Request for healing for my love...

[donk]

NOTE: I was originally going to post on the HERE & NOW thread, where most who frequent that thread know my back-story I’m kind of referring to…so this purple part may not make much sense if you haven’t been reading my long meandering self-absorbed posts this past year

I was going to wait until I got a chance to read the book Marianne so kindly shared with me on Reiki before putting this out there (so that I would be more self-empowered and hopefully more effective), however time seems to be of the essence, and I can never get a handle on it anymore (weeks are like days anymore for me).

I broke up with V. 5-6 weeks ago, as our relationship was “stagnating energy”. Once I realized she was taking no personal responsibility for anything (a month or two before that), I changed myself by stopping enabling the behavior, and doing everything I could to get her to understand. She couldn’t hear me or I was an ineffective transmitter, things got worse, I got resentful, gave up, and did what I did: attempt (hehe) to break up, I even deluded myself into thinking it would be that simple to remove that drama from my life.

Well breaking up DID the trick, just not the way I expected. I pictured my life back to being single, with less than half the people I need to deal with now (and therefore significantly less drama). Instead, it was the sledgehammer she needed to wake her ass up, she grew exponentially in a weekend, and started taking serious responsibility, stopped trying to be a victim—and no longer expects me to stop getting on her when she falls into victim mentality, it is so nice to be done with that “battle”. It is amazing how much she is empowering herself these days, and how everything we’ve been learning and sharing and she’s been getting intellectually finally sunk in—instead of me walking out the door, she stepped up and started walking the walk, so to speak.

Which is an amazingly timely and wonderful thing on so many levels, but especially because of this: One of the things she wasn’t doing, was getting medical attention she needed. Well she got it together, and started getting to the docs that she needed to be at, and got an MRI. Not sure if you remember, she had a CT scan awhile ago (this past summer) where they found an “anomaly” in her brain, which she was supposed to have re-checked in 6 weeks.

Well, fast forward 6 months, she finally gets her MRI, and is supposed to call doc in 3 days to schedule appointment to talk about it. Doc calls her in two: the “anomaly” (now “cyst”) is significantly larger, she needs to start aggressive treatment immediately (it was a Friday, scripts were called in for Sat—antibiotics & steroids at hugely higher doses than normally prescribed, and something to balance the side effects). If that does not work (4 week regimen), it’s surgery for her (can’t be biopsied without surgery).

I actually documented perhaps a year ago when this first flared up—it is something she’s lived with all her life, reading up some of the descriptions of similar situations—she had a period of 6 months of “unexplained” paralysis and weird symptoms that others in similar situations (I’d love to talk to some of these folks—this is strictly medical documentation), where people had life-long brain “tumors”. Back then, the way it manifested (extreme vertigo, constant fainting)…combined with the material I was reading (I first got to avalon—and was totally absorbed with the abduction angle in the Horus-Ra thread) had me automatically assuming IMPLANT.

Anywho—she’s from Ecuador, where her dad was an American scientist who took her to “special doctor” as a child when she exhibited examples of prescience and telekenisis (only 3 total, 2 predictions & 1 door shut with her mind, that she can remember). She has exhibited every symptom of the abduction scenario, has had visions and crazy dreams and sees ghosts and interdimensional beings everywhere. I guess a tumor could explain, or an implant could explain the “tumor”…it doesn’t really matter—the end result is she’s taking sick amount of pills that make it difficult to control her thought & emotions…she gave me permission to ask for and allow loving healers with good intent to focus their energy on her issues—whether it be the tumor itself or the side effects of the treatment or the effect of the possible surgery or just calm and peace and strength to get through this

Thanks to anyone bothering to read this far, much love…

[RunningDeer]

I send the Highest and Best into all the multi-dimensions of
your Dear Friend V, and You and the Kids,
so that each may direct to where it serves them.

And please keep us posted, My Brother. http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/wet-kiss-smiley.gif?1292867699

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[sheme]

Sending extreme shrinkage- it is done. Big hugs and healing peace to you both.

[Lifebringer]

Glad to help out.
Dissolve=stop growing=disintergrate=gone.
D=Sg;d;g!

[Eram]

All my healing and intentions for the best outcome possible to you and your mate Donk.

[thunder24]

May a complete healing occur, and the illusions b brought down...

