have you experienced anything unusual since 11-11-11?

[Pete]

I would be very interested to know if any of you have experienced something unusual or have noticed an amplification of your awareness in the past 2 weeks?

this would include:

physical sensations, sharp pains, increased synchronicity, intuitive leaps, near death experiences.

[merecat]

maybe not related directly to 11-11-11, i don't know, but for sure there is an increased amount of synchronicity in my world, growing all the time.

[RMorgan]

I´m always changing, so it´s hard to tell.

Anyway, we have the ability to change ourselves and mold ourselves the way we want, so, if someone really believe that 11.11.11 was actually a special date, it´s very likely for him to feel certain changes indeed. I must say it´s very psychological.

Cheers,

Raf.

[Seikou-Kishi]

I had a near death experience recently. I swear, that's the last time I change the track on my iPod while I cross a busy road.

Seriously though, I haven't noticed anything, but now I'm wondering if I might have missed something

[bodhii71]

I had experienced flashes of light. Not so much now, but it was rather persistent for a couple of days, not sure if it's related or if I might need to see a physician, lol.
More emotional highs and lows, but nothing extra-ordinary.

[Pete]

well thanks for the replies, the reason I asked the question was that I have been considering what ascension might look like like to others. Do you disappear in a puff of smoke, vanish in a swirling cloud of apricot blossom or does fate conspire to end your life to the observer and yet from your perspective, continues unchanged.

Now I had a lovely time on the 11th, I actually got up early and went for a great drive and then went for a walk in the hills. I did not know what to expect or whether anything would happen, I just felt the need to be alone with my thoughts and away from every day existence.

It was only the following day at about 5.00am that I was travelling the deserted roads across the moors when I came to a set of traffic lights. The lights were all showing red and as my car came close, they changed to amber in my favour and I continued straight across. I was less than half way across when I realised that I was not the only vehicle using the crossroads and saw the headlamps appear in the side window of the car. Instinctively I pressed the accelerator but knew it was pointless. the vehicle, a heavy truck was too close not to hit me and all I could do was wince at the prospect of being t-boned by a much larger and unstoppable force............... Amazingly the impact never came.

I looked in my rear view mirror and I could see the back of the trailer grinding to a halt, I could not see the cab. My immediate thought was, I was impaled at the front of the lorry and that I should stop as well to see if the truck driver was ok, but I then just thought, no I don't want to see that and I continued my journey, replaying that moment in my memory and wincing at how close it had been and wondering how it did not make an impact.

I reckon that when I saw the lorry it was less than 9 foot away. I can honestly say that my intuition was telling me that a collision was inevitable and there was absolutely nothing that I could have done to avoid it.

Apart from feeling amazed at surviving this moment, I have seen an increase in synchronicity and intuition and a deep feeling that despite the lack of fireworks, the changes for good are proceeding as planned. In fact the lack of fireworks on this auspicious date, I feel, can be taken as a definite sign that the balance of power is changing. Can you imagine how those naughty masonic folks must feel at missing the opportunity to utilise a once a millennium moment to use the magic of these numbers and the cosmic alignments that occurred at this moment. You gotta feel for em?

[Zillah]

You know, since 11-11-11 my life drastically changed - Im not pinning it on this event, however this is how everything unfolded and it could be due to the gateways...

I have had more open communication with my guides/angels, but I feel strongly this is because I have been just that..... more OPEN to communicating and paying very precise attention (like in real life, someone talks - you listen ... but how many people dont listen) ;)

My intuition has increased 10fold - my inner knowingness is now applied to all things in my life, not just some things - and the messages for direction for my "highest good" are blatantly there, and I have had to make some very difficult and heartfelt decisions because my inner voice can no longer be ignored.

I find now Im seeing people differently - their colors come to me in a feeling (im not sure if this makes sense) - but happily i am seeing more beauty and expressing appreciation upon every encounter and its changing the way people respond to me, and I to them. I feel Im being sent even more amazing people mirroring this gratitude - it can only increase the more we honor those around us.

Lastly, I have been dreaming much more vividly, powerful - breath-stopping dreams. I suspect I'm meant to digest the symbolism so they are coming in stronger so I do just that. Also the repeat in numbers, and strange familiar encounters...

[Zillah]

I had experienced flashes of light. Not so much now, but it was rather persistent for a couple of days, not sure if it's related or if I might need to see a physician, lol.
More emotional highs and lows, but nothing extra-ordinary.

This is also interesting and Im experiencing something perhaps you can say if its similar...

I will see lights darting - but they are speckled, black, and leave a trail - they move extremely fast, and not with my eye's direction. I kinda ignored it but it does keep happening, I thought too maybe I have an eye problem and coincidentally today I went to the eye doctor and my eyes are perfectly healthy :) We shall "see."

