write4change
27th December 2011, 03:32
I have been gone from here almost a year. I do not remember how to work this site much any more and I was not very good when I left. So bare with me on the technicalities.
I see a lot of changes have evolved and as far as I can tell for the better. I am not into analyzing what I think I see right now or if ever.
I have to begin with why I left. And it appears that some people involved have also more or less left but have appeared recently at this time but not really posted anything.
I came with the beginning of the Anglo Saxon Mission. I thought it was hughly important and delivered well. The Charles Atticus stuff confused me, amused me, and made me very paranoid.
There can be a synchronicity of stuff. I am going to try to lay out the stuff as factually as I can.
My first husband, who I divorced in 1972, lived as a child across from Chang Ki Shek in Formosa. His father was the occupational commander. From his parents when we married in 1965 we got two gifts that supposedly came from Shek ( I am spelling this phonetically and not looking it up now.) A pair of Fou Dogs which I still have and a book that I gave away a few years ago to someone living in Guam.
I began telling Cayman stuff that he apparently never got and we both seemed to have emails that disappeared. I am not computer literate. One day in February a whole year's work I had been writing disappeared. One day my computer came on totally red screened and I had been big time hacked.
I did not have much money then so I could not fix it very well. I was still having major and weird things happening.
I also had a Chinese woman in her 50s live with us in the early 80s from UCLA International Students Union. From that experience, we were invited by the Chinese government to China for six weeks one of the first non govt tours.
As a result of all this, I contacted someone at UCLA I had known for all those years ago and visited them and explained in detail. They told me that there was no way that the Chinese government would not be following all this from the beginning about the Anglo Saxon Mission. When I returned to my home that night at about ten pm--both of my front doors---the outer barred door and the inner steel door---were wide open. Nothing was taken. But there is no way that where I live my doors could have stayed open from two o clock in the afternoon. Someone was watching me coming and going on the bus and opened my door shortly before I arrived. I have had detailed explanations about that too.
Between the Charles stuff, the Celine stuff, the 18 stuff, and moderator stuff---I have no idea who was doing what. The door thing really freaked me. I choose someone here that was not a good choice to talk on the phone with about all of this and explain it--on the theory my phone was probably tapped. This was also advice from major player at UCLA. I got off the internet.
I then had a major fall in the bathroom loosing my balance with one foot in the tub and one on the floor. It hurt but not majorly. There was no skin broken etc. I thought I would have a bruise. I went to bed. The next day my whole leg was swollen and I could put no weight on it. By the time, I went to the doctor it was too late. I had a blood clot that could have been dissolved with a shot in the first 4 to 8 hours. It was a long and painful ordeal lasting months.
In March, I got a notice from the California Tax Franchise Board that I owed them about 30,000 dollars. It turns out that my deceased husband's partner had embezzeled about 100,000 from me. Since that first notification that amount has increased to about a half a million.
In May, the government went throught my records and found that they had underpaid me a little over 6,000 and directly deposited. This was initially done without any notice or explanation which also made me paranoid. I still wonder about it because the governement does not usually go back 12 years in records to find underspayments. I decided to use it and deal with it later. I immediately spent 2000 on computer stuff and a then a lawyer consult.
In June, the partner's wife contacted me and we had lunch. I told her then that I knew the resolution of this would come between us. Not men. She would choose justice or redemption. They then hired a tax consultant and she began taking me places and giving me some money.
I already had a plan and a found a property I wanted to purchase in the interior of the country and try one more time for an intentional community. I wanted 100,000 cash and monthly payments of $1,000. We had an oral agreement to that effect. The property had been on the market 22 months. It had two houses on it, a barn, a pond, an orchard, and was 20 acres. I could make a go of it.
I guess their game plan was to get me to buy and get in debt in preparation for going that I would do anything. They insisted I sign a hold harmless agreement and that I sell them my shares in the company---something I had been refusing to do since my husband's death in 1997. There are no circumstances that I would do either of those two things and they knew that from the beginning.
So I have been hunkering down for the big law suit. They are betting I will not get punitive damages and since I have no substantial money a lawyer on contingency wants 40%. I think they are wrong about punitive damages and I think their behavior for the last five months proves they have always had the intention to defraud me and that the OWS movement has changed the legal atmosphere. They are rich but not rich enough to be movers and shakers. They are going to be the perfect example.
One of the things I did was come out of my recluse mode and spent 45 days camping the Occuply LA movement. That was quite an experience and I could write a book but will share some of my oberservations here.
I have come back here now because I have worked thru all of my fears and encountered many face to face and I am now moving forward.
I have told no one about this site and my writings here because spirituality for me is more private and these people would not consider it and if they did would consider it proof of my craziness---which will be one of their defenses.
I am coming back for support and to tell people that I know I will get this money and that I am open to this community helping me develop an off the grid self sustaining community of alternative housing. I have not stopped learning about this since I left and will go back to my thread about this. Or start a new one soon.
I have missed many of you and I will explain more as it comes to me.
I have spent hundred's of dollars trying to get computer literate and paying for a website. Total bust and been scamed so I can now pay someone here that will be both public about this and help me build a web site using the soapbox platform. And I need them to move what I have already started.
All of this now being said. I am very glad to be back. I could not even remember my handle and I had a visiting friend sign up. Reading Giovanni's early friends, I found and remembered my name.
