MHRD
18th May 2012, 18:52
My story
Or to coin a question from David Matthews “I am who I am, well who am I?”
My journey of self-discovery of my truth has been unbelievable for most people and this is the first time I am writing it down to share with anyone. I was born in this body on September 5th, 1962 in Columbus, Ohio. Growing up in a normal family with normal values, still some things still did not make sense. I remember asking my Father things like why do we need money? Why are we so mean to other people? It felt so unnatural. During that time I was always interested in flying machines, rather they were real or imagined. I would dream of being in space and seeing the planets. In my teens, there were a couple of times when I should have died in auto accidents and I walked away without a scratch. I knew I was being protected; by my Guardian Angles.
In 1998, my journey really began. One weekend morning, I awoke to three beings at my bed. They were startled at first that I had awoken. They were about 4ft. tall blue-gray in color, dressed in beautiful purple robes that even in the low light of the room, glimmered brightly. They looked like the typical gray with big dark eyes and long arms. One of them was at the end of the bed, one to my right, and one who was seated in a chair in the room. My wife at the time, (I’m now divorced) was sound asleep next to me and unaware of what was happening. I asked what was happening and why they were there. The one seated was communicating to me telepathically, was showing me images (a la Jim Sparks) to assure me to remain calm. I asked were they human and where they were from, and was told that they were intradimensional beings here to witness something special, they are from our future as we understand time and I was like them. I then was shown a series of timelines of events in rapid movie-like film with hieroglyphic-like writing underneath the visions. I asked what this is about and was assured I would know when the time was right. Then they left the room out the second story window. When I got out of bed later that morning, I thought how weird of a dream was that? Turned on the T.V. and as I was flipping through the channels, I stumble across a Gumby episode where he was abducted by aliens. At that time, I thought how strange, Gumby was from the late 50’s/early 60’s, laughed, shrugged it off and went about my day.
About a year later, I left the family business, my wife had been offered a major promotion that and we move to Philadelphia. I was divorced 6 months after moving (after 10 years of marriage) and wound up staying in Philly. On a beautiful day in September 2011 an event happened that reminded me of my visit in 1998. The attacks that occurred that day I was shown in 1998 and my search for the truth began. Since that time I have had many events occur that appear random until they are collectively looked at.
I’ll summarize these events as they are full stories themselves. In November 2001, I was headed to Thailand for Thanksgiving but wound up in Egypt. I had many personal and spiritual experiences on that trip. In 2004 I moved to northern Virginia to work in Washington D.C. During that time I was shown the corruption, greed, and became overtly sensitive to negative vibrations influencing reality. I had a Kundalini Awakening experience while teach myself meditation in 2005. I began seeking my truth outside mainstream media. The life lessons learned during this time further aided me in navigating toward my truth. In June 2007, I grew tired of the area and had a calling to go west. I settled in the greater Los Angeles area. Since moving to California, my vibratory rate has increased exponentially. There are times when I can only describe it feel like I vibrate out of sync with my surroundings. There are more and more synchronicities occurring in my life path. My Truth Journey continues to this day and it is time to answer Mr. Matthew’s question. I am who I am, well who am I?
Below is something written 2005 from just the Human perspective (which rings true to my 3D persona) when I started on my path of self-discovery:
“My meditations have shed new light (for me) to the vibration or energy of the good in all of us. I know we are here for universal love. It is a love and respect of all things living. But how do we begin to show this? I know it starts with understanding the vibration of the soul and the calling of eternal consciousness. I am still trying to figure out how to manifest these feelings into something everyone will understand. I know it has changed the way I look at things in this world. It is because of this hormonal shift in my consciousness that my soul has awakened to this possibility. This vibration extends past this world. Beyond what we currently think is important. The material things we value so much; are just distractions to what truly matters. This illusion we have been brought up to work so hard for gives selfish, iniquitous, short sighted people power. Since they do not understand the truth; they manifest themselves in this world of material wealth and power. They have no time for spiritual understanding that humankind is better if we cared for each other rather than looking out for number one.
I currently believe that in order for us to see the true meaning of our calling; we have to start with understanding ourselves. We have to love who we have become from the successes and failures we have experienced. The successes give us pride and confidence to survive our failures. The failures lead us to question our importance in the world. If we can accept the “mistakes” of our failures and disappointment in this world as merely glimpses to universal love; maybe we can begin to understand. The “mistakes” we have faced in this world only prepare us for the truth. Our failures humble us to realizing our humanity. Our humanity brings love and acceptance of oneself. Once we accept, understand and love who we are; we begin to see the power of unconditional universal love. We all look for unconditional love and acceptance from everyone we meet. We want to share this knowledge; the love we know is in everyone. This awareness is not a reality in this world because most people do not realize and love themselves. They continue to wrap there selves up with what they feel is important; oblivious to the truth of universal love.
