Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Guest]

The other time I met the Roshi was in another state. He was at a SanZenKai. I had offered to drive someone there who was participating. When we got there everyone was outside milling about Roshi. I stood back across the street watching. Then the Roshi stood straight, looked right at me or through me. Felt like I had known him forever. Everything was silent then disappeared around us. There was nothing. Then everything turned upside down and we were in space. He said telepathically Nothing is but Love.

Love

Nora

[ViralSpiral]

WOW Nora! Fish! :)

Kudos Ulli. 14 000 posts (701 pages)

http://images.paraorkut.com/img/pics/glitters/b/bravo-7466.gif

http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1225391241l/667416.jpg



Y-JMNIX0vWU

Bob, your gifs crack me up ;)





This thread needs more of MW's headlights



:biggrin1:

[another bob]

The other time I met the Roshi was in another state. He was at a SanZenKai. I had offered to drive someone there who was participating. When we got there everyone was outside milling about Roshi. I stood back across the street watching. Then the Roshi stood straight, looked right at me or through me. Felt like I had known him forever. Everything was silent then disappeared around us. There was nothing. Then everything turned upside down and we were in space. He said telepathically Nothing is but Love.

Love

Nora


He's pushing 104, or maybe more, I stopped counting...


http://i50.tinypic.com/1h470l.jpg

[meeradas]

You might not believe it, but i had to look up 'Barney'.
Outa tv since '94, and quite happy with/ because of that.

[another bob]

One more:


http://i47.tinypic.com/2076knp.jpg

[ulli]

You might not believe it, but i had to look up 'Barney'.
Outa tv since '94, and quite happy with/ because of that.


Barney the friendly purple dinosaur was loved by a generation of children who grew up in the nineties I think.
But maybe he is still around?

I posted that cartoon on another forum many years ago as it appealed to my dark sense of humor
and was told off by someone for doing so as I had made their children cry.
PA is a more liberal forum by far.

[Carmody]

2xV8xgWlZy0

Skip to 7:45 in the video -- "O Architect" (aka "internal director")

There is a bit of humor involved in this one, and I cannot explain why.

I had forgotten that Keanu had done that one, but I do remember why he was chosen by Bernardo Bertolucci.

I will say that I did what I did, with regard to clearing my own mind, without reading anything ahead of time, and with no communication with monks, etc. I did it with pure logic and observation. The fundamentals of philosophy, as a path to enlightenment. And the gift we all receive, if we allow ourselves to use it, unclouded. One begets the other.

The trick is to 'give' into the need of it, without emotional clouding. To recognize the existence of the need to do so, as our capacity for observation matures. To act on the one thing...

The rest ...comes of it's own volition, through continuance down that path of initial opening.

[modwiz]

Very interesting session last night. It was an energy/massage combo. Each one is unique but a chakra reading/tuning is part of how I do mine. It was a session unlike most.

I told the woman that she was making me think of a Santeria priestess I knew. She confided that she had spent some time with/in Candomble, the Portuguese/Brazilian version. (Very quickly. The people of Western Africa have a religion/tradition of Yoruba. It became Voodoo/Vodun among the French speakers, Santeria for Spanish and Candomble for Portuguese). The word, at least in Spanish, for their deities is Orishas.

My knowledge of the tradition and terminologies was quite a surprise for her. Especially given my predominantly European heritage. As I went to palpate/read her chakras, I got nothing. I never get nothing. A few more passes and still nothing. I am being blocked by the Orishas. I ask permission of them and the chakras are there for me.

I told her this and she laughed quite strongly. More release than humor.

Very interesting session.

[Guest]

Yes, Joshu Roshi

He is still alive. Thank you for answering my question.
It's been about 14 years now since I saw him last.
He was one of the happiest human beings I have ever met.

Love

Nora

[another bob]

I will say that I did what I did, with regard to clearing my own mind, without reading anything ahead of time, and with no communication with monks, etc. I did it with pure logic and observation. The fundamentals of philosophy, as a path to enlightenment. And the gift we all receive, if we allow ourselves to use it, unclouded. One begets the other.

The trick is to 'give' into the need of it, without emotional clouding. To recognize the existence of the need to do so, as our capacity for observation matures. To act on the one thing...

The rest ...comes of it's own volition, through continuance down that path of initial opening.

People often express wonder at how Ramana maharshi was able to simply lie down one day, as a teenager, and come to a profound realiztion of his true nature. The standard explanation has been that he did a lot of work in his previous life, and he just had a little bit to finish off this time around before the veil was pierced. Either that, or some say he was enlightened previously, and just appeared here as an emanation for the sake of others. The key point was that he did "wake up", thereby indicating that it is possible.

Brother, you strike me as a real pathfinder -- one who does not necessarily have to duplicate methods of tradition, but is blessed to find his own way, and for that, we're all fortunate! In fact, this whole group here represents a real dent in the dreaminess of this realm, and that's no small feat, considering the consensus descriptions of reality being pawned off on children these days!

And yes, "to act on one thing". My first teacher, Suzuki Roshi, noted that enlightenment consists of seeing one thing through to the end. He was another great one. When he passed, spirit moved me on to Sasaki. Quite a one-two punch, for which I place palms together and bow in deep gratitude.

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Yes, Joshu Roshi

He is still alive. Thank you for answering my question.
It's been about 14 years now since I last saw him last.
He was one of the happiest human beings I have ever met.

Love

Nora

It's wonderful we could both share the experience of him, Sister! I guess you could say, "we are all connected!"


:yo:

[another bob]

Yes, Joshu Roshi ...He was one of the happiest human beings I have ever met.

Got lots of stories from back in the day, but one that comes up in relation to that happiness, Nora, is this:

It was a beautiful spring day on the mountain, with bright little puff ball clouds skittering around on a stage of bold blue. I was sitting under a tree off the monastery path during our lunch break, when I heard footsteps coming up behind me. I peeked out from behind the tree, and there was Roshi, literally skipping and giggling down the path. I stood up as he was passing, and he stopped, smiled at me with the most child-like expression, pointed to the sky, and said (in his heavily accented english), "Oh, clouds!" Then went on skipping, laughing merrily as he went. That moment, like many others with him, will always bring a huge smile!

[Carmody]

I will say that I did what I did, with regard to clearing my own mind, without reading anything ahead of time, and with no communication with monks, etc. I did it with pure logic and observation. The fundamentals of philosophy, as a path to enlightenment. And the gift we all receive, if we allow ourselves to use it, unclouded. One begets the other.

The trick is to 'give' into the need of it, without emotional clouding. To recognize the existence of the need to do so, as our capacity for observation matures. To act on the one thing...

The rest ...comes of it's own volition, through continuance down that path of initial opening.

People often express wonder at how Ramana maharshi was able to simply lie down one day, as a teenager, and come to a profound realiztion of his true nature. The standard explanation has been that he did a lot of work in his previous life, and he just had a little bit to finish off this time around before the veil was pierced. Either that, or some say he was enlightened previously, and just appeared here as an emanation for the sake of others. The key point was that he did "wake up", thereby indicating that it is possible.

Brother, you strike me as a real pathfinder -- one who does not necessarily have to duplicate methods of tradition, but is blessed to find his own way, and for that, we're all fortunate! In fact, this whole group here represents a real dent in the dreaminess of this realm, and that's no small feat, considering the consensus descriptions of reality being pawned off on children these days!

And yes, "to act on one thing". My first teacher, Suzuki Roshi, noted that enlightenment consists of seeing one thing through to the end. He was another great one. When he passed, spirit moved me on to Sasaki. Quite a one-two punch, for which I place palms together and bow in deep gratitude.

:yo:

Well.... I asked myself one day, when I was 12-13, "how does one become intelligent?"

I got a big grin on my face..and internally replied, 'by asking questions.'

And so it began....

[ulli]

I will say that I did what I did, with regard to clearing my own mind, without reading anything ahead of time, and with no communication with monks, etc. I did it with pure logic and observation. The fundamentals of philosophy, as a path to enlightenment. And the gift we all receive, if we allow ourselves to use it, unclouded. One begets the other.

The trick is to 'give' into the need of it, without emotional clouding. To recognize the existence of the need to do so, as our capacity for observation matures. To act on the one thing...

The rest ...comes of it's own volition, through continuance down that path of initial opening.

People often express wonder at how Ramana maharshi was able to simply lie down one day, as a teenager, and come to a profound realiztion of his true nature. The standard explanation has been that he did a lot of work in his previous life, and he just had a little bit to finish off this time around before the veil was pierced. Either that, or some say he was enlightened previously, and just appeared here as an emanation for the sake of others. The key point was that he did "wake up", thereby indicating that it is possible.

Brother, you strike me as a real pathfinder -- one who does not necessarily have to duplicate methods of tradition, but is blessed to find his own way, and for that, we're all fortunate! In fact, this whole group here represents a real dent in the dreaminess of this realm, and that's no small feat, considering the consensus descriptions of reality being pawned off on children these days!

And yes, "to act on one thing". My first teacher, Suzuki Roshi, noted that enlightenment consists of seeing one thing through to the end. He was another great one. When he passed, spirit moved me on to Sasaki. Quite a one-two punch, for which I place palms together and bow in deep gratitude.

:yo:

Well.... I asked myself one day, when I was 12-13, "how does one become intelligent?"

I got a big grin on my face..and internally replied, 'by asking questions.'

And so it began....

Oh really.
My question was "how do I get out of here?"
And my answer was
"By waiting for a lift".
And that became a pattern.
Catch a ride to wherever...feverish activity....
More waiting for the next ride
Like surfing waves, with lulls in between.

[Carmody]

"Be As You Are"

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/e/e0/Ramana_3_sw.jpg

Self-enquiry (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-enquiry)

which, Like purple, I go straight for the music connection. (association)

It was:

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The gentleman in the photo, Ramana Maharshi (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramana_Maharshi):

He did have a few unusual traits. When he slept, he went into such a deep state of unconsciousness that his friends could physically assault his body without waking him up.

This has been known to happen to me. I have to know the people around me, and thus they can't wake me very easily at that point. or, I can program myself to awaken if someone even puts a foot on the lowest step of the given stairs (if they are below and i am in an upstairs bedroom) Or, if they pull into the driveway in a car. Or before they call.

Sri Ramana Maharshi maintained that the purest form of his teachings was the powerful silence which radiated from his presence and quieted the minds of those attuned to it.

I have to be careful to not blank out the minds of folks around me, when I'm trying not to interfere in theirs, by blanking my own.

[another bob]

Well.... I asked myself one day, when I was 12-13, "how does one become intelligent?"

I got a big grin on my face..and internally replied, 'by asking questions.'

And so it began....


I must have read some bit of eastern philosophy about needing to go beyond the mind. In any case, I began pondering that concept, until one night, sitting out on the front porch of my parent's house, I found myself utterly absorbed in the inquiry, forgetting all else. No matter how deep I seemed to go, I would still keep coming up an impenetrable wall that prevented me from going any further. I was just coming to the recognition that mind cannot be used to transcend mind, when a family member called out to me. It felt like they were a million miles away, but the voice was insistent, and finally I came around. They said, "You better come and look at this on the TV -- Bobby Kennedy has just been shot!"

With that, my inquiry into the nature of mind got put on the back-burner, and it would be a couple of years before I delved into that particular investigation again.


Listening now:

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There are many gates to meditation.The ultimate among them is the instantaneous approach. The instantaneous approach has no method. One cultivates the nature of reality in this way: phenomena are mind, and mind is uncreated. In that it is uncreated, it is emptiness. Since it is like the sky, it is not a field of activity for the six sense-faculties. This emptiness is what we call vivid awareness. Yet within that vivid awareness there is no such thing as vivid awareness. Therefore without remaining in the insights gained from studying, cultivate the essential sameness of all phenomena.

~Haklena

[Carmody]

"By waiting for a lift".


I'm sorry, I can't stop giggling and laughing.

It's not funny.

I'm trying to stop....

dat dere higherish self, it's got a sense of humour, sometimes.

[RunningDeer]

My attachment picture is not showing on my computer. Can anyone see it?

I can't, Ulli. Post #13981.http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif

[ulli]

"By waiting for a lift".


I'm sorry, I can't stop giggling and laughing.

It's not funny.

I'm trying to stop....

dat dere higherish self, it's got a sense of humour, sometimes.


No wonder, after the comments I made on another thread about giggling saints,
and that I thought a belly laugh was a sign of a higher maturity level.

So while I can understand that given your nightly visits to the stratosphere you might find my comment funny,
there could still be another factor at work here.
Anyway, it makes me happy to know someone else is happy.
Indeed, it is infectious.

P.S. My spell checker went weird on me again. I just edited.

[Carmody]

"By waiting for a lift".


I'm sorry, I can't stop giggling and laughing.

It's not funny.

I'm trying to stop....

dat dere higherish self, it's got a sense of humour, sometimes.


No wonder, after the comments I made on another thread about giggling saints,
and that I thought a belly laugh was a sign of a higher maturity level.

So while I can understand that given your nightly visits to the stratosphere you might find my comment funny,
there could still be another factor at work here.
Anyway, it makes me apply to know someone else is happy.
Indeed, it is infectuous.

Oh the universe knee-caps me often, and I find myself laughing about it. Telling it "ok, ok, ok, I get the hint....."

[Beren]

Gosh , I just realized that beside few here I am on this second Avalon forum from almost day 1 and STILL didn`t make it into 1000 posts!!!

Heck I tried to combine numbers from Mists ,Nexus and AV and barelely over a 1000 all together!

Here and now-question is... am I lazy ???

:bounce:

Sometimes I think I will never make it when I see friends here into 2`s and 3`s and some in 4` K ...

HELP!!!!

:madgrin:

[ulli]

My attachment picture is not showing on my computer. Can anyone see it?

I can't, Ulli. Post #13981.http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif


It got sorted out a few posts later. Two dinos sitting on a desert island, having missed Noah's Ark.

[ulli]

Gosh , I just realized that beside few here I am on this second Avalon forum from almost day 1 and STILL didn`t make it into 1000 posts!!!

Heck I tried to combine numbers from Mists ,Nexus and AV and barelely over a 1000 all together!

Here and now-question is... am I lazy ???

:bounce:

Sometimes I think I will never make it when I see friends here into 2`s and 3`s and some in 4` K ...

HELP!!!!

:madgrin:

Hello Beren
Has it not occurred to you that it is the rest of us here who might need YOUR help?
You could have come in here and told us to get a life.
So, what is your secret...keeping your posts down.
After all, silence is golden, or so they say. (whoever "they" are)
Or maybe it is a matter of quality over quantity.

[RunningDeer]

While still listening to this video and contemplating your question this e-mail came in. Here and Now:

http://www.forbiddenknowledgetv.com/videos/consciousness/can-humans-alter-probabilitythrough-thought-alone.html

:ranger:That film reminded that I use to have three Christmas balls at slightly different lengths hanging from my bedroom ceiling. I’d pick one of them to stare at and make it swing either back and forth in a particular direction or in a circle. The other two were stationary. How I did it was to “think” and “see” moving in the direction of what I wanted.

I also took the “Silva Mind Control” class back in the early 1970’s, and we learned how to zap clouds away or put holes in the larger ones. It was the same principle as above, just think and see the end result.
:boom:

[astrid]

I can vouch for the deep sleep part,
i must say i always look forward so much to "going home" during my sleep time
Especially if i have had a challenging day, to which i say thank you for the lessons,
and ask that i be taken home for a short time, for some respite.

More recently i have sleep in two blocks, and they both have different themes to them,
almost like, one is respite and one is working, I have noticed since my Shamanic training
my dreams are much more accessible. It's interesting how you can use journeying to go back
into a dream, even if you only have the smallest snippet of recollection,
that is very handy indeed. After perfecting working with dreamwork, it becomes
obvious that this is our portal to great healing wisdom and manifestation,
I can still here my parents saying " it was just a dream "

In indigious cultures the dreams are IT. And great care is taken to never
wake a sleeping Shaman especially not in a hurry.

In this particular cosmology, it is said that everything is a dream only some are more solid than
others. And I have experienced this to be true, Those kids with ADD, ( inattentive, not hyperactive ) are
brilliant active dreamers, and of course for the most part its programmed and or drugged out of them.

The way children are raised in mainstream is a total tragedy.
I don't like to think of it for too long as it puts me into a angry sad state for days.

It's all very well preaching to the converted, but where the messages are most needed
are not where there are any ears to hear it.
Sigh

[RunningDeer]

Oops, info not needed.

[eaglespirit]

Oh My...the Here and Now Lightship is cruising along at warp factor 2012 : ) : ) : )

See You All on the Timeless Light Slide...as We are about to Vibrate on it in a Whooossshhhhh!!!

...
And THANKS to All of You and all the previous sharing and insights these past few days : )

[ulli]

Hi another Bob
this flower is for Mazie
from the Here and Now Village.
That she may get better soon.

http://i.imgur.com/TQapK.jpg

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Wow. I have to just simply say, wow. This Village and its Villagers blow my mind. I've been re-reading the past four pages, and its just keep getting better. I am most grateful. Thanks everyone. Deeply. Adonai!

[Marianne]

Hi another Bob
this flower is for Mazie
from the Here and Now Village.
That she may get better soon.

http://i.imgur.com/TQapK.jpg

Yes indeed. <3

[Calz]

Hi another Bob
this flower is for Mazie
from the Here and Now Village.
That she may get better soon.

http://i.imgur.com/TQapK.jpg

Yes indeed. <3

Sometimes only one will not do ...


http://www.flowerbouquetdesign.net/wp-content/uploads/2011/09/Flower-Wallpaper-5.jpg

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-EM-G_YNgKJ8/TV38pYHcG2I/AAAAAAAAJCU/GCjizjfOWMg/s1600/pink+rose+wallpapers+%252810%2529.jpg

http://www.canvass.co.nz/gallery/Alistair%20Guthrie/CNV-AG-0000289.jpg

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

http://www.cs.utah.edu/~riloff/pictures/Barney.gif

Opops, here's the right one:

http://i48.tinypic.com/xkq7uf.gif

Just to point it out,

Post 14000 Time: 14:22 CST Page 700

There's some synchronicity for you!

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The other time I met the Roshi was in another state. He was at a SanZenKai. I had offered to drive someone there who was participating. When we got there everyone was outside milling about Roshi. I stood back across the street watching. Then the Roshi stood straight, looked right at me or through me. Felt like I had known him forever. Everything was silent then disappeared around us. There was nothing. Then everything turned upside down and we were in space. He said telepathically Nothing is but Love.

Love

Nora

...And Post 14001 Time: 14:22 CST Page 701

[Carmody]

While still listening to this video and contemplating your question this e-mail came in. Here and Now:

http://www.forbiddenknowledgetv.com/videos/consciousness/can-humans-alter-probabilitythrough-thought-alone.html

:ranger:That film reminded that I use to have three Christmas balls at slightly different lengths hanging from my bedroom ceiling. I’d pick one of them to stare at and make it swing either back and forth in a particular direction or in a circle. The other two were stationary. How I did it was to “think” and “see” moving in the direction of what I wanted.

I also took the “Silva Mind Control” class back in the early 1970’s, and we learned how to zap clouds away or put holes in the larger ones. It was the same principle as above, just think and see the end result.
:boom:

My dad taught me cloudbusting, before I was 10.



Perhaps ...it was to keep me quiet, while in the car.

Hhhmmmmm....

[Calz]

Something from Stewie "the Morph" for anyone interested ...

____________________________


The Warrior’s Prayer–Stuart Wilde

Posted on May 24, 2012 by Stuart Wilde

16500

The Warrior’s Prayer

I am what I am.
In having faith in the beauty within me I develop trust.
In softness I have strength.
In silence I walk with the gods.
In peace I understand myself and the world.
In conflict I walk away.
In detachment I am free.
In respecting all living things I respect myself.
In dedication I honour the courage within me.
In eternity I have compassion for the nature of all things.
In love I unconditionally accept the evolution of others.
In freedom I have power.
In my individuality I express the God-Force within me.
In service I give of what I have become.
I am what I am:
Eternal, immortal, universal, and infinite.
And so be it. (Stuart Wilde)

http://www.stuartwilde.com/2012/05/the-warriors-prayer/

[Anchor]

Gosh , I just realized that beside few here I am on this second Avalon forum from almost day 1 and STILL didn`t make it into 1000 posts!!!

Heck I tried to combine numbers from Mists ,Nexus and AV and barelely over a 1000 all together!

Here and now-question is... am I lazy ???

:bounce:

Sometimes I think I will never make it when I see friends here into 2`s and 3`s and some in 4` K ...

HELP!!!!

:madgrin:

NO!

Anyway, it is quality not quantity that most people look for Brother Beren, so you are doing ok ;)

[meeradas]

This ain't just about playing guitar...

and very much a reminder for me [and stagnation]

Fle4QNtSiRs

--- --- ---

Hodp2esSV9E

[astrid]

Moved quite a bit of my veggie garden today,
i had 3 square raised beds made out of recycled plastic,
so I'm relocating most of my winter crop.

First all my beetroots, and celeriac, then my carrots.
Quite a few carrots were big enough to harvest, so i removed the biggest ones.
And then i heard a voice over the fence and i met my new neighbour Cynthia.
She and her husband have lived there for over 40 years. They are both in their
70s but she looked much younger. She was telling me how she used to have
a garden and it got replaced by her husband's shed, and its a big shed.
With that i offered her my bunch of carrots, which she gladly took.
So it looks like i will have someone to share my veggies and eggs with.

She also told me that the woman who owns the place I'm moving into
is a total nutter, she didn't say why exactly. I guess I'm about to find out.
Mind you, i normally get on just fine with nutters.
I almost said to her, well, wait til you get to know me better,
but i didn't want to scare her, lol.

I'm so glad I'm going to the effort to shift my garden , it already feels like home.

[astrid]

Waky, how is your Sun doing?

[meeradas]

i know, you will dig this [should the site be reachable again*...]:

http://sulis.webcity.com.au/%7Ewax49993/mediacracy/07_Imagine_This.mp3

Source: http://www.waxaudio.com.au/
[if you liked this, i strongly recommend listening to all of his other stuff - absolutely great work there]

*Note: Just upon posting this here and elsewhere, his server over there didnt respond anymore... strange.

[meeradas]

Now, isn't that amazing? [random 'nice' news]

http://philadelphia.cbslocal.com/2012/05/24/i-team-priest-removed-from-ministry-due-to-sex-abuse-allegations-works-at-phl/ (http://philadelphia.cbslocal.com/2012/0
5/24/i-team-priest-removed-from-ministry-due-to-sex-abuse-allegations-works-at-phl/)

Perfect Newspeak: "Domestic Communications Assistance Center" (http://news.cnet.com/8301-1009_3-57439734-83/fbi-quietly-forms-secretive-net-surveillance-unit/?tag=postrtcol;posts)

http://www.wired.com/dangerroom/2012/05/massive-spy-blimp/

http://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2012/05/the-questionable-past-of-the-man-who-decides-who-us-drones-will-kill/257568/

aarrgh... balance

8y3_kH9nYcA

[Billy]

The west highlands of Scotland has been basking in a heat wave this last few days. This was sunrise this morning in my paradise village.

16501

Have a wonderful weekend

Peace

[RunningDeer]

While still listening to this video and contemplating your question this e-mail came in. Here and Now:

http://www.forbiddenknowledgetv.com/videos/consciousness/can-humans-alter-probabilitythrough-thought-alone.html

:ranger:That film reminded that I use to have three Christmas balls at slightly different lengths hanging from my bedroom ceiling. I’d pick one of them to stare at and make it swing either back and forth in a particular direction or in a circle. The other two were stationary. How I did it was to “think” and “see” moving in the direction of what I wanted.

I also took the “Silva Mind Control” class back in the early 1970’s, and we learned how to zap clouds away or put holes in the larger ones. It was the same principle as above, just think and see the end result.
:boom:

My dad taught me cloudbusting, before I was 10.

Perhaps ...it was to keep me quiet, while in the car.

Hhhmmmmm....

Cool Dad. :wizard:
I showed my students who were about your age, too. They'd go home and teach their parents. I liked that.

[RunningDeer]

I did the “Stuart Wilde’s Warrior Wisdom 5 day Intensive,” in Taos, New Mexico, 1990. I returned home changed.

Emphasis was an outward bound experience including repelling mountains, high wire activity, blindfolds, trust exercises, firewalk, sweat lodge, lecture, dropped us off in the snowy mountains each alone for an undisclosed amount of time no food, flash lights, watches, music etc., he taught warrior skills, meditation 3:30 a.m., how to obtain energy, and group accountably, etc.

It was designed so that there was very little sleep, so it wasn't long before one breaks through the ego layers. It was an extremely powerful experience. I was amazed how many people from around the world signed up. There were about 112 of us that impacted one another.


Something from Stewie "the Morph" for anyone interested ...

