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Chester
31st December 2012, 13:44
Hi friends - the reason I felt it best not to post the following materials in Houman's Horus-Ra thread is because I did not want to divert that thread in any way from its primary focus. As I move through my journey of this life, I attempt to pick up lessons that stick. Those who have read enough of my posts should know by now the person you think you have figured out strangely changes and sometimes appears to be a polar opposite of what he was just a few days before. This also means my opinions and points of view change.

These sorts of shifts result in me one day "making friends" with some folks around here and then the next day "apparently, viciously attacking them another day.

That I would attack anyone is ridiculous yet, I have done so, through my reasonably well crafted words and worse, I am often a dog that once I bite, I just don't let go. I have to win. Win at all costs, including where I might crush the ego of another mercilessly (and so who then is the one with the issue? - clearly me).

So, because I have once again found myself coming around full circle regarding the issue of "the archons" (as well as many other issues) and because many very good folk who have also opened up to me and took chances with me in taking our relationship to new levels such as...

a.) PMs

b.) e-mails

c.) Skype chats

d.) Skype calls

... have ended up experiencing my "shadow" side (which can at times become simply my "dark" side) then I felt it wise to create this thread for anyone who might want to engage in a little "grown up" and perhaps to some extent contentious dialogue with me then this is the best place.

Who the heck am I to make my own thread like this? I am someone who has four children for one. Three of which I played an equal role (along with their mother) in bringing these three sons of mine into this world. The fourth is the daughter of my current wife whose father chose before her birth that he did not want to be involved with her in any fashion. Essentially, I met and married my current wife back in 2002 when her daughter was four years old. Since that time I have supported her and her mom, my wife with a perfect record (one of the few things I have done right the last 11 years). Because of this and because of the relationship we have developed, she sees me as her father. I love my sons, but I have to say that just because there's a blood connection or not has nothing to do with how one might be viewed by a child and thus to have had the good fortune to experience being a father to both blood related and non blood related children has assisted me in realizing that we are all mothers and fathers to all children. We are all sisters and brothers to each other and we are all children to other children who are children to other children and on and on and on.

The above demonstrates there are levels to everything. There is the absolute and there then is the relative. Within the relative are levels. There is no way anyone within form can take a point of view, build a case for debate and not simultaneously bring in the component of a level.

A very cool example of this is when I heard someone mention the other day what they heard Kerry Cassidy answer back when she was asked how old she is - her answer was, "Infinity." Hahaha Awesome answer. In one sense, perhaps correct. If Kerry has achieved a consistency of point of view that she is an infinite being, then her answer may be accurate. Yet we all know Kerry also appears to us through the form of a body. We also all assume that body was born some time in the measurable past and has, therefore, an age. So on which level was the question asked from? Likely the question was asked in relation to wondering the age of her body. That is coming from a level. Her answer came from another level.

This is what we do all the time. We not only point of view hop - we also do level hopping. Some clowns like me are all over the map. I drive people nuts because they try and pin me down and I shift the discussion and move it to different levels where I can then articulate a point of view in such a way I often render the one with which I am engaged in communication into a position they begin to feel they are being dominated.

Does that make me good or bad? Well, if I stick the knife in gently and only an inch or so, then I probably only arouse suspicion as to my true nature. But when I stick the knife in forcefully and deep and then begin to twist the knife through my words, I would imagine somewhere along the line the one with whom which I am engaged in dialogue might start to perceive me as some bad guy.

What might be the truth? I will tell you what it is. I do not care as much about someone's feelings getting hurt (as all I am using is words and not actual knives) as I do about the very world we hand our children and since I am part of this world and since I am part of the crowd that is doing the handing off, I will not compromise my children's future for someone else's feelings.

There's the bottom line and anyone can accept this about me and continue to be engaged with me in dialogue or, one can leave the conversation.

This thread is for this purpose - my little discussion thread. You can say anything you want to me here in this thread and I won't go crying to mods, I won't go deleting posts and running off to other threads, I won't ever attack the individual poster though I may target what someone might post.

If we can see that we have a situation on earth today that is clearly and obviously entirely unacceptable and can rise above their own petty ego (as I am holding myself to so doing in this thread just as I am hoping others will also so do) then come on after me. Gang up on me too if that's the case because I am so ready to take on the very hardest issues head on and I have zero fear and I have zero concern as to what may happen to my unhealthy ego.