[Unified Serenity]

Thanks for this post. I have noticed a strong increase in physical difficulties, my dreams have been off the charts as far as weirdness, and I have felt very strong emotions linked to sadness which could stem from this time of year and both of my parents passing earlier this year and this is the first Thanksgiving without them, but I am at peace regarding them, have frequent dream conversations with both of them, so I don't know that the emotions are coming from there. There is both a feeling of great anticipation and a terrible sense of loss. Now is it the letting go of this 3d paradigm, the knowing of how many are going to be lost spiritually and/or physically I do not know. I am a mystic and watch for signs, clues, and repeating themes that may give direction. I have a strong desire to be of upright spirit and character, to let go of pride, and check my spirit and motives. So, yes, I would say things have heated up a bit.

[merkabagirll]

I don't often look at the clock before retiring but last night I did and it was 11:11 pm ... I slept well and stayed abed until 9:30 am. I was still tired after sleepless nights of tooth pain so I went back to bed and arose at 11:11 am !! Seems to be more 11:11 's showing up on clocks for me!

[Kristo]

I'm so glad you started this thread, Pete. I have been wondering if others were experiencing an increase in 'activity' lately. (Note: I did not pay any attention to the 11/11/2011-thing, as dates are man made. I'm not saying the changes I've experienced are related to that or not, just that I gave no special significance to it.)
Firstly, I've always been extremely intuitive, notice synchronicities, and see lights & energies. These have grown exponentially over the past few weeks. I have even begun to see actual figures, and I have no idea what they are (they don't feel negative at all) but they are real and obvious. Also, I'm usually pretty even-keel emotionally, but I have also noticed I'm almost paranoid and feeling pretty emotional. I am not liking that change at all :( It does feel like the 'veil is thinning'. Perhaps the changes are thoughts manifesting themselves quickly, which I was told would occur as we transition into the 4D/5D. I look forward to keeping an eye on this thread to see what others are experiencing.
These are very interesting times and feel so honored to be witnessing this while in a body. What a ride! :)
Kris

[Phoenix]

I've noticed the seething energy in the light a streetlamp. Previously, just a dull yellow light - now it beams into my eyes and glows in a sphere of energy that I can't really explain.

Also, watched Thor today, then when I got up from my chair, I experienced this partially painful 'electricity' in my chest for 20+ minutes and then it stopped. :confused:

phoenix

[161803398]

I dk about 11/11/11 but in the past couple of weeks other people's thinking seems to me to be soooo slow.

[Cjay]

I had experienced flashes of light.

Prior to 11-11-11, I saw slow-moving coloured balls of light (some were red, some blue, some gold, some green) in my peripheral vision, both in daylight and in darkness. During one of those sightings, I had what might be called an intuitive leap - I imagined solutions to some rather complex problems. I felt very strongly at the time that the coloured balls of light were helping me. I laughed and said out loud, "thanks, you guys are awesome!" Then the lights disappeared and I haven't seen them since. I told this story to a very close friend who is, in many ways, awake and aware but I could tell by his facial expressions and his sarcasm that he thought I was nuts.

A week ago, while I was driving home on a freeway in a rural area about midnight, I saw slow-moving flashes of whitish light - three times within a minute. The first time, my reaction was WTF was that? The second time, I thought, "I didn't imagine it the first time". The third time, I actually focused on the "flash" of light and it looked like a the fuselage of a large jet aircraft, minus the wings and tail - like the proverbial cigar-shaped UFO.

I used the phrase "slow-moving flashes of white light" because the first two times, I was focused on the road. There was lightning about 50 miles away but the "flashes" were much closer. The reason I had a WTF reaction the first time is because the flash seemed to be pure light but shaped like an object, moving from left horizon to right horizon in less than a second. The third time, my eyes actually followed the object from horizon to horizon. I know the "slow-moving flashes" are off topic but I have never seen anything like it or heard/read anyone describing something similar. Just thought I'd mention it here among friends who won't think I'm crazy.

In case anyone is wondering, there was no other traffic, no bridges, buildings or light sources apart from the distant lightning and my car's headlights.

[Zillah]

Incredible experiences, Im sensing a common denominator here among everyone, very encouraging and exciting!!!

I hope this thread continues to grow, and for those who have already shared - keep sharing - im sure more interesting things can and will come up!!

<3

My light-vision had intensified today - a rainbow-like spectrum has been around my eyes, almost as if im looking through a crystal. Pre-experience I wasnt staring at the sun, or brightly lit computer screen - just going about my day. It lasted for about 1 hour and gently faded. I also noticed an odd "not quite here" feeling while this happened, altho I didnt feel drowsy or ill.