____________________________


The Warrior’s Prayer–Stuart Wilde

Posted on May 24, 2012 by Stuart Wilde

16500

The Warrior’s Prayer

I am what I am.
In having faith in the beauty within me I develop trust.
In softness I have strength.
In silence I walk with the gods.
In peace I understand myself and the world.
In conflict I walk away.
In detachment I am free.
In respecting all living things I respect myself.
In dedication I honour the courage within me.
In eternity I have compassion for the nature of all things.
In love I unconditionally accept the evolution of others.
In freedom I have power.
In my individuality I express the God-Force within me.
In service I give of what I have become.
I am what I am:
Eternal, immortal, universal, and infinite.
And so be it. (Stuart Wilde)

http://www.stuartwilde.com/2012/05/the-warriors-prayer/

[Eram]

Hi Astrid,

I wanted to wait until next Tuesday/Wednesday afternoon before reporting, because my Sun (aargh...this one is going to haunt me :laugh: ) has been on school camp from Wednesday until Friday, so there has not been much for us to evaluate those days.

The signs are good though.
He looked quite happy and independent when we took him from the bus yesterday.
We haven't heard him about being afraid since your healing. Not afraid when going to bed either, which he does a lot lately.

Monday is a holiday, so Tuesday and Wednesday will be good days to see how he'll handle it.
My intuition tells me that he has changed, but I might as well wait a few days to make sure of it, so I'll report back soon.

[Vanir]

Here in Western Australia, in my eldest daughter’s home. It’s 9.26pm sitting in her office with all lights out and pajama’s on, and all I can hear are the waves from the sea, while the cat tries to type instead of me.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

I'm still trying to learn my way around this Forum LOL, sadly I've been very busy to be active of late :-(

[Alekahn]

Good day to all in the Village. To those here who work in and upon the energetic realms,
I have a humble request.

In this current incarnational journey, I have not had the great privilege of having children of 'my own' (by conscious choice). Yet, there are certain children and youth who have become lights in my life. This young man is one such light. He is as my 'Sun' and I am as his father.

This is Lu and he has just embarked on a several month journey to mainland China, as he navigates the tail end of his Saturn return :eek:. He has moved through incredible adversity, as many (all) of us have. The other night while speaking on Skype he pointedly asked me for protection as he quests for focus and perspective in these chaotic, transitional days.

So, with his permission and his request, I am asking for assistance in any way, shape or form from the Villagers, to energetically build up a protective aura around him as he travels ('surfing couches') through foreign terrain. He is somewhat bewildered and lost at the moment (his words). Prayers are welcome. Thank you in advance.

On a wing and a prayer he glides. Trusting the wind he is.

16502
Lu @ Foshan ancestral temple (Guangdong)

16503
This is 3 yr. old Chinchin, son of his host family, whom
he has sweetly bonded with.

16504

[ulli]

Here in Western Australia, in my eldest daughter’s home. It’s 9.26pm sitting in her office with all lights out and pajama’s on, and all I can hear are the waves from the sea, while the cat tries to type instead of me.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

I'm still trying to learn my way around this Forum LOL, sadly I've been very busy to be active of late :-(

This forum was quite different in 2011, and even more so than in 2010.
With each additional scandal, disclosure, upheaval between whistleblowers and their interviewers people took what they learnt and repositioned themselves.
This particular thread, which I started in September of last year, was designed to help anyone who might have become confused with the various doomsday scenarios and world collapse or world control information that they had no way of verifying.
Because to enter into the "here and now state" means to leave behind the speculative state of future concerns, as well as the depressive state of past regrets and longings.
In the here and now reality is power which can provide us with an inner clarity and make us independent of outer conditions.
It enhances our intuition and can even provide us with a unified vision of what it is we truly want, as a group and as individuals.
You are welcome to participate and also ask questions since many here have been around the block on a number of the various issues being discussed elsewhere in the forum.

[Carmody]

i know, you will dig this [should the site be reachable again*...]:

http://sulis.webcity.com.au/%7Ewax49993/mediacracy/07_Imagine_This.mp3

Source: http://www.waxaudio.com.au/
[if you liked this, i strongly recommend listening to all of his other stuff - absolutely great work there]

*Note: Just upon posting this here and elsewhere, his server over there didnt respond anymore... strange.

whole lotta sabbath?

http://www.waxaudio.com.au/videos.html

U13xOvDa19U

[Eram]

Here in Western Australia, in my eldest daughter’s home. It’s 9.26pm sitting in her office with all lights out and pajama’s on, and all I can hear are the waves from the sea, while the cat tries to type instead of me.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

I'm still trying to learn my way around this Forum LOL, sadly I've been very busy to be active of late :-(

This forum was quite different in 2011, and even more so than in 2010.
With each additional scandal, disclosure, upheaval between whistleblowers and their interviewers people took what they learnt and repositioned themselves.
This particular thread, which I started in September of last year, was designed to help anyone who might have become confused with the various doomsday scenarios and world collapse or world control information that they had no way of verifying.
Because to enter into the "here and now state" means to leave behind the speculative state of future concerns, as well as the depressive state of past regrets and longings.
In the here and now reality is power which can provide us with an inner clarity and make us independent of outer conditions.
It enhances our intuition and can even provide us with a unified vision of what it is we truly want, as a group and as individuals.
You are welcome to participate and also ask questions since many here have been around the block on a number of the various issues being discussed elsewhere in the forum.

The day I concluded it is not about seeking the truth outside of us (We will never find it) is the same day that I made my first post in this thread and stopped posting (for the bigger part) in the threads about truth seeking.
Never knew that you designed this thread for that purpose specifically. :roll:


Alekahn,

I'm not trained in any form of giving aid in this way, but I will give it my best.
I'll just project him in a golden bubble for the duration of his trip.

http://www.qvolution.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/golden-bubble250.jpg

[Carmody]

I just interpreted the last few dreams I had before I awoke and started on this forum.

The events that are closest in time are the last dreamt. Reversed, like a mirror image. (but we've had this conversation before, in this thread)

The point that is of sharpest change in one's day, will likely cause the greatest ripple in the flow of time.(this is a fact type thing, but I'm leaving room for interpretation being different)

This can be seen in the past (allegorical myth) and FORWARD in time via ALLEGORICAL DREAM.

The further back in time the given event or moment is, the less shape it has for the purpose of rumination, identification or discernment.

The same goes for the future events seen in 'dreamspace'.

The further ahead it is, the harder it is to see clearly.

BUT..the sharper the bend or the bigger the knot/event/change/shift/bend...the bigger the ripple thus the more definition. (wild swings like a big wave) (it will also be shaped by the people who are in it, in that future moment, and overall, by their interpretive awareness, regarding 'reading' it from the here and now) (that is the ripple received)

However, the time and distance in time effect still remains true. Allegorical, mythical..but specifically based on one's individual and specific 'hindbrain' identification capacities or learned patterns of recognition. people you know and identify with will be the participants, even if the real result is someone else entirely. Your brain and body system uses the overlays of pattern recognition that exist in you.

When still in ego, this is how premonition of future events takes place, regarding decoding..

When I removed the vast majority of that ego function, I then could see future events uncolored by my body's interpretations of what things are, what shapes they are, what persons they are.

This all comes to mind and thus is a post due to my decoding of the allegorical dreams I had just before I woke, now becoming clear to me.


Regarding fixing the world:

It is difficult to stop someone who is involved in that, when no timeline that involves them can escape from their notice.. or is known 'ahead of time'.

We all possess this aspect to one degree or another.

[PurpleLama]

Thunder Busters cracked me up.

[Carmody]

Here in Western Australia, in my eldest daughter’s home. It’s 9.26pm sitting in her office with all lights out and pajama’s on, and all I can hear are the waves from the sea, while the cat tries to type instead of me.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

I'm still trying to learn my way around this Forum LOL, sadly I've been very busy to be active of late :-(

For example, one of the last dreams I had, I was petting a cat that got all snuggly with me. specifically the aspect of wearing a sweater, black,and ending up with cat hair all over me. the cat was positioned so that it had it's back on my chest and rubbed it's head on my face.

And when in the dark, trying to use the keyboard...in pajamas...and the cat is typing..and you reaching around to try and type..well...this is nearly the exact scenario.

This was a long haired cat, in my case but with an almost striped grey kind of coloring

Just allegorical, according to my experiences and pattern recognition base of my hindbrain system.

And that is how it works.

As well, in another, just prior to that sequence..I was sitting down, and had a short conversation with a long haired blonde woman, with fairly thin fingers. We shook hands. In my internal representation, she was the girlfriend, at the time, of my old friend Chuck.

Hello, WhiteCrowBlackDeer. :wave:

And that, is how it works. If it was in real time and not out of time, these allegorical aspects would not exist, in some ways. Or at least, would not be so 'representative'. Just my experience.

[PurpleLama]

I just interpreted the last few dreams I had before I awoke and started on this forum.

The events that are closest in time are the last dreamt. Reversed, like a mirror image. (but we've had this conversation before, in this thread)

The point that is of sharpest change in one's day, will likely cause the greatest ripple in the flow of time.(this is a fact type thing, but I'm leaving room for interpretation being different)

This can be seen in the past (allegorical myth) and FORWARD in time via ALLEGORICAL DREAM.

The further back in time the given event or moment is, the less shape it has for the purpose of rumination, identification or discernment.

The same goes for the future events seen in 'dreamspace'.

The further ahead it is, the harder it is to see clearly.

BUT..the sharper the bend or the bigger the knot/event/change/shift/bend...the bigger the ripple thus the more definition. (wild swings like a big wave) (it will also be shaped by the people who are in it, in that future moment, and overall, by their interpretive awareness, regarding 'reading' it from the here and now) (that is the ripple received)

However, the time and distance in time effect still remains true. Allegorical, mythical..but specifically based on one's individual and specific 'hindbrain' identification capacities or learned patterns of recognition. people you know and identify with will be the participants, even if the real result is someone else entirely. Your brain and body system uses the overlays of pattern recognition that exist in you.

When still in ego, this is how premonition of future events takes place, regarding decoding..

When I removed the vast majority of that ego function, I then could see future events uncolored by my body's interpretations of what things are, what shapes they are, what persons they are.

This all comes to mind and thus is a post due to my decoding of the allegorical dreams I had just before I woke, now becoming clear to me.


Regarding fixing the world:

It is difficult to stop someone who is involved in that, when no timeline that involves them can escape from their notice.. or is known 'ahead of time'.

We all possess this aspect to one degree or another.

This song really struck me, yesterday, specifically in regards to this post.


c7gO8VmGUN4

True story.


I had a vision
there wasn't any television
from looking into the sun
looking into the sun
we got to think quick
says blind st. nick hey
from looking into the sun
looking into the sun
we got to get some beer
we got no atmosphere
from looking into the sun
looking into the sun
i had a vision
there wasn't any television
from looking into the sun.

[Guest]

Loving protective prayers for Lu.

A cold Spring storm came in from the North built a good hot fire in the stove.

Going into Mexico today to see a family and visit with an Elder.

Love

Nora

[RunningDeer]

[As well, in another, just prior to that sequence..I was sitting down, and had a short conversation with a long haired blonde woman, with fairly thin fingers. We shook hands. In my internal representation, she was the girlfriend, at the time, of my old friend Chuck.

Hello, WhiteCrowblackDeer. :wave:


Hello Carmody, :wave:

Some feedback:

I read your post and called my brother, Chuck. We have a strong "many lives bond". I wanted to make sure he was okay. He found out that he's being laid off after May 31st.

I also experienced dreams last evening that were in different places and with different people. Their energy templates were different from my usual dreams. These new people made a lot more eye contact with me. Either that or I made more eye contact with them. They were good dreams, nurturing dreams. In one of them, I recall questioning why I have cats rather than my dog with me. Interesting....

UPDATE: I just recalled. I woke up last evening between 2-3 a.m., and I felt that your avatar was close by. I chalked it up to that I had posted about cloud zapping earlier last evening.

[dan33]

i know, you will dig this [should the site be reachable again*...]:

http://sulis.webcity.com.au/%7Ewax49993/mediacracy/07_Imagine_This.mp3

Source: http://www.waxaudio.com.au/
[if you liked this, i strongly recommend listening to all of his other stuff - absolutely great work there]

*Note: Just upon posting this here and elsewhere, his server over there didnt respond anymore... strange.

whole lotta sabbath?

http://www.waxaudio.com.au/videos.html

U13xOvDa19U

WOW! Great videos.

Thanks.

[Carmody]

[As well, in another, just prior to that sequence..I was sitting down, and had a short conversation with a long haired blonde woman, with fairly thin fingers. We shook hands. In my internal representation, she was the girlfriend, at the time, of my old friend Chuck.

Hello, WhiteCrowblackDeer. :wave:



Hello Carmody, :wave:

Some feedback:

I read your post and called my brother, Chuck. We have a strong "many lives bond". I wanted to make sure he was okay. He found out that he's being laid off after May 31st.

I also experienced dreams last evening that were in different places and with different people. Their energy templates were different from my usual dreams. These new people made a lot more eye contact with me. Either that or I made more eye contact with them. They were good dreams, nurturing dreams. In one of them, I recall questioning why I have cats rather than my dog with me. Interesting....

UPDATE: I just recalled. I woke up last evening between 2-3 a.m., and I felt that your avatar was close by. I chalked it up to that I had posted about cloud zapping earlier last evening.


I was sitting on a large (2.5 feet or so high, thin walled) metal pipe end that was coming out of the side of a sand hill-dune, (during this conversation) near a shore or open pit area (sunny conditions, shorter grass on periphery, not really water, either, mostly open flat area, surrounded by dune-ish/hillock type ground), and Chuck was in the background, getting ready to move along. (not pacing... but that, 'we must go now' subtlety in energies). Chuck was slightly less defined, slightly more vague, but definitely 'Chuck'. overall, as if he was waiting for you and I to be 'done' our meeting/conversation.

I can now surmise, that it appears... he wanted to speak with you.

[meeradas]

This is a trip [> 1 hour]:

http://sulis.webcity.com.au/~wax49993/9Countries/9CountriesFull.mp3

from here (http://www.waxaudio.com.au/9Countries/)

[also pay a visit to the 'images' and the 'words' sections]

[Ernie Nemeth]

Really great sharing, I hope it keeps up.

When I was 15 - 18 I was into to my ESP investigation phase. Like usual when engrossed in a topic, I totally immersed myself in that milieu. Toward the end of that period I was contacted by "other-worldly", sprit-essence types. They told me I had already crossed two main barriers and had only one left to go. That was the gist of their visits but they taught me and told me things I had no way of knowing at that time - or since. For instance they told me ESP was possible using the spine as an antenna - far before I knew anything about chakras or the human aural field. But I kept questioning whether this could be real or if it was all being imagined. I started to fear I was losing my mind. So I made a pact with myself (it must have been my ego, my sense of self, because I knew of nothing else at the time, having just rejected my family religion) that I would always keep my mind intact and reject any thoughts that threatened its integrity.

The night before that fateful decision, I recieved from these "voices in my head" the sense that the time to transition to the third level had come. All I had to do was reach out and beckon the pen to leap into my hand from the desk a few feet away. I was absolutely sure I could have done it, just then, if I decided to. But a fear I've never known engulfed me with a sense of certainty that if I did this thing my life would never be the same again - that I would go down a road I was not ready for or even wanted to go down. And I balked at the challenge, refused to even try and I never heard from those particular "voices" again.

So I made this pact with myself to hold onto what clarity I could rely on in this 3D world but to measure everything against this pure spot in my heart that just "knew" a thing as right or wrong "for me". That yardstick has lead me to where I am now.

I wish now to break that pact. For the pact itself implies an alien intent, an intention apart, set apart - isolated and alone, unreal. Although the agreement has served me well it is based on an idea of separation. The unknown cannot know. And I want to know. Just know, with certainty - and nothing else. And I know I know, so what is this thing that does not? I even know the answer to that. To know a thing is to be a thing. So I release this thing to be, or not.

The pact, that cannot be, is not, now.

I am that pure spot deep within the core of my convoluted sense of self, The One Heart, that unites all in a love beyond measure, a love beyond words, a love so silent and still it pulsates in flux with potential, whatever that means...

Take of me for I am of you.

Hugs

[RunningDeer]

[As well, in another, just prior to that sequence..I was sitting down, and had a short conversation with a long haired blonde woman, with fairly thin fingers. We shook hands. In my internal representation, she was the girlfriend, at the time, of my old friend Chuck.

Hello, WhiteCrowblackDeer. :wave:



Hello Carmody, :wave:

Some feedback:

I read your post and called my brother, Chuck. We have a strong "many lives bond". I wanted to make sure he was okay. He found out that he's being laid off after May 31st.

I also experienced dreams last evening that were in different places and with different people. Their energy templates were different from my usual dreams. These new people made a lot more eye contact with me. Either that or I made more eye contact with them. They were good dreams, nurturing dreams. In one of them, I recall questioning why I have cats rather than my dog with me. Interesting....

UPDATE: I just recalled. I woke up last evening between 2-3 a.m., and I felt that your avatar was close by. I chalked it up to that I had posted about cloud zapping earlier last evening.


I was sitting on a large (2.5 feet or so high, thin walled) metal pipe end that was coming out of the side of a sand hill-dune, (during this conversation) near a shore or open pit area (sunny conditions, shorter grass on periphery, not really water, either, mostly open flat area, surrounded by dune-ish/hillock type ground), and Chuck was in the background, getting ready to move along. (not pacing... but that, 'we must go now' subtlety in energies). Chuck was slightly less defined, slightly more vague, but definitely 'Chuck'. overall, as if he was waiting for you and I to be 'done' our meeting/conversation.

I can now surmise, that it appears... he wanted to speak with you.

We're going to meet up soon. Thanks for the "ET Phone Home" assistance. ;)

PS Chuck is the one person that I can talk about all the stuff that talked about on the forum.

[astrid]

Cool Waky, shall i do a mini check in on him to see if he needs anything extra?
Camps can be up and down things for kids.

Hugs Astrid

PS....

In case anyone was wondering no i don't just ask for blanket
"forever" permission that is just wrong in so many ways,

The only time i break this rule, is when there are some serious
non-beneficial energies involved. Some might call these demonics
but i don't use these terms for good reasons.
In which case what may happen is they get in and stop the process and
then turn the client against the facilitator. This sometimes happens on the second
session, thought forms get in and bingo they ( the client ) are suddenly your
worst enemy. When this happens its pretty obvious as there is a distinct
personality change.

AND TO BE CLEAR here none of this was/ is the case with Waky's Sun ,
I'm just adding some extra insights as they are coming to me to mention.

Also.. I'm not attached the the outcome in anyway, nor so i get hurt offended by
reports of things "not working" or seemingly things getting worse than they were,
which can be how it appears, when deeper energies are brought to the surface.
Basically i just need to know any updates, so i can do further work,
or give the client extra instructions.
I often hear stories about people feeling really crappy after energy work
being done on their behalf , and they then blame the facilitator.

For whatever reason the bar is being raised for me and I'm being asked to be more
open and more public and more in service. Gulp, about the more public bit as it
opens a whole can of worms. Anyways, it is what it is. Neither good or bad,
and I'm fairly certain that i would not be being nudged so strongly if i was not
ready and not up for it.

On with the day,
more laters

[astrid]

Back to moving my garden.

Speaking of which i just love this garden bed

Very whimsical

16521

[astrid]

I just updated my post before the last one,
to clarify a few things

[Carmody]

I just updated my post before the last one,
to clarify a few things

Yes, This is why I don't move into doing what was just done a few posts back. I could get to the point that I'm like some telephone, or any other similar direction. Then you can end up having every spirit AND person in existence knocking on your spiritual door. For good or bad, whatever the given term might be in the given instance.

The '...lord, I've got a bald spot (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krb2OdQksMc)' scenario. :p

[ulli]

Something weird happened today. Got a spam message informing me that I had won $ 900,000 in an Australian lottery. The weird part was that I thought it was a prank from my son. This is why:
The reply was to be sent to a Barnabas Clifford at cliff.barnabas@g.mail.com.
The reason I thought it was from my son is that his name is Barnaby and he works at a restaurant called The Cliff.
Nothing to do with him, however. Still...very odd....

[Carmody]

And we are having a bit of a tiff involving a thread that is originating in Australia, right now.

Such is life.....

it always pours in, like that.

Reality has to form, so it tries.

Comes up whit' some weird **** too, sometimes.

And that is just a few people.

If this is true, then one can imagine what happens to someone like David Wilcock, when all that energy is focused on him. (for the average soul would not be looking at his works, the sensitive types would, exclusively)

Then the idea of something that wants that energy, in any way it can get it.

[Anchor]

And we are having a bit of a tiff involving a thread that is originating in Australia, right now..

G'Day mate :)

I have actually noticed that there are quite a view Aussies on this forum, and they are pretty good at not being quiet when they have something to say.

[Carmody]

And we are having a bit of a tiff involving a thread that is originating in Australia, right now..

G'Day mate :)

I have actually noticed that there are quite a view Aussies on this forum, and they are pretty good at not being quiet when they have something to say.

All I said was... that the fish was good enough for Jehovah.

[ulli]

This morning we walked over to our land to inspect the progress.
Junior, our gardener is building a road through the property using rocks from the river and cement.
Several weeks ago we rented a bulldozer to create a path down a steep slope at the bottom of which the future road has to make a sharp turn to join itself at the entrance gate, thus making a full circle.
Anyway, I took some pictures and uploaded them to photobucket. One can even view them as a slide show.
Haven't named anything yet.
http://s1144.photobucket.com/albums/o491/orosivalleyjewelry/Land/

[Carmody]

I was sitting on a large (2.5 feet or so high, thin walled) metal pipe end that was coming out of the side of a sand hill-dune, (during this conversation) near a shore or open pit area (sunny conditions, shorter grass on periphery, not really water, either, mostly open flat area, surrounded by dune-ish/hillock type ground), and Chuck was in the background, getting ready to move along. (not pacing... but that, 'we must go now' subtlety in energies). Chuck was slightly less defined, slightly more vague, but definitely 'Chuck'. overall, as if he was waiting for you and I to be 'done' our meeting/conversation.

I can now surmise, that it appears... he wanted to speak with you.

We're going to meet up soon. Thanks for the "ET Phone Home" assistance. ;)

PS Chuck is the one person that I can talk about all the stuff that talked about on the forum.

And then the water pipe or pipe had no flow, and the land was parched or dry. The job dried up and he is a water sign. Scorpio.

So it was all there.

But made no real sense, until all the components had entered the 'past' state.

See whut I means about 'future sight'?

so..the odds of people being CLEAR about future visions?

I don't think so.......

[Eram]

Cool Waky, shall i do a mini check in on him to see if he needs anything extra?
Camps can be up and down things for kids.

Hugs Astrid

Hi Astrid,

a mini check is welcome.

[astrid]

Ok check in done

[RunningDeer]

I woke up last evening with both a jolting sound and a strong physical sensation through my entire body. If not the body then at least the head, arms and legs lifted off the bed. Before labels of fear and confusion took front and center, awareness stepped in with instruction that it was a download of an upgrade. (redundant?) I sent out a thanks and one to the Self as well (covering all bases) and went back to sleep.

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bighug.gif

This morning I'm recalling the occurrence because of a strong sensation in the right side of the scull. I learned that through the recognition of awareness and acknowledgment, it sits in a place of "claimed ownership".

Have a great day, Everyone!
WhiteCrowBlackDeer :ranger:

[ulli]

So what's this? I post a link to some pictures of my life's work and stop the flow of the thread?
Sorry, Astrid and WhieCrowBlackDeer, Waky and Carmody...I appreciate your efforts to keep
the ball rolling. I guess everyone went to the pub since it was Saturday night...sigh...

http://i.imgur.com/l7vso.gif

[astrid]

Hey ulli I don't think your link had anything to do
with thread slowing down , it's often like this on
weekends . I for one have only had fleeting moments
to check in ....

My here and now looks like this ..
Getting ready to go away, spent the evening clipping
and grooming Ozzie and Louis ready to be boarded
starting to get excited but also tad anxious now
Tomorrow i need to forget moving efforts and focus on
trip preparations which will be hard as I'm in the flow
with moving .
So tired tonight I so hope I sleep

[ulli]

Hey ulli I don't think your link had anything to do
with thread slowing down , it's often like this on
weekends . I for one have only had fleeting moments
to check in ....

My here and now looks like this ..
Getting ready to go away, spent the evening clipping
and grooming Ozzie and Louis ready to be boarded
starting to get excited but also tad anxious now
Tomorrow i need to forget moving efforts and focus on
trip preparations which will be hard as I'm in the flow
with moving .
So tired tonight I so hope I sleep

You are being tested to show your ability to focus.
To not allow distraction thoughts.
It's all good...remember?
You're doing great and are exactly where you are meant to be in the greater scheme of things.
For now it's neither trip nor move....just rest.