If we can set aside our petty, "lower self" egos and have a discussion which regardless of how difficult it may become is meant to weed out the BS so we might actually end up with a reasonably common set of data points we might actually agree upon and then solidify these points of agreement as a group... whether it be two or three of us, several of us, a few dozen of us... etc. then maybe, just maybe we can demonstrate how it is possible we can get on top of this struggle not only individually, but collectively.

This is the purpose of this thread.

Chester

Chester
31st December 2012, 14:46
Houman, on December 30, 2012 at 2:04 US Central Time posted post #2465 -

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?40941-Horus-Ra-as-the-Archontic-Alien-Parasite-A-follow-up-interview-with-Maarit&p=608019&viewfull=1#post608019

This post has been the post I have been waiting for ever since I discovered this thread back on April 26, 2012.

Note: Houman was quoting specifically from Eve Lorgen's site and this specific page -

http://evelorgen.com/wp/category/articles/

Eve Lorgen made this post on December 23, 2012.

Eve Lorgen states the following -


This is an article sent to me by James Naylor. He references some material from Tom Montauks web site at: http://www.montalk.net/

I attempted to search who James Naylor might be but did not find anything definitive as there are several James Naylors.

It appears Eve posted his introductory letter to her as part of posting his article.


This is an overview of “hyperdimensional” manipulation and spiritual warfare tactics from the perspective of viewing “evil” as Service to Self agents of the Matrix.
For many who are searching the truth about why people seem to get “attacked” when standing up for the truth about all kinds of discoveries, whether it’s the alien agenda, mind control, the powers that be who control the world, banking system, whatever–may find themselves in annoying battles that seem to come from all sides. Sometimes this comes via targetting,(as in targeted individuals), love bite set ups with psychopaths or reptilian/demon hosted individuals, or less obvious forms. Nonetheless, it happens. And yet, being spiritually mature about this does not mean going off the deep end into starry eyed New Age muppet programming, ignoring these “spiritual warfare battles” as some “fear based” ignorant thinking.

I have no more patience for the mind controlled New Age Muppets who are so mired into false positivist programming that they can no longer be reached, and in my opinion are doomed to destruction through deception and mind control and possibly complete soul spiritual enslavement. I’ve personally witnessed these “have to be positive at all costs” New Agey muppets be assailed by some of the tactics discussed below, and be completely defeated by their own cowardice and ignorance, and need to be seen as “popular” or accepted within the false Matrix values.

The Wise, the Courageous, Strong Truth tellers are never in the majority of the public opinion, and THIS IS NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST!

This is my kinda guy – a straight shooter that calls it as he sees it and who clearly has zero fear.

I will now highlight the things that stuck out to me in this letter -


And yet, being spiritually mature about this does not mean going off the deep end into starry eyed New Age muppet programming, ignoring these “spiritual warfare battles” as some “fear based” ignorant thinking.

I am glad I am not alone on this planet when it comes to "smelling a rat."

from the Music Man musical -


Well, ya got trouble, my friend.
Right here, I say trouble right here in River City

Anyone that has found out how to step back from it all and look at the objective reality of our world today (I have been learning some things from observer)... who has actually ventured out into various regions of this planet... who has listened to the world leaders and attempted to reconcile what is heard with what actually then happens... who has seen the actual results (little if any) of all the well intentioned foundations and organizations created to supposedly make our world better... who has ventured deeply into the vast sea of religions, thought systems, paradigms (like the "ascended master" paradigm)... who has had personal experiences with entities, perceived as physical or not and perceived as good or bad or neither - just entities... and has not then, after actually stepping back then said to themselves -

"Wow... something just does not seem right" then for me, you may be a well intentioned, loving and kind individual but also you may be an archontically compromised individual... one that serves as nothing more than being one of the bars on the prison our planet has become.

Now make sure you understand the finger pointing I just implied above also points directly at myself. This is one of my secrets, folks. Like it or not, the fact of the matter is that I have experienced a massive attack from what I have now (thanks to the Horus-Ra thread and the 35 or so years of my own personal active investigation) realized is a specific entity (or group of entities) known to many as a "Horus-Ra" entity. It is clearly and likely a fact that if my suspicions are true, then I likely am still targeted by this specific entity (or group of entities) and may also be targeted by others.

What this means is that what spews forth from my finger tips should be viewed with a degree of suspicion always. As they say in AA... "Once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic." I have no doubt my Spirit has been targeted since I was very young in this lifetime. I have a sense of other lifetimes (but I do not know for certain I lived any...) and in those lifetimes that come through to me in my moments of meditation, I was also targeted.

