I am a Wanderer from Andromeda, any others?

[Arak]

In this thread I will be telling things that I remember from my past, quest and like. Most information I have recieved has become to me via meditation, dreams and QHHT therapy session. If there are Wanderers like me it would be lovely to hear your story. I also apologize my english as it is not my native tongue. :)

I am Arak. Old soul from the Andromeda or Orion. Exact planet of birth unknown. I came to study 3D existance while it still is possible. Before this I observed, studied and guided humans, mostly native indians, for thousand - if not millions - of years.

I still fail to understand human nature, especially warmongering, greediness and other primitive behaviour patterns. Yet I admire human ability to evolve spiritually, feel such strong emotions like love and capability to forgive and always hope things to get better.

Memories from my ET form:
I did have a body. It was however much more ethreal, and mostly made of bluish energy with golden swirls and veins glowing under deep blue skin. My body was thin and from human understanding would have not been able to carry my height which was over 2 metres I think. My body was hairless and my limbs and fingeres were very long. Head was bigger than human head, with quite small nose and mouth. Eyes were deep black with no visible iris.

I moved by levitating and was able to remaing invisible from human eyes if I decided so. Limited telekinesy and full telepathy were skills I was able to use at will.

I did not have need to eat physical food, but I did enjoy to take some sort of energy food every now and then. Mostly it was light and love that were able to keep me going.

My lifespan was very long, I don't remember that I would have needed to re-incarnate in my ET form. Thousands of earth years at minimum atleast.

Planet which I used to call home:
Large and lush planet with huge oceans and mountains. Had two moons atleast. From the soil growed huge trees and gigantic clear crystals decorated the landscape. Earth was blue sand/rock and very soft moss/grass in some parts. Weather was very humid and warm. Practically a paradise.

UPDATE: after more reseach I have came to conclusion that this is not my first human incarnation. And I am not sure if my ET home is Andromeda, it could also be Orion as seer Carol Clark told me. Based to these findings I have made slight edits to this post.

[Nick Matkin]

Very interesting Arak. Why should we believe you?

By the way, your English is very good.

Nick

[Arak]

Thank you Nick. :)

This is my belief, yours could be different. Like in everything, listen to your heart, it will tell what to believe in.

[Another1]

Great story.
What brought you to Earth?
Was it like an assignment?
You just woke up here?
You had choices and this place looked nice?

Does feeding on love and light work to any degree for you here? I know that practice combined with a light veggie diet can transform a person.

Often thought this was my first trip as human also. It's like I studied all the rules and boned up on their history but when trying to apply it, things backfired big time. Now I know of course that most all the history I studied is full of lies and their guide books are written by controllers with the intent to keep the people here semi-powerless. Quite the ride, as you know. I plan to leave warning bouys in orbit during exit.

Must be nice to remember where you are from. Can't say I remember but there is a section of the night sky which draws me, brings a feeling of comfort to see. It'll be first stop when done here.

[markpierre]

I only came here for the views.

[Maunagarjana]

I've been reading Dolores Cannon books lately, and what you say about your home planet seems like something out of her sessions. I have some questions for you.

When you say "Andromedan" do you mean the area of the Andromeda constellation within the Milky Way, or do you mean somewhere in the Andromeda galaxy?
Did you have any sense that you were not from here when you were young?
If someone had told you this information before the experiences that confirmed it in your mind, how would you have reacted?
Do you think that there other other people in your life (friends, family) who are also Andromedans, or Wanderers from some other star system?
How do you deal with life on this planet compared to the others around you?
Does knowing this information make your day to day life easier or more difficult?
What do you think of Andromedan contactee Alex Collier? The race you describe sounds different from his contact's appearance.
Do you have psychic abilities?
Are you still doing QHHT to try to find out more information, or is that over with now?

[Billy]

I am Arak. Old soul from the Andromeda galaxy. Exact planet of birth unknown. This is my first incarnation as human. I came to study 3D existance while it still is possible.

Welcome to planet earth, Arak. with this being your first incarnation, I hope you enjoy your experience here.



I fail to understand human nature, especially warmongering, greediness and other primitive behaviour patterns.

I am sure that those patterns are not confined only on planet earth. There has been universal wars in existence for eons. But incarnating on planet earth gives us the chance through free will and choices to change those patterns. Which would effect not only planet earth but many universal civilizations.


Yet I admire human ability to evolve spiritually, feel such strong emotions like love and capability to forgive and always hope things to get better.

This is the key for changing those patterns.



I don't think I will be human no longer when this incarnation comes to end. I assume that I am already 4th or 5th density creature, and it kind of makes me wonder, if it is even possible for me to become 4D human? Or if it is possible, why it has not happened yet, what I am here to learn more? Or am I, as I have been told, only to guide younger souls towards the Light of God.

There are great risks when incarnating here on earth. Coming from a light density to a heavier density. Humans have a habit of allowing themselves to become emotionally attached to the densities of pleasure and pain. When one becomes attached, the cycle of reincarnation begins until you free yourself of all emotional attachments.

By balancing both the positive and negative experiences within self, being neutral with no judgement,then allowing it to transcend through your being, Letting it go with love. You then create the light that you intended to create before your incarnation. You become the beacon of light of God that guides other souls.

I wish you great success with your mission.

Peace

[spiritguide]

Incarnation into this dimention is interdimentional not geographical. Boundries are of vibration and frequency resulting in geometrical form. Dynamic and latent energies abound on all dimensions.

Peace!

[Arak]

I try to answer as well as I can, I don't yet know all the details, in my QHHT session there was actually one area that was blocked from me. So there must be something I am not ready yet to know if full detail.


What brought you to Earth?
After wondering human behaviour long perioids of time, I think I came curious enough. I also remember that I was debriefed for certain mission...


Was it like an assignment?
Yes. I think I was to experience human life and to report my superiors.


You just woke up here?
Physically I was born like everybody else. But my andromedan spirit entered this human vessel maybe few days or weeks after that. I remember feeling 'bit sad for the child, as his life would not be too easy carrying me around.


You had choices and this place looked nice?
I don't remember that I would have wanted to go anywhere else. Or that I would have had an option to choose.


Does feeding on love and light work to any degree for you here? I know that practice combined with a light veggie diet can transform a person.

I am vegetarian yes. To my knowledge meat is not good for spirit. You get lot's of pain, anger and suffering energies from it. If necessary, one could eat prey that has lived in nature and is hunted down without pain. But that option should only be used if there is other energy sources available. My human body is not able to live just with love, light and water though.


Often thought this was my first trip as human also. It's like I studied all the rules and boned up on their history but when trying to apply it, things backfired big time.
I know what you mean. To me it is very hard to understand why people are willing to stay in sleep and be like sheeps. I have always been like a silent rebellion. And sometimes even noisy. :D



Now I know of course that most all the history I studied is full of lies and their guide books are written by controllers with the intent to keep the people here semi-powerless.
Yes. I agree with you totally. But then again, these young souls will someday wake up. If not on this planet, then somewhere else. Everything has time and purpose.


Quite the ride, as you know. I plan to leave warning bouys in orbit during exit.

:D


Must be nice to remember where you are from.
It is. Although there are many questions still to be answered, the fact that I feel wanderer has answered many big questions.