[Daughter of Time]

Dear Donk,

May your love's tumors be eradicated, whatever the root cause may be.

Much love and healing energy goes out to her. May she be fully healed.

Much love, courage and patience to you and your children.

Hold the outcome you desire in your mind.

Blessings!

Daughter of Time

[etheric underground]

Hey DONK...sometimes when people are medicated they are non responsive to energy given long distance....What I ask is to use you as
the provider, so your partner feels the energy YOU will receive from some of us here on the other side of the earth.
When she is comfortable I need you to be the conductor and allow golden healing energy to course from you to your partner.
imagine the energy building and releasing through your hands and encompassing your partner in a golden hue.
Me and others will send you energy to allow this exercise to have full benefit...BLESS BOTH YA SOCKS BRO!!

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Donk

can you tell us where the anomoly is in the brain ?

I will definitely be sending my waves of healing however i need a date in time the very first realisation of this Anomoly occoured. And a photo would be great too . it helps to see the subject .. but not entirely nessesary.

Hugs my friend : 0 ) we are all with you

N

[Flash]

lots of shrinkage of her tumor and lots of love to both of you. Genly and lovingly put your hand on her head, where the tumor is.

[Finefeather]

All my love to you both...dear friend
Ray

[spiritguide]

Healing energies on the way. They will permeate the crown charkra and neutralize the dis ease.

Peace be with you and yours!

[karamba]

Love and Light to you both!

[WhiteFeather]

Love is an amazing energy source and can heal all things. All my Love to V.
She needs to hear these words now.
Incoming Stream Of Love your way.........All the best Donk.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfTu37l3cCg

[Knowrainknowrainbows!]

donk wrote,
... "...she gave me permission to ask for and allow loving healers with good intent to focus their energy on her issues—whether it be the tumor itself or the side effects of the treatment or the effect of the possible surgery or just calm and peace and strength to get through this"...

My thoughts are with V and you.
May all healing and relief available be received and the highest possible goodness attained.

KRKR

[ghostrider]

praying for the body to absord and discard the cells that keep the cyst alive ... stay strong brother ...

[mosquito]

Love and sincere wishes for a life of happiness, empowerment and joy for Donk and V

[sandy]

Best Wishes and Positive Energy sent your way in support of your Love ~~~~

[Dennis Leahy]

Ugh, this brings back memories...

Healing energy to her! Tumor, disintegrate!

Dennis

[ulli]

@ Donk, sending lots of love and healing to V and to you as well.

[Debra]

Let the tumours be sent on their way ...

More Love energy coming your way Donk and V

[donk]

You guys are the best!

I took etheric u's idea...when she was having trouble sleeping (her father is a real ass, devestated her when they talked, and she couldn't sleep), I visualized all your love, put my hands on her (one massaging back, other on head on flash's advice) and his loved, focusing all my love on her, taking all your love and trying to project to her through me as well.

She calmed down and slept peacefully almost immediately. This is all new to me so thanks so much, as much instruction you have is appreciated. NAnoo I will hopefully be getting more details, she hasn't gotten her appt yet so no paperwork, it is deep in the front left but I can't find the old MRI (it was awesome too, the software they had is amazing--but I couldn't get the images off the disc)...I'll give more details when I get them

Again--can't thank you all enough!!'

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Ok Using my weird little ant antlers i picked up on the Bocar region behind the front temporal lobe. Perhaps this has to do with communication .. i think with her father .. he shuts her down and this may be whats causing this part of the brain to swell. I dont think its a tumour rahter an energetic block.

hmmm

i will see what i can do , let me know if im on track

N

[soleil]

incoming stream of light from me as well. :grouphug:

[Finefeather]

Hi donk
If she has been introverted in some way...like in the communications with her father...then this will certainly cause a blockage as nanoo has suggested.
The blockage takes place when she impedes the normal flow of Kundalini by her own negative...non-action. In other words she is not letting her own energy flow out of her and this builds up, and is in conflict with the normal life force.
This is the usual cause of cancers and tumors in the average person who have chronic emotional conflict with someone else.
She needs to release the emotion by talking openly and honestly, and holding nothing back from the father.
If this is not possible she can attempt to release this energy using visualization of the energy moving through her body up the spine and out of the top of the head.
I have found with many others that this is a condition which can only be truly normalized if the person comes face to face with the true cause of her emotional conflict.

