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Ernie Nemeth
5th June 2012, 22:39
Ulli, for me, it is this thread that has taught me so much about dealing with emotional upheaval.
Although I still believe that telling it like it is, in whatever way it comes out, is educational to others. And since I'm a bag of emotions, at times, it seemed right for me to vent.
But what I have learnt is that, I'm just too powerful for such displays, and I tend to upset others too much so that the educational part is over-shadowed. Not that I think I am powerful as compared to those here and now, on this thread. But at home, in my little world, my being upset and letting it out causes those around me to feel out of sorts - to put it mildly.
It is a responsibility issue, I feel, one that comes with maturity and the honest and sincere searching for truth. Not to mention open-mindedness and the ability to admit that maybe I don't have all the answers, as once I thought I did.
What do I do these days differently? Not much, really. I listen to my rant in private and try and stay out of the whirlwind it creates - stay centered as an observer. Then, when the rant looses steam, I correct my thinking with whatever particular truth of the moment might seem appropriate. A bit of deep breathing, a candle or two, some yoga or stretching, and then some music. BUt most of all just allowing - allow, allow, allow. Staying with it seems to disapate the turmoil. That was taught to me by Starsha. And it works great.
Lately, I reach for my staff. I love the feel of the wood, it soothes me (pictures on my profile page).
I also believe that my seeming ability to handle emotions a bit better has a great deal to do with help I am recieving from anonymous sources (some not so anonymous) both here at Avalon and from the etheric realms.
Thanks so much for starting this thread. And thanks to all who participate in making this the greatest place, IMO, on Avalon.
hugs
ViralSpiral
5th June 2012, 22:51
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16739&d=1338935245
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!.........
In
http://user.pix.epodunk.com/NY/Vettebound_10650.jpg
Great pic!
And Meere-das. Beaaaautiful xx
@ Waky - tks for sharing. "Soul" recognition...
meeradas
5th June 2012, 23:06
ah, and, as promised, a snapshot of one of my [three] neighbors - they're falcons (not hawks, as i said initially)
[sparing you the sight of the mountainous 'manure' they produced on the balcony of the appt. next to mine]
eaglespirit
5th June 2012, 23:16
OK Here and Nowers...asking for suggestions, advice, personal experience please.
My oldest Daughter has Hashimoto's Disease (hypothyroidism) and it is coming on strong with Her lately...in this disease the immune system attacks/degenerates the thyroid.
We will be getting some MMS and I have taken note of Onawah's "aloe vera" gel drink in prior post, thank you.
Thank You beforehand to anyone that is familiar with this and has knowledge to offer : )
I am looking at natural remedies online also.
Guest
5th June 2012, 23:19
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16739&d=1338935245
Another priceless picture.
And i do the same PL.
Love
Nora
Guest
5th June 2012, 23:38
Sorry about your daughter eaglespirit
I don't know anything about hypothyroidism.
Here is a link to the health benefits of raw organic coconut oil.
Visit the website of Coconut Research Center to get a list of the scientific literature on coconut oil
http://www.organicfacts.net/organic-...conut-oil.html
Love
Nora
Hi eaglespirit,
I feel a little hesitation to give advice, for here in PA are so many wonderful people with vast amount of knowledge in the health department, but there is one option that I would like to offer.
Homeopathy with the potentialized (don't know if this is written correctly) remedies can do wonders if the right remedy is chosen.
My father is one and I've seen some wonders happening while watching his practice.
Ofcourse there is much to gain in a healthy organic diet also. specialised for Hashimoto's Disease.
love and healing!
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ps: I don't know why, but I feel very connected to all the people in this thread tonight... What people, what a place, what a sharing!
Ulli, for me, it is this thread that has taught me so much about dealing with emotional upheaval.
Although I still believe that telling it like it is, in whatever way it comes out, is educational to others. And since I'm a bag of emotions, at times, it seemed right for me to vent.
But what I have learnt is that, I'm just too powerful for such displays, and I tend to upset others too much so that the educational part is over-shadowed. Not that I think I am powerful as compared to those here and now, on this thread. But at home, in my little world, my being upset and letting it out causes those around me to feel out of sorts - to put it mildly.
It is a responsibility issue, I feel, one that comes with maturity and the honest and sincere searching for truth. Not to mention open-mindedness and the ability to admit that maybe I don't have all the answers, as once I thought I did.
What do I do these days differently? Not much, really. I listen to my rant in private and try and stay out of the whirlwind it creates - stay centered as an observer. Then, when the rant looses steam, I correct my thinking with whatever particular truth of the moment might seem appropriate. A bit of deep breathing, a candle or two, some yoga or stretching, and then some music. BUt most of all just allowing - allow, allow, allow. Staying with it seems to disapate the turmoil. That was taught to me by Starsha. And it works great.
Lately, I reach for my staff. I love the feel of the wood, it soothes me (pictures on my profile page).
I also believe that my seeming ability to handle emotions a bit better has a great deal to do with help I am recieving from anonymous sources (some not so anonymous) both here at Avalon and from the etheric realms.
Thanks so much for starting this thread. And thanks to all who participate in making this the greatest place, IMO, on Avalon.
hugs
Thanks Ernie. Glad to be of service. Just keep passing on the torch....
Compassion is the name of your game, and when rant time comes
just go into a quiet corner and smash an old plate.
Then later on you can do your rant, if it still wants to come out.
Does wonders for family life.
Ok, since so many of us are here right now let's form a circle around PLs fire altar and honor the great Here and Now, and all that creeps and crawls and wiggles within it.
May the shy ones become confident, may the poor become prosperous and may all the sick be healed.
Here & Now!
P.S. just now they are showing pictures of the big white round sun and the tiny speck of Venus passing in front of it.
Venus-sun conjunctions are good, but Venus-sun eclipses are even better.
All is well.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 00:32
Life is such a mystery.
Not everything has a solution but nearly everything has an answer when seen retrospectively.
May Mazie's suffering indeed provide healing for others, if that is her wish.
I've asked her to review her contract. :-)
God, that's Pure Love of a different kind, Bob. No question why you and Mazie are in partnership. Beautiful, both of you!
benevolentcrow
6th June 2012, 00:45
Ok, since so many of us are here right now let's form a circle around PLs fire altar and honor the great Here and Now, and all that creeps and crawls and wiggles within it.
May the shy ones become confident, may the poor become prosperous and may all the sick be healed.
Here & Now!
P.S. just now they are showing pictures of the big white round sun and the tiny speck of Venus passing in front of it.
Venus-sun conjunctions are good, but Venus-sun eclipses are even better.
All is well.
Love your thoughts Ulli! Great stuff on the Hear and Now!
benevolentcrow
6th June 2012, 00:50
If only...
If only...
...so good I had to pin it right away...keep 'em coming, BC
Carmody
6th June 2012, 00:57
hello Bob...about Mazie's knree....
Husband says there is a longterm treatment that supposedly can rebuild the cartalage in the knee, called Glucosamine. It takes between three months and a year. It can even be found over the counter.
Also pawpaw helps with that, he says, one needs to eat lots of it.
Thanks for your kind intent, Sister!
LIke I said, we've tried everything. She took GLucosamine, combined with Condroitin Sulfate and MSM for quite a long time, to no effect. We did have some minor success at inflamation reduction with Tumeric Extract combined with BioPerine, but it was fleeting. We're going to have a brace fashioned, so as to get through this period when she also needs another gastrointestinal surgery. However, knee replacement is inevitable. She's had both hips replaced many times -- that is, they were replaced, but developed infections (including Stevens-Johnsons Syndrome, which your husband will tell you is nearly always fatal). She cannot tolerate most antibiotics. She's spent months on end confined to bed without hips, recovering from those infections. The amazing part is, during those times of confinement, she underwent the most stunning spiritual transformations. From what she has shared with me regarding those times before we met, I'm utterly humbled.
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On another alleyway of Project Avalon Rocky_Shorz is putting everyone straight about a major misunderstanding...
a guy being "attacked" in the "channel wars"...
so I was reading the threads in question from the perspective of someone
who had found themselves on PA with a totally different agenda than was offered here,
he thought he had joined a hacker group...and everyone was speaking to him in code...like 9eagle9 saying we are all fairy unicorn incarnates...hahahaha....
and I must say this so far has been the most amusing read in the 20 months I have been on the forum.
This should be picked up by a stand-up comedian....
still not quite sure if I'm reading this correctly...
Mr. Bean, anyone??
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 01:27
Ok, I feel ok again.
I'm getting better at returning to equilibrium.
I would love to have every Villager share their own little secret of what they do to get back to balance when they feel upset...
How Do I Handle Emotions? There are levels of intensity.
I know I have this tool if ever I need it. It’s a rare gift I’ve earned:
I sit right in the crap emotions while having a think-talk about how I survived the loss of my son. I remind myself how courageous I was to step right into the center of rage, screams, and puke, and pray and beg for my own death. But damn it, every time the silent peace whispers an inner knowing - not today.
And if I am totally honest, I still have moments of not wanting to continue. There’s a voice that’s says, you’ve done all you need to do. You’ve touch souls, and have been touched by souls. So I end with the question of, “Why am I here?” before I drop into complete silence. And then my dog, Wolfie, reminds me that he has to pee. He continues, “By the way Mommy, didn’t you promise me a walk?”
For the little garbage emotions or when I’m cranky and impatient:
That’s when I call on my friends Ben & Jerry and pop in a DVD movie
Or fall asleep
Or walk in the state forest not far from where I live
Or sometimes just sit and have a think-talk
Or visit Zappos.com
Peace and Heart,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
PS Clarification: I've never needed that first tool once all the death and dying and acceptance cycles were completed. But it serves to remind me of an inner strength that we all have. Too, I jump out of bed every morning excited for the new day. There are moments in time that I question, "What is this all about?" And that is a healthy thing for me. It keeps it real and honest.
That took me right out of my mirth to have a little cry on your behalf, WhiteCrowBlackdeer.
How you must have suffered!
I so wish I could make you two have lunch somewhere....
and he could tell you all that has happened to him since you last saw one another.
I really do....
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 02:21
That took me right out of my mirth to have a little cry on your behalf, WhiteCrowBlackdeer.
How you must have suffered!
I so wish I could make you two have lunch somewhere....
and he could tell you all that has happened to him since you last saw one another.
I really do....
Thank you, Ulli. I'd love to share what I wrote about that period. I've share on the forum and took it down. I worry that people might think it's about sympathy. It's to demonstrate that everyone can go to hell and come back even stronger.
The Day Feathers Appeared and Disappeared
Objective: To remind that we are all made of true grit, a higher power and a higher purpose
Huge Presence in the Back Seat of My Car
A couple of weeks before Christmas, I was doing Tai Chi in my classroom before the students came into school when I got a flash that something big was about to happen. The feeling was that this was either one of great joy or great sadness. I instinctively knew that: it was huge, I had no control over it and I had to accept it. Then, a voice from somewhere in my head said, "We are never given more than we can handle."
I covered up my fear with a cocky attitude of “Bring it on!”. And that was that. That is until after school, I was on my way to the bookstore when I felt an inescapable doom and panic. Then, I was aware of a huge presence in the back seat of my car. I checked the rear view mirror and saw nothing. But right then I had another flash of Michael, my son. It was too painful, so, I blocked it out. When I returned home, I told a dear friend where my personal papers were because I thought something was going to happen to me. I told him that I felt like it was my time to die.
A couple of days later, I got a call to go over to my ex-husband's home. On the drive over, I found myself making all kinds of deals with God. I saw it in his Dad's eyes. He explained that Michael was found in his car deep in the woods by hunters. Suicide. My son was holding a picture of his Dad, himself, and me. A note read, "Sorry everybody. But, I've gotta go." We hadn't been a family since he was three. I sit here now, and recall it was one of Michael’s good friends and roommate that passed along about the note and photo. I don’t know for sure if it was really true or not. But, I find comfort in that account.
Michael's Visit
The night before his burial, I wanted to be buried together. The thought of never seeing him again twisted and squeezed at my heart. In the past, any challenges that came up, I seemed to draw on the fact that if not for myself, then for Michael. Call it being a role model or problem solver, but always to demonstrate that there's always a solution to a problem. But this time...there was no answer to this.
I'll fast forward from the bed pillow that muffled my sobs and screams to the blanket of calm filled me in an instant. And whole bedroom filled with a beautiful, beau-ti-ful blue that could never be replicated in this world. And then Michael showed me an infinity symbol with a gentle reminder that I had to stay.
“This was the plan. Remember the plan,” he said. And that, “Sometimes I'm the teacher, and you’re the student. And sometimes, you’re the teacher and I am the student.”
My bedroom was filled with boxes of books and I couldn’t say why I was tearing through them. Until one book revealed itself. It was “Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah," by Richard Bach. Every page I opened to, it was as though Michael was speaking to me. I’d ask a question, and the perfect answer came through a sentence on a page.
Feather Message
Then, I was directed two floors down to my office. I pulled open my computer shelf and there smack in the middle was a feather. I had been collecting them for a couple of months not knowing why. On the cover of the “Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah," there was a feather. And it was an important turning point in the story of a teacher that had died but floated a feather onto to his forlorn student.
I placed it in my power bag. I was so afraid of loosing it that I also put it into a plastic baseball envelop that I cut down and taped the outside edge to preserve this precious gift. It brought me strength and assurance that Michael was close by. A couple of days later, I discovered that my feather gift was gone. Oddly, I knew it served it's purpose. And it was okay. Loss of stuff had taken on a whole new meaning.
A Long Winter
By February, waves of panic were coming like labor pains - quicker and unpredictable. I wanted out. I was tired of showing Michael that you just don’t quit. I went outside and screamed at the top of my lungs hoping for my heart to give out or to pop a blood vessel - something - anything - just get me out of here. (I lived deep in the woods. Lots of privacy.) I collapsed on the ground from exhaustion and failure. I decided to go through the pain or become consumed by it. Uncensored. Whatever came up, I became “that”. Nothing to loose and maybe my body would give out. I don't know how long it was before I reached a place of such silence, what I know now to be the “State of Peace”. Another gift from Michael. And when I got up, at first, I thought they there were snowflakes, but they were tiny, white feathers everywhere, all around me. I started collecting them, and then they were gone. (And I wasn't crazy. They were there and then they weren't.)
White Blue Jay
By April, I was like two people. Teacher at school and at home hiding under the covers. I stopped showing Michael that you don't give up. And I no longer looked to him for moments of peace. In those first few days after Michael’s death, I had a dialogue going on with myself. Things like the simple act of brushing my teeth, I instructed myself, “Put the toothpaste on the toothbrush. Put the toothbrush in your mouth. Brush. Brush. Spit...” Those “now moments“ took on a whole new meaning. Making it to the next now moment was both painful and a relief.
I had only taken three or four days off when Michael died. But by the first day of April vacation, my heart was in constant pain; both on a physical and emotional level. I had stopped looking out the window when a car drove by to see if it was Michael. I asked God or the Universe or anyone that would listen for a sign that things were going to turn around. Well, I got two. A blue jay flew down by my office window that was only about a foot or two from ground level. At first, I wasn’t sure and as if reading my mind, she hopped a quarter of a turn, so I could get a better look.
If you know anything about blue jays, they are extremely skittish. I wasn’t sure if she spotted me and I knew I had but a few seconds to check her out. This blue jay had reverse color markings: completely white, and she had purple feathers rather than the blue where typically the white markings would go. And just when I began to doubt her, another blue jay flew right down beside her and let out a big squawk as if to say, “Now, do you believe?”
Then, a second sign a few hours later. I was on the main floor of the house when I was directed to look out the window. And there was a 100% white squirrel scurrying across a branch.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 02:52
I'm experiencing an awkward moment and holding my breath and reminding myself to breath. Was that too much to share? I may have used up my share chips. Awkward...
I'm remembering how the teachers at school wouldn't look at me as if I had some sort of disease that they'd catch. Then I realized they didn't know how or what to say. One time I was walking down an empty corridor just days after this whole thing and another teacher came around the corner walking in my direction. He kept looking at the empty walls and floor. He seems relieved when I said hello. Truth be told I would rather be me in that corridor than he. It was awkward.
Okay, I'm rambling... You probably can guess why. I'm signing off, but have to report, there's no need for Ben & Jerry's this evening. Night, night... :wave:
And I'm leaving you with this heart and a huge thanks.
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
I'm experiencing an awkward moment and holding my breath and reminding myself to breath. Was that too much to share? I may have used up my share chips. Awkward...
I'm remembering how the teachers at school wouldn't look at me as if I had some sort of disease that they'd catch. Then I realized they didn't know how or what to say. One time I was walking down an empty corridor just days after this whole thing and another teach came around the corner walking in my direction. He kept looking at the empty walls and floor. He seems relieved why I said hello. Truth be told I would rather be me in that corridor than he. It was awkward.
Okay, I'm rambling... You probably can guess why. I'm signing off, but have to report, there's no need for Ben & Jerry's this evening. Night, night... :wave:
And I'm leaving you with this heart and a huge thanks.
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
I wish you'd share more.
I have only one son. He is now 33.
He has a heart condition and we are always worried about him.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 03:22
I wish you'd share more.
I have only one son. He is now 33.
He has a heart condition and we are always worried about him.
When people ask if I have any children and they we get past that part of the conversation, they all share their fears about their kids. I'm finding that my story is not unique. Or that there are parents that struggle with that age old, "Parents aren't suppose to bury their kids." Fears about car accidents, drugs, drinking. God, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
I shared about Michael in hopes that it will help someone else see how strong we really are. There's a hidden strength that doesn't only need to surface when horrific things happen. It's there. It really is. And no one can help you find it.
The biggest thing I'd say is to allow feelings and emotions a chance to air. Let them sit right there in the front seat. That way they don't overpower, but gently point the way. They are important tools for our awakening. Okay, now I'm sounding preachy. And I know you all know this stuff.
What I really wanted to say was something profound to you, Ulli and for your son. But it seems like I'm that teacher at the end of the hallway looking at the walls and floor. (Yellow walls, scuffed up checkered floor.) I'm a little raw right now. But I'm right by your side, in full support. And there's tomorrow.
Hearts,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
modwiz
6th June 2012, 03:48
OK Here and Nowers...asking for suggestions, advice, personal experience please.
My oldest Daughter has Hashimoto's Disease (hypothyroidism) and it is coming on strong with Her lately...in this disease the immune system attacks/degenerates the thyroid.
We will be getting some MMS and I have taken note of Onawah's "aloe vera" gel drink in prior post, thank you.
Thank You beforehand to anyone that is familiar with this and has knowledge to offer : )
I am looking at natural remedies online also.
Are you using Lugol's solution? K+I.
http://www.herbhealers.com/store/lugol-s-iodine-15-1-fl-oz-29-5-ml.html
My MD, a 70+ year old vegan believes any form of hypothyroidism is treatable with sufficient dietary Iodine.
For immune system, stimulating the thymus gland, especially making it 'smart' again involves the blue/green spectrum. Aquamarine is a specific for that. Purely vibrational, so no drug interactions need be considered.
http://shopnow.secureonlinecart.com/estore/f/products.php?product_id=1437&store_id=1155&affiliate=&sid=b9115b7ee0d6c869708ef1ff828ba254&affiliate=
I'm experiencing an awkward moment and holding my breath and reminding myself to breath. Was that too much to share? I may have used up my share chips. Awkward...
I'm remembering how the teachers at school wouldn't look at me as if I had some sort of disease that they'd catch. Then I realized they didn't know how or what to say. One time I was walking down an empty corridor just days after this whole thing and another teach came around the corner walking in my direction. He kept looking at the empty walls and floor. He seems relieved why I said hello. Truth be told I would rather be me in that corridor than he. It was awkward.
Okay, I'm rambling... You probably can guess why. I'm signing off, but have to report, there's no need for Ben & Jerry's this evening. Night, night... :wave:
And I'm leaving you with this heart and a huge thanks.
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Amazing story coming from the depths of your heart.
As a parent it is so hard ... and yet so easy ... to understand.
My story on restoration of balance is quite simple ... a big hug from my youngest son is the most amazing feeling I have ever experienced in this lifetime. Every time.
If we are not together I can visualize his face and that helps ... but nothing better than the hug. There are no other words to elaborate.
After reading your post about your son I almost hesitate even bringing it up. Between this, Bob's stories about Mazie and some other recent sharings from members it is hard to find words. Perhaps that is why I find myself using them less and less and simply posting images to convey the feelings.
To Michael ... and his student/teacher ...
:yo:
http://nboudreau.com/uploaded_images/bluejayfeather-791664.jpg
http://www.chrishirsch.com/bluejay.jpg
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GA0EqgJw_LA/TUCyg6FqgXI/AAAAAAAABdQ/w67yHU1mBjg/s1600/white%2Bsquirrel%2Bclose%2Bup.preview.JPG
ViralSpiral
6th June 2012, 04:29
Sometimes, just sometimes, I want to throw HUGE rocks at G*d and his g*ddam "plan"!!!
Stuff "you are only given what you can handle".
Stuff the rewards and 70 virgins for growing through the pain.
For teaching and being taught.
Atheism, in those moments, looks very attractive.
WCBD I am so so sorry for your loss. Now words to fill empty spaces......
Assisi 2006
http://i49.tinypic.com/25ksfeu.jpg
ViralSpiral
6th June 2012, 04:52
Before the thought police arrive and the horses hair snaps to bring down the sword of Damocles, I would like to add:
http://img242.imageshack.us/img242/221/loverockspd8.jpg
All WILL be well
so much to learn......
onawah
6th June 2012, 05:07
I've lost quite a few people to suicide, and I know how painful it can be.
At the same time, I think when people leave like that, sometimes it's the best thing for them, though often very painful for the ones they leave behind, and though of course, we are conditioned to think that suicide is always a sin and a tragedy.
In a way, I think part of the message a suicide might be giving us is that death is not such a scary thing, and maybe we need to be reminded of that sometimes, when we get too attached to who we think we are in this transitory reality/
WCBD, in this time of the Venus transit, while we are still just at the threshold of what promises to be a huge collective heart expansion, I think it is really brave of you to be a pioneer and show us how to open and be vulnerable.
Thanks for sharing.
Hi villagers...It was rainy here today in the Pacific Northwest and the Venus transit was observed briefly through the clouds and rain. There sure have been alot of astronomical events happenings this year, is this a portend? I find it amazing that the Mayans was so dialed in to events like this...
peace~
Anyone up for a little ... *eye candy*???
http://www.acelebritywallpapers.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/3D-Cartoon-Girl-Wallpaper-for-Background.jpg
http://static.wix.com/media/506fe0ef87c0e8ea74828288f9fb9041.wix_mp
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http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_CszGLTEOHP0/TTM7nDW42cI/AAAAAAAAAM8/s4WHZYWidVM/s1600/Ojo_Chispeante.jpg
http://fc05.deviantart.net/fs70/i/2010/342/f/d/___rainbow_eye____by_kizuna_chan-d34i9hv.jpg
ViralSpiral
6th June 2012, 07:06
Aye, Calz :)
Yes, fight on Arjuna! Do your best!
We’ll be down in Krishna’s Kitchen, cooking everybody lunch.
Today’s ala carte menu will be hand-lettered in a spicy calligraphy of love’s rocket-red glare, with combustible garnish: heads flaming in air.
Each crispy ash-head will eventually reincarnate as a kind of moon, orbiting its own promised world, drifting in a space we all once hoped would be the case when peace ruled every planet, and love outshone the stars.
Another Bob
One to go please.
http://www.reallyfree.org/meditation.jpg
Ernie Nemeth
6th June 2012, 07:33
This took me so long to find (hours). It came to mind when I read WCBDs sharing (the melody only, no title, artist or words). Only, I had no idea why. Now I know why. Tears come even now. I hope its taken in the right light.
LWX7rBV4Yx4
My heart goes out to you.
hugs
ViralSpiral
6th June 2012, 08:20
That was wonderful. Thanks Ernie
In the spirit of tro-lo-lo-lo-lo, I found this useless bit of naval fluff, rather amusing:
NY Times 04 June: (http://www.nytimes.com/2012/06/05/science/space/repurposed-telescope-may-explore-secrets-of-dark-energy.html?_r=1) The phone call came like a bolt out of the blue, so to speak, in January 2011. On the other end of the line was someone from the National Reconnaissance Office, which operates the nation’s fleet of spy satellites. They had some spare, unused “hardware” to get rid of. Was NASA interested?
So good of 'em to plant such great tidings.....
Amongst the many funny comments, these are my favourites:
Think they will find that they need to point the telescopes back downward as most of the dark energy is coming from DC.
"Some assembly required."
" Batteries not included."
"No user-serviceable parts inside."
"No habla ingles."
http://i47.tinypic.com/f9nuo3.jpg
eaglespirit
6th June 2012, 09:49
Thank You so much Modwiz and Marianne and Nora and Wakytweaky and All You Loving Here and Nowers : )
Tara is a Strong and Loving Soul...and will balance this.
I am back on the Cape working and at Her Home right on time : )
....
and WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Our Sons are doing Wonders on the Other Side : ) Thank You for sharing!
Thank You so much Modwiz and Marianne and Nora and Wakytweaky and All You Loving Here and Nowers : )
Tara is a Strong and Loving Soul...and will balance this.
I am back on the Cape working and at Her Home right on time : )
....
and WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Our Sons are doing Wonders on the Other Side : ) Thank You for sharing!
Your sons are doing wonders on this side, too, as they are in you and coming through you.
Loud and clear.
A cousin's husband appeared in a dream I had an hour ago...he passed away in January of 2011. In the dream they had a beach house on the coast of the Baltic sea, and we visited them there. I was chatting with him as if he was alive...in the dream he appeared t be in his forties. Extraordinary dream.
The Venus- Sun combo was trine my natal Neptune, so I had expected a dream, kind of.
Now I just wish I could have a dream of my parents....father passed in 1980, mother in 2006.
It's about time they pay me a visit.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 12:34
Amazing story coming from the depths of your heart.
As a parent it is so hard ... and yet so easy ... to understand.
My story on restoration of balance is quite simple ... a big hug from my youngest son is the most amazing feeling I have ever experienced in this lifetime. Every time.
If we are not together I can visualize his face and that helps ... but nothing better than the hug. There are no other words to elaborate.
After reading your post about your son I almost hesitate even bringing it up. Between this, Bob's stories about Mazie and some other recent sharings from members it is hard to find words. Perhaps that is why I find myself using them less and less and simply posting images to convey the feelings.
To Michael ... and his student/teacher ...