Can't say I remember but there is a section of the night sky which draws me, brings a feeling of comfort to see. It'll be first stop when done here.
Sounds good. I do think that via deep meditation you could find out more about your origins.


I've been reading Dolores Cannon books lately, and what you say about your home planet seems like something out of her sessions.
I have not yet read any of her books, but I think will read later. I just first want to explore my own memories fully.


When you say "Andromedan" do you mean the area of the Andromeda constellation within the Milky Way, or do you mean somewhere in the Andromeda galaxy?
Good question! In my QHHT session I stated that Andromeda, and when therapist asked "planet?" I said "no, galaxy."


Did you have any sense that you were not from here when you were young?
Yes. I have felt like an alien since early childhood. I was around 5 years old when I asked from my grandmother "when are the little men from stars going to pick me up?"


If someone had told you this information before the experiences that confirmed it in your mind, how would you have reacted?

Hmmm... I would have been very curious atleast. Although I am and was very skeptic to what people tend to "know" - there are too many false prophets. Luckily most of 'em are easy to spot.


Do you think that there other other people in your life (friends, family) who are also Andromedans, or Wanderers from some other star system?
I do think my wife could be. Athough she doesnt remember to be from somewhere else and is not too keen to find out if so. And I honor her will ofcourse.


How do you deal with life on this planet compared to the others around you?
Actually very well. We Humans.. Well we are quite simple. It's easy to get along: just be nice, honest and do not let ego to rule your actions. :)


Does knowing this information make your day to day life easier or more difficult?
It makes my life easier. I know that I am here to study. And to spread hope, love and light. With small deeds.


What do you think of Andromedan contactee Alex Collier?
I have not studied too much of his messages. As said earlier, I want to explore my own memories first.


The race you describe sounds different from his contact's appearance.
I am not aware of his contact's appearance. I only tell and know what I have seen.


Do you have psychic abilities?
To some extent. I have been able to see things from distances, few hundred kilometers away. Sometimes I also see predictive dreams.


Are you still doing QHHT to try to find out more information, or is that over with now?

Never say never. :) But my QHHT therapist said that there is no need to do it more. I dont have any issues he thinks he could help me with and he rather focusses on people who need help. To me it would be just for fun. I actually think that with deep meditations I can do the same.


Welcome to planet earth, Arak. with this being your first incarnation, I hope you enjoy your experience here.
Thank you. It has been pain and pleasure. Being human and experiencing human fear and love has quite huge contrast.


I am sure that those patterns are not confined only on planet earth. There has been universal wars in existence for eons.
Most likely yes. Although I dont have any memories from universal wars. I only remember watching WW2 terrified. It still haunts me during some rare nights.


But incarnating on planet earth gives us the chance through free will and choices to change those patterns. Which would effect not only planet earth but many universal civilizations.

This I have been told as well. Every action we make has an universal consequence. You either take a step towards the light or away from it.


There are great risks when incarnating here on earth. Coming from a light density to a heavier density. Humans have a habit of allowing themselves to become emotionally attached to the densities of pleasure and pain. When one becomes attached, the cycle of reincarnation begins until you free yourself of all emotional attachments.
Yes. I tend to think like this too. But at this point of life, after almost 36 earth years, and hopefully many more to come, I think I am in quite well equipped for the rest of my human days. :)


By balancing both the positive and negative experiences within self, being neutral with no judgement,then allowing it to transcend through your being, Letting it go with love. You then create the light that you intended to create before your incarnation. You become the beacon of light of God that guides other souls.
Yes.


I wish you great success with your mission.
Thank you. I wish you all the best also. You feel like an old soul too. :)

[white wizard]

Well there are several wanderers on this forum, but we do not make
a lot of noise about it.

My Nearest planet to here where I reincarnated before was Sirius, but
I am an explorer soul, so I do not consider any one planet home.

I have had many assignments here, but my main job in this life is
studying ethics, morality, and some science.

This lifetime will be my last here, and after 30,000 plus years
studying this rock I think I am ready for a change in scenery.
My experience in this universe is different, because when I came
to this universe I chose to explore the whole thing, rather then come
down the dimensions and back up. I do not get involved in cycles,
because it limits my exploration, so I never get bound to any planet.

Here is some interesting info on star seeds that relates to

wanderers.

What are Star Seeds / Starseeds?

Star Seeds are beings that have experienced life elsewhere in the Universe on other planets and in non-physical dimensions other than on Earth. Star Seeds may also have had previous life times on earth. There are three categories of Star Seeds as follows:

A typical Star Seed may have lived 5-50 life times on Earth. Some of these were preparation lifetimes which included periods of acclimatisation to being a human being on Earth and the development of the life missions leading to the climax of these activities in this current lifetime. Earth represents a place of service more than a place of learning for these Star Seeds who have already achieved higher consciousness on other planets. As there were fewer lifetimes on earth compared to the average human being, this leads this group of Star Seeds to retaining some of their extra terrestrial abilities such as with Healing, Telepathy, Channelling and with general higher consciousness qualities. I call this group the “New Age” Star Seeds as they often come to Erath at times of rising spiritual awareness as this is the environment that their gifts can be recognised and when they can truly help others. Many of the Star Seeds reading this book will identify with this category.

Old Soul Star Seeds have usually had hundreds of life times on earth going back to the beginning of humanity and even the beginning of the planet. These are the Guardians of earth and have strong links to Sirius which is the spiritual guardian of earth and humanity. Their Life Missions are tied into the long term evolution of earth and humanity and this is why they have willingly incarnated on earth so many times in order to fulfil these projects. They have often performed the roles of Spiritual Teachers, Shamans, Prophets, Light Workers (especially with earth ley lines and at sacred sites), Temple Guardians, Healers, all kind of leaders such Kings and Queens and as The High Priest and High Priestess. These Star Seeds hold the wisdom and spiritual knowledge of the ancients as it has been used on earth. This includes the human knowledge of astronomy, astrology, runes, numerology, certain healing modalities, light work and spiritual ceremonies. This will be the last lifetime as a human being for many of these old soul Star Seeds who are completing the cycles of lifetimes on earth and all the project and work included in these cycles. These Star Seeds have often mastered the ability to hold a balance between being grounded and being spiritually aligned. This is why they still resonate with their extra terrestrial origins even though they have lives on earth for so many life times.

New Star Seeds have often had few or no previous lifetimes on earth. They are attracted to Earth and humanity at this time of Ascension as it is easier for them to integrate with humanity now than at previous times. They also have many important gifts for humanity and roles to play in this time of great change for humanity. Their energy fields are quite pure and expansive as they have not been experienced the process of become dense through living on earth before. Even thought they have amazing gifts, they can find it hard to integrate within humanity which is so different from the Star Beings and worlds that they represent. They simply have no experience of the lower consciousness of humanity. The New Star Seeds are often young and some see them as Crystal and Rainbow Children. Some are the Seeds of Ashtar. This lifetime is often the beginning of future cycles of lifetimes on Earth and so they are preparing for future lives and future missions in this lifetime.