[RunningDeer]

So what's this? I post a link to some pictures of my life's work and stop the flow of the thread?
Sorry, Astrid and WhieCrowBlackDeer, Waky and Carmody...I appreciate your efforts to keep
the ball rolling. I guess everyone went to the pub since it was Saturday night...sigh...

http://i.imgur.com/l7vso.gif

In the US it's a three day weekend. Lots of parades, campgrounds and state parks officially open for the season, cook outs, family gatherings.

[ulli]

I woke up last even with both a jolting sound and a strong physical sensation through my entire body. If not the body then at least the arms and legs lifted off the bed. Before labels of fear and confusion took front and center, awareness stepped in with instruction that it was a download of an upgrade. (redundant?) I sent out a thanks and one to the Self as well (covering all bases) and went back to sleep.

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bighug.gif

This morning I'm recalling the occurrence because of strong sensation in the right side of the scull. I learned that through the recognition of awareness and acknowledgment, it sits in a place of claimed ownership.

Have a great day, Everyone!
WhiteCrowBlackDeer :ranger:

About twelve years ago I woke up startled...I had felt something being inserted deep into my head like a dentists drill, but long enought to reach the center of my skull.
Then it was turned on for a split second...sound exactly like a dentist's drill,....zzzzzttttt...I woke up I saw green sparks flying in my inner eye.
I knew I had been tampered with....not a dream. This was far too real.
So as I was lying there I began to wonder if my memory had just been destroyed, and so I went through a list of name, date of birth, where I was living...that kind of stuff.
And it was all there.
Then I went through my list of trauma memories and discovered I could not remember many of the nasties that had happened to me which I had been schlepping around until then.

So since then I know for sure that there are friendly beings out there who know how to treat PTSD. (post traumatic stress disorder)

[Eram]

I've just witnessed something marvellous.

I think a bee swarm has entered our linden tree to make a hive.
We've been inviting one in our prayers lately.

My girlfriend was pulling weeds and suddenly heard something like a motor parade in the back ground.
She turned to look where the sound came from and saw the enormous swarm of bees entering our tree and they did not leave yet.

I SO hope that they will make a hive there.

http://ucanr.org/blogs/bugsquad/blogfiles/1628.jpg

picture is from internet for illustration. not our tree.

[Marie]

Many are gone on this holiday weekend but I am home with my kids - enjoying the first days of 'no school'. I have them only half of the time though they want to be with me all of the time and find ways to extend it... funny and powerful Beings they are. It is interesting how 'no school' sometimes means a busier schedule - everyone going a different direction – I try to accommodate. I always look forward to summer and then a couple of weeks into it I think "What was I thinking!" My children are getting older though, but still not quite able to drive though one is on the brink which is going to change everything in our world :dance:. I'm ready for that. Change is happening.

I’m feeling the need for a vacation - somewhere (dreaming :)) - though I know I can go anywhere inside.

Feeling appreciation...........

[astrid]

Can't sleep dammit and so very tired
:(

[Eram]

Can't sleep dammit and so very tired
:(

my4AHa1WnXg




I’m feeling the need for a vacation - somewhere (dreaming :)) - though I know I can go anywhere inside.

Feeling appreciation...........

http://www.caribbeanallinclusive.com/images/caribbean_all_inclusive_left.jpg

[Guest]

The techno wizard doctor is fixing my computer will be on a phone for a while.

Had a great time in Mexico. No problems which is a good thing. Still do not understand how people can live next to the border and not know the difference between the Border Patrol, Customs and INS (Immigration Naturalization Services).

Going through check points they take your picture now -no one asked me if I wanted my picture taken or not.

My family and friends asked me if I wanted to go to the beach tomorrow. There will be thousands of people at the beach for Memorial Day..... After knowing me for all of these years they still don't get it.

Love

Nora

[RunningDeer]

I woke up last even with both a jolting sound and a strong physical sensation through my entire body. If not the body then at least the arms and legs lifted off the bed. Before labels of fear and confusion took front and center, awareness stepped in with instruction that it was a download of an upgrade. (redundant?) I sent out a thanks and one to the Self as well (covering all bases) and went back to sleep.

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bighug.gif

This morning I'm recalling the occurrence because of strong sensation in the right side of the scull. I learned that through the recognition of awareness and acknowledgment, it sits in a place of claimed ownership.

Have a great day, Everyone!
WhiteCrowBlackDeer :ranger:

About twelve years ago I woke up startled...I had felt something being inserted deep into my head like a dentists drill, but long enought to reach the center of my skull.
Then it was turned on for a split second...sound exactly like a dentist's drill,....zzzzzttttt...I woke up I saw green sparks flying in my inner eye.
I knew I had been tampered with....not a dream. This was far too real.
So as I was lying there I began to wonder if my memory had just been destroyed, and so I went through a list of name, date of birth, where I was living...that kind of stuff.
And it was all there.
Then I went through my list of trauma memories and discovered I could not remember many of the nasties that had happened to me which I had been schlepping around until then.

So since then I know for sure that there are friendly beings out there who know how to treat PTSD. (post traumatic stress disorder)

It's nice to hear a 'real account' from someone. The old tramas are a real drain of precious energies. And I don’t see why it’s a far stretch for people to know there’s assistance, without usurping personal power.

Most nights, I go off to sleep with requests for continued health, travel for knowledge and recall for preparation of my continuing purpose.

I have a Group that works with me. Whenever I relinquish responsibility of power over to the Group, they toss it back with a gentle reminder. It’s my job to lived the 3D experiences while expanding into the multi-D. We co-create. I’ll have a concern or question, sometimes I’ll get a one to two word response, or direction to look in. My job is to be the awareness and see the synchronicities. It always ends with thanks and gratitude.

Though, I have to add that it’s time for me to let go of past achievements, even if it was only a month ago. It’s time to take it up a notch. A new understanding for me is to be comfortable with status quo is really loosing ground. So my goal is to be aware of at least one “ah-ha” a week that demonstrates more of my time is in multi-D.

It may be because of the upgrade/adjustment from last evening, I got two “ah-has”: After Tai Chi this morning, I went for a walk, and saw my aura when I held out my hand. It was purple with steamy pink. The second, I was aware of body templates rather than people. And many matched people that I've known over the years. No ah-ha, no commentary, just a knowing.

[meeradas]

Just remembered a photographer friend whom i haven't seen for maybe a dozen years.
His site (http://www.jimvecchi.com/www.jimvecchi.com/Home.html)is worth a visit.
My fav pics are amongst "Il Palazzo Guglielmi", "Crystal Silence" and "The Language Of Time" [quite 'Lynchy' stuff].

[ulli]

Was going to do a chart reading for a family member last night and discovered that I was unable to do so.

About a year ago I had switched from Windows to Mac and had needed to install something called VMWare fusion so I could still use my Windows-based astrology software on my new MacBook.

It was a bit of a hassle but it worked ok, until last night.
Kept getting error messages and was unable to open Windows on my MacBook.
Apparently my last OS upgrade put a bug into the VMWare.

So this morning I did some research and found that upgrading to the latest version of VMWare might cause even more problems, like leave me with the wifi disabled or crashing.

So I was really unsettled; I loved my astro software which dated back to 1992 and could do feats that not even $600 versions of Kepler would do, even though I got it at Circuit City in 1993 as an MS DOS program, a cheap and simple, yet amazingly brilliant and dynamic program.

I don't really want to be carting my old Toshiba laptop around when I do readings, so I have been looking up astrology software today, specifically designed for Macs.

And I found an app called Kairon, which I since downloaded and which cost me only $9.99
And I can sync it to my phone as well. Much simpler to make one's way around than at astro.com which can give info overload.
It doesn't interpret, so you need to know your basics. But once you have learnt how to read the symbols and understand what "orbs" mean, etc. You can get all the interpretation you want and then some online.
But you need to know how to ask the right questions. Step by step.
Off I go to play a bit more with my new astro software.

[Calz]

So what's this? I post a link to some pictures of my life's work and stop the flow of the thread?
Sorry, Astrid and WhieCrowBlackDeer, Waky and Carmody...I appreciate your efforts to keep
the ball rolling. I guess everyone went to the pub since it was Saturday night...sigh...



In the US it's a three day weekend. Lots of parades, campgrounds and state parks officially open for the season, cook outs, family gatherings.

That is the "good news."

The "bad news" is that the same holiday means 3 consecutive 13 hour shifts (close to 80 hours this week).

The "worse news" is that meant a big fight with wifee as she had 4 days off and was feeling pissed cuz I will be working/sleeping the whole time. She likes to "share."

The "worst of all news" is that the few hours I should have been sleeping yesterday is when my wife was "sharing" it with me ... I think I got 2 hours sleep.


So where is *my* purple heart???


http://www.freakingnews.com/Pictures/2/Memorial-Day.jpg


_______________


@ ulli

Pub is fun. :whoo::cantina::whoo:

Instead of *sighing* why not try it ... you may like it???


http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2010/12/63b081a0-0d6f-4881-bf3c-fb5b88c7091d.jpg

[astrid]

cool Ulli, i will have to look that up when i get back.

Getting excited now have to resist doing any more moving,
unless I'm all packed and sorted ready to go with time to spare
which is unlikely knowing my zero organization skills.

Just called kennels to confirm the boys arrival tomorrow
now to pack without doing my usual trick of taking my whole
life, 10 days after all is not that long.

[ulli]

Thanks for the invitation Calz.

[Carmody]

Just remembered a photographer friend whom i haven't seen for maybe a dozen years.
His site (http://www.jimvecchi.com/Jim_Vecchi_Arts/Home.html)is worth a visit.
My fav pics are amongst "Il Palazzo Guglielmi", "Crystal Silence" and "The Language Of Time" [quite 'Lynchy' stuff].

Crystal Silence so reminds me of 'dreamspace'.

[RunningDeer]

So where is *my* purple heart???:wave:


Mr. Calz Avaretard,
please step forward to receive this well deserved purple heart
for tirelessly giving to humanity without
complaint nor expectation in return.


A special shout out from WhiteCrowBlackDeer,
who says that you are her Dear & Eternal Brother.


The "bad news" is that the same holiday means 3 consecutive 13 hour shifts (close to 80 hours this week). The "worse news" is that meant a big fight with wifee as she had 4 days off and was feeling pissed cuz I will be working/sleeping the whole time. She likes to "share." The "worst of all news" is that the few hours I should have been sleeping yesterday is when my wife was "sharing" it with me ... I think I got 2 hours sleep.

[RunningDeer]

A couple more for ya, sweetie....
xo, Paula

1657716578


So where is *my* purple heart???:wave:

[Carmody]

Paul accidentally showed me how to get pass the minimum character # rule. (will come in the next post)

[Carmody]

See ?

[RunningDeer]

Back to moving my garden.
Speaking of which i just love this garden bed
Very whimsical
16521

Not as colorful, but I like this one, too.

[ulli]

How?......

[Calz]

http://comps.canstockphoto.com/can-stock-photo_csp4982518.jpg

[ThePythonicCow]

See ?

yup .

¤=[Post Update]=¤


How?......

Two words, separated by enough spaces.

[ulli]

See ?

yup .

¤=[Post Update]=¤


How?......

Two words, separated by enough spaces.

Got it !

[Calz]

See ?

yup .

¤=[Post Update]=¤


How?......

Two words, separated by enough spaces.

Got it !

Mine is more fun ... an image beats out words any time :)

[modwiz]

This morning we walked over to our land to inspect the progress.
Junior, our gardener is building a road through the property using rocks from the river and cement.
Several weeks ago we rented a bulldozer to create a path down a steep slope at the bottom of which the future road has to make a sharp turn to join itself at the entrance gate, thus making a full circle.
Anyway, I took some pictures and uploaded them to photobucket. One can even view them as a slide show.
Haven't named anything yet.
http://s1144.photobucket.com/albums/o491/orosivalleyjewelry/Land/

Now that I had the time to view the slide show it was a delight. Being there would be a lot better.

[Guest]

Ugh Calz,

I can't post pictures..... I'll give you a purple hug:hug:

Love

Nora

[Calz]

Ugh Calz,

I can't post pictures..... I'll give you a purple hug:hug:

Love

Nora


Ahhhh ... thanks so much Nora :wub:

Back at yah ...


http://www.teddybearspersonalized.com/uploads/filemanager/BigHug_12890800116111.jpg

[Carmody]

Ok, so now we've got the quarter moon tomorrow, and then the second eclipse 7 days later. June 4th.

Right after, within two days..which means the two effects will overlap....we have the Venus passage. June 5th-6th.

I was wondering how it might manifest itself on this board.

It always does, specifically in a place that is so, shall we say, focusing and directing of such energies.

And this board has not gone through a Venus passage. One so perfectly lensing (like a kid frying a bug with a magnifying glass, but more like that of shining a light through a dye) the energies of Venus.

I think I saw a piece of it, in another thread. But I'll keep watching...

[ulli]

See ?

yup .

¤=[Post Update]=¤


How?......

Two words, separated by enough spaces.

Got it !

Mine is more fun ... an image beats out words any time :)


Yeah, right!

http://i.imgur.com/oxBmU.png

[ulli]

And while we are at it, here is another unfunny non-image:
(wicked Ulli teasing poor Calz)

http://i.imgur.com/uNY9m.jpg

[Carmody]

Good lord. The kid is either dead or a monk.


"I've been in the place for 5 years. If the wind blows... my dick gets hard"

-Eddie Murphy, about being in prison, in the film, "48 Hours"

[eaglespirit]

HaHaHa!!!! I need to catch up Here and Now!

Love to You All...
the Higher Vibrating Mother Earth is right here with Us now...Our EXTRA-Senses are 'lighting' up : )

[astrid]

Yes indeed it is so.
Energies dancing and singing and playing all around.
Its pure bliss right now.

Even the fact i have to take my two beloveds to the kennels in the
morning is not bothering me. I'm sure they will have a ball.
The kennel owners are the best most loving animal carers
I'm so blessed that they are here . It means i now have the best of
both worlds. Pets and travel.

[ulli]

Working the mind into a state of certitude and keeping it there...that's how I see us getting through the trying times ahead.
And what makes this period "trying times", as opposed to earlier times?
In my view it's been due a spirit of permissiveness which has pervaded society everywhere, worldwide, nearly.
This has given everyone the freedom and choice to be who they want to be.
So a lot of people are in a place today that they themselves have chosen.

If they are victim types then of course they will blame forces outside of themselves.
Yet anyone who has discovered what it means to be responsible has learnt to go through gauntlets of tests and come out of the other end unscathed.
Attitude is everything.

[PurpleLama]

I concur, ulli.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

Times would always be "trying" to those who do not wish to "try".

[astrid]

Yes.. there are always higher and lower roads in all situations.
Its up to you which one you take.

[ulli]

Yes.. there are always higher and lower roads in all situations.
Its up to you which one you take.

From the sound of it I can tell you are about to step on a plane, hahaha...

[astrid]

Soon very very soon

[ulli]

Soon very very soon


Will you be gone from the thread? And if so, for how long? Anyway, I wish you a successful journey and please bring back an inspiring report. Wish I could go with you.

[astrid]

Not sure if i will have the chance to check in or not,
very long days, and into most nights.

I will be on iphone, so if i can post updates, it will be only short posts.
I'm away for 10 days, and when i get back i have only 3 weeks to move
house and hopefully clean it enough to get my security bond back.
So its going to be very very intense for me until the first week of July is over
with. I will barely have time to notice it's winter this year.
And even that , which I'm not usually fond of is strangely beautiful this year.

But everything to me feels like a dream now, inter-dispersed with some moments of
being dumped in the swamp.

[Guest]

This morning we walked over to our land to inspect the progress.
Junior, our gardener is building a road through the property using rocks from the river and cement.
Several weeks ago we rented a bulldozer to create a path down a steep slope at the bottom of which the future road has to make a sharp turn to join itself at the entrance gate, thus making a full circle.
Anyway, I took some pictures and uploaded them to photobucket. One can even view them as a slide show.
Haven't named anything yet.
http://s1144.photobucket.com/albums/o491/orosivalleyjewelry/Land/


Had a chance to take a look at your photos this morning. A lot them are stunning and painterly worthy. Of course this is coming from an untrained eye and my opinion. Beautiful foregrounds and backgrounds.
Feels like I'm there taking it all in and can smell and feel the air.

Love

Nora

[ulli]

This morning we walked over to our land to inspect the progress.
Junior, our gardener is building a road through the property using rocks from the river and cement.
Several weeks ago we rented a bulldozer to create a path down a steep slope at the bottom of which the future road has to make a sharp turn to join itself at the entrance gate, thus making a full circle.
Anyway, I took some pictures and uploaded them to photobucket. One can even view them as a slide show.
Haven't named anything yet.
http://s1144.photobucket.com/albums/o491/orosivalleyjewelry/Land/


Had a chance to take a look at your photos this morning. A lot them are stunning and painterly worthy. Of course this is coming from an untrained eye and my opinion. Beautiful foregrounds and backgrounds.
Feels like I'm there taking it all in and can smell and feel the air.

Love

Nora

Thanks Nora. We are having glorious sunny weather right now, and I'm enjoying going there to watch the garden progressing.
Just a few years ago the land was just a cow patch, full of thistles and very swampy.
Now that we have a paved road running through it we can go there even during the wet season.
In a few more years I will hopefully have built 3 or 4 cabins, which will be simple,
yet have all the basics like wifi internet and hot showers.
Maybe then I can invite some of the villagers to come and spend a few weeks with us.
I hear there are some cheap flights to Costa Rica. Start saving now.

[dan33]

This is a trip [> 1 hour]:

http://sulis.webcity.com.au/~wax49993/9Countries/9CountriesFull.mp3

from here (http://www.waxaudio.com.au/9Countries/)

[also pay a visit to the 'images' and the 'words' sections]

I LIKE IT....ME GUSTA MUCHO.

Thanks Meeradas. :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))nnnnggggggggg

[Valle]

Strange perception of faces :-)
VT9i99D_9gI

[modwiz]

Hello All. 2 days off for me, except a brief visit to my other home. Nice warm day here at 83 degrees in the shade of the forest. Some Sun comes though an open patch making it warmer than the fuller canopy. I get a massage tomorrow. Really looking forward to it.

Not much of interest for me in the greater forum. Even the game of the pub is currently not producing anything to view. LOL

Here and now, it is all as it should be.

[dan33]

Strange Video by MoJo.


jT6oofmAK44

[ulli]

For Carmody
from my son Barnaby who doesn't even know who Carmody is. (Yet)


http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2012/111/a/5/the_time_traveler_by_somefield-d4x293c.jpg

[meeradas]

For Carmody
That a De Lorean?
How fitting!
[though my other association was Austin Powers... could have been co-triggered by Dan's posting of the whotookmymojo vid]

---

Which in turn brought up this:

L3otoz9ODOE
[can't see it in "my country", even with proxy... hope you can]

and so, it's 80s flashbackin' for me... AGAIN.
[Hey Lisa!]

Ny_hZlXijRg

Go here (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fZPRZm7yUQ) for better audio of this tune. This record changed my life. A Lot. - Not enough.

[Carmody]

going to rain here, tonight,

UYj2QIg5rFs

(1984..it still had and has a touch of the old Bladerunner magic)

part two:

wTHALco8RSo

[Carmody]

A little something from Ryan Bliss, who's work I gladly paid for, by subscribing to his site early on: Digital Blasphemy.

http://files.witnessthis.co.za/2009/04/cloud-canyon1.jpg

A little something for Astrid, who is in winter:

except that where I come from, the snow is usually at good 3 to 4 feet deeper (1.5M) And cold. So cold.

http://awesomewallpapers.files.wordpress.com/2009/07/winter_wonderland_v3_1920x1200.jpg

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Here and now. Making the m:ot of it. Listening to this track from this show's soundboard recording. Yootoobed it and sure as dirt somebody has posted it: Dark Star, Missoula, Montana, 5/14/74.

N6sJA4UHdY8

The other night I had an opportune encounter and night out at the (only) neighborhood restaurant/late night lounge and supplier of tasty adult beverages. A terrific place really, with all the great food, libations, cops and college kids. The owner is an old neighbor and good friend from childhood, and we caught up. Very interesting night. So it happened to have a strange mix of people willing to talk intriguingly about current world affairs, three or four out of a table of eighteen. More people engaged as the night went on, some old friends, some new, they came and went. It was a great and subtle affirmation to speak of subjects, spiritual and exopolitical, relevant to my here and now with people whom years previously I could not have had such conversations. I know that I couldn't, because I have made attempts, the random discordian bomb of information in a conversation, and what not, that never took seed, nor interest. But now its on the table. I really think that not only do people have more access to more information, but that some people are acquiring pertinent information, and not just the bollocks. Catching the fnords, so to say. Towards the end of that night, there were many participating folks in an interesting conversation. And that's a new dynamic I see occurring in my here and now with greater frequency.

[Carmody]

thanks for that. I guess it is happening. I've seen evidence of it too.

I can raise the most bizarre seeming subjects, just about anywhere, these days..and people listen. They interact. 4-5 years ago, I was even sworn at, the odd time.

something I just posted in a thread, called: Tell us all what you believe. (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?45720-Tell-us-all-what-you-believe.)

The core of the avatar's design, is that it must break before it can change, Dennis. The combination of fears, nightmare, solution, action and dream.

Oddly, the moment that the psyche/ego of humankind (individual and group) feels it has a hope, it hesitates, waits, backslides...and is, in that moment.... doomed to wait again.

Hope is necessary, but it is also borne (connectivity-but not solely) out of the body's desires and fears. Think of it more as a point of contemplation, this 'hope' thing. A thing that creates thought.... helps rumination, contemplation - 'be'.

As long as a body shapes the origins of thought, then hope as a failure -- is key to success.

It is but a moment of realization, but the origins of all fears/desires in the human system need be addressed, in order to get to that moment that makes it finally work. Where love and compassion are finally given their due, and integrate with the human body in an intensity that out weighs the other two. (fear/desire). when that happens, the view,and thus the input and output data system shift to this more correct orientation, of Love and Compassion.

Therefore, absolute, complete, total failure, with no way out, must be on your mind and in it... before the problems can be overcome.

Are any of you there yet?

[Calz]

http://donearlenspry.files.wordpress.com/2011/12/383626_2624945978112_1089130805_32881187_180460074_n.jpg

[ViralSpiral]

The core of the avatar's design, is that it must break before it can change

Why? and what if it never happens?

I loved Dennis' imagery....



I do suspect we are being observed by extraterrestrials - we are too dynamic, wild, and crazy to ignore. We are probably a favorite zoo critter to some extraterrestrial species.




http://unclemilton.com/photos/ant_farm_1.jpg


Ulli, your pics and property are GORGEOUS!! One day.......

[astrid]

Dropped my two lovelies off to the kennels :Cry:

[ulli]

thanks for that. I guess it is happening. I've seen evidence of it too.

I can raise the most bizarre seeming subjects, just about anywhere, these days..and people listen. They interact. 4-5 years ago, I was even sworn at, the odd time.

something I just posted in a thread, called: Tell us all what you believe. (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?45720-Tell-us-all-what-you-believe.)

The core of the avatar's design, is that it must break before it can change, Dennis. The combination of fears, nightmare, solution, action and dream.

Oddly, the moment that the psyche/ego of humankind (individual and group) feels it has a hope, it hesitates, waits, backslides...and is, in that moment.... doomed to wait again.

Hope is necessary, but it is also borne (connectivity-but not solely) out of the body's desires and fears. Think of it more as a point of contemplation, this 'hope' thing. A thing that creates thought.... helps rumination, contemplation - 'be'.

As long as a body shapes the origins of thought, then hope as a failure -- is key to success.

It is but a moment of realization, but the origins of all fears/desires in the human system need be addressed, in order to get to that moment that makes it finally work. Where love and compassion are finally given their due, and integrate with the human body in an intensity that out weighs the other two. (fear/desire). when that happens, the view,and thus the input and output data system shift to this more correct orientation, of Love and Compassion.

Therefore, absolute, complete, total failure, with no way out, must be on your mind and in it... before the problems can be overcome.

Are any of you there yet?


Before I had my appendix finally removed in 1994 I used to have regular painful attacks which remained undiagnosed, and which went away after two or three days. My doctor husband later explained that I was a rare case of someone who had had chronic appendicitis.
It used to come on maybe twice a year and had me wimpering in agony. I never had a fever during these attacks or it would have been easier to figure it was acute appendicitis. It was a miracle that I survived at all.

