Can you really see me?

[Eagle]

What if
What if I died tomorrow would anyone notice my passing?
What if I stumbled and fell would anyone pick me up?
What if I stopped caring would anyone really notice?

I walk through life asking what if, and waiting for my turn to come, woe is me for I am not loved enough, not cared for enough, not valued enough, and it makes me sad.
I struggle and strain against a tide of emotion that seeks to pull me under, lost and confused, where do I go now? Why am I here, who cares?
Am I not of value do I not give meaning or purpose to the world around me, do I not deserve to be happy? Have I done so wrong that the light is no longer there, have a hurt so many that my heart can no longer hold love, why do I find no joy in my hands?
Truly I am not alone? Truly I have a gift to give truly my purpose is to love and to expand and to find out what makes me whole, face me and tell me I am wrong, face me and tell me I have no meaning, it hurts but I am not destroyed.
I am surrounded and alone, why do they look at me that way, what have I done to make them angry? Is it possible that they too are hurting, is it possible that they too are alone, is it possible that I caused the void, it’s not possible it’s not me, I am not that way, do not blame me!


What if
What if you died tomorrow did I notice your passing?
What if you stumbled and fell did I pick you up?
What if you stopped caring did I really notice?

[spiritguide]

Living in a what if mode you miss each moment in the now. What matters in existence is the moment of now for it is the time of rejuvenation for ones self.

:peace:

[Amysenthia]

Hi Dig,

Asking these questions involves a lot of ego. Stop seeing yourself as only an I. If I this, If I that. Start to view yourself as an immortal being that is part of all there is having a human experience here. Show up play your part and exit stage left. How you play your part is all up to you. If you feel lonely, reach out. Volunteer somewhere, join a group where you will meet people, join an internet dating site and pick the ugliest girl to set up a date with and maybe make a friend. If you fell depressed, pay attention to your diet and exercise. Or seek medical advice. Get a massage, just be touched by someone.

I have been there at times in my life and I got to a point where I realized that only I could do something about it. No one will come knocking at your door. Get out in the world and find what you want. Make it happen. Remember what you think is what you create. I recommend you go get some inspirational material to read. For example "The Secret" video. It is available free at most libraries. You may even make a friend while you are there getting it. Start up conversations everywhere you go. At the grocery store line, at a restaurant, etc. Be the one to ask someone to go for coffee.

Sending you loving energy and best wishes. Stay strong.

[Jenci]

I know how you feel, I led a lonely and miserable life. When all the "what ifs" were exhausted, I had no other option but to see and know what I truly was within.

Look at all your 'what ifs' and your seeking. It is all outside of you.

But can I really see you? Yes, I can. You are the Divine.

But can see yourself? How can you when you are looking outside of you at other people? What you are seeking, is what you already are. Turn around.
Jeanette

[Eagle]

This is who I was not who I am now, there are meny who are still there asking for our help, having been there done that its time now to pick someone else up!

[Centauro]

If you stop caring ....The whole universe will notice. Here is one for you...Love you and all the souls that think.

Never stop caring Dig, even if it hurts a little.

Centauro

[Jenci]

This is who I was not who I am now, there are meny who are still there asking for our help, having been there done that its time now to pick someone else up!

Hi Dig
Oh I see :)........I'm not sure everyone will understand this, although you may, having been there. Our despair in loneliness can be the gift which drives us to look within because there is no where else to go.

There are many people who are not lonely with lives filled with friends, family and social activities but are equally in despair although they dare not admit it to themselves because their lives are "so good". They just soldier on regardless....

But they are just as in need of that gift. :)
Jeanette

[NeverMind]

Very beautiful, my friend.
(And I don't use the term casually.)

There are people - hundreds, perhaps thousands of people - all around the world whose jaw would probably drop if they knew that I, the unknown one, even noticed them, let alone remember them, their (to me) nameless selves - and their pain, and their joy - all these years later, and still carry them as my own pain and joy.

Just as those who consider themselves my "nearest and dearest" would probably not believe the fleeting things that I have noticed and still remember about their lives.

