Everything has shifted for me

[enfoldedblue]

Everything has shifted for me. It is at once so subtle and yet so profound. A few days ago I began to feel different. I find it difficult to describe what has changed, but I will do my best.

I just feel really different, and this distinct inner difference makes it easier for me to accept the inner process I am experiencing and to let go of the old paradigm way of perceiving. One thing I have noticed is that regarding situations that in the past would have pushed me quickly into fear , I now find it easier to remain detached and in a state of trust.

Another thing is that my ego feels much less dominant..much more at peace. The need to feel special or important in any sense seems quite silly and childish. I feel like I have in a sense merged with all so that I just fit in…as part of the all…nothing more nothing less. This state feels very liberating…nothing to prove…nothing to lose…just be and express myself. I want to smile and encourage everyone…US.

Yesterday I stood by the ocean. Some circumstances (possibility of losing income) in my life were pushing on me and felt as though trying to get me to fall back into the fear-based duality framework. The ‘old’ voices were saying…you should be panicking…you could lose everything…there is no real shift occurring…you are deluding yourself…you need to play the game the way you were taught…your head needs to figure its way out of this situation…”.

I knew that other opportunities would arise…that change was always a bit frightening, but certainly not necessarily a bad thing…that worry was useless…that trusting and following my heart yields more meaningful and magical results…

As I stared at the ocean, feeling my old fears lapping at the edges of my being, I decided to ask for a sign that what I was experiencing inside was indeed real . An external phenomenon that would reflect the profound experience I felt within. I scanned the choppy sea hoping to see a dolphin or a whale…there was nothing but endless waves to the horizon. Then I looked up to the sky. What I saw was amazing. Directly above me was one of the strangest ,most beautiful, and dramatic skies I have ever seen. As I stared it intensified and I watched in awe.

So now I share this with others here in the hope of adding to the collective sense of conviction, and thus momentum, of this process we are currently engaged in. I think the more we can help one another to be positive and optimistic in regards to this process the smoother and more joyful the journey will be.

http://i1085.photobucket.com/albums/j424/enfoldedblue/strangeskysm.jpg

I would love for others to share any signs or experiences they have encountered, amongst all the dark distractions, that have helped them to trust something beautiful is unfolding.

[onawah]

I feel everything shifting big time, but it hasn't settled into anything like the feelings you are describing, Christie, though hopefully that will come.
But I notice it's become much easier to spot the trouble spots in my process, the old "hooks" that trigger dysfunctional thinking patterns, and it feels like I don't have to do much more than recognize them to defuse them, which is a very good sign. :nod:

[enfoldedblue]

Thanks for commenting Onawah :) . Yes everything seems clearer doesn't it. As though that which could sneak through, visible only at a unconscious level...is now clearly visible....even obvious at a conscious level.

[Anchor]

I am more aware than anything that my life is a product of attention and intention. Much of that which I intend speeds into being and in the case where it doesnt, the reasons become apparent. I do not fear much.

Nature is the most important constant in my life and I love working outside, particularly as the weather is getting warmer. We (Mrs Anchor and I) are finding it much easier to form relationships with natural things that are mutually beneficial - for example with the Magpies. They are having young but they do not attack us. We often feed them oats etc. They sound the alarm if there are brown snakes near, and show us where they are.

The plants seem to respond to our care in a more tangible way.

Three days a week I work in Sydney. I find the contrast very difficult to deal with. There is a heavyness here, and I find it a real challenge to avoid stress. I currently find myself wondering why. I think I decided to do this to help some people here - perhaps I am just kidding myself. I dont know, stuff to contemplate. Here I see the old structures and norms crumbling around me here and the vitality leaving, but that may be just my own perception and my local situation. Yet when I am back in nature I see new things - wonderful things being enhanced, with a vitality. Then again, its Spring so that is enhanced anyway as it is more easily noticed.

In general I concur. Things are changing and the pace increases. After 4 years of saying ride the wave, its still true. Here is a version of that from early on in this forums incarnation: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30238-Focus-on-what-you-prefer--want--not-on-what-you-don-t-prefer--want-- - and looking back it is as true today as it ever was.