:yo:
http://nboudreau.com/uploaded_images/bluejayfeather-791664.jpg
http://www.chrishirsch.com/bluejay.jpg
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GA0EqgJw_LA/TUCyg6FqgXI/AAAAAAAABdQ/w67yHU1mBjg/s1600/white%2Bsquirrel%2Bclose%2Bup.preview.JPG
They are beautiful, Calz! I've saved them. And your pictures alway convey your Love and Heart and the Soul that you are. And the Jokester, which takes a high frequency Being to pull it off. IMO
Carmody
6th June 2012, 12:36
OK Here and Nowers...asking for suggestions, advice, personal experience please.
My oldest Daughter has Hashimoto's Disease (hypothyroidism) and it is coming on strong with Her lately...in this disease the immune system attacks/degenerates the thyroid.
We will be getting some MMS and I have taken note of Onawah's "aloe vera" gel drink in prior post, thank you.
Thank You beforehand to anyone that is familiar with this and has knowledge to offer : )
I am looking at natural remedies online also.
Are you using Lugol's solution? K+I.
http://www.herbhealers.com/store/lugol-s-iodine-15-1-fl-oz-29-5-ml.html
My MD, a 70+ year old vegan believes any form of hypothyroidism is treatable with sufficient dietary Iodine.
For immune system, stimulating the thymus gland, especially making it 'smart' again involves the blue/green spectrum. Aquamarine is a specific for that. Purely vibrational, so no drug interactions need be considered.
http://shopnow.secureonlinecart.com/estore/f/products.php?product_id=1437&store_id=1155&affiliate=&sid=b9115b7ee0d6c869708ef1ff828ba254&affiliate=
Take note that this is from spurilina, and it is a..'blue/green dye like pigment', and it appears to have amazing health properties. I know a fair amount about dyes and pigments. Not professionally, but lets just say that I do, from some work I've done. This gets right into the spectrum thing that Mod speaks of. And that a pigment that is smaller and more effective than pigment..is known as a dye. And dyes are the most effective color shifter, that works on sub atomic levels, directly with photonic energy... shifting in the individual photon sense. The reason that dyes tend to wear out under photonic pressure (exposure to light) is that they really are so loose and so small..that they really do integrate with photons at the photon level and change/exchange energies, and in the process, break down. Quantum mechanical effects, with light integration.
However, combinations can be an issue. so keep it in mind or give it a shot, but be careful to do isolated testing as combinations can cause issue.
Phycocyanin
http://www.kingdnarmsa.cn/en/Product.aspx?id=6
What is Phycocyanin
Phycocyanin is a special blue pigment, extracted from spirulina with invaluable health promoting properties.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 12:55
Sometimes, just sometimes, I want to throw HUGE rocks at G*d and his g*ddam "plan"!!!
Stuff "you are only given what you can handle".
Stuff the rewards and 70 virgins for growing through the pain.
For teaching and being taught.
Atheism, in those moments, looks very attractive.
WCBD I am so so sorry for your loss. No words to fill empty spaces......
Assisi 2006
http://i49.tinypic.com/25ksfeu.jpg
And some times words clog up the space. So I pass along a simple thanks, ViralSpiral.
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
And the "Here and Now" continues on to sharing all things great and small. Cuz, that's what makes it all real. http://www.pic4ever.com/images/z5.gif
And turning attention to brainstorming on health solutions, and prayers and medicines and healing frequencies for Eaglespirit, Tara and other Daughter(s?) and Grandkids.
http://www.pic4ever.com/images/z5.gif
Carmody
6th June 2012, 12:59
OK Here and Nowers...asking for suggestions, advice, personal experience please.
My oldest Daughter has Hashimoto's Disease (hypothyroidism) and it is coming on strong with Her lately...in this disease the immune system attacks/degenerates the thyroid.
We will be getting some MMS and I have taken note of Onawah's "aloe vera" gel drink in prior post, thank you.
Thank You beforehand to anyone that is familiar with this and has knowledge to offer : )
I am looking at natural remedies online also.
Are you using Lugol's solution? K+I.
http://www.herbhealers.com/store/lugol-s-iodine-15-1-fl-oz-29-5-ml.html
My MD, a 70+ year old vegan believes any form of hypothyroidism is treatable with sufficient dietary Iodine.
For immune system, stimulating the thymus gland, especially making it 'smart' again involves the blue/green spectrum. Aquamarine is a specific for that. Purely vibrational, so no drug interactions need be considered.
http://shopnow.secureonlinecart.com/estore/f/products.php?product_id=1437&store_id=1155&affiliate=&sid=b9115b7ee0d6c869708ef1ff828ba254&affiliate=
Take note that this is from spurilina, and it is a..'blue/green dye like pigment', and it appears to have amazing health properties. I know a fair amount about dyes and pigments. Not professionally, but lets just say that I do, from some work I've done. This gets right into the spectrum thing that Mod speaks of. And that a pigment that is smaller and more effective than pigment..is known as a dye. And dyes are the most effective color shifter, that works on sub atomic levels, directly with photonic energy... shifting in the individual photon sense. The reason that dyes tend to wear out under photonic pressure (exposure to light) is that they really are so loose and so small..that they really do integrate with photons at the photon level and change/exchange energies, and in the process, break down. Quantum mechanical effects, with light integration.
However, combinations can be an issue. so keep it in mind or give it a shot, but be careful to do isolated testing as combinations can cause issue.
Phycocyanin
http://www.kingdnarmsa.cn/en/Product.aspx?id=6
What is Phycocyanin
Phycocyanin is a special blue pigment, extracted from spirulina with invaluable health promoting properties.
IIRC, Micheal Newton reports that the aura of the healers, in the astral realms... is of those light frequencies (areas of light frequency).
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 13:06
This took me so long to find (hours). It came to mind when I read WCBDs sharing (the melody only, no title, artist or words). Only, I had no idea why. Now I know why. Tears come even now. I hope its taken in the right light.
LWX7rBV4Yx4
My heart goes out to you.
hugs
It’s beautiful, Ernie. It took you hours to find, and it will be "hours times 20" that it lasts within.
Big hugs right back http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bighug.gif
:wave:
OK Here and Nowers...asking for suggestions, advice, personal experience please.
My oldest Daughter has Hashimoto's Disease (hypothyroidism) and it is coming on strong with Her lately...in this disease the immune system attacks/degenerates the thyroid.
We will be getting some MMS and I have taken note of Onawah's "aloe vera" gel drink in prior post, thank you.
Thank You beforehand to anyone that is familiar with this and has knowledge to offer : )
I am looking at natural remedies online also.
Are you using Lugol's solution? K+I.
http://www.herbhealers.com/store/lugol-s-iodine-15-1-fl-oz-29-5-ml.html
My MD, a 70+ year old vegan believes any form of hypothyroidism is treatable with sufficient dietary Iodine.
For immune system, stimulating the thymus gland, especially making it 'smart' again involves the blue/green spectrum. Aquamarine is a specific for that. Purely vibrational, so no drug interactions need be considered.
http://shopnow.secureonlinecart.com/estore/f/products.php?product_id=1437&store_id=1155&affiliate=&sid=b9115b7ee0d6c869708ef1ff828ba254&affiliate=
Take note that this is from spurilina, and it is a..'blue/green dye like pigment', and it appears to have amazing health properties. I know a fair amount about dyes and pigments. Not professionally, but lets just say that I do, from some work I've done. This gets right into the spectrum thing that Mod speaks of. And that a pigment that is smaller and more effective than pigment..is known as a dye. And dyes are the most effective color shifter, that works on sub atomic levels, directly with photonic energy... shifting in the individual photon sense. The reason that dyes tend to wear out under photonic pressure (exposure to light) is that they really are so loose and so small..that they really do integrate with photons at the photon level and change/exchange energies, and in the process, break down. Quantum mechanical effects, with light integration.
However, combinations can be an issue. so keep it in mind or give it a shot, but be careful to do isolated testing as combinations can cause issue.
Phycocyanin
This ties in then with the suggestion I read elsewhere to drink water that has been exposed to sunlight while stored in blue glass bottles?
WhiteFeather
6th June 2012, 13:38
I wish you'd share more.
I have only one son. He is now 33.
He has a heart condition and we are always worried about him.
When people ask if I have any children and they we get past that part of the conversation, they all share their fears about their kids. I'm finding that my story is not unique. Or that there are parents that struggle with that age old, "Parents aren't suppose to bury their kids." Fears about car accidents, drugs, drinking. God, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
I shared about Michael in hopes that it will help someone else see how strong we really are. There's a hidden strength that doesn't only need to surface when horrific things happen. It's there. It really is. And no one can help you find it.
The biggest thing I'd say is to allow feelings and emotions a chance to air. Let them sit right there in the front seat. That way they don't overpower, but gently point the way. They are important tools for our awakening. Okay, now I'm sounding preachy. And I know you all know this stuff.
What I really wanted to say was something profound to you, Ulli and for your son. But it seems like I'm that teacher at the end of the hallway looking at the walls and floor. (Yellow walls, scuffed up checkered floor.) I'm a little raw right now. But I'm right by your side, in full support. And there's tomorrow.
Hearts,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
WhiteCrowBlackDeer: Your son is here but in a different energy plane if you will. We are all made up of energy. And Energy Cannot Be Created Nor Destroyed. Death and Life run in the same consciousness field. For One Is Physical and the other Non physical. Consciousness doesnt know between the two.
When i saw feathers sent to you on this thread, this brought to my attention. Please Read! All my Love. ≈Vincent≈
The meaning of Whitefeather.
Re: John Lennon's Message to Julian his son.
http://www.whitefeatherfoundation.com/achievements/05_beatlesstory.htm
Your son wanted me to hand you this. He said he loves you and is all around you. And He's also smiling : )
http://farm4.staticflickr.com/3265/2852612647_0367f20a6a_z.jpg
Carmody
6th June 2012, 13:38
This ties in then with the suggestion I read elsewhere to drink water that has been exposed to sunlight while stored in blue glass bottles?
sort of. Those who do the urine based method of creating alchemical based compounds, are advised, by some, to store the 'material' in cobalt blue colored or cobalt blue pigmented glass bottles.
This prevents the wide band light exposure from breaking down the specific molecules or atoms from the energy state that they are in. Which is the wanted state, this 'different' or original energy state, when they are not exposed to wide band light. It can also be that one is adding the blue vibration to the water.
Don't use metal caps. Use corks. Metals are a big 'do not use' in alchemy.
Look specifically for cobalt blue pigmented glass. Much of the glass that is blue is going to be a cobalt based dye/pigment. The plastic bottles..not so much.
However, the effect of the blue may be the key point, and in the old days plastic and other blue dyes did not exist, so blue may be the key. Also. glass is key, when it comes to keeping a item clear from electrical interference, regarding static charge levels, which is also part of atomic function as a component. (chemistry is based on this aspect, so deeply connected that the two are inseparable, electricity/chemistry is the deal)
Photochemically based chemistry is now a normal part of accepted science and is used everywhere in everything, including using UV light to fix color dyes on substrates. think modern posters and signs, like the higher quality boxing (shiny thin heavy cardboard) for items, that color and dye is 'UV fixed' or cured. Circuit boards are made the same way, using UV light to cure a dye onto a board with a 'photo resist' or photo sensitive material on it. Then, the board is placed in a iron(ish) based acid type fluid, and the unwanted parts of the dye are not 'resistive' to the acid wash and then the unwanted copper is dissolved, on the given circuit boards.
Pure alchemy, but these days, we call it chemistry, as that is where chemistry comes from..alchemy.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Photoresist
Recall..vitamin D in the body, re: Light exposure. sunlight exposure.
For further in depth info...look on the forum for information I've written on Solomon's temple, The dead sea, manna of the gods, white powder, sea bed salts, and alchemical salts regarding ormus, etc.
RdZv8RcA7CE
Listening to:
ZwLFKb0Rirk
1inMany
6th June 2012, 13:52
:wave:
It has now been 3 weeks since my attunement. Lots of sh!t has been released, but fog remains. It has been just like all the other gifts and moments I have been offered, accepted with gratitude, and understood later lol. Or, not understood later...one or the other. I have looked around a little, and experimented to see what will work for me. Apparently the best way for me to open the channel is to simply relax and try to let go for a moment. Sounds simple, eh? Problem is I only "know" that beautiful energy is running through me when my hands get warm/hot. I keep the temperature pretty cool around here as I am not one that tolerates heat well (some type of heat affliction in my teens). The challenge, here, is that if I am outside or if my hands are warm to begin with, I cannot feel the heat in my hands. :mmph:
Got an email newsletter thing that I subscribed to and forgot about. I read a snippet and accidentally deleted it before I could read the whole thing, grrr. Ulli, your post about wasting time reading books just to read books reminded me of the message in the Email. It said something about not wasting time on goals that are not spiritual. Dang, wish I had not deleted it already lol...it's not making sense the way I'm wording it. Try again: with time being short here, don't waste your time setting goals or trying to reach goals that are not related to your spiritual journey. Choose spiritual growth, that's the only goal that is worth the time and energy, the only one that is important right now.
That thought led me to ponder what would be considered spiritual growth...I found this definition of "spiritual"-Of, relating to, or affecting the human spirit or soul as opposed to material or physical things. In my own personal world, all this tells me is to focus on anything outside 3D. Well, now that's kind of broad lol. The world outside 3D is everything I struggle with in the first place, no? Not to say I do not have 3D struggles, as I have my share to be sure. But, y'all know what I mean. The fog is not 3D...the sensation of being overwhelmed is not 3D (mostly)...the "moments" I have are not 3D...the knowing or weird memories are not 3D...the experience dreams are not 3D...what my mind obsesses on is not 3D...all the path choices that confuse me are not 3D...my heart, I think though, is split between the realms...
It does occur to me, however, that I have no goals. Might be a big part of not knowing where to turn, because I have not "decided" where to turn. That makes sense. I'm going to try really, really hard to still the ping-pong ball thoughts today and ponder which goal to choose...I am going to try to be still and see what pops into my head. And, sincerely, I hope a goal pops into my head before I hit the path this time lol.
My heart is with you all,
Carmody
6th June 2012, 13:56
It said something about not wasting time on goals that are not spiritual
that's about it, the rest ....is wasting time..... :)
But to integrate, to shift the life, like my post about how dyes integrate with light energy and shift it.
Integration into, integration with.
We are all spiritual, realization is key. thus to consciously do and involve, in each act, each thought...spiritually..and intent - and being...will finally begin to shift things.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 14:05
Thank You so much Modwiz and Marianne and Nora and Wakytweaky and All You Loving Here and Nowers : )
Tara is a Strong and Loving Soul...and will balance this.
I am back on the Cape working and at Her Home right on time : )
....
and WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Our Sons are doing Wonders on the Other Side : ) Thank You for sharing!
Eaglespirit,
I'm feeling helpless and speechless at the moment, and wished I had solutions for Tara. But I will continue to send healing her way and wrap your home in the purity of Gold Light.
Please know that I found myself resisting to post about Michael because you had shared about Tara. But I decided it was an excuse, another trick of the mind for not sharing.
GOING OUT ON A LIMB HERE: She gulps and bravely writes on...
I don't recall how I found your story a couple of months ago of your son's death on another blog/site. I tried to find it last week when there was talk about leaving. I wanted to make sure I had the right person. So I'm hoping I'm not mistaken by writing this because..well I’ll be force to go out for a Ben & Jerry’s.
Geez, lots of words to get to this point:
So I’m assuming it was your story... I was TOO chicken, and didn't know you well enough to say anything. It was written in such a powerful, poetic way. It touched a chord really deep which made me even more chicken. So I sent a silent blessing.
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer :wave:
Carmody
6th June 2012, 14:12
If i was to use cobalt blue glass bottles to 'impregnate' water:
I'd put the bottles on a high wooden perch, a perch that is dry and away from the ground. This, to achieve electrical distance, from loosing 'charge buildup'.
Then, when i went to use the water, to drink it, I'd lean in and grab a bottle, and not brush any of the others, to keep myself away from them as much as is possible. to not damage their charge levels.
Place them in a circle, marked on the sheet of wood so they have the same distance from one another and can then compliment each other in energetic build up, to build resonance. When I put a new bottle in, this weaker one is re-inforced by the others, regarding developing charge.
Keep the bottles grease free, don't damage the charge. (wash between uses, at some point) Consider using fresh cotton gloves to handle them. Ones not washed with softeners, which are about dissipating electrical charge in tumble dryers. (see all those connections?)
Read this, regarding electrical charge.... and then you will see why:
http://pesn.com/2012/05/19/9602096_A_Joe_cells_unit_charge/
When making pyramids, understand the same, regarding their building/rising fields (size and density, equal to a resonant mass or reed on a horn, or like a dye and it's effectiveness in filtering and shifting) and effectiveness. (location, location, location!)
~~~~~~~~~~
(there is a story provided by one of the earlier pyramid explorers, about taking a bottle of wine or similar into the great pyramid, and after exploring for a while..and then when attempting to drink from the bottle, they received a massive electrostatic shock to the lip.
The charge in the bottle was different than the charge developed by their 'freestanding' selves that where in the pyramid. the bottle was glass, and sealed with a cork, you see....
Use corks on the cobalt blue bottles. OR plastic caps, but cork is preferred. No metal. Metal is a major 'no-no' (do not use) in alchemy. It's all about charge loss or charge change or charge dissipation. that's what the metals do or add to the mix. they defeat the system. No electrical burners, no electrical grounding. Complete ground isolation is, for the larger part... required. You want the charge to develop as it can or may, with as little interference as is possible. Thus, no metals.
Listening to:
2NrNzL4CZuo
Swimming in the Blue Sea
(every time I write 'listening to', this is some sort of case of synchronicity. I'm receiving that exact tune randomly, or..out of my direct control, at that given time.)
benevolentcrow
6th June 2012, 14:15
Coping Skills
Peaceful
Quiet days
Where God Dwells in
Green Prairies and send lovely tunes on Grass Harps and Prairie Winds
Where Sea Breezes and Sea Shores
Create Crashing Waves
Sea Foam and Sand in our Toes
The Excitement of Flea Markets
Estate Sales and Old Barn Sales
Sitting beside Streams and Lakes
Walking through Garden Gates
With Charming Picket Fences
Flowers growing and Dragonflies Dancing
Hummingbirds Flitting
Birds Singing
Bees and Butterflies Working their Magic
and Watering Cans to Feed them all
Arbors with Beautiful flowering vines
Bird Baths for our Feathered Friends
Garden Statues to delight
Inside we find our love in Antique Lace
Vintage Linens and of course all of it Bundled in an Old House
Set just in front of an Old Barn. That's Old as heck, Tattered, Worn
Rustic and Chippy
These are just to name a few of the Gems we have found to call our favorite here on God's Green Earth ...
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 14:19
WhiteCrowBlackDeer: Your son is here but in a different energy plane if you will. We are all made up of energy. And Energy Cannot Be Created Nor Destroyed. Death and Life run in the same consciousness field. For One Is Physical and the other Non physical. Consciousness doesnt know between the two.
When i saw feathers sent to you on this thread, this brought to my attention. Please Read! All my Love. ≈Vincent≈
The meaning of Whitefeather.
Re: John Lennon's Message to Julian his son.
http://www.whitefeatherfoundation.com/achievements/05_beatlesstory.htm
Your son wanted me to hand you this. He said he loves you and is all around you. And He's also smiling : )
http://farm4.staticflickr.com/3265/2852612647_0367f20a6a_z.jpg
Whitefeather, it's beautiful, Michael's beautiful and you are beautiful. Before I check out the site. I'm reposting what I had on your "I Love You" site:
Dear WhiteFeather,
"This is a perfect opportunity to say what I’ve wanted for some time now: I sit in a place of peace, from the words you continually express. Heart spoken. And I? Heart felt..."
Smiles,
Paula
Sierra
6th June 2012, 14:56
WCBD :hug:
There was a white feather on the deck yesterday morning.
(and below, ten little yellow and brown fluffball quails scurrying and scooterbunning around their elegant parents ... )
My husband took a picture of a robin nestled in the raspberry patch. :)
Four little finches are lined up on the deck railing waiting to use the bird feeder. They haven't figured out yet there are FOUR perches lol. Squabble flutter squabble ALL trying to use the SAME perch. They'll figure it out ... :D
Prayers and light and thankfulness to Maizie for being here.
Bob, if I can ever be useful to you and Maizie, please let me know. Errands, shopping, dishes, taxi service, whatever is needed. I don't talk a lot. :)
Sierra
Kindred
6th June 2012, 15:33
I'm experiencing an awkward moment and holding my breath and reminding myself to breath. Was that too much to share? I may have used up my share chips. Awkward...
I'm remembering how the teachers at school wouldn't look at me as if I had some sort of disease that they'd catch. Then I realized they didn't know how or what to say. One time I was walking down an empty corridor just days after this whole thing and another teach came around the corner walking in my direction. He kept looking at the empty walls and floor. He seems relieved when I said hello. Truth be told I would rather be me in that corridor than he. It was awkward.
Okay, I'm rambling... You probably can guess why. I'm signing off, but have to report, there's no need for Ben & Jerry's this evening. Night, night... :wave:
And I'm leaving you with this heart and a huge thanks.
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
WCBD... (I've only today come upon your story)
What you've shared is beyond words. And ALL of it is Appreciated. There are many parallels to my own trials, yet much divergence also. This is of no matter - these experiences are merely tests, tailored for each individual.
I am so grateful you have found your strength in the midst of this challenge. This alone is a testimony to a power beyond ourselves, if we only listen, and seek understanding.
Thank You for your expressions of Understanding.
In Unity, Peace and LOVE
another bob
6th June 2012, 15:34
I've lost quite a few people to suicide, and I know how painful it can be.
At the same time, I think when people leave like that, sometimes it's the best thing for them, though often very painful for the ones they leave behind, and though of course, we are conditioned to think that suicide is always a sin and a tragedy.
In a way, I think part of the message a suicide might be giving us is that death is not such a scary thing, and maybe we need to be reminded of that sometimes, when we get too attached to who we think we are in this transitory reality
When Mazie was in her early 20's, her health situation and all that surrounded it had proven more than she could bear, so she checked into a cheap motel and swallowed a bunch of pills to end the agony. A motel maid found her unconscious and called an ambulance, which took her to the ER. There, she flat-lined, and was clinically dead for about 3 hours.
During that time, she entered into the light, and was met by a Management representative, who told her that she was not finished by a long shot, and had to go back, but would be sent help. She was also showed something about how things worked, which impressed her to the point that, when she was revived later, after 3 days in a coma, she turned her life around and became a yogini.
Some of you here are familiar with her life story, which I shared some months ago on another thread. In any case, since that episode, suicides have been hanging around Mazie in spirit form. They seem to be attracted to her, because she represents one answer to the connundrum they've been dealing with on a karmic level.
There's a lot more I could share, but last night was a difficult one, and today looks to be a challenge again. God Is Gracious!
Thank you all for your generous good wishes!
Guest
6th June 2012, 16:09
A beautiful cool Spring morning in the forest.
WhiteCrowBlackDear I'm sorry for the loss of your son.
Thank you for sharing your journey and your deeply felt
message of strength of the human spirit.
Love
Nora
Marianne
6th June 2012, 16:11
So many beautiful birds and feathery things around and about.
Bob, you and your Mazie are a continual source of light and love to everyone who sees you. I love it that you're here in the village. Sending you love.
And love to all of you. Someone said they missed me ... makes me teary, so thanks to my friend who came to visit.
I'm wondering what the Venus occultation did to everyone/anyone ... I feel changed but I can't describe it yet. It's a good thing that I'm discovering bit by bit.
WCBD, I havent' read back up the thread yet to see what's up but looks significant. Bless you, with all my heart. You are a teacher to us, and I can't remember what it was like before you came.
I'm going to register my business this week. Gulp. I have wholesale orders in the queue.
I've posted this before, but since it's June, the month of roses, I beg your indulgence to hear it again:
All That's Past
Very old are the woods;
And the buds that break
Out of the brier's boughs,
When March winds wake,
So old with their beauty are--
Oh, no man knows
Through what wild centuries
Roves back the rose.
Very old are the brooks;
And the rills that rise
Where snow sleeps cold beneath
The azure skies
Sing such a history
Of come and gone,
Their every drop is as wise
As Solomon.
Very old are we men;
Our dreams are tales
Told in dim Eden
By Eve's nightingales;
We wake and whisper awhile,
But, the day gone by,
Silence and sleep like fields
Of amaranth lie.
--Walter de la Mare
Samsara
6th June 2012, 17:07
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RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 17:14
Eaglespirit & Tara
“Andrew Norton Webber breaks new ground in case studies of people who are currently healing themselves of lifetime disabilities.”
Information and testimonies:
5 minutes - Diabetes and “Changing my DNA”
6 minutes - Testimonials of 24 doctors on his personal site, “aquariusthewaterbearer.com (http://aquariusthewaterbearer.com/)"
20 minutes - life forces flowing through, counter the negative forces from “dark forces”
31 minutes - Diabetes and Multiple sclerosis - ahhh place in vid, if you don’t have a lot of time
34-35 minutes - Thyroid and how fluoride is calcifying it.
"Water Of Life - Hidden In Plain Site: (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?45979-Water-Of-Life-Hidden-In-Plain-Site&p=501899#post501899)" - Post #23 There is also a second vid, but I just wanted to get this information out.
"Healing with Distilled Water (http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=H2asqzNV2R0#!)"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=H2asqzNV2R0#!
Eaglespirit & Tara
Onawah
Bob and Mazie
The other two sites on distilled water:
Distilled water for health and awakening... (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?44959-Distilled-water-for-health-and-awakening...) AND Taking the piss: Your own best medicine...
(http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?1793-Taking-the-piss-Your-own-best-medicine...)
For those concerned about not getting enough minerals in their diets these are a couple of options:
Paul’s post: “I use a splash of Willards Water and a couple pinches of Himalayan pink salt (nice stuff.) I have a hand held Total Dissolved Solids meter (a TDS-3, which really just measures electrical conductivity) and try to get the 0 parts per million (ppm) of the distilled water back up to 200 or 300 ppm or so.
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B000VTQM70/ref=cm_sw_su_dp”
One of a bizillion site on mineral suppliments:
Eidon's Multiple Minerals (http://www.eidon.com/store/proddetail.php?prod=0914Multiple): Eidon's Multiple Minerals is All Natural, 100% BIOAVAILABLE and contains NO sugars, starch, artificial flavors, colors, preservatives, yeast, or animal by-products. Easy to swallow. Gentle on the stomach. 100% VEGAN.
Flash
6th June 2012, 18:39
I gave a glance to this thread today, as I do once in some long whiles, and read some of your stories, with your words, your hearts.