I am pretty sure I am not the only "noticer" in the world.
The point is YOU are judging other people's reactions to you through your own lens. But do not forget that you - anyone - cannot see very deep beyond the surface of the face, the body. (Need I say this is not meant as a criticism?)

However, I think none of that even matters.
You ARE more or less alone, as far as the nearness - or rather, the Otherness - of other people is concerned. People are born alone, they live alone, they die alone - all of them, with no exception. Illusions of proximity are just that.

Yet in the most real of senses you are never alone.
It helps to be aware of that - it is usually called having a religious belief (religion is not a dirty word; anyone who thinks it is, should look up the etymology of the word) - but it is not essential as far as the reality of things is concerned.
You are not alone, whether you believe it or not.

[John Parslow]

Hello Dig

I didn't quite understand your first post on this thread but all is revealed here:


This is who I was not who I am now, there are meny who are still there asking for our help, having been there done that its time now to pick someone else up!

Now you here (on Avalon) - know that you are loved my many - this is a place full of love - so bask in the love and be yourself. You are a beautiful loving soul - feel it and live it!

Love and peace to you my friend. JP :cool:

[Centauro]

Something comes through your post that made me shed some tears, maybe I am being dumb, You tell me, but in any case, you are never alone, really, I'll have you in my mind all day as I am sure I hope all those who read this post and sense it will do. Crap I feel silly now jejeje, but honest.

Yesterday I was felling so down that I was in a estate of desperation that I thought I would crazy and some one got me out of the hole I was. Just passing it forward


All my love for you today


Roland el Centauro

[angellight]

Dig,
You are a beautiful poet and I didn't know it. I am impressed with your eloquence. Thank You for sharing.

Blessings,

Angellight

[Centauro]

So blue tonight

Oh dear moon so blue tonight.

You know, there ain't no angels at my side.

Friends here now and gone so far,

Speak of memories and times that passed.

Oh dear moon so blue and lonesome in the sky.



Take me home above so right.

Take me in, I was with you last night.

It is time for you to answer. 

I'm just another solitary man.

I will be your lover and friend tonight.



I've done my journeys.

I've learned to laugh, to love, and cry...

What else oh dear moon have you in mind?

I know of other roads, that aren't so far.

You'll be my eyes, senses,and my guide.



Oh dear moon so blue tonight.

Please stay a little longer by my side.

That road you showed me, I left behind.

Now it is time for me to join you.

On this clear and cold night,

you are the only one that makes me feel alive.



Roland 11/16/2011

[Eagle]

Something comes through to your post that made me shed some tears, maybe I am being dumb, You tell me, but in any case, you are never alone, really, I'll have you in my mind all day as I am sure I hope all those who read this post and sense it will do. Crap I feel silly now jejeje, but honest.

Yesterday I was felling so down that I was in a estate of desperation that I thought I would crazy and some one got me out of the whole I was. Just passing it forward


All my love for you today


Roland el Centauro

That is the way I felt writing it, it just came to me I didnt know what to write till it came out.

[Limor Wolf]

From Paoulo cohelo's book - A warrior of the light: A manual

When seeing the light warrior depressed,the teacher says:

"You are not what you seemed at the moment of sadness,you are much more than this.
"While many had left - due to reasons beyond our grasp - you're still here. Why did God took such wonderful people and leave you to be?
"At this momentת,millions of people have already given up. They do not hurt, they do not cry, they do nothing, just wait for time to pass. They have lost the ability to respond.
"You, however, sad. This shows your soul is still alive."



"You can recognize the warrior of light by his gaze,
And light warriors recognize each other according to this look.
They are in the world, are part of the world, and were sent to the world without supplies and without sandals.
Many times they are cowards. They do not always work appropriatly.

light warriors suffer in vain, worry for petty stuff, see themselves as being unable to grow.Light warriors see themselves every now and then as unworthy of blessing or miracle.

Light warriors are often asking themselves "What am I doing here?" And many times they find their lives to be meaningless.

This is why they are light warriors,because they are wrong.
Because they ask themselves. Because they continue to search for a meaning. And finally they will find it."


