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crosby
5th July 2013, 05:49
i have been thinking lately, about life, about my country, and what it means. and yes, like many of you i wonder if i have made the right decisions..whether or not i have joined the right patriotic endeavors..or whether i have done enough... there is so much more to digest than just what we fathom. i am at a tremendous crossroads about life, are any of you? i will admit that i am very (scared) worried about how to make America what it should be. i am ashamed at what it is....
warmest, corson
crosby
5th July 2013, 06:15
a little help here please..
i am ready to charge, but i have no one to charge with.
corson
words, words, words.......
crosby
5th July 2013, 07:14
well, so much for charging...is any one awake? What does America mean? I could not see it visually even with great big explosions that lit up the sky.... what a shame.
corson
william r sanford72
5th July 2013, 07:36
im awake..dont know about charge corson i am played out for any words..and there wasnt a boom or pretty flash tonite that could put me back to sheep sleep for even a second. happy fourth??its the 5th...a new day. thats where i be.
crosby
5th July 2013, 07:47
thank you for responding. means so much. i know that you are awake, i know that everyone on this forum is awake, i am just sad that the 4th passed by without it's true acknowledgment. i could go on.... but why.... in the end, it means nothing. i am sad...
naste.de.lumina
5th July 2013, 09:28
Dear friend corson.
Patience and lookout.
Calm and positive intention.
You are doing your part.
Do not beat yourself up.
Give value and energy to things that really deserve to be valued in their day to day.
Trust and faith.
Hug.
Another1
5th July 2013, 09:51
thank you for responding. means so much. i know that you are awake, i know that everyone on this forum is awake, i am just sad that the 4th passed by without it's true acknowledgment. i could go on.... but why.... in the end, it means nothing. i am sad...
It still means 'something' to a bunch of us that ain't dead yet. ~ I noticed also that many news reports included a comment on how the headlines about our freedoms being stripped and NSA spying seemed ironic as we celebrated the Fourth.
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Kraut
5th July 2013, 09:55
...i will admit that i am very (scared) worried about how to make America what it should be. i am ashamed at what it is....
warmest, corson
In my opinion shame and guilt is something we have to completely let go of, it solves nothing and often is a waste of energy. Yes, collectively we are also guilty of how things are to a certain degree. But is it our fault? Instead of feeling ashamed you ought to be grateful that you are even thinking about all of this. That you are aware of the problems.
Besides that, it's not only America. History has been a long chain of failures, one nation after another. Engineered failures. But just maybe we're seeing signs of change because more and more people are challenging how we live and the definitions of freedom and liberty. Everywhere, not just in the US. Being an American myself I used to get very upset about things all the time. Before we figure out what America should be we have to become what we want to be and should be on a personal level. Ever since I understood that I have had more peace because I see that individually we have far more power than we believed.
As the saying goes, strong families make strong communities. How about strong individuals make strong communities?
markpierre
5th July 2013, 10:15
I care about you more than I care about freedom. More than I care about the loss of a dream.
I care about you more than I care about the dissolution of everything I took for granted. My pride, my dreams, my trust. My entire past.
I care about you more than I care about whatever I thought was right. Whatever I think is wrong.
I care about you more than I care what happens tomorrow, or how worried I'll probably be.
You're not alone Corson. I think you just said everything that could be said. Parroting your pain won't dilute it,
it'll just multiply it. Acting out of outrage or sadness or fear, won't change things in ways that will be progress.
I'd rather see you happy and fulfilled. I'm not sorry that lies are revealed, if I can conduct myself now without them.
I locate what I really feel and I stay honest with myself about it. That's the only place that anything can change.
When I'm 'true' in myself, I don't need anything else to be.
Lets just be quiet in it for a moment, and begin July 5th differently.
Lifebringer
5th July 2013, 10:31
Hi Corson;
Gosh, I think about it all the time, when I'm not focused on bringing up vibration. Lots of stuff happening to me due to neglect in a medical system I paid into, that was supposed to ensure, when I'm feeble, that it would be there. So much for a life time of investing/SS medical coverage, when you're in a red state fighting it. It's been six years, and I missed seeing a doctor during "the woman's time/menopause for 3 years until it was passed, got coverage, and now that they've found something that was noticed 6 years ago when I couldn't see a doc, that has matured to a time bomb, with no death insurance. I simply couldn't afford it. I may have to build my own casket, so that when I'm cremated, it won't be too hard on our family that has been poor for generations. I wonder why when people work, have the amount in their SS account, why as a last form of dignity, they don't give the family enough to bury their loved ones out that account? It's really worrying me the past week, because Arteriosclerosis at 54 is, as my doctor stated "fascinating to see in a younger woman, I've never seen it before, but now its about prevention of strokes, and heart attack." He says.