Then I just realized how blessed I am to be able to read you here, all together, as if the gods had put you all in one place. How profound and incredibly alive you all are.
WhiteCrowBlackDeer, Ulli, Eagle Spirit, your posts about your family threw me in the deepest compassion and love, for you, you dear ones, your life.
I cannot even come to imagine what you went and are going through. The truth, I haven't stopped crying since reading.
Well, I do not know how to say what I feel, what else to say and mostly how to say it. So I will leave it at that.
Here my deepest, most cherished, eye candy Edit: i kind of forgot for a while that I was on a very public forum. So my eye candy will publish her eyes if she wish so when she wish so. So I took if offr. Sorry
ThePythonicCow
6th June 2012, 19:11
Eidon's Multiple Minerals (http://www.eidon.com/store/proddetail.php?prod=0914Multiple): Eidon's Multiple Minerals
Oooh ... that looks nice, and my favorite vitamin vendor, swansonvitamins.com, has just added Eidon's Multiple Mineral: http://www.swansonvitamins.com/EIM003/ItemDetail .
My last gallon of Willard's Water is almost gone, and I was about to get more. But Willard's is expensive - $131 plus shipping per gallon.
Oops - that $17.99 price is for 19 ounces of Eidon's, not for a 128 ounce gallon. Per-gallon (well 133 ounces in 7 bottles), the Eidon's Multiple Mineral would be $126 + $5 shipping at Swansons, or $140 + $9 shipping at eidon.com (domestic USA ground shipping.) Essentially the same price as Willard's.
Carmody
6th June 2012, 19:13
anyone here ever thought of growing their own spurolina?
It's easy to do....
It's the difference between live fruit and powdered fruit. a huge difference if you make your own and eat it as you harvest.
fish tank, agitation, lighting, cheesecloth..that's about it.
Use two fish tanks and go on a 12-12 hour for each, and thus you get 24/7 worth, or enough for two people.
modwiz
6th June 2012, 19:18
OK Here and Nowers...asking for suggestions, advice, personal experience please.
My oldest Daughter has Hashimoto's Disease (hypothyroidism) and it is coming on strong with Her lately...in this disease the immune system attacks/degenerates the thyroid.
We will be getting some MMS and I have taken note of Onawah's "aloe vera" gel drink in prior post, thank you.
Thank You beforehand to anyone that is familiar with this and has knowledge to offer : )
I am looking at natural remedies online also.
Are you using Lugol's solution? K+I.
http://www.herbhealers.com/store/lugol-s-iodine-15-1-fl-oz-29-5-ml.html
My MD, a 70+ year old vegan believes any form of hypothyroidism is treatable with sufficient dietary Iodine.
For immune system, stimulating the thymus gland, especially making it 'smart' again involves the blue/green spectrum. Aquamarine is a specific for that. Purely vibrational, so no drug interactions need be considered.
http://shopnow.secureonlinecart.com/estore/f/products.php?product_id=1437&store_id=1155&affiliate=&sid=b9115b7ee0d6c869708ef1ff828ba254&affiliate=
Take note that this is from spurilina, and it is a..'blue/green dye like pigment', and it appears to have amazing health properties. I know a fair amount about dyes and pigments. Not professionally, but lets just say that I do, from some work I've done. This gets right into the spectrum thing that Mod speaks of. And that a pigment that is smaller and more effective than pigment..is known as a dye. And dyes are the most effective color shifter, that works on sub atomic levels, directly with photonic energy... shifting in the individual photon sense. The reason that dyes tend to wear out under photonic pressure (exposure to light) is that they really are so loose and so small..that they really do integrate with photons at the photon level and change/exchange energies, and in the process, break down. Quantum mechanical effects, with light integration.
However, combinations can be an issue. so keep it in mind or give it a shot, but be careful to do isolated testing as combinations can cause issue.
Phycocyanin
This ties in then with the suggestion I read elsewhere to drink water that has been exposed to sunlight while stored in blue glass bottles?
Yes. That energizing would be especially directed at the thyroid. An interesting piece of information from reading on Iodine. Our entire blood supply passes through the thyroid gland every 20 minutes. In a healthy thyroid, rich in Iodine, it will use the excellent pathocidic qualities of Iodine to cleanse the blood.
From anatomy/physiology learned in massage school. T=cells (T is for thymus) 'learn' immuno-competency in the thymus gland. After being created elsewhere they are 'schooled' there. When one knows the consciousness residing in the thymus (the original heart focus in ethereal bodies) one can deem the value of immuno-competency. It makes all the difference between an immune system that functions properly, poorly/not at all and one that attacks itself. I will spare people, and myself, the words. Turning ones thoughts toward these ideas (meditating upon) will bring the rich 'ahas' here into your understanding.
Ernie Nemeth
6th June 2012, 19:31
Modwiz:
From anatomy/physiology learned in massage school. T=cells (T is for thymus) 'learn' immuno-competency in the thymus gland. After being created elsewhere they are 'schooled' there. When one knows the consciousness residing in the thymus (the original heart focus in ethereal bodies) one can deem the value of immuno-competency. It makes all the difference between an immune system that functions properly, poorly/not at all and one that attacks itself. I will spare people, and myself, the words. Turning ones thoughts toward these ideas (meditating upon) will bring the rich 'ahas' here into your understanding.
This has given me an idea for a specific type of treatment I will suggest my ex try for Rhumatoid Arthritis. Thanks Modwiz. Nothing else has worked to date. Crystals at sternum level on loose chain, the tapping on the sturnum might stimulate the thymus and cause a re-ordering of its function. I have my reasons to think this might work but no evidence to back it up. I know they say the thymus is not active after puberty but I'm not convinced this is so.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 20:10
I've lost quite a few people to suicide, and I know how painful it can be.
At the same time, I think when people leave like that, sometimes it's the best thing for them, though often very painful for the ones they leave behind, and though of course, we are conditioned to think that suicide is always a sin and a tragedy.
In a way, I think part of the message a suicide might be giving us is that death is not such a scary thing, and maybe we need to be reminded of that sometimes, when we get too attached to who we think we are in this transitory reality
When Mazie was in her early 20's, her health situation and all that surrounded it had proven more than she could bear, so she checked into a cheap motel and swallowed a bunch of pills to end the agony. A motel maid found her unconscious and called an ambulance, which took her to the ER. There, she flat-lined, and was clinically dead for about 3 hours.
During that time, she entered into the light, and was met by a Management representative, who told her that she was not finished by a long shot, and had to go back, but would be sent help. She was also showed something about how things worked, which impressed her to the point that, when she was revived later, after 3 days in a coma, she turned her life around and became a yogini.
Some of you here are familiar with her life story, which I shared some months ago on another thread. In any case, since that episode, suicides have been hanging around Mazie in spirit form. They seem to be attracted to her, because she represents one answer to the connundrum they've been dealing with on a karmic level.
There's a lot more I could share, but last night was a difficult one, and today looks to be a challenge again. God Is Gracious!
Thank you all for your generous good wishes!
One last post about suicide and personal experience.
It’s tricky business, when one is in that altered state. I’ve been there, too. There’s a frenzy stage, and then a place of calm because one has made the decision. It’s more prevalent around the holidays, and March/April. One sees life birthing in the spring, which only serves as a reminder of what one doesn’t feel. Some give away prize possessions.
Michael gave me something very small. Only something that he knew I’d appreciate. We were out to dinner, just he and I. Afterwards, he gave me a long hug. I went to pull away. He continued to hold on, which was uncharacteristic of him. He told me I was going to be okay. I remember asking him if he was alright, but not wanting to dismiss his tender words because they were not his style either.
My family wouldn’t talk about Michael because of the pain he caused. But what they didn’t realize was the pain it caused me not to talk about him. Dead, but not forgotten. I finally said, “Screw it. My son. My rules.” In fairness, they’ve adjusted now. I also believe they all became invisible during that transition because of their own unwillingness to dig deep into what they felt. Or just not aware enough to know they needed to.
There’s one thing worst than suicide to my thinking and that if someone takes another’s life without his or her permission. The thought of someone with hate enough to take Michael’s life, that’s worst. Someone takes another’s life without his or her permission, no, but to assist - that I understand. Or choosing to leave on your own, I’m okay with that. No forgiveness needed.
ThePythonicCow
6th June 2012, 20:16
anyone here ever thought of growing their own spurolina?
A google search for "grow your own spirulina" provides more information, such as this pdf: GROW YOUR OWN SPIRULINA (www.antenna.ch/en/documents/Jourdan_UK.pdf) or these instructions How Spirulina works, and how to grow your own (http://blogs.howstuffworks.com/2011/04/22/how-spirulina-works-and-how-to-grow-your-own/).
eaglespirit
6th June 2012, 20:51
Thank You so much Modwiz and Marianne and Nora and Wakytweaky and All You Loving Here and Nowers : )
Tara is a Strong and Loving Soul...and will balance this.
I am back on the Cape working and at Her Home right on time : )
....
and WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Our Sons are doing Wonders on the Other Side : ) Thank You for sharing!
Eaglespirit,
I'm feeling helpless and speechless at the moment, and wished I had solutions for Tara. But I will continue to send healing her way and wrap your home in the purity of Gold Light.
Please know that I found myself resisting to post about Michael because you had shared about Tara. But I decided it was an excuse, another trick of the mind for not sharing.
GOING OUT ON A LIMB HERE: She gulps and bravely writes on...
I don't recall how I found your story a couple of months ago of your son's death on another blog/site. (or maybe WhiteFeather?) I tried to find it last week when there was talk about leaving. I wanted to make sure I had the right person. So I'm hoping I'm not mistaken by writing this because..well I’ll be force to go out for a Ben & Jerry’s.
Geez, lots of words to get to this point:
So I’m assuming it was your story... I was TOO chicken, and didn't know you well enough to say anything. It was written in such a powerful, poetic way. It touched a chord really deep which made me even more chicken. So I sent a silent blessing.
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer :wave:
Thank You, WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Yes, I imagine it was my sharing some of Danny being with me(in Voice/Spirit) on that Native American Hill for a couple days in 2007.
I was 'prompted' to open up with my story on the internet the latter part of 2007.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 20:55
Eidon's Multiple Minerals (http://www.eidon.com/store/proddetail.php?prod=0914Multiple): Eidon's Multiple Minerals
Oooh ... that looks nice, and my favorite vitamin vendor, swansonvitamins.com, has just added Eidon's Multiple Mineral: http://www.swansonvitamins.com/EIM003/ItemDetail .
My last gallon of Willard's Water is almost gone, and I was about to get more. But Willard's is expensive - $131 plus shipping per gallon.
Oops - that $17.99 price is for 19 ounces of Eidon's, not for a 128 ounce gallon. Per-gallon (well 133 ounces in 7 bottles), the Eidon's Multiple Mineral would be $126 + $5 shipping at Swansons, or $140 + $9 shipping at eidon.com (domestic USA ground shipping.) Essentially the same price as Willard's.
Thanks for this info Paul. I've added it to my, "Willards Water/Paul" page. I'll be happy when I find what works for me. While you and Anchor were sharing information, I forgot I had ordered "Tangy Tangerine". (I send out a quick Grrrr, to Alex Jones.) I took one application and one foot puffed up. To be fair, it might not be that, so I'll try one more time. I've got to do deeper research because the product has: maltodextrin, stevia, and insulin fructose, to name a few.
I got all the way to the "push pay" button when I saw that the $4.50 Himalayan pink salt, cost $9 to ship. Mmmkay? (got that from Wiskey_Mystic) So I'm waiting for the liquid minerals to arrive. I haven't ruled out your idea. You see, I forget that sometimes the best solution is the easiest. But what's the fun in that? Ha!
http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bliss.gif
Oh, while you are here. I've been using the SunSpot ES, you suggested. Some spots are beginning to fade. It's been a week. Here's the info.
I used Sunspot ES (http://www.amazon.com/dp/B0011T2HSM/ref=cm_sw_su_dp) once on a minor skin cancer - it worked perfectly in a few days to kill the cancerous cells and leave the healthy cells only slightly annoyed. The resulting weirdly shaped hole healed over flawlessly...
Toodles and thanks, Paul :wave:
Just got back from town and opened the thread and it feels like I missed out on an important class in a university.
Trying to catch up now. You all are such a precious lot. Thank you.
I avoid going into town, but I have a house there and my tenants called me last week to inform me
that floor tiles are lifting up, like a bulge.. so now I have to organize a new floor for a 440 ft 2 living room.
Feeling a bit bleh...and guilty for having forgotten about a 3 D world out there.
There is no escape, 3D is constantly asking to be maintained. Nothing in 3D lasts forever.
modwiz
6th June 2012, 21:24
I request for here and now 'workers'. My wife has begun an endeavor called Wellness Retreats NY. She has invested considerable energy and money in promoting it. Her rates are some of the lowest for such programs, and they are medically supervised. She is an RN and our family doctor is a friend and will work with her. She has not had one booking for her July program yet. Her ad is only a few days old, but getting some assistive energy into this would help her enormously. She is keeping a good attitude despite what is really going on with her. She needs help, big time. My ability to assist her has always been blocked. I have an idea why, but that is another story.
So please, those who wish to send energy, Linda needs people to call and sign up for her program. 15 people makes it a success. She has ads in NYC and the Boston areas as well as Westchester county, an affluent area just North of NYC. This could be a slam dunk. She needs a breakthrough.
I thank you in advance because the results have always been there and your efforts are thanked regardless of outcome. I will not inform her of this, even if brilliantly successful. She needs to believe she did it. Then she will be able to do it in the future.
Thank you again.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 21:37
Modwiz:
From anatomy/physiology learned in massage school. T=cells (T is for thymus) 'learn' immuno-competency in the thymus gland. After being created elsewhere they are 'schooled' there. When one knows the consciousness residing in the thymus (the original heart focus in ethereal bodies) one can deem the value of immuno-competency. It makes all the difference between an immune system that functions properly, poorly/not at all and one that attacks itself. I will spare people, and myself, the words. Turning ones thoughts toward these ideas (meditating upon) will bring the rich 'ahas' here into your understanding.
This has given me an idea for a specific type of treatment I will suggest my ex try for Rhumatoid Arthritis. Thanks Modwiz. Nothing else has worked to date. Crystals at sternum level on loose chain, the tapping on the sturnum might stimulate the thymus and cause a re-ordering of its function. I have my reasons to think this might work but no evidence to back it up. I know they say the thymus is not active after puberty but I'm not convinced this is so.
Hi Ernie, I would have added you and your ex-wife to post #14554. But I recalled that she doesn't take a pro-active approach to her health. FYI: It's stated in other Andrew Norton Webber's distilled water vids that dis-ease such as Rhumatoid Arthritis and other inflammation types works for many. I've included two other sites (see post #14554) that has vids and this one has the some notes I took from the vid - post #2. (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?44959-Distilled-water-for-health-and-awakening...)
About the "thump your thymus", I'm recalling from my Qigong/chi kung/chi gung books and my Reikki Master said that it's not good to thump but once or twice to activate. Less is best. I just Goggle a couple of sites and they are suggesting to thump away throughout the day. Maybe the information has changed from the 1980's.
:wave:
I request for here and now 'workers'. My wife has begun an endeavor called Wellness Retreats NY. She has invested considerable energy and money in promoting it. Her rates are some of the lowest for such programs, and they are medically supervised. She is an RN and our family doctor is a friend and will work with her. She has not had one booking for her July program yet. Her ad is only a few days old, but getting some assistive energy into this would help her enormously. She is keeping a good attitude despite what is really going on with her. She needs help, big time. My ability to assist her has always been blocked. I have an idea why, but that is another story.
So please, those who wish to send energy, Linda needs people to call and sign up for her program. 15 people makes it a success. She has ads in NYC and the Boston areas as well as Westchester county, an affluent area just North of NYC. This could be a slam dunk. She needs a breakthrough.
I thank you in advance because the results have always been there and your efforts are thanked regardless of outcome. I will not inform her of this, even if brilliantly successful. She needs to believe she did it. Then she will be able to do it in the future.
Thank you again.
OK, I have asked that all the ancestors of Ms. Linda Modwiz start yanking people's heads in the direction of her ads
until they become convinced that they are being pointed in the right direction, which of course they are.
A new business venture is like a baby and needs 110% attention.
I sincerely hope this takes off, not just hope...
I KNOW it will.
RunningDeer
6th June 2012, 22:05
I request for here and now 'workers'. My wife has begun an endeavor called Wellness Retreats NY. She has invested considerable energy and money in promoting it. Her rates are some of the lowest for such programs, and they are medically supervised. She is an RN and our family doctor is a friend and will work with her.
Thank you again.
Yeah, Linda, for being one of the Lightworkers that will be sorely needed in the months to come. I'm sending energy and thanks for your Light sharing. :wave:
I received these recently. Take what works. Revisit later:
Intuitive Healing is Coming to the Fore
More and more Lightworkers are being called to undertake independent pockets of healing work that have no reference to teachings in books, on courses or from other people they may otherwise learn from. This is a sign that intuitive healing is coming to the fore, and those that are entrusted with light work in this way are being given the opportunity to receive the highest form of validation for their efforts in healing themselves and cultivating their healing work.
Have faith in yourself if EVER you are guided to heal or undertake personal light work within your meditation space that resonates with your loving heart, for you are surrounded by light beings and protected wholly by Archangel Michael so long as you trust his light guides and leads you in each and every moment.
Call upon Archangel Gabriels and Metatron to confirm this step towards intuitive healing independence if ever you fear you are not qualified, not safe or not sure about the light legitimacy of it. They shall be only too pleased to 'rubber stamp' your light work and bring you gifts and rewards as thanks for healing in this way.
Healers
For those of you who heal (and that is most of you!), I ask that you assign me to guide ONLY light people to you, to assist with the duration of the healing assignment, and to then assist the person (or persons) who has receive healing once they are no longer within your care.
In this way, you optimize their healing outcome, minimize your energetic input into the process, AND gain a reputation as an even more effective healer (for those of you who make a living from your healing work).
This applies to all forms of healing - verbal, hands on, written, spoken, face-to-face, remote, and so on - just ask me to assist from beginning to end and I shall very gladly do so.
Healing Modalities
If it is healing then it feels empowering. This simple yet powerful way of living ensures that you ALWAYS align with the lightest teachers, healers, methods of healing and self-healing work that your soul needs at any one time.
Often, we see light-workers struggling with lower energy healing modalities, healers or teachers of healing when in fact they are to set aside the ego judgements about that person being 'so experienced' or that treatment being 'so transformational for that person' and instead connect with the truth of your heart. If it doesn't empower you, it is NOT right for you and you are to move on to healing and healers that ARE in alignment with your soul's unique power and light expression.
Be firm in your right to receive the best healing you can, to learn from the best teachers for your precious light being, and to express your light through the best healing gifts on the planet for YOU.
Archangels Michael and Raphael support you every step of the way, so call upon them for guidance, support with endings and saying no, and also help in attracting situations that DO best serve and empower you.
My blessings to Linda and Modwiz on this next leg of their journey.http://www.pic4ever.com/images/wind14.gif
leavesoftrees
6th June 2012, 22:36
No metal. Metal is a major 'no-no' (do not use) in alchemy.
Which is why one should not wear jewellery (including piercings) and other metallic objects on the body. Metal interferes with the body's energetcis
eaglespirit
6th June 2012, 22:43
Went to I Ching with a question to check my strong feelings...and so it is, Love Action, Now : )
Are We Transitioning?
Yü / Enthusiasm
Thunder comes resounding out of the Earth:
Similar thunder roars up from the masses when the Superior Person strikes a chord in their hearts.
Whip up enthusiasm, rally your forces, and move boldly forward.
SITUATION ANALYSIS:
There is a rhythmic force, a world music, that lives deep in the Unconscious of each of us.
It's a primitive drumbeat, a shaking rattle, a tribal chant that invokes the primal self to rise up and join the dance.
This is the enthusiasm that is generated now.
Not rhetorical persuasion, not a play on the emotions, but a charismatic, irresistible Call of the Wild.
Confucius said that the person who could comprehend this could 'rule the world as though it were spinning in his hand.'
This is a time for instinct, not intellect -- the Thunder from Beneath.
http://th03.deviantart.net/fs7/PRE/i/2005/264/2/0/Storm_by_Bokor.jpg
astrid
6th June 2012, 22:54
I will add Linda workshops into our circle today
Last day here and we have built up some serious power
Last night we did a ceremony working with the goddesses
It was something else
Its going to be a struggle to get back to 3D after such a
phenomenal trip .
We are doing some work around that later today to ease
back into things . Although for me not much easing will
be had I have to get straight into moving house . Hopefully
the physical work will ground me .
Yesterday I bought some more art and met the artist,
a woman so I will have some solid reminders of this
trip and all the hard work we have done here .
Our teachers have been both generous and gracious
hosts . I'm sure I will be back here .
Love to all
Astrid
Waving at Astrid....Hola!
Just found this neat TED talk, about how to build creative confidence.
http://www.ted.com/talks/david_kelley_how_to_build_your_creative_confidence.html
Sierra
6th June 2012, 23:45
I got all the way to the "push pay" button when I saw that the $4.50 Himalayan pink salt, cost $9 to ship. Mmmkay? (got that from Wiskey_Mystic) So I'm waiting for the liquid minerals to arrive. I haven't ruled out your idea. You see, I forget that sometimes the best solution is the easiest. But what's the fun in that? Ha!
Are you near a Trader Joe's? You can get Himalayan Pink Salt there, and not have to pay shipping.
ThePythonicCow
6th June 2012, 23:48
I got all the way to the "push pay" button when I saw that the $4.50 Himalayan pink salt, cost $9 to ship.
Many of the bulk salts from saltworks.us (http://www.saltworks.us/wholesale-bulk-gourmet-sea-salt.asp) qualify for free shipping. I got five pounds of Himalayan Pink Salt (Medium Grain) (http://www.saltworks.us/shop/product.asp?idProduct=372) for $19, total. I already have a pair of Kyocera Ceramic Salt and Pepper Grinders (http://amzn.com/B001JSUX90) that works delightfully well, after many years of use, so enjoy grinding down a fine salt as needed from a coarser salt.
One can get two pounds of Himalayan Crystal Salt with this Kyocera salt grinder combined (but not the matching black grinder for pepper), at SwansonVitamins.com, for $30.98 plus $4.99 shipping, here (http://www.swansonvitamins.com/SWS010/ItemDetail).
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 00:12
Are you near a Trader Joe's? You can get Himalayan Pink Salt there, and not have to pay shipping.
I've never been to a Trader Joe's. There's one near my Whole Foods, both are about 35 miles away. It's laziness that says pay for shipping, rather than loosing travel time.
It's time I head out into the big world of make-believe. Trader Joe's is now on "the list," even if it's just to hava-look.
...................Going, going, gone.........................:car:
Thanks, Sierra :wave:
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 00:29
I got all the way to the "push pay" button when I saw that the $4.50 Himalayan pink salt, cost $9 to ship.
Many of the bulk salts from saltworks.us (http://www.saltworks.us/wholesale-bulk-gourmet-sea-salt.asp) qualify for free shipping. I got five pounds of Himalayan Pink Salt (Medium Grain) (http://www.saltworks.us/shop/product.asp?idProduct=372) for $19, total. I already have a pair of Kyocera Ceramic Salt and Pepper Grinders (http://amzn.com/B001JSUX90) that works delightfully well, after many years of use, so enjoy grinding down a fine salt as needed from a coarser salt.
One can get two pounds of Himalayan Crystal Salt with this Kyocera salt grinder combined (but not the matching black grinder for pepper), at SwansonVitamins.com, for $30.98 plus $4.99 shipping, here (http://www.swansonvitamins.com/SWS010/ItemDetail).
Thanks, Paul. :cow:
I've added this to my "Paul" file. I noticed that there is a fine grain. I might go that route and keep cost down and skip the grinders. I should be getting the liquid minerals in soon. I'll give that a shot first.
If I introduce too many different things into the body, it says, "Yo, hello! We had a deal."
I have this sense that the body finds its' own balance by keeping things simple.
So I ask, "Why are you trying these things?"
"Because they are counter measures for what's out there."
"Work in progress," she reminds herself.http://forums.newtorrents.info/style_emoticons/default/rofl.gif
ThePythonicCow
7th June 2012, 00:51
If I introduce too many different things into the body, it says, "Yo, hello! We had a deal."
I have this sense that the body finds its' own balance by keeping things simple.
So many things to try, so little time, I can't slow down now :).
Taurean
7th June 2012, 00:56
Ahh, Shakespear ( Bacon ? ) has such a way with words ;-
Does this sound familiar ?
"They ne'er cared for us yet; suffer us to famish, and their storehouses crammed with grain; make edicts for usury, to support usurers; repeal daily any wholesome act established against the rich, and provide more piercing statutes daily to chain up and restrain the poor. If the wars eat us not up, they will; and there's all the love they bear us."
-Shakespeare "Coriolanus
Occult theories about Francis Bacon
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
A number of writers, some of whom were connected with Theosophy, have claimed that Francis Bacon (22 January 1561 – 9 April 1626), the English philosopher, statesman, scientist, jurist and author, was a member of secret societies; a smaller number claim that he would have attained the Ascension and became the Ascended Master Saint Germain.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occult_theories_about_Francis_Bacon
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 02:23
Hello Taurean,
I wondered if you have a particular reason for sharing this information? I ask this because a couple of summers ago, I had been feeling this presence and saw in my mind’s eye a face for a couple of days. Then on July 14, 2010, I was in Yoga class when this same energy touched my hand. I looked down and only saw a hand and then part of an arm appeared. The rest of the body was more like a thought form image. I wasn’t startled or scared. I asked for his name. He just send loving smiling energy with a thought, that I couldn’t decipher. But he looked like Saint Joseph. I’ve never had this kind of contact.
When I got home, I grabbed the mail and usually I just toss most of it. But this one piece said, “Pick me. Pick me.” Inside was a business card that had the name St. Germain along with some other info. I wasn’t familiar with him, but the face from class flashed in my head right then.
I looked up St. Joseph, in a book called, “The Masters and their Retreats”. But he wasn’t listed. So on a lark, I checked out St. Germain. Sure enough it was his picture; two of them, different incarnations. I’m flipping through his pages and I find that he “embodied as Saint Joseph, the father of Jesus.”
According to this book, he was: Merlin; Roger Bacon, a philosopher, Franciscan monk; Christopher Columbus; George Washington; and Francis Bacon, who accomplished a bi-zillion things, such as responsible for the age of technology, philosopher, and literary master.
I don’t know what any of this means. But when my beliefs begin to wane, I get these kinds of clues that point to where there’s a larger picture that we are only beginning to discover. For your post to come out of the blue...gives me pause.