I see you Dig,and I can see myself in you

~*&^~*&

Limor

[Eagle]

From Paoulo cohelo's book - A warrior of the light: A manual

When seeing the light warrior depressed,the teacher says:

"You are not what you seemed at the moment of sadness,you are much more than this.
"While many had left - due to reasons beyond our grasp - you're still here. Why did God took such wonderful people and leave you to be?
"At this momentת,millions of people have already given up. They do not hurt, they do not cry, they do nothing, just wait for time to pass. They have lost the ability to respond.
"You, however, sad. This shows your soul is still alive."



"You can recognize the warrior of light by his gaze,
And light warriors recognize each other according to this look.
They are in the world, are part of the world, and were sent to the world without supplies and without sandals.
Many times they are cowards. They do not always work appropriatly.

light warriors suffer in vain, worry for petty stuff, see themselves as being unable to grow.Light warriors see themselves every now and then as unworthy of blessing or miracle.

Light warriors are often asking themselves "What am I doing here?" And many times they find their lives to be meaningless.

This is why they are light warriors,because they are wrong.
Because they ask themselves. Because they continue to search for a meaning. And finally they will find it."


I see you Dig,and I can see myself in you

~*&^~*&

Limor

Energy gift to you!

[Samsara]

I salute the light within your eyes where the whole Universe dwells. For when you are at the center within yourself, and I within mine, we shall be as One.
Crazy Horse

[Margi]

And I'm here too, my friend Dig,
with all that I can give you - a feeling of love and unity.

Look, the world looks into our eyes and it is what we want to see it. You are a unique spiritual being with human emotions raging inside you.
Yesterday I saw this link in a post lightwalker, this is wonderful ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXDMoiEkyuQ
Regards

[Lord Sidious]

And I'm here too, my friend Dig,
with all that I can give you - a feeling of love and unity.

Look, the world looks into our eyes and it is what we want to see it. You are a unique spiritual being with human emotions raging inside you.
Yesterday I saw this link in a post lightwalker, this is wonderful ..



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXDMoiEkyuQ
Regards

There ya go nugget.

[Calz]

Please forgive :pray:

The synchronicity of a song I just posted in another thread cannot be denied ...


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[Eagle]

And I'm here too, my friend Dig,
with all that I can give you - a feeling of love and unity.

Look, the world looks into our eyes and it is what we want to see it. You are a unique spiritual being with human emotions raging inside you.
Yesterday I saw this link in a post lightwalker, this is wonderful ..



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXDMoiEkyuQ
Regards

There ya go nugget.
Now dont go and make me cry, because paybacks are a B-i-t-c-....

[Laura Elina]

Hey Dig :)

And everyone :)

I take the bus, whenever I can't walk to my destination. There is this girl around my age, who comes on the bus at times. I smile at her and she smiles at me. The kind of smile you give a dear friend, that instant recognition. I know her. I know her heart. And yet I have never talked to her. She doesn't sit next to me and I don't sit next to her. But I feel her presence on the bus very strongly. Whenever one of us leaves that bus we smile at each other again and it's a kind of... Goodbye till I see you next time, stay well.

I know this sounds crazy, but I feel there are certain people in this town whose presence I find very serene, it feels like they radiate it. And I'm always very happy to see them, even if I don't know them, because they just have that... I guess what you would call an aura.

I don't know what it is. I try to hold that serene feeling in my heart too, kinda like an energy signature so that I can spread it around, wherever I go. How this works is that I try and take people into consideration, show that I do care, even if I'm having a bloody bad day myself, lol.

Now, when I walk in the streets, I tend to avoid big public places, because I feel overwhelmed (my family calls me overly sensitive/hyper sensitive), I take the streets that have less people, or else it's a roller coaster of emotions/sensations that I get slapped in the face with, there are so many people at times... I don't know what I would call it, but I walk past someone and the atmosphere changes, I feel it within. And that's when I go to my serene feeling in my heart, like the one I get on the bus with that girl, or at least I try to keep it like that, and just... I smile at that person, or something similar. If it's a situation that gives me an opportunity to do so I sometimes strike a conversation, if I am brave enough, lol. I hope I don't sound crazy, lol. This is something I haven't always done, I started doing this just... some months ago.