The motivations for all Starseeds to come to earth are to help and serve mankind as well as planet Earth. These beings very often have gifts to share with others such as in the areas of healing, channeling and spiritual education. There is a strong desire in Star Seeds to help others and usually there is a plan made prior to birth as to how this may be manifested and expressed when they become a human being. The details of this plan are called the Life Missions and represent potentials for individual Star Seeds and not certain destinies.

For Star Seeds it is important that they reconnect to their star origins and star connections as this bring them a sense of identity and belonging which may not be available in normal life on Earth. It is also vital for Star Seeds to fulfil their personal life missions on earth. Not only is are Life Missions the reasons for Star Seeds being on earth but they also bring the sense of satisfaction and healing that many Star Seeds this are looking for. These are the shared and common desires of Star Seeds. Where the reasons for Star Seeds to come to earth involve learning, it is often to sample conditions for growth and experience that do not exist elsewhere.

Common characteristics of all Starseeds:

A deep interest in spirituality

The ability to spiritually grow rapidly when needed as if they have done this before

A realisation that earth is not their true home

They feel drawn to outer space, the stars and science fiction

Personal Qualities such as being artistic, being sensitive and possessing higher consciousness

Star Seeds can have difficult and challenging lives

[etheric underground]

Hey fellow andromedans....much love and respect... Ive known im from that region for a number of years now.
Ive even spoken with alex collier in regards to my ethnicity... nice to know you are all out there...doing the work...xxx

[Billy]

I wish you great success with your mission.

Thank you. I wish you all the best also. You feel like an old soul too. :)

I have no memory but according to the Vedic Naadi Shastra. This is my 7th incarnation and my last. :whoo: All my missions and sacred contracts will be complete. This is what i always felt, then after it was confirmed by the Naadi Priests. Still i have more contracts to be fulfilled before i leave planet earth.

My universal family belongs to many different universal civilizations. One of my missions is through self, then others here on earth, is to bring the universal civilizations together in peace. But this can only be achieved when the critical mass has achieved peace within themselves here on earth first. I believe progress is being made.

peace

[ghostrider]

i know there is some aucturians on the forum... I was the king of scotland in a former personality, my father was hit by a cannon in a battle, and I became ruler/leader by default , I really didn't want the position, I googled the date and event and creepy enough there was a photo of a painting and it looked like me with longer hair and a funny hat ...I didn't really get it , until I read the story and saw the painting, hell even the lighthouse and the coast from my visions was there, it made me curious and I dug a little deeper and what I knew was proved by history to be fact ... yes I believe in re-incarnation, past lives, and the 152 yr spirit form set up by creation from the begining ...many lifetimes but I only remember two ... talk to whitefeather, or Paula, or Bill , and some others, very wise and high spirit forms are still on earth and they are on the forum, and are pretty open minded and peaceful ... they have stories, getting them to tell , thats up to you ...

[RunningDeer]

Hello Arak, please to meet. :wave:

"Planetary Origins (http://www.lightconnection.org/planetaryorigin/planetaryorigin.html)" - Descriptions for information, personality characteristics, history, etc.: Andromeda, Apollonia, Arcturus, Maldeck, Orion, Pleiades, Pvila, Sirius, & Vega

Site: by Jo Amidon, author of, “Where are YOU really from?”

[Kraut]

Hello Arak, please to meet. :wave:

"Planetary Origins (http://www.lightconnection.org/planetaryorigin/planetaryorigin.html)" - Descriptions for information, personality characteristics, history, etc.: Andromeda, Apollonia, Arcturus, Maldeck, Orion, Pleiades, Pvila, Sirius, & Vega

Site: by Jo Amidon, author of, “Where are YOU really from?”

The description of Sirians is pretty much me. Interesting. Recently someone told me I could be of Sirian origin. :noidea:

[Arak]

Hello Arak, please to meet. :wave:

"Planetary Origins (http://www.lightconnection.org/planetaryorigin/planetaryorigin.html)" - Descriptions for information, personality characteristics, history, etc.: Andromeda, Apollonia, Arcturus, Maldeck, Orion, Pleiades, Pvila, Sirius, & Vega

Site: by Jo Amidon, author of, “Where are YOU really from?”
Yes. Andromedan description suits me perfectly. :)

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Hello Arak, please to meet. :wave:

"Planetary Origins (http://www.lightconnection.org/planetaryorigin/planetaryorigin.html)" - Descriptions for information, personality characteristics, history, etc.: Andromeda, Apollonia, Arcturus, Maldeck, Orion, Pleiades, Pvila, Sirius, & Vega

Site: by Jo Amidon, author of, “Where are YOU really from?”

The description of Sirians is pretty much me. Interesting. Recently someone told me I could be of Sirian origin. :noidea:
To me it was quite helpful to understand that the feeling of being very different was because I am not from these hoods. :)

[Kraut]

...To me it was quite helpful to understand that the feeling of being very different was because I am not from these hoods. :)

Yeah, I have my moments when I wonder what I am doing here and I get annoyed with the errm humans.

Anyway, welcome to the forum. :)

[Peace&Love]

Hello Arak, please to meet. :wave:

"Planetary Origins (http://www.lightconnection.org/planetaryorigin/planetaryorigin.html)" - Descriptions for information, personality characteristics, history, etc.: Andromeda, Apollonia, Arcturus, Maldeck, Orion, Pleiades, Pvila, Sirius, & Vega

Site: by Jo Amidon, author of, “Where are YOU really from?”

Thank you Paula for the link! I think i finally figured my self out :) :dance3:

[DeDukshyn]

I was accused of being an Arcturian once. All I know is that I have always seen "humans" as different than myself - not from a physical point of view - I do have a regular (albeit with some pretty good genes) human body, but I just think differently than almost all I meet, and this place feels like an extended visit to me.

I had a "psychic" once tell me that I have been here for a long time, many lives, and that I was a part a great lineage of ancient "wizards".

Sounds nice, but here I am being bored in front of my computer ... not that excited to be here anymore ;)

[Arak]

I know how you feel DeDukshyn. :D Here we are, mighty wizards and ancient aliens all together, slightly bored, tired, depressed or something else like. It just feels that there was supposed to be something more awesome, but actually, being human in the year 2013 in western country is kinda boring. Only chalange is to pay the bills and grow spiritually, if there is energy after paying bills. :)

[Swanette]

I had a reading done by Carol Clarke a few months ago. She said I was a starseed from Andromeda and have had past lives here since Atlantis. I have not read much about it and haven't had any memories come to me to confirm this but I guess Carol must have seen it. It's interesting to know. I do feel that I am different and from what I have read about Andromedans I match some of the qualities.

[lookbeyond]

i know there is some aucturians on the forum... I was the king of scotland in a former personality, my father was hit by a cannon in a battle, and I became ruler/leader by default , I really didn't want the position, I googled the date and event and creepy enough there was a photo of a painting and it looked like me with longer hair and a funny hat ...I didn't really get it , until I read the story and saw the painting, hell even the lighthouse and the coast from my visions was there, it made me curious and I dug a little deeper and what I knew was proved by history to be fact ... yes I believe in re-incarnation, past lives, and the 152 yr spirit form set up by creation from the begining ...many lifetimes but I only remember two ... talk to whitefeather, or Paula, or Bill , and some others, very wise and high spirit forms are still on earth and they are on the forum, and are pretty open minded and peaceful ... they have stories, getting them to tell , thats up to you ...