I have a strong inclination to say that she and her father have past life issues which need to be resolved.

Thank you, to you, for your loving attitude in this experience.
Take care and much love
Ray

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Hi donk
If she has been introverted in some way...like in the communications with her father...then this will certainly cause a blockage as nanoo has suggested.
The blockage takes place when she impedes the normal flow of Kundalini by her own negative...non-action. In other words she is not letting her own energy flow out of her and this builds up, and is in conflict with the normal life force.
This is the usual cause of cancers and tumors in the average person who have chronic emotional conflict with someone else.
She needs to release the emotion by talking openly and honestly, and holding nothing back from the father.
If this is not possible she can attempt to release this energy using visualization of the energy moving through her body up the spine and out of the top of the head.
I have found with many others that this is a condition which can only be truly normalized if the person comes face to face with the true cause of her emotional conflict.

I have a strong inclination to say that she and her father have past life issues which need to be resolved.

Thank you, to you, for your loving attitude in this experience.
Take care and much love
Ray

couldnt have put it better my self, spot on !

N

[donk]

They are definitely there (past life issues anyway), though he is alienated and I believe autistic. I can't even paint a believable picture of him from what I know...he has absolutely no self awareness or empathy. He's been alienated from the fam and V was the only that one talked to him (after the divorce, when he left the fam for a girl younger than V, when she was teen (& no not 18, she moved from Ecuador at 16)

He called her about a year when he was losing his home (which he is still apparently in) and last month it was "I'm dying", which I don't particularly believe. When she talked to him last night, the helpful scientist not only pointed out she will probably die, but treatment and/or post surgery will ensure that she gets real fat before she does.

So communication with him is kind of pointless, whether he's a true psychopath or just seriously malfunctioning on a social/mental level, we have enough drama and he's far enough away that I think the best way for her to deal w him is somehow deal w it/let it go...without his actual participation...

Her mother on the other hand...well there is a true psychopath predator billionaire in the fam, who her mother protects at her expense...to the point of "blaming the victim". She is a good person at heart, just horribly damaged and programmed and delusional and takes out everything on V...she's been making old progress on that front actually, and I'm kind of seeing now that it is not coincidental that the head issues are directly corresponding to the "breakthroughs" she has communicating with her mom, and putting these issues out in the open. It's kinda like a psychic attack, I guess? Defense mechanism preventing v from clearing then empowering herself?

And to anyone worried about me airing dirty family laundry (a little projection here, I'm really the one concerned about it a little)...I feel it's better to get it out in the open than "protecting anyone's privacy"...I'm in the camp that believes privacy is an illusion anyway...so why bother increasing "darkness"...everything out in the light!! Much love and thanks again...

[Finefeather]

They are definitely there (past life issues anyway), though he is alienated and I believe autistic. I can't even paint a believable picture of him from what I know...he has absolutely no self awareness or empathy. He's been alienated from the fam and V was the only that one talked to him (after the divorce, when he left the fam for a girl younger than V, when she was teen (& no not 18, she moved from Ecuador at 16)

He called her about a year when he was losing his home (which he is still apparently in) and last month it was "I'm dying", which I don't particularly believe. When she talked to him last night, the helpful scientist not only pointed out she will probably die, but treatment and/or post surgery will ensure that she gets real fat before she does.

So communication with him is kind of pointless, whether he's a true psychopath or just seriously malfunctioning on a social/mental level, we have enough drama and he's far enough away that I think the best way for her to deal w him is somehow deal w it/let it go...without his actual participation...

Her mother on the other hand...well there is a true psychopath predator billionaire in the fam, who her mother protects at her expense...to the point of "blaming the victim". She is a good person at heart, just horribly damaged and programmed and delusional and takes out everything on V...she's been making old progress on that front actually, and I'm kind of seeing now that it is not coincidental that the head issues are directly corresponding to the "breakthroughs" she has communicating with her mom, and putting these issues out in the open. It's kinda like a psychic attack, I guess? Defense mechanism preventing v from clearing then empowering herself?