Which brings me to my point, I don't know, if one day I will go back to my cocoon again and try to hide from the world, but I hope, if I do... I will walk past a person, who will give me a smile, or anything, so I can shatter the walls I built around myself by thinking... Maybe someone does care, I should care too and show it, as little as it may be. You never know, who you're gonna meet along the way.

Wow, alright, longer post than I intended it to be, but there it is.

[Eagle]

Hey Dig :)

And everyone :)

I take the bus, whenever I can't walk to my destination. There is this girl around my age, who comes on the bus at times. I smile at her and she smiles at me. The kind of smile you give a dear friend, that instant recognition. I know her. I know her heart. And yet I have never talked to her. She doesn't sit next to me and I don't sit next to her. But I feel her presence on the bus very strongly. Whenever one of us leaves that bus we smile at each other again and it's a kind of... Goodbye till I see you next time, stay well.

I know this sounds crazy, but I feel there are certain people in this town whose presence I find very serene, it feels like they radiate it. And I'm always very happy to see them, even if I don't know them, because they just have that... I guess what you would call an aura.

I don't know what it is. I try to hold that serene feeling in my heart too, kinda like an energy signature so that I can spread it around, wherever I go. How this works is that I try and take people into consideration, show that I do care, even if I'm having a bloody bad day myself, lol.

Now, when I walk in the streets, I tend to avoid big public places, because I feel overwhelmed (my family calls me overly sensitive/hyper sensitive), I take the streets that have less people, or else it's a roller coaster of emotions/sensations that I get slapped in the face with, there are so many people at times... I don't know what I would call it, but I walk past someone and the atmosphere changes, I feel it within. And that's when I go to my serene feeling in my heart, like the one I get on the bus with that girl, or at least I try to keep it like that, and just... I smile at that person, or something similar. If it's a situation that gives me an opportunity to do so I sometimes strike a conversation, if I am brave enough, lol. I hope I don't sound crazy, lol. This is something I haven't always done, I started doing this just... some months ago.

Which brings me to my point, I don't know, if one day I will go back to my cocoon again and try to hide from the world, but I hope, if I do... I will walk past a person, who will give me a smile, or anything, so I can shatter the walls I built around myself by thinking... Maybe someone does care, I should care too and show it, as little as it may be. You never know, who you're gonna meet along the way.

Wow, alright, longer post than I intended it to be, but there it is.
Laura,
almost every time I have to drive in the city, I become very agressive and angry(its the feelings I pick up) I just realized this about a week ago. whenever I travel by plane I find myself shutting down completely and putting up a wall(self defense?). there is so much anger and pain and suffering and guilt and lust that I just do not want to be around it. In the small meet up groups I have been in it is easier to handle and share and Love. I get it and I understand where you are coming from. I think that is why alot of us enjoy nature so much.

[Samsara]

Hey Dig :)

And everyone :)

I take the bus, whenever I can't walk to my destination. There is this girl around my age, who comes on the bus at times. I smile at her and she smiles at me. The kind of smile you give a dear friend, that instant recognition. I know her. I know her heart. And yet I have never talked to her. She doesn't sit next to me and I don't sit next to her. But I feel her presence on the bus very strongly. Whenever one of us leaves that bus we smile at each other again and it's a kind of... Goodbye till I see you next time, stay well.

I know this sounds crazy, but I feel there are certain people in this town whose presence I find very serene, it feels like they radiate it. And I'm always very happy to see them, even if I don't know them, because they just have that... I guess what you would call an aura.

I don't know what it is. I try to hold that serene feeling in my heart too, kinda like an energy signature so that I can spread it around, wherever I go. How this works is that I try and take people into consideration, show that I do care, even if I'm having a bloody bad day myself, lol.