During one of these attacks around 1980 I couldn't stand the pain any longer and left the bed, crawling on all fours to my bookshelf. It was in the middle of the night. I wanted to find one of my home treatment books, and was too weak to stand up and look for it among all my books. Suddenly a bible fell to the floor and landed in front of me, page opening.
And immediately my eyes zoomed in on this quote: "have you not eyes to see and ears to hear?" I had known that quote but never in it's deepest sense.
At that instant everything changed. I became aware of the noise of a bus outside, I became aware of the books, the walls, the carpet; all we're glowing with a soft light in an opaque way.
And a voice said in my head "you are already dead", in the context of my earlier thoughts before which were "I'm dying, I'm dying".
From the moment that I had become aware of the bus noise outside I also noticed I was totally free of pain. Cured.
All this within a minute of leaving my bed.
So I after that experience I intensified my search. I had already been guided to study astrology, but this was early days, and I didn't have a clue how to connect the dots yet between all the different metaphysical studies.
Although I had clearly seen in 1977 during my first awakening that everything was connected and which was the experience which changed my life...from materialistic atheist to believer in God and determined seeker.

But the thing you describe there, Carmody, that edge, I had to revisit many times, and still I suffer spiritual amnesia. I have no water signs in my chart, only earth, (sun, moon, Jupiter and Saturn) fire, (Venus, Pluto AC and MC) and air (Mercury, Mars, Uranus and Neptune) and even the house positions of my planets are zero water, but mostly earth, with Saturn in house 2 (Taurus), the sun, Jupiter mercury and Mars in house 6 (Virgo), and the moon in house 10 (Capricorn).

All this means I'm so down to earth, literally, that if it hadn't been for the help from outside offworld forces, ie angelic, ET, or maybe call it the Grace of God, I would never have done it on my own.
Even when it stares me in the face I often ignore it, to this day. With a "so what!" attitude.
Unless I'm totally on my last legs, health wise...then another miracle comes along and then for a short while at least I feel genuine gratitude.
One thing I dislike about living on that edge between worlds or dimensions is that I can not even enjoy any of the status symbols of the 3 D world, the way I did when I was younger.
But I do enjoy change. Unless I'm on a roll with something, when change is an unwanted interruption.
So the hardest part of life is simply being me. Learning to manage interruptions.

[Samsara]

I have been sleeping a lot since the weekend, can't seem to get to the end of my tiredness. Odly enough, I go into deep sleep even in the afternoon when it's sunny outside and sleep for hours. No need for a rain fall. I'm not worried about it, I just follow the movement. I've been dreaming a lot. Went to a fair again, a place I often go to in my dreams. Everything is white in that space and there are many people around, a lot of booths with different things on display. I met Eckart Tolle and we had a nice conversation. I just don't remember what he told me. Maybe we met in silence.

y-aJCRASgpE

[Eram]

y-aJCRASgpE

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/--IBrUIY3Yas/Tk33wt8ARmI/AAAAAAAAACs/AhrXGk4GOsE/s1600/tear.jpg

[ulli]

The OneMinuteMeditation class. OMM.

http://www.nextworldtv.com/videos/inspiration-1/one-minute-meditation.html

[1inMany]

Hi guys, have been missing everybody. Went to see Men In Black 3, a rare occurrence for the four of us, Hubby, M, Em, and me :) It was awesome, I really loved it :) Griffin (character from another world/dimension) was the most unforgettable for me - I really "get" him! What a wonderful light being is he. Premise for the movie is parallel universes/time travel/existence of other dimensions. After the movie, M was talking about how that (events of the movie) could really happen considering parallel universes, etc. LOVE it!! The movie brought really awesome conversation for the family on topics that used to be taboo...and that's incredibly good considering that my girls will be in the thick of all kinds of changes in the near future!

Stayed in the old house for the first time since moving. That helped me to identify a couple of things. First, this manufactured home, as they are called, is not sitting on the ground as is our brick home. It is set on pier and beam, and truly I have no idea how that works (nor do I care to) except to say that while I am in this house, my feet never touch the ground. HUGE issue. Secondly, as beautiful as this acreage is, it is too massive (apparently) for me to feel an intimate connection to my surroundings. That house has a definite perimeter, a yard, a flowerbed in the front...lots of intimate spaces I used to create intimacy and healing...putting my hands in the dirt has always been good therapy. It's just plain dangerous out here, snakes & spiders that are poisonous, fire ants that leave blister-like sores, and these terrible prickly things in the grass...heaven forbid one of us go outside barefooted, because we have to spend 5 minutes with the tweezers pulling out all the splintery pokey sticker things...Whereas at the other house, I ran around without shoes constantly...when I wasn't in the grass there was at least sidewalk. (Mind you, I did always watch for fire ants, but they only got me a time or two...)

Hmm. I have no idea what the future holds. I have no idea what to be focusing on. I know I want to attract positives...but visualizing them is a bit tricky when I don't know what they look like yet, lol...

Much Love,

[ulli]

Hi guys, have been missing everybody. Went to see Men In Black 3, a rare occurrence for the four of us, Hubby, M, Em, and me :) It was awesome, I really loved it :) Griffin (character from another world/dimension) was the most unforgettable for me - I really "get" him! What a wonderful light being is he. Premise for the movie is parallel universes/time travel/existence of other dimensions. After the movie, M was talking about how that (events of the movie) could really happen considering parallel universes, etc. LOVE it!! The movie brought really awesome conversation for the family on topics that used to be taboo...and that's incredibly good considering that my girls will be in the thick of all kinds of changes in the near future!

Stayed in the old house for the first time since moving. That helped me to identify a couple of things. First, this manufactured home, as they are called, is not sitting on the ground as is our brick home. It is set on pier and beam, and truly I have no idea how that works (nor do I care to) except to say that while I am in this house, my feet never touch the ground. HUGE issue. Secondly, as beautiful as this acreage is, it is too massive (apparently) for me to feel an intimate connection to my surroundings. That house has a definite perimeter, a yard, a flowerbed in the front...lots of intimate spaces I used to create intimacy and healing...putting my hands in the dirt has always been good therapy. It's just plain dangerous out here, snakes & spiders that are poisonous, fire ants that leave blister-like sores, and these terrible prickly things in the grass...heaven forbid one of us go outside barefooted, because we have to spend 5 minutes with the tweezers pulling out all the splintery pokey sticker things...Whereas at the other house, I ran around without shoes constantly...when I wasn't in the grass there was at least sidewalk. (Mind you, I did always watch for fire ants, but they only got me a time or two...)

Hmm. I have no idea what the future holds. I have no idea what to be focusing on. I know I want to attract positives...but visualizing them is a bit tricky when I don't know what they look like yet, lol...

Much Love,


For now try to focus on being here and now. When looking for the balance point we sometimes go too far the other way, where not only does everything feel alien to us, it also provides no immediate comfort zone, the way pure balance does.
But like you said, going back to the old place helped you identify your relationship to the new place.
Possible future?
Another house move? Why not?

I often think that unless I move to a hospice I still have more house moves ahead of me.
Creating a new home is a lot more challenging and satisfying than say writing, drawing, or making jewelry.
And it is always followed by a period of increased hospitality which makes me feel good
because that's the only time I feel I'm really doing something for others.

[Carmody]

The core of the avatar's design, is that it must break before it can change

Why? and what if it never happens?


The more full of life and stubborn one is, in order to get their way, within their desires, their hopes, to allay their fears..... the more the universe and our given selves, will reflect that back at us.

That's one of the components that the buddhists don't like to tell you. Not because the analysis and reality is incorrect, but that is an understanding that the individual must come to themselves, otherwise the trickster of the hindbrain/autonomous/avatar will slip by that and work to be sure it stays in charge.

This is a consensus reality, and thus there must be some form of autonomous reality formation that keeps the system stable and alive, until the given individual awakens and is born at the next level, on the inside... and takes those duality training wheels off. By becoming a singularity of a being and individual. Physical birth is only one layer.


Another angle of looking at it is:

What we call a human being that is an 'adult', in this world, is actually a juvenile. Most seriously so.

Most humans (over 99%) go to their graves ---as a juvenile. Most seriously so.

[ViralSpiral]

Most humans (over 99%) go to their graves ---as a juvenile.

Yes, I understand that. Why is it so?

[Carmody]

Most humans (over 99%) go to their graves ---as a juvenile.

Yes, I understand that. Why is it so?

How about a 'now' type living example?

I just explained it (one way of many) in the post you quoted. :)

The avataristic-duality autonomous world of Fnords.

[PurpleLama]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .

[ViralSpiral]

Most humans (over 99%) go to their graves ---as a juvenile.

Yes, I understand that. Why is it so?

How about a 'now' type living example?

I just explained it (one way of many) in the post you quoted. :)

The avataristic-duality autonomous world of Fnords.

:)

Eggshually, I am writing this from a cave in the outer Ebrides, and I have never come across any buddhistic teachings, so please 'scuse my ignorance. My cousin, in outer Mongolia, with 7 kids to feed may never get the chance to become an adult either. Then there's my great uncle Sam, from outer Papua New Guinea. He's been known to "like the odd bone". Not sure he's heard of "no mind". So..... for the 1% who get it? Lucky them?

Am hopping into my canoe. Off to the see the fnords.


http://www.activusoutdoors.co.uk/wp-content/gallery/sognefjord/fjords14.jpg

[ulli]

The core of the avatar's design, is that it must break before it can change

Why? and what if it never happens?


The more full of life and stubborn one is, in order to get their way, within their desires, their hopes, to allay their fears..... the more the universe and our given selves, will reflect that back at us.

That's one of the components that the buddhists don't like to tell you. Not because the analysis and reality is incorrect, but that is an understanding that the individual must come to themselves, otherwise the trickster of the hindbrain/autonomous/avatar will slip by that and work to be sure it stays in charge.

This is a consensus reality, and thus there must be some form of autonomous reality formation that keeps the system stable and alive, until the given individual awakens and is born at the next level, on the inside... and takes those duality training wheels off. By becoming a singularity of a being and individual. Physical birth is only one layer.


Another angle of looking at it is:

What we call a human being that is an 'adult', in this world, is actually a juvenile. Most seriously so.

Most humans (over 99%) go to their graves ---as a juvenile. Most seriously so.

Sorry, but it's true.
There are the divided self and the divided collective.
The aim is of curse the unified self and the united collective.

People's search for those two conditions often backfires, and instead of attaining such unity
their experimentation only leads them back to the same old comfort zones which are fake, since they are short lived fragments and illusory.
Hence duality reigns, (at least for now) ...the signs are everywhere.
One of the reasons I was initially attracted to the Bahai faith was it's agenda to unite mankind.
But somehow they missed the point-
another elite had appeared, a kind of Baha'i Royalty....despite the scriptures warnings against such a scenario.
and this elite unknowingly, or purposely--I don't know for sure-
left out the part of the united self in their eagerness to unify the community.
Having come in from the Gurdjieff camp of self observation I saw it as my job to call for an "As above so below" type of thinking
and reminded people of Baha'i teachings that man is the supreme Talisman...
and community could only grow once it was made up of self-realized sovereign beings.
So that path led nowhere and to this day I am licking my wounds...
and am disappointed that even though I personally had tasted the fruits of the tree of true maturity
yet most people I met refused to do so and decided to remain in juvenile mode.
But later down the road when I started to figure the true meaning of projection
I saw that it was me, myself and I who was constantly slipping back into an adolescent state.
Even though the length of time I would dwell there became shorter and shorter.

It is obvious that what the world needs today is unity, and integrating the inner juvenile is the only way to get there.
And maybe we are collectively in the middle of such a process, with some a bit further along the path than others.

[ViralSpiral]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .



phnaaaaarrrrrr http://usefulshortcuts.com/imgs/skype-basic/emoticon-0136-giggle.png


Hello, my name is VS. I'm a juvenile delinquent. Its been 1 day and 7 hours and 23 minutes since I last used Google. My buddy says it's okay...

[ulli]

I totally realize, HERE AND NOW, that what I just described the Baha'is to be was in fact a very accurate description of myself.
Thanks for giving me this platform of free psycho-analysis.
All the elements are there in my post above...
from the elitism (yes, shudder, shudder) to the "eagerness" to "unify the community"
which is exactly what I have been noticing in myself whenever I had issues with this thread,
but am better now to just allow it all to run it's course, without too much interference.
When I was in my twenties I was designing and manufacturing and selling dresses,
sometimes to members of British royalty- like Princess Alexandra had bought 12 of my dresses...
and this brush with royalty left it's mark...yet all my socializing was done with naughty anti-royalist liberals...
so that's where the split came in... I'm only now seeing it...YAY

[PurpleLama]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .



phnaaaaarrrrrr http://usefulshortcuts.com/imgs/skype-basic/emoticon-0136-giggle.png


Hello, my name is VS. I'm a juvenile delinquent. Its been 1 day and 7 hours and 23 minutes since I last used Google. My buddy says it's okay...

http://antranik.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/welcome-to-our-fnord.jpg

[ViralSpiral]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .



phnaaaaarrrrrr http://usefulshortcuts.com/imgs/skype-basic/emoticon-0136-giggle.png


Hello, my name is VS. I'm a juvenile delinquent. Its been 1 day and 7 hours and 23 minutes since I last used Google. My buddy says it's okay...

http://antranik.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/welcome-to-our-fnord.jpg


http://lmgtfy.com/?q=fnord&l=1


tooo.... short..... ;)

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/a/a7/Fnord_logo.JPG/300px-Fnord_logo.JPG

[ulli]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .


ok, now I found a bone.

Fnord.
we all know what F stands for.
Nord in German means "north".
North is opposite of south, which is where you go when you go "down"
as in "going south".

So when I say fnord I am saying "F.... north" and I'm really heading south, which is where 99% of humans are heading...

Is that what you meant, Carmody?

[meeradas]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fnord

---

sth else:
Bet this has been posted already somewhere...
i just found it now, and found it very touching.

TIFa_hKWL9I

[ulli]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .



phnaaaaarrrrrr http://usefulshortcuts.com/imgs/skype-basic/emoticon-0136-giggle.png


Hello, my name is VS. I'm a juvenile delinquent. Its been 1 day and 7 hours and 23 minutes since I last used Google. My buddy says it's okay...

http://antranik.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/welcome-to-our-fnord.jpg


http://lmgtfy.com/?q=fnord&l=1


tooo.... short..... ;)

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/a/a7/Fnord_logo.JPG/300px-Fnord_logo.JPG

So what's with this display of juvenile delinquency all of a sudden, eh????
Bloody vandalism!
....have nothing better to do than taking up bandwidth??

[ulli]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fnord

---

sth else:
Bet this has been posted already somewhere...
i just found it now, and found it very touching.

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Thank you for directing me the the Wiki link, Meeradas.

The bottom line of the article says "help us improve this article".
Which I am now unable to do, as the whole article was spiked with fnords and references to fnords.
As a result I find myself left with reduced faculties.

[ViralSpiral]

So what's with this display of juvenile delinquency all of a sudden, eh????
Bloody vandalism!



Ha! I just grafitti'd my cave ;)

http://www.terrakon.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/computer-cave-paintings-300x223.jpg

[ulli]

So what's with this display of juvenile delinquency all of a sudden, eh????
Bloody vandalism!



Ha! I just grafitti'd my cave ;)

http://www.terrakon.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/computer-cave-paintings-300x223.jpg



Wow, thanks for the laugh.
If I hadn't felt so lazy I would have gone in search of that exact image.
Too much focus on fnords had it's effect, but you just broke the spell.

This is now going on my Pinterest funny page.
(You can find me under Ulli Verse)

[Carmody]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .


ok, now I found a bone.

Fnord.
we all know what F stands for.
Nord in German means "north".
North is opposite of south, which is where you go when you go "down"
as in "going south".

So when I say fnord I am saying "F.... north" and I'm really heading south, which is where 99% of humans are heading...

Is that what you meant, Carmody?

I had forgotten about 'fnords (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fnord)', until Playdo mentioned them... which come from the illuminatus trilogy.

I'm using them incorrectly, slightly misapplied... but the basic psychological connectivity aspect still applies.

The self block, or the difficulty in finding the given correct door to step through, as the depths of survival of the body.... as life force autonomous function...this is what is directly on top of the doorway out of this mess.

Like a sixteen ton block on the bottom of the ocean. The door out ......is beneath that.

And psychologically speaking, with regard to external perception of the difficulties involved (As seen from the 'not there yet' state) you have to go to it in your birthday suit. No apparatus, no help, nothing. You are on your own.

One's own life force desire has to be sublimated in the true sense. Then it will slip off the doorway and one can finally be a bit more free.

Be the 'ego whisperer' ;).

The big deal, is to silence the inner voice (the ego is that unheard subconscious whisperer), to still it completely. this takes time,as it is a re-wiring thing, so it can't just happen in a moment, although it may feel like it. Like a dam bursting. But it will take time, time beyond that initial moment. Months at a minimum, and then, like exercise and good heath/eating that energizes the body, this condition can only be held through the same, with regard to mental work and exercise. and throughout that, slowly..clarity will come.

And it will be, simultaneously, the most painful and most joyful time that anyone could ever go through, up to and including all an individual's concepts and thoughts on life..and death. Beyond.

[ulli]

fnord.

fnord?

fnord.

fnord .


ok, now I found a bone.

Fnord.
we all know what F stands for.
Nord in German means "north".
North is opposite of south, which is where you go when you go "down"
as in "going south".

So when I say fnord I am saying "F.... north" and I'm really heading south, which is where 99% of humans are heading...

Is that what you meant, Carmody?

I had forgotten about 'fnords (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fnord)', until Playdo mentioned them... which come from the illuminatus trilogy.

I'm using them incorrectly, slightly misapplied... but the basic psychological connectivity aspect still applies.

The self block, or the difficulty in finding the given correct door to step through, as the depths of survival of the body.... as life force autonomous function...this is what is directly on top of the doorway out of this mess.

Like a sixteen ton block on the bottom of the ocean. The door out ......is beneath that.

And psychologically speaking, with regard to external perception of the difficulties involved (As seen from the 'not there yet' state) you have to go to it in your birthday suit. No apparatus, no help, nothing. You are on your own.

Your own life force desire has to be sublimated in the true sense. Then it will slip off the doorway and one can finally be a bit more free.


Scratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.


One more thought to add here...
I remember each moment now of going through to the next level, and which corresponds to what you are saying. There was always a slight feeling of fainting, of losing consciousness.
And I remember clearly being scared out of my wits, yet moving forward despite my fears.
So I agree, that's how it is done.
The societal indoctrination is pro life, and thus inhibits all death wish. yet it is exactly the allowing of our inherent death wish at those moments that makes it all possible.
Maintaining a balance between life force and death wish is the art here....

[Carmody]

Scratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.

The struggle part is part paradox.

It's actually..convincing the body to 'give up'.

[ulli]

Scratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.

The struggle part is part paradox.

It's actually..convincing the body to 'give up'.

Or ignoring it to the point that it simply bows out.

[Carmody]

Scratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.

The struggle part is part paradox.

It's actually..convincing the body to 'give up'.

Or ignoring it to the point that it simply bows out.

Ignore it all you want.

But it will freak out as if a large animal is chewing it in half, if you try to get anywhere near the controls.

[ulli]

http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2012/111/a/5/the_time_traveler_by_somefield-d4x293c.jpgScratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.

The struggle part is part paradox.

It's actually..convincing the body to 'give up'.

Or ignoring it to the point that it simply bows out.

Ignore it all you want.

But it will freak out as if a large animal is chewing it in half, if you try to get anywhere near the controls.

Hmmm...
That fits with Gurdjieff teachings that the instinctive self (body) is stronger than the emotional self which in turn is still stronger than the intellectual self.
Something quite hard to acknowledge.
Which explains why so many good New Years resolutions don't make it past February 1st.

Now to take this one level higher...to the collective level.
Lets say the mass awakening process began 100 years ago, or even earlier- with the Industrial revolution.
Then radio, mass media, consumerism after war deprivations, and culminating during the sixties and seventies.

At this point the controllers felt they were losing their grip and freaked out and tripled their effort to maintain control. Banks pumped more cash at people to lure them deeper into "ownership" of stuff.
Corporate media slowly modifying the earlier freedom of the press, for example.

Then, the controllers received another blow...with the advent of the Internet.

But with the Internet came the usual duality as it became an instrument...
disinformation was the only way to stop the truth from coming out...like sprinkling rhine stones around the diamonds...


serving for further sedation for some and further awakening for others, according to each person's choice, as they sat in front of their laptops, staring at images on their screens and either buying passively into whatever was presented or rejecting falsehoods due to an evolved sense of discernment.
But always a small percentage could see the light at the end of the tunnel.

[Carmody]

http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2012/111/a/5/the_time_traveler_by_somefield-d4x293c.jpgScratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.

The struggle part is part paradox.

It's actually..convincing the body to 'give up'.

Or ignoring it to the point that it simply bows out.

Ignore it all you want.

But it will freak out as if a large animal is chewing it in half, if you try to get anywhere near the controls.

Hmmm...
That fits with Gurdjieff teachings that the instinctive self (body) is stronger than the emotional self which in turn is still stronger than the intellectual self.
Something quite hard to acknowledge.
Which explains why so many good New Years resolutions don't make it past February 1st.

But the intellectual self..has the capacity to tame the savage beast. To convince it to step aside, to let go the doorway and not be so strict. however, awareness needs be greater, rightfully so, before that can happen.

And as the good general stubbledine said, sorta.., "if people only knew the power that was really within them."

This is part of the issue. those who are illiterate and not clear, playing manipulation games with themselves and thus reflecting it at others and creating giant piles of animated steaming crap.

http://www.newsmonster.co.uk/paranormal-unexplained/the-real-story-of-the-men-who-stare-at-goats.html

It was only natural, then, for the military to turn to their most accomplished psychics for help. One of them, a youthful Uri Geller, was asked to kill a pig. There was just one problem, which hadn't occurred to his handlers - Uri was a vegetarian with an abiding respect for all life.

"They asked me to kill the poor creature using thought alone," Uri says. "I cannot tell you how shocked I was. I love animals. My powers cannot be used to harm. It's as simple as that.

"In those days I was young and naïve but in that moment I realised who I'd become associated with. I catapulted myself out of that room and left the programme."

The military, of course, didn't abandon the project just because Uri had left. It morphed into Project Jedi at Fort Bragg, headquarters of US Special Forces.

Sergeant Glenn Wheaton, a special forces soldier and a member of Project Jedi, recently told me of the attempts to kill numerous different animals. First they tried dogs but the psychic soldiers couldn't bring themselves to kill them, especially when the creatures were looking at them with their big brown eyes. They finally latched onto goats. They reasoned that no one could empathise with a creature as ugly as a goat.

"One of the special forces soldiers, Michael Echanis, could stop the heart of a goat just by thinking about it," says Sergeant Wheaton. "I watched him do it.

"Blood began to drip from its nose. Froth then started to bubble from its mouth. The creature fell on to its side, had a fit and died. I can't have taken longer than 30 seconds. It was chilling to watch."

"We realised soon after that everything comes with a cost. Michael suffered a sympathetic injury to his heart. Maybe it was karma."

I said, last year, that I was seriously pissed with the racoons who got into the roof. I was QUITE negative toward them.

Every raccoon in the area left, or died. Most died. OK, so I got my way. Sort of. But not without any damage inflicted back at myself. Ping-pong re-reinforcement, one could say.

Humanity is certainly swinging out of control right now.

Now, imagine people, in their egos, being in charge of this kind of energy.

The doorway cover has to be immense and complex, and difficult. Recall Doyle Noyes. What he did is he used his energies to create the genesis of the storm. Then others saw it, and then they helped form it ..and their projected fears made it bigger as Doyle made it bigger and controlled it, as it was his initial start.

It was HIS pattern, that they stepped into.

THAT is how I managed to get ~4000 lost souls in the bardo to help themselves 'get out' and go home. I did this when I had no idea of all this stuff. I simply knew ---and did it.

I also once stood beside a "10-sigma person" having very real and powerful psychophysical abilities, while he turned the entire sky over Kansas City dark as midnight at high noon, completely with his mind (i.e., with his patterned dendrite-ending spikes linking his mind to his body). Huge clouds also formed, with great bolts of lightning and torrential rain. This was in the center of a large zone in which no rain at all had fallen in more than 60 days; it was in the middle of a very strong drought. Foreigners in dark autos, heavily armed, were after him in ensemble. His name was Doyle Noyes, and eventually they did get him and kill him. There is a very active program, it seems, to suppress these exceedingly few 10-sigma persons (perhaps a half dozen at any one time) on planet Earth. Such a suppression program seems to have been in existence also for at least a century or more.

It is (above) from Bearden's website.

http://www.cheniere.org/correspondence/020609.htm

We can all, to some degree do these sort of things, depending on our specific avatar design, and our level of soul evolution.

Now, the whole archon thing. Well, speaking of invoking fear in the bardo gives them what they want. If indeed there is even a they, and it is not our own manifestation.

Invoking fear here, organized religions, war, hatred, etc. Ping pong and control and feeding, all in one.

[ulli]

http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2012/111/a/5/the_time_traveler_by_somefield-d4x293c.jpgScratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.

The struggle part is part paradox.

It's actually..convincing the body to 'give up'.

Or ignoring it to the point that it simply bows out.

Ignore it all you want.

But it will freak out as if a large animal is chewing it in half, if you try to get anywhere near the controls.

