Here and Now...What's Happening?

[araucaria]

Was looking for some dark humor to hit araucaria with and came across this one:
(as an example of doing it right)

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VqN4RHP_bFA/TMiFmtJG0gI/AAAAAAAAApk/zcQI76zcfFU/s1600/Black+Humor.jpg

even humor has to be learnt.
Where I'm from nobody gets that kind of a joke...
http://ts1.mm.bing.net/th?id=I.4771692275435896&pid=15.1

This must be pre-Windows 95

[ulli]

Was looking for some dark humor to hit araucaria with and came across this one:
(as an example of doing it right)

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_VqN4RHP_bFA/TMiFmtJG0gI/AAAAAAAAApk/zcQI76zcfFU/s1600/Black+Humor.jpg

even humor has to be learnt.
Where I'm from nobody gets that kind of a joke...
http://ts1.mm.bing.net/th?id=I.4771692275435896&pid=15.1

This must be pre-Windows 95

Pre amoeba and post mortem....

[araucaria]

onawah posted this on the ECETI thread thought I would share it here and now.

https://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/76424_560486170631493_2068581621_n.jpg



Love


Nora

For the record neither did I. UFOs may exist, but I am blowing the whistle on S. Claus. When I had small kids, I had to stand in for him every time. This is psy ops at its worst; The original person who thought he could get away with making gifts was dealt with in quick time and it has been a myth ever since:)

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

When I was a small child, I remember asking my great-grandmother if Santa was real. She was probably in her early 80's at the time. Her replied bothered me, as it should, but it wasn't until I was older that I realized how fooked up it was. She said that, yes, Santa was real, and she met him once. One time, she awoke and saw Santa delivering presents, and he told her, "Little girl, you should be asleep, you are not supposed to see me." Next, he withdrew a large hypodermic needle and injected a drug into her to make her go to sleep. Once she was asleep, he finished delivering presents and went on to the next house. So, the moral of her story was, don't wake up on Christmas Eve or Santa is gonna give you a big nasty injection of God knows what! I was henceforth a little more frightened of Santa than I was mystified of him.

My wife and I were having a conversation just yesterday about this. We realized why we have upset others by talking aloud to our own about Santa being pretend, though it is a fun game to pretend on Christmas. We realized that it make others realize that they are lying to their children. Lies are never good, even if you get presents.

[Grumpy Cat]

I've seen cats everywhere I've gone recently, well, specifically there's been lots close to my two homes. A group of three make an old garage their home, next door. Spirits watching over me? maybe. I take nothing as coincidence anymore.

I'm back home with my mum and things seem OK, but nothing more. She's still closed-off and certainly hasn't woken up to the truth of our reality... yet. I guess all I need is a little patience. I need to be careful though since she's lied before to keep me in hospital. She could very easily turn in to an Agent ala The Matrix if I move things along too quickly.

[PurpleLama]

I've seen cats everywhere I've gone recently

I have this problem, too....

Blast from the past, eight cats, now.

MgyVZzFRfYw

[Guest]

Have been going into cellular memory slowly and also remembering. I do not force anything and it's taken me about a year to go there deeply.

Eating a vegetarian diet, doing a couple of fasts and taking high grade medicinal colloids. Also taken into account my age, size , weight and "fun" I had when I was younger. So glad I did it that way. Has really given me a chance to heal and grow physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.

Taking the time to learn about ORMES-ORMUS and how to prepare it and take it. Another slow process.... a fast coming up soon and then we'll see. Have been flying solo with this.... pretty much.... there are a couple of medicince people that have been watching me very closely -which I am very grateful to them.

There are times when it's been a heck of a ride.

Thank you for putting a smile on my face villagers.

Love you all


Nora

[Kiforall]

I remember Santa creeping into my room Xmas eve, I pretended to be asleep, could hardly breathe with fear and excitement. I didn't want him to know I was awake.

I heard the rustling of paper and then the door close.

I lay there a while unable to open my eyes, then the cheeky bugger used our bathroom !!

I suppose it could have been worse, I could have found out at that point Father Xmas was Mother Xmas lol.

I can even remember going into school telling everybody, I was well proud.

Oh and he does leave the toilet seat up.

Zoe x

[Flash]

When I was a small child, I remember asking my great-grandmother if Santa was real. She was probably in her early 80's at the time. Her replied bothered me, as it should, but it wasn't until I was older that I realized how fooked up it was. She said that, yes, Santa was real, and she met him once. One time, she awoke and saw Santa delivering presents, and he told her, "Little girl, you should be asleep, you are not supposed to see me." Next, he withdrew a large hypodermic needle and injected a drug into her to make her go to sleep. Once she was asleep, he finished delivering presents and went on to the next house. So, the moral of her story was, don't wake up on Christmas Eve or Santa is gonna give you a big nasty injection of God knows what! I was henceforth a little more frightened of Santa than I was mystified of him.

My wife and I were having a conversation just yesterday about this. We realized why we have upset others by talking aloud to our own about Santa being pretend, though it is a fun game to pretend on Christmas. We realized that it make others realize that they are lying to their children. Lies are never good, even if you get presents.

Sounds like your grandmother was either an ET experiencer or a MK Ultra victim........dadadadaa..... mystery for Christmas.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

When I was a small child, I remember asking my great-grandmother if Santa was real. She was probably in her early 80's at the time. Her replied bothered me, as it should, but it wasn't until I was older that I realized how fooked up it was. She said that, yes, Santa was real, and she met him once. One time, she awoke and saw Santa delivering presents, and he told her, "Little girl, you should be asleep, you are not supposed to see me." Next, he withdrew a large hypodermic needle and injected a drug into her to make her go to sleep. Once she was asleep, he finished delivering presents and went on to the next house. So, the moral of her story was, don't wake up on Christmas Eve or Santa is gonna give you a big nasty injection of God knows what! I was henceforth a little more frightened of Santa than I was mystified of him.

My wife and I were having a conversation just yesterday about this. We realized why we have upset others by talking aloud to our own about Santa being pretend, though it is a fun game to pretend on Christmas. We realized that it make others realize that they are lying to their children. Lies are never good, even if you get presents.

Sounds like your grandmother was either an ET experiencer or a MK Ultra victim........dadadadaa..... mystery for Christmas.

You never know. I've often wondered about her choice of words. Why a needle and drug? Wouldn't Santa have some magic elf dust that he would sprinkle on you and make you go to sleep. The needle story seems so clinical and perpetrated. For a corpulent geriatric who travels up and down chimneys by the touch of his nose, you would imagine his sleeping nostrum would have more of a magical allure to it.

There ain't no Santa Claus on the evenin' stage.......

g2Nc-s44tUc

[Eram]

Tonight,

We gave our Beloved cat Tommy an injection to stop his heart.
Or better... the vet in our village did.

It appeared that he had a cancer, the size of an apple in his gut and it blocked it ability to take a sh!t and he was in big pain.

All cats are special I guess.
Special in their interaction with the family that they live with.
So was Tommy.

His special touch was his patience.
With the kids when they where.. well... being kids.
He had a very big heart.

http://img24.imageshack.us/img24/1976/tommylh.jpg


I'll miss him.

[PurpleLama]

He looks like a good kitty.

[Michelle Marie]

Heartfelt blessings to you and your Tommy cat. Healing for your heart.

MM

[onawah]

Cats are special.
My kitty is such a dear, and is getting up in years.
Though I will have to let her go soon, I hope she will return to my life soon as a new kitten.
Hoping your does too.
(I wonder if cats can be walkins....)

[donk]

Sorry for your loss,

[donk]

I've seen cats everywhere I've gone recently
I have this problem, too....

Blast from the past, eight cats, now.


Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgyVZzFRfYw
Parent Post

C'mon, that video is an obvious hoax, it's the same cat 8 times, only the one at the end is different. You gotta go to a different forum to pull off your fancy camera tricks.

[PurpleLama]

Hahahahaha that reilly cracked me up, that was great!



I've seen cats everywhere I've gone recently
I have this problem, too....

Blast from the past, eight cats, now.


Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgyVZzFRfYw
Parent Post

C'mon, that video is an obvious hoax, it's the same cat 8 times, only the one at the end is different. You gotta go to a different forum to pull off your fancy camera tricks.

[Carmody]

I had completely forgotten that I know how to do all that farming stuff, to near perfection.

I guess I dunned got cityfied.

I have raked my share of hay in my days.
Sitting on a tractor with skinny legs barely long enough to reach the pedals.
(No wonder I later became a lover of fast cars)

Anyway, here is my contribution about hay...
especially the green kind that is being loaded in your picture.
It should have had more hours of sunshine.

As it is it will quickly go into fermentation processes,
which means that it could actually ignite
and start a spectacular farm house fire.

Yeah, it looks like it needs just a few more days of drying, before baling. It's an art, one that a person has to do a few times, before they get it right. However, one is best to figure it out by erring on the too dry side, first, so as to avoid the barn fire issue.

North American hay, from my experience, can still be quite green looking when properly dried, if it is of high Timothy and Alfalfa content. Of course, you have to test it, by leaving the bales in the field for a few days, then stick your hand in the middle of them to check for moisture retention and heat, smell for rot/fermentation, and so on. Break a few open, and so on.

I have an uncle who was never farming until his adult years, and was far too quick to bale and store. He managed to be such an ass, that he burned down two large barns full of horses, before he quit being stupid. One time, before all that happened, I (as a teen) helped him bring in 5000+ bales, and I told him that they seemed to be too wet, by just a hair, but he was not listening. I could not believe the risk he was taking, over maybe a 48 hour correction/wait. He got away with it, again and again, then paid the price. Twice. But in reality, the horses paid the price.

Actually, it's coming back to me now. One was an electrical fire, the other was the hay.

But the second time broke him. He gave up on training and boarding horses, after the second fire.

We're talking barns big enough for 5000+ bales in the hay loft. Like so, maybe 30-40% smaller:

http://www.precisebuildings.com/images/uploads/build/303/mohrsville_pa_foaling_barn__large.jpg

ONl4sphwO-A

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Never heard of Murray McLaughlin before, but I like it. Talking about farming tragedies and farmer's songs makes me think of Levon Helm, "Poor Old Dirt Farmer":
(There's a nice conveyor belt in this video too)

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Also, have you ever heard of Corb Lund, Carmody?

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In other news, here is a breaking story in the equine monoceros arena from North Korea:

"Ancient Unicorn Lair Found in North Korea"
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/11/30/north-korea-finds-secret-unicorn-lair_n_2219289.html

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And I can't resist this on topic video: Swedish Farmer puts a turbo engine in his tractor...... A tragedy waiting to happen......

http://www.wimp.com/turbotractor/

[ulli]

I had completely forgotten that I know how to do all that farming stuff, to near perfection.

I guess I dunned got cityfied.

I have raked my share of hay in my days.
Sitting on a tractor with skinny legs barely long enough to reach the pedals.
(No wonder I later became a lover of fast cars)

Anyway, here is my contribution about hay...
especially the green kind that is being loaded in your picture.
It should have had more hours of sunshine.

As it is it will quickly go into fermentation processes,
which means that it could actually ignite
and start a spectacular farm house fire.

Yeah, it looks like it needs just a few more days of drying, before baling. It's an art, one that a person has to do a few times, before they get it right. However, one is best to figure it out by erring on the too dry side, first, so as to avoid the barn fire issue.

North American hay, from my experience, can still be quite green looking when properly dried, if it is of high Timothy and Alfalfa content. Of course, you have to test it, by leaving the bales in the field for a few days, then stick your hand in the middle of them to check for moisture retention and heat, smell for rot/fermentation, and so on. Break a few open, and so on.

I have an uncle who was never farming until his adult years, and was far too quick to bale and store. He managed to be such an ass, that he burned down two large barns full of horses, before he quit being stupid. One time, before all that happened, I (as a teen) helped him bring in 5000+ bales, and I told him that they seemed to be too wet, by just a hair, but he was not listening. I could not believe the risk he was taking, over maybe a 48 hour correction/wait. He got away with it, again and again, then paid the price. Twice. But in reality, the horses paid the price.

Actually, it's coming back to me now. One was an electrical fire, the other was the hay.

But the second time broke him. He gave up on training and boarding horses, after the second fire.

We're talking barns big enough for 5000+ bales in the hay loft. Like so, maybe 30-40% smaller:



ONl4sphwO-A

Horses burning in a farmhouse fire...that is a true nightmare. And twice!....Jeez...how could he live with himself after that?

Nice childhood memories there in that farmers song vid....
My father was a Virgo, hence he had the most diverse and complicated farm possible.
When that movie Babe came out, about the pig, I cried. The farmer in that movie, James Cromwell, looked exactly like my dad.
http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcT5mZuWSUSAj08137DfmWsXuyyizu-Gyjp53fXLic2N6sBG7Alavw

[Carmody]

I can't stop laughing at the turbo tractor. That's typical farming kid crazy. look out! Madman at the wheel!

And if you watch the turbo tractor video..and click next, out of curiosity...you get a dog in zero gravity. All of it a little unexpected and accidental, though. Whoops!

Well, when it comes to actors and family looks, My dad looked (at the same time) a lot like Connery when he did 'The Hunt For Red October'.

http://i2.listal.com/image/1118716/600full-the-hunt-for-red-october-photo.jpg

[ulli]

Here it is: the vehicle I first learnt to drive...
before we had a car, we had a Lanz Bulldog. Exact model....

b_ssmMg2Dvw

[ulli]

Tonight,

We gave our Beloved cat Tommy an injection to stop his heart.
Or better... the vet in our village did.

It appeared that he had a cancer, the size of an apple in his gut and it blocked it ability to take a sh!t and he was in big pain.

All cats are special I guess.
Special in their interaction with the family that they live with.
So was Tommy.

His special touch was his patience.
With the kids when they where.. well... being kids.
He had a very big heart.

http://img24.imageshack.us/img24/1976/tommylh.jpg


I'll miss him.

Wow....Waky....
This must be an incredible shock for you. I truly feel for your loss....
I thought mine had come back, but this new kitten which showed up
three months later is quite different in character...

[RunningDeer]

Welcome home, Tommy
Thank you for all the Love and Joy you brought to All

Blessings to Wakytweaky and the Family

Love,
Paula xo

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/Tommy2.JPG


Tonight,

We gave our Beloved cat Tommy an injection to stop his heart.
Or better... the vet in our village did.

It appeared that he had a cancer, the size of an apple in his gut and it blocked it ability to take a sh!t and he was in big pain.

All cats are special I guess.
Special in their interaction with the family that they live with.
So was Tommy.

His special touch was his patience.
With the kids when they where.. well... being kids.
He had a very big heart.

I'll miss him.

[Carmody]

We had something like this:

http://www.cheffins.co.uk/assets/catalogues/lots/106/3065.jpg

Having the lights is important, as time can be a factor and you might want to stay in the field as long as possible, due to weather and such things. One pair of headlights, and one double on each fender arch - one pair facing back and one pair facing front.

[Anastasia]

Dear WakyTweaky:

My heart feels so sad. Tommy is so exquisite. I see that he is an Ambassador or Good Will in his beautiful face.

My baby "Edwina" passed May 31, 2010.

She appears often and hugs me with a gentle breeze.

But mostly, she is in my heart.

The grief was so deep when she left, I felt my heart literally broke.

My guidance whispered to me that I should hug a little stuffed white teddy bear that Edwina used to have in her bed.

As I reluctantly held the toy bear the tears began...my hardened heart broke the shell and softened.

I feel quite sure that toy bear and the hugs...saved my life... :)

Anastasia

[ulli]

We had something like this:

http://www.cheffins.co.uk/assets/catalogues/lots/106/3065.jpg

We got a green and yellow John Deere tractor when I was in my early teens.
By then my little brother's legs were long enough and so I was no longer needed for tractor driving....he being the future male heir and all....
I believe he now has some computerized, centrally heated, air-conditioned, stereo-music equipped pope mobile type of thing...

[Flash]

I must say something here

Yesterday, I realised that Mary Kayali'daughter had died. I also noticed that she had not announced it in a thread, therefore almost nobody knew and that she had no condoleances almost. Also nobody had thought of making a thread for her as it happened. So I did, a bit late, but better now than never.

We all know that pain and sorrow may go on for years, it is often what happens when there is loss of a child.

I thank all of you who have posted some support for her. That was really great. Some even offered her to come in this thread here if help is needed. Some wondered why she did not ask us when she felt something could be wrong. You know, some may just not know they can tell and ask here. Also, our reaction to pain is different from one to the other. My mom would be cold (self protection) and then crash two years later for example.

To tell the truth, I am shaken by something that seems strange to me. Someone's dad dies, he has 4 pages of condoleances and support. Which is great and truly Avalonian. A cat has an accident and may die, 4 pages of worries and support, still great and really Avalonian.

I do not understand why this did not happen for Mary and her child. (at the most 21/2 page up to now) Why would there be unease. Is this a reflexion of the world? I would have hoped we, here, are not the same.

And this after the forum was made aware of her loss.

Anyhow, there is surely a lesson to learn from this. But which one?

PS: this post is one of reflexion and questions, and expression of my feelings, if you have answers, good, please, post, but my intent is in not to reproach anything, just to question and ponder.

[thunder24]

As I am facing the death of my father coming, i considered writing to londonmystic... then i saw the amount of time that had passed, and thought to my self, that i would not want to b bombarded with the condolences, because it would make me relive the pain again... so I said a prayer to comfort her... knowing what it feels like to hear the same words from many people... sometimes it just starts to ring hollow... thats why I didnot say anything Flash

peace

[thunder24]

funny I was siriusly looking at tractors to buy today...

We had something like this:

http://www.cheffins.co.uk/assets/catalogues/lots/106/3065.jpg

We got a green and yellow John Deere tractor when I was in my early teens.
By then my little brother's legs were long enough and so I was no longer needed for tractor driving....he being the future male heir and all....
I believe he now has some computerized, centrally heated, air-conditioned, stereo-music equipped pope mobile type of thing...

[ulli]

I must say something here

Yesterday, I realised that Mary Kayali'daughter had died. I also noticed that she had not announced it in a thread, therefore almost nobody knew and that she had no condoleances almost. Also nobody had thought of making a thread for her as it happened. So I did, a bit late, but better now than never.

We all know that pain and sorrow may go on for years, it is often what happens when there is loss of a child.

I thank all of you who have posted some support for her. That was really great. Some even offered her to come in this thread here if help is needed. Some wondered why she did not ask us when she felt something could be wrong. You know, some may just not know they can tell and ask here. Also, our reaction to pain is different from one to the other. My mom would be cold (self protection) and then crash two years later for example.

To tell the truth, I am shaken by something that seems strange to me. Someone's dad dies, he has 4 pages of condoleances and support. Which is great and truly Avalonian. A cat has an accident and may die, 4 pages of worries and support, still great and really Avalonian.

I do not understand why this did not happen for Mary and her child. (at the most 21/2 page up to now) Why would there be unease. Is this a reflexion of the world? I would have hoped we, here, are not the same.

And this after the forum was made aware of her loss.

Anyhow, there is surely a lesson to learn from this. But which one?

PS: this post is one of reflexion and questions, and expression of my feelings, if you have answers, good, please, post, but my intent is in not to reproach anything, just to question and ponder.

It's so nice of you to express this, Flash, and I understand your point.
Although when it comes to grief I for one like to be left alone...
or only see people who also knew the person who died.

But we can still send her sympathy and these waves will bring her comfort, no doubt.
We can also send love and healing to her daughter.
I'm always really pleased when someone decides to join our Village community
especially if they need help. I would also love to hear more about her daughter's life.

[RunningDeer]

I must say something here

Yesterday, I realised that Mary Kayali'daughter had died. I also noticed that she had not announced it in a thread, therefore almost nobody knew and that she had no condoleances almost. Also nobody had thought of making a thread for her as it happened. So I did, a bit late, but better now than never.

We all know that pain and sorrow may go on for years, it is often what happens when there is loss of a child.

Thank you, Flash for creating the thread and bringing my attention to it. I would have missed it otherwise.

"Mary Kayali lost her daughter Avalon londonmystic-the abductee thread" (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?52578-Mary-Kayali-lost-her-daughter--londonmystic---the-abductee-thread-&p=591097&viewfull=1#post591097)

Peace,
Paula :wave:

[ulli]

This is what we do here...we share.

http://i.imgur.com/jljU5.gif

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

I can't stop laughing at the turbo tractor. That's typical farming kid crazy. look out! Madman at the wheel!

And if you watch the turbo tractor video..and click next, out of curiosity...you get a dog in zero gravity. All of it a little unexpected and accidental, though. Whoops!

Well, when it comes to actors and family looks, My dad looked (at the same time) a lot like Connery when he did 'The Hunt For Red October'.

http://i2.listal.com/image/1118716/600full-the-hunt-for-red-october-photo.jpg

I sent that video to my dad, who himself is hell on equipment -once saw him ramp a trackhoe over an enormous pile and nearly flip it, and come out alive-, and he said: Goes to show what can happen to a man's mind in a country that has 9 months of winter.

Anyway, the synchronicity is, no joke, my father is a spitting image of Sean Connery, especially when he has a beard.

[Flash]

I can't stop laughing at the turbo tractor. That's typical farming kid crazy. look out! Madman at the wheel!

And if you watch the turbo tractor video..and click next, out of curiosity...you get a dog in zero gravity. All of it a little unexpected and accidental, though. Whoops!

Well, when it comes to actors and family looks, My dad looked (at the same time) a lot like Connery when he did 'The Hunt For Red October'.

http://i2.listal.com/image/1118716/600full-the-hunt-for-red-october-photo.jpg

I sent that video to my dad, who himself is hell on equipment -once saw him ramp a trackhoe over an enormous pile and nearly flip it, and come out alive-, and he said: Goes to show what can happen to a man's mind in a country that has 9 months of winter.

Anyway, the synchronicity is, no joke, my father is a spitting image of Sean Connery, especially when he has a beard.

Naughty me: I understand both your mothers....

[modwiz]

I must say something here

Yesterday, I realised that Mary Kayali'daughter had died. I also noticed that she had not announced it in a thread, therefore almost nobody knew and that she had no condoleances almost. Also nobody had thought of making a thread for her as it happened. So I did, a bit late, but better now than never.

We all know that pain and sorrow may go on for years, it is often what happens when there is loss of a child.

I thank all of you who have posted some support for her. That was really great. Some even offered her to come in this thread here if help is needed. Some wondered why she did not ask us when she felt something could be wrong. You know, some may just not know they can tell and ask here. Also, our reaction to pain is different from one to the other. My mom would be cold (self protection) and then crash two years later for example.

To tell the truth, I am shaken by something that seems strange to me. Someone's dad dies, he has 4 pages of condoleances and support. Which is great and truly Avalonian. A cat has an accident and may die, 4 pages of worries and support, still great and really Avalonian.

I do not understand why this did not happen for Mary and her child. (at the most 21/2 page up to now) Why would there be unease. Is this a reflexion of the world? I would have hoped we, here, are not the same.