Ride the wave!

[Anchor]

Ignore this unless you fancy some longer reading, but in this thread I put a post on the changes to the planet from LLResearch

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?57033-LLResearch-Q-uo-on-the-Time-lateral-and-repeated-2012-type-predictions.-Channeled-Feb-11-2007

Here is a quote from that reading that fits right in here:


Therefore, those third-density entities who now walk the planet are more and more sensitive because they do not have the support of third-density light which hides most of the truth. Rather they have fourth-density light interpenetrating their third-density understanding of their world, creating an environment where it seems and indeed is happening that wave after wave of truth and light and understanding is washing over this planet.

Aint that the truth?

[Kenn]

I am more aware than anything that my life is a product of attention and intention. Much of that which I intend speeds into being and in the case where it doesnt, the reasons become apparent. I do not fear much.

Nature is the most important constant in my life and I love working outside, particularly as the weather is getting warmer. We (Mrs Anchor and I) are finding it much easier to form relationships with natural things that are mutually beneficial - for example with the Magpies. They are having young but they do not attack us. We often feed them oats etc. They sound the alarm if there are brown snakes near, and show us where they are.

The plants seem to respond to our care in a more tangible way.

Three days a week I work in Sydney. I find the contrast very difficult to deal with. There is a heavyness here, and I find it a real challenge to avoid stress. I currently find myself wondering why. I think I decided to do this to help some people here - perhaps I am just kidding myself. I dont know, stuff to contemplate. Here I see the old structures and norms crumbling around me here and the vitality leaving, but that may be just my own perception and my local situation. Yet when I am back in nature I see new things - wonderful things being enhanced, with a vitality. Then again, its Spring so that is enhanced anyway as it is more easily noticed.

In general I concur. Things are changing and the pace increases. After 4 years of saying ride the wave, its still true. Here is a version of that from early on in this forums incarnation: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30238-Focus-on-what-you-prefer--want--not-on-what-you-don-t-prefer--want-- - and looking back it is as true today as it ever was.

Ride the wave!

Well said Anchor. It's something to embrace sadness even has glory to it, once external things have less influence the world changes and people do to. Call all of it different for each yet its something reaching out weather it would be you or the world.

Personally the world seems slower at times of need for me I watch my children grow and change, ask different questions that I never thought I would hear. Work moves faster maybe just for my own good to be home with my family, but with it moving faster myself follows and the world and my coworkers seem slow not by laziness but by my own personal exictiment for occupying space with them.

The one thing that remains the same it seems is myself I feel I own my body or maybe I finally occupy it.

Enfoldedblue the only other thing I can add is that from this momentum builds I suggest you don't turn away or ever judge yourself for any thought or emotional wave that follows.

[jiminii]

that is what I thought about the change or shift before in an earlier thread. The planet is being setup to return to the confederation of planets. So the dimension has to change to match more closely to those other systems. By doing this the cabal will not be able to create any more of their ill effects and all fear will be gone and then it will be safe for my friends in the stars to land here. We have new technology for healing everyone. I knew this 3 years ago when I was in Los Angeles. Me and Cathy were talking about it, and we also knew we had to hold the place until it was ready to happen.

jim

[soleil]

amazing!!! ive reached this myself, its still an every day battle to fight the OLD words of my mind, and fill my mind with higher vibrational thoughts. :):) im happy you are on the calm side now, its where we can do our best work. :)
healing the world, one of us at a time. :)

[enfoldedblue]

Anchor: Thanks for your input. Your reminder of attention and inattention is very timely.

It feels to me as though in the past there were energetic barriers that impeded the flow of our energy, making it difficult to clearly and consistently see the results of our focus. However I suspect that those barriers are no longer in place and thus our power to use our focus to create will be greatly amplified. On a collective level I believe it will take time to realize that the shackles have been removed, and thus until we do, we will continue to see the play out of old patterns. However, for those of us who are aware of the changes, we will likely to find it easier and more straight forward to see the manifestation of our intent. However we must also remember that with more power comes more responsibility, and thus it becomes increasingly important to ensure that our intent is in alignment with out hearts (which are naturally in alignment with the whole).

