply let those in Your Life know that You are enjoying/watching sunrises and sunsets more than ever because it makes You happy...they don't need to know You have become a sungazer if that will ruffle too many feathers at first...heck, they may even join in on the meditations once in a while once they see and feel the happiness from You coming and going and going and going!!!
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3045/2768312681_8714db3627.jpg

ulli
28th December 2011, 12:17
Hmmmm I have a headache,
Started 4 or 5 hours ago , it's nasty as.
Migraine even. Will now try and sleep it off .

I think we just got hit by a flare. CME.

eaglespirit
28th December 2011, 12:20
Hmmmm I have a headache,
Started 4 or 5 hours ago , it's nasty as.
Migraine even. Will now try and sleep it off .

I think we just got hit by a flare. CME.

Transmute, Transform, Transcend : ) : ) : )

ulli
28th December 2011, 12:22
Right now i am allowing the words to develop on their own
As the drifting tides of oceans, clouded and known
Continue concurrently, alighting linguistical love

At once in remarkeable times
And twice gone over these lines
The third should sparkle & shine:washing:

Powerful words, and inspiring. Lovvit.

Ernie Nemeth
28th December 2011, 13:02
Caught up on the thread only to forget what and who I wanted to reply to. Oh well, c'est la vie, as they say.
Daughter and beau hung around for two days, waiting for turkey dinner. Finally had it yesterday, I made a tastey soup with the bones and stuff.
Off to work, long day today, up-grading a panel for a customer. Only work that gets me nervous while I change out the panel because of the live feeders I often have to work with. One slip and boom! But I'm a pro, so no worries, most likely.
Staying away from heavy stuff, like deep meditation and stuff. Focused on the material and wresting my intentions from this reality. It really is working, quite a pleasant turn of events. Soon I'll be able to focus on the spirit again, maybe in a few months.
Hugs to all. Sorry to all I wanted to respond to but forgot.
Ta, ta, for now.
Hugs.
And Happy Holidays!

1inMany
28th December 2011, 14:52
As promised to myself, started on my exciting day. First up: sun gazing. Problem: can't see the sunrise, there is no possibility. See houses in every direction, view too obstructed. If I sit on the back patio, I can watch the sun come up over the fence, it's less than an hour after sunrise. Bundled up in cozy blanket since it's 40 degrees. The fresh outside air was wonderful, birds chirping, sky straight up and to the west is the most beautiful, clear blue. Clouds surrounded the sun, so it was like trying to look towards a blinding brightness...not possible. But it was awesome to close my eyes and visualize soaking up all the energy anyway. (Q: do you suppose that will be a good enough substitute for sun gazing?) Made note to self: I used to spend lots of time outside, even if just to pull weeds or something. Never outside these days. I'd like to sit outside in the morning, even for a few minutes, every day.

On to more laundry...and crystals! :)

p.s. trying to keep my resolve that this disappointment will NOT stay with me through the day...

eaglespirit
28th December 2011, 15:10
But it was awesome to close my eyes and visualize soaking up all the energy anyway. (Q: do you suppose that will be a good enough substitute for sun gazing?) Made note to self: I used to spend lots of time outside, even if just to pull weeds or something. Never outside these days. I'd like to sit outside in the morning, even for a few minutes, every day.

On to more laundry...and crystals! :)


Hi 1inMany : )

Yes, Yes, Yes!!! On both bolded points You bring forth...just be more spiritually conscious of the life giving light any way you may...
and get outside more, more, more : )

wooohooooo!!!!

modwiz
28th December 2011, 15:26
Here and now I am up much earlier than is my norm. I am wondering about Carmody and hope we hear from him soon. I am very fond if that fellow.

Calz
28th December 2011, 15:35
But it was awesome to close my eyes and visualize soaking up all the energy anyway. (Q: do you suppose that will be a good enough substitute for sun gazing?) Made note to self: I used to spend lots of time outside, even if just to pull weeds or something. Never outside these days. I'd like to sit outside in the morning, even for a few minutes, every day.

On to more laundry...and crystals! :)


Hi 1inMany : )

Yes, Yes, Yes!!! On both bolded points You bring forth...just be more spiritually conscious of the life giving light any way you may...
and get outside more, more, more : )

wooohooooo!!!!


Okay ... long post for this thread but it's all good right?

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Process

In the year 1962 Mother Mira of Pondicherry Ashram in India suggested to HRM that it was time to bring sungazing to the modern world. HRM then read widely and deeply for thirty long years on the sungazing practices of ancient times, which were once common all over the world with all almost all cultures and religions. Over a three year period of continual and intense experimentation on himself, he successfully established a safe sungazing practice which he is now preaching and teaching to humanity in dozens of countries worldwide. This method is now accepted as a popular health practice known as the phenomenon of HRM sungazing.

The HRM method of safe sungazing can be practiced by any one. It can be practiced anywhere in the world and all over the year in safe times. There are no restrictions. A person can continue his present life style, simply add sungazing, and practice it whenever possible. If one practices safe sungazing with faith and confidence, free from doubts and with the proper understanding, one gets perfect health for mind body and spirit.

The practitioner of safe sungazing, can also add to his practice (1) safe sun warming of the body, (2) drinking and using sun charged water, and (3) walking barefoot on bare earth with a good thick layer of warm soil/sand/dirt that is free from grass, in order to heal the body.

Encouraged by the successful results many more all over the world are practicing the HRM method of Sungazing and thousands all over the world are getting the benefits. Because of the feedback from practitioners the HRM method has been further simplified so that anyone can get benefits without any cost and also be free from the guidance of master or guru.

If one is regular with their practice, then benefits will come quickly; if not then the person benefits little or later. Whether a person is regular or irregular in their sungazing practice they will get some benefits. Success is never denied. It is only delayed for those practicing at intervals and with breaks in an irregular way. Everyone is successful to some degree in this practice.

Very little mind is in the body but the whole body is in the mind. To treat any problem we have to energize not only the physical body but also all of our bodies (mind, body, spirit). Without doing this, we can never completely resolve our health fully. In our brain is a super computer that HRM calls the “brainutor”. Nature has coded inside the brain infinite powers which are largely dormant, and if invoked or awakened we heal by ourselves. That's why sungazing becomes very important. The brain becomes more powerful or energetic only through safe sungazing. The brain has countless neurons and these are important for the efficiency of the brain. With safe sungazing the neurons increase in number and become healthier, and that takes care of human health. The simple key to health is to see that we have not only more neurons, but also totally healthy neurons. It is only through the eyes that the light from the sun reaches the brain and creates beneficial effects in the brain.

In general, much of humanity is afraid of sun to some degree. We have believed that looking at the sun or doing sungazing harms the eyes but that is a wrong belief. Safe sun never harms the eyes and, on the contrary, it makes eyes healthier. The sungazing practices of the Egyptian, Mayan, and Incan priests and priestesses, as well as others, serve to remind us of this truth.

We have all looked at sunrises and sunsets for long periods with no harm. In the same way, if we start practicing safe sungazing in the hour of sunrise hour or the hour of sunset we will get expanded health for mind, body and spirit.

Safe sungazing is a must for better health and to alleviation of health problems. When safe sungazing is added with sun warming of the body, drinking sun charged water and walking barefoot on bare earth, one easily gets cost free health and the presence of a master or a guru is not at all required. One has to understand the practice and start practicing.

Some Practical Observations on Sungazing

Sungazing is best suited to warmer climates, but it can and has been done in more Northern locals such as Canada, and Finland. Literally thousands of people across the globe are using this method to achieve greater health on all levels. Some experience more benefits than others based upon multiple factors such as local, access to sand/dirt/clear view of the sky, and the amount of time devoted to practice. However, more often than not, it is those that sungaze with a positive attitude, an open heart and mind, patience while practicing, and adherence to doing it slow and steady that experience the most benefits and continual benefits.

Many people experience a reduction in their appetite/less hunger, and/or more joy in their lives after sungazing. Some are able to subsist more and more on light as they expand their practice of sungazing, from days, weeks, or even months at a time without eating regular food and/or no food. This is but one reason why some people sungaze. Most people, however, sungaze for the sheer joy of it, the increased eye strength/health, the greater tolerance to light, the lessening of stress, and alleviation of multiple physical ailments so common in our modern day world.

This methodology is simply the rebirth of a science that was commonly practiced by the priests, priestesses, and shamans/cuanderos of long ago. In ancient times, it was a universal spiritual practice. Now it has become a fusion of the ancient spiritual practice as well as a modern scientific practice. Anyone can follow the HRM sungazing method as described below.

Safe Sungazing Practice

Sungazing is a one-time practice of your lifetime usually for a period of 9 months. You can break up the practice in three phases. 0 to 3months, 3-6months and 6- 9months. You have to walk barefoot for 45 minutes for the rest of your life. Food makes us commit the maximum pain to others and exploit others. The practice entails looking at the rising or setting sun one time per day only during the safe hours. No harm will come to your eyes during the morning and evening safe hours. The safe hours are anytime within 1-hour window after sunrise or anytime within the 1-hr window before sunset. It is scientifically proven beyond a reasonable doubt that during these times, one is free from UV and IR rays exposure, which is harmful to your eyes. To determine the timings of sunrise or sunset, you can check the local newspaper, which also lists the UV Index as 0 during these times. Both times are good for practice - it depends on individual's convenience. Sungazing also has the added advantage of getting vitamin A and D during the 1-hour safe period window. Vitamin A is necessary for the health of the eye, the only vitamin that the eye requires. If you sun gaze, the spectacles and the associated power in the eye will go away and this will provide better eyesight without glasses.

For those who cannot initially sungaze during the safe periods, sunbathing is an effective method for receiving the sun energy at a slower pace until one is able to sungaze. Best times to take sunbath is when the UV index is lower 2 or below. This usually occurs within the 2-hour window after sunrise or before sunset. Sun bathing during the day is to be avoided, except for during the winter months, when the UV index usually remains at 2 all throughout which is safe for sunbathing. Ccheck your local newspaper to see the published results for UV Index to be sure. Also do not use sunscreen. When body gets heated up you perspire and sweat is a waste product and needs to go out of the body. When you are painted or coated with lotions and creams -- they get degenerated and the chemicals enter your body. It is our malpractice -our wrong use- why we blame the sun for skin cancers.

0 - 3 Months

First day, during the safe hours, look for a maximum of 10 seconds. Second day look for 20 seconds at the rising sun adding ten seconds every succeeding day. So at the end of 10 continuous days of sun gazing you will be looking at the sun for 100 seconds i.e. 1 minute and 40 seconds. Stand on bare earth with bare foot. Eyes can blink and/or flicker. Stillness or Steadiness of the eyes is not required. Do not where any lenses or glasses while sungazing.

Why don't you watch the sun instead of the TV? The intensity of the TV is much more than the rising or setting of the sun. If you can watch TV at close ranges for extended periods of time, you can easily watch the rising or setting sun safely. Have a belief that the sunrays or lights that you are getting into your eyes are of immense benefit and will not harm you. This will give you earlier, quicker and better results. Even without a belief component also you will get the results provided that you follow the practice, however, it will take longer time. On the other hand, you need not restrict any of your normal daily routines. There are no restrictions. You can enjoy your food while applying this practice. Hunger will disappear eventually by itself.

You may consider gazing from the same place at the same time daily. Following circadian patterns has its advantages. If you pray, you can have any prayer of your choice. No particular one is suggested and it is not a requirement. As a precaution, have your eyes examined by a doctor. This is to err on the side of caution from a scientific standpoint. Also, you should have periodic check ups. Additionally, you can buy photo sun-cards to monitor UV and IR radiation, which are priced at about $2. (when cards are kept in the sunlight). There is no need to buy an expensive $500 photosensometer. If your cheeks get heated up then stop gazing. Use common sense.


When you reach three months you will have gazed at the sun 15 minutes at a stretch. If you can watch TV for 3 hours, surely you can see the sun for that long. What is happening as you go up to 15 minutes? The sun energy or the sunrays passing through the human eye are charging the hypothalamus tract, which is the pathway behind the retina leading to the human brain. As the brain receives the power supply through this pathway, it is activated into a brainutor. One of the software programs inherent in the brain will start running and we will begin to realize the changes since we will have no mental tension or worries. Besides, we will have the self-confidence to face life problems by means of developing a positive mindset instead of a negative one. Moreover, we will become fearless since our psychosis will have disappeared so will have all the ills of the mind. This is the first phase of the method and lasts around 3 months.

Humans have good and bad qualities, which are 2 sides of the same coin. In the absence of the sunlight we develop bad qualities. When sunlight enters the brain, good qualities come into appearance replacing bad ones. Eventually, even spiritual ignorance goes away. Sometimes, you get confused from what you hear and read. You get contradictory information such as red wine is good for you and alcohol is bad for you. You are baffled with life's problems and detest decision-making. But after 3 months of sun gazing, you develop a sense of confidence and know the answers for yourself spiritually. There is a balance of the mind, where you are in a position to judge personal answers - the correct answers. You develop powers that are already inherent in you. Bad qualities disappear, anger, greed, jealousy leave you. You become a lovable creature. Everybody likes you. You will do no wrong. If you are positive or fearless, you will not harm anybody nor pain anybody. You will become a compassionate person. This is a great contribution to world peace. A positive approach creates solutions to problems and waste in society. There will be no need for environmental engineers. We won't throw waste, as there is no away. By 3.5 months everything changes.

Besides, mental depression will go away. Psychiatrists are observing that sadness is caused by lack of sunlight. With the practice of sungazing you will not have depression in your whole lifetime. You will achieve a perfect balance of mind. Fear of death will go away. The state of mind is such that you will welcome death. What is to happen, you will be able to let it happen. There will be no worries. Everyone has some sort of mental disorder, which is the biggest human problem, which can be removed by the proper use of sunlight.

3 - 6 Months

Next, Physical diseases will start being cured. 70 to 80% of the energy synthesized from food is taken by the brain and is used up in fueling tensions and worries. With a lack of mental tension, brain does not require the same amount of energy as before. As you proceed in sun gazing and as your tensions decrease the need for food intake will go down.