[letmedanz]

Been seeing a change around me but unable to pin point it out.
Like a lot of ppl have said it definitely could be a psychological 'expectation' and thus me feeling so...
but nonetheless,
- i have felt an enormous increase in my emotions & the sudden changes in mood.
- i have been having a lot of deja vu moments.. so much so that even any vidoes or tv shows or sports i watch i fell i've already watched them and i almost know wats happening the next moment.
- a lot of things seem different to touch... paper for example feels more soft and delicate... wood, my dogs' fur and skin..
- talking about my dogs, they have been acting very more loving and gentle and more energetic somewhat :)
- i had mentioned in another thread off late i had been somewhat 'detecting' peoples emotions now and then.. now it seems a little more frequent.
- lots more minor changes, may be they cant be considered a change but an increase of attention on my part...

thank you for starting this thread.. off late i had been wondering if these changes are real and if everyone is seeing anything different...
it's almost like you received my thought & had a solution to the dilemma by creating this thread.

thanks

peace

[Cjay]

Something strange happened each of the last two nights. I was lying in bed with my eyes closed and I was almost in a dream-state but I was not yet asleep. I opened my eyes and had a very brief but intense feeling of something moving away from me very fast.

I felt strongly as if I was being watched very closely and when I opened my eyes, I startled the watcher(s) and it(they) suddenly retreated away from me. I saw something like a dark ring expanding upward and outward, away from my eyes - somewhat like ripples moving outward when you drop a stone in water.

Both nights, I was slightly startled but I felt no fear. It was more of a child-like amazement - a "WOW, what was that?" moment. It felt like some kind of entity. I asked in my mind, "are you here to teach me something?" There was no discernable reply.

When I closed and re-opened my eyes, I saw the same thing but the intensity was perhaps only 20% as strong as the first time. With each subsequent closing and re-opening of my eyes, the intensity diminished until I saw and felt nothing unusual.

If it happens again, I will try to fine-tune my description.

I have never experienced anything like it before. I had not consumed any alcohol, medication or other substance that might have altered my perception.

[music]

There have been things :) There was the matter discussed here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35520-The-Matrix-pixilation-energy-and-the-nature-of-our-reality.&p=363967#post363967) reproduced here now:


Working with energy last night, I had a bit of an ‘ah ha’ moment regarding the nature of reality as we perceive it. Early this year, I went through a period of energy assimilation akin to “downloads”, I had times when coloured geometric shapes were “inserted” into various locations in my body, and one experience that relates to the point in question here.

In March (from memory) I received a massive flow of information energy through my crown, but as I received it, a voice told me to let it flow to the ground, because it was too much to assimilate all at once. Once grounded, the information would appear as “seeds” drawn from the earth energy when I was ready.

Last night I drew energy from the earth, and a dark, glossy sphere rose and floated at the level of my heart chakra, just outside my body. It began to send out concentric waves of energy, dark and light, monochromatic, and within these waves, and in the spaces between them, an order began to assert itself. I immediately appreciated this as a representation of physical reality, and straight away noticed there was a distinct effect of “pixilation” inherent within it. All that makes up matter, and all that makes up the spaces between matter, is a network of distinct regions, made up of various combinations (or expressions, manifestations) of the light and the dark. I thought, aha, we live in a matrix after all, but as this though occurred, it became apparent that this is something beyond a binary pixel manifestation of code.

Each “pixel” was in fact an infinitesimally small “essential” particle, that as well as having the dark (-) and light (+) within it, was enervated by some spark from beyond this 3D reality. Each discrete region, or essential particle, was also more organic in shape – life is curved, not angular – and the art of the Pointillists came to mind. I now, on writing this, see that it ties in with things I have seen before on the true nature of the Trinity – masculine/feminine/spirit – as evidenced (but misrepresented) by countless myths such as Adam/Eve/Serpent, or St George/Maiden/Dragon. To become whole, aware beings, we must unite the masculine, the feminine, and the magic within ourselves.

In a waking vision I saw a tree severed from it's roots lying on the ground. Taking energy from the spaces between matter, I lifted it up with one imagined hand, placed it on its root, and reconnected the tissue with heart-love. Immediately there was a vibrant spiral of energy starting in my root chakra, and expanding to the lower physical sacrum. I remember thinking "this is how it begins". In fact, on the day itself, my sacral chakra, while still apparent, had two much stronger energy spirals either side of it and just above. My high heart and nasal chakras were also quite active on the day. I became highly energised by "incoming" energy on the day, even though I am not a "date" person, so as has been suggested elsewhere, it was not psychological because I expected nothing.

On the taking energy from spaces between matter, I am getting a serious of "aftershock" seeings on this too, which I should post in detail later, but roughly, the "essential" particles that constitute a matrix of sorts can be divided into: 1) those that expend all their energies in the game of attraction and bonding with other essential particles, and putting on the mask of matter, and; 2) those that resist the game and retain their energy. That energy is freely available to us in unlimited supply. We only need to discover how to harness it. I am hoping I get some clue to this.

