is this happening to you too

[learninglight]

Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

[ViralSpiral]

Good morning Learninglight

I think you will find that the shift is messing with our frequencies per se.. Advising me to stay centered is a tough request when I cant seem to focus, so I will not push the river and just go with the flow....


Here more info: Get ready for earth changes (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32428-Get-ready-for-Earth-changes)

[the trojan]

I am also experiencing some stuff at this time,I share some of what you are experiencing and so I will just highlight in your post....
Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

[learninglight]

Good morning Learninglight

I think you will find that the shift is messing with our frequencies per se.. Advising me to stay centered is a tough request when I cant seem to focus, so I will not push the river and just go with the flow....


Here more info: Get ready for earth changes (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32428-Get-ready-for-Earth-changes)

Agree totally...i Just wanted a place where everyone could see that if they feel 'strange' they are not alone and they can post how they feel too

much love

[Star1111]

Learning light
You are not alone!
I have been having fitfull sleeps and am definetly going somewhere. Infact I would say (and this is happeing frequently) whilst awake I find myself going somewhere - not a good thing when you're driving!!
VERY much need to be alone and am becoming very reclusive, but I LOVE it! I am saying NO thanks to friends more and more when they want to meet up and I have to say even family I just 'cant do' at the moment
I think it probably is to do with the shift , BUT if it continues you might just want to go and see a Doctor as you might have a virus or some such thing. Not that IMO they will do anything but give you drugs.............. so why bother really.
I'm just going with the flow on this and letting it BE.
Much LOVE to you

[markoid]

The last 2 days I have felt very edgy, I thought it may just be the full moon. I feel like my meditations are being invaded/disturbed.. and very restless sleep with unpleasant dreams. I don't have friends that understand the way I think of life and the world these days and look at me as though I have lost the plot when I express my perspective... not to say they don't still love me, they always knew I am a bit 'strange' :). Fortunately these days, no matter how everything may feel to be spinning wildly there is a foundation inside that feels solid and... knowing, that all is well.

[ktlight]

learninglight, please try Valerian, which provides a healing sleep. You will not wake up groggy. Peppermint oil is great for the stomach.

[laughs-last]

Hi all, same here not sleeping much but feeling energized. The shift is speeding up I feel. I have contact of some other mystics/shamans and they are feeling in to elsewhere in the world. keep relaxed and focused as the changes that are coming are generating resonance. People are gonna start waking up fast, and they are gonna wanna know the truth. this resonace is of a higher vibration and is diminishing lower vibration controls; the worm is definately turning. Last night a friend of mine who has been on a faster path of seeking in the last year, is glowing and that full of energy now that he wants to learn to become a shaman; he feels a next level coming and wants to become part of it. The shift's pace i feel will gather tempo as will everyones capacity to work with the new energy, whatever you are working on or have been considering will now gain momentum. I'd advise you to avoid alcohol, eat well and avoid mental pollutants too. You might feel the pull to be near people on a same wavelength/vibration and feel that you can't be around others and 'small talk' stuff; do not fret this is not a problem, I feel that on a conscious level we are all beginning to connect and those further from that change, due to their present state, will not feel attractive to us. Try to be more positive and relaxed in interactions with others. we need to focus on a positive shift now, with a smooth ride, with little bumps; try not to energize conflict senarios, think of the change as a delicate flower slowly opening, than this change will roll as an infinate number of minute ideal elements, hence a 'best case scenario'. This conscious focus should assit a smooth transition, and disempower any opposition; like defusing someones aggression with calm, on a grand scale. Hey you shouldn't listen to me, what do I know, all this mumbo jumbo, yada yada ;) (just pre-empting the, yawn, 'critiques')

May the force be with you (as it probabaly is)

LOVE BIG HUGZ AND RAINBOW BUBBLES :jester:

[Dawn]

Nice thread. Both my partner and I had anger, then grief which lasted about 24 hours and began just 30 minutes after the peak full moon. It was pretty intense, and absolutely NOTHING caused it (in the normal way we might think an event causes reactions). Afterwards we both felt exhausted and lethargic, both mentally and physically. We were able to track and talk about it with each other while it was ongoing. We made an unusual decision (for us) and went to a coffee shop to purchase a frappachino-coffee drink so we could feel awake enough to work in our little home workshop and keep up with our business orders this afternoon after the emotional storm was over. I haven't had coffee in 2 years, and I was so tired it barely brought me to a functional state.

As far as being reclusive as several people have mentioned.... I have no desire to contact or spend time with anyone outside of my partner. I know my friends are also experiencing this because they seldom call. Somehow being alone is 'just right' at this time. Once in a while my mind makes this a problem and worries that I need to participate in community somehow. Avalon is the closest I get to community these days (LOL).

I don't like being outside at night when the moon is full. The 'fluorescent like white light' of the full moon bothers me. Being out at night when there is a new moon is not a problem.

I feel very centered, however I do not really pay much attention to my mind any more. It seems so fragmented and incomplete. My personal understanding is that the mind is actually shared between all humans, and if this is correct then many people must also be experiencing this. It is interesting to read the threads in Avalon, because I can understand where everyone is coming from and usually agree with most people as I read their viewpoints in the threads (LOL)... Then I will read the next thread with an opposing view and that one seems to also be valid. Talk about living in no-mind! More like living with a broken mind - and no concern about it.

[toothpick]

Great thread learninglight.
Agree with most of your points, I also have a strange feeling about the sky, can,t explain it.
Life long insomniac and now I can sleep for up to two hours when ever I want to, thats the nice thing about this wierd time.
Something definitely is going on, its like being stuck in a rushing river of thought, but, chaos seems to be ruling so who can have a clear thought.

[Sirius White]

We are all changing.

Those tuning into the higher frequencies will notice drastic shifts of their life. Often appearing "negative" at first while the "old" is cleared out. It's difficult but it is part of the reason we are here :)

[eva08]

I am experiencing similar. Because if circumstances i had to learn to sleep during noise and interference; so I am sleeping in a distant safe location and get my rest, while my physical body just snoozes though the noise interference. I can also feel the frequencies shifts and the freeing up frequencies.

[learninglight]

Wow so many of us feeling it:)

I spend most of my time alone or with my partner....i made the effort to go see my daughter in London last wkend, i say effort because i can't be amongst a group any more, it makes me feel like curling up in a ball and going into myself....my daughter is 'waking up' now too which is wonderful, she said to me 'Mum i know i can't do anything really to change this life that i have little control over, so i am gonna be as loving and caring to all things around me i can be' just love her so much:)
And my eldest son is starting to watch the posts i put on my facebook page now, its great to be able to communicate with him again
I have no fear of what is happening and the changes that are coming, i can feel it changing around me every day

much love

[Aurvandil]

Yes, I totally agree with you too.

- I prefer to be alone, have trouble of talking to others, it is as if I don´t see them or as if I am in a bubble.
- No real interest in people around me, but feel closer to my husband, don´t want anyone to "bother" us.
- No hunger, can go for hours without eating.
- I don´t enjoy being outside, haven´t for the whole summer, and I feel too as if the sky is closing in. Having trouble even looking up, sometimes!
- Yesterday I got very strange belly cramps, even if I have trouble with my stomach and know that feeling, this was placed in the middle of the stomach like a punch.
- Ringing sounds in my ears for months.
- No problem sleeping, but it feels like I can´t wake up and as if I am in the "wrong" place all the time.
- Nothing seems to interest me, my mind is constantly drifting and I can´t focus.
- It is like I am waiting for something to happen but I don´t know what.

It´s like I am in a sort of stand-by mode, waiting for to either be turned "on" or switched "off". If I succumb to this feeling, it feels like I would drift out of my body. OK, I have been working very hard the past months but I´m used to that, so I feel this is something different. Someone described it as a "rushing river of thought" and I agree, however I would also like to add "energy".

[777]

This is pretty bang on for me at the moment too.

I can't sleep much and in the morning I'm so tired that I struggle to wake up at all. I actually feel like I'm asleep while I'm awake if that makes any sense? Sort of like being on autopilot, or more specifically, controlled by something far greater. My stomach has been like a knotted ball for a couple of weeks now which further adds to the exhaustion.

Even when I'm in the dark with my eyes closed I can still "see" everything which I posted on another thread. It's as though something is actively preventing me from getting rest. I have no interest in food at all, nothing appeals.

I've got a serious mistrust of the sky. I'm a Wiccan at heart and I've worked with the moon for years and thought of it as a friend. I struggle to look at it now, like a friend that has betrayed me.

Something isn't right and I'm not at all comfortable.

[markpierre]

Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

Wow, all of those experiences with the exception of the cramps. And I haven't noticed any aversion to the night or the moon, but I'm seldom out after dark lately. But also some of the things other posters have mentioned. Abundant Traveler mentioned one that I've been REALLY enjoying "I feel very centered, however I do not really pay much attention to my mind any more."
I need to be a lone alot which is normal, but I really enjoy occasional meetings with people when they occur, and frankly all the incidental contact I have. That's sort of normal, but I've noticed an increase in my own enjoyment and appreciation for ordinary encounters.
I also have to sleep in the day. I just have to. Fortunately I have a window where I can get away with it, but I've never been able to nap in the daytime. Now it seems I'm almost put to sleep. And I'm enjoying that too!