Or maybe, Taurean, this message was for you? If you figure it out, please let me know.
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer :wave:
Ahh, Shakespear ( Bacon ? ) has such a way with words ;-
Does this sound familiar ?
"They ne'er cared for us yet; suffer us to famish, and their storehouses crammed with grain; make edicts for usury, to support usurers; repeal daily any wholesome act established against the rich, and provide more piercing statutes daily to chain up and restrain the poor. If the wars eat us not up, they will; and there's all the love they bear us."
-Shakespeare "Coriolanus
Occult theories about Francis Bacon
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
A number of writers, some of whom were connected with Theosophy, have claimed that Francis Bacon (22 January 1561 – 9 April 1626), the English philosopher, statesman, scientist, jurist and author, was a member of secret societies; a smaller number claim that he would have attained the Ascension and became the Ascended Master Saint Germain.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occult_theories_about_Francis_Bacon
another bob
7th June 2012, 04:29
A sweet potato sprouting and flowering at the kitchen window today:
http://i48.tinypic.com/hryfj9.jpg
Blessings to All!
Carmody
7th June 2012, 04:35
listening to:
_DZaXFpq1b8
Just a little thought on the lessons in life...(it's own form of fun in the form of ping-pong)(the shrug of the shoulders, and the 'ah well, is what it is', kinda thing)(a 170 year stretch three-life-long thought for this one)
another bob
7th June 2012, 05:51
listening to:
_DZaXFpq1b8
Just a little thought on the lessons in life...(it's own form of fun in the form of ping-pong)(the shrug of the shoulders, and the 'ah well, is what it is', kinda thing)(a 170 year stretch three-life-long thought for this one)
http://i45.tinypic.com/6ehwzc.jpg
:yo:
songsfortheotherkind
7th June 2012, 11:15
I'm experiencing an awkward moment and holding my breath and reminding myself to breath. Was that too much to share? I may have used up my share chips. Awkward...
I'm remembering how the teachers at school wouldn't look at me as if I had some sort of disease that they'd catch. Then I realized they didn't know how or what to say. One time I was walking down an empty corridor just days after this whole thing and another teacher came around the corner walking in my direction. He kept looking at the empty walls and floor. He seems relieved when I said hello. Truth be told I would rather be me in that corridor than he. It was awkward.
Okay, I'm rambling... You probably can guess why. I'm signing off, but have to report, there's no need for Ben & Jerry's this evening. Night, night... :wave:
And I'm leaving you with this heart and a huge thanks.
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Thank you so much for this. You know what I'm going through this week.
Your eyes look out of his face in that photo. :)
*fades back into the forest*
astrid
7th June 2012, 12:09
VHTOM5WrvUU
Thanks Tom
Samsara
7th June 2012, 12:58
Thank you Astrid. Thank you Tom. Last night I dreamt I was receiving a key that I had requested in 2009... and Tom talks of 2009. The mantra for this week is almost word to word to what I have received while getting Healing Touch treatment on Monday.
"I am no longer alone on the shore of the sea, for I called forth and she has answered me."
Interesting times....
Carmody
7th June 2012, 13:31
Ray Bradbury (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bradbury,_Ray) has moved on (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?46130-Ray-Bradbury-In-Memorium), and over the next while.. more will likely be leaving (the few that remain). Many of them were born in a 'period' of time, and came into prominence in that time of the rise of Sci-fi.
Some of those books are very interesting, regarding what they tried to say. For example, someone who might also be leaving soon.. Frederik Pohl. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frederik_Pohl)
Man Plus (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_Plus)
In the not-too-distant future, a cold war threatens to turn hot. Colonization of Mars seems to be mankind's only hope of surviving certain Armageddon. To facilitate this, the American government begins a cyborg program to create a being capable of surviving the harsh Martian environment: Man Plus. After the death of the first candidate, due to the project supervisors forgetting to enhance his brain's ability to process sensory input to cope with the new stimuli he is receiving, Roger Torraway becomes the heart of the program.
In order to survive in the thin Martian atmosphere, Roger Torraway's body must be replaced with an artificial one. At every step he becomes more and more disconnected from humanity, unable to feel things in his new body. It is only after arriving on Mars that his new body begins to make sense to him. It is perfectly adapted to this new world, and thus he becomes perfectly separated from his old world, and from humanity.
The success of the Martian mission spurs similar cyborg programs in other spacefaring nations. It is revealed that the computer networks of Earth have become sentient, and that ensuring humanity's survival will guarantee theirs as well. In the end, the network is puzzled...it appears that something else was behind the push to space, a mystery even to the machines.
~~~~~~~~~
(published 1976)
The book, by it's very nature, was inconclusive, and the reading and conclusion was unsettled. As unknowns couched in unknowns can only be. It is a good meditation on the idea of separation within the self only to realize that all is as it should be, regarding the capacity to clear the self of illusion..and then to holistically become, to return...knowingly ... to what one is.
I expect that near millions, in the end, have likely read it...thus... the seeds are planted.
benevolentcrow
7th June 2012, 13:45
Good morning. We have had an unusually cold spring here in the Pacific Northwest.
My tomato plants are only 5" high! Ordered a LED plant light for them. Rain till the end of June predicted.
My Extra Fancy Bantam Chicks are thriving in their little brooder box. Working on the chicken coop.
Just keeping life simple!
Haven't been attuned, had chakras or meridian points re-aligned. Not into drinking spirulina or distilling water. These are all good things mind you. Too busy in the hollow! All is well...
Good words to live by.
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 13:56
Waving at Astrid....Hola!
Just found this neat TED talk, about how to build creative confidence.
http://www.ted.com/talks/david_kelley_how_to_build_your_creative_confidence .html
That's powerful, Ulli. Thanks. This vid and book goes nicely with your find.
“The Unfoldment: The Organic Path to Clarity, Power, and Transformation (http://www.amazon.com/The-Unfoldment-Organic-Clarity-Transformation/dp/1601632142/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1339075414&sr=1-1),” by Neil Kramer
The book that speaks on how and why our imagination was not encouraged in school, family and society. It was by design. And how to delete the old tape once you have the whole picture. It's opened my eyes even more about the controls from political forces to advertisement to history.
It’s a kind of book that you jump right to the chapters that you’d like and it just spiders out. Kramer’s so good at explaining things that I make myself put the book down so it will last longer. Each chapter is chock full and I want to give it time to digest.
This is the vid that convinced me that to look into what Neil Kramer has to offer:
"Neil Kramer - The Unfoldment" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CA_gKbOgeuc&feature=relmfu)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CA_gKbOgeuc&feature=relmfut
Ray Bradbury (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bradbury,_Ray) has moved on (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?46130-Ray-Bradbury-In-Memorium), and over the next while.. more will likely be leaving (the few that remain). Many of them were born in a 'period' of time, and came into prominence in that time of the rise of Sci-fi.
Some of those books are very interesting, regarding what they tried to say. For example, someone who might also be leaving soon.. Frederik Pohl. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frederik_Pohl)
Man Plus (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_Plus)
In the not-too-distant future, a cold war threatens to turn hot. Colonization of Mars seems to be mankind's only hope of surviving certain Armageddon. To facilitate this, the American government begins a cyborg program to create a being capable of surviving the harsh Martian environment: Man Plus. After the death of the first candidate, due to the project supervisors forgetting to enhance his brain's ability to process sensory input to cope with the new stimuli he is receiving, Roger Torraway becomes the heart of the program.
In order to survive in the thin Martian atmosphere, Roger Torraway's body must be replaced with an artificial one. At every step he becomes more and more disconnected from humanity, unable to feel things in his new body. It is only after arriving on Mars that his new body begins to make sense to him. It is perfectly adapted to this new world, and thus he becomes perfectly separated from his old world, and from humanity.
The success of the Martian mission spurs similar cyborg programs in other spacefaring nations. It is revealed that the computer networks of Earth have become sentient, and that ensuring humanity's survival will guarantee theirs as well. In the end, the network is puzzled...it appears that something else was behind the push to space, a mystery even to the machines.
~~~~~~~~~
(published 1976)
The book, by it's very nature, was inconclusive, and the reading and conclusion was unsettled. As unknowns couched in unknowns can only be. It is a good meditation on the idea of separation within the self only to realize that all is as it should be, regarding the capacity to clear the self of illusion..and then to holistically become, to return...knowingly ... to what one is.
I expect that near millions, in the end, have likely read it...thus... the seeds are planted.
Indeed. My own reading phases were very distinct, and SCI-Fi was a major slice of that cake.
Thus seeds were planted which not only sprouted into how to become the perfect flower,
(something the fashion world taught me in far more ways than people who are fashion victims can ever realize),
but later how to blend into a larger garden.
Of course one must always remember that just after the seeds have been planted all that is there to see is a lot of dirt...
so "patience, patience".....
http://www.qualityinnvictoria.com/images/events/buchartgardens_galleryfull.jpg
Waving at Astrid....Hola!
Just found this neat TED talk, about how to build creative confidence.
http://www.ted.com/talks/david_kelley_how_to_build_your_creative_confidence .html
That's powerful, Ulli. Thanks. This vid and book goes nicely with your find.
“The Unfoldment: The Organic Path to Clarity, Power, and Transformation (http://www.amazon.com/The-Unfoldment-Organic-Clarity-Transformation/dp/1601632142/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1339075414&sr=1-1),” by Neil Kramer
The book that speaks on how and why our imagination was not encouraged in school, family and society. It was by design. And how to delete the old tape once you have the whole picture. It's opened my eyes even more about the controls from political forces to advertisement to history.
It’s a kind of book that you jump right to the chapters that you’d like and it just spiders out. Kramer’s so good at explaining things that I make myself put the book down. Each chapter is chock full and I want to give it time to digest.
This is the vid that convinced me that to look into what Neil Kramer has to offer:
Red Ice Radio - Neil Kramer - Hour 1 - Participating in the Unfoldment (http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=EwuK3Q_UgR8)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=EwuK3Q_UgR8
Yeah, Neil Kramer really sums it up, I mean, where I am currently at.
I even managed to train myself to get used to his accent.
(Didn't I just post that interview recently?)
astrid
7th June 2012, 14:04
Tonight we had a fire cermony and I must
say that today was the highlight for me as
far as altered states go.
To many transformative moments to mention
and now to return back to my home base .. Going
to be Interesting to see how it all translates and weaves
it's way back into reality . One things for sure I will not be the
same
But I cant wait to see my dogs - i missed them
terribly . I hope they are both ok after being kenneled
for 11 days it's been so cold and wet back home by
all reports . So I suspect I will be juggling moving
furniture with bathing poodles this weekend as the
serious house moving begins .
In theory it may be good for grounding me after
spending so much time off planet. But in reality
it's a huge job requiring many hands as i have
not enough time to be my normal stubbornly
independent self .
Carmody
7th June 2012, 14:16
... to be my normal stubbornly
independent self.
When one is knowingly in the Bardo(s) doing whatever one may be doing, this is a baseline requirement.
It goes something like this:
Part of being an energetic cloud of self organized data, riding like a surfer..on the edge of multidimensional egress and flow, where this flow is the force of life and the energetics of continuance..and thus the point of being..this capacity to hold stubbornly together ----is the essence of life itself. Balance is key.
We come here to learn distinctions on what integration behavior is, regarding separation, demarcation, unity, integration, what such things mean and are -- in a universe where one is made up of self organized energies.
Energies that must be deeply and near unconsciously held, in order to 'be'. Here, on this 3d earth, we learn those things that are shall we say..acceptable and not acceptable..within the context of integration with other energetic based beings. And so on.
Good morning. We have had an unusually cold spring here in the Pacific Northwest.
My tomato plants are only 5" high! Ordered a LED plant light for them. Rain till the end of June predicted.
My Extra Fancy Bantam Chicks are thriving in their little brooder box. Working on the chicken coop.
Just keeping life simple!
Haven't been attuned, had chakras or meridian points re-aligned. Not into drinking spirulina or distilling water. These are all good things mind you. Too busy in the hollow! All is well...
Good words to live by.
Love those ten commandments.
The word respect jumps right out of the page at me...
as I was going to muse about respect just yesterday, but didn't find the time.
Respect is a Capricorn thing...most Caps are good at being respectful and usually suffer when they don't receive it back.
But as I said earlier, each sign has a specific keyword..., which means the other 11 signs can learn something from that sign.
Aries: daring
Taurus: hospitable
Gemini: connecting
Cancer: nurturing
Leo: loving
Virgo: teaching
Libra: refining
Scorpio: protecting
Sagittarius: tolerating
Capricorn: respecting
Aquarius: innovating
Pisces: fantasizing
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 14:32
Yeah, Neil Kramer really sums it up, I mean, where I am currently at.
I even managed to train myself to get used to his accent.
(Didn't I just post that interview recently?)
You may have. I loose track of where the sources come from. I take down links if I don't have time to watch and revisit.
http://www.pic4ever.com/images/SEVeyesC08_th.gif It seems that I've lost the art of multi-tasking.
Another good sign of growing, growing, growing. http://www.pic4ever.com/images/orjnfq.gif
astrid
7th June 2012, 17:20
Bugger just lost a long post responding to what Carmody
just posted . How annoying ...oh well
Must sleep now
Tomorrow I fly on the big bird back home
Laters
benevolentcrow
7th June 2012, 17:21
Benevolentchicken?
another bob
7th June 2012, 18:38
Here, on this 3d earth, we learn those things that are shall we say..acceptable and not acceptable..within the context of integration with other energetic based beings. And so on.
Yes, to learn how to behave and play nice.
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Benevolentchicken?
http://i48.tinypic.com/5e663s.jpg
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http://i48.tinypic.com/2enrur7.jpg
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 20:20
Benevolentchicken?
Benevolent Crow, I'm lovin' the dude/dudess there, and I'm diggin' the new avatar.
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 20:26
Benevolentchicken?
http://i48.tinypic.com/5e663s.jpg
http://i48.tinypic.com/2vbo3ua.jpg
http://i48.tinypic.com/2enrur7.jpg
Escher(esk)
Before I bother the moderators...I thought I first check with the friends on this thread....
At the bottom left of this page there is something called "Quick Style Chooser" and out of the three options I use "Avalon Breeze"... .it is the only option with black text on white background.
Since this morning it has changed, and the bar above the messages now has lots of tiny thought bubbles which makes it impossible to read the post number at the time it was posted. Also, the page background is no longer dark blue but has a pale blue design pattern. This has only happened on my iPad, not the laptop. I have already turned the iPad on and off, but it makes no difference.
Just wondered if it is just me....
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 20:49
Ulli, just checked. Both my iPad and MacBook work fine.
Thanks. Gaian Night and Avalon Knight are fine...
It's only Avalon Breeze that looks like it has a glitch.
Ok, I rebooted again, and this time the blue bar across the top of the posts is back to normal. But the background still has the little pale blue boxes.
Marianne
7th June 2012, 22:25
VHTOM5WrvUU
Thanks Tom
I second that emotion!
Mantra for the week
I am no longer alone
On the shore of the sea
For I have called forth
And she has come to me.
Ulli, do you need some mod assistance?
Ernie Nemeth
7th June 2012, 22:33
Well, it must be me but it sure seems like astrology forecasts are more acurate these days than up to the late eighties when I was delving into it.
My old employer called back after almost a month (?). I finally start work Monday! The money will come in real handy because try as I may I have not been able to catch up my bills since January. I don't let it worry me and I try not to let it seep into my esoteric work but I may as well face it - it does. Hard to be thankful, genuinely thankful, when I can't make ends meet.
And my next thought is always, but I know others have it worse. That thought irks me to the nth degree.
I've been thinking, what are my dreams, my ambitions. As far as I can make out, I truly have none. But that can't be right. So sometimes I fantasize about what I would do if I won the lottery - if that would make any difference, and I do not think it would. So then I think well, what were my dreams or goals when I was in my twenties. And besides getting published, the only thing I wanted was to figure out the flaw in science so that I could alieviate the plight of the poor - I used to think of Africa in this light. But lately I've realized that what I really have always wanted was to make my father proud - which he has never been. To make him eat crow, to prove to him that I am a man worthy of his respect - he's a Capricorn.
So at least I've figured out what has driven me all these years. I would like my father to be able to call his sister in Ottawa and brag about his son's accomplishments. Like she consistently does to him about my cousin, the big-time governmental economist. This drive, this yearning consumes me. It is why I have written my last two books - books I know my father won't touch (he's said so). It is my way of one-upping him. Proof that I was right to drop the family religion.
And now as time runs out, I see that this has lead to a collasal waste of my potential - living for the benediction of the only person I ever wished to please, my father. Damn! That made me tear up. Got more work to do, deep down inside.
Hope this sharing is alright. It's not easy and it's very embarrassing. But I feel it's what I have to offer. I guess the moral of my story is - live for yourself, and not what you think might make others happy. Because in the end, they can't make you happy - only you can do that for yourself.
That's it.
hugs
RunningDeer
7th June 2012, 23:22
And now as time runs out, I see that this has lead to a collasal waste of my potential - living for the benediction of the only person I ever wished to please, my father. Damn! That made me tear up. Got more work to do, deep down inside.
Hope this sharing is alright. It's not easy and it's very embarrassing. But I feel it's what I have to offer. I guess the moral of my story is - live for yourself, and not what you think might make others happy. Because in the end, they can't make you happy - only you can do that for yourself.
That's it.
hugs
Hugs back, Ernie!
PurpleLama
8th June 2012, 01:14
You win, Ernie.
Ernie
Glad you got work again.
As a Capricorn woman I can testify that we are all ambitious and want to be money makers,
but Capricorn men are much worse.
Unless they come face to face with their own materialism and consciously decide to change direction and become more spiritual.
Anyway, you are together in life because he needs to learn from you and you need to learn from him.
The midpoint between the two of you is where the balance lies.
Since you can't change him, my advice to you is to try and move towards that midpoint by yourself.
Make money and stop worrying about Africa, since it is much too big a problem for you.
Besides, as long as you have debts, you can't help anyone, and the people who you owe money to don't see you in a good light,
which can only send bad vibes in your direction and further add to your problems.
You are far too gifted to be poor. Go and listen to that Ray Bradbury talk.
For another bob and anyone else who wants it.
http://i.imgur.com/yviRd.jpg
another bob
8th June 2012, 03:04
For another bob and anyone else who wants it.
http://i.imgur.com/yviRd.jpg
Ah yes, the Monkey-face Orchid, Platanthera integrilabia, was locally common on the Cumberland Plateau of Kentucky and Tennessee prior to the 1940s, but is currently a C2 candidate for United States protection as an endangered species.
Thanks for your thoughtfulness, Ulli!
Mazie brought this one to my attention some years ago, and I remembered it fondly.
Currently listening to:
j0YDkGXfrOs
while attempting a free transliteration of Jnaneshwar's Amritanubhav.
It's been a rough time here lately, but this evening has finally brought some let-up to the relentless pain and nausea.
May all beings be happy!
Guest
8th June 2012, 03:53
Today I am not much for words
and have been reading about the Kogui
I first learned about Kogi from a friend of
mine who visits with them twice a year.
Kogi - Tairona
http://www.crystalinks.com/kogimap.gif
The Tairona were a precolombian civilization in the region of the Sierra Nevada de Santa Marta in the present-day Magdalena and La Guajira Departments of Colombia, South America which goes back to the 1st century AD and showed documented growth around in the 11th century. The Tairona people formed one of the two principal groups of the Chibcha and were pushed into submarginal regions by the Spanish conquest. The Kogi indigenous people who live in the area today are direct descendants of the Tairona.
Knowledge sources about the precolombian Tairona civilization are limited to archaeological findings and a few written references from the Spanish colonial era. A major city of the Tairona and archaeological site is today known as Ciudad Perdida (Spanish for "Lost City"), it was discovered by treasure hunters in 1975. The Tairona are known to have built terraced platforms, house foundations, stairs, sewers, tombs, and bridges from stone. Use of pottery for utilitarian and ornamental/ceremonial purposes was also highly developed.
http://www.crystalinks.com/taironapendants.jpg
Tairona Gold Pendants - Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York City The Tairona civilization is most renown for its distinctive goldwork. The earliest known Tairona goldwork has been described for the Neguanje Period (from about 300- 800 AD) and its use within the Tairona society appears to have extended beyond the elite. The gold artifacts made comprise pendants, lip-plugs, nose ornaments, necklaces, and earrings. Gold cast Tairona figure pendants (known as "caciques") in particular stand out among the goldworks of precolumbian America because of their richness in detail. The figurines depict human subjects - thought be noblemen or chiefs - in ornate dresses and with a large animal mask over the face. Many elements of their body posture (e.g., hands on their hips) and dress signal an aggressive stance and hence are interpreted as evidence for the power of the wearer and the bellicose nature of Tairona society.
The Kogi
http://www.crystalinks.com/kojiman.jpg The tribe known as 'Los Kogui' are today's custodians of the Tairona culture. They have a population of approximately 12,000 people. The and are called the Kogi. The Kogi plant crops and live off the land. They prefer not to mix with outsiders. Few Colombians, or those from the outside worlds, are allowed to enter their mountain. They marry in their culture. The Kogi constantly move about from place to place, between their different abodes spread among the different levels of the Sierra Nevada mountain range. This is looked upon as taking care of their nutritional needs without abusing the environment.
The Kogi or Cogui or Kagaba, translated "jaguar" in the Kogi language are a Native American ethnic group that lives in the Sierra Nevada de Santa Marta in Colombia. Their civilization has continued since the Pre-Columbian era. The Kogi language belongs to the Chibchan family.
The Kogi claim to be descendants of the Tairona culture, which flourished before the time of the Spanish conquest. The Tairona were forced to move into the highlands when the Caribs invaded around 1000 CE, according to the Federal Research Division of the Library of Congress which allowed them to evade the worst effects of the Spanish colonization. Like so many ancient myths concerning holy mountains at the "centre of the world", their mythology teaches that they are "Elder Brothers" of humanity, living in the "Heart of the World" (the Sierra Nevada of Santa Marta). Those not living in the Heart of the World are called "Younger Brothers." Their mythology suggests that these Younger Brothers were sent away from the heart of the world long ago, seemingly in reference to these same Carib people who are said to have originated from South America.
The Mountain The Sierra Nevada, in the shape of a pyramid, rises from the sunny coasts of the Caribbean tropics to the chilly, snow-capped peaks that reach a height of 17,000 feet above sea level, all in only 30 horizontal miles. Within just fifty kilometres the northern slopes descend from snow capped peaks to the turquoise waters, tropical jungle shores and coral reefs of the Caribbean ocean.
http://www.crystalinks.com/kogieco.jpg
Day and night are of equal length all year round. The area has every eco-system in its 17,000 km2 area (8,000 sq. miles) You can find coral reefs, mangroves, arid deserts, rain and cloud forest, and in the higher elevations, plains and snow-capped peaks with temperatures close to 20 degrees C. The highest peak is the Pico Simon Bolivar at 5,775 metres.
In 1965, archeologists found the remains of a lost Tairona religious center and called it the 'Lost City.' It is a three-day hike in dense jungle to witness a true wonder of the past. It is believed that there are two more lost cities.
These highlands are inhabited by the Gods and the spirits of the dead. A universe of signs and symbols, this territory is a veritable "open book" which is their bridge to the world and their collective history.
The Kogi believe the Sierra Nevada to be the 'Place of Creation' and the 'Heart of the World'. They call themselves the Elder Brothers of humanity and consider their mission to care for planet. They understand how the planet works as an integrated unit rather than the separation of all things in our worlds.
Much like other ancient tribal civilizations, that still exist on the planet, they believe themselves to be the custodians of the planet Earth here to keep things in balance.
Spiritual Beliefs
The Kogi base their lifestyles on their belief in "The Great Mother," their creator figure, whom they believe is the force behind nature, providing guidance. The Kogi understand the Earth to be a living being, and see the colonizers' mining, building, pollution and other activities damaging the Great Mother.
From birth the Kogi attune their priests, called Mamas, to the mystic world called Aluna. It is in this "spirit-realm" that the Mamas operate to help the Great Mother sustain the Earth. Through deep meditation and symbolic offerings, the Mamas believe they support the balance of harmony and creativity in the world. It is also in this realm that the essence of agriculture is nurtured: seeds are blessed in Aluna before being planted, to ensure they grow successfully.
They achieve this through meditation wherein they communicate with all living things on the planet - humans, animals, plants, rock, etc.
They live in Aluna, an inner world of thought and potential. From Aluna they astral travel or remote view to places both on and off the physical planet. Their sacred lands are perceived as a metaphysical symbol of cosmic forces within the whole world - an oracle of the natural balance and health of the planet.
As with other indigenous tribes, Kogi society has changed little in the past five centuries. They survived as a culture because the Kogi focus all their energy on the life of the mind as opposed to the life of a body or an individual. Fundamental to that survival is the maintenance of physical separation from their world and the rest of humanity. They are very protective of their sacred space and the dense jungle is not kind to tourists.
They worry about the destruction of the rain forest as well as the planet itself. This area embraces some of the most biologically diverse tropical rainforests on the planet. The Kogi are inseparable from the rainforest habit in which they have lived since the dawn of time.
Through oracle propheices and message with Spirit, they are aware of a great change that is coming now to planet Earth. Their Mountain is dying, symbolizing this transition. Similar to what many other tribes around the world see is a world that was about to be destroyed by the misuse of consciousness. Then they saw the emergence of light consciousness as part of the process of humanity emerging as a race of beings in higher evolved light bodies. This strongly connects with the metaphysical teachings of our times.
Shamanic Practices - Coca Plant
Shaman are called Mamas Kogi Mamas are chosen from birth and spend the first nine years of childhood in a cave in total darkness learning the ancient secrets of the spiritual world or Aluna. They are the priests and judges who control Kogi society.
All major decisions and shamanic work are done by Divination. All is the world of Aluna, so the Mamas see a reflection of the physical world first in the spiritual world. If Aluna is the Mother, then the Kogi listen to the Mother by divining. This lost technique of divination is what keeps the Kogi world in balance and order.
The Mamas - as with other spiritual tribal leaders around the world - are worried that the Younger Brother has not heeded the first warning. If the Sierra Nevada or the Mother dies, the world will also die.
They use the coca bush for many things. Myths reveal that it was the Aluna herself who instituted coca chewing among the Kogi and who gave a lime gourd to her first son, as a symbolic wife. Other myths tell that coca was originally discovered in the flowing hair of a young girl who let her father only participate in its use. An envious and jealous young man transformed himself into a bird and, after watching the girl bathing in the river, seduced her. When he returned home and changed back into human shape, he shook his hair and out of it fell two coca seeds.
