Past Lives - Who do you think you were?

[Straker]

Okay, I've posted this in other threads, so I thought I had better start a dedicated topic.

I'd like to start an honest and open talk about who you feel you were, or who you feel connected to in a past life, on the basis of Bill Ryan's own experience and recall.

No name calling or sarcasm here please, just a positive discussion about who or what you feel you might have been, good or bad, male or female, human or animal etc..


Straker

[Straker]

I used to find it very odd that I would walk into a room and a psychic among the crowd would just come up to me and say "excuse me, but I just have to tell you something...you were Akhenaten in a past life". After this happenned three or more times with different people. in different locations, in different states, and even at times when I was just at a party, I started to pay more attention to it and began researching who he was.

The more I looked, the more I didn't want to look. Especially the sculptures, as I feel like I am looking at myself and it is disturbing.

So I went to a past life regression with a very good kinesiologist, who muscle tested me to see if it was correct, and she confirmed that it was true. But I still remained uncertain, as I did not really want to believe it.

My wife believes it 100 percent, and often asks me why I chose a similar face this lifetime, and I answer sarcastically "so you would recognise me".

Appearance wise I have the same very broad shoulders, and unfortunately also inherited the inverted breast bone, extra long neck, protruding stomach and now began to wonder if this was why throughout my youth I would not go anywhere without wearing wide leather wrist bands.

One of the psychics explained to me that inside one of the wrist bands (that Akhenaten wore) there was a compartment with bones of one of his deceased children. I thought that was a bit wierd and creepy.

So maybe I was and maybe I wasn't? Bill Ryan has come to terms with his past lives, but the more I try to ignore the Egyptian connection and push it away as co-incidence or fantasy, the more information keeps coming through me in sudden flashes, when I am not even thinking about it.

I asked the same kinesiologist to test me to see why that happenned, and she said that the birth of our son was a trigger for the past life memory.

Straker

[TWINCANS]

Enjoyed your site very much. It certainly tackles important gaps in current theory about key Egyptian symbolism, and also the uses and ability of the Great Pyramid.

Poor Tut. Missed the point. But then look who was left to teach him once Akhenaten (you?) left, lol. (joking, no sarcasm)

I once had a vision of being Nefertiti but quickly sent packing the intruding entities who caused that vision and returned to my own story. Given the material you have on your site, the story of Akhenaten surely falls to you.

My most vivid past life memories are 3 that I am still working through issues from in this lifetime - Atlantean, Greek and Hapsburg.

I believe that past life remembrance is most important when it opens paths for healing and integration of the whole self.

[xbusymom]

Although I might have been someone important or famous in a past life, I have only needed to explore 4 previous/alternate incarnations for the current life lesson. (and those 4 were just regular PEOPLE- I didn't even know what my names were)

Just before deciding on going through with the divorce, I asked my higher self to show me any relevant issues and ties to my then (- almost 20 years ago) current husband and what I was supposed to be working on at this time (whatever this life lesson, perception, issue- was).

I was shown my lifetime(s)
1)- as a much older brother to my [husband]/-younger brother and was unhappy at having to sacrifice my dream and saved 'university 'tuition so I could TAKE CARE OF him because our parents died.
2)- a catholic nun ; unhappy with the life of sacrifice and the severe restrictions of that lifestyle and of having to TAKE CARE OF the FATHER-Regent (?)
3)- a hooker and unhappy with having to TAKE CARE OF others needs
4)- a housewife in the victorain era and unhappy at being a non-person who was expected to TAKE CARE OF husbands' needs (and whoever else 's needs that hubby ordered me to)

...and compare those past lives to this lifetime

I heard those same words from current hubby- I want you to TAKE CARE OF me

the TAKE CARE OF lesson was about not having to ”be responsible for/ accept responsibility for” anyone's actions and decisions for their life experiences in their lives... to such a point as to exclude my own needs and desires
… finding the balancing point of caring ABOUT other people but not be responsible FOR them.
I needed to only be responsible for my life experiences and decisions-

and I have been bumping up against LOTS of situations (now that I am consciously aware of what I am working on) this lifetime to help me exorcise that demon / practice fine-tuning a different response

[Unicorn]

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[RUSirius]

Currently I have zero memories of any previous lives...

[GoodETxSG]

I dunno, but this is something I have wanted to look into for years. Being into RV and all one would think that info would come, it has to several Military trained RV'ers I have known. Not me tho... I wish I knew a regression person in the Dallas area that helps with that.
Thanks for the post...

[blufire]

I was a fourteen year old Inuit boy. I remember going on hunts with my uncle. It must have been many years or lifetimes ago because we were hunting with spears. Probably why I hate cold dark winters but love the northern light's.

[Rantaak]

Joan of Arc, Quoatzelcoatl (sp?), Odin, Lucifer, and many that are less infamous or completely unknown to Earthers (residing within a different vibrational density). I also have ties to Egypt which I am currently in the process of learning more about. Turns out all of my tattoos (three) are connected to their ancient mystery schools, though I had absolutely no idea at the times that I got them.

Yes, I have an ego the size of planet Nibiru. Magnanimous and translucent.

[enfoldedblue]

I have many past life memories. I once saw the whole past life thing from a perspective of higher consciousness. From that perspective the way we understand past-lives was similar to how we would explain something quite complex to a child. We look at it from a finite perspective, but what I saw was that it was much more fluid. The main thing is that the energy of a being is not solid. we are all simply consciousness that moves and flows through experience. We often hear people claiming to have been someone famous, and often there are many people who believe to be the reincarnation of the same person (this fact is often used to poopoo the whole notion of past lives). However, what I saw was the energy of Mozart, for example, remains in the collective, and elements of this energy can be accessed by beings for whom it is relevent. Access to this energy 'feels' like past life connection, and in a sense is, but not in the linear one being kind of way. Right now I feel like Christina Lavers, but one day my consciousness will move on. The energy of Christina Lavers will always be there and it may be used by another aspect of consciousness in another reality, or timeline. In another time or space there concievably could be many people who feel connected to the energy of Christina LAvers.

Gee hope this makes some sense... :)

[bluestflame]

had a lot of "incarnating around" cross cultural , celtic, chinese, norse, african, middle eastern ...vivid smells and feelings the trigger and the link

[xbusymom]

I have many past life memories. I once saw the whole past life thing from a perspective of higher consciousness. From that perspective the way we understand past-lives was similar to how we would explain something quite complex to a child. We look at it from a finite perspective, but what I saw was that it was much more fluid. The main thing is that the energy of a being is not solid. we are all simply consciousness that moves and flows through experience. We often hear people claiming to have been someone famous, and often there are many people who believe to be the reincarnation of the same person (this fact is often used to poopoo the whole notion of past lives). However, what I saw was the energy of Mozart, for example, remains in the collective, and elements of this energy can be accessed by beings for whom it is relevent. Access to this energy 'feels' like past life connection, and in a sense is, but not in the linear one being kind of way. Right now I feel like Christina Lavers, but one day my consciousness will move on. The energy of Christina Lavers will always be there and it may be used by another aspect of consciousness in another reality, or timeline. In another time or space there concievably could be many people who feel connected to the energy of Christina LAvers.

Gee hope this makes some sense... :)

yes... I like the analogy of the chili cookoff... it is the same meal... just different recipes competing for the prize... different people pick different recipes.

[Wind]

I haven't done past life regressions (yet), but my inner self tells me that Tibet and countries in the east have played a big part in my previous lifetimes. Atlantis and Lemuria long ago too. For some unknown reason I have allways felt this attraction towards cigars, I wonder why? I don't even smoke! I'm pretty sure most of my previous incarnations have taken place in the stars. I came from the higher densities to help this planet in this time of transition, that is all that I know for sure and nothing else actually matters.

[karelia]

I was a priestess in Egypt at the time of Akhenaten. I've spent only a few lives here on earth from what I can tell (a combination of memory and being told by psychics, with all of them telling me the same: that I've been a healer in every single life here.).

I also remember a few far less strenuous lives back "home." Where negative emotions don't exist, where colours are far more vibrant than anything here on earth, and where people simply are, thus able to revel in their joy of being.

[Straker]

I am sure I've been a native American. No memories, though.

Hi Unicorn,

My own revelation of being an American Indian came through a strange process I was invited to experience at a friends house. He laid me down on the floor, and with his wife at my feet, they began rubbing my forehead and ankles in a circular motion. Then he started asking me to visualize myself getting taller and shorter, then asked to visualize a door, which I could step through.

Once I had done that, he said "not look down at your feet, what are you wearing?"

I was surprised to see that I was wearing moccasins and then he said to look around me, and I was in a forest, with other Indians around a sort of camp and there were horses. If I can remember what that process was called I'll post it, and maybe you can try it out. I've done it three times and every time I saw a different past life.

Straker

[Straker]

I was a priestess in Egypt at the time of Akhenaten. I've spent only a few lives here on earth from what I can tell (a combination of memory and being told by psychics, with all of them telling me the same: that I've been a healer in every single life here.).

