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10th June 2012, 06:03
Whilst sitting outside meditating, my partner was invited to “step into the pool of stillness”. I decided to do the same. I envisaged a deep, dark pool and immersed myself within it. There were some intestinal rumblings as I relaxed into complete stillness. It felt good, and I gave permission for whatever would arise to rise.
Immediately, a deep, cold and initially frightening darkness arose. I did as I always do when confronted by fear, which is to acknowledge it as part of myself, merge myself with it, and shower it with Love. The fear waned, but the imposing darkness remained. I expanded my awareness to my infinite nature, and the expanse of dark became but a speck within me. I recognised that the darkness was the part of me that resides in another dimension, and while I have accessed those parts of me that exist in dimensions of light, geometric shape and vitality, I had never consciously visited this cold, dark, ponderous dimension. Probably because of the fear, though I was not consciously aware of it.
Upon realisation that I had accessed a previously unknown aspect of my hyper-dimensional self, my chakras quickly “lit up” in rapid succession from root to crown, followed by kundalini rush of awesome power. In my study of kundalini (or consciousness) yoga, I had been warned of the dangers of the uncontrolled kundalini rush, so used the tool I had been given to harness the energy without physical or psychological damage. The tool is to guide the energy as it exits the crown (novices should work to contain the energy within) so that it arcs down and joins with the energy entering the root. As I did this, the immediately perceived the image of a sitting figure, chakras alight, with fountains of energy from the crown and root joined and pulsing. I was reminded of the torus, and on this thought, the idea that free energy is possible using the torus came to me, along with the notion of constructing a torus and feeding matter in one end and anti-matter in the other end. I myself felt completely energised, and cleared of several troublesome (but minor) physical maladies instantly as the energy pulsed through my body.
The take home message for me was that: we exist in problematic and dark dimensions, as well as the cool, light-filled, crystalline ones; we have access to free energy within ourselves, and we should look to our own relationship to energy within our bodies and find ways to mirror that with technology.
Immediately, a deep, cold and initially frightening darkness arose. I did as I always do when confronted by fear, which is to acknowledge it as part of myself, merge myself with it, and shower it with Love. The fear waned, but the imposing darkness remained. I expanded my awareness to my infinite nature, and the expanse of dark became but a speck within me. I recognised that the darkness was the part of me that resides in another dimension, and while I have accessed those parts of me that exist in dimensions of light, geometric shape and vitality, I had never consciously visited this cold, dark, ponderous dimension. Probably because of the fear, though I was not consciously aware of it.
Upon realisation that I had accessed a previously unknown aspect of my hyper-dimensional self, my chakras quickly “lit up” in rapid succession from root to crown, followed by kundalini rush of awesome power. In my study of kundalini (or consciousness) yoga, I had been warned of the dangers of the uncontrolled kundalini rush, so used the tool I had been given to harness the energy without physical or psychological damage. The tool is to guide the energy as it exits the crown (novices should work to contain the energy within) so that it arcs down and joins with the energy entering the root. As I did this, the immediately perceived the image of a sitting figure, chakras alight, with fountains of energy from the crown and root joined and pulsing. I was reminded of the torus, and on this thought, the idea that free energy is possible using the torus came to me, along with the notion of constructing a torus and feeding matter in one end and anti-matter in the other end. I myself felt completely energised, and cleared of several troublesome (but minor) physical maladies instantly as the energy pulsed through my body.
The take home message for me was that: we exist in problematic and dark dimensions, as well as the cool, light-filled, crystalline ones; we have access to free energy within ourselves, and we should look to our own relationship to energy within our bodies and find ways to mirror that with technology.