And this after the forum was made aware of her loss.

Anyhow, there is surely a lesson to learn from this. But which one?

PS: this post is one of reflexion and questions, and expression of my feelings, if you have answers, good, please, post, but my intent is in not to reproach anything, just to question and ponder.

Both of my parents are gone. For some of us, grieving is a more private affair. That is all I will say.

[Flash]

You know, my family is like that Modwiz and Ulli. We are quite private. Grieveing is vvvvery private to me. Sometimes it took years to come out of my shelf and say what was going on then, while grieving.

However, even if I kept for myself, knowing others care enough made a difference. Just reading, months/years afterward, the support I received made the difference.

Those that did give it never knew I had read it years later. And that it made a difference.

And, it could make a difference only in the energy sent towards both of them, it still makes a difference, even if she is never consciously aware of it.

That is all I will say too.

No, not all, a little more:

I read or heard once - correction, heard on tv, she wrote a book on NDE - that a woman had had a car accident on the highway getting in Montreal, at rush hour. While dying and out of her body, she would hear all the people bitching in their mind, such as "gosh not another accident, F ck I will be late, well she did not chose her time to have an accident, waht is going on again, etc. etc". She was hearing everybody's thought.
Then, all of sudden, someone passed by in her car and thought of her probably dying and sent a prayer and love to her. She said she felt it so powerfully and uplifting litterally and that it was that prayer that allowed her to come back after an NDE, some good around that was really powefull..
This is what I mean.

Now I will leave it at that.

[ThePythonicCow]

Here it is: the vehicle I first learnt to drive...
before we had a car, we had a Lanz Bulldog. Exact model....

My first vehicle:
http://home.earthlink.net/~fixinstuff/images/Allis%20CA--.jpg
This one is an Allis-Chalmers Model CA Tractor -- I'm not sure if that's the exact model or not -- close anyway -- power take off (PTO), but no power steering.

I could only reach the pedal on one side at a time, by scooting down off the seat to that side.

[Guest]

We all need love


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Love


Nora

[modwiz]

We had something like this:

http://www.cheffins.co.uk/assets/catalogues/lots/106/3065.jpg


I believe he now has some computerized, centrally heated, air-conditioned, stereo-music equipped pope mobile type of thing...

They run a pure ethyl alcohol too, so this way you can share a drink with your tractor. :P

[Marianne]

Loving the village this morning.

Modwiz, my dad had/still has a similar Ford tractor.

Tractors and farms, let's segue into growing food. Arrowwind has a new thread: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?52619-Growing-Food

Flash, I hear what you say ... but please know that many don't openly display their intentions and emotions, both in helping and being helped. You have a big heart, thank you for bringing this to us.

Here's something inspiring, perhaps the beginning of a new way of being with each other on this planet.
WvAHHNcmkPE

My cousin and her husband were here for dinner last night. He just found out he lost his job yesterday, as an engineer in the defense industry. Not too surprising. Things have to change, and it's painful if you're not changing with it. Wishing for all, the energy of love to ease the transition.

Love,
Marianne

[eaglespirit]

Good Morning All My Avalon Loved Ones : )

Our Purdy Girl already thinks She's a 3 legged Olympic racer...one day after the meds wore off, ggeeessshhhh!!!!

Thank You All for the Well Wishes...they brought in a 'well' of healing 'woooshes' : )

...
Marianne, sent You a pm that basically expresses what You expressed before I read it...
Each One of Us can help Those in Our Lives going through the Changes now, make adjustments!

...
I am feeling like my head is gonna turn into a 'ball of light' and float away lately : )
Yep, gonna be a heck of a month!
Onward and Upward!

[Chester]

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Everything I wanted to post about any of the above twelve women (including combinations of two or three) might not be so well received here so...

I will do something extremely unusual here - I will keep my mouth shut (mostly).

{if one could only see my grin - it says ALL of 'em are "hot'}

It is clear why "god" made me five feet 5.5 inches... a little fat and one eyed!

Imagine what I might be like if I looked like my wife's favorite fantasy!

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She even named her most precious mechanical appliance after him!

I can't even dance! (well at least not vertically)

Anyways, Love to All and in Every Way... Chester

[Lunesoleil]

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good weekend to you all :wizard:

[Michelle Marie]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[araucaria]

After catching up with the Ammach thread, I googled Joanne Summerscales and came up with this interesting pdf file. I wonder if anything came of it.

www.searlsolution.com/members/documents/PrinceCharlesLetter.pdf (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/www.searlsolution.com/members/documents/PrinceCharlesLetter.pdf)

[1inMany]

http://www.goodlightscraps.com/content/good-morning/good-morning-9.jpg

Sending love to everybody,

(p.s. this is a message to myself as much as everyone else, just replace "God" with whatever floats your boat...)

[Chester]

Gooooood Morning Viet World! And Happy December 2012 to ALL!

Everybody ready to rock n roll??

WvufFwdqMzg

I wouldn't have missed this party for nothin'!

[Chester]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Your post and the strange, recent re-unification of my Mother (who lives in La Veta, Colorado) and myself prompted me to do some searches about my Mom who turns 75 in a few days - wow, was I happy to find her presence is out there on the WWW!

http://lavetainn.com/rooms-rates/room-h6/

and in this link there's a pic of my Mom -

http://www.judithbakermontano.com/weblog/2006_12_22.html

In the Pic is a painting of her done by her second husband, Noel Mahaffey (RIP) with our dog, Tut (named after King Tut) from the days we lived in New York City (and no, we never slept).

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http://www.duartstudioclay.com/

I love you, Mom - Ches

[araucaria]

Gooooood Morning Viet World! And Happy December 2012 to ALL!

Everybody ready to rock n roll??

WvufFwdqMzg

I wouldn't have missed this party for nothin'!

Jesse Ventura v the global conspiracy? :)

[ulli]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

I'm praying for you. Will send money, too, if you can turn it into cash.
Have some $ in my Paypal account to buy beads with. Beads can wait...
Propane comes first.

[Guest]

Villagers I just recieved some sad news.

Asking for prayers of healing, love and blessings for Debbie.

A very dear friend of mine Debbie tried to commit suicide 2 nights ago.
Her family found her just in time. She is in the hospital recovering.

I spent some time with Debbie and her family last summer and could sense
something was going on with her. Wish I had reached out more to her.

I've known Debbie since she was a young girl and watched her grow up.
She's just so precious.

Thank you for your prayers


Love


Nora

[RunningDeer]

Good Morning All My Avalon Loved Ones : )

Our Purdy Girl already thinks She's a 3 legged Olympic racer...one day after the meds wore off, ggeeessshhhh!!!!

Thank You All for the Well Wishes...they brought in a 'well' of healing 'woooshes' : )

...
Marianne, sent You a pm that basically expresses what You expressed before I read it...
Each One of Us can help Those in Our Lives going through the Changes now, make adjustments!

...
I am feeling like my head is gonna turn into a 'ball of light' and float away lately : )
Yep, gonna be a heck of a month!
Onward and Upward!

Hello Eagle Man, yip-yippie for Purdy Girl! And many thanks for your post on the Simon thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30323-Simon-Parkes-about-Mantis-Aliens-Reptiles-and-other-aliens.&p=591695&viewfull=1#post591695). It's as if you were speaking my inner knowing. There are times when doubt creeps in so it was a Big confirmation when I read it.

Peace and continued health to You and Your Family,
Paula

[Marianne]

Nora, sending loving energy to Debbie, and to you.

I've put her on the Reiki grid. I could 'see' the purple symbols being received.

Love,
Marianne

[Michelle Marie]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

I'm praying for you. Will send money, too, if you can turn it into cash.
Have some $ in my Paypal account to buy beads with. Beads can wait...
Propane comes first.

I'm just heating with those little green propane tanks. I'm out in the parking lot of the apartment building.

I don't want to take your bead money, but that was sweet of you to offer. It gives me the feeling of being supported and heard and cared for.

I'll find out if I'm supposed to stay here or not. My life is completely up in the air.

I'm grateful that I have plenty of food, and at least one person who believes in me and my life's mission. If I get really desperate, I'll accept that bead money. There is a pawn shop nearby and I bet I could find something to take there and get some cash right away.

If anyone wanted to purchase a book to help, that would be great. You can only get it from me directly at this point. It's called: "it's A New World After All." retail is $22. It's hard to just be able to accept cash donations.

My websites are: www.visionarysolutions.org and www.smile4love.com. Prayers work every time. Please say a prayer for this body of work. It's the contribution that I would like to make for humanity.

Thank you for your kindness, Nora...and all of you.

These times are amazing.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[RunningDeer]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hello Michelle Marie,

As soon as I began to read your post, I got visual story that unfolded into words.

Say what I see...

Invisible footprints walk right by your side. Each step you take in trust and faith the plains spread further and wider. (in so many directions)

Only sunshine and peace comes your way. Which is to say that all your choices are jam packed with each step/decision that you are making.

Trust It.

Soon, your only trouble will be to narrow down the options that come to your for this present co-creative adventure.

You are not alone. (They’ve insisted me to tack on here.) And once again insisted, “You are NOT alone!”

With Love,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer

PS I'm sending Love for all requirements, and again I'm shown that you are soooo filled.

[RunningDeer]

After catching up with the Ammach thread, I googled Joanne Summerscales and came up with this interesting pdf file. I wonder if anything came of it.

www.searlsolution.com/members/documents/PrinceCharlesLetter.pdf (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/www.searlsolution.com/members/documents/PrinceCharlesLetter.pdf)

This link works: Joanne Summerscales pdf (http://www.searlsolution.com/members/documents/PrinceCharlesLetter.pdf)

[1inMany]

This morning, there is a song stuck in my head, but it's not one of those stupid little ditties that usually pop into my head...

kjxSCAalsBE

Decided to share when WCBD mentioned sunshine...

Good point to remember, that we are not alone...some know this in such a way as they don't doubt it for a moment. Some of us, well, we need these little reminders.

Much Love,

[Michelle Marie]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hello Michelle Marie,

As soon as I began to read your post, I got visual story that unfolded into words.

Say what I see...

Invisible footprints walk right by your side. Each step you take in trust and faith the plains spread further and wider. (in so many directions)

Only sunshine and peace comes your way. Which is to say that all your choices are jam packed with each step/decision that you are making.

Trust It.

Soon, your only trouble will be to narrow down the options that come to your for this present co-creative adventure.

You are not alone. (They’ve insisted me to tack on here.) And once again insisted, “You are NOT alone!”

With Love,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer

PS I'm sending Love for all requirements, and again I'm shown that you are soooo filled.

Thank you SOoooooo much!

I have this deep palpable feeling of Celestial support, but down in the trenches the circumstances are pretty dicey.

My being is experiencing a sort of post (I hope!) trauma distress with lots of crying and release.

I really needed to hear the message you brought through. When I left for my travels I sensed the impression of that old Footprints poem, about being carried through critical times in life.

Auspicious ... Turning fear into faith .

Thank you. I hope you feel the depth of my appreciation.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[modwiz]

(p.s. this is a message to myself as much as everyone else, just replace "God" with whatever floats your boat...)

Water???:confused: :p

[RunningDeer]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hello Michelle Marie,

As soon as I began to read your post, I got visual story that unfolded into words.

Say what I see...

Invisible footprints walk right by your side. Each step you take in trust and faith the plains spread further and wider. (in so many directions)

Only sunshine and peace comes your way. Which is to say that all your choices are jam packed with each step/decision that you are making.

Trust It.

Soon, your only trouble will be to narrow down the options that come to your for this present co-creative adventure.

You are not alone. (They’ve insisted me to tack on here.) And once again insisted, “You are NOT alone!”

With Love,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer

PS I'm sending Love for all requirements, and again I'm shown that you are soooo filled.

Thank you SOoooooo much!

I have this deep palpable feeling of Celestial support, but down in the trenches the circumstances are pretty dicey.

My being is experiencing a sort of post (I hope!) trauma distress with lots of crying and release.

I really needed to hear the message you brought through. When I left for my travels I sensed the impression of that old Footprints poem, about being carried through critical times in life.

Auspicious ... Turning fear into faith .

Thank you. I hope you feel the depth of my appreciation.

Love,
Michelle Marie


I hope you feel the depth of my appreciation.
It's brought me to tears, MM!

When I saw the footprint visual, I thought how trite, I can't use that. But I was told to "say what I see".

I went to both of your sites and bookmarked them to checked them when I have quality attention for it. I did listen to your video. I like it when there's a face and voice. I admire your guts and determination to live your co-creation. Ballsy.

With Love,
Paula xo

One last "visual flash" to pass along... Or maybe it's my admiration for your choices.


Jonathan Livingstone Seagull ..The Ending
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[Guest]

Nora, sending loving energy to Debbie, and to you.

I've put her on the Reiki grid. I could 'see' the purple symbols being received.

Love,
Marianne


My heartfelt thanks JB blessings back to you.

She is one of these human beings who is brilliant, gifted, soulful and beautiful.
My world and the world is a better place because she's in it. Always full of love, acceptance and
puts a smile on your face. I really love her and her family.


Love

Nora

[Carmody]

Interesting read, regarding solstice, and the galactic center. First comment is the more interesting one. I've got a 4+ planet yod (finger of god)(among other alignments) involving the galactic center and thus the whole Dec/21/2012 date thing.

The thing I found interesting, is that they are saying: The place in the sky, at night, which has Orion at it's given height, in your location, that is the point which the 'noise' of the galactic center is at it's lowest, and thus psychic sensitivity is highest. Thus the 3:15am thing, or thereabouts. (northern hemisphere)

Of course, we've been through all this before, or at least I have. I did a big set of posts on this forum somewhere, complete with diagrams and illustrations.

http://www.lynnkoiner.com/astrology-articles/thoughts-on-the-galactic-center

[RunningDeer]

Villagers I just recieved some sad news.

Asking for prayers of healing, love and blessings for Debbie.

A very dear friend of mine Debbie tried to commit suicide 2 nights ago.
Her family found her just in time. She is in the hospital recovering.

I spent some time with Debbie and her family last summer and could sense
something was going on with her. Wish I had reached out more to her.

I've known Debbie since she was a young girl and watched her grow up.
She's just so precious.

Thank you for your prayers

Love

Nora


Nora, I’ve sent healing energies and a harmonic environment for Debbie and anyone who is part of her journey.

Speaking both from personal experience and my son’s suicide, there’s so, so much pain. The warped state that says existence sucks. The one doesn’t know how blessed s/he is when blindfolded by uncertainty and fear.

Nineteen years later, I am still grateful every day and throughout the day that there was intervention from a Higher Source by way of Dear Love Ones for myself.

I wish I could wipe out other’s suffering. But I see there’s a purpose for some that need the intensity and empowerment of choice to continue onward.

Love,
Paula


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Thank_You/55.jpg

[Carmody]

This morning, there is a song stuck in my head, but it's not one of those stupid little ditties that usually pop into my head...

kjxSCAalsBE

Decided to share when WCBD mentioned sunshine...

Good point to remember, that we are not alone...some know this in such a way as they don't doubt it for a moment. Some of us, well, we need these little reminders.

Much Love,

That was stuck in my head all day yesterday, I was going to post it. I did not, as I had done that, already, a while back. I heard this version on the sat radio yesterday (this listed version has the proper pitch):

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Which lead to this, which I can never resist listening to when the opportunity presents itself:

tIdIqbv7SPo'

Which lead to:

-xU09AXhlkk

(Beautiful Place)

[ulli]

Interesting read, regarding solstice, and the galactic center. First comment is the more interesting one. I've got a 4+ planet yod (finger of god)(among other alignments) involving the galactic center and thus the whole Dec/21/2012 date thing.

The thing I found interesting, is that they are saying: The place in the sky, at night, which has Orion at it's given height, in your location, that is the point which the 'noise' of the galactic center is at it's lowest, and thus psychic sensitivity is highest. Thus the 3:15am thing, or thereabouts. (northern hemisphere)

Of course, we've been through all this before, or at least I have. I did a big set of posts on this forum somewhere, complete with diagrams and illustrations.

http://www.lynnkoiner.com/astrology-articles/thoughts-on-the-galactic-center

Interesting indeed. Also, noteworthy for me personally, is that the galactic center moved to 27 Sag in the summer of 2011...
And that point is in 180 opposition to my natal Uranus in my 11th house. Uranus rules astrology among other things, and that was the time when I felt compelled to open my astrology thread and ended up doing nearly 70 Avalonians charts.
Also this thread starting in September of that year and still going strong, could owe it's survival to Uranian and galactic center energies being passed through me. Life definitely changed for me around that time.

[Lifebringer]

I've been traveling making progress at night when my caccoon is resting. I say making progress because when I remember what the mission was I was on in the dream, I always saw it through, no matter the situation with solutions. I wake up refreshed and "in the know" that I accomplished something that night.

It's amazing, but even as I reflect on it right now while typing, I still feel the reassurance.

Amazing grace to feel the blessing and still be alive to tell it.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Amazing how the cosmos acts like a giant clockwork of inter-related phenomena, each affecting the other.

Hi all, blessings.

Got a new computer two months ago but only today did I finally install a word processor. (Microsoft's continual harrassing adverts popping up on my screen made me very reluctant to purchase their product. In the end I chose Corel Office.)
I can access my files again, yeah!

In honor of this monentous event I have posted a longish poem here: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?4455-Anyone-interested-in-Posting-their-Poetry&p=591771#post591771

But for the villagers I picked this one...


RELATION


Oh, my children
The time is near
When you will know the truth
What’s real.
Me, my essence
Was all there was
I was the primal fact
First cause.
You, my daughter
And you my son
Will come to feel the Love
Of One.
Us, my body
As one we see
That we’re more than our parts
As me.
Love, my passion
Brings light from dust
Breeds life to live from love
A must.
Luck, my magic
Lets all succeed
Aligned with love you’ll win
Indeed.
Logic, my web
I weave for all
Your life will bloom just heed
The call.
God, my presence
Will then hold sway
And we will sing and dance
And pray.


It seemed fitting for some reason.

[1inMany]

34OCz7kGmaE



Which led me to this...

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Really like this guy, never heard of him before....Thanks, Carmody

[Heather2017]

...I read or heard once - correction, heard on tv, she wrote a book on NDE - that a woman had had a car accident on the highway getting in Montreal, at rush hour. While dying and out of her body, she would hear all the people bitching in their mind, such as "gosh not another accident, F ck I will be late, well she did not chose her time to have an accident, waht is going on again, etc. etc". She was hearing everybody's thought.
Then, all of sudden, someone passed by in her car and thought of her probably dying and sent a prayer and love to her. She said she felt it so powerfully and uplifting litterally and that it was that prayer that allowed her to come back after an NDE, some good around that was really powefull.


Wow, Flash. More synchronicity as I was just thinking yesterday of a similar (the same?) story told by Caroline Myss. How the woman saw and felt the beautiful flash of grace.

Caroline speaks of sharing grace... about talking with that homeless person because spirit moves you to... or finding a way to touch the very sick baby because you know you can bring healing.

Amazing what we can do when we get out of our own way and let love work through us.

[Carmody]

Really like this guy, never heard of him before....Thanks, Carmody

"He moved to New York City in 1964 where, three years later, he wrote the music for the hit musical Hair, which he later adapted for the 1979 film. "

For which he composed the song 'Age of Aquarius/Let the Sun Shine In' (Medley)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Galt_MacDermot

He's the guy behind the whole ruckus. The origin point. :p

(IIRC, he wrote the music, not the lyrics)

"MacDermot's music is popular with collectors of jazz and funk. Working with jazz musicians such as Bernard Purdie, Jimmy Lewis and Idris Muhammad, MacDermot created pieces that prefigured the funk material of James Brown." (Funky Drummer! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNP8tbDMZNE))

Interesting, no?

And that Run DMC celebrated the point that the first rap song is considered to be Areosmith's 'Walk This Way (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKttENbsoyk)', whom they did a video version of the song with. (together)

This illustrates that there is no real 'special' origin point of any kind, it is just folks who love making music, and gravitate to what they like, what moves them. There is no theft in music there is only sharing and evolving. (at least among the 'real' artists, that is) (It does not matter what bits are eaten separately....it all mixes up in your tum-tum-tummy)

[araucaria]

This illustrates that there is no real 'special' origin point of any kind, it is just folks who love making music, and gravitate to what they like, what moves them. There is no theft in music there is only sharing and evolving. (at least among the 'real' artists, that is) (It does not matter what bits are eaten separately....it all mixes up in your tum-tum-tummy)


One of the surest tests [of the superiority or inferiority of a poet] is the way in which a poet borrows. Immature poets imitate; mature poets steal; bad poets deface what they take, and good poets make it into something better, or at least something different.The good poet welds his theft into a whole of feeling which is unique, utterly different than that from which it is torn; the bad poet throws it into something which has no cohesion. A good poet will usually borrow from authors remote in time, or alien in language, or diverse in interest. TS Eliot

[Carmody]

Immature poets imitate.... bad poets deface what they take,....

I was trying not to bring up the music industry and the likes of their proteges like Lady Gaga.

I think the subject is as covered as it can be, in root level and simplicity... in the above sentence and quote, yes?

Yes, some might say, have you actually heard a gaga song or listened?

I say, in retort...."I have no urge to watch flies on horse****, in painful prolonged decay, and smell the fermentation thereof."

[Carmody]

Every time we get angry or upset with the world, try and remember that, within the concept, reality, and act of growth..... if everyone was on the same page, there would be none.

[astrid]

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For Ulli

[Guest]

Every time we get angry or upset with the world, try and remember that, within the concept, reality, and act of growth..... if everyone was on the same page, there would be none.


This young woman has everything going for her and everything stacked against her. So for a minute after the initial shock had worn off I was mad at the world.

Love

Nora

[ulli]

Traveling today. Just checked into a hotel in the hills above town with a spectacular view.
Its been ages since I last was away from home...the lack of river noise is giving me a ringing in my ears.

[Michelle Marie]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hello Michelle Marie,

As soon as I began to read your post, I got visual story that unfolded into words.

Say what I see...

Invisible footprints walk right by your side. Each step you take in trust and faith the plains spread further and wider. (in so many directions)

Only sunshine and peace comes your way. Which is to say that all your choices are jam packed with each step/decision that you are making.

Trust It.

Soon, your only trouble will be to narrow down the options that come to your for this present co-creative adventure.

You are not alone. (They’ve insisted me to tack on here.) And once again insisted, “You are NOT alone!”

With Love,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer

PS I'm sending Love for all requirements, and again I'm shown that you are soooo filled.

I'm focusing my attention on this message right now. I'm sitting in a coffee shop staying calm and awaiting my "next step." When I read this again, it made me want to shut down my computer and just start walking around town. I bet I can find a warm place to hang out. I'm downtown and it's Saturday night.