I also remember a few far less strenuous lives back "home." Where negative emotions don't exist, where colours are far more vibrant than anything here on earth, and where people simply are, thus able to revel in their joy of being.

Hello Karelia,

Thankyou for sharing your story, and indeed thankyou to everyone as this is often a difficult topic to explore.

I was explaining to Unicorn about a process I experienced, which you might like to try if I can find out the name, which is always very vivid in recall of past lives. In my Egyptian one, I was Akhnaten as a child, trying desperately to fit in, and also trying to explain to people all around me who I really was and where I had come from. You see I believe he may have been either from another world, or from the Atlantean empire.

Perhaps you can do some more readings around that area and see if more information comes to light. Visiting a museum with artifacts from that era also helps as a trigger.

Best
Straker

[Straker]

Thankyou Starseed,

I think many of us are drawn here to the Avalon forum, as we may have shared past lives together and are still searching for that connection to the past.

The Atlantean/Lemurian age for example that you mention must hold very strong past life memories embedded in our subconscious somewhere that would be incredible to unlock. I have had visions of running away from torrents of water engulfing the land, which may or may not have been related to that period.

It is interesting that you mention the stars, as I also think that we have all probably experienced lives on other worlds.

Best
Straker

[bekrah]

I was a smurf. I'm damn sure of it! Seriously though, no idea. I've tried past life meditation, but I can't tell if it's legit stuff or my own fancy. Anyone know a good way of doing that?

[Straker]

YES!!!! I just remembered it is called The Christos Technique....sorry but has been more than 12 years since I did it last.

http://www.hypnoticworld.com/subscriptions/christos_technique.asp

[bekrah]

Thank you, I shall check it out!

[Straker]

I was a smurf. I'm damn sure of it! Seriously though, no idea. I've tried past life meditation, but I can't tell if it's legit stuff or my own fancy. Anyone know a good way of doing that?

Hi Bekrah,

I sincerely hope not, those silly things were annoying at best when they first hit the stores in the 80's, and just when I thought we'd gotten rid of them for good, the darn things are back again..

The Christos Technique has worked every time for myself and my past girlfriend, it can be amazingly vivid, full 3d colour walkaround, it was incredible.

Method explained: http://asp52.hubpages.com/hub/The-Christos-Technique-Original

And here's another article about it:

http://www.alastairmcintosh.com/articles/1978_christos.htm

Straker

[bekrah]

Hi Straker,

Yeah, it was the first thing that popped into my head. I'll check out the link you provided when I have more time available, thanks for the resource.

[truth4me]

I believe I also was native American. Now I do remember drowning in the life before this one. I remember going under ,I was a young boy, and coming up calling for help and there were people on the river bank but couldn't help me. I remember the water going in my lungs....

[OoLaLaFrenchGirl]

I'm not sure if this would be considered a past life or not however, I have a very vivid (but very short) memory of standing in a large room full of books that hold details on specific, individual lives. I am trying to decide on what kind of life I will choose this for a particular lifetime. I do not recall being of a particular sex, in fact, I don't believe that I am neither male nor female. I am made up of only a bright light.

Weird, I know but, this vision has been with me since I was a young child.

[we-R-one]

Wow, very interesting stories on here, I love to hear what others are experiencing. Wouldn’t it be funny to discover that some of us might know one another from a previous incarnation.

My memory of a past life began in 2005. What triggered it was a visit to the Newport Mansions in Rhode Island. As I walked through these homes which in case you haven’t been there, are amazing works of art, see here:

http://www.newportmansions.org/explore

It almost seemed like each house was competing with one another to see who could out- perform as they all showcased a ridiculous display of wealth. During this visit I began to remember who I was and my subconscious brought forth one word- Renaissance. I knew I had something to do with that time period and walking through these homes started to bring memories forward of an environment similar to what I was viewing.

I remember the architecture, the clothes, the music (I love baroque) and the jewelry……god the jewelry, I remember there was a ton of jewelry, more than anyone could ask for. I wear pearls a lot in this lifetime and didn’t know why there was so much comfort in them until now. I ordered a chart on past lives from the Edgar Cayce foundation. They take your birth name, birth place, and time of birth. Within that chart was a clue…..”had been European Royalty”. There was some remembrance connecting to a heavy French influence. I enlisted the help of a reincarnation institute, http://www.iisis.net/
From there I was referred to Kevin Ryerson a board member of the institute and channeler of a spirit by the name of Ahtun-Re. You can see his website here: www.kevinryerson.com

It was through this reading where everything came together, the memories, the jewelry, the old world style especially French Baroque décor, that I favored and which seemed so prominent in this lifetime; god I couldn’t figure it out, it was like screaming at me and I didn’t know why. Before the reading the only information that I had given Kevin was my adopted name, he did not know my birth name or anything else about me. So it was during this reading that I finally got my answer- I was told that I was the reincarnation of Marie R. Stuart, Mary Queen of Scots. Two physical details that seemed to carry over from that life time is an x-ray of my neck that shows an abnormal straightness to my bone structure with pockets of severe arthritis and yet I feel no pain. This could be significant as often times you can carry over an injury from that past life and in this case since I was a threat to the British throne, I had been beheaded. The second trait is my fingers. Marie supposedly had beautiful hands and though I can’t make a claim to that, I’ve been told by several manicurists that I have perfectly shaped cuticles, if there is such a thing. As I learned to pull objectives from this lifetime compared to that one, there were many things that matched. Names, dates, even quotes I said during this time period were very similar to hers from that lifetime. I was feeling a sense that I wanted to play the harp…and as I dug into her artifacts, not knowing that she had played, I came across hers which sits in the Scotland Museum and it looked exactly like something I would pick out. There are so many things that are matching it’s almost eerie……..I even bear her name Marie, in this lifetime in addition to Elizabeth which was my cousin during that era.

I can no longer ignore the coincidences and it’s become painfully obvious that this is all by design and that I’m not imagining this. There is no mistake that I am here during a new Golden Age. I was even born into a Scottish bloodline and that bloodline traced to a person who was very close to Marie, I mean c’mon………the syncronicities just don’t end. I seem to reincarnate during Renaissance periods so if I remember correctly from the reading, this will be my fourth Renaissance. Other past lives mentioned in this reading were two other Queen titles one of Cambodia and one during the Egyptian Renaissance period, though I have no memory other than possible architecture from Cambodia. Priestess, Oracle, and Clairvoyant were also noted as additional incarnations.

My name is Elizabeth Marie in this sojourn and I am remembering who I am and I want others to know, because when you start remembering who you are you then realize that you are immortal and as David Icke says, “they can control your mind, and they can control your body, but they can’t control your consciousness!” So I don’t care if I have to stand in front of a three headed monster, there is no fear, as I know I will rise once again into another incarnation, so that I may experience the next journey on my life blueprint.

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[Straker]

Wow, very interesting stories on here, I love to hear what others are experiencing. Wouldn’t it be funny to discover that some of us might know one another from a previous incarnation.

I am remembering who I am and I want others to know, because when you start remembering who you are you then realize that you are immortal and as David Icke says, “they can control your mind, and they can control your body, but they can’t control your consciousness!” So I don’t care if I have to stand in front of a three headed monster, there is no fear, as I know I will rise once again into another incarnation, so that I may experience the next journey on my life blueprint.

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Hello Marie,

Thankyou so much for posting this info and for being brave enough to come forward and claim that knowledge.

I have an incredibly hard time even contemplating speaking to people about my past lives, especially the links I have to Akhenaten, as most people would rather ridicule than listen or accept.

You are right in saying that it is about remembering who we are...we are all immortal souls, re-incarnating and occupying these fleshy vessels for whatever purpose or reason we choose to do so, and I believe we choose them to experience certain things.

I say good on you, and hope you follow through with more investigation into your past.

Straker

[huyi82]

i remember 3 past life's, 1 of them is in the celtic era, and another one i remember a bit more, i was a posh white man with a mustache wearing glasses and reading a newspaper on a train, i was wearing glasses a cream coloured jumper without sleeves and i had bright reddish orange hair, i then remember seeing a pileup of the train and that is that, i do remember this man being quite well off and i saw his garden before he got onto the train, but that i all i know about that life, the year was around 1930's 40's.

i do wear glasses in my current life, i have a great resentment against rich people wasting money, and i do smoke cigarettes too, maybe that came from the posh man i used to be.

there is another past life where i was strangled to death, i noticed my husband in my past life was extremely jealous of other men looking at me, i remember dancing in a room full of people, it was a Arabic kind of theme, i remember we had a argument about the jealousy he had, eventually he took the anger out on me and killed me on my bed by strangulation, all i remember after that was looking outside at the full moon, i remember that i was a attractive young woman and my husband wanted me all to himself.

i don't remember any more past life's maybe i should try it again and see if anymore memories surface.

[ljwheat]

Past lives- Who do you think you were? This I wonder, a topic or a underlying quest, still in search of self? I mean what I was 10 years ago, or 10 thousand years ago, has it added to my higher self in any way, or am I trying to shore up what EGO is not today, would looking into the greater sum the higher self has become threw the eon’s of past lives’ I may or may not have had. And that’s based on just this 3D house I move around in this moment.