DoT has mentioned (and pointed out others' mentions of) being "chosen ones." If someone suspects they are one of these "chosen ones" then they must deal with some massive difficulties as a.) if there actually be "chosen ones" and you are one of these, you cannot help but have a sense of feeling that you are "special" and because of the way the vast majority of the human race works, if one demonstrates in any way that they might perceive themselves to be "special" the ego monsters have a field day.

So make sure you, the reader of this piece, understand that if my suspicions about myself are correct and that I am (as DoT has also stated is true for her) one of these "chosen ones" realize right now we won the lottery... Yep, a spiritual lottery - unfortunately though, the prize is better characterized as the "anti-prize."

Now I have to share an opinion and you can agree, not agree or partially agree.

Nothing ever in anyone's life is a coincidence. At the end of the day it may come forth that we are all "chosen ones." I don't know. But what I do know by being a "chosen one" because of my experience is this -

As so happens with "chosen ones" almost everything that occurs in your life has a strange linkage to what eventually comes forth as your "truth." The good, the bad and the horrific all come together one day and point out to you your own, individual truth.

Just after I got kicked out of the 7th grade, the only school that would accept me was public school. So I went to public school in Dallas, Texas (Franklin Junior High School) for my 8th grade year.

My first class was English. The teacher so impressed me that i still recall her name today - Mrs. Beatty (not sure that is the correct spelling).

I will never forget the very first thing she did - she had us listen to her read a short story. That short story was, "The Lottery," by Shirley Jackson. If you want to understand what it is like to know for a fact that you are indeed a "chosen one" (and this means you have also had to survive your ordeal long enough such that you are able to figure out enough about it) then please, read this very short story.

http://www.americanliterature.com/author/shirley-jackson/short-story/the-lottery

In Alcoholics Anonymous, there's the opinion that no one can help an alcoholic like another alcoholic.

In addition, it is viewed by those in AA that the individual themselves can only ever be called an alcoholic if they, themselves, admit they are indeed an alcoholic. That happens to be taking the first step. Perhaps there is some wisdom in these two ideas if we consider applying this to those who might be archontically targeted.

Today, I admit I have likely been archontically targeted. In fact, I am equally open minded I still am.

I happen to have developed a deep and truly heart felt desire to be helpful (if I can) for anyone else who may suspect they have been targeted by what we call "the archontic forces."

I am no authority - I simply have my experience and as they say in AA I can apply here to this situation... I only offer my experience, strength and hope and that is one of the reasons I post.

Step 12 in AA is the actual most important analogy that I have applied to my own, personal situation - "having had a spiritual awakening as a result of the steps" I have taken up until today, I willingly and openly share my story - only that... my own story... and never some authoritatively expressed "paradigm" as to the way I or some entity or group of entities have taught me might derive is "the way it is."

If you, a reader of my posts, ever perceive I believe I am some authority in this regard I highly recommend you step back and look at what paradigm have you bought into which might be threatened by my words.

If you want to pin me down to having a specific point of view in this regard, the only accurate way this can be presented is that I am steadfastly paradigmless. The only reason any gets upset with me to the point they pull posts and leave discussions is because I simply point out that perhaps their paradigm might be suspect... that is all. I do not know which actual spiritual paradigm is the correct one and at the same time, I am suspicious of any paradigm, especially when they are complex and hierarchal and I recommend we all question all of these things as long as we live.

justoneman

sirdipswitch
31st December 2012, 14:51
oh oh, sorry Chester, but yer startin to sound too normal for this forum. ccc :wizard:

Chester
4th January 2013, 15:06
Hi TH and all – the OBE thread is a great thread. I wish I could put time into responding to some of what is being written and speculated but I have been called into two new projects and am still involved (though will be devolving quickly) with my current, primary project.

One thing I want to point out about myself and that is this - I am a teach-yourself type of person. By that I mean I am not about adopting "disciplines" of others. For example, I have played guitar since I was a young teenager. If I had spent the proper time to practice, I could have become a professional musician (which while I was growing up was my greatest dream) but I lacked three essential ingredients.

The first thing I lacked was "natural" talent. I had the basics through which I could have become a professional but i was not one of those "prodigy" types when it came to music thus...

The second thing I lacked which was (and still is) discipline to practice, practice, practice. I loved to play my own stuff but was never able to adopt any "routine" practice.

