Reality is not what it seems

[Humble Janitor]

As time flies by faster and faster with each passing day, reality by itself is just not what it seems anymore. I have to remind myself that a year ago, I had nothing. Now, I have a steady life and yet, I still feel uncertain about the future. As time passes by, what's going to happen? I refuse to get caught up in fear and paranoia about earth changes, etc. Yet, I can't help but think that this is all headed somewhere.

What do we do when the reality we think we have is actually no more? Where do we go?

[sunnyrap]

I'm in tune with what you are saying. I'm going along ok, but have absolutely no sense of a stable world at all. My world seems to be getting created only a few feet out in front of my next step forward, every day. This is unnerving to me. I am experiencing waves of intense feeling, which my mind tries to supply 'reasons' for...reasons when I think them out aren't very reliable or usable for all the feelings running through my system. I make strenuous conscious efforts to pull myself into my center and regain calm-peace. Then start to try to live 'normally' again only to repeat this pattern. Life has become a strength contest of maintaining conscious creative control.

[apollo41]

I'm in tune with what you are saying. I'm going along ok, but have absolutely no sense of a stable world at all. My world seems to be getting created only a few feet out in front of my next step forward, every day. This is unnerving to me. I am experiencing waves of intense feeling, which my mind tries to supply 'reasons' for...reasons when I think them out aren't very reliable or usable for all the feelings running through my system. I make strenuous conscious efforts to pull myself into my center and regain calm-peace. Then start to try to live 'normally' again only to repeat this pattern. Life has become a strength contest of maintaining conscious creative control.

i am having the exact same experience as you,, i like the expression (a few feet in front of me)!
i used to not so long ago envisage what my day ahead would be like? not anymore!, things seem to be placed out for me, and i just follow without thinking and everything fits into place, (strange but true).
also time ? i lose track of time! it doesnt seem that important anymore?

all the blessings fall apon you
good luck

[frank samuel]

As time flies by faster and faster with each passing day, reality by itself is just not what it seems anymore. I have to remind myself that a year ago, I had nothing. Now, I have a steady life and yet, I still feel uncertain about the future. As time passes by, what's going to happen? I refuse to get caught up in fear and paranoia about earth changes, etc. Yet, I can't help but think that this is all headed somewhere.What do we do when the reality we think we have is actually no more? Where do we go?

Enjoy the ride my friend, I'm watching my 1 1/2 year old daughter and my 3 year old son talk to me as if there are little adults and to be honest I am dumbfounded quietly enjoying the ride. What can I say time is flying, just embrace it and try to keep up, good luck trying.

Many many blessings to all.:thumb:

[Celine]

perhaps its a trick of time...

but..

20 years ago i was listening to my 2 year old talking like an adult...

i dont think time itself has changed...

We have changed..

[heyokah]

perhaps its a trick of time...

but..

20 years ago i was listening to my 2 year old talking like an adult...

i dont think time itself has changed...

We have changed..

:) I so agree with you Celine.

For me it was 40 years ago that my not yet 2 year-old daughter talked to me like an adult...
.....but SHE is special.....:humble:

[frank samuel]

If you close your eyes and feel your heartbeat and imagine yourself connecting and embracing everything around you there's a feeling of re freshness as if we are about to get hit with a wave of healing energy to help us get on the right track as a global community. Kids are naturally free without the hindrance of concepts and prejudices and this is the way I would like to live my life also, perhaps this is how the world can begin to end this madness seeing our world through our children's eyes.

Many many blessings to all.:wub:

[dreamchaser]

Feeling quite lost meself lately. Thats not just down to the world as it is today though. Been trying to figure out whats going wrong with me family life lately aswell. There is one idea Ive had lately though that I cant shake, but even if I could I wouldnt cos it appeals to me greatly! I want to take my family, and go out into the middle of nature, and build a home for us, and grow our own food, and live with nature. I dont want to have to pay the government, our public servents, for land that is sposed to be there for everyone to use. I dont want anything from the government!! I dont trust them. I cant help wondering are they even aware of all the lies they tell us. They have proved their worth to me.

But heres the problem. IF we decide to trust in nature instead of governments will they leave us alone to take care of ourselves? Im fairly sure they would come up with a very long list of reasons to not leave me alone. I dont know if any governments CAN see the world, and our 'civilisation' the way I do. Schools to me have almost nothing if anything to do with real learning. The law has nothing to do with real justice as far as I can see. Religion has almost nothing to do with true spiritual growth. Medicine and healthcare have almost nothing to do with actually being fit and healthy. Most people ive encountered seem to just go through life on auto pilot, and when asked if their happy with the world they often say 'thats just the way it is'. I dont like that response much anymore. In fact I dont think I ever liked it!

So Id like to go out into nature with my family, and a group of like minded people, and start to build our OWN community! I dont know If I could do it with just me family. I dont know if it would work even with our own community. But somehow I still think we could make a better go of it than by depending on any government....

This IS just a thought. But I think its a good one.

Much love and peace to all, Adrian. :love:

[Elly]

Feeling quite lost meself lately. Thats not just down to the world as it is today though. Been trying to figure out whats going wrong with me family life lately aswell. There is one idea Ive had lately though that I cant shake, but even if I could I wouldnt cos it appeals to me greatly! I want to take my family, and go out into the middle of nature, and build a home for us, and grow our own food, and live with nature. I dont want to have to pay the government, our public servents, for land that is sposed to be there for everyone to use. I dont want anything from the government!! I dont trust them. I cant help wondering are they even aware of all the lies they tell us. They have proved their worth to me.