All the houses I’ve lived in in the past, what good can come of this knowledge? A bigger hat size, or an inner sense of fulfillment. What is this knowing of past lives feeding?

I think I will seek the greater sum, than the lesser sub particles leading up to its endless eternal growing mass.

Hat size or heart size, forwards or backwards, and what dose it serve the higher self?


john XXX

[bekrah]

I wonder if we were everyone in all past lives. Like if you follow the idea that we are all drops in the same ocean, when we are born we are a single drop, when we die, we rejoin that ocean of consciousness, and then the cycle repeats. Now when it comes to people remembering past lives, I think it's a matter of harmony. For example, your current lifeline might have a very similar frequency to someone who lived in the past, and you are able to recall those memories. I hope this makes sense, I'm not always the greatest at explaining my train of thought.

[we-R-one]

Hello Marie,

Thankyou so much for posting this info and for being brave enough to come forward and claim that knowledge.

I have an incredibly hard time even contemplating speaking to people about my past lives, especially the links I have to Akhenaten, as most people would rather ridicule than listen or accept.

You are right in saying that it is about remembering who we are...we are all immortal souls, re-incarnating and occupying these fleshy vessels for whatever purpose or reason we choose to do so, and I believe we choose them to experience certain things.

I say good on you, and hope you follow through with more investigation into your past.

Straker

Yes, I understand. It's almost harder when you're someone of notoriety because no one wants to believe you and then they think you're self promoting. At least you really look like Akhenaten. I don't think I look like Marie as much. But you don't have to look like the person you are to be them, it's not a pre-requisite. I find it interesting that some do look like one of their past incarnations- why that particular person, especially when we all know we have lived many lives. I almost feel like there's a reason....as if there's a connection to that life time that has significance to this lifetime and so by remembering who you are you see the connection as if it's a clue for something to be discovered.

I feel like my purpose is obvious- this time period is about a new Golden Age being on the horizon so it would make sense that I would reincarnate with that life time in the forefront of my memories. Heck even the business I work for has the name Golden in it....I mean I've found so many clues it's almost ridiculous. Tack on my Star Seed identity and the purpose of Star Seeds and the conclusion that I came to quickly is that my role in this lifetime is to help usher in the Golden Age by helping others through the ascension process.

I wish more people would speak out, because we all can't be imagining this if it weren't true. By sharing our stories it helps everyone get that much closer to the truths that have been hidden from us for eons of time. I just can't worry about what people think anymore. It's the political correctness mode that pushes us away from finding out the true realities of our existence.

Some day I do hope to explore more...I plan on taking a trip to Scotland and France to view artifacts and residences to see if there's any memories that re-surface. I am hopeful that my Twin Flame will be able to accompany me- we have discovered that he was Robert Stuart, my half brother during that time period. Both of us joke that when we go back, we're going to ask for our stuff back, lmao.

And as much as I'd love to jump on a plane right now and start searching, it will be a while before we get there as there are bigger things on the horizon within our own country that is more pressing than my self discovery. So I will stay here and do the work I'm needed for as long as it takes.

[WhiteFeather]

I feel i have ties with 3 civilizations. Lemuria, Ancient Egypt And The Native American Indians. I believe i was a herbalist, medicine man or some sort of shaman to the Native Indian Tribe in my recent incarnation before this one. In Lemuria i believe i worked with frequencys as well as Egypt. Im a big lover of music, sounds and sacred geometry.

I made this video about 2 years ago in the beginning stages of my spiritual awakening.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-E1L8sUhM4

[we-R-one]

I wonder if we were everyone in all past lives. Like if you follow the idea that we are all drops in the same ocean, when we are born we are a single drop, when we die, we rejoin that ocean of consciousness, and then the cycle repeats. Now when it comes to people remembering past lives, I think it's a matter of harmony. For example, your current lifeline might have a very similar frequency to someone who lived in the past, and you are able to recall those memories. I hope this makes sense, I'm not always the greatest at explaining my train of thought.

I agree that's possible. Really when it comes down to it, we are all one of the same which is Source All That Is. Which is why I say my discoveries are your discoveries and your discoveries are my discoveries and through those discoveries is how we learn. So when I say I'm Marie R. Stuart, in essence all of you are her.........hard to wrap your head around this at times.

[we-R-one]

Past lives- Who do you think you were? This I wonder, a topic or a underlying quest, still in search of self? I mean what I was 10 years ago, or 10 thousand years ago, has it added to my higher self in any way, or am I trying to shore up what EGO is not today, would looking into the greater sum the higher self has become threw the eon’s of past lives’ I may or may not have had. And that’s based on just this 3D house I move around in this moment.

All the houses I’ve lived in in the past, what good can come of this knowledge? A bigger hat size, or an inner sense of fulfillment. What is this knowing of past lives feeding?

I think I will seek the greater sum, than the lesser sub particles leading up to its endless eternal growing mass.

Hat size or heart size, forwards or backwards, and what dose it serve the higher self?


john XXX

Let me see if I can explain my perception of your question. There's a purpose to discovering who you are in the fact that you will find at times your life in this time period is paralleling a past life incarnation. Most likely there is something that you still need to learn and by playing that role you learn whatever it is you needed to learn. As I was beginning to discover who I had been, I was seeing similarities in this lifetime compared to my life as Marie. Knowing that I was her, made it no surprise that I would find myself in the heart of the patriot movement for the past couple of years. I became the founder of two prominent patriot groups in my state, so hence a leadership role. So obviously there was a lesson I needed to learn..... and I think I might have figured it out. You see one of the reasons I left the movement was because I no longer wanted to lead in the manner that was expected by 3rd dimensional thinking. These people were/are still in messiah mode and they are looking for anyone who will save them. One of the groups was 1500 strong and we had about 10 people doing the work for everyone. It was exhausting and I become quite annoyed that more wouldn't pitch in considering the seriousness of our situation in this country(USA). What I began to realize is that I was part of the problem-I was creating the very sheeple effect that I loathed by proceeding forward with this group. To someone who is still in 3D mode, this is the appropriate path- "let someone else figure it out." Through my evolving, I was beginning to understand what being a sovereign was all about. When I was Mary Queen of Scots I was a ruler of the people- and if I had that role again today I would no longer wish to be a ruler of the people, but rather a ruler for the people. I don't like the word ruler, but for lack of a better word I'll leave it. The main point being if you are "of" you consider yourself above the people an aristocrat who rules off of ego. But the transition that is taking place no longer harbors this type of behavior or stereotype. Any position of power should be "for" the people and you should consider yourself an equal to all regardless of the level of your growth as we cannot all be in the same place.

By remembering who I was, I was able to learn a valuable lesson that in turn helped push me that much faster out of 3D mode and into the future of whom I'm to become. So it can help to remember who you are as it opens the possibilities to elevate yourself further and learn the lessons that need to be learned. I see past lives as a tool. They're a hint as to what's left to be discovered. Your past is your future and everything that you were, is the very reason as to who you'll be in the future.

I hope that answers your question. I can understand that someone might see this as an ego boost, but it's not like that. It's an amazing experience and it forces you to be honest with yourself. God I cringe reading about myself......I'm thinking....oh great, now I get read about all the idiotic things I did. I can't even defend myself, because as of yet, I don't have the capability to remember such details, lol! But again I have to be open and true so that others can learn from my mistakes and lessons so they hopefully don't have to experience what I did, like getting my head cut off! lol

It's a game, merely a game and when you come to this realization it's mind blowing. Better yet, the game just became more interesting, because now you can play at a different level and fear is no longer a factor and just understanding that alone, elevates you that much quicker outside the 3D matrix that once use to be home.

[PixieDust]

The longest past life memory I have is being a young prodistant girl and i was in love with a irish catholic immigrant. my dad was important to the community some how but not a leader (perhaps a member of council?) Knowing my parents would never let me be with him i got pregnant and then was "forced" to marry him :o tricky ****ty me hahah! I remember sitting at a rough wooden table in dark clothing holding my stomach. My shoes were too tight and my collar was itchy. My mother was standing my the fireplace crying and my little sister was sitting at the table. My dad was a medium sized man but with broad shoulders and a full beard with a black hat on yelling at me.

another memory i have is being a native american and i was either the daughter of the chief or the next medicine woman. I had the feeling that I was going to be someone important but not yet. Anyway I step out of a teepee and im scanning the village or whatever it would be called looking for something or someone. But I was worried.

I had short glimpse of being a young girl, in a basic wood room but my bed blankets were puffy and flowery, it didnt match. I was wearing a white long night gown but my grandma was basically wearing rags. She was humming a song and feeding me some kind of broth. I was very ill and about to die. I had the sense that I was the last one of my imediate family besides my grandma. I was maybe 6 years old.

Last one I was a big hairy man in maybe the 60s. Im not too sure on this one because it seems too recent to have been a past life. who knows. Anyway I was tall fat and extremly broad shouldered i had black curly hair that was kinda shaggy and a full beared. the moment i saw was me telling my wife Im leaving her. She was always yelling at me and everything i did was never good enough for her. I could no longer make her happy so I left. She was a slender horse faced woman with bland thin hair and baggy eyes. she also had this stupid little dog that never shut up. I remember having the urge to kick it haha.