The medicine will only reduce episodes/loss of site, by 20% if I have it, unfortunately for me, Virginia is fighting the Affordable Care Act that will cover my statins to keep plaque from building up in my veins. ONLY it was bought on by menopausal neglect of harmone replacement, due to an emergency hysterectomy, because they wouldn't pay for birth control pills to slow the tumor growth. I lived most of my life in carbon dioxide infested cities with bus exhaust until I made enough money to move at 27 and take my children around trees.
The second thought? Yes, I wish I'd have taken my blue state money and moved to a blue state that will care for all the body, including teeth that elderly need, and vision, so they can see. Neither is covered, and both are needed to survive. Can't cook, if you can't see.
Lifebringer
5th July 2013, 10:35
I am angry about it after doing all the right things and then the only option when you get sick, is to just die, when it's finally your time to live after raising all your children putting them through school sacrificing every want or need for you, just to make sure the children have some sort of chance. It makes me bitter to be told F U after all those years of being a tax payer and parent. Sounds so corporate.
RunningDeer
5th July 2013, 12:26
Hi Corson,
I experience waves of shame and guilt as an American. I get defensive when others poke at us. I get angry when they lump me in with all the rest. Then it hits me that it’s all part of the game that the controllers want. Suck in as many as possible through shame, guilt, anger, fear, blame, etc. They create, feed and reinforce velco-bundles of the collective unconscious.
I don’t have solutions. But knowing what I know about myself, when people are ready to make change, the creative juices will flow. They alway do.
I’m aware that in small ways Wolfie, my dog, and myself are becoming smarter. Here, I’ll pause to give readers a chance to roll eyes, chuckle, and shake head....
I risk this last statement to demonstrate how re-wiring is happening.
I enjoy brainstorming on how to be efficient with time, foods, and energy. Recently, without thought, better ways pop in my head. It’s meaningless to most. But, the point is...we are re-wiring ourselves to the next level of humankind.
Wolfie continues to discover new ways to communicate. That’s rewiring. Wolfie isn’t hooked into the drama of the non-stop horrors and controls, so his little brain gets to problem solve.
That’s what the controllers fear. Clocks running down. So the objective is to ramp up ways to shield us from this manifesting power. It’s happening and they can’t stop it. They can only take down as many as possible through countless and non-stop pounding of alterations of food, sky, water, and behavior modification, mind control, war, etc.
Why? To keep us from listening to the whispers within. Solution? Listen and their game’s over sooner. Time for those sh!tbirds to concede this phase of humankind is already full-on.
Hugs and Hearts,
Paula
REPOST:
There’s a fine line between ‘in the know’ and ‘contribute to fear’. My response for myself is that I want to be informed. It also strengthens my resolve to be vigilant in processing fear based emotions in real time, rather than allowing them to fester and take up residence in mind and/or body.
I also trust you, to trust in your inner knowing as well. :wave:
risveglio
5th July 2013, 15:12
Corson, the United States of America, what it was supposed to mean, is dead. Maybe it was never really born depending on what story you believe. We have become a vile, imperialist nation and I think most American's know it and don't really care. They pretend they care when x US children are massacred even though our government does it over the globe on an almost daily basis. Millions of people changed their mind about war, the rule of law, spying, torture, the bill of rights, etc; all because of a meaningless "D" next to a person's name. Even in this thread, if you read between the lines, there is promotion of slavery. It's not what this country was about. It's dead and maybe that's a good thing. Good people that have love and compassion in their hearts don't need a government or a nation or even a state.
Folks, do not despair! The only thing that has ever made America great is her people, and their commitment to freedom and liberty!! We got lost in the dream and gave a government full charge over protecting said liberties... THAT IS WHERE WE WENT WRONG!!! We were supposed to look out for each other,, I stand up for your rights, you stand up for mine, and WE all stand together! We blew it!
This is what will happen.. (not a prediction, a creation.)
The amazing power of the human spirit will take over. What happened in America, so long ago, will begin to happen across the entire human global network... THE DEMAND FOR RIGHTS, FREEDOM, LIBERTY, ETC,, will no longer have a border. And therefore cannot be destroyed by a government. The world will not make the same mistake!!! When you start to see it in isreal, Pakistan, Russia, china, korea, australia, UK, , and you begin to 'feel' it,,, watch how fast we, as Americans, REMEMBER,, our identity,, and FOLLOW the rest of the world, and renew our commitment to ourselves and each other.
