The Monster within.......

[truth4me]

As the understanding of things that I deal with daily take hold I watch constantly for a monster to emerge from those close to me. My daughter whom I love is one and a women whom I had been seeing from time to time is another. I'm awakened and grow stronger each day and it seems that the challenges also get stronger. The "demon" that comes out of those 2 who drink liquor and can't hold it is a beast to say the least .My daughters eyes totally change and the women I've dated her whole face changes and a matter of fact to me takes on a reptilian look. Both have told me how much they love me and look up me in which I am humbled yet when they sneak a drink and start talking whatever is in them comes out to challenge me with statements of "I KNOW YOU" and "YOU CAN'T WIN". They both have cursed me and do their best to get me to fight them. Some of those who are awake who have came to see me get blew away by things they witness in my home and since Sunday night until this morning have seen some crazy stuff go on in my home. A battle of light vs dark to say the least. It's hard to say explain but understand this the darkside has tried to take me out by using the police in which they have been beat because truth wins out and I've tried my best to be honest in my dealings and has saved me time and time again.


The point is really simple when your awakened and helping those around you awake then the darkside uses the people you care about as tools against you to stop spreading the news so to speak. The wars you fight daily as a awakened one you never see on t.v. are hear about are /can be intense. I do my best to be as honest as can be and do not lie then you have the darkside where they can't beat you but will make your life hell....

[crosby]

truth4me, i feel your pain. i have a similar situation at hand. you are right, the darkness does reveal itself when someone close to us is not their self, either through drink, or other abuses of the heart and mind. they open themselves up for a takeover. it is sad to watch and frightening to be a part of. keep your light strong, it has served you well up to this point. if you ever have the opportunity to video the situation, it may open their eyes VERY wide upon viewing the next day. however, keeping them away from the behavior patterns that lead to this situation is another point entirely. my heart is with you on this. sending you much strength.....
warmest regards, corson

[Another1]

I was just skimming through old notes this evening and came across my attempt to explain such a situation to a person ... seems a curious sync to come back to the forum and find your post ... it would have been handy to read back then if nothing else than for affirmation that this kind of thing really happens.

... WTF? was the norm as this person could turn into a full blown green-eyed monster in the time it took to, "... get me some cigarettes please honey."

Knowing our hearts so well adds to their toolbox nicely.

I'm glad you're winning this one and thank you

[Fred Steeves]

A battle of light vs dark to say the least.


The wars you fight daily as a awakened one you never see on t.v. are hear about are /can be intense.

Sounds like a very trying time truth4me, especially with one of the people being your daughter. The above two quotes jumped out at me because one says "battle", and the other says "wars" and "fight". These situations that arise in our lives are not by mere chance, and each one offers new insights into things if we can manage to view it from a proper perspective.

The Universe seeks balance, which is often mis-interpreted as a war between light and darkness. If you were to look at what's occurring as an imbalance seeking balance, and not a war or a fight, it might just change the entire equation.

Something to think about anyway. :)

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[william r sanford72]

hang in there.it does improve.we are being tested and taught.lights attract bugs....bugs can be squished if thats what one needs to do.blessings your way.william.

[Lifebringer]

I told people like that, that I've changed, and I can't deal with the type of hollering, screaming disrespectful speech at each other, hitting or striking. Like the 3 stooges, and I tell them that. I tell them I 'm not better than you, but I'm working on my soul now, and not working on bs, so if you don't see me, don't take offense, I gotta be me(my essense) and me is ALL as I am a part of the all. A spark plug, or battery that turns this Universe, like the rest of them.

So don't feel bad, just know everyone awakening won't be on the same page as you, and sometimes won't even be in the same book. Everyone in their own time of understanding.
You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink.
You can give a human knowledge, but you can't make them think.