Edina saw I was back almost within minutes. I now remember how much joy there was to share on this site. And Wade Fraizer--I am glad to see you continue to evolve and hand in there. As usually it will take me weeks to read your stuff. LOL
I see a lot of changes have evolved and as far as I can tell for the better. I am not into analyzing what I think I see right now or if ever.
I have to begin with why I left. And it appears that some people involved have also more or less left but have appeared recently at this time but not really posted anything.
I came with the beginning of the Anglo Saxon Mission. I thought it was hughly important and delivered well. The Charles Atticus stuff confused me, amused me, and made me very paranoid.
There can be a synchronicity of stuff. I am going to try to lay out the stuff as factually as I can.
My first husband, who I divorced in 1972, lived as a child across from Chang Ki Shek in Formosa. His father was the occupational commander. From his parents when we married in 1965 we got two gifts that supposedly came from Shek ( I am spelling this phonetically and not looking it up now.) A pair of Fou Dogs which I still have and a book that I gave away a few years ago to someone living in Guam.
I began telling Cayman stuff that he apparently never got and we both seemed to have emails that disappeared. I am not computer literate. One day in February a whole year's work I had been writing disappeared. One day my computer came on totally red screened and I had been big time hacked.
I did not have much money then so I could not fix it very well. I was still having major and weird things happening.
I also had a Chinese woman in her 50s live with us in the early 80s from UCLA International Students Union. From that experience, we were invited by the Chinese government to China for six weeks one of the first non govt tours.
As a result of all this, I contacted someone at UCLA I had known for all those years ago and visited them and explained in detail. They told me that there was no way that the Chinese government would not be following all this from the beginning about the Anglo Saxon Mission. When I returned to my home that night at about ten pm--both of my front doors---the outer barred door and the inner steel door---were wide open. Nothing was taken. But there is no way that where I live my doors could have stayed open from two o clock in the afternoon. Someone was watching me coming and going on the bus and opened my door shortly before I arrived. I have had detailed explanations about that too.
Between the Charles stuff, the Celine stuff, the 18 stuff, and moderator stuff---I have no idea who was doing what. The door thing really freaked me. I choose someone here that was not a good choice to talk on the phone with about all of this and explain it--on the theory my phone was probably tapped. This was also advice from major player at UCLA. I got off the internet.
I then had a major fall in the bathroom loosing my balance with one foot in the tub and one on the floor. It hurt but not majorly. There was no skin broken etc. I thought I would have a bruise. I went to bed. The next day my whole leg was swollen and I could put no weight on it. By the time, I went to the doctor it was too late. I had a blood clot that could have been dissolved with a shot in the first 4 to 8 hours. It was a long and painful ordeal lasting months.
In March, I got a notice from the California Tax Franchise Board that I owed them about 30,000 dollars. It turns out that my deceased husband's partner had embezzeled about 100,000 from me. Since that first notification that amount has increased to about a half a million.
In May, the government went throught my records and found that they had underpaid me a little over 6,000 and directly deposited. This was initially done without any notice or explanation which also made me paranoid. I still wonder about it because the governement does not usually go back 12 years in records to find underspayments. I decided to use it and deal with it later. I immediately spent 2000 on computer stuff and a then a lawyer consult.
In June, the partner's wife contacted me and we had lunch. I told her then that I knew the resolution of this would come between us. Not men. She would choose justice or redemption. They then hired a tax consultant and she began taking me places and giving me some money.
I already had a plan and a found a property I wanted to purchase in the interior of the country and try one more time for an intentional community. I wanted 100,000 cash and monthly payments of $1,000. We had an oral agreement to that effect. The property had been on the market 22 months. It had two houses on it, a barn, a pond, an orchard, and was 20 acres. I could make a go of it.
I guess their game plan was to get me to buy and get in debt in preparation for going that I would do anything. They insisted I sign a hold harmless agreement and that I sell them my shares in the company---something I had been refusing to do since my husband's death in 1997. There are no circumstances that I would do either of those two things and they knew that from the beginning.
So I have been hunkering down for the big law suit. They are betting I will not get punitive damages and since I have no substantial money a lawyer on contingency wants 40%. I think they are wrong about punitive damages and I think their behavior for the last five months proves they have always had the intention to defraud me and that the OWS movement has changed the legal atmosphere. They are rich but not rich enough to be movers and shakers. They are going to be the perfect example.
One of the things I did was come out of my recluse mode and spent 45 days camping the Occuply LA movement. That was quite an experience and I could write a book but will share some of my oberservations here.
I have come back here now because I have worked thru all of my fears and encountered many face to face and I am now moving forward.
I have told no one about this site and my writings here because spirituality for me is more private and these people would not consider it and if they did would consider it proof of my craziness---which will be one of their defenses.
I am coming back for support and to tell people that I know I will get this money and that I am open to this community helping me develop an off the grid self sustaining community of alternative housing. I have not stopped learning about this since I left and will go back to my thread about this. Or start a new one soon.
I have missed many of you and I will explain more as it comes to me.
I have spent hundred's of dollars trying to get computer literate and paying for a website. Total bust and been scamed so I can now pay someone here that will be both public about this and help me build a web site using the soapbox platform. And I need them to move what I have already started.
All of this now being said. I am very glad to be back. I could not even remember my handle and I had a visiting friend sign up. Reading Giovanni's early friends, I found and remembered my name.
Edina saw I was back almost within minutes. I now remember how much joy there was to share on this site. And Wade Fraizer--I am glad to see you continue to evolve and hand in there. As usually it will take me weeks to read your stuff. LOL