Now, when I walk in the streets, I tend to avoid big public places, because I feel overwhelmed (my family calls me overly sensitive/hyper sensitive), I take the streets that have less people, or else it's a roller coaster of emotions/sensations that I get slapped in the face with, there are so many people at times... I don't know what I would call it, but I walk past someone and the atmosphere changes, I feel it within. And that's when I go to my serene feeling in my heart, like the one I get on the bus with that girl, or at least I try to keep it like that, and just... I smile at that person, or something similar. If it's a situation that gives me an opportunity to do so I sometimes strike a conversation, if I am brave enough, lol. I hope I don't sound crazy, lol. This is something I haven't always done, I started doing this just... some months ago.

Which brings me to my point, I don't know, if one day I will go back to my cocoon again and try to hide from the world, but I hope, if I do... I will walk past a person, who will give me a smile, or anything, so I can shatter the walls I built around myself by thinking... Maybe someone does care, I should care too and show it, as little as it may be. You never know, who you're gonna meet along the way.

Wow, alright, longer post than I intended it to be, but there it is.

This is so beauty full Laura Elina. Thank you so much for sharing. The language of the heart does not need words, it speaks loud and clear. Keep on shining.

7K1hckf1C3I

[vibrations]

[QUOTE=Laura Elina;358209]Hey Dig :)



Laura,
almost every time I have to drive in the city, I become very agressive and angry(its the feelings I pick up) I just realized this about a week ago. whenever I travel by plane I find myself shutting down completely and putting up a wall(self defense?). there is so much anger and pain and suffering and guilt and lust that I just do not want to be around it. In the small meet up groups I have been in it is easier to handle and share and Love. I get it and I understand where you are coming from. I think that is why alot of us enjoy nature so much.

Hey Dig
Have you ever try to think that maybe your aggressiveness is in reality not yours. Take a breath and think how many times you have the feeling that you don't just see people around you, you feel them. And you feel (without knowing it) their fears, their frustrations, problems....all sorts of thought patterns so common in our everyday life. And if you feel them, then you maybe by mistake identify yourself with this feelings and adopt them as yours. I don't say "I am telling you the truth":, I am just saying that if you feel to try it, next time you go out, put yourself in a position of an observer, make decision to dedicate this day just to observe and this way you'll be able to distant yourself from the tornado of the floating thoughts and emotions around you and you'll see that you can identify the negative thought you previously saw as yours, to another person which body language, facial mimics and overall energy expression will fit with this. After identifying the first, the next will come and the next and suddenly you'll see that a lot of garbage was not yours, you just feel it as it would be.
When someone is more sensible than the average mass around him, one of the strongest reasons for the depressive feelings is because the person mistakenly recognize the emotional states of others as his or hers proper.

[Eagle]

[QUOTE=Laura Elina;358209]Hey Dig :)



Laura,
almost every time I have to drive in the city, I become very agressive and angry(its the feelings I pick up) I just realized this about a week ago. whenever I travel by plane I find myself shutting down completely and putting up a wall(self defense?). there is so much anger and pain and suffering and guilt and lust that I just do not want to be around it. In the small meet up groups I have been in it is easier to handle and share and Love. I get it and I understand where you are coming from. I think that is why alot of us enjoy nature so much.

Hey Dig
Have you ever try to think that maybe your aggressiveness is in reality not yours. Take a breath and think how many times you have the feeling that you don't just see people around you, you feel them. And you feel (without knowing it) their fears, their frustrations, problems....all sorts of thought patterns so common in our everyday life. And if you feel them, then you maybe by mistake identify yourself with this feelings and adopt them as yours. I don't say "I am telling you the truth":, I am just saying that if you feel to try it, next time you go out, put yourself in a position of an observer, make decision to dedicate this day just to observe and this way you'll be able to distant yourself from the tornado of the floating thoughts and emotions around you and you'll see that you can identify the negative thought you previously saw as yours, to another person which body language, facial mimics and overall energy expression will fit with this. After identifying the first, the next will come and the next and suddenly you'll see that a lot of garbage was not yours, you just feel it as it would be.
When someone is more sensible than the average mass around him, one of the strongest reasons for the depressive feelings is because the person mistakenly recognize the emotional states of others as his or hers proper.
You are totally right, and I am trying to be more of an observer.