We have let the 'wolves guard the henhouse'! (lets breed them into Chihuahuas.);)
thank you for responding. means so much. i know that you are awake, i know that everyone on this forum is awake, i am just sad that the 4th passed by without it's true acknowledgment. i could go on.... but why.... in the end, it means nothing. i am sad...
It seems to me that the thing many of the generations passed used to rally behind is quickly fading away like skywriting.
risveglio
5th July 2013, 16:13
Folks, do not despair! The only thing that has ever made America great is her people, and their commitment to freedom and liberty!! We got lost in the dream and gave a government full charge over protecting said liberties... THAT IS WHERE WE WENT WRONG!!! We were supposed to look out for each other,, I stand up for your rights, you stand up for mine, and WE all stand together! We blew it!
This is what will happen.. (not a prediction, a creation.)
The amazing power of the human spirit will take over. What happened in America, so long ago, will begin to happen across the entire human global network... THE DEMAND FOR RIGHTS, FREEDOM, LIBERTY, ETC,, will no longer have a border. And therefore cannot be destroyed by a government. The world will not make the same mistake!!! When you start to see it in isreal, Pakistan, Russia, china, korea, australia, UK, , and you begin to 'feel' it,,, watch how fast we, as Americans, REMEMBER,, our identity,, and FOLLOW the rest of the world, and renew our commitment to ourselves and each other.
We have let the 'wolves guard the henhouse'! (lets breed them into Chihuahuas.);)
Love your vision but why is it so hard to get United States American's (seems our southern neighbors are getting it) to realize it without someone risking everything? Is the only way to stop feeding us? Are we so well fed in our large cage and given so much entertainment that it is just so easy to ignore what is happening? Will we (US citizens) only get enough people to care if we have soup lines? Only if we have drones bombing our country? I have hope because I see enough people saying, hmm something is wrong, but nobody wants to get out of the water, they don't even want to talk about why the water is getting hot.
Self Edit:
I think you answered my question before I asked it. I am leaving the above for now though because it is my rant, especially after yesterday's "celebrations". I guess I just have to wait till it just happens, till that tipping point.
4evrneo
5th July 2013, 16:27
I too have to remind myself that the dwindling reputation of the US is because of a few (elite) not the many. I go back and forth, wanting to exit this country for a chance at a better life somewhere else but then, circumstances prevent me from even getting a passport so I have to make the best of it for me and my little family.
Instead of celebrating the 4th, I stayed in and sent out the intention of peace for all.
Folks, do not despair! The only thing that has ever made America great is her people, and their commitment to freedom and liberty!! We got lost in the dream and gave a government full charge over protecting said liberties... THAT IS WHERE WE WENT WRONG!!! We were supposed to look out for each other,, I stand up for your rights, you stand up for mine, and WE all stand together! We blew it!
This is what will happen.. (not a prediction, a creation.)
The amazing power of the human spirit will take over. What happened in America, so long ago, will begin to happen across the entire human global network... THE DEMAND FOR RIGHTS, FREEDOM, LIBERTY, ETC,, will no longer have a border. And therefore cannot be destroyed by a government. The world will not make the same mistake!!! When you start to see it in isreal, Pakistan, Russia, china, korea, australia, UK, , and you begin to 'feel' it,,, watch how fast we, as Americans, REMEMBER,, our identity,, and FOLLOW the rest of the world, and renew our commitment to ourselves and each other.
We have let the 'wolves guard the henhouse'! (lets breed them into Chihuahuas.);)
Love your vision but why is it so hard to get United States American's (seems our southern neighbors are getting it) to realize it without someone risking everything? Is the only way to stop feeding us? Are we so well fed in our large cage and given so much entertainment that it is just so easy to ignore what is happening? Will we (US citizens) only get enough people to care if we have soup lines? Only if we have drones bombing our country? I have hope because I see enough people saying, hmm something is wrong, but nobody wants to get out of the water, they don't even want to talk about why the water is getting hot.
We have been without true leaders for a very long time! civil rights was born into a world that did not readily embrace them. it took COURAGE and COMMITMENT and LEADERSHIP! The ptb tried to attach the movement to a very few leaders, and then simply murder the leaders,, and destroy the movement. (it has worked for them before, no??) Only this time... IT DID NOT WORK!! the LEADERSHIP that I referred to earlier is EVERY SINGLE DAMN ONE OF US!! We are NOT a bewildered herd! We will realize it soon enough. or, like crabs,,, we will boil in the hot water and be eaten!! (by lizards!)
jagman
5th July 2013, 16:50
Dear corson, Most people who have awoken from their slumber, have at some point felt feelings like yours.