When you reach 30 minutes duration of continuously looking at sun, you will slowly be liberated from physical disease since by then all the colors of the sun will have reached the brain through the eye. Brain regulates the flow of color prana appropriately to the respective organs. All the internal organs get ample supply of the required color prana. The vital organs are dependent on certain sun color prana. Kidney red, Heart yellow, Liver green etc. Colors reach the organs and address any deficiencies. This is how color therapies work --Reiki and Pranic Healing. There is a lot of information available on color therapy. This is the process of getting liberated from physical ailments over a six-month period. After 3-4 months you can become cured of your physical ailments with autosuggestion, which is imagining and visualizing healing your ailments while gazing at the sun. Scientific methods such as the Solariums, crystals, color bottles, natural stones, gems, all utilize sun energy, which is stored in these natural stones. You can keep natural color stones in drinking water to further hasten healing.

In solariums there is usually a platform at the height of 100 feet where each of the 7 glass cabinets is constructed for each of the VIBGYOR colors. This platform revolves around the sun whole day and according to the nature of the disease diagnosed, the patient is placed in the appropriate color for healing. Similarly, glass drinking water bottles with different colors are kept in sun for 8 hours. The water gets solarized and water develops medicinal value and is used to treat different diseases.

Photosynthesis, which we misunderstand, does not in fact need chlorophyll. Only the plant kingdom needs chlorophyll. Human body can do it with a different medium. Photosynthesis is transforming the sun energy into a usable energy format. This is how Photovoltaic cells work and electricity is produced, similarly water is heated, food is cooked in solar cooker, and solar batteries run automobiles.

Eyes receive the entire spectrum of the sunlight, which is distributed to the different parts of the body by the brain on a need per basis. As a result, you are cured from all diseases. A 3rd intermediate medium is avoided. As you continue gazing at the sun, energy is no longer being used up for mental impairments or physical ailments; thus its storage level increases in your body. You are your own master within 6 months.

6 - 9 Months

In 6-months time you will start to have the original form of micro food, which is our sun. Additionally, this can avoid the toxic waste that you take into your body while you eat regular food.

7.5 months and 35 min of sun gazing is when hunger starts going down palpably. Need for food intake decreases. No one needs to eat more than his or her hunger levels. Hunger comes because of energy requirements of the body, which is a must for its existence. Food is not a necessity for the body to function, only energy is. Conventionally, you are indirectly getting the sun energy while eating food, which is a by-product of sun energy. If there is no sunlight, no food will grow.

Therefore, as you consume the original form of food, hunger goes down starting to disappear eventually. By eight months, you should see hunger almost gone. For a dull or weak student or with no belief, this time period may be 9 months or 44 minutes. After that time, hunger disappears forever. All mechanisms associated with hunger like aroma, cravings, and hunger pangs also disappear. Moreover, energy levels are at a higher level. There is a judgment (having had this experience) that the brain is well activated with the sun energy. Welldone, you have become a solar cooker.

After 9 Months

After nine months or when you reach to a 44 minutes level, you should give up sun gazing since solar science prohibits further gazing for the sake of eye care. The body will get discharged when you stop practicing, which has to be recharged. Now you have to start walking on bare foot on bare earth for 45 minutes daily for a total of 6 days. Relaxed walking only. No need to walk briskly, jog or run. Any convenient time of the day is all right, however it is preferred to do that when the earth is warmer and the sunlight is falling on your body. When you walk bare foot, an important gland in the brain's center called the pineal gland or the third eye is activated. The big toe of the foot represents this gland. 25 years ago it was considered a useless gland. Now it has become an important gland for study and up to now, about 18,000 papers have been published about it. It has always been known as the Seat of the soul. The Pineal gland has optic nerve endings. The remaining four toes represent glands too -- pituitary, hypothalamus, thalamus and amygdala. Amygdala for the last 2 years has been gaining importance in medical research. It's a nucleus of the sun or cosmic energy and plays an important role in the photosynthesis via the sunlight reaching the brain through the eye. When you walk bare foot, your body weight stimulates all these 5 glands through your toes. This is strengthened by the earth heat/energy and the sun prana falling on the head or the crown chakra. The chakras are not in the spinal cord that is an imaginary location; they are definitely in the brain. All these create a magnetic field and the body/brain recharges with the energy of the sun entering in you. Relax. Walk 45 minutes for one year and food continues to be away from you. After one year of recharging, if you are satisfied with your progress you can give up barefoot walking. Few minutes of sun energy falling on you once in 3-4 days will be enough from then on.

But if you want the immune system to strengthen, then keep on the bare foot walking. Also if you want memory power or intelligence to increase, continue the walking practice. As you increase the sun's heat on your feet the brain will activate more and more, which will result in the more activity of the Pineal gland. The Pineal gland has certain psychic and navigational functions. Navigational means one can fly like the birds. You can develop psychic skills of telepathy, television and have your body at different places simultaneously. Science has validated human psychic functions and medical experiments are being done to ascertain this. Different body parts and its organs get purified once you stop eating due to detoxification. The different internal organs play different mechanical parts for the purposes of space travel and flight. There is another utility value (other than food digestion) for the internal organs. All the glands have a lot of functions and can perform at optimal level via sun energy. If you are fortunate to activate the brain optimally you surely will reach enlightenment. You can read past, present, and future. This method can be safely applied to control obesity. Almost all problems get solved.

Historically, a lot of people have remained without food. Accordingly in 1922, the Imperial Medical College in London decreed that solar rays were the ideal food for humans. However, no one has mentioned what their technique was-- For e.g. Yogananda in his book 'autobiography of yogi' interviewed many saints and mystics to find out the secret of their lack of eating food.common reply was that the sun energy entered through a secret door and reached the medulla oblongata in the brain. They did not divulge their secret. This knowledge was lost to common folk at the time.


http://solarhealing.com/process/


Also suggest Dawn's excellent thread:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?34696-Breatharianism-and-living-on-Prana-a-how-to-guide

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Here and now I am up much earlier than is my norm. I am wondering about Carmody and hope we hear from him soon. I am very fond if that fellow.


That one gets Art Bell's "DING DING DING" of approval :smokin:

astrid
28th December 2011, 15:37
Modwiz same here. I had a concerning thought
/ vision yesterday re our absent friend and been
working hard to shift that possible timeline ,
I rarely mention such things as it feeds energy
into said vision . It's much more faded now
Thankfully and only black and white .

Carmody please check in when u can :)

It's just after 3am and in the morning Louis
and I are going to meet super chiro George
today. My ex, who has known him since he
was a small boy is joining us , he's quite
close to Louis and wants to see him well.
I often get terribly lost going to places the
first time especially when theres major
Freeways involved , all those turn offs look
the same to me . So it was decent of him to
offer to take us.
Our friendship is fairly basic and civil which
is a credit to both of us considering the train
wreck of a relationship we had . And it's taken
a few years to get there . I knew that forgiveness
was a big one for me to work through and i
started with him before I worked my way up
to my family . Being stubborn and pigheaded
it took some work, it also became obvious that
it was important for his healing , he was carrying
a lot of guilt and shame over us.
Truth be told that relationship " unpacking"
debriefing and subsuqent healing of wounds
was a major turning point for me, and lead
to some serious growing up .
I often think about how important the
endings are when it comes to both parties
moving on cleanly. Rather than dragging an ever
increasing pile of poop behind oneself that infests
each future encounter, one can start off with a
fresh set of filters.
I'm so much better with setting boundaries
these days thanks to the life lessons this
friendship has delivered . We teach
people how to treat us in so many ways.
If you want someone to change, changing
your response to the behaviour is a good
place to start .

3.39am

Guest
28th December 2011, 15:50
Here and now I am up much earlier than is my norm. I am wondering about Carmody and hope we hear from him soon. I am very fond if that fellow.

A clear, cold crisp morning on the mtn. Have been soaking up some the early morning rays.

I have been wondering the same thing myself about Carmody. He was on my mind off & on all day yesterday. Hope he pokes his head in soon and says hi.

Nora

PurpleLama
28th December 2011, 16:12
I, also, have had our absent friend in my consciousness several times in the last few days. We shall hear from him soon, as he will undoubtedly hear our concern here and now. For myself, it's been an effort here lately to stay grounded in the consensus, rather than it requiring effort to punch through the veil, which previously was the norm. I'm learning to accept a new normal, where all the muggles are starting to pick up on it, too....

1inMany
28th December 2011, 16:17
Calz - long posts are especially "all good" when they are THAT kind of GOOD!!!! Thank you!

Started sorting my crystals, as promised to myself. Wow-found a chunk of black obsidian, apache tears I suspect-1 1/2" around...good find!

have many more golden healers than I remember...more smoky quartz as well...have some polished i purchased, and a bunch of very in-the-raw crystals. some beautiful, some not so much to-the-eye beauty as natural beauty.

wondering about giving them all an acid bath...

on to the salt bath...too early for the hot toddy lol

Marianne
28th December 2011, 16:18
I was thinking of Carmody yesterday evening too.

9eagle9
28th December 2011, 16:18
What does the forum need to be healed from? What is the underlying 'wrong' or wound that is percieved to be in need of healing?



Ho hum ... here and now I find the most interesting energy shared in the forum tonight was here (and now) talking about crystals.

I have several magnificent spheres at home ... one rose quartz as astrid showed and another very cool amethyst. Will try to remember to take a some photos of (at least) those and share here (but not now :doh: ).

In the meanwhile ... these images are not my own ... hoping to help heal the forum (outside the friendly gates of the village that is).


12221

12222


Lastly I found an image of Purple's Cat post haircut ... yup ... check out the attitude :dirol:


12223

modwiz
28th December 2011, 16:21
I, also, have had our absent friend in my consciousness several times in the last few days. We shall hear from him soon, as he will undoubtedly hear our concern here and now. For myself, it's been an effort here lately to stay grounded in the consensus, rather than it requiring effort to punch through the veil, which previously was the norm. I'm learning to accept a new normal, where all the muggles are starting to pick up on it, too....

My sense of Carmody is that the holidays have kept him busy in one form or another. I do know that he attracts unsavory attention to himself with what he knows and shares and hence a perennial concern for his well being. . His 'grapiness' is very inspiring.

1inMany
28th December 2011, 16:22
9eagle...only speaking for myself, energies have been influencing me like a tail wagging a dog. they are all over the place in my external and internal environments both. i have sensed they are much stronger than they used to be, but have found that i am not. so, i've decided to beef up :)

Calz
28th December 2011, 16:45
What does the forum need to be healed from? What is the underlying 'wrong' or wound that is percieved to be in need of healing?



Ho hum ... here and now I find the most interesting energy shared in the forum tonight was here (and now) talking about crystals.

I have several magnificent spheres at home ... one rose quartz as astrid showed and another very cool amethyst. Will try to remember to take a some photos of (at least) those and share here (but not now :doh: ).

In the meanwhile ... these images are not my own ... hoping to help heal the forum (outside the friendly gates of the village that is).


12221

12222


Lastly I found an image of Purple's Cat post haircut ... yup ... check out the attitude :dirol:


12223


5 planets in Libra don't lend to enjoying a warrior's role. You handle yourself quite well in that mode and that is fine. You have much wisdom to offer all of us to chew on.

IMHO the energy in the forum following the DW radio spot has been *nasty*. If that is not plain to you then we have to agree to disagree. Even Darla just had to be excused for a 3 day vacation. Not suggesting she had no role but it illustrates a growing chasm that has festered in the last few days.

Perhaps healing of an "underlying wrong" is not the correct concept. Some would argue that what is inside gurgling up to the surface is a healthy thing and perhaps that is correct.

IMHO this is the worst it has been here since the Charles debacle.

HOWEVER ... I continue to try to respect this thread as a harmonious place of peace. If you want to take issue with me on this topic then there are a dozen threads that are oozing with that type of energy.

Please don't drag that energy here.

1inMany
28th December 2011, 16:53
Thank you Calz

astrid
28th December 2011, 17:24
Yes I was scanning the "using real names thread"
earlier and while i can see the points being made
are valid , for me personally I have my own very
very good reasons for what some are calling
" hiding " online . Surely it's our own choice .
I was going to add my 56 cents when it occurred to
me that I don't have to justify or explain myself.
And frankly i thought it all bleeding obvious why
the need to keep the two lives separate.
Hello ???

Dunno maybe it's just me but I'm seeing a lot
of things being rehashed over and over again.
Also seeing some usually more solid types being
sweep into energies that intentions are somewhat
questionable.

But wrong thread for this sorry

More sleep now

eaglespirit
28th December 2011, 17:38
The way I feel it...
the 'cleansing' is in its furious fathoming fiery stage...
down through the roots to the center of the innermost earth...
up through the crown to the outermost cosmos...
We are at the very point of no return...gone will be the non-sense in this new co-created timeline of unconditional love!

modwiz
28th December 2011, 17:38
Yes I was scanning the "using real names thread"
earlier and while i can see the points being made
are valid , for me personally I have my own very
very good reasons for what some are calling
" hiding " online . Surely it's our own choice .
I was going to add my 56 cents when it occurred to
me that I don't have to justify or explain myself.
And frankly i thought it all bleeding obvious why
the need to keep the two lives separate.
Hello ???

Dunno maybe it's just me but I'm seeing a lot
of things being rehashed over and over again.
Also seeing some usually more solid types being
sweep into energies that intentions are somewhat
questionable.

But wrong thread for this sorry

More sleep now

I have seen the 'sweeps' also and commented about it in a post here some days ago. It happened in the wake of the Wilcock thingy. There are very powerful energies in play and they are producing equally powerful effects. Many of them are not pretty. This is not a judgement. Taking a crap isn't pretty, but it is very good for you. :biggrin:

Bill posted on a thread with 14 signs that the end of the world has already begun. Of course, it is the end of the world as we know it and I do feel fine. I have a few things I really should be doing instead of forum foraging all day. The dearth of tasty threads to opine on should help me attend to these other matters. As they say, "It's all good". :thumb:

astrid
28th December 2011, 17:52
Yes funny that . I find on slow news days that
spirit is actually tugging at my awareness to put
my focus elsewhere . Sometimes I wonder if it's
not all by design and the whole notion of free will
was just to sell us the job down here, lol

9eagle9
28th December 2011, 17:58
It's not plain to me because I'm not making agreements or disagreements with positive or negative so it doesn't matter if I agree to disagree. Or agree . Or disagree.