[vibrations]

[QUOTE=Laura Elina;358209]Hey Dig :)



Laura,
almost every time I have to drive in the city, I become very agressive and angry(its the feelings I pick up) I just realized this about a week ago. whenever I travel by plane I find myself shutting down completely and putting up a wall(self defense?). there is so much anger and pain and suffering and guilt and lust that I just do not want to be around it. In the small meet up groups I have been in it is easier to handle and share and Love. I get it and I understand where you are coming from. I think that is why alot of us enjoy nature so much.

Hey Dig
Have you ever try to think that maybe your aggressiveness is in reality not yours. Take a breath and think how many times you have the feeling that you don't just see people around you, you feel them. And you feel (without knowing it) their fears, their frustrations, problems....all sorts of thought patterns so common in our everyday life. And if you feel them, then you maybe by mistake identify yourself with this feelings and adopt them as yours. I don't say "I am telling you the truth":, I am just saying that if you feel to try it, next time you go out, put yourself in a position of an observer, make decision to dedicate this day just to observe and this way you'll be able to distant yourself from the tornado of the floating thoughts and emotions around you and you'll see that you can identify the negative thought you previously saw as yours, to another person which body language, facial mimics and overall energy expression will fit with this. After identifying the first, the next will come and the next and suddenly you'll see that a lot of garbage was not yours, you just feel it as it would be.
When someone is more sensible than the average mass around him, one of the strongest reasons for the depressive feelings is because the person mistakenly recognize the emotional states of others as his or hers proper.
You are totally right, and I am trying to be more of an observer.

In the end of the day... it's free and you can have a lot of fun.

[jorr lundstrom]

What if
What if I died tomorrow would anyone notice my passing?
What if I stumbled and fell would anyone pick me up?
What if I stopped caring would anyone really notice?

I walk through life asking what if, and waiting for my turn to come, woe is me for I am not loved enough, not cared for enough, not valued enough, and it makes me sad.
I struggle and strain against a tide of emotion that seeks to pull me under, lost and confused, where do I go now? Why am I here, who cares?
Am I not of value do I not give meaning or purpose to the world around me, do I not deserve to be happy? Have I done so wrong that the light is no longer there, have a hurt so many that my heart can no longer hold love, why do I find no joy in my hands?
Truly I am not alone? Truly I have a gift to give truly my purpose is to love and to expand and to find out what makes me whole, face me and tell me I am wrong, face me and tell me I have no meaning, it hurts but I am not destroyed.
I am surrounded and alone, why do they look at me that way, what have I done to make them angry? Is it possible that they too are hurting, is it possible that they too are alone, is it possible that I caused the void, it’s not possible it’s not me, I am not that way, do not blame me!


What if
What if you died tomorrow did I notice your passing?
What if you stumbled and fell did I pick you up?
What if you stopped caring did I really notice?

This is soooo beautiful. Being an outsider, this could serve as a description of wot I for

many years believed myself to be. Finally I had to realize that it wasnt me, it was my experience,

not the experiencer. I was so damn sensitive and I just couldnt take the amount of emotions

that overwhelmed me around people. I got extremly touchy. Even today I have to walk away

sometimes when people are too much on. Well, there is no way out, but there certainly is

a way in. LOL And you seem to have found your way in Dig. I think you are fast like Mercury,

two weeks ago you were almost impossible to approach and today you are very collected.

Beautiful.


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[sidh25]

What if
What if I died tomorrow would anyone notice my passing?
What if I stumbled and fell would anyone pick me up?
What if I stopped caring would anyone really notice?

I walk through life asking what if, and waiting for my turn to come, woe is me for I am not loved enough, not cared for enough, not valued enough, and it makes me sad.
I struggle and strain against a tide of emotion that seeks to pull me under, lost and confused, where do I go now? Why am I here, who cares?
Am I not of value do I not give meaning or purpose to the world around me, do I not deserve to be happy? Have I done so wrong that the light is no longer there, have a hurt so many that my heart can no longer hold love, why do I find no joy in my hands?
Truly I am not alone? Truly I have a gift to give truly my purpose is to love and to expand and to find out what makes me whole, face me and tell me I am wrong, face me and tell me I have no meaning, it hurts but I am not destroyed.
I am surrounded and alone, why do they look at me that way, what have I done to make them angry? Is it possible that they too are hurting, is it possible that they too are alone, is it possible that I caused the void, it’s not possible it’s not me, I am not that way, do not blame me!