Hi Ghostrider, we went to an observatory last night and saw Aucturus through the telescope-big bright and beautiful!-lb

[Ultima Thule]

I know how you feel DeDukshyn. :D Here we are, mighty wizards and ancient aliens all together, slightly bored, tired, depressed or something else like. It just feels that there was supposed to be something more awesome, but actually, being human in the year 2013 in western country is kinda boring. Only chalange is to pay the bills and grow spiritually, if there is energy after paying bills. :)

Quit paying the bills, it should spur up some action :rolleyes:

UT

[naste.de.lumina]

Hello Arak, please to meet. :wave:

"Planetary Origins (http://www.lightconnection.org/planetaryorigin/planetaryorigin.html)" - Descriptions for information, personality characteristics, history, etc.: Andromeda, Apollonia, Arcturus, Maldeck, Orion, Pleiades, Pvila, Sirius, & Vega

Site: by Jo Amidon, author of, “Where are YOU really from?”

I read all the descriptions and I left the last one I think is my origin.
All describe something I could identify me, some more than others.
Then I read that I think is my source that is Pleiades.
It is incredibly accurate and precise in my case.
My spiritual awakening occurred for influence in closing the 1212 portal, it is a Pleiadian portal.
So this description suits me more as a reinforcement in a perception I had about being home from the Pleiades.
Now the question I can not answer is if I've been somewhere else before going to the Pleiades.
Thanks Paula and Arak.

[Arak]

Now the question I can not answer is if I've been somewhere else before going to the Pleiades.
Thanks Paula and Arak.
Your welcome! That is actually very good question. If we believe that evolving to 4th or 5th Dimension entity takes like thousands, if not more, years we could easily have lived in many planets across the universe. I remember only being Andromedan before, but who knows where my soul first time came to existance?

But for now, I think I'll take one step at time. :)

[TelosianEmbrace]

Now the question I can not answer is if I've been somewhere else before going to the Pleiades.
Thanks Paula and Arak.
Your welcome! That is actually very good question. If we believe that evolving to 4th or 5th Dimension entity takes like thousands, if not more, years we could easily have lived in many planets across the universe. I remember only being Andromedan before, but who knows where my soul first time came to existance?

But for now, I think I'll take one step at time. :)

One step at a time is a good way to go, my Andromedan brother! It is the best way to get from here to there.

I am an old soul, and have lived many lifetimes in many star systems. I remember the first lifetime of the 'Fall'. I was a Lyran woman living in an aware, perfect world. We were all completely happy and knew nothing else. I have no idea how many incarnations I had before this moment, as there has been no need to delve deeper. Then the Reptilians came and devastated us. We had no prior knowledge of duality, of anger, wars, all that. So we were nearly wiped out. Some of us managed to escape. I died from the emotional and physical devastation I suffered. Since then my goal has been to understand, transform and transcend the Reptilian dilemma. Only then can the rifts in my soul be mended. With this aim in mind I have incarnated into many cycles within many star systems, most of which are or have experienced the crucible of reptilian interaction. I have been born into the other side, as well. Many lifetimes within different reptilian families and times.

My closest remembrances are of being Pleiadian. I have been a cat person, a bird person. Cat people are loyal, but fierce and unforgiving when crossed. When I was a bird person we lived in caves way up the top of mountains on a dry, desert world. We had thin, human arms, and held spears. We would glide on the thermals, and would draw spiral maps depicting them. I have a kinship with the Andromedans, but it seems my star memories in this lifetime have to pass through an applicability filter. I am down here to do a certain job, and certain lifetimes do not need to be remembered, as they aren't relevant to my mission and could be distracting.

One Pleiadian planet I am very fond of. It is almost completely covered in tropical ocean, and it's waters are warm and teeming with life. I go there to recharge my spiritual batteries between difficult incarnations and incarnation streams/cycles, and I'm sort of pining for it right now.

[Arak]

Wow TelosianEmbrace, your story is truly fascinating. I don't remember reptilians that I would have observed, so I don't know much about their plans and schemes. Why do they want to be evil? Or is it just how their brains work? I.e. They get pleasure from other's pain? As I dont think any soul is evil, it must be biological thing?

[Billy]

I understand the being bored sometimes. Often i back away from the internet for a while and give it a break and spend more time with nature. It is usually during my time away that i find my inspiration on what to share when i return.

But from another perspective , looking through this thread alone,

just how amazing is it that people from all over the world or i should say all over the universe, have prearranged before their incarnation to gather together here on Avalon at a predestined point in time to assist humanity transcend through the changes of our times.

I find this very uplifting. I think you are all wonderful wanderers. :clap2:

peace

[RunningDeer]

Now the question I can not answer is if I've been somewhere else before going to the Pleiades.
Thanks Paula and Arak.
Your welcome! That is actually very good question. If we believe that evolving to 4th or 5th Dimension entity takes like thousands, if not more, years we could easily have lived in many planets across the universe. I remember only being Andromedan before, but who knows where my soul first time came to existance?

But for now, I think I'll take one step at time. :)

I've been told by two sources that I'm Andromedian and have been around a long, long time, and all over. A story that wrote itself back in the mid-1980's, matches some of what you described, and also my visions/flashes and dream recall, and 'imaginary family' when I was younger.

I don’t share much about it because I don’t want to leave room for the nay sayers claims that I’ve been duped into feeling Love from/for my Star Family, or implanted/controlled.

For now, my focus is Earth Human, but I am aware there's more than this one layer. My journey includes the “A Mixed Family Group”.

[markpierre]

If I told you where I was from you'd crucify me. Never mind that. I'm only here to help. Promise.

[markpierre]

I should say something. That was unsatisfying.

I've had stories told about me about all kinds of galactic and beyond journeys. I worked for a long time with those people,
I knew who to, and how to listen. I also met a group mind that claimed me as 'one of them'. They were lovely and supportive,
but not familiar. I wouldn't mind, they had a deep love of irony. But to pretend now to be one, is pretending.
.
I don't know what any of it adds to the story. Who we are now is as complete a composite of everything we've been,
that we're gonna get. I would be the most impressed with this life.
My memory of 'home' isn't a place. I don't really care who or what I was.
I was me. I would have to have come from the cause of me.

I'm kinda busy unraveling this human here. That was the basic assignment. I've got to fit God knows how many ropes through the eye of a needle
within a time limit, and I have to do it strand by strand. That I'm not this human is one of them.

[Arak]

If I told you where I was from you'd crucify me. Never mind that. I'm only here to help. Promise.
I would not crucify anyone. I believe in love, not in fear or hate. So please, tell me your story if possible. If you are afraid of general attitudes, send pm. Or if you rather keep your story secret, that is also ok.

Edit: oh you already slightly opened the curtain of secrets. :)

[Arak]

Now the question I can not answer is if I've been somewhere else before going to the Pleiades.
Thanks Paula and Arak.
Your welcome! That is actually very good question. If we believe that evolving to 4th or 5th Dimension entity takes like thousands, if not more, years we could easily have lived in many planets across the universe. I remember only being Andromedan before, but who knows where my soul first time came to existance?

