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Tony
4th January 2013, 09:51
The Buddha within 'me'.

The Dharma is really a science

I am a Dharma student, who wishes to share experiences as they come along.
At each step on the path, perception changes, although the same words may be used.
There aren't any more words, just more meaning! It is an ongoing process.
The purpose of analysing an experience is so it is deepened and clarified,
and confidence is gained beyond doubt or beliefs.

A couple of years ago, while on a intensive retreat, I realised that the three kayas
(the three qualities of our being – Emptiness, Cognisance and Compassion)
were in fact the three so-called Negative emotions (Desire, Aversion and Ignorance).
This was a incredible breakthrough for me.

I enjoy writing about this subject as it is the key to cutting through all experiences
that are just reactions to external - and internal - events.
Nothing and no one can affect our true being.
However, our minds or consciousness can be mucked about with...controlled!

The expression aspect to practice is very inspiring.

Once we have recognised, or had a glimpse of our true nature,
then when an emotion arises (because there is some level of “I” still present), they brighten the mind.
At that moment we clearly see the movement away from our true nature of
light/clarity, and simply return to that. If not, we allow the emotions to take control and
Wham!!!...the world has turned into darkness...again!
The trick is to recognise that the emotions and this acquired “I” never truly existed in the first place.

In order to find the Buddha within oneself, one does not have to be Buddhist.
All one needs is an open mind, the ability to reason, recognise pure awareness...
and a sense of humour!

A sense of humour is needed because, even though we may get glimpses of pure awareness,
we still have a residue from past fixated ideas that has to be acted out.
We wrote the script for this life time due to the karma we have collected,
and it just has to play itself out without us adding more lines ;)

The word Buddha simply means awake and pure.
The awake part is merely recognising or getting a glimpse of one's true nature,
and that is not difficult as it is just there, going unnoticed.

The hard part is the purity.
That is a matter of clearing all one's karma,
and that is a moment to moment awareness of one's reactions.
We can either return to our true nature of light/clarity,
or allow the emotions to take control and
Wham!!!...the world has turned into darkness...again!:frusty:

I look forward to the best of interactions.
If there are disruptions to this thread, it will be continued for those who are interested,
on a blog called 'Buddha Within Me'...
that's if I ever manage to work out how to set it up!


Have a good future with a good heart.
All the best
Tony




PS. As that title is quite popular, I've just changed the blog to...BuddhaintheMud.com

mahalall
4th January 2013, 15:07
Buddha within me and the buddha without me.

"in, out, in, out, shake it all about"

laughing with the light

Dom1noe
4th January 2013, 16:35
Hello pie'n'eal,
It's nice to see around a man using similar methods. And I also find Dharma great because you don't have to belive a thing. You check it out and get your own experience. And guess what. It always fits.
I guess I can't have much of a conversation with you regarding your experience though as I am far from experiencing naked awareness. :) Moreover discussing experience on the way can be quite confusing. Until a point of realization they are personal and thus they tend to give nothing but desire to have the same experience to others. Your thread can surely inspire interesting connections.

Tony
4th January 2013, 18:20
Hello pie'n'eal,
It's nice to see around a man using similar methods. And I also find Dharma great because you don't have to belive a thing. You check it out and get your own experience. And guess what. It always fits.
I guess I can't have much of a conversation with you regarding your experience though as I am far from experiencing naked awareness. :) Moreover discussing experience on the way can be quite confusing. Until a point of realization they are personal and thus they tend to give nothing but desire to have the same experience to others. Your thread can surely inspire interesting connections.

hello Dom1noe,
We can have a conversation as much as you wish.
Naked awareness is just ...there. We just have to notice the difference between blankness and awareness.
I agree personal experiences can be confusing, but there are general guidelines.

One can only discuss precise detail with someone on the same path, under the same teacher, even then it can be dodgy!
There are some things that books do not go into, that I feel are important as a sound basis.


I'm still learning how to go about this.;)


Tony

Pam
4th January 2013, 18:49
Greetings pie'n'eal-I studied Buddhism on a intellectual level many years ago and was very drawn to it. The problem being that was all I was able to do..I went through many dogmas of spirituality at this level. Always an excitement at first as my ego anticipated the much sought after state of enlightenment...and my intellect yearned for more layers of complexity. Always moving to the next philosophy or guru to direct my intellect to the goal..After many years I gave up. Then I read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. I had actually read it before and didn't really "get it". This time the words allowed me to recognize the functions of the ego and the purity of clean consciousness. I began to see the repetition of the stories I repeated over and over in my head, always leading to the same outcome, isolating myself and fortifying the sense of self vs. all other things.. It was both terrifying and entertaining to realize I was living this life in response to these stories and it was not a very content life. I began to recognize when I was drifting off on a tangent of one of the stories and realized that I did not have to act on any of this..that was a real freedom. The other freedom is the experience of pure consciousness that is not tainted with one of those stories. I certainly do not experience this all the time but it is encouraging to have any experience of this...I hope I am not too far off topic here but I did want to join in the topic from my direct experience..thank you for all your contributions-pam

Tony
4th January 2013, 19:18
Greetings pie'n'eal-I studied Buddhism on a intellectual level many years ago and was very drawn to it. The problem being that was all I was able to do..I went through many dogmas of spirituality at this level. Always an excitement at first as my ego anticipated the much sought after state of enlightenment...and my intellect yearned for more layers of complexity. Always moving to the next philosophy or guru to direct my intellect to the goal..After many years I gave up. Then I read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. I had actually read it before and didn't really "get it". This time the words allowed me to recognize the functions of the ego and the purity of clean consciousness. I began to see the repetition of the stories I repeated over and over in my head, always leading to the same outcome, isolating myself and fortifying the sense of self vs. all other things.. It was both terrifying and entertaining to realize I was living this life in response to these stories and it was not a very content life. I began to recognize when I was drifting off on a tangent of one of the stories and realized that I did not have to act on any of this..that was a real freedom. The other freedom is the experience of pure consciousness that is not tainted with one of those stories. I certainly do not experience this all the time but it is encouraging to have any experience of this...I hope I am not too far off topic here but I did want to join in the topic from my direct experience..thank you for all your contributions-pam


Hello Peterpam,
I agree with you, there is much dogma and jargon in buddhism.
They are just stepping stone, which some are not ready to let go of.
Some people seem to like saying Zabuton and Zafu..."Oh you mean cushion and a mat!"....says I.


If one doesn't get on with a teacher, one can find another.
They all express the same thing differently and with different levels of clarity.


Tony

araucaria
4th January 2013, 20:12
"Dum: anagram Mud" (Samuel Beckett) :)

Tony
5th January 2013, 08:04
"Dum: anagram Mud" (Samuel Beckett) :)

Mood might be more accurate.."Buddha in the Mood"


The first instant of an emotion is clear recognition.
The second instant of an emotion flares up.
The third instant of an emotion we hold onto it..
...and get in a Mood!

The Buddha is still within the mood, it's just a bit cloudy.:target:
(Just to be clear the Buddha is Pure Awareness)



Tony

Tony
9th January 2013, 09:16
Some say that Man was made in God's image.
Some say that Man was made in God the alien's image.
Some say that Man was made in our own consciousness, a self made image.


Whatever we think the image was made out of, this thinking is the Mud = Concepts.
Within the Mud is a Jewel - Buddha nature.

All we have to do is wash the Mud off.



Tony