Drugs/near death experience/Interdimensional Entities.....

[truth4me]

I am a former drug user. I have no guilt about my past for I have connected with the spirit within awhile ago concerning my past and I have also forgiven myself for my past. I am re-born not in a religious way but in a spiritual way. This July will be 3 years away from the addiction of cocaine. Let me back track abit. My awakening ,REAL AWAKENING, started in 2008 yet I still had old habits that I hung on to and drug use was one. Now back to July of 09'. I went on a 2 day cocaine binge and it was life changing to say the least. I've come to the conclusion that it's true that alcohol and drug use open up portals for interdimensional entites to enter you or wreak serious havoc almost to the point of death! For yours truly almost checked out one hot summer morning in July of 09'.




Now my awakening back then was blowing me away. Finding out about UFO's, government coverups, reptilians and such was a little to much for me to handle so I went out and got some coke ,crack cocaine actually, and started smoking and kept smoking. Well what happened next was so crazy. I stumbled back to my bedroom and fell on my bed as the bright sun was shining threw my window and my head was spinning then all of a sudden I sit up but my body was still laying there! In the room these dark shadow figures ,at least 2 that I remember, were floating around me! I screamed NO and fell back in my body yet I rose up again out of my body and these beings were trying to pull my spirit/soul out of my body! I kept screaming NO! this went on awhile. I can't really put a time to it but it was a good while and I just knew if they got my spirit away from my body then my body would have died from the drug overdose. I know I didn't want to go with them for it was going to be a place that wasn't so nice. Finally they left and I passed out. After I woke up I went and got some help. Now I didn't speak about the entites but I got help and proud to say I'm going on 3 years clean.


Now in my book aliens are real. Spirits are real. Dark shadowed interdimensional entities certainly are real. I do feel sorry for those who OD for if they see those things.......stay away from the dope show for if you don't the main act will be one you will remember for a long - long time..........

[genevieve]

truth4me--

The variety of experiences that we humans use as eye openers is amazing.
How wonderful that your core being was so strong that you could say no.

Thanks for sharing, and congratulations!

Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
Genevieve

[truth4me]

truth4me--

The variety of experiences that we humans use as eye openers is amazing.
How wonderful that your core being was so strong that you could say no.

Thanks for sharing, and congratulations!

Peace Love Joy & Harmony,
GenevieveI thank you for your kind words. The stories I tell on this forum and other forums,as outlandish as they seem to some I'm sure, are true. I'm a simple man by the worlds way of thinking and before I started awakening I really thought I was going crazy. You see I'm no David Wilcock or Bob Dean nor a Drake. I'm what the U.S Marines would call a grunt. I'm a ground crew in the trenches worker of the light. It took awhile for me to awake but I truly feel this is why I'm here. To help Mother Earth in my area plus help spread the light among the rough and ready crowd so to speak. For you see the drug user or Alcoholic or gambler also are spirit beings who need some light to find their way back. I feel I can be an example by my actions and truly spread love and knowledge to those who wouldn't know David Wilcock or Bob Dean from the guy down the street.....

[Mark]

Reminds me of that scene from that old movie Ghost, where Willie Lopez gets it:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vg44SEEMmA&feature=results_main&playnext=1&list=PL14FB98610B504D85

Back in the day when I used to do sweat lodges, my teacher, the leader of the lodge, would always take a few of us aside whenever we would have new people come to the sweats. People would bring their friends, you see. Friends with issues, problems of different sorts, many drug-related. Some would come in smelling of alcohol, after weekend binges or whatever. He would quietly tell us what was going on with them, and where they would sit. He would sit them between certain people of a certain strength, because when the grandmothers would all be brought in and he would chant us into the first darkness, the water would be poured, the steam would rise and all hell would often break loose with people who were new to it.

The spirits that were in them, would come out during that first darkness. The people would scream, moan, some would try to get out any way they can, people would have to restrain them so they wouldn't lift the canvas and break the circle. They would be let out formally if they couldn't make it, but their compromised state would be dangerous for others if it wasn't taken care of in a ritualistic way. The spirits, if they are not released properly, could go into other people, which is why it is always important, when doing such things, to be with a teacher who actually knows what they are doing, who is well-versed in a tradition that deals with such things in a serious and effective manner.