But for now, I think I'll take one step at time. :)

I've been told by two sources that I'm Andromedian and have been around a long, long time, and all over. A story that wrote itself back in the mid-1980's, matches some of what you described, and also my visions/flashes and dream recall, and 'imaginary family' when I was younger.

I don’t share much about it because I don’t want to leave room for the nay sayers claims that I’ve been duped into feeling Love from/for my Star Family, or implanted/controlled.

For now, my focus is Earth Human, but I am aware there's more than this one layer. My journey includes the “A Mixed Family Group”.
I uderstand your reclusion, but feel that you should openly be who you are. In every level and plane.

I will soon write something more I remember, thera are also some intresting details which meanings I have not yet solved.

[markpierre]

If I told you where I was from you'd crucify me. Never mind that. I'm only here to help. Promise.
I would not crucify anyone. I believe in love, not in fear or hate. So please, tell me your story if possible. If you are afraid of general attitudes, send pm. Or if you rather keep your story secret, that is also ok.

Edit: oh you already slightly opened the curtain of secrets. :)

That was joke. Sorry.

That's all the secrets I know.

[Arak]

In my QHHT session I remembered being in some kind of eternal white space. I was purely energy and interrogated by 3 deep blue energy creatures. We were not humanoids, more like dense clouds of energy. They titled me as the "Soulmaster" and kept asking why I did not do everything I could have done. My answer was that I was afraid. Those three energies were not angry, rather firm and curious.

I wonder where I was and what is soulmaster and what I was supposed to do and did not. Is it something I am here to study more?

[RunningDeer]

I uderstand your reclusion, but feel that you should openly be who you are. In every level and plane.


I understand your reclusion, but feel that

Reclusion is not a word I use to describe my life.


...but feel that you should openly be who you are. In every level and plane.

And I am. And I do. It’s just different than how you define it.

Sometimes, words are exhausting. Countless points of view on how round and red an apple is.

Downloads of thought and feelings without 3D interference can't come soon enough.

Love and Peace to you, Arak. :wave:

[naste.de.lumina]

One step at a time is a good way to go, my Andromedan brother! It is the best way to get from here to there.

I am an old soul, and have lived many lifetimes in many star systems. I remember the first lifetime of the 'Fall'. I was a Lyran woman living in an aware, perfect world. We were all completely happy and knew nothing else. I have no idea how many incarnations I had before this moment, as there has been no need to delve deeper. Then the Reptilians came and devastated us. We had no prior knowledge of duality, of anger, wars, all that. So we were nearly wiped out. Some of us managed to escape. I died from the emotional and physical devastation I suffered. Since then my goal has been to understand, transform and transcend the Reptilian dilemma. Only then can the rifts in my soul be mended. With this aim in mind I have incarnated into many cycles within many star systems, most of which are or have experienced the crucible of reptilian interaction. I have been born into the other side, as well. Many lifetimes within different reptilian families and times.

My closest remembrances are of being Pleiadian. I have been a cat person, a bird person. Cat people are loyal, but fierce and unforgiving when crossed. When I was a bird person we lived in caves way up the top of mountains on a dry, desert world. We had thin, human arms, and held spears. We would glide on the thermals, and would draw spiral maps depicting them. I have a kinship with the Andromedans, but it seems my star memories in this lifetime have to pass through an applicability filter. I am down here to do a certain job, and certain lifetimes do not need to be remembered, as they aren't relevant to my mission and could be distracting.

One Pleiadian planet I am very fond of. It is almost completely covered in tropical ocean, and it's waters are warm and teeming with life. I go there to recharge my spiritual batteries between difficult incarnations and incarnation streams/cycles, and I'm sort of pining for it right now.

Rodrigo Romo was born in Santiago, Chile, arrived in Brazil with five years old, from 6 years old and awakened sensitivity psychic communication with the entity SHTAREER. Captures occurs in mental projection and extradimensional bilocation.

According to Rodrigo Romo, located in the system Lira, the star Vega, was the first human colony and the original home of the humans. This experiment ended with the first great war between the Humans and the Reptilians, who had settled in neighboring planet. This established an emotional block between the two races and continued through the time lines, dimensions and generations until the present day.

[TelosianEmbrace]

I don't know if anyone else can feel it, but it's like the more you talk about this subject, the more it expands! You recognise that words begin to be stretched into superfluousness!


Wow TelosianEmbrace, your story is truly fascinating. I don't remember reptilians that I would have observed, so I don't know much about their plans and schemes. Why do they want to be evil? Or is it just how their brains work? I.e. They get pleasure from other's pain? As I dont think any soul is evil, it must be biological thing?

There are good and bad reptilians, just like us. I believe that souls take on certain forms to learn lessons. Certain reptilian forms lend themselves to learning lessons of war, fear, control, and the like. I have memories of being a reptilian commander. I would lead my troops into war, but my primary assignment was to recognise the troops that had transcended a belief system of separation. How did I do this? When one of my troops bent down to help a wounded enemy, it was then that they had recognised a commonness of being that went beyond sides. There were those of my troops who steadfastly ignored the lessons, and I have followed them here where they have taken positions of power. A reptilian warrior code is that they will only fight a capable combatant. What has happened on Earth is that they are preying upon defenseless humans through subterfuge and secrecy, and that is repugnant to many warriors. So their lesson will be learnt on a different field and in a more painful way, but it will be learnt.

For a period of time I was drawing certain reptilian types. Reptilians are master geneticists, and many, many different variants exist. One type I have called Ge-Chi-Ko. Gechiko are gecko-type reptilians. They have huge eyes, lovely smooth scales, and are one of the most placid races you could ever hope to come across. I have memories of another race, a type of reptilian monk. They are very wise, ponderous, benevolent beings. The universe is rather old, and there has been plenty of time for many species to be created and many lessons learnt.

There are Reptilians who are malevolent, and their base is in the Orion system. I spent some lifetimes within the very dark Orion matrix, and at one stage was a Prince of one of the Royal families. I believe that within my soul frequency this is recognisable by other reptilians. Once you reach a certain level, there is no possibility of erasure.

Those are some of my thoughts, and while I believe them, I can understand that some may find them hard to fathom.



In my QHHT session I remembered being in some kind of eternal white space. I was purely energy and interrogated by 3 deep blue energy creatures. We were not humanoids, more like dense clouds of energy. They titled me as the "Soulmaster" and kept asking why I did not do everything I could have done. My answer was that I was afraid. Those three energies were not angry, rather firm and curious.

I wonder where I was and what is soulmaster and what I was supposed to do and did not. Is it something I am here to study more?

That sounds like a beautiful lifetime, Arak Soulmaster! It sounds very similar to one of my recalled lifetimes. I was a white, humanoid type being with a round belly and a big, floppy nose. There was a 'stream of light' in space. I would merge with the stream, and feel the greatest of joy and bliss, then upon emerging from the stream would laugh with joy! That's all I remember of that lifetime so far.

I believe we have remembrances of past lifetimes and situations that have a direct bearing on our present life, and that if you have been shown your Soulmaster lifetime then there must be some direct learning possibility in your current form. Perhaps you can do more, and lose the fear? Just an idea.

[Arak]

I don't know if anyone else can feel it, but it's like the more you talk about this subject, the more it expands! You recognise that words begin to be stretched into superfluousness!

