"Starseed"? Your Thoughts...

[Freed Fox]

This thread will be an endeavor to describe what is, for me, nearly indescribable. Though it is an elusive issue, it is one that has been present within me for as long as I can remember.

The closest I've come to putting this "in a box", would be the concept of Starseeds. That is, those who feel intrinsically that they are not natives of this Earth, but visitors of sorts. I have wondered if this is not in actuality the case for everyone here, and there are some who suggest that ("prison planet" hypotheses come to mind). Then I spend a extended time in public and am reminded that there are quite a few genuine human beings who are right where they belong.

The fact is, for as long as I can remember, I have never felt like I was really where I belong. I understand from having an educational background in psychology that this can arise from a number of factors. The problem is, none of these factors apply to me.

Case in point; I fortunately had a comfortable childhood; many friends, no traumatic bullying or abuse, and no excessive moving physically from place to place. Some of my friends from childhood were with me from kindergarten right up to graduation from high school. What's more, is that I am physically fit and have had a lot of positive feedback about my 'good looks'. Furthermore I was successful in school while simultaneously engaging in other activities/hobbies.

In other words, there is no reason for me to be subconsciously projecting that I am "not where I am supposed to be". Yet, this is how I have always felt, deep down.

Eventually, beginning about three years ago, my so-called spiritual path began in earnest. It was shortly after this time that I learned of "Starseeds". However, as most of you know by now, it seems that there are as many interpretations of this phenomenon as there are individuals interested in the subject. Therefore it would serve my purpose here to be more specific as to what my intuition has told me over the years.

That is, simply put, I am not human. Even though I can make meaningful connections with them, and indeed I care deeply about a great many of them, I am not one of them. I have been attracted to girls in the past but it seems that I am destined to remain alone in this lifetime. It is as if I cannot be truly compatible with another person because instinctively I know that I am not one of them.

During an incredibly deep and powerful meditative state I thought I felt my body changing. It is part of the reason I've chosen my current handle and avatar, because I was becoming something like a fox, but still bipedal and retaining the overall shape of my body (sans the shape of my head). It tends to remind me of the figure of Anubis...

Such a dramatic physical transformation, I believe, would terrify most people. I, however, was utterly thrilled as it was happening, and quite devastated for a time when I discovered that it was only a sensation and not an actual occurrence. The best way to describe it is...it simply felt "right".

Since that time, I have been more acutely aware of this phenomenon within myself but as I said, there was always a strange impression that I was not where I really belong, even when I was experiencing happiness and objectively fitting in with a close-knit group of friends.

So, what is the purpose? Well, I would like to hear from other self-proclaimed Starseeds, candidly regarding your thoughts and what you believe to be your origins and purpose here. And, of course, if you have found any resources around the internet which resonate very closely with you regarding this issue, links would be appreciated. As I mentioned, I've searched around but it is rather difficult and daunting sometimes, considering just how much information is out there (and how many charlatans exist). Most of all, I would like to hear your thoughts on how to guide one's spirit, upon death, back where it truly belongs. Where one would feel most at home.

To clarify; I still maintain that there is some purpose for my being here, and I am by no means isolating myself from other people. Seeking that purpose is my top priority, but I feel an absurdly strong yearning for my own people, and I am a bit sad that I will never find (sexual) love here... (I hate to even mention this, but I know that some minds will wander there... Despite feeling "like a fox" I AM NOT attracted to feral animals, whatsoever!)

I'm sorry if this all comes off as a bit :der:... I know I am really going out on a limb by sharing this. I know that doing so will have me lumped in 'the crazy bin' by some members here, but in the end I feel that if I cannot share this here, I cannot share it anywhere. Avalon is profoundly compassionate and open-minded, so there is no better place in my mind.

Thank you for your time, everyone

[Wind]

Perhaps these will help. :)

http://the2012scenario.com/2011/06/are-you-a-starseed/
http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?c=Wanderers
http://www.llresearch.org/library/a_wanderers_handbook_pdf/a_wanderers_handbook_pdf.aspx

[RunningDeer]

Hello Freed Fox,

I'd say don't focus too much on the labels you or anyone else may place on you. They can easily become anchors. Stay open to what comes your way. Listen to your keen instincts. Stealthy follow where or what your heart leads you to.

