whenyournex2me
14th June 2012, 18:11
Ello,
I have been wondering, since I have found some interesting guides on youtube, how can I pinpoint my exact soul age and progression? Is there a way to keep record of my progress? I would like to start a little project first by finding out what age and lv my soul is at, and then I would like to create a visual representation of the progress. It would help me to pinpoint exactly by admitting I feel really close to infant, baby, and young souls.
Maybe it is curiosity... I feel like I must know. Understanding my own progress may help me to calm down and see where my fear based beliefs come from, allowing me to consciously attempt to remove them. Even though I have not ascended yet, or at least remembered it, I think I see.
Im conflicted... because I do not recall my last ascension, I have no proof of it. Yet I want to believe in metaphysics and spiritual divinity etc, I see Earth as a breeding grounds for spiritual entities.
I must know. I feel I cannot fully commit to an ideal, without fully believing.
Why don't I fully believe? What am I afraid of?
These are very important questions for me to understand, why I am asking them.
I feel I have been contacted in a dream, either by myself, or some other source of energy (which I reported here as well, in a short short story), I have seen, well I cant say ufo's cause I know what they were not, but unexplainable... more like, flying objects very recently after experiencing a sort of life breakdown. I asked for it, I was shown... I have attempted to ascend, for a lack of better word. I met someone a few months ago whom tried to show me how to meditate and gave me a few books, two by Robert Bruce, Energy Work and Astral Dynamics. I have barely read the books, and have really invested little energy or time into practical practice.
My lack of full understanding is what I feel is keeping me from letting go of something. I say it is fear and I say it is time for me to become aware of it.
A cd that I listened to with a friend, whom he said was by Robert Bruce, is something I would love to find. I do not recall the name of the cd. I do recall being told the cd was specially made and cost several hundred dollars to make special for this individual. IDK...
The effects though of cd though when I listened to it, is what I need to practice. I believe I even wrote shortly about my experience here on the forums, which was a huge experience, and would be for anyone that experienced it. It was my first time for feeling my energy accelerate, I felt as if my legs were sand particles being blown away or falling slowing away, into the wind... is the best I can explain it. I felt sinking.
Again. My center and heart and upper body did still not experience this. There are things I am not learning. I would like to try harder at discovering... if anyone one out there can help, it would mean so much to me if you could share that with me. :) thanks again. Love and Light. Dathan.
I have been wondering, since I have found some interesting guides on youtube, how can I pinpoint my exact soul age and progression? Is there a way to keep record of my progress? I would like to start a little project first by finding out what age and lv my soul is at, and then I would like to create a visual representation of the progress. It would help me to pinpoint exactly by admitting I feel really close to infant, baby, and young souls.
Maybe it is curiosity... I feel like I must know. Understanding my own progress may help me to calm down and see where my fear based beliefs come from, allowing me to consciously attempt to remove them. Even though I have not ascended yet, or at least remembered it, I think I see.
Im conflicted... because I do not recall my last ascension, I have no proof of it. Yet I want to believe in metaphysics and spiritual divinity etc, I see Earth as a breeding grounds for spiritual entities.
I must know. I feel I cannot fully commit to an ideal, without fully believing.
Why don't I fully believe? What am I afraid of?
These are very important questions for me to understand, why I am asking them.
I feel I have been contacted in a dream, either by myself, or some other source of energy (which I reported here as well, in a short short story), I have seen, well I cant say ufo's cause I know what they were not, but unexplainable... more like, flying objects very recently after experiencing a sort of life breakdown. I asked for it, I was shown... I have attempted to ascend, for a lack of better word. I met someone a few months ago whom tried to show me how to meditate and gave me a few books, two by Robert Bruce, Energy Work and Astral Dynamics. I have barely read the books, and have really invested little energy or time into practical practice.
My lack of full understanding is what I feel is keeping me from letting go of something. I say it is fear and I say it is time for me to become aware of it.
A cd that I listened to with a friend, whom he said was by Robert Bruce, is something I would love to find. I do not recall the name of the cd. I do recall being told the cd was specially made and cost several hundred dollars to make special for this individual. IDK...
The effects though of cd though when I listened to it, is what I need to practice. I believe I even wrote shortly about my experience here on the forums, which was a huge experience, and would be for anyone that experienced it. It was my first time for feeling my energy accelerate, I felt as if my legs were sand particles being blown away or falling slowing away, into the wind... is the best I can explain it. I felt sinking.
Again. My center and heart and upper body did still not experience this. There are things I am not learning. I would like to try harder at discovering... if anyone one out there can help, it would mean so much to me if you could share that with me. :) thanks again. Love and Light. Dathan.