Hmmm...
That fits with Gurdjieff teachings that the instinctive self (body) is stronger than the emotional self which in turn is still stronger than the intellectual self.
Something quite hard to acknowledge.
Which explains why so many good New Years resolutions don't make it past February 1st.

But the intellectual self..has the capacity to tame the savage beast. To convince it to step aside, to let go the doorway and not be so strict. however, awareness needs be greater, rightfully so, before that can happen.

And as the good general stubbledine said, sorta.., "if people only knew the power that was really within them."

This is part of the issue. those who are illiterate and not clear, playing manipulation games with themselves and thus reflecting it at others and creating giant piles of animated steaming crap.

http://www.newsmonster.co.uk/paranormal-unexplained/the-real-story-of-the-men-who-stare-at-goats.html

It was only natural, then, for the military to turn to their most accomplished psychics for help. One of them, a youthful Uri Geller, was asked to kill a pig. There was just one problem, which hadn't occurred to his handlers - Uri was a vegetarian with an abiding respect for all life.

"They asked me to kill the poor creature using thought alone," Uri says. "I cannot tell you how shocked I was. I love animals. My powers cannot be used to harm. It's as simple as that.

"In those days I was young and naïve but in that moment I realised who I'd become associated with. I catapulted myself out of that room and left the programme."

The military, of course, didn't abandon the project just because Uri had left. It morphed into Project Jedi at Fort Bragg, headquarters of US Special Forces.

Sergeant Glenn Wheaton, a special forces soldier and a member of Project Jedi, recently told me of the attempts to kill numerous different animals. First they tried dogs but the psychic soldiers couldn't bring themselves to kill them, especially when the creatures were looking at them with their big brown eyes. They finally latched onto goats. They reasoned that no one could empathise with a creature as ugly as a goat.

"One of the special forces soldiers, Michael Echanis, could stop the heart of a goat just by thinking about it," says Sergeant Wheaton. "I watched him do it.

"Blood began to drip from its nose. Froth then started to bubble from its mouth. The creature fell on to its side, had a fit and died. I can't have taken longer than 30 seconds. It was chilling to watch."

"We realised soon after that everything comes with a cost. Michael suffered a sympathetic injury to his heart. Maybe it was karma."

I said, last year, that I was seriously pissed with the racoons who got into the roof. I was QUITE negative toward them.

Every raccoon in the area left, or died. Most died. OK, so I got my way. Sort of. But not without any damage inflicted back at myself. Ping-pong re-reinforcement, one could say.

Humanity is certainly swinging out of control right now.

Now, imagine people, in their egos, being in charge of this kind of energy.

The doorway cover HAS TO BE immense and complex, and difficult. Recall Doyle Noyes. What he did is he used his energies to create the genesis of the storm. Then others saw it, and then they helped form it ..and their projected fears made it bigger as Doyle made it bigger and controlled it, as it was his initial start.

It was HIS pattern, that THEY stepped into.

THAT is how I managed to get ~4000 lost souls in the bardo to help themselves 'get out' and go home. I did this when I had no idea of all this stuff. I simply knew ---and did it.

I also once stood beside a "10-sigma person" having very real and powerful psychophysical abilities, while he turned the entire sky over Kansas City dark as midnight at high noon, completely with his mind (i.e., with his patterned dendrite-ending spikes linking his mind to his body). Huge clouds also formed, with great bolts of lightning and torrential rain. This was in the center of a large zone in which no rain at all had fallen in more than 60 days; it was in the middle of a very strong drought. Foreigners in dark autos, heavily armed, were after him in ensemble. His name was Doyle Noyes, and eventually they did get him and kill him. There is a very active program, it seems, to suppress these exceedingly few 10-sigma persons (perhaps a half dozen at any one time) on planet Earth. Such a suppression program seems to have been in existence also for at least a century or more.

it is (above) from bearden's website.

http://www.cheniere.org/correspondence/020609.htm

We can all, to some degree do these sort of things, depending on our specific avatar design, and our level of soul evolution.

Now, the whole archon thing. Well, speaking of invoking fear in the bardo gives them what they want. If indeed there is even a they, and it is not our own manifestation.

Invoking fear here, organized religions, war, hatred, etc. Ping pong AND control AND feeding, all in one.

This whole thing of empowerment is a great idea, but can't be done without some sort of initiation rite.
If all this power is placed in the hands of the uninitiated a lot more innocent lives would be lost than are already.

I don't mean literal rituals, but more like what you did- a voluntary self purification process.

If it's not voluntary it will be forced, and that force comes at a person from an apparent "outside" when in fact it is from the person's own higher self, hidden beyond the veil.
Those who have made it past that point have a sense of obligation to guide others through the pitfalls of the initiation rites.

[ulli]

I decided to google "there are no archons" ...
this I did because as a responsible person I refuse to project images outside my self.
Needless to say there is no such entry on Google
but I did come across this site
and found this article, which I thought was interesting, and may start a discussion about the role of law in society,
and whether all laws are imposed from outside by evil dictators, or the result of groups of people making attempts to organized themselves
in order to enable smooth interactional flow between themselves.


Literally, “anarchy” means “without an archon.” Archons were leaders of ancient Greek city-states. But being without a leader – without an archon –
is not necessarily to be without law.
The vast bulk of law emerges not from the commands of sovereign rulers but,
rather, from the everyday interactions of countless ordinary people as they exchange, intermingle, cooperate,
and come into conflict with each other.
Only the most naïve social creationist equates the dictates of strongmen
(or of groups of strongmen, such as assemble in legislatures) with “law.”


http://cafehayek.com/2011/04/no-archons.html

[meeradas]

They reasoned that no one could empathise with a creature as ugly as a goat.

"We realised soon after that everything comes with a cost. Michael suffered a sympathetic injury to his heart. Maybe it was karma."

Wrong. The mindset is uglier.

Stupid donkey cavities [translate this into the proper form].

Well, what can you expect of folks who 'reason' like this...

This (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prak%E1%B9%9Bti) is not to be messed around with.

[Guest]

http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2012/111/a/5/the_time_traveler_by_somefield-d4x293c.jpgScratching my head here....
since I always thought it was to do with a fear of entering the vortexes between the chakras (my own theory)
I like the analogy of the block at the bottom of the ocean,
but would find that image even more disempowering than the idea of being squeezed through a vortex.
It implies more struggle than I feel I would be capable of.


The struggle part is part paradox.

It's actually..convincing the body to 'give up'.

Or ignoring it to the point that it simply bows out.

Ignore it all you want.

But it will freak out as if a large animal is chewing it in half, if you try to get anywhere near the controls.

Hmmm...
That fits with Gurdjieff teachings that the instinctive self (body) is stronger than the emotional self which in turn is still stronger than the intellectual self.
Something quite hard to acknowledge.
Which explains why so many good New Years resolutions don't make it past February 1st.

But the intellectual self..has the capacity to tame the savage beast. To convince it to step aside, to let go the doorway and not be so strict. however, awareness needs be greater, rightfully so, before that can happen.

And as the good general stubbledine said, sorta.., "if people only knew the power that was really within them."

This is part of the issue. those who are illiterate and not clear, playing manipulation games with themselves and thus reflecting it at others and creating giant piles of animated steaming crap.

http://www.newsmonster.co.uk/paranormal-unexplained/the-real-story-of-the-men-who-stare-at-goats.html

It was only natural, then, for the military to turn to their most accomplished psychics for help. One of them, a youthful Uri Geller, was asked to kill a pig. There was just one problem, which hadn't occurred to his handlers - Uri was a vegetarian with an abiding respect for all life.

"They asked me to kill the poor creature using thought alone," Uri says. "I cannot tell you how shocked I was. I love animals. My powers cannot be used to harm. It's as simple as that.

"In those days I was young and naïve but in that moment I realised who I'd become associated with. I catapulted myself out of that room and left the programme."

The military, of course, didn't abandon the project just because Uri had left. It morphed into Project Jedi at Fort Bragg, headquarters of US Special Forces.

Sergeant Glenn Wheaton, a special forces soldier and a member of Project Jedi, recently told me of the attempts to kill numerous different animals. First they tried dogs but the psychic soldiers couldn't bring themselves to kill them, especially when the creatures were looking at them with their big brown eyes. They finally latched onto goats. They reasoned that no one could empathise with a creature as ugly as a goat.

"One of the special forces soldiers, Michael Echanis, could stop the heart of a goat just by thinking about it," says Sergeant Wheaton. "I watched him do it.

"Blood began to drip from its nose. Froth then started to bubble from its mouth. The creature fell on to its side, had a fit and died. I can't have taken longer than 30 seconds. It was chilling to watch."

"We realised soon after that everything comes with a cost. Michael suffered a sympathetic injury to his heart. Maybe it was karma."

I said, last year, that I was seriously pissed with the racoons who got into the roof. I was QUITE negative toward them.

Every raccoon in the area left, or died. Most died. OK, so I got my way. Sort of. But not without any damage inflicted back at myself. Ping-pong re-reinforcement, one could say.

Humanity is certainly swinging out of control right now.

Now, imagine people, in their egos, being in charge of this kind of energy.

The doorway cover has to be immense and complex, and difficult. Recall Doyle Noyes. What he did is he used his energies to create the genesis of the storm. Then others saw it, and then they helped form it ..and their projected fears made it bigger as Doyle made it bigger and controlled it, as it was his initial start.

It was HIS pattern, that they stepped into.

THAT is how I managed to get ~4000 lost souls in the bardo to help themselves 'get out' and go home. I did this when I had no idea of all this stuff. I simply knew ---and did it.

I also once stood beside a "10-sigma person" having very real and powerful psychophysical abilities, while he turned the entire sky over Kansas City dark as midnight at high noon, completely with his mind (i.e., with his patterned dendrite-ending spikes linking his mind to his body). Huge clouds also formed, with great bolts of lightning and torrential rain. This was in the center of a large zone in which no rain at all had fallen in more than 60 days; it was in the middle of a very strong drought. Foreigners in dark autos, heavily armed, were after him in ensemble. His name was Doyle Noyes, and eventually they did get him and kill him. There is a very active program, it seems, to suppress these exceedingly few 10-sigma persons (perhaps a half dozen at any one time) on planet Earth. Such a suppression program seems to have been in existence also for at least a century or more.

It is (above) from Bearden's website.

http://www.cheniere.org/correspondence/020609.htm

We can all, to some degree do these sort of things, depending on our specific avatar design, and our level of soul evolution.

Now, the whole archon thing. Well, speaking of invoking fear in the bardo gives them what they want. If indeed there is even a they, and it is not our own manifestation.

Invoking fear here, organized religions, war, hatred, etc. Ping pong and control and feeding, all in one.

Just watched Chronicle

N1uZSvbuFNI


dOaTIBD6XP4


Love

Nora

[ViralSpiral]

Stupid donkey cavities [translate this into the proper form]



http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/coffee-screen-smiley.gif?1292867572


http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/02/funny-pictures-baboon-butt-heart.jpg

[ulli]

Wow.
Naughty Nora!
She knows how to get her point across...just like Calz.

[ulli]

They reasoned that no one could empathise with a creature as ugly as a goat.

"We realised soon after that everything comes with a cost. Michael suffered a sympathetic injury to his heart. Maybe it was karma."

Wrong. The mindset is uglier.

Stupid donkey cavities [translate this into the proper form].

Well, what can you expect of folks who 'reason' like this...

This (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prak%E1%B9%9Bti) is not to be messed around with.


and that thing about goats, I BEG your PARDON??
Sweet, sweet Billygoats??

http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSZwiUKT0LUla94T87PCy-3wW7vQNCvxDkw91KzV_c4v0E5QTt9SRe_tCnn

[meeradas]

Just to be sure, Ulli - i love goats.
[And the cheese.]

This one's hairdo is a bit... unflattering.

[eaglespirit]

Well, once again...the 'roads less traveled' in the Beauty of Higher Discourse at Here and Now!

WE...are about to move above and beyond the trickery because of the timing and intensity of the above and beyond graceful intervention, now!
There are many more 'done the work' Souls actively and wisely 'playing ball' now , so to speak. The subtle 'corrections' are becoming a volume enterprise on Mother Earth.

Keep up the good work whatever the channel and degree of up-ness IS with You!

[ulli]

Just to be sure, Ulli - i love goats.
[And the cheese.]

This one's hairdo is a bit... unflattering.

matter of taste. Actually I was not addressing my dismay at you, neither at carmody, but "their" reasoning.
Wondering if that goat thing was before or after they started using street children from Honduras.

Anyway, here is a pretty goat, on a good hair day:

http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSdnV_-rzTidn-onk8EUacvSm3psFQeYU-OVK7ucgWZjxLNxMMA

[Guest]

Wow.
Naughty Nora!
She knows how to get her point across...just like Calz.

It was meant to be an example of emotional maturity...

There is a scene in the movie with a spider.....like the goat which takes it to whole other level and i just couldn't post video. -ill keep struggeling with the the block.
One of the guys in the movie does get it though.

Love

Nora

[Lisab]

Like Samsara I'm sleeping alot. 10 to 12 hours a night and could still sleep more. Feels like the sleepy sickness!

[Guest]

Like Samsara I'm sleeping alot. 10 to 12 hours a night and could still sleep more. Feels like the sleepy sickness!

Wish i could say that.

Watched the shifting of the stars and the sky the other night. There came a point when i realized i was in another reality. Then everything came back into focus again and the dawn began to break. Watched the sun come up then i went to sleep. Woke up after 4 hours feeling like i had been asleep for at least 8 hours. My body and brain just do not to want to go sleep

Love

Nora

[Anchor]

I decided to google "there are no archons" ...
this I did because as a responsible person I refuse to project images outside my self.
Needless to say there is no such entry on Google
but I did come across this site
and found this article, which I thought was interesting, and may start a discussion about the role of law in society,
and whether all laws are imposed from outside by evil dictators, or the result of groups of people making attempts to organized themselves
in order to enable smooth interactional flow between themselves.


Literally, “anarchy” means “without an archon.” Archons were leaders of ancient Greek city-states. But being without a leader – without an archon –
is not necessarily to be without law.
The vast bulk of law emerges not from the commands of sovereign rulers but,
rather, from the everyday interactions of countless ordinary people as they exchange, intermingle, cooperate,
and come into conflict with each other.
Only the most naïve social creationist equates the dictates of strongmen
(or of groups of strongmen, such as assemble in legislatures) with “law.”


http://cafehayek.com/2011/04/no-archons.html

Thanks for that. I was going stark raving crazy with all that f***ding about ;)

I realized the other day that anchor is an anagram for archon.

Oh noes!

[ulli]

I decided to google "there are no archons" ...
this I did because as a responsible person I refuse to project images outside my self.
Needless to say there is no such entry on Google
but I did come across this site
and found this article, which I thought was interesting, and may start a discussion about the role of law in society,
and whether all laws are imposed from outside by evil dictators, or the result of groups of people making attempts to organized themselves
in order to enable smooth interactional flow between themselves.


Literally, “anarchy” means “without an archon.” Archons were leaders of ancient Greek city-states. But being without a leader – without an archon –
is not necessarily to be without law.
The vast bulk of law emerges not from the commands of sovereign rulers but,
rather, from the everyday interactions of countless ordinary people as they exchange, intermingle, cooperate,
and come into conflict with each other.
Only the most naïve social creationist equates the dictates of strongmen
(or of groups of strongmen, such as assemble in legislatures) with “law.”


http://cafehayek.com/2011/04/no-archons.html

Thanks for that. I was going stark raving crazy with all that f***ding about ;)

I realized the other day that anchor is an anagram for archon.

Oh noes!

So appropriate as well...if I may say so.
What else stops motion and movements?

So how about telling us here what was on your mind when you picked that avatar?
:popcorn::popcorn::popcorn:

[ulli]

I decided to google "there are no archons" ...
this I did because as a responsible person I refuse to project images outside my self.
Needless to say there is no such entry on Google
but I did come across this site
and found this article, which I thought was interesting, and may start a discussion about the role of law in society,
and whether all laws are imposed from outside by evil dictators, or the result of groups of people making attempts to organized themselves
in order to enable smooth interactional flow between themselves.


Literally, “anarchy” means “without an archon.” Archons were leaders of ancient Greek city-states. But being without a leader – without an archon –
is not necessarily to be without law.
The vast bulk of law emerges not from the commands of sovereign rulers but,
rather, from the everyday interactions of countless ordinary people as they exchange, intermingle, cooperate,
and come into conflict with each other.
Only the most naïve social creationist equates the dictates of strongmen
(or of groups of strongmen, such as assemble in legislatures) with “law.”


http://cafehayek.com/2011/04/no-archons.html

Thanks for that. I was going stark raving crazy with all that f***ding about ;)

I realized the other day that anchor is an anagram for archon.

Oh noes!

So appropriate as well...if I may say so.
What else stops motion and movements?

So how about telling us here what was on your mind when you picked that avatar?
:popcorn::popcorn::popcorn:

Anchor, I was kidding. I hope you realize that. I KNOW you are no archon, you are an anchor.
Anchors are good.
They prevent drifting, if you get my drift.
Pleaz forgive me, please please?....

[Anchor]

So how about telling us here what was on your mind when you picked that avatar?
:popcorn::popcorn::popcorn:

Anchor, I was kidding. I hope you realize that. I KNOW you are no archon, you are an anchor.
Anchors are good.
They prevent drifting, if you get my drift.
Pleaz forgive me, please please?....

No offense taken.

I chose the name Anchor, because way back before forum times and on the early part of this incarnations "path" I got involved in some intensely tricky scenarios involving some women I know suffering all forms of abuse domestically.

I don't want to give much more context to this, but I wanted to help, and I didn't know how. I was continually puzzled why many women could not themselves leave or escape such a situation. I knew I must not judge, or do anything really, but I wanted to help and understand more about what was going on.

In the end I read a book called "To Be an Anchor in the Storm: A Guide for Families and Friends of Abused Women" by Susan Brewster and it helped me a lot. And I was able to become an Anchor in a storm for some people; and as I did that I learned some really tough things.

Now I guess I do a different kind of Anchoring. Now I like to Anchor a vision of harmony[1] and then work from there :)

So, the Avatar, I just looked for a picture of an Anchor and stole it off the internetz.

John..

[1]
I live on a world where each person takes full responsibility for each of their thoughts, actions, words and deeds.
I live on a world where each person lives in harmony with themselves, and in harmony with each of their other-selves and where each person lives in harmony with nature, the planet and all of her creatures and kingdoms, and ultimately in harmony with all levels of the entire manifest universe.
I live on a world that is free from tyranny, where each of the want-to-be tyrants and troublemakers have left never to return.
I live on a world that has been purified on the land, in the air and in the sea and restored to its original pristine vitality.
For the highest and best good of all, make it so.

[Calz]

Man ... am I slow on the draw today or what???

Must have spent too much time at the Pub last night ...

... so ...

What is all this about an ***ugly goat*** again???

http://www.diablo3dungeon.com/images/m_beastman_with_axe_concept_art.jpeg

http://www.youdopia.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/fnord.jpg

http://www.911truth.ch/img/cards/fnord.png


... I see your fnords and raise you ... some ...


http://awmaas.files.wordpress.com/2009/08/funny-pictures-happycat-poker-face.jpg

[Calz]

Another interesting one from Stewie the morph ...

__________________________


Un-duckable Karma

Posted on May 29, 2012 by Stuart Wilde

http://www.best-b2b.com/userimg/989/1007-1/devil-rubber-duck-680.jpg


I was shown in the inner worlds, while in trance, a concept I call un-duckable karma.

You can fix your karma if you fix your feelings and become kinder and softer, but some people are too far-gone. The self-correcting Gaia system needs them to destroy themselves, as they are a detriment, an impediment to the natural order and the light.

The ninety-three American senators that voted for the arrest without trial law (NDAA), have chained themselves to the gates of hell without knowing it.

I’m sure their act seems innocuous and of little consequence to them, but even seemingly unimportant actions may be a death sentence, like spite say. Spite causes serious accidents.

The inner worlds are very precise and energy moves for the slightest reasons. You can’t vote for arrest without trial without being deeply evil and cruel. Un-duckable karma sets itself up. There are no accidents.

Be magnificent in a silent, humble way, and believe in the light within you and guard it. In this way you can change everything. Pray for guidance. Stuart Wilde

P.S. I’ve been studying the inner world causes of diseases, as I’m sure repressed anger comes out of a person’s mind-body-spirit system as disease.

So far I’ve only be shown a small teaching about callous indifference. But we do know every second, every thought, every feeling, every minute act of your life is recorded forever. Nothing is secret. That was shown in the early years, over and over.


http://www.stuartwilde.com/2012/05/8925/

[Eram]

Another interesting one from Stewie the morph ...

__________________________


Un-duckable Karma

Posted on May 29, 2012 by Stuart Wilde

http://www.best-b2b.com/userimg/989/1007-1/devil-rubber-duck-680.jpg


I was shown in the inner worlds, while in trance, a concept I call un-duckable karma.

You can fix your karma if you fix your feelings and become kinder and softer, but some people are too far-gone. The self-correcting Gaia system needs them to destroy themselves, as they are a detriment, an impediment to the natural order and the light.

The ninety-three American senators that voted for the arrest without trial law (NDAA), have chained themselves to the gates of hell without knowing it.

I’m sure their act seems innocuous and of little consequence to them, but even seemingly unimportant actions may be a death sentence, like spite say. Spite causes serious accidents.

The inner worlds are very precise and energy moves for the slightest reasons. You can’t vote for arrest without trial without being deeply evil and cruel. Un-duckable karma sets itself up. There are no accidents.

Be magnificent in a silent, humble way, and believe in the light within you and guard it. In this way you can change everything. Pray for guidance. Stuart Wilde

P.S. I’ve been studying the inner world causes of diseases, as I’m sure repressed anger comes out of a person’s mind-body-spirit system as disease.

So far I’ve only be shown a small teaching about callous indifference. But we do know every second, every thought, every feeling, every minute act of your life is recorded forever. Nothing is secret. That was shown in the early years, over and over.


http://www.stuartwilde.com/2012/05/8925/


Hi Calz,

I don't know about this karma man.
I believe there's no such thing.
Not in the way that many people speak about it anyway, as a balance of good deeds and bad, that will determine how your next life will be.
Smells too much like the old heaven and hell scenario that the churches have come up with to keep us in line.

edit:
Now that I come to think of it.... neither do you, do you? :doh:

Have to remember... think first act later.
Think first... act later.
Think first... act later.
Think first... act later.

I need coffee!

http://www.chumpysclipart.com/images/illustrations/xsmall2/3752_picture_of_a_sleepy_man_on_his_way_to_brush_his_teeth.jpg

[Calz]

Hi Calz,

I don't know about this karma man.
I believe there's no such thing.
Not in the way that many people speak about it anyway, as a balance of good deeds and bad, that will determine how your next life will be.
Smells too much like the old heaven and hell scenario that the churches have some up with to keep us in line.

edit:
Now that I come to think of it.... neither do you do you? :doh:

heaven and hell ... no (and neither does Stewie although just looking at that or any of his short pieces it could appear otherwise).

karma ... yes :decision:


http://www.oddman.ca/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/instant-karma.jpg



If we are to believe what so many near death experiencers or past life regressions suggest ... we undergo a "life review" upon shedding the earth suit. We experience our entire life from the prism of experiencing what *we* caused others to feel (good, bad or otherwise). Outside the body means outside of "time" and yes there is ample opportunity to experience the whole thing.

That in and of itself (if true) could be thought of as karma.

I expect there is more to it than that ... but that is my short version :dirol:

Some suggest if you are mean and hateful towards any particular race, class or gender ... you might find yourself in the next lifetime being on the receiving end of that type of attitude.


... and of course you could be quite correct. Perhaps those are all illusions of the mind.


IMHO



I need coffee!


http://cache.blippitt.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/funny-coffee-poster.jpg

[ViralSpiral]

Happy Birthday http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/balloons-smiley.gif?1292867552

http://www.wqed.org/birdblog/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/events_bday_crow_hat.jpg

[Eram]

If we are to believe what so many near death experiencers or past life regressions suggest ... we undergo a "life review" upon shedding the earth suit. We experience our entire life from the prism of experiencing what *we* caused others to feel (good, bad or otherwise). Outside the body means outside of "time" and yes there is ample opportunity to experience to whole thing.

That in and of itself (if true) could be thought of as karma.

I expect there is more to it than that ... but that is my short version :dirol:

Some suggest if you are mean and hateful towards any particular race, class or gender ... you might find yourself in the next lifetime being on the receiving end of that type of attitude.


... and of course you could be quite correct. Perhaps those are all illusions of the mind.


Well, since we're still crawling around in the 'yes'mind zone for now, we might as well enjoy it and try to fine tune our beliefs can't we?
I like what you wrote there and I belief that too.

I just get a little ahhh ... edgy when people start talking about karma as being a sort of 'penalty' system.

like... back to jail... don't pass start and don't collect 20.000 dollar, when one does something 'bad'.

http://images.icanhascheezburger.com/completestore/2008/7/10/waitnoout128601656350425746.jpg


--------------


oh and before I forget...

Happy bird day!!!

http://media.cakecentral.com/modules/coppermine/albums/userpics/363943/600-IBCROWCAKE2.JPG

[ulli]

When a person does someone an injustice and causes them to pray for the intervention from higher dimensions they will lose their spiritual protection, become haunted by voices, and in some cases as a result of the voice of conscience maybe even feel remorse and change their ways. There is much evidence out there.
If telepathic contact is possible then karma will also be an inevitable result, as part of that system.
No belief in karma means no belief in telepathic connection.
The desire for justice is strong in everyone and being deprived of it will turn on emotions that can be transmitted down the generations.
If there was no justice in this word at all it would over the eons of time have ceased to exist.

Some realities exist whether people believe in them or not. Like the sun.

[Anchor]

I tend to think of karma as self imposed.

I see it as inevitable, because even if we don't realise it we retain responsibility for what we do AND we are connected to all things.

Eventually we will act or cause ourselves to act in a manner that brings balance.

So basically.... how can karma not exist?

(Not trying to be big-headed or smug here, but you may need to read this a few times ;) )

[ulli]

BenevolenCrow...my best wishes to you on your birthday and please don't be sad.
I realize that you are now entering the toughest period of your loss
and I want you to know that the Village is here to provide you with a comfortable nest at any time you feel lonely or abandoned.
Big hug.

[eaglespirit]

...RA along the lines of the latest Higher Musings

Prior to the veiling process the measurement would be that of an entity
walking up a set of your stairs, each of which was imbued with a certain
quality of light. The stair upon which an entity stopped would be either
third-density light or fourth-density light. Between the two stairs lies the
threshold. To cross that threshold is difficult. There is resistance at the edge,
shall we say, of each density. The faculty of faith or will needs to be
understood, nourished, and developed in order to have an entity which
seeks past the boundary of third density. Those entities which do not do
their homework, be they ever so amiable, shall not cross.

...and another 'timely' from a Friend

There is a unity beyond that unity. Ultimately I think its where you are in your heart that hooks you up to the greater reality.......

The fact that we live in a totally veiled reality has been very difficult for some types of beings that have incarnated here, some who may have come to serve this world, but got overwhelmed in the process because things changed along the way.

...and me, the sun guy says

the veil IS thinning by the moment, now : )

[Black Panther]

Thanks for that. I was going stark raving crazy with all that f***ding about ;)

I realized the other day that anchor is an anagram for archon.

Oh noes!

So appropriate as well...if I may say so.
What else stops motion and movements?

So how about telling us here what was on your mind when you picked that avatar?
:popcorn::popcorn::popcorn:

Anchor, I was kidding. I hope you realize that. I KNOW you are no archon, you are an anchor.
Anchors are good.
They prevent drifting, if you get my drift.
Pleaz forgive me, please please?....

We also have Live - Veil - Evil

When the Veil drops we can Live our
real lives and let the Evil ones behind.

Even though they are anagrams they have a totally different meaning :cool:

[ulli]

Thanks for that. I was going stark raving crazy with all that f***ding about ;)

I realized the other day that anchor is an anagram for archon.

Oh noes!

So appropriate as well...if I may say so.
What else stops motion and movements?

So how about telling us here what was on your mind when you picked that avatar?
:popcorn::popcorn::popcorn:

Anchor, I was kidding. I hope you realize that. I KNOW you are no archon, you are an anchor.
Anchors are good.
They prevent drifting, if you get my drift.
Pleaz forgive me, please please?....

We also have Live - Veil - Evil

When the Veil drops we can Live our
real lives and let the Evil ones behind.

Even though they are anagrams they have a totally different meaning :cool:

Thanks, Panther. Love that!
At my present stage I no longer believe in evil as being quite as absolute as I used to, anyway.
When you LIVE to turn ignorance into knowledge by lifting the VEIL you destroy EVIL.
Evil was nothing other than ignorance all along.

[Eram]

When a person does someone an injustice and causes them to pray for the intervention from higher dimensions they will lose their spiritual protection, become haunted by voices, and in some cases as a result of the voice of conscience maybe even feel remorse and change their ways. There is much evidence out there.
If telepathic contact is possible then karma will also be an inevitable result, as part of that system.
No belief in karma means no belief in telepathic connection.
The desire for justice is strong in everyone and being deprived of it will turn on emotions that can be transmitted down the generations.
If there was no justice in this word at all it would over the eons of time have ceased to exist.

Some realities exist whether people believe in them or not. Like the sun.


I tend to think of karma as self imposed.

I see it is as inevitable, because even if we don't realise it we retain responsibility for what we do AND we are connected to all things.

Eventually we will act or cause ourselves to act in a manner that brings balance.

So basically.... how can karma not exist?

(Not trying to be big-headed or smug here, but you may need to read this a few times ;) )

My understanding of karma is very modest, but I know that I don't like the idea of karma being a "you reap what you sow" kind of thing.
I believe that it is extremely hard and difficult for a soul to be in a body who killed another body. That in itself is more then enough 'penalty' when one has to believe in a penalty.
Furthermore... I believe that a killer and the victim make agreements of these events prior to being born. All souls have to do this at some stage in their development. Kill another human being I mean. and also being killed. Just to come to the existential understanding of all this.

There is also evidence that a soul can reach it's final stage when it still lives like someone who doesn't understand all of life.

This woman, Nanci Danison, died and met her soul family and was on her way back to the source.
She ended her cycle of incarnation.
Still... she lived her life as a lawyer (go figure) who was after money and a career. Wanted material things and imago etc.
She decided to get back here just because she wished so, to teach humanity about her experience and tell us of her death experience.

XxrSAnpoT6o

My point is: She ended her cycle of incarnation, but still lived her last life as someone who was not in the end of a karma cycle. (Am I making myself clear, or am I rambling? I'm sorry for my mediocre understanding of the English language.)
This supports my believe that life is not a karmic "you reap what you sow" thingy.

It's all about certain experiences a soul sets out for, prior to being born imho.

[ulli]

I know about the soul contract idea, or let's say I have heard about it.
I have no direct experience of it.
But I have seen plenty of evidence of consequence of action...also known as karma.
I would have no way of knowing for sure if the soul contract as a binding force is for real,
but it sounds a lot like karma to me, actually, even worse than my own idea of karma,
which can at least be altered at any point in one's life by taking the step to doing what is right and having the willingness to see that through to it's end.
What is the source of your belief in pre-life contract, may I ask?

[Eram]

I'm not sure what my source for this believe is Ulli.

It might be: a strange discussion with God (Neale D. Walsh)

or this book, which is in german, but you have roots in Germany don't you?
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Die-Seele-den-Meisterjahren-Konfuzius/dp/389568127X/ref=sr_1_4?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1338381056&sr=1-4

Or it might be other sources... I forgot.

It comes down to 2 different views of the development of the soul doesn't it?
1. everything is up to the choices you make when in incarnation.
2. the development of the soul is pre arranged and one only has to live it.

to be true... I'm always a little bit in a split between the two when thinking about life to dis regard.
I surely believe that one has opportunity to make choices that alter the pre-life contracts.


so... what do you exactly understand when you say: consequence of action...also known as karma
and what evidence did you see for this?

I'm not trying to have a battle of believes here. I hope you understand.
I'm sincerely seeking for clarity.

I'm aware that I dismissed the idea of karma (you reap what you sow) many years ago and that I never really gave this enough attention.

[ulli]

Waky, now that you ask me for my evidence for belief in karma my mind froze up. I honestly can't remember.
Yet I d know how many countless situations I have been in
where I suddenly connected events to earlier ones and just went "wow".
Instant karma is a friend.

Anyway, I don't think it is my job to convince you, since that is against my religion.
You may have noticed that I stay away from confrontational debates,
since I don't think they do much to serve either party.
When I began my astrological studies in the late seventies I wanted to convince
the whole world of it being true, since I could discover evidence on a daily basis.
What a lesson I learnt!

But if I may point out to you that the roots of your aversion to a belief in karma could well have to do with an unpleasant experience where someone in your past was being overly forceful in their efforts to convince you of some shortcomings on our part. Which caused you to throw out the baby with the bath water. (Excuse the clichee)

[ulli]

Another thing I nearly forgot due to fading memory:
Post greetings from Astrid who is on her way to a retreat:


getting ready to catch taxi.. to catch bus...to catch plane... so excited
please gve my love to everyone on the thread
Astrid : hugs

[Eram]

Ulli,

I think you're right. My aversion against this karma idea has roots in something in me, because I have an emotional 'pull' when I think about this.
So, when I tune into it.
I feel... perfectionism. Is that a common word in English?
I want to do everything perfect in life and it's a big struggle point for me. Combined with a history of low self esteem it has created lots of frustration and fears. I learned to live with this, but it is till part of me.
My father sure was overly forceful in his efforts to convince me of shortcomings on my part. Was that your intuition speaking?

So when Karma should exist ... as in consequences for actions, then I would feel much more tensed in how to live my life.

hmmm.. food for contemplation...

It would explain why I like the idea of life without Karma and the pre-life contracts for sure. I am subjective in my choice of belief her.
It doesn't give me insight as to what is the truth about either of them though.


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Hi Astrid,

Lots of good times at your retreat.
I have a lot to report about the healing you did for my.. Sun!

Will do that soon.

[1inMany]

Good Morning.

I don't like my to do list. I think I will go here for the day instead:

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-aS71vjG7P10/TMWY2Lxr-pI/AAAAAAAACu8/l-g3tgo52HM/s1600/rainyday.jpg

It looks peaceful, and cool and rainy, and isolated, and quiet, and calm, absolutely beautiful...

Love,

[ulli]

Ulli,

I think you're right. My aversion against this karma idea has roots in something in me, because I have an emotional 'pull' when I think about this.
So, when I tune into it.
I feel... perfectionism. Is that a common word in English?
I want to do everything perfect in life and it's a big struggle point for me. Combined with a history of low self esteem it has created lots of frustration and fears. I learned to live with this, but it is till part of me.
My father sure was overly forceful in his efforts to convince me of shortcomings on my part. Was that your intuition speaking?

So when Karma should exist ... as in consequences for actions, then I would feel much more tensed in how to live my life.

hmmm.. food for contemplation...

It would explain why I like the idea of life without Karma and the pre-life contracts for sure. I am subjective in my choice of belief her.
It doesn't give me insight as to what is the truth about either of them though.


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Hi Astrid,

Lots of good times at your retreat.
I have a lot to report about the healing you did for my.. Sun!

Will do that soon.

Perfectionism will definitely do that to you.
It might also stop you from doing anything spontaneously
as then you would have to face the fact that you might have made an error of judgement.
And it would also mean you would have to live with feelings of shame and guilt.
Maybe the key is to learn to forgive yourself, and move on.
Once you have learnt the particular lesson the situation brought you then you can move on, free of karmic burden.

I had to learn to forgive myself, too, and now am not bothered by mistakes made in that area. I always find some excuse.

But when it is a brand-new situation, one which still has lessons for me, then I can expect to get hit by by karma,
which in reality is a good thing as it shows me my place of inner equilibrium.

[Carmody]

When telepathic contact, and mind matter manipulation have any aspect of even being fleetingly real, in any tiny component or aspect, this idea of connection and thus responsibility comes to the fore.... and one is inescapably drawn into an understanding of direct connection, and a direct return on contacts and actions..

As this becomes stronger in the given mind, this becomes more of a reality. What is happening is that one is being re-wired, and the physical component of re-wiring, takes time. This is not freaky new-agey stuff, this known, normal science on the plasticity of the brain, regarding learning.

The mind is also a 3d antenna (see below regarding spiral vortex antenna design), and the US offices of Naval research have done studies that show that the neural pathways are capable of FTL activity (superconductive aspects) and that cells communicate with one another outside of time. This is coming from the official US offices of Naval Research. superconductive means super sensitivity, as 'squids (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SQUID)' (superconductive quantum interference devices) are uses as the sensors in MRI machines, due to their extreme sensitivity.

As we re-wire the squid antenna of the mind, thus.... the sensitivity changes.

Finally, at a certain point in the given trying and concentration of working and workable effort..the fall..becomes the float....becomes the upward motion. Negative buoyancy becomes neutral buoyancy.....becomes positive buoyancy.

Remember. In the most serious real sense -- Plasticity of mind. The breaking of the old neural connection,and that involves clearing old patterns, which is chemically painful, to destroy old neural connections. This is real. this is how it works in the 3d world. Then the other side of the plasticity, the growing of connections. Joy, euphoria, is the result, the physical chemical manifestation of new connections in the mind.

Each mental condition, happening, one after the other. Sometimes within one breath of one another. Dump ballast, pump in air. Breathe.

The sad/happy face is real and required, to get the job done, over time. In the end, all that is left is laughing/happy Buddha....

Like a real and actual change in the design and orientation of the given antenna.

You are what you eat and you are what you think, what you exude.... and what you take in. Literally.


If you think of the spine and associated nerve system, think of it as being comparable to a yagi antenna. They are directional. We can even calculate the frequencies involved. At least the 'normal' frequencies. It should thus be possible to calculate the scalar frequencies and their orientation.

http://www.winnipeg.canadatheft.com/wp-content/uploads/yagi1.jpg

Thus the orientation when meditating or sleeping, becomes the dimensional orientation of the 'chakras' or the frequency bands that are being dealt with.

The brain, being a more complex 3d antenna, has corkscrew and other similar complex orientations, and each one is unique, a unique key or complex harmonic frequency combination. There are basic similarities, but they end at the hindbrain level. Note the need or desire to address you through hindbrain areas, as this is the commonality area of the human avatar. (chakra -spine/yagi, as well) Thus the commonality of baser avatar function is the tool of choice. Every time.

As we get into learning, those orientations and 'builds' change, in the mind/brain. We can end up re-enforcing a given reception and transmission, to build a static pattern that is very defined, or we can change it, with will, knowledge, and determination.

The brain heads toward the corkscrew antenna design area, and thus we have capacity for huge data release and huge data input, as we re-orient our minds, in the 3d neural network sense.

Ie, the more enlightened you get--the more enlightened you get.

Literally.

Vortex radio waves could boost wireless capacity “infinitely” (http://www.extremetech.com/extreme/120803-vortex-radio-waves-could-boost-wireless-capacity-infinitely)

[ViralSpiral]

Here and now:HERUMPH!!!



Robert Mugabe appointed "Leader for Tourism" (http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2012/may/29/robert-mugabe-un-international-envoy-tourism).

"For a man who has destroyed his country's infrastructure and cynically engineered hunger to be an 'ambassador' for tourism is disgraceful – particularly as he has been personally responsible for the downward spiral of the economy and destroyed the hotel, travel and tourism industry in the process."


The world has gone completely mad.
Not sure whether the laugh, cry or make some tea.......



http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Qff2RK4Kh_k/Sk2HIsgv39I/AAAAAAAAAL0/1dVAigYDtok/s400/Johnny-depp-stars-as-the-mad-hatter.jpg

[Eram]

Perfectionism will definitely do that to you.
It might also stop you from doing anything spontaneously
as then you would have to face the fact that you might have made an error of judgement.
And it would also mean you would have to live with feelings of shame and guilt.
Maybe the key is to learn to forgive yourself, and move on.
Once you have learnt the particular lesson the situation brought you then you can move on, free of karmic burden.


Yes to all that you said here Ulli.
Actually... the issue about this is quite alive for me at this moment, so thank you for this conversation.
This is surely helping me.

But what do you mean when you say:
But when it is a brand-new situation, one which still has lessons for me, then I can expect to get hit by by karma.

By what do you get hit? how does it work?

http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRipZ_P12HRiJWGp25rjNxr7yak4CZODX_7uBtgrCL1atUgVQmBBGnvR1JP0w

[ViralSpiral]

Here and now:HERUMPH!!!



Robert Mugabe appointed "Leader for Tourism" (http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2012/may/29/robert-mugabe-un-international-envoy-tourism).

"For a man who has destroyed his country's infrastructure and cynically engineered hunger to be an 'ambassador' for tourism is disgraceful – particularly as he has been personally responsible for the downward spiral of the economy and destroyed the hotel, travel and tourism industry in the process."


The world has gone completely mad.
Not sure whether the laugh, cry or make some tea.......



http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Qff2RK4Kh_k/Sk2HIsgv39I/AAAAAAAAAL0/1dVAigYDtok/s400/Johnny-depp-stars-as-the-mad-hatter.jpg


Much brew-ha in a stormy cup! Bloomin' attention seekers that the msm are.......

The problem with the outraged headlines is that the United Nations has not appointed Robert Mugabe as their tourism ambassador. Or envoy. Or, indeed, anything at all. Mugabe, along with Zambian President Michael Sata, had been to Victoria Falls to sign an agreement with the UN World Tourism Organisation that will see the two countries co-host the UNWTO general assembly in August next year.


I was busy polishing my rifle whilst waiting for the kettle to boil. Chose camomile

http://rlv.zcache.com/benefits_of_chamomile_tea_mug_with_flowers-p168977240187160159bh8tk_400.jpg

[ulli]

Perfectionism will definitely do that to you.
It might also stop you from doing anything spontaneously
as then you would have to face the fact that you might have made an error of judgement.
And it would also mean you would have to live with feelings of shame and guilt.
Maybe the key is to learn to forgive yourself, and move on.
Once you have learnt the particular lesson the situation brought you then you can move on, free of karmic burden.


Yes to all that you said here Ulli.
Actually... the issue about this is quite alive for me at this moment, so thank you for this conversation.
This is surely helping me.

But what do you mean when you say:
But when it is a brand-new situation, one which still has lessons for me, then I can expect to get hit by by karma.

By what do you get hit? how does it work?

http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRipZ_P12HRiJWGp25rjNxr7yak4CZODX_7uBtgrCL1atUgVQmBBGnvR1JP0w


In a brand new situation I have no idea what I'm dealing with so my response could be freezing, non-action,
which I later regret since it required some kind of response to keep things flowing.
On the other hand I might overreact, in a panicky way, which also leaves me with egg on my face, so to speak.
So the subsequent karma could mean that I alienated people totally, people who normally look to me as a strong
person who never makes mistakes.
I then have to appeal to them and point to the fact that I am merely human, like themselves, with weaknesses.
And sometimes they don't listen...it's too late.
These events usually coincide with an astrological transit, like a right angle from one of the outer planets to my natal Mars,
which was in Aquarius, and which is the sign which rules events that are sudden, or unexpected.

Having Mars in Aquarius not only means that I give shocks to others, but also that I regularly receive shocks FROM others.
The Aquarius pendulum swings between fast asleep, unaware states of fixed automatic behavior, to the sudden awakening moment of shock,
at the opposite end...
A shock is nothing other than a reality adjustment. Hence the image of awakening, as if from a dream.

[Carmody]

nevermind....ok. I'll try some more.

Lets just say that the intensely and more fervently one works on the mess of the mind, the greater the moments of pain and the greater the moments of joy.

To do that, the mind requires isolation.... so the ruts in the road of life repeated, repeated in any way, at any time...in all it's myriad tiny little ways ...do not prevent the process from taking place. Any aspect of enacting an old pattern will re-enforce. And cause a falling back. Period. Inter-connectivity of the mind causes a large flare up and re-integration with the old pattern. One might think they can get away with it, and they do. for a while. the plasticity of the brain thing. It will bring you down. It just takes time. The same as going up. It just takes time.

Read my prior post on mental design and construction.

All the excuses in the world, even paying a bill for the electricity, all of it, or getting gas for the car.

All of it stands in the way. All of it. Any tiny bit of it.

Listening to the cries and woes of contacts, friends, relatives. having a place to live, by paying bills...all of it, re-enforcement.... and also, fear-excuses. Fear of change. the rut of the comfort of the known, combined with the fear of the unknown, keeping freedom away. In the actual and real sense. Seriously so.

Each tiny re-reinforcement of old routine fires the entire old network.

This is why isolation is required, in order to get the job done. Returning to any aspect of the old life, does indeed damage the progress made. Plasticity of the mind is the solution and problem.. and 3d world integration is a 'drag you down' problem, before and after enlightenment.

[benevolentcrow]

Thank you for all the birthday wishes, you made me smile!

[ulli]

nevermind....ok. I'll try some more.

Lets just say that the intensely and more fervently one works on the mess of the mind, the greater the moments of pain and the greater the moments of joy.

To do that, the mind requires isolation.... so the ruts in the road of life repeated, repeated in any way, at any time...in all it's myriad tiny little ways ...do not prevent the process from taking place. Any aspect of enacting an old pattern will re-enforce. And cause a falling back. Period. Inter-connectivity of the mind causes a large flare up and re-integration with the old pattern. One might think they can get away with it, and they do. for a while. the plasticity of the brain thing. It will bring you down. It just takes time. The same as going up. It just takes time.

Read my prior post on mental design and construction.

All the excuses in the world, even paying a bill for the electricity, all of it, or getting gas for the car.

All of it stands in the way. All of it. Any tiny bit of it.

Listening to the cries and woes of contacts, friends, relatives. having a place to live, by paying bills...all of it, re-enforcement.... and also, fear-excuses. Fear of change. the rut of the comfort of the known, combined with the fear of the unknown, keeping freedom away. In the actual and real sense. Seriously so.

Each tiny re-reinforcement of old routine fires the entire old network.

This is why isolation is required, in order to get the job done. Returning to any aspect of the old life, does indeed damage the progress made. Plasticity of the mind is the solution and problem.. and 3d world integration is a 'drag you down' problem, before and after enlightenment.

I got a lot out of these last two posts of yours, Carmody. Thanks.
I know that's how it works, but the way you describe it is like putting it all under a microscope with a sharp focus.
Totally amazing!

Now I'm off to this open air pool, which is fed by underground volcanic thermal waters and which is over 40 degrees C.
Every time I go there I am reminded that having something like this on my doorstep is the result of a secret wish I had for years.
It finally materialized. Call it karma.

16629

[Carmody]

Well, for example, if one refuses to believe that when being a good person, that helping others in need, spending time doing such things is going to be a backslide. This, concerning...

....If indeed one is searching out how to clear themselves....it may not be a backslide, but is most certainly avoidance and an excuse. Seemingly sad, but definitely true.

This is a point in logic that must be confronted.

The emotions making those decisions in a whole manner, or directing such thinking -- or directing such lack of thinking, is part of the issue.

One must do what works for them and their path, so no judgement is made. Judgement is a ..er... unguarded and 'negative growth attribute' to posses, IMO and IME.

There is the communicative aspect of journeying together, but it might be wise to consider that it need not be, in all circles of logic or contemplation..one of being the whole cloth for all decisions and enterprise.

(if you looked at my chart, Ulli, you'd see why such a thing is on my mind.)

[Guest]

A beautiful day on the Mtn.

Happy Birthday benevelolentcrow :grouphug:

Recently some barriers have been removed. In my minds eye and dreams i kept seeing a structure on the land i live on now. i had put a face, construct -concepualized a physical structure, sort of like a reference point, and only what my mind and emotional self could handle or realize. None the less and all the while what was really there was was something entirely different. My high self was waiting while i played this game with myself -like creating and telling myself a story. Only through intensive contemplation and through deep long meditation what is really there has been revealed to me. The strucure itself was not my focal point in meditation. Going within and silencing my mind was the only focus.

A few years back i had a mystical experience -a dream. Again i had put a physical face on a lot of the experience. Would sometimes ask what does this mean or why did i have this experience. Through the years i would review it or
i would share it with someone who was open. One night i was prompted to write it all down and share it with someone. After reviewing it i instantaneously went back into the dream and relived it entirely. Or so i had thought. The more i continued into it, it expanded and became less physical. I just went with it. What came next i was shown and experienced the core of the whole dream -all of the physical construct(s) were removed had melted away. At the time i had the original dream mentally and emotionally was not ready or prepared to accept the reality of the experience and had created a block, aphysical construct and a story to part of it -a lot of it.

Love

Nora

[PurpleLama]

In the middle of the dream cycle last night, there was a long, purple corridor which lotusblossom and I were walking down. We were met by "the two sisters", the Fae, and each of them carried a sack of wheat flower, probably about 15 lbs. or so, and they handed them to each of us, saying "This is what your bread will be made from."

Playdo was at the house last night, and many blessings were generated and sent out into the aethers. Good times.

[ulli]

Well, for example, if one refuses to believe that when being a good person, that helping others in need, spending time doing such things is going to be a backslide. This, concerning...

....If indeed one is searching out how to clear themselves....it may not be a backslide, but is most certainly avoidance and an excuse. Seemingly sad, but definitely true.

This is a point in logic that must be confronted.

The emotions making those decisions in a whole manner, or directing such thinking -- or directing such lack of thinking, is part of the issue.