[Gekko]

You might also take a look at Therianthropy (plenty of links on google, there are also a lot of forums dedicated to people like this). I agree with WhiteCrow about labels. I just see them as generalized, convenient packets of information that one can use to describe one's own experience and link up with others of similar experience.


Therianthropy, derived from the Greek therion (Θηριον, meaning "beast,") and anthrōpos (ανθρωπος, meaning "human,") refers to beings that are partly human and partly animal, and in this sense is synonymous with the fandom's term furry. It has often been used to describe mythological creatures and deities, and has recently taken on a specialized meaning. Sometimes shortened to "therian," it is today used to describe members of a spiritually oriented subculture.
http://en.wikifur.com/wiki/Therianthropy

Don't be too put off by the term "furry" :p

[markpierre]

This thread will be an endeavor to describe what is, for me, nearly indescribable. Though it is an elusive issue, it is one that has been present within me for as long as I can remember.

The closest I've come to putting this "in a box", would be the concept of Starseeds.

That's as far into a box as you're going to get it. What now? Organize the box? I wouldn't worry so much about how elusive it is,
but rather how useful it is. And by way of what's coming as responses you''ll further understand that's it is nothing but misunderstood and meaningless.

There can still be a purpose. Are you from here? Yes and no. No one is 'from' here, but you're here. Not to be responsible for everyone else, but to learn what you don't know.
Are you an alien now? Yes, because again, no one is 'from' here, But no. No more than you're a caveman hunting buffalo.

What are you going to do with that? will be the purpose. 'Home', or the condition that is where you are 'from', is a state of mind. I'd venture that most real 'starseeds'
at the moment are in a deep conflict with that identity.
After a year of turmoil, and a sweet little party, if anyone finds themselves deep in the $hit again and thinks something's gone wrong, take heart.
All of your idols will fall. Including yourself.

I found myself bounding through the jungle once on all fours with my nose in the asses of a hundred running lemurs. Because I was one. All I was aware of was that it was fun.

[Freed Fox]

Hello Freed Fox,

I'd say don't focus too much on the labels you or anyone else may place on you. They can easily become anchors. Stay open to what comes your way. Listen to your keen instincts. Stealthy follow where or what your heart leads you to.

Thank you both (I should have expected StarSeed to contribute here pretty quickly, haha...)

WCBD: I by no means want to discount your advice, because I believe it carries much wisdom and it is in fact the most current model that I employ for personal guidance (outside of turning to the wisdom of the people here on Avalon). There is something that I have recently come across, however, that has lead me to bring even this into question. It arose largely from this article;
http://www.disinfo.com/2012/12/soul-capture-dont-love-the-cosmic-cockroach/
(You may or may not have to read the article which is linked to in the beginning; "Opti and I". I read both articles, but admittedly the first is so scatterbrained in its composition that it can be difficult to decipher much meaning.

The gist of it is, as many of us have come to accept, there are beings which exist in higher dimensions, able to interact with this dimension in a variety of ways. The suggestion of this article is that some of these beings are predatory and/or parasitic. It is postulated that some of these such entities would actually prey more effectively on those souls who exhibit what we call unconditional love. The problem arises in that my heart has lead me to believe that unconditional love is a virtue and to be guided by it is to be invulnerable to evil. I feel in my heart that no one creature or entity is beyond redemption. This article brings up a point which is hard to deny, and doesn't in itself bring about the kind of aversion that I've found reveals deception. There are some new age gurus whom I initially supported but, for one reason or another, brought about this kind of 'anti-resonance' which has always proved to be reliable.

Also important to note, although I am by no means beyond the capacity to be deceived, I have become quite adept in the intuitive differentiation between truth and falsehood, and between true faith and wishful thinking. For instance, I have faith that I can affect positive change here, but I acknowledge that the ideals of sustainable world peace and freedom for all is only wishful thinking. Wishful thinking is not always wrong, but exists as a possibility rather than a deep or hidden truth.

EDIT: When I posted, there were only two responses... :p
So, rather than 'thank you both' I should say thank you all. And I'll try to get around to each of these responses.

Gekko: I have actually looked into Therianthropy, a bit. Alas, I don't know... Nothing in that vein has struck much of a chord outside of the more superficial aspects I've perceived.

[white wizard]

Seems like you are just waking up to your true self. It is good you blend in so well

I am probably the most far out person in the world, but most people see me and think

I am stuck up, conceited and full of myself. lol makes for a good cover so i don't get

noticed much. Anyway my thoughts on star seeds come from a my past life readings I

have done and other stuff I have researched.