Kenn: Thanks for your reminder to not judge myself.

I try to be very gentle and allowing with myself. In my journey I have fallen a lot :) , and have become very good at seeing the positive side of 'failure' or slips. They ultimately help us to learn and grow and the less I am attached to the fear of failure, the more I can see the value of these experiences, find the gift in them and move on.

Jimini: thanks for offering your perspective...interesting.

Sway: Thanks for commenting. I agree, the old programming is deeply imbedded in our psyche that it does require us to be very aware in order to not fall into its sway :). I imagine that with time its influence diminish it will become easy and natural to remain in the open trusting flow.

[Delight]

It feels to me as though in the past there were energetic barriers that impeded the flow of our energy, making it difficult to clearly and consistently see the results of our focus. However I suspect that those barriers are no longer in place and thus our power to use our focus to create will be greatly amplified. On a collective level I believe it will take time to realize that the shackles have been removed, and thus until we do, we will continue to see the play out of old patterns. However, for those of us who are aware of the changes, we will likely to find it easier and more straight forward to see the manifestation of our intent. However we must also remember that with more power comes more responsibility, and thus it becomes increasingly important to ensure that our intent is in alignment with out hearts (which are naturally in alignment with the whole).

.....the old programming is deeply imbedded in our psyche that it does require us to be very aware in order to not fall into its sway :). I imagine that with time its influence diminish it will become easy and natural to remain in the open trusting flow.

You mentioned focus...yes, I see how it is easier IF a goal is in mind to focus on. Most of everything other than nature and ideals seems empty. It is faded and empty of pizzazz that feels desirable.

This emptiness must be a kind of chapel perilous issue of limbo, an inbetween state to cross where we begin to move off our past programming? ? My friend whom I would have expected would bear this state pretty well said" I don't want to be in form" and died recently. I feel I am asked to relax and bear this inbetween and aches and pains. My major meditation is to keep returning to the body feelings. I keep escaping into my head and have to deliberately feel into the body. It does work for that moment.

I really like your posts. Thanks for your thread!.

[enfoldedblue]

It feels to me as though in the past there were energetic barriers that impeded the flow of our energy, making it difficult to clearly and consistently see the results of our focus. However I suspect that those barriers are no longer in place and thus our power to use our focus to create will be greatly amplified. On a collective level I believe it will take time to realize that the shackles have been removed, and thus until we do, we will continue to see the play out of old patterns. However, for those of us who are aware of the changes, we will likely to find it easier and more straight forward to see the manifestation of our intent. However we must also remember that with more power comes more responsibility, and thus it becomes increasingly important to ensure that our intent is in alignment with out hearts (which are naturally in alignment with the whole).

.....the old programming is deeply imbedded in our psyche that it does require us to be very aware in order to not fall into its sway :). I imagine that with time its influence diminish it will become easy and natural to remain in the open trusting flow.

You mentioned focus...yes, I see how it is easier IF a goal is in mind to focus on. Most of everything other than nature and ideals seems empty. It is faded and empty of pizzazz that feels desirable.

This emptiness must be a kind of chapel perilous issue of limbo, an inbetween state to cross where we begin to move off our past programming? ? My friend whom I would have expected would bear this state pretty well said" I don't want to be in form" and died recently. I feel I am asked to relax and bear this inbetween and aches and pains. My major meditation is to keep returning to the body feelings. I keep escaping into my head and have to deliberately feel into the body. It does work for that moment.

I really like your posts. Thanks for your thread!.

Yes I agree. The further we move along the path the less we want to manifest the things we have been programmed to want like status symbols and things that make us feel 'better' or 'important'. The surface illusion can be seen for what it is...empty. And our desires shift to more real and meaningful goals.

Right now I don't feel an emptiness. I definitely feel in a transitional state, but for me it does not feel empty....I feel excited as though there is an ocean of possibility in front of me. This may change. It seems each person's experience of this transition is unique. I have heard that many 'advanced' beings are choosing to vacate their physical vessels in order to be able to focus more on working from the other side. I have also heard that many of these beings will be returning as newborns...just one of the many ways to be involved in this process.