Pos and neg charges and our identification with them is what creates duality, in part. I've never assigned a value of positive to agreement and negative to disagreement. If I don't like what I hear i am compelled to find out the reasons why I am reacting to external thoughtforms and assigning them polarizing values. Those mechanisms are not external they are inside me.

Here and NOW....Making that agreement with you Cal, would be untruthful and making a disagreement would cause conflict.


I could get offended that you're accusing me of dragging David Wilcock in here or the subject of negative forum energy in here when in actuality, Cal, YOU are the one who mentioned David and the forum energy being negative, not me. You thought of it and brought the thoughtform up in text, here. This obviated if one compares posts.

I asked you what you percieved the wound to be.

Why that rather bland question causes another to be defensive...? Because I didn't make agreement. But neither did I make disagreement with it.

So you may have been already perched on the edge of defensive by something other than myself. But I won't be offended because you are not responisble for my energy.

I am. There is no mention, on my part of DW or even negative forum energy., I'm reframing ....who actually brought it here? I'm not guilty of it so I don't need to defend myself, defense is a reaction of a guilt thoughtform.

I asked what you percieved the wound to be . That is a very bland not positive not negative statement.

I see people unable to hold their space due to external circumstances.

They go from positive to negative and back again. So if you go back and compare my post to yours you will see for yourself that the negative thoughtform concerning the forums energy and DW was not thought up by me, it was you. That is me refusing to shift from my space and refuse managing your emotions. It's meaningless to me because I didn't do it. So no reaction is generated. You can foist the thoughform off on me but I don't have to accept it. I have choices. That's how space is held. Refusing other's thoughtforms to affect them.

If someone is holding their space their energy is not fluxing up and down, its being held steady in a place of their choosing. How could I not be aware of it when people mention negative energy in the forum all the time. I am very aware of energy fluxes people mention that the forum energy is negative, so how everyone's attention is being drawn to it but if I hold my space--I don't become the subject of it.

If you are chosing to be the subject of it, then that is your choice. Am I responsible for your choices?

If we are here ultimately to hold space we can't do that if external events are causing us to flux from positive to negative. That is not space holding. That is very tiring. That's is the function of a battery, to not hold space but to give it away by generating a re-active positive and negative charge. No wonder people feel exhausted. We become batteries in doing that, and that's how we get sucked. The function of a battery is to have it's energy used.

So I'm not going to react to your implication that I drug DW or the forum energy in here. One it's just not true so there's no rational reason why I should do so. A response (responsiblity) is the only thing neccesary to hold space--my space. In case the thoughtform decides to insinuate itself on others. I'm not the thoughtform I"m the observer.

That's how we manage our energy.

Negative energy is created by one's reaction to someone else's thought. We give the thought a form. Thoughtform. So is positive energy. Either way someone else becomes the manager of your energy. In the same way we seek out positive inspiring people pumping out positve messages so they help us manage our energy as well, instead being responsible for it ourselves.

So we respond to the thought and hold space, or re-ACT to the thought and lose energy. When we bring up negative and positive its only so so other's can be enticed to make agreement with it.

That is how our thoughtforms effect other people. By their choice. I just make sure the thoughts I'm holding and their energy didn't come from somewhere else other than myself.



What does the forum need to be healed from? What is the underlying 'wrong' or wound that is percieved to be in need of healing?



Ho hum ... here and now I find the most interesting energy shared in the forum tonight was here (and now) talking about crystals.

I have several magnificent spheres at home ... one rose quartz as astrid showed and another very cool amethyst. Will try to remember to take a some photos of (at least) those and share here (but not now :doh: ).

In the meanwhile ... these images are not my own ... hoping to help heal the forum (outside the friendly gates of the village that is).


12221

12222


Lastly I found an image of Purple's Cat post haircut ... yup ... check out the attitude :dirol:


12223


5 planets in Libra don't lend to enjoying a warrior's role. You handle yourself quite well in that mode and that is fine. You have much wisdom to offer all of us to chew on.

IMHO the energy in the forum following the DW radio spot has been *nasty*. If that is not plain to you then we have to agree to disagree. Even Darla just had to be excused for a 3 day vacation. Not suggesting she had no role but it illustrates a growing chasm that has festered in the last few days.

Perhaps healing of an "underlying wrong" is not the correct concept. Some would argue that what is inside gurgling up to the surface is a healthy thing and perhaps that is correct.

IMHO this is the worst it has been here since the Charles debacle.

HOWEVER ... I continue to try to respect this thread as a harmonious place of peace. If you want to take issue with me on this topic then there are a dozen threads that are oozing with that type of energy.

Please don't drag that energy here.

Calz
28th December 2011, 18:01
Yipes ... just got back (here and now) from picking up my out of schoolers their lunch (domestic duties not being my stronger suit ... if I have one).

Remember the 4 days without chemtrails???

So much for holiday cheer ...


12238



Horizon to horizon there were 30 to 40 chemtrails!!!

Guess they have to make up for lost time???



12239



No not a photo here ... but similar.

astrid
28th December 2011, 18:11
Great post 9eagle9
I hope the wider forum gets to read that one
many would find that very helpful right now.

modwiz
28th December 2011, 18:16
Yipes ... just got back (here and now) from picking up my out of schoolers their lunch (domestic duties not being my stronger suit ... if I have one).

Remember the 4 days without chemtrails???

So much for holiday cheer ...


12240


Horizon to horizon there were 30 to 40 chemtrails!!!

Guess they have to make up for lost time???



12239



No not a photo here ... but similar.

I certainly hope Santa made that very 'special' visit to most of the members of congress and the senate, including Al Franken who voted for the bill he spoke out about for perception deception. Also, the POTUS, the 5 SCOTUS traitors, all of the molesting TSA agents, cops who pepper spray peaceful protesters and MSM newsturdlings. An incomplete listing, to be sure.

I hope Santa had plenty of cookies to keep his colon cannon loaded. :pound:

9eagle9
28th December 2011, 18:22
Oh my god I'm afraid my love for Al Franken is about to be challenged. What did he do? What was that about? Or perhaps how should I google that?

modwiz
28th December 2011, 18:25
Oh my god I'm afraid my love for Al Franken is about to be challenged. What did he do? What was that about? Or perhaps how should I google that?

Unless, I am misinformed, Al Franken voted for the NDAA. He then spoke about what a bad bill it was. I call that perception deception.

1inMany
28th December 2011, 18:28
Wow, sun energy, playtime w/crystals, salt bath...I'm calm. I'm not sure I even remember the last time I felt calm. A fraction of my strength has returned. Ahhhh. Naptime. I am now thinking of writing the shortest book in history. I think I will call it, "How to solve the world's ills: suntime, playtime, bathtime, naptime." ;)

Lisab
28th December 2011, 19:01
Freaky. Carmody's been on my mind too.

9eagle9
28th December 2011, 19:13
I did a quicky search but didn't see where how he voted. I did see some remarks that indicated he couldn't in his office capacity vote on it one way or the other. Whatever that meant.



Oh my god I'm afraid my love for Al Franken is about to be challenged. What did he do? What was that about? Or perhaps how should I google that?

Unless, I am misinformed, Al Franken voted for the NDAA. He then spoke about what a bad bill it was. I call that perception deception.

Lisab
28th December 2011, 19:17
A great prayer for the sungazers is the Nordic prayer called The Gayatri. Address the sun with arms open and say "you who are the source of all power, whose rays illuminate the whole world, illuminate also my heart, so that it too may do your work". And you could also drink blue solarized water' ho n porno style! Sorry ho'ponopono! I just still get a giggle out of ho n porno! Cheers PL!

I think I've posted this prayer before but worth it I think. Very powerful. I love it x

Calz
28th December 2011, 20:34
To our distinguished member :washing:

Sometimes less is more.

You asked a simple question:


What does the forum need to be healed from?

To which I responded with a simple answer:


IMHO the energy in the forum following the DW radio spot has been *nasty*.


You responded with a magnificent post ... you should be a lawyer.



So I'm not going to react to your implication that I drug DW or the forum energy in here.

What???

You asked a simple question on why I thought the forum could use some healing. I responded. Less is more. Where did we miss connections here?

I asked for this to be outside of this thread. Is this Kerry vs Duncan redux??? A PM between friends would have sufficed. It seems a respectful request among friends doesn't mean what it once did.

Regardless of how much good information you provided with your lengthy response I missed the connection. Perhaps I carried some of your DW posts from other threads as baggage. Perhaps I carried some baggage residue from a troll (or two) as well.

Perhaps I am incapable of understanding your wisdom ... at least how all that related to a simple question and simple response.

I am close to being done here.

This is the 4th time within the last few weeks that thought has crossed my mind (for various reasons).

Best wishes to the village.

:yo: :wave:

eaglespirit
28th December 2011, 20:48
PEACE Be With Us...

No need for ANY misunderstandings here at the Here and Now!

We Are ONE!

The who, what, why, where, when and whatever of it ALL is coming to it's finale!!!

Hooray I say!

9eagle9
28th December 2011, 20:51
5 planets in Libra don't lend to enjoying a warrior's role. You handle yourself quite well in that mode and that is fine. You have much wisdom to offer all of us to chew on.

IMHO the energy in the forum following the DW radio spot has been *nasty*. If that is not plain to you then we have to agree to disagree. Even Darla just had to be excused for a 3 day vacation. Not suggesting she had no role but it illustrates a growing chasm that has festered in the last few days.

Perhaps healing of an "underlying wrong" is not the correct concept. Some would argue that what is inside gurgling up to the surface is a healthy thing and perhaps that is correct.

IMHO this is the worst it has been here since the Charles debacle.

HOWEVER ... I continue to try to respect this thread as a harmonious place of peace. If you want to take issue with me on this topic then there are a dozen threads that are oozing with that type of energy.

Please don't drag that energy here.

You quoted my post. You didn't indicate where you were responding to anyone else but me. So...you asked me not to drag that energy that you refered to in here. And I'm asking you to show me who did? It wasn't me. I'm clarifying that I did not. Because you implied publicly in your post that I did. I ,in public, am re-framing, that I did not. If we are equals.....What is good enough for me, is good enough for you.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

IMHO the energy in the forum following the DW radio spot has been *nasty*.

Then stop feeding the animals! There is no nasty energy, just filters that don't serve us. or each other.

Lisab
28th December 2011, 20:58
Here and now it's 20.53pm here in Wales. I've been going over the posts from when this thread originally started, and getting a little sentimental here - memories!

I've realised why I get upset when I can't get to you guys for whatever reason, it feels like being cut off from my soul group... choke. I..can't...breathe!!

Hope your not thinking of leaving Calz. Love you lots

Calz
28th December 2011, 21:18
IMHO the energy in the forum following the DW radio spot has been *nasty*.

Then stop feeding the animals! There is no nasty energy, just filters that don't serve us. or each other.


The day following DW radio spot I avoided those related threads. I had to walk away.

How is that feeding the animals???

The attacks upon the integrity of DW in those threads was palpable. I have never been on board this last couple years of his source fed musings regarding "events" ... but find the level of venom being passed by many members his way rather disgusting. Like with everything it isn't a black and white issue. Those suggesting a "religion" has been formed around him ... how can anyone respond to that? You were in those threads. Even if I didn't post after the first day I read through a lot of them.

No nasty energy ... filters. Since when are all of us on the same level of consciousness and evolution??? I know you are trying to help (I really do). Perhaps I don't have the same insight into filters that you have grown to enjoy.

So again ... forgive me for being dense here.

You asked why I felt the forum in general could use some healing.

I responded. My perceived perception of said energies surrounding those threads were why I felt the forum could use some healing.

I simply requested that this conversion not be HERE AND NOW.

That is all.

We could have exchanged PM's or carried on in one of several related threads.

I don't know much clearer I can respond to this?

PS. still love your Margaritas but don't go looking for much of a tip for awhile ... :gaah:

¤=[Post Update]=¤




Hope your not thinking of leaving Calz. Love you lots


Wish I could say it started with Sid but actually Chico and Love & Gratitude were prior to that (of which we cannot speak of keeping in the here and now).

Love you 2 :wub:

ViralSpiral
28th December 2011, 21:18
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3180/2417702221_abcb462615.jpg

jorr lundstrom
28th December 2011, 21:21
Well, it semms that many people are quite touchy now. I was asked to leave

Avalon in a PM. But I like it here. I will just have to put a leash on my tounge ie

the fingers Im writing with. LOL But I think Im well off today, once I had a

thousand pointed tounges. now I have only one. I feel for some Mozart again.

Do you mind?



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hcpM0yN7p0c

ulli
28th December 2011, 21:36
Here and now it's 20.53pm here in Wales. I've been going over the posts from when this thread originally started, and getting a little sentimental here - memories!

I've realised why I get upset when I can't get to you guys for whatever reason, it feels like being cut off from my soul group... choke. I..can't...breathe!!

Hope your not thinking of leaving Calz. Love you lots


Me too, me too. Been looking at past pages and discovered that right here I have an online diary.
Of course, the past wasn't perfect, either. There was a time when I was frazzled too and ready to storm out.
Funny how time heals.
Since this thread began in September we've had babies being born and folks dying.
We've had trolls, and new blood who brought fresh energies. We've had people open up and sharing their precious lives.
It's all good.
The Margarita lounge remains open. Misunderstandings happen when more is read into a post than was written.
All of us are human, even though I'd like to think we are divine.
Nuff said.
I love you all.
Have a widow to console right now.

Belle
28th December 2011, 23:38
I find myself coming to this thread more and more. It is calm, relaxing and grounded....the energy soothing....a refuge from the chaos.

I live in a tiny cottage on a lake. Driving across the causeway to run errands today, I beheld a delightful sight and found myself laughing....in the fairly strong winds we have had and right next to the causeway, a large group of seagulls were bobbing up and down over the water, wings out wide allowing the wind to lift and release, lift and release each at a different rate. Not flying, just letting go and allowing the wind to move them as it would. Bobbing up and down like being on a seesaw...they seemed to be playing in the wind.

