Was I Abducted Last Night, And Why?

[seantimberwolf]

It does seem quite strange posting something of this style, i have never been "abducted" or contacted but this is too strange and it has come at an even stranger time, this is also quite a scary experience its not just the way I'm interpreting it, it was genuinely quite bone chilling.

As some of you that may know me, you will know that recently i have been quite disenfranchised with the whole thing.
The whole thing of course being the Alternative Media and our mission in general.
A few days ago this reached a crescendo for me personally.
And my emotions and feelings boiled over into a glorious volcano of tears, clenched fists, and hope.
I was starting to feel like i was about to stumble upon a truth it was tangible, it was within reach i was salivating at the thought of this truth.
I woke up yesterday KNOWING that i was going to find this secret soon, i was going to stumble upon Avalon (literally) and draw the sword from the stone.
Well last night when i went to sleep i hit the pillow and the lights were out, no messing around in limbo, i was stone dead as soon as i closed my eyes.
Then what happened defies belief and is actually quite scary.
Also please note this HAS happened to me before, and i will explain at the end when.

Around AM i started to feel a presence, at first i was woken by a horrible Sharpe scream in my ear, in my minds eye i saw my body asleep on the bed.
and i saw a black apparition next to me in bed it was a huge black lump.
It was blacker than black, an absolute black very hard to describe but you know its not a natural color.
The apparition was ethereal and had no solid form, but had a grotesque face, very Sharpe teeth and no eyes it screamed in my ear and tried to "get inside me" if that makes sense.
I immediately woke and tried to hit the air next to me where i knew it was, this is obviously quite funny but I'm a fight guy as apposed to flight, when I'm startled this is how i react.
Once i was awake i had to try and tell myself this was just a dream, it took about 10 minuets but i finally went back to sleep.
Then about AM the worst thing happened.
I woke from my sleep, i was fully conscious but absolutely unable to move.
I could not open my eyes, neither could i move a single muscle, i could not talk it was a complete shutdown of all activity but my mind.
Then i started to feel a strange buzzing sound, now i now more discerning readers will now say " you FELT a buzzing SOUND".
Yes i felt a buzzing sound it was so strange even thinking of it now it sends chills down my spine, the buzzing got louder in my ears and my body began to vibrate aggressively.
I could not move a single muscle.
The room began to fill with energy, very very dark energy.
I know that if i could open my eyes i would see nothing but absolute black, soul devouring black.
My body began hurt and ache the buzzing was now unbearable i needed to wake, it felt like i was hovering above my bed, i could not visualize anything but my body in the blackness i was trapped in my mind while my body was dying.
Then i heard voices and screaming in my head so loud, god it was loud.
Like i was hearing the suffering of thousands of people all at once.
my body was still vibrating and my mind was racing i knew this was no dream as i was feeling it, it did not have the lucidity that dreams carry i was fully aware.
Hence being able to tell you guys this in such detail.
I knew i had to put a stop to this somehow so i began to try and move my body i told my body it had to move.
In my mind i was shouting at the voices telling them to be quiet, but they got louder each time i did this.
When i tried to move a limb, the vibrating got worse, like i was being punished for not "co-operating".
Then all at once something in me burst with the energy of a billion hydrogen bombs and i shouted NO!!!!
Then i began to scream, at first it was very low but i knew i was making a sound, then i managed to bellow at the top of my voice i screamed so loud, everything i was experiencing went away at once.
And i shot up in my bed sweating and freezing cold at the same time, out of breath with pins and needles in my whole body.
My room was dark but then it subsided.
As you can imagine i went straight into my kitchen and made a cup of coffee.
And began to relive the experience to figure out why this happens to me.

This happened once before but not quite as severe and with no apparitions, a few months back after a day i spent finding truth within myself and learning allot about me.
This seems to be the trend, when i reach a point of knowing, this happens and my energy is reset, but this time i feel like i caught them at it, i know what there doing.
If it is a "them" at all, it could be the product of an over active imagination. But i highly doubt that.
I will obviously not be going to a Doctor about this, i know friends on hear will help me understand this.
But I'm not really afraid i think on it now, but it was terrifying at the time.
What are your thoughts on this, has this happened to you, or have you herd of it.
I know it sounds like a classic abduction but i do not believe i left my room, i may be wrong off course.
But the fact of how i have been feeling lately makes this even more strange, like I'm being scared of something.
It almost strikes me as a "we know you know, stop knowing" kind of thing.

I eagerly await your thoughts on this my friends.
Thanks for reading and sticking in there with the story.
All the best
Sean Tw

[ponda]

Hi seantimberwolf,


i had a similar experience a few weeks ago without the buzzing and not being able to move.i woke up at about 7am.The room was filled with a half light coming in through the curtains.i closed my eyes for a few seconds then re-opened them to find that the room was in complete darkness all of a sudden.It was a sort of blackness.i looked across at the window to see if it was dark outside.It was light outside but the light couldn't get into the room.i could see the light outside through a crack in the curtains but none of it could get into the room.Strange.i then closed my eyes again for a few seconds and when i re-opened them everything was back to normal.

i have to deal with a lot of this type of negative paranormal activity constantly so i wasn't too shocked by it.It sounds like in your case you 'might' be trying to be stopped from knowing more as you surmised.These negative entities might also be trying to feed off of anger and fear as well.i try to stay calm and focused when this stuff happens and to give them nothing.There can be an upside from this activity as your awareness and experiences expand.

cheers

[Carmen]

You are a young man with powerful psychic energy. You did say that you have been building up to something. Your posts have been sort of pissed off and negative lately? Maybe this was your own negative energy taking form. I know those of the light and love persuasion have been getting hammered lately, but maybe that is what you need a bit of to lighten and balance your being?! Absolute polarities of attitude, either way are part of this dualistic realm. When one is able to transcend the black or the white you are able to walk the balanced middle path.

It sounded like a very scary experience! I hope others here can offer some more direct advice.

Regards

Carmen

[seantimberwolf]

Hi seantimberwolf,


i had a similar experience a few weeks ago without the buzzing and not being able to move.i woke up at about 7am.The room was filled with a half light coming in through the curtains.i closed my eyes for a few seconds then re-opened them to find that the room was in complete darkness all of a sudden.It was a sort of blackness.i looked across at the window to see if it was dark outside.It was light outside but the light couldn't get into the room.i could see the light outside through a crack in the curtains but none of it could get into the room.Strange.i then closed my eyes again for a few seconds and when i re-opened them everything was back to normal.

i have to deal with a lot of this type of negative paranormal activity constantly so i wasn't too shocked by it.It sounds like in your case you 'might' be trying to be stopped from knowing more as you surmised.These negative entities might also be trying to feed off of anger and fear as well.i try to stay calm and focused when this stuff happens and to give them nothing.There can be an upside from this activity as your awareness and experiences expand.

cheers

Thanks for the reply, yes i thought that this morning when i was reviewing it in my head.
That at the very least, this serves to further my understanding off what is going on around me.
I will try to remain calm next time this happens, i did think to do that when it happened but i was so shocked that it was very hard as you can imagine.
But know i know i will be able to look at this with a clearer head if it takes place again.

Sean Tw

[BestLion]

I would say you were more then likely witnessing a Lucid dream. i have had 2 of them in my life. And this account seems pretty much on par with what a lucid dream accounts. I'd go as far as to say 99% of all alien abductions are OBE , Lucid dreaming or hallucinations. More less an altered state of conscience. On the same note. I have read 1,000s of accounts stories of abductions etc..and I am convinced most abductions are not from aliens from another cosmos..but they are extra dimensional beings. many of these beings enter through portals. We can enter those portals via an altered state of conscience.
So with that said..i dont think it was no space ship from the stars that visited you..but more then likely you were in an altered state.
Also 'abducted' is a harsh word to use. These inner dimensional beings are not abducting anyone. It is the human who enters who in his mind is abducted. If fear overpowers you..then you feel you were abducted.
Next time...have no fear and enjoy the ride..

[joedjemal]

I would say you were more then likely witnessing a Lucid dream. i have had 2 of them in my life. And this account seems pretty much on par with what a lucid dream accounts. I'd go as far as to say 99% of all alien abductions are OBE , Lucid dreaming or hallucinations. More less an altered state of conscience. On the same note. I have read 1,000s of accounts stories of abductions etc..and I am convinced most abductions are not from aliens from another cosmos..but they are extra dimensional beings. many of these beings enter through portals. We can enter those portals via an altered state of conscience.
So with that said..i dont think it was no space ship from the stars that visited you..but more then likely you were in an altered state.
Also 'abducted' is a harsh word to use. These inner dimensional beings are not abducting anyone. It is the human who enters who in his mind is abducted. If fear overpowers you..then you feel you were abducted.
Next time...have no fear and enjoy the ride..

His experience sounds very similar to one I had about 15 years back in Tunisia and I was definitely awake then, the thing was standing in front of me changing shape while I was sitting up in bed. I fought it off but it hung around for a few days before I managed to get rid of it.

I don't know what they are I don't think they're aliens, I think they're something very old and they seem attracted to people undergoing spiritual growth. I haven't been bothered by anything like that for a few years now, the last shadowy visitor I had turned up in 2004 and I tried talking to it but it didn't answer. I dream lucidly most nights now and it's a completely different experience. These shadows were quite definitely there in the room and during the Tunisia experience a friend was with me in the other bed in the hotel room and he saw it as well. He was so freaked out by it it destroyed our friendship.

[Mulder]

Sean,
I admire your bravery for posting this! It was clearly a traumatic experience for you pal.
From what you've said it doesn't sound like an abduction experience, as you didn't experience things like "time loss" or any marks on your body that many abductees describe.

I believe you were under a psychic attack from a "dark" person or entity - a representation of this thing was the black "lump" you saw in your bed beside you. You travelled outside of your body for a short time and saw yourself and the entity beside you. I personally believe this is a Premonition of a future event (as you felt you never left your room & where there was the suffering of thousands of people all at once).

Since this "attack" has happened before, and its got worse as time goes by, it would be wise to defend your self by placing some orgone, holy water, a bible, crystals, (or whatever you believe would help according to your religion/beliefs) in your room. I personally leave a voice activated dictaphone running as I sleep most nights as an added layer of protection.

The only other thing I want to share today is that I have some ESP and intuitive ability (but I'm not a guru, exorcist, contactee, etc.) - I've felt you've been "going through the mill," this is why I left you the positive "visitor message" on your page 2 days ago & requested to be your friend at the same time.

[pugwash84]

I have really bad dreams too, but I don't really get scared. I looked to my right and there was 4 tall white figures with largish black eyes the two middle ones was talking to each other and laughing ( That is what is looked like from a human perspective, as humans look like that with their body language when they laugh and talk) The one on the right was looking at my things on my bed side table and was looking at my i-phone which I had back then, I now have a blackberry because my WI-FI broke. It was sitting in the dock and he was looking through my things on the table. The one to the far left was looking around the room at the pictures then he looked at me, he moved his head closer blinking a bit as if he thought is she awake or not?? lol. Then for some weird reason I rolled over and went to sleep. I never felt scared through the whole dream though. I went to the doctor because I was having bad dreams a lot and he said to just try to relax before going to bed, have a lavander bath etc and I told him about the scars on my knees and the scar on my foot and my nose keeps bleeding and my hair loss ( I have patches of hair loss on my head and patches all over my body) and he said the mind works like that. If I believe something so much my body will act that way. He said if I keep believing things like this then it will happen to me more. When I was a child though, I used to talk to figures that looked like this all the time and they just talked about why I was upset and they asked questions about the day and was a good friend when I needed it mentally, maybe I am more stressed lately and just need to see more of them.