The third thing is that as I was exposed to various elements of the music industry (and I had plenty of exposure) I felt an underlying repulsion to it. What was behind this? The egos of most of the folks I encountered in that industry. I just couldn't force myself to climb through those egos to get to the other side of that veil such that I might emerge in that secret world I knew (if I achieved my goal in becoming a professional musician) was obtainable.

So first, lack of the "prodigy" talent which some professional musicians had (but clearly not all).

Second, no desire to discipline myself.

Three - no desire to face my own ego issues which would come under my own microscope while moving through that strange ego barrier I encountered in my various attempts to enter into that industry.

Now... it is good to know one's limitations, yes?

Over time, I have found this same, strange dilemma in every "pathway" I have encountered with one single exception and I will get to that one in a moment.

As some might have noted in my posts, I have a real job that is a normal "earth bound," real world type job by which I am able to meet much of my personal needs. In addition (and I know many folks who read this will wonder why the hell would I state this... but the reason will become clearer in a moment) - In addition, when my father died back in 1979 and I was 21 years old, I became the primary beneficiary of a trust fund that was created by my grand father and grand mother on my Dad's side. Don't start drawing any conclusions I am "independently wealthy." I was given $2,000 a month to live on and out of that was expected to go to college and pay my taxes.

That income has risen to average approximately $3,000 a month BUT, in 2001 when I had a personal meltdown I stopped filing (and paying) my US taxes. Because of my actions and the fact I never (until recently) did anything to resolve my issue there, the US IRS finally caught up with me and put a levy on the trust. I have since been in communications with the IRS so that we can resolve the issue and that i might go on a "payment arrangement" for both current taxes due as well as the tax liability I have from the past.

This has all caused an issue such that I currently have no income from this trust and thus, all my income is derived from real work just like most of us. Even if the payment arrangement is fully implemented by the IRS (which I have received indications should happen and soon), I will not receive much more additional cash flow income than at most an average of $1,000.

Still, I am aware that most folks do not "breath" for a living (or at least a partial living like I do), but I want to come very clean about my personal financial circumstances.

Why all this silly and likely considered stupid to post personal disclosure? Because I want folks to know that when a person is young (like I was at 21) and they inherit stuff like this, they sometimes stay outside the general pressure zones of having to "make" money just to survive. I never had that basic issue and for that reason more than any other, I have always done what I wanted.

That is how I fell into the thing I do now which earns me an income above that small trust income which is as an odds maker.

Now back to generating the point of this post. Because I have had the luxury of this side income from my trust where all I have had to do is continue to breath and I receive income and because of that I was able to stumble upon something I am naturally talented at which I can actually get paid money for doing, I have been able to do reasonably financially well for myself though i have blown every dime I earned (or breathed for) and have to my name about 5 suitcases (up from two last March, 2012) of possessions to my name and less than $300 in banks and a small wad of cash because I got paid on January 2nd.

I have for almost 11 years provided for my wife and my step daughter about $1,000 a month so they can have a better life in Medellin, where they live, than she can generate as a fabric sweatshop worker she was for the 15 years prior to meeting her where she earned about $50 a week and worked 6 days a week and sometimes 10 - 12 hour shifts - what a lovely life, yes?

Soooooooo, now for the reason for all these details.

I have, along the course of my journey, experienced more and more, all sorts of psi phenomena. In addition I have developed my own views of physics and spirituality. I have also experienced being a massive drug addict/alcoholic and ended up on the edge of suicide (just one year ago) and not for the reasons most folks automatically assume are at the core of someone's issues who attempts (or succeeds) in suicide.

Now that I have one year sobriety... now that I have discovered the root cause (at a certain level) as to all my issues, which has been one or more Horus-Ra entities, and now that I am demonstrating in my life a daily example of sound living and am all the time in situations where I can assist others and in most cases do so for no reason but my own personal enjoyment in so doing - I could if I wanted to, change careers (as I only need to generate $3,000 ish a month in income) and jump into a money generating endeavor related to the "alternative" world, mentorship, some type of "life coach" thingie, or pseudo (marketing monster) self proclaimed guru thingie where I make a web site, use all my SEO and social media marketing skills to build me a web site, get my banners all over the net and start sucking in clients who in some cases may actually experience some "help" from me but in time would likely end up seeing the deeper (darker) truth that though I can put on a good show, I am scarily archontically compromised.