Once we begin to let go of the fears, pressures, and “mistakes” of this world and trust in the power of the good in all of us, we begin to hear our calling. We reflect on these worries and request the wisdom to trust and understand why this is happening. We turn these external issues over to God because they are important in this world. Within this wisdom will come the realization that what we think is important to our success is only important to our success in this world. When we begin to let go of these things we feel are so valuable; we realize their unimportance. We feel and identify with our humanity. We find a shift in our energy, a profound new strength in us. We understand that no matter what happens here, we are loved by God. We will begin to feel and understand that there is something far more important deep inside; screaming to get out. It is the undying fact of universal planetary love for every living thing. We love us for who we have become; not because of our successes in this world but because of our failures that shed light to this our new found understanding. This understanding is the truth; we are here for each other; it’s universal. It is the vibration I am sensing and living every day.
Everybody has had events in their life that change their perspective of human existence. There are major events and minor events. All of these events happen to help us understand humankind. A major trial like the loss of a family member, loss of a friend, or fighting a terminal disease; leaves a profound sense of the frailty of our humanity. We see and understand how precious life is. It is at those times when we easily see our relationship to one another. It is there staring us in the face. But then the pressures of this world make us overlook this connection. Minor events like an auto accident, flood, and fire also will shed some illumination. While the event may appear bad; the only losses are material things. We are still breathing and alive. We feel our human connection by thanking God that we were not hurt. Soon we are pressured again by this world to go to work and earn more money to replace those material things; and again our bond has gone astray.
When one has experienced one’s fulfillment of life events; more time is devoted to understanding them. We reflect on these events, and gain wisdom to the true meaning of our subsistence. We not only listen to our head but listen to our heart. We begin to see the splendor in everyday life. We leave the trials and tribulations of this world behind for a minute. We take the time witness the sun rise, walk on the beach, and observe a bee pollinate a flower. We begin to sense a correlation with the planet and each other. We see joy in simpler things; walking a dog, holding hands, the laugher of a child. We feel the vibration all around us. It is during these times that we recognize the authenticity of our humanity.
Every living being has a temporal vibration that they emit. What we see and know of this world is a reflection of our perception of who we are. Our vibration of who we are is reflected out from us to the world. If we think of ourselves as a person that always has bad things happening to them. We will send the vibration out for bad things; then that’s just what will happen. Like a moth to a flame the bad things find us. In our unawareness, we do not know that we sending out this vibration that we cast the blame on “them”. We blame everything bad thing on the external pressures created by this world. They wouldn’t let me do this. They did not like me because of that. What you think you are in this world IS what you are going to be. If we want to change who we are we have got to start on the inside; change the vibration you are sending. Change your vision of yourself. Nothing bad is going to happen to me because they are not in control; I am in control. Once you do this and believe it: it happens. You send out a new vibration frequency and your world out there will be transformed.
The path that leads us to this awakening is as unique and the individual. Everybody’s journey will be the summation of their past. But we will arrive at the same destination. Our destination is the enlightenment of universal love and acceptance of all living things. These life events eventually lead to the understanding and a desire to help one another.
But how do we do this? Realizing this vibration will bring those that are on the journey together. Whether it be in a chance meeting, at a party with friends, or on a date; it really does not matter. What will matter is that you have achieved the wisdom to see this in the person you have met and this recognition is mutual because they are equally awakened.
There will be a time soon when this knowledge will be the force that will unite the open-minded. Soon after; this bonding together will be paramount to our very survival in this world. We will come together as one because we are just ONE. I am you; you are me; and we are everything and we are nothing without this understanding.”
Learning more about my truth as to why we are living the way we are and the extraterrestrial, intradimensional, extradimensional, influences that have impacted our reality would take more time that I currently have and besides my truth is my truth. It is different for everyone. Suffice to say, this is my truth today:
I am a Starseed soul who has been to Earth and many other planets before. Through my agreement to be incarnated at this time, all of those memories were blocked (by the controller’s agenda) and are slowly becoming active. I am here to help this beautiful conscious planet and those creatures that live upon her make it through the changes that are occurring at this time.
I have become aware that I live a multidimensional reality. When my body rests at night I do my work on the astral plane guiding souls who choose to incarnate here to earth. I commune with Gaia and she communes with me. I am here to energetically help to stabilize her at this lay-line for her transition. When time is right as it is right now, I can share this information with like-minded individuals who also are helping during this special time. I continue learn more of my mission each day. There ones who are here that know far more and ones who know far less. For each this is an individual truth and that is my truth today. These are exciting times and very rare times in the Galaxy, no wonder I am here; I wouldn’t miss it for the world or the Universe.