[christian]

Facing one's own demons is probably the hardest thing there is, do it calmly with love and with the knowing, that your essence is indestrucible and that you are safe always, this is key to get a hold of your self-determination. Be gentle with whomever you face, apparently you can not succesfully force things.

If the darkness that came to you is not from you, be assertive about your self-determination, stand your ground and any lower vibrational entity won't find a weak spot on you. If it comes from yourself, you can use your unbending intent to transform it, to work it out. Shortly before Buddha became enlightened, Mara send everything to scare him to prevent him and Buddha simply persevered in his knowingness and all the sharp arrows directed at him transformed into petals.

I've heard from sleep paralysis cases where the person simply was not back yet from the astral realms and from cases - and this might be more relevant in your case - where the Higher Self of the person deliberately did this, to make the 'little me' experiencing the paralysis face something uncomfortable but necessary. I know someone personally, to whom this happened and he was lectured by his Higher Self verbally after having messed around in his life for a period of time extensively.

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Anyways, your're up to something obviously and it might well equate to pulling the sword out of the stone. You can do it.

[Billy]

I have had this experience about 30yrs ago. And i was not alone at the time. Both my wife and i had the exoerience together while in bed and awake. A heavy presence alomost pinning us down. struggling to speak to each other but we managed after what seemed a lifetime to release ourselves from the dark energy presence. It was a battle of will power. We both sighed with relief and said WTF was that. Then all fear left and we giggled nevously.

As you are now aware there is a negative energy that exists and is with us all of our lives. It surrounds our planet and all of humanity. This negativity is conscious and will not interfere in your life. " UNLESS YOU BEGIN TO CREATE LIGHT" This negative energy does not mind people going to churches, temples, Mosques, etc, It does not mind people gathering in prayer or individuals praying on their own. But what this negativity fears is the LIGHT energy. and when on the journey of the soul you begin to awaken and create light. Then you are seen you are like a beacon, and in most cases will experience psychic attacks.

I would say this was not an abduction but a psychic attack because your emotions lately have been expressing frustration and you have been breaking through the viel of deceit and negativity. you are awakening and generating more light. this was why you had this experience, Have no fear because the darkness dissolves in your light.

You can take this experience as conformation that you are on the right path of your choosing, So my friend just keep shining on.

Peace

EDIT:
I remembered that although i could not speak aloud at the time of my experience i recited the ArchAngel Michael prayer of protection inside my head.

[Limor Wolf]

Yes,Sean,This has happend to me as well. It was in 2006 about six month into my initial 'wake-up call' (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?13633-Our-x-factor) and when my mentoring has began... I was in deep sleep when something startled me and vigourosly pulled me out of it, I opened my eyes to see the most horrendous face - a black hatful looking and feeling entity! half blured - half solid, its hateful face hovering above mine. I was in a state of stagnation...

On top, the energy in the room was intensly cold and I felt as if my life force was being sucked out of me. At first, I could not move out of my own terror and I began to feel extremely weak, at that point I knew that I am about to die and imagained how I will be found, without a hint to what had happened to me..

I started telling myself while staring at that monsterous face who bit by bit was sucking my life essence out of me, that "its not real!" "its not real!".. I don't know how I had the courage back than to clanch both my fists and rub my eyes for about 20 seconds.. when I opened it again...the figure was still there, similiar to your own story, something has changed in me, and at that point I was not ready to give up without a fight. I have lashed at it with all my inner force,cussing it, ordering it to go away, like NOW!! in a matter of seconds it started to dissolve, leaving my bedroom and the atmosphere has instantly changed. suffice to say,I jumped out of bed, turn on all the lights and had a couple of strong cups of cofee myself :-)

It is interesting that we are having those experiences ,I bet it has to do with the specific timing of our consciousness and personal evolvement, and the fact that we are begining to remember who we are, maybe also what we came here to do.. it must be bothering to those beings from other realms that are much dependent on us, and wich are absolutely not interested for us to change. tough for them! because that is exactly what is going to happen. to be an energy food source to others was an interesting experience so far, but I believe we are now growing out of it... each will have to find another way to exist wich does not take anything from anyone else. the universe supplies everyone with abundant energy at any certain level, I hope that we are not the only ones that are climbing up the ladder to purer energies righ now, we will have to wait and see.

From your own story and from everyone else's sharing similar experiences here, I think it is safe to assume Sean, that yours was a severe psychic attack and not an abduction.

Those attacks I feel, can be the source of two main reasons: To try and stop our consciousness from continuing to develop and remain a biological and energetical source for some astral and forth dimension beings. and other possibility is that its all just a test in our process to become a multi dimensional facets. considering the timing that it happens to us it might be both :)

One more thing concerning my own fierce experience - the days afterwords I tried to search frantically the internet for an explanation. I found many stories of 'shadow man' or incubus but nothing quite fit.
after two weeks, while it was'nt on my mind anymore, in one of my searches on the net, one link was leading to the other and I landed on a picture-photograph of a figure. that was it. I would never forget its face ( something similair to a worst gorgoile most hatfull face) this was part of an article, under it it said:Reptelian.

I stared at the photo for a long time. at the end of the day I turned off my computre. I never managed to find this photo again.

At that point (middle of 2006) I was not yet led to 'whats going on in the world', I certinally never heard the terminology 'reptelian' or knew who was david icke, I was only aware that reality is far more grander and better than we thought. when reaching david icke's material after quite a few months later,I already 'knew' that there are reptelians,based on that experience.


~ Thanks a lot Sean, for sharing ! I actually believe this to be quite a contributing event that helps to shed fear from the unknown. Every unknown bound to be a 'known' one day ~


Cheers,

~*&^~*&^

Limor

[cellardoor]

Hi seantimberwolf.

I have also had the scream and dark apparition in the early hours. What I think is that this is your dark night of the soul. Your reaction suggests this might happen again. What you should do, is look the blackness square in the face and say "I AM not afraid, I AM of the christ light, If you are not of the christ vibration begone, and never return". Three times should do it. Then you will never be bothered again. You might also experience a dog barking, this is usually a former pet from this life or previous lives. Do not be alarmed they are protecting you. If you light white candles in your house stop immediately. From my experience this is the dark within yourself, welcome to the 4th density. What your higherself might be telling you is it's time to stop looking for truth outside of yourself and start taking responsibility for your frequency. Other wise you will descend even further into the black. It's always your choice. I hope that helps my friend.

[kersley]

Thanks for sharing Sean..
From a very young age I had these entities visit me. so many times that I got so use to them sitting at the bottom of my bed.
I don't sleep in the dark for obvious reasons. I like to see what is in my room at all times. I manage to pluck the courage and fought them off. I have not seen or heard them since.
I have tried to video, take pictures but it would seem they wont fall for that.

[BlueGem]

Thanks for sharing your personal experience. Lots of great advice from people so far... so I won't go into it too much.

Doesn't sound like an abduction to me, more like an attack on your being. Look into some methods of protection. Have strong intentions towards how you would like to control and avoid these situations in the future (writing a list and reading it daily works for me!).

Also, don't be afraid. Be confident and assertive. I have heard of beings feeding on our emotions. Fear is one of the strongest emotions we have, so we need to learn to accept and embrace it. When we understand something, we no longer fear it as much, so I suggest maybe doing some meditating or asking your higher self/guides for some advice on the matter.

With any luck, this will not happen again!

[WHOMADEGOD]

It does sound like some kind of psychic attack, not that I am any expert but it resonates, and it does sound very real regardless of your consciousness being in or outside your physical body.

I remember shortly after my Kundalini awakening as a younger man, I began to experiment with OOBE's. My first successful attempt concluded very quickly as the shock of seeing myself below me snapped me back instantly. On my second successful attempt I could see a entity hovering above me. I suppose it resembled the shape of a large fried egg but was transparent and jelly like but had many small twinkling lights within it. I had the distinct impression that it was stopping my OOB attempts? I did not feel threatened but I was pissed off!!!

As for energy vampires, well I believe they are all around us. For example many here at Avalon seek the light, we are in duality so many also seek the dark. We are all energy, but in our form we as individuals and collective can choose and generate either negative or positive energy literally at will in any given moment, so if you were an entity that was of a lower vibration it would make sense to manipulate us to generate a low vibration to feed itself by instilling fear. Many times I have become angry for no reason and this has in turn fuelled situations that have generated more negative energy. The trick I believe is to become aware of these changes and in doing so avoid confrontations etc. (Easier said than done!). To literally become an observer in the game of life rather than being lost in the game.

We have many other types of parasitical entities, I myself have carried one for quite some time which ended with a Shaman conducting an extraction and allowing 2 lost soul parts to be re-integrated. We even communicated via dreams where it wanted me to bury it and upon wakening the information it presented was 100% correct without any prior knowledge on my behalf!

It seems there are many forms of energy in this Universe alone, all competing, all learning, all seeking something. I think this is something we have to accept, and all we can do is never give up reaching for the light......

Blessings

Mark

[9eagle9]

That is a construct that you encountered and many people who become aware encounter these things. They start shaking off control mechanisms. Its not an abuduction like you are removed, abducting the physical body is like stealing a car but leaving the engine behind. You could consider an attempt of mind abduction. Or an attempt at re containng a freeing mind. Even as I write this my right is has a drum going off in it , the same thing howling its protest at me further exposing it.

I have had the same , or rather similar experience, occured in the same fashion, sleeping, attack, paralysis , resistance, and then soemthnig rose up in me to refuse that influence. I have posted my experienice with this sort of thing on the forum. The only diffeence is the last episode it was solid entity in the room with me. And my life changed profoundly after that. And now your's will too. That 'thing' you seen has always been close at hand. It can no longer influence you subtly so it must come out in the open to attempt to frighten you.

NOW.. You have begun to know your own power, it too was there all the time until what was manipulating you , all of us, was revealed to you.. Not in resisting or fighting with the construct but saying no to it. In frightening you it can make agree to its conditions of influence, saying not that agreement...there's your power. Mine occured in the same fashion you gave voice your higher vibrational energy. NO. That's all it takes.

It is a thoughtform, very dense thoughtform. the voices you hear screaming in it are the people who are still caught under it's influence. A series of thoughtforms so dense that they are take on a sort life and self awareness on their own. We call it a construct because we construct and feed it collectively with our collective thoughts. Very 4th dimensional, but not real. They've been created by the people who believe in things they shouldn't be believing in.

If you are fed up with with all the faery tales and bull**** , and I noticed your post the other day, saying that you've had it with all the crap. Like the ones of ufos and aliens coming to save us, you've just met their source. That is the dark face of what those people are channeling. People who channel that stuff , that is what they are communicating with and calling it a 'light' being to get others to start getting corded in to that. It is thoughtform so it can show itself however it pleases to people based on their thoughts about it. ou've seen behind the 'light' it projects to what it really is. Density. It plays on our fears. The light side of them playing on the fears of those who believe its dark light. And when that didn't work on you and you started becoming aware of reality you began to see the reality of this stuff.

You have made a step that I don't see in many people, and I would like to honor this difficult step in journey, its incredible. This is a shamanic event, you confronted the dark not by fighting it but refusing it. No. That's all it ever took. No. You have demonstrated your own power.

This is the other side of the face of some of the channeled entities that people hurl around with little regard to finding out what they are.

You don't have to do anything, you've already done it. I'd suprised if it returned again but if it does, now you know how to deal with it.

Don't focus so much on that it was attacking you, it has been around the whole time. You have recently given up all the BS and became aware of what it really was. . Now the truth of certain things is being made aware to you ONLY by demonstrating your willingnes to give up the BS, you've made a space for the truth and reality of certain things. . Focus on finally becoming aware of your power to put an end to it's influence. And while these are thoughtforms and very real on one level their reality is only made becuse people accept them. thoughts are powerful, I'm not denying their power, and that thing had power. It has the power all the people who continued feeding it. It uses them as batteries. But your own singular power defeated it.

Power? You has it.

Your story has made my day.


It does seem quite strange posting something of this style, i have never been "abducted" or contacted but this is too strange and it has come at an even stranger time, this is also quite a scary experience its not just the way I'm interpreting it, it was genuinely quite bone chilling.

As some of you that may know me, you will know that recently i have been quite disenfranchised with the whole thing.
The whole thing of course being the Alternative Media and our mission in general.
A few days ago this reached a crescendo for me personally.
And my emotions and feelings boiled over into a glorious volcano of tears, clenched fists, and hope.
I was starting to feel like i was about to stumble upon a truth it was tangible, it was within reach i was salivating at the thought of this truth.
I woke up yesterday KNOWING that i was going to find this secret soon, i was going to stumble upon Avalon (literally) and draw the sword from the stone.
Well last night when i went to sleep i hit the pillow and the lights were out, no messing around in limbo, i was stone dead as soon as i closed my eyes.
Then what happened defies belief and is actually quite scary.
Also please note this HAS happened to me before, and i will explain at the end when.

Around AM i started to feel a presence, at first i was woken by a horrible Sharpe scream in my ear, in my minds eye i saw my body asleep on the bed.
and i saw a black apparition next to me in bed it was a huge black lump.
It was blacker than black, an absolute black very hard to describe but you know its not a natural color.
The apparition was ethereal and had no solid form, but had a grotesque face, very Sharpe teeth and no eyes it screamed in my ear and tried to "get inside me" if that makes sense.
I immediately woke and tried to hit the air next to me where i knew it was, this is obviously quite funny but I'm a fight guy as apposed to flight, when I'm startled this is how i react.
Once i was awake i had to try and tell myself this was just a dream, it took about 10 minuets but i finally went back to sleep.
Then about AM the worst thing happened.
I woke from my sleep, i was fully conscious but absolutely unable to move.
I could not open my eyes, neither could i move a single muscle, i could not talk it was a complete shutdown of all activity but my mind.
Then i started to feel a strange buzzing sound, now i now more discerning readers will now say " you FELT a buzzing SOUND".
Yes i felt a buzzing sound it was so strange even thinking of it now it sends chills down my spine, the buzzing got louder in my ears and my body began to vibrate aggressively.
I could not move a single muscle.
The room began to fill with energy, very very dark energy.
I know that if i could open my eyes i would see nothing but absolute black, soul devouring black.
My body began hurt and ache the buzzing was now unbearable i needed to wake, it felt like i was hovering above my bed, i could not visualize anything but my body in the blackness i was trapped in my mind while my body was dying.
Then i heard voices and screaming in my head so loud, god it was loud.
Like i was hearing the suffering of thousands of people all at once.
my body was still vibrating and my mind was racing i knew this was no dream as i was feeling it, it did not have the lucidity that dreams carry i was fully aware.
Hence being able to tell you guys this in such detail.
I knew i had to put a stop to this somehow so i began to try and move my body i told my body it had to move.
In my mind i was shouting at the voices telling them to be quiet, but they got louder each time i did this.
When i tried to move a limb, the vibrating got worse, like i was being punished for not "co-operating".
Then all at once something in me burst with the energy of a billion hydrogen bombs and i shouted NO!!!!
Then i began to scream, at first it was very low but i knew i was making a sound, then i managed to bellow at the top of my voice i screamed so loud, everything i was experiencing went away at once.
And i shot up in my bed sweating and freezing cold at the same time, out of breath with pins and needles in my whole body.
My room was dark but then it subsided.
As you can imagine i went straight into my kitchen and made a cup of coffee.
And began to relive the experience to figure out why this happens to me.

This happened once before but not quite as severe and with no apparitions, a few months back after a day i spent finding truth within myself and learning allot about me.
This seems to be the trend, when i reach a point of knowing, this happens and my energy is reset, but this time i feel like i caught them at it, i know what there doing.
If it is a "them" at all, it could be the product of an over active imagination. But i highly doubt that.
I will obviously not be going to a Doctor about this, i know friends on hear will help me understand this.
But I'm not really afraid i think on it now, but it was terrifying at the time.
What are your thoughts on this, has this happened to you, or have you herd of it.
I know it sounds like a classic abduction but i do not believe i left my room, i may be wrong off course.
But the fact of how i have been feeling lately makes this even more strange, like I'm being scared of something.
It almost strikes me as a "we know you know, stop knowing" kind of thing.

I eagerly await your thoughts on this my friends.
Thanks for reading and sticking in there with the story.
All the best
Sean Tw

[Fred Ryan]

Like many who have responded to your post, I've also had similar experiences. I don't pretend to understand what's going on but my sense is that it's just part of the process of waking up. Remember, they have no power over you, it's really the other way around. Soon, when the time is right, you'll begin to experience more enlightened beings from higher realms.

Take care and enjoy the ride!

[DianeKJ]

Hi There~
You have already recieved tons of good advice, I just wanted to give you one more thing to look at and consider: Astral Projection. Some of the physical sensations sound like exit symptoms, the noise, the vibration/humming and the shaking of the body. Even the scary entity could be what some people refer to as the "gate keeper." It might be something to read up on further to see if it fits and hopefully someone with more experience with AP can chime in on it later. There's also tons of free websites to peruse on the subject.

Anyways, just another angle to to look at.
Good luck,
Di

[gigawatt]

Apart from the hocus pocus side of things, you are displaying the classic symptoms of what is known as Sleep Paralysis.

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And I do believe in the hocus pocus but offer you an alternative view for your investigation as to what may have happened to you

[CeltMan]

Hello Sean

Sorry to read about your experience.

I have read the other posts, there is some good advice given here.

I also do not think this was an ‘Alien Abduction’, although who is to say?

I also have had a similar alarming experience.

Before I relate this to you, below, here is the summary:

“YOU have the MENTAL power to Resist and Dispel such forces.”

And....if it happens again, 'surround yourself with a cloak of powerful light'



EDIT: I meant to also say, read in another post/thread earlier, apply HUMOUR!!....'negative entities do Not like humour, so laugh at them!!

My story:

Several years ago, I was still married, the marriage was about to dissolve.
Enough to say that a marriage is based upon trust, when that trust is betrayed the marriage is a sham.(for me at any rate)

I had stayed married longer than perhaps I should have, to be a father to my daughter.
But we had discussed getting separated.

I returned home one night, from having a drink with a pal.

When I entered the bedroom, my wife(who always retires early) was still awake.

I was very surprised when she greeted me with “I am pleased you are back”.

She then explained that she had been ‘hearing some strange flapping sounds’

Only when I got into bed and turned out the light, did I hear the sound, a ‘faint flapping sound’, from near the bottom of the bedroom door.

When I put on the light, the noise stopped.

This continued, BUT the noise GREW, to the extent that it was like a HUGE EAGLE, flapping around and swooping down towards us in the bed.
By the volume of the sound, this 'eagle' had to have the wingspan of at least 6 feet!!

Yes, it was alarming, and frustrating as I could neither see nor touch it.
Believe me, I wanted to ‘Fight it’, but it was invisible.

Then, I summoned up my energies, sat up in bed- and shouted “AWAY, be GONE, you will NOT dominate me!!” EDIT: (Upon reflection, it was a long time ago, erhm,...there might well have been several expletives involved here as well!!....lol)

It then totally vanished!

It did not return, my feeling was that it was a negative entity, perhaps summoned unintentially by my wife who did not want to cease the ‘false marriage’. (no judgement intended here, just stating the facts. She is happily re-married, and we are friends now)

[another bob]

Hiya Sean!

Some here have already pointed out that what you experienced is a relatively common phenomena, also known as hypnogogia. Best not to make more of it than it actually is by superimposing supernatural or "shamanic" intepretations, imho.

Here's a bit more:

http://www.theness.com/index.php/hypnagogia-an-explanation-of-strange-nighttime-visitations/

:yo:

[9eagle9]

I used have dreams , JUST dreams similar to this. No awakening awareness of a prescence. I'd be in my house, and the house would never be one familar to me in waking life. In my dream I'd think, 'I didn't realize I had this house, but here I am.' Then I'd climb this stair case and at the top of the stairs woudl be this room filled with all these treasures, and trunks , and drawers of wonderful things that I had and I had no idea that I had them. But as stood on the landing of the stairs to go investigate all my treasures, some invisible hag like thing would drop on me and beat me back. It scared the hell out of me and I'd wake up. I had this dream for years, until one time I was so sick and frustrated from being driven back from all the things that belonged to me I just said, Enough, No, when the attack started. And that was it . that was all it took and it had never occured to me 'do' anything in the previous dreams but just succumb to it's attack. When I said NO, it all just stopped . Never had the dream again. I still have the dreams of the houses and the stairs but the attacks and the inferference went away.

[Limor Wolf]

Hiya Sean!

Some here have already pointed out that what you experienced is a relatively common phenomena, also known as hypnogogia. Best not to make more of it than it actually is by superimposing supernatural or "shamanic" intepretations, imho.

Here's a bit more:

http://www.theness.com/index.php/hypnagogia-an-explanation-of-strange-nighttime-visitations/

:yo:


From the link on Hypnagogia:



"Hypnagogia is a well understood neurological phenomenon which provides a compelling and elegant mundane explanation for many claims of alien or supernatural visitations"


Sorry Another Bob :) This is an obsolete and unadvanced approach,imha,and I am not surprised that this very narrow explanation is from 1996.

Science nowdays is only begining to develop some tools and acquire new understandings (Aka,quantum physics) to investigate this phenomanon. So I would not rule out some 'new truths' coming to light soon.

[Lettherebelight]

Hi SeanTimberwolf. I think all the afore mentioned advice sounds spot on. I offer to you the following suggestions.

Your description of your experience was very clear to me in its detail. The out of the body experience was a lucid dream with astral projection. The dark entity next to you and then attacking you, seemingly inside your brain was a disembodied entity. They do exist! There's all kinds of people hanging around in the ether that we can't see. Some of them would like to jump in our body, if given half a chance. No joke! Not all are malevolent, but some can be very malevolent. Some people experience them as being awoken by a nightmare, then a feeling of paralysis, sometimes accompanied by a sensation of a weight, pressing down on top of them.

If you can lucid dream like that without even trying, that means you are probably a sensitive and probably have psychic abilities. These types of folk really need to keep their aura strong against bolshi etheric beings who may want to give you a hard time.

Best way to keep your aura strong around you, is to avoid intoxication (sorry:()...that can weaken the consciousness, particularly alcohol and other depressants.

The next thing you can do is to keep your place, especially your sleeping area, clean....nice and clean. Some nice smudge or incense...very good.

I agree with 9Eagle9 that your recent disillusionment could be a contributing factor to opening yourself up to darker energy. That laughing meditation technique could be helpful, or at least inner smile :laugh:

Good luck to you and yours, Sean. Hope you never have another nasty visitation!
I am sure we all here will pray, wish, hope for your protection.

[9eagle9]

I'd have to agree its a view point limited by belief and denial of what the unseen worlds that our minds able to access. The mind freezes the body, because it's all about the mind. And because someone has not had this experince for themselves does not make them an expert on the subject. So they must provide external evidence, when this occuring within the mind. You find other parts of you and their powerful expression.

A shamanic event is really just taking control of our own inner landscape, instead of succumging to things that 'appear' external of us like 'Scientific evidence of sleep paralysis' and defeating outward influences by overcoming our own fear. Not bells and whistles and rattles and 'beliefs'. Very much only a battle that our minds our participaing in. Has nothing to do the body at all, the mind has the power to freeze the body. A shamanic is relaizing different levels of existences . Our commone perception existence that makes us thinks things are only valid if they occur externally of us.

This is all very about ego, how much influence and attack our own beliefs and how attached ego is to them, will allow thought forms in to prevent us from advancing. The same ego will deny what the ego is doing and will provide external evidence to prove its own denial.

I agree with 9Eagle9 that your recent disillusionment could be a contributing factor to opening yourself up to darker energy. That laughing meditation technique could be helpful, or at least inner smile

Not so much opening to a darker energy but becoming aware of what that darker energy is. Not like we are accepting it into us or making a space for it, we're actually crowding it out to where we can perceive it and know it for what it is. Before we were unaware of it and now we see it for it is. If we accept it there's not reason for it to show itself , its just continues it's influence, it operates by remaining hidden. When it's forced out it can no longer do its dirty work because we are now aware of it. It will try but you defeat it once you can defeat it again by just not making that agreement.



Hiya Sean!

Some here have already pointed out that what you experienced is a relatively common phenomena, also known as hypnogogia. Best not to make more of it than it actually is by superimposing supernatural or "shamanic" intepretations, imho.

Here's a bit more:

http://www.theness.com/index.php/hypnagogia-an-explanation-of-strange-nighttime-visitations/

:yo:



" Hypnagogia is a well understood neurological phenomenon which provides a compelling and elegant mundane explanation for many claims of alien or supernatural visitations"

Sorry Another Bob :) This is an obsolete and unadvanced approach,imha,and I am not surprised that this very narrow explanation is from 1996.
Sciense nowdays is only begining to develop some tools and acquire new understandings to investigate this phenomanon. So I would not rule some 'new truths' coming to light.

[another bob]

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" Hypnagogia is a well understood neurological phenomenon which provides a compelling and elegant mundane explanation for many claims of alien or supernatural visitations"

Sorry Another Bob :) This is an obsolete and unadvanced approach,imha,and I am not surprised that this very narrow explanation is from 1996.
Sciense nowdays is only begining to develop some tools and acquire new understandings to investigate this phenomanon. So I would not rule some 'new truths' coming to light.

Hiya Limor!

I'm not ruling anything out, although the overwhelming scientific analysis has seemed to indicate a more mundane neurological "crossed wire" effect during the transition from sleep to waking (which again is quite common). Of course, folks are free to make of it anything they want, just as in dream interpretation.

:yo:

edit to add:

I have had several of these experiences myself, so I am not just speaking theoretically.

[joedjemal]

Hiya Sean!

Some here have already pointed out that what you experienced is a relatively common phenomena, also known as hypnogogia. Best not to make more of it than it actually is by superimposing supernatural or "shamanic" intepretations, imho.

Here's a bit more:

http://www.theness.com/index.php/hypnagogia-an-explanation-of-strange-nighttime-visitations/

:yo:

I don't think hypnogogia can slam doors in your face, knock keys out of your hands and knock drinks over yet that's what the thing that was following me around for a couple of weeks did. Some experiences may be that, but by no means all.

It's in the interest of those who don't want people to delve into that world to find materialistic explanations for everything. I'm finding it quite entertaining watch physicists find out that the basis of the material world itself is nothing more than information.

[another bob]

I don't think hypnogogia can slam doors in your face, knock keys out of your hands and knock drinks over yet that's what the thing that was following me around for a couple of weeks did. Some experiences may be that, but by no means all.

Hiya Joe!

No, I would not describe your experience as hypnagogia.

:yo:

[Lettherebelight]

In response to 9Eagle9...Some things occur within our own psyche, some without. Ultimately, it is all one energy, I'm sure we would agree on that.

Some people we see walking the streets, talking (sometimes arguing!) to themselves, brown-bagging it, are actually 'sensitives' whose psychic auras have been completely breached, invaded, so to speak, by these disembodied people.
Not all...some.

[9eagle9]

And you feel that the blip in the program that you experienced, is better refuted or supported with the introduction of another program?

Material science doesn't have any means to provide evidence or non evidence of the non material.




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" Hypnagogia is a well understood neurological phenomenon which provides a compelling and elegant mundane explanation for many claims of alien or supernatural visitations"

Sorry Another Bob :) This is an obsolete and unadvanced approach,imha,and I am not surprised that this very narrow explanation is from 1996.
Sciense nowdays is only begining to develop some tools and acquire new understandings to investigate this phenomanon. So I would not rule some 'new truths' coming to light.

Hiya Limor!

I'm not ruling anything out, although the overwhelming scientific analysis has seemed to indicate a more mundane neurological "crossed wire" effect during the transition from sleep to waking (which again is quite common). Of course, folks are free to make of it anything they want, just as in dream interpretation.

:yo:

edit to add:

I have had several of these experiences myself, so I am not just speaking theoretically.

[another bob]

In response to 9Eagle9...Some things occur within our own psyche, some without. Ultimately, it is all one energy, I'm sure we would agree on that.

Some people we see walking the streets, talking (sometimes arguing!) to themselves, brown-bagging it, are actually 'sensitives' whose psychic auras have been completely breached, invaded, so to speak, by these disembodied people.

Right -- for example, one of the first things Nanci Danison reported from her nde was seeing that a lot of folks in mental institutions were actually advanced souls, and that our understanding of mental illness is woefully inadequate. I'm also reminded of Meher Baba's work with "masts".

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mast_(Sufism)

:yo:

[aranuk]

All I can say to you Sean is that you have been given a good many explanations to your experience here. In fact I am feeling a wee bit jealous that I haven't had an experience similar to yours. I am sure glad that something happened to you as your posts were quite depressing to say the least. It sounded like recently that you were experiencing something like Dark Night of the Soul which I have had which lasted for a few years when I told my guides to **** off and leave me alone, which they did. That was 14 yrs ago, and they have never returned. I'm sure they do still guide me by sending people into my life with messages of guidance etc. I wish you well Sean and look forward to reading more heartening posts from you soon.

Stan

[another bob]

And you feel that the blip in the program that you experienced, is better refuted or supported with the introduction of another program?

Hiya 9!

I'm free to take either position, or neither, or both. Sometimes I affirm, sometimes I deny. Sometimes I both affirm and deny. Go figure!

:yo:

[9eagle9]

I've had similar experiences and realize it wasn't something outside of me, it was ME doing it. My telekinetic ability being expressed through a filter. When those filters were removed I realized it was an expression of my own power. I wasn't doing it consciously there was a part of me beyond conscious doing it. In the unconscious so of course I'm not consciously aware of the source. But influences and programs and constructs are the filters our higher power are forced through if we don't clear them out. If something else is influencing that expression it would appear to the influence doing it. What is the common denominiator in having those experiences, its you. Like you said not always. If my daughter is moving energy through a filtered place and the silverware is flying off the table, I'm going to perceive that as external of me. Thoughtforms using and influencnig our own power.

Know what I mean.




Hiya Sean!

Some here have already pointed out that what you experienced is a relatively common phenomena, also known as hypnogogia. Best not to make more of it than it actually is by superimposing supernatural or "shamanic" intepretations, imho.

Here's a bit more:

http://www.theness.com/index.php/hypnagogia-an-explanation-of-strange-nighttime-visitations/

:yo:

I don't think hypnogogia can slam doors in your face, knock keys out of your hands and knock drinks over yet that's what the thing that was following me around for a couple of weeks did. Some experiences may be that, but by no means all.

It's in the interest of those who don't want people to delve into that world to find materialistic explanations for everything. I'm finding it quite entertaining watch physicists find out that the basis of the material world itself is nothing more than information.

[modwiz]

Make sure you don't exhibit certain telling behaviors.
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[9eagle9]

You think you are free to deny anythng but Sean's experience and finding out for himself. And his experience is not going to 'go away' because you threw science at it. He becoming to know by having his own evidence And support (not denial or acceptance) of his experience is explored through the people who have had their own experience-evidence demonstrated through them. The evidence is coming from one's internal experience not from external programs. Our common reality perception makes our events seem individual , now we are hitting on a place of true shared oneness, shared experiences that were not just percieved in the common percieved reality where they can be denied as delusions. This is where our commonality our oneness is at. The ability to arrive at a place beyond the influence of programs.

I'm sure that upsets the program.



And you feel that the blip in the program that you experienced, is better refuted or supported with the introduction of another program?

Hiya 9!

I'm free to take either position, or neither, or both. Sometimes I affirm, sometimes I deny. Sometimes I both affirm and deny. Go figure!

:yo:

[another bob]

You think you are free to deny anythng but Sean's experience and finding out for himself.

Sheesh -- is that what I said, or is it more like that's what you are superimposing on what I said?

Here's the thing: real freedom is being able to see all positions as provisional, but as long as one is attached to any postion, one will remain polarized, and thus bound by their clinging. The only thing anyone is ever trying to defend and protect is some image they have of themselves. However, no image is true, and the sooner that fact is realized, the sooner one will be able to walk in any world without the extra baggage of belief and opinion.

:yo:

[9eagle9]

Bob my own experiences with you have demonstrated over and again that when a program is intiated you want to deny its existence by providing another program.

There's many reasons why body paralysis may occur. A horse locks its muscles to sleep standing up while a human relaxes its muscles to sleep lying down. A horse will all lock it respiration when it senses something its material perceptions are not showing it.

A bird dog (grin) freezes when it senses a bird.

You want to redirect the mechanics of physical paralysis, which has little to do with the actual experience. Body paralysis is not the experience itself it just a something that occurs when the experience fo the mind is intiated. Just because body paraylis can be explained by scientific means doesn't mean the rest of the experience has no validity. Or can be explained away by science.

There's lots of people who noses begin to run right before the become aware of a psyche event occuring within them. Science can explain the runny nose, but the runny nose isn't causing the psyche event.

[EnergyGardener]

Yes, it was alarming, and frustrating as I could neither see nor touch it.
Believe me, I wanted to ‘Fight it’, but it was invisible.

Then, I summoned up my energies, sat up in bed- and shouted “AWAY, be GONE, you will NOT dominate me!!”
It then totally vanished!

It did not return, my feeling was that it was a negative entity, perhaps summoned unintentially by my wife who did not want to cease the ‘false marriage’. (no judgement intended here, just stating the facts. She is happily re-married, and we are friends now)

Sean,

This is classic abduction, with a little astral projection thrown in.

I call that effective electrocution "getting buzzed." I have experienced that many times since a child, in or floating down from above my bed (or elsewhere), mostly while being let down / returned to my bed. When I try to sit up and look at my escorts / captors, the buzzing / vibrations / paralysis occurs. I found it took additional time even after the buzzing to function. People will try to explain that as getting wires crossed or "sleeping paralysis," but we know better.

This has worked for me and several family members (I have written this before, and as CeltMan wrote above) Command them to Stop, and they will leave you alone: You may have signed on to pre-incarnate contracts for abductions and reprogramming, but do not accept any further "negative" invasions. This just happened to a very good friend of mine several nights ago, but she was fighting in back-to-back near identical lucid dreams with Lucifer. I told her the same; she is very upset and concerned why that could have happened to her.