Small plantations of coca shrubs are found near all Kogi settlements, and provide the men with tender green leaves, plucked by the women. All adult men chew the slightly toasted leaves, adding to the moist wad small portions of lime. Coca shrubs are planted and tended by the men but the leaves are gathered by women. Periodically the men toast these leaves inside the temple, using for this end a special double-handled pottery vessel. This ritual vessel made by a Kogi priest can be used only for the toasting of coca leaves.
When chewed with coca, lime is a substance which helps the mucous membranes in the mouth absorb the alkaloids in the leaves. The Kogi produce Lime by burning sea shells on a small pyre carefully constructed with chosen splints. The fine white powder is then sifted into a ritual gourd which is carried by all men.
The Lime container consists of a small gourd which is slightly pear-shaped and perforated along the top. While all lime gourds consist of the same raw material, the wood of the stick which is inserted into it, must correspond to the patriline of the owner. Each patriline uses a different wood taken from the trees belonging to certain botanical species. The length of the stick may vary from 20 to 30cms. and, together with the degree of surface polish, these various characteristics identify its owner. An initiated Kogi man will easily recognise the patriline of his companions, simple by looking at their lime sticks.
The symbolic importance of the lime container and its stick is manifold. In one, most important image, the gourd is a woman. During the marriage ceremony the mama gives the bridegroom a gourd with these words: "Now I give you a lime gourd; I give you a woman." He then hands the bridegroom the lime stick and orders him to perforate with it the gourd at its upper end, thus symbolising the act of deflowering the bride.
Both men and women say quite openly that coca chewing has an aphrodisiacal effect upon male sexuality, and newly wed couples are very outspoken about this. Male initiation, marriage, and habitual coca chewing are three elements which coincide at a certain period in a young mans life. Young men sometimes say that they dislike coca chewing but most of them, sooner or later, yield to the pressures exercised by the priests and the older generation, and adopt the habit.
While slowly chewing some twenty or thirty toasted leaves, the man will wet the lower and slightly pointed end of the stick with saliva and will insert it into the gourd. Withdrawing the stick again he will put the adhering lime into his mouth. Immediately he will rub the stick around the top of the gourd in a circular motion. Eventually, this daily repeated action of rubbing the stick on the gourd surface begins to form a thin layered crust of yellowish-white lime that covers the upper part of the container. Some old lime gourds display a disc shaped accretion of up to 10cms. in diameter, carefully fashioned by the gourd's owner.
The many symbolic meanings of coca chewing and of the physical objects involved in this act, form a coherent whole. In macrocosmic perspective, a lime gourd is a model of the universe; the stick when inserted, becomes a world axis, and knowledgeable men will be able to talk at great length, explaining the structure of the universe in terms of levels, rims or directions appearing on the gourd.
On another scale, the gourd can be compared to the Sierra Nevada; the lime-splattered upper part are the snow peaks, and the stick is the world axis. Certain mountain peaks, crowned with white, rocky cliffs, are the Sun's lime containers, and so are all the temples and houses.
The coca plant is an integral part of the Kogi way of life, deeply involved with their traditions, religion, work and medicine. Perhaps the most ancient use of coca in South America is its employment in shamanistic practises and religious rituals. The mild mental excitation induced by chewing the coca leaves enables the shaman to enter more easily into a trance state in which he could communicate with the spiritual forces of nature and summon them to his aid.
Large scale deforestation and clearing of the jungle is posing a massive threat to the natural habitat of the Sierra Nevada and its flora and fauna. In recent years the sinister illusion of the marijuana cultivation practised by settlers from inland and fueled by encouragement by the Columbian and International mafia has destroyed vast areas of the jungle.
Twentieth Century As the world becomes 'smaller' - and 'old' meets 'new' - even the most ancient civilizations will become part of the evolution now occurring for all of humanity as a race. Nothing in human history ever remains the same as we move through our journey back to our spiritual origins.
In 1990 the Kogi decided they must speak out to the rest of the world. They had survived by keeping themselves isolated but they decided that it was time to send a message to the Younger Brother. They could see that something was wrong with their mountain, with the heart of the world. The snows had stopped falling and the rivers were not so full. If their mountain was ill then the whole world was in trouble.
The Mamas sent one of the Kogi who spoke Spanish to contact a British film maker who was in Colombia at that time. They asked the BBC to make a film to tell the Younger Brother about their concern. It was called 'The Elder Brother's Warning 'or' The Message from the Heart of the World'. Alan Ereira, the producer, has also written a book about the Kogi called The Heart of the World (http://www.reelwest.com/magazine/archives/vol14_3/heart2.htm).
Since the film was brought out many changes have taken place. The film had a major impact on the Colombian Government and also on the grave robbers. The grave robbers felt that they should stop because they felt bad about disturbing their ancestors. There are now two Kogi members of parliament. The Tairona Heritage Trust was set up to support the Kogi and to buy back some of the original Kogi lands to give them a passage to the sea.
Contemporary Kogi The Kogi people live largely in peace amongst themselves and their environment. They use slash-and-burn farming methods; each family tends farms at varying altitudes of the Sierra, producing different crops to satisfy the range of their needs, they also raise cattle on the highlands.
Kogi People (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Koguis) Wikipedia
http://www.crystalinks.com/kogihut.jpg
Kankurua huts To penetrate a Kankurua is to enter into contact with the nine worlds and the nine states of consciousness that make it up. Some say they have moved beyond verbal language, using tones to create colorful images in their minds rather than thoughts expressed as sentences. Some Kogi speak telepathically to each other.
According to Drunvalo Melchizedek ...
The Kogi do not see us as 'sleeping' as many of the Hindu and Oriental religions do. The Kogi see humans as dead, shadows of the energy of what they could be. This is because they do not have enough life force energy and consciousness to be classified by them as real people. The Kogi set out to find out why the 'dead ones' were still on Earth. As they searched the living vibrating records of this reality, they found exactly where and why it had happened. Some of the 'dead ones' had become alive, and had created a dream with enough life force to save the world as we know it.
They created a parallel world where life could continue to grow, a world where the dead could become alive. The Kogi were so specific to locate exactly who these people were that were creating this change that had altered the world's destiny.
The Kogi see these people with living bodies with light around them, people who had activated their Light Bodies or in the ancient terms, their Mer-Ka-Ba. (http://www.crystalinks.com/merkabah.html)
http://www.crystalinks.com/kogi.html
Love
Nora
eaglespirit
8th June 2012, 10:04
Kogi Gallery
http://www.theelderbrother.com/kogi/gallery.cfm
benevolentcrow
8th June 2012, 13:14
For another bob and anyone else who wants it.
http://i.imgur.com/yviRd.jpg
I'll take it. A cute gift to receive. Thank you.
benevolentcrow
8th June 2012, 13:24
An old child's gospel song, seems fitting these days.
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
Let it shine/Let it shine/Let it shine
Shining light by Catrin Welz-Stein
1inMany
8th June 2012, 14:17
An old child's gospel song, seems fitting these days.
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
Let it shine/Let it shine/Let it shine
Shining light by Catrin Welz-Stein
sync: no idea where I learned this song, but it is one that I cheerily hum or sing all the time...for a few years it has been my "go to"...
Much Love
1inMany
8th June 2012, 15:27
Please send healing to my husband. I asked his permission, and he said, "Fire em up. I can use all the help I can get." Prayers, lights, thoughts, any and all are welcome and appreciated.
Mike is a person of responsibility in a company of approximately 50 people. He has worked at this company for about 8 years. His boss, and the only person in the company who holds a position "higher" on the ladder than he, is the owner/CEO. The boss comes in to the office about once a week for a couple of hours. Otherwise, he is absent. That is a good thing because the man is an addict, heroin I believe. Years ago, when people started noticing the track marks on his arms, he changed to smoking it. With recent lung problems, I can't imagine what is left as a viable inlet. The boss was seen last week driving his Mercedes through an unsavory part of Dallas, Oak Cliff, where rival gangs are seen in the streets with machine guns.
My husband has taken the "buffer" position between this monster and the normal people who work there...fighting against him when the boss decides to withhold bonus money or cut their pay for no legitimate reason. He has fought against the boss on behalf of people with serious illnesses and cancer who would have been fired.
And, you all know, this position of stress took a toll on Mike's health. As of yesterday, our doctor is extremely happy with the positive results of the changes in diet and exercise Mike has implemented.
The problem, though, is that we are afraid this job is about to be taken away. Mike is a Libra, he weighs everything 10 ways to Sunday before making a decision. Three years ago, Mike worked with very wealthy people to produce a business plan for either 1) starting his(our) own company or 2) buying the company he works for. Mike needs to be away from this boss. During that past 3 years, there have been 3 opportunities that I am aware of for Mike to leave the current company and start his own, with financial backing. Each time, he thought it best to give the current boss a chance to step away, and each time the current boss did not. He did, however, offer a carrot....maybe a little more money, but most often his carrots are "one day you will own this place" or "one day this will be all yours"...it was always bullsh!t. Also during this three year period, relationships have developed into job opportunities. But, Mike thought it best to stay the course so as not to lose the security he (we) had.
As I write this, it has become clear that the boss may be trying to find a reason to sabotage the company, making it worth little, or sabotage Mike, leaving him with nothing...including a job.
Mike financially cares for/helps my brother, our daughter and grandson, this second place (for our two daughters remaining at home), and are other grandchildren as we can. That's 3 car payments, 2 mortgages, utilities for 4 families...that's a helluva lot of responsibility.
And this man is stubborn, let me tell ya. He will do what he decides to do. He respects me, he comes to me for help with situations and problems constantly, but when I feel compelled to say "Walk Away! We will Be Okay!" it becomes complicated. He remembers a time when he had no job and mine didn't make a dent in things...and we had nothing but a car. My family offered a home, we rebuilt from there...and he has a very real fear of returning to that dark place.
I did not share this for sympathy or to get attention. It is deeply personal, and I would rather not have to share it. But in asking for help for him, I found myself not knowing what kind of help to ask for. In an instant, I knew the only way to get the right kind of spiritual backing was to explain the situation the best I can.
Much Love, and so much gratitude......
Here and Now...loving ourselves first. Louise Hay.
Has nutrition comments, too.
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Please send healing to my husband. I asked his permission, and he said, "Fire em up. I can use all the help I can get." Prayers, lights, thoughts, any and all are welcome and appreciated.
Mike is a person of responsibility in a company of approximately 50 people. He has worked at this company for about 8 years. His boss, and the only person in the company who holds a position "higher" on the ladder than he, is the owner/CEO. The boss comes in to the office about once a week for a couple of hours. Otherwise, he is absent. That is a good thing because the man is an addict, heroin I believe. Years ago, when people started noticing the track marks on his arms, he changed to smoking it. With recent lung problems, I can't imagine what is left as a viable inlet. The boss was seen last week driving his Mercedes through an unsavory part of Dallas, Oak Cliff, where rival gangs are seen in the streets with machine guns.
My husband has taken the "buffer" position between this monster and the normal people who work there...fighting against him when the boss decides to withhold bonus money or cut their pay for no legitimate reason. He has fought against the boss on behalf of people with serious illnesses and cancer who would have been fired.
And, you all know, this position of stress took a toll on Mike's health. As of yesterday, our doctor is extremely happy with the positive results of the changes in diet and exercise Mike has implemented.
The problem, though, is that we are afraid this job is about to be taken away. Mike is a Libra, he weighs everything 10 ways to Sunday before making a decision. Three years ago, Mike worked with very wealthy people to produce a business plan for either 1) starting his(our) own company or 2) buying the company he works for. Mike needs to be away from this boss. During that past 3 years, there have been 3 opportunities that I am aware of for Mike to leave the current company and start his own, with financial backing. Each time, he thought it best to give the current boss a chance to step away, and each time the current boss did not. He did, however, offer a carrot....maybe a little more money, but most often his carrots are "one day you will own this place" or "one day this will be all yours"...it was always bullsh!t. Also during this three year period, relationships have developed into job opportunities. But, Mike thought it best to stay the course so as not to lose the security he (we) had.
As I write this, it has become clear that the boss may be trying to find a reason to sabotage the company, making it worth little, or sabotage Mike, leaving him with nothing...including a job.
Mike financially cares for/helps my brother, our daughter and grandson, this second place (for our two daughters remaining at home), and are other grandchildren as we can. That's 3 car payments, 2 mortgages, utilities for 4 families...that's a helluva lot of responsibility.
And this man is stubborn, let me tell ya. He will do what he decides to do. He respects me, he comes to me for help with situations and problems constantly, but when I feel compelled to say "Walk Away! We will Be Okay!" it becomes complicated. He remembers a time when he had no job and mine didn't make a dent in things...and we had nothing but a car. My family offered a home, we rebuilt from there...and he has a very real fear of returning to that dark place.
I did not share this for sympathy or to get attention. It is deeply personal, and I would rather not have to share it. But in asking for help for him, I found myself not knowing what kind of help to ask for. In an instant, I knew the only way to get the right kind of spiritual backing was to explain the situation the best I can.
Much Love, and so much gratitude......
WOW, 1inMany. You finally answered all my questions...now all those sicknesses make sense.
Those poor children!
Your husband is bringing home entities that he has picked up from the "boss".
Our group is being prepared to do a big job here...excorcism.
As I said: WOW.
1inMany
8th June 2012, 17:05
Please send healing to my husband. I asked his permission, and he said, "Fire em up. I can use all the help I can get." Prayers, lights, thoughts, any and all are welcome and appreciated.
Mike is a person of responsibility in a company of approximately 50 people. He has worked at this company for about 8 years. His boss, and the only person in the company who holds a position "higher" on the ladder than he, is the owner/CEO. The boss comes in to the office about once a week for a couple of hours. Otherwise, he is absent. That is a good thing because the man is an addict, heroin I believe. Years ago, when people started noticing the track marks on his arms, he changed to smoking it. With recent lung problems, I can't imagine what is left as a viable inlet. The boss was seen last week driving his Mercedes through an unsavory part of Dallas, Oak Cliff, where rival gangs are seen in the streets with machine guns.
My husband has taken the "buffer" position between this monster and the normal people who work there...fighting against him when the boss decides to withhold bonus money or cut their pay for no legitimate reason. He has fought against the boss on behalf of people with serious illnesses and cancer who would have been fired.
And, you all know, this position of stress took a toll on Mike's health. As of yesterday, our doctor is extremely happy with the positive results of the changes in diet and exercise Mike has implemented.
The problem, though, is that we are afraid this job is about to be taken away. Mike is a Libra, he weighs everything 10 ways to Sunday before making a decision. Three years ago, Mike worked with very wealthy people to produce a business plan for either 1) starting his(our) own company or 2) buying the company he works for. Mike needs to be away from this boss. During that past 3 years, there have been 3 opportunities that I am aware of for Mike to leave the current company and start his own, with financial backing. Each time, he thought it best to give the current boss a chance to step away, and each time the current boss did not. He did, however, offer a carrot....maybe a little more money, but most often his carrots are "one day you will own this place" or "one day this will be all yours"...it was always bullsh!t. Also during this three year period, relationships have developed into job opportunities. But, Mike thought it best to stay the course so as not to lose the security he (we) had.
As I write this, it has become clear that the boss may be trying to find a reason to sabotage the company, making it worth little, or sabotage Mike, leaving him with nothing...including a job.
Mike financially cares for/helps my brother, our daughter and grandson, this second place (for our two daughters remaining at home), and are other grandchildren as we can. That's 3 car payments, 2 mortgages, utilities for 4 families...that's a helluva lot of responsibility.
And this man is stubborn, let me tell ya. He will do what he decides to do. He respects me, he comes to me for help with situations and problems constantly, but when I feel compelled to say "Walk Away! We will Be Okay!" it becomes complicated. He remembers a time when he had no job and mine didn't make a dent in things...and we had nothing but a car. My family offered a home, we rebuilt from there...and he has a very real fear of returning to that dark place.
I did not share this for sympathy or to get attention. It is deeply personal, and I would rather not have to share it. But in asking for help for him, I found myself not knowing what kind of help to ask for. In an instant, I knew the only way to get the right kind of spiritual backing was to explain the situation the best I can.
Much Love, and so much gratitude......
WOW, 1inMany. You finally answered all my questions...now all those sicknesses make sense.
Those poor children!
Your husband is bringing home entities that he has picked up from the "boss".
Our group is being prepared to do a big job here...excorcism.
As I said: WOW.
I have hesitated....and hesitated...and really wanted to keep this to myself ... I felt like the peace here comes first...that's why I haven't said anything. But, he is struggling...
Love you, Ulli :)
1inMany
8th June 2012, 17:26
Do you think this could have enything to do with the difficulties I have?
And what can I do to help?
Do you think this could have enything to do with the difficulties I have?
And what can I do to help?
Absolutely. There is no other explanation. We'll get to work on this. You couldn't have told us at a better time.
Astrid is back and like a horse in a race box. Hehe....
This will be a concerted effort.
another bob
8th June 2012, 17:51
Please send healing to my husband. I asked his permission, and he said, "Fire em up. I can use all the help I can get." Prayers, lights, thoughts, any and all are welcome and appreciated......
Prayers and sincere intentions for the best outcome for your husband and your family, my Friend!
Career transitions can be challenging, but trust that there is always an opportunity available during these times to make big strides in growth and understanding. I discovered this myself through direct experience, and as long as you all remain open and refuse to fall into contraction, and call on support from the benefactors (visible and invisible), your way will be blessed.
Guest
8th June 2012, 18:05
A very warm morning in the forest.
Going into town to run errands.
That is a lot 1inMany....
Long term drug abusers usually become hosts and carry nasties -ickys and
can have an effect/affect (influence too) to those directly in their lives on subtle levels and in overt ways.
They also create and enforce the energy.
Prayers of Love Protection and Peace for you, your husband and family.
Love
Nora
Guest
8th June 2012, 18:37
Blessings to you 1inMany
a lotus for you and everyone.
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16794
Love
Nora
RunningDeer
8th June 2012, 18:39
Either I’ve got to get a life, or the Avalonian Family was traversing timelines. http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif
We spent the day running errands in Connecticut, USA. From a vet visit, to a walk by the river in a local state park, to a failed attempt to renew Wolfie’s dog license because the town hall is closed on Fridays.
http://www.pic4ever.com/images/earthhug.gif That was okay because we continued with conversations. Lots and lots of them, and some came to the fore for one-to-one chat, then retreated into the whole for a group chat and energy share.
Strange, yet more real than what's real to most. It was a lovely day. :ranger:
Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Playdo of Ataraxas
8th June 2012, 19:16
Ahh, Shakespear ( Bacon ? ) has such a way with words ;-
Does this sound familiar ?
"They ne'er cared for us yet; suffer us to famish, and their storehouses crammed with grain; make edicts for usury, to support usurers; repeal daily any wholesome act established against the rich, and provide more piercing statutes daily to chain up and restrain the poor. If the wars eat us not up, they will; and there's all the love they bear us."
-Shakespeare "Coriolanus
Occult theories about Francis Bacon
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
A number of writers, some of whom were connected with Theosophy, have claimed that Francis Bacon (22 January 1561 – 9 April 1626), the English philosopher, statesman, scientist, jurist and author, was a member of secret societies; a smaller number claim that he would have attained the Ascension and became the Ascended Master Saint Germain.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occult_theories_about_Francis_Bacon
Here's a fascinating chapter form Manly Palmer Hall's, "The Secret Teachings of the Ages." The chapter is titled, "Bacon, Shakspere, and the Rosicrucians."
http://www.sacred-texts.com/eso/sta/sta41.htm
RunningDeer
8th June 2012, 19:40
I did not share this for sympathy or to get attention. It is deeply personal, and I would rather not have to share it. But in asking for help for him, I found myself not knowing what kind of help to ask for. In an instant, I knew the only way to get the right kind of spiritual backing was to explain the situation the best I can.
Much Love, and so much gratitude......
1inMany, your sharing makes it that much easier for me. It's the hardest thing for me to do - ask for help.
Quite a load Mike is carrying. It also speaks to how strong a support system you are for him and your family.
It’s not something I’m consciously doing, but high frequency energy streaming 24/7 these days. Please hitch a ride. It’s there for the sharing. Accept it through the heart chakra. I will also add conscious intention to you and yours.
My wish for you, 1ofMany, and your family is that imagination and creativity explode into solutions that fit all concerns.
Blessings,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
Ernie Nemeth
8th June 2012, 20:13
1, that does explain a lot, as Ulli has said. I will do what I can as well. Know you are in my thoughts.
God bless,
and hugs
RunningDeer
8th June 2012, 20:19
Do you think this could have enything to do with the difficulties I have?
And what can I do to help?
1inMany, I know you are looking for concrete solutions. What works for me would not for you. Tough love has cost me two marriages; one of which his name is Mike and he too is a Libra. (Don’t read into that about your hubby. Just sharing a coincidence.)
I just meant are there places that tough love will assist pockets of energy vampires? What does that even mean? Maybe not one darn thing. Just let it go if it doesn’t ring true.
But beyond the concrete, I’d share your name sake with a bit of a twist: Be both the “One of Many” and “Many of One” - i.e., pick your level of Mother Earth. Again, what, if anything, does that mean to you? Maybe not one darn thing.
Then, just let go. Let go of all that's familiar. Stay open to creative solutions...they're there...just reach up and pluck em out of the skies. Maybe these are just words at this point in time. I'll leave you alone because I have faith that you'll find your way. It's how this world is designed. With every problem there's at least one solution right by it's side. Shhh! Duality's secret. At least to my way of thinking.
Too, if life's an illusion anyway, then why not pick...no scratch that...why not CREATE the one that works seamlessly?
A reminder of what you already know: Small action steps, snowball into really big juicy ones. Win-win.
ViralSpiral
8th June 2012, 21:57
Good evening (or morning or day) :)
I have just watched this gorgeous documentary: I AM
It addresses our "one-ness". 1iM, I hope that the messages from some of the participants, or what Tom terms "significant minds", help in some small way.
I took copious notes. Affirmations.
No ground-breaking discoveries.
Just remembering.
From the creator of the doccie Tom Shadyac:There is not such thing as a tiny act. It all matters. The science is clear, we really do have the power to change the world. As long as we treat each other, even our enemies as separate, we will continue to have exactly the same world that we have. There is a way out of this: LOVE
By Coleman Barks from Rumi:- The rose celebrates by falling apart. Foil by foil, falling to the ground
http://i47.tinypic.com/16h7092.jpg
qpVEH-Bpdes
1inMany
8th June 2012, 22:40
Thank you so much, my Village family. ALL of your words, thoughts, actions...are precious to me. They really are. Another Bob, you gave me words of wisdom, and they helped me to encourage Mike to remember the spiritual. He has four or five calls out fishing for opportunities outside his current position. And I know this is deeply difficult for him, change in and of itself can be agonizing for him and when you add his feeling of responsibility...well, he gets balled up. Understandably, mind you. He has a tendency to focus so intently on the situation that he shuts out those who can be the most help...the unseen. He is so connected to the other side of the veil, yet he doesn't know how to plug into it as a source of strength and clarity. Reminding him simply to be open to all was important, and you gave me a man's words to share.
WCBD you are right...all those he financially supports I support in the many other ways lol. And, I do get very tired, drained. The more crud there is, the harder to experience my moments, get into my zone. Your words are encouraging.
Nora, Ernie, Ulli, Astrid, BC, mw, VS, Waky...and all of you who "thank" after these...I love you! I am so thankful I found you all...
Much Love,
another bob
8th June 2012, 23:16
He is so connected to the other side of the veil, yet he doesn't know how to plug into it as a source of strength and clarity. Reminding him simply to be open to all was important, and you gave me a man's words to share.
There is a tremendous amount of love and help pouring his way, unimaginable mercy and encouragement -- this is true! Only fear and doubt crimp the flow, like a knot in a hose. By welcoming all as a gift, he will be in proper alignment, ready to receive. Nothing is being withheld, this needs to be trusted, until the proof itself is undeniable. His thoughts can bring down and magnify the light, or throw up obstructions -- this is the law, the mechanics. That's really what it comes down to -- if only we could be clear on this -- the power of our thoughts to create reality -- it would save so much stress and despair, and reluctance to go straight ahead.
Mike, just go straight ahead, don't hesitate. It is all good!
meeradas
8th June 2012, 23:18
I'm f ckin' tired...
A new 'Purnavatara' announced himself in a dream. Let's see. Am not too keen...0
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Earlier today:
[We found the turtle on a road in the mountains... put him/her back on safer grounds;
these waves were at least 4 meters (>13 ft) high = swimmming: No good]
RunningDeer
9th June 2012, 00:43
From the creator of the doccie Tom Shadyac:There is not such thing as a tiny act. It all matters. The science is clear, we really do have the power to change the world. As long as we treat each other, even our enemies as separate, we will continue to have exactly the same world that we have. There is a way out of this: LOVE
By Coleman Barks from Rumi:- The rose celebrates by falling apart. Foil by foil, falling to the ground
qpVEH-Bpdes
Wow, ViralSpiral,
This one hour, chock-full piece, really fills in the cracks and cements the Ah-ahs!
It's easy to see why humanity is a valuable resource (heart, 3-5 seconds before actually event) blindfolded through trickery and illusion.
This is the movie that resets the dial 180 degrees; good chance for many, many to wake up.
Thank you. :wizard:
benevolentcrow
9th June 2012, 01:19
My bleeding heart...
astrid
9th June 2012, 02:39
1, it happens to the best and the most skilled of us.
They can confuse our light with THE light.
I often say to them, i am light, but i am not THAT light which you are seeking .
But it does make us a beacon for them, then we can assist.
I was taught to call them "suffering beings"
rather than entities, ghosts, negs or spooks..
They all have a divinity within even if its but a mere flicker.
That is the part we work with, and allow it to grow and be expressed and
acknowledged, before too long they are happy to leave.
I ask them if they are happy and when you show them the alternative places
that they can move to, they are usually more than happy to leave.
You can't do much about your husband's boss without his direct permission,
but you have the right to protect your space and your family,
and there is much you can do there.
Any one doing light work, needs a regular space clearing practice anyway,
and that would be the first thing i would suggest you do, even before we
get into the more heavy duty work of this situation. Sage etc.. and salt water,
and/or Epsom salt baths are always a great option.
I honor you for your courage to come forward and reveal what you
have , for its from this position you can now get to the core of the matter.
There will also be great learnings in this for you, as is always the case.
Being able to protect and hold a space is a great thing to be able to do,
just that in itself is a powerful healing tool.