Anyway thats about all i got. nothing too exciting.

Thanks for sharing everyone!! peace

[we-R-one]

I feel i have ties with 3 civilizations. Lemuria, Ancient Egypt And The Native American Indians. I believe i was a herbalist, medicine man or some sort of shaman to the Native Indian Tribe in my recent incarnation before this one. In Lemuria i believe i worked with frequencys as well as Egypt. Im a big lover of music, sounds and sacred geometry.

I made this video about 2 years ago in the beginning stages of my spiritual awakening.

Beautiful video, thanks WhiteFeather! It's interesting to look back on who you were as you begin to see how those past interests carry into who you are today. I think when you start to study reincarnation it becomes easier to pick out possible past lives as you understand memories to be emotions rather than pictures or specific events which are harder to remember. It's how certain things make you feel.....your style, your tastes, architecture,music, even things that turn your stomach, all could be indicators of past life experiences and existence.

[we-R-one]

Last one I was a big hairy man in maybe the 60s. Im not too sure on this one because it seems too recent to have been a past life. who knows. Anyway I was tall fat and extremly broad shouldered i had black curly hair that was kinda shaggy and a full beared. the moment i saw was me telling my wife Im leaving her. She was always yelling at me and everything i did was never good enough for her. I could no longer make her happy so I left. She was a slender horse faced woman with bland thin hair and baggy eyes. she also had this stupid little dog that never shut up. I remember having the urge to kick it haha.

Anyway thats about all i got. nothing too exciting.

Thanks for sharing everyone!! peace

Nothing to exciting? Dang! I wish I could remember in detail like that! You know when I had the readings done, none of my past lives came up as men....I wondered about that. I mean there's only so much time in the readings and you're covering other things, but I'd be curious to know what type of roles I played as a male figure as it's my understanding that you play both sexes. Hmmmm, maybe I don't wanna know, lol

[NancyV]

I agree that we've all potentially lived all lives that have ever been lived...or may be living them all simultaneously. In this one body we're living in now we may have personality traits that resonate more with certain lives, so it's easier to recall them.

I went through about a 3 year period from 1992-1995 when I experienced merging with lives I had lived in another time or parallel dimension. I was always fully awake but would sort of shift or fall into another time/dimension. This happened about 20 times and usually when I was at some ancient ruin in either the American Southwest or Mexico. It also happened to me years before in Peru, Colombia and Mexico. But between the years 1992-1995 it became clear to me that I had a soul mate alive in the world and that I would somehow find him.

In one of my out of body experiences when I was at the top of a mountain which was an Anasazi site in New Mexico, I left my body for 3 hours and met my soul mate and many other beings in a timeless dimension. This was about a month before I actually met him in person. We got married 3 weeks after we met in 1995 and have been together since then. We have been together in many lifetimes, which I saw when I was out of body with him, and I feel lucky that we met again.

I wrote about an experience I had a couple of years earlier that was very powerful. It happened when I was at Coba in the Yucatan. When I merged with the priestess I was in a previous lifetime the name (or title?) I had was She Who Calls, at least that's the closest I can get to it in English.

Ancient Rememberings - Coba
Ruins of a Mayan city in the jungles of the Yucatan
and the further awakening of She Who Calls.

I stood there
on top of the pyramid
looking out at the lake
remembering
the jungle beckoning lushly
hiding the sounds of death
and life
and my life
the life that had pulled me to this place again
so many many years gone
I know not where or how...

Coba
Mayan memories of power and passion
when I was alive in this thriving city
the earth sang a different song
a rhythm of blending with nature
of intensity
lived fully, starkly
in the ever-present now
I was here then
and here I was again
standing in the ruins of time
and through the thin veil of timelessness
I could see
and feel
and hear
and know
the me of then...

I am still this woman
this priestess who showed her face to my inner sight
who stared at me
in the reflection of my openness
to the tides of the time currents
She Who Calls
who has called for centuries
for the joining of the male and female
for the merging of the light and dark
the collapsing of linear time
She is myself
I am She
we are one now
I have longed for the time
when the separation would end
She enters me and is closer than my breath...
She calls for you, my love.

[ljwheat]

This is a mural I did 30 years ago on a sheet of plywood 4'X5' 1/2 ft. from a 5"x7" post card. After only one year of being self taught, no formal art school or training. Dose this mean I was some kind of famous painter in a former live to just pick it up like that. Something just clicked in my head one day and I knew how to see what I wanted to paint, like a instant down load or something, I cant put it into words it just came to gather in a flash of a moment. As a art critic told me one day after seeing my work and hearing my story,-- that what I could do then at that level, usually takes about five years of schooling and another fifteen years experience to understand what I was doing just in one year.

My dad used to work at the Toledo, Ohio art Museum and I was exposed to fine art at a early age, only around it not doing it. Until I was in my 20’s did it pop into my head that I was an artist.

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http://projectavalon.net/forum4/album.php?albumid=587 =Gallary of art

[we-R-one]

This is a mural I did 30 years ago on a sheet of plywood 4'X5' 1/2 ft. from a 5"x7" post card. After only one year of being self taught, no formal art school or training. Dose this mean I was some kind of famous painter in a former live to just pick it up like that. Something just clicked in my head one day and I knew how to see what I wanted to paint, like a instant down load or something, I cant put it into words it just came to gather in a flash of a moment. As a art critic told me one day after seeing my work and hearing my story,-- that what I could do then at that level, usually takes about five years of schooling and another fifteen years experience to understand what I was doing just in one year.

My dad used to work at the Toledo, Ohio art Museum and I was exposed to fine art at a early age, only around it not doing it. Until I was in my 20’s did it pop into my head that I was an artist.

Yes, Yes, that's exactly what you look for! This is a clue! Now...go to a true professional that does past life readings, don't tell them this information and see what they say, see if this comes up. You could ask, did I experience any prominent past lives? By asking the question a certain way, you're not leading them into the answer, so it makes the reading more clean and chances are you will discover who you were. So if you are a painter, take note of other interersts that might lean towards that lifestyle. Also, are there places in the world that you favor more? It could be that you are from one of those locations. So if you do have the opportunity to find out who you are, all these memories will begin to make sense as they will point to the person you might have been.

[RMorgan]

Hey folks,

If my experiences and past memories are accurate, I remember being a regular man living in the Scottish Highlands, who died by a sword in some kind of enemy invasion in his village.

I also remember being a painter in France, who died while dueling for a girl, with a sword in the stomach.

Also, I remember being a catholic priest in Italy, who was shot during WW1 or WW2.

That´s all I can remember so far...

I don´t recall being anyone famous. By the way, why most people who supposedly remember past lives say they used to be someone famous? :)

Cheers,

Raf.

[we-R-one]

I don´t recall being anyone famous. By the way, why most people who supposedly remember past lives say they used to be someone famous? :)

Cheers,

Raf.

I wish I could remember details like that, but the only detail I can remember is playing the harp. I can't speak for others but I will say this- I don't speak of my incarnation of Marie lightly. Often people will say, oh you're probably not her because most people think they're someone famous. I took the time to really dig into this....I contacted a research institute that studies reincarnation for a living, which I posted on one of my first posts, and then I took the avenue that they suggested. The person who did my reading is well known in the industry for what he does and when you take the time to look at both the sources I listed you will see these guys aren't screwing around. Additionally when you start remembering who you are, you make a list of objectives. Such things that can be included are dates that match, names, likes, dislikes, any type of syncronicities that comes to mind that matches the person you were in that past life.

So I'm not being reckless in stating who I think I am, I have put some time into it which I know you can't see in my post as I haven't listed all the objectives that match me to her. At some point while you're researching, it becomes so obvious because there are so many coincidences that can't be easily blown off. If you take the time to truly understand reincarnation you will have a better idea of what to look for and how it works. Dr. Semkiw has done that via his website and I have learned a lot which has helped me identify who I really am. Originally I thought I might be her cousin Elizabeth as everything seemed to be matching with her. The only exception was the French connection that I could not place. The list of objectives I wrote was with the thought that I could be Elizabeth, but now in my mind it makes that list even more authentic because now I know I'm Marie and when I look back at that list, the things on it still match to her which makes sense since we were cousins who played similar roles and therefore likely would have had similar traits, similar dates, similar styles, etc.

Most likely everyone has played a role of notoriety throughout their incarnations regardless of whether they remember or not. Could this be the reason why history repeats itself? Lessons aren't learned so we have to come back and repeat the scenario over again. Or you have new souls that need to learn the same lessons so history repeats itself? Do we remember specific past lives because there is something that wasn't learned from that lifetime? Or maybe, there was something learned and it's needed to be repeated in this lifetime as it will benefit humanity....hmmmm.

Of course to believe any of this you have to believe in reincarnation and if you're still living in a 3D existence this will be quite difficult as you would only be of the belief system that says if you can't see it, touch it taste it or feel it than it doesn't exist.