I had a similar interaction with that entity myself in college; still creeps me out to this day to think about it. He was reaching into my chest, with his hand squeezing my heart! I believe it had the opposite intended effect, as is discovery of the worshiping of and rituals with Lucifer by the Illuminati. If there is a Satan, then there certainly is God: that got me out of my agnostic / atheist venture.

It will have the same effect on everyone as these evil beings feed off human fears, doubts and weaknesses.

In short, say essentially what CeltMan wrote above, or "I Cancel the Contract". For a broader range, all encompassing command of protection to you and your family, state something in your own language similar to Roman's Thread (Make This Go Viral...), "I command that all Negative Entities, including Terrestrial and Extra Terrestrial, Immediately and Forever, Leave my sphere of influence, my Home, my Skies, any Proximity to my Family Members, and My Financial and Business Affairs."

We are are in control; they aren't, unless we do not realize and accept our birthright to be.

[another bob]

Bob my own experiences with you have demonstrated over and again that when a program is intiated you want to deny its existence by providing another program.

Hiya 9!

My own experiences with you have indicated that you tend to take yourself and your opinions very seriously! You speak about healing, for example, but carry a huge chip on your shoulder which blinds you to your own internal conflicts that you are in turn projecting onto anyone who takes issue with your comments. In any case, this is now quite off topic, so if you'd like to pursue it further, I'd suggest a pm.

:yo:

[Lettherebelight]

Both are valid observations? Science of the physical and subtle energies are connected. It happens first in subtle energies (mind, intelligence), which then affect the physical (body, electrical nerve messages, etc).

I may be over simplifying things, but it's all connected. Case in point: the Moon affects the flow of fluids on Earth, including the fluids in plants and animals, which in turn can affect behaviour...oops, hang on...

That's the other way round. Or maybe it can go both ways?

[9eagle9]

Yes. It goes both ways.



Both are valid observations? Science of the physical and subtle energies are connected. It happens first in subtle energies (mind, intelligence), which then affect the physical (body, electrical nerve messages, etc).

I may be over simplifying things, but it's all connected. Case in point: the Moon affects the flow of fluids on Earth, including the fluids in plants and animals, which in turn can affect behaviour...oops, hang on...

That's the other way round. Or maybe it can go both ways?

[9eagle9]

And you may see yourself reflected in me. You provide your own evidence Bob, it has nothing to do with my personal opinion about you.

Why do we always feel compelled to make these things private?

Hide them somewhere , they are all part of a bigger picture and action that is in motion.



Bob my own experiences with you have demonstrated over and again that when a program is intiated you want to deny its existence by providing another program.

Hiya 9!

My own experiences with you have indicated that you tend to take yourself and your opinions very seriously! You speak about healing, for example, but carry a huge chip on your shoulder which blinds you to your own internal conflicts that you are in turn projecting onto anyone who takes issue with your comments. In any case, this is now quite off topic, so if you'd like to pursue it further, I'd suggest a pm.

:yo:

[another bob]

Why do we always feel compelled to make these things private?

Because we're off the thread topic?

:yo:

[9eagle9]

I responded to this portion of the OP's post as did others.

Sean said. What are your thoughts on this, has this happened to you, or have you herd of it.
I know it sounds like a classic abduction but i do not believe i left my room, i may be wrong off course.
But the fact of how i have been feeling lately makes this even more strange, like I'm being scared of something.
It almost strikes me as a "we know you know, stop knowing" kind of thing.I eagerly await your thoughts on this my friends.
Thanks for reading and sticking in there with the story.
All the best

He asked if anyone had a similar expereince, not just if people have experienced sleep paralysis as if that is what the whole thing is about.

Having had this experience I , and others, responded in a on topic way. You had every choice to respond in a way that reflected your experience but you didn't. You responded by throwing material science at it. You could have responded from a place of expereince but you chose not to in favor of science, a faulty program on it's own, and then chose to dismiss those who were by introducing a programmed module of science that explains the paralysis but not the experience.

Those who have responded from a place of shared, mutual experience have remained on topic. Regardless of your personal attachments.

I am sorry that you feel your 'evidence' is not supporting you but if you had shared a mutual experience perhaps that would have.

[Mandala]

Yes,Sean,This has happend to me as well. It was in 2006 about six month into my initial 'wake-up call' (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?13633-Our-x-factor) and when my mentoring has began... I was in deep sleep when something startled me and vigourosly pulled me out of it, I opened my eyes to see the most horrendous face - a black hatful looking and feeling entity! half blured - half solid, its hateful face hovering above mine. I was in a state of stagnation...



On top, the energy in the room was intensly cold and I felt as if my life force was being sucked out of me. At first, I could not move out of my own terror and I began to feel extremely weak, at that point I knew that I am about to die and imagained how I will be found, without a hint to what had happened to me..

I started telling myself while staring at that monsterous face who bit by bit was sucking my life essence out of me, that "its not real!" "its not real!".. I don't know how I had the courage back than to clanch both my fists and rub my eyes for about 20 seconds.. when I opened it again...the figure was still there, similiar to your own story, something has changed in me, and at that point I was not ready to give up without a fight. I have lashed at it with the all my inner force,cussing it, ordering it to go away, like NOW!! in a matter of seconds it started to disolve, leaving my bedroom and the atmosphere has instantly changed. suffice to say,I jumped out of bed, turn on all the lights and had a couple of strong cups of cofee myself :-)

It is interesting that we are having those experiences ,I bet it has to do with the specific timing of our consciousness and personal evolvement, and the fact that we are begining to remember who we are, maybe also what we came here to do.. it must be bothering to those beings from other realms that are much dependent on us, and wich are absolutely not interested that we will change. tough for them because that is exactly what is going to happen. to be an energy food source to others was an interesting experience so far, but I believe we are now growing out of it... each will have to find another way to exist wich does not take anything from anyone else. the universe supplies everyone with abundant energy at a certain level, I hope that we are not the only ones that are climbing up the ladder to purer energies righ now, we will have to wait and see.

From your own story and from everyone else's sharing similar experiences here, I think it is safe to assume Sean, that yours was a severe psychic attack and not an abduction.

Those attacks I feel, can be the source of two main reasons: To try and stop our consciousness from cuntinuing to develop and remain a biological and energetical source for some astral and forth dimension beings. and other possibility is that its all just a test in our process to become a multi dimensional facets. considering the timing that it happens to us it might be both :)

One more thing concerning my own fierce experience - the days afterwords I tried to search frantically the internet for an explanation. I found many stories of 'shadow man' or incubus but nothing quite fit.
after two weeks, while it was'nt on my mind anymore, in one of my searches on the net, one link was leading to the other and I landed on a picture-photograph of a figure. that was it. I would never forget its face ( something similair to a worst gorgoile most hatfull face) this was part of an article, under it it said:Reptelian.

I stared at the photo for a long time. at the end of the day I turned off my computre. I never managed to find this photo again.

At that point (middle of 2006) I was not yet led to 'whats going on in the world', I certinally never heard the terminology 'reptelian' or knew who was david icke, I was only aware that reality is far more grander and better than we thought. when reaching david icke's material after quite a few months later,I already 'knew' that there are reptelians,based on that experience.


~ Thanks a lot Sean, for sharing ! I actually believe this to be quite a contributing event that helps to shed fear from the unknown. Every unknown bound to be known one day ~


Cheers,

~*&^~*&^

Limor

I had a similar experience two nights ago, seeing this disgusting, black, hideous mass with sharp teeth screaming at me during dream state. It was actually so real, I couldn't tell if I was dreaming or really experiencing it. I screamed to my husband, wake up, turn on the light, and he did, startled out of his mind. I had to know, had to see it in the light. I kept saying it is not real, I'm not afraid, be gone.

My husband asked me what I thought I saw, and I told him to go back to sleep he didn't want to know.

More and more people I have spoken with are having vivid dreams, some quite intense. I believe as we become more enlightened and continue our search for deepening consciousness we will have all kinds of experiences. Some possibly intended to stop or delay our progress. Several researchers have said there is a battle for our souls between the light and dark entities and these are the challenges we are facing from the reptilians and other types of EDs.

[Eagle Eye]

I had similar experience too. One night dreaming I was experiencing sleep paralysis and in front of me was an alien staring at me. I couldn't move and I felt my body was paralysed or drugged but something happend I tried very hard with all my energies that I could to awaken and I did it very fast. It was like I took someone by surprised because right after the awaking process I heard noises and low screams around my room. I did't saw who was there but I belive 100% that someone was there and don't know if its hidden technology that does these kind of stuff or was a voice from another dimension.
I wasn't scared because in the end nothing bad happend at me, but was very confused. I think many of us are being watched day by day and I don't know from benevolent creature or not but this is a sign that a big " game " is playing here.

[Mark]

So as not to get into a long-winded thing, I agree with 9eagle9's characterization as I can tell by what she wrote that she has also experienced this first hand:


I woke from my sleep, i was fully conscious but absolutely unable to move.
I could not open my eyes, neither could i move a single muscle, i could not talk it was a complete shutdown of all activity but my mind.
Then i started to feel a strange buzzing sound, now i now more discerning readers will now say " you FELT a buzzing SOUND".
Yes i felt a buzzing sound it was so strange even thinking of it now it sends chills down my spine, the buzzing got louder in my ears and my body began to vibrate aggressively.
I could not move a single muscle.
The room began to fill with energy, very very dark energy.
I know that if i could open my eyes i would see nothing but absolute black, soul devouring black.
My body began hurt and ache the buzzing was now unbearable i needed to wake, it felt like i was hovering above my bed, i could not visualize anything but my body in the blackness i was trapped in my mind while my body was dying.

When I was 23, 20 years ago now, I found Robert Monroe's book, "Journey's Out of the Body". In it, he explained what I had been feeling and experiencing consciously since I was 9 years old, what someone a few posts above me described as "sleep paralysis" but which is much, much more than that, as you have found out. When I began consciously implementing the procedures to bring about the state, I experienced for the first time purposefully, something very like what you have described here. For me, the first time, it was a gigantic, crimson, undulating energy ball emanating pure malice, floating in a corner of the barracks I was in at the time, as I was a soldier stationed in Germany, living on what had been a Nazi Kazerne (post) 4 decades previously, complete with Ash circles and strange happenings.

The sleep paralysis comes upon you in waves. The waves increase, going from your feet to your head, moving up your body slowly at first, with the paralysis increasing with each successive wave. If you are entering into dream-state you may not be aware of them, as your consciousness is otherwise occupied, as you categorize it above, you "woke from ... sleep" to find yourself paralyzed. But you awoke before the process had completed. as the waves increase, the time between each wave shortening and the waves moving from toes to tip of head faster and faster it resembles a thundering buzz that encompasses your entire body, until, finally, it becomes a vibration that feels, from within, as if your entire body is shaking apart. According to Monroe, and also to my personal experience as well as others here, I'm sure, once those vibrations totally fill your body, your OOBE is possible. Intense fear accompanies this experience. As I mentioned, I started experiencing it at an early age and had built up automatic defenses against it, such as sleeping on my side, keeping my hand in a certain position so I could move if I felt the paralysis coming on, etc.


Then i heard voices and screaming in my head so loud, god it was loud.
Like i was hearing the suffering of thousands of people all at once.
my body was still vibrating and my mind was racing i knew this was no dream as i was feeling it, it did not have the lucidity that dreams carry i was fully aware.
Hence being able to tell you guys this in such detail.