No room to stop the car, I wasn't able to get a picture...but the one in my mind may just last forever.

ulli
29th December 2011, 00:07
I find myself coming to this thread more and more. It is calm, relaxing and grounded....the energy soothing....a refuge from the chaos.

I live in a tiny cottage on a lake. Driving across the causeway to run errands today, I beheld a delightful sight and found myself laughing....in the fairly strong winds we have had and right next to the causeway, a large group of seagulls were bobbing up and down over the water, wings out wide allowing the wind to lift and release, lift and release each at a different rate. Not flying, just letting go and allowing the wind to move them as it would. Bobbing up and down like being on a seesaw...they seemed to be playing in the wind.

No room to stop the car, I wasn't able to get a picture...but the one in my mind may just last forever.

The more one visits this thread the more one is reminded of one's own Here and Now, and then can actually tune in at other times during the day.
The more one can tune in to the Here and Now out there the more empowered one becomes.
"Life is Real Only Then, When "I am"

astrid
29th December 2011, 00:09
On my way to meet George.
Just caught up with recent posts
Please don't leave us Calz , you are very
much loved and respected here, the village
would not be the same without you , nor
would the forum . I didn't read that last
post of 9eagle9's as being directed at you
but rather a general discussion of how
people's internal triggers can fog perceptions.
But just my take .
Being a peace loving Libran I hear you loud
and clear for your request for peace here .
I'm sorry if i fed anything to the contrary here.
Sometimes i shoot first and think later .

It is indeed a very sensitive transisiton right
now . But this will soon pass .

Here and now I'm feeling ok but a little "raw"
no more headache just some third eye pressure .
Louis is resting at my feet with his head on my knee
and front legs hugging my legs. Loves the car .

1inMany
29th December 2011, 00:53
Here and now. Hear Bro and Hubby voices...and danged dog snoring. I swear Bro's dog snore 23 hours of the day, wish they had breathe right strips for furry noses. lol

Carmody
29th December 2011, 01:05
Back home.....after visiting.....er...home. I was gone for a week.

Home Again, Home Again, Jiggity Jig (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpK6GcViC88)

astrid
29th December 2011, 01:12
Welcome back Carmody good to know you are
safe home.

ulli
29th December 2011, 01:15
Back home.....after visiting.....er...home. I was gone for a week.

Home Again, Home Again, Jiggity Jig (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpK6GcViC88)

....and everywhere you come home it's like the homecoming of the prodigal son, I'm sure.

Let's throw a big Village party!!!!! Carmody is BA-ACK!!!!.
Turn on the music in the LOUNGE!!!!

Playdo of Ataraxas
29th December 2011, 01:19
Back home again, too, after being at the family's home. It's redundant, but synchronistic. It's good to be in your own home again. Kids are asleep, house is warm, listening to Dylan's Time Out of Mind album by the multicolored glow of Xmas lights yet to be put away till next year. All there's left to do is sleep in my own bed. Buenos noches todos.......

gripreaper
29th December 2011, 01:32
Back home.....after visiting.....er...home. I was gone for a week.

Home Again, Home Again, Jiggity Jig (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpK6GcViC88)

Welcome back Carmody, you are one of the great contributors to this site.

9eagle9
29th December 2011, 01:43
IMHO the energy in the forum following the DW radio spot has been *nasty*.

Then stop feeding the animals! There is no nasty energy, just filters that don't serve us. or each other.


The day following DW radio spot I avoided those related threads. I had to walk away.
How is that feeding the animals???

Because walking away isn't staying away.

David is ultimately responsible for his integrity not you, not me, not anyone. When one KNOWS their integrity no one can take it from them. If you truly feel he is an integrated person you would be savoring that integration not defending it out of fear. If he is truly integrated it won't evaporate. And if he wasn't then he never was in the first place so we are losing nothing. Or just losing what was not real in the first place.

You and I are responsible for our personal integrity but if we wrap it up in people who are not us.........this is what happens. It feels like its happening to us even though logically we know its not.

Spiritual Masters , master themselves. That was an obviated expression of someone who was not in control or mastery of themselves. It is okay for a plain old ordinary human to re-eact the way he did. It is NOT okay for a spiritual master to re act that way. Are comforted by the thought of Jesus or Buddha acting that way? It diminishes the whole point of self mastery. If we are going to end up that reactive we are not encouraging people to master themselves it that is what it results in.

You want to defend his work, then let the fruits of that work be expressed through you.

We could have exchanged PM's or carried on in one of several related threads.

We could have but we chose to kill the drama dragon in public. It sets a nice example. We showing not telling. walking the talk instead of just talking about walking.

I don't know much clearer I can respond to this?

Lose your filters. And stop doing this to yourself.

You have kids you KNOW how to do this. I know you know how to do this.

"Stop looking at him, stop touching him, keep your hands to yourself, no staring at the dinner table."

Cottage Rose
29th December 2011, 01:50
Back home.....after visiting.....er...home. I was gone for a week.

Home Again, Home Again, Jiggity Jig (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpK6GcViC88)

Hooray, Carmody's back. :cool:

Guest
29th December 2011, 02:51
Stacked wood on the porch and went out to dinner with some good friends of mine at one of those cozy dining houses on the mtn....

A new friend made itself known to me today..... wish i had the patience they do or there isn't any such thing as time where they are.....

Here and now enjoying warm fire

Happy to see you back Carmody

Nora

we are all related

9eagle9
29th December 2011, 03:04
If you don' t mind the asking where did you go and what did you do?


Back home.....after visiting.....er...home. I was gone for a week.

Home Again, Home Again, Jiggity Jig (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpK6GcViC88)

Carmody
29th December 2011, 03:37
If you don' t mind the asking where did you go and what did you do?


Back home.....after visiting.....er...home. I was gone for a week.

Home Again, Home Again, Jiggity Jig (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpK6GcViC88)

I visited family. The ride up was similar. At least the highways were clear, though. the ride back was..interesting.


Yesterday was a 13 hour 1000km/700m drive through a blizzard. A white knuckle drive that was so bad, that the black rental car should have turned white from the fear. the 'Normandy beach' of winter weather driving. No breaks, no stops other than washroom and coffee/bagels.

If you understand the concept of never, ever, ever taking your hands away from the wheel and never turning your attention away from the road or the driving for a single second, as if it was the '24 hours of lemans' race driving, then you might have it. The car needed to be driven and moved incrementally for every foot of travel...for the first 10+ hours of the drive, as it was in a constant slide the whole time.

http://footage.shutterstock.com/clip-1027222-stock-footage-cars-on-winter-road-during-blizzard.html

Then add in the hilly terrain and the tight roads like this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ri6U111q9m0

then make it night time. with much more snow fall.

then add in the transport traffic, with ice on the roads, snow covered.

then add in the 60-70mph (90-110k/hr) driving speed.

NON STOP. for ten hours. a non stop adrenaline ride of a constant blurry nighttime slide, with jacknifed transports falling backward down high hills, etc. I could not use high beams, too much snow to see anything, low beams don't project far enough to set the car up properly as the corners were constant. every single inch of the camber of the road was critical, in each and every second of handling the car. Like the 'Paris to Dakar rally', but the winter version. But I'm driving a rental car with all season tires. Doubly tough.

When one drives like that, if they relax for even a literal two seconds, they are off the road and either down a cliff, into a rockface, hit by a transport, rolling down a cliff, or dead.

I told you folks, I'm an adrenaline junkie (semi-retired), I love this stuff. however, that was my show stopper of a drive. The worst weather, the fastest drive, the most exhausting I've ever done. I had to be completely on and in full rapt attention, not one second's break...for the entire first 10 hours.

As Paul Newman said in the film Le Mans: "Life..is racing. The rest....is just... waiting."

I tend to drive in blizzards, even when the highways are closed. That's when you can go the fastest--and closest to the edge. No one is in your way.

Of course there was a soundtrack to the ride. some of the music:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JitgmYYKjMI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idcaRTg4-fM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3jCFeCtSjk&feature=related

BhWkonuoY_U

astrid
29th December 2011, 04:00
George was excellent with Louis, just by watching him walk he
knew where the issues were. His back was out in a couple of spots,
particularly his sacrum, and one of his hips is showing early HD due
to the sacrum being out of alignment.
So i was on the right track thinking it was HD related.
He showed me what to do to continue his treatment at home, most
of which i had intuited myself already.
My Ex was saying that at one stage he was seeing over 100 dogs a day, via the
greyhound racing industry, so he has definitely done his time with canine spines.
Such a gentle soul too , as you would expect.
So much for vet bills and X-rays.
Fingers crossed he will be in the mend now.
From what I'm just reading up on dislocated sacrums in dogs,
it's usually caused in the birth canal, and/or from playing on
slippery surfaces. And with longer legged dogs it becomes an
issue as they grow into their full length.
Animal Chiro would certainly be a handy skill to have.
Save loads of animals much pain, not to mention vet bills...

Guest
29th December 2011, 04:00
After all the well what ever ive been listening to some Van Morrison the graphics are pretty nice too


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxVFgFDage0&feature=related

Nora

we are all related

astrid
29th December 2011, 04:05
holy crap Carmody , no wonder i had that "hit" yesterday.

I had a vision of you sliding down off a snowy mountain in your car,
no ****. And i have been working ever since to shift that possible
time line. Why i posted that i was concerned, but didn't tell of the
details, not wanting to feed any fuel into the images.

I think you dodged a bullet.
A major one.

Guest
29th December 2011, 04:14
Astrid so happy that you found George to help your Lois and some solutions to help him -hopefully he will be on the mend soon.

Carmody sorry about the stressful ride and happy to see you came back in one piece.

Nora

we are all related

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holy crap Carmody , no wonder i had that "hit" yesterday.

I had a vision of you sliding down off a snowy mountain in your car,
no ****. And i have been working ever since to shift that possible
time line. Why i posted that i was concerned, but didn't tell of the
details, not wanting to feed any fuel into the images.

I think you dodged a bullet.
A major one.


Yes, he was on a lot of the minds of the villagers yesterday.

Nora

we are all related

Carmody
29th December 2011, 04:15
holy crap Carmody , no wonder i had that "hit" yesterday.

I had a vision of you sliding down off a snowy mountain in your car,
no ****. And i have been working ever since to shift that possible
time line. Why i posted that i was concerned, but didn't tell of the
details, not wanting to feed any fuel into the images.

I think you dodged a bullet.
A major one.

You all came and visited my 'place', the day before. dimensionally speaking. the night before, I slept..and dreampt of many many visitors to my 'space'. About 25-40 or so, came to my 'house', which is jungle like, hilly. Lots of trees, etc. You all passed through the place. ie, came for a visit.

I don't think I dodged a major bullet, likely that I got the 'all clear.' if I had not received the all clear, I never would have driven like that. I would have stayed and waited the extra day. I knew the weather was going to be rough, but not that rough, so.. I just.....went with it.

however, the weather. My family wonders why I simply want to be 'spontaneous' and simply come and go, when I want, with no warning and no forethought. I had to 'choose' (and announce) the day I was headed up..and then 'choose' (and announce) the day I was headed back. I don't like doing that.

Consequently, it was a weather war on the way up ....and a weather war on the way back.

astrid
29th December 2011, 04:26
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Thanks Tom!

Ernie Nemeth
29th December 2011, 04:30
Hi Carmody, nice to have you back.
I know of that "all clear" thingie too.
I've used it many a time, still do.

Cottage Rose
29th December 2011, 04:43
Here and Now: Although I have not partaken much of hollywood in these past years, after it was brought to my attention, I rented "The Fifth Element" from Amazon tonight .... interesting media...

Carmody
29th December 2011, 04:53
Here and Now: Although I have not partaken much of hollywood in these past years, after it was brought to my attention, I rented "The Fifth Element" from Amazon tonight .... interesting media...

Let me know, i'll give you the names of some of the highlight productions. ie, the best (or better) of a bad bunch. the films that illuminate more than they denigrate.

write4change
29th December 2011, 05:37
In June I heard this cat screaming for two days. The second night he was so loud I could not sleep so I decided to go out and get him at least for now. He was under the house two houses down from mine and I could hear him with all the doors and windows closed. I lured him out with tuna fish. He was about six weeks old, a wreck, and with a broken tail. I had never heard such a small kitten be able to cry so loud. I took him home and gave him some milk. He cried for three days, I constantly fed him tuna fish and milk which was all I had and I had not decided to keep him. He definitely was not my kind of cat.

So I told him if he did not shut up because I could not stand all that yoweling I was going to take him to the pound. He immediately developed the sofest meow and has stayed with that since. He is now one big black cat with huge amber eyes. I still fall over him a lot because I cannot see him in the shadows and I am constantly tell him to stay out from underfoot. He seems to have finished a terrible period of being into everything. I have bought him tons of toys which he plays with for a while then gets bored and wants something else. I also bought him a cat tree which he used to run up and down all the time. He tore down the curtains in my kitchen just for the fun of it. He will knock a lot of things off just to play with them on the floor.

When I left him so much at Occupy LA he got really bad because he was alone so much after having me around all the time. I decided he needed a playmate but had not gotten around to it. A few hours ago, some one was yoweling outside my door. Now I have another ugly kitten. I think it is a girl but I am not sure. What does that say about me? She is a calico but most mottly black with a face divided in half and one half is apricot. Like a line drawn thru it. Unlike Sammy who was very frightened for a very long period of time about being touched. She is very friendly, purring and in my lap. She has bright eyes that sometime look blue but I can't tell what they are yet. Sam has been quite good with her showing no aggression.

She has had a bath already and been deflead. She has made it quite clear she lives here. So I need a name. She has also lost most of one ear. She is somewhere between six and eight weeks old. I love cats and have not had any for awhile because my last one died of malamine or whatever in the cat food from China and I did not have the money to save him. I usually have beautiful cats and I am kind aesthetic that way. But these two seemed to be gifts from the universe. I can tell you no one else will take care of them around here and feral kittens die a lot here of starvation. I would have never gotten Sam if he had not been so loud. I tend to think of feral cats as not my business. I find this new kitten so ugly, I really can't think of a name.