[kcbc2010]

1) Places - Ethiopia, Russia, Central Europe/Vienna/Germany
2) Time periods/specific people are less clear. I've always suspected I died somewhere in Europe during WW2. I've always had a really a deep fascination with the European part of the war/Holocaust and I've gobbled up too many books/movies than I care to recount. The time period of Catherine the Great is also significant to me. I also really don't know why I love that the Ethiopians kicked the Italians out of Ethiopia in the late 1800's, but I love that they kicked them out. I also tended to be male more than female.

[truth4me]

I'm not sure if this would be considered a past life or not however, I have a very vivid (but very short) memory of standing in a large room full of books that hold details on specific, individual lives. I am trying to decide on what kind of life I will choose this for a particular lifetime. I do not recall being of a particular sex, in fact, I don't believe that I am neither male nor female. I am made up of only a bright light.

Weird, I know but, this vision has been with me since I was a young child. No, it nor you are weird. I respect what you said in your reply and who's to say that this isn't the way it happens.....we are beings of light.That I do believe....

[RunningDeer]

I was regressed once. I saw myself in the 1850's on a farm. My mother and I were alone. I was a blonde boy, who looks like my son. (And this regression was before Michael, my son, was born.) My Mom in this life is the same as then. What I discovered was that I was a deaf-mute. The great thing about the discovery was that once I understood that I was a deaf-mute, my stammering in this life lessened over time, and then disappeared.

[RunningDeer]

This is a mural I did 30 years ago on a sheet of plywood 4'X5' 1/2 ft. from a 5"x7" post card. After only one year of being self taught, no formal art school or training. Dose this mean I was some kind of famous painter in a former live to just pick it up like that. Something just clicked in my head one day and I knew how to see what I wanted to paint, like a instant down load or something, I cant put it into words it just came to gather in a flash of a moment. As a art critic told me one day after seeing my work and hearing my story,-- that what I could do then at that level, usually takes about five years of schooling and another fifteen years experience to understand what I was doing just in one year.

My dad used to work at the Toledo, Ohio art Museum and I was exposed to fine art at a early age, only around it not doing it. Until I was in my 20’s did it pop into my head that I was an artist.

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http://projectavalon.net/forum4/album.php?albumid=587 =Gallary of art

Hi ljwheat,

Your art is beautiful. I'd be hard pressed to pick a favorite. It's innovative and diverse. Thanks for sharing it.

[Maia Gabrial]

Hey Straker,
I thought I was King Tut! :becky:

[ljwheat]

Hey Straker,
I thought I was King Tut! :becky:

Bl5dZxA-rZY

:cool:was a really cool dude!:cool:

[we-R-one]

I'm not sure if this would be considered a past life or not however, I have a very vivid (but very short) memory of standing in a large room full of books that hold details on specific, individual lives. I am trying to decide on what kind of life I will choose this for a particular lifetime. I do not recall being of a particular sex, in fact, I don't believe that I am neither male nor female. I am made up of only a bright light.

Weird, I know but, this vision has been with me since I was a young child.

I missed this post.....This is very cool..... must have been a time while you were consciousness. Sounds like you were visiting the Akashic Records. I never thought about what sex I would be when I was consciousness, so maybe you are unisex...that makes sense.

[we-R-one]

I agree that we've all potentially lived all lives that have ever been lived...or may be living them all simultaneously. In this one body we're living in now we may have personality traits that resonate more with certain lives, so it's easier to recall them.

I went through about a 3 year period from 1992-1995 when I experienced merging with lives I had lived in another time or parallel dimension. I was always fully awake but would sort of shift or fall into another time/dimension. This happened about 20 times and usually when I was at some ancient ruin in either the American Southwest or Mexico. It also happened to me years before in Peru, Colombia and Mexico. But between the years 1992-1995 it became clear to me that I had a soul mate alive in the world and that I would somehow find him.

In one of my out of body experiences when I was at the top of a mountain which was an Anasazi site in New Mexico, I left my body for 3 hours and met my soul mate and many other beings in a timeless dimension. This was about a month before I actually met him in person. We got married 3 weeks after we met in 1995 and have been together since then. We have been together in many lifetimes, which I saw when I was out of body with him, and I feel lucky that we met again.

I wrote about an experience I had a couple of years earlier that was very powerful. It happened when I was at Coba in the Yucatan. When I merged with the priestess I was in a previous lifetime the name (or title?) I had was She Who Calls, at least that's the closest I can get to it in English.

So Nancy, I assume when this happens to you, you're meditating right? Or was this happening when you were dreaming? Also do you know the difference between a soul mate and a twin flame? Because what you're desribing to me might be that of a Twin Flame rather than a soul mate, so that's why I ask.

[Sidney]

This is a mural I did 30 years ago on a sheet of plywood 4'X5' 1/2 ft. from a 5"x7" post card. After only one year of being self taught, no formal art school or training. Dose this mean I was some kind of famous painter in a former live to just pick it up like that. Something just clicked in my head one day and I knew how to see what I wanted to paint, like a instant down load or something, I cant put it into words it just came to gather in a flash of a moment. As a art critic told me one day after seeing my work and hearing my story,-- that what I could do then at that level, usually takes about five years of schooling and another fifteen years experience to understand what I was doing just in one year.

My dad used to work at the Toledo, Ohio art Museum and I was exposed to fine art at a early age, only around it not doing it. Until I was in my 20’s did it pop into my head that I was an artist.

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http://projectavalon.net/forum4/album.php?albumid=587 =Gallary of art

Hi ljwheat,

Your art is beautiful. I'd be hard pressed to pick a favorite. It's innovative and diverse. Thanks for sharing it.

I second that, you are extremely talented.

[gypsybutterflykiss]

I had a dream a few months ago that brought me to realize that wholly doodle; this universe is HUGE beyond Earthly reasoning. Anyways, total flash back to actually falling onto this earth plane from another
Planet.. As I described this to husband- it was so intesense, he stared at me in awe. I told him I wAs over looking the stars, they were below me. I was opening my heart to a great love of mine, and we were sharing our dreams. When I described the feeling when our world collapsed, he started describing the same moment.. And the moments following the shift.. He was dumbfounded- he replied,"that really happened? I was there with you. I remember."

Yeah :) I married the love of another life... I have more past life memories, but I haven't the time to dabble her much longer today.. My middle child just told me about two lives she and her little sister spent together in great detail as well.. Anybody know any history of when "andromedians came to Americana"? Crazy stuff!

[Sidney]

I have no memory of any past lives, although I would love to be regressed, just haven't had the opportunity as of yet. I have been drawn to Egypt for some time, and I worship animals as the Egyptians do, cats in particular.

[Flash]

In my early twenties I dreamed about a past life during a whole year. Always the same basic dreams with their follow-up. I realised once the dream ended that it was most probably a past life.

I was in the last world war, I do not know if I was french, Italian, but most probably from southern Europe, and I was carrying stuff for people hiding in the woods. I was on a river on a boat, with my present day sister. We were still carrying the provisions/stuff being exceedingly attentive to any danger and noise, but on the last day, I am in the small boat and I hear a helicopter pals sounds. We both jum in the water and I am hit by bullets. This is what was mixing me up, I thought it was an helicopter sound - helicopters did not exist then - until I listened to a French film with a plane coming over people and firing continuously - there was no Hollywood sound effects, it was natural - and I realised then that the sounds from my one year going on dream were not from helicopters pals but from a plane firing on us. My sister is still scared of drowning.

[eva08]

I started reading Edward Alexander's book: Earth: a spiritual trap and exercises available here: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/maggador

and in this book, he explains the evolution of the soul, past lives and how it is possible that several people could have the same past life identity. He also gives some excellent exercises to connect with source / god energy. Highly recommended; his book also comes as an e-book.

[Maknocktomb]

I have memories of being a U.S. Air Force pilot during the Vietnam War. I flew a F-105 Thunderchief and was shot down by a missile. When I was child I loved military planes and I could tell you the type and all of its characteristics. When I lived in Denver, Colorado I remember going to Lowry Air Base with my grandmother (she had base rights from her first husband who died in WWII) and how everything seem familiar to me, including smells. I was not part of a military family in my current life. I have other memories of seeing myself in a black and white photo posing in front of my plane holding my helmet, I appear to be a man in my early 30's (The man doesn't look like me but I know it is me). I believe I was from Texas. I had one vision of my mother (not my current mother) looking at my photo on a hearth of chimney missing me and feeling sad. It felt like I was visiting her in spirit. I read up about past lives and one thing I found interesting was that your former lives bleed into your next. I guess that is why I loved airplanes and the air force growing up. I do not recall how these memories came to me other than they are present and with feelings.

I do not remember really any other recent past lives maybe other than being a woman in the Victorian era. For some reason I have bad feelings about Victorian architecture and glassware, especially red/ruby style glass. The stuff really disgusts me.

[Ol' Roy]

I have a strong feeling (probably for 20 years) that I was a successful small businessman in the Midwest United States around the 1890's. They called this the "Gay 90's" a time of prosperity. I just have a stong attraction to this period. Probably wishful thinking in these trying times.