Thanks for your comment :)

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Hello Enfolded Blue

I have always found your posts and thoughts so refreshing to read. You write from a place of honesty that i feel attracted to read. I adore hearing you have reached the entrance and are finally diving into the unknown of your self. Its deep and loving in there and it precludes the fear based programs that resound as voices of protection... now in this new light you see , as i did when this happened to me , that the words placed together in sentences that we create to protect when there is no guidance can be powerful in leading us away from true spirit. It takes courage to be our selves and what i see from such an un assuming being as your self is just that ... great courage : 0 ) i give you a huge and loving hug as my sister and hope you continue this beautiful path to in lightenment ; )

it takes effort yes .. but all good things do.

Hugs

Naniu

[Ammit]

Me personally, I have had tears today, not bad for a wanna bee hard ass like me. A bit of my history is as a fighter, will not go into details as this does not call for it but, i am not proud of things iv'e done in the past at all but now a days i shed tears for the world.
I feel different, i mean changed, like yesterday I felt great but today I feel weak, dissy even and i have no explanation why. I feel like something is happenning but cant explain what.

Hope this makes some sort of sense.

Don

[enfoldedblue]

Thanks Nanoo for your kind words and encouragement. Big hug back :)

Thanks for sharing Ammit. A fighter eh...I always saw you as an angel ;). Yes it is really difficult to put words to what is happening in our inner worlds. In my experience this process is very much like a roller coaster. Sometimes it moves so quickly, and other times it is painfully slow. Sometimes we feel on top of the world and at others the weight of the world is upon us. My approach has been to just allow whatever needs to come up to do so. The less I worry about what surfaces (ie the less I attach to it) the quicker it flows through me and out. I try not to question why it is coming up so much...some times it is mine....sometimes it feels as though it is something I am processing for the collective.

I believe trust is key...trust that what you are experiencing is a necessary part of your process. You will feel great again.

Love to you

[Arejay]

Your post made me feel a feeling I cant really put a name to. I almost started crying but they would have been happy tears. Its a feeling I get every time I learn or am taught something new. A tingly sort of feeling on the back of my neck. Anyways, thank you for your post. Its people like you who really make a difference:)

[enfoldedblue]

Hey thank you Arejay. And welcome to Avalon :) .

[Maunagarjana]

I'll share with you a couple things that help me when fear and/or anxiety crop up. Just a couple things I say, like affirmations or statements of intention. The first is, "I choose love over fear." The second is, "I would rather be utterly destroyed than live in fear." These usually work for me. Also, I'll usually do a "space clearing", just to let it be known what is and is not allowed to be going on in my space. It's hard to tell sometimes when what you are feeling is coming from something inside you or something external, so most of the time I do it, it's just a precaution.

[youare_God_getoverit!]

Hello
I found your shift interesting and it reminded me of other people who experinced similar thing
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I am not sure if you can relate to the above video. and others available on the channel?

p.s: i am not promoting because the healer who did the above no longer does this work. I am just interested to know how people can undergo transformations like yourself in a short time i.e getting closr to source and bringing the ego to subtle levels

[enfoldedblue]

Hi Maunagarjana, Thanks for sharing your tips. I know a lot of people are feeling increased anxiety as the energies intensify.
Here's what works for me (written in another thread):


For me what worked was seeing the anxiety as a necessary (but very uncomfortable) part of a profound process. When I was in it, my motto became "this too shall pass'. I would remind myself that even though I couldn't see the beautiful expanded side of life while in this constricted bleak space I needed to trust that it was indeed real, and once I moved through the uncomfortable energy I would once again feel good and optimistic. This worked well for me and I found that each period of anxiety was less and less severe and more manageable. Now it has been many months since I have felt any significant anxiety...touch wood.

You are god-get-overit (love the name...though it is a bit of a mouthful :) ) Unfortunately I can't watch videos as I live remotely and only have satellite internet..one day hopefully I will catch up. Also while I know there are people who have had quick awakening...my process started in 1991... just keep growing doubt there will ever be an end...lol