Well good...I'm not alone. I hadn't really suspected that I was, but it's nice to get a little confirmation. Thanks for that!

[motherlove]

How are your thoughts I wonder do you find your thoughts are switching from positive to negative? Do you feel you are battling something? Do you sometimes react quickly without thinking? It is difficult to break long instilled programs. Whether we are aware of it or not we are all programmed even programmed about the program. Some symptoms sound like withdrawl and a lot of us are dealing with them. Best Wishes

[Snowbird]

Good thread learninglight! Thanks!

I'm reading about myself here. For years I have been drinking chamomile tea with 3-5mgs of melatonin right before bed. Even then, I many times have trouble staying asleep. I travel at night to parts of the universe unknown. I wish that I knew where...I don't. I woke up this morning after a full night's sleep feeling like I had been up all night. This recent full moon has been a doozy on me. I have been forgetful and grumpy and I can't wait until we are out of this...both the full moon and these symptoms.

Speaking of the moon, I have recently heard that the moon will be removed in years to come because of the affects that it has on us. I haven't heard if it will be replaced. Time will tell.

Ringing ears, check. Upset stomach, check. I've recently started on a diet of fresh veges in the form of salads and also beverages. That seems to help. Aching joints, check. Staying clear of wheat and sugar helps this. Great sensitivity to other peoples' negativity, check. I don't like going out because of this. Fortunately where I work there is a mixture of negativity and positivity but I still come home exhausted. I stopped going into movie theaters years ago because of this. Being by myself is the only opportunity that I have to really get centered. I meditate frequently. It really helps me. I have spoken to others, like us, outside of this forum, who are experiencing the same or worse.

I'm trying everything that I can think of to enjoy riding this wave into shore. Hang in there. You're not alone!!! :grouphug:

[Locks]

I have to agree with Snowbird on this one...

Great sensitivity to other peoples' negativity, check.

[britcar]

Have to relate to some of your symptoms! I attribute it to all the negative energy being purged from the planet on a global basis. There is conflict and strife everywhere and it tends to be surrounding us in darkness while it emerges to be cleared. It will eventually be replaced with a more positive energy and light. Knowing this makes it a little easier, but it is still difficult times! It is creating a different kind of person in the world with less mind ego and more heart caring energy. As individuals we needed to clear our own negative energy and the planet must also do the same in dealing with all the negativity the collective has created globally. Dealing with it is part of the process of conscious evolution as individuals and as a collective. Angels help and guide us. Just ask!

[Someoneson1]

I was walking home the other night after dark. I was listening to the wind blow the leaves away and just enjoying the my favorit time of the year when I heard a clicking noise and became spooked. I looked around couldn't see any thing in the shadows, but I just felt spooked. I immediately made an affirmation about My nature and the unity I have with the light and felt that power swell around me. I felt so safe and the energy stayed around me like I was wearing armor. Nothing happened except the feeling of Devine energy at my recognition of my unity within. Which was enough really.

Odd dreams and a full moon head ache that lasted a few hours. I put it to the full moon it certainly was a powerful passing.

[The Truth Is In There]

the real world and the dream world are merging. this will be finished on oct 28th. things will get weirder and weirder. in dreams, when you realize you're dreaming you can change your experience. you'll be able to do this when awake, once you realize that all is just an illusion. things are going well if you notice these strange things. don't ignore them, try to understand what happens and use your knowledge to your advantage.

[Unified Serenity]

Great post MotherLove. These symptoms sounds a lot like the grieving process for dying. Major change feels like death in many ways. People reflect upon their lives, they lose their appetite, withdraw from the world, family, and friends, sleep more or sleep less, get their affairs into order whether those are saying the things we need to say or financially close up lose ends as much as possible all to get a weight off of us to be free to make that step.

I just watched both of my parents go through these steps. Hospice house helped us get through it, and in reading their literature it was based on experience that even people who experience an unexpected death go through those steps very often. So, are we watching the end of an age and it feels like a death? Are we seeing many in the world doing the same things? Emotions go haywire. I know my partner is getting teared up over simple things, and we are both more gentle with each other and also have some unexpected disagreements that are proportionally out of whack so to speak.

I definately feel less attached to this life.

[HORIZONS]

The symptoms of life and this emotional change
Seems to be real and feels so very strange
All of this strangeness happening to me
Is part of the path where I learn to be free.

I can agree as I experience most all of the above too - my life has become very strange indeed - and the more I seek to change it, the more I find I cannot at this time - I see that I am the one that is transforming in this experience, like a caterpillar in a cocoon - for I feel that I am stuck in this present experience for a very good reason. Many of us are in a stage of life where what is true within you is becoming true in your external experience, and this must be worked out in our lives. A transformation is upon us and we are experiencing that change in many ways, and one day we will emerge from our present situation into a new expression of life and liberty. We just have to "hang in there baby!" ;)

[laughs-last]

Hang in their pipperoonies, BIG LOVE AND HUGS to anyone feeling a bit off or uncomfortable at the moment. Focus on the LOVE and UNITY. Big love to all from the deapths of my heart :grouphug:

LOVE HUGS AND GREENER PASTURES :jester:

[Jay]

.....
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak...
much love

Same here - also got the feeling the "old" is being swept away for the "new".. perhaps it's not knowing what part of the event will be good/bad or ugly - that is making us edgy. :confused:

Love, Peace & the ability to overcome increasing fear from all sides are essential ingredients now imho. To hide oneself till these feelings pass not such a bad idea :behindsofa:

[learninglight]

Wonderful to see so many take the time to post here, thankyou for sharing

The point of the thread is give each of us the chance to open up as we cant do to 'outside others', as they would probably think we nuts, or if you told them how your feeling the answer would be ' oh dear i think you need to go see a doctor' lol
I'm cooking dinner now i just hope i don't forget and make a right mess which is becoming a habit when cooking lately!! My mind doesn't wonder off i just forget i'm doing something

much love

[albativo]

learninglight, I had posted this is another thread too: "I got back from vacation in mid July and have only had one full night's sleep since then. I used to sleep through the night no problem and still fall asleep pretty easily, but now I wake up anytime from 1:00am-3:00am and my stomach is in knots worrying about EVERYTHING. I did quit my depression medication of years before going on vacation and I am wondering if the medication was suppressing all of these worries allowing me to sleep.

We have also had a lot of issues surrounding water this past year. Our basement flooded, travel trailer flooded, car overheated, sink drains leaking, taps dripping, refrigerator leaking, fish tanks leaking - all after having lived here for 10 years with no issues."

[crosby]

it seems that about 2 weeks ago, i was feeling fantastic. now, i seem to be lethargic, dull minded. i can't seem to follow conversations. it is disturbing because i need to be able to focus when i'm at work. i ended up having to leave work early on tuesday and i've been off for the past two days. i'm not sleeping well, and i definitely try to not go out at night by myself. which is difficult because i leave for work at 5:30 in the morning and it's very dark on my street. my attention is always pulled up to the sky. the stars seem different. brighter, more visual. there are different color variations in them now. i'm wondering if they are not stars at all. something else. the full moon also seemed different too me this time. i can't quite put my finger on it.
i'm hoping that this change that we're all feeling is a good change. but then why would it feel so unsettling? is it because it is something new? or is it because it is happening so fast? thanks for the thread learninglight, the more i read, the calmer i feel...
warmest regards, corson

[Mark]

what glorious times. a beautiful thread, sympatico souls experiencing what is real, beneath the veneer, the hubbub, the daily grind ... the sensitivity continues to grow, deepen, intensify ... bless, one and all.

[Mare]

I can only concur with all of the above and thank you all for making me feel a little better about myself.

[WhiteFeather]

Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love



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[Margi]

Hi all,
Thanks from me as a new member of this remarkable society.
I am extremely happy that I'm here, though not actively participate with comments - I lack self-esteem for the English, but reading is doing better. :)
I have deep appreciation for reading in this forum and would like to share my feelings because really I have not many people with whom I can discuss them without doubt in my mental health.
I do not know what is due, but some time I'm in a state of relaxation and contemplation. My attention was attracted by the details - a smile of a child, falling leaves, sunset ... And I began to cry with excitement. I remember a few months ago before going to sleep I wept violently to Earth, no particular reason. Such pain, suffering ... long I could not calm down, and to explain this outburst. Some sensitization, which are difficult to handle in everyday life. Last week I boarded a bus (very rarely happens to me) and I had a bout to get off immediately. I saw people with empty eyes, emitting unconscious dread and something vague, formless, which I can not give name. I came down. I prayed for these people and send them love for all time and calmed down.
Meditation helps me to balance. I have not experiences with which to boast, except in meditation seeing colors and shapes, how I feel energy moving through my body, waves and chills. Sometimes it's scary, but I try my main goal is to broadcast love. Everything else is just a means to increase that love.
I also have an increasing need to stay alone, still less the outer world of things interest me. I communicate with several people outside of my official duties and have a desperate feeling that no time, no time, no time, and I have many things to do.
I'm confused because I'm not even sure what I can do. I hope to have a well formulated questions to university and I can keep my mind awake to hear the answers.
Please excuse the long post and bad English, I hope to read it.
Once again thanks to all,
as a reader I know some of you about a year. :)

[DouglasDanger]

I have been feeling the opposite to everyone almost.. I don't crave to be alone... to a certain extent, I no longer feel drained when outside, and the Moon is energizing to me...I feel stronger and healthier when under its soft light.. The night air has never smelt so fresh... haven't noticed a change in myself during the day because i sleep all day...up to 14 hours if I have the time... I have had no change in dream control...Just as much control as the last 20 years.. But I do feel a bit of doom, it is a light feeling of doom, as if it wasn't the populus of the planet that will be recieving it but a select group.....