Ol'Roy

[markpierre]

I was me. No kidding. I've always been me. Funny, I'm STILL me.

[NancyV]

I agree that we've all potentially lived all lives that have ever been lived...or may be living them all simultaneously. In this one body we're living in now we may have personality traits that resonate more with certain lives, so it's easier to recall them.

I went through about a 3 year period from 1992-1995 when I experienced merging with lives I had lived in another time or parallel dimension. I was always fully awake but would sort of shift or fall into another time/dimension. This happened about 20 times and usually when I was at some ancient ruin in either the American Southwest or Mexico. It also happened to me years before in Peru, Colombia and Mexico. But between the years 1992-1995 it became clear to me that I had a soul mate alive in the world and that I would somehow find him.

In one of my out of body experiences when I was at the top of a mountain which was an Anasazi site in New Mexico, I left my body for 3 hours and met my soul mate and many other beings in a timeless dimension. This was about a month before I actually met him in person. We got married 3 weeks after we met in 1995 and have been together since then. We have been together in many lifetimes, which I saw when I was out of body with him, and I feel lucky that we met again.

I wrote about an experience I had a couple of years earlier that was very powerful. It happened when I was at Coba in the Yucatan. When I merged with the priestess I was in a previous lifetime the name (or title?) I had was She Who Calls, at least that's the closest I can get to it in English.

So Nancy, I assume when this happens to you, you're meditating right? Or was this happening when you were dreaming? Also do you know the difference between a soul mate and a twin flame? Because what you're desribing to me might be that of a Twin Flame rather than a soul mate, so that's why I ask.
Hi We-R-One. When these shifts into another dimension/time happened I was not meditating and it was during the day. I was awake and either standing, walking or sitting down. An energy comes over me and I expand out, the other dimension becomes visible and I'm both there and in this dimension/time at the same time. A few times when it happened my sister was with me and she had to hold onto me because she could see that I was somewhere else. Once it happened when I reached the top of the highest pyramid at Chichen Itza. That time my sister thought I was going to fall so she had to hold on tight! Being aware of two dimensions at once makes me a bit dizzy and I guess I look pretty zoned out.

When I meditate I leave my body so I always lay down. These experiences were different except for the one I mentioned at the Anasazi ruins where I layed down on the ground, closed my eyes, and immediately was pulled out of my body by my soon to be husband.

You're right that my husband is my twin flame. I usually just say soul mate, since he is also that. We have many soul mates but only one twin flame. It's amazing how much he and I think alike. We even have the same tastes in art, movies, food, books, furniture....almost everything! We often say exactly the same thing at the same time with exactly the same words. It's funny!

[Straker]

This is a mural I did 30 years ago on a sheet of plywood 4'X5' 1/2 ft. from a 5"x7" post card. After only one year of being self taught, no formal art school or training. Dose this mean I was some kind of famous painter in a former live to just pick it up like that. Something just clicked in my head one day and I knew how to see what I wanted to paint, like a instant down load or something, I cant put it into words it just came to gather in a flash of a moment. As a art critic told me one day after seeing my work and hearing my story,-- that what I could do then at that level, usually takes about five years of schooling and another fifteen years experience to understand what I was doing just in one year.

My dad used to work at the Toledo, Ohio art Museum and I was exposed to fine art at a early age, only around it not doing it. Until I was in my 20’s did it pop into my head that I was an artist.

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http://projectavalon.net/forum4/album.php?albumid=587 =Gallary of art

Lovely picture! Almost identical to the one on this page:

http://www.floridaflydrives.com/family.html

Did you work on it from a post card or photo?

I was just looking at some of my old artwork the other day too...the dates on the paintings were between 1982 - 1987, so thirty years as well.

Best
Straker

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Hey Straker,
I thought I was King Tut! :becky:

Awesome, so we have something in common!

[Straker]

Thankyou very much for the video WhiteFeather.

It reminded me of a large wall mural that I did for a dive shop back in 1992.

Peace
Straker

[Carolin]

Being brought up Protestant United I had never heard of reincarnation until I read about it in an Edgar Cayce book 20ish years ago. Huge light bulb moment for me, it made perfect sense and took God off the hook for doling out such unfair lives. I've been regressed a few times, it all seemed very real, very vivid.

I was a soldier during the time of Jesus. I heard him speak and left my post to follow him. My wife and two sons are in my current life.

I was an immigrant to the US in the early 1800's. My son in that life is my brother in this one.

I've been a prisoner in a few lives both male and female......such a rebel :p

In this life I'm very comfortable in my skin, happy and content almost anywhere, in almost any situation. I think this comes from living many, many lives.

[WhiteFeather]

I believe when we finally learn how to become fully conscious beings, then we will know whom we were in many of our past incarnations.

[RMorgan]

I believe when we finally learn how to become fully conscious beings, then we will know whom we were in many of our past incarnations.

Hey mate,

I agree. However, we would need to evolve into a new species for that, mostly because our brain isn´t capable of remembering so many lives and experiences.

Currently, we have a selective memory system, which means that, during our lives, we just remember strong or traumatic experiences and important things we use for our daily tasks.

That´s why even a healthy old man doesn´t have vivid memories of things that happened to him 40, 60 years ago; he just remembers the most striking moments and memories; the rest becomes just flashes of a distant past.

I think that´s one of the reasons we can´t fully remember our past lives, because they are buried under so many distant memories, that our conscious mind can´t access them efficiently.

Maybe that´s why, at least I, can remember only the death moments of my past lives, because they are the moments which are really traumatic and striking.

There´s a very nice movie about that, called The Man from Earth, which is basically a story of a man that can´t die somehow. The movie makes very concise arguments about memories. Even him couldn´t remember it all; all the skills and different languages he has learned were partially forgotten, as he stopped using them. Here´s the link:

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0756683/

I highly recommend this movie for everyone here.

Cheers,

Raf.

[Unicorn]

I wonder if it is possible that I have been a plant or a tree in a previous life. I say this because I always feel to fade in winter (with all kinds of physical problems in my skin, etc.), but literally revive in spring and summer. When I am in a woodland I feel energized and vibrant. And plants just seem to love me: I don't have to do anything special to revive a nearly dead plant, and they always flourish around me. Of course, vegetables make wonders in my body. I usually dream about beautiful plants and forested areas...

[Kindred]

Who Was I?... At this point, I can't pin it down Specifically. I Know there have been Many 'Lives'... AND, Many, Many More to come! With that said, I will point out to All that, what Truly Counts, is What We Do with This Life, in the "Here and Now".

In that vein, I feel it of Tremendous Import to offer this item I had posted on White Feathers thread. This Just Happened This Morning (05-07).
I feel it will Help All Of Us in the "Here and Now".

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?42794-The-Great-Cycle-and-Cosmic-Events-2012-by-Pane-Andov&p=483671#post483671

In Unity, Peace and Love

[Ernie Nemeth]

No idea who I might have been in other lives. I think I do this work all over the universes. I feel like I'm a mythbuster, a radical, a trailblazer. I think these are the traits I've always embodied, wherever I might find myself.

[bluestflame]

as the veils dissolve and we become reaquainted of the many aspects of our divine selves over "time", over "space"

[we-R-one]

Hi We-R-One. When these shifts into another dimension/time happened I was not meditating and it was during the day. I was awake and either standing, walking or sitting down. An energy comes over me and I expand out, the other dimension becomes visible and I'm both there and in this dimension/time at the same time. A few times when it happened my sister was with me and she had to hold onto me because she could see that I was somewhere else. Once it happened when I reached the top of the highest pyramid at Chichen Itza. That time my sister thought I was going to fall so she had to hold on tight! Being aware of two dimensions at once makes me a bit dizzy and I guess I look pretty zoned out.

When I meditate I leave my body so I always lay down. These experiences were different except for the one I mentioned at the Anasazi ruins where I layed down on the ground, closed my eyes, and immediately was pulled out of my body by my soon to be husband.

You're right that my husband is my twin flame. I usually just say soul mate, since he is also that. We have many soul mates but only one twin flame. It's amazing how much he and I think alike. We even have the same tastes in art, movies, food, books, furniture....almost everything! We often say exactly the same thing at the same time with exactly the same words. It's funny!

That's amazing Nancy! I can't imagine what that feels like. Most stories I've heard seem to be when people are meditating not walking around, so the fact that you did that is pretty astounding.

I had a feeling you must be talking about your twin flame as I could feel your emotions emanate from your words as you spoke of him. Only those who have found their twin flame are able to understand the intensity that type of relationship brings as there is no other. When I found my twin flame we were shocked at how similar our tastes were....even when we looked back on our lives we were literally mimicing one another. Same computer make and model, both athletes, both have injuries to our lower back, both in the hospital at the same time, etc....And since we are eachothers oldest friend, I can't believe we didn't notice all this until a couple of years ago, truly unbelievable experience, so I am glad you have found yours, and I thank you for sharing.