It's not a lucid dream. It's an OOBE. There are many who have experienced similar things, the screaming, the presence, the witch, the hag, the entity, etc. But the experience is very particular and very individualized, no two people go through the same thing because we each approach this gateway with a certain energetic inertia built up and the trial is for us alone.


I knew i had to put a stop to this somehow so i began to try and move my body i told my body it had to move.
In my mind i was shouting at the voices telling them to be quiet, but they got louder each time i did this.
When i tried to move a limb, the vibrating got worse, like i was being punished for not "co-operating".
Then all at once something in me burst with the energy of a billion hydrogen bombs and i shouted NO!!!!
Then i began to scream, at first it was very low but i knew i was making a sound, then i managed to bellow at the top of my voice i screamed so loud, everything i was experiencing went away at once.
And i shot up in my bed sweating and freezing cold at the same time, out of breath with pins and needles in my whole body.

This will power, in my experience and understanding, is the entire purpose of the event. That and the absolute need to overcome the fear that accompanies the experience. Also in my understanding, this is an important gateway that those of us on the path to personal spiritual evolution have to pass. Because, to enter and engage in the Astral, fear is the #1 barrier that has to be passed. Strong emotion of any type automatically transports you back to your body when engaged in the Astral, so being able to cultivate dispassion is of paramount importance. Being able to confront the entity within your personal power and to dismiss/conquer it is mandatory in moving on to greater trials that await you and others who get to this point in their journey.

Congratulations.

[9eagle9]

I have to ask ...anyone has experienced something like this ...did anyone hear you? You know if it occured within ear shot or presence of someone one else and what was their reaction? how did they percieve it.

What do you say? Oh there's man in my room, an alien, an evil entity...???!!!!

How do we explain things like to people who may have overheard or observed it?

[ksehra]

Hello...I too have had nearly identical experiences on three separate occasions. The first time was during a period of accelerated seeking and personal growth. I had gone to bed and had an entity, which most definitely meant me harm, attempt to enter into my body/energy field. I attempted to scream and fight it off but I was paralyzed and unable to do anything physically. I held my ground and resisted the intrusion and managed to wake up from the experience. I checked my clock and found that I had only been asleep for 15 minutes....this was not a dream! On subsequent occasions I was able to recognize this same energy and managed to defend myself with a little more confidence. Since these happenings I have been immersed in the teachings of Keylontic Science which gave me the language and context within which to begin to understand the nature of the levels of manipulation that the human form has withstood, the players involved in the drama and their plans not only for humanity, but for this entire galaxy and beyond. So, KS teachings were a valuable bridging platform which then led me to discover Lisa Renee and her work which dovetails with the KS but is way more accessible...If you truly have a desire to know the nature of the illusions and deceptions and a willingness to work beyond them to restore your own personal bio-energetic blueprint for freedom and self-sovereign divinity then I recommend you spend some time exploring with an open mind...I hope this is helpful and as always take what you need and leave the rest...

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?view=article&catid=57%3Apsychic-self-defense-&id=91%3Apsd-1-intro&format=pdf&option=com_content&Itemid=91
www.azuritepress.com
www.energeticsynthesis.com

[mahalall]

I'm pleased for you,
that you've had the awareness to see it come up and out,
it's all experience,
develop tools,
enjoy the path,
learning to walk lighter.

[9eagle9]

Yes. While the events are similar , the details vary based on our beliefs, how our experiences have shaped us. Our minds work mostly in the same way, but the details that have shaped that mind vary wildly. If someone is filling our heads with 'this is an attack from Mars' then we will have prejudiced the event in advance and think its really just that. Some people get scared and say no, and some people get pissed and say no.

When something attempts to get into the core of our being and we are not completley in thrall to conditioning, our power will rise up.

And some people are shown their power in these events and some left on their own with no one to help them sort it out will be victimized and frightened by it and even feel as if they are being punished . Or possessed. Sometimes it starts slowly in the dream time and begins to build its way up to the sort expression that has been described here where it can't be dismissed as 'bad' dream.

Eventually we will all arrive the place where we're yawning and saying,'Oh you again, how long do you think I'm going fall for this. '

When you get to that point you will realize it is operating only one what it thinks you are afraid of. So that is what it must show you. It's not going to show you , what your not afraid of...lol.

And....We can be in acceptance of it and it will show us exactly what we want to see which how people fall into the trap of channeled constructs.

When you refuse it's syrup it will show you it's poision.


So as not to get into a long-winded thing, I agree with 9eagle9's characterization as I can tell by what she wrote that she has also experienced this first hand:


I woke from my sleep, i was fully conscious but absolutely unable to move.
I could not open my eyes, neither could i move a single muscle, i could not talk it was a complete shutdown of all activity but my mind.
Then i started to feel a strange buzzing sound, now i now more discerning readers will now say " you FELT a buzzing SOUND".
Yes i felt a buzzing sound it was so strange even thinking of it now it sends chills down my spine, the buzzing got louder in my ears and my body began to vibrate aggressively.
I could not move a single muscle.
The room began to fill with energy, very very dark energy.
I know that if i could open my eyes i would see nothing but absolute black, soul devouring black.
My body began hurt and ache the buzzing was now unbearable i needed to wake, it felt like i was hovering above my bed, i could not visualize anything but my body in the blackness i was trapped in my mind while my body was dying.

When I was 23, 20 years ago now, I found Robert Monroe's book, "Journey's Out of the Body". In it, he explained what I had been feeling and experiencing consciously since I was 9 years old, what someone a few posts above me described as "sleep paralysis" but which is much, much more than that, as you have found out. When I began consciously implementing the procedures to bring about the state, I experienced for the first time purposefully, something very like what you have described here. For me, the first time, it was a gigantic, crimson, undulating energy ball emanating pure malice, floating in a corner of the barracks I was in at the time, as I was a soldier stationed in Germany, living on what had been a Nazi Kazerne (post) 4 decades previously, complete with Ash circles and strange happenings.

The sleep paralysis comes upon you in waves. The waves increase, going from your feet to your head, moving up your body slowly at first, with the paralysis increasing with each successive wave. If you are entering into dream-state you may not be aware of them, as your consciousness is otherwise occupied, as you categorize it above, you "woke from ... sleep" to find yourself paralyzed. But you awoke before the process had completed. as the waves increase, the time between each wave shortening and the waves moving from toes to tip of head faster and faster it resembles a thundering buzz that encompasses your entire body, until, finally, it becomes a vibration that feels, from within, as if your entire body is shaking apart. According to Monroe, and also to my personal experience as well as others here, I'm sure, once those vibrations totally fill your body, your OOBE is possible. Intense fear accompanies this experience. As I mentioned, I started experiencing it at an early age and had built up automatic defenses against it, such as sleeping on my side, keeping my hand in a certain position so I could move if I felt the paralysis coming on, etc.


Then i heard voices and screaming in my head so loud, god it was loud.
Like i was hearing the suffering of thousands of people all at once.
my body was still vibrating and my mind was racing i knew this was no dream as i was feeling it, it did not have the lucidity that dreams carry i was fully aware.
Hence being able to tell you guys this in such detail.

It's not a lucid dream. It's an OOBE. There are many who have experienced similar things, the screaming, the presence, the witch, the hag, the entity, etc. But the experience is very particular and very individualized, no two people go through the same thing because we each approach this gateway with a certain energetic inertia built up and the trial is for us alone.


I knew i had to put a stop to this somehow so i began to try and move my body i told my body it had to move.
In my mind i was shouting at the voices telling them to be quiet, but they got louder each time i did this.
When i tried to move a limb, the vibrating got worse, like i was being punished for not "co-operating".
Then all at once something in me burst with the energy of a billion hydrogen bombs and i shouted NO!!!!
Then i began to scream, at first it was very low but i knew i was making a sound, then i managed to bellow at the top of my voice i screamed so loud, everything i was experiencing went away at once.
And i shot up in my bed sweating and freezing cold at the same time, out of breath with pins and needles in my whole body.

This will power, in my experience and understanding, is the entire purpose of the event. That and the absolute need to overcome the fear that accompanies the experience. Also in my understanding, this is an important gateway that those of us on the path to personal spiritual evolution have to pass. Because, to enter and engage in the Astral, fear is the #1 barrier that has to be passed. Strong emotion of any type automatically transports you back to your body when engaged in the Astral, so being able to cultivate dispassion is of paramount importance. Being able to confront the entity within your personal power and to dismiss/conquer it is mandatory in moving on to greater trials that await you and others who get to this point in their journey.

Congratulations.

[Mark]

I have to ask ...anyone has experienced something like this ...did anyone hear you? You know if it occured within ear shot or presence of someone one else and what was their reaction? how did they percieve it.

What do you say? Oh there's man in my room, an alien, an evil entity...???!!!!

How do we explain things like to people who may have overheard or observed it?

My ex-wife used to tell me that my body would vibrate in my sleep. Not like a palsied shaking, but, you know, humming, like a tuning fork. My partner Sirayah Mai has told me the same. I know that, in the past, when overcome with fear, fighting the paralysis, I have made muffled groans and cries, as I've encountered entities during those internal battles. It has been quite a disconcerting part of my lived reality that I have been able to share with very few who might understand. Once, in 9th grade, I made the mistake of telling an entire class about sleep paralysis, when the teacher asked if anybody had ever had any weird experiences. Their laughter and the derisive looks of my classmates were quite enough to give me pause when ever considering sharing again. I've blogged about it over the years, of course, and discussed it in communities of the like-minded, but for a long time it was quite a lonely road during my childhood, adolescence and young adulthood. It was with the most amazing sense of relief and gratitude that I found Monroe's book, back in the day. I finally knew that I wasn't crazy. Or, at least, that there were other crazies out there like me and I wasn't alone in it.


Yes. While the events are similar , the details vary based on our beliefs, how our experiences have shaped us. Our minds work mostly in the same way, but the details that have shaped that mind vary wildly. If someone is filling our heads with 'this is an attack from Mars' then we will have prejudiced the event in advance and think its really just that. Some people get scared and say no, and some people get pissed and say no.

Exactly so. I'm like the OP in this, I always fight. That is my response to fear also, rather than flight. Coming to an understanding that this is not always the correct path has been revelationary in my life and my own personal spiritual journey. Getting past the "programming" is mandatory, agreed.



And some people are shown their power in these events and some left on their own with no one to help them sort it out will be victimized and frightened by it and even feel as if they are being punished . Or possessed. Sometimes it starts slowly in the dream time and begins to build its way up to the sort expression that has been described here where it can't be dismissed as 'bad' dream.

So many cultures have described this occurrence in such terms. The witch, the hag, the dark entities, the greys, etc. There are articles out there about it where in South Asia, one of the cultures down there ascribe the deaths of a number of young men some years ago to this phenomenon, where some female energy/spiritual power supposedly entered into their bodies and killed them in their sleep. They were otherwise young, healthy and vibrant young men, according to the stories.

I have experienced multiple types of consciousnesses while in this state. I have experienced dark entities as the OP describes, also little humanoids talking about me in the room with me during an episode, the crimson malevolence I mentioned earlier and others. I see it now as a tool, like any other, to be utilized in the strengthening of our personal power and the further evolution of our consciousnesses.


Eventually we will all arrive the place where we're yawning and saying,'Oh you again, how long do you think I'm going fall for this. '

When you get to that point you will realize it is operating only one what it thinks you are afraid of. So that is what it must show you. It's not going to show you , what your not afraid of...lol.