There are so many different kinds of star seeds you would need a book to touch the

surface of who they are and why they are here.

here is some info that puts us into groups so people can better understand the differences.

ANCHORS":
As the term "starseed" implies, a lot of us are here to "seed" earth with the energies from our home planet.
This is not something we do actively, often we will not even be aware that we are fulfilling our mission simply by being here and anchoring our energy, which will usually be a very high one since our home planets are usually more evolved than earth, into earth's morphogenetic field. Thus our presence raises the overall frequency/energy of earth and makes it easier for all humans to evolve into these frequencies themselves.

"BUILDERS":
These are the starseeds who actively work to change earth by building new structures in various areas of society; not by fighting against the old system, but simply by creating new, alternative and more enlightened organizations, groups, systems, ways of doing things... They have a strong vision of how certain things could be improved or what needs to be created, and they set about doing this with determination and conviction.

"WATCHERS":
A small percentage of starseeds seems to be here simply to observe what is going on here on earth at this important time in its history. This could be either because their home planet wants more information about what is going on, or to record current events for the future.

"GUIDES":
Sometimes a starseed soul may incarnate with the purpose of helping a certain other incarnated soul on their way, being a guide for this one person. This category of starseeds tends often not to be aware that they are already fulfilling their mission by helping this one person.

"EXPERIMENTERS":
Some starseeds may be here not so much for the benefit of earth, but for that of their home planet. This is mainly the view of Jelaila Starr, who claims to be channeling the "Nibiruan Council". I would summarise her view like this: Many civilizations have become stagnant in their spiritual growth by polarising too much towards the light or the dark, or they have some conflicts within their society or with another race that they can't solve. So they send starseeds to earth, and when they are born here they forget everything about those problems. So when their guides re-create those problems for them in their life here on earth, they have the possibility to solve them here, and if they do then that creates a template which their home planet can use.

These again are just general descriptors of certain types of star seeds. I myself fall

under a combination of anchor and watcher, but still this doesn't even touch the

surface on what most star seeds really are. I am mostly here studying ethics in

this current lifetime which is my last on this planet.

An interesting fact a learned in my last reading was I have the ability after each

incarnation to go anywhere in the universe and incarnate were ever I choose, but

the only reason for that is because of the work I do and the experience I chose to

have before incarnating from my last universe into this one.

[markpierre]

There you go. Five more boxes. Just put um in the big one.

[Wind]

Thank you both (I should have expected StarSeed to contribute here pretty quickly, haha...)


You betcha! ;)

Normally I don't like to label things, but when I found myself again by realizing that I am a starseed (or a wanderer) everything just suddenly started to make sense. Before that I was a weirdo (I still am!), a nobody without a purpose. I truly believed that there was no logical reason for me to exist so I thought about the choice of not existing anymore on this physical plane. Then something happened to me and I was awakened over three years ago. I'm still on the same path of learning... I am a starseed, I'm human, but I'm just also me. I am and now I'm here.

Quote from the Matrix Reloaded:

Because as we both know, without purpose, we would not exist.
It is purpose that created us.
Purpose that connects us.
Purpose that pulls us.
That guides us.
That drives us.
It is purpose that defines us.
Purpose that binds us.

[Tesla_WTC_Solution]

thank you for this.

the muses are associated with the stars, esp urania.

she is also associated with universal love and the holy spirit.

peace!

edit: here is a mouthful -- electromagnetic triangulation of thought between human minds and celestial bodies, quantum entanglement with plasma intelligences, etc.

limitless.

[spiritguide]

There is one creation with many parts and aspects. Whatever part or aspect you percieve yourself to be, just be true to yourself. In the end the quality of the whole is determined through the quality of the parts. Dis-ease is the result of faulty parts, so be the best of what you are.

:peace:

[Freed Fox]

Thanks again to all who have offered their thoughts.

white wizard, I appreciate that summary. These categories seem feasible, except perhaps "Experimenters" (seems as if it would not work without the seeders having a high level of influence upon the conditions here... after all most societal problems are solved through collective action rather than the individual). I am at a loss as to how I would go about narrowing these down though. Past life research is interesting, but would this not require an outside medium in whose abilities you completely trust? If so, I have no such resource.