Also others will learn from your sharings, so its ALL GOOD
I'm spending the day washing clothes, dogs and making sure my space is
back to being a very high vibration. When i first walked in i thought it was just me
that had changed, but i woke up to stabbing pains... so i knew i had some travelers.
I quickly called my team in close and within a few minutes the energy was shipped out.
Because i held such a large space here, and i was gone for quite a period, and i had
all of my team with me while i was studying, it didn't take long for the space to be
filled up with energies.
Added to this my house is a real mess as I'm in the middle of the move, they love that,
clutter, mess and unused spaces, and you have a party on your hands.
Anyways, enough for now. I have to try and start to integrate the whole 10 days
away back into my life here as well as move house and on top this i have a crisis
with my parents that just got dropped in my lap.
But rest assured your issue will have my highest priority,
i will be PMing you very soon.
Hugs to all
Astrid
Playdo of Ataraxas
9th June 2012, 02:54
Been traveling with work the past two weeks, and I am just now caught up with Avalon, and the Village in particular. Ulli, although I still haven't come across a Paw Paw, as I set the intention for, but I was surprised this week with a long sought after instrument; A didjeridoo! Some of my family members returned from a trip to Australia and New Zealand, and brought back a Didj. I can play it, but I am still learning to do circular breathing. Lots of fun!
Also, they visited a member of an Aboriginal tribe called the Ananu or Anangu, which when I heard I immediately thought of it, as it can be pronounced, An-Anu. I've read or heard somewhere, maybe via Michael Tellinger and Sitchin possibly, about a migrating tribe from Enki's deep Absu (South Africa) who might have sailed East across the Indian Ocean to Australia around 75,000-60,000 years ago. Recent genetic studies, if veritable, confirm the arrival of the Aborigines during that time. I look forward to researching this more, There are many Australians on Avalon, and if you have corrective or corroborating info on this, please let me know. I am very interested.
And now for something completely different, here are some news stories that have caught my fancy in the here and now:
This one correlates nicely with Wilcock's The Source Field Investigations.
http://www.tgdaily.com/trendwatch-features/63851-atom-split-with-quantum-mechanics-then-put-together-again
Another piece of veritable evidence suggesting that we need to rewrite the textbooks, and start teaching the truth to students. (Cue Peter Tosh:)
M3pi-6fInng
Nora, I was reading your post on the Kogi in rapt amazement. That was right up my alley. I read this today, and found it relevant to post. Science possibly confirming mythical history:
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/06/120606092719.htm
And this bizarre story is for Calz and anyone who loves the series, "Arrested Development":
http://www.thisisgloucestershire.co.uk/Smurf-victim-tells-fear-series-bizarre-incidents/story-16311978-detail/story.html
uiSH8JoJe4s
Cheers All!
astrid
9th June 2012, 03:06
Playdo.. no accidents, i have just returned from 10 days away in Alice Springs,
the heart and soul of indigenous Australia. I even purchased some art work direct
from an Aboriginal artist. In Alice you can find them painting and selling their
work in the local mall. It's not a place you forget, and I'm already planning my
return trip. So much to learn from the land there, it's such a special place.
I will post some pictures when i get a chance.
1inMany
9th June 2012, 03:48
Oh, Astrid, you wonderful soul....So much here...
They can confuse our light with THE light.
I often say to them, i am light, but i am not THAT light which you are seeking .
But it does make us a beacon for them, then we can assist.
I was taught to call them "suffering beings"
rather than entities, ghosts, negs or spooks..
What an enormous change from the norm, I'll embrace this is my own...LOVE it!
They all have a divinity within even if its but a mere flicker.
Hmmm...I guess I will re-examine my old paradigm...the one I abandoned...there IS some small little flicker of good in everyone/thing...
That is the part we work with, and allow it to grow and be expressed and
acknowledged, before too long they are happy to leave.
You can't do much about your husband's boss without his direct permission,
but you have the right to protect your space and your family,
and there is much you can do there... and that would be the first thing i would suggest you do, even before we
get into the more heavy duty work of this situation. Sage etc.. and salt water,
and/or Epsom salt baths are always a great option.
I'm on it!
Any one doing light work, needs a regular space clearing practice anyway,
Do you suppose I am doing some type of light work?
I honor you for your courage to come forward and reveal what you
have , for its from this position you can now get to the core of the matter.
There will also be great learnings in this for you, as is always the case.
Being able to protect and hold a space is a great thing to be able to do,
just that in itself is a powerful healing tool.
Also others will learn from your sharings, so its ALL GOOD
Well, now that's something...I'm now looking forward to this adventure...
I'm spending the day washing clothes, dogs and making sure my space is
back to being a very high vibration. When i first walked in i thought it was just me
that had changed, but i woke up to stabbing pains... so i knew i had some travelers.
I quickly called my team in close and within a few minutes the energy was shipped out.
Because i held such a large space here, and i was gone for quite a period, and i had
all of my team with me while i was studying, it didn't take long for the space to be
filled up with energies.
Added to this my house is a real mess as I'm in the middle of the move, they love that,
clutter, mess and unused spaces, and you have a party on your hands.
Anyways, enough for now. I have to try and start to integrate the whole 10 days
away back into my life here as well as move house and on top this i have a crisis
with my parents that just got dropped in my lap.
But rest assured your issue will have my highest priority,
i will be PMing you very soon.
Astrid, there are no words sufficient. Please, it feels just plain wrong for my issues to be your first priority...you have so much on your plate and I know this...but still the weight of this is too much for me...mixed emotions...
but, always, Much Love, and soooooo much humble gratitude...
Playdo of Ataraxas
9th June 2012, 04:23
I got a book, too, Bruce Chatwin's 'The Songlines". I just started it......... Chapter One ends in Alice Springs. Ha! Thanks and safe travels
another bob
9th June 2012, 06:45
My bleeding heart...
http://i47.tinypic.com/2rf90gk.jpg
To all the Villagers:
I do not always express my sympathy in words when someone here shares a story or asks for help, but be assured that when I thanked the post, I will give assistance. I always find time during the day to sit for a minute, open a channel from the divine universe and send the highest possible vibration, fit for the situation. (modwiz, 1inmany).
Astrid,
our son seems to be over his fears for school now.
5 days in a row he never mentioned it and was eager to go. :hug:
Viral Spiral,
I look forward to look at the docu "I AM" :)
astrid
9th June 2012, 07:44
Waky that's such good news,
those helping spirits rock.
And when it comes to children they seem to be particularly serious with getting
things done.
Thank you helping spirits
:rockon:
astrid
9th June 2012, 07:51
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eileenrose
9th June 2012, 07:56
Please send healing to my husband. I asked his permission, and he said, "Fire em up. I can use all the help I can get." Prayers, lights, thoughts, any and all are welcome and appreciated.
Mike is a person of responsibility in a company of approximately 50 people. He has worked at this company for about 8 years. His boss, and the only person in the company who holds a position "higher" on the ladder than he, is the owner/CEO. The boss comes in to the office about once a week for a couple of hours. Otherwise, he is absent. That is a good thing because the man is an addict, heroin I believe. Years ago, when people started noticing the track marks on his arms, he changed to smoking it. With recent lung problems, I can't imagine what is left as a viable inlet. The boss was seen last week driving his Mercedes through an unsavory part of Dallas, Oak Cliff, where rival gangs are seen in the streets with machine guns.
My husband has taken the "buffer" position between this monster and the normal people who work there...fighting against him when the boss decides to withhold bonus money or cut their pay for no legitimate reason. He has fought against the boss on behalf of people with serious illnesses and cancer who would have been fired.
And, you all know, this position of stress took a toll on Mike's health. As of yesterday, our doctor is extremely happy with the positive results of the changes in diet and exercise Mike has implemented.
The problem, though, is that we are afraid this job is about to be taken away. Mike is a Libra, he weighs everything 10 ways to Sunday before making a decision. Three years ago, Mike worked with very wealthy people to produce a business plan for either 1) starting his(our) own company or 2) buying the company he works for. Mike needs to be away from this boss. During that past 3 years, there have been 3 opportunities that I am aware of for Mike to leave the current company and start his own, with financial backing. Each time, he thought it best to give the current boss a chance to step away, and each time the current boss did not. He did, however, offer a carrot....maybe a little more money, but most often his carrots are "one day you will own this place" or "one day this will be all yours"...it was always bullsh!t. Also during this three year period, relationships have developed into job opportunities. But, Mike thought it best to stay the course so as not to lose the security he (we) had.
As I write this, it has become clear that the boss may be trying to find a reason to sabotage the company, making it worth little, or sabotage Mike, leaving him with nothing...including a job.
Mike financially cares for/helps my brother, our daughter and grandson, this second place (for our two daughters remaining at home), and are other grandchildren as we can. That's 3 car payments, 2 mortgages, utilities for 4 families...that's a helluva lot of responsibility.
And this man is stubborn, let me tell ya. He will do what he decides to do. He respects me, he comes to me for help with situations and problems constantly, but when I feel compelled to say "Walk Away! We will Be Okay!" it becomes complicated. He remembers a time when he had no job and mine didn't make a dent in things...and we had nothing but a car. My family offered a home, we rebuilt from there...and he has a very real fear of returning to that dark place.
I did not share this for sympathy or to get attention. It is deeply personal, and I would rather not have to share it. But in asking for help for him, I found myself not knowing what kind of help to ask for. In an instant, I knew the only way to get the right kind of spiritual backing was to explain the situation the best I can.
Much Love, and so much gratitude......
When I need someone prayed for, I send a donation and prayer request to these Tibetan buddhist (http://www.buddhistmonastery.org/pokhara_sites/monastery/pub/MonPrayer.php4). They helped my dad deal with two serious issues. And I just requested prayers for a friend (with permission).
ps: I usually send between 20 and 30 dollars (and the western union bill is an additional $15 dollars....that is how they receive the funding). But up to you how much (and they do depend on donations and do excellent work....I love the results I got).
more questions, just PM me.
astrid
9th June 2012, 08:31
16813
Love this
Marianne
9th June 2012, 09:12
An old child's gospel song, seems fitting these days.
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine/I'm gonna let it shine
Let it shine/Let it shine/Let it shine
Shining light by Catrin Welz-Stein
sync: no idea where I learned this song, but it is one that I cheerily hum or sing all the time...for a few years it has been my "go to"...
Much Love
Haha! Another sync, this song has been with me for a few days now. I love the Seekers' version.
axGrBUsXENA
BC, thanks for posting! And One, you too... and please know you and your family are in my thoughts... sending you love.
So much spiritual grace on this thread.
I love you all.
Bleeding Heart is a plant I had at every place I've lived in the U.S. My older son adored it from the time he saw it as a toddler, and before we left NH I gave him a piece of the plant we had there, for his home. I think the plants we need find us. Some we ingest as medicinal or culinary herbs, some are useful and practical, and some fill our hearts with their beauty. Flower essences are another way plants serve humanity so selflessly. Here's some info on Bleeding Heart flower essence.
Bleeding Heart
Positive qualities:
Loving others unconditionally, with an open heart; emotional freedom.
Patterns of imbalance:
Forming relationships based on fear or possessiveness; emotional co-dependence.
Bleeding Heart flower essence is a very powerful heart cleanser and strengthener for those who must learn the deeper spiritual lessons of love and freedom. Those needing this remedy suffer enormous pain and broken-heartedness because their feelings have been poured out so completely into another soul who is no longer present. Perhaps this happens because a loved one has died, or a cherished friend or family member has moved away.
More frequently, such anguish arises in personal relationships which have dissolved, or in relationships that are greatly afflicted. Although love for another may have many genuine aspects, very often the Bleeding Heart type has made the error of living too extensively outside the boundaries of its own Self. This intense desire for connection is often felt by the partner as emotional dependence, causing the partner to fill a need for distance. Such a co-dependent relationship is devoid of real freedom and a balanced exchange of heart energies.
The loss and pain which are constantly felt by those in need of Bleeding Heart are therefore necessary experiences, when viewed from a larger perspective. Through Bleeding Heart flower essence, the soul learns to fill itself from within with strong spiritual forces, so that the capacity to love another is based on the ability to honor and nourish the Self.
- from the 'Flower Essence Repertory', by Patricia Kaminsky and Richard Katz.
http://www.anandaapothecary.com/fes-north-american-flower-essences/bleeding-heart-flower-essence.html
Since we are sharing ... I have some news about my beautiful grandson Owen. He was diagnosed with cerebral palsy but has made remarkable progress. CP often affects brain function but thankfully it has not in Owen's case. He is so bright.
He walked up the stairs alone a couple of weeks ago, without help.
My son and his wife have had a ramp built onto the front of the house for easier access ... when he saw it, Owen named it 'Owen's bridge.'
PurpleLama
9th June 2012, 12:28
Here and Now, I just ordered a 44 lb bag o' Azomite....
Also, I am wondering as to what would be a good company to order bulk, fair trade, Costa Rican coffee.
:ufo: :wizard:
Here and Now, I just ordered a 44 lb bag o' Azomite....
Also, I am wondering as to what would be a good company to order bulk, fair trade, Costa Rican coffee.
:ufo: :wizard:
http://www.icafe.go.cr/ingles/
This site belongs to the Costa Rican coffee institute, and is in English.
My husband says it is the best way to start investigating for someone who wants to buy bulk.
PurpleLama
9th June 2012, 14:38
Thanks, ulli. You'd mentioned it before, I think, several thousand posts ago.
Being reflective over all that's come out of this thread, it kinda puts a lump in my throat. I think Paula's recent experience is very telling, that this will soon become the norm. One by one we will all wake up, at our own unique confluences of space and time, just wake up one day and log on avalon and check in with our friends Here and Now, and suddenly realize we forgot to use our computer/smart phone. To be clear, by the first of the year, I'd already lost track of how many dreams or weird waking moments of psychic connectivity with other members there had been, primarily revolving around interactions in this very thread. I know I'm not the only one who fails to report the majority of this type of experience, preferring instead to work quietly.
Guest
9th June 2012, 14:45
Watched the day break through the trees. Calm and serene -powerful. A gift from Spirit.
Love
Nora
genevieve
9th June 2012, 15:48
Ernie--
I relate big time when you say: "What I really have always wanted was to make my father proud--which has never been."
I never could squeeze out words of praise or appreciation from him, from the time I was 10 with a straight A report card (his only comment: "You were absent a lot this semester.") to when I was 52 showing off my house that I had built myself (first comment: "Some dirty bird messed up your window." Second comment: "Nice refrigerator.").
He was also very competitive and never (I'm sure of it) let me or my sister win any games, no matter how young we were. (He taught me how to play chess when I was three and whomped me with bullying, bragging glee every time we played.)
I've explained it to my satisfaction. Based on what I know about his life, his parents didn't model appreciation or acknowledgement for him, so he didn't really know how to do it. And since he never/hardly ever got any/enough for himself, he didn't have it to give.
My mother told me how proud he was of me, but I never heard it from him.
I know he loved me, he just didn't show me he did in a way that I interpreted as love.
Perhaps something similar is true for you and your father?
Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
Genevieve
Carmody
9th June 2012, 16:37
16813
Love this
I'll add, "try to do it anonymously".
Sierra
9th June 2012, 17:39
Since we are sharing ... I have some news about my beautiful grandson Owen. He was diagnosed with cerebral palsy but has made remarkable progress. CP often affects brain function but thankfully it has not in Owen's case. He is so bright.
He walked up the stairs alone a couple of weeks ago, without help.
My son and his wife have had a ramp built onto the front of the house for easier access ... when he saw it, Owen named it 'Owen's bridge.'
Marianne,
I had cerebral palsy when I was young also. If he is already walking (yay!) he is going to be fine. You might want to suggest a LOT of physical activity. When I was eight years old, I saw myself in a mirror and asked the homeowner, "Who is that?". I simply did not recognize that sad sack in the mirror. I made a conscious decision to build strength, and rode, swam, skied, ice skated, canoed, climbed, roller skated, biked, and danced my way out of the cerebral palsy. It can be done. :)
Modwiz, intending for Linda's first class! So cool, you are both in the healing fields. :)
1InMany, you've got my energy and support for Mike! You have got a precious jewel for a husband. :)
Another Bob, I am so glad you and Maizie are catching a break from the pain. I'm in tears just reading how bad it is...
EagleSpirit, you have no idea how much good your always encouraging posts do me. Thank you.
Love, love, love, Sierra
another bob
9th June 2012, 20:17
Another Bob, I am so glad you and Maizie are catching a break from the pain. I'm in tears just reading how bad it is...
Thank you for your compassionate response, my Friend!
It's been a continuing challenge. Last night was trying -- no sleep, perpetual spasms. Today on the way to the market I found myself weeping, and in the midst of that, a smile broke out, a huge happiness, remembering a quote shared recently by Ute, that suddenly pierced me:
http://i50.tinypic.com/2jwqhi.jpg
ViralSpiral
9th June 2012, 20:24
http://rlv.zcache.com/rumi_quote_poster-p2282979116669798488phc_500.jpg
My thoughts are with you and Maize
♥♥♥
ViralSpiral
9th June 2012, 20:29
Thanks, ulli. You'd mentioned it before, I think, several thousand posts ago.
Being reflective over all that's come out of this thread, it kinda puts a lump in my throat. I think Paula's recent experience is very telling, that this will soon become the norm. One by one we will all wake up, at our own unique confluences of space and time, just wake up one day and log on avalon and check in with our friends Here and Now, and suddenly realize we forgot to use our computer/smart phone. To be clear, by the first of the year, I'd already lost track of how many dreams or weird waking moments of psychic connectivity with other members there had been, primarily revolving around interactions in this very thread. I know I'm not the only one who fails to report the majority of this type of experience, preferring instead to work quietly.
Loved this post. ♥
astrid
9th June 2012, 21:16
16813
Love this
I'll add, "try to do it anonymously".
I agree 110%
But I also am conscious of how important it is to
share from a place of how the experiences might
be of benefit to others in similar situations .
Given we have so many viewers here.
Intention is everything .
astrid
9th June 2012, 21:46
Second day back and noticing already big changes
Dreams are very strong and vivid
It's very cold here right now - well relatively speaking
but it's not bothering me at all .
Also I have been waking up early at sunrise which is a
huge shift from my old sleep loving self .
I'm doing a mini detox as I was eating too much of the
wrong things while I was away . Mainly sugar snuck back
in as we were all cooked for and we had desserts most
nights. Mind you i did not gain any weight -energy work at
this level serious burns up the fuel .
But sugar is not my friend my blood sugar swings way too much ,
I suspect I'm one that has a diabetic susceptible prone biochemistry
mum recently has had to start using insulin .
So for a few days I may be feeling blah as I get rid of the residuals
out of my system . Headaches usually the first thing that hits .
Next two days I have my ex helping with some of the heavy
lifting part of the move so at least I will be too busy to be
preoccupied with cravings Although that said the grumpy
foul moods that often come with sugar detoxing might make
relations "interesting" .
Ernie Nemeth
9th June 2012, 22:00
Theme for the day is "beans".
Making chilli from scratch, mostly. (It used to be my specialty, my friends would hear of it and just "happen" to drop by around dinner time. Ah, those were the days! Val is not a fan of beans or of spicey hot anything) Used beans in a bag, which I've never done before. I soaked them all night but they are still crunchy. Hope an hour of cooking in the chilli will soften 'em up.
There's so many beans in a bag! Had no idea.
So I made a bean salad as well. Yummy.
It will be great to eat on my first week of work. I'll be sore and stiff and the protein will be very good to build muscle and repair damage.
I've been thinking about ambition and I realized - you know what I'd most like? To one day meet up with you folks and look you in the eyes. I'd love to see the souls I've come to regard as family. That would be so cool.
Then, of course, the big Hug to top it off!
1inMany
9th June 2012, 22:16
you know what I'd most like? To one day meet up with you folks and look you in the eyes. I'd love to see the souls I've come to regard as family. That would be so cool.
Then, of course, the big Hug to top it off!
Me, too, Ernie!!!!
p,s, Bob, you and Mazie are an inspiration to me <3
Much Love,
RunningDeer
9th June 2012, 22:16
Stopping Time: This never happened before, and it’s a lesson for me to dial up the inner awareness.
Wolfie, my dog, and I were out for a walk at the local shopping mall. There’s a patch of woods on the outer skirts where he does his business. This afternoon, he couldn’t wait and picked a spot where everyone is out and about doing their Saturday to-dos.
I’m looking down to see if he’s finished and feeling embarrassed. I’m aware of the inner dialogue of, “I hope no one comes by.” With my head still down, and eyes raised, I saw four cars suspended in time; two on the other side of the median and two with several car lengthens between coming in our direction. No sound. Then, in the next nano second, they drove on.
It took about 30 seconds for me to recollect what just happened. After the initial “can’t be, that’s impossible”, I let it alone and walked for a few moments. Then asked, “What happened just before that point in time?” I ran the tape backwards and came up with the emotion of embarrassment, coupled with wanting a different outcome.
Emotion + Desire = a powerful affirmation of I choose my reality.
RunningDeer
9th June 2012, 23:16
It's been a continuing challenge. Last night was trying -- no sleep, perpetual spasms...
Mazie's brilliance is seen even from afar. xo
another bob
10th June 2012, 00:11
It's been a continuing challenge. Last night was trying -- no sleep, perpetual spasms...
Mazie's brilliance is seen even from afar. xo
http://i48.tinypic.com/29f3sxl.jpg
WhiteFeather
10th June 2012, 00:27
Wanishi Bob. Awesome Quote. Here's A video I had created awhile back in the early stages of my awakening. Have a gander.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQ0I2N-Pa-g
another bob
10th June 2012, 00:32
Wanishi Bob. Awesome Quote. Here's A video I had created awhile back in the early stages of my awakening. Have a gander.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQ0I2N-Pa-g
Brother, it's so good that you are here with us all at this time!
From afar, this globe appears dotted with bright beacons of light.
You are one.
Deep Bows
WhiteFeather
10th June 2012, 00:53
In Lak 'ech Ala K'in Bob. Just here to anchor some light like many other great Lightworkers do here on this forum and our planet. Its our job...
Thats why we have incarnated here isnt it? : )
RunningDeer
10th June 2012, 00:56
It's been a continuing challenge. Last night was trying -- no sleep, perpetual spasms...
Mazie's brilliance is seen even from afar. xo
http://i48.tinypic.com/29f3sxl.jpg
Hello Bob,
Your verse by Hugh Walpole is enlightening.
Hearts,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
benevolentcrow
10th June 2012, 02:09
One fancy chicken coop! A Posh Plumage Palace! Sorry you see where my head is at these days. Haven't thought of other worldly things since my chickens have arrived. Very grounding creatures they are.
Samsara
10th June 2012, 02:35
Had a beautifull day playing with my little Prince. We went to explore in the Gatineau Park a bit and coming back we encountered a momma black bear with her cub. I stopped the car and we watched for a while. Needless to say we were both thrilled. Funny thing, a couple of nights ago, I dreamt of a momma black bear and her cub. Dreams do come true.
Keeping you All close to my heart.
CbR0KVcvH_U
ulli
10th June 2012, 03:35
Catching up with my beloveds, here and now. It's bedtime and I'm brain dead. Loving the song Samsara posted. Wishing I could make everyone well and happy. A niece had fractured her arm last week and I saw so much suffering in her face tonight, she just can't get used to the plaster cast...
May everyone's sorrows be lifted...NOW
ulli
10th June 2012, 12:06
One fancy chicken coop! A Posh Plumage Palace! Sorry you see where my head is at these days. Haven't thought of other worldly things since my chickens have arrived. Very grounding creatures they are.
This picture is truly hilarious. It reminds me a bit of a story told to me ages ago when I was still living in England.
One of my knitters knew of an aristocratic family who had a massive mansion in Ireland and over several generations had sunk deep into poverty and alcoholism. By the time she visited the mansion farm animals were being kept inside the old stately rooms, and chickens were sitting in the chandeliers. What was once a dining table for twelve was immersed now together with the twelve chairs in 2 ft deep chicken sh!t. In some parts one could still recognize beautiful scenery in the wall murals. I was really shocked when I heard of this. But it didn't surprise me in the end, as I had witnessed quite a few cases of wild eccentricity while living there. It even rubbed off on me a bit, I guess.
astrid
10th June 2012, 12:20
Started moving all my big furniture today with the help of my ex,
and so far no issues. He has been uncharacteristically patient and calm,
thankfully... i was dreading having a weekend of conflict and butting
heads. Maybe because I'm still very floaty myself and it's permeating out.
This morning when i showered i asked for a productive yet peaceful weekend
and so far so good. Tomorrow we move my dining table which is tricky,
and very old and precious to me. In my new house i have enough space to actually
use it as a dining table again.
Tonight i took him out to the movies as a thank you, we saw
this film.
WiguOy5ZFks
Again we see "them" mixing truths with fear porn,
it was i thought worth a look.
PS my inbox has now space, apologies for those that had been trying to PM me.
1inMany
10th June 2012, 12:29
Wanishi Bob. Awesome Quote. Here's A video I had created awhile back in the early stages of my awakening. Have a gander.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQ0I2N-Pa-g
Whitefeather, it was a gift to wake up to this vid this morning. My soul thanks you.
¤=[Post Update]=¤
Had a beautifull day playing with my little Prince. We went to explore in the Gatineau Park a bit and coming back we encountered a momma black bear with her cub. I stopped the car and we watched for a while. Needless to say we were both thrilled. Funny thing, a couple of nights ago, I dreamt of a momma black bear and her cub. Dreams do come true.
Keeping you All close to my heart.
CbR0KVcvH_U
Love this :)
Listening to...
44A9iDQNrss
Harmonies are my thing :)
Much Love and Hope to all,
ViralSpiral
10th June 2012, 13:06
Cant see WhiteFeather's video. Booooooooo. Bloomin' censorship. Not even "hide your ass" allows it. :(
BC, that's my kinda farm!!
My folks are coming to stay with me until Friday. Looking forward to it. This runs in the family:
https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/421561_10151827486835377_1278269187_n.jpg
ulli
10th June 2012, 13:40
Off to the airport now. My friend who was suddenly widowed on Christmas Day went to visit her daughter in Sidney, Australia, and is returning today. Her daughter has offered for her to come and live with them, which would mean selling the house her late husband built here. It also means leaving his grave. On the other hand she has no family here in Costa Rica and only a handful of friends. She doesn't even speak much Spanish so there is little point staying. I really feel for her. At her age to take on a choice like the one she is now facing is no picnic. I suggest to add her to our list of people who need extra asssitance.
RunningDeer
10th June 2012, 14:06
It's been a continuing challenge. Last night was trying -- no sleep, perpetual spasms...