I tried to email you back to say "Thank You!" for your donation, but I got some intercepted reply or something. Biggo thank you with a hug!!! Exponential blessings, too. ;-)

The donations won't hit my bank account until Monday. I just called my bank and found that out. It will be very useful then, too.

Tonight I will transmute the fear of being cold and the fear of being with cold people for all of humanity. You know how it goes...when life hands you lemons, make lemonade!! (Don't get caught with a lemonade stand, though! LOL)

Pray with me...

Lots of peace and love, and FAITH! for ALL

I feel so blessed to feel this support from all of you.

Eternal gratitude,
Michelle Marie

[Flash]

...I read or heard once - correction, heard on tv, she wrote a book on NDE - that a woman had had a car accident on the highway getting in Montreal, at rush hour. While dying and out of her body, she would hear all the people bitching in their mind, such as "gosh not another accident, F ck I will be late, well she did not chose her time to have an accident, waht is going on again, etc. etc". She was hearing everybody's thought.
Then, all of sudden, someone passed by in her car and thought of her probably dying and sent a prayer and love to her. She said she felt it so powerfully and uplifting litterally and that it was that prayer that allowed her to come back after an NDE, some good around that was really powefull.


Wow, Flash. More synchronicity as I was just thinking yesterday of a similar (the same?) story told by Caroline Myss. How the woman saw and felt the beautiful flash of grace.

Caroline speaks of sharing grace... about talking with that homeless person because spirit moves you to... or finding a way to touch the very sick baby because you know you can bring healing.

Amazing what we can do when we get out of our own way and let love work through us.

i love carolyn myss, she has quite a lot of wisdom

[Michelle Marie]

This morning, there is a song stuck in my head, but it's not one of those stupid little ditties that usually pop into my head...

kjxSCAalsBE

Decided to share when WCBD mentioned sunshine...

Good point to remember, that we are not alone...some know this in such a way as they don't doubt it for a moment. Some of us, well, we need these little reminders.

Much Love,

Reminders at crucial points in time are extremely beneficial.

On the earth plane, I'm alone in a new town. The reassurance that I am NOT alone is helping me a lot right now.

Knowing it as True due to constant communion on the inner level is great. Confirmation and validation in the outer world, physical plane is essential at this time.

Love to all,
Michelle Marie

[Grumpy Cat]

Here in my RV with my last tank of propane. The friend who said I could stay with him stated twice "this is not working for me." OMG I don't know anyone else in town and I don't have any money left.

I just barely made it here -Colorado- from manifested and borrowed funds.

I'm praying for support and guidance. I'm asking for you all to help pray for me.

I've worked for 12 years on my life's purpose and it's time for my next phase of service. My books are with me in hopes of furthering their exposure and impact in the world on human consciousness.

Here and now...all has been left behind and I'm in the void between.

Thank you so much. This is a critical time. I'm sure everything is in Divine order but my sense of safety and security needs strengthening.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hello Michelle Marie,

As soon as I began to read your post, I got visual story that unfolded into words.

Say what I see...

Invisible footprints walk right by your side. Each step you take in trust and faith the plains spread further and wider. (in so many directions)

Only sunshine and peace comes your way. Which is to say that all your choices are jam packed with each step/decision that you are making.

Trust It.

Soon, your only trouble will be to narrow down the options that come to your for this present co-creative adventure.

You are not alone. (They’ve insisted me to tack on here.) And once again insisted, “You are NOT alone!”

With Love,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer

PS I'm sending Love for all requirements, and again I'm shown that you are soooo filled.

I'm focusing my attention on this message right now. I'm sitting in a coffee shop staying calm and awaiting my "next step." When I read this again, it made me want to shut down my computer and just start walking around town. I bet I can find a warm place to hang out. I'm downtown and it's Saturday night.

I tried to email you back to say "Thank You!" for your donation, but I got some intercepted reply or something. Biggo thank you with a hug!!! Exponential blessings, too. ;-)

The donations won't hit my bank account until Monday. I just called my bank and found that out. It will be very useful then, too.

Tonight I will transmute the fear of being cold and the fear of being with cold people for all of humanity. You know how it goes...when life hands you lemons, make lemonade!! (Don't get caught with a lemonade stand, though! LOL)

Pray with me...

Lots of peace and love, and FAITH! for ALL

I feel so blessed to feel this support from all of you.

Eternal gratitude,
Michelle Marie

Michelle,

All I can say is hold on to your beliefs for in the end that's all we have, money and friends aside.

I thought my world was ending when I got admitted to a psychiatric hospital (twice, second time was a stupid lapse in judgement) but I held on through hell and high water and I'm still trucking now. Listen to some music and chill out... I've got "99 Red Balloons by Nena" playing now :))

Just remember that you are Neo in your own Matrix- your choices shape a new destiny for you each and every time. Keep the faith my dear.

And I'm definitely beaming some positive energies your way!

[Michelle Marie]

Thank you! It's funny because "red balloons" is a significant synchronicity. It's awkward, though.

I really appreciate the positive energy.

I don't know what my choices are at this point. I'm open to receiving guidance and new circumstances. I'm being guided to "stay in the ring and stick up for yourself." My MO is to go away...from people and situations that don't resonate. It is a peaceful solution.

I'm being strengthened for a purpose.

Right now I feel frozen...I don't know what choice to make. I feel like a frightened abandoned child.

Cry, breathe, transmute, pray..relax and listen to music later (maybe if the opportunity presents itself.) Hold on to Faith. It has always served me well.

I'm going to be just like you -- holding on through hell and high water. I'm loving these words of support. Blessings to you.

Thanks,
Michelle Marie

[RunningDeer]

"Sticky Notes"

I’ve got lots of sticky notes around my place. This one said, “Pick me, pick me.” I don’t recall where I got it.

Please toss if it doesn’t resonate. It’s one of those pieces of information that if I think on it too much, it loses it's potency. It may have been what’s between the words that initially brought it home for me.

"Rebuild DNA through Consciousness"

The genetic pattern is not in the DNA. The DNA is a carrier of the blueprint. It’s not the blueprint itself. The actual blueprint is in your consciousness. Therefore, you rebuild DNA.

Toodles...


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/sticky-notes2.JPG

[Michelle Marie]

"Sticky Notes"

I’ve got lots of sticky notes around my place. This one said, “Pick me, pick me.” I don’t recall where I got it.

Please toss if it doesn’t resonate. It’s one of those pieces of information that if I think on it too much, it looses it's potency. It may have been what’s between the words that initially brought it home for me.

"Rebuild DNA through Consciousness"

The genetic pattern is not in the DNA. The DNA is a carrier of the blueprint. It’s not the blueprint itself. The actual blueprint is in your consciousness. Therefore, you rebuild DNA.

Toodles...


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/sticky-notes2.JPG

I find this fascinating to contemplate. YOU matter! you MATTER! We can identify with the matter or the Spirit, or both then attuned and aligned.
There is some significant key here...hmmm.

Thanks! MM

[gripreaper]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Etu4afbsGNA

[donk]

Only 20 days left for the History channel to run their 2012 specials!

Here & now I'm watching one comparing Nostradamus to other ancient prophecies (because Jay Weidner is on it, he's so dreamy!)

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I find this fascinating to contemplate. YOU matter! you MATTER! We can identify with the matter or the Spirit, or both then attuned and aligned.

It's amazing how much easier that is to SAY than to BELIEVE!

[donk]

Love and prayers and warmth to you MM, wish I could send money

[1inMany]

What a "feel good" moment...

Su1YLAjty-U

In the human experience, this is one of the highs that keep the lows in perspective I think. Of course, the opposite can be true also...

[astrid]

Ears buzzing today

[ulli]

My ears are still buzzing, too. So maybe it's nothing to do with the absence of river noise I'm experiencing.
We really did the city yesterday...although perhaps I should say we did suburbia...

The suburb is called Escazu and is where we used to live before we headed for the hills in 2007.
It's very pretty in parts, but rapidly becoming americanized as well.
This picture sums up how I feel now about city versus country

http://i.imgur.com/wTFgh.jpg

[ulli]

This kittie thing affected other generations before us:

http://i.imgur.com/N4laG.jpg

[araucaria]

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I find this fascinating to contemplate. YOU matter! you MATTER! We can identify with the matter or the Spirit, or both then attuned and aligned.

It's amazing how much easier that is to SAY than to BELIEVE!

Saying... believing... is... immaterial. Just be it :)

[Flash]

this is why we do it (give written/spoken support), for those who feel like it (silent support is welcome too).

To unveil the truth when need to be, to have the heavy burden and steam out, when need to be, to make sense of things


Londonmystic in Ammak thread: Re: AMMACH: Multiple Abductee Marie Kayali (Don't Miss)..!



MY daughter was poisoned and drugged and jumped from a building ten minutes after receiving a phone call , I only left her for 2 minutes to collect a package downstairs with the porter. We had alot of trouble for about 6 weeks leading up to it being followed and such. There are plenty of complaints, 31 calls in fact in the space of 3 weeks , to the police about one particular person who has now vanished it seems.

My Twitter account is now working so I use that more with current info https://twitter.com/MarieKayali



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This is the yet deeper reasons why we do it, sliently and/or overtly, for the heart soothing and the soul growth:


Londonmystic, Ammach thread:
Thank you all so much. The love and wishes from people who I don't even know is overwhelming and restores some of the faith I had lost in mankind x thank you all



http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?44456-AMMACH-Multiple-Abductee-Marie-Kayali--Don-t-Miss-..-/page4

[ulli]

I've been traveling making progress at night when my caccoon is resting. I say making progress because when I remember what the mission was I was on in the dream, I always saw it through, no matter the situation with solutions. I wake up refreshed and "in the know" that I accomplished something that night.

It's amazing, but even as I reflect on it right now while typing, I still feel the reassurance.

Amazing grace to feel the blessing and still be alive to tell it.


Thank you! It's funny because "red balloons" is a significant synchronicity. It's awkward, though.

I really appreciate the positive energy.

I don't know what my choices are at this point. I'm open to receiving guidance and new circumstances. I'm being guided to "stay in the ring and stick up for yourself." My MO is to go away...from people and situations that don't resonate. It is a peaceful solution.

I'm being strengthened for a purpose.

Right now I feel frozen...I don't know what choice to make. I feel like a frightened abandoned child.

Cry, breathe, transmute, pray..relax and listen to music later (maybe if the opportunity presents itself.) Hold on to Faith. It has always served me well.

I'm going to be just like you -- holding on through hell and high water. I'm loving these words of support. Blessings to you.

Thanks,
Michelle Marie

Woke up wondering about you, Michelle...how you might be doing. No money till Monday. Hmm...
You are a Capricorn, according to your profile, Saturn ruled, and in the above post you were using those typical Saturnian keywords which I as a fellow Capricorn can really relate to ...
Like "frozen". This deep fear of being cold, freezing to death...it drove me to find a tropical country already in my youth. I have noticed this need for warmth and coziness in so many of my fellow Caps. Being born in the midst of winter could have something to do with it, but what about Aussie Capricorns, who are born in the hottest time of year?
Or those born in the tropics? But it can get cold in the tropics, too, and I'm sure woolly Rasta hats were a Capricorn invention.

Anyway, Roman uploaded a video here on Avalon not long ago, and made a thread about it...I'm sure you might get something out of that. Capricorns famous battles with anxiety have to be relinquished and replaced with full intent, yet zero expectation, zero action states. The universe then opens up. But you know all that already. I'm just glad that you reached out.

[Chester]

Good Morning Viet EARTH...

Day 28 of my raw food, meatless, dairyless, grainless diet and well... I have a confession - yesterday I allowed a tiny bit of Fetta cheese on my mid day salad with a garlic (cream based) dressing and well... I had the vegetables grilled.

Since I am on the 2nd round of lovely "colon cleansing" yesterday afternoon was quite fun (after my tiny breech of protocol)... but somehow I survived to find myself at the local mall buying a garlic smasher, a new, expensive chopping knife, a new, expensive knife sharpener and well... a nice big blue cutting board.

I eat 2 avocados a day now and most of the time and doing so in the form of guacamole.

Thank God for Vanilla candles (I hear them say in the office)...

They made me remove my garlic too by the way.

There's my ramblings of the day of the most recent Here and Now.
Love to All Chester

[RunningDeer]

This kittie thing affected other generations before us:

http://i.imgur.com/N4laG.jpg

Hodgepodge Post:

Hey, that looks like PurpleLama's Kitty. Could it be a multidimensional cross over or he's got a Wizzy-Wizard time traveling Kitty that's been bring more and more of them to hav-a-stay at their place?

Loved your city versus country picture. Great inspirational art.

I've got the buzzing in my ear, too. My left one's been blocked for over 8 months now.

Toodles...


"9 cats in 1 1/2 minutes," by: PurpleLama
MgyVZzFRfYw

[1inMany]

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_od0mzTAs7YM/TIr25z0vsDI/AAAAAAAAGLc/F7qEGGuT9x0/s1600/Good+Morning+by+Hassan+Ali+4-791415.jpg

Much Love,

[Marianne]

One, your pink baby pic is a sync ... and a wonderful sentiment...

I'm knee deep in pink cotton baby yarn this weekend. A young friend is having a late December baby girl, I'm cutting it fine as usual and just starting booties and one of those elf-ish baby hats with a long top knot. And a small rose quartz crystal for the nursery, as a finishing touch. I thought of purple cotton, but switched to pink, which feels very loving to me.

Chester, congrats on your raw food journey. You'll thank yourself every day for spending the money on a good veggie knife. It's the main tool in a working kitchen. You may not need it, but here's a website with some tips on cutting veggies: http://www.howto-simplify.com/2010/01/friday-series-how-to-simplifycutting.html

Love to all

[Chester]

testing 1 2 3 - it is 11:30 Costa Rica time (I am attempting to see what the "posting time" difference might be).

EDIT - ok, I discovered it... Costa Rica is 2 hours behind the Forum Time. Thanks for your patience for an off topic post... ("Well how off topic was it, Chester? You posted it "here" and it was about the "now"... is this perhaps one of your only actual on topic posts?")

Man... sometimes I wish "the voice" would take a break... Christ!

[Chester]

One, your pink baby pic is a sync ... and a wonderful sentiment...

I'm knee deep in pink cotton baby yarn this weekend. A young friend is having a late December baby girl, I'm cutting it fine as usual and just starting booties and one of those elf-ish baby hats with a long top knot. And a small rose quartz crystal for the nursery, as a finishing touch. I thought of purple cotton, but switched to pink, which feels very loving to me.

Chester, congrats on your raw food journey. You'll thank yourself every day for spending the money on a good veggie knife. It's the main tool in a working kitchen. You may not need it, but here's a website with some tips on cutting veggies: http://www.howto-simplify.com/2010/01/friday-series-how-to-simplifycutting.html

Love to all

Thank You, Marianne. One of the benefits I have discovered with my new diet (in combination with many other personal activities I have recently embarked upon which has produced a significant increase in the activation process of my Kundalini) has been a massive increase in personal synchronicity experiences.

Thus I will share with you a nice one which is also documented. This morning I had the strangest "pink" feeling... sorta remembering why it is my all time favorite color (without trying to elaborate too much about it) and well I decided to "do the numbers" for the word "pink" (which is my own numerological system (unless it was channeled to me! ohh my!)) - anyways - I am two hours behind Forum Time and so I want you to see the following screen shot which is a two part shot of a specific Excel file I created this morning - so I show the time I saved the file (at 7:30 AM) so well before your post above about Pink and I also posted the content of my Excel sheet which confirms the synchronicity example -

19503

Since about two weeks ago, the increase in synchronicity experiences (which I was able to recognize) has been off the charts. I literally experience well over 100 a day now.

I do not need an explanation of how I am (as we all are) "source" like has been attempted by this amazing new member we have named Erik with poster name •Ik•

I am 100% certain that if all others of us were able to have these types of experiences (or maybe I mean I wish all others of us could recognize these experiences), all the questions about who/what we are would simply vanish and the world would instantly transform.

I know the process I went through during my life where I was able to achieve this state of being reasonably consistently. I found that I have completely changed as a human being (I stopped being at war). I want others to discover this RIGHT NOW! and yet... to be honest... I am also discovering that each and every one of us may in fact simply be in the hands of some greater power, some greater wisdom... and that I don't need to do anything but just be me.

After all, I am justoneman. Love to You, Marianne and Villagers and Avalonians and All, Chester

PS, I also noticed just after I did the Pink number thingie that I had 77 friends here... just before eaglespirit became my 78th!

[RunningDeer]

One, your pink baby pic is a sync ... and a wonderful sentiment...

I'm knee deep in pink cotton baby yarn this weekend. A young friend is having a late December baby girl, I'm cutting it fine as usual and just starting booties and one of those elf-ish baby hats with a long top knot. And a small rose quartz crystal for the nursery, as a finishing touch. I thought of purple cotton, but switched to pink, which feels very loving to me.

Chester, congrats on your raw food journey. You'll thank yourself every day for spending the money on a good veggie knife. It's the main tool in a working kitchen. You may not need it, but here's a website with some tips on cutting veggies: http://www.howto-simplify.com/2010/01/friday-series-how-to-simplifycutting.html

Love to all

Hi Marianne,

I use a 7” Santoku knife. It was a gift to myself during my Rachel Ray phase. I’ve mentioned this before, I attend the Kushi Institute, for “Lifestyle and Cooking” certification. Your link to the cutting tips dovetails what they taught us. As an example, when I cut up carrots for the juicer, I used the triangle method, but found the juicer asking why oh why? Now I slice them still with a balance of energetics in yin-yang diagonal, oblong, elongated shape rather than straight across; more food energies for your buck. And the veggies just love the caring gesture in return.

Another point they taught is when one cuts, cooks, prepares, do it with focused intention. I use it as a meditation while I thank my carrots and friennies. Oh, I’ve done it again. I never know what’s too much too share or if it's old news to everyone.


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/knife.jpg

Blip...jumped topic.

I knitted a sweater for Michael when he was a baby. It came out wide, wide. I decided to skip the hat because it'd be worse than a just a drafty Buddha belly.


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/hat.jpg

Luv & Toodles, to All :wave:

[eaglespirit]

Good Day Here and Nowers : )

Prompted to share my current promptings with you.
In my day to day moment to moment meet ups with people that I get the upper green light to open up to a bit I simply talk to them about general things at hand and then introduce myself and get their first names and then I ask them what they know or have heard or feel about the 2012 thing and many of them say oh you mean the Mayan thing or somesuch 2012 twist and I say yes and then I suggest to them to go to their favorite place in nature on the 21st or 22nd or 23rd or I ask them what their favorite thing to do is, Ya know, like golfing...and I suggest to go do that or go to their favorite course and simply hang out or walk around if they cannot play a round...or I ask if they have any loved ones that have passed on that were very dear to them and to think of them on those days as though they were right there with you...or go to your favorite beach or whatever gives you peace or calm or a good feeling and just enjoy it and listen to the quiet and try to be a bit more attentive to what is going on around you and some such things, and other such matters that matter to them. Getting alot of smiles and curious looks in return and thank yous and we will try to do that kind of responses...and more thank yous...and some have asked me more questions...and, and, it's working....have already done this with a good handful of folks...I share some of my experiences if it feels right and that door opens also...been a good thing so far : )
Gonna be a great Solstice, methinks!!!!
Aho!

[ThePythonicCow]

EDIT - ok, I discovered it... Costa Rica is 2 hours behind the Forum Time. Thanks for your patience for an off topic post... ("Well how off topic was it, Chester? You posted it "here" and it was about the "now"... is this perhaps one of your only actual on topic posts?")
But ... but ... it wasn't about the "now" ... it was about two hours in the future, or two hours ago ... not sure which :).

P.S. -- Costa Rica is in the same timezone as the forum server. The local time right now as I post this P.S. is 1:20 PM Sunday.

[eaglespirit]

Since about two weeks ago, the increase in synchronicity experiences (which I was able to recognize) has been off the charts. I literally experience well over 100 a day now.

I do not need an explanation of how I am (as we all are) "source" like has been attempted by this amazing new member we have named Erik with poster name •Ik•

I am 100% certain that if all others of us were able to have these types of experiences (or maybe I mean I wish all others of us could recognize these experiences), all the questions about who/what we are would simply vanish and the world would instantly transform.

I know the process I went through during my life where I was able to achieve this state of being reasonably consistently. I found that I have completely changed as a human being (I stopped being at war). I want others to discover this RIGHT NOW! and yet... to be honest... I am also discovering that each and every one of us may in fact simply be in the hands of some greater power, some greater wisdom... and that I don't need to do anything but just be me.

After all, I am justoneman. Love to You, Marianne and Villagers and Avalonians and All, Chester

PS, I also noticed just after I did the Pink number thingie that I had 77 friends here... just before eaglespirit became my 78th!

WoooHooooooo!!! Thank You Chester!!!

...and it's gonna get crazier and crazier as we scrunch to the end of the beginning if YaknowhatImean!!!
CRAZIER GOOD : ) : ) : )

[Marianne]

Paula, I remember now, reading you attended the Kushi Institute -- I would dearly love to do that too. But I make it okay with books and practice. Still, it's a great feeling to be among like minded folks doing what we love.

I cut veggies diagonally too, for yin-yang balance. And focusing on preparing food in a loving way does bring up the vibrations of the food, which is then imparted when it's eaten. Similar, I think, to doing a witchy spell -- that, and having an intent to bring about good, will cause beneficial changes. I must admit to being a kitchen witch.

My knife is a Henckels' 8" Five Star Chef's knife, given to me many years ago.
http://di1.shopping.com/images/pi/96/60/03/44795504-200x200-0-0.jpg?p=p15.dbf720e8fd428946c55c&a=2&c=1&l=8071320&t=121202150325&r=1

Chester, go you. :D

Eaglespirit, methinks you are waaay ahead of us, already gone, our scout showing the way.

[Lunesoleil]

One of the most striking things about New York City is the fall colors and there's no better place to view this then Central Park. I chose 15 locations in the park and revisited them 2 days a week for six months, recording all camera positions and lens information to create consistency in the images. All shots were taken just after sunrise.

by Jamie Scott

http://vimeo.com/53745876

[Lunesoleil]

Woke up wondering about you, Michelle...how you might be doing. No money till Monday. Hmm...
You are a Capricorn, according to your profile, Saturn ruled, and in the above post you were using those typical Saturnian keywords which I as a fellow Capricorn can really relate to ...
Like "frozen". This deep fear of being cold, freezing to death...it drove me to find a tropical country already in my youth. I have noticed this need for warmth and coziness in so many of my fellow Caps. Being born in the midst of winter could have something to do with it, but what about Aussie Capricorns, who are born in the hottest time of year?
Or those born in the tropics? But it can get cold in the tropics, too, and I'm sure woolly Rasta hats were a Capricorn invention.

Anyway, Roman uploaded a video here on Avalon not long ago, and made a thread about it...I'm sure you might get something out of that. Capricorns famous battles with anxiety have to be relinquished and replaced with full intent, yet zero expectation, zero action states. The universe then opens up. But you know all that already. I'm just glad that you reached out.