[mind-scape]

To echo most everyone else who's responded, these symptoms have been intense for me as well... which, given system expectations, has made functioning within the holographic illusion increasingly challenging.

However, I do feel that it serves a purpose.
Kind of like weighted training clothes... when certain frequencies are less dominating, I know I'll be all the more durable and flexible.

Thank you everyone, for sharing your honest feelings. I'm sorry everyone is suffering so-- but I'm glad to read that we're all in this together somehow.

[Wind]

This is amazing! Only if it wasn't so annoying... I've been very anxious for days now and I really can't sleep even though I've been dead tired and it's making me crazy. Full moon usually makes me very anxious, but this is something different. I mean all of us experiencing this right now, it isn't coincidence. I don't know what is happening, but the mayan calendar is ending soon and after that will come 11.11.11. the day when the portals are opening. I do believe that human consciousness is expanding rapidly now... And I want to believe in ascension but it almost seems too good to be true.

[StateOfTheHeart]

I do not know what is due, but some time I'm in a state of relaxation and contemplation. My attention was attracted by the details - a smile of a child, falling leaves, sunset ... And I began to cry with excitement. I remember a few months ago before going to sleep I wept violently to Earth, no particular reason. Such pain, suffering ... long I could not calm down, and to explain this outburst. Some sensitization, which are difficult to handle in everyday life.
I also have an increasing need to stay alone, still less the outer world of things interest me. I communicate with several people outside of my official duties and have a desperate feeling that no time, no time, no time, and I have many things to do.
I'm confused because I'm not even sure what I can do. I hope to have a well formulated questions to university and I can keep my mind awake to hear the answers.

I've had these experiences very strongly too; especially that feeling of having no time and so many things to do (both short and long term).

Addressing the thread more generally, the past two weeks I've felt really stressed for some reason - very prone to anxiety, frustratration and depresssion; a lot more than usual, though whether I'm simply becoming more aware of it or it's actually increased, I'm not sure. My duration and quality of sleep has been poor also.

Another odd (yet more positive) feature from my past couple of weeks is my ability for empathy has been much, much stronger. My ability to perceive/imagine realities which aren't my own has much increased. It can be a bit tricky though... kind of like watching multiple television signals at once - it can make it difficult to focus on the important one, your own.

And ditto to wanting to be alone.. I've always felt that but always faught it too, accepting socialising to be a necessary challenge of the human experience (even though in theory it should be an effortless joy). That said, I've been enjoying spending time with certain people more and very reluctant to see others out of obligation. Rather than a desire to be alone, I've felt a need or duty to be alone in order to get more important things done. The alone-time never seems enough though.

[onawah]

I can definitely relate. That is a perfect description of how I've been feeling. Thanks for clarifying.

[nearing]

I think the OP was being typed right as I was posting this on another thread (I will copy it here as it pertains hugely):


I want with all my being for the Shift to be real and to happen soon. I have been waiting all my life. But for the past month or so I have been having a hard time feeling like it really is going to happen and am losing faith. I don't want to lose faith and I have been trying very hard to get back into the 'groove' I was in for the past few years. I don't know what to do. I feel depressed lately, not at all myself. Not good about the future.

I have thought about starting a thread to see if anyone else is feeling this, since I really need the support but I have such a difficult time putting how I feel into words. The above doesn't really come close.

I feel like someone took the wind out of my sails. And I feel disconnected. I can't seem to find solace in the things I did even a month and half ago.

*sigh*

So, although it's a little different than that described in the OP, it's close enough for me to take notice. I am glad to not be alone. But I am having a hard time shaking this depressed feeling...

[BMJ]

Hi Guys,
Even though alot of negativity is around me, me and my best friend feel completely calm, like a still lake, started happening about a week ago. I don't know why but im not complaining.

[Samsara]

I seem to be experiencing a lot of the same symptoms. I wake up in the middle of the night, always around 2:00 - 3:00. I've always travelled far in my dreams, but now the lessons seems to be deeper and I wake up dazed and confused. It takes more time to be fully back into my body. So I've been going in to work later in the morning. I seem to be in some kind of haze all day and have difficulty concentrating. I don't mind other people, I'm a natural loner so I always find a way to get my time. I don't attract negative people in my personal life (for many years now), but I do work with people dealing with negative stuff in their lives. My compassion seems to have grown a notch. My "vision" is clearer and I seem to have a deeper perspective. I'm spending more time meditating on loving the unkind... you know, the ones that we can hardly believe are One with us, the kind ones. :rolleyes:

I do watch the sky a lot... it seems different, but I feel no fear. I've always talked to plants and animals.. so that's normal, but I do engage more in conversations with humans in chance encounters.

In all of this, we must take care of ourselves, sleep as much as we can, eat healthy foods, drink lots of fresh water, exercise, meditate, keep our focus on love, not fear.

May we rejoice in these wonderful times.

Peace and Love to All :angel:

[Little Ishta]

I have been feeling restless, fed up, want to be alone, have no patience.... want to sleep but can't... if I do sleep I wake up every 2 hrs. And the list goes on. I too have not been feeling that hungry but when I do get hungry I get the most craziest cravings for certain foods. There is something very different, I know we are in the Shift, its happening now. Even been feeling something but can't put my finger on it. Its like anticipation. And it feels like I am on the border of two worlds.... a foot in each one.

[Sidney]

Sorry to be a repeat, but ditto ditto ditto...I was actually going to start a thread about insomnia tonight, but I guess i dont have to now. Difficulty sleeping, but then having to make up for it by sleeping way late, and luckily I am in the position that I am able to do that. And , yes, wanting to be alone, much more than usual. Another thing, noises have always bothered me, but lately I have become hypersensative to noise,.. people,traffic, music, neighbors, kids, etc...makes me want to just come out of my skin. No appetite either, go all day without food, then I get hungry right before bed, ugg hate that. And the sky too. Weird, everything just seems off. Thanks for this thread.

[Guest]

Yes, I've been going through similar experiences myself. Mid Winter of this year I was hit by a very light and strong energy. I felt sort of out it for a few days.... This last Spring, I experienced many, many dark energies and entities. They came out of every dark corner and shadows. I could not believe it. Of course I asked the Creator and the spirits for help. And I got it. These dark ones moved out. Then about August I could feel a finer energy vibration moving in....and everywhere. And I couldn't sleep. Then I began to feel very tired I needed more sleep a lot and rested this lasted into Sept. Then around the first week of Sept. I was sitting on my front porch looking East about 1:00 P.M. PDT and at about the direction of East East South I saw a full moon rise just over the horizon. It moved and glitched and almost looked transparent and "too close" it sort of warbled around and then became stationary. It was the wrong part of day for it to be rising and too far South.... I watch the sky alot day and night. I sat and watched it for quite a while then went inside for a glass of water and went back out and it was still there.....I watched it for a few more minutes and then it was gone -disappeared.... the sky also seemed to change a bit.... become just a wee bit darker blue.

Moving into October now and I feel much lighter feel the energy becoming stronger but finer and feel as though someone has plugged me in -but I am sleeping fine and feel good when I wake up. Also letting go of a lot of emotion..... I let this energy and energies and the earth know how much I appreciate it -them and that I will go with it as best that I can. I feel a lot of gentleness from this energy and the earth. Do my best to be gentle with myself and everyone I am in contact with. Also feel this great desire to be alone and not communicate with anyone but allow and go with the energies and changes. Everything seems the same but different.... and my vision is much clearer in many ways.... and I could go on.... appreciate this thread very much and no I really do not have anyone to talk with communicate these things. Much love to everyone and appreciate all of the sharing by everyone. Welcome to PA to the new members

Nora

we are all related

[Mandala]

Guys, I'm seeing some commonality in a couple of threads. Is This Happening to You and Get Ready for Earth Changes. It seems there is a growing uneasiness, lack of sleep, similar physical symptoms paralleling here.

Viking posted a video you may wish to see about Ascension and symptoms by Suzanne Lie on his new thread. I found it saying similar things that I'm hearing on these two threads. You may wish to check it out.

Confused about Ascension? http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32489-Confused-about-Ascension

[off_the grid]

the real world and the dream world are merging. this will be finished on oct 28th. things will get weirder and weirder. in dreams, when you realize you're dreaming you can change your experience. you'll be able to do this when awake, once you realize that all is just an illusion. things are going well if you notice these strange things. don't ignore them, try to understand what happens and use your knowledge to your advantage.