What if
What if you died tomorrow did I notice your passing?
What if you stumbled and fell did I pick you up?
What if you stopped caring did I really notice?

beautiful :) thank u

[Simonm]

Something comes through to your post that made me shed some tears, maybe I am being dumb, You tell me, but in any case, you are never alone, really, I'll have you in my mind all day as I am sure I hope all those who read this post and sense it will do. Crap I feel silly now jejeje, but honest.

Yesterday I was felling so down that I was in a estate of desperation that I thought I would crazy and some one got me out of the whole I was. Just passing it forward


All my love for you today


Roland el Centauro

That is the way I felt writing it, it just came to me I didnt know what to write till it came out.

Im glad you did. Thanks :)

[CdnSirian]

Very provocative thread and I want to thank all collectively! The ego is part of our balance. Then there is our soul, sensitively navigating through our culture, families, friendships et al. Neither can do without the other. It's a balancing act! :)

[Limor Wolf]

I know this sounds crazy, but I feel there are certain people in this town whose presence I find very serene, it feels like they radiate it. And I'm always very happy to see them, even if I don't know them, because they just have that... I guess what you would call an aura.

I don't know what it is. I try to hold that serene feeling in my heart too, kinda like an energy signature so that I can spread it around, wherever I go. How this works is that I try and take people into consideration, show that I do care, even if I'm having a bloody bad day myself, lol.



Hello Laura Elina and everyone,

Laura,You are not crazy,unless you consider yourself in the company of crazy people here! I know what you are talking about...
You have probably seen this video before,but as soon as I read your words,I remembered it.

recognizing each other...you are probably a member of 'the conscious army' :)

Radiant blessings to you,and to everyone who recognize themselves,

You know who you are!




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89FNX7v3Zls&feature=related


~*&^~*&

Limor

[meeradas]

Now, when I walk in the streets, I tend to avoid big public places, because I feel overwhelmed (my family calls me overly sensitive/hyper sensitive), I take the streets that have less people, or else it's a roller coaster of emotions/sensations that I get slapped in the face with, there are so many people at times...
Laura,
almost every time I have to drive in the city, I become very agressive and angry(its the feelings I pick up) I just realized this about a week ago. whenever I travel by plane I find myself shutting down completely and putting up a wall(self defense?). there is so much anger and pain and suffering and guilt and lust that I just do not want to be around it.

Next time you're close to being overwhelmed by sth like this, imagine you're made out of clearest quartz feel[/COLOR] that, the better], keep it all the while, and see what is different.

All of the energies you picked up before, now go straight through you - no resistance anymore, nothing to impact there.

Helped [I]me; it works. Try it out, see if that suits you/ helps.

[Samsara]

I know this sounds crazy, but I feel there are certain people in this town whose presence I find very serene, it feels like they radiate it. And I'm always very happy to see them, even if I don't know them, because they just have that... I guess what you would call an aura.

I don't know what it is. I try to hold that serene feeling in my heart too, kinda like an energy signature so that I can spread it around, wherever I go. How this works is that I try and take people into consideration, show that I do care, even if I'm having a bloody bad day myself, lol.



Hello Laura Elina and everyone,

Laura,You are not crazy,unless you are in a company of crazy people here! I know what you are talking about...
You have probably seen this video before,but as soon as I read your words,I remembered it.

recognizing each other...you are probably a member of 'the conscious army' :)

Radiant blessings to you,and to everyone who recognize themselves,

You know who you are!




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89FNX7v3Zls&feature=related


~*&^~*&

Limor

Bless you Limor. Thank you for this gift.

Samsara

[Aurvandil]

Interesting thread!




You ARE more or less alone, as far as the nearness - or rather, the Otherness - of other people is concerned. People are born alone, they live alone, they die alone - all of them, with no exception. Illusions of proximity are just that.