And to anyone worried about me airing dirty family laundry (a little projection here, I'm really the one concerned about it a little)...I feel it's better to get it out in the open than "protecting anyone's privacy"...I'm in the camp that believes privacy is an illusion anyway...so why bother increasing "darkness"...everything out in the light!! Much love and thanks again...
Hi donk
The dramatic play that is being viewed from the physical side is often deeper than any of us can imagine. Family conflict is the sure indicator of karmic dependence and the answer is often very complicated. Your involvement may purely and ONLY be as a safe house for broken emotions. The fact of the matter is that V is the one with the physical injury, so she is the one who needs to alter her perspective or attitude in the conflict. It does not matter if the father is at fault or the mother or whoever...the effect is taking place in her vibrational space.

It is often not that simple to say..."ok I'll just divorce myself from the whole mess and all will be well"...especially in blood family. Our links to our family is an exercise in vibrational compatibility and karmic history. We are together for many reasons...who can tell...if you are not aware of the full history. There are many conflicts which just never get resolved because life just does not adequately allow the complete picture to evolve and be evident. Many end up in the same conflict life after life with no resolution because we just cannot be sure where the problem lies.

As a soul we can break all karmic connection by renouncing our willingness to be part of the conflict...this has to be a face to face exercise if possible...but how many people are able to break all ties with their blood family?...the answer is...the amount of people who have risen above the laws by which ordinary unenlightened people choose to life their lives...and move forward towards the light which only brings peace and happiness and love...free of conflict. When they are there...only then...can they engage in any conflict and offer real help without injury to themselves.

Take care
Ray

[Anchor]

she gave me permission to ask for and allow loving healers with good intent to focus their energy on her issues—whether it be the tumor itself or the side effects of the treatment or the effect of the possible surgery or just calm and peace and strength to get through this

With such permission, it is easy for us all to put our shoulder to the wheel. I have learned that we do not so much heal, but that the patient heals themselves with the help of those asked. Our help should be potent especially when combined. I see names in this thread who have been part of other healing efforts which have been remarkable. I would certainly be encouraged if it was me who was asking for such help.

This is said in the light of what Ray has said above. Ray (Finefeather) has shone the spotlight of his wisdom on an important clue to something that she has to do, but which we cannot do for her.

Very often, karmic problems are dealt with by identifying them, and then by forgiveness of self and of the other self or selves involved - they are resolved. Once that is done all the bodily catalyst (of disease) becomes redundant and healing is rapid.

It is a tricky thing though to identify what it is at the root of the problem.

Therefore my prayer is for her illumination, may she find her way to that which seems hidden and is (perhaps) unrecognized; then when the time is right, may I too contribute to the healing that has been asked, and if possible ameliorate any undue harshness or discomforts.

[donk]

With such permission, it is easy for us all to put our shoulder to the wheel. I have learned that we do not so much heal, but that the patient heals themselves with the help of those asked. Our help should be potent especially when combined. I see names in this thread who have been part of other healing efforts which have been remarkable. I would certainly be encouraged if it was me who was asking for such help.

Thanks so much and I totally agree, the power of all of our intent is incredibly healing, in the sense that it gives her the strength and awareness that it is she that must do it herself. I feel it's already been very helpful; I'm being delicate and patient in getting her to face the trauma from long ago, it is funny--I have been hammering that into her (that she needed to deal/heal old ones) bluntly and at full speed (with varied results), and now in the face of crisis I slow down and take a more surgical approach.

Ah much to do, lots if work-- nothing comes easy...but I must say that having you all getting my (our) back makes it much much less imposing...thanks so much again!!

[WhiteFeather]

To ad further to all the other great responses on healing suggestions here OP. If i may ask. Would V consider doing a past life hypnosis.
In her book which im currently reading by Carol Bowman -Childrens Past Lives. Chase, a 5 year old boy becomes healed after a session in which one of his past lives is resolved. Dolores Cannon has also used this method of healing. Carol Bowman is based here in the East Coast in Philadelphia PA. Im sure there are others alike her in your area perhaps. Just a thought. It couldnt hurt to reach out to her either and ask her if there are any good practitioners in your area.

Heres her website if interested. http://carolbowman.com/

All of my Love to both of you. Let her healing be swift.

[donk]

Would V consider doing a past life hypnosis.


I was looking for one around us...hard to find--though Philly is close. I will look into it. THanks so much for the recommendation, I been hoping for some time now to find someone to do that that I can trust!