So on this thread of here and now. Who will name her?

astrid
29th December 2011, 05:42
Ask her and she will tell you her name,
that works i find.

Carmody a movie list would be excellent,
i have missed out on so many good films the last decade
that i don't know where to start.
I hate just taking critics words for things.

ulli
29th December 2011, 05:49
Min Chi
That is the Guaymi Indian for cat.
We once had one live with us, he needed secondary education and there was a school for adults near where we lived.
I think I got more education than he did.
Some words from the Guaymi language included.

write4change
29th December 2011, 05:57
Christmas Day I saw War Horse and I am still thinking about it. It was truly beautifully photographed. You could almost feel living in an old stone house in 1914 England. Critics did not like the subplots which were really plot points and part of the story. Spielberg did for WWI what he did for WWII in Saving Private Ryan instead of the hero being an English teacher--it is an innocent horse. I am a big horse person having raised and trained much of my life. What I liked most about the film was the conveying of this horse of intelligence and more of empathy because he was intelligent.

I did get more upset in one part of the film than I expected. Saying OMG actually out loud. Unlike Saving Private Ryan which for me remained a thinking downer--those who survived in that company were the coward and the liar and all the good died. This movie does have an uplifting and redemptive ending.

ulli
29th December 2011, 06:11
I used to drive like that from Calais to the north of Germany quite regularly, also by myself, blizzard conditions, Autobahn traffic going faster than in the UK on a dry day.

But here in Central America driving at night in a downpour with possible landslides would be considered too reckless.
So I'm retired from that type of adventure. I get my adrenaline fix just reading Carmody's posts.

Guest
29th December 2011, 06:19
Cat in Lakota is said igmu, igmu chi ka la means little cat and igmutanka means great cat.

Min Chi is a very cute name. :o

I love horses too yes they are very intelligent and emotionally aware.

I went to see Saving Private Ryan at the movie theatre when it came out with some friends and couldn't get through the movie.....I covered my head through most of it.

Nora

we are all related

Ernie Nemeth
29th December 2011, 06:32
Love the animal stories!
I had a little pug-nosed puppy following me around in the morning and most of the afternoon.
Little bugger got my lunch! I didn't even think of it and left the zipper open. Took Ben no time at all to sniff it out.
Lucky I had to go get a few parts down at the local hardware store anyway or this story'd have a different ending.
Nah, he was just being a puppy.
He was so ugly he was cute - one of those.
It was nice to have the company while sweating bullets with the service cables...some tense moments while I improvised a solution to the short feeders - by cutting the service conduit back and exposing 2 more inches of wire (just enough).
Off to bed, nite all.

astrid
29th December 2011, 06:51
I watched a doco the other day about the animal trainer who worked on War Horse
she is an Aussie, and man has she overcome some tragedy.
Here is the link if anyone wants to see it, its free online.

http://www.abc.net.au/austory/specials/underherspell/default.htm

Click on the right to watch full program.

Inspirational stuff !!

5.55

modwiz
29th December 2011, 07:31
I agree Min Chi is a pretty name. I will throw my sideways suggestion into the mix. Linda Fea. Spanish words. Linda is pretty and fea is ugly which results in the English idiomatic phrase of 'pretty ugly'. Fea is pronounced faya for the non-Spanish pronouncers. I think the peculiarity of idiom of pretty (add a word) to indicate a fair amount of whatever the adjective is shows up best in the phrase pretty ugly because in Spanish it makes no sense at all and is just two antonyms placed in what would seem like a nonsensical juxtaposition to each other.

write4change
29th December 2011, 07:38
Nora,

I am taking the name Min Chi. I asked if she like that and she said yes.

Astrid,

I just finished watching the horse trainer story. Too bad about Abraham. The exactly right name for that horse. His eyes are incredible and Spielberg was able to capture that. A remarkable animal performance that will always be there. After watching the doc I definitely got the sense that the horse had this sense of what his performance meant. All through the movie, I had this sense that this was a wise horse in multiple ways.

I recently read where the medical profession is taking a stand about no more experiements of Chimpanzees. I think film as opened the door to people really seeing that animals are much more sentient than the PTB has allowed them to have credit for. It is the PTB that always chooses to diminish life forces rather than enhance them and that is the karma that is coming to get them.

Marianne
29th December 2011, 07:40
Leaving New Hampshire this morning, heading back to Alabama with an overnight stop in West Virginia. Went to bed at 8:30 last night, exhausted for some reason. Can't sleep now and thought to check in on the village.

Looking forward to my routine again, though I'll miss my northern family (New Hampshire/Vermont). Especially the grandsons, 3 yo and nearly 2 yo.

Calz, I would post a song for us, but keep getting a message to upgrade Adobe Flash Player, which I've done but it won't recognize it. Troubleshooting, disabled security, uninstalled the old version, even contacted the computer deva and my computer Gert to see what the problem is; still nothing. Maybe Gert wants the Alabama version of AFP 11. I'll mollycoddle her when I get home.

'Jiggity Jog to Boston' is what we used to do, bouncing a little one on a knee. Couldn't see Carmody's youtube, but it must be the same. Good to see you got home safely, Carmody.

Love to all,
Marianne

Calz
29th December 2011, 07:45
I agree Min Chi is a pretty name. I will throw my sideways suggestion into the mix. Linda Fea. Spanish words. Linda is pretty and fea is ugly which results in the English idiomatic phrase of 'pretty ugly'. Fea is pronounced faya for the non-Spanish pronouncers. I think the peculiarity of idiom of pretty (add a word) to indicate a fair amount of whatever the adjective is shows up best in the phrase pretty ugly because in Spanish it makes no sense at all and is just two antonyms placed in what would seem like a nonsensical juxtaposition to each other.

Penny faya thoughts.


... and who you callin' ugly???


Remember youz gotta goes back to dat tent sooners or laterz ... I nose wherez you live.


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Calz
29th December 2011, 07:55
Calz, I would post a song for us, but keep getting a message to upgrade Adobe Flash Player, which I've done but it won't recognize it. Troubleshooting, disabled security, uninstalled the old version, even contacted the computer deva and my computer Gert to see what the problem is; still nothing. Maybe Gert wants the Alabama version of AFP 11. I'll mollycoddle her when I get home.




Music posting champion that you are ... you must have done worn it out :music:


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modwiz
29th December 2011, 08:01
I agree Min Chi is a pretty name. I will throw my sideways suggestion into the mix. Linda Fea. Spanish words. Linda is pretty and fea is ugly which results in the English idiomatic phrase of 'pretty ugly'. Fea is pronounced faya for the non-Spanish pronouncers. I think the peculiarity of idiom of pretty (add a word) to indicate a fair amount of whatever the adjective is shows up best in the phrase pretty ugly because in Spanish it makes no sense at all and is just two antonyms placed in what would seem like a nonsensical juxtaposition to each other.

Penny faya thoughts.


... and who you callin' ugly???


Remember youz gotta goes back to dat tent sooners or laterz ... I nose wherez you live.


12242

Four more months and I am back in the tent. I am looking forward to it, even if that skanky dog lived outside.

write4change
29th December 2011, 08:17
I have to say that is one terrifying dog. I wonder what he did in his past life to deserve looking like that. Imagine how it feels to look in the water and see that reflected back to you.

astrid
29th December 2011, 08:45
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astrid
29th December 2011, 09:08
I was just on the phone to a friend chatting about War Horse.
She told me about this Ted talk on the stage play.
I so LOVE puppetry.....

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Marianne
29th December 2011, 10:52
For last year’s words belong to last year’s language
And next year’s words await another voice.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
~T.S. Eliot, “Little Gidding”

astrid
29th December 2011, 11:39
speaking of adrenaline,
for some reason i felt the need to
muddy up my squeaky clean diet today
and down a few expressos and heap of chocolate.

Seemingly I'm bored and seeking stimulation, at
least its only myself I'm stirring up.

I have a friend coming tomorrow for a day and a nights
visit, hopefully I don't become too combative,
we have a habit of butting heads at times.

ulli
29th December 2011, 14:35
I have to say that is one terrifying dog. I wonder what he did in his past life to deserve looking like that. Imagine how it feels to look in the water and see that reflected back to you.

Simple. He'll say, 'oh goodie, I'm not alone.
There are others like me'.

1inMany
29th December 2011, 15:01
We have become a foster home of sorts to sooooo many cats & dogs. At current, we have 3 dogs, 1 is my brothers french bulldog (snorer), 1 adopted us as a puppy (found on our front porch when it was freezing outside-chow mutt now about 6 yrs old), and 1 was less than an hour old when we found her in a patch of Clover down the street, covered with fire ants, born prematurely (couldn't even tell what kind of animal it was-Chihuahua now a year old). These three are permanent residents...apparently. Also, we are seriously thinking about moving away from the city and (ugh) getting a couple of horses.

Trouble is, I'm sooooooo allergic it's not funny. It is so bad at this point, I'm ready to call the doc for allergy tests and shots. Ugh. Before I do that, though, I thought I would ask if anyone knows another way to get rid of these animal/environmental allergies that plague me. Anyone?

Calz
29th December 2011, 15:05
Here and now it is clear I owe the village (and especially 9eagle9) an apology.

It seems I provided a great example of manifesting what you are trying to avoid ... that of having confrontation in our peaceful hamlet.

Very odd for me to react so ... *reactionary* ... not sure why that was but twas my responsibility regardless of astro transits, sun flare activity or perhaps the ghost of Edgar Cayce attachment.


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Sorry ... :sorry: ... and special thanks to those reaching out in support, comfort and offering gestures of peace (hey I thought that was my "role").



To :washing:


12244


We are really quite fortunate to have you among us :nod:

eaglespirit
29th December 2011, 15:07
Trouble is, I'm sooooooo allergic it's not funny. It is so bad at this point, I'm ready to call the doc for allergy tests and shots. Ugh. Before I do that, though, I thought I would ask if anyone knows another way to get rid of these animal/environmental allergies that plague me. Anyone?

How about giving some of Your Very Own "Angelic Intent" a whirl, 1inMany!!!
I wish You the best!

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?37564-Messages-from-angels.&p=390441#post390441

1inMany
29th December 2011, 15:12
Thank you, eaglespirit, I will try :)

PurpleLama
29th December 2011, 15:13
Aquamarine is great for respiratory conditions, allergic or otherwise.

1inMany
29th December 2011, 15:16
Thanks PurpleLama! Though I am pulled to crystals & stones, the only way I know to "work" with them is holding them and carrying them with me, etc. Is there a more specific method when trying to target a specific ailment?

Oh-the allergies are the worst in my eyes...

ulli
29th December 2011, 15:22
Here and now it is clear I owe the village (and especially 9eagle9) an apology.

It seems I provided a great example of manifesting what you are trying to avoid ... that of having confrontation in our peaceful hamlet.

Very odd for me to react so ... *reactionary* ... not sure why that was but twas my responsibility regardless of astro transits, sun flare activity or perhaps the ghost of Edgar Cayce attachment.


12245



Sorry ... :sorry: ... and special thanks to those reaching out in support, comfort and offering gestures of peace (hey I thought that was my "role").



To :washing:


12244


We are really quite fortunate to have you among us :nod:

I wish I could speak on behalf of the Village, but I'm one of those who believe in the "speak for yourself" dictum....
only when the boundaries of what makes a Villager are clearly defined and each and every one of them has told me that they, too, agree to accept your apology would I make a statement on behalf of the whole Village.
Call me anal.
So what I'm saying here is that I, Ulli, accept your apology.
I was really never too perturbed.
To me what happened there was so minor it hardly needed mentioning.
But I can only speak for myself.

Classy apology, by the way.
But then I wouldn't expect any less, coming from the Great Cal.

Belle
29th December 2011, 15:25
Ask her and she will tell you her name,
that works i find.

About a year after we got our first Sato, my husband decided 'Rico' needed the company of another dog. So we headed to the animal shelter and found a female, half the size of Rico with the same markings. My husband swore that Rico took one look at her and thought, "she's a mini-me" and started calling her Mini.

Later that day as she cuddled near me, an image of a lily popped into my mind. Looking at her I said, "Your name is Lily?" Her tail began wagging and a quiet 'woof' was my answer.

To this day, I'm the only one who calls her Lily...she has clearly claimed ownership of me as her own. Then again, I am the food lady, so who knows.

PurpleLama
29th December 2011, 15:37
What you put in is what you get out.

Focus. Energy. Intent.

As with any animal or child, open up to it and give it your attention, your interest, and it will respond in kind, albeit in a very subtle way. I wouldn't worry too much about active communication, however, unless talking to rocks is your "thing", for such energetic exchange occurs with everything in one's environment regardless of our being aware of it or not.

PurpleLama
29th December 2011, 15:46
Ok, Calz "the ghost of edgar cayce attachment"? Please, elucidate.

Calz
29th December 2011, 16:04
Ok, Calz "the ghost of edgar cayce attachment"? Please, elucidate.

... but the great and powerful Purple Wizard of Awes knows all ... sees all.

12247

How can this be???

Have I changed timelines ... again??? :bolt:


Okay ... just in case you aren't yankin' me chains let me snarf a magic mushroom so I can elucidate.

David Wilcock = Edgar Cayce *reincarnated* ...

Get it?


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PurpleLama
29th December 2011, 16:23
Yep, I got the reincarnation thing, was just slow on the uptake got the ghost attachment part. Reading your post a second time, I "get it".

modwiz
29th December 2011, 16:49
Thanks PurpleLama! Though I am pulled to crystals & stones, the only way I know to "work" with them is holding them and carrying them with me, etc. Is there a more specific method when trying to target a specific ailment?

Oh-the allergies are the worst in my eyes...

Gem elixir. Boil an aquamarine in distilled water, 8-16 ounces would be good. Yes there will be some evaporation. The boiling pot must be of glass or a non-metallic material. Boiling for 15 minutes is sufficient. This batch is your mother tincture. 7 drops of this tincture into any amount of distilled water, but into a 1 ounce dropper bottle is good. Shake well to get the vibration into the new water and then take 7 drops on your tongue whenever you feel like it is needed. It is the frequency of usage and not amount of dosage that matters. 7 does correspond to the major chakra system of the body. You could work with 8 drops since the chakra we will be working with is a minor one, the thymus chakra. Located between the heart and throat chakra, green and blue respectively, the thymus chakra is blue-green or aquamarine. Located where it is you can observe the area of domain it has influence over. The lung area. The thymus is also responsible for immuno-competence on the part of T-cells. T is for thymus in this instance.