One must do what works for them and their path, so no judgement is made. Judgement is a ..er... unguarded and 'negative growth attribute' to posses, IMO and IME.

There is the communicative aspect of journeying together, but it might be wise to consider that it need not be, in all circles of logic or contemplation..one of being the whole cloth for all decisions and enterprise.

(if you looked at my chart, Ulli, you'd see why such a thing is on my mind.)

My son has the same transit that you are now experiencing in his birth chart. As a mother who is also aware of what that means to his emotional life I try and give him the space he might need, and never do anything that might seem like pressure and make him feel obliged.
What I love about astrology in particular that as a language it spells out all the options of what might be going on internally, and can compare that with the emotions being experienced. And suddenly all sorts of impulses become apparent, and a chance to observe the whole process of motivation.
Whether one wants to follow heart impulses which come from genuine compassion, or simply nurture another person because they truly need it, or oblige another person because they have control...these are the choices for a course of action. Life suddenly slows down like a movie in slow motion...even stops and freezes...
so each frame can be seen one by one, down to the finest pixel.

[ulli]

A beautiful day on the Mtn.

Happy Birthday benevelolentcrow :grouphug:

Recently some barriers have been removed. In my minds eye and dreams i kept seeing a structure on the land i live on now. i had put a face, construct -concepualized a physical structure, sort of like a reference point, and only what my mind and emotional self could handle or realize. None the less and all the while what was really there was was something entirely different. My high self was waiting while i played this game with myself -like creating and telling myself a story. Only through intensive contemplation and through deep long meditation what is really there has been revealed to me. The strucure itself was not my focal point in meditation. Going within and silencing my mind was the only focus.

A few years back i had a mystical experience -a dream. Again i had put a physical face on a lot of the experience. Would sometimes ask what does this mean or why did i have this experience. Through the years i would review it or
i would share it with someone who was open. One night i was prompted to write it all down and share it with someone. After reviewing it i instantaneously went back into the dream and relived it entirely. Or so i had thought. The more i continued into it, it expanded and became less physical. I just went with it. What came next i was shown and experienced the core of the whole dream -all of the physical construct(s) were removed had melted away. At the time i had the original dream mentally and emotionally was not ready or prepared to accept the reality of the experience and had created a block, aphysical construct and a story to part of it -a lot of it.

Love

Nora

I found with my dreams that once the physical imagery was removed I ended up staring at mathematical graphs...
stuff which made a whole lot of sense but only I could ever understand.

[Anchor]

In a brand new situation I have no idea what I'm dealing with so my response could be freezing, non-action,
which I later regret since it required some kind of response to keep things flowing.
On the other hand I might overreact, in a panicky way, which also leaves me with egg on my face, so to speak.
So the subsequent karma could mean that I alienated people totally, people who normally look to me as a strong
person who never makes mistakes.
I then have to appeal to them and point to the fact that I am merely human, like themselves, with weaknesses.
And sometimes they don't listen...it's too late.
These events usually coincide with an astrological transit, like a right angle from one of the outer planets to my natal Mars,
which was in Aquarius, and which is the sign which rules events that are sudden, or unexpected.

Let go!

[Carmody]

Well, for example, if one refuses to believe that when being a good person, that helping others in need, spending time doing such things is going to be a backslide. This, concerning...

....If indeed one is searching out how to clear themselves....it may not be a backslide, but is most certainly avoidance and an excuse. Seemingly sad, but definitely true.

This is a point in logic that must be confronted.

The emotions making those decisions in a whole manner, or directing such thinking -- or directing such lack of thinking, is part of the issue.

One must do what works for them and their path, so no judgement is made. Judgement is a ..er... unguarded and 'negative growth attribute' to posses, IMO and IME.

There is the communicative aspect of journeying together, but it might be wise to consider that it need not be, in all circles of logic or contemplation..one of being the whole cloth for all decisions and enterprise.

(if you looked at my chart, Ulli, you'd see why such a thing is on my mind.)

My son has the same transit that you are now experiencing in his birth chart. As a mother who is also aware of what that means to his emotional life I try and give him the space he might need, and never do anything that might seem like pressure and make him feel obliged.
What I love about astrology in particular that as a language it spells out all the options of what might be going on internally, and can compare that with the emotions being experienced. And suddenly all sorts of impulses become apparent, and a chance to observe the whole process of motivation.
Whether one wants to follow heart impulses which come from genuine compassion, or simply nurture another person because they truly need it, or oblige another person because they have control...these are the choices for a course of action. Life suddenly slows down like a movie in slow motion...even stops and freezes...
so each frame can be seen one by one, down to the finest pixel.

well, for me, dream wise, night before last...I was drinking coffee from a big mug....and as I neared the bottom a very large bug began coming out of the last of the coffee. A large spider, nearly as big as a tarantula. I thought, how could it be surviving the heat and the immersion? I had no problem drinking it's fluids or tasting it (bugs get in the cup sometimes. No biggie-fish them out, keep drinking),...but how could it be surviving, nay...be in perfect health? This is not good..I thought to myself.

And that is part of what I had on my plate yesterday.

[Guest]

A beautiful day on the Mtn.

Happy Birthday benevelolentcrow :grouphug:

Recently some barriers have been removed. In my minds eye and dreams i kept seeing a structure on the land i live on now. i had put a face, construct -concepualized a physical structure, sort of like a reference point, and only what my mind and emotional self could handle or realize. None the less and all the while what was really there was was something entirely different. My high self was waiting while i played this game with myself -like creating and telling myself a story. Only through intensive contemplation and through deep long meditation what is really there has been revealed to me. The strucure itself was not my focal point in meditation. Going within and silencing my mind was the only focus.

A few years back i had a mystical experience -a dream. Again i had put a physical face on a lot of the experience. Would sometimes ask what does this mean or why did i have this experience. Through the years i would review it or
i would share it with someone who was open. One night i was prompted to write it all down and share it with someone. After reviewing it i instantaneously went back into the dream and relived it entirely. Or so i had thought. The more i continued into it, it expanded and became less physical. I just went with it. What came next i was shown and experienced the core of the whole dream -all of the physical construct(s) were removed had melted away. At the time i had the original dream mentally and emotionally was not ready or prepared to accept the reality of the experience and had created a block, aphysical construct and a story to part of it -a lot of it.

Love

Nora

I found with my dreams that once the physical imagery was removed I ended up staring at mathematical graphs...
stuff which made a whole lot of sense but only I could ever understand.

Yes, sometimes there would be mathematical symmetrical graphs, ancient symbols, bright deep vivid colors -pinks, bleu, white, yellow...., sounds or absolute silent space, no stars.

In the above 'dream', second paragraph, i thought i was on the earth having a mystical physical experience and what i realized was the exact opposite. i was actually in outer space and in an entirely different universe. i concepualized so i could handle it -nor could i grasp the true meaning at the time. Post Update: also there is timing involved and the question -what do i do with the information?

Love

Nora

[ulli]

Well, for example, if one refuses to believe that when being a good person, that helping others in need, spending time doing such things is going to be a backslide. This, concerning...

....If indeed one is searching out how to clear themselves....it may not be a backslide, but is most certainly avoidance and an excuse. Seemingly sad, but definitely true.

This is a point in logic that must be confronted.

The emotions making those decisions in a whole manner, or directing such thinking -- or directing such lack of thinking, is part of the issue.

One must do what works for them and their path, so no judgement is made. Judgement is a ..er... unguarded and 'negative growth attribute' to posses, IMO and IME.

There is the communicative aspect of journeying together, but it might be wise to consider that it need not be, in all circles of logic or contemplation..one of being the whole cloth for all decisions and enterprise.

(if you looked at my chart, Ulli, you'd see why such a thing is on my mind.)

My son has the same transit that you are now experiencing in his birth chart. As a mother who is also aware of what that means to his emotional life I try and give him the space he might need, and never do anything that might seem like pressure and make him feel obliged.
What I love about astrology in particular that as a language it spells out all the options of what might be going on internally, and can compare that with the emotions being experienced. And suddenly all sorts of impulses become apparent, and a chance to observe the whole process of motivation.
Whether one wants to follow heart impulses which come from genuine compassion, or simply nurture another person because they truly need it, or oblige another person because they have control...these are the choices for a course of action. Life suddenly slows down like a movie in slow motion...even stops and freezes...
so each frame can be seen one by one, down to the finest pixel.

well, for me, dream wise, night before last...I was drinking coffee from a big mug....and as I neared the bottom a very large bug began coming out of the last of the coffee. A large spider, nearly as big as a tarantula. I thought, how could it be surviving the heat and the immersion? I had no problem drinking it's fluids or tasting it (bugs get in the cup sometimes. No biggie-fish them out, keep drinking),...but how could it be surviving, nay...be in perfect health? This is not good..I thought to myself.

And that is part of what I had on my plate yesterday.


Here is the symbolism:
coffee= awakeness,
big mug=could mean crime, as in big criminal ...(remember mug shots...)
spider= trap, spin, web,
spider in the hot liquid= surviving the heat

anyway...this is the first thing that came to mind... not sure what it would mean in the context of your current experiences
it's more representative on Mars/Pluto conjunct than the other transit you are having.

[eaglespirit]

nevermind....ok. I'll try some more.

Lets just say that the intensely and more fervently one works on the mess of the mind, the greater the moments of pain and the greater the moments of joy.

To do that, the mind requires isolation.... so the ruts in the road of life repeated, repeated in any way, at any time...in all it's myriad tiny little ways ...do not prevent the process from taking place. Any aspect of enacting an old pattern will re-enforce. And cause a falling back. Period. Inter-connectivity of the mind causes a large flare up and re-integration with the old pattern. One might think they can get away with it, and they do. for a while. the plasticity of the brain thing. It will bring you down. It just takes time. The same as going up. It just takes time.

Read my prior post on mental design and construction.

All the excuses in the world, even paying a bill for the electricity, all of it, or getting gas for the car.

All of it stands in the way. All of it. Any tiny bit of it.

Listening to the cries and woes of contacts, friends, relatives. having a place to live, by paying bills...all of it, re-enforcement.... and also, fear-excuses. Fear of change. the rut of the comfort of the known, combined with the fear of the unknown, keeping freedom away. In the actual and real sense. Seriously so.

Each tiny re-reinforcement of old routine fires the entire old network.

This is why isolation is required, in order to get the job done. Returning to any aspect of the old life, does indeed damage the progress made. Plasticity of the mind is the solution and problem.. and 3d world integration is a 'drag you down' problem, before and after enlightenment.

...and again, I can relate
3d re-integration is like heading into oncoming highway traffic...swerving and dodging and scraping some too...phhhheeewwwww
it's a workout to work out of
All I want to do is walk for miles and miles in the woods

[Carmody]

nevermind....ok. I'll try some more.

Lets just say that the intensely and more fervently one works on the mess of the mind, the greater the moments of pain and the greater the moments of joy.

To do that, the mind requires isolation.... so the ruts in the road of life repeated, repeated in any way, at any time...in all it's myriad tiny little ways ...do not prevent the process from taking place. Any aspect of enacting an old pattern will re-enforce. And cause a falling back. Period. Inter-connectivity of the mind causes a large flare up and re-integration with the old pattern. One might think they can get away with it, and they do. for a while. the plasticity of the brain thing. It will bring you down. It just takes time. The same as going up. It just takes time.

Read my prior post on mental design and construction.

All the excuses in the world, even paying a bill for the electricity, all of it, or getting gas for the car.

All of it stands in the way. All of it. Any tiny bit of it.

Listening to the cries and woes of contacts, friends, relatives. having a place to live, by paying bills...all of it, re-enforcement.... and also, fear-excuses. Fear of change. the rut of the comfort of the known, combined with the fear of the unknown, keeping freedom away. In the actual and real sense. Seriously so.

Each tiny re-reinforcement of old routine fires the entire old network.

This is why isolation is required, in order to get the job done. Returning to any aspect of the old life, does indeed damage the progress made. Plasticity of the mind is the solution and problem.. and 3d world integration is a 'drag you down' problem, before and after enlightenment.

...and again, I can relate
3d re-integration is like heading into oncoming highway traffic...swerving and dodging and scraping some too...phhhheeewwwww
it's a workout to work out of
All I want to do is walk for miles and miles in the woods

To hold the 'space', i found it took me 4 hours to prep to meet and deal with people.

When out there, I had to adopt the 'wizard' position, or the humming, laughing, happy monk position. meaning, all integrations where in my area/space (like a bubble), in my observance and space. purposely so. this is how it is done. do you remember what it was like to meet that special person? That is the reason they exude such energy, such peace, such intensity. It is a purposeful thing.

Overall, only a few hours of integration with the world at large, at best.

Then, back to about 4 hours or wiping the touch of it back off, to regain my composure, to shed the unwanted vibration, back to lightness. to 'clear' myself back to that state..and then move a notch higher - again.

[ulli]

nevermind....ok. I'll try some more.

Lets just say that the intensely and more fervently one works on the mess of the mind, the greater the moments of pain and the greater the moments of joy.

To do that, the mind requires isolation.... so the ruts in the road of life repeated, repeated in any way, at any time...in all it's myriad tiny little ways ...do not prevent the process from taking place. Any aspect of enacting an old pattern will re-enforce. And cause a falling back. Period. Inter-connectivity of the mind causes a large flare up and re-integration with the old pattern. One might think they can get away with it, and they do. for a while. the plasticity of the brain thing. It will bring you down. It just takes time. The same as going up. It just takes time.

Read my prior post on mental design and construction.

All the excuses in the world, even paying a bill for the electricity, all of it, or getting gas for the car.

All of it stands in the way. All of it. Any tiny bit of it.

Listening to the cries and woes of contacts, friends, relatives. having a place to live, by paying bills...all of it, re-enforcement.... and also, fear-excuses. Fear of change. the rut of the comfort of the known, combined with the fear of the unknown, keeping freedom away. In the actual and real sense. Seriously so.

Each tiny re-reinforcement of old routine fires the entire old network.

This is why isolation is required, in order to get the job done. Returning to any aspect of the old life, does indeed damage the progress made. Plasticity of the mind is the solution and problem.. and 3d world integration is a 'drag you down' problem, before and after enlightenment.

...and again, I can relate
3d re-integration is like heading into oncoming highway traffic...swerving and dodging and scraping some too...phhhheeewwwww
it's a workout to work out of
All I want to do is walk for miles and miles in the woods


this was the next image that popped up after reading this post of yours:

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lysx81GbR31qa6hruo1_1280.jpg

[Carmody]

It is a beautiful image..but...

For me...not even trails. deep woods. Not one single feel of humans. The subtle re-enforcement thing, again.

The two most intensely sensitive components of change, are the two furthest ends. The bottom, and thus the initial shift. The intense feeling of euphoria when the ship begins to leave the shoreline...and the sensitivity of the peak, to being disturbed by outside forces.

(I was in places, or come from places... where there is no human habitation, outside of the towns. When I was in the woods, I was in the woods. Always in areas untouched by humans. Period.) (I'd walk the game trails)

[eaglespirit]

It is a beautiful image..but...

Not even trails. deep woods. Not one single feel of humans. The subtle re-enforcement thing, again.

The two most intensely sensitive components of change, are the two furthest ends. The bottom, and thus the initial shift. The intense feeling of euphoria when the ship begins to leave the shoreline...and the sensitivity of the peak, to being disturbed by outside forces.

I have to get some sleep after this...these sharing moments here and now have been a joy. Thank You All : )

I had a moment in the winter after I got slammed by upward mobility on that Native American hill....was walking riverside and it was just newly thinly frozen, slithered on my belly across it using overhung branches to pull me to the other side...it was simple things like this that just happened on my countless excursions that winter and spring that lit me up with 'nature' exhilaration time and time again...profound connections that stimulated and fueled my journey.

[ulli]

It is a beautiful image..but...

For me...not even trails. deep woods. Not one single feel of humans. The subtle re-enforcement thing, again.

The two most intensely sensitive components of change, are the two furthest ends. The bottom, and thus the initial shift. The intense feeling of euphoria when the ship begins to leave the shoreline...and the sensitivity of the peak, to being disturbed by outside forces.

(I was in places, or come from places... where there is no human habitation, outside of the towns. When I was in the woods, I was in the woods. Always in areas untouched by humans. Period.)

I live in such a wilderness now, or rather, on the edge of such a wilderness.
Endless Virgin rain forest all the way to Panama City, nearly 1000 km away.
We are about 2 miles from Parque Nacional Tapanti.
This is our river just 10 minutes drive away, upstream:

http://media-cdn.tripadvisor.com/media/photo-s/00/17/7b/31/rio-grande-de-orosi.jpg


People get lost in the National Parks of Costa Rica all the time,
and there are wild animals and poisonous snakes.
It makes me nervous to walk there. Too many horror stories.

Meanwhile the image I posted reminds me of the forest of our farm back in Germany
and triggers memories of running along those spongy, soft paths... with no fear of falling;
so fast that I ended up with stick pains in my chest.
No bears, no wolves, no witches....

[Guest]

A large spider, nearly as big as a tarantula. I thought, how could it be surviving the heat and the immersion?

Be careful

Love

Nora

[Carmody]

A large spider, nearly as big as a tarantula. I thought, how could it be surviving the heat and the immersion?

Be careful

Love

Nora

Yes, it is a good one.

Properly seen, it can also be a lesson.

[Guest]

Some Mythology on Grandmother Spider

In Greek Mythology, Arachne who is considered a spider goddess, is one who weaves and spins the threads of fate/destiny. In the ancient Teotihuacan culture, spiders are linked to the Great Goddess... In some Native American tribes, there is a Spider Goddess known as the Spider Grandmother who is considered the Creator as she weaves and spins the web of destiny for the people. Spider Woman, creator and weaver of life, is the great teacher, protector and Mother of all creation to many south-western Native American cultures. She manifests as a sacred guardian, overseeing the welfare of all those in need. The Maya Moon Goddess, Ix Chebel Yax is a spider moon goddess who brought the arts of the loom and spindle to the people. The sumerian spider Goddess, Uttu is a goddess of weaving and clothing.

According to mythology, Spider Woman spun two silver strands, one connecting east to west, the other north to south. This connected the four corners of the earth, with Spider Woman as the centre. (The strands created the Road of Life in the Hopi tradition, which has as its symbol the equal-armed cross).

In her aspect as Creator and Mother, Spider Woman affirms that women are essential and central to the life process. She reminds us that people of all races were created from the same source, with equal rights and responsibilities. She created her own children, twin daughters and twin sons, who brought forth the sun, moon and stars. She created all vegetation, birds, animals and red, black, yellow and white people.

Spider Woman is an important goddess among many southwestern Native American tribes. Though occasionally destructive, she is nearly alwys portrayed as beneficent. The Keresan Spider Woman created everything there is by thinking, dreaming, or naming; she thaugt the people how to plant seeds.

Cherokee Grandmother spider brought people the sun and fire. She taught them pottery, weaving, and how to make ceremonial blessings. She is called Grandmother Spider, Kanene Ski Amai Yehi. Spider Woman is responsible for bringing fire amoung the Pueblo, Tewa and Kiwa tribes. A spider woman called Biliku, found in the Indian subcontinent, also brought fire and light.

For the Hopi, Spider Woman is a creator who helped the people during their emergence, created the moon, has the power to give and take life, and is connected to hunting and agriculture. The plains tribes have a deity called Inktomi who is considered a Trickster, a shapeshifter who brought culture to their people. The Pueblo believe in Spider Woman ( called Kokyangwute, Tsisicinako, Sussistanako, Thought Woman or Thinking woman) who is considered the Creator of the Universe. The Kiowa Tribe believe in a Spider Grandmother who is a Goddess and heroine. Spider woman is also linked with dream catchers (the one who wove the sinew within, that catches the nightmares of a person)

In most Native American belief, the spider's web is believed to connect with the four elements. Although the spider is a small creature, it is cunning and intelligent. The spider power is female energy of the creative force of life.

The Hindus believe that the spider weaves life itself from it's own body but is also the creator of illusion or "maya". India and Odhinn's eight-armed deities may be associated with the spider.

The Japanese have 2 spider Goddesses: one is Spider Woman who can trap careless travelers and the Goblin Spider who can shapeshift to harm people. In Africa, there are tribes that believe there is a Great Spider which is revered as a God, and is considered a trickster to some tribes over there. The Jamaicans believe in a form fo Anansi, the Great Spider.
http://spidermedicine.tribe.net/thread/2df0f0dd-a4fa-46ed-abfe-9dea7352f525#33d84dd2-e716-41ce-9c2c-93b2f3726c05

Love

Nora

[Calz]

Funny ... for some reason I hear Alice Cooper singing in the distance ... :spider:


http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_X1IWXuEbgXI/TU4grEmXDQI/AAAAAAAADFI/wPVnGqKMF8Q/s640/jumping-spider-big-eyes.jpg

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2007/01/images/070125-glowing-spiders_big.jpg

http://www.motifake.com/image/demotivational-poster/1003/spiders-spiders-demotivational-poster-1268173884.jpg

http://www.oocities.org/gundric/pics/samshelob.jpg

[astrid]

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Checking in briefly in between breaks

Here is toms latest

Also Louis is not doing too well in the kennels
some thoughts his way would be very much appreciated
I'm doing what I can but this training I'm doing is 12
hour days so my power is not as strong as it normally
would be.

I'm having a very intense and positive time and it's only
the second day and first full day . I'm suspecting some
big transformative moments will be had by all.

Having some minor overwhelm moments which I will have
to monitor and pace myself ... To take breaks from the group
if I need to and not worry overly about others etc as I tend
to do . This is kind of a once in a life time opportunity so
I want to gain the most but at the same time i don't want to
have a melt down and then have to quit the course early

Anyways I must rest now before the afternoon session

Hugs to all
Astrid

[ViralSpiral]

Hello Astrid. Sending calm to Louis. Thank you for the Pele report. Mortal & immortal. Light & dark.

Synchronicity....

I ♥ spiders. They show up to teach of balance between the past and future, the physical and spiritual.
Yesterday, I walked away from the swirling vortex of the main stream interwebzzzzzzz, weaving another trap. The 16 ton block at the bottom of the ocean.
And so, I rented "Everything is illuminated" (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0404030/). A constant flux of laughter, tears and deep reflection. I will be watching this gem again. And again. Tom mentions the Star of David. A prominent feature of the film.
Holes can be poked at the lack of immediacy or sense of purpose of the film. I care less. It was beautiful.


“I have reflected many times upon our rigid search. It has shown me that everything is illuminated in the light of the past. It is always along the side of us, on the inside, looking out."

The sunflower scene met my expectations.
I am yellow..... illuminated. (a juvi enlightenment-er :) )

http://www.phipower.com/images/sunflower.jpg


I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."
Chris Martin - Coldplay

[Samsara]

Since childhood, I've been afraid of spiders. This fear was passed down to me from my aunt. My daughter still tells stories of how she often rescued her mom from the beast. I have partly overcome that fear by talking to the odd spider I encounter in my home. I tell them that they scare me and that I'd rather not see them. They told me they don't necessarily like me either. When I find a big one, I put on my protective suit armed with a bucket. I manage to put it in the bucket and bring it to safety outside, unless its winter of course. I have a deep respect for them, but still don't like their crawly legs (they don't appreciate mine either).

On a another note, here's another view of the Garden. Spiders are welcomed there.

16650

[ulli]

Hi everyone. It's one of those mornings when I feel like I love everybody, but none more than my buddies in the Here and Now thread.
Here is today's Nextworld TV video, and it is on Permaculture.

XtkEjxH5phw

[PurpleLama]

Love you, too, ulli.


:ufo:

[Carmody]

Hello Astrid. Sending calm to Louis. Thank you for the Pele report. Mortal & immortal. Light & dark.

Synchronicity....

I ♥ spiders. They show up to teach of balance between the past and future, the physical and spiritual.
Yesterday, I walked away from the swirling vortex of the main stream interwebzzzzzzz, weaving another trap. The 16 ton block at the bottom of the ocean.
And so, I rented "Everything is illuminated" (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0404030/). A constant flux of laughter, tears and deep reflection. I will be watching this gem again. And again. Tom mentions the Star of David. A prominent feature of the film.
Holes can be poked at the lack of immediacy or sense of purpose of the film. I care less. It was beautiful.


“I have reflected many times upon our rigid search. It has shown me that everything is illuminated in the light of the past. It is always along the side of us, on the inside, looking out."

The sunflower scene met my expectations.
I am yellow..... illuminated. (a juvi enlightenment-er :) )

http://www.phipower.com/images/sunflower.jpg


I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."
Chris Martin - Coldplay

The thing about it, is that it is a paradox. The creation of and the existence of the 16 ton block and it being at the bottom of an ocean beneath that block, is an illusion.

Defeating the illusion is the trick, and that does not come easily. For the very aspect of interpretation and representation of reality as an information I/O system...that is the component of the self as a physical body, that creates that scenario.

Simple words to say, but the system that resists the self or intellectual aspects of the occupant of the body from accessing that area of avatar design, is as big as the desire to live.

