Bizarre experience several years ago.

[Netelus]

I was trying to debate on whether or not if I should share this crazy story with you all. But what the heck, no one's going to believe it anyhow. So, here goes.

I've had a really bizarre experience one summer several years ago (I forget what year exactly) that lasted nearly two gruesome weeks. To make a very long story short, I attempted to call out to any nearby spirits in the area, and I wound up gaining this weird ability to literally hear my thoughts as if I were speaking out loud. And I could hear it through my ears...

And then about a day later, I began hearing voices that kept repeating the same damn things over and over, like a thousand times. And then they'd change up and start repeating something else over and over. That was the only downside to this weird ability I gained. Those damn voices wouldn't leave me alone. I had to literally plug my ears to shut them out. But enough about that, I ignored them for nearly two weeks and it all stopped at once. I lost the ability I had gained and swore that I would never do anything like that EVER again.

I want that ability back so I can experiment with it some more, however, I don't want those damn voices to come back. It was fairly easy to control and I was able to use it whenever I wanted. It wasn't anything like our inner thoughts that can run rampant and out of control (like replaying our favorite songs all day long against our will).

Has this happened to anybody or does anyone know what it was?

[TraineeHuman]

I've experienced something similar in a positive way when my guardian angels wanted to make sure I got some very important information. On a couple of occasions they didn't stop for three days.

Netelus, did you listen to what the words were saying? You shouldn't make yourself open to "spirits" without taking care to first psychically protect yourself and the space around you. I get the impression you got in touch with some hostile or manipulative beings.

To some degree, the strength with which you can psychically protect yourself depends on what "level" of awareness you have reached. However, you can always appeal to your guardian angels for protection and they certainly will come to your assistance. Also, it's important to psychically protect all the individual cells of your body as well as yourself.

[Bongo]

I've experienced something similar in a positive way when my guardian angels wanted to make sure I got some very important information. On a couple of occasions they didn't stop for three days.

Netelus, did you listen to what the words were saying? You shouldn't make yourself open to "spirits" without taking care to first psychically protect yourself and the space around you. I get the impression you got in touch with some hostile or manipulative beings.

To some degree, the strength with which you can psychically protect yourself depends on what "level" of awareness you have reached. However, you can always appeal to your guardian angels for protection and they certainly will come to your assistance. Also, it's important to psychically protect all the individual cells of your body as well as yourself.

Can you elaborate on how exactly you would protect yourself?

[king anthony]

There are many stories from many people - you may find a similar story in this thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?14275-What-Is-Your-Unusual-Experience-Story).

[TraineeHuman]

Loony and Andrew: You ask how to psychically protect oneself. I suspect I first need to briefly cover why psychic protection is necessary. Unless you are quite clairvoyant and telepathic, most of the reasons why you need to keep yourself continually protected won’t be real to you.

Maybe a starting point would be to quote an ancient Hindu saying, that you’re not free unless you’re able to receive all the communication you want to receive, and not receive any communication you don’t want. There are a great variety of sources of unwelcome communication that work on a telepathic or energetic level. At Avalon there’s much mention of mind control of various kinds, but I would suggest the biggest interference comes from anybody you have (or had) strong (positive or negative) attachments to. These include your parents, your partner, your kids, your teachers, your co-workers and bosses, your siblings, your close friends, and so on (and also your own personalities from your past lifetimes). On a telepathic and subconscious level, they vigorously try to control you, throughout the day and night. It’s like an all-out war, underneath your waking consciousness. There are many other sources that telepathically try to limit your freedom, but I won’t list them here – other than to comment that I know that Avalonians tend to greatly overemphasize such forces as the effect of hostile aliens or mind control technology, although I’m not denying that such also exist.

Next, how to psychically protect yourself. There are many methods out there which don’t really work! Such methods typically involve imagining that you have some kind of bubble of energy all around your body a meter or two out, one which reflects any negativity back to its source. I have found that I can very easily penetrate that type of psychic defence. What I have also found, though, is that if you consciously think of and feel every single cell in your body and consciously psychically protect every cell as well as yourself, that is much harder to penetrate. In addition, what works is to surround yourself with healing light. Pure white light is very good, and divine golden light is the most powerful. Your ability to do that seems to depend a lot on your ability to meditate or to be truly self-aware or to face everything. Still, everybody naturally has some degree of psychic healing ability. All it then takes is a very strong intention to make use of it to create protection around yourself and all your individual cells. It’s particularly important to do this before you go to sleep, because generally you’re most vulnerable while you’re asleep.