Been feeling this also... I had a dream where I was told this would happen. Kudos for bringing this up...

[off_the grid]

I have been feeling the opposite to everyone almost.. I don't crave to be alone... to a certain extent, I no longer feel drained when outside, and the Moon is energizing to me...I feel stronger and healthier when under its soft light.. The night air has never smelt so fresh... haven't noticed a change in myself during the day because i sleep all day...up to 14 hours if I have the time... I have had no change in dream control...Just as much control as the last 20 years.. But I do feel a bit of doom, it is a light feeling of doom, as if it wasn't the populus of the planet that will be recieving it but a select group.....

Damn, I can relate to this also....Had the weirdest feeling the other day, kind of a loneliness, that we weren't all going to the same place...

Not sure what to make of it, but it is there none the less.

This vibrational change that is taking place right now, will only work with like minded things....

[learninglight]

what glorious times. a beautiful thread, sympatico souls experiencing what is real, beneath the veneer, the hubbub, the daily grind ... the sensitivity continues to grow, deepen, intensify ... bless, one and all.

wonderful post Rahkyt:)

So many feeling the changes, what a great bunch you are to share your own experiences of change at this time, to let others know they are not alone
Much love

[onawah]

Britcar's comments sound very right to me. Inasmuch as we are all connected, I think that we are all becoming more sensitive not only to the physical environment, but also to the energy of people who are waking up, who are afraid, who are beginning to go through the kinds of changes most of us here on the forum have probably already gone through. Staying centered through this Shift is probably going to get more challenging at times, but I imagine that at times it will also be even more blissful. I am looking forward with interest to 10/28 and 11/11!

Have to relate to some of your symptoms! I attribute it to all the negative energy being purged from the planet on a global basis. There is conflict and strife everywhere and it tends to be surrounding us in darkness while it emerges to be cleared. It will eventually be replaced with a more positive energy and light. Knowing this makes it a little easier, but it is still difficult times! It is creating a different kind of person in the world with less mind ego and more heart caring energy. As individuals we needed to clear our own negative energy and the planet must also do the same in dealing with all the negativity the collective has created globally. Dealing with it is part of the process of conscious evolution as individuals and as a collective. Angels help and guide us. Just ask!

[Bongo]

great thread

I have been experiencing a lot of the stuff mentioned although I have been feeling great over the past few years due to putting in the spiritual work but just over these past few months that feeling has multiplied by about 1000 & its great.

I have been experiencing the need to be alone although I don't mind being with people either although I keep it to a minimum. Me & my brother have just took up downhill mountain biking a few months ago so we are out in the forest a lot, I always leave my phone so I'm not disturbed when I'm out, being in the forest always gives me a good feeling... great quiet time to just be at 1 with everything around you.

My empathy has been going in to overdrive lately, I have always been empathetic but this is taking it to a whole new level.

At the start of September (1st, 2nd... maybe the 3rd) I got woke up out of my sleep with extreme heart palpitations, my heart has always been sensitive to new energy coming in. I was surprised that I got woke up from this but since then I have the very strong sense that everything is going workout brilliantly for humanity.

Great times we are living in.

[Curt]

Same exact feeling for me. I wake up and feel more tired than when I went to sleep. I am left with a feeling I've been at a combination of boot camp and a mind-blowing 4 hour lecture in my sleep when I wake up. Two nights ago I had a dream I was on an airship shaped sort of like a train and we (me and a bunch of strangers, dressed like they were just going out for a stroll in springtime) were going to Mars by way of the moon. I was able to walk around the cabin and look out the window and could see and even feel the incredible speed as we took off and then I had to sit down because the speed was messing with my head. We got to the moon and got out and walked around and it was pretty bright. I kicked a little turf with my feet and woke up. Pretty cool dream.

[Mandala]

Same exact feeling for me. I wake up and feel more tired than when I went to sleep. I am left with a feeling I've been at a combination of boot camp and a mind-blowing 4 hour lecture in my sleep when I wake up. Two nights ago I had a dream I was on an airship shaped sort of like a train and we (me and a bunch of strangers, dressed like they were just going out for a stroll in springtime) were going to Mars by way of the moon. I was able to walk around the cabin and look out the window and could see and even feel the incredible speed as we took off and then I had to sit down because the speed was messing with my head. We got to the moon and got out and walked around and it was pretty bright. I kicked a little turf with my feet and woke up. Pretty cool dream.

Wow Curtis, I wish I had been in that dream. That is way too cool.

[passiglight]

quote Little Ishta,,,,,,,

"And it feels like I am on the border of two worlds.... a foot in each one. "


fantastic description imo,,,,,,,

i believe we are in the moments leading up to the DNA upgrade known as "the event" and so many are experiencing "effects " of not just The event, but also the lifting of the veil,,which is another wayof saying that the dampening field that has been kept around for thousands/millions of years is going to be lifted or turned off,,,,,,,

So, DNA gets switched on Dampening fields get switched off,,,,,,,,,,add to this cocktail ,Earth giving birth and the whole lot paradigm shifts to new dimensional field,,,,,,

No wonder we are feeling a bit queasy,,,,,,,,

Fantastic thread,,,,,,,full of beautiful love energy,,,,,,empathy truths and openness,,,,

you are all such wonderful beings of universal light energy,,,,,,,,,

[Kerrigan]

Am I weird if I don't feel a change?

[Humble Janitor]

Dunno about anyone else but I have more stamina and a stronger desire to maintain my health. I've also lost weight steadily over a month thanks to behavior modification in regards to eating.

[Sidney]

Dunno about anyone else but I have more stamina and a stronger desire to maintain my health. I've also lost weight steadily over a month thanks to behavior modification in regards to eating.


Can you send some of that my way?? :lazy2:


OMG, I got such a terrible night sleep last night, but oddly, when I got up I was wide awake and felt pretty good, but about an hour ago i hit a brick wall, and am absolutely exhausted.... strange ups and downs.

[Deborah (ahamkara)]

Thanks everyone for sharing. Certainly there is a shift that is affecting all of us ...it is too obvious to ignore or chalk up to a subjective state of mind.

My question is to those of you (like me) who must drive often. I find that the energy on the roads/freeways is VERY different. Sometimes chaotic, sometimes hostile. I have been a driver for many years, and in many states in the US, but I feel that now I must navigate a strange and alien landscape when I drive for any distance! Aggressive and erratic behaviors all round. Thanks for any observations.

[laughs-last]

Hi all, hope your well, try not to worry this change is leading towards something beautiful. I found this it might help you, as some of the similarities are present from your posts and this.
txTsbeuY5gM
some people have said about being worried about others that some might not be on the same path as ourselves, I have had the same feelings and it upsets me when I dwell on it. As a healer I wish all mankind could change and grow with the change, however much of these choices are related to freewill. There has been a change in the last years with more people becoming aware of the 'illusionary' matrix style world we have been fed as reality. At the core of my being I had always challenged the model of the world, and had to pull myself outta an extreme low vibration life, that I was plunged into at an early age. I had to literally save my soul, from becoming perminatly tainted, this healing I achieved via becoming a shaman; the hurdles and trails I faced nearly cost me my sanity, with often me taking 3 steps forward and 2 steps back, however now I look back and all is calm, the hurt is gone and I am at peace. For me such a transition was dramatic due to issues that had imprisoned my spirit in so much negative thoughts towards myself, and because of such thinking my empathic connection to others was severely diminished. However my spirit guides understood my situation and came to me when times seemed the most darkest, soothing me, and giving me the 'timeout' i needed from my thoughts. This is the problem for us when we begin to grow towards the expanded consciousness, our rational mind and established ways of thinking actually interfere and create friction as our spirit self grows. You could kinda liken it to puberty, that being the change can be more problematic for some than others. What I am trying to say in a roundabout way is that the capacity to change towards becoming enlightened beings and growing in connection to existance, is available to all, everyone, however some people have unfortuanatly trapped themselves in certain ways of perceiving themselves and others and are reluctant or resistant to changing, or even entertaining such changes. The old saying goes you can take horse to water, however you can't make it drink.

However even though some people are not willing to change some people are, even though they may seem to be lost causes. I myself was guided by a group of shamans and mystics who saw that longshot in me, and i'm thankful that they were willing to place some energy and time to help me. I am now growing with the change, as are we all it seems :) . My gifts, and my experiences in life have made me a powerful healer of the soul and highly empathic and compassionate; in the darkness the light of love within us shines brightest. I have learned that laughter is the best medicine, and have learned to roll with all life throws at me with a smile. At this changing times it is so easy to feel worried, isolated or unsure, this is cool, this is the nature of change and growth; think of teething as a child and no for the most part our sit quietly in our mouths (well the ones i have left do :P ) . However themost important thing I learned during the most traumatic times of my transformation was that by helping others in their problems and issues, in an energetic sense was healing myself; as ultimately all is connected. Thus for some of you isolation seems to becoming the norm, that's cool, as we each have to go through aspects of the change on our own, however as in life, much can be learned about ourseleves through the interaction with others; this is true in the growth of spirit to. Many here seem to find solace from hearing similar experiences here online and within this thread, however it is important to consider those who are not in our 'loop' who may be feeling the same as us without, such a support network to help them through these times. Maybe they need our help to? I have been helping many friends and people I work with, and to be honest almost anyone i'm in any kinda contact with; you don't have to reveal the 'truth' however some people just need even a smile, you might be suprised that someone you though was just the guy at the kiosk, actually is feeling it too and hey you might learn something valuable. I mean to be honest how do you spot a shaman in the city? The top on bottom of my rant ;) is that if we're gonna help faciltate a smooth transition towards the change, and pick up as many lost sheep as we can; we're gonna have to go outside amongst them, 'outside woooo'. you catch my drift :)
I have had my twopence/ten cents worth and now i'm gonna go 'outside' (22.25 pm) and walk my dog.

