My Experiences and what to make of them.

[Doctor]

I have been hesitating sharing this with everyone. Primarily because I don't know who to trust. It is the main reason why I've joined the forum and i hope at some point, I can be a little more at peace with everything.

I am originally from Michigan but currently live in Los Angeles. I have a friend back in MI who has been interested in life outside our planet and who has always claimed to be contacted by the Greys. I always though 'Okay buddy, lay off the drugs for a while" and laughed it off. This was short lived.

One night I was out with friends, had a few drinks, and they dropped me off at home. Took my dog out for a walk, came back, and went to bed. When I woke the next morning, I had over 10 text messages from my friend. Puzzled, I went through my text messages to see what the fuss was about. At some point in the middle of the night, me, or my phone, or someone using my phone, sent a very long binary code message to him via text. So I start panicking and he's panicking and I'm checking all my locks and feeling extremely violated. A friend of his knew how to translate binary so we waited and that night, I find out that it means this:

"The end of one journey marks the point in which one is ready to see the world in which it really exists. Be Not Afraid."

What in the hell does this even mean?? So for a while after that, I was not sleeping well, making sure my doors and windows were locked, etc. Things did settle and we would just kind of laugh it off. I was used as some sort of puppet. Oh well I guess.

Then a little more recently, it happens again. I hadn't talked to him for weeks. We both became caught up in other things in our lives. I wake up one morning to more text messages from him. That night, my phone had sent 2. Both shorter than the original, but together, they said this:

'You must keep an open heart and accept the world as it is discovered. The sun of the creator returns."

This felt more like a puzzle. For one, son was not spelled "sun". We were talking about it the next day and he said that I saved him. Apparently, he was so caught up in knowing the truth, that it was making him depressed to the point where he was going to commit suicide.

The more I think about this the more I think about my "followers". That started as I was being born. My mom described them as "Guardian Angels", only they looked more like normal people. There were two of them. She explains to me how I've been in so many situations when I was a kid where most other kids my age weren't surviving. I had really bad pneumonia which the doctors couldn't understand how I recovered to quickly. A situation where i was caught between the wall and my bed in my bedroom and my brother saw my whole bed move, allowing me to escape. Things like that. I remember them more as a child than into my 20's. Now, I hear someone, sometimes more than one person, in the room with me or following me as I'm walking down the street. Sometimes I've caught glimpses of 2 people in my apartment with me, before disappearing. I can't help but feel like if these two beings are real, in one form or another, couldn't they be responsible for these binary code text messages?

I'm keeping an open mind. I think there's more to this world than we know, but a part of me feels like maybe I was just sleepwalking. Thing is, I don't know binary. So I'm stumped.

I'm sharing this with you guys because I'm not very knowledgeable when it comes to this stuff, but I know many of you probably have a little bit better of an understanding. :help:

[wynderer]

sure doesn't sound like 'benevolent' ETs -- creating door-locking fear in you & driving your friend to the point of suicide

those messages -- sounds like the kind of vague generalized silly stuff that sometimes little cults form around -- messages from our space bros & all that

stay away from the Greys , is my advice out of my experiences

[mojo]

The sun of the creator returns." This felt more like a puzzle. For one, son was not spelled "sun"

Hi Doctor,
I thought you might find this clip interesting in light to your above statement.

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[Alex Laker]

Actually, it seems as though you know just about as much as any of us when it comes to this sort of thing, i.e. very little other than the facts which present themselves. All we can do is guess, and try to put the pieces of the puzzle together as best as we can. Really, we know very little other than something is very very different than those in control would let on.

As for the first message,
"The end of one journey marks the point in which one is ready to see the world in which it really exists. Be Not Afraid."
On face value the statement seems like two logical sentences, and you might not give it a second look, at least semantically. However, I think there is a lot going on here in terms of a deeper, more cryptic message. For instance, why does it say "point in" rather that "point at"? Gramatically, the "it" at the end of the sentence can refer to either the journey or the 'one' who sees the world. Interestingly, these two words are used together at the beginning of the sentence - "one journey". So perhaps to the being who wrote this, an individual and their journey are one and the same, in that your human existence is about the journey. You must be in this form in order to experience the journey, so that you do not see all of time at once, but sequentially as a progression of events in the journey. At the end of the human journey, you are ready to experience a world with limitless possibility where you are not constrained to experience this singular progression of events.