But, actually no more (not bigger than) than the size and intensity of the desire to live, as the problem and solution is tied to that illusion, that mechanism's design.

Which is the exact why of 'stilling the inner voice' to put the body to sleep in it's entirety, and walk past the sleeping dragon of the body's life desire and autonomous functions, and open and use the doorway of the body's design, with it sublimated into a sleeping state that is no longer in control of reality's data flow.

Meditation is essential. You are not going to get there without it. Meditation that stills that inner voice, so that the mind can re-wire itself, over time, over months, over years. Like it does in everyone right now, but in a clear state. stilling the self is just the beginning of that journey.


The other time and place it can be found, is in the child like aspects of self, before the intellect arose. Thus, forms of psychological regression, and seeing the world as if a child.

The other door, is the one where the body finally dies and releases the desire to live, and in those few moments before actual physical death, the self can see the world as it really is.

thus the curse of cancer that is terminal, gives the gift of the true vision of life to those in the throes of cancer's final terminal days and weeks. the calm of the terminally dying, is the edge of that opening..but no time to explore it and become it, while living..

To be alive and do this, leaves but one doorway..which is the acts of mediation which stills the autonomous ego-body and it's voice and allows the living to see the doorway of existence as it really is and to take the time and have the time to re-wire the physical mind.

this can be done in a group, so that the rest of humanity does not interfere and strip the given being of their attempts, via reflection back at the one(s) working so hard to get there.

These are called Buddhist monasteries.

You might notice that these aspects of monks that function, with regard to the monks making it there, tend to combine some or all of the above, in the understanding people might have, people on the outside of these monastery scenarios.

But remember, your ego body will find every excuse under the sun to never go anywhere near the areas that I speak of.

recall it interprets all input and output of all data of reality for you, and it is based on preservation techniques and the systems of body preservation.

Emotions and body function.

When you finally remember what I have said, try to recall that the body and the ego made it so. It made you forget, it moved to distract you. It is designed to do that, to keep you safe, physically alive. Training wheels. (Rubber Baby Buggy Bumpers!)

And that is the core of the problem itself.

The ego/body protects itself from all.

Even from you.

It may be difficult to get to the point that the body is stilled and at the re-wiring starting point...but that new position is based on the new life understanding and new life data and NEW REALITY that is multidimensional and psychic (most seriously so). Is that exactly what you want in this life? If so, then all other directions are not as direct. They are all distractive, and circuitous, the long way home, in the extreme, compared to this direction.

Where does that desire and pressure come from? One is deep inside the other. Go to the source of the itch that cannot be scratched. And find the blessed relief. The drive that keeps you locked out is the source of the itch that you cannot scratch. One and the same.

What price, freedom?

None at all, actually. It is merely a misguided presentation of costs, created by the ego/body.

Realizations that must be passed through to get there, giant steps of mental and physical change in the mind, thus the pain and the euphoria caused by the body's chemical response to the tear down and rebuild of the physical wiring. Laughing and crying Buddha. All those complex psychological states to pass through, all the visions and ideas that have been built up over the years, illusions that must pass.

Is that exactly what you want in this life? True freedom? Full and actual relief of all that ails? Is it? Or does the body, like in soviet Russia, does the body drive you? (the running internet yootoob video gag of Russian car accidents where: 'in soviet Russia, car drives you")

If so, then all other directions are not as direct. They are all distractive, and circuitous, the long way home, in the extreme, compared to this direction.

[ulli]

Since childhood, I've been afraid of spiders. This fear was passed down to me from my aunt. My daughter, Marie-Eve, still tells stories of how she often rescued her mom from the beast. I have partly overcome that fear by talking to the odd spider I encounter in my home. I tell them that they scare me and that I'd rather not see them. They told me they don't necessarily like me either. When I find a big one, I put on my protective suit armed with a bucket. I manage to put it in the bucket and bring it to safety outside, unless its winter of course. I have a deep respect for them, but still don't like their crawly legs (they don't appreciate mine either).

On a another note, here's another view of the Garden. Spiders are welcomed there.

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I love all my spiders, but husband hates them. I remind him that they eat mosquitos.
Your house reminds me so much of the farm where I grew up in Germany.
Weird.
Here is the front view to show the shape of the roof:

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Side view, to show it's L-shape:

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[PurpleLama]

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_cNviZyzb7SE/Roo_LttBzWI/AAAAAAAAAAU/vKWs2hwyJsI/s320/CropCircle2.jpg

[Samsara]

I love all my spiders, but husband hates them. I remind him that they eat mosquitos.
Your house reminds me so much of the farm where I grew up in Germany.
Weird.
Here is the front view to show the shape of the roof:

16651

Side view, to show it's L-shape:

16652

Sorry Ulli, it is not my house. It's the Centre where we created the Garden. My home is much smaller and so is my garden. Loved the pictures of the farm though.

P.S. I love you too.

[ViralSpiral]

The thing about it, is that it is a paradox. The creation of and the existence of the 16 ton block and it being at the bottom of an ocean beneath that block, is an illusion.



Yes, I recognise the delusion, and have a loooong way to go before replacing the block with a "no thing".
And I do know of this thing called meditation. I make and take time for vigilance.
The first few years when I arrived in Germany, I attended a yearly silent retreat for 7 days. Those who know me found this notion of me not speaking for 7 days absurd.

In that space I was well able to dust the shelves. It was also easier to revisit that emptiness in the days/months following.
It has been too long....... (away from home)

What/who drives me? Enneagram social 8. Aquarian. Sun in Aquarius. Moon in Gemini. Scorpio ascendant.....:tongue1:





p.s. stop editing your posts, trying to catch up ;)
p.p.s. could you perhaps pay my rent for a coupla months so I can walk into a forest? thank you please :biggrin1:
p.p.p.s. deep gratitude (ego, body & soul) for your patience and service.
p.p.p.p.s Ulli, I love you too!

[Carmody]

concerning my last post consider all of it, as a sum total.

And ..then..understand that the psychic sensitivity and the multidimensional access is in EVERYONE and they sense you, you sense them..and they hold this state and impress it upon you, and you impress it upon them.


And as you try and escape the matrix of that sum total making of existence..as created and 'being'... by all those life forces...the formation of reality in time, will work against you, or for you, depending on how you work at it, how you come at it, at the deepest levels. If you integrate with them, they will naturally impress themselves upon you, within you, the paths will intertwine.

Their mass is too big to change. (for an individual, an unrealized one)

You only have capacity to change the self, in the direct sense. Recall, the force is as big as your life force itself, it is that life force, and recall that it resists your touching of that which is inside of you. You can only calm your own savage beast, and then... work from there.

Thus to still the self, in isolation, first, for the self, to be free, once and for all. Fixing the world starts on the inside and with the self. Just like you always knew.

4V2H_qg01xY

[ViralSpiral]

And ..then..understand that the psychic sensitivity and the multidimensional access is in EVERYONE and they sense you, you sense them..and they hold this state and impress it upon you, and you impress it upon them.






and she's off......



http://www.sherv.net/cm/emo/sad/crying-into-tissue.gif



xaNAbERNNRo


"I am a pilgrim, the road so long"

Going to visit Lourdes now

[ulli]

concerning my last post consider all of it, as a sum total.

And ..then..understand that the psychic sensitivity and the multidimensional access is in EVERYONE and they sense you, you sense them..and they hold this state and impress it upon you, and you impress it upon them.


And as you try and escape the matrix of that sum total making of existence..as created and 'being'... by all those life forces...the formation of reality in time, will work against you, or for you, depending on how you work at it, how you come at it, at the deepest levels. If you integrate with them, they will naturally impress themselves upon you, within you, the paths will intertwine.

Their mass is too big to change. (for an individual, an unrealized one)

You only have capacity to change the self, in the direct sense. Recall, the force is as big as your life force itself, it is that life force, and recall that it resits your touching of that which is inside of you. You can only calm your own savage beast, and then... work from there.

Thus to still the self, in isolation, first, for the self, to be free, once and for all. Fixing the world starts on the inside and with the self. Just like you always knew.

4V2H_qg01xY

I was in Barbados when you first posted this tune...strong impact then and again, now. Trying to shrug it off even as I'm listening....
Feeling it's impact is contradicting to what I was just going to write to ViralSpiral about not needing any props to get to meditative states, since all props only are reminders of their own impermanence. Which in turn can cause the mind to continue in it's demands to be given more stuff to chew on.
Thus even when being inside the most glorious forest the mind might be wailing that 'soon soon all this will come to an end'...
which is another one of those mind lies.
Needy little fella, the mind...

[WhiteFeather]

As for pineal gland activation, I've mentioned using the atomidine, and of all the things I've tried over the years, this is the one thing I will never put back down. One of the number one things about the detoxified iodine aka atomidine is it fully supports glandular function, especially of the endocrine, or ductless glands, of which the pineal is one. The glands work in sequence together, and the energy that reaches the top starts at the bottom. A fully decalcified pineal will do no good if none of the other glands are also working properly.

I've also taken the fermented skate liver oil, that contains Dr. Peterson's activator x, or whatever they call it, so I can't say that's not a contributing factor, as well. I will say my stepfather was lined up to have hip replacement surgery, but in the last check up the docs decided his hip wasn't so bad after all, after he'd been taking the skate for about a month or so. The skate is best taken in combination to the high vitamin butter oil, from the same source, by all accounts.

I also have been spiking my bottled spring water with the celtic sea salt, and this also seems to be a significant factor, and it's delicious (thanks for the idea, zebra). The salt seems to be enhancing/balancing the conductivity of the body's energy system.

We've been phasing meat more and more out of our diet, which is good, I think. Last nights dreams ended with a short scene in a restaurant, and I chose a piece of fried chicken breast, and I was shocked when I was shown that this small chunk of fried meat was going to cost me twenty eight dollars and some change. I questioned the price and the black woman running the place assured me the price was correct, and then said mostly old people eat that stuff, as an aside. The message being the high cost of eating meat. It was the first meat we'd eaten in several days, last night, and it was indeed chicken.

If anybody has any good ideas on what to do with kelp powder, I'm all ears, as the higher ups have also insisted on that becoming part of our diet as well, so I have a few pounds coming. I've yet to research what to do with it, which I will also do.

For anti inflammatory properties, I must sing again the praises of alka thyme, from heritage. I seriously underplayed the severity of the burns I received last sunday, that were mostly healed within just a few hours, by using first the atomidine, then the alka thyme. The burns were easily third degree, as I was indicating by comparing them to the sparkler bomb incident.

I can see how a pristine, living water system, a natural clear stream or brook, could have remarkable healing properties. Makes perfect sense, to me.

From the material gleaned from Jay Weidner, and the Book of Aquarius, it seems the preferred method of distillation would be slow, involving very low heat, non conductive materials, and no electric elements, for the preserving of the life force that rises from the water. Dew collection would be quite preferrable to distilling municipal water sources, as well.

Funny, astrid actually made an appearance in my dream last night, a group of us were having a discussion in my mom's living room, and she was seated closest to me. I liken this to an energetic contact that was made a while back, that I would discuss perhaps through PM.

Since you are taking atomidine, your iodine needs will be met and this need is one of the primary reasons to use kelp. That said, kelp has many minerals/nutrients as most sea vegetable do. Another thing often missed is the fact that things like kelp are almost pure protein per weight. The small amount, per weight, we consume makes this fact somewhat ignorable in the bigger scheme. As for use, sprinkling on foods or in soups.stews is one way, but the inescapable 'taste of the sea' will be evident and not necessarily a gustatory plus. So, if you already have powder consider buying a package of empty capsules and filling them with the powder to ingest all the kelp you want without the unique flavor.

With your iodine intake your could skip the kelp, IMO. You will be able to source your other minerals and vitamins from a healthy diet rich in green leafies.

Thanks for this wealth of info on 3rd eye decalcificationing. I since have been utilizing Green Pasteurs Skatefish oil as recommended by some members here including Bill Ryan. I have come to understand in the past few months that Black Shilajit may possibly be considered in aiding to help open the 3rd eye as well. Has anyone on this topic ventured with this mineral. Im going to purchase soon. Keep me posted. Great Info on The Pineal Gland Here. Wanishi.

[1inMany]

Good Morning :)

This morning I committed to writing one of my awakening experiences. I want to share it in hopes of hearing I am not the only one having a "rude awakening" lol. I was going to post it, but I can't decide where. Any suggestions?

Much Love,

[ViralSpiral]

lol, true dat Ulli

HOWEVA...... sometimes my monkey-mind needs help. When the clutter is large, mantras prop me. Or triolas :)


http://www.jameswarwick.co.uk/resources/listimg/gallery/Kanha_2007/41-LANGUR-MONKEY-FOREST@body.jpg

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Good Morning :)

This morning I committed to writing one of my awakening experiences. I want to share it in hopes of hearing I am not the only one having a "rude awakening" lol. I was going to post it, but I can't decide where. Any suggestions?

Much Love,


Here and now?

[1inMany]

lol, true dat Ulli

HOWEVA...... sometimes my monkey-mind needs help. When the clutter is large, mantras prop me. Or triolas :)


http://www.jameswarwick.co.uk/resources/listimg/gallery/Kanha_2007/41-LANGUR-MONKEY-FOREST@body.jpg

¤=[Post Update]=¤


Good Morning :)

This morning I committed to writing one of my awakening experiences. I want to share it in hopes of hearing I am not the only one having a "rude awakening" lol. I was going to post it, but I can't decide where. Any suggestions?

Much Love,


Here and now?

Hmmm. Well, I could I suppose. Lord knows I sure post everything else here lmao. I don't want to disturb the wonderful vibes in here, and I'm afraid it's kinda long........

[PurpleLama]

http://www.lucypringle.co.uk/photos/2004/uk2004ch.jpg

[ViralSpiral]

Hmmm. Well, I could I suppose. Lord knows I sure post everything else here lmao. I don't want to disturb the wonderful vibes in here, and I'm afraid it's kinda long........


Apparently....... there is no block! ;)

[Carmody]

4V2H_qg01xY

I was in Barbados when you first posted this tune...strong impact then and again, now. Trying to shrug it off even as I'm listening....
Feeling it's impact is contradicting to what I was just going to write to ViralSpiral about not needing any props to get to meditative states, since all props only are reminders of their own impermanence. Which in turn can cause the mind to continue in it's demands to be given more stuff to chew on.
Thus even when being inside the most glorious forest the mind might be wailing that 'soon soon all this will come to an end'...
which is another one of those mind lies.
Needy little fella, the mind...

i use such things as self hypnotic triggers, to begin the process of stilling the inner voice. In the same way that a hypnotist will establish a system of taking a person 'down', then one can slip into the correct state easier, faster, more often.

In the same way that a tune that might have been playing on the radio in a car, in a moment of shared joy, just before the crash that damaged the body and killed the other..in the same way that tune horrifies and brings the moment back..

...one can use such triggers, triggers into the doorway that can be built into the self as an established path, to get down to the the work of fixing and opening the self.

When I was working with the path of one who helps people leave this place cleanly, I used a series of specific triggers to bring that state to the fore.

this is one of them (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S1J6TFHCevg)(and most of the film, as a spin down self hypnotic)

[Carmody]

http://www.lucypringle.co.uk/photos/2004/uk2004ch.jpg

Is that a new crop circle?

[PurpleLama]

For the skate to fully operate, one must also be consuming the high vitamin butter oil. Unless one has fresh raw milk as a regular part of the diet, that is.


As for pineal gland activation, I've mentioned using the atomidine, and of all the things I've tried over the years, this is the one thing I will never put back down. One of the number one things about the detoxified iodine aka atomidine is it fully supports glandular function, especially of the endocrine, or ductless glands, of which the pineal is one. The glands work in sequence together, and the energy that reaches the top starts at the bottom. A fully decalcified pineal will do no good if none of the other glands are also working properly.

I've also taken the fermented skate liver oil, that contains Dr. Peterson's activator x, or whatever they call it, so I can't say that's not a contributing factor, as well. I will say my stepfather was lined up to have hip replacement surgery, but in the last check up the docs decided his hip wasn't so bad after all, after he'd been taking the skate for about a month or so. The skate is best taken in combination to the high vitamin butter oil, from the same source, by all accounts.

I also have been spiking my bottled spring water with the celtic sea salt, and this also seems to be a significant factor, and it's delicious (thanks for the idea, zebra). The salt seems to be enhancing/balancing the conductivity of the body's energy system.

We've been phasing meat more and more out of our diet, which is good, I think. Last nights dreams ended with a short scene in a restaurant, and I chose a piece of fried chicken breast, and I was shocked when I was shown that this small chunk of fried meat was going to cost me twenty eight dollars and some change. I questioned the price and the black woman running the place assured me the price was correct, and then said mostly old people eat that stuff, as an aside. The message being the high cost of eating meat. It was the first meat we'd eaten in several days, last night, and it was indeed chicken.

If anybody has any good ideas on what to do with kelp powder, I'm all ears, as the higher ups have also insisted on that becoming part of our diet as well, so I have a few pounds coming. I've yet to research what to do with it, which I will also do.

For anti inflammatory properties, I must sing again the praises of alka thyme, from heritage. I seriously underplayed the severity of the burns I received last sunday, that were mostly healed within just a few hours, by using first the atomidine, then the alka thyme. The burns were easily third degree, as I was indicating by comparing them to the sparkler bomb incident.

I can see how a pristine, living water system, a natural clear stream or brook, could have remarkable healing properties. Makes perfect sense, to me.

From the material gleaned from Jay Weidner, and the Book of Aquarius, it seems the preferred method of distillation would be slow, involving very low heat, non conductive materials, and no electric elements, for the preserving of the life force that rises from the water. Dew collection would be quite preferrable to distilling municipal water sources, as well.

Funny, astrid actually made an appearance in my dream last night, a group of us were having a discussion in my mom's living room, and she was seated closest to me. I liken this to an energetic contact that was made a while back, that I would discuss perhaps through PM.

Since you are taking atomidine, your iodine needs will be met and this need is one of the primary reasons to use kelp. That said, kelp has many minerals/nutrients as most sea vegetable do. Another thing often missed is the fact that things like kelp are almost pure protein per weight. The small amount, per weight, we consume makes this fact somewhat ignorable in the bigger scheme. As for use, sprinkling on foods or in soups.stews is one way, but the inescapable 'taste of the sea' will be evident and not necessarily a gustatory plus. So, if you already have powder consider buying a package of empty capsules and filling them with the powder to ingest all the kelp you want without the unique flavor.

With your iodine intake your could skip the kelp, IMO. You will be able to source your other minerals and vitamins from a healthy diet rich in green leafies.

Thanks for this wealth of info on 3rd eye decalcificationing. I since have been utilizing Green Pasteurs Skatefish oil as recommended by some members here including Bill Ryan. I have come to understand in the past few months that Black Shilajit may possibly be considered in aiding to help open the 3rd eye as well. Has anyone on this topic ventured with this mineral. Im going to purchase soon. Keep me posted. Great Info on The Pineal Gland Here. Wanishi.

[1inMany]

Okey dokey, here's the deal (haha). If this is too long or if anybody feels it would be more appropriate elsewhere, I'm absolutely happy to delete and start it.....um...somewhere else. But, you'll have to give me suggestions :)

I used to live in the world of five senses. My “reality” consisted of anything experienced through those. If that was “asleep,” then my dreams were my reality…vivid, disturbing, elating…turbulent. I could not have sought a new or different reality, as I did not know one existed. It has sought me.

Waking up from that reality has been one of the most difficult, confusing, and traumatic experiences I have ever had. The very foundation on which I was firmly planted has been not only shaken but violently cracked and demolished by the jackhammer aha! moments.

I lived my first 40 years believing to the depths of my soul that there was good in everyone. I always looked for it, always found it, so I always believed it. This belief was the first piece of foundation to crack. In that moment of realization, I lost my footing and became painfully aware that there were very few people like me, people in the world who still protect and defend and care for those who are not able to do so for themselves.

I felt alone, isolated, and called my only friend in the world sobbing at the thought that I was a freak. She assured me, of course, that there are other people in the world like us but they have become fewer and farther between. I was not the freak for fighting for what I believed in, for fighting for the rights of my children. I was beaten down and tired.

Within months of this phone call, this friend, who was the Principal at a charter school 45 minutes from my home, had recruited me to fill a vacant position for her. I decided to give it a go, thrilled to have her respect and support.

As a special education teacher, I found a special niche with kids from 10-21 years old who had been thrown away. I had my friend’s full support in reaching out to these kids and saw life changing results.

With the school’s Principal (my friend) behind me, I found myself fighting my school district over money-making changes they wanted to implement in the treatment of my students, and as a mother I found myself fighting their retaliation on my birth children. It was as if I opened my eyes one day and found myself in a situation I had not chosen, not as a victim but as a warrior. I had the distinct feeling I was being protected (though illnesses and deaths were occurring in the families on the perimeter), but I could not understand why I was in this role. I was just me, certainly ill-prepared for any kind of battle.

One day in court, I looked at the opposing party’s table in front of the judge, about 20 feet away. There were three people at the table and two people sitting in chairs behind the table but in front of the railing that separated the spectators. I was sitting alone, my attorney was standing at the podium speaking to the judge across the room. At some point, a chord must have been struck, and the two people previously seated literally jumped up and joined the other three people at the table, all standing by this time as well. They, the five of them, appeared to be clawing at each other trying to each one have the loudest voice so the judge would listen…”No, me! No, me! No, listen to me!”

I looked at this pathetic sight, I won’t lie I was scared to death, and saw what I will call a bleed-through for lack of a better word. At the same time and in the same space as these five greedy and power-hungry people were fighting for the judge’s attention, I saw five jackals. It was like seeing a hologram that was shorting out, both a person and a jackal existing at the same moment in the same space. That jackhammer almost scared me to death. I was not scared of the people. I was not scared by the jackals. I became painfully aware that I was fighting something much bigger and more powerful than I could have realized, and that scared me.

When I finally got the nerve up, I told my friend and my husband what I saw that day in court. To my astonishment, neither doubted what I relayed to them. In fact, they both shared with me some experiences they had, starting with the day I started work at the school and escalating as the battle gained momentum. Shadow people, great beings of light, orbs, presences…all sorts of things the likes of which I don’t think I had even heard of at that time.

So goes my journey. Aha! Boom! Aha! Boom!

People choose different methods of gaining knowledge. Some choose meditation and strongly urge everyone else to use the same method since it has held true for them. Some choose astrology, maybe the movement of the stars and planets explain or clarify or bring insight. Some people choose to study UFOs and/or beings from other planets, times, dimensions, vibrations. Others choose to study ancient civilizations and their enduring prophecies. There is also the study of mythological beings and/or stories, and the study of sacred geometry and symbols.

I’ve decided only one thing. Maybe the veil is not one big “curtain.” Maybe each person’s veil is as unique as they are. Wouldn’t that explain the different truths?

I’m sharing this in hopes that others have had less-than-subtle moments of awakening. There are many, many people who are confident in where they are, sure of what is happening, excited at the coming changes…these people “know.” Surely, surely, I am not the only one that isn’t sure and certain? I’m hoping against hope that there are other people who can reassure me there is light at the end of this tunnel, that it’s not totally abnormal to have chosen, somewhere in the planning of this life, to be rudely awakened rather than sweetly and lovingly brought around.

Thank you for reading this, and taking time to share if you feel compelled.

All my Love,

Jinjer

[PurpleLama]

The crop circle spider is at least a few years old, I followed to the source and it was a forum post somewhere from 2010, so it's at least that old.

[ulli]

Good Morning :)

This morning I committed to writing one of my awakening experiences. I want to share it in hopes of hearing I am not the only one having a "rude awakening" lol. I was going to post it, but I can't decide where. Any suggestions?

Much Love,

Where?
Right here, of course.
When?
Right now, of course.
Duh!


P.S. Oops....I just saw it...you did it.
Good girl...

[Carmody]

Yes, each path is different. with the ego intact, it will tell you, or you will be compelled to go down the given path you need to go down, in order to get done the things you need to get done..according to the way you have decided to incarnate and learn lessons.

Which is dictated by the the prior incarnations that one has chosen and lived through..and so has added to their record of experience and being.

The doorway of the shortcut always exists, if one should realize it and decide to take it.

And that is the doorway that meditation presents. If one has had enough of the varied incarnations and meandering path... and feels that they can take it on, successfully, or in whatever capacity they decide to try -at.

It is never enforced, that would be unworkable...but it's availability is announced as existing.

For example, the path of astrology, potently so... is tied to the unrealized state.

In the so called 'enlightened' state, one can begin to step away form the astrological path, to some degree.

[Eram]

Good Morning :)

This morning I committed to writing one of my awakening experiences. I want to share it in hopes of hearing I am not the only one having a "rude awakening" lol. I was going to post it, but I can't decide where. Any suggestions?

Much Love,

You could post it in the Spirituality section imo.

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never mind!