Exactly. And so the experience continues to evolve. The trials become different, you experience different entities, different manners of engagement that connect to other things. It becomes byzantine in nature and connects with so much else as our consciousness continues to evolve and take on more of a multidimensional aspect. At least, this is how I experience and understand it to be. I do not apply my understanding to others, as I know we each come from valid expressions according to our own experiences and understandings.

[another bob]

Having been a meditator for most of my life, I've had a wide variety of experiences in the course of my meditations, as I'm sure most of us here have likewise. What I've noticed is that, essentially, whatever appears in consciousness is a hallucination, with no inherent substantiality of its own.

Sometimes, different beings/energies will appear on the screen of consciousness, and my general approach is to simply return attention to its source, rather than dwelling on them, and they'll eventually toodle along on their way. "Neti neti". As things have developed over the years, the disturbances have gotten more subtle. For example, I may be tempted into believing that I am the one meditiating, that there is an actual person here, rather than a bundle of thoughts, memories, and sensations that I am mistaking for a "me". This sometimes makes me laugh out loud!

In the case of persistent beings/energies, I'll sometimes employ a mantra I learned some time ago, called the Vajra Guru Mantra. On a few occasions, certain unwelcome energies within my own psyche have attempted to insinuate themselves into my consciousness, and so I'll immediately resort to the mantra and they'll usually dissolve. Others may call on Jesus, or Source, or Mommy, or whatever imagery is consistent with their belief system and level of awareness.

On one occasion a few decades ago, I recall a specific incident that tallies with what's been reported here. Because of my career at the time, which involved 12 hour work days, I would begin my meditation at 3 AM till about 5:30 AM. On this occasion, I had apparently nodded off on my cushion, but was suddenly startled by a vison before me that literally paralyzed me with fright.

A wide cloth curtain appeared across from me, and slowly began lifting up on its own, as if by the hand of some menacing yet invisible creature. Behind the curtain I perceived a darkness alive with a kind of infinite terror, and I felt frozen and powerless in my place. This paralysis was simply unacceptable to me, and so I switched the point of attention and woke myself up -- shaken but relieved.

This was before I found out about the Vajra Guru Mantra, which has since then never failed me in the midst of psychic disturbances. Automatically now, when any spectre threatens, I'll first clear the room with the mantra, and then trace back to the source of mind, where I'll rest as "I am". For those interested in this mantra, here's a link:

http://www.rinpoche.com/gurumantra.html


:yo:

[seantimberwolf]

I would like to thank you all friends for your amazing advice,
I have not chimed in with this thread as I just wanted to "observe" and take guidence.
Earlyer today I went for a walk, I walked into the woods, sat on my log that I have and closed my eyes.
The sun was beating on my face but it was about -5 out.
And it was very serene.
I herd a voice in my heard tell me that I was not to worry, I had an image in my head of the all father standing in front of me.
He pointed at my Thors hammer pendant and told me that now I can fight them when they come again, to have the steel of a warrior, to never back down and smite evil in every form.
This is obviously my personal rendition of what i deem divine,
And am not interested in a religious debate friends :)
But it is amazing to come on hear then and hear the same thing from you guys, for the most part.
I do feel more aware today, and more intouch inside,
The feeling of fear is now one of excitement.

Thank you guys, all my love
SeanTw

[Lettherebelight]

Thanks, Sean, we are brothers and sisters, helping each other along the way...

Just a thought, this thread has reminded me of Duncan O'Fineon's recent statements about 'the battle for our souls' and the
CERN reactor letting nasties through...

[Sidney]

Tons of GREAT posts and advice. I agree that it's not an abduction experience. You obviously have been experiencing a spiritual awakening for some time now, which is beginning to peak. Your vibrations are speeding up, and the negative entities which vibrate at a lower frequency aren't happy about it, because the dark hate the light, and they are trying to interfere by injecting fear into you which is a negative emotion and will lower your vibrational frequency. This is a wonderful opportunity for you to own your power and show them that your strength and free will can over power their ability to scare you. This may seem like a silly suggestion, but I wonder if a night light would help. Thank you for sharing!!

[ruisatriani]

Hey Sean!

I would say don't be scared, because apparently many people here did experience that.
I had this experience as well 2 times in my life, curiously also at a stage of my life that i was feeling very bonded to my inner self and had the feeling of maturing my spiritual being... I was told astral projection, mind control, but i really don't know still what it was... I just let it be there to be "whatever", in its true form, without interpretation or logic.

Maybe you are interested in checking one thread i did about it some months ago, when something VERY curious happened: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?33931-Out-of-Body-during-semi-sleep-state-unbelievable-coincidence-

Same feelings: tremendous high pitch buzz sound increasing, feeling like being "hoovered", etc...

I'm glad you could share it with us... Thanks and take it smoothly. no worries. :)

Cheers,

Rui, Portugal

[Limor Wolf]

Originally posted by Seantimberwolf: "But it is amazing to come on hear then and hear the same thing from you guys, for the most part"

Do you remember Kerry's Camelot interview with George Kavassilas? Please listen to the short segment between minute 1:40 till 02:50 !



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qInzZm_tMC8



George was describing reptilian entities trying to intimidate him and his wife at night, when they initialy got together, I almost fell off my chair when he accompanied his words with hand motion that showed how close were the reptilian figures to her face. Thats exactly the distance that the reptilian entity was from my own face,and that is pretty close, let me tell you!

I was suggested by Kerry to write to George and ask him to give more details about this case, However I did not get an answer (wich is absolutely fine,knowing how busy he is and all :)

So I agree Sean, it is amazing to hear the same things from others, I think it beats science and its lacking tools in an instant, and it pushes us to reach certain self conclusions based on our own intuitions and our own experiences, and not so much on what we are told.


~*&^~*&^

Limor

[EnergyGardener]

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[Paa]

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[Ariel]

This is one of the reasons why I joined this amazing community. I too have encountered this before and always wondered if I was really abducted or if it was something neurological or maybe spiritual. Since I was 7 I sometimes wake up totally paralyzed in bed. I can't even use my voice and this paralysis can last for minutes. But every time this happens I feel a presence in the room and I sometimes see a dark figure leaving my side. The last time I seen one was when I was about 6 months pregnant with my son and it was scary, I thought someone broke into my house. I wake sometimes shaken really bad, even crying and almost panicking. Sometimes I find bruises and even a few times had blood or vomit on my sheets and woke to it without any memory to how it happened. I really don't know what has been going on but I just now have been doing much research about abductees and I feel really bothered and scared. I can't share this with my family or friends because none of them believe in this and dismiss my encounters as 'The devil is bothering you' or 'It's neurological'. I've already seen a neurologist and they found nothing. So I really don't know what else it can be. I'm just relieved to read your experience Seantimberwolf. I'm glad to be able to open up to someone finally and see others also have similar experiences. :(

[StateOfTheHeart]

This video, on the subject of Abductions and NDE's, may be of interest. It's a short dialogue between McKenna and Ken Ring, shot during the International Transpersonal Conference held in Prague, June 1992.

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[tonius]

This is one of the reasons why I joined this amazing community. I too have encountered this before and always wondered if I was really abducted or if it was something neurological or maybe spiritual. Since I was 7 I sometimes wake up totally paralyzed in bed. I can't even use my voice and this paralysis can last for minutes. But every time this happens I feel a presence in the room and I sometimes see a dark figure leaving my side. The last time I seen one was when I was about 6 months pregnant with my son and it was scary, I thought someone broke into my house. I wake sometimes shaken really bad, even crying and almost panicking. Sometimes I find bruises and even a few times had blood or vomit on my sheets and woke to it without any memory to how it happened. I really don't know what has been going on but I just now have been doing much research about abductees and I feel really bothered and scared. I can't share this with my family or friends because none of them believe in this and dismiss my encounters as 'The devil is bothering you' or 'It's neurological'. I've already seen a neurologist and they found nothing. So I really don't know what else it can be. I'm just relieved to read your experience Seantimberwolf. I'm glad to be able to open up to someone finally and see others also have similar experiences. :(

Ariel hi, from what i read from your post its probable yours is not just a ''neurological' problem.

To be sure there is material out there with questions ,taken from experiences with other abducties which can give you a better idea if you are really being abducted. Usually the symptoms of this abductions are similar all over the world. This is the first step ,then once you are pretty sure you can go on ''closing'' doors to these parasites. It all comes to become counscious of the problem, and help your soul ''realise'' what is happening, once awarness is aquired they can be of no more harm to you than an ant can be. They operate between our mind and soul,we can say they hack our system, and once you understand you are being hacked no alien can overpower you. Their interest is only in our soul, direct from source energy, and all what happens around here with aliens are just symptoms of their efforts to keep this ''hacking'' go on as long as possible , using every trick they can.

This ''conspiracy'' goes so deep that even we , the so called ''awakened'' ones are still discusssing on flying saucer and disclosure, the real disclosure would be to understand once for all that we are being tricked from every direction, and it will take a great effort from willing people to share , talk and understand better. But i am afraid it will take some time, usually if there is not some ''cool'' 4d, 5D stuff in what we read we tend to discard it, not all of us but most yes,i can see the tendency in this forum for ''cool'' gadgets, outside stuff. Even spiritual insights are being discussed in ''interdimensional technology'' terms. Few posts begin from true, original not contaminated insights, simplicity is gone.

Its our mind carving for the daily dose of channeled materials, and guess who are the dealers of this ''Drug'', the same ones that probably are messing with you. I have yet to see, in some way or with some kind of strong effect like abductions are, the ''benevolent'' side of the aliens we are interacting with here now, only letters ...right but abductions are more than that. So i would prefer to concentrate on what is whappening now, here , that is ''touchable'' and thats only the ''bad'' side of the coin, than concentrate our hopes to jump to the next dimension , or as i call it, to the next less security prison. Your suffering is real, their promisses ...who knows.

Here is one possible test with some questions, usually its better to be interpreted by ones who created it, but anyway some of the questions give you a clue about what you should look for, like bleeding from your nose and wich side, or dreaming about copies of yourself etc.. Of course test must be seen as whole, some questions are just for calibration like the answers you give before the ''truth'' machine to adapt it to your persona. Anyway from what i know the questions you should be concentrated more are easy to spot, usually the more ''bizarre'' ones. This test comes from an italian researcher , who has done a lot of work, practical one in this direction helping abductees to become ''aware'' of the problem and liberate from it, maybe the only one i know of that gives so much detailed practical steps to get out of the problem and has years of documented work with great results. Unfortunately more of him should be translated into english, while 99% percent of ufo and alien reaserchers are still studing photos of flying soucers this man is far far beyond that, what he says makes sense and explains many things. His name is Corrado Malanga , here is the test link, just press download at the bottom, its a pdf file : http://www.ufomachine.org/download/file/110-t.a.v.-4.01-english.html

[Realeyes]

Hello Seantimbewolf, and everyone else joining in with this wonderful discussion,

I have just come across your thread and felt compelled to reply with some reassurance. I read through your experience carefully and have also experienced personally many times what just happened to you – these experiences thankfully are not quite what you think they are – it is actually more to do with Spiritual awakening - please let me explain.

All the phenomena experiences you describe perfectly fits into the phenomena’s that occur during the beginning stages of ‘Out Of Body Experiences’ (O.B.E.). I have been having O.B.E.’s since a wee child and it took me many years to understand and master the fear such experiences can activate within one self, so I fully appreciate how terrorising it can be.