Other things are too numerous to mention. Pain, gone through now. Feeling more real, more connected, more in the heart, more compassionate, growing, learning, accepting, loving. This is ascension - not a puff of smoke, but a return to the Heart. Individuals first, more individuals later, eventually all humanity and all physical existence. Believe the dream, it is the only hope we have to counter the ills of the world.

[Unified Serenity]

There have been things :) There was the matter discussed here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35520-The-Matrix-pixilation-energy-and-the-nature-of-our-reality.&p=363967#post363967) reproduced here now:


Working with energy last night, I had a bit of an ‘ah ha’ moment regarding the nature of reality as we perceive it. Early this year, I went through a period of energy assimilation akin to “downloads”, I had times when coloured geometric shapes were “inserted” into various locations in my body, and one experience that relates to the point in question here.

In March (from memory) I received a massive flow of information energy through my crown, but as I received it, a voice told me to let it flow to the ground, because it was too much to assimilate all at once. Once grounded, the information would appear as “seeds” drawn from the earth energy when I was ready.

Last night I drew energy from the earth, and a dark, glossy sphere rose and floated at the level of my heart chakra, just outside my body. It began to send out concentric waves of energy, dark and light, monochromatic, and within these waves, and in the spaces between them, an order began to assert itself. I immediately appreciated this as a representation of physical reality, and straight away noticed there was a distinct effect of “pixilation” inherent within it. All that makes up matter, and all that makes up the spaces between matter, is a network of distinct regions, made up of various combinations (or expressions, manifestations) of the light and the dark. I thought, aha, we live in a matrix after all, but as this though occurred, it became apparent that this is something beyond a binary pixel manifestation of code.

Each “pixel” was in fact an infinitesimally small “essential” particle, that as well as having the dark (-) and light (+) within it, was enervated by some spark from beyond this 3D reality. Each discrete region, or essential particle, was also more organic in shape – life is curved, not angular – and the art of the Pointillists came to mind. I now, on writing this, see that it ties in with things I have seen before on the true nature of the Trinity – masculine/feminine/spirit – as evidenced (but misrepresented) by countless myths such as Adam/Eve/Serpent, or St George/Maiden/Dragon. To become whole, aware beings, we must unite the masculine, the feminine, and the magic within ourselves.

In a waking vision I saw a tree severed from it's roots lying on the ground. Taking energy from the spaces between matter, I lifted it up with one imagined hand, placed it on its root, and reconnected the tissue with heart-love. Immediately there was a vibrant spiral of energy starting in my root chakra, and expanding to the lower physical sacrum. I remember thinking "this is how it begins". In fact, on the day itself, my sacral chakra, while still apparent, had two much stronger energy spirals either side of it and just above. My high heart and nasal chakras were also quite active on the day. I became highly energised by "incoming" energy on the day, even though I am not a "date" person, so as has been suggested elsewhere, it was not psychological because I expected nothing.

On the taking energy from spaces between matter, I am getting a serious of "aftershock" seeings on this too, which I should post in detail later, but roughly, the "essential" particles that constitute a matrix of sorts can be divided into: 1) those that expend all their energies in the game of attraction and bonding with other essential particles, and putting on the mask of matter, and; 2) those that resist the game and retain their energy. That energy is freely available to us in unlimited supply. We only need to discover how to harness it. I am hoping I get some clue to this.

Other things are too numerous to mention. Pain, gone through now. Feeling more real, more connected, more in the heart, more compassionate, growing, learning, accepting, loving. This is ascension - not a puff of smoke, but a return to the Heart. Individuals first, more individuals later, eventually all humanity and all physical existence. Believe the dream, it is the only hope we have to counter the ills of the world.

Very interesting dream, I look forward to what you are thinking of sharing later. I am finding communication and connection with Divine very easy right now. I feel that disconnection from outcome and yet the unity of all. It's not that I don't care, it's more that everything is playing out as it should.

[Kindred]

I've been noticing flashes of 'perceptual awareness' that seem to randomly 'spark', within my mind. Sometimes there may be several in any given day, or there may not be any at all. But, they do seem to be coming with increasing frequency. Meditation and concentration is most helpful, and has allowed these flashes to be more fully interpreted.

There is a Change upon us. I feel it.

In Unity and Peace

[music]

Yes, Unified, to quote Julian of Norwich: "All will be well".


It's not that I don't care, it's more that everything is playing out as it should.

[Cartomancer]

Status Quo here.

[scanner]

Yes my wife of 30yrs has left me , I noticed every time there was a shift in the energies she bacame less aware of herself and became more involved in watching TV . Unfortunatley she came back and is making my life even more hellish than it was before . But this is my path I suppose .

[Forevernyt]

I saw a bright blue flash of light at around 1am in the morning. I wasn't the only one who saw it. My best friend's wife, who lives about six or seven blocks away from me saw it as well.