Now, in addition to the above paragraph, I have discovered another fact about myself. I actually do[I] want to be good for those who connect with me in my own life, however that happens. Since being archontically compromised also means that i have one of those egos I must always keep in check, I have found that if I do anything for anyone ever along the lines of spirituality and/or counseling and or mentoring and I even conceive of charging for it, my output will be compromised and in fact, infected.

Make sure that you, the reader here, understand I am only speaking for myself. I know many, many fantastic counselors who do so professionally and are able to be fantastically helpful, humble about what they are doing and at the same time receive financial remuneration for their efforts. I, though, at least as of now (and for the likely foreseeable future) am incapable of doing that and I doubt I ever will be - [I]and this is a good thing.

In this respect, I am like a member of AA (Alcoholics Anonymous). I am happy to share my experience, strength and hope which, if anyone knows anything about the program understands this is the 12th Step and likely a step that cannot be avoided if one is to remain sober. So if we take that analogy to the level of, "I am archontically compromised and yet have found a way to keep "the demons" at bey," then it should be understood that the sharing I do about myself (down to the most minute detail as many have found) is simply and only because if I don't and I slip, my family loses and that, for me, is unacceptable.

So – TH, there have been several questions you have asked me (and I want to answer them) and I intend to get to them, but I must attend matters at hand and hope to be able to get to them soon.

But the thing that is burning inside me that I have to point out as my ego is a wee bit bothered by this so I hope you don’t mind my candor.

And that is some of the “dream interpretation” you have done regarding the dreams I have had that I have posted. Not that your interpretations may not be accurate and may in fact be on a deeper level (thus the more important foundational levels) more penetratingly accurate... but I found several misinterpretations of these dreams BUT, that is because I have lived my experience and have, clearly, a much greater understanding about this lifetime as to how that might be connected with my dreams.

So just to share one example – I quote...


It's good to ask yourself what is the dream trying to show you that you're not facing about yourself? Maybe -- just to give an example -- some kind of feeling of inferiority? Maybe -- more likely -- the opposite: of being very much unrecognised for your true talents and valuable contributions?

It is funny, but I enjoy my dreams, all of them, even the “scary” ones. That the characterization is that I might not be facing something about myself has an implication I found very uncomfortable and so when I read this I decided I had to step back and gather myself to respond properly as opposed to defensively.

Dreams are part of our experiential being. I have connected dreams where each night I go to sleep I am able to pick up the ball of previous night’s dreams and continue my exploration.

It seems to me that when someone attempts to suggest an interpretation of another’s dreams, they are likely unable to avoid “reading the dream” based on elements of their own journey and their current world view.

What I found in reading your interpretations in the posts where you began to do this is that your interpretation had application in my past but no longer applies as I have moved through those issues and my dreams are simply rehearsals as to my new paradigm such that I get my new world view down better and better – a world view that is constantly changing (and I dare say... evolving though I have no idea as to where this evolution is headed nor do I want to know as I enjoy the daily (and nightly) surprises of life as life unfolds).

I use my dreams as practice grounds for the waking state experience. I don't use them for interpretation as if I need to learn something from the dream. I experience the dream and incorporate that experience into my waking state. What people call nightmares for me, are simply and only another dream. I always know all I have to do is wake up, and the "bad guys" can't get me. I have been good at that ever since I was a child... I simply "wake up."

I then in all cases allow a shower of knowledge wash over me that is this - "what is real of me" will never die until I decide I want "it" to die which is always a possibility and which some call "absorbing back into source." As an odds maker, I doubt I would ever make that choice as I much prefer to be a child of source than what seems quite boring and lonely (and also possibly insane to be) source.

And understand I have an opinion in the way I view things - and that is this - I decide, at the core level of my being - if and/or when I might absorb back into source - source cannot nor is capable of making that decision for me - ever. I may one day find myself to be wrong but I won't care. Why? Because I decide what "god" is or might be for me, no one else does... not even "god."

Having said that, I believe in God - but as I learned from AA, my God is all and only the God of my own understanding - period.

See ya'll in a few days as I have some archontic nuisances to deal with at my primary (but rapidly devolving) day job.

justoneman

AwakeInADream
4th January 2013, 19:44
Hi JustOneMan!:)

Since this is a spin-off thread to the Horus-Ra thing,
I was wondering if you could give a brief summary of what the Archonic problem actually is (in your opinion),
and also what possible solutions are available to counter these problems.