We are bombarded by a 24 hour news cycle that's 7 days week and never sleeps. Were are so plugged in
and engaged it can become overwhelming sometimes.
corson my dear friend you will feel better. I'm not a real big bible thumper but I do like reading about Jesus.
Matthew 6:34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
Kraut
5th July 2013, 16:58
...or, like crabs,,, we will boil in the hot water and be eaten!! (by lizards!)
Nope! Nobody's going to get eaten!
Edit:
...We have let the 'wolves guard the henhouse'! (lets breed them into Chihuahuas.);)
I kinda like wolves. Perhaps we should discuss that breeding idea a bit more. :lol:
jiminii
5th July 2013, 17:04
well if I actually do get eaten ... I will make myself sooooooooooooo delicious that their vibrations will go so high.. the rest of the world will be able to win the battle.
jim
Sebastion
5th July 2013, 17:05
article previously posted was apparently untrue and thus deleted....sorry
[12:35:58 PM] Robert: By Michael Madshack, DP Assistant Editor
Thursday, July 4th, 2013
Obama on 4th of July: ‘‘I can’t believe I have to miss a good day of golf for this crap!’’
(WASHINGTON) — A “hot mic” has apparently picked up some very unflattering words from President Obama this Fourth of July, and may plunge him deeper into some very hot water.
“Hot” or “open mics” frequently catch public figures unknowingly expressing their true feelings, usually with colorful language (prime example: in 2000, then presidential candidate George W. Bush was caught complaining to vice-presidential candidate Dick Cheney that a reporter covering their campaign was a “major league asshole”). However Obama’s “slip” while exiting the balcony of the White House after his fifth Independence Day address may well exceed the average “hot mic faux pas.”
The smaller of Obama's two microphones, which was clipped inches below Obama’s shirt collar, was supposed to have been turned off immediately after his closing remarks to guests and reporters on the White House lawn. But the microphone remained “hot,” catching the President muttering: “God, this holiday sucks! All this national pride **** gets on my nerves.”
Obama’s candid comments are sure to further drag down his approval ratings, as recent scandals involving the IRS, the Benghazi terrorist attacks, and massive spying on average citizens by the NSA have sunk Obama’s approval numbers below that of former president George W. Bush. It took Obama thirty seconds before he completely exited the White House balcony and removed his microphone, during which it picked up more utterances by the Commander-in-Chief, none of which pundits view will help his ratings any time soon.
“You’d think we’d stop celebrating the birth of the worst imperial power in history –but nooooo…we have to do this flag-waving bull**** every year,” Obama muttered more as he made his way from the podium. “I can’t believe I have to miss a good day of golf for this crap!”
Full article: [12:35:58 PM] Robert: By Michael Madshack, DP Assistant Editor
Thursday, July 4th, 2013
Full article: http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache%3Ahttp%3A%2F%2Fwww.duhprogressive.com%2Findex.php%2F358-obama-on-4th-of-july-i-cant-believe-i-have-to-miss-a-good-day-of-golf-for-this-crap
\\ FUNNY! but not real.
...or, like crabs,,, we will boil in the hot water and be eaten!! (by lizards!)
Nope! Nobody's going to get eaten!
Edit:
...We have let the 'wolves guard the henhouse'! (lets breed them into Chihuahuas.);)
I kinda like wolves. Perhaps we should discuss that breeding idea a bit more. :lol:
Ha! Good catch. You are absolutely right! Perhaps a better plan would be to help inspire the chickens to break out-of-the box, and be free and sovereign. Spot on!
funny synchronicity,, just now, before I even finished my thought,, I had to rush outside to rescue my wee dog from being repeatedly bitten by my goose, Fifi... lol!!!
ghostrider
5th July 2013, 23:39
i have been thinking lately, about life, about my country, and what it means. and yes, like many of you i wonder if i have made the right decisions..whether or not i have joined the right patriotic endeavors..or whether i have done enough... there is so much more to digest than just what we fathom. i am at a tremendous crossroads about life, are any of you? i will admit that i am very (scared) worried about how to make America what it should be. i am ashamed at what it is....
warmest, corson
I'm right, with you... let go your fear, change will only come when we the citizens change it, by force... by civilian military force...kick them out , hold new elections, and follow the constitution to the letter ...I'm frustated , i see people going to work a job they hate , over taxed, and their leaders lie , and they know they lie, but they stay too busy trying to put food on the table and keep the lights on ...long as they have that job they hate to go to... when thats gone , then they might say , wait... enough... why should I pay for someone to make laws over me, laws they don't abide by but enforce on me with passion ... and another thing-foreign aid... giving my money to another country , a freebee, what ?, giving away 1 billion to a foreign country, I say it all the time, it's gonna take a revolution, and removing them by force, sort of like Egypt just did ...there is too many of us, they cannot stop us, if they try, they are going against the constitution, thats what it's there for , for us, not them ...it's in the predictions by the plejaren , we will have a civil war, and another one shortly after ...get ready...