Mazie's brilliance is seen even from afar. xo
http://i48.tinypic.com/29f3sxl.jpg
Hello Bob,
Your verse by Hugh Walpole is enlightening.
Hearts,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
http://www.white-light-books.com/heart.gif
On relationship: This is the one area that prevents me from living truthfully in the Now. I break through this then the rest is.. the rest.
“The most wonderful of all things in life,
I believe, is the discovery of another human being
with whom one’s relationship has a growing depth,
beauty, and joy as the years increase.
This inner progressiveness of love between two
human beings is a most marvellous thing;
it cannot be found by looking for it
or by passionately wishing for it.
It is a sort of divine accident,
and the most wonderful
of all things in life.”
by: Hugh Walpole
Random Thoughts:
- It is my hope and wish for the proses (above) to be the norm. It’s been my belief for longer than it has not. My fear is that the longer I trust and live this truth, this “ideal”...the blindfold only thickens.
- I’d rather live a life alone than just to be with another because I fear loneliness.
- Alone is empowering until it becomes it’s opposite. Then one is frozen into the life of fear to be with another.
There are secret moments when I come face to face with haunting questions:
- “Has the ideal prevented me from a totally fulfilling life with another?”
- “Is the ideal unreal, unworkable?”
- “Toss out the word ideal, replace with what?”
- “Is it that I am feeling unworthy?”
- “Am I worthy to be with one that speaks heart without the words?”
- “Will I not be strong enough to allow another into my heart?”
- “Am I choosing to be alone because the loss of another is a far greater pain?”
A work in progress,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer :ranger:
UPDATE: I keep closing the browser and running through my mind the above post. When I posted I didn't give it a lot of thought. If I had I would not have posted. I would have chickened out. But aside from feeling vulnerable, I am seeing that it's not about the other. It's me. My fear. That's where it needs undoing. For me, until it's out in the fresh air, I can't see where the undoing needs doing. :wave:
UPDATE 2:
More Random Thoughts: what I know, what I’m figuring out, what I do, what I think, and some mind trips:
- Asking questions is a good brainstorming technique. That is until it turns to it’s opposite. Then its prevention of moving in a direction.
- Standing at a cross roads is getting old. Maybe I could set up a hot dog stand. One with a pink and green umbrella. Maybe hang a couple of bird feeders off it.
- No one is perfect nor is expected to be. That’s the point to experiencing life at this time.
- I’d not be here if perfection is reached. My guess is when I do, I’d find another question.
- What is perfection any way? Note to self: remove perfection from my dictionary.
- When I reach perfection, will I get some feather wings or my own space ship or submarine? Note to self: put in a request for pink and green. Personally, I like pop-in, pop-out.
- I'd love to live in a tree.
- I’ve never sat in the passengers seat of my car. It would be nice to enjoy the other side of the road.
- A GPS is a useful tool in a relationship.
Oh Wolfie is asking to go pee. He's also saying, "Mommy, didn't you promise to take me for a walk? How about I compromise this time and take you for a walk?"
............:wave: Going, going, gone..........................................:car:
RunningDeer
10th June 2012, 17:55
"Shifting Gears"
robins sharing their songs of spring
squirrels scurrying to and fro
catching tadpoles and salamanders
butterflies dotting the sky
trading snow boards for roller blades
baseball cards and hot dogs and Surge
uncovering pools and blowing up tubes
rope swingings over the river's edge
kites riding the breezes
tadpoles turning into frogs
fireflies lighting the evening skies
steamy driveways after a sweet smelling shower
another bob
10th June 2012, 19:26
Ryder stopped by to visit; Amos likes baby breath . . .
http://i50.tinypic.com/30ihtsh.jpg
1inMany
10th June 2012, 19:31
Awwwwwwwwww. Ryder is freaking adorable!!!!
Mike & Spud, the newest member of the fam...until Aug 1 when another boy is expected :)
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16835&thumb=1&d=1339356589
WhiteFeather
10th June 2012, 19:45
Started Reading The Ancient Arrow Project again by The Wingmakers. Anyone heard of this Story? Is this Fact or Fiction. Good read so far anyways. Cant put the kindle down. Highly addicting read so far.
Beginning Summary:
In 1972, in a remote section of northern New Mexico, a group of hikers discovered an unusual artifact and pictographs within an obscure canyon. An archeologist from the University of New Mexico analyzed the artifact and searched the area where it was discovered, but found no signs that a prehistoric culture had established any permanent site in the canyon. It was presumed that a nomadic, Native American Indian tribe had occasionally used the canyon as a temporary settlement and had left behind a few artifacts of their presence as a consequence.
There were, however, two very puzzling questions. All but one of the artifacts could be dated to the 8th century AD. The exception, known as the "compass" artifact, appeared to be an unusual form of technology, and was found among more typical artifacts like pottery and simple tools. The compass was covered in strange hieroglyphic symbols, some of which were also found on the pottery. Secondly, the pictographs that were found in the area had inexplicably appeared, and they were strikingly different than any of the other native petroglyphs or rock art found in the southwest or the entire continent for that matter.
Because of these two anomalies, the artifacts and the entire project quickly became the property of the US government, or more specifically, the National Security Agency. It was decided that these artifacts might suggest a pre-historical, extraterrestrial presence on earth, and that the NSA had the appropriate agenda and wherewithal to initiate a full-scale, scientific expedition to determine the nature and significance of the site.
The site was completely searched by a secret department of the NSA in 1973, but it only resulted in a few additional findings, and none of them were designated as technologies or evidence of an extraterrestrial presence. Additional pictographic symbols were found, but decoding them was a difficult and frustrating process. Experts were called in to help, but it was impossible to reach a consensus as to what the pictographs meant. As quickly as the project had risen as a priority investigation, it fell into the archives of the NSA under the code name, Ancient Arrow.
Chapter 1
Website: http://wingmakers.com/aap-ch1.html
http://www.exclave.org/wm.html
dan33
10th June 2012, 19:47
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16739&d=1338935245
Masterpiece on Avalon Forum Pictures. ha, ha.
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
Defenses: Ernie (Alves) ; PurpleLama (Piqué); Meeradas (Lham)
Midfielders: 1One (MacCallister); Ulli (Thomas Muller); Modwiz (Bobby Charlton); 665 Plumber (Neeskens)
Forwards: EagleSpirit (Camacho); Dan34 (Dan33); WakyTweaky (Cascarino)
WhiteFeather
10th June 2012, 19:50
Namaste. I thought that was purple lamas BBQ. : )
Hopefully i can make the team some day. Whens tryouts?
1inMany
10th June 2012, 19:59
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16739&d=1338935245
Masterpiece on Avalon Forum Pictures. ha, ha.
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
Defenses: Ernie (Alves) ; PurpleLama (Piqué); Meeradas (Lham)
Midfielders: 1One (MacCallister); Ulli (Thomas Muller); Modwiz (Bobby Charlton); 665 Plumber (Neeskens)
Forwards: EagleSpirit (Camacho); Dan34 (Dan33); WakyTweaky (Cascarino)
You are so awesome, Dan :)
dan33
10th June 2012, 20:04
Namaste. I thought that was purple lamas BBQ. : )
Hopefully i can make the team some day. Whens tryouts?
Coach: WhiteFeather and Johan Cruyff. :)
Ernie Nemeth
10th June 2012, 20:06
Anyone notice the slash of sunlight between them? Looks like an Arrow or sword of Light to me...
WhiteFeather
10th June 2012, 20:08
Id be honored Dan. And much Wanishi. (Thanks) : )
another bob
10th June 2012, 20:13
Awwwwwwwwww. Ryder is freaking adorable!!!!
Mike & Spud, the newest member of the fam...until Aug 1 when another boy is expected :)
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16835&thumb=1&d=1339356589
Hehe, Spud looks the way I feel after perusing some of the threads on this forum! Good thing he has Mike's gentleness to rest in!
Thanks, Sister!
1inMany
10th June 2012, 20:13
Anyone notice the slash of sunlight between them? Looks like an Arrow or sword of Light to me...
Oh my gosh, I didn't notice that...thanks for pointing it out - cooool!
Ernie Nemeth
10th June 2012, 20:19
Them's two powerful, fully activated and actuated individuals!
Such cute children, Another Bob and 1. I just LOVE kids, being pretty much one myself.
dan33
10th June 2012, 20:29
Playdo and PurpleLama. A Classic in the Forum.
1 in Many is a cloacking name to inject 1high energy in the forum. Her name in the irish team was itxlan. She plays as midfielder (number 5).
Cf5PeWv__W8
dan33
10th June 2012, 20:54
MUMFORD .... a "masterpiece" lost in the woods. :)
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0140397/
jHCIDyyJzCc
Guest
10th June 2012, 21:03
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
LOL -more like hall monitor in my own life.
Good to see you Dan wondering where you have been.
@WhiteFeather thank you for the links...on Project Arrows
Without reading anything at first glance I thought of the Golden Arrows of Christ or The Arrows of God
Love
Nora
dan33
10th June 2012, 21:16
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
LOL -more like hall monitor in my own life.
Good to see you Dan wondering where you have been.
@WhiteFeather thank you for the links...on Project Arrows
Without reading anything at first glance I thought of the Golden Arrows of Christ or The Arrows of God
Love
Nora
Nora works with a crystal in her hands. She moves at the speed of 144 Light.
Ernie Nemeth
10th June 2012, 23:07
Well, my last night of freedom.
Tomorrow I go back to slavin'.
But there's always a reason - nothing happens by accident.
At least it's something I like doing, and with friends from back a few years, so all's good.
This song came to mind for I don't know why
_LgM7PxgXL0
PurpleLama
10th June 2012, 23:46
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16739&d=1338935245
Masterpiece on Avalon Forum Pictures. ha, ha.
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
Defenses: Ernie (Alves) ; PurpleLama (Piqué); Meeradas (Lham)
Midfielders: 1One (MacCallister); Ulli (Thomas Muller); Modwiz (Bobby Charlton); 665 Plumber (Neeskens)
Forwards: EagleSpirit (Camacho); Dan34 (Dan33); WakyTweaky (Cascarino)
Where's Playdo on the team? He is a big fan of soccer/football.
The sword/arrow is actually a vine that caught the light, just right.
Thanks, Dan. You rock, my friend.
1inMany
11th June 2012, 00:15
Ick Update...
I have hereby reclaimed my whole front and side porch area. After much stewing, I elected an all-natural approach with an all-powerful element: water. I took my shoes off and turned the hose on, and I cranked that puppy to blast. There's not a single creepy crawly in sight. Somehow I think there was light in that water ;) and it livened everything up. I'm allowing the light inside me to come out again, and that's a great thing.
I reclaimed much of the inside, too. Though I had to use cleaner :( It had lemon in it, and that was the most natural thing I could find. Plus water. And my light. And some elbow grease. I moved my bedroom furniture around and cleaned every inch of my room and closet. It is lighter, warmer, looks bigger, flows better...all around great victory there.
Gave some thought to Astrid's words of unused spaces and clutter. Got rid of a good 50% of the clutter...just organized it and found "proper" places, one being the trash! Pulled my angels out and placed them in view in the living room. Feels tremendously better, though there is still more to do. It really did help. I want to sage desperately but all the little holes I used to vent the house last time are plugged, and I'm afraid I cannot find any other outlets. I used my Rosemary Oil and some candles. That seems to work great, but I'm a little afraid maybe it doesn't. I hope so anyway.
I persuaded M to put up some of her own artwork in her room, and she ended up putting it ALL up...which means her room is covered. And she asked for a plant in her room for some life. And on top of that, she apparently took my lead with the candles, because the 3 or 4 I was missing up ended up in her room too lol. Good.
E rearranged as well, but she is not the neat-nick the rest of us are...sigh...that's okay because that's who she is. Her room doesn't feel dead, her room feels...lived in...and there is a candle or 2 in there, I noticed.
Mike got a phone call yesterday morning from a man who is making an offer to Boss to buy the company from him via letter of intent this week. Mike reports that this man has a wonderful aura, and is a kind and gentle soul...while still being a very wealthy individual. First option has revealed itself. He also has a second call planned for this week with another individual who offered to buy the company from Boss a few months back. However, it is not up to Mike or to me whether Boss takes the offer, or even if the offer(s) materialize. Just keeping you posted.
Meanwhile, last night Mike went to Boss' house for some type of Guy's Night. He didn't want to go, but felt it necessary to protect his interests. Well, that's bull. I understand the reasoning, but the whole danged situation is negative...he is bringing negativity home, and it is difficult for me because I Obviously can't stop him.
I asked about struggling souls or a general impression at Boss' house...Mike said inside feels very different from outside. It is dark and negative, and that bathroom is the worst...right by Boss' bedroom. Boss' aura extremely dark, not in a clear way but in a muddy way.
As I have entertained this possibility, of others being around Mike, following him home etc., that would truly explain a lot of things to me as well.
Oh well, another day done.
Love to you all,
WhiteFeather
11th June 2012, 00:57
@ 1in many. More plants, some seashells and healing stones. A little sage incense and some good relaxing tunes might ad some positive attunements to your establishment perhaps. Nice glass of water in a cup half empty (full) to top it off. Some sea salt around the doors and windows couldnt hurt. Physically Sweeping out the negative energy out the door is also complimentary. Sending some light your way. Hope the negative energy finds its way back to source.
1inMany
11th June 2012, 01:12
@ 1in many. More plants, some seashells and healing stones. A little sage incense and some good relaxing tunes might ad some positive attunements to your establishment perhaps. Nice glass of water in a cup half empty (full) to top it off. Some sea salt around the doors and windows couldnt hurt. Physically Sweeping out the negative energy out the door is also complimentary. Sending some light your way. Hope the negative energy finds its way back to source.
WhiteFeather, I cannot thank you enough for these suggestions. Rest assured, I will implement them!
Much Love,
ulli
11th June 2012, 01:16
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16739&d=1338935245
Masterpiece on Avalon Forum Pictures. ha, ha.
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
Defenses: Ernie (Alves) ; PurpleLama (Piqué); Meeradas (Lham)
Midfielders: 1One (MacCallister); Ulli (Thomas Muller); Modwiz (Bobby Charlton); 665 Plumber (Neeskens)
Forwards: EagleSpirit (Camacho); Dan34 (Dan33); WakyTweaky (Cascarino)
Where's Playdo on the team? He is a big fan of soccer/football.
The sword/arrow is actually a vine that caught the light, just right.
Thanks, Dan. You rock, my friend.
Playdo can have my place. He is most welcome.
My favorite form of exercise is brushing my cats.
1inMany
11th June 2012, 01:23
:roll: Ulli...funny.
And, as I sit here wondering why I feel so off balance, and I am wishing I could shake this...I am interrupted by the poker game in the other room. My girls? Know how to play poker? And they are betting? Holy :cow:! I was just about to jump out of this chair when I heard the bets...
"If I win I get to pluck your eyebrows"
"Well, if I win you have to take out the trash"
Now, I really am sitting here wondering what happened while I went to get groceries...my house is getting cleaned, and my daughters are getting along...
Will the mysteries never cease?
Wow.
Much Love, Villagers, even when we are off-kilter...
ulli
11th June 2012, 01:33
Started Reading The Ancient Arrow Project again by The Wingmakers. Anyone heard of this Story? Is this Fact or Fiction. Good read so far anyways. Cant put the kindle down. Highly addicting read so far.
Beginning Summary:
In 1972, in a remote section of northern New Mexico, a group of hikers discovered an unusual artifact and pictographs within an obscure canyon. An archeologist from the University of New Mexico analyzed the artifact and searched the area where it was discovered, but found no signs that a prehistoric culture had established any permanent site in the canyon. It was presumed that a nomadic, Native American Indian tribe had occasionally used the canyon as a temporary settlement and had left behind a few artifacts of their presence as a consequence.
There were, however, two very puzzling questions. All but one of the artifacts could be dated to the 8th century AD. The exception, known as the "compass" artifact, appeared to be an unusual form of technology, and was found among more typical artifacts like pottery and simple tools. The compass was covered in strange hieroglyphic symbols, some of which were also found on the pottery. Secondly, the pictographs that were found in the area had inexplicably appeared, and they were strikingly different than any of the other native petroglyphs or rock art found in the southwest or the entire continent for that matter.
Because of these two anomalies, the artifacts and the entire project quickly became the property of the US government, or more specifically, the National Security Agency. It was decided that these artifacts might suggest a pre-historical, extraterrestrial presence on earth, and that the NSA had the appropriate agenda and wherewithal to initiate a full-scale, scientific expedition to determine the nature and significance of the site.
The site was completely searched by a secret department of the NSA in 1973, but it only resulted in a few additional findings, and none of them were designated as technologies or evidence of an extraterrestrial presence. Additional pictographic symbols were found, but decoding them was a difficult and frustrating process. Experts were called in to help, but it was impossible to reach a consensus as to what the pictographs meant. As quickly as the project had risen as a priority investigation, it fell into the archives of the NSA under the code name, Ancient Arrow.
Chapter 1
Website: http://wingmakers.com/aap-ch1.html
http://www.exclave.org/wm.html
What can I say. Wingmakers was my staple diet from 1999 to 2005. Very powerful transformative mythology.
I printed all of it, even joined various forums. The best forum was closed with no notice given; it was unmoderated and the fights got out of hand. That's when I discovered hat there really are agents out there who don't want people to wake up.
The Neruda interviews are a must read. The music is great, too. Quite a bit of it can be found on YouTube.
WhiteFeather
11th June 2012, 01:43
Started Reading The Ancient Arrow Project again by The Wingmakers. Anyone heard of this Story? Is this Fact or Fiction. Good read so far anyways. Cant put the kindle down. Highly addicting read so far.
Beginning Summary:
In 1972, in a remote section of northern New Mexico, a group of hikers discovered an unusual artifact and pictographs within an obscure canyon. An archeologist from the University of New Mexico analyzed the artifact and searched the area where it was discovered, but found no signs that a prehistoric culture had established any permanent site in the canyon. It was presumed that a nomadic, Native American Indian tribe had occasionally used the canyon as a temporary settlement and had left behind a few artifacts of their presence as a consequence.
There were, however, two very puzzling questions. All but one of the artifacts could be dated to the 8th century AD. The exception, known as the "compass" artifact, appeared to be an unusual form of technology, and was found among more typical artifacts like pottery and simple tools. The compass was covered in strange hieroglyphic symbols, some of which were also found on the pottery. Secondly, the pictographs that were found in the area had inexplicably appeared, and they were strikingly different than any of the other native petroglyphs or rock art found in the southwest or the entire continent for that matter.
Because of these two anomalies, the artifacts and the entire project quickly became the property of the US government, or more specifically, the National Security Agency. It was decided that these artifacts might suggest a pre-historical, extraterrestrial presence on earth, and that the NSA had the appropriate agenda and wherewithal to initiate a full-scale, scientific expedition to determine the nature and significance of the site.
The site was completely searched by a secret department of the NSA in 1973, but it only resulted in a few additional findings, and none of them were designated as technologies or evidence of an extraterrestrial presence. Additional pictographic symbols were found, but decoding them was a difficult and frustrating process. Experts were called in to help, but it was impossible to reach a consensus as to what the pictographs meant. As quickly as the project had risen as a priority investigation, it fell into the archives of the NSA under the code name, Ancient Arrow.
Chapter 1
Website: http://wingmakers.com/aap-ch1.html
http://www.exclave.org/wm.html
What can I say. Wingmakers was my staple diet from 1999 to 2005. Very powerful transformative mythology.
I printed all of it, even joined various forums. The best forum was closed with no notice given; it was unmoderated and the fights got out of hand. That's when I discovered hat there really are agents out there who don't want people to wake up.
The Neruda interviews are a must read. The music is great, too. Quite a bit of it can be found on YouTube.
Seems like this will be my newest venture. Thanks for your valued input Ulli. Highly Resonating with this so far myself.
All is Love ~Vince~
ulli
11th June 2012, 01:46
:roll: Ulli...funny.
And, as I sit here wondering why I feel so off balance, and I am wishing I could shake this...I am interrupted by the poker game in the other room. My girls? Know how to play poker? And they are betting? Holy :cow:! I was just about to jump out of this chair when I heard the bets...
"If I win I get to pluck your eyebrows"
"Well, if I win you have to take out the trash"
Now, I really am sitting here wondering what happened while I went to get groceries...my house is getting cleaned, and my daughters are getting along...
Will the mysteries never cease?
Wow.
Much Love, Villagers, even when we are off-kilter...
When peace enters a household drama leaves through the back door. One just has to watch out that boredom doesn't cause one to invite new drama just to feel alive.
The only way to avoid this is by becoming even more attentive so that the goings on on the other side of the veil can be perceived.
Carmody
11th June 2012, 02:07
Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
1inMany
11th June 2012, 02:07
:roll: Ulli...funny.
And, as I sit here wondering why I feel so off balance, and I am wishing I could shake this...I am interrupted by the poker game in the other room. My girls? Know how to play poker? And they are betting? Holy :cow:! I was just about to jump out of this chair when I heard the bets...
"If I win I get to pluck your eyebrows"
"Well, if I win you have to take out the trash"
Now, I really am sitting here wondering what happened while I went to get groceries...my house is getting cleaned, and my daughters are getting along...
Will the mysteries never cease?
Wow.
Much Love, Villagers, even when we are off-kilter...
When peace enters a household drama leaves through the back door. One just has to watch out that boredom doesn't cause one to invite new drama just to feel alive.
The only way to avoid this is by becoming even more attentive so that the goings on on the other side of the veil can be perceived.
Hmm. Food for thought there. Attentive to what, do you think? Because I want to perceive the other side of the veil...or continue with it or get better at it...
Carmody
11th June 2012, 02:17
The best astrological transit explanation site that I have seen -so far. (http://www.thefutureminders.com/Sun-transits/sun-conjunct-sun.cfm)
Bookmark that one. Big time.
Guest
11th June 2012, 02:58
Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
This opens up a lot of questions....
Love
Nora
ulli
11th June 2012, 03:00
:roll: Ulli...funny.
And, as I sit here wondering why I feel so off balance, and I am wishing I could shake this...I am interrupted by the poker game in the other room. My girls? Know how to play poker? And they are betting? Holy :cow:! I was just about to jump out of this chair when I heard the bets...
"If I win I get to pluck your eyebrows"
"Well, if I win you have to take out the trash"
Now, I really am sitting here wondering what happened while I went to get groceries...my house is getting cleaned, and my daughters are getting along...
Will the mysteries never cease?
Wow.
Much Love, Villagers, even when we are off-kilter...
When peace enters a household drama leaves through the back door. One just has to watch out that boredom doesn't cause one to invite new drama just to feel alive.
The only way to avoid this is by becoming even more attentive so that the goings on on the other side of the veil can be perceived.
Hmm. Food for thought there. Attentive to what, do you think? Because I want to perceive the other side of the veil...or continue with it or get better at it...
Attentive to whatever there is, no matter how mundane. Reality has a way of sending messages. Looking at those things impartially, with no judgement, the way a scientist may peer into a microscope. Being an attentive observer, with keen interest.
Slowly but surely ego will retreat, and emotional dust storms settle. That's when things start to become clear.
ulli
11th June 2012, 03:13
Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
It's a while since I read Jim Marrs. I think his book Alien Agenda also has a chapter about the moon. The other book that states that the moon is artificial is Ingo Swann's book "Penetration".
When any planets arrive at the place the moon occupied at the moment of one's birth emotional or domestic issues will become intense, particularly when the transiting planet is Mars. Sleep patterns change. In case of Saturn or Pluto there can be coldness, lack of feelings. Since the moon affects the ocean tides it also affects liquids at other levels, including liquids inside our bodies, thus causing at times intense sensations, leading to irrational behavior.
Taurean
11th June 2012, 03:20
Can anybody see any dots connecting here,
http://news.bbcimg.co.uk/media/images/60780000/jpg/_60780377_parliament1.jpg
An enormous glass bubble has sprung up in a field in the middle of Georgia.
Looking like some sort of 1960s sci-fi spaceship, a 40 metre-high domed eye, with a huge concrete eyelid, stares out blankly.
This is Georgia's new parliament building.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-18367472
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/0/0a/Caucasus.png/320px-Caucasus.png
Caucasian ( Aryan, Anglo Saxon ), NWO ( One World Government ), Proximity to Jerusalem, Syria conflict, No appreciable Oil in Syria.
Just thinking out loud.
astrid
11th June 2012, 03:46
Taking 5 here.
two days of solid moving with my ex with not one drama,
fight or crossed word. Amazing.
Even more amazing that i have transit, Moon Opposition Pluto exact today,
which would normally be associated with intense encounters.
Thank you to all involved that made this so smooth.
Now time to do some self care and recharging before i
go and tackle some fence fixing.
Love to all
Astrid
another bob
11th June 2012, 03:53
Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
http://www.thelivingmoon.com/47john_lear/menu.html
Moon is rising swiftly tonight, as if it can barely wait, as if this will be the last and only time, a last and only chance to be fully seen, fully appreciated for the transparency of presence pulsing in the lunar song it sings, spreading in exquisitely reflected light so bright along the horizon.
Behind the light, dreaming’s doors are thrown open to the pathless sky, the space in which this moon and I arise, the stage on which we dance tonight.
We ourselves are being danced in a darkness where all emerges and dissolves, with nothing else to do but shine and disappear in a way for which no words apply, and nothing can compare.
Just one taste of this dark elixir can drown two sorrows – self and other.
It seems that I’ve spent lifetimes patiently carving intricate designs in the evening air with every moon-spun heartbeat, the same air you emerge from now, lighter than air, lighter than any word for air, so imperceptible at first, a cool calypso made of air.
Somewhere adrift in this moon-lick kiss of night I’m sifted into, unaware of the hunt I’m prey for, I am blinded by the light of you, as clear as the air I carved you from, dear as the air you wrap me in, afloat, serene, in moonshine’s breathless radiance.
And now, how fine our breathing blends, bending space into one breath that whispers us into being, being this breathing, and you, stretched like a thin thread of moonshine across the haunch of a crouching hunter, patiently waiting to take its prey.
modwiz
11th June 2012, 04:11
Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
It's a while since I read Jim Marrs. I think his book Alien Agenda also has a chapter about the moon. The other book that states that the moon is artificial is Ingo Swann's book "Penetration".
When any planets arrive at the place the moon occupied at the moment of one's birth emotional or domestic issues will become intense, particularly when the transiting planet is Mars. Sleep patterns change. In case of Saturn or Pluto there can be coldness, lack of feelings. Since the moon affects the ocean tides it also affects liquids at other levels, including liquids inside our bodies, thus causing at times intense sensations, leading to irrational behavior.