Hello ulli


Poem on Saturn ruler of Capricorn

Saturn

The misunderstood

Present in each map of the sky
A strong or weak Saturn
Becomes the celestial karma
With him your fate is on Earth
An introspective trend
Looking for a master's degree
This place Saturn chose
Can become a source of displeasure
Just accept it
As an offline
Saturn evil liked
The wise man abandoned
Brings frustration about events
A slow pace accompanied by torment
Saturn requires a detachment
To allow themselves the isolation
Saturn is the restriction on hardware
The abandonment of his earthly ego
Patience WINS in wisdom
The discovery of the essential

©Lunesoleil

[Caren]

Hey Marianne,
I have a favorite Henckel knife as well - got it as a wedding gift 30 yrs ago and it's still an excellent knife. I have pretty much worn the wooden handle away but the blade is as good as ever. They are worth every penny and I have thanked it a few times for being such a great knife :)

[Chester]

EDIT - ok, I discovered it... Costa Rica is 2 hours behind the Forum Time. Thanks for your patience for an off topic post... ("Well how off topic was it, Chester? You posted it "here" and it was about the "now"... is this perhaps one of your only actual on topic posts?")
But ... but ... it wasn't about the "now" ... it was about two hours in the future, or two hours ago ... not sure which :).

P.S. -- Costa Rica is in the same timezone as the forum server. The local time right now as I post this P.S. is 1:20 PM Sunday.

WoW Paul...

Help me figure out why the post time for me shows 2 hours ahead of my local time... (I love technical riddles).

19504

When I view the forum, the time of posts is two hours ahead of me - for example it is 4:42 PM at the moment and... let me post and I will then come back and edit what time it shows me - brb

OK, it shows 18:43 for me - weird huh?

[ThePythonicCow]

When I view the forum, the time of posts is two hours ahead of me - for example it is 4:42 PM at the moment and... let me post and I will then come back and edit what time it shows me - brb

OK, it shows 18:43 for me - weird huh?
You have your forum settings set to the wrong timezone. You are set to Eastern time, not Central. That accounts for one of the two hours.

And somehow the server things that daylight savings is in affect where you are, which accounts for the other hour (daylight savings is not in affect in any US timezone that I know of ... I don't have a clue how Costa Rica handles that daylight foolishness.) Perhaps you have your forum setting "DST Correction Option" set to "DST corrections always on" instead of the reasonable default of "Automatically detect DST settings"

To examine or change these settings:

Click Settings (top of most any forum screen, near right side)
Click General Settings (half way down left side menu)
Look for the "Date & Time Options" section.


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The local time for me, for the forum server, and for Costa Rica, as I post this, is 4:52 PM.

[Chester]

Since about two weeks ago, the increase in synchronicity experiences (which I was able to recognize) has been off the charts. I literally experience well over 100 a day now.

I do not need an explanation of how I am (as we all are) "source" like has been attempted by this amazing new member we have named Erik with poster name •Ik•

I am 100% certain that if all others of us were able to have these types of experiences (or maybe I mean I wish all others of us could recognize these experiences), all the questions about who/what we are would simply vanish and the world would instantly transform.

I know the process I went through during my life where I was able to achieve this state of being reasonably consistently. I found that I have completely changed as a human being (I stopped being at war). I want others to discover this RIGHT NOW! and yet... to be honest... I am also discovering that each and every one of us may in fact simply be in the hands of some greater power, some greater wisdom... and that I don't need to do anything but just be me.

After all, I am justoneman. Love to You, Marianne and Villagers and Avalonians and All, Chester

PS, I also noticed just after I did the Pink number thingie that I had 77 friends here... just before eaglespirit became my 78th!

WoooHooooooo!!! Thank You Chester!!!

...and it's gonna get crazier and crazier as we scrunch to the end of the beginning if YaknowhatImean!!!
CRAZIER GOOD : ) : ) : )

Man ... I agree 100% - and funny thing is...it really is ramping up for me. I truly have never had such amazing experiences... Ulli called me earlier. She happened to have eaten a salad with Fetta cheese for lunch yesterday and had grilled vegetables last night (she called because I posted that I ate those two things yesterday)... and while we were talking she told me how she was at Multi Plaza last night and wow, I was there too (she doesn't even live in San Jose so very rare for her) and I have been here now 4 months and only been there 5 times, ok and then she told me the store she was in (Cemaco) and said she was there at 7:30. I had never been to that store in my life until last night! That's where I bought the garlic grinder, knife and sharpener and so I checked my receipt and it said 8:02 PM - I missed her literally by 30 minutes. One of well over 100 synchronicities I am having daily. I can barely focus in "reality" (the mundane garbage) because I am having such fun actually "LIVING."

I won't even mention all the telepathy I am experiencing. But I can say this about that. If there be some outside agency or something that grants 6th sense abilities (and I am not suggesting this is the case because I truly don't know), but I can assure you that in my younger days if I had the abilities I have now, I would not have done right by them. I would have been really bad... very service to self.

Now, its like... how do I describe it. Its like being in "understanding" with others. I can tell most others aren't doing this consciously but I can tell their subconscious seems fully telepathic. It gives one such a sense of responsibility and I am really happy I am still alive in this lifetime to experience this.

As far as Dec 21 - 22 -23 -24 and 25 go... I have no idea if its some cosmic event, something derived from the ancients, that there's anything some "god" might be involved with or if its just all of us deciding to focus on this date range in hopes we enter some new, positive paradigm... I just don't know. But what I do know is that within my own experience, amazing stuff is happening and well... its real. And for those who are truly awakening to this stuff, it is infectious. For example, the office energy could not have been any worse than it was just before I began my diet. As of today, it has completely transformed. Mind blowing in fact cause this place was about the most wacked out office one could ever imagine and in just 3 - 4 weeks, it is humming now...

Anyways, apologies to blabber on about silly, personal stuff, but I am sooooo stoked.

Whoever you are eaglespirit, man I hope I get to meetcha some day and share a hug. Actually, I wish I could hug everyone.

They better keep me away from the Queen, cause I would be running up and hugging her too - even the Pope hahah and especially the Black Pope.

But the one I wished I could hug the most besides Bill is Ben Fulford. I just love that guy.

OK see ya'll... Chester

[RunningDeer]

Paula, I remember now, reading you attended the Kushi Institute -- I would dearly love to do that too. But I make it okay with books and practice. Still, it's a great feeling to be among like minded folks doing what we love.

I cut veggies diagonally too, for yin-yang balance. And focusing on preparing food in a loving way does bring up the vibrations of the food, which is then imparted when it's eaten. Similar, I think, to doing a witchy spell -- that, and having an intent to bring about good, will cause beneficial changes. I must admit to being a kitchen witch.

My knife is a Henckels' 8" Five Star Chef's knife, given to me many years ago.
http://di1.shopping.com/images/pi/96/60/03/44795504-200x200-0-0.jpg?p=p15.dbf720e8fd428946c55c&a=2&c=1&l=8071320&t=121202150325&r=1

Chester, go you. :D

Eaglespirit, methinks you are waaay ahead of us, already gone, our scout showing the way.

Hi Marianne,

My guess you know most if not all, but in case others are interested, I admit, I've gone on too long. AND, I'm speaking to a person that is not only a kitchen witch, but makes home-made soups, candles?, she juices, and knits things that actually are sized to fit! (to name a few)

I found this book at Whole Foods: "Aveline Kushi's Introducing Macrobiotic Cooking," by Wendy Esko and Aveline Kushi, 1987. I didn't need to spend the money for the classes. There were other experiential parts to it, an outward bound and shiatsu training. My bible before that book was, "Macrobiotic Cooking for Everyone," by Edward and Wendy Esko, 1980. Lastly, the book that helps me when fall into garbage eating is: "Basic Macrobiotics," by Herman Aihara, 1985. It's covers philosophy and science behind macrobiotic as a way of life. It's not only about the food.

Really, there’s a lot more now than in the 1980‘s; tons of books and free material online. You don't need the class unless you are looking for a one-stop-shopping experience.

At one point I envisioned myself operating a small business with several clients. I’d go to their place and prepare a meal a week. I’d share knowledge with them based on personality types from which I learned about in Bill Tara’s book that I loaned out.
(Missing from the stack :moil: when they were returned. :offtopic:)

He was one of my instructors at the school. For example, angry and/or violent people need to rebalance their liver. The excess energy causes negative behaviors. Some other resource books are:

- “Reading the Body: Ohashi’s Book of Oriental Diagnosis,” by Ohashi and Tom Monte
- “How to See Your Health: Book of Oriental Diagnosis,” by Michio Kushi.

Really, nature provides the clues for us and for each season. Where one lives that is the food best for them. For instance, winter vegetables like pumpkin, butternut squash, acorn squash are warming. Stews and soups are a perfect winter meal. Whereas, light salads and leafy greens are cooling for the body. Someone that lives in the tropical areas requires different foods than someone from the colder regions.

Cooking methods play a roll. A person with anger issues shouldn’t each pressure cooked foods, whereas someone that’s flighty/spacey shouldn’t only cook stir fry, each only raw foods or steamed. (see cooking methods below)

I started to write this in September, but I didn’t post. The conversation was about cooking methods. So to follow are some bits of information on the energetics of food, including a not so well known but beneficial cooking method called "Nishime".

Nishime means without water. It’s a one-pot meal. Vegetables cook in their own juices. But most add some water. This cooking method can be used daily because it’s centrally balanced. The vegetables are placed in layers. The vegetable that takes the longest to cook is placed on the top. The cookware we used and is perfect for the Nishime method is “Le Creuset”.

- Kombu (sea vegetable) 3cm per person, place it at the bottom. Kombu prevents burning and adds minerals
- add small amount of enough water, it’s better to add more if needed
- carrot chunks
- onion
- pumpkin or butternut squash

Also add a little shoyu (a quality Japanese soy sauce) for salty flavor before cooking and add a little more at the end. Then give it a little shake to round out the yin/yang energetics. Little shake awaken rather than disturbs vital energy. (That’s if you want to be a purist about it.)

Some Bullet Points:

- Cooking methods range from extreme yin to extreme yang. Ideally, most central methods are used most days. The cooking methods, foods choices, and how you perceive the world, all contribute to how to keep your body in balance. That’s why is important not to eat or cook the same foods over and over. Variety keeps your body balanced in mind, body, and spirit.

- 16 cooking methods that range in extremes from most yin to the most yang:

Most yin cooking methods: frozen, juice, raw, marinated (with salt), pressed (with salt), blanched (no lid/cover on pan)

Most centering cooking methods: water sautee, short stir fry, steaming (cover on), Nishime (lid/cover, with very little water), stewed (in water)

Yang to most yang cooking methods: pan fry, deep fry, pressure cook, baking (oven), burn (most yang)

Microwave is not a cooking method. It alters one’s mind, body and spirit.

Toodles for now...

[Chester]

When I view the forum, the time of posts is two hours ahead of me - for example it is 4:42 PM at the moment and... let me post and I will then come back and edit what time it shows me - brb

OK, it shows 18:43 for me - weird huh?
You have your forum settings set to the wrong timezone. You are set to Eastern time, not Central. That accounts for one of the two hours.

And somehow the server things that daylight savings is in affect where you are, which accounts for the other hour (daylight savings is not in affect in any US timezone that I know of ... I don't have a clue how Costa Rica handles that daylight foolishness.) Perhaps you have your forum setting "DST Correction Option" set to "DST corrections always on" instead of the reasonable default of "Automatically detect DST settings"

To examine or change these settings:

Click Settings (top of most any forum screen, near right side)
Click General Settings (half way down left side menu)
Look for the "Date & Time Options" section.


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The local time for me, for the forum server, and for Costa Rica, as I post this, is 4:52 PM.

FIXED! Thanks Paul

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/QA6I6.jpg

Saw this photo just now, of the city of Dresden, after being bombed by the British in WW2. This photo triggered memories of growing up with our servant Lisbeth, who was a grand mal epileptic and deaf.
My father's elder brother had found her aimlessly wandering the streets of Dresden, that night, just after this bombing happened...among thousands of other civilians. Discovering that she had no one left in the world, nor a home, and that she was nearly deaf, he decided to bring her to the west and asked my father to give her a job and lodging on our farm.
It was only later that they discovered that she also suffered from severe epilepsy.

Meanwhile my equally shellshocked mother who had just survived six months in a Russion POW camp found herself in the unexpected role as Lisbeth's boss. My father had been her savior...proposed marriage to her when he saw that she had lost her home to the Russians. She arrived on our farm in 1946, penniless, a city girl who had studied music at a Conservatory in Graz, Austria, before she was "drafted" to work as a nurse at the Russion front.
The only thing Lisbeth and my mother had in common was that both were refugees from East Germany, and both suffered from PTSS.
Lisbeth lived in a room upstairs on our farm which she kept bolted and no one could ever enter until after her death in 1966, when a particularly severe epileptic episode caused her to have a fatal fall. Her room contained hundreds of items which she had sneaked from the household, like pencils, sewing things...a sign of mild kleptomania.
By the time I was five I had had to learn how to pour cold water down Lisbeth's convulsed mouth during her epileptic fits. This cold water would then give her a shock which without fail brought her back to her senses.
Growing up with an epileptic servant in the house, who was also deaf,
and totally shellshocked from that bombing of Dresden where her home had been was normal to me...
I never gave it much thought as a child other than that I found it embarrassing, the way children find their elders and home situations embarrassing.
By the time Lisbeth died my mind was on my own future life in England.
Strange to see England in that role of perpetrator of such a terrible act.
Education had made sure that one never questioned what the Allies did to Germany,
since what Hitler had initiated merited whatever was necessary to stop him,
including the killing of millions of civilians.
Now with a more detached stance I'm beginning to see more clearly the horrors
of what forgotten souls like Lisbeth Dube must have suffered,
as well as the unforgotten ones like my mother.
Sending good wishes to both their souls, wherever they may be today.

[ThePythonicCow]

This picture sums up how I feel now about city versus country
I'm suspecting that you have made your choice, between city and country, as to which you prefer :).

[1inMany]

Here and Now...it's past bedtime, and I'm ready for sure. We put up some lights today, I love lights. I told Mike I might just leave them up all year long, being in East Texas and all. I'm told that would be fine but I'm only supposed to plug them in once a year. Yeah, whatever, lol, I may just leave them on all the time. (I didn't celebrate Christmas as a youngster, Jehovah's Witness and all, and once we started celebrating it I fell in love with the lights...and the music...and the way everyone else seemed to be nicer, more caring.)

MamaDog and Hank and Carmen are going on a new adventure. They've left the country, first stop is spending the night with Mike. Then off to the shelter. I'm a little sad, I admit. I'm trying to keep my spirits up by envisioning them in new, loving homes. We are down to our three new puppies, M's (Marley) and Em's (Milk Dud) and Little One's (and who is kidding who here...he'll be mine, lol). Little One's puppy is black, he is so very sweet. I named him Doolin, which is an Irish name that means black sword. There is a tale that one named Doolin fell in love with the fairy princess and she gave him a cloak of invisibility as a gift. I like that story.

Just got news from Whatshisname that he and Peanut and Little One are coming out for the weekend, next weekend. The disgust was first, then the dread hit. Then I thought to myself that I'm going to put everything I have into figuring out the lesson in this so I can learn it and not have to go through it again. After reading the last few posts, I am shifting that focus to one of love and opportunity. Lord, please help this peace-loving hermit to get through a weekend that Whatshisname has promised will be full of guns and fishin'... I'm going to have to ban the beer for M's sake, and that's gonna not go over very well. Lately, it has been all about boundaries for me. Boundaries and having Faith. Trusting what I know with that inner knowing, and Trusting even in its absence.

Putting my thoughts to rest for the night. Much Love,

oh, and Ulli? Thank you.

[araucaria]

http://i.imgur.com/QA6I6.jpg

Saw this photo just now, of the city of Dresden, after being bombed by the British in WW2. This photo triggered memories of growing up with our servant Lisbeth, who was a grand mal epileptic and deaf.
My father's elder brother had found her aimlessly wandering the streets of Dresden, that night, just after this bombing happened...among thousands of other civilians. Discovering that she had no one left in the world, nor a home, and that she was nearly deaf, he decided to bring her to the west and asked my father to give her a job and lodging on our farm.
It was only later that they discovered that she also suffered from severe epilepsy.

Meanwhile my equally shellshocked mother who had just survived six months in a Russion POW camp found herself in the unexpected role as Lisbeth's boss. My father had been her savior...proposed marriage to her when he saw that she had lost her home to the Russians. She arrived on our farm in 1946, penniless, a city girl who had studied music at a Conservatory in Graz, Austria, before she was "drafted" to work as a nurse at the Russion front.
The only thing Lisbeth and my mother had in common was that both were refugees from East Germany, and both suffered from PTSS.
Lisbeth lived in a room upstairs on our farm which she kept bolted and no one could ever enter until after her death in 1966, when a particularly severe epileptic episode caused her to have a fatal fall. Her room contained hundreds of items which she had sneaked from the household, like pencils, sewing things...a sign of mild kleptomania.
By the time I was five I had had to learn how to pour cold water down Lisbeth's convulsed mouth during her epileptic fits. This cold water would then give her a shock which without fail brought her back to her senses.
Growing up with an epileptic servant in the house, who was also deaf,
and totally shellshocked from that bombing of Dresden where her home had been was normal to me...
I never gave it much thought as a child other than that I found it embarrassing, the way children find their elders and home situations embarrassing.
By the time Lisbeth died my mind was on my own future life in England.
Strange to see England in that role of perpetrator of such a terrible act.
Education had made sure that one never questioned what the Allies did to Germany,
since what Hitler had initiated merited whatever was necessary to stop him,
including the killing of millions of civilians.
Now with a more detached stance I'm beginning to see more clearly the horrors
of what forgotten souls like Lisbeth Dube must have suffered,
as well as the unforgotten ones like my mother.
Sending good wishes to both their souls, wherever they may be today.

Hi Ulli
I think many Brits will recognize that Churchill was not a very nice man, to say the least, and that Tedder at Bomber Command was a war criminal. Tey weren't too careful about how they bombed so-called friendly territory here in France either. During the battle of Normandy, Caen was at the hinge where the so-called Invasion forces (the very term is anathema here) swung round from facing south to facing east. Over a six-week period, between the bombers and the warships, the city was 75% destroyed, and other towns were similarly treated, with civilian casualties in the tens of thousands over this strategically well thought-out campaign.

Churchill of course got his political comeuppance in the elections immediately after the war when his cannon fodder, the military, voted him out. They were ahead of the curve and he never understood.

http://wais.stanford.edu/ztopics/week020105/france_050201_civilianskilledinwwII.htm

[eaglespirit]

Now...time to start sharing things I am usually quiet about.

I tend to be extremely positive in my deliveries because I am feeling things that I perceive as well over the hump of what we are about to experience.

I am presently feeling a lightness in my overall energy that is intense...kind of a high high felt strongly in, well, my higher regions.

There is a 'heaviness' out there in the 'ebb' and flow of things that it sort of weighing down the overall metamorphosis occurring.

The 'in the moment' process is being revealed to me as powerful here and now...we shall overcome, in other words...majestically, as far as I am concerned.

Just keep doing the best we may right in front of us...with a 'transformation knowing' fueling every step we take now.

"Steady As She Goes"

BE Centered and Balanced : )

Love You All!

[ulli]

Using a bicycle to charge one's cell phone....

http://www.nextworldtv.com/videos/innovations/bicycle-cell-phone-charger-.html

[1inMany]

I did it. I set a boundary. This feels wonderful. I can't control or even limit what they do, but I can set a boundary in my home. I still have two teenaged girls, after all. And when the idea occurred to me, I stressed a little about it. Then I laid the worry to rest. And this morning, I feel like I did something totally right. No beer or weed in the house. That might seem elementary, and I guess it is. Sometimes, it's those elementary things that escape me. In the city, M struggled so much. We removed everything that she had not already consumed, prescriptions, over the counters, wine...everything, because the only sure way to prevent a spill of red koolaid is to not have it in the first place. Taking the pressure off there, and then taking the pressure off here...is liberating.

Talked to M about it this morning, and explained that we would not want her young life to be any more difficult than it already is. I think she really feels relief for this. I know I do. We will see if Whatshisname still wants to come out here for the weekend. If so, that's a good thing because I can stay close to the situation and monitor it, maybe this Divine Love will be contagious :) If not, that's a good thing, too, because it will be a quieter weekend. I think, haha.

Setting my intent that this day be full of understanding, love, balance, and maybe even more boundaries :)

Much Love,

[Anastasia]

Yes EagleSpirit, I am feeling this way also.

There seems to be a 'pull' between the 3rd, 4th, and 5th Dimensions for me.

I am aware that I have been preparing for this moment since 1997, consciously, for eons...in deep consciousness.

The "pull" seems to be for those I love.

If I were not 'relationship' oriented...I might have myself way ahead of where I am.

I am deeply involved with great 'unconditional love' to those around me.

I must continue to hold the eternal light at the well so that others may come and draw from my wellspring of light.

I am joyful with all of this.

It simply seems that as the frequencuies increase the ride become more, let's say, exciting.

I have no fear, no reluctance, no real questions. Smile :)

I was told that before birth I chose to take on all of the loose threads of all other lifetimes so that this may be my last in this circular ride between 3rd dimension and 4th dimension. The recyling of birth and death...I now am ready to 'graduate" 5th Dimension where I accept "who I really am!" with humility...definition (to simply know who you are)...

The deapth of 'shadow' that I live in (within my soul) is too much to explain.

Let's suffice it to say that I was commatose at age 10. No one knew. I continued and began taking drugs at 14 and sunk very, very low...at at 27 I shifted. At that age I could not communicate or put a paragraph together.

(all of my travels through the shadow world of drugs and dark dark fellow travelers, not once was I hospitalized...Mom helped alot)

...it took until at 43 to be able to function like a normal person in the 'real world'...I then began intense work at Barbara Brennan School of Healing...4 years later...I was, yet again, reincarnated...a phoenix rising from ashes.

So...while others were attending school, getting jobs, getting married, having children, I was stayin alive...until at 27 (first Saturn Return) where I began to take on the task, as consciously as possible of healing the loose threads of thousands of lifetimes...I consider myself a "First Wave Indigo".

Now, at age 58 (as I chuckle as I write) ...It's a piece of cake! :)

I am ready baby!

With Love, Warmth, and Great Respect...

Anastasia

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Correction ...The depth of shadow that I LIVED in (past tense)

[Anastasia]

Thank you for the thanks...it's rough to reveal self....:i

[Chester]

Thank you for the thanks...it's rough to reveal self....:i

It gets easier the more we do it... liberating as well. I found I can actually love the one that's starting to emerge in the mirror's reflection. The great thing about the Avalon Forum is no one can actually reach through the WWW and choke you for revealing who/what you are. I find the Village is a great place to get naked (metaphorically). It's like a nudist colony for my soul... hahaha

[Calz]

I find the Village is a great place to get naked (metaphorically). It's like a nudist colony for my soul... hahaha


I think Justonevillager should be rewarded great thanks for his remarkable "bearing" of his soul in many threads.