Distilled water is used because it is 'clear' and is the best water medium for receiving vibrational imprinting.

I hope that was helpful.

Good call PL.

¤=[Post Update]=¤



Here and now it is clear I owe the village (and especially 9eagle9) an apology.

It seems I provided a great example of manifesting what you are trying to avoid ... that of having confrontation in our peaceful hamlet.

Very odd for me to react so ... *reactionary* ... not sure why that was but twas my responsibility regardless of astro transits, sun flare activity or perhaps the ghost of Edgar Cayce attachment.


12245



Sorry ... :sorry: ... and special thanks to those reaching out in support, comfort and offering gestures of peace (hey I thought that was my "role").



To :washing:


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We are really quite fortunate to have you among us :nod:

I wish I could speak on behalf of the Village, but I'm one of those who believe in the "speak for yourself" dictum....
only when the boundaries of what makes a Villager are clearly defined and each and every one of them has told me that they, too, agree to accept your apology would I make a statement on behalf of the whole Village.
Call me anal.
So what I'm saying here is that I, Ulli, accept your apology.
I was really never too perturbed.
To me what happened there was so minor it hardly needed mentioning.
But I can only speak for myself.

Classy apology, by the way.
But then I wouldn't expect any less, coming from the Great Cal.

OK. If you insist. :whistle:

You're anal. :p

I accept your apology as well Calz. The shivering fits are affecting us all.

modwiz
29th December 2011, 16:53
Thanks PurpleLama! Though I am pulled to crystals & stones, the only way I know to "work" with them is holding them and carrying them with me, etc. Is there a more specific method when trying to target a specific ailment?

Oh-the allergies are the worst in my eyes...

For eyes take eyebright herb, it energizes the third eye area and moves stagnant chi. When chi is moving properly, it is hard for dysfunction to keep a firm grip on an area. Eyebright is available at any health food store.

If you do make any gem elixirs, sapphire works well with the third eye. Any non gem grade sapphire is sufficient. Star sapphire is particularly potent in that area though.

Trying these remedies is very much in your own best interests. The other answer is to rid yourself of your animals and not take up any new ones. Which is no answer at all in your case. I can tell. Self-love is an important spiritual step. Service to others is a balance and cannot, must not, swallow service to self in the process. Allergies and auto-immunity have some correlation. Auto-immune issues and self love are dance partners.

Guest
29th December 2011, 17:44
loves you calz:hug:


thank you for the lesson in elixirs from you adept wizards...... I have extreme skotopic sensitivty (light sensitivity):cool:..... any suggestions from the villager wizards would be appreciated or anyone with some knowledge would all so be appreciated.

Received a message today from someone asking me some pretty intelligent questions..... here & now thinking about how to answer them clearly and not impose my take or creating something or nothing:laser::fear: but giving due respect...... into the matter..... just having to sit and feel it out..... again i am at: what is one saying or asking with written words?

Beautiful morning on the mtn.

Love

Nora

ulli
29th December 2011, 17:59
loves you calz:hug:


thank you for the lesson in elixirs from you adept wizards...... I have extreme skotopic sensitivty (light sensitivity):cool:..... any suggestions from the villager wizards would be appreciated or anyone with some knowledge would all so be appreciated.

Received a message today from someone asking me some pretty intelligent questions..... here & now thinking about how to answer them clearly and not impose my take or creating something or nothing:laser::fear: but giving due respect...... into the matter..... just having to sit and feel it out..... again i am at: what is one saying or asking with written words?

Beautiful morning on the mtn.

Love

Nora

Nora,
Just state your concerns the way you did right here.
You ooze honesty, trustworthiness, sincerity and integrity.
How can you go wrong?
I'm so pleased to have you here as a regular.

1inMany
29th December 2011, 18:48
oh....my.....good...ness. Modwiz, I cannot thank you enough for those recipes ... um for lack of a better word. I WILL use them, will start gathering the ingredients next time I go out. My brain would like very much to find other homes for these critters, but they look at me...and then, well, forget it.


Service to others is a balance and cannot, must not, swallow service to self in the process. Allergies and auto-immunity have some correlation. Auto-immune issues and self love are dance partners. I am taken aback by this message, I receive it solemnly. That's the only verbal outlet I have for it. sto and sts are concepts I think I understand well, but not concepts I think about. I have to focus very hard on just "being who I am," and much of the time I struggle with how best to be who I am and take care of myself at the same time. Leads to many moments of internal struggle because the needs of those who I feel strongly about, who I feel strongly that I need to care for (on many levels), seem to be opposed to my own needs at times. Sincerely I want to thank you for sharing this. I know it will resonate with others, now or later, but here and now, just wow.

astrid
29th December 2011, 20:46
ohhh kewl... wizardry lessons,
elixir lessons even better.
I have never tried this before,
Modwiz you have just solved my under stimulation issue,
now i have a new project.
I will make some up for Louis, animals excellent to
try new healing modalities on as the placebo effect is
nil or very small compared to us.
Not that placebo is a bad thing, i use it a lot with
great results. But when testing a new tool,
just for its own sake, animals are a good test.
Now to figure out a stone list.

I knew it, this Louis health issue was
designed to accelerate my learnings
All is perfect and as it should be.

Calz, love you more than ever for your grace.
I very much felt your pain, I'm so glad you are back
with us and in full force again.

Those tougher lessons can be a bitch, but they very much
accelerate our growth. So many will learn from your example.
And 9eagle9, you are the best "tough love" teacher i have come
across, so glad you are here and now with us.
I learn so much from you continuously.
And you are so good at verbalizing the things,
i really struggle to put into words.

Learning from others is
one of my favorite things.

Big hugs to Calz and 9eagle9.
Love this place..

Big hugs to the whole village!

:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

Guest
29th December 2011, 21:04
loves you calz:hug:


thank you for the lesson in elixirs from you adept wizards...... I have extreme skotopic sensitivty (light sensitivity):cool:..... any suggestions from the villager wizards would be appreciated or anyone with some knowledge would all so be appreciated.

Received a message today from someone asking me some pretty intelligent questions..... here & now thinking about how to answer them clearly and not impose my take or creating something or nothing:laser::fear: but giving due respect...... into the matter..... just having to sit and feel it out..... again i am at: what is one saying or asking with written words?

Beautiful morning on the mtn.

Love

Nora

Nora,
Just state your concerns the way you did right here.
You ooze honesty, trustworthiness, sincerity and integrity.
How can you go wrong?
I'm so pleased to have you here as a regular.


Thank you for the compliment Ulli and happy to be a part of the village. What stands out for me here and now from your post is integrity....
Walking my life in an integral way....
Contributing to the forum in an integral cohesive way....

the micro-macro

And to quote Carmody from his Lithium thread (with my favorite quote from the thread): "all bets are off in this reality"

and Modwiz from Socrates: "The unexamined life is not worth living"

Love you Ulli

Nora

1inMany
29th December 2011, 22:08
Here and now. Heart racing. Driving down the road just now, I'm wondering why I would have trouble reminding myself to love me. I'm going through what I could say in the way of a reminder...I love me because I'm...no, that's sounds corny. I love me because I...hmmmph. Then, it pops into my head. I love myself because I am an angel.

What? What did I just say when I wasn't paying attention?

Now I'm feeling flighty and heart is racing, for no apparent reason. How does stuff like that just "pop" into my head, and how could that be possible, and ... and ... and...

Focus. here and now. daughter playing solitaire. Lazy dog napping, not snoring tho. Adele on the stereo, love the bass part. Too warm in here. Sinuses burning. Connect, connect. Ugh. Here and now. same old rug under my feet. dog looking at me. phone sitting here, not ringing. Will try to connect again later, but just can't right now.

meeradas
29th December 2011, 22:26
Seems i haven't missed anything too positive on the forum during my absence, eh?! Cool. Staying away felt/ feels good.
Somebody gave me black napkins (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvczPfJ3VIQ) for christmas.
Right now, trying to figure out [why] Windows 7 [shall be so much better than Vista] (yuck).
Modern 'communication' electronics are a complete waste of... everything [at times].

Have a good "last year", and may none of you live in interesting times!

:bowl:

Ernie Nemeth
29th December 2011, 22:27
Quite the parody, you guys.
And Calz, appologizing for what?

For giving in to moment of weakness?
For being human? What? And with such meekness. Why?

I'd say more but I'm scared of 9eagle9. The chasticement of another, at such a level of beratement, whether sage words or not, is inappropriate. But I have also learned "tough love" from 9eagle9 and I may be re-acting (or over-re-acting) too. The above was my immediate judgement to your post 9eagle9. I said nothing then but Calz's appology has brought it out.

Not my business, to be sure. Very glad you're still here Calz, regardless.

Funny, I had to step up and say my truth not ten minutes ago on the phone as well to a guy who, knowing better, wanted the deal of a lifetime and would not accept my refusal as my final offer.
I wasn't sorry then, I'm not sorry now.

eaglespirit
29th December 2011, 22:31
Here and now. Heart racing. Driving down the road just now, I'm wondering why I would have trouble reminding myself to love me. I'm going through what I could say in the way of a reminder...I love me because I'm...no, that's sounds corny. I love me because I...hmmmph. Then, it pops into my head. I love myself because I am an angel.

What? What did I just say when I wasn't paying attention?

Now I'm feeling flighty and heart is racing, for no apparent reason. How does stuff like that just "pop" into my head, and how could that be possible, and ... and ... and...

Focus. here and now. daughter playing solitaire. Lazy dog napping, not snoring tho. Adele on the stereo, love the bass part. Too warm in here. Sinuses burning. Connect, connect. Ugh. Here and now. same old rug under my feet. dog looking at me. phone sitting here, not ringing. Will try to connect again later, but just can't right now.

...and that IS exactly what and who You are...
You just happen to be in the 3d 'thick of it' and You cannot see it but You can know it within Your Heart!
What happens from here on in and out is up to You and just how You wish to sprout Your Wings : )

modwiz
29th December 2011, 22:40
Here and now. Heart racing. Driving down the road just now, I'm wondering why I would have trouble reminding myself to love me. I'm going through what I could say in the way of a reminder...I love me because I'm...no, that's sounds corny. I love me because I...hmmmph. Then, it pops into my head. I love myself because I am an angel.

What? What did I just say when I wasn't paying attention?

Now I'm feeling flighty and heart is racing, for no apparent reason. How does stuff like that just "pop" into my head, and how could that be possible, and ... and ... and...

Focus. here and now. daughter playing solitaire. Lazy dog napping, not snoring tho. Adele on the stereo, love the bass part. Too warm in here. Sinuses burning. Connect, connect. Ugh. Here and now. same old rug under my feet. dog looking at me. phone sitting here, not ringing. Will try to connect again later, but just can't right now.

I forgot to mention the Neti pot. The single most brilliant treatment for sinuses under our Sun. Google away.

PurpleLama
29th December 2011, 22:43
I'd say more but I'm scared of 9eagle9.

Perhaps the wisest words of 'em all.

*tiptoes back out of the thread, in case the eagle is watching*

ulli
29th December 2011, 22:43
Here and now. Heart racing. Driving down the road just now, I'm wondering why I would have trouble reminding myself to love me. I'm going through what I could say in the way of a reminder...I love me because I'm...no, that's sounds corny. I love me because I...hmmmph. Then, it pops into my head. I love myself because I am an angel.

What? What did I just say when I wasn't paying attention?

Now I'm feeling flighty and heart is racing, for no apparent reason. How does stuff like that just "pop" into my head, and how could that be possible, and ... and ... and...

Focus. here and now. daughter playing solitaire. Lazy dog napping, not snoring tho. Adele on the stereo, love the bass part. Too warm in here. Sinuses burning. Connect, connect. Ugh. Here and now. same old rug under my feet. dog looking at me. phone sitting here, not ringing. Will try to connect again later, but just can't right now.

...and even if you weren't an angel, do you really believe you don't deserve to be loved?
You just happen to be the nearest when no one else is around. And someone has to love you, right?
Why NOT you?
Too many negative connotations with self love...all the result of cultural brainwashing.
Jesus said: ' love they neighbor AS thyself.
Neighbor=self.
No difference.
Be fair to yourself as you are to others.
Also, Being too other-serving means creating dependencies....

PurpleLama
29th December 2011, 22:56
Indeed, ulli, in some situations one may actively identify with the needs of another, and service to said other results in a form of service to self. Service rendered to those we personally love is of little or no polarity, it is service rendered to strangers, to "the least of these" that counts the most. So, in coming to regard all souls as we would any one beloved to us personally, there we approach the highest paths of service, there we approach god(dess).

Cottage Rose
29th December 2011, 23:06
Here and Now: Although I have not partaken much of hollywood in these past years, after it was brought to my attention, I rented "The Fifth Element" from Amazon tonight .... interesting media...

Let me know, i'll give you the names of some of the highlight productions. ie, the best (or better) of a bad bunch. the films that illuminate more than they denigrate.

I would appreciate your recommendations. :cool2:

eaglespirit
29th December 2011, 23:18
Unconditional Love laced with Wisdom

...and You are All Wise Souls here, so sto is done with a 'just what is needed' flare!

Cottage Rose
29th December 2011, 23:32
Yes, I am familiar, very well, with techniques for calling in the essence of things, specifically for the purpose of working with said energies. For example, my wife has a bad day at work so I call her into my hand, then call the essence of rhodochrosite into my hand, effectively giving her a stone treatment via distance without even having the stone physically in my possession at the time. This works with herbs and plants, animals and crystals, but I don't see why it wouldn't work with anything one might imagine.

Rose, we really ought to go rock shopping together, then, as one of my particular gifts is knowing which stones go with whom.