The second part of this sentence, "Be Not Afraid". Why are all the words capitalised at the beginning unlike the first sentence? Why not just say "Don't be afraid"? It would seem the being does not have a native grasp of English, which would be understandable of non-American, let alone a non-Terrestrial. This may give your story further credence. As far as why its written like this, I'm not sure I could come up with a more profound reason...

I see the second message as referring to the dark star - the binary companion to our Sun, a brown dwarf which has a highly elliptical orbit that extends to twice the distance of pluto. If we were to say the sun of the human, we would be referring to the Sun, so to say the sun of the creator implies the star around which the being's native planet orbits. Of course, there are many theories regarding Annunaki creator Gods, from a planet called Nibiru, which is believed by some, including Andy Lloyd (author of http://www.darkstar1.co.uk and several books, as well as a Camelot whistleblower - I highly recommend watching his interview), to be in orbit around this dark star.

I mean, the fact the messages are in binary may in itself be a clue that this has something to do with the binary nature of our solar system.

[nenosema]

I was going to wait a little while to see if some other people would comment on this,
but it seems that strange things like these get few replies..

It's strange and possibly a synchronicity that you post this today..
Last night i was going through some folders on my computer.. i have this one on my desktop that i don't go into too often but save images and teks to. well, lastnight was strange in general as have been these past few months.. i opened this folder called 'other' that i don't have any memory of writting nor do i think i would have saved it if someone else wrote it, because sometimes i like to save quotes and forget to label where they came from..



" Warm Greetings!

My experiences for many years have changed my understanding along the way. When I was younger, I was covered with fear and had to lose consciousness before they could manifest. The next morning there was most certainly blood either on my pillow or the tip of my nose. As awareness and spirituality increased, I was able to resist losing consciousness. I was then able to sense their presence. They left and was replaced with more forcefull beings... that is when I would wake up with a sore body. Sexual Experiments were done. These beings even tried to enter my body. Only my spiritual vibration stops them from controlling me. Be very wise as to which are your own thoughts and feelings as they tend to place false feelings. The greater your self consciousness, the better for you. Just remember that if their intentions were noble, I am certain we as souls would help them openly. "


this has spooked me tremendously and seems like my perspective, but i don't have any memory of the things "I" seem to recall on here.... except that i am now getting visual flashbacks of the house i used to live in with my parents and my room in the almost certianly haunted basement...


i've been having some difficulty sifting through the information on things ranging from all sorts of topics, lately especially reptillian and why i felt like i was being called to the desert. some of this stuff is hard to take in and aswell with falling prey to negative influences that disguise themselves. i stay very much with the light and oneness , omni , light & dark, yin and yang, and the acceptance of both and of all. they know this. my life though in itself seems to be consumed in darkness. its hard, to say the least to keep an open heart and and to be compassionate towards others sometimes especially when this negative influence gets its grasp. which sometimes feels like it controls from the inside. but i don't want to get too much into this, it only has the power that you give to it, and then some. but so do i and so does the light. stay centered, and connected to source. you know. and follow your intuition, always. though some things may seem insignificant in the moment that you do them they may well hold greater significance down the road, weather it be for simply following your heart and going into any situation with a goal and not letting things stear your path, or opening your heart with compassion, dissonance and expanding with light and love towards the air of negativiy or darkness that may surround.

i am not saying that i am perfect, by far, and my technique could use some improvements, as i am sure this is also the way we learn to use new understandings of techniques and to discover possible other outcomes, of magicks or spiritual pathworks..

it is always best, in my honest opinion,, to be vast but general with your intentions deep down as a soul and then to let it expand throughout to your body and to your life and time in this.. call it your physicality or time in being. i don't know much about soul, light and dark, infact i know nothing for sure. but i get the impression that in the extreams of both they connect effortlessly. as a friend once said, "there is no good and there is no evil, it is all in perception". i tend to disagree, but i think it holds certain truths.


i send you and your friend the greatest of courage, to move forward when in doubt and to
sometimes hide and replenish your brightest of light to save it for the darkest of nights,
we are all always with you, we are one.