Hope this helps, who knows.

ONE LOVE, BIG HUGZ AND COMING BACK TO THE FOLD :jester:

[laughs-last]

oh yeah, an over empasis/focus on the self reinforces seperation from the unity of one consciousness, so working outside of the self enables the self to grow out into the world. the more conections you have, coming from your heart and of true and pure intent, the greater the connectivity. :)

[katie_apple]

- I prefer to be alone, have trouble of talking to others, it is as if I don´t see them or as if I am in a bubble.
- No real interest in people around me, but feel closer to my husband, don´t want anyone to "bother" us.
- No hunger, can go for hours without eating.
- I don´t enjoy being outside, haven´t for the whole summer, and I feel too as if the sky is closing in. Having trouble even looking up, sometimes!
- Yesterday I got very strange belly cramps, even if I have trouble with my stomach and know that feeling, this was placed in the middle of the stomach like a punch.
- Ringing sounds in my ears for months.
- No problem sleeping, but it feels like I can´t wake up and as if I am in the "wrong" place all the time.
- Nothing seems to interest me, my mind is constantly drifting and I can´t focus.
- It is like I am waiting for something to happen but I don´t know what.

It´s like I am in a sort of stand-by mode, waiting for to either be turned "on" or switched "off". If I succumb to this feeling, it feels like I would drift out of my body. OK, I have been working very hard the past months but I´m used to that, so I feel this is something different. Someone described it as a "rushing river of thought" and I agree, however I would also like to add "energy".

Wow. As a new member, I can't describe what a relief and comfort this is! Thanks Aurvandil, thanks to everyone :) So many people experiencing what I've been slightly for 2 or so years, a fair bit for a month and intensely for 3 days. For years I've had trouble with sleep, never felt like I could get enough, always woke up tired.. As of Wednesday (12th) something most definitely shifted inside me. I googled my experiences and discovered Project Avalon!!
I too have experienced the no appetite thing, the belly cramps, the ears ringing, the waiting for something and the disconnection from my body...
An evening spent with a close friend resulted in a huge awareness that something is definitely on the horizon that we can’t yet see. We spent all evening in a beautiful state of love and peace, deep inside our cores, chatting away to the small hours. I’d been poorly through the day (the stomach cramps, no appetite..), thought it was related to a previous somewhat emotional conversation (been having an emotional splurge which started exactly a week ago lol) and felt a good chat would level my head. It did that and so much more, I really felt like I went through a huge change that evening.. It wasn’t til after that I realised it had been full moon too.. explains a lot!
The bit that interests me, and I wonder whether anyone has had a similar experience, either recently too, or maybe at my age (21).. But when I was in bed much later (around 2.30am) I felt my body go numb, after tingling practically all evening. Then I felt my consciousness trying to pull out. It truly felt like I was going to die. I heard a voice tell me that I was ready?! I kind of felt like I needed to feel this. And then my heart was beating so much that I came back to my body. I remember thinking that breathing felt so amazing, so fresh and beautiful! Then shortly after I attempted to still my mind and sleep, and was aware of voices chattering away. All of a sudden, they stopped and in my mind’s eye I saw an eye open really vividly. Next thing a new one appeared, closer and went into my head. I wonder if it wasn’t some kind of 3rd eye opening thing? Apologies if this isn’t the place to post this, I think I’m just letting all this stuff out in my first post!!

Love and Peace :)
Katie Apple xxxxxx

[Mark]

hello learninglight, i just read this thread and smile. i don't know ... it is good seeing the coming together of the souls of light as experiences are shared amongst the community. i smile at the excitement, the confusion, the hopefulness. the anticipation of ... something ... is palpable. nobody knows exactly what and those who say they do have not learned the lesson of the past little while.

i appreciate the threads where the deniers and those wishing to denigrate others experiences are at a minimum and i see this as one such thread where those who are having an experience can come together without worrying what others will think of them because SO MANY OF US are feeling and experiencing the same things.

it's just beautiful. i feel like a hippie from outer-space. :grouphug:

or at least kin to them. heheh

[Little Ishta]

Am I weird if I don't feel a change?

No, I don't think you are weird. Some can feel the change and some can not. I wouldn't worry about it. Besides you may feel the change later.

[Wind]

The bit that interests me, and I wonder whether anyone has had a similar experience, either recently too, or maybe at my age (21).. But when I was in bed much later (around 2.30am) I felt my body go numb, after tingling practically all evening. Then I felt my consciousness trying to pull out. It truly felt like I was going to die. I heard a voice tell me that I was ready?! I kind of felt like I needed to feel this. And then my heart was beating so much that I came back to my body. I remember thinking that breathing felt so amazing, so fresh and beautiful! Then shortly after I attempted to still my mind and sleep, and was aware of voices chattering away. All of a sudden, they stopped and in my mind’s eye I saw an eye open really vividly. Next thing a new one appeared, closer and went into my head. I wonder if it wasn’t some kind of 3rd eye opening thing? Apologies if this isn’t the place to post this, I think I’m just letting all this stuff out in my first post!!

Hi Katie! I'm too a fairly new member to Avalon and the funny thing is that my age is exactly the same as yours! Funny coincidence isn't it! Or is it?

It is really amazing how many of us "Avalonians" are feeling these changes right now after the full moon. Has it something to do with us "awakened" folks or are even the normal people starting to feel these symptoms? The protests happening everywhere at this moment seem to lead to that conclusion. I too didn't first know that it was full moon! Like I previously said, the past few days have been really tiresome for me and I couldn't bring myself to do much. But I definently feel that something major has shifted in myself and in this world, but I just can put my finger on it.

Finally today I could get myself to sleep, but the dream was really agonizing. It had something to do with the moon. These changes we are experiencing makes me too quite emotional. I really hope mankind could get a second chance with mother earth and I understand that changes are needed. First they may seem scary but when you understand the larger picture, then you won't be scared. I really believe Stankov, Calleman and Wilcock. We are living the last days of the ninth wave. The 28th day of this month (the real ending of the Mayan calendar) will be important and after that the days lead to 11.11.11. There are theories of the 10th and maybe even 11th wave, but who really knows. I suppose I really need to start meditate more! :)

Much love to all of you! We're all in this together, no matter what!

[Pete]

yeah exactly my symptoms especially the talking to sheep...............well I do live in wales!

[Dawn]

I'd like to post an update. In my last post here I mentioned alternating bands of anger/grief that arose at the full moon. They were intense for about 30 hours, after which I felt exhausted. The exhaustion lasted for 2 days and has given way to the most exquisite bliss.

I feel such an intense amount of love and gratitude. It surrounds me in a large cloud, as well as pours out from inside my body. Even my experience of the air is that it is softly caressing my skin in a very sensual and loving way all day long.

I have noticed this is especially strong when I am involved in harvesting or preserving the abundance of fall produce that's available. I was inquiring within about this today as I made concord grape juice. I suspect that when I work with food in this way, deeply unconscious 'fear of survival' patterns are not functioning.

Anyway, the feelings of love and bliss intensify dramatically when I am harvesting the bounty of the earth or processing it for winter storage. It is exquisite, and bordering on unbearable in intensity. I have such a strong feeling that everything is perfect the way that it is and that everything will be OK for us all here on earth.

Perhaps the last emotional storm that arrived with the full moon was standing in the way of this energy?

[learninglight]

Hi all many thanks and much to you all for sharing

A big hello and welcome to new members, new posters and any guests reading this thread, i hope what you see here will help you on your journey:):)

I would like to add to my original post..... when i'm going to sleep, as i'm going from the awake to falling into sleep mode, all i can hear is a mild buzzinging in my head, like when your next to a fridge or something and its a constant buzz or hum, its continuous and i cant shake it off!!!....it takes me ages to focus on something so i cant hear it.
I've been feeling this way for a while now well befor the new moon, but i will say that that when the moon is full i don't feel comfortable being outside, it looks so big and brighter and i feel uneasy.
I seem to get spooked easy too, like someone/something is around me but i can't see them i just feel them

much love

[Simonm]

Please forgive me if this isn't the right place to post this. For some time now I have felt differently and trying hard to find out why. I have trawled the internet for explanations and seen a myriad of documentaries about the energy and consciousness. Now, forgive me for asking, am I just imagining this or is it real? Is it just wishful thinking on my part? I used to think that David Icke was a nutcase, but after actually listening and reading some of his works I can now see how clear his visions were. After also listening to Bill Hicks and his experiences I seem to be feeling quite lifted and as if I truly know where I am going, spiritually at least. Again, am I a nut for thinking that there is change ahead?