Or to coin a question from David Matthews “I am who I am, well who am I?”
My journey of self-discovery of my truth has been unbelievable for most people and this is the first time I am writing it down to share with anyone. I was born in this body on September 5th, 1962 in Columbus, Ohio. Growing up in a normal family with normal values, still some things still did not make sense. I remember asking my Father things like why do we need money? Why are we so mean to other people? It felt so unnatural. During that time I was always interested in flying machines, rather they were real or imagined. I would dream of being in space and seeing the planets. In my teens, there were a couple of times when I should have died in auto accidents and I walked away without a scratch. I knew I was being protected; by my Guardian Angles.
In 1998, my journey really began. One weekend morning, I awoke to three beings at my bed. They were startled at first that I had awoken. They were about 4ft. tall blue-gray in color, dressed in beautiful purple robes that even in the low light of the room, glimmered brightly. They looked like the typical gray with big dark eyes and long arms. One of them was at the end of the bed, one to my right, and one who was seated in a chair in the room. My wife at the time, (I’m now divorced) was sound asleep next to me and unaware of what was happening. I asked what was happening and why they were there. The one seated was communicating to me telepathically, was showing me images (a la Jim Sparks) to assure me to remain calm. I asked were they human and where they were from, and was told that they were intradimensional beings here to witness something special, they are from our future as we understand time and I was like them. I then was shown a series of timelines of events in rapid movie-like film with hieroglyphic-like writing underneath the visions. I asked what this is about and was assured I would know when the time was right. Then they left the room out the second story window. When I got out of bed later that morning, I thought how weird of a dream was that? Turned on the T.V. and as I was flipping through the channels, I stumble across a Gumby episode where he was abducted by aliens. At that time, I thought how strange, Gumby was from the late 50’s/early 60’s, laughed, shrugged it off and went about my day.
About a year later, I left the family business, my wife had been offered a major promotion that and we move to Philadelphia. I was divorced 6 months after moving (after 10 years of marriage) and wound up staying in Philly. On a beautiful day in September 2011 an event happened that reminded me of my visit in 1998. The attacks that occurred that day I was shown in 1998 and my search for the truth began. Since that time I have had many events occur that appear random until they are collectively looked at.
I’ll summarize these events as they are full stories themselves. In November 2001, I was headed to Thailand for Thanksgiving but wound up in Egypt. I had many personal and spiritual experiences on that trip. In 2004 I moved to northern Virginia to work in Washington D.C. During that time I was shown the corruption, greed, and became overtly sensitive to negative vibrations influencing reality. I had a Kundalini Awakening experience while teach myself meditation in 2005. I began seeking my truth outside mainstream media. The life lessons learned during this time further aided me in navigating toward my truth. In June 2007, I grew tired of the area and had a calling to go west. I settled in the greater Los Angeles area. Since moving to California, my vibratory rate has increased exponentially. There are times when I can only describe it feel like I vibrate out of sync with my surroundings. There are more and more synchronicities occurring in my life path. My Truth Journey continues to this day and it is time to answer Mr. Matthew’s question. I am who I am, well who am I?
Below is something written 2005 from just the Human perspective (which rings true to my 3D persona) when I started on my path of self-discovery:
“My meditations have shed new light (for me) to the vibration or energy of the good in all of us. I know we are here for universal love. It is a love and respect of all things living. But how do we begin to show this? I know it starts with understanding the vibration of the soul and the calling of eternal consciousness. I am still trying to figure out how to manifest these feelings into something everyone will understand. I know it has changed the way I look at things in this world. It is because of this hormonal shift in my consciousness that my soul has awakened to this possibility. This vibration extends past this world. Beyond what we currently think is important. The material things we value so much; are just distractions to what truly matters. This illusion we have been brought up to work so hard for gives selfish, iniquitous, short sighted people power. Since they do not understand the truth; they manifest themselves in this world of material wealth and power. They have no time for spiritual understanding that humankind is better if we cared for each other rather than looking out for number one.
I currently believe that in order for us to see the true meaning of our calling; we have to start with understanding ourselves. We have to love who we have become from the successes and failures we have experienced. The successes give us pride and confidence to survive our failures. The failures lead us to question our importance in the world. If we can accept the “mistakes” of our failures and disappointment in this world as merely glimpses to universal love; maybe we can begin to understand. The “mistakes” we have faced in this world only prepare us for the truth. Our failures humble us to realizing our humanity. Our humanity brings love and acceptance of oneself. Once we accept, understand and love who we are; we begin to see the power of unconditional universal love. We all look for unconditional love and acceptance from everyone we meet. We want to share this knowledge; the love we know is in everyone. This awareness is not a reality in this world because most people do not realize and love themselves. They continue to wrap there selves up with what they feel is important; oblivious to the truth of universal love.