[TelosianEmbrace]

I would humbly like to add my healing energy to reduce the tumour and to the continuing resolution of family ties. The tumour is there to communicate something, and it is obvious you are both doing the best you can to understand the reason behind it. I envisage a day in the future where you both wake up healthy and happy with the new and positive direction your lives have taken.

As an afterthought-

I have never tried this before... I once had a reading from the palm scrolls in Bangalore, India. It said I would heal four out of every five times. Later I went home and asked my inner self how I would do this. I got the communication that I would hold my right hand, with the the first two fingers extended outward, in blessing. I would then use the words "In the name of Archangel Gabriel, you are healed". I do that now, and ask perhaps that you use the words and benediction on V as well.

All the best,
Guy

[sheme]

Hey Donk try and keep as many electrical items away from her as possible including and especially the phone, I had a leaflet this morning warning of the dangers of WIFI & EMF. surround her with quartz crystal this may help. Prayers for peace for you both it is done.

[1inMany]

Hey, donk. You might try this link. It is for the International Association for Regression Research and Therapies, Inc. Some regression hypnotists register there, and there is a link on the left side if you want to look into providers in your area. I see some East Coast states listed... They probably also have a phone number you can call for referrals or other ideas :)

Much Love to you and V,

http://www.iarrt.org/

[Nanoo Nanoo]

I still do not understand why people resort to going into past lives to understand

what they are experiencing in this life ..

can someone give me a tip ? im confuzzed at the concept ..

N
N

[donk]

I think if you believe we choose the existence we experience "this time", perhaps the past would be helpful in explaining why.

This would be especially the case in examples where things happen to young children--after, what could they possibly do to "attract" a pederast traumatizing them at 6 so effecting the rest of their life?

I personally have no rememberance of past lives or experience with anyone that has, so I also have a certain fascination with a completely "new" concept to me. So even as a novelty it may be useful

But most of all--if it is a complete construct or not in fact a literal past life being recalled, wouldn't that be just as telling as any other delving into the subconscious?

Personally I feel I would be impossible to hynotize, as I can't see myself giving up sovereignty in that way. Perhaps if I could come to trust entirely someone really good at it, but it's doubtful...who knows though? I don't discount anything

Another heartfelt thanks to everyone contributing and your thoughts and prayers and intents...love you all!!

[Finefeather]

I still do not understand why people resort to going into past lives to understand

what they are experiencing in this life ..

can someone give me a tip ? im confuzzed at the concept ..

N
N
Hi Nanoo
Actually we are dealing here with concepts and attitudes and unresolved issues with our personal egos.
Problems we have in this life which are related to past lives is actually a carry over of some quality which we had, or developed, or never sorted out, in our ongoing quest to come to terms with the ego...karma, to use another word.
Sometimes we can regress and see the situation which took place and can have a better idea of the 'bad' quality or attitude we were displaying...this same attitude is manifest in a new life with, often, a completely different setting...in an attempt to resolve the inner conflict in our personalities...it is not always about personal conflict with a particular person.
There are also great feuds which take place amongst individuals who incarnate continually into the same families to attempt to resolve and come to terms with the stubborn egos...and it often takes a complete outsider to kind of 'butt' into the family feud to break the deadlock.

Is'nt life just so colorful ? :) and it never seems to forget...we are dealing with our own inner struggles here.

Love
Ray

[RunningDeer]

I still do not understand why people resort to going into past lives to understand

what they are experiencing in this life ..

can someone give me a tip ? im confuzzed at the concept ..

N
N
Hi Nanoo Nanoo,

In the early 1970’s, I had a past life regression. I discovered that I was a young boy, who was a deaf-mute, in the 1860‘s. I lived on a farm with my mother. (She's my mom in this life, too.) Mom worked long hours, so there was hardly any communication. Which served to compound the problem.

How the past life regression helped in this life, was that I had a tendency to stammer. My father tried to correct it. He’d mimic me, and said I looked ‘retarded’. (Not my first choice of therapy. Also, his word, not mine.) My siblings teased which served to reinforce embarrassment and anger. The regression freed up the stammer in a short time.

Today, my thoughts on regression is that I am a sum total of all past lives. It’s there to tap into it. I’ve been to a hypnotist. It was similar to meditation. So for now what works is a blend of silence and free flow reflection.