[lightning23]

:closed::closed:

[Cartomancer]

Here in my home town I went to the dedication ceremony to open a reproduction of the Labyrinth at Chartres Cathedral in France. The ceremony took place at 11:11 on 11/11/11. I think that this was a little more than a co-inki-dink. Here's my video about the Labyrinth in Chico, Califorina:

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[Zillah]

Wonderful responses, wow!

Anyone feeling they are being responded to etheric-wise? I keep remembering the phrase "ask and you shall be answered" -- but lately its stronger than just a "feeling" - the answers that are coming in are more intricate and wise beyond what my brain is used to thinking. Quicker, efficient and highly helpful, but ONLY when I ask.

[Pete]

Have any of you experienced this. I became aware of what I thought to be a random floating object that simply floated across my right hand eyeball. I thought that I was controlling it and moved my eyes in a different direction and the object stayed put.

I then rubbed my eye but this made no difference at all. The object was ther in the right hand part of my vision for about 1 minute, it resembled a crystal picture frame in a rectangular shape, it hinged at one corner and a new frame rotated out into view, I watched about six of theses frames all unwind so that the were end to end with each other and the followed a path around the top right hand side of my vision. It was as if all frames were originally folded and attached to each other and simply fanned out when in position.

They stayed there for some time say about 40 seconds before melting away. I certainly have never experienced anything like this before and I had not been looking into a strong light source, it just suddenly came over me.

[Zillah]

Pete that is utterly beautiful. Its funny, you perform the same sort of "test" I do - to see if these light sources follow my movement, and yet they either remain still, or they move so fast my eye couldnt even keep up with it.

It almost sounds like you're witnessing some sacred geometry, the building blocks (GOD) of creation, and in our matrix we see things as perceived so thats why it takes form of a table, or a chair, etc.... but it sounds like you completely saw through the illusion and saw what stuff is really made of.

I hope you keep us updated...

So much has been happening to me and it continues - I am actually quite excited to announce that my foresight has become so strong I am able to predict things before they happen on a regular basis. I dont feel this is psychic per se - but I am almost able to see more astute down certain pathways I am choosing to walk, and even the ones im considering. I dont know the events that will unfold, but what washes over me is a feeling that is so huge its undeniable. Almost like a blatant signal for YAY or NAY, then followed by an overwhelming assurance this is genuine. Its now accompanied with a disembodied voice that doesn't occur in my "head" but all around me - and this voice has no gender. Its loud enough to hear, but so soft its indescribable. I feel deeply there is more than one, and it never says more than what i need to KNOW but it tells me what will come to pass, and it has been bang on so far, predicting certain encounters, characteristics of people, places to go so i avoid danger and so on.

I can only hold space for this to grow - I feel this is such a gift and I no longer spend my time worrying or wondering - this voice is so strong I can count on it for such guidance and I can only wish the same for everyone.

If its "GOD" - my Higher Self, the angelic realm -- whatever, I know purely and holistically its comes from such a gentle and all-knowing place.

Love to all.

[meeradas]

this voice is so strong I can count on it for such guidance and I can only wish the same for everyone.

If its "GOD" - my Higher Self, the angelic realm -- whatever, I know purely and holistically its comes from such a gentle and all-knowing place.


I do hope for you that you are right.

Remain vigilant is my advice.

I have seen this 'voice' thing turn against someone
[voice became more than one, guidance became stranger by the day],
and at this point she had already lost herself - her self.

Do not want to see another one go down that road.

[Pete]

Zilla
now you come to mention foresight, I was on a train 2 days ago when my nephew asked me why there was ballast underneath the railway tracks. I began to explain and said that every now and then you needed to use a special vehicle to fluff the ballast up so that it works correctly. just as i said this the very vehicle hove'd into view from a converging track and I was able to explain every part of the machine and what it did. As soon as I finished the explanation the truck fell away.

I don't know whether it was me or the nephew who actually had the foresight, as he actually asked the question before the train appeared. I would also have to acknowledge the chance of one of these vehicles appearing on cue is pretty remote but coincidence does seem to be running at an all time high.

By the way, love the avatar, did you do it?

[mind-scape]

A lot of change... Rapidly so.
It seems like everything I thought I'd be focusing on right now, I'm not...
...and all sorts of things I'd never wanted to focus on, I now have to.

-laughs a bit- Ah, the beauty of life.
I look forward to what's next.

[Zillah]

this voice is so strong I can count on it for such guidance and I can only wish the same for everyone.

If its "GOD" - my Higher Self, the angelic realm -- whatever, I know purely and holistically its comes from such a gentle and all-knowing place.


I do hope for you that you are right.

Remain vigilant is my advice.

I have seen this 'voice' thing turn against someone
[voice became more than one, guidance became stranger by the day],
and at this point she had already lost herself - her self.

Do not want to see another one go down that road.

The deepest depths of my heart tells me its wholesome. Its funny you mention this situation, which I do thank you very kindly for speaking up because what you say is SO IMPORTANT.

