Will take break from forum......

[truth4me]

Thanks to all who posted on my recent thread.I will be taking a break from forum my daughter and I can't live together for she has done some very wrong and bad things .Plus its like I can see the God thing at a deeper level none and it blows me away I mean I can see things and have an understanding. Suicide thoughts faded away now focus on job. Thanks for all the prayers I truly thank you truth4me

[Fred Steeves]

Do whatever it takes to get yourself together truth4me. Seriously! You'll come out the other side that much stronger and better grounded, and you're going to be sorely needed.

We'll be right there with you. :yes4:

Cheers,

Fred

[markpierre]

Ya. When you see that God thing clearly, the whole world in the ego's control rushes in to save itself.
If you recognize that it's a plot, and that you've foiled it, it will sort itself. Might reappear, but hey.
Take a moment and let that guy tire himself out. Then rest. You'll have earned it.

[Vitalux]

my daughter and I can't live together for she has done some very wrong and bad things

Life is just an experience, all everyone grows at a different rates.
There are no real bad things, just obstacles to learn different experiences from.


It is good to take a break now and then from Avalon, in my opinion, to ground yourself to mother Earth. We spend a great deal of collective energy here discussing more what's wrong with creation rather than discussing what is right with creation. :shocked:

[Sunny-side-up]

Gratz truth4me Think of all the good things and see you when you get back, have a nice break..
Love ya

[Lifebringer]

Alright prodigal son, we will see you soon. Handle your business in a peaceful manner, and if they get funky, just walk away until they go away. Pay your rent or mortgage and tell whoever is at the head of it, that you do not wish your financial payment on the property discussed with them until you are dead. Most men like that little secrecy stuff at the bank, and will help you if you have mortgage, car note, or any other. IF they don't know that you paid the bills, you can tell them that the house is being sold, and I'm outta here. I have a daughter who now lives in TX she was very disrespectful to my 3rd spouse from day one. Never changed her tone about me marrying again to make myself content and happy, and she was 28 when she said it, living on her own since she was 19. She never appreciated the fact that I had someone who loved me for me, and not baggage of mistakes I made, during a very sick time in my life 25 years ago. Ten years ago, she wanted to unbury the bones of destruction/mistakes and fight. I told her to get out, and when she didn't proceeded to toss her stuff out on the porch and backyard until her fiancé came home from work. She tried to jab me in the neck with a pencil, that was all I needed to back off. We've had disputes about why I divorced her dad, and I never told her he was a abusive retarded chauvinistic jerk, that slammed her head on the crib bar and left a first tooth. I never told her he hit me with a mayonnaise jar, because he tipped a cab driver 101.00 because he was too drunk to tell 1 from a 100 on the bill. I never told her that he was hit by a car at 14, thrown 200 feet in the air, and Reverend IKE the tv preacher had to pray over his bed, to which the doctors working on him said he would be cripple or crazy. Well,..he walks the streets as good as you or I, so the "legally crazy" was what I married. I didn't know this info either until after I married him and the family that wanted him away from them, because he was a abusive retarded alcoholic violent and crazy jerk, were more than happy, he knocked me up because I was not allowed to have bc, from a strict mom, during a 16-17 sexual exploration, resulting in a shotgun wedding with the first I tried. Long story short, that was not my destination forced upon me by bad decisions. This timeline of living in hell through family derisions and negativity, isn't yours either, if you choose not to have it. Make a decision and watch out if you have "life insurance." Worse things have really happened, it's just tearing you apart to make the tough decisions.

This morning my hubby cracked me up, talking about how our children that made prison or jail choices of breaking the law, and how one son said: "You ain't puttin no money on my books man...You didn't work like other Dads...You didn't this, you didn't that.... He felt crushed, and told me.
He took care of these children his 3 after their crack head momma was caught boosting in a store and stashing stolen goods in the carriage. He was a good Daddy to mine and his, but his children's other parent was money hungry and materialistic crackhead boosting bs in his head.

Then I told him, can you imagine how Christ and Creator feel when they look at us, hear of our actions on earth, and say the exact same things: "I gave them everything, I sacrificed my life, I gave the a perfect world...I don't know why they turned from me.
This cheered him up.

PS. My husband is a disable Airman with 6-7 deteriorating lower back disc, and lucky he's not in a wheel chair, but he worked 2 jobs to keep that ungrateful misguided pack up to date with every other child, and by it being my money used to do so, my children knew I used "ours" what I bought to the table to do it with him. My children were bought up to share what we have, his were not, and they don't take almost a cripple as an excuse. I knew he was like this when I married, but being in a red state, stalled a lot of their stuff when my children's child support, death benefits, or my paycheck ran out because of age and chrone's disease. My children knew, I could have died missing so many doc appts. That is why I call them ungrateful, and now they want to pay the same red state money through phone calls, money on the books, visits to the pen, after denying hubby SS benefits 12 years,:confused: even though Uncle Sam had declared him disabled.

Ungreatful, you betcha.:baby:

[RunningDeer]

Godspeed on your journey, Truth4Me.
We’ll keep the light on for you, too. :wave:

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[Jake]

We all look forward to your triumphant return. Go,, heal.. Take a break. You deserve it.. You have been on the front lines. Find your center, but please return. As Fred says,,, you are needed here.

Jake.

PS... I know it is none of my business, but I am giving healing thoughts to you and your family, and those around you!!! :)

[Camilo]

Sorry to hear that. Hope you'll be able to sort things out for the best, and that soon you'll return with good news. May the light be with you.

[Bubu]

you're a lucky guy my friend

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[WhiteFeather]

Recharging your biological battery, re-collecting your thoughts, taking a recluse into Nature may be some great medication. Sounds like an idea to do as such. I hope tomorrow you'll find better things......hence the video enclosed below. Enjoy yourself. Thanks for all your input here my friend. See you soon.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdCVlmmnOzA

[Deega]

All the best to you and everyone involved in this difficult situation, may the energies (Earth, Water, Air, Fire, Light, Aether, Christ and our Creator) stand with you in this journey!

[ghostrider]

everyone needs to unplug now and then ... good for you... I'm going on a little three day vacation to austin tx myself ... I can't wait to see my daughter ... there has been so much energy thrown around the last three days , I'm toast ... sleep well, heal well, be in peace , may the love of creation surround you ...