[Straker]

I wonder if it is possible that I have been a plant or a tree in a previous life. I say this because I always feel to fade in winter (with all kinds of physical problems in my skin, etc.), but literally revive in spring and summer. When I am in a woodland I feel energized and vibrant. And plants just seem to love me: I don't have to do anything special to revive a nearly dead plant, and they always flourish around me. Of course, vegetables make wonders in my body. I usually dream about beautiful plants and forested areas...

Hi Unicorn,

In 2003 a friend of mine brought over a hallucinogenic mushroom that he had found in a field, and dried using a copper harmonic tuning device for 3 days.

Having not tried it before (or since) I was keen to see what the effect would be. We locked ourselves away in my factory space with a carpeted floor and musical instruments.

The immediate sensation that I got when it started to kick in, was the overwhelming feeling of turning into a tree trunk from the feet up, as though I was being "rooted" into the ground and it slowly moved up my body, as a very dense, solid feeling.

Once it had fully overwhelmed me, I had an incredible awakening, where it was like a bolt of lightning hitting my third eye WHANG!

Suddenly I could see myself from the outside in, as though the top of my head was translucent, and I watched as my pineal gland opened and flowered into a lotus shape, quite beautiful.

After a while, the visions began, and I was visited by what I would describe as an inter-dimensional being, a benevolent mantis creature, like a gatekeeper.

Toward the end of the experience, I could tune in to insect conversations, and actually identify their line of sight conversation with each other, which was incredible.

Best
Straker

[westhill]

I saw a sketch book of my past lives. The one pencil sketch of a viking ship came to life. I of course was in the water getting ready to be picked up.
I guess clumsiness is karmic. And I had a reading...
Chinese Scribe, which made me magic as I could read and write
Native Shaman, my younger son Ian as my adept
Sad Cardinal, this one I rejected at first, now I try to cheer him up (he has secrets)
Researcher for Jung, background for helping me delve into consciousness in this life
and lots of shuffling of family and friends roles.

[Rantaak]

I started reading Edward Alexander's book: Earth: a spiritual trap and exercises available here: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/maggador

and in this book, he explains the evolution of the soul, past lives and how it is possible that several people could have the same past life identity. He also gives some excellent exercises to connect with source / god energy. Highly recommended; his book also comes as an e-book.

I remember when Maggador was trying to get publicity for his work on this forum. I believe they ended up banning him. From what I remember, he was particularly bad at not getting offended, unsettled, and insecure at people who had differing experiences from him.

Personally, I have the inclination to laugh at people who proclaim to be a "master" of anything.

Mas - ter - y: (Noun) A false plateau, a cage of belief, a dampening of velocity.



I wonder if it is possible that I have been a plant or a tree in a previous life. I say this because I always feel to fade in winter (with all kinds of physical problems in my skin, etc.), but literally revive in spring and summer. When I am in a woodland I feel energized and vibrant. And plants just seem to love me: I don't have to do anything special to revive a nearly dead plant, and they always flourish around me. Of course, vegetables make wonders in my body. I usually dream about beautiful plants and forested areas...

Hi Unicorn,

In 2003 a friend of mine brought over a hallucinogenic mushroom that he had found in a field, and dried using a copper harmonic tuning device for 3 days.

Having not tried it before (or since) I was keen to see what the effect would be. We locked ourselves away in my factory space with a carpeted floor and musical instruments.

The immediate sensation that I got when it started to kick in, was the overwhelming feeling of turning into a tree trunk from the feet up, as though I was being "rooted" into the ground and it slowly moved up my body, as a very dense, solid feeling.

Once it had fully overwhelmed me, I had an incredible awakening, where it was like a bolt of lightning hitting my third eye WHANG!

Suddenly I could see myself from the outside in, as though the top of my head was translucent, and I watched as my pineal gland opened and flowered into a lotus shape, quite beautiful.

After a while, the visions began, and I was visited by what I would describe as an inter-dimensional being, a benevolent mantis creature, like a gatekeeper.

Toward the end of the experience, I could tune in to insect conversations, and actually identify their line of sight conversation with each other, which was incredible.

Best
Straker

:wizard: Copper harmonic tuning device?! Factory space with carpeted floor and copious instruments?!??!?!?! I'll have to give that one a shot...

[Straker]

Hi everyone,

I have just received and listed to my reading from Carol Clarke (as recommended here on the Avalon forum by Bill Ryan). It took approx 5 weeks from the time I contacted her.

I can only say WOW! This lady is incredible. My wife and I sat here with our mouths open, wondering how she could know so much about us and our children. It was absolutely incredible.

Best
Straker

[huyi82]

your wife is very pretty :D

[Straker]

Thankyou very much.

[pugwash84]

Wow she is so beautiful xxx I however have no clue who I was in a past life, maybe I'm new hehe

Oh also I always thought Barack Obama looked like King Tut.

[G.Deluca]

i have no idea to be honest and i don't care that much,but a lot of your pics are really similar to the originals

[Straker]

Another interesting thing that you all might take into consideration is if your present incarnated names have any connection to a previous one.

Straker

[apokalypse]

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[betweener]

ive had some dreams, but not in enough detail to justify tracking down who's who and other concrete details.

like xbusymom, i have some issues with being taken care of/taking care of others (not surprising, as im her son in this life.) and i suspect it is because i may have been in some position of authority, and greatly abused it to horrific ends.

- One vivid dream i had, was of what looked to me to be either korean war or vietnam war in era, and the setting was me as a young Asian woman, getting first beaten, and then shot by an (american?) soldier with (obviously) an M-16, as it was a slick black gun and multiple rounds were fired in a very brief amount of time.

Weather she was some vietcong soldier-ess/spy, or just a hapless victim of crackdowns on random local villages at the time, i don't know, but i do get the sense that she was killed in the manner that she was, because she was resistant/defiant to some demand that the soldiers had made.

- One dream, is on a world with an artificial ringworld around it, and multiple suns (one main sun, with a second 'dimmer' sun/glowing spot in the sky, and a further out sun/very prominent star that is only visible at night). This leads me to suspect i was fairly recently not of this planet. This life could also be the one i had greatly abused my authority, and was likewise dealt with.

Weather it was violent or not, i dont know, but i presume that i had to be killed there in order to be sent here. Perhaps i was abit too warlike to be allowed to continue residing on that world ? but it could explain my fondness for militaria and artifacts of war, like my aspirations for a rifle and other military gear.

i think evidence of this being a real past life, is the fact that i am fairly confident that i could indeed craft a working flying saucer from just rough sketches and various mathematical notes.

- i don't remember any dreams of native american or east indian lives, but i do find such elements of those cultures strangely attractive, such as powwow drums and other musics. Weather or not music is just a primal element inherent to all humans, or that there is something else about these cultural musics that draws me to them, is unknown to me thusfar.

- i also suspect that at one point, i was either thrown off of a high place and hanged (perhaps for piracy during the age of wooden sailing ships?), or committed suicide by hanging. Perhaps this is why my neck is physically crooked ?

- i also suspect that i tend to be female in most incarnations, as i am currently transgender-ed. I think it goes without saying that im not comfortable in my skin this time around, which may be a significant hang-up to spiritual development.

[Mulder]

So far, I only have the knowledge that I was named "David" in one past life, and called "Tony/Anthony" in a second past life. I have MANY deja-vu experiences - around one a month when something triggers a memory of my past lives, but I have no way of sequencing these memories to understand the flow of my lives. At the moment I think one of my past lives was as a Jew living in the Ukraine or Russia and I was sent to Auschwitz (but I can't remember if I died there, or survived up until the 1960s so that I was born in the 1970s in this life).

I'm very interested in why I need to keep coming back to this planet, as I sure hope this is the last time.

[cacophony]

Hi, what a great thread, I have enjoyed reading about all of your past lives!

I met a wonderful reiki teacher a while back whom helped me explore my past lives. She told me first of a life as a sailor. She said my closest friend had fallen off the ship during a particularly violent storm, and I had gone in after him. I could not save him, however, and then she said something that hit very close to home. Almost verbatim: "In this life he is your best friend also, you must stop trying to protect him". That took me by surprise! My best friend is self conscious about his height and weight, and I feel the need to defend him pretty aggressively, although I don't even defend myself in such a way. It gets stranger, however, because he comes from a line of sailors - he even has a lamp that sat on his grandfather's ship, who was an admiral in new zealand's navy.

She also said I have had lives on the Pleiades, mars, and many on earth, that I am an indigo child. Apparently this is life number 702! I was also told that in most of my lives I choose to be a healer or teacher - this makes sense as I have been a guitar teacher since I was 18, and am working hard towards a degree in psychology, and perhaps medical school. In one life, I was banished from my tribe for my spiritual and healing practices, and was killed by tiger while trying to fend for myself. Jeez, and now here I am worrying over an exhaust leak on my car. Funny how things work out. I do feel a lot of what this person had to say was genuine, and quite interesting to consider - especially with the synchronicity of her first recount to me.

I initially went to her for an unrelated event, for hypnotherapy (which didn't work at the time). Since then I have downloaded a few different audio hypnosis mp3's for past lives which have worked. One was interesting, I was laying on my back looking up at the sky. I could feel the grass on my back and the blue of the sky was vivid. I was a woman, and my clothes were from another era. I also held in my hand a locket of some kind. Happiest day of my life I am sure of it, and although I could feel the locket inside my hand, I didn't open it. Pretty curious.