Apologies for questioning, but Im at a bit of a crossroads in my life.

Thankyou.

[Samsara]

Please forgive me if this isn't the right place to post this. For some time now I have felt differently and trying hard to find out why. I have trawled the internet for explanations and seen a myriad of documentaries about the energy and consciousness. Now, forgive me for asking, am I just imagining this or is it real? Is it just wishful thinking on my part? I used to think that David Icke was a nutcase, but after actually listening and reading some of his works I can now see how clear his visions were. After also listening to Bill Hicks and his experiences I seem to be feeling quite lifted and as if I truly know where I am going, spiritually at least. Again, am I a nut for thinking that there is change ahead?

Apologies for questioning, but Im at a bit of a crossroads in my life.

Thankyou.

If you're a nut, then Avalon is a squirrel's heaven...

Welcome Simonm

[Mandala]

Thought some of you might like this video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txTsbeuY5gM&feature=related

[Fa5tWa1k3r]

Thank you very much for that video. I was skeptical at first but I soon discovered that it spoke very accurately to much of what I've been experiencing lately. I feel as if this may be the most important and relevant thread on avalon at his time. So many of you have voiced precisely what's been happening to me and my partner lately.

One of you, I forget whom, mentioned something about the two dreams merging (waking dream and sleeping dream). I wanted to speak on this issue because my experiences have been teaching me a lot about this lately. First, I would like to relate that many of my sleep dreams (the ones I can remember) have become extremely lucid, so much so that they become virtually inseparable and indistinguishable from normal everyday life. I remember having a conversation with a man in a dream I had four or five months ago. He told me, "This dream and the dream you have when you awake, are the same. You take that dream to be real, and this one to be false, because when you awake, your memory is partial. In fact, they are the same."

Second, I would like to share one night in particular, near the middle of August, when I had a lucid dream that was so powerful, so real, so life-like that my memory of it forces me to conclude that it was absolutely real. Imagine a lucid dream that, far from just allowing you to "know your dreaming," actually allows you to be as aware and awake as you are right now reading these words on your computer screen. I inhabited this dream for what felt like a month before awaking in my bed next to my partner at 2:30-3:00 in the morning.

In the dream, I was being taught by a group of what I took to be shamans or magicians. They were teaching me about my abilities as a creator and the flexible nature of the reality I inhabited in the dream. They showed me, through trial and error, how I could project and experience whatever it was that I wished. I learned this by raising my index finger (almost comically) in the air and swishing it around in circles until the environment around me disintegrated and re-formed into something new.

Now, due to my own shortcomings and misunderstandings as a human being on this planet, I initially tried (in vain) to use this power to create realities that would satisfy some of my base desires--namely sex. After attempting this no less than three times, they explained to me that, even though I did possess the power of creation, it too had limitations. Apparently creating a sex-party reality isn't an ethical or allowable use of this power (LOL!). At any rate, after I awoke from that dream my partner also woke before going to the bathroom and puking. This was after I had puked the previous night right around the same time, between 2:00-3:00.

I have so much to say, but I regret making such a long post.

In short:


More fatigue and feelings of lathargia, restlessness, being in standby mode, lack of motivation to do everyday work
Decrease in appetite and a more violent bodily response to stuff like fast food, greasy and fatty foods
Less interest in alcohol/marijuana
Quit smoking cigarettes about two weeks ago after smoking for 3 years
Girlfriend has been complaining of knots in her stomach
Sudden waves of emotion related to hopelessness and/or despair one moment followed by nervous excitement and/or bliss the next
More in tune with the thoughts and emotions of people around me so much so that I feel taxed being in the same space as my roommates who seem to be beaming me with negativity
Subtle realization that we're on the cusp of a new reality, and I am reminded of a quote, "The night is darkest just before the dawn"
Periods of extreme centerdness and awareness followed by intervals of extreme insecurity and mind-identification
Greater desire to be alone and to marinate in myself, like a larva in a cocoon just before it hatches
Greater depth and appreciation for the role my partner plays in my life and how beautiful/strong she is
More aware of synchronicity and signs from the Universe related to my intuition and inner-most purpose


And may I conclude by saying that my allergies have been worse this year than any other year and that I just recently overcame being sick for little over a month with soar throat, congestion in my chest and sinuses, fevers on and off, etc. (I went to the doctor three times and they never discovered what was wrong with me, as no medication I tried seemed even to allay the symptoms).

There is definitely change afoot. We are all blessed to be aiding and sharing in the experience of this transition.

[jjjones]

toothpick, glad to see that i am not the only one with a strange unusual feeling about the sky. i find myself looking up at the sky many times during the day for about 2 months now. i don't understand it either and then i think that something is going to happen but i can't quite put my finger on it ! sometimes i think that this nut needs to get back in the shell! lol Glad you are getting some sleep! Wish I had an answer. i am sure we are not the only ones in this boat. namaste, peace & love universally :)

[LisAlien]

Hi all,

I'm not quite sure if we're just a group of people who just happen to be going through some type a natural 'lull' (for lack of a better word) right now or if we are indeed the bi-product of something bigger. So I am a bit stuck on that at the moment but regardless, I too have become awaken and yet withdrawn. It's almost a contradiction in nature. I almost need time just to be alone. I can't seem to relate to the superficial babbling from others and I am incapable of any type of small talk or gossip.
My thoughts are so complex and....constant. I'm in a pretty good mood overall (I mean, I don't feel depressed necessarily) but I feel as if I am waiting for something. It's the strangest sensation I have ever felt.
I also feel like I can't be a thriving member of this world (society) the way it is anymore. It's as if everything is transparent and I see through all the artificiality. I feel most people strive for the very things I feel that are making my world, spin out of control. So I have a multitude of emotions (or revelations?) running through my mind nearly 24 hours a day. I just can't shake it or, fake it!
So in a bitter-sweet way, it's comforting to read others going through a similar melt-down!

Love & Light~

[lightning23]

:closed::closed:

[toothpick]

Hi jjjones.
It is really nice to see so many members having the same acension growing pains.
I was starting to wonder if maybe something nefarious was being done to us by the ptw, but, I don,t believe they had any technology powerful enough to effect people around the world similtainiously and if they did have some technology like that, it, will be crumbling behind them right now as they run in the fear they so generously like to hand out.
Besides, the only thing that powerful is each and every one of us and i do believe this whole experience was started within us or at least by source for us.
I,m not sure what,s going on but i will greet it with free will and no fear.

[Humble Janitor]

I think that when I finally turned 30, it changed me. I don't know how or why but I see things much, much differently than I have before. I feel like I'm wasting my time with this boring concept of "work" and the mind-numbing debt load that I will be stuck with post-college. Yet, I don't seem to fear it anymore. It's just one of the rare points in my life where everything is vivid and so, so simple to understand. I'm not broke, I'm getting healthy and I'm building stronger ties with people that I trust.

[jcocks]

Thank you very much for that video. I was skeptical at first but I soon discovered that it spoke very accurately to much of what I've been experiencing lately. I feel as if this may be the most important and relevant thread on avalon at his time. So many of you have voiced precisely what's been happening to me and my partner lately.

One of you, I forget whom, mentioned something about the two dreams merging (waking dream and sleeping dream). I wanted to speak on this issue because my experiences have been teaching me a lot about this lately. First, I would like to relate that many of my sleep dreams (the ones I can remember) have become extremely lucid, so much so that they become virtually inseparable and indistinguishable from normal everyday life. I remember having a conversation with a man in a dream I had four or five months ago. He told me, "This dream and the dream you have when you awake, are the same. You take that dream to be real, and this one to be false, because when you awake, your memory is partial. In fact, they are the same."

Second, I would like to share one night in particular, near the middle of August, when I had a lucid dream that was so powerful, so real, so life-like that my memory of it forces me to conclude that it was absolutely real. Imagine a lucid dream that, far from just allowing you to "know your dreaming," actually allows you to be as aware and awake as you are right now reading these words on your computer screen. I inhabited this dream for what felt like a month before awaking in my bed next to my partner at 2:30-3:00 in the morning.

In the dream, I was being taught by a group of what I took to be shamans or magicians. They were teaching me about my abilities as a creator and the flexible nature of the reality I inhabited in the dream. They showed me, through trial and error, how I could project and experience whatever it was that I wished. I learned this by raising my index finger (almost comically) in the air and swishing it around in circles until the environment around me disintegrated and re-formed into something new.

Now, due to my own shortcomings and misunderstandings as a human being on this planet, I initially tried (in vain) to use this power to create realities that would satisfy some of my base desires--namely sex. After attempting this no less than three times, they explained to me that, even though I did possess the power of creation, it too had limitations. Apparently creating a sex-party reality isn't an ethical or allowable use of this power (LOL!). At any rate, after I awoke from that dream my partner also woke before going to the bathroom and puking. This was after I had puked the previous night right around the same time, between 2:00-3:00.

I have so much to say, but I regret making such a long post.