I applaud you sir ... :clap2:


http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/funny-pictures-cat-shower-naked-man.jpg

[Calz]

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[1inMany]

I just got the best news, and it's not only good news but a powerful message for me about Trust.

Apparently, before lunchtime today every single puppy had a new home. Not one single puppy had to go to the shelter! Hooray!

And here is the coolest part. I was really reluctant to send Mamadog to a shelter where they might, gulp, well...you know. Nope, not the case. The shelter we were led to was glad to get her, believe it or not, because they have some abandoned pups and they need a Mama to nurse them.

Can you believe it?

Okay, I see that this may not be tremendous news to anyone else, hahaha, but I am so relieved and grateful! I know this was because of the energies (for lack of a better word) that went wtih the puppies and Mama...I just know it!

Yes!!!!!!

[Anastasia]

Excellent commentary justOneman

[1inMany]

Omigosh, do you remember how I kept envisioning the puppies being Christmas presents? I just found out the story on the last two, who were going to the shelter. One man at work took Carmen, the littlest one, for his mother, whose dog died a month ago and he wanted her to have another one. Hank, who was Little One's for the longest time, went to a man who could afford very little for his son for Christmas...

Awwwwwwwww. My heart is all warm....

[RunningDeer]

I just got the best news, and it's not only good news but a powerful message for me about Trust.

Apparently, before lunchtime today every single puppy had a new home. Not one single puppy had to go to the shelter! Hooray!

And here is the coolest part. I was really reluctant to send Mamadog to a shelter where they might, gulp, well...you know. Nope, not the case. The shelter we were led to was glad to get her, believe it or not, because they have some abandoned pups and they need a Mama to nurse them.

Can you believe it?

Okay, I see that this may not be tremendous news to anyone else, hahaha, but I am so relieved and grateful! I know this was because of the energies (for lack of a better word) that went wtih the puppies and Mama...I just know it!

Yes!!!!!!
Another confirmation that the scales have tipped. Miracles are now ordinary events! Yes! So, so happy for Mamma and her children and the ones she's yet to meet. Beautiful.

[Lisab]

Wow 1 that's amazing news about the pups and their Mum. What a happy ending, right on top of Christmas. Wonderful.

[Calz]

Gio posted this from James in the ECETI thread ...

One of the biggest remaining mysteries in my life is why in the world so few listen to this man???


eaglespirit is there ... and you are a beautiful spirit.

What a blessing to have you here (and now) among us.


__________________




"Sirian Message on 2012, Social, Economic and Physical Earth Changes."


Sirian Message on 2012, Social, Economic and Physical Earth Changes.

These social economic and physical earth changes were given Nov. 30th 2012
They are what are on the books now and can be avoided by changes in the
collective consciousness, divine intervention or individual choice. They are not
given to promote fear and all parties are to be held harmless from any decisions
or actions concerning this information. We are living in fluid times, events and
timing can change yet if we don't get busy changing our destiny what is
presently on the books will manifest. Be well

The first topic will be the power grid. It is seen to take a series of hits in 4
weeks with a series of computer failures as the beginning followed by the entire
grid collapsing. This is due to solar activity and the magnetic pole shift now
occurring. Water and sewage pumps will not be working, ATMs will not be
working. Most businesses that depend on power will not be working. Even gas
pumps will not be pumping unless they have a back up system. Alternative means
of generating electricity are already on the planet that can provide all your
needs cleanly, efficiently and in some cases fueless. These need to be released
and put in place immediately

The next topic is the magnetic pole shift. This could occur in as few as 5
weeks. When it does there will be a 6 day period from beginning to end. Your
consciousness is magnetic. It is stored magnetically. The denser consciousness
such as fear, anger, jealousy, competition, greed, separative beliefs in culture
and religion will be erased. Those whose identity is heavily composed of lower
frequency consciousness will find themselves lost. The tyrants and controllers
will become lost in consciousness most not even knowing their name. They will
lose their minds, their kingdoms, and the ability to reincarnate on Earth for
they will no longer be frequency specific to where she has evolved. If you loose
the magnetic field for over 14 days consciousness is erased and it is
irreversible according to Russian Scientists. If your identity is held in the
higher mind there will not be a problem. The access to the higher mind is
through the heart for there resides the soul connection which is the doorway to
the source. This is not intellect, for those who do not have a consciousness of
love, joy, service to others will not make the shift. There is nowhere to hide
during this process, no castle or kingdom be it underground or on the surface.

Crustal Shift

Following the magnetic pole shift there will be a crustal shift where the Earths
surface will shift from 23 to 30 degrees as she straightens up again to where
she once was before a major meteor impact knocked her off her axis. Those in
North America will find themselves moving South. Crustal shifts often follow
magnetic pole shifts due to inner levels becoming liquefied and the pressure
from overheating. Due to this process there will be a rise in volcanic and
earthquake activity. You will find a lot more moisture in the air, storms, high
winds, and flooding will continue. The greatest challenge will be along the
coastlines. Those moving towards the equator will rise due to the bulge caused
by the Earths spin. Those moving away from the equator will fall. There is a 41
kilometer bulge at the equator during the rising and falling of lands there will
be major ocean displacement. Such as in the days of Atlantis and Lemuria or Mu
and in the days of Noah.

4th Dimensional Shift

Many have spoken about a 4th dimensional shift occurring before these changes.
This topic needs a lot more clarification. It is better understood as a rise in
frequency; which moves one into a new time or what some call the many worlds
existing right along side of each other. This is determined by frequency and
consciousness. Your consciousness determines your destiny here and in the
hereafter. There will be some who will avoid this scenario altogether due to
rising beyond this world. There bodies will become less dense physical then move
beyond this reality. This means total loving detachment from this material
reality, people, places and events and mastering judgment. It is aligning with
unity consciousness.

This is not an easy task and many mistakenly believe they are already there.
There are many levels to this healing process and those which once were hidden
will surface to be released and healed. There is a lot of help with this if one
makes it their intention. All will be tested as their consciousness is
demonstrated in the quickening. Those of a baser nature with negative intent
will find themselves experiencing all that which they meted out upon others and
the Earth. The action/reaction principle or what some call karma will be almost
instantaneous. The lies and deceptions will be made known also in what seems to
be instantaneous. Their only hope is to shift in consciousness, release the
past, forgive themselves with deep soul awareness not just mentally and start
making restitution. Be careful of whose sword you pick up, their true intentions
and character as well as the real motives behind such choices. Nothing is what
it seems.

This is how it is now seen. There are forces beyond comprehension assisting in
the awakening and healing of humanity and the Earth. They are no match for
tyranny or the controllers. It is our job to get on board with the process and
do our part. There are enlightened ministers, monks, yogis, and adepts praying
on a scale like never before aligning with higher dimensional beings working on
the cause or consciousness to change the effect, the hard copy we call our
physical reality. This is done on the levels of light and energy as well which
is what creates the consciousness, light and energy grids surrounding the Earth.
Now is the time to join them. The present reality and its governing systems are
not sustainable, socially, economically or environmentally. Maintaining the
status quo is self-defeating, neither logical nor feasible and living in denial
will bring the necessary lessons to aid Earths transition. She has chosen and we
can only adjust to her evolution and process. The whole multiverse is behind
this event. I am praying this entire event is transmuted, lessoned, and humanity
awakens from its slumber and enslavement. Yet I love and understand the Earth
and her people knowing what is necessary in the days to come.

Be well, choose wisely, know the Creator, God, Great Spirit is omnipresent
within all Creation; there is one unified field within which we all reside. We
are moving towards Unity Consciousness. Now is the time to release the past
think and act in a way that is in the highest and best good of humanity and the
Earth. It is time to transcend all cultural and religious boundaries, cooperate
in peace and harmony with each other and nature. It is time to join the greater
family of man, our ancient ancestors from the Stars and higher dimensions; which
will disclose them selves in the very near future.

Permission to duplicate in its entirety and send far and wide granted.

James Gilliland
www.eceti.org
www.bbsradio.com
www.worldpuja.net

[Michelle Marie]

Love and prayers and warmth to you MM, wish I could send money

Prayers are powerful! Thank you for those and the warmth.

Lots of love and blessings,
Michelle Marie

[eaglespirit]

Yes EagleSpirit, I am feeling this way also.

There seems to be a 'pull' between the 3rd, 4th, and 5th Dimensions for me.

I am aware that I have been preparing for this moment since 1997, consciously, for eons...in deep consciousness.

The "pull" seems to be for those I love.

If I were not 'relationship' oriented...I might have myself way ahead of where I am.

I am deeply involved with great 'unconditional love' to those around me.

I must continue to hold the eternal light at the well so that others may come and draw from my wellspring of light.

I am joyful with all of this.

It simply seems that as the frequencuies increase the ride become more, let's say, exciting.

I have no fear, no reluctance, no real questions. Smile :)

I was told that before birth I chose to take on all of the loose threads of all other lifetimes so that this may be my last in this circular ride between 3rd dimension and 4th dimension. The recyling of birth and death...I now am ready to 'graduate" 5th Dimension where I accept "who I really am!" with humility...definition (to simply know who you are)...

The deapth of 'shadow' that I live in (within my soul) is too much to explain.

Let's suffice it to say that I was commatose at age 10. No one knew. I continued and began taking drugs at 14 and sunk very, very low...at at 27 I shifted. At that age I could not communicate or put a paragraph together.

(all of my travels through the shadow world of drugs and dark dark fellow travelers, not once was I hospitalized...Mom helped alot)

...it took until at 43 to be able to function like a normal person in the 'real world'...I then began intense work at Barbara Brennan School of Healing...4 years later...I was, yet again, reincarnated...a phoenix rising from ashes.

So...while others were attending school, getting jobs, getting married, having children, I was stayin alive...until at 27 (first Saturn Return) where I began to take on the task, as consciously as possible of healing the loose threads of thousands of lifetimes...I consider myself a "First Wave Indigo".

Now, at age 58 (as I chuckle as I write) ...It's a piece of cake! :)

I am ready baby!

With Love, Warmth, and Great Respect...

Anastasia

¤=[Post Update]=¤

Correction ...The depth of shadow that I LIVED in (past tense)

Your sharing resonates with me powerfully, Anastasia...
Thank You so much for opening up and being here, now : )

Our openness, sincerity and sharing IS presenting the way of 'hearts'...
clearer and clearer, together one by one!

[eaglespirit]

Thank you for the thanks...it's rough to reveal self....:i

It gets easier the more we do it... liberating as well. I found I can actually love the one that's starting to emerge in the mirror's reflection. The great thing about the Avalon Forum is no one can actually reach through the WWW and choke you for revealing who/what you are. I find the Village is a great place to get naked (metaphorically). It's like a nudist colony for my soul... hahaha

HaHaHa Chester..
I replied to Anastasia's post before reading Your post after coming into the Village from work...
Gotta Love It : )

[Anastasia]

Thank you EagleSpirit! :)

[astrid]

Calz this is for you, from our thread friend, who is not a member, but reads
here diligently, its in reference to the work of Viola Petitt Neal.

http://www.susanrennison.com/Thousand_dollar_book_celebration.php

She also expresses her appreciation for your posting..and sends lots of love to you and your family.

[eaglespirit]

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32548-Are-you-ACTING-AS-IF&p=592850&viewfull=1#post592850

[gripreaper]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LibjrXnHVvw

[Ol' Roy]

Guys, especially you Ulli for starting this thread. My day didn't turn out like I wan't it to. Sunny day here in Kentucky, USA. This afternoon I wanted to mow and mulch the grass for myself and my next door neighbor. He is dying of cancer. Well my lawn mower had not started for 2 years. I have someone mow it ( a lot youger guy since then). Bought new gas. Wouldn't start. Went to the new Craftsman socket set. Guess what? [I didn't have the attachment I needed! I had already given my old set to my future son in law.

Instead of really getting mad, like I usually do. I sat out on on the deck and watched the beautiful sunset! Red sky at night saylors delight. I least in my case, I may have another day. Unlike my neighbor. Let's enjoy what we have, while we've got!

[Ol' Roy]

Addendum to my other post. I really din't tell the whole story about my next door neighbor.He already had a lot of heart problems, when he was diagnosed with lung cancer. He started the chemo, it made him so sick, he couldn't continue. He lost 40 to 50 pounds during the process! Couldn't eat.

I feel guilty about not introucing him to pot( marigunia). I am not a pot smoker. Will on occasion with my brother. It is illegal in KY for medicinal mariguana. Could have made difference 2 years ago.

On the happy end, so far, my younger brother was diagnosed with throat cancer and liver cancer. He is in the process now of going through radiation and chemo. I told him to smke the biggest joint he chould , when he got out the hospital.BTW they took a nice chunk out of his liver. Said they got it all. (Sorry, how many times have you heard that before)! Yes, smoke all you need to get through this. He is a strong man! A lot stronger than me. He talks about all he is going to do when he gets out of treatment. I'm proud to be his brother!

Ulli , Calz, Fred, and many others. I am so proud to be a member of this forum. Your wisdom, love, and all I have learned

[modwiz]

Any body daring enough to listen to some guitar and drums? Drum machine, that is. I was taking some software for a test drive and made this up for the task.

http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/hc3hqsq8or/radrock_in_e.mp3

[norman]

Any body daring enough to listen to some guitar and drums? Drum machine, that is. I was taking some software for a test drive and made this up for the task.

http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/hc3hqsq8or/radrock_in_e.mp3



Kewl..........

As it happens, I've been bashing the plank too.............

https://www.box.com/s/fs3b64s8b6t6wzdr2ax4

[modwiz]

Any body daring enough to listen to some guitar and drums? Drum machine, that is. I was taking some software for a test drive and made this up for the task.

http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/hc3hqsq8or/radrock_in_e.mp3




Kewl..........

As it happens, I've been bashing the plank too.............

https://www.box.com/s/fs3b64s8b6t6wzdr2ax4

Everything sounded real good, Norman. What software did you use?

[norman]

Actually, NONE, it was straight in - straight out..... unless you count the software in the ZOOM pedal I used. It was a basic twangy patch with a bit of a tweak to make it dangle to the beat I was playing to the David Gray track.

Other than that, all I can say is I tuned modal to DAGAD dropped to Cm and all the 'lead' was sliding up and around on 2 strings for most of it.

[modwiz]

I was using my zoom bass pedal for the drum machine.

[norman]

I was using my zoom bass pedal for the drum machine.

The pedal I was using has got a bunch of drum patterns too, and I've hammered my way through most of em :), but this was a great blast because I almost felt like I was playing with other musicians. I NEVER get to do that !

[RunningDeer]

Ulli , Calz, Fred, and many others. I am so proud to be a member of this forum. Your wisdom, love, and all I have learned


Hello Roy, thank you for sharing your Light, too.
WhiteCrowBlackDeer xo

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Lighthouses/lighthouse2s.JPG

[RunningDeer]

On the happy end, so far, my younger brother was diagnosed with throat cancer and liver cancer. He is in the process now of going through radiation and chemo. I told him to smke the biggest joint he chould , when he got out the hospital.BTW they took a nice chunk out of his liver. Said they got it all. (Sorry, how many times have you heard that before)! Yes, smoke all you need to get through this. He is a strong man! A lot stronger than me. He talks about all he is going to do when he gets out of treatment. I'm proud to be his brother!


I send the Highest and Best
into all the multi-dimensions of
your Brother, You and Others that share the path,
so that each may direct to where it serves them.

Peace and Blessings,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Bryce/111.jpg

[Belle]

Finding myself as an island of peace surrounded by an ocean of chaos...interesting.

The greater the chaos...the deeper my peace...allowing bubbles of joy to rise to the surface.

Love it! And love you all. :grouphug:

[Calz]

Calz this is for you, from our thread friend, who is not a member, but reads
here diligently, its in reference to the work of Viola Petitt Neal.

http://www.susanrennison.com/Thousand_dollar_book_celebration.php

She also expresses her appreciation for your posting..and sends lots of love to you and your family.


Thanks astrid and "thread friend". http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gifhttp://www.pic4ever.com/images/thankyou.gif

That was a fun read. Tempted to grab a copy of the book but it's still rather pricey on amazon.

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/money1.gif

[Eram]

Thank you everyone, for you love and support with the loss of Tommy.

We buried him in the garden on Sunday. Next to our Linden tree.

We still feel sad and a bit shocked by his sudden departure.

It seemed that he must have had pain and discomfort for a longer time, now that we look back on some signs that we interpreted wrongly.
He had a poisoning 2 years ago, which he survived, but ever since... we could feel a prickling bad energy sensation when we placed a hand on his belly. We thought it was the aftermath of the poisoning. Well, maybe it was, but we didn't figure that there was a tumor growing there, neither did he. He never communicated his discomfort or worries to Marieke (who communicates through telepathy with him).
Maybe he just didn't want to worry us, I don't know.

After his death, he showed images to Marieke, of him, playing in a beautiful garden.... happy and free of pain :)

Anika, who is his sister is grieving the most I suppose. She feels lost.
They were a beautiful couple. He was the biggest cat that our vet ever saw, and she must be one of the smallest around. She leaned heavily on his muscles to keep of the horde of cats in our neighbourhood out of our garden.

They always slept in a synchronity shapes, like Yin-Yang.
I wish I had some pictures of that.


Hopefully when we take a new cat, they become close friends.

[ulli]

They always slept in a synchronity shapes, like Yin-Yang.
I wish I had some pictures of that.


Hopefully when we take a new cat, they become close friends.

Wouldn't it be cool if there were cat shelters where they parade the prospective adoptee cat in front of the cat who is looking for a new buddy.
Then they can make the decision there and then.
Alternatively I'd suggest cat astrology....by comparing their birth charts. Unfortunately not possible with strays since one never knows when they were born.

[ulli]

Someone just asked me if I had heard about the "one hand near, one hand far healing" technique.
I said I hadn't, but would ask around for her.

[RunningDeer]

Someone just asked me if I had heard about the "one hand near, one hand far healing" technique.
I said I hadn't, but would ask around for her.

I don't know if this is the same method, but I use to volunteer at a healing center that was free to the public. Two people used a technique where one arm was far from the body while the other hand/arm was close to the person on the table. They'd pulled on the energetic cords by twisting with their fingers and alternating arms almost like puppet strings while moving around the table, standing and stooping, as if working with the different planes. If I'm recalling correctly it was a Native American technique.

[RunningDeer]

I'm watching an uplifting vid from Arrowwind's thread called, "2012 Crossing Over, A New Beginning (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?52700-2012-Crossing-Over-the-best-movie-on-2012-yet-&p=592938&viewfull=1#post592938)".


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[Calz]

I'm watching an uplifting vid from Arrowwind's thread called, "2012 Crossing Over, A New Beginning (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?52700-2012-Crossing-Over-the-best-movie-on-2012-yet-&p=592938&viewfull=1#post592938).




Me as well. Very well done. Highly recommended to share with family, friends or otherwise ...

Made me cry a couple times ... but I am ol' softie so that doesn't mean anything ...




http://toeas.com/smiley/files/2011/07/crying-smiley-2.gif

[meeradas]

http://gizmodo.com/5964912/these-patents-show-a-seriously-shocking-future-for-handcuffs

E2VCwBzGdPM

*sigh*

[Guest]

http://www.corbisimages.com/images/Corbis-CB055124.jpg?size=67&uid=4762e4ae-dd16-4d8a-855a-8c86dc210319


No arrow ever flies straight. As long as it follows its own path, it will find its way.

Crooked Arrows
UOqSi-_cXeE



Love


Nora

[RunningDeer]

I'm watching an uplifting vid from Arrowwind's thread called, "2012 Crossing Over, A New Beginning (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?52700-2012-Crossing-Over-the-best-movie-on-2012-yet-&p=592938&viewfull=1#post592938).




Me as well. Very well done. Highly recommended to share with family, friends or otherwise ...

Made me cry a couple times ... but I am ol' softie so that doesn't mean anything ...

http://toeas.com/smiley/files/2011/07/crying-smiley-2.gif

Me too. Weeping, weeping. I sent the link for some family members and friends. I will watch a couple of more times at least, and I took some notes. Most is a review, but after spending too much time on threads/vids with doom and gloom, I had lost what I know to be truth for me.

Below are some rough notes I took because there was just to much good stuff to take in. I'll probably add more and their names. I've read through them and they seem elementary. But note taking helps me to pound home the points, slow down the vid, and I use tactile techniques to reinforce the information, and focus my attention. They are not in chronological order.


"2012 Crossing Over, A New Beginning"

- Life is just a ride. We can change things not by money or things over time. It’s right here, right now, it’s a choice between Love and fear.

- Bliss is our birthright. We are made to enjoy Love and happiness. Bliss is always there. There’s so much potential for Bliss. It’s like a light that you turn on in a darkened room. Bliss is just there, waiting for you to tap into to it and as much as you want.

- Now’s the time to embrace the Love and leave the fear behind. Fear means you have a fear of loosing something. What could that be? All those possessions out there? All those material illusions? Or your body? The body is going to died anyway. It’s only a matter of time. But the one that embraces the Love, is the one that knows that it can never loose. And when you find that love and knows that you can never loose even with intentionally created chaos, still remain in Love, then you receive the Bliss at all times.

- When we say, “I’m doing some kind of spiritual practice.” What it means actually is that: I am finding out who I am? What am I? Who am I? Where did I come from? What am I doing here on this earth? Where will I go? You are actually demystifying these concepts yourself by realizing who you are.

- Eventually you’ll get to the point where you’ll experience the truth of who you really are as opposed to the illusion of that you believe you are. You believe that you are this physical body, your thoughts, or whatever. The truth of it is, is that you are the Source of all those things. You’re the Source of your thoughts. You’re the Source of your body. You’re the Source of all your emotions. You’re the place from which all that comes. But we’ve been tricked into believing, that we are these things. But we are not these things, but we are actually the Creator of these things.

- We are nothing short of Divine. We are undifferentiated (not different) Consciousness. As we remember who we are, acquiring more powers, we are learning that we are co-creators in this experience in what is about to happen.

- Enlightenment means your becoming aware of what you really are. You become aware that you are one with God. And you are God.

- Like a drop in the ocean, we are units of Divinity. We are deitific atoms of God, Units of God. We are sons of God.

- The same God is in everyone. When one realizes that they are God, then one sees that same God in everyone.

- Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness, experiencing itself, subjectively. There’s no such thing as death. Life is only a dream. And we are the imagination of ourselves.

- Person, community, country, planet...these are just different levels of consciousness. But we are all the same consciousness.

[Calz]

From the WCBD post you can see there was a number of favorite snippets from carlin, hicks, icke and more. Much more than simply "2012" although they do a great job of putting that topic into perspective.