Peace,
Paula

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Ok thanks for the Tips , i was confused as my understanding of the incarnative cycle has a consideration in it to have your life lessons repated as selected for this life. So dealing with past karma in the sence it needs healing back in time to before this life time for me makes no sense as its a carry over to be dealth with in the current life cycle.

Mind you thats just what i understand of it , its not like ive remembered the process that well or at all ..

So who knows . Hey Donk i hope V is stable or better ? lots of good learning i hear for you : 0 )

N

[donk]

She's getting used to her meds, more/less. She's trying to stay upbeat, but her ex is a real ass, it's like the tests we face aren't hard enough--he comes in to make it the advanced class. The good side of that is it is making her face some of her stuff.

You all have excellent suggestions and I appreciate each one--even the wi-fi one which is driving me crazy! We got office grade cuz she needed Internet so bad in our big house and won't give it up, ugh! The prayer for enlightment is right up my alley, thanks anchor, is what we all need most of all. I been reading her Neal Donald Walsh's "Conversations with God" at bed time, that's been good too.

She's only drank once (good for her), and in that time her split personalities came out or she opened herself to the critters in our house or the brain tumor makes her crazy...it seems like all three depending on when you ask me. This is not a new development, but what "they" said was. About 80% of the time "she" was saying she'd die in a year (sad voice), 10% she'd die in 2 months (serious "mature" voice--most like "her"), and 10% silly accusations that I'm the crazy one, she's not possessed or split and I was a nut to think like that (crazy def not her voice).

I've gotten used to it to the point I can identify different entities/personalities when she gets like that (there more but that's the dominant ones), and I can approach the situation detached and relatively unemotionally (until she decides to try defend booze, when I usually get pissed & have to calm down & focus). GABA was suggested, I'm gonna try to find some of that.

Gosh if life only threw a little a time at me, I'd have the whole thing figured out. It's spooky when people tell me life throws at you only what you can handle. It makes me want hold back and slow down--I always try to set the bar low so that whatever I am doing the expectations are low...unfortunately the universe knows better! Ugh

[bruno dante]

Sending all my best to V. Best of luck to you Donk:biggrin:


p.s. For what it's worth, cayenne pepper, in large quantities, has been known to shrink brain tumors.

[Mu2143]

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[donk]

Sending all my best to V. Best of luck to you Donk:biggrin:


p.s. For what it's worth, cayenne pepper, in large quantities, has been known to shrink brain tumors.

"Large quantities"? Please go on?

Thanks for the love!!

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What she could do is to contact Dr Deagle by email or phone for advice
http://www.nutrimedical.com/

Awesome thanks, I like him (I think...he does radio show, right?). I look forward to checking this out shortly

[bruno dante]

Sending all my best to V. Best of luck to you Donk:biggrin:


p.s. For what it's worth, cayenne pepper, in large quantities, has been known to shrink brain tumors.

"Large quantities"? Please go on?

Thanks for the love!!

¤=[Post Update]=¤


What she could do is to contact Dr Deagle by email or phone for advice
http://www.nutrimedical.com/

Awesome thanks, I like him (I think...he does radio show, right?). I look forward to checking this out shortly


Hi Donk,

3 to 4 teaspoons a day of powdered cayenne (actually, you might want to start with half a tea spoon) in 6oz of hot water. The hot water opens up the cell structure and offers a clearer path for the cayenne.

Start here for several days and move up according to ability to tolerate. I won't lie to you - it's not fun drinking this concoction. When i used it, I found that I coughed up a ton of mucous as well. It burns like hell (going in and going out;))..but it seems a mild sacrifice to make considering the situation. It will take quite a bit of dedication and fortitude.

Please keep us updated on the progress!:biggrin:

p.s. Cayenne comes in varying potencies. I would start at 90,000hu and go from there, though you can start higher or lower if you wish. It can be bought at any health food store, and it's very cheap.

[Mu2143]

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[Nanoo Nanoo]

Best thing is to look at what causes swelling.

intense emotions create either muscular or cellular tension.

these cause restrictions physically

the restrictions cause inflammation and in this case swelling on set by inflammation, root cause, cellular tension

you may treat the symptoms for relief which will buy time , but the cause of the cellular tension would need to be dealt with to remove the ailment all together.

i have tried the following and i find its great , no side effects.