THE BUZZING ELECTRICAL SOUND: The best place to start is to explain the buzzing sounds; these come from the Energy Fields/Bands (Aura) that surround your physical body (Hertzian). You have other bodies of yourself in higher dimensions to Hertzian; the closest to Hertzian is ‘Inferred’, often called the Astral body. When one gets the buzzing sound, which normally starts in the right ear and then around the whole body, this is your energy bands spinning faster and faster as the kundalini energy rises up the 7 Chakras in your Hertzian body. Your consciousness is now slipping into the Inferred realm, so hearing lots of voices nearby, tv’s, strong winds etc is all a part of moving into Inferred.

As the Spinning buzz increases and if one ‘allows’ this transition, there comes a knowing point where one either glides naturally up towards the ceiling (now in your Inferred body) or the seeker learns how to ‘peel & roll ’ out of one’s Herztian’s body into Inferred – the moment you are 1 foot away from your Hertzian body, ALL the noise instantly stops! Now in the Inferred body, one is now ready to have lots of adventures in Astral Travel around your house and neighbourhood which is a good place to start before venturing further afield into space or towards the Light Tunnel etc.

PARALYSIS: If one researches into the science of sleep patterns, there is a period during sleep where the body naturally goes into a sleep paralysis where the physical body cannot move as one goes into REM stage of sleep (rapid eye movement – dreaming). Most people stay asleep and are unaware of this paralysis, yet when one awakens in this state it can be very frightening and the mind can go into overdrive with fearful thoughts.

Actually, awakening in this paralysis state is perfect to induce a fully controlled out of body experience, IF one overcomes their fear; patience is needed to master this. The Parietal Lobe (I believe that is what it is called) is situated in the brain; its main duty is to keep you ‘alive’ stuck in the physical reality. O.B.E. is similar to a Near Death Experience but without the near death event. To have either an O.B.E. or N.D.E. one has to move into Inferred (Astral) or other higher dimensions of Conscious Awareness beyond the Hertzian physical body. At first alarm bells of panic ring out in the Parietal Lobe, as it believes it is dying and must at whatever cost keep the conscious being inside their Hertzian body – this is where fears of a ghoulish nature can appear, it is the parietal lobe trying to jolt the person back into their physical body.

The person automatically kicks into survival mode with a fearful fight to move a body part or shout to anchor themselves back into their body and end the experience immediately – which happened in your case. If you find yourself shouting but no sound comes out – this is the sign that you are already in Inferred! When one has understood the mechanisms of the Parietal Lobe, mastered ones fears and ‘let go’ and connects to our Eternal Isness (your Higher Self or whatever name you use) an amazing out of body experience will ensue.

IMHO, the Spiritual journey is not just understanding the physical reality here, but also understand where one exists in other dimensions and bringing that information back here ‘consciously aware and alive’ in Hertzian. O.B.E. brings a ‘Quickening’ in Conscious Awareness here in the physical and is the path towards Enlightenment and Becoming.

BLACK GHOULISH BEING – WTF IS THIS???: I have left this till last to explain. Yes you were correct; you did indeed see a blackened frightful entity. This dark entity has been recorded throughout history, even in cave drawings all around the world and it’s most common names are: Dweller on the Threshold; Dark Angel; The Devil (depending on one’s belief systems, in our modern day he is sometimes described as a Darft Vader character). This entity is normally depicted as wearing a black cloak with a hood, either with no face, blacked face or with piercing eyes. Sometimes he has a ghoulish creature (pet/familiar) with him.

This entity dwells in the threshold between Hertzian and Inferred, what many call Limbo. VERY IMPORTANT, this entity ‘SOMETIMES’ appears when a person is just about to have an O.B.E. (thankfully it is normally a rare visit). This being in my experiences of him is like a hologram, soulless, emotionless and just stands very close intimidating the beholder. It cannot touch you, nor do anything to you, one is perfectly safe – it simply feeds off the beholders terror and fear thought patterns. It is also quite plausible that this being is a ‘holographic program’ either created by the false matrix reality we live in, or is associated with the Parietal Lobe – I have not concluded on this mystery as of yet.

All visits of this entity stopped with me when I telepathically communicated with it one night while it stood intimidatingly close to me and I said “Is that the best you can do? Pathetic!” And I then went back to sleep ignoring it totally and its ghoulish familiar that had been jumping up and down on my chest. It has never returned. Also, a tip I learnt if I find myself in a nightmare experience I wish to exit quickly; place all your focus onto a tip of a finger or toe with the intent to move it – within 10 seconds or so you will be out of Inferred and back into Hertzian reality again.

THE SPIRITUAL JOURNEY as I understand, is about exploring and expanding one’s conscious awareness of the Mind of God – this involves traversing the vast dimensions. Stories about ‘Initiates’ always involve O.B.E., extra sensory perceptions and knowledge from the ‘unseen’. If one is experiencing the beginning phenomena’s of O.B.E. it is a message from your Soul/Spirit that you are now ready to take the next step in your human conscious evolution – IT IS GREAT NEWS! Reality is about to become very exciting and magical!

When one has become confident in traversing the Astral and learning its wisdoms, the bigger adventure is to then go beyond the dimensions of polarity and into unity consciousness where one’s ‘Book of the Soul’ can be read – then we are on the path to Mastery and eventually Spiritual Ascension from this Triad of Reality!
There are numerous books on the market that explain all there is to know of how to induce and control your own O.B.E. (which is totally different to mediation – O.B.E. is the next level up).

The book I highly recommend is called ‘Adventures Beyond The Body’ by William Buhlman. Everything you need to know combined with the science of this phenomena is included in this small paperback book. If you have any questions, please feel free to contact me.

Side-note: I have had countless E.T. experiences, 99% of which were wonderful and enlightening. From my personal experiences the only similarity that occurs just prior to such contact is the Energy Bands Spinning very fast. Everything I have written above is connected to Out Of Body Experiences only.

I hope my words have helped you and maybe eased your mind, it is something I wish had been shared to me back in the early 70’s – my night life would have been much gentler. :hug:

[EnergyGardener]

Yes, it was alarming, and frustrating as I could neither see nor touch it.
Believe me, I wanted to ‘Fight it’, but it was invisible.

Then, I summoned up my energies, sat up in bed- and shouted “AWAY, be GONE, you will NOT dominate me!!”
It then totally vanished!

It did not return, my feeling was that it was a negative entity, perhaps summoned unintentially by my wife who did not want to cease the ‘false marriage’. (no judgement intended here, just stating the facts. She is happily re-married, and we are friends now)

Sean,

This is classic abduction, with a little astral projection thrown in.

I call that effective electrocution "getting buzzed." I have experienced that many times since a child, in or floating down from above my bed (or elsewhere), mostly while being let down / returned to my bed. When I try to sit up and look at my escorts / captors, the buzzing / vibrations / paralysis occurs. I found it took additional time even after the buzzing to function. People will try to explain that as getting wires crossed or "sleeping paralysis," but we know better.

This has worked for me and several family members (I have written this before, and as CeltMan wrote above) Command them to Stop, and they will leave you alone: You may have signed on to pre-incarnate contracts for abductions and reprogramming, but do not accept any further "negative" invasions. This just happened to a very good friend of mine several nights ago, but she was fighting in back-to-back near identical lucid dreams with Lucifer. I told her the same; she is very upset and concerned why that could have happened to her.

I had a similar interaction with that entity myself in college; still creeps me out to this day to think about it. He was reaching into my chest, with his hand squeezing my heart! I believe it had the opposite intended effect, as is discovery of the worshiping of and rituals with Lucifer by the Illuminati. If there is a Satan, then there certainly is God: that got me out of my agnostic / atheist venture.

It will have the same effect on everyone as these evil beings feed off human fears, doubts and weaknesses.

In short, say essentially what CeltMan wrote above, or "I Cancel the Contract". For a broader range, all encompassing command of protection to you and your family, state something in your own language similar to Roman's Thread (Make This Go Viral...), "I command that all Negative Entities, including Terrestrial and Extra Terrestrial, Immediately and Forever, Leave my sphere of influence, my Home, my Skies, any Proximity to my Family Members, and My Financial and Business Affairs."

We are are in control; they aren't, unless we do not realize and accept our birthright to be.

Ever since I posted this on 2/11, a lingering anxiety about the negativity to my advice remains...

It is very important that I provide some reassurance that I never felt any hostile feeling toward any of these beings; and, I still do not. I am not convinced their efforts are not for "very" constructive purpose; I believe there is a great likelihood these beings activities are to help us through our lifetimes under the direction of higher ED's. At least the ones I have dealt with for so many years.

That's my deep honest feeling; I hope this provides reason "not" to fear them; you/we are likely very fortunate to be under their care and attention.

I believe that many people do experience the same, but without any memory of it. I have noticed with more than one person that had no previous awareness of the experience, remembered hidden fragments of their similar experience, simply by hearing details of another.

Now, I do hope that I will feel better about what I wrote previously. It has felt like I betrayed the trust and confidence of some very good friends because I suggested they may not have good intentions.

EnergyGardener

[seehas]

sounds like a lower astral entity messed with you, but remember the only power it receives you give to him by your fear and emotions, if u send love instead it will disapear suddenly...i know its easy said ;) i had many of this experiences myself specialy when i was very young.


in german bad dreams are called "alptraum" the word "alp" is a explaination of the beeing sitting on the dreamer and manipulating the dream experiences to horrorlike szenarios, sometimes people get lucid or even astral and see the alps sitting next to them or even on top.

http://www.paranormal.de/para/ballabene/obe/theorien/theoriegif/pesadilla.jpg


special your second scenario sounds like a out of body experience, your body was still asleep thats why you couldnt move anything also the vibrations you discribed fit into that. Now you maybe say ... hej i didnt do a OBE im not into that, every human does OBE but most cant remember on anything so if people call a long sleeper a lazyguy they are realy wrong he sure did some work somewhere else ;)

my tip for you if something like that happends again... send love ! think about light just love everything this will stop the scenario because u take the power, if you get interested in OBEs and start experementing you will see that the biggest border is to control your emotions :)

[seehas]

BLACK GHOULISH BEING – WTF IS THIS???: I have left this till last to explain. Yes you were correct; you did indeed see a blackened frightful entity. This dark entity has been recorded throughout history, even in cave drawings all around the world and it’s most common names are: Dweller on the Threshold; Dark Angel; The Devil (depending on one’s belief systems, in our modern day he is sometimes described as a Darft Vader character). This entity is normally depicted as wearing a black cloak with a hood, either with no face, blacked face or with piercing eyes. Sometimes he has a ghoulish creature (pet/familiar) with him.

This entity dwells in the threshold between Hertzian and Inferred, what many call Limbo. VERY IMPORTANT, this entity ‘SOMETIMES’ appears when a person is just about to have an O.B.E. (thankfully it is normally a rare visit). This being in my experiences of him is like a hologram, soulless, emotionless and just stands very close intimidating the beholder. It cannot touch you, nor do anything to you, one is perfectly safe – it simply feeds off the beholders terror and fear thought patterns. It is also quite plausible that this being is a ‘holographic program’ either created by the false matrix reality we live in, or is associated with the Parietal Lobe – I have not concluded on this mystery as of yet.



also called "the gatekeeper", interesting that you write about it may be part of the matrix program .. i thought about that myself allready

the gatekeeper was experienced by most people that tend to do OBEs, its a entity that overwhelms you with fear so you get back into your body and the experience ends, i guess many people stopped trying OBEs because of this experience.
Once you mastered your emotions the gatekeeper grands you a ticket to the astral plane, but there are also people that never saw him and others did OBEs for years without and suddenly he apeared. pretty weird ;)