crosby
15th July 2013, 06:30
thank you all for responding. life is very hard.... some of what i have read makes it a little easier to deal with and some of it is just bravado. (tough man syndrome) we all (every single person on this planet) have to deal with life. not one of us is immune. think about that. the fireworks are pretty but they are not a replica of reality, and just like that,,,, phhhhh......gone.
corson
crosby
15th July 2013, 06:43
...or, like crabs,,, we will boil in the hot water and be eaten!! (by lizards!)
Nope! Nobody's going to get eaten!
Edit:
...We have let the 'wolves guard the henhouse'! (lets breed them into Chihuahuas.);)
I kinda like wolves. Perhaps we should discuss that breeding idea a bit more. :lol:
Ha! Good catch. You are absolutely right! Perhaps a better plan would be to help inspire the chickens to break out-of-the box, and be free and sovereign. Spot on!
funny synchronicity,, just now, before I even finished my thought,, I had to rush outside to rescue my wee dog from being repeatedly bitten by my goose, Fifi... lol!!!
very inspiring. good catch for you......
corson
WhiteFeather
15th July 2013, 22:20
Hi Corson,
I experience waves of shame and guilt as an American. I get defensive when others poke at us. I get angry when they lump me in with all the rest. Then it hits me that it’s all part of the game that the controllers want. Suck in as many as possible through shame, guilt, anger, fear, blame, etc. They create, feed and reinforce velco-bundles of the collective unconscious.
I don’t have solutions. But knowing what I know about myself, when people are ready to make change, the creative juices will flow. They alway do.
I’m aware that in small ways Wolfie, my dog, and myself are becoming smarter. Here, I’ll pause to give readers a chance to roll eyes, chuckle, and shake head....
I risk this last statement to demonstrate how re-wiring is happening.
I enjoy brainstorming on how to be efficient with time, foods, and energy. Recently, without thought, better ways pop in my head. It’s meaningless to most. But, the point is...we are re-wiring ourselves to the next level of humankind.
Wolfie continues to discover new ways to communicate. That’s rewiring. Wolfie isn’t hooked into the drama of the non-stop horrors and controls, so his little brain gets to problem solve.
That’s what the controllers fear. Clocks running down. So the objective is to ramp up ways to shield us from this manifesting power. It’s happening and they can’t stop it. They can only take down as many as possible through countless and non-stop pounding of alterations of food, sky, water, and behavior modification, mind control, war, etc.
Why? To keep us from listening to the whispers within. Solution? Listen and their game’s over sooner. Time for those sh!tbirds to concede this phase of humankind is already full-on.
Hugs and Hearts,
Paula
REPOST:
There’s a fine line between ‘in the know’ and ‘contribute to fear’. My response for myself is that I want to be informed. It also strengthens my resolve to be vigilant in processing fear based emotions in real time, rather than allowing them to fester and take up residence in mind and/or body.
I also trust you, to trust in your inner knowing as well. :wave:
Bumping this powerful post. Very Well said Paula. A standing Ovation response. Asquali. Indeed we are rewiring ourselves. Cause We have this technology to do so.
Wow
W.f.
WhiteFeather
15th July 2013, 22:34
Remember we have consciousness in our arsenal. Some words here by Alex Collier.
"Earth is complicated; there is a darkness that is here that is present on earth and under the earth, and around the earth. I don’t want you to think that it doesn’t exist.
Earth is a great example of duality and it’s taken me a very long time to get to this place where I’m actually very grateful at this point for that duality for that darkness for learning about that darkness because I have spent a lot of energy challenging it, butting up against it, saying how dare you, fighting it, talking about it etc.
Now it does exist, it is real and it is partially us and then there’s an element of it that is not us.
It is not human, okay, it’s dimensional, spiritual whatever you want to call it, but what it’s done is that it’s helped me realize what it is I don’t want.
So once you’ve come to the place of realizing what you don’t want in your life, you can actually begin work of building what you do want because intention is everything. You have to have intent in order to create anything, even ourselves. There had been the initial intention to want to experience, to want to create physicality, to want to leave eternity, to come down and begin this journey of physicality".
Full transcript here http://www.alexcollier.org/alex-collier-earth-transformation-conference-2010/
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