Not a bad "one stop" wake up vid for those ready to jump in the pool ...


http://images.colourbox.com/thumb_COLOURBOX2270366.jpg

[RunningDeer]

http://www.corbisimages.com/images/Corbis-CB055124.jpg?size=67&uid=4762e4ae-dd16-4d8a-855a-8c86dc210319


A crooked arrow never flies straight. As long as it follows its own path, it will find its way.

Crooked Arrows
UOqSi-_cXeE

Love

Nora

Thanks, Nora. I'm downloading this now. Love these kinds of movies. http://www.pic4ever.com/images/z5.gif

On another note:
Ray aka FineFeather, "retired" on November 3rd. Well, he's back! Yeah! http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif

I've only experienced compassion, non-judgement, allows everyone to be whom they are in each moment. And at times, brought clarity to threads where I just get more flummoxed and shut down when the egoic clashes over ride the messages.

Here let me say it:
a) you are an empowered person, so cut it out, and Be That
b) just don't read those posts
c) use the ignore button
d) use the opportunity to rise above my own judgements about the judgements

To that I say...sometimes I don't wanna. I just want everyone to get along.

Signed, Pollyanna Paula http://www.pic4ever.com/images/orjnfq.gif

[RunningDeer]

From the WCBD post you can see there was a number of favorite snippets from carlin, hicks, icke and more. Much more than simply "2012" although they do a great job of putting that topic into perspective.

Not a bad "one stop" wake up vid for those ready to jump in the pool ...


http://images.colourbox.com/thumb_COLOURBOX2270366.jpg

I use to read all those books by the masters like Ramana Maharshi, Nisargadatta Maharaj, and David Hawkins before I joined the forum. And Carlin's and Hick's brilliance just blows me away. True Artistic Masters. And then my Icke phase... But the new guys in the vid made lots of sense out of the Great Gurus' words. [or it's all finally click(ing)(ed)]

When I first posted the vid above, I had that there's something for everyone, but deleted. Like the point you make, with the diverse speakers, many will watch it. I even sent the vid to a dear friend who is 82. He reads some of the same material I have and we get together to discuss once in a while.

Toodles for now...

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

- We are nothing short of Divine. We are undifferentiated (not different) Consciousness. As we remember who we are, acquiring more powers, we are learning that we are co-creators in this experience in what is about to happen.

I was pondering this exact concept this morning while listening to a George Harrison song. I listened to the song through that filter and got something more out of it than I had before. I see this one as a love song to the true, or higher, Self. Especially when you read the lyrics.

Z6ghgQe2ikA

[Calz]

Had not seen this one before ... best way to spend 2 minutes I can recommend to anyone, anywhere at any level of consciousness ...


cvz9uSK3zXo

[ulli]

Had not seen this one before ... best way to spend 2 minutes I can recommend to anyone, anywhere at any level of consciousness ...


cvz9uSK3zXo


You're a big electron, too, Calz, and so are weeeeee.....

[ulli]

http://www.corbisimages.com/images/Corbis-CB055124.jpg?size=67&uid=4762e4ae-dd16-4d8a-855a-8c86dc210319


No arrow ever flies straight. As long as it follows its own path, it will find its way.

Crooked Arrows
UOqSi-_cXeE



Love


Nora


Looks good. I love it already.

[Guest]

Thanks for your replies Ulli and WCBD. I recently watched it and liked it.

It is a good movie and has some good messages.

I have a little trouble with the competive edge and rough nature of contact sports.


Love


Nora

[Ernie Nemeth]

I'm battling with a tooth infection this week. My face looks like a chipmunk on one side. After the course of antibiotics, I'm having it pulled. No worries, my energy reserves are rather high right now. I'll be fine.

And this next is not to be taken to heart, beyond being yet another sad story. I talked to my parents and toward the end of the convo they threw in the following (to paraphrase):
"Oh, and little Alexis just got out of the hospital. She's been there three months but they could not find anything wrong. They fitted her with a feeding tube because she cannot eat on her own anymore. They removed her apendix but that did not help. She's in constant pain but she's looking forward to going back to school..."
I didn't really hear the rest, I was on a different level witnessing the coping mechanism patching up their reality - to cope with the helplessness and frustration, to cobble it into the bigger picture. For some reason that mad me both angry and sad simultaneously.

In the end I was left with the same helpless, frustrated feeling.

What's wrong with that girl? Why do I feel partly to blame?
Oh, heavens, it's so easy to get lost in the minutia of life.
I've no more interest in such at an energetic level. And I feel tinges of guilt because I refuse to be drawn into the web.

The growing pains of this burgeoning reality that is so new to us affects each in unique ways. We must each learn to cope in an adult way now and that is new to most of us too.

[meeradas]

I'm battling with a tooth infection this week.

Oh, Ernie...

Same sh here.
Remember my tooth issue earlier in the year?
Looks like "irreversible pulpitis" now... just been to the emergency dentists,
decided to do it tomorrow, as treatment couldn't be finished today.
What's even better: I have to go to work now.
I'll spare you the rest (yes, there's more ill stuff).

Wish me angelic support/ divine help thru the night and what follows.

Ugh.

[ulli]

Oh, Ernie! That poor girl!! I can totally understand your mixed emotions,
including the guilt which you're feeling on behalf of all of this f'''ked up humanity.
But strangely enough, it's in total detachment that the truth can emerge, and intuition functions at it's finest.

Hoping that both you and Meeradas get your teeth sorted out soon.
When it's all over there will be a great feeling of fresh start, the best energy there is.

[RunningDeer]

In the end I was left with the same helpless, frustrated feeling.

Wow, Ernie... not more than an hour ago, I sent off holiday wishes and a happy new year to my six remaining siblings. I've decided to step out of all the drama that hasn’t been a part of my daily Universe for quite some time.

Until now and because they are my siblings, and some of my greatest teachers (they’ve had no clue), I've had my feet in the two worlds. I’d consciously wipe any karmic debt as it arose these last 20+ years. But just in case, this was part of a loving message I sent along with a triple shot of healing zaps:


"If I’ve inadvertently hurt anyone, including your loved ones through the years, please accept my deepest apologies."


They will always be in my life, unless they choose not to have me. It’s always been that way. The difference is that I’m doing some house cleaning. As a gift for myself and them, our karmic slate is wiped clean even though it’s at an unconscious level for them.

As I finish up this post, I stepped away to let Wolfie, my dog out, I’m aware of a continuous high pitched sound in my ears, including the one that has been blocked for at least 8 months now. I see this as a confirmation download and a DNA upgrade in progress. Who woulda thunk-it?

PS I sent along with a triple shot of healing zaps for you and the tooth not there.

PSS Just got to meeradas' post. A triple shot of healing zaps for you, too. :wave:

Peace,
Paula xo


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/clean_slate.JPG

[astrid]

deleted...
better to not feed the nonsense, its only going to get worse
before it gets better

[Samsara]

Someone just asked me if I had heard about the "one hand near, one hand far healing" technique.
I said I hadn't, but would ask around for her.

Maybe. There's a technique called Magnetic Pain Drain which is useful for acute and painful areas. First, left hand (that's the receiving hand) on the painful area, the right hand (the giving hand) downward, palm facing the Earth, and away from the body. The energy will travel into the healer's left hand and leave the body through the right hand. You will feel it. You hold this position until the movement of energy stops. It is normal that the pain increases before it gets better. You are sending the pain to Mother Earth whom is so gracious to take it in.

Second, right hand (giving) on the problem area, left hand (receiver) upward (above your head), palm facing the sky. You are filling the void that occured from the draining with the Universal Energy Field. You will also feel the movement. You stop when the movement stops.

You've got hands ? You can do it. Just remember that you are not taking in the pain, you are merely a channel for it to travel. It is good that you center yourself before doing this.

I have used this technique many times with great results. Anybody can do this.

[Guest]

Thank you everyone, for you love and support with the loss of Tommy.

We buried him in the garden on Sunday. Next to our Linden tree.

We still feel sad and a bit shocked by his sudden departure.

It seemed that he must have had pain and discomfort for a longer time, now that we look back on some signs that we interpreted wrongly.
He had a poisoning 2 years ago, which he survived, but ever since... we could feel a prickling bad energy sensation when we placed a hand on his belly. We thought it was the aftermath of the poisoning. Well, maybe it was, but we didn't figure that there was a tumor growing there, neither did he. He never communicated his discomfort or worries to Marieke (who communicates through telepathy with him).
Maybe he just didn't want to worry us, I don't know.

After his death, he showed images to Marieke, of him, playing in a beautiful garden.... happy and free of pain :)

Anika, who is his sister is grieving the most I suppose. She feels lost.
They were a beautiful couple. He was the biggest cat that our vet ever saw, and she must be one of the smallest around. She leaned heavily on his muscles to keep of the horde of cats in our neighbourhood out of our garden.

They always slept in a synchronity shapes, like Yin-Yang.
I wish I had some pictures of that.


Hopefully when we take a new cat, they become close friends.

I'm sorry about Tommy.

I remember reading some good things about the Linden Tree and hearing some good stories from the older folks in my family.

http://www.2020site.org/trees/images/LindenFlower.jpg

LINDEN: One of the three English names for the tree genus Tilia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tilia) (lime and basswood, i.e.) found in North America. Trees like American Linden (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Linden), Large-Leaved Linden (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Large-leaved_Linden), Little-Leaf Linden (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Little-leaf_Linden), Silver Linden (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Silver_Linden), Viburnum Linen (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Viburnum), and Linden Oak (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linden_Oak). In folk lore, the deciduous tree of the lime fruit is linked back to ancient history in Europe, dedicated to the goddess Venus. In German folklore it guards communities from evil.
http://fadedglorypatriotjournal.blogspot.com/2012/11/plant-lore-daisy-to-lotus.html

Linden Tree (Ohm)
http://www.bardwood.com/graphics/linden2.gif

Element of Air.

Feminine and Effeminate Male Energy.

Planetary Associations: Sun, Neptune and Mercury (variety of traditions).

Zodiac Association: Pisces

Basswood (Limewood) is a sacred tree of Celtic Astrology September 03 thru September 12 and March 01 thru March 10.

Associated Dieties: The Basswood tree is sacred to Aphrodite, the Celtic Goddess Arianrhod, and Shava Queen of the Stars.

Druid associated this tree to heather and its associated animals were the Sky Lark, Turtle Dove and the Red Deer Doe.

Celtic histories associate Basswood with the Celtic Tree of Life.

Rune: Ur (based on association with Heather)

Ogham: Oum
http://www.wiccanaltar.com/Tree-Magick-and-the-Magickal-Properties-of-Wood.html

http://farm3.staticflickr.com/2461/4039111019_bbd4dc70a2_m.jpg

Through centuries of human existence the Linden Tree has acquired symbolic divine characteristics. It has been seen to represent superlative forces such as attraction, immortality, love, luck, peace, prophecy, and protection.

In Celtic lore, the “Tree Dryads” or “Wood Spirits” were said to be wedded to the “Tree Sprits” living inside Linden trees and that at times the faces of these tree spirits could be seen plainly showing on the trunks of some Linden trees.

In Hungary, as in Germany magic qualities are attached to the linden tree. In some villages it is usual to plant one before a house to prevent evil from entering. From very early times the lime tree was sacred to Venus among the Greeks, as it was to Lada, the Slavic goddess of love and beauty among the Slavonians. This, it is said, was due to its leaves being of the shape of a heart. In a Slavonian love-song the wooer exclaims:

"As the bee is drawn by the lime-perfume (or linden-bloom)
My heart is drawn by thee."
With the advent of Christianity, this legend was incorporated into Christianity as the tree of the Blessed Mother. In folktales, the Blessed Mother hid among the Linden tree's branches, and revealed herself to children. Many wayside shrines were placed under linden trees for this reason.
Lightning was thought never to strike a Linden tree, and thus it was a "lucky" tree.
http://www.forestsongs.com/aboutus/basswood.htm



Love


Nora

[astrid]

So crazy busy these days,
client work is super busy, doing loads of
"rewiring" work, hard to language it,
but spirit is telling me to do as much of this as i can right now,
so just going with it. Feeling actually amazingly well, some aches and
pains but they seem to have subsided now.
My clients are such a hard working and inspirational group, and I'm so blessed to
be working with them. Being in service to spirit is such a blessing in so many ways.

Love to all

[modwiz]

Having any kind of tooth problems really bites. :peep:
Both of you guys have my deepest sympathy.

[1inMany]

What an emotional roller coaster. Watching it all spin is dizzying...

Phew.

Love to Us All,

[donk]

"Sometimes it feels like
I have all the answers
But the answers aren't the same
When the question keeps on changing..."

[donk]

Here & now I'm wondering what to do. BR'a thread on hitchhikers is so synchronistic, the piece he links to totally resonates, as do a lot of DNA's year old threads I been trying to catch up on.

One inspired me to half-jokingly say to my gf: I think I want to try to am experiment next time you imbibe "spirits", so of course that is perfect excuse for to have a few.

My desire for a chance to see if I could communicate was in the context of her bombed and not conscious of her "friends" effects on her. Last time she started drinking when a friend was over and we were all talking about such things, she went for the belly of the beast (the attic the darkest presence here keeps, apparently the rest are relatively benign), which seemed to open a can of worms (literally...dark snakey spirits my friend could feel).

So she just texted me, literally, as I wrote this: Baby I am feeling peaceful. If they wanna approach me. .. This is the right time.

I am not sure what she expects. We made a breakthrough talking about her "Unhealed trauma" yesterday, and how we best deal w that first before anything, and she had agreed (I was thinking regressive hypnosis, any thoughts on that?), but she is impulsive. And loves her booze...so wish me luck...i go to consciously, unemotionally attempt to speak a my unseen cohabitants...

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

I realize Captain Beefheart isn't everyone's cup of tea, but I keep finding songs I like. Going through the album, Ice Cream For Crow, I came across this song and was pleasantly surprised. I had to look up the lyrics to get it all. It's relevant to my here and now, thought I'd share:

"The Host, The Ghost, The Most Holy O"

Why, not even a rustler'd have anything to do
With this branded bum steer world
This pirate flag headlong disaster course vessel
Misguided charted this nautical numbskull hull
Sink in silence smoke - blow your chest out in hope
Sits spread-eagle on poor men
Piled high on truth mountain - last speak in clarity's chain
You'll not be thrown but dive and sink
Your pockets filled with earthly burdens
When they could be filled with light and back with wings
The sky is dark in daytime
And still the blackbird's beauty lyrics clean
Sing ye brothers and end this miserable thing
And brush the dark sky in light
And let the moon bell crack and ring
Upon the mast of mercy
For she is a beautiful thing
I watched her cut with clarity
The sea of satan's red rolling water
That stung my eyes with vile vile brine
And clung to the vine that choked mary's only son
God in vain to slaughter
I can't darken your dark cross door no more
The light lovely one with the nothing door
And oh that pours life water

V5dBr8kLxfY

[Guest]

Here & now I'm wondering what to do. BR'a thread on hitchhikers is so synchronistic, the piece he links to totally resonates, as do a lot of DNA's year old threads I been trying to catch up on.

One inspired me to half-jokingly say to my gf: I think I want to try to am experiment next time you imbibe "spirits", so of course that is perfect excuse for to have a few.

My desire for a chance to see if I could communicate was in the context of her bombed and not conscious of her "friends" effects on her. Last time she started drinking when a friend was over and we were all talking about such things, she went for the belly of the beast (the attic the darkest presence here keeps, apparently the rest are relatively benign), which seemed to open a can of worms (literally...dark snakey spirits my friend could feel).

So she just texted me, literally, as I wrote this: Baby I am feeling peaceful. If they wanna approach me. .. This is the right time.

I am not sure what she expects. We made a breakthrough talking about her "Unhealed trauma" yesterday, and how we best deal w that first before anything, and she had agreed (I was thinking regressive hypnosis, any thoughts on that?), but she is impulsive. And loves her booze...so wish me luck...i go to consciously, unemotionally attempt to speak a my unseen cohabitants...


Someone who imbibes a lot ought to sober up for a while before embarking on any kind of hypnosis. Probably about 3 to 6 months at least. Only for the reason to protect their emotional and mental well being -in most cases.

I've read all of your posts on this thread donk....and based on my experience and my opinion your girlfriend could possibly be headed in a direction that may not be positive for her or for you.

Playing with possible dark ones or with someone who has some deep emotional issues based on situational trauma can be disastrous.

The compassionate thing to do is point her in a direction and qualified person to help her with her drinking problem (if she has one) and to someone who can assess whether she is opening herself up to dark ones or if her behavior is due to trauma or both.

Love you donk


Nora

[DeDukshyn]

Here and now I have attracted an illness - a nasty flu. My lungs and kidneys and various bones and muscles all ache and I have the burning cough of fire w/the pressure head thing. I'm getting better though ;) -- in fact feeling better already! ;)

[modwiz]

Here and now I have attracted an illness - a nasty flu. My lungs and kidneys and various bones and muscles all ache and I have the burning cough of fire w/the pressure head thing. I'm getting better though ;) -- in fact feeling better already! ;)

You need a tropical hot dog night and all will be better.

[Carmody]

I'm battling with a tooth infection this week.

Oh, Ernie...

Same sh here.
Remember my tooth issue earlier in the year?
Looks like "irreversible pulpitis" now... just been to the emergency dentists,
decided to do it tomorrow, as treatment couldn't be finished today.
What's even better: I have to go to work now.
I'll spare you the rest (yes, there's more ill stuff).

Wish me angelic support/ divine help thru the night and what follows.

Ugh.


I bought a waterpik, and run MMS through it. If I had a cavity, or issues below the gumline, I'd pressure spray an mms solution into it, deep down toward the root.

Works wonders. toothaches, for example, are banished in about 3 seconds, max.

If I was to use the MMS and waterpick once a week, I'd never have an inflammation or gum issue or bacterial issue in this life, after that moment. The level of plaque is just about zero, with that sort of tool at hand and in use.

A side effect, due to minor levels of consumption of the mms mixture (which is desirable), there is also no need to use any form of antacid, and the gut is cleaned out and balanced from stem (mouth) to stern (backside).

What I find, for me, is that if I do not use the MMS for months, the bacterial build up and shift in my gut, causes a need to use antacids. It will slowly creep up to daily use of small amounts, and the need disappears the same day I use even a small dose of mms.

[ThePythonicCow]

I bought a waterpik, and run MMS through it. If I had a cavity, or issues below the gumline, I'd pressure spray an mms solution into it, deep down toward the root.

Works wonders. toothaches, for example, are banished in about 3 seconds, max.

Good idea.

[donk]

Nora you have no idea how much your post means to me and how timely it was. Things went fairly well, considering the choices she made as I read it and directly after, if not for the grounding and reinforcement of the truths you reminded me of well it'd probably have made for a good screenplay--if I toned it down to make it believable.

As of were, I kept my head, stayed in control of my emotions, focused on the reality I wanted to exist, steered her from the dumbest darkest drunken path I could not imagine anyone in their right mind taking, and actually turned it into a learning opportunity.

According to her, after the ordeal im not quite ready to divulge, we were talking calmly about it and laying in bed. Well the spirits she wanted to answer her questions were all around (apparently), and according to her, i helped one "cross over". I use that term as I did exactly what DNA described, asked what the purpose of her presence was, suggested she might not know everything, let her know I loved her, and forgave her while encouraged her to forgive herself.

I'm not making this up, she watched as it went over the bed and up out of the corner our room with tears in her eyes, barely able to describe how beautiful it was, and gave a near identical account of DNA's first. I say "it" here, as I didn't know it was she until V described what happened...I didn't see an effing thing, felt nothing except occasional "chills" on my back and shoulders...for all I know I was releasing one of V's own traumas, but whatever it was, it was real to her.

Anyway, I'm stuck on chicken/egg dilemma. No hypnosis til she quits drinking? She drinks because of the unhealed trauma. I'm hoping dealing with that mess will allow her to empower herself, be the true self I met, when she was free to be herself for the first time in her life.

The spirits are attracted to the love that she is, the energy that she has. There's definitely more going on, stuff that I would think pose dangers w hypnosis (a la Duncan O'Finian), she related more abductionesque "evidence".

Regardless, it was a dark road she was choosing. I stayed focused on the light path, stayed firm but not controlling, just love. I needed that extra boost, Nora, I can never thank you enough for that love...

[donk]

Oh yeah--I forgot to attribute my quote to my favorite female songwriter: Kimya Dawson

stEv5Qd2jq4

Got a couple of my other favorite lyrics:

Take this job and shove it
I'm a GHOST, adios
I am leaving for the coast
And I'll never work for anyone again

[Guest]

Here and now I have attracted an illness - a nasty flu. My lungs and kidneys and various bones and muscles all ache and I have the burning cough of fire w/the pressure head thing. I'm getting better though ;) -- in fact feeling better already! ;)

You need a tropical hot dog night and all will be better.


I need a tropical hot dog night.



Love


Nora

[modwiz]

You need a tropical hot dog night and all will be better.


I need a tropical hot dog night.



Love


Nora

Me too. Seriously.
So mote it be.

[Guest]

Nora you have no idea how much your post means to me and how timely it was. Things went fairly well, considering the choices she made as I read it and directly after, if not for the grounding and reinforcement of the truths you reminded me of well it'd probably have made for a good screenplay--if I toned it down to make it believable.

As of were, I kept my head, stayed in control of my emotions, focused on the reality I wanted to exist, steered her from the dumbest darkest drunken path I could not imagine anyone in their right mind taking, and actually turned it into a learning opportunity.

According to her, after the ordeal im not quite ready to divulge, we were talking calmly about it and laying in bed. Well the spirits she wanted to answer her questions were all around (apparently), and according to her, i helped one "cross over". I use that term as I did exactly what DNA described, asked what the purpose of her presence was, suggested she might not know everything, let her know I loved her, and forgave her while encouraged her to forgive herself.

I'm not making this up, she watched as it went over the bed and up out of the corner our room with tears in her eyes, barely able to describe how beautiful it was, and gave a near identical account of DNA's first. I say "it" here, as I didn't know it was she until V described what happened...I didn't see an effing thing, felt nothing except occasional "chills" on my back and shoulders...for all I know I was releasing one of V's own traumas, but whatever it was, it was real to her.

Anyway, I'm stuck on chicken/egg dilemma. No hypnosis til she quits drinking? She drinks because of the unhealed trauma. I'm hoping dealing with that mess will allow her to empower herself, be the true self I met, when she was free to be herself for the first time in her life.

The spirits are attracted to the love that she is, the energy that she has. There's definitely more going on, stuff that I would think pose dangers w hypnosis (a la Duncan O'Finian), she related more abductionesque "evidence".

Regardless, it was a dark road she was choosing. I stayed focused on the light path, stayed firm but not controlling, just love. I needed that extra boost, Nora, I can never thank you enough for that love...


V will probably keep drinking until she gets some help and deals with what happened to her. She won't ever heal, have control of her life, her mind or body until she does.