True. I have noticed the same. It's like story told with new chapters, not always in linear order though. I would also love to see those drawings of yours if possible? :)



That sounds like a beautiful lifetime, Arak Soulmaster!
I am actually not sure if it happened between incarnations... Or if it was an incarnation, it was some very strange world / dimension. There was no place or time - just eternal white space. Not good, not bad. It just was.



It sounds very similar to one of my recalled lifetimes. I was a white, humanoid type being with a round belly and a big, floppy nose. There was a 'stream of light' in space. I would merge with the stream, and feel the greatest of joy and bliss, then upon emerging from the stream would laugh with joy! That's all I remember of that lifetime so far.
That sounds like being alien Buddha in heaven:D


I believe we have remembrances of past lifetimes and situations that have a direct bearing on our present life, and that if you have been shown your Soulmaster lifetime then there must be some direct learning possibility in your current form. Perhaps you can do more, and lose the fear? Just an idea.
That is quite likely the scenario. I just need to find out and release my hidden fears.

I by the way did also some images recently. This first one is a scene from a dream I saw recently. It was late summer and I was standing beside of wheat field. As I watched the sky there suddenly appeared UFO. And then another and another - so that the sky was soon filled with UFO's. I felt joy as finally our starfriends had decided to come visible. So this is how it roughly looked:

http://i1294.photobucket.com/albums/b603/ArakBlue/FLOCK_OF_UFOS_zps2da89eeb.jpg

This second picture is an UFO I think I have seen before in my dreams. It is very generic looking, so I think it could be just a projection of my memories from movies, net and such. Anyway, I just felt urge to do it and so did. :)

http://i1294.photobucket.com/albums/b603/ArakBlue/UFO1000cycles_jpg_zps43c60953.jpg

[dim]

now that's strange, i used to draw those same oval crafts as a kid

[etheric underground]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68ugkg9RePc

[Vitalux]

Welcome to Here

http://fc02.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2011/297/5/e/mork__s_helmet_gif_by_martabeat-d4dti13.gif

[Arak]

Funny thing happened today during my meditation.

Before starting, I had placed an question to my mind that I would like to no more about my homeplanet o my name fully if possible. Well in this meditation huge angel, wearing blue steel helmet and his eyes shining golden light said to me "auana" - after some research I found out it s hawaii language and means "to wander" - or hmmm.. Now I am not sure if it was angel, or was it native indian tribe chief which I also saw in meditation. :) but anyway, funny how from all words in the world it was "to wander" - to wanderer. :)

Ps. I dont speak any hawaii.

[Arak]

This is my first incarnation as human. I came to study 3D existance while it still is possible. Before this I observed humans, mostly native indians, for thousand of years. First somewhere in space and then, after they migrated Earth, in Northern America.

This is something I am not 100% sure I.e. is this my first incarnation as human? I mean, I have had so many dreams being as native indian, not to mention what I have seen in my meditations or have been told by psychic (she said I have been shaman several times in my past lives).

I would love to visit indian grounds some day. So I could see if I get strange deja vu's or something. To find out if I have been one or do I just remember people who I have observed.

If some shaman reads this and has ways find more about my past - please feel free to reply or send personal message. :)

[eva08]

Hello Arak - friend -- blessings and love

[donk]

Paul went through the effort to restore it, so I am re-posting (posted during the hack period):

Having been told I was a star seed this week, and now coming across this thread...I feel compelled to a story...well, retell it, it's mostly here:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?62111-My-trip-to-the-ECETI-ranch&p=714033&viewfull=1#post714033

Let's see what recall I have it, shall we?

I have stubornly stood by my belief that I am earth seed. I identify with my earthly identity, am really comfortable in my own skin (and getting more and more so every day), and relate to markpierre, here/now is the most important thing....and I never felt it would benefit me in any way to identify with people that felt not at home here--not that I don't find you all super interesting and some of the best people I ever even heard of, I just never thought of myself as one of you (still don't, really).

One thing I can say--is I am never bored, and sometimes long to be. I love sitting in front of computer, especially reading people's personal experiences. I also enjoy sharing mine, mostly as a check on my sanity! And I have definitely been intrigued by this topic...cuz the thing I relate most to markpierre about is that I don't understand how you cannot feel that home is where you are.

Most people think there are multiple, thousands, even infinite amount of lifetimes each of us experience, which I tend to agree with. How is that you relate so much to one in particular? Why aren't there more people like me, saying they are earth-seeds...and would someone like me being longing for earth on a planet in Andromeda?

Cuz all I know is what I been told...most of it is on that link...I went to the ECETI ranch, where James Gilliland and Jana told me what Calia (or Kalia?), who they said was my 7th dimensional Andromedan guardian. She said I needed to clear a lifetime I had on Andromeda (which apparently I was my current girlfriend then too, i believe). I was overwhelmed by the whole thing so didn't think to ask any good detailed questions, but they described "Andromedans"...the 7D kind my guardian apparently is, as archangels....8-10 foot beings of magnetized bodies with energy signatures coming out of their backs that humans mistake for wings.

My babe had a Lyrian lifetime she needed cleared, and I had one on Alpha Centauri. I guess the fact that the Andromedan lifetime "needed clearing" strengthens the idea of the of "earth seed" (well, it would be "star seed" In andromeda :p). I dunno...I am not too worried about it, just curious...I feel if I was given a mission, it will be CLEARLY revealed to me when it is needed, as it were, I am content to just to be.

I been on a TMBG kick, so will share this closing thought (and song)--

There's only one thing that I know how to do well,
and I've often been told that you only can do what you know how to do well
and that's be you,
be what you're like,
be like yourself
and so I'm having a wonderful time
but I'd rather be whistling in the dark...

YyhGtKAkNTo

[Arak]

Paul kindly restored my reply for above. So here it is!


..8-10 foot beings of magnetized bodies with energy signatures coming out of their backs that humans mistake for wings.
In my meditation today(saturday?) I saw big blue creature with flaming fists standing silently just next to my bed. I also saw native indian who said his name was Wilderness Hawk (Korpihaukka in Finnish) and he did draw some sort of wave in the sand before him. He also tried to say something that I did not understand. :)


and would someone like me being longing for earth on a planet in Andromeda?
To my knowledge (we) andromedians are far more evolved creatures than earthseeds who have been only in a human form. We also - in our native form - are not suffering from amnesia between lives like most of humans do. :)

[Grimness]

I have finally found someone else! I was beginning to feel like the only one here. I have some fragmented memories that are not anywhere near as clear as yours. Although I have been on Earth for a very long time I also do not understand everything about humans. I know I used to be a cat-like creature that I'm pretty sure if a human laid eyes upon us they would be scared half to death. I do miss my old body very much and I long for the tail, my people used our tails in our language and helped us express ourselves, but now i can't and its frustrating. I am unusually connected to cats and can communicate with them. I still have my instincts to kill animals to eat. I know I cam e from a western star, but I'm not sure how far away. I don't remember why I'm here, but I think it might be a similar case such as yours. I do find studying humans to be very interesting.