Congrats on your 3 years. I know how hard it can be. Bless.

[huyi82]

I love the movie ghost, must of watched it 50 times, its quite sad that patrick swayze is now truely on the other side, the film at the time is so close to the truth thats why i love the film.

[Lifebringer]

Patrick playing in that movie, when it came out was around 1991. I had a nde also from drugs. A very nasty stupid decision, caused me to arrest, and I hovered over my body until the paddles were put on me and was sorta sucked back in, when I decided I wanted to stick around after all, and do the raising of my child. When I was in my teens, I had decided I wanted NO children, but to help those children who were poor in other countries through the peace corp. I was always sorta a seeker of truth, but they said it was in the religioun. Well since then I've found so many hidden books that were kept out by the ptw, that I now know the reasoning for it. That next month after the cardiac arrest, I was taken to the movies to see Ghost. I had already told the children's father of the experience I had during the childbirth(I was tired of carrying and tried to use castor oil to bring on the labor pains. I was a week overdue. I had 3 times of braxton hicks, and had to walk back from hospital in Neptune NY to Belmar. Got to tell you, that was one miserable time in my life, but it made me seek getting clean, because the child will come in it's own time, it was not in my control Coke makes you think you have it all under control and ego does the rest. Anyway, I felt he didn't believe me and when I saw it on the screen how you can be in the same room with a spirit and not see it, but the spirit sees all you do. i retold all that happened on that delivery room table by the doc, nurses, and staff when I woke up. I told them my child's arm was fractured in the collar, from hitting my pelvic bone on the way out "breech." The baby had turned and had to be turned but it was too late, before I arrested. I was in the corner of the ceiling looking down at them work on me. That was when I really began to search and to take better care of myself. I've been clean also since 1991, and haven't looked back at crack. I had been abstaining during pregnancy, got desperate to finish it, and let some idiot tell me/other idiot, to try a little coke to bring on the labor pains. I did and the rest is history. I beat myself for years at the wrecklessness of the roaring 20's.

[Lettherebelight]

In the Vedas it is said that any form of intoxication weakens ones auric shields, making it easier for subtle entities to enter the body. There are many types of inter dimensional entities around us that we are generally unable to perceive with our blunt senses. They can make us do things we would otherwise not.

At the end of this life, subtle entities appear and guide us to our next destination. The kind you do not want to see are referred in the Vedas as 'Yamadhutas'. They are most unpleasant to behold.

Truth4me, it looks like you have someone watching out for you. Kudos to you for your strength of will. May it shine strong forever!

We all need to keep our shields strong by keeping clean, healthy and in good association, thank you for sharing your experience....it has been a good reminder to me for sure.

This may not be what they look like exactly, but it gives one an idea...
http://sdgonline.org/viraha/p/journal-jan-5-ajamila-yamadutas1-265x300.jpg

[jason4444]

Did you go through a 12 step program to recover, and if so, did it help you further develop your spiritually? I am currently going through the 12 steps to recover from my addiction and have 3 months clean right now. During these 3 months I have learned so much about myself and am wondering if you went through the same thing?

[Awakened]

~truth4me~

Thank you so much for sharing your story and experiences. It's wonderful that you were able to get clean. That takes a lot of courage and much strength!

While I myself have never tried any illegal drugs, I have heard many who have state that many drugs do open you up to experience things that we have difficulty accessing or seeing when not on these drugs. I've heard many say that they open you up to an entire different realm(s).

I strongly believe these negative beings exist and can influence us. When I was first on my spiritual journey, I was learning to meditate and was opening myself up to communicating with and seeing spirits. Unfortunately, I was not careful to protect myself or be careful of what can come through. I had a few terrifying experiences of negative entities coming through and attempting to communicate with me. I now believe due to my own personal experiences, that there are many, many dimensions and/or realms, and many various life forms exist in these different dimensions. There are some that I wish to never, ever come into contact with or see again.