Indeed, to simply be true to oneself, and trust the heart / higher self / intuition.... That would be ideal, but it seems to require having no other certainty whatsoever (as markpierre suggested). Is this a remnant of the ego, that craves further certainty so much? Failure is surely not a myth, and I fear that I may 'fumble the ball', and continue incarnating in places and ways that leave me inherently unfulfilled. Each failure may also be a lesson, but... I'm just so darn homesick! :(

Tesla: I will look into Urania, thanks. And StarSeed, I will eventually delve further into the links you've brought to bear.

[markpierre]

'Assurance' comes from wherever you can get it. Consensus if there were such a thing, agreement you can always find. Nothin' wrong with that.
'Certainty' is quite another experience. But a very personal one that only you can know. Speak with certainty and see it interpreted as arrogance,
as 'ego' from those that think they can tell what is ego and what is not.
and not be tempted to feel uncertain.
Happily you will know the difference.

I'm not sure where a Higher Self fits in, except that it knows nothing of uncertainty.

[oddjob428]

Read the book " the three waves of volunteers" by Dolores Cannon. This book really hit home for me. The 2nd wave of Starseeds she talks about in the book resonates with me. You can also find Dolores on YouTube.

[Freed Fox]

Thanks for the recommendation, oddjob. I've heard her name in these parts but am not entirely familiar with her work. I'll have to check that out.

It seems I've got a lot of reading to do! I neglected to mention that I am also looking into Truman Cash's work, which seems related.

[we-R-one]

Hi Freed Fox,

I spent a lot of time describing Star Seeds and my own personal experience on this thread below. I listed several links throughout as did others, that you might find interesting. I consider Star Seeds to be a subculture of the human race. Kinda like cats...you have several different categories of the feline race such as tigers, cheetahs, lions, panthers, etc.....Many feel that calling oneself a Star Seed is unnecessary labeling, I highly disagree. Discovering my Star Seed identity was a huge part of my awakening experience...it was a piece of the puzzle I had been missing my entire life. All those unexplained experiences, all those metaphysical abilities, suddenly made sense as I discovered a vocabularly and a frame of reference that identified who I was and why I was having so many unusal occurrences and feelings. To disregard our existence as some form of labeling, is like saying we don't exist.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?49947-Are-You-Starseed-Ancient--Alien---Soul-with-Temporary-Amnesia-Remember-Atlantis


Additional information on Star Seeds that I found to be helpful and correlated with my own personal story:

Dr. Scott Madelker, PhD,
Dr. Mandelker is the only person I know of who's studied Star Seeds extensively through detailed interviews. You can find him here:http://www.scottmandelker.com/

He's also the author of two books that I found helpful,
From Elsewhere-Being E.T. in America
Universal Vision-Soul Evolution and the Cosmic Plan


Jelaila Starr,
I recommend her because most of the information on Star Seeds that she's posted on her site resonated, so I figured she must know something if so much of her information was matching what I was experiencing.
http://www.nibiruancouncil.com/html/starseeds.html

[RunningDeer]

Read the book " the three waves of volunteers" by Dolores Cannon. This book really hit home for me. The 2nd wave of Starseeds she talks about in the book resonates with me. You can also find Dolores on YouTube.

I agree, oddjob428. Dolores Cannon helped me fill in some blanks. Her reporting backed up other works I've read and confirmed personal experiences. I loosely used what these authors shared to clarify and hone in on my short term purpose as part of the collective consciousness.

[centreoflight]

Beloveds,
thank you all for contributing here. I am a starseed, this I know for sure since I had my reading from Carol. Carol is a medium who lives in Enland and she was reccomended by Bill Ryan on this site. Many of the Avalon members had reading from her since then. I just started communicating with Gekko about her. Carol has a deep understanding about the purpose of starseeds and I suggest to everybody to have a reading from her.

Freed Fox, I understand how you feel, it is terrible to be in a place where most relationships are difficult. Rarely I find somebody in the real world, with whom I am able to relate on many levels and with whom I am able to express my truth, without being judged.

After Carol's reading I created the Star Children Unite Group to connect with others like me:
http://http://projectavalon.net/forum4/group.php?groupid=81 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/group.php?groupid=81)

Group which I invite all of you to become a part of. I decided to make that group private. I feel strongly that in order to share what is in our hearts, all the members need to be 100 % confortable with all the others.