[Spacyman]

It's comforting to know that there are many others out there feeling that this world is odd, albeit awesome at the same time. I don't know If I've just been here for so much time that I feel surrounded by young souls, or if I came from elsewhere (well, we certainly all do, to some extent), but it sure feels nice to read a thread like this from time to time. Thanks for sharing, it takes courage.

[Arak]

August 8. was some kind of turning point in my travels here on Earth. Last few years I had been suffering from daily - but short and sudden - anxiety attacks, but after that date there has been but maybe one or two. What makes that date even more intresting is that after that date I have not felt urge to contact my supposed Higher Self as much as before during my meditations. But instead i have felt the Force (I rather use that word than God, as God refers IMO too much to Christian/OT God, who to my knowledge is actually just a collection of not-so-nice-demigods) stronger than ever.

Well anyway, if any other wanderer has same kinds of feelings or total opposite or what ever, feel free to exchange your experiences. :)

[Robin]

I have been piecing together my existence more and more as the days go by. Some things that I've learned from synchronicities, QHHT sessions, psychic readings, and self-analysis has led me to the following realizations, of which I am most humbled by:

I am a Wanderer from the star system Procyon.
My first lifetime on this planet was as Paul the Apostle. My preachings were heavily distorted, as were those of Jesus. I was eventually murdered for trying to spread the meaning of spirituality.
My second lifetime on this planet was as Meriwether Lewis, of the Lewis and Clark expedition. The expedition was actually a big conspiracy that Thomas Jefferson and I wanted to piece together. The expedition's history has been heavily distorted. Whatever I found on the expedition led to me to be murdered by the Illuminati to cover up the real history of America.
Here I am now. Again. It seems that my last two lifetimes had specific missions. I'm not sure what my mission is in this lifetime, but it probably has to do with the global frequency shift. Hopefully I'll be able to die peacefully this time around.


This planet is so dense and difficult. I miss my home.
:llama:

[Sith73]

Since the age of 13, I have had many different experiences from out of body,dream state to paranormal. I used to always look toward the stars in the night sky for hours as I knew my true home was not Tera. I was guided at an early age to love nature and all its wonders. I always found peace there and knew mother Earth was there for me. About the age of thirteen I had many memory's surface to me in the dream state of another life in which I had a wife and kids that revolved around the pyramids in its prime. I remember walking in huge caverns with strange lights on the walls with other people at that time that seemed very worried below the Giza plateau and the word "cataclysm" always came after my visions. That dream has played in my mind like a broken record as part of me thinks I took refuge to survive a great destruction. Other memories have surfaced throughout the years in which I was shown a path of truth to walk in my life to understand the twisted history of this world. I was shown a great shift will occur many years up the road and I was here to assists with those efforts. I had agreeded to incarnating on this world to learn, grow and to assist. I was also told the journey would not be easy and that statement has been true. This guided path has awakened me more as the years have gone on. I have a tendency to figure things out with a high degree of persistence. I have always been a fighter for the truth a fighter for whats right and to do good for others. I have fought Archons in my out of body experiences. I'm truly not liked by the negative beings and they have tried to get me to join them by a seductive means. I have resisted and moved on to keep assisting this world. I have also been told Im a Wanderer from Andromeda. What planet I'm from remains a mystery. I'm still working on those pieces. In time everything will surface when the shift happens.

[Arak]

Intresting stuff Sith73 and Samwisethebrave. It is also mystery for me that where my planetary origins are. I am also aware that I did feel bit too superior being more evolved creature and that is partly why I chose to check this incarnation as human.

[Arak]

Today, in my meditation i tried to contact my HS after long time. For some reason I have not been very succesfull in that after 8.8.2013. After saying that, I today saw a black/deep blue panther in my meditation, she felt bit anxious but not hostile. I asked from it that where it or I was from and it said something like Altair, Altaar or Altar. Havent yet searched if there is known star/planet named like that.

[Arak]

And indeed, there is big star named Altair quite near to earth. But it has nothing to do with Andromeda, so I am bit baffled now. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Altair

The mytology of Altair is very intresting if you look that wiki-link.

[Joy_P]

Hi,

This is my first real post on Avalon.

I had what I think was a near-death-experience a number of years ago. I was shocked out of my body and found myself watching multiple lives that were all happening at the same time. And, they were all on another planet. I don't know where.

As a child, I would have intense, specific dreams of life on another planet. My mother thought I should write sci-fi books.

Recently, my alien friends came to see me in a vivid dream. A classic clown car wobbled up and three tall men emerged from the tiny car. They hugged me and I knew them. One asked "why are you so little?" Then, he answered himself. "Oh, yeah, you're being human." They were 9-10 feet tall. And, they are very funny. Always joking around.

From the beginning, I thought I had an important mission. But, I had no idea what it could be.

I have had other earth lifetimes. I remember a life in the 1700s in the mountains of South Carolina as a Cherokee girl. Our village was attacked by the redcoats. I was able to document this. A few villages were attacked as retribution for the Cherokee defending their land against white settlers. We women gathered the "sacred fire" from the communal building and ran out the back way.

Another life was maybe in the 1600s in New England. I was a mother alone with small children when Native Americans attacked our stockaded cabin. Both events were terror filled. They kind of balance each other.

In another life, I was alone in the countryside when a stampeding herd of prehistoric animals ran past.

[Arak]

Very intresting Joy_P and thank you for sharing your experiences. I too know that I did have some connection to aliens when I was kid. Sadly I cant remember anything from it, but just have heard from my grandmother how I waited little men from space to come and pick me up.

[GreenGuy]

I am quite sure I have lived in places not here on earth. I don't have many conscious memories of that, but it feels true, and it would help explain some of the very strange experiences I have had in this incarnation. I also have lived on the earth before, but it was a long, long time ago. A psychic once told me that I have Anunnaki blood. This does not particularly resonate with me, but it could be so.

[Arak]

Intresting, though I have no clear idea what anunnaki were? Sort of aliens or higher dimensional beings?

[Arak]

...I too know that I did have some connection to aliens when I was kid. Sadly I cant remember anything from it, but just have heard from my grandmother how I waited little men from space to come and pick me up.
Besides of other things I asked this ET connection from well-known and highly respected seer Carol Clarke. She said that indeed, beside of being millions of years old ET soul I also was in 1st contact with my kin when i was child. But what Carol also said was that I have been on Earth as long as there have been humans. I was one of the very first ET's to incarmate this planet to guide younger souls.. I will post more details on the thread dedicated to her later. :) there were quite many fascinating details and also something that concerns this planet and every creature living on it.

[Lifebringer]

Quite the ride, as you know.

Yep a spook house and rollercoaster rolled into one lifespan. One turn the wrong way and bam, you have to come back if you don't figure it out and have harmed others. I hope I'm in the number that has mercy shown on them. I don't think I ever want to come back to this backward planet of hate intent and greed. I feel as if I've learned all there is to learn around me and I've spread the word and continue to spread the knowledge I find that may be helpful to others.

I know I wouldn't want to waste another lifetime surrounded by hate of ignorance focused purely on a person outward appearance, and forbidding them to enter into a financial or prosperous future even if you have inventions or ideas or solutions.

I will never come back here if I'm given the choice to leave and go home. I've seen enough of this planet under the wrong leadership, and controlled by evil. I'm outta here soon as it's allowed. Surely there is another planet in all these billions, where I'm accepted. Hey, I just thought of something. When Moses sister Miriam made fun of and disrespected his wife, she was given leprosy.