The thought of rock shopping together gave me a smile, PL. Thank you for the kind offer.
Until I find myself in Mississippi..... anytime you happen to intuit a mineral I am in need of, please let me know. ;)

ulli
29th December 2011, 23:42
Indeed, ulli, in some situations one may actively identify with the needs of another, and service to said other results in a form of service to self. Service rendered to those we personally love is of little or no polarity, it is service rendered to strangers, to "the least of these" that counts the most. So, in coming to regard all souls as we would any one beloved to us personally, there we approach the highest paths of service, there we approach god(dess).

Even though the main issue under debate here was 1inMany's discomfort at the thought of loving herself, the service rendered to strangers cannot be overstated either.
So I agree, I too see all the species as one family, and in that I would include offworlders.
Black Panther posted this lovely video earlier today, it deserves to be seen again.

nwAYpLVyeFU

astrid
30th December 2011, 00:20
Kewl, i just had a win with my Vet, and she is supporting me
with my treatment plan of Louis.
She does think that we need to do more tests,
CT scans, blood tests to get a thorough diagnosis,
but i trust George's assessment of things.
She does know of George, so that was a bonus.

Louis now needs digestive enzymes to
support his lack of condition. The Sarcum being
out creates pain and constant adrenaline surges,
which obviously causes all sorts of issues,
weight loss being one of them. She agreed to
writing me a script to let me trial a human
med often used on dogs needing nutritional
enzyme support. I also have to see if i can find some cow
pancreas from a butcher to supplement him, ewww...

I was quite worried about her not supporting me
and i was prepared for a battle, so all good.
Obviously if he doesn't put on weight in a
week or so, the full test path is back on the table.
But I'm pretty confident we don't need more tests,
and i have this covered.

It's always tricky being a researcher, its easy
to step on peoples toes. I always try to seek out
health care practitioners, human and animal that
are open to pro activity.
I get that she thinks I'm just trying to save
money, little does she know that it's all about
not putting Louis through more tests and sedations,
and trusting my own guidance .
But try explaining that one....

It's a case of finding that balance to successfully
walk between both worlds. Often very tricky.
This is the lesson here in the here and now.

Belle
30th December 2011, 00:34
Here and now very tired.
The intensity around here sometimes can weigh me down.
Just tried to support one person with humor...ended up getting a lecture from another.
Time to get my coat on and take a walk in the cold night air...
there may be stars to gaze.

astrid
30th December 2011, 00:41
Ha... just checked my daily astro.
The featured alignment is Mars Opposition Chiron
And here is the reading... so apt.

Painful truths
Valid during many months: Let yourself be provoked as little as possible during this time,
whether in traffic, sport or other "competition", because even if you do not suffer any defeat
it may be that your victory is in some way painful. On the other hand, you should not dodge
a psychological challenge, particularly if it is connected with a situation which is so uncomfortable
for you that you would normally rather avoid it. If you want to give someone "a piece of your mind"
or bring up uncomfortable topics, you will be supported by this influence. In any case you should not
assume that you yourself will get off scot-free: if you launch into others now you will certainly receive
a few painful home truths in return - but it is just this that could prove most valuable for you.

I was only yesterday noticing my combative side rearing its head....

And of course Chiron being about healing,
so that little discussion i just had with my vet was right on cue.
interestingly enough she rang me, so it was easy to deal with.
I was nearly going to write "a how do i deal with my vet" post
as i was struggling with this potential conflict issue.
Being Libran is a challenge sometimes, we avoid conflict like the plague,
but sometimes its a very necessary act.

Also building things up in my head making them way bigger than
what they need to be is a bad habit of mine.
Thanks Mars for giving me the push on this one, very helpful. :)

1inMany
30th December 2011, 01:01
...and that IS exactly what and who You are...
You just happen to be in the 3d 'thick of it' and You cannot see it but You can know it within Your Heart!
What happens from here on in and out is up to You and just how You wish to sprout Your Wings : )

eaglespirit, are you talking literally an angel, or figuratively an angel? You know, like when someone does something truly beautiful and you say, “you are such an angel?” I still can’t believe I said that. My brain has the worst time wrapping itself around concepts that seem too fantastic to be real. I’m sort of embarrassed to say this out loud, I guess clickety clicking it isn’t exactly like saying it out loud, right? (lol) The first statement was the ‘I’m an Angel’ statement. The second one was kind of a “well, duh, I didn’t come from another planet. I’m an Angel.” But that makes me feel crazy, obviously that can’t be true. If I were an Angel, shouldn’t I have known that sooner or something? And…well…suffice it to say I have a lot of questions about the validity of this statement. All those questions on one side of the balance, and feeling like I’m an angel on the other equals confusion on many levels.


forgot to mention the Neti pot. The single most brilliant treatment for sinuses under our Sun.
modwiz...LOVE THIS! Found a pic that made me giggle, seems quite appropriate…maybe my magic is inside 
never put an image here before, hope this works:

http://lh6.googleusercontent.com/public/UQGRRSbt4CXq-fwzOjVti08CM9C6CLB3peTm5nxJKh5Tjy5BeVfRQi-bc7cGXzhyIfYKggbbLnaeiAonbAXTueGdw6RLq7_mHrK4_xdDp7gGXEdGsWF8bvduHXX1sXN5st857Wi2ePK8JsutqUUyF09zGWk zOvLbPifw1ovuTWCz5XrkD0iNf9G9sFH3Q4k3cRdmxhGoIDFeLc8rWw_DFlAenl9y0FgGGuo5-kX0NXjYFv2GW3ngsPJZCz94DZfRVEeE_GYPLAaMzKAEbxiwz06yM7_LSAumRe18XQ2Xw3BC3WeSfkDOmVluQF4eLA


and even if you weren't an angel, do you really believe you don't deserve to be loved? Too many negative connotations with self love...all the result of cultural brainwashing.
ulli...It isn’t so much that I don’t believe I deserve to be loved. It is that I don’t think about it. But, the negative connotations….yes. That’s why I am/was having a hard time coming up with little reminder statements, a mantra if you will. I feel arrogant if I verbalize it. I do love the Divine spark in me, and in everybody  That’s about as far as I can go with it lol.

and finally...
Black Panther posted this lovely video earlier today, it deserves to be seen again. I hadn’t seen this, and I am so glad you shared it. I enjoy the moments I can live like that, I love sharing that kind of joy  Has everyone heard of Rachel’s Challenge?

Much Love to All,

Marianne
30th December 2011, 01:36
Staying in Staunton, VA for the night, getting home to Alabama mid afternoon tomorrow.



Time to get my coat on and take a walk in the cold night air...
there may be stars to gaze.
Belle, did you see any stars? The sky here is clear and I can see beautiful stars and a bowl-shaped (sideways) crescent moon.

Love to all in the village.
Marianne/J.B.

PurpleLama
30th December 2011, 01:48
Indeed, oneinmany, reality itself is far too fantastic to be real.

astrid
30th December 2011, 02:23
And.. also, just noticed i have merc square my pluto,
explains ALOT. Why i have some of my more addictive,
obsessive tendencies creeping back in.
Hmmm... awareness being the key to rising above such things.
Time to engage witness mode me thinks.

Just after that kindness clip was posted
i had the "offer" to engage in a random
kindness act myself. Nothing better to get one
out of self absorption mode.
And randomness rocks, always a great
reminder of spirit workings.

bluestflame
30th December 2011, 02:47
hey modwiz, ... i have some vervain

any suggestions on application ?

( i hear it's good for focus)

1inMany
30th December 2011, 02:59
Here and now. Going to bed soon. Will continue theta before bed. Loving it. Have no idea what it is doing, if anything, but I'm still following the message to use theta and I'm sure it's doing whatever it was supposed to do. Overwhelmed with the warmth here today, here in this...Village. Simply feels like a second home. Gratitude and love to all. Truly.

Crystals are all rinsed and in the window sill now. What beautiful creatures, crystals. Each one interesting and unique, each one with a different gift. Looking forward to more working with them tomorrow. E had a blast spending the time with me today, and her joyous mood all day was a dead giveaway-she will definitely be helping me again tomorrow. Somehow they seem to be combating the bursts of solar energy-that's the only source of energy I can point to but I suppose whatever the source who cares. Very thankful. Have been instinctively carrying around my black obsidian today, am surprised with the comfort it brings me. Slept with it in my hand, will do so again.

Heart is calm, mind is calm. I feel loved, and I am humbled.

Cottage Rose
30th December 2011, 03:17
And.. also, just noticed i have merc square my pluto,
explains ALOT. Why i have some of my more addictive,
obsessive tendencies creeping back in.
Hmmm... awareness being the key to rising above such things.
Time to engage witness mode me thinks.

Just after that kindness clip was posted
i had the "offer" to engage in a random
kindness act myself. Nothing better to get one
out of self absorption mode.
And randomness rocks, always a great
reminder of spirit workings.

Astrid, I am feeling something, too. And, I have to say, in the last few months, every time I go out on a limb and make a stand of some type, my action has always felt wrong for a while first before it eventually becomes clear and feels correct.

So, recently when a person who seemed to be a good friend, for the third time played the same card of striking out psychically against me when something good was happening for me: I said enough is enough..... I will not accept this again.

The issue I am experiencing now is that this person, long known on this forum and permanently banned, has revealed to me she maintains multiple spare identities. I am aware she usually feigns an overly cheery innocent type persona. Lately, I have been finding myself feeling I am in the presence of one or more of her alters and it is creepy.....

Hope I am wrong. Could easily just be paranoid... but definitely dealing with vibes from somewhere..... think I will take a vacation from the village for a while......

Guest
30th December 2011, 03:26
I have a headache....

Playdo of Ataraxas
30th December 2011, 03:37
Here and now, back at home, playing my guitars. Kids are asleep, and I have myself to examine, as well as the world at large. Room to meditate.

I'm listening to this Radiohead song, Morning Mr. Magpie, from their last album. Google the lyrics, they're interesting. Not too long ago, Lord Sid started a thread on Crows. Actually, I think it was his last. Possibly a point of synchronicity there. And the thought of crows, and their myriad cousins, the corvidae, has stuck with me since then. I see a crow on a line, and I CAWWW at it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nut2_1M-jWA

After watching, I realized that all three guitarists are playing left handed. I didn't realize that before. I'm right handed. Are there any Southpaw's in the Village?

Carmody
30th December 2011, 03:49
I accept your apology as well Calz. The shivering fits are affecting us all.

shivering fits?

the only time I get that is when kundalini starts going crazy.

speaking of all that i finally asked myself WHY dreams of a precognitive have to be allegorical. It took a bit of time to figure out but it is because they are in reverse time-frames via the other space and dimension... and are still primarily formless. So like a mythic tale, they cannot manifest in a solid reality YET..so they come allegorically ---exactly like mythos.

the point is that.. if it had form it would be of the now , ie all-as-now. Yet, TIME intrudes, in a dualistic reverse manner, thus the mythos allegorical nature that defeats time but still must include time.

In the way that we see our own history or past ages as an allegorical, mythological tale..the same is seen in the forward creation aspects of 'timesight'. this, due to being a fold back from a timeless mirror dimensional 'sight' (so-called psychic capacity). The 'constructional characteristics' of each component (in a given vision) have similar aspects for all of us, but the specifics are different.

It is then inferred (logical reduction/deduction)... that to see it in it's true space or reality is to simply be there in the now. so... in order to ... time/dimension jump... hmmm.....there goes that Dolye Noyes/Tibetan dimensional time travel thingie again...

my point is also that when I've dumped the ego..then I see all this clearly with no allegorical mythos type 'coloration'......and time becomes irrelevant.


To clarify further: right now you have ego and you live in the flow of time. therefore timesight MUST come to you allegorically, as a formlessness then a created 'shape' like a very young child learning color and shapes..and then more evolved aspects of such..

Remove the ego and it comes through with no filters of any kind: this, from direct experience in these matters.

it is also that such a thing comes through those channels of the mind, the ones I speak of like a hierarchy of evolved and learned cognition (physical mind construction/layers), the hind-brain being the big filter, all this involving ego, etc. A I've said before.. I dumped the ego in a manner not unlike Micheal newton's hypnosis but self induced over +1.5 years of self-hypnotic clearing. then the visions were 100% 'real world'. The shape recognition filters and the like were simply irrelevant at that point. well, not irrelevant, but I was seeing through their layers, consciously. I had come to direct and fully conscious terms/connections/connectivity with the visually anthropomorphized idea of the holographic nature of reality.

But..they are desirable ---for the body (these layers of capacity for comprehension-the ego possessing a limit)... as the body, being of the ego, can be in a frightful mess...all that dimensionless stuff being new and whatnot. Newton gives people nice little 4 hour trips.

24-7 for years on end..well..it is possible to call it: dangerously stressful.

modwiz
30th December 2011, 04:17
hey modwiz, ... i have some vervain

any suggestions on application ?

( i hear it's good for focus)

Yes it is good for focus especially materialization because it helps one to perceive and work with the 4th dimension. It helps with all dimensional work and assists on making channeling energy clearer or removing blockages preventing it. It also energizes the 5th and 7th chakras.

apokalypse
30th December 2011, 04:22
i'm in middle of buying a used SUV car, throughout of finding a car and ask for help on mechanical side i'm really awake and aware what's really going on. as of now i'm truly understand what guys like Icke talking about, frustrated and tired of current world we live in full of lies. i know current system is the problem but the root of the problem is money. i begin to think these car manufacture intend to make cars unreliable as they should have be, it makes people to buying new car and new model of cars isn't that new only few upgrade and new design. current system just makes people into consume and Materialism.

i really hope something happen this year and if world end so be it. i'm like Bob Dean son as Bob Dean said his son really tired and ready to go home.

astrid
30th December 2011, 05:10
Back from said random act, which has turned into a somewhat bigger project,
(as they do). But it's very much a win- win situation.
I get my own personal trainer, in whatever martial arts i choose,
and they gets some help to finish a personal training course that
gets them out of a hellish work place...

This person has loads and loads of fire, even the red hair to prove it,
me has a distinct lack of said element, so theory has it
should be mutually beneficial.
Boundaries up at all times of course.