In short:


More fatigue and feelings of lathargia, restlessness, being in standby mode, lack of motivation to do everyday work
Decrease in appetite and a more violent bodily response to stuff like fast food, greasy and fatty foods
Less interest in alcohol/marijuana
Quit smoking cigarettes about two weeks ago after smoking for 3 years
Girlfriend has been complaining of knots in her stomach
Sudden waves of emotion related to hopelessness and/or despair one moment followed by nervous excitement and/or bliss the next
More in tune with the thoughts and emotions of people around me so much so that I feel taxed being in the same space as my roommates who seem to be beaming me with negativity
Subtle realization that we're on the cusp of a new reality, and I am reminded of a quote, "The night is darkest just before the dawn"
Periods of extreme centerdness and awareness followed by intervals of extreme insecurity and mind-identification
Greater desire to be alone and to marinate in myself, like a larva in a cocoon just before it hatches
Greater depth and appreciation for the role my partner plays in my life and how beautiful/strong she is
More aware of synchronicity and signs from the Universe related to my intuition and inner-most purpose


And may I conclude by saying that my allergies have been worse this year than any other year and that I just recently overcame being sick for little over a month with soar throat, congestion in my chest and sinuses, fevers on and off, etc. (I went to the doctor three times and they never discovered what was wrong with me, as no medication I tried seemed even to allay the symptoms).

There is definitely change afoot. We are all blessed to be aiding and sharing in the experience of this transition.

Yes, I have definitely been there - when I ws about 20 years old I went through a stage of having dreams that were so lucid they were indistinguishable from waking reality. However, it got a little too difficult for me to function in waking life so I had to pull back :( I once woke up from a dream feeling as if I had lived a whole *LIFE* in the dream - I was sent back "here" because I refused to go of my own will. It felt like death going back. In this dream, I had a wife and several children (this was before I'd even met my present partner).

It's great to read all these experiences. I'm another "me too" - I have no trouble getting to sleep, but I don't get much rest during my sleep either. I'm not eating nearly as much as I used to. I don't meditate much anymore (really something I should start doing again.), but when I do I find it a lot easier to go into a "deep" meditation with pulling at my 3rd eye area.

As for this world and the dream world merging - bring it on. I've been there so will know if it happens and that would be a great affirmative sign that we're not all being led down the garden path. But, I've been down that path quite often so I keep a "wait and see" approach while remaining optimistic. I know something big is afoot, I feel it will happen this year - NOT 2012, and I don't feel it will all go the way we're expecting it to. The key to enjoying the experience will be to let go of expectations. Even if we have been through this before, I guarantee you that few will remember what it was like - and even if we do, you can be sure that this time will be different in at least some ways :)

Love and Light to you all :)

Joel Cocks / Azarus Ankh'aa

(My spiritual name I don't use very often at all anymore, but there it is for you all to take in. If the shift hits the fan, I'll change my name by deed-poll and take it on as my legal name ;) )

[amadeus]

Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

hello learning light, pleased to meet you
the environment of our solar system has been altering for many decades as witnessed by all solar bodies, including our sun, manifesting observable environmental change
the reason is our solar system has for sometime been immersed within a denser plasma cloud nasa calls "fluffy"
the result is denser plasma entering our heliosphere (solar boundary) thus increasing charge (electricity) within the heliosphere environment hence effecting all things

our personalities (mind/soul/brain) being electrical in structure (charge/electromagnetic field/spin) and being sensitive by nature detect and reflect this altering environment

in turn those among us whom are not deeply rooted in traditional beliefs notice the effects quicker because their awareness is more varied thus detects differences of this
nature quicker

[jjjones]

Hi, Toothpick! Thank You for your response. Forge ahead, fear is false evidence appearing real and one's spirit or higher self is always free. Meditate, pray, whatever one prefers to call it. All of our positive energies united in this ascension/transformation will hold us steadfast for the ride of our lives! It is quite exciting to experience this unknown adventure. We are all in this together and that is a comforting thought. One more thing, I do not put one thing passed the elite or the 1%. Our air, water, food, medication and our minds are tampered with. Their two favorite words outside of fiat money is Chaos and Control.Stay well Toothpick. Namaste, Peace and Love Universally. :)

[learninglight]

Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

hello learning light, pleased to meet you
the environment of our solar system has been altering for many decades as witnessed by all solar bodies, including our sun, manifesting observable environmental change
the reason is our solar system has for sometime been immersed within a denser plasma cloud nasa calls "fluffy"
the result is denser plasma entering our heliosphere (solar boundary) thus increasing charge (electricity) within the heliosphere environment hence effecting all things

our personalities (mind/soul/brain) being electrical in structure (charge/electromagnetic field/spin) and being sensitive by nature detect and reflect this altering environment

in turn those among us whom are not deeply rooted in traditional beliefs notice the effects quicker because their awareness is more varied thus detects differences of this
nature quicker

Hello and pleased to meet you too:)..... and Ty for your explaination of what is happening here to us and around us

If nothing more happens to me at this time i will not be sad, as i am a changed person for the better i hope, i see the beauty of life in everything around me, from the grass to the sky, from the fies to the birds, its all wonderous to me
If how i'm feeling at this time is what i have to feel to see and feel whats around me then so be it, i don't ponder on what is going to occur i just 'feel' something is

much love

[passiglight]

i feel like my head is full of conversations especially conversations with ET's or off world and dimensional influences,,

i know i can feel my own energy in me and the energy around me is totally changing,,,

we are right on a major earth chakra anyway so we get it magnified,, but both of us know we are here in this place for a reason,though we do not fathom the reasoning behind it, nor do we question it,,,,but we both know and recognise the energy around and in us,,,,,,,,,,

My current headspace mantra is ,i am that,,,,,,,,,,,

in that ,

of that,,,

be that,,,,,,,,,

i feel this,,,,,,,,,,this is my biggest feeling right now,,,,,,,

i am experiencing feeling in a new way, and i like it,,,

we are energy,,,,,cosmic love

[Mandala]

hello learninglight, i just read this thread and smile. i don't know ... it is good seeing the coming together of the souls of light as experiences are shared amongst the community. i smile at the excitement, the confusion, the hopefulness. the anticipation of ... something ... is palpable. nobody knows exactly what and those who say they do have not learned the lesson of the past little while.

i appreciate the threads where the deniers and those wishing to denigrate others experiences are at a minimum and i see this as one such thread where those who are having an experience can come together without worrying what others will think of them because SO MANY OF US are feeling and experiencing the same things.

it's just beautiful. i feel like a hippie from outer-space. :grouphug:

or at least kin to them. heheh

Hey hippie from outer-space, just wanted to say I love your post and I love you too. Great sentiments expressed,
RAHKYTOPIA.

[merkabagirll]

I'm a returnee to Avalon and find this post to be profound on a personal level. Being a loner by nature has given me little opportunity to find like-minds! I too through these shifting times have become particularly reclusive and find it more challenging to relate to the 'herd' ... even though I am blessed to live in a small mountain town that has a huge percentage of aware people. I am finding this a tremendous opportunity to begin again the 'practice' of loving-kindness/non-violence. Seems I've read all the books and surely have all the skills ... now if I could truly open my heart and mind perhaps the concept of Unity will become more than an idea. For now I am remembering to be gentle and patient with myself and perhaps this compassion will trickle out ...

[learninglight]

I'm a returnee to Avalon and find this post to be profound on a personal level. Being a loner by nature has given me little opportunity to find like-minds! I too through these shifting times have become particularly reclusive and find it more challenging to relate to the 'herd' ... even though I am blessed to live in a small mountain town that has a huge percentage of aware people. I am finding this a tremendous opportunity to begin again the 'practice' of loving-kindness/non-violence. Seems I've read all the books and surely have all the skills ... now if I could truly open my heart and mind perhaps the concept of Unity will become more than an idea. For now I am remembering to be gentle and patient with myself and perhaps this compassion will trickle out ...

Welcome back :))
Beautifully said Quote....'Seems I've read all the books and surely have all the skills ... now if I could truly open my heart and mind perhaps the concept of Unity will become more than an idea.'

Much love

[Pete]

On the one hand I feel completely composed and happy with my own company, On the other I want to immerse myself in society and feel strangely uninhibited and joyful as if I am passing out waves of feel good. To underline this feeling, I am totally drawn to Occupy LSX and have already planned to return next weekend. I have no desire to act aggressively but I feel that I can infuse the area with feel good and protect them and who knows guide them towards the correct goal.

The 10 signs was uncanny, and synchronicity has come to a all time high. Two things in particular today, I was recalling my first ever memory which was being in a dreadful rush to get to a meeting and just making it, talking to two men and shaking their hands in a very bright room and then getting into a raised platform and then travelling down a dark tube, angelic music and what appeared to be two angels opening a way into the light and whaaaaaaa! some one slapped my backside!

Well literally this afternoon, I ended up listing to Delores Cannon on a radio talk show and some one mentioned almost the exact same experience.

I have also had a very lucid dream where I am sitting on a raised area watching a shoal of tiny ufo's whooshing about like a shoal of fish in plain site of everyone and the entire dream had a background music of a male choir singing. Well I have just finished an extraordinary conversation with someone where we have been discussing a musical event to be staged at st Pauls cathedral 11-11-11. using the choir and the protesters as the cast. So, if I build it, then I guess the ufo's will come!