Once we begin to let go of the fears, pressures, and “mistakes” of this world and trust in the power of the good in all of us, we begin to hear our calling. We reflect on these worries and request the wisdom to trust and understand why this is happening. We turn these external issues over to God because they are important in this world. Within this wisdom will come the realization that what we think is important to our success is only important to our success in this world. When we begin to let go of these things we feel are so valuable; we realize their unimportance. We feel and identify with our humanity. We find a shift in our energy, a profound new strength in us. We understand that no matter what happens here, we are loved by God. We will begin to feel and understand that there is something far more important deep inside; screaming to get out. It is the undying fact of universal planetary love for every living thing. We love us for who we have become; not because of our successes in this world but because of our failures that shed light to this our new found understanding. This understanding is the truth; we are here for each other; it’s universal. It is the vibration I am sensing and living every day.
Everybody has had events in their life that change their perspective of human existence. There are major events and minor events. All of these events happen to help us understand humankind. A major trial like the loss of a family member, loss of a friend, or fighting a terminal disease; leaves a profound sense of the frailty of our humanity. We see and understand how precious life is. It is at those times when we easily see our relationship to one another. It is there staring us in the face. But then the pressures of this world make us overlook this connection. Minor events like an auto accident, flood, and fire also will shed some illumination. While the event may appear bad; the only losses are material things. We are still breathing and alive. We feel our human connection by thanking God that we were not hurt. Soon we are pressured again by this world to go to work and earn more money to replace those material things; and again our bond has gone astray.
When one has experienced one’s fulfillment of life events; more time is devoted to understanding them. We reflect on these events, and gain wisdom to the true meaning of our subsistence. We not only listen to our head but listen to our heart. We begin to see the splendor in everyday life. We leave the trials and tribulations of this world behind for a minute. We take the time witness the sun rise, walk on the beach, and observe a bee pollinate a flower. We begin to sense a correlation with the planet and each other. We see joy in simpler things; walking a dog, holding hands, the laugher of a child. We feel the vibration all around us. It is during these times that we recognize the authenticity of our humanity.
Every living being has a temporal vibration that they emit. What we see and know of this world is a reflection of our perception of who we are. Our vibration of who we are is reflected out from us to the world. If we think of ourselves as a person that always has bad things happening to them. We will send the vibration out for bad things; then that’s just what will happen. Like a moth to a flame the bad things find us. In our unawareness, we do not know that we sending out this vibration that we cast the blame on “them”. We blame everything bad thing on the external pressures created by this world. They wouldn’t let me do this. They did not like me because of that. What you think you are in this world IS what you are going to be. If we want to change who we are we have got to start on the inside; change the vibration you are sending. Change your vision of yourself. Nothing bad is going to happen to me because they are not in control; I am in control. Once you do this and believe it: it happens. You send out a new vibration frequency and your world out there will be transformed.
The path that leads us to this awakening is as unique and the individual. Everybody’s journey will be the summation of their past. But we will arrive at the same destination. Our destination is the enlightenment of universal love and acceptance of all living things. These life events eventually lead to the understanding and a desire to help one another.
But how do we do this? Realizing this vibration will bring those that are on the journey together. Whether it be in a chance meeting, at a party with friends, or on a date; it really does not matter. What will matter is that you have achieved the wisdom to see this in the person you have met and this recognition is mutual because they are equally awakened.
There will be a time soon when this knowledge will be the force that will unite the open-minded. Soon after; this bonding together will be paramount to our very survival in this world. We will come together as one because we are just ONE. I am you; you are me; and we are everything and we are nothing without this understanding.”
Learning more about my truth as to why we are living the way we are and the extraterrestrial, intradimensional, extradimensional, influences that have impacted our reality would take more time that I currently have and besides my truth is my truth. It is different for everyone. Suffice to say, this is my truth today:
I am a Starseed soul who has been to Earth and many other planets before. Through my agreement to be incarnated at this time, all of those memories were blocked (by the controller’s agenda) and are slowly becoming active. I am here to help this beautiful conscious planet and those creatures that live upon her make it through the changes that are occurring at this time.
I have become aware that I live a multidimensional reality. When my body rests at night I do my work on the astral plane guiding souls who choose to incarnate here to earth. I commune with Gaia and she communes with me. I am here to energetically help to stabilize her at this lay-line for her transition. When time is right as it is right now, I can share this information with like-minded individuals who also are helping during this special time. I continue learn more of my mission each day. There ones who are here that know far more and ones who know far less. For each this is an individual truth and that is my truth today. These are exciting times and very rare times in the Galaxy, no wonder I am here; I wouldn’t miss it for the world or the Universe.