Looking forward to hear from you.
If you need more information about my reading with Carol I am happy to tell you.
Namaste'
George

[Tesla_WTC_Solution]

There is a book somewhere in my house that talks about "walk ins" and star seeds, but i cannot for the life of me remember the name.

something brown? can't recall the author either arrrrrrgh :( sorry


another goodie if you are a chick is "women who run with the wolves" by dr clarissa pinkola estes. talks about this too and also ezekiel's wheel (4 rabbinim)

:wizard: :luv: :juggle: :bowl:

"the seventh vault of the seventh heaven"...

[soleil]

i feel the same way as you freed fox, but i havent had the means to do quick research and reading....and i also cant quite put my finger on it either, but i hope that i'll find answers that i'm looking for as i read what i am reading.

i have been seeing many truths in the law of one, as starseed posted.

and i cant find any of dolores' books available as an ebook/pdf :( (yes sorry i buy some books, and have to pirate the rest). :gossip:

[edit] score! http://esotericonline.net/docs/index.php?dir=L2RvY3MvbGlicmFyeS9DaGFubmVsZWQgTWF0ZXJpYWwvRG9sb3JlcyBDYW5ub24=

[onawah]

I have found the channeled messages on this site (starting with this particular article):
http://spiritlibrary.com/earth-keeper/earth-keeper-chronicles/the-fall-of-atlantis-revisited-the-crystalline-field-of-10-10-1
and this one:
http://www.aaraphael.com/newsletter.shtml
to be very helpful in understanding more about the history of this planet and the mission of various ET races who have been incarnating here on and off for thousands of years.
Sometimes providing a more complete backdrop for the questions you are asking, the kind of experiencing you are investigating, can be helpful in that once you see more of the whole picture, it can become easier to zero in on specifics.
This site:
http://bluestarspeaks.com/
was purportedly created by walk-ins, but it was created for Starseeds as well as walk-ins, and my feeling about it is that it may appear bizarre and somewhat ridiculous at first glance, but there are gems of wisdom there if you are willing to dig for them, particularly from Blue Star, Celeste, and Emiel.
This would probably be a good place to start:
http://bluestarspeaks.com/category/01blue-star/
and after reading that, you might like to check this out:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?53291-Look-at-this-newborn-cutie-

[Freed Fox]

Even more reading! ;) Thank you onawah.

And best of luck to you, teradactyl, on your path of discovery. I still believe the key is trusting in your deepest intuition. Don't attach yourself to anyone else's interpretations or beliefs if they do not ring true to you personally.

[onawah]

Most welcome, Freed Fox. I also found Law of One to be extremely helpful too, though I have mixed feelings about Dolores Cannon.

[Wind]

though I have mixed feelings about Dolores Cannon.

May I ask why, onawah?

[onawah]

I've met her, as she lives in my area, and I know some women who used to belong to a metaphysical group that met regularly some years ago, that D.C. was a part of.
She is also a regular speaker at the annual UFO Conference which is held in my town, and which I have attended and been a volunteer at 4 times now.
I will not repeat any stories I have heard second hand, but I will say from my own direct experience that though she is certainly knowledgeable, her demeanor is more that of a scholar and a businesswoman than that of a woman who has focused a lot on her own spiritual development.
I don't think she has quite balanced out her feminine side with her masculine, and the latter is clearly predominant.
(Though I am somewhat biased toward the Divine Feminine, and what you are reading here is obviously very much a personal opinion.)
As to her information, I think it's an important piece of the whole puzzle, but I don't think of her as the great authority that a lot of people do, because I see her own filters as still being pretty thick, with the result that I think she doesn't see as clearly as she thinks she does.
But then again, she is in her 80s now, and so has a whole different generational outlook than I do.
I hope that answers your question without being too judgmental...:juggle:

[Camilo]

My understanding of a Starseed: it's a seed from where a star is born. All Starseeds are here to seed the Earth with what she needs for her next step on evolution, that of becoming a Star. Ancient prophesies speak of this solar system having a second star, and the time for it is very close.

[WhiteFeather]

I'm going with the flow now myself Freed Fox, getting rid of labels and finding my spiritual connection, becoming more closely related with nature seems to be of importance to me know. If I may, Dolores Cannon has been an inspiration and support on my spiritual journey. Since my awakening i have had interests in the native indian culture as well as many ancient civilizations. Never before was i interested on these topics. Perhaps im maturing a bit.

We are all from 1 tribe...

W.f.