I'll try to be super brief, but I hope to grasp the meaningful experiences Id like to share.

1) All my life I've always felt "protected" - I just never knew what it was or how to tap into it. I have been saved from death, fatal car accidents, and recovered after my heart stopped beating (where I was practically announced dead). SomeONE, SOMETHING - some "voice" always came and told me it wasnt time to go yet. Those moments in my life, I can count on one hand happened so quickly and I was left with total confusion - until NOW, where I feel I am able to tap into what has served me ever so silently my whole life.

2) about 10 years ago I had a decade of health issues that left me helpless, hopeless and eventually with no desire to live. I am not ashamed to admit this now, because once you overcome something and come out even stronger, You can only thank what has happened, knowing it made you who you are today. I was in constant pain 24/7 for about 7 years of my life, unable to move, unable to feel, lost all my relationships, was forced to give up my career, etc (and this was in my 20s). It was a truly the most difficult time in my life to date - and it led me several times to the thought of simply "giving up." After trying countless doctors, all remedies, holistic and more, and when the pain just continued to get worse - I finally thought to myself, perhaps this is when Im supposed to just let go.... I felt if it was my time to die, this is OK. You can only fight for SO long. I spent countless hours reaching out to God, to source to anything that listened -- I remember feeling the surrender inside of my body, the pulse of light and pain merging together, I never felt so pure and so small at the same time. It was just then at that moment my Grandfather appeared to me in a vision. He died when i was 3, but I remember nothing as distinct to this day, than the shape, color and feel of his presence. My room went still, dead quiet and tasted differently - he showed me a vision of who I really was and that this illness was sent to bring me closer to what I just tapped into - The meeting of my Higher Self, and "she" showed me just that. This radiant, pure, light-being - no body, no mind, just Being, this was REALLY who I was. I sat in this frequency for quite some time, not wanting it to go away, for I felt free, and for the first time in about 6 years, I felt no pain. Absolute 0. Slowly I started slipping out of this connection -- I remember lingering on my grandfather's face until I collected myself. I opened my eyes, almost in disbelief of what just happened, and then the next occurred as I spun around in questions -- his picture fell off my wall, landing on the floor in front of me. It took me 1 year after this experience to fully heal myself. The right people, the right methods and the right practices were almost lined up for me without effort. I am still pain free and fully healthy... my doctors were left without answers and looked at me shaking their heads with a huge smile on their faces. I never questioned again. :)

3) These last 2 years I was on, what some would call a MISSION to tap into these moments I have experienced through out my life. I always felt there was something more, like I was being "prepped" - I just needed to focus, and I needed to do something about it (not just sit and hope). So I spent the last 2 years travelling around the world working with specific Shaman and other "spiritual mediums." Without going into detail of my whole experience (because its quite a long tale of both magical magnificence and some of the darkest s*it I have ever seen, and your comment above about not wanting another to go down that road -- well, it already happened) - I experienced (what they would call) "High Spice Factors" -- I had absolutely no desire to call in these entities, but as a part of the healing this was apparently required and at this point in time I didnt quite understand. So I went along with it, and Im glad I did. For I am now fully aware and accepting that I (and everyone) had/has such darkness around me, the same as I have light - and a part of my journey was not to "banish this darkness" - rather it was to align myself with who I choose to be - what I choose to align myself with and free what was STUCK to me, that I allowed in willingly yet unknowingly. I keep thinking of that moment in Harry Potter (pardon me but I love Potter ;) ) We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are -Sirius Black. Once I was able to embrace these High Spice Factors, I learned how to LOVE them, to see them as ME, and then release them. I no longer required this stickiness, nor did I require this darkness, and until I met it, I couldnt perform this release. I could and still can very very deeply feel the difference between the dark aspects of me and whatever else was lurking around, from what I would call pure light beings, which I see as these gentle wisps of kindred souls that come to me in human, animal, angelic, or fill in the blank form. This was a gift bestowed upon me, I just had walk through the fire to get it.

4) This journey is not for the faint of heart, its for Seeing fully who we truly are - and that is LIGHT and DARK. I am proud to say through very frightening nights and experiences, hearing stories of people being admitted into the physco ward after doing what I have done - I now know deeply and whole - I am OK. I know my field is strong, and this came from the fire I have walked through, and remaining vigilant like you said Meeradas. I am SO VERY clear about what I allow around me, and what energies can merge with mine, this is a true art form, an expression of our innate power I feel we will all have to learn, if not already to make it to the "next level," so to speak. :)

I just returned home a month ago, and after 11-11-11 everything became even more intense as I was sharing above in this thread - I can only get excited about my connections getting stronger, and my awareness clearer.

Im happy to have shared my experience with you all, I definitely wasn't planning on this tonight, but it feels amazing to be so open - a new dawn for the soul is to strengthen connection and be HERE for each other.

Im happy to share more with anyone who may be interested.

Love you all.

[Zillah]

Zilla
now you come to mention foresight, I was on a train 2 days ago when my nephew asked me why there was ballast underneath the railway tracks. I began to explain and said that every now and then you needed to use a special vehicle to fluff the ballast up so that it works correctly. just as i said this the very vehicle hove'd into view from a converging track and I was able to explain every part of the machine and what it did. As soon as I finished the explanation the truck fell away.

I don't know whether it was me or the nephew who actually had the foresight, as he actually asked the question before the train appeared. I would also have to acknowledge the chance of one of these vehicles appearing on cue is pretty remote but coincidence does seem to be running at an all time high.

By the way, love the avatar, did you do it?

Thank you for sharing your story - there are without a doubt beings that watch over us, the ones open enough to listen are the ones who will benefit from this gift.

ps: there are no coincidences!!! <3 :):)

pps: no I found this avatar, but it spoke to me very quickly - love at first sight :)

[onawah]

Amen, Sister Zillah!

I can very much relate to your story. Some of us elected to go through the fire this time around, and I am one of those as well.
It used to embarrass me that my life was full of so much drama and intensity, which was all that most people could see of what I was going through.
What I could not explain was the deepening effect so many trials and tribulations had on me.
So that now I am able to face and accept whatever comes with much more serenity than I ever thought I would.

AT 11:11 AM on 11:11:11 I was sitting perhaps 10 yards away from Max the crystal skull in an auditorium of about 500 people all chanting the AUM and meditating with the beings that created Max.
It was definitely another kind of purifying, fiery energy to be in, but also quite blissful.
Since then, I have been processing and releasing in overdrive, relatively oblivious to what is going on outside of my own energy field, which for me, is nice, since my field has been quite permeable after many challenges.

I am not particularly visual, so I have nothing to report along those lines.
I am very tactile, though, and I do feel like my energy field is more whole now, and so I feel more real and more myself.
I've faced some things I haven't wanted to face for a long time, and I can see much better now the light at the end of the tunnel, and I think, accept now whatever comes with a greater measure of equanimity.

I don't expect 2012 is going to be a peaceful year on planet Earth, but I feel prepared for it.

I've been working a lot with the crystals I took with me to get "Maximized" and they never fail to give me a healing and a reconnection to that intense Light that I felt coming through Max.

Winter is usually a hard time for me, as it gets so cold and damp here in the Ozarks that I can't go outside much, and I miss that so much.
I have more to fall back on this season though, so I expect it won't be nearly as bad as past winters, and that's a real relief.
I feel like there is more Light in me now, and the darkness cannot impinge on me as much as it did before.

May the Light shine on us all more with every passing day!

Namaste

[000]

Hmmm... unusual... Unusual is usual in my life and has been since birth :)

Recently, however, there has most certainly been an intensification and a quickening of all kinds of neat events.

On Friday the 25th of November I experienced a very intense bilocation event which occurred in synchronization with some extradimensional work a dear shaman friend of mine was aiding me with (the precisely timed return of two specific soul-pieces and their subsequent quantum allocation and reintegration in me).

The event, at first, was similar to others encountered, intuitively knowingly (pre-planned prior to my interlacing with this body at birth), where I would be outside at night having a cigarette while my gaze was gently directed towards the sky. Moments after my gaze meeting the sky, a bright blue/white light-craft would fade into view gradually, moving very slowly, varying speed slightly and with perfectly smooth curved vectors of travel, would show itself to me before then fading out to nothing. This occurs once or twice each month and has since early May of this year 2011.

Friday November the 25th however was quite different in that the orb, at a very high altitude as usual, was instead *very* slowly blinking in a hard on/off sequence and was perfectly stationary before beginning to move in a quarter circle curve towards the South. It caught my eye on about the third 'on' blink and I fixed my gaze on that sector of the sky, and sure enough, the blinks repeated. I requested telepathically that it confirm its identity by blinking slightly faster and sure enough it began to blink at a faster on/off oscillation before beginning its slow motion South and fading to nothing.

Now, to me, in my chain of experiences in the physical, this was nothing really spectacular. When the light-craft shows up it is always an indicator that something important is about to happen or is occurring related to where I must head next on my 'map'. What made this experience much different than the previous ones is my body felt very intensely strange after the light-craft vanished. I really dislike using words to describe it all because it is really not doing it justice, and it may sound cold in words, but I am very much connected to the bright orb, as it is partially a linear-future version of self. Time of course is not really even relevant in an infinite multiverse, because everything is occurring all at once, the only thing causing time is perception and the choice of what to perceive and in what 'sequence' if any :) I digress though. The curious physical sensation I was able to tell was a more severe bilocation than I'd ever been previously used to in this body, and somehow I knew intuitively that part of me was 'up there'. The feeling lasted for several hours and I requested to be shown exactly what the feeling of bilocation was in relation to via the usual OOB hyperlucid dreaming method I utilize.

Sure enough, the night between the 25th and 26th, while OOB, it was revealed. The segment of the experience began with me standing out in the yard on the grass at night, gazing up into a sky lit by a full moon, with high cirrus clouds sweeping across the atmosphere. The cirrus clouds picked up speed very very quickly until they were a blur of diffuse light. I then brought my line of sight down to ground level but instead I found myself without a physical body inside of a transparent glass-like bubble which was about 10 feet in diameter. As I looked around, my vision was in a slightly different spectrum of frequency perception, and I found myself in 'deep space' but from an extradimensional perspective (words really fail me here) where everything was in a white/blueish light which appeared extremely 'high resolution' (no other words to describe accurately). In my line of sight, although my vision was a bit different being without a body, was an enormous galaxy which in 3D would have appeared as if standing on edge with the disk surface facing you head on. The 'space' around it and all other celestial bodies appeared to be black, but it was a black which was also 'bright' and had infinite depth... so hard to describe, I wish I could telepathically transfer the image...

I then looked 'up' and saw a bright white star or orb which was not too distant, and then looked 'left' where there seemed to be a loose galaxy or dense and bright cloud of gasses and plasma, but as my vision zoomed in on it, it was a cluster of black holes nestled within a cloud of energy which appeared like an infinitely dimensional Julia-set fractal. I no longer perceived the glass-like bubble around me and decided automatically to head straight into the black hole cluster and right into one of them, and, what should have been a surprising revelation, ended up being a remembering of something I'd seen so many times before when not embodied... it lead to an infinity of more black hole clusters, and I was zipping through them effortlessly and with increasing 'speed' until eventually I ended up back on a version of Earth and again within a body. The dream state continued on from there, where a lot of work was done, as has been the case recently, and woke up feeling the same feeling of bilocation, but more residually.

Around October my physical body began sleeping a few extra hours. Normally I am used to 7-8 but it is not uncommon to sleep 11-13 hours now and spend a lot more 'time' in other realms doing a lot of work. I have also been doing a large amount of work while physically awake, musically and visually, and it is not exhausting as it used to be. I seem to be encountering a period of boundless energy resources during body-awake and body-asleep phases, and what I have been 'allowed' to do in other realms has been expanded quite a bit the more responsible I have become. It would take months to write it all out, but things are moving very smoothly now, and things are definitely 'heating up' big time. Many of the not-so-good guys are 'getting served' in those realms so to speak, at least from my own experiences as of lately and in the past year.

Fairly wild for some probably yes, maybe not even believable, but for others (hello! *pixie waves*) it is just another day at the office :) The main point is that things have markedly been intensifying in my perception and experiences, and the ease of which things are being accomplished has increased.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-iepu3EtyE&ob=av2e

[meeradas]

Zillah, thanks very much.
That took most of the weight of concern off me.
Excuse me for it, but i have to say it: "Good girl"!

Am "proud" of having had part in triggering your posting that way.

Sounds thoroughly good. All the best on your ongoing journey.

One thing:


Do not want to see another one go down that road.

vs.


well, it already happened

Misunderstanding here - it is good that you haven't been down that road.
The person i spoke of is gone.

[whenyournex2me]

Boy have I had some very very interesting and positive changes in my life recently.

[Pete]

I am really feeling as though whatever I think of, seems to manifests itself almost immediately. I feel no fear about our future, I see it clearly and there will be a smooth transition with virtually no disruption.

We can see the pressure of disclosure building within our own alternative media and given the fact that the talk is finally being transformed into physical deeds, I feel that mainstream disclosure is but days away.

Isn't it exciting to be present, to participate and observe these momentous events ?

[whenyournex2me]

I agree with ya Pete. :) This is a very exciting time to be alive!

Some changes I have experienced are to include feeling more grounded, more aware and in tune with Real Ality... and what is to come of myself. I have learned several lessons over and over again, and I feel that I now understand I have the power. Now, what to do with it is the next thing. And before I do anything, I will be patient, still, and listening... in many ways. :)

[Pete]

Just a note, I mentioned previously seeing what appeared to be a crystal frame unwind in my my vision, Well something very similar happened about 3 days ago. I was driving along and became aware of something flashing in my central vision. It persisted for about 20 minutes. When I closed my eyes it appeared to be a line of flashing bars all joined to make a line of triangles. The whole thing seemed to strobe and move and assume the shape of a lazy J.

Just to clarify, there was no direct sunlight and I had not been looking into a strong light. I just became more aware of its flashing and tried to blink my vision clear without any effect at all. In fact thinking about it I was not able to effect its position in my sight by moving the direction of my vision and it moved away to the side of my vision without any input from me.

Anyone else out there notice out of the ordinary events in their perception? hope the you are all enjoying the unfolding of all of this.