Table spoon of pure Epsom salts in a cup of warm to hot water , dissolve salts in water , add 1 teaspoon of Hydrogen Peroxide 6% by vol, drink down , tastes like crap , dosent burn your throat or bottom .

calming effect is guarnateed . clear thinking is guaranteed.

You can do this without the hydrogen peroxide is it scares you.

I use the hydrogen peroxide to oxygenate the blood stream, this gives very clear thinking abilities which i find helpful when i meditate. Have been doing this for over 2 years now.

Hope this helps

N
N

[donk]

Forgot to update...she finally got to the nueorologist a couple of weeks ago, who helped by....referring to her the ENT guy, they have no idea really what is going on, except that the inner ear/vertigo thing may be something she just has to deal with the rest of her life.

Anyways, we been caught up in so much drama that it is like an afterthought, just one of many minor handicaps as we try to navigate our crazy lives. The biggest healing came today, when she FINALLY admitted alcohol was a problem. I am so estatic, the only thing that caused more negative feelings in me than being around her when she drinks, is dishonesty. When she had too much last night, and i caught her in a direct lie to my face, I could not take it. I forced her to either take responsibility or I'm out, I would not allow her to sweep it under the rug the way I would have a couple years ago. It wasn't pushy drama, it was my declaration of truth: I'm done with this, if you are not, we go seperate ways.

I know it is long road to complete recovery and many more steps need to be taken, but no more excuses allowed, which means no more dishonesty, which immediately lifts a huge load of the negative I felt from just her being drunk...it doesn't bother me nearly as much as how much lying to herself (and therefore indirectly to me) to make it ok. I was on the brink of giving up and moving, fearing our paths were just not meant to be. So anyone on this journey with someone you love though afflicted with persinality altering addictions, a ray of hope: If you are persistent, and the person is worth it (and thinks you are, and believes in their they are too), it is possible to show them the value of taking responsibility...of course, I am saying this a day later...I'll follow up in a few weeks to let y'all know if it sticks :rolleyes:

Thanks again y'all for thoughts and love, if anything more comes to light i will let you know. Near future plan of attack for healing her meat bag: ENT trip at some point, I keep trying to slip her Cayanne! Keep her on the path without the booze, and we are scheduled for sessions with James Gilliland the first weekend of August, I have good feelings about how life saw fit place a visit to the ECETI ranch on our paths at this time in our lives, I'll let you know how that goes as well...there are no coincidences!

[donk]

Well...we still haven't made it to the ENT yet...though this is an interesting development: she got stuck going through the fancy scanner thing at the airport the other day, which detected a good bit of metal in her head.

She said she was looking at the screen, and the area in the back left of a skull (which she hoped was not hers) was lit up with a decent sized red area, indicating metal. It was back where she has had unexplained pain occasionally since I've known her--and no surgery (that she is consciously aware of).

Is there any explanation anyone knows of? I wouldn't think an implant would set off a metal detector??

[Eram]

Hey Donk,

Just caught up with this thread.
Nice to hear that good things are happening.


Is there any explanation anyone knows of?

One explanation that I can think of would be an accident from the past where she could have gotten a peace of metal in her head without noticing (these things happen!).

There are stories of people who have been attacked with knifes where the blades breaks after being plunged into some ones skull. If the blade hasn't done any real damage, it can sit there for many years before people notice it.
In theory, she could have had an accident where she fell onto something with a metal piece on it that broke off and got stuck in her skull.

just an idea.

[Finefeather]

Hey Donk,

Just caught up with this thread.
Nice to hear that good things are happening.


Is there any explanation anyone knows of?

One explanation that I can think of would be an accident from the past where she could have gotten a peace of metal in her head without noticing (these things happen!).

There are stories of people who have been attacked with knifes where the blades breaks after being plunged into some ones skull. If the blade hasn't done any real damage, it can sit there for many years before people notice it.
In theory, she could have had an accident where she fell onto something with a metal piece on it that broke off and got stuck in her skull.

just an idea.
Sorry Eram just read this and it gave me a laugh because this is so true and people swear that nothing ever happened to them in their entire life and when they suddenly come across the aliens, it suddenly becomes an alien implant. :)

Ray

donk...not suggesting anything here please...just a thought I had...