The funny thing is this person has been " knocking"
or should i say being sent my way, for a good year now.
But i have found their energy a bit too over the top
to be around for too long. Something has shifted
for sure, as it now seems a much better energetic
combination.
It's so interesting how everything slows
right down to a near stop, until you make that decision,
that keeps hitting you. Then a whole new world opens up.

Pretty cool.
I keep saying really??? you want me to do this ???
Frankly i didn't think i was cut out for the task,
but as we know, we are only ever asked to do what
we are up to taking on. This time i have been very
slow on the uptake. I think its a confidence issue.

Now off to pick up another friend who's staying
for the night, she is my gardening buddy.
We get to play for a day in my garden,
yays.


@ Rose i will take a look at this tonight.

Mike
30th December 2011, 05:10
been away and quite busy lately. not able to participate too much, unfortunately.

just wanted to pop in and say hello to all the villagers.

had family in town for the last 2 weeks, including a recently discovered cheating brother-in-law. my sister seems to be forgiving him, so as much as i wanna slap the sh!t outta him, i've tried to keep it civil; though i haven't been overly friendly - i'll just leave it at that. what a strange and delicate balancing act these past couple weeks have been;)

was good to see everyone, but being a sort of a loner i always - after a while - find company to be exhausting. looking forward to unwinding here over the next few days.

Mike
30th December 2011, 05:14
Indeed, oneinmany, reality itself is far too fantastic to be real.

would make a great signature!

ViralSpiral
30th December 2011, 06:22
I too have had a busy 3 weeks family time. Have also enjoyed observed the energy tides (and rides).
Tomorrow I return to my cave :)

Yay.

Funny how people think it strange that I choose to fly home on the 31st..


Just another day in paradise.


p.s. love you Cal!!

Guest
30th December 2011, 06:33
as usual Carmody your posts come with perfect timing and much clarity.

and what a day......

completely stopped eating any kind of meat; have been working into it. have felt a lot of energy shift with this -wee bit sensitive. with all of the shifts and the energies that have come in....naturally cannot palate it even. Moving into a raw foods diet (for a while) and taking colloids....will see how this goes and then gently move into monatomics and ormus.... one step at a time....

have a good warm fire going just stoked it up and put more wood on it am drinking a good hot tea and headache is almost gone.

Love

Nora

meeradas
30th December 2011, 09:52
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nut2_1M-jWA

After watching, I realized that all three guitarists are playing left handed.

Playdo, they aren't.
The whole video has been "mirrored" [copyright issue?].

Calz
30th December 2011, 09:55
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nut2_1M-jWA

After watching, I realized that all three guitarists are playing left handed.

Playdo, they aren't.
The whole video has been "mirrored" [copyright issue?].


Must be that "left hand path" we have heard about ...

:juggle:

eaglespirit
30th December 2011, 11:18
...and that IS exactly what and who You are...
You just happen to be in the 3d 'thick of it' and You cannot see it but You can know it within Your Heart!
What happens from here on in and out is up to You and just how You wish to sprout Your Wings : )

eaglespirit, are you talking literally an angel, or figuratively an angel? You know, like when someone does something truly beautiful and you say, “you are such an angel?” I still can’t believe I said that. My brain has the worst time wrapping itself around concepts that seem too fantastic to be real. I’m sort of embarrassed to say this out loud, I guess clickety clicking it isn’t exactly like saying it out loud, right? (lol) The first statement was the ‘I’m an Angel’ statement. The second one was kind of a “well, duh, I didn’t come from another planet. I’m an Angel.” But that makes me feel crazy, obviously that can’t be true. If I were an Angel, shouldn’t I have known that sooner or something? And…well…suffice it to say I have a lot of questions about the validity of this statement. All those questions on one side of the balance, and feeling like I’m an angel on the other equals confusion on many levels.


Much Love to All,

Yes, 1inMany,
I was being as literal as 3d can be when sharing these things. You are an Angel Being as far as my vibration feels about the matter.
You are an extension/conduit of Higher Angelic Energy and You are stepping up once again on the stairway of transformation of 'growth and helping' here on Mother Earth. These 'connections' are becoming more profound more than ever, now...and You are vibrating with a Love that simply shares itself with those in need just by You "being" in Their presence. So There! HaHa!
Love! Love! Love!

eaglespirit
30th December 2011, 11:32
Here and now, back at home, playing my guitars. Kids are asleep, and I have myself to examine, as well as the world at large. Room to meditate.

I'm listening to this Radiohead song, Morning Mr. Magpie, from their last album. Google the lyrics, they're interesting. Not too long ago, Lord Sid started a thread on Crows. Actually, I think it was his last. Possibly a point of synchronicity there. And the thought of crows, and their myriad cousins, the corvidae, has stuck with me since then. I see a crow on a line, and I CAWWW at it.



Glad to meet a fellow 'cawwwer' , Playdo : )
I do that regularly...A Crow has been greeting me 'on a line' or 'in a tree' wherever I go, it seems, lately

Calz
30th December 2011, 11:36
Here and now, back at home, playing my guitars. Kids are asleep, and I have myself to examine, as well as the world at large. Room to meditate.

I'm listening to this Radiohead song, Morning Mr. Magpie, from their last album. Google the lyrics, they're interesting. Not too long ago, Lord Sid started a thread on Crows. Actually, I think it was his last. Possibly a point of synchronicity there. And the thought of crows, and their myriad cousins, the corvidae, has stuck with me since then. I see a crow on a line, and I CAWWW at it.



Glad to meet a fellow 'cawwwer' , Playdo : )
I do that regularly...A Crow has been greeting me 'on a line' or 'in a tree' wherever I go, it seems, lately


Crow is a clever feller ... :eyebrows:


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bluestflame
30th December 2011, 11:44
hey modwiz, ... i have some vervain

any suggestions on application ?

( i hear it's good for focus)

Yes it is good for focus especially materialization because it helps one to perceive and work with the 4th dimension. It helps with all dimensional work and assists on making channeling energy clearer or removing blockages preventing it. It also energizes the 5th and 7th chakras.


cool and thanks Modwiz, i have some growing in the garden (among other "tea" herbs) , might be time to make a brew ( took a while for the seeds to strike though )

good confirmation was paying attention when urged to get the seeds for "no apparent reason"

seeds available for anyone that wants ( if i can find them ) wil have to sort out the details( free of course)

ulli
30th December 2011, 12:49
Not usually comfortable with making confessions as they can nail reality while it's in motion. But they also can be liberating.
Here and now, still feeling paralized and distressed. My friend's sudden death knocked me sideways.
Where was I before it happened? I totally lost track.

Belle
30th December 2011, 13:32
Here and now, still feeling paralized and distressed. My friend's sudden death knocked me sideways.

Your post brought the following to mind. I don't know who wrote it.


The Legacy

When I die, give what is left of me to my children,
If you need to cry, cry for your brothers walking beside you.
Put your arms around anyone,
And give them what you need to give me.

I want to leave you with something,
Something better than words or sounds.
Look for me in the people I have known or loved.
And if you cannot live without me, then let me live on
In your eyes, your minds and your acts of kindness.

You can love me most
By letting friends touch hands
And letting go of children that need to be free.

Love does not die, people do.
So when all that is left of me is love....
Give me Away

Calz
30th December 2011, 13:35
Beautiful words Belle ... thank you.

:thank_you2:

Belle
30th December 2011, 13:52
Time to get my coat on and take a walk in the cold night air...
there may be stars to gaze.
Belle, did you see any stars? The sky here is clear and I can see beautiful stars and a bowl-shaped (sideways) crescent moon.

It was slightly overcast in MA, but a few stars peeked out and 'winked' at me.

There's nothing like nature to clear the mind and be a reminder of how small life's annoyances are compared to the magic all around us. So cleansing for the heart and soul. A gift beyond measure.

Marianne
30th December 2011, 14:44
Belle,
Beautiful words, indeed.
I'm glad you saw some star winks!

Ulli, I hope you are feeling better.

Love to all,
Marianne

1inMany
30th December 2011, 15:05
Yes, 1inMany,
I was being as literal as 3d can be when sharing these things. . .

Oh. Well then. Um. Hmmm.

Um. Well, there is a tell-tale flutter in my heart area, and there are tell-tale tears in my eyes as I read this. Most people, when asked, will help by saying "you already know" or "the truth is within you." While those statements may be true, and probably are I suppose, there is a certain "BAM!" factor involved in fantastical spiritual truths that are reinforced by fellow travelers. There is the "aha!" moment, and there is the "BAM!" factor. I never seek either, and both are surreal, life-affirming, and spectacular. It takes a while for them to sink in. (wow, at this moment my fingers and arms are tingling-here and now...) Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for allowing me a "BAM!" at the start of this beautiful day. Here's wishing one for you...all.

Much Love,

Lisab
30th December 2011, 15:26
Ulli I'm not sleeping at the moment so finding it hard to post, especially on a phone, but want you to know you are loved. Great post on Alexander McQueen in Tarka's thread by the way. Isabella Bow's story also sad and karmic. Poor puppets.

Lisab
30th December 2011, 15:42
By the way Belle lovely words thankyou x

Just remembered solar flare. Eeeek that's why I'm not sleeping. Feel better now I know!

ulli
30th December 2011, 15:55
Ulli I'm not sleeping at the moment so finding it hard to post, especially on a phone, but want you to know you are loved. Great post on Alexander McQueen in Tarka's thread by the way. Isabella Bow's story also sad and karmic. Poor puppets.

You remember me posting about Bryan Ferry. Isabella nearly derailed him too, he even brought her to Barbados...he has always been a victim of other victims...
Simon Puxley, his heroin addicted producer comes to mind.
So much talent is being lost to the world because of the media attention addiction...of which drug and alcohol additions might just be spin-offs.

1inMany
30th December 2011, 16:42
Randomly wondering....if someone is changing from carbon to crystalline...do they change how they look?


oo, oo-maybe they look like edward in the sunlight! (yes, twilight-i do have teenage daughters, ya know lol)

okay-clarification-if someone is changing to crystalline...do they change how they look?

PurpleLama
30th December 2011, 16:45
Who is carbon? People are mostly made of water.

benevolentcrow
30th December 2011, 16:49
Am I an alternative news addict?

Has alternative news addiction crept up on me and started to take over my life?

Do I constantly feel an urge to 'just check' what is going on at PA.

That feeling of urgency, whether you like it or not, raises the emotional temperature and puts your brain on 'alert'. Something is going on... maybe something threatening... you might have to do something about it... but what? You don't consciously think about this while you're watching a video or reading a post, but you are affected by the tone and style of what you see, sometimes even more than you are affected by the content.

How do I stop consuming it?

Relax, enjoy the ride and company of like minded individuals.

Take a deep breath.

Take a long walk.

Enjoy each day as it comes.

I will sleep better, feel happier, engage in more productive activities.

I will remain calmly detached over 2012: What may be in store, key word "MAY"

I keep telling my self...

ulli
30th December 2011, 16:50
Who is carbon? People are mostly made of water.

Oh, and I thought we were 99.99% empty space....I guess which setting you have the microscope at.
P.S. Feeling 100% better today...went from lead to empty space in a matter of hours.

Lisab
30th December 2011, 16:54
What used to take years in therapy were now shifting in hours! Love it!

PurpleLama
30th December 2011, 17:02
Who is carbon? People are mostly made of water.

Oh, and I thought we were 99.99% empty space....I guess which setting you have the microscope at.
P.S. Feeling 100% better today...went from lead to empty space in a matter of hours.

So you are feeling better?

I agree, and even that tiny portion we think isn't empty, what is there is still blinking in and out of existence a million times a second! ahHA!

Calz
30th December 2011, 17:02
Who is carbon? People are mostly made of water.

Oh, and I thought we were 99.99% empty space....I guess which setting you have the microscope at.
P.S. Feeling 100% better today...went from lead to empty space in a matter of hours.

Tough crowd today.


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Can't do empty space image ... so will settle for a water being.


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Carmody
30th December 2011, 17:07
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nut2_1M-jWA

After watching, I realized that all three guitarists are playing left handed.

Playdo, they aren't.
The whole video has been "mirrored" [copyright issue?].

Yes, this is done many times. Reversed imagery is an automatic manipulation and can then fall under the realm of self created 'art' and then be left alone..as the claim/argument is that the art is the central issue and the music is... - incidental.

ulli
30th December 2011, 17:13
Who is carbon? People are mostly made of water.

Oh, and I thought we were 99.99% empty space....I guess which setting you have the microscope at.
P.S. Feeling 100% better today...went from lead to empty space in a matter of hours.

So you are feeling better?

I agree, and even that tiny portion we think isn't empty, what is there is still blinking in and out of existence a million times a second! ahHA!

Good ahHA! there, but this ahHA! is even better (by the way, the only bit of channeled material I ever bookmarked)


This Awareness wishes to inform entities upon this plane,
that the universe appears and disappears every four-quadrillionth of a second.

Lisab
30th December 2011, 17:13
Calz you can't do an empty space image? You've so let me down.

1inmany I went to see Twilight with my girlfriend Rhian. It was only us two and a theatre full of 16 yr old emo's in there! Hormones and "tragedy" energies flying about all over the place, me the empath absorbing it all . Left the cinema at the end totally fried and headed for the nearest wine bar!
It was a cinema full of indigos i reckon!

Calz
30th December 2011, 17:22
Calz you can't do an empty space image? You've so let me down.



The gauntlet has been laid down ... here you go Lisab ... sorry to have delayed your excitement ...











(see me?)













... better now????


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Lisab
30th December 2011, 17:29
Calz you rock! Now music please it's nearly 2012, I can't do links and I love your taste. Let's get this party started. Ulli? Any faves? Love your taste too x requests please. Carmody?

Calz
30th December 2011, 17:36
Calz you rock! Now music please it's nearly 2012, I can't do links and I love your taste. Let's get this party started. Ulli? Any faves? Love your taste too x requests please. Carmody?

Name a style and I will be there (along with ulli, Carmody and all the other villagers).

Hey ... name someone who does not like music (aside from Carmody's grandmother not liking Zep) :lol:


*adding*


nearly beddy bye time so I will wing this one.


Not necessarily rockin ... classical with amazing eye candy ... have at it and upon awakening I can offer anything except country

:spit:


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