I'm feeling a little overwhelmed and confused by the vast amounts of information,
and would appreciate a more simplistic version that I could 'get my head around'.

I figure you must have already sifted the diamonds out of the dirt where these concepts are concerned,
since you have mentioned that the Horus-Ra thread has been of great help to you.

Cheers!:)

Awake

Chester
5th January 2013, 13:56
Dear Awake...

If I were to write up a summary of my view of "the archons" as you have requested, I would probably do you a disservice because what would happen (which already has started to happen to some extent) is that you might consider me an authority on the archons.

I am becoming an expert with regards to my own personal experience with "the archons" but I am discovering through my own journey that for me, no one ever can be an "authority" about what we are referring to here for which we use the term "archons" to identify.

I can only share with you my opinion and that opinion is that the very key to everything related to my experience with (and thus my future in relationship with) these "archons" is that each and every one of us understands, on their own terms, exactly what "we" are dealing with.

Why I placed "we" in quotations is because each one of us defines who/what is "we" at the very moment a "we" thought passes across their mental radar. And if we are honest, we know that that "we" changes from time to time. Understand, to use the word "we" almost always implies a "they."

What defines we / they is based on your level of being at every now moment and how you see yourself in that moment in relationship to everything you perceive exists within form (the material realms).

At one moment and from one perspective, you might see all life as us and thus there would be no "them." In another moment you might be some Israeli riding on a bus that suddenly blows up where you realize you somehow survived and at that moment, there may be a "they" you define quite clearly to yourself and no one would be able to argue with you at that moment about your opinion as to "who" they might be.

But in my quiet and safe place, I understand in the above example that the "they" was not (and thus is not) the bomb makers, nor "Palestinians" nor "arabs" nor "al-qaeda" nor the "Mossad/CIA" nor George H.W. Bush, nor the "evil bankers" nor the "Zionists" nor the "satanists" etc.

What was (and always is) behind such a bomb is our own self doubt and nothing more.

This self doubt we have transformed into a form of self hatred.

And in my opinion, this action is what has created this "matrix" and we are all, 100% responsible.

Yet, there is only one way any of us (opinion time) can do whatever may be possible to get on top of this matrix and eventually transform it and/or eliminate it and that is to do the inner/outer work at the individual level.

We only pour gasoline on the archontic fire when we feed "it" negative emotions. We set ourselves up for frustration when we try and change anyone else much less the world. Frustration is one of the favorite foods of this strange matrix I believe we, ourselves, have made.

Anyways... I can only share with you what has been true for me and what I have done to help me get to where I am today which is sitting in a chair taping my fingers on this keyboard and that is this.

I believed since early in my life something was not right with our collective life here on earth.

I realized in my mid twenties, after landing in some jails and several mental health facilities, that I would never, ever be brought into the inner circles of the "government" that might be aware of what is really going on as, come on... would you trust a clown like me?

So I realized I would have to figure this out all on my own.

How I did that is by performing a simple process of elimination based on deciding for myself what is acceptable and what is not and by being as absolutely self honest as I possibly could throughout my process.

I still do this same thing. It is the way I live my life and it is my own personal guideline.

Perhaps at the end of the day I will discover that what I think should be acceptable or not is not exactly the case, but as long as I remain rigorously honest with myself along the way, I can at least live with the man in the mirror.

justoneman, Chester

AwakeInADream
5th January 2013, 17:26
Hi Chester!:)

I'm not meaning to put you on a pedestal or turn you into a 'Guru',
I just figure it's best to learn from someone who has 'been there' and to a large extent 'overcome'.
I'm digging for Gold, which you have so wonderfully provided. A perfect response. Thank you!:)

I guess I'm just in too much of a hurry to learn, when really I need to slow down and examine myself.

The answers I'm getting lately to the questions I've been asking all seem to be pointing to the same thing.
"Know Thyself". That the true enemy is within. The answer was staring me in the face all along (literally).

Modwiz just recently cleared up the whole Lucifer issue for me on his thread here:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?53854-Metaphysics-Where-Science-and-Spirituality-Meet&p=611148&viewfull=1#post611148
Get a load of this great quote from him "Lucifer a bad guy? Not in my view. He offers candy to diabetics.".
So I guess the Archons are similar sorts of tempters, rather than outright enemies.
The true enemy is human weakness and ignorance. Boy am I learning.

Thank's again Chester!:)

Awake