As we speak, Venus is exact on my natal Moon.
astrid
11th June 2012, 04:17
I have a bag of moon transits today,
the least of which is exact on my natal Saturn and opposing my natal Uranus.
But apart from that the rest are trines
ulli
11th June 2012, 04:23
Taking 5 here.
two days of solid moving with my ex with not one drama,
fight or crossed word. Amazing.
Even more amazing that i have transit, Moon Opposition Pluto exact today,
which would normally be associated with intense encounters.
Thank you to all involved that made this so smooth.
Now time to do some self care and recharging before i
go and tackle some fence fixing.
Love to all
Astrid
Moon rules the home, and Pluto rules transformation.
The intense encounter was experienced by all those objects which were suddenly forced to change their habitat.
Moon opposite Pluto fits a home move perfectly, but since it happens every 28 days and no one moves that often, the actual move is represented more by your other transits from the outer planets.
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Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
It's a while since I read Jim Marrs. I think his book Alien Agenda also has a chapter about the moon. The other book that states that the moon is artificial is Ingo Swann's book "Penetration".
When any planets arrive at the place the moon occupied at the moment of one's birth emotional or domestic issues will become intense, particularly when the transiting planet is Mars. Sleep patterns change. In case of Saturn or Pluto there can be coldness, lack of feelings. Since the moon affects the ocean tides it also affects liquids at other levels, including liquids inside our bodies, thus causing at times intense sensations, leading to irrational behavior.
As we speak, Venus is exact on my natal Moon.
How lovely! That explains why you are in such a good mood right now.
Anchor
11th June 2012, 07:55
Anyone heard of this Story? Is this Fact or Fiction.
Yes.
All in my opinion...
Neither fact nor fiction (though leans further toward fiction with plenty of artistic license).
This myth has been very cleverly constructed to impart information and to lead your thought processes to discover certain things that it was the intent of the person that wrote it, for you to understand.
I like the work on the Sovereign Integral (http://www.sovereignintegral.org/vibratory_coherence.php) and this had a profound impact on my own thinking.
I have not read all of that story or Wing-makers material - but I did read a lot of the essays that you can get in PDF form. Some of them are stunning and are a great workout for the brain.
Keep an open mind, question everything ;)
ulli
11th June 2012, 09:06
Anyone heard of this Story? Is this Fact or Fiction.
Yes.
All in my opinion...
Neither fact nor fiction (though leans further toward fiction with plenty of artistic license).
This myth has been very cleverly constructed to impart information and to lead your thought processes to discover certain things that it was the intent of the person that wrote it, for you to understand.
I like the work on the Sovereign Integral (http://www.sovereignintegral.org/vibratory_coherence.php) and this had a profound impact on my own thinking.
I have not read all of that story or Wing-makers material - but I did read a lot of the essays that you can get in PDF form. Some of them are stunning and are a great workout for the brain.
Keep an open mind, question everything ;)
Very good reply. When I first came across the WMM the debate whether it was true or not was raging. Like all the Project Camelot interviews combined, in a way.
Ernie Nemeth
11th June 2012, 09:33
Ulli:
When peace enters a household drama leaves through the back door. One just has to watch out that boredom doesn't cause one to invite new drama just to feel alive.
The only way to avoid this is by becoming even more attentive so that the goings on on the other side of the veil can be perceived.
A very good book I read on the family dynamic Ulli is talking about is Extraodinary Relationships, by Roberta M. Gilbert, M.D. It was part of our work in an ACIM course I took long ago. Very revealing. Don't have time to expound on it. But like a spider's web, pull on one part of the web and the whole web adjusts to the change. Therefore, you do the work and all members feel the change and adjust accordingly...
eaglespirit
11th June 2012, 11:23
Ulli:
When peace enters a household drama leaves through the back door. One just has to watch out that boredom doesn't cause one to invite new drama just to feel alive.
The only way to avoid this is by becoming even more attentive so that the goings on on the other side of the veil can be perceived.
A very good book I read on the family dynamic Ulli is talking about is Extraodinary Relationships, by Roberta M. Gilbert, M.D. It was part of our work in an ACIM course I took long ago. Very revealing. Don't have time to expound on it. But like a spider's web, pull on one part of the web and the whole web adjusts to the change. Therefore, you do the work and all members feel the change and adjust accordingly...
Very, Very Good, Ernie...the Best to You in these Now Times : )
I personally experienced that 'Web' of Life' in South America...saw it, felt it, awed by it...moving over the trees in the lower jungle undulating and flowing and caressing everything and moving up and around me at my tent...everything is connected, everything...it is a Higher Gift when experienced and something that You have with You in 'everything' You think and say and do!
Aho!
ulli
11th June 2012, 11:38
Ulli:
When peace enters a household drama leaves through the back door. One just has to watch out that boredom doesn't cause one to invite new drama just to feel alive.
The only way to avoid this is by becoming even more attentive so that the goings on on the other side of the veil can be perceived.
A very good book I read on the family dynamic Ulli is talking about is Extraodinary Relationships, by Roberta M. Gilbert, M.D. It was part of our work in an ACIM course I took long ago. Very revealing. Don't have time to expound on it. But like a spider's web, pull on one part of the web and the whole web adjusts to the change. Therefore, you do the work and all members feel the change and adjust accordingly...
Very, Very Good, Ernie...the Best to You in these Now Times : )
I personally experienced that 'Web' of Life' in South America...saw it, felt it, awed by it...moving over the trees in the lower jungle undulating and flowing and caressing everything and moving up and around me at my tent...everything is connected, everything...it is a Higher Gift when experienced and something that You have with You in 'everything' You think and say and do!
Aho!
Back in 1980 I received a call from my mother to come urgently back to Germany if I wanted to see father once more before he died. He was in hospital at the time. I went right away, and instead of using the guest room I slept in dad's bed, next to mum. That's when I saw the web, waking up one morning. Thousands of tiny spiders were hanging or dangling on fine threads of different lengths, right above my head underneath the ceiling, which was completely concealed behind two feet of endless spiderwebs. As I "saw" this I was informed that all humans were like these spiders, apparently hanging in separated spaces, yet all interconnected by a huge and infinite web that that all were attached to. This was long before I read about "oneness" in any books. The vision only lasted a few seconds, then the room wnt back to normal, there were no spiderwebs anywhere. Later on I had many more visions in this "alpha" state between waking and dreaming, and again in recent weeks, since being so closely connected to the Villagers.
ulli
11th June 2012, 12:21
Healthy school meals
www.therealfoodchannel.com/videos/children-and-nutrition/what-happens-when-schools-care.html
astrid
11th June 2012, 13:09
Wow
Huge break through today with my father .
I'm speechless .
He has been having to deal with the aging process
speeding up and has been difficult to care for and
live with . And as he has a history of aggression I was
concerned about mum . This family has a habit of
denial which makes it near impossible to get to the
bottom of the issues as to offer any help.
Anyways ... As I had no persmisson I simply asked my
helpers if there is anything that can be done without me
interfering with free will then let it be done.
With families, as its our ancestral linage we do have the
right to clean up patterns that effect us directly. And as a
result of that some pretty amazing healing can occur
Tonight I got a call from my father which in itself is a
miracle he has called me maybe 5 times in the last 10
years , and we chatted for over 40 mins.
He sounded vulnerable and human not arrogant and
controlling . He has agreed to stop driving which was one
of the concerns as he has poor vision and he is showing
early signs of dementia he gets lost .
So big relief there . Mum is also in hospital with fluid on her
lungs, but it sounds like she is doing ok. The worry is that
dad is home alone and needs to be watched or at least
checked on . At least now he is agreeing to be helped.
I reminded him that the aging process is nothing to fear
or be ashamed of and that there are many people able
to help - that it's their job and that they enjoy what they do.
He agreed that it's all part of the process and that he's slowly
adjusting to this change . He has to have some memory
testing next week to dig a bit deeper into his mental
decline .
It's sad in a way that it's taken this long for him to
drop his defenses and start behaving like a human
being but maybe we will achieve some sort of reconciliation
before he dies . I seriously never thought that was possible
RunningDeer
11th June 2012, 13:15
Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
It's a while since I read Jim Marrs. I think his book Alien Agenda also has a chapter about the moon. The other book that states that the moon is artificial is Ingo Swann's book "Penetration".
When any planets arrive at the place the moon occupied at the moment of one's birth emotional or domestic issues will become intense, particularly when the transiting planet is Mars. Sleep patterns change. In case of Saturn or Pluto there can be coldness, lack of feelings. Since the moon affects the ocean tides it also affects liquids at other levels, including liquids inside our bodies, thus causing at times intense sensations, leading to irrational behavior.
I have a Cancer sun. These days, I've stepped up my commitment to eliminate anything that is a mind program. So here’s my question: If the moon is not real, then are the tides controlled by mechanical means?
Samsara
11th June 2012, 13:23
I am calling upon the kindness of the Village on this beautiful morning. My friend Catherine has started new phase of chemo treatment last week. This treatment (poison!!) is really hard on her, having much pain in her body. With the other treatment, after a couple of days she could resume some activities. Not with this s!!!. She is bed ridden and in constant pain. I will be giving her a treatment tonight, which usually helps.... I'm so angry/sad about all this. I wish she would have chosen another route. I need to reconnect with my peace and accept what I cannot change.
Could you please send healing to my friend (you have her permission).
Going to the Garden this morning. Will have a chat with the fairies.
ulli
11th June 2012, 13:48
Just a thought:
Always remember, every time you look up, that the world's biggest "Fnord', is the moon.
Everything we know about celestial mechanics says it simply can't be there, as it is, being as it is, doing as it is.
It's so glossed over, a 'old mysteries' go, that even the scientists don't even bother trying to understand it anymore.
Jim Marrs wrote a book called 'above top secret' and he has a chapter on this aspect, on the moon being an impossibility.
The only workable explanation is that it is artificially made, artificially moved to it's location and artificially controlled to maintain that position.
It's a while since I read Jim Marrs. I think his book Alien Agenda also has a chapter about the moon. The other book that states that the moon is artificial is Ingo Swann's book "Penetration".
When any planets arrive at the place the moon occupied at the moment of one's birth emotional or domestic issues will become intense, particularly when the transiting planet is Mars. Sleep patterns change. In case of Saturn or Pluto there can be coldness, lack of feelings. Since the moon affects the ocean tides it also affects liquids at other levels, including liquids inside our bodies, thus causing at times intense sensations, leading to irrational behavior.
I have a Cancer sun. These days, I've stepped up my commitment to eliminate anything that is a mind program. So here’s my question: If the moon is not real, then are the tides controlled by mechanical means?
It depends how one defines anything. If a huge truck was parked outside your front window for the next few weeks you would have a reaction to that as well, even though it is a mechanical object.
If that truck was brightly lit for a few days and left in darkness for a few days that would also affect your consciousness in corresponding ways.
Astrology is about observing events in the sky and how they correspond down here in our lives. There is evidence that there is such a connection. What we lack is the understanding of such connection.
Whether the moon is real or artificial is ultimately immaterial as it's effect is there and provides us with challenges to modify our behavior in accordance...we have the choice to blast all feelings as they arise and we can choose to behave in a way we wish to create ourselves, following our reasoning ability. While positive emotions can then provide fuel for putting our intent into real actions all negative emotions are useless.
So even the most artificial moon cn become useful, kinda like a gym machine.
RunningDeer
11th June 2012, 13:48
Healthy school meals
www.therealfoodchannel.com/videos/children-and-nutrition/what-happens-when-schools-care.html
My wake up call was back in the early 1970's with "The Feingold Diet (http://www.everydiet.org/diet/feingold-diet)" for Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD) or Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD). Michael and I adopted the lifestyle in every way that it was possible for those times.
The Feingold Diet derives from the program suggested in the book “Why Your Child is Hyperactive“, first published in the 1970s by Dr. Benjamin Feingold, a pediatrician and allergist. He went on to develop and promote his dietary approach to helping children with learning and behavior problems, since categorized as Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD) or Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD).
The Feingold Diet is based on the premise that allergic reactions or sensitivities to certain types of foods cause or contribute to ADD/ADHD symptoms, such as problems with:
- Behavior (marked hyperactivity, impulsive and compulsive actions, emotional concerns)
- Learning (short attention span, neuro-muscular difficulties, cognitive and perceptual disturbances)
- Health (physical complaints and/or sleep problems)
How it functions
The Feingold Program is more comprehensive than a simple diet, and operates in two stages. Stage 1 eliminates chemical compounds in particular food additives, and salicylate compounds in certain foods (and non-food items such as fragrances – hence the name Program rather than Diet). See below for a list of items for elimination. Stage 2 involves identifying which salicylates (if any) can be tolerated.
Does it work?
Many ADD/ADHD sufferers who follow the Feingold Program have experienced great improvements in focus and behavior. There is a considerable (recent) research to back this up (see more).
Studies in the early nineties show that around 75% of children improve on a diet that restricts additives.
What it does
The Feingold Program eliminates these additives and chemicals:
- Synthetic coloring (are made from petroleum – crude oil)
- Artificial flavoring (combinations of many natural and synthetic chemicals – eg imitation vanilla flavoring or “vanillin” might originate from the waste product of paper mills). There has been little research carried on these chemicals.
- Artificial preservatives (BHA, BHT, and TBHQ, made from petroleum; also termed “anti-oxidants” because they prevent or delay the “oxidization” of fats in foods, which make them rancid)
- Salicylates (a group of chemicals related to aspirin, which are a naturally occurring pesticide in particular food plants – see ‘Food sources of salicylates’ below; also manufactured and used in many products including medicines, perfumes and solvents). Only some are eliminated on the Feingold diet.
- Artificial sweeteners (only aspartame is eliminated)
- Other food additives considered undesirable (such as MSG, sodium benzoate, nitrites, sulfites) – these are not eliminated – but are noted in the food list. (see link above for list)
RunningDeer
11th June 2012, 13:53
I have a Cancer sun. These days, I've stepped up my commitment to eliminate anything that is a mind program. So here’s my question: If the moon is not real, then are the tides controlled by mechanical means?
It depends how one defines anything. If a huge truck was parked outside your front window for the next few weeks you would have a reaction to that as well, even though it is a mechanical object.
If that truck was brightly lit for a few days and left in darkness for a few days that would also affect your consciousness in corresponding ways.
Astrology is about observing events in the sky and how they correspond down here in our lives. There is evidence that there is such a connection. What we lack is the understanding of such connection.
Whether the moon is real or artificial is ultimately immaterial as it's effect is there and provides us with challenges to modify our behavior in accordance...we have the choice to blast all feelings as they arise and we can choose to behave in a way we wish to create ourselves, following our reasoning ability. While positive emotions can then provide fuel for putting our intent into real actions all negative emotions are useless.
So even the most artificial moon cn become useful, kinda like a gym machine.
Oh, that's helpful, and makes sense. Thanks, Ulli. :wave:
UPDATE: I'm beginning to see that I make things much too complicated. That's all part of the mental gym I've got. Lots of high tech equipment. Busting loose. I retracted the "for sale" ad from the local paper, and hired some people to bring it to the dump. Also clipped tags on each piece of equipment with a warning that it may look and shine and be tech cool, but do yourselves a favor...just pass on by.
RunningDeer
11th June 2012, 14:18
I am calling upon the kindness of the Village on this beautiful morning. My friend Catherine has started new phase of chemo treatment last week. This treatment (poison!!) is really hard on her, having much pain in her body. With the other treatment, after a couple of days she could resume some activities. Not with this s!!!. She is bed ridden and in constant pain. I will be giving her a treatment tonight, which usually helps.... I'm so angry/sad about all this. I wish she would have chosen another route. I need to reconnect with my peace and accept what I cannot change.
Could you please send healing to my friend (you have her permission).
Going to the Garden this morning. Will have a chat with the fairies.
On it, Samsara.
Peace & Healing.
WhiteFeather
11th June 2012, 14:28
I have a bag of moon transits today,
the least of which is exact on my natal Saturn and opposing my natal Uranus.
But apart from that the rest are trines
What you were referring to IMO Sounds Like symptoms of Ass-Teroids. Hate when that happens. Most painful at times. ;)
benevolentcrow
11th June 2012, 14:43
Peace, healing and positive thought go out to the villagers today. We are all going through some difficult, sad, frustrating, happy, joyful times these days. What a roller coaster ride we have gotten ourselves on to. Beautiful sunny and in the 70's today, I will be outside...
Thought for the day...
To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable........C.S. Lewis
Playdo of Ataraxas
11th June 2012, 14:56
Ha, thanks Ulli! That was synchronistic, because my current favorite player is none other than Thomas Müller, right midfielder für Deutschland und Bayern.
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
Masterpiece on Avalon Forum Pictures. ha, ha.
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
Defenses: Ernie (Alves) ; PurpleLama (Piqué); Meeradas (Lham)
Midfielders: 1One (MacCallister); Ulli (Thomas Muller); Modwiz (Bobby Charlton); 665 Plumber (Neeskens)
Forwards: EagleSpirit (Camacho); Dan34 (Dan33); WakyTweaky (Cascarino)
Where's Playdo on the team? He is a big fan of soccer/football.
The sword/arrow is actually a vine that caught the light, just right.
Thanks, Dan. You rock, my friend.
Playdo can have my place. He is most welcome.
My favorite form of exercise is brushing my cats.
ulli
11th June 2012, 15:39
Here is something from nature to contemplate:
http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs41/f/2009/044/2/2/Peacock_Feather_by_envoyzero.jpg
http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRvn8UNCWXV7af1umlSkLipCoPvmojY1cfX0VmQQpk-QfrvFfAoFw
Eram
11th June 2012, 16:51
Waky that's such good news,
those helping spirits rock.
And when it comes to children they seem to be particularly serious with getting
things done.
Thank you helping spirits
:rockon:
Those spirits rock for sure Astrid.
There's more development in my son's character these days.
He seems to be able to reach more depth in himself. He has a way of dwelling in his superficial feelings etc, but lately he makes all these wise statements. For instance:
I was mad at him for something (something I always regret afterwards), and when I apologized to him he said to me: It's ok Daddy, we'll just be a little sad for 5 minutes and then we play some more soccer and be happy again.
Further more, he finally made it to be able to spend the night without us bringing him to the toilet for 2 times.
He just goes on his own now, suddenly.
He just seems to be able to connect more dots or something and find his way in there.
Like he is more at ease with himself.
2 moths ago he asked me to remove the little wheels on the side of his bike.
He just stepped on the peddles and drove off.
He's such a acrobat... It's a real challenge to let go of the fear for injuries for him.
qDDltljPt2Y
ulli
11th June 2012, 16:56
There is an American woman who lives near us, with her seven rescued street dogs, up an unpaved narrow mountain path. I just found out from friends of mine who know her that while walking her dogs a couple of farm workers ran over one of her dogs, on purpose, and drove off laughing leaving the dog to die in her arms.
Understandably she is now terrified of walking up there.
So while piecing the story together I found out the man who did this works as a farm manager for an American expat who lives even further up the same road but is not always in the country. No one knows him, he does not socialize with the regular community here.
The folk who live along the lane are aware of strange goings on, however, and even though they seem to know stuff, don't want to talk about it. They say that they have seen car loads of men and underage boys going up the mountain. Looks like there is a job coming up....Villagers getting ready for Mission Impossible.
Guest
11th June 2012, 17:06
Loving prayers for Catherine
and to you too Samsara
16840
I first learned of the Apex protocol from Wade Frazier's thread A Healed Planet when I was new to the forum. Since then, I have referred dozens of people and family members to the site.
Apex is a Silver Oxygen nano technology and here is some information and links to Apex research.
http://apexuap.com/APEXWARS.html
g6EAkTrauss
http://www.spectrumradionetwork.com/Archive/bill-chastain-apex- (http://www.spectrumradionetwork.com/Archive/bill-chastain-apex-revolutionary-cancer-program.html)
http://www.apexuap.com/index.html
Love
Nora
Sierra
11th June 2012, 17:59
qDDltljPt2Y
Oh he is FIERCE!!! What a spirit!
Guest
11th June 2012, 19:00
The moon is transiting in 5 planets -3 trines and 2 opposite and I have 3 planets square to each other one is Sun square Pluto.
Some of these aspects have made me naturally go inward very deeply.
I read Penetration too and I think that the moon controversy could be a very deep rabbit hole my-self and especially if it is an artificial satellite.
Love
Nora
Lisab
11th June 2012, 19:32
Wakytweaky your little boy (sun!) is amazing! X
eaglespirit
11th June 2012, 20:38
Not to oversimplify, but...from research and feeling the moon was brought here a very, very, very long time ago by a(some) very, very, very advanced Being(s) as a Loving Creation to help balance and sustain life cycles and ecological ebb and flows on Mother Earth including the Human Female's rhythm...all on a 3d basis and higher.
The Moon has been used and abused and tampered with over eons but has maintained its purpose for it is ultimately in the Loving Hands of rather HIGH Concerns concerning this third rock from the sun, Our Home.
imho : )
http://namaha.files.wordpress.com/2009/06/moon-set.jpg
meeradas
11th June 2012, 21:41
Earlier today...
meeradas
11th June 2012, 21:47
not to forget
dan33
11th June 2012, 21:55
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=16739&d=1338935245
Masterpiece on Avalon Forum Pictures. ha.
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
Defenses: Ernie (Alves) ; PurpleLama (Piqué); Meeradas (Lham)
Midfielders: 1One (MacCallister); Ulli (Thomas Muller); Modwiz (Bobby Charlton); 665 Plumber (Neeskens)
Forwards: EagleSpirit (Camacho); Dan34 (Dan33); WakyTweaky (Cascarino)
Where's Playdo on the team? He is a big fan of soccer/football.
The sword/arrow is actually a vine that caught the light, just right.
Thanks, Dan. You rock, my friend.
Yes!, he post me "Viva Messi!"
Midfielder: Playdo (Michel Platini) :)
On the other hand, your Tower (Ignis Turris) fascinates me. I would like to listen the music the Tower "sings". Besides Modwiz, who records the sounds of Gaia (even the whispers of the tiny waterfalls with his magic "micro" ) Meeradas will respect the original sounds with his "ancient" technology.
dan33
11th June 2012, 22:26
Ha, thanks Ulli! That was synchronistic, because my current favorite player is none other than Thomas Müller, right midfielder für Deutschland und Bayern.
Me and Playdo, comin' atcha!
Masterpiece on Avalon Forum Pictures. ha, ha.
Soccer Avalon Championship. H&N Team
Goalkeeper: Nora (Casillas)
Defenses: Ernie (Alves) ; PurpleLama (Piqué); Meeradas (Lham)
Midfielders: 1One (MacCallister); Ulli (Thomas Muller); Modwiz (Bobby Charlton); 665 Plumber (Neeskens)
Forwards: EagleSpirit (Camacho); Dan34 (Dan33); WakyTweaky (Cascarino)
Where's Playdo on the team? He is a big fan of soccer/football.
The sword/arrow is actually a vine that caught the light, just right.
Thanks, Dan. You rock, my friend.
Playdo can have my place. He is most welcome.
My favorite form of exercise is brushing my cats.
Thomas Müller, right midfielder für Deutschland und Bayern.
Una cervecita antes del partido nunca viene mal -
A good beer before the game, never hurts. :)
http://news.bbcimg.co.uk/media/images/55784000/jpg/_55784177_bayern_getty.jpg
Marianne
11th June 2012, 22:49
Remember Only Love
”Forget everything else: remember only love.
Love each and every being.
Don’t bring in your likes and dislikes.
Don’t make love synonymous with your liking.
People almost always do that: they call their liking their love.
Then it becomes difficult to love that which you don’t like.
But love has nothing to do with liking or disliking, it is a totally different phenomenon.”
--Osho
Here's a favorite song of my father-in-law, who passed peacefully this weekend. His partner in life and love played the piano and he sang this. One of the best memories.
(I don't think he ever heard James Taylor's version, but I bet he'd like it as well as Donald O'Connor's version)
sCHoJZeupFs
Peace and love to all,
JB
astrid
12th June 2012, 00:07
Samsara if you ask Catherine if it's ok i will take a look
to see what can be done energetically for her at this time
Poking around in someone's energies at that level is not
cool without their ok
Hugs
Astrid
RunningDeer
12th June 2012, 00:16
Guess who stopped by to say hello?
Fred Steeves
12th June 2012, 00:21
Earlier today...
Was that bottom picture you?
Marianne
12th June 2012, 01:32
I am calling upon the kindness of the Village on this beautiful morning. My friend Catherine has started new phase of chemo treatment last week. This treatment (poison!!) is really hard on her, having much pain in her body. With the other treatment, after a couple of days she could resume some activities. Not with this s!!!. She is bed ridden and in constant pain. I will be giving her a treatment tonight, which usually helps.... I'm so angry/sad about all this. I wish she would have chosen another route. I need to reconnect with my peace and accept what I cannot change.
Could you please send healing to my friend (you have her permission).
Going to the Garden this morning. Will have a chat with the fairies.
Samsara, sending love to your friend Catherine. It's so hard to see someone else suffer. I am picturing her as whole and healed.
And I know the garden fairies and nature spirits will give you loving support.
Sierra, thanks so much for the message about CP. Thank you from my heart. I will see the boys on Thursday and Friday when I go up to Vermont for Grampa's funeral.
Loving energy to Mazie and Anotherbob, may you find comfort, Mazie,
to Eaglespirit's daughter Tara,
to Wakytweaky's shining son,
to Astrid for her move that's going so well,
to Ulli for the creative sparks you bring to the village to flow the energy for everyone,
Dan, a cool team you've assembled. Many many thanks :) for not including me, I'm with Ulli ... brushing a cat if I had one, and walking/Nordic track.
PL and Playdoh, love the picture and the fire altar. I so want a fire altar like that.
and ... who have I missed? Nora, BC, 1One, Lisab, WCBD, Markoid, Fred S., Reirrac, WhiteFeather, Meeradas, MW (I put Linda's name on the Reiki grid --- 15 people!!)
Love to all and everyone.
I gather you all up in a big hug.
Samsara
12th June 2012, 01:38
Samsara if you ask Catherine if it's ok i will take a look
to see what can be done energetically for her at this time
Poking around in someone's energies at that level is not
cool without their ok
Hugs
Astrid
Thank you Astrid. I will call her tomorrow morning and ask. She gave me permission before and she knows about the Village, but I will ask specifically for your work. Much appreciated from my part.
Her body is highly traumatized right now. I could not work as deeply as I usually can. I had to stay real close to the physical body bringing it comfort. She was sleeping when I left.
RunningDeer
12th June 2012, 01:57
Thank you, Marianne http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif
I've gotta big squeezie hug for you.
Here is comes... http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bighug.gif
Toodles,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer
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