Alcoholism is a very dark and lonely road -it's the nature of the beast and as long as she continues to drink she will remain an open vehicle to and a revolving door for any spirits that want to use her. This is really nothing to mess around with and could eventually turn ugly. It's not a screenplay it is real life.

Based on what you had previously written in this thread and the question you posed, I only ascertained that V may seriously suffer and you may want to get her some professional help. My post was not based on any truths it was merely suggesting to you and in support of your posts, from my own experience and viewpoint, that she be pointed in a direction that may offer her some qualified professional opinions, professional solutions and guidance for her possible drinking problem, past traumas and the nature of her interactions with spirits.


Love


Nora

[eaglespirit]

Hi Donk...Wishing You and Yours Well,
Nora is speaking from Her Heart and genuine personal experience and is trying to help the situation with sincerity and valor.
It is so fortunate that we have the Village and Avalon for this very reason...where We can get to the core of matters without overly concern about being very personal out in the open for many of Us have been through the treadmill of life, so to speak, and telling it like it is in these situations. I honor You for being grateful to Nora. This issue with V is paramount in many lives and seeking the proper professional and experienced first hand help will take You and Her on a whole new wonderful path, imho. A number of us that visit the village have been there, done that...so please keep sharing....all of us are here to help any way we can. These overall changes ensuing need us to change along with them to be able to embrace what we really are and are really capable of, I wish You and V the Best in this serious matter...try to really do what You can to put Nora's suggestions to work, it will be a very good thing.

[Chester]

I realize Captain Beefheart isn't everyone's cup of tea, but I keep finding songs I like. Going through the album, Ice Cream For Crow, I came across this song and was pleasantly surprised. I had to look up the lyrics to get it all. It's relevant to my here and now, thought I'd share:

"The Host, The Ghost, The Most Holy O"

Why, not even a rustler'd have anything to do
With this branded bum steer world
This pirate flag headlong disaster course vessel
Misguided charted this nautical numbskull hull
Sink in silence smoke - blow your chest out in hope
Sits spread-eagle on poor men
Piled high on truth mountain - last speak in clarity's chain
You'll not be thrown but dive and sink
Your pockets filled with earthly burdens
When they could be filled with light and back with wings
The sky is dark in daytime
And still the blackbird's beauty lyrics clean
Sing ye brothers and end this miserable thing
And brush the dark sky in light
And let the moon bell crack and ring
Upon the mast of mercy
For she is a beautiful thing
I watched her cut with clarity
The sea of satan's red rolling water
That stung my eyes with vile vile brine
And clung to the vine that choked mary's only son
God in vain to slaughter
I can't darken your dark cross door no more
The light lovely one with the nothing door
And oh that pours life water



I would not have understood the wanderings of this ancient mariner until recently. Interesting the timing of this post - Thanks Playdo of Ataraxas

[trenairio]

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[eaglespirit]

Here and Now...

Checking the weather this morn, suppose to be very, very windy here on Cape Cod through the Solstice.

Gusts to 58 on the 21st...gusts to 64 on the 22nd...gusts to 46 on the 23rd

The Higher Winds of Change...bringin' it on : )

[Chester]

Hi, was “gone” the last few days...

I went through a 2 day stretch of just doing only what I was moved to do at the moment. I also experienced being able to use my mind as a tool yet what was directing me was coming solely through my heart – note the word “through” as opposed to "from." I have found that difference - I am still in "wow" land about what I have been experiencing. If I can do this, I swear, anyone can. I was the worst... truly the worst.

Anyways, the last few days has been very good for my lower ego to experience as it saw that it does not have to die, it can simply be along for the ride and yet is at the ready position if somehow I am attacked. I am an animal too and to deny this component of my being is to lie to myself IMO. That is why I am quite firm in my opinion I shouldn't BS myself I can ever (as long as I am alive in a physical body in a material realm) transcend my ego. I can achieve unity consciousness which results in my ego transforming into a healthy component of my being. Maybe one day I will change my mind, but today, I am comfortable with this idea and accepting.

You see, I have come to a place in my journey where I see my identity moves between two ends of a spectrum. The one end is the beast and the other end is the eternal spirit. I see that for now, I am ok that I have an identity in this way, even at some of my Spirit's levels of being... but because of each and every new day and all the experiences each and every new day is bringing, I know for myself and know from the place within me where it counts, that what is real of “me” never dies and that it not only connects with that “real” within us all and all that is, but essentially I "know it" as One.

Unified uniqueness in and amongst all. And we are fortunate that we can celebrate BOTH of these where "god" can't. This is what gets me more than anything... those who seek to be God or a "god" don't seem to realize the gift we have in just being "a child of" this incredible creative source and "a child within" the realms this source provides where we might smell a rat we ARE this source, but we don't have to BE that source... we get the best job of the three!

I “know” this. Each day the ego vehicle moves closer to that 100% knowing of this. Where each and every moment has at my foundation this solid and connected knowing. Where my individual spirit can soar (my eagle) and where my roaming beast (perhaps a puma) can be at the ready and that my snake keeps me grounded so others can experience a “whole” being. My totem - which actually is these three and when I expand becomes seven.

I agree with Einstein’s remark that this reality is an illusion, albeit a persistent one. I see the wisdom in stating it that way. What I get out of it is that it is and is not an illusion simultaneously and so I respect it all for what it is.

I have Gnostic friends. Not all want to do what I characterize as "throwing the baby out with the bath water" but some do. Of these that do, they focus day and night on personal practices in hopes of transcending a component within them such that they do not have to return to the material realms. As sovereign spirit beings, I like to believe that at a foundational level we are able to make these choices.

But me - I would come back. I would come back even until I was the last man standing. I would come here alone because I found I am never alone anymore.

Just this moment as I wrote the above sentence, a termite type flying ant thingie landed on my screen and crawled over the word "man" at precisely a second after I wrote it. This is how Spirit informs the individual Spirit being that they are in harmony with Great Spirit. This is how I live each moment of each and every day now. In utter, complete harmony. I experience dozens of impossible synchronicities daily now. If you take this as bragging, I suggest you consider what within you might consider such a thought... if you understand I am writing this such that even just one reader who has begun to experience synchronicity might be inspired, might not go through the years I thought I was crazy and end up almost dead from suicide in large part due to this fear.

I know I write long blabberings. No one has to read them. Some might glance at some of it and skip the rest. I write for me more than anything. It is freeing. I only share my experience and I try and frame my opinions that they are simply my current "beliefs" and anyone who has read my posts sees I "belief hop" all the time.

I am worse than a shape shifter, I am a mind shifter hahaha. Even "they" can't keep up with me. Is this the real me that is outside the matrix? I believe so. And thus, its easier and easier to step back in. I know where the phone booths are if ever it begins to get a bit hairy (beastly).

I went back this morning to catch up here in the Village because I love this place. Its not a thread... it is a place, an open collective. I have become a little attached. I care about the folks here. Relationships have developed. I feel an obligation to stay in the loop... not in the earthly way we know obligation. Obligated from a higher place to be part of a group and not get thrown out (like I have caused to happen most of my 55 years of this life).

So I had experienced two amazing miracles yesterday and I will share them in two upcoming posts, but first I want to catch up in the Village. Thanks folks for the kind words directed my way (blushing a little) – but the credit for how I have emerged goes to all of you and Bill and the Mod team and Kerry too and a specific poster, Houman.

Love to all - Chester

[Chester]

A "Public Shout Out" to one of the coolest cats on the planet (and an Avalon member) who sent me a recent mp3 of their own music - I won't mention who you are but Super Coooool. Thanks for thinking of me too! Love to you, bro.

[eaglespirit]

If you take this as bragging, I suggest you consider what within you might consider such a thought...

Chester...
I think I may speak for ALL Here and Nowers in the Village...We will NEVER take it that way : )

Love You, Man!!!!!!!!

[donk]

Alcoholism is a very dark and lonely road

Oh I been there, luckily it causing enough (but not too unmanagble by me) real life problems that I can point to and say: "when does it become a problem?". Until recently, she convinced herself on the surface (I know her heart does not agree) that she can manage it...she is afraid to give it up as the typical part of the identity of the "partying" American 20-40 something--WTF else is there to do for fun in friggin' Delaware?? :rolleyes:

Also agree she needs a professional...though the wild cr@p that keeps coming up pretty much turned the counselor/shrink/whatever against her, apparently to him medication and/or institutionalization is the answer to the symptoms such as seeing dead people and the wierd stuff consisent with an abduction scenario.

Don't help that since I opened her up to this wacky world that she was taught her whole to fear as an indication of insanity (she is less than completely sane, but that don't mean she's lost ALL her marbles :p), she'd rather talk about that than the real problem (ANYTHING but the real problem).

But like I mentioned, we had an awesome breakthrough the day before, frank discussion of that which she has buried, that agitates her to no end, that completely shuts her down and opens her to complete possession when drunk...which is probably why she "needed" to drink yesterday. But just the way were able to talk about it was amazing.

What you said about the dark road...the "patience" thing and not pushing and taking things slow was that dark road. Her issues were consuming my life, which effected my kids (not to mention hers). And I was ready to leave that path, if she continued on it. But everytime, whether it is a test for me or that we were meant to be, she takes that next step, we take a good turn, and grow immensly in a short time. I feel that we were meant to take this journey together, we're made for each other.

With everything going on in the world, my urgency has a valid real-life backup...we were financially devestated recently (by the betrayal of someone I loved as a brother), and we are both approaching the top of the 40 hill., not to mention the big picture economy/earth changes. With the way we seem to take HUGE steps, then stagnate for a min, and the pattern seems to be working...with each step becoming bigger and each stagnation period becoming shorter, so I'm kinda feeling the regressive hypnosis to just go at that damn unhealed trauma may be the way to go...anyway thanks for your feedback, and to the village (much love eaglespirit) for a place to work it all out in my spinning head!

[Belle]

Great post, Chester. This is why you will always be justonegreatbighuggybear to me. :hug:

I started questioning myself a couple of months ago...leading to a brutally honest evaluation. It's been painful and joyful and eye-opening...much like shadow work, but much more intense.

Although you said it much better than I ever could, I came to the conclusion that to deny/eliminate those parts of myself I don't like very much doesn't work...only acknowledgement and integration of the "good, the bad, and the ugly" can lead to wholeness and peace within...imo.

Found it interesting that shortly after going deep, I became ill. I haven't even had a sniffle in many years...and here I was with full blown pneumonia. Yet, once I started digging deep, asking myself the really hard questions, and cutting cords, a little thing like pneumonia was not going to stop me.

A big thank you to eaglespirit as well for his post that included a quote from the ELF Transmissions...part of which said, "Declare to yourself, inside and out loud, “I hereby rescind any and all oaths and vows, throughout all time and space, that I or any other incarnation of my whole larger Self has taken, in this reality and universe or in any other parallel, alternate or separate reality or universe.” Can't express the immense feeling of being free this process is giving me...

When I began, I was leery of finding the 'monster' I was sure lurked in the core of my being...and much surprised to find an innocent, vunerable and pure version of me that my ego had convinced me was a 'monster' that had to be suppressed...or was my ego in reality protecting that part of myself? Hmmmm....

Lots more work to be done...but now done joyfully and with gratitude. The changes I'm going through are nothing short of amazing. Finding peace with myself forms a space of finding peace with all...if that makes sense to anyone else.

So grateful for this community and Villagers...

Love you all. :grouphug:

[Chester]

Warning monster post meant for here and the Horus-Ra thread... -

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?40941-Horus-Ra-as-the-Archontic-Alien-Parasite-A-follow-up-interview-with-Maarit&p=593623&viewfull=1#post593623

Thus posted over there as its where the story started

[ulli]

Great post, Chester. This is why you will always be justonegreatbighuggybear to me. :hug:

I started questioning myself a couple of months ago...leading to a brutally honest evaluation. It's been painful and joyful and eye-opening...much like shadow work, but much more intense.

Although you said it much better than I ever could, I came to the conclusion that to deny/eliminate those parts of myself I don't like very much doesn't work...only acknowledgement and integration of the "good, the bad, and the ugly" can lead to wholeness and peace within...imo.

Found it interesting that shortly after going deep, I became ill. I haven't even had a sniffle in many years...and here I was with full blown pneumonia. Yet, once I started digging deep, asking myself the really hard questions, and cutting cords, a little thing like pneumonia was not going to stop me.

A big thank you to eaglespirit as well for his post that included a quote from the ELF Transmissions...part of which said, "Declare to yourself, inside and out loud, “I hereby rescind any and all oaths and vows, throughout all time and space, that I or any other incarnation of my whole larger Self has taken, in this reality and universe or in any other parallel, alternate or separate reality or universe.” Can't express the immense feeling of being free this process is giving me...

When I began, I was leery of finding the 'monster' I was sure lurked in the core of my being...and much surprised to find an innocent, vunerable and pure version of me that my ego had convinced me was a 'monster' that had to be suppressed...or was my ego in reality protecting that part of myself? Hmmmm....

Lots more work to be done...but now done joyfully and with gratitude. The changes I'm going through are nothing short of amazing. Finding peace with myself forms a space of finding peace with all...if that makes sense to anyone else.

So grateful for this community and Villagers...

Love you all. :grouphug:

I just remembered that we both have this auntie who had the same name and who was a dwarf....(private joke)

[Carmody]

Hi Donk...Wishing You and Yours Well,
Nora is speaking from Her Heart and genuine personal experience and is trying to help the situation with sincerity and valor.
It is so fortunate that we have the Village and Avalon for this very reason...where We can get to the core of matters without overly concern about being very personal out in the open for many of Us have been through the treadmill of life, so to speak, and telling it like it is in these situations. I honor You for being grateful to Nora. This issue with V is paramount in many lives and seeking the proper professional and experienced first hand help will take You and Her on a whole new wonderful path, imho. A number of us that visit the village have been there, done that...so please keep sharing....all of us are here to help any way we can. These overall changes ensuing need us to change along with them to be able to embrace what we really are and are really capable of, I wish You and V the Best in this serious matter...try to really do what You can to put Nora's suggestions to work, it will be a very good thing.

A good friend of mine taught me that you need to fix it between family and friends. Whatever the given situation or issue may be. If that is not done, in that way, then there are low odds that the best psych in the world will be of any real (base affected levels) help.

I keep thinking that this given psych trade began when cities reached that point of indeterminacy, of about 10,000 people, where a population is big enough that real strangers begin to emerge. Then people begin to be divided by their fears of the unknown. Which is the population density point (somewhere near 10,000) where 'that which manipulates'..steps into that gap, created by bodily reactions, and begins the wholesale process of division, isolation, and manipulation. And now the society and culture that we have today.

Donk, I have a friend who sees dead people. Besides my own little bits and fits of travels and interpolations/integrations. And with the psych trade having arisen the way it has, from the section of the population that it has arisen from, I'm sure you see the problem rather clearly.

This friend is on meds, specifically...SSRI's..and she just quit cold turkey. Which I advised her not to do. Falling off a physical cliff in a chemical imbalance fashion, is simply not the thing to do. It is difficult to find balance in chemical free fall. to ease her way out. She said that she simply did not want to ever re-fill her prescription again. Period. She says she can handle it, but I'm not sure I've ever seen anyone balance themselves out of an SSRI situation by going cold turkey, without some sort of major issue arising. The gradual method of weaning off seems to be the better way to go, from observing that happen in multiple cases.

[eaglespirit]

Just to add a bit more clarity Donk....as I speak with presumptions,
it will 25 years since I threw in the towel of drinking and drugging.

AA and NA and other groups of this nature are the 'first hand' I speak of. After attaining a few months sobriety if there are other strong engrained issues and "other" professional help is needed...so be it. I do not give much credence to any western world doctoring....there are good and earnest ones out there but a needle in a haystack....but the good ones CAN can be found.
Sobriety comes first...connecting with those already doing that work, with some solid time behind them is best....and you will find professionals 'within' these organizations that have some of the humblest and grateful people...doctors too.
It is important to dis-engage from any family and friends that were in the circle of the active drinking and drugging for a few months at least in early sobriety. If you have family and friends that are there for you and behind you to help V and You...that is a good thing.
If You start on that road with V the people will be found in your community or adjacent communities if you wish not to start the process close to home where all of those people have been a part of the problem are around.
I promise You if You look into AA or NA in Your area You will find the right People to connect to.

Heroin and other hard drugs are quite a bit more tricky...as the withdrawals are escalated beyond that with alcohol...
the help is there to be found locally with this also, if you look.

AA and NA will lead You to the right People, professional and laymen, imho!

[Ernie Nemeth]

Donk, your story is very close to my own, so I have watched from behind the scenes, rooting for you. In my opinion, alcohol is the worst drug of all because it reduces the imbiber to an automaton, devoid of humanity. But crack and prescription drugs have their own evils. I have experience in all these things, both as an abuser and as an observer. I am long ago clean myself (well over a decade, with no yearnings to relapse). And from that place of experience, I am convinced, I was asked to help turn around the life of my own woman.

There are many posts of my trials and tribulations here at Avalon.

I turned her life around by administering copious helpings of love and understanding, yes, but what I did first was get proffesional help for myself. It is only by learning about myself that I healed to the point of being able to help my girl. And after four years of personal discovery and traumatic upheavals in my relationship that involved police, jail, courts, addiction therapy and many other nasty events we now live a life of quiet and peace - drug-free. She has advanced so far that she now has positive energy and love to help her own child suffering from the same illness she did.

For the longest time I thought this aspect of my life was the only thing I had to offer this site. It has been humbling and transformative for me. And if along the way I may have helped a member feel less alone or a bit of wisdom seeped into someone's mind as a result and helped them cope, well, then I am vindicated.

Know that I send you helpful energy when I think of you and that I pray for you and your woman's successful breakthrough.
Thanks for sharing.

hugs

[donk]

Thanks for the reply carmody,


A good friend of mine taught me that you need to fix it between family and friends. Whatever the given situation or issue may be. If that is not done, in that way, then there are low odds that the best psych in the world will be of any real (base affected levels) help.



That's why I'm looking for "alternative" professionals...my first thought was the hypnosis, just because I don't know much about Reiki--which from the little I know may also be an avenue to explore.



but I'm not sure I've ever seen anyone balance themselves out of an SSRI situation by going cold turkey, without some sort of major issue arising. The gradual method of weaning off seems to be the better way to go, from observing that happen

I don't know if my case counts, as I stuck to the lowest possible dosage, less than probably what kids get (and a third of what they prescribed my then-prgegnant then-wife to quit smoking!), just one pill (I forget the mgs) of Wellbutrin twice a day. I was always very careful with it, respectful of its power. That, and a tiny dosage of adderall got me through a rough 2-3 years, and I got tired of picking it up (adderall is controlled so i had to go to doc every month).

I experienced withdrawal symptoms for a bit, not pleasant at all though I came out of the cold turkey OK. I definitely share your concern for those that take "normal" doses, my situation is similar in that I was definitely addicted after long term use.

Hey--reminds me, been almost 3 months without a cig!

[donk]

For the longest time I thought this aspect of my life was the only thing I had to offer this site.

That ain't nothing to spit at...it is huge!! (congrats and thanks for sharing!).

It's been 4 years since I drank, from 18-31 I was killing booze every day, I can't imagine getting through the hard drug addiction...I have an addictive personality, was never in denial of my functional (until it wasn't) alcoholism, and was able to stop when it was a problem.

That's the hardest thing for me...she is in denial, and her family--who she is far from letting go of unhealthy attachments to--is worse (both her sisters are pregnant and mom rationalizes whatevertheF they are telling her is their "healthy glass of wine or two". She is not "as bad" as them, was never as bad as I was, and goes days without.

The real problem with it is, is not even the addiction...she's one of those whose personality changes when she drinks, if you know what I mean. For example, I have a friend who is brilliant, has common sense, engineering degree from good school, good job, model citizen (during the day), dude is on his 6th DUI. He's unrecognizable when he drinks.

She's like that. (i have checked around, I never was...at my drunkest I'd act more impulsive, but still "myself"). But the added problem is the damn "spirits".

It makes her "brave", and now she is "ready to face them" (when she drinks). Good excuse :rolleyes:

[ulli]

Soon our Village will become the most successful rehab on the www....

Congrats to all who've freed themselves from the grip of bad habits,
pledging support to all those who are yet to do this
and sending energy and cheers to those still in the process.

[Anastasia]

Wow...it's been a few years for me, since I threw in the towel...

But, I began that journey in 1981....a bumby road, but I 'know' it all unfolded perfectly...for me! :)

Oh my Gosh...It feels so good to have shared that! Anonimity is a touch and go thing... :I

Anastasia

[donk]

...and Ernie and eagle...I can't wait to bring her to the old meetings I'd frequent, see who's still around and just for the experience, they were great.

I could never do "programs", so the steps and making my life about the rehab was not my thing, but the support group aspect and sharing experiences, not to mention the "fast-track to real spirituality" in all the lessons and slogans and such were amazingly helpful.

[Belle]

I just remembered that we both have this auntie who had the same name and who was a dwarf....(private joke)

Giants of heart and mind smooshed into little bodies...lovely, wonderful forces of nature and love. Bless them both...

That part of me was the easiest bit of work...found some deep, dark aspects of myself that took some time for me to overcome the 'shame' before being able to fully bring to the light and examine honestly. Accepting, reworking, letting go, integrating...a whole lot of push/pull and tweaking and hard work...confronting bits and pieces I would much rather bury than deal with...this could take forever!!!

For balance I must add that there have been more than a few pleasant surprises along the way...real keepers that must be nurtured for them to blossom as I desire.

Won't be done by 12/22...but will be much better prepared. I know, I know...nothing like waiting until last minute before doing the toughest work. Investing as much time and energy as possible to be part of the big change...hopefully standing tall with y'all! Or maybe even flying with eagles!

[eaglespirit]

...and Ernie and eagle...I can't wait to bring her to the old meetings I'd frequent, see who's still around and just for the experience, they were great.

I could never do "programs", so the steps and making my life about the rehab was not my thing, but the support group aspect and sharing experiences, not to mention the "fast-track to real spirituality" in all the lessons and slogans and such were amazingly helpful.

I am not "program" oriented either, Donk.

But in these times I feel V will be led to the right people(pure spiritual too)...through these anonymous organizations.
And I really, really, really mean that : )

I worked the program diligently the first year...after 3 years I was so busy in the building business, and with a good solid foundation from hard work and good help from good people I walked away but helped anyone in front of me with guidance that needed it.

The Best to You and V !!!

[Guest]

Hi Donk...Wishing You and Yours Well,
Nora is speaking from Her Heart and genuine personal experience and is trying to help the situation with sincerity and valor.
It is so fortunate that we have the Village and Avalon for this very reason...where We can get to the core of matters without overly concern about being very personal out in the open for many of Us have been through the treadmill of life, so to speak, and telling it like it is in these situations. I honor You for being grateful to Nora. This issue with V is paramount in many lives and seeking the proper professional and experienced first hand help will take You and Her on a whole new wonderful path, imho. A number of us that visit the village have been there, done that...so please keep sharing....all of us are here to help any way we can. These overall changes ensuing need us to change along with them to be able to embrace what we really are and are really capable of, I wish You and V the Best in this serious matter...try to really do what You can to put Nora's suggestions to work, it will be a very good thing.