[torti]

What a great thread!

I have no idea who or what I was in any of my past lives.

Something I am curious of, is a dream I would have almost every night as a child.

I am a child, don't know if I am male or female. I am in a village, not quite huts, maybe somewhere in Asia. My village is under attack, I don't see anyone, but I can hear them all around me, I climbed into a ditch (maybe for drainage or sewage?), but the water was clear, I was under the water, breathing, moving around the ditch until I am under a little foot bridge. I just stay there and hide.

And that is it. Maybe it means something, maybe it doesn't.

I do feel that I would have been mostly a male in past lives.

I am curious to learn more.

[Keltikmuse]

I have had a recurring dream from childhood that spooks friends when I discuss it so I ..well I just don't. But it feels like you all won't laugh.
It starts where I am in a large old house/castle. Stone everywhere and I am wearing a long dress. I am walking along a long drafty corridor and then I become very scared and an 'entity', that I cannot see, but certainly can feel comes rushing at me. The skirts on my dress billow out as though it is inside of me, and I get a nasty taste of metal in my mouth and this entity takes me and lifts me high. I am rushed through the air and always impaled onto a wooden or metal spike. It is very lucid and I can never go back to sleep afterwards. I awake sweating with my heart pounding and have to get out of bed and keep the lights on all night.
As I mentioned I have now had this dream for over 40 years and it never really alters, so I do believe that this is something that happened to me in some way, in a past life.

[write4change]

I am very leery about doing this. I believe I have been on this planet about 10,000 years. I have never been anyone really important but I have been around the edges of the lives of some important people. I have never been a very good person when I was a man. Some of the things I have experienced doing because I get these really you are there intense visions thru using a chrystal ball of 150 years old meditation---as a man have been horrific. I have walled up a woman alive. I deliberately impregnated a woman slave at 13 to produce a lifelong slave of my own to personally torture.

The best and happiest lives were all very simple. I have spent the last 400 years being committed to being highly educated to understand more.

I have recently been channeled what is now five books about the threads of my soul family for the last thousand years. All of us incarnate with the expressed intention of balancing the yin and yang of the planet.

The life that I am working on most intensely for now is the one I live on Ceylon in the 1870s. I was a hereditary Dakini. I was half Portuguese and half Tamil. My mother was from a long line of hereditary Dakinis. My father was a Jesuit priest. Thus, we all became outcasts on Ceylong for a time. My mother died after being bitten by a highly poisonous snake. This is an incredible taboo because it proves that you are unaware and not awake in your environment. You have lost touch with the mother earth. In India for most of its history and some parts today, to die of snake bite means you are not cremated. I was three when this occurred and was taken to the priest my father who then paid for my being raised and educated by a local Portuguese family. When he tells me who my mother was etc and why he "fell" with her--he has no Parish, I leave to seek my family in the jungle. My grandmother who is still alive and very old is waiting for me. She trains me as a tantra dakini and at 14 returns me to my father as it is now her turn to die.

He has me working for his Portuguese ward that he has been privately tutoring for over a decade. My name is Tylani and I began to work for Lyger who is to inherit an old tea planatation from his father. He is not the oldest son but the only son of the white Dutch mother and father. The Dutch wife remained in Amsterdam all this time but the Master visits once a year.

At the request of my father I perform the 90 day tribal initiation of tantra for Lyger. This is the beginning of the hope for both my father and mother of a synthesis of understanding between the religions of the east and west. Lyger and I eventually marry. I spend considerable time with him in Florence. I am allowed to study there as I am considered a courtesan and not his legitimate wife. He gets one of the first big steam ships of the Island. During the Boer War, he is targeted for political reasons and not strategy, but the ship is sunk while we are on it. We are some of the survivors but not our daughter.

We have a fraught and traumatic next six years. We die in a really strange way. A conscious death with a committment to do this again. During this time I meet Annie Bissent on Ceylon where she has a profound experience and then declares herself clairevoyant. She becomes even more powerful as a woman of her time. She is seduced by that power and turns from being Buddhist to being Hindu because she loves the cast system. She tries to incorporate Masonic Lodge teachings with eastern religious practices but is so seduced by power that she destroys the lives of a lot of people including Krishnamurti. She was the first woman elected to the Indian National Congress and she was supported by Gandhi but when it was his turn, she bolted from the Congress and tried to lead her own group. During her life she often achieved power by doing good---she lead the first labor national labor strike of the "match girls" in London and then achieving power would screw everyone involved. She went to India because she understood she could not have political power in England. When I met her in this lifetime my hair curled. I had instant reaction but no knowledge then because we were both in our twenties. Now in our sixties there is some of that "doing" being worked on. Have not idea how it plays out yet.

In a series of novels, you have to know the end and I do not yet. I have not decided if this experience should be told to the public--ie publish these novels or it has been for the purpose of clearing my head and keeping my commitments so I can stop doing the squirrel wheel on some of this.

All of the lives I have experienced have been like mind movies with incredible details. I think this is not an uncommon experience among authors. I may have been set up for this in some ways by reading Edgar Rice Bourroughs very young and with my catholic experience of many saints as the various faces of god and his setting up experiences that the idea of siting in a cave some where and traveling to another planet seemed very logical. I have been having OBEs without knowing that is what they are since I was 4.

I have now been highly influenced by McKenna, Braden, and Hancock and I think every one is capable of accessing their past lives in various ways. I am so sensitive that one dose of LSD and some mjs in my 20s was enough to set me off for as much as I could handle. I have come to think that women who do not matabolize drugs as well as men are actually more into visionary experiences given the time and space. When we hear 8 places in our brains light up versus man's four. My first NDEs took a long time to process mostly because there was no recognition in society for that whatsoever when they happened. My last one at 58 just opened the door and allowed me to see how to experience and integrate without the fear and trepidation of my youth.

The big deal is if you cannot integrated your current life---how much more difficult to integrate a big picture of many of them. When you are ready the doors open and for some it is just before you die. But I think we all die knowing in some form even if it is beyond our current means of expression.

It will be interesting to me to see how this is received.

[meeradas]

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[Poly Hedra]

I have a strange memory I have always had which involved being a toddler, in my cot and the curtains are on fire. I have asked my mum if this ever happened, did the curtains in my bedroom catch fire and she said it never happened. I'm guessing this is a past life memory and I possibly died. Who knows.
i was told by a well known "White witch" in Ireland that i was fell off a cliff and drowned in a past life. i was told that I knew a very destructive English man in a past life. I was told I would meet him again in this life and I should stay away from him. Of course I didn't. And I should have :/
I have a very strong memory of standing on top of a mountain, I can see for miles over grassy valleys. I can feel and hear the wind in my ears. I'm waiting for someone. It feel like my father or grandfather. I have long blonde hair, I'm tall and I'm around 24. That's all I can remember. I have a strong connection to Egypt and Bolivia. I wonder, I wonder.
Lastly I have twice had a weird experience, waking up with a different way of thinking, completely different, like a different system of thought, calculating, processing.

Want to do that quantum hypnosis that Dolores Cannon devised soon.

[modwiz]

Big picture for me, linear time is not real. All of my lives are still living and communicating. Out deaths keep getting rewritten according to new data from the ever occurring now. I am and always will be ME. Many skin colors and genders. The awareness of constant communication between all of my parts feels very satisfying.

This is my reality.

I respect the validity and perception of the more standard view of "past" lives.

[write4change]

Big picture for me, linear time is not real. All of my lives are still living and communicating. Out deaths keep getting rewritten according to new data from the ever occurring now. I am and always will be ME. Many skin colors and genders. The awareness of constant communication between all of my parts feels very satisfying.

This is my reality.

I respect the validity and perception of the more standard view of "past" lives.

I also think this is an accurate discription and it both complicates and simplifies things. In a way, I see, though darkly, if there are eleven dimensions each significant issue for the soul is played out in all its forms and consequences in the 11 dimensions. I had a relatively recent experience where the now of me went back to the me of my 20s. Naturally, the me of 20s had no idea the who or the what was going on. The me of my 60s was with another higher power who was showing me how this worked. The higher parts of me keep working at integrating all the parts. Eventually, I think I get to graduate when they have completed that process. And it is all apart of soul family working on a particular problem. IE. I am sure Wade Frazier soul family are all working on the aspects of manifesting energy and the knowledge that goes with that.

[Bryston]

This is a fascinating thread. Lots of vivid imagery, and recollections of previous incarnations. I have non myself, but I have an intuitive feeling about past lives. I feel that within each incarnation our current essence/spirit if you will. Could potentially be an aggregation of many shards/mind segments from previous lives. So I feel that the recollections people are sharing in this this thread could be perfectly valid recollections of previously experienced realities. It is just a model of this human phenomena I have been carrying round for some time. The thought that this unique Mind/Soul incarnation is not necessarily eternal, but all its constituent parts are. Existing in an eternal reformulation of the myriad of potential mind combinations.

As I say nothing in stone, just a thought. Great thread