Yet in the most real of senses you are never alone.
It helps to be aware of that - it is usually called having a religious belief (religion is not a dirty word; anyone who thinks it is, should look up the etymology of the word) - but it is not essential as far as the reality of things is concerned.
You are not alone, whether you believe it or not.

This is exactly what I was about to write... ;) It is also important to be able to be alone with yourself and enjoy your own company, not always needing confirmation through others.

[ThresholdRising]

Imagine a character, lets Bob for now. Bob lives in a remote part of the US. One day Bob talks to a stranger in a restaurant for a minute. As a result this stranger misses his bus that he had to catch for a business meeting where he had to meet 12 employees of a business. As a result the lives of these 12 people are changed as they would of been completely different if this guy was to have that meeting.

By the next day 100 more lives are changed from the interactions of these 12 people. By the end of the week 50,000 lives are changed and by the end of the year every life on planet earth is changed as a result.

Even though the result of this action can be seen as postive or negative or neither positive or negative, the fact is that Bobs life had a global effect.

The thing about bob is that he is a fictional character that I'm just after making up and he is still having a global effect through this message.

If a fictional character has this potential to change the world, think of how change you have created in the world through all the people you have and have not met.

Even if you are not noticed by other people you have changed the 1000s and 1000s of times over. Pretty damn good if you ask me.

[Eagle]

Imagine a character, lets Bob for now. Bob lives in a remote part of the US. One day Bob talks to a stranger in a restaurant for a minute. As a result this stranger misses his bus that he had to catch for a business meeting where he had to meet 12 employees of a business. As a result the lives of these 12 people are changed as they would of been completely different if this guy was to have that meeting.

By the next day 100 more lives are changed from the interactions of these 12 people. By the end of the week 50,000 lives are changed and by the end of the year every life on planet earth is changed as a result.

Even though the result of this action can be seen as postive or negative or neither positive or negative, the fact is that Bobs life had a global effect.

The thing about bob is that he is a fictional character that I'm just after making up and he is still having a global effect through this message.

If a fictional character has this potential to change the world, think of how change you have created in the world through all the people you have and have not met.

Even if you are not noticed by other people you have changed the 1000s and 1000s of times over. Pretty damn good if you ask me.

I hope that some of you have noticed a trend that I have been trying to make here. Look at the people who are in this forum and see how meny friends they have, why do some have meny and others have few? invite someone you dont know to be your friend, you will be amazed at the response you will get. Everyone in this forum should have multiple friends, especially new people. REACH OUT

[Lord Sidious]

Imagine a character, lets Bob for now. Bob lives in a remote part of the US. One day Bob talks to a stranger in a restaurant for a minute. As a result this stranger misses his bus that he had to catch for a business meeting where he had to meet 12 employees of a business. As a result the lives of these 12 people are changed as they would of been completely different if this guy was to have that meeting.

By the next day 100 more lives are changed from the interactions of these 12 people. By the end of the week 50,000 lives are changed and by the end of the year every life on planet earth is changed as a result.

Even though the result of this action can be seen as postive or negative or neither positive or negative, the fact is that Bobs life had a global effect.

The thing about bob is that he is a fictional character that I'm just after making up and he is still having a global effect through this message.

If a fictional character has this potential to change the world, think of how change you have created in the world through all the people you have and have not met.

Even if you are not noticed by other people you have changed the 1000s and 1000s of times over. Pretty damn good if you ask me.

I hope that some of you have noticed a trend that I have been trying to make here. Look at the people who are in this forum and see how meny friends they have, why do some have meny and others have few? invite someone you dont know to be your friend, you will be amazed at the response you will get. Everyone in this forum should have multiple friends, especially new people. REACH OUT

I did that before, reach out.
Everyone that I did that to died.
Then I realised, you don't reach out with force choke. :o

[Ernie Nemeth]

What if there is only what is - and you are it?

Beautiful words, Digs.

Peace to you,
and love
Ernie

[Eagle]

What if there is only what is - and you are it?

Beautiful words, Digs.

Peace to you,
and love
Ernie
Man if I am the one that created all this, I messed up somewhere, Sorry I will do better next time :)