A good friend of mine taught me that you need to fix it between family and friends. Whatever the given situation or issue may be. If that is not done, in that way, then there are low odds that the best psych in the world will be of any real (base affected levels) help.

I keep thinking that this given psych trade began when cities reached that point of indeterminacy, of about 10,000 people, where a population is big enough that real strangers begin to emerge. Then people begin to be divided by their fears of the unknown. Which is the population density point (somewhere near 10,000) where 'that which manipulates'..steps into that gap, created by bodily reactions, and begins the wholesale process of division, isolation, and manipulation. And now the society and culture that we have today.

Donk, I have a friend who sees dead people. Besides my own little bits and fits of travels and interpolations/integrations. And with the psych trade having arisen the way it has, from the section of the population that it has arisen from, I'm sure you see the problem rather clearly.

This friend is on meds, specifically...SSRI's..and she just quit cold turkey. Which I advised her not to do. Falling off a physical cliff in a chemical imbalance fashion, is simply not the thing to do. It is difficult to find balance in chemical free fall. to ease her way out. She said that she simply did not want to ever re-fill her prescription again. Period. She says she can handle it, but I'm not sure I've ever seen anyone balance themselves out of an SSRI situation by going cold turkey, without some sort of major issue arising. The gradual method of weaning off seems to be the better way to go, from observing that happen in multiple cases.



Indigenous and aboriginal communities had within them medicine men and medicine women who worked with the elements, plants and spirits to cure, heal and who supported the people. Also problems or spiritual afflictions were worked out within the clans or tribe too. They were taught to go within and to go on vision fasts to seek their own answers and ways. Each person within the tribe was also supported in their gifts that the Creator bestowed upon them in life by their clans and by the people. Whether they were a hunter, singer, artist, seer or medicine person. In fact they supported all of life. The good of all and their survival depended on it.

Although some of these communities and ways still exist today, we obviously do not live in that world. Most psychiatrists, psychologist and medical professionals aren't going to see or support someone who is gifted with sight or any other gift of that nature. On the contrary, they will probably give them a diagnosis of schizophrenia, bi-polar disorder or dissociative disorder...etc. and give them prescriptions that can only further the affliction and cause harm They don't even have a reference point and won't even come close to seeing that someone is spiritually afflicted or gifted. Never mind they wouldn't even begin to teach someone about going within or support them or the family as a whole. Institutions are full of artists and spiritual gifted people because of this.

I would not ever conceive of suggesting a conventional Allopathic medical practitioner, especially, to someone who may have a spiritual affliction or be gifted in that way. Referring only to professional alternative practitioners who treat the person individually and them and the family as a whole.


Love


Nora

[Anastasia]

Thank you...i am Grateful...ver Grateful.

And, Thank you ulli. :)

[Lunesoleil]

http://vimeo.com/21647075


Too good :peace:

[Lunesoleil]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=1-OP4JRVjsY
News article
the Forum Lunesoleil news on the main page you can see the last three articles in English or by using Tags at the bottom of page to stay on the translation
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?52159-The-four-phases-of-the-lunar-month&p=593760&viewfull=1#post593760
:wizard:

[Flash]

Thank you LuneSoleil for the ice hotel in Sweden. Here the one in Quebec City.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ciiHYmscGY

Ice hotel, interesting.

For everybody's information in America (I mean the continent, not USA only), there is ice hotels being built in Quebec City every year. So, if ever the taste to travel to an ice hotel in February while the is a winter carnival in Quebec City falls on you, you now know it exist.

Europe in Sweden. America in Quebec.

[mojo]

Nice Flash brought back memories of the Fairbanks Ice carving festival.

JUcAdNxXk9g

[Belle]

Thanks for that Ice Hotel, Flash.

Don't know why, but it reminded me of a drawing my Pepere would do for us when I was very young...he called it the Ba-num/bunum (not sure of the spelling...sounded like bah-num)...and we would giggle with delight.

It was many years later while watching Good Morning, America as an adult that they showed the Winter Carnival in Montreal iirc...and parading around was...you guessed it...the Ba-num! I had no idea he was drawing from his memories of growing up in Canada until that moment.

[Samsara]

Is that the one Belle ?

imIxwJywxUs

:secret: There's a rumour going around that there's a man in there.... it has yet to be proven.

[Belle]

omg, Samsara, that's the one! He drew the hat a little bit differently on the Bonhomme's head (less to the side and more to the back)...but the rest is exact! :hug: Thank you so much for finding this.

A little embarassed by my spelling...as a child and for as long as my Memere was alive, we spoke French at family gatherings...she barely spoke English, but could make herself understood nonetheless.

Unfortunately, I have forgotten so much and cannot speak French any more, due to lack of use down through the years. Even my Mom now stammers and stutters when speaking with her Canadian cousins.

My Dad was Polish, and taught me what he remembered of his native language...mostly swear words!

[Samsara]

Ça me fait plaisir. Bonhomme is very well known in the Province of Québec. He's been around for ages, maybe he changed his "tuque" over the years.

http://media.townhall.com/Townhall/reu/d/2011/43/2011-02-12T210222Z_01_QUE05_RTRIDSP_0_CANADA.jpg

I have to admit... pepere and memere ... that cracked me up ! ;) Haven't heard that in a long time. Thanks.

[Flash]

Pepére and memére are old words for grand father and grand mother. It cracked me up too.

[Belle]

Like many Americans who came from another country...the old traditions stay forever! Almost like time stopped in the old country when they left...

Even today, my grandchildren call their other set of grandparents memere and pepere.

[modwiz]

Ça me fait plaisir. Bonhomme is very well known in the Province of Québec. He's been around for ages, maybe he changed his "tuque" over the years.

http://media.townhall.com/Townhall/reu/d/2011/43/2011-02-12T210222Z_01_QUE05_RTRIDSP_0_CANADA.jpg

I have to admit... pepere and memere ... that cracked me up ! ;) Haven't heard that in a long time. Thanks.

That is how I adressed my grandparents. My French Canadian mother would have it no other way. My maternal grandparents would have been horrified at anything else. I do remember not sounding the "r" however. It sounded like memay and pepay.

[Flash]

Yes Modwiz, this was the other old way of saying grand mother and grand father, depending on the region you were from. Up up up noth, there was an R, near Montreal, no R.

I also like your pepAY, because this is how it was pronounced, however it was written pépé, mémé and should have been pronounced é, without any A, like in pepay. This tells me they were quite French Canadians.

[Samsara]

"Mémé" and "Pépé" is the short version. In these times, grandparents (well the one that I know anyway) would not want to be called that... sounds to "old", as if a name can make you any older.

In my case, my grandson always called me by my name, Ginette. No one taught him or told him to do that, he just did. It never bothered me, but somehow people around me taught it was strange. Now, at 5 yrs of age, he sometimes calls me "grand-maman"... especially if I'm not answering fast enough. The times are changing.

[Belle]

That's how we pronounced it...but were taught to write it with the r's.

The location makes sense...grandfather from Montreal...grandmother from a farm in the country much further north.


Edited to add:

My granddaughter started calling me "Ma" since she heard both my children and all their friends call me that. She is now 16 and I have become "Grandmother". I don't care what she calls me just as long as we can stay as close as we have become. Love it when she tests things out on me before telling her mom...my reaction helps her determine how to present things for a better outcome.

Three year old calls me a variety of things...sometimes Mom'sMa, sometimes Ma, and sometimes Gramma. Just as long as he continues to be excited to see me, he can call me whatever he wants.

[Samsara]

Three year old calls me a variety of things...sometimes Mom'sMa, sometimes Ma, and sometimes Gramma. Just as long as he continues to be excited to see me, he can call me whatever he wants.

Same here ! :love:

[Hervé]

For the sake of accuracy... it's "pépère" and "mémère" from pé-père and mé-mère... cracked me up too :)

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Enjoying the French lesson. :)

[TargeT]

I'm sitting here wondering why I never read this thread & thinking 1100ish pages are a bit too much to catch up on,

Besides I have these enjoyable little distractions grunting & running all over the place
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y64/zTargeTz/6F9BE39D-DFDD-437D-A5A6-9FB306D8A1A0-1318-0000013CCB0FC354.mp4

My "here and now" are absorbed with furry balls of fun

[Carmody]

I'm sitting here wondering why I never read this thread & thinking 1100ish pages are a bit too much to catch up on,

Besides I have these enjoyable little distractions grunting & running all over the place
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y64/zTargeTz/6F9BE39D-DFDD-437D-A5A6-9FB306D8A1A0-1318-0000013CCB0FC354.mp4

My "here and now" are absorbed with furry balls of fun

there's nothing to catch up on. Come and go as you see fit, contribute as you see fit. One tiny bit that might be a minor thread to 'be' within, a mild aspect of social grease in the form of simple circumspection is key to human integration. which your post incorporates. And that's about it.

[Anastasia]

I am very program oriented. It is a 'tribe' that I belong to. I have five sponsees...I give my healership away everyday to the women I sponsor.

It is a design for living. Bill W. is a magnificent man. He was (is...somewhere) a metaphysician. I read his book, 'Pass it On" and was amazed to find that he and his wife held 'seances'" in their home... & many other amazing things I'd never known before.

I practice the 12 Steps and I am always taking someone through the work in the Big Book...

Community is sooooo important to my inner well being. Given' the love away...

Sincerely,

Anastasia

[Anastasia]

...and now I have two communities to belong to... :)

[astrid]

HVL5hKpXDNU

A chat about the global "water wars"

worth a listen.

[ulli]

I'm sitting here wondering why I never read this thread & thinking 1100ish pages are a bit too much to catch up on,

Besides I have these enjoyable little distractions grunting & running all over the place
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y64/zTargeTz/6F9BE39D-DFDD-437D-A5A6-9FB306D8A1A0-1318-0000013CCB0FC354.mp4

My "here and now" are absorbed with furry balls of fun

Catching up on this thread would definitely take you away from the Here and Now,
and defeat the purpose...
It's all stale now, like the rest of humanity's past....like missing my lovely old cat
means I'd be missing out on that naughty bundle of fur ball
which took over our house just two months later...

This virtual Village is overrun by cats, unlike the 3 D village I live in.
Latin America is only now waking up to cat reality.
Until now cats reincarnated elsewhere,
seeing how badly they are treated.

So they do whatever they can to find cat-loving ex-pats like me....

Here and now...2:49 am, can't sleep, two furry cats by my feet,
and listening to the roaring river outside,
still, there is this ringing in my ears....

[astrid]

KWvh6ylZQiM

[Lisab]

Every time I see an elevated and sloped conveyor belt, I'm reminded of haying, of putting bales of hay into the barn. And I'm reminded of a friend, Dave. A mountain of a man, who was put in a wheelchair by a bale of hay that fell off of a hay bale conveyor. A basic rule of haying season. Always stay away from the conveyor. Always.

And I complain about hay fever:o

Santa doesn't like complaining. :p
http://i1303.photobucket.com/albums/ag152/modwiz/santa.jpg

Santa misheard. The elves said next up is the SCHMIDT house!!!!

[ulli]

The SCHMIDT house? Not sure I know what that means.

I've just been on this website which reminds me why I left Germany in such a hurry,
right after high school.
I'm sure Meeradas and Playdo will get a laugh out of it, but Modwiz had better not go there at all...
it's all about THE WURST.
Pictures of German sausages.

http://www.ich-raff.net/Wurstbilder.html

[Chester]

I am very program oriented. It is a 'tribe' that I belong to. I have five sponsees...I give my healership away everyday to the women I sponsor.

It is a design for living. Bill W. is a magnificent man. He was (is...somewhere) a metaphysician. I read his book, 'Pass it On" and was amazed to find that he and his wife held 'seances'" in their home... & many other amazing things I'd never known before.

I practice the 12 Steps and I am always taking someone through the work in the Big Book...

Community is sooooo important to my inner well being. Given' the love away...

Sincerely,

Anastasia

AA - I have taken lots of what I have learned from AA and incorporated it into my "being"... but one time when I sobered up, I was given that book by Icke called, The Biggest Secret and well, I said to myself... "maybe there should be a 12 step program for recovering reptilians." And so I started to make a website I was going to call Reptilians Anonymous and so I did some searches and discovered that AA may actually take legal action against anyone that applies the 12 steps to some issue - especially if one names the thing XYZ Anonymous without obtaining their permission first. So I actually e-mailed them about what I wanted to do and they never replied. I was sad. True story... was back in 2002.

I had written up my 12 steps and everything... thought it through and everything...

"We admitted we were powerless over human sacrifice, blood drinking and energy vampirism - that our lives had become unmanageable."

and then the rest of the 12 steps remained the same.

Its funny looking back on that now as it was just about 1 year ago I was in the throws of my own Demon Wars when I discovered the entity (or entities) I was dealing with was "archontic" and that I was a "horus" being (which means I was targeted to manifest a messianic complex). My almost suicide was in part based on my failure to achieve success of this goal. Of course, now, I realize I actually succeeded in failing to fulfill these beings' possible agenda.

The key to my remaining justoneman depends first and foremost upon my physical sobriety. If I slip, "the voices" will return. I have zero doubt of this.

Its funny too - the day (last April 26th) when I found Houman's thread and everything instantly became clear - Horus - Ra....

Ra...

R A

Reptilians Anonymous

[Chester]

The SCHMIDT house? Not sure I know what that means.

I've just been on this website which reminds me why I left Germany in such a hurry,
right after high school.
I'm sure Meeradas and Playdo will get a laugh out of it, but Modwiz had better not go there at all...
it's all about THE WURST.
Pictures of German sausages.

http://www.ich-raff.net/Wurstbilder.html

SCHMIDT rhymes with %$#@

[ulli]

I am very program oriented. It is a 'tribe' that I belong to. I have five sponsees...I give my healership away everyday to the women I sponsor.

It is a design for living. Bill W. is a magnificent man. He was (is...somewhere) a metaphysician. I read his book, 'Pass it On" and was amazed to find that he and his wife held 'seances'" in their home... & many other amazing things I'd never known before.

I practice the 12 Steps and I am always taking someone through the work in the Big Book...

Community is sooooo important to my inner well being. Given' the love away...

Sincerely,

Anastasia

AA - I have taken lots of what I have learned from AA and incorporated it into my "being"... but one time when I sobered up, I was given that book by Icke called, The Biggest Secret and well, I said to myself... "maybe there should be a 12 step program for recovering reptilians." And so I started to make a website I was going to call Reptilians Anonymous and so I did some searches and discovered that AA may actually take legal action against anyone that applies the 12 steps to some issue - especially if one names the thing XYZ Anonymous without obtaining their permission first. So I actually e-mailed them about what I wanted to do and they never replied. I was sad. True story... was back in 2002.

I had written up my 12 steps and everything... thought it through and everything...

"We admitted we were powerless over human sacrifice, blood drinking and energy vampirism - that our lives had become unmanageable."

and then the rest of the 12 steps remained the same.

Its funny looking back on that now as it was just about 1 year ago I was in the throws of my own Demon Wars when I discovered the entity (or entities) I was dealing with was "archontic" and that I was a "horus" being (which means I was targeted to manifest a messianic complex). My almost suicide was in part based on my failure to achieve success of this goal. Of course, now, I realize I actually succeeded in failing to fulfill these beings' possible agenda.

The key to my remaining justoneman depends first and foremost upon my physical sobriety. If I slip, "the voices" will return. I have zero doubt of this.

Its funny too - the day (last April 26th) when I found Houman's thread and everything instantly became clear - Horus - Ra....

Ra...

R A

Reptilians Anonymous


Hahaha...too funny.
I wish WCBD would now make us a picture of a reptilian peeking out from behind an Anonymous mask...
Your post gave me an LOL.

[Chester]

My post had donk and his GF in mind... some of us are better off not consuming drugs and/or alcohol. I agree with those I know in AA though... only the individual can point the crooked finger at themselves and then make that decision that they may have a "problem" with drugs and/or alcohol.

I once had 7 years sobriety (I stopped on Christmas day, 1989 and then resumed with a half glass of white wine in late January, 1997) - it took 5 years but by the end of 2001 I experienced a complete destruction of my entire life and severely effected the lives of dozens of loved ones negatively. One thing they told me when I was attending AA - "If you go back out there, we guarantee you it only gets worse... [drugs/alcohol] is truly cunning, baffling and powerful."

But you guys know me pretty well by now, I have the bad habit of only trusting my experience. I have no personal regrets, but I do regret how I effected other people's lives negatively. And that's where the "accept the things you cannot change" part of the Serenity Prayer saves me.

[Samsara]

Got up early this morning. Thunder24 and family on my mind, as well as all those affected by typhoon bopha. We have (had) a clear sky this morning before sunrise, its been a while. I stepped outside to see Venus, and maybe have a glimpse of Saturn. Well, I did see Venus, and also three brand new chemtrails and another one on the go. Hmm... the crazies are even spraying at night as if they do not want us to see the sun. I !!/$%"! at first (in French this would translate to "criss d'épais!") , then I remembered, send Love. And I imagined the pilot of that plane suddenly thinking, wtf am I doing ?

Well, gotta go to work. There's more Love to radiate on this beautiful new day !

Love to All.

19542

[araucaria]

Enjoying the French lesson. :)

In France these words might be used for one set of grandparents when the others are given the more usual names papie/mamie.
What say our friends in Quebec?

[PurpleLama]

Chemtrails: opportunity to practice cloud busting.

[ulli]

The SCHMIDT house? Not sure I know what that means.

I've just been on this website which reminds me why I left Germany in such a hurry,
right after high school.
I'm sure Meeradas and Playdo will get a laugh out of it, but Modwiz had better not go there at all...
it's all about THE WURST.
Pictures of German sausages.

http://www.ich-raff.net/Wurstbilder.html

SCHMIDT rhymes with %$#@

After being enlightened by Chester about them SCHMIDT houses (which btw is German for Smith) I connected another couple of dots, which showed me an entirely new angle about synchronicities.
But I won't go there as it means descending into the humor of twelve-year-old German kids and what they mean when they talk of "Würste".

Yesterday was packed with synchronicities again...

How about this one:
Was sitting in a car park at the Costa Rican Pharmaceutical College, (where my husband had to appear in person to collect the documents needed to prescribe psychotropic drugs...obviously there have been irregularities...like medical visitors collecting them on behalf of doctors and faking signatures.....)
Anyway, that's another story there...

so my iPad was on my lap, tethered to my phone Internet, and waiting to open a page with a video from NextWorldTV,
about Mayor Bloomberg's visit to post hurricane Sandy neighborhoods...
And while waiting I was noticing the painted Tarmac in the center of the car park in front of me, like a circle and a cross....
And realized this had to be a helicopter landing point. But then I saw really nearby a flag post with a Costa Rican flag, and thought ' surely, the blades of any helicopter here would hit that post?" And right then the video started on my iPad, and showed a small helicopter coming in to land, and how much smaller the blades were than I had thought....
Providing me with an instant reply to my question.

But synchronicities have a much bigger impact on the person who experiences them than they can ever have when told to others, so I usually I refrain from talking about them, as it can get boring.....
But this one I just had to share...it blew me away, as it happened in an instant. Ask a question, get the answer.
Question is " who put my question in my head in the first place, who parked the car in such a way that I had to notice the markings of the landing spot, etc.
Chicken-Egg stuff here.

[RunningDeer]

Deleted graphics because I've stereotyped the Greater Community from which we All exist.

[Chester]

The SCHMIDT house? Not sure I know what that means.

I've just been on this website which reminds me why I left Germany in such a hurry,
right after high school.
I'm sure Meeradas and Playdo will get a laugh out of it, but Modwiz had better not go there at all...
it's all about THE WURST.
Pictures of German sausages.

http://www.ich-raff.net/Wurstbilder.html

SCHMIDT rhymes with %$#@

After being enlightened by Chester about them SCHMIDT houses (which btw is German for Smith) I connected another couple of dots, which showed me an entirely new angle about synchronicities.
But I won't go there as it means descending into the humor of twelve-year-old German kids and what they mean when they talk of "Würste".

Yesterday was packed with synchronicities again...

How about this one:
Was sitting in a car park at the Costa Rican Pharmaceutical College, (where my husband had to appear in person to collect the documents needed to prescribe psychotropic drugs...obviously there have been irregularities...like medical visitors collecting them on behalf of doctors and faking signatures.....)
Anyway, that's another story there...

so my iPad was on my lap, tethered to my phone Internet, and waiting to open a page with a video from NextWorldTV,
about Mayor Bloomberg's visit to post hurricane Sandy neighborhoods...
And while waiting I was noticing the painted Tarmac in the center of the car park in front of me, like a circle and a cross....
And realized this had to be a helicopter landing point. But then I saw really nearby a flag post with a Costa Rican flag, and thought ' surely, the blades of any helicopter here would hit that post?" And right then the video started on my iPad, and showed a small helicopter coming in to land, and how much smaller the blades were than I had thought....
Providing me with an instant reply to my question.

But synchronicities have a much bigger impact on the person who experiences them than they can ever have when told to others, so I usually I refrain from talking about them, as it can get boring.....
But this one I just had to share...it blew me away, as it happened in an instant. Ask a question, get the answer.
Question is " who put my question in my head in the first place, who parked the car in such a way that I had to notice the markings of the landing spot, etc.
Chicken-Egg stuff here.

Synchronicity is, to me, the perfect miracle because two or more people can sometimes experience the "miracle" and avoid attributing it to some "magician" or "holy person" etc.

I think its wonderful that you shared this because I can see it and feel your experience through your words.

The more others read that some of us have these types of experiences, the more they open their mind to them as well and soon... those who formerly did not believe these experiences actually occur (and are not simply noticed coincidences) the more they start to experience them as well.

Why can this be important? I can only speak for myself but that I have been able to experience what I call "clearly all but impossible synchronicity experiences" and literally thousands of them now - many that I have documented (mostly privately), I have zero doubt that I am a quantum being (my term). What I mean by a quantum being is that I am connected to the all and to all. What this then allows me to accept is how every single thought, spoken or written word and deed that comes from me has impact upon all of us and all that is. The quantum part allows me to understand all "outside of me" is actually still "ME" (the Big Me) and thus treating my neighbor as myself becomes a no brainer as my neighbor IS me.

This makes me a "realized quantum being."

I am happy to be a realized quantum being. I am humble in accepting my responsibility to all of us, to the all that is and to myself which is actually all One.

This is why your synchronicity experience is not at all less impacting for me to read and I wish you would share more and more. Love to You, Ulli... Chester

[RunningDeer]

Deleted insensitive graphic. What was I thinking? My apologies...