:hippie:

[Sidney]

Sort of off topic, (have already responded to the subject at hand here), but I have been absolutely physically and emotionally drained the last couple days. Not certain as to why, but anyone else going through this on a magnified level this week? Also my cats (all 5 of them) have been unusually restless and vocal.

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I'm a returnee to Avalon and find this post to be profound on a personal level. Being a loner by nature has given me little opportunity to find like-minds! I too through these shifting times have become particularly reclusive and find it more challenging to relate to the 'herd' ... even though I am blessed to live in a small mountain town that has a huge percentage of aware people. I am finding this a tremendous opportunity to begin again the 'practice' of loving-kindness/non-violence. Seems I've read all the books and surely have all the skills ... now if I could truly open my heart and mind perhaps the concept of Unity will become more than an idea. For now I am remembering to be gentle and patient with myself and perhaps this compassion will trickle out ...

Welcome Merkabagirll- I envy your little mountain town full of like-minded, but I am always in awe of the like-minded souls here in the little town of Avalon. Glad you are back.:welcome:

[Silentthinker]

All of these symptoms seem in line with what i've been feeling the last 6 months or so since my dreams started, things have gotten wierder and wierder, with all of the associated dietary and sleep changes, I wake up after 8-10 hours exhausted still and wanting to sleep more, I feel so sad and at the same time proud for this world and all the people i meet on my travels. About 3 weeks ago i took my school money and followed what my dreams told me and started travelling and staying in hostels and have had more strange experiences than i can count, from helping a ex heroin addict find his youth again, to giving a cigarette to and talking to a woman in salt lake city who had just gotten beaten by her husband that stopped me walking down the street randomly. The simple happiness of the indian guy who ran the cheap motel in denver where i stayed that was known for being shady when he was feeding the birds while i was waiting for a cab was also touching. Now i sit in sacramento wondering and laughing and crying and not quite sure why or why i am here so far from home. Time is running short I know and for what I'm not sure exactly.

[Lord Sidious]

We are all changing.

Those tuning into the higher frequencies will notice drastic shifts of their life. Often appearing "negative" at first while the "old" is cleared out. It's difficult but it is part of the reason we are here :)

That is an excellent observation.
Much like clearing out toxins, things get worse before they get better.
Thanks for that nugget.


what glorious times. a beautiful thread, sympatico souls experiencing what is real, beneath the veneer, the hubbub, the daily grind ... the sensitivity continues to grow, deepen, intensify ... bless, one and all.

Another great observation from you, my friend.
Great post, keep up the good work.
And blessing to you and yours also.

[learninglight]

Hi all and once again ty all for your contribution here, we can see so many 'feeling different'

Last night for the first time in ages i actually got 4-5hrs sleep woo hoo:)... but i'm still shattered lol

The last few days this thought or voice has been going through my mind 'its not about you its about the planet' .....just can't get it out my head!!!

I feel more at ease this week too but i still don't like the moon, even in daylight when i look up at it i wanna get inside quick.....shame as i loved looking at the moon befor

much love

[misericordia]

I am also 21 and was recently guided to become a member of Avalon albeit having frequented the site as an observer ever since December 2010. I too have been experiencing a fair number of the listed symptoms, particularly the loss of appettite. I feel I was guided to join Avalon in order to be closer to those in similar predicaments during the quickening.

Thank you to all Avalonians for having cultivated this invaluable outlet.

Namaste

[transiten]

On the one hand I feel completely composed and happy with my own company, On the other I want to immerse myself in society and feel strangely uninhibited and joyful as if I am passing out waves of feel good. To underline this feeling, I am totally drawn to Occupy LSX and have already planned to return next weekend. I have no desire to act aggressively but I feel that I can infuse the area with feel good and protect them and who knows guide them towards the correct goal.

The 10 signs was uncanny, and synchronicity has come to a all time high. Two things in particular today, I was recalling my first ever memory which was being in a dreadful rush to get to a meeting and just making it, talking to two men and shaking their hands in a very bright room and then getting into a raised platform and then travelling down a dark tube, angelic music and what appeared to be two angels opening a way into the light and whaaaaaaa! some one slapped my backside!

Well I have just finished an extraordinary conversation with someone where we have been discussing a musical event to be staged at st Pauls cathedral 11-11-11. using the choir and the protesters as the cast. So, if I build it, then I guess the ufo's will come!


:hippie:

Just want to Chime In! After a 2 week period of worries and stomachproblems i now feel OK! And the synchronicities are running wild! Negative experiences flip over and become positive. I'm OK alone and I'm OK with pple. We are all on our own path and experience different stages at different times and it's OK. I've been through hellfire here on earth and i'm going for The Love In The Moment which happens or doesn't always happen. And as Ra says in The Law of One "This dimension is not for understanding" Let it Be, Let it Be, Let it Be, Let it Be:music:

[Black Panther]

The 10 signs was uncanny, and synchronicity has come to a all time high.


Really a lot of synchronisity lately indeed!

Before Fukushima happened, beginning of the ninth wave, we were talking about our feelings too:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?15836-THE-GREATEST-REVOLUTION-IN-HUMAN-HISTORY-BEGINS-March-11-2011


Great post Viking! I can feel a big change happened yesterday already. And that's what Carl Johan Calleman is talking about : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LFNK7AVSixI&feature=player_embedded

But I think it's a next step, whether it's 9-10-11 March. This time it's a really big step. Can't really explain what's happening with me, but it feels like I'm floating. And it's very hard to concentrate / focus. Hope to hear from other people how they feel these days.

That's what I wrote on March the 10th. Lately I have a lot of the symptoms we are talking about in this thread. By coming closer to October 28th and 11-11-11 it looks like the symptoms worsen. I can't say everything is OK right now, like you are saying transiten. Maybe I have to be patient :). Very nice Avatar by the way :yes4:

Thank you learninglight for starting this thread. No predictions, no funny stories, no UFO's. Something real! I like it.

Fa5tWa1k3r, very nice post!


More fatigue and feelings of lathargia, restlessness, being in standby mode, lack of motivation to do everyday work
I would like to say exhausted...


Less interest in alcohol/marijuana
Check


Sudden waves of emotion related to hopelessness and/or despair one moment followed by nervous excitement and/or bliss the next
:yes4:


More in tune with the thoughts and emotions of people around me so much so that I feel taxed being in the same space as my roommates who seem to be beaming me with negativity I know before people start talking what they are gonna say. Well, a lot of times :)


Greater desire to be alone and to marinate in myself, like a larva in a cocoon just before it hatches
Check


More aware of synchronicity and signs from the Universe related to my intuition and inner-most purpose
Check

[Eagle]

Have to relate to some of your symptoms! I attribute it to all the negative energy being purged from the planet on a global basis. There is conflict and strife everywhere and it tends to be surrounding us in darkness while it emerges to be cleared. It will eventually be replaced with a more positive energy and light. Knowing this makes it a little easier, but it is still difficult times! It is creating a different kind of person in the world with less mind ego and more heart caring energy. As individuals we needed to clear our own negative energy and the planet must also do the same in dealing with all the negativity the collective has created globally. Dealing with it is part of the process of conscious evolution as individuals and as a collective. Angels help and guide us. Just ask!
11/11/11 wil see an increase in positive energy to help us al get ready for the next step.

[TargeT]

11/11/11 wil see an increase in positive energy to help us al get ready for the next step.

I had hoped the 28th would be the beggining of the 5th world and with it an increase in positive energy;

For me personally a new romantic intrest will be returning & has expressed the desire to spend time with me on that day; can't ignore the subtle signs right?

the more I look the more the mayan calandar ending seems significant (ending /restarting etc.. no doom)

[learninglight]

Hi all

Well it finally happened!!! i'm off meat woo hoo :)) to cut a long story story i've been wanting to get meat out my diet for a while now, felt like a hypocrite eating it like 'oh look that cow looks happy' then going home and stuffing my face with meat!!!
Anyway it finally came to a head on Sunday, just couldn't eat the meat in my meal, my throat sort of shut up when i went to swallow, had this feeling of wanting to throw it out of my body. i know i was being told in some way 'no way i'm not eating that its not meant to be in here'

Also have cut down on alcohol, after 1 glass of wine i just can't drink any more, i dont drink much any more anyway only the odd weekend, but looks like this is gonna end too
All i'm left with now is smoking and that i'm sticking with as i still enjoy it....but time will tell!!! lol
So much change in myself in such a short time but all good:) except still struggling with sleep but i dont feel so shattered any more

TY all for your contrbution on this tread and being so open...so much love and empathy here

much love

[Mister_m]

I too have been experiencing a heightened sense of change in myself.

It's so hard to explain in words, but i feel like i'm being 'dragged upwards' and this is causing me to feel like i've not slept at all. I feel spaced out, able to function, but my mind is elsewhere. I've been reading and watching so much about spirit and consciousness that it almost feels like i'm in training for a race (or maybe a journey!).

Take things as they come, never in fear, is the best advice I can offer (at least the advice that resonates the best)

In lak'ech