I guess what she did was not right and with the planet showing the same behavior as Miriam, no wonder Revelations says: "They will be covered in boils. I would think someone picking on them for something they cannot change, would allow them to experience what life the person they picked on, has lived.

I think I picked on someone poor perhaps, because I've been poor, Mom's been poor, and Grandmother has been poor. Perhaps it's for me to "know" who does it and to witness it for testimony.

We will know soon enough, probably after we get through the 3 1/2 years of chastisement.

Be smart, be calm, be loving, be at peace and be LOVE.

PS Four degrees from college, and yes I worked until my body was physically broken, just to stay out the "stigmatized welfare system" that makes you feel like crap for asking for something you paid into while working. Same thing for unemployment and Social Security.

I don't feel bad for getting some of what I put in, and I'm no top shelf woman. I'm not afraid of beans lentils, rice and little fish/tuna, when the pockets don't match the appetite.

[Lifebringer]

Born on the west coast, raised on the north east coast and now in the mid Atlantic coast. I see myself as a water creature, but don't know which, and I've a fondness for the ORCA that is unbelievable when I see them. I've always been attracted to them and dolphins, but I've chosen the name "bluecat" since 2004. It just came to me. Perhaps the reason for the interest in fish mammals. When I look in an Orca's eyes, I feel an understanding. Just my two-cents worth.

[Lifebringer]

When you said that you started to feel superior, that struck a bell, and now I know why I've been poor. I picked on someone that was poor evidently, because I despise being in lack. It's like I know I've lived better and am not enjoying being poor or in financial distress everyday..however, when I have someone in my life that looks at the bright side of everything, it's a big help. I thank God for my soulmate everyday. He's a pretty good cook, and I'm a very good carpenter. Reversed roles in the home, as he's always been a family man, and I an outside worker among nature.

I've stopped picking on the poor this lifetime, because "I know the struggle to hold onto "hope" for a better day. Oh, oh, that's it, someone told me they were happy and they were poor, and I laughed and called him crazy for enjoying lack." Wow, thanks that brought back the reason for repeated karma, now I've got to spread hope.


Thank you for the push.

[Lifebringer]

The 2nd one is the exactly like the one I saw in Passaic NJ in 1982. The lights standing still were panel lighting as it slowly went over our home and school on the hill across the street. No 7 School was on Summer St and Myrtle Avenue. About 40 minutes later 6 jets were surrounding it and in attack mode. The craft went straight up like a string pulled it up. So fast the focus on it was seconds before it went to hyper-space. The jets had to take evasive maneuver to avoid crashing into one another and channel 8 of NY had it on the 6:30pm news. It was still just before nightfall on July 13th, 1982. There were about 30 other people with me, as it was a b-day bash and I was cooking lasagna, when they came in the house, and asked me to explain what it was. Even then people came to me for advice and I've always considered myself a sort of "dear Abby soul" in the world.

I went outside and they pointed to the right, which was a hill slope facing down, and I saw this thin looking silver saucer or burger bun type vehicle coming over the trees down the last 5 or six blocks before crossing over a "main st." intersection stop light, and others came out of the stores to point at it. It moved about 10- 15 mph and I remember saying, "I don't know, but it looks like a UFO, and it wasn't making any sound, just one panel at a time lighting up and rotating around like a ring band. Blinking slowly, but when the jets had it cornered, the white light windows looked goldish, and really like a silver and gold ring before it shot up in the air, in almost a blink or two of the eye.

Thanks for the pictures. I've described this to Mufon when I became a member of their site, and they investigated as many witnesses. I know, because my brother called me very angry because they asked him about it, and he said he told them: "She doesn't lie. If she said it happened and everybody else is saying it, why do you need to see me?" He's a very closed off person, and I guess they needed credibility. I told him I didn't know they would interview family members as I didn't give them all my family's names, especially knowing how closed off my brother is in his "fight or flight" brain. He's 6'7 and needless to say, they left him in a hurry, he can be a little overbearing when he doesn't understand or refuses to talk about the paranormal.

[Lifebringer]

Pleidian and Arcturian are both hitting on the nose with me. With being half Cherokee and their being rumored to have once been taken there during one of the Earth Change seasons, I checked it, but not before checking the name that was given in my book Season of the Witnesses. Their are Arcturians in my book, from a planet called Antarius.

After reading the Arcturus one I found that my husband and I fit that while my other reading of the Pleides felt right at home. Maybe I've been to both and met this soulmate there to meet at this time. I met him after having all my children and we became a "Brady Bunch" parental household. Good to know.

[Arak]

Actually Carol said where my alien spirit came to Earth. And she even said the planet. It was not andromeda though, maybe Orion, not sure. Would need to listen again. I find that not too important, just intresting details.

And btw, 2 seers have both told me now that I have been native indian shaman in many many lives. And from those time I do have some memories. I remember some people, places and events. And that is the reason why I feel very drawn to visit indian lands someday. And ofcourse I would love to do it while some old elders are still alive and be able to meet them. I know that they know alot of things we all should know.

[Sloppyjoe]

Actually Carol said where my alien spirit came to Earth. And she even said the planet. It was not andromeda though, maybe Orion, not sure. Would need to listen again. I find that not too important, just intresting details.

And btw, 2 seers have both told me now that I have been native indian shaman in many many lives. And from those time I do have some memories. I remember some people, places and events. And that is the reason why I feel very drawn to visit indian lands someday. And ofcourse I would love to do it while some old elders are still alive and be able to meet them. I know that they know alot of things we all should know.

Carol told me that I am a star seed from a place in the upper right of the "W" of the constellation Cassiopeia and that I was taken while in the womb of my mother and implanted with alien DNA to serve a special purpose in this life. She said that I will be facilitating the awakening on this planet and that as the energy coming from the galactic center gets stronger my DNA will be activated and I will display psychic and telepathic abilities as well as possible even feeling like I can walk through walls.

[Arak]

Cool! And actually very much similar reading than mine. I too am hybrid of sort - she told that it was angel who enchanted my DNA. I have long history in previous lives as a healer so those skills will improve greatly and also I will be able to travel without moving - maybe astral projecting of sorts. I already have tried astral projection but yet not have succeeded greatly. My mind/ego is still keeping me trapped in this human body.

[Arak]

After very long pondering I think it's safe to assume that this isnt my first incarnation at Earth. There are so many things I remember from past lives + two seers have told me things that support those memories. But I do think/know that I am an ET soul, starseed and wanderer of sort. Just have been around quite a long time. But that makes me wonder why I fail to undestand human behaviour so often. Maybe it's not just possible to unlearn things. And that is why we forget most of the stuff when we reincarnate.

[MariaDine]

All here come from a «far away galaxy» , just like in the movie «Star Wars».

LOL----YOU ARE NOT ALONE !!!

ORION is a sub-station for the distribution of the LIGHT-ENERGY from the Source, to this part of Nebadon , our local Universe .

[Molly]

Not sure. I narrowed it down to simply 'i came out of my moms vagina & landed on Earth", but I have a very nice close friend who claims to be from Andromeda & i think she's rad :)