But heres the problem. IF we decide to trust in nature instead of governments will they leave us alone to take care of ourselves? Im fairly sure they would come up with a very long list of reasons to not leave me alone. I dont know if any governments CAN see the world, and our 'civilisation' the way I do. Schools to me have almost nothing if anything to do with real learning. The law has nothing to do with real justice as far as I can see. Religion has almost nothing to do with true spiritual growth. Medicine and healthcare have almost nothing to do with actually being fit and healthy. Most people ive encountered seem to just go through life on auto pilot, and when asked if their happy with the world they often say 'thats just the way it is'. I dont like that response much anymore. In fact I dont think I ever liked it!

So Id like to go out into nature with my family, and a group of like minded people, and start to build our OWN community! I dont know If I could do it with just me family. I dont know if it would work even with our own community. But somehow I still think we could make a better go of it than by depending on any government....

This IS just a thought. But I think its a good one.

Much love and peace to all, Adrian. :love:

There are many initiatives out there... maybe not quite what you would wish for, but still better than the standard life.

http://www.thevillage.ie/

http://www.gen-europe.org/

[sjkted]

As time flies by faster and faster with each passing day, reality by itself is just not what it seems anymore. I have to remind myself that a year ago, I had nothing. Now, I have a steady life and yet, I still feel uncertain about the future. As time passes by, what's going to happen? I refuse to get caught up in fear and paranoia about earth changes, etc. Yet, I can't help but think that this is all headed somewhere.

What do we do when the reality we think we have is actually no more? Where do we go?

I have felt much the same way, but not so much anymore. A fish needs water, or at least a fish bowl. We humans are more complex -- we need meaning in our lives, work, play, social interactions, challenges, etc. And, I don't see any way these will be the same in the near future. I was pretty scared when I started putting the big pieces together and seeing what is happening. That was almost three years ago. And, I find that I have a pretty good model of reality right now, although still not complete. I'm still making big discoveries on a pretty regular basis and becoming closer to the source.

As to what will happen tomorrow, I draw a big blank. I've researched all of the scenarios and thought them through. On the one hand, we may transition into a type-I society with free energy and have a real renaissance unsurpassed in written history. On the far other end, we may start WWIII and produce nuclear winter and a very real ELE event.

Somehow, I no longer feel the need to know. I feel that I am on the right track in my life and wherever it is I need to go, I will go there. I don't think about the negative so much and I have gotten to the place where I'm content with whatever needs to happen.

Every day, I work on creating the world that I want to be part of. Will it happen tomorrow? Next year? In a decade? I don't know, but I do know I'm getting closer and closer every day.

--sjkted

[sjkted]

But heres the problem. IF we decide to trust in nature instead of governments will they leave us alone to take care of ourselves? Im fairly sure they would come up with a very long list of reasons to not leave me alone.

They know this of course. They won't want to leave you alone. Unfortunately, there is not enough police to police everyone and things are and will continue to get more and more chaotic. I feel the same way. I think we just need a domino effect. If we can create one model community somewhere that is successful despite everything that is happening, people will notice. And then another community will be started. And another and another, until the g-man has a much bigger problem than just Waco or Ruby Ridge.

--sjkted

[Mandala]

I feel pretty much the same. Time does seem to be speeding up. I'm taking one day at a time and I'm not too worried about earth changes because I think we are where we are supposed to be. After all, we are more enlightened than others if we are on this site.

The only thing I have wondered about is that time in our reality seems to be speeding up, but in space-time an eternity can go by and it seems like minutes in our time. I believe some of us are expecting to have something happen in possibly the next few years, but what if it is in the next 100-400 years or more due to the inconsistency of our linear time measurement vs space-time. Could things go on perpetually as they are now for hundreds of earth years before we see any substantial change? So far I haven't been able to count on prophecies, future dates, etc.

What do you think?

[Carmody]

i am having the exact same experience as you,, i like the expression (a few feet in front of me)!
i used to not so long ago envisage what my day ahead would be like? not anymore!, things seem to be placed out for me, and i just follow without thinking and everything fits into place, (strange but true).
also time ? i lose track of time! it doesnt seem that important anymore?

all the blessings fall apon you
good luck

You are also entering the pre-wave of your Uranus opposition (Uranus is in opposition of it's position it occupied when you were born, ie, out of phase, harmonically speaking) so it can get fast and tense (peaks in the 42nd year). The wheel was greased with a formative change at about a peak of age 38 for you, with your 'Pluto Square' (Pluto 90 deg from it's place when you were born). That one is barely subsided and this powerful Uranus transit steps in. Besides any other things that may be going on in your life right now (other planetary transits).

[Hiram]

Carmody,

As always, I appreciate and am fascinated by your responses. Do you provide this information for "just anyone" on the boards:-)

The ground beneath my feet moved recently, but my identity seems to be wrapped up in the poetry of "being". That is my refuge when I feel like I don't know what is happening. I retreat back to the sensory experience of nature, and regain my balance through writing and poetry.

I simply need to put more energy into life experience...to pull the bow back until the string snaps!...then I will truly be in undiscovered country.

[tone3jaguar]

All you can do is go with it and allow it to take shape around you.

[Hiram]

All you can do is go with it and allow it to take shape around you.

Tone, are you still keeping track of the extra-atmospheric activities of our friends? I would be most curious for an update:pop2: