My journey to ascension

[powessy]

I really hope that everyone waking up for the first time finds it in their power to stand strong and to remain undeterred in their convictions to finding the truth. I have seen many things in this side of reality and the other to tell anyone reading this that jumping into the rabbit hole is well worth the time. I hope the best for a future that must come, I only hope we are all ready for it.

[Bright Garlick]

Powessy who is the I-I who is ascending ? And where to ?
Who/what are you that is ascending ?
And finally, once you have ascended what then ? Will you enter into the market with gift bearing arms ?

Do not be afraid to embrace reality exactly as it is !
Seer = one who sees all that the mind creates !
See !

Be happy and well, Bright.

[dirmanam]

Thank you Powessy for sharing your experiences.

I find your story interesting, as I also are "confronted" with images especially during the night. I understand from your writing that you have interpreted what comes to you.., and that you feel attacked ? Have you considered other possible interpretations and then to be open for your bodily response ? I am not familiar with obes. Do you care to explain that to me ? And also the orbes that you create and how you create them ? Is it visible, or a feeling ?
To turn your back to it, ( as you describe ) and close the door may be sensible if your intuition tells you that this is not beneficial ? But do you get the impression that this also " close" the door to other visions that might hold a sort of key to other aspects of internal light that represent something different, something uplifting ?

I find it also interesting how you describe your body-posture. I arrange myself in a similar position, a version improvised from a book called "Holy body-postures" ( not 100% sure of the title) the book describes different postures found in statues found in ancient archeological findings. One of them have similarities to your description. The thought is that the position itself may evoke or inspire the mind to travel through / or be released from the body.

The laws of attraction may also be of interest as it is described that a "dark" mind attracts dark entities. I do Not ! imply that your radiation calls upon dark matter, because this seems to be complex, but tex curiosity without further support may evoke something not desired ? As a positure call for a kind of silence it may be of interest to try to become aware of our base emotions, our motifs that is vibrating underneath ( in silence ?) that seems to be a "telephone number" out in the ( for many ) unseen ?

With this in mind, I have tried to restore a secure feeling, even if its not always true, to articulate that no one can pollute the light that is created from within. No one can throw dirt into a dwell that has a stream outwards ? The feeling of authority may be beneficial ?

Consider your feeling of attack, has this also been physical ? In case of yes, do you come to see something in the room, on your body that may cause the physical sensation ?
I find it possible to restore, to start on a new fresh, and to reconsider my motifs and goals has been a part of the restoration. I dont know how this works for you but I have come to learn that the astral part is a tremendous world that consist of a myriads of half created entities, and this may confront us in a chaotic form, a "city" of strangers not bound of time. My effort to distinguish the worlds has just begun and the restart button is a relief to me.

Maybe we can exchange experiences to find similarities to work out alternative ways, or to secure the feeling of hope, that our visions means something we may use in our daily lives ?
If I tell others about my visions the official response is medication and also probably the local mental institute. They do not take part in the unseen. We do. Lets stay calm, firm and lets continue our path ?

Best wishes
Jarle

[Lifebringer]

I've just started having them again, and the sleep patterns are, a little early to bed, and early in the morning wake up, as if I'm to remember the trip, and pass it on. Thanks, perhaps we are all about to obe as the energy comes through. There are times when I can be in a quiet room, and first I'll here the beating pulse of my whole system working and if I continue to listen I continue to venture farther and farther, until something in the awake world/conscious world, arouses me from that deep concentration. An inhaling and exhaling of deep systematic listening within is the best way I can describe.

I used to be able to tell by looking at a person, and see the x-rayed skeletal system and see death if they were sick. Like walking around with x-ray and this fellow w/a bald head very tall used to dance with those I saw, first pulling them from under a bed. It scared me from the age of 5-21, when I saw my father, and then asked God to take that gift away, until I could embrace the gift and be able to talk to others about illness present, but people would think me daft, so I asked not for the gift back.

Welcome, it gets a little bumpy, grumpy and sometimes downright exhilarating, but knowledge and mystery like in a book, can do that.

Godspeed on your journey.

[powessy]

Powessy who is the I-I who is ascending ? And where to ?
Who/what are you that is ascending ?
And finally, once you have ascended what then ? Will you enter into the market with gift bearing arms ?

Do not be afraid to embrace reality exactly as it is !
Seer = one who sees all that the mind creates !
See !

Be happy and well, Bright.

Bright I am using the term ascension loosely here as the means of describing my deeper connection with my soul a reality that seems to have awakened within me. I don't know what gifts lie ahead our what turmoil this will bring, It just is.

[powessy]

Thank you Powessy for sharing your experiences.

I find your story interesting, as I also are "confronted" with images especially during the night. I understand from your writing that you have interpreted what comes to you.., and that you feel attacked ? Have you considered other possible interpretations and then to be open for your bodily response ? I am not familiar with obes. Do you care to explain that to me ? And also the orbes that you create and how you create them ? Is it visible, or a feeling ?
To turn your back to it, ( as you describe ) and close the door may be sensible if your intuition tells you that this is not beneficial ? But do you get the impression that this also " close" the door to other visions that might hold a sort of key to other aspects of internal light that represent something different, something uplifting ?

I find it also interesting how you describe your body-posture. I arrange myself in a similar position, a version improvised from a book called "Holy body-postures" ( not 100% sure of the title) the book describes different postures found in statues found in ancient archeological findings. One of them have similarities to your description. The thought is that the position itself may evoke or inspire the mind to travel through / or be released from the body.

The laws of attraction may also be of interest as it is described that a "dark" mind attracts dark entities. I do Not ! imply that your radiation calls upon dark matter, because this seems to be complex, but tex curiosity without further support may evoke something not desired ? As a positure call for a kind of silence it may be of interest to try to become aware of our base emotions, our motifs that is vibrating underneath ( in silence ?) that seems to be a "telephone number" out in the ( for many ) unseen ?

With this in mind, I have tried to restore a secure feeling, even if its not always true, to articulate that no one can pollute the light that is created from within. No one can throw dirt into a dwell that has a stream outwards ? The feeling of authority may be beneficial ?

Consider your feeling of attack, has this also been physical ? In case of yes, do you come to see something in the room, on your body that may cause the physical sensation ?
I find it possible to restore, to start on a new fresh, and to reconsider my motifs and goals has been a part of the restoration. I dont know how this works for you but I have come to learn that the astral part is a tremendous world that consist of a myriads of half created entities, and this may confront us in a chaotic form, a "city" of strangers not bound of time. My effort to distinguish the worlds has just begun and the restart button is a relief to me.

Maybe we can exchange experiences to find similarities to work out alternative ways, or to secure the feeling of hope, that our visions means something we may use in our daily lives ?
If I tell others about my visions the official response is medication and also probably the local mental institute. They do not take part in the unseen. We do. Lets stay calm, firm and lets continue our path ?

Best wishes
Jarle

dirmanam the vision was in a place that I am referring to as the drift. I am going to go into detail and try to explain this attack, I would be happy if there was another interpretation other then the one that I saw. My body posture is my own it is the best position that I have found to have full blown out obes. I have never been attacked on this side of reality, but I have been touched several times you can feel them as they move along your body like a blanket of fuzzy dots. I have always had a connection with the astral and other then this attack and the emergence of powessy I have always been in complete control. I have sensed a change in my vibrational output since his arrival and more physical contact from others. I have tried to explain this to others and they just give me that look, my wife told me to keep this to myself for she thinks that they may try to lock me up. So why is it that everything was normal till I picked up that damn ring.

[dirmanam]

Hi Powessy

This is second time in row I somehow gets out of the forum and looses my text. I could easily interpret it as a sign ?

Ok, I will try again..

First, shortly, I find your descriptions trustworthy as I have similar experiences. Tex I may see peoples dreams as a film over their head,
and I have also had the feeling of attack in combination with spiders. To long story for now, but I have seen their transformation from
spider to a black man.. very small, but palpable on my skin, as an insect. Well..I know we re talking local mental institution here : )


My conclusion after many years with an open channel is that I somewhat feel drained, I tend to loose energy
and low back problems do decrease my vitality. But its complexed as I miss it when its nothing, and
a deep black sleep is cheating to me. Its understandable that I look for the reset button ?

Some years ago I came across a christian Mystic ; Stylianos Atteshlis alias Daskalos from Cyprus
Dont back out because he was not popular in the churches. Glue this in : http://www.theosis.com/index.php?option=com_k2&view=item&id=54:daskalos-work&lang=en
.. and have a look on his descriptions on spiritual realms ??

Especially his notions in the psychological plane. He describes that man simply by living has a red lamp attached ( my words ) that we record ourselves all the time.
This recording equals the constant creations of Elementals that arouse from our feelings, basically our ego
We might be confronted with our Elementals as a very strong force all after how they re made. Their potential is to become 3 dim.
In a way self dependent, and fighting back recharge them and makes them stronger. They can change colors and appearance and therefore could be difficult to
discerne. To Dissolve them we need to ignore them!

If you want, take a look at Daskalos description of the tree planes. They coin-side with typical mystery-traditions from the east, and even
Rudolf Steiner has adopted this view to better understand Humans.

It might be of interest to see the imprint of tex a chock within these planes ?
If the chock is powerful it almost resembles a total ex-carnation because it tend to redraw even etheric energy on the material plane..
So much, that it forces the system to the borders between life and death.

What are the Elementals created in such a moment ? Do they continue to grow ? What nourish them ?
Maybe some of your experiences can be understood as confrontations with Elementals ?
If this gives a vibration.. maybe it can introduce a way " out" ?

Daskalos was a man that lived with Transcendence as a natural side of life. Kyriacos book about Daskalos gives a good picture of this mystic as Kyriacos
was a professor, a scientist with the aim to be objective.

My point here was "the way out" , because Daskalos perspective tells us to be present, much alike the modern term; mindfulness ( sound alternative but is also a method being used in some state mental hospitals in No )...to be aware of our soul, our self, to be prepared to work with introspection and our emotions as the logical route towards transcendence.
There is no Hell for Daskalos, only Mind and vibrations.

In the tradition of psychology, they describe the rehabilitation from Trauma as chock,or fear aroused in close to death situations, being a long way.
Due to the fact that it tend to be stacked in our back head were instincts rule,
and the translation towards emotions understood in terms of words, placed in a newer part of the brain, seems to be hard.
I mention this because, one might say that it is our ego that face the worst trauma when faced to death ?
In this context Daskalos contribution seems fruitful as he prompted that our healing must go through our self, our awareness of who We
are, through our emotions, our bodies. Plural gives no sence. Its my motives, my reactions, my feelings. Why I find it fruitful is
that the result will be to gradually weaken the ego and ego responses. To work like this
seems to be a efficient way to ignore Elementals and still be in a comfortable zone, a zone where new learning
has the best conditions.

I must emphasize, all the words given, that Daskalos world is free from dogma

And the reason I put this forward to you is to try to give some "meat on the bone" if you would like to be ?..
more free..ah, language barrier, Not via pushing, which is impossible : )

There is so much light out there.. inside of us.
With this, its also a reminder for my-self,
despite all loose threads with Ets,.. all the questions, to keep it simple, down to earth, to be a part of something eternal,
something that can never be threatened ?

All the Best
Jarle

[Johnny]

Powessy who is the I-I who is ascending ? And where to ?
Who/what are you that is ascending ?
And finally, once you have ascended what then ? Will you enter into the market with gift bearing arms ?

Do not be afraid to embrace reality exactly as it is !
Seer = one who sees all that the mind creates !
See !

Be happy and well, Bright.

IMO. First there is ascension, after that, there is the descent(ion). In other words first you meet your soul/SELF/spirit or whatever, and then the soul/SELF etc. comes to you here on earth, and THEN ............
And between us, despite nothing ever has happened to the soul/SELF etc. it is a chicken :) or better a whole chickenfarm

Much love
Johnny


Thank you Powessy for sharing your experiences.


If I tell others about my visions the official response is medication and also probably the local mental institute. They do not take part in the unseen. We do. Lets stay calm, firm and lets continue our path ?

Best wishes
Jarle

Among other things, that is why I love PA !!!

Much love
Johnny

[powessy]

Hi Powessy






a deep black sleep is cheating to me. Its understandable that I look for the reset button ?

Some years ago I came across a christian Mystic ; Stylianos Atteshlis alias Daskalos from Cyprus
Dont back out because he was not popular in the churches. Glue this in : http://www.theosis.com/index.php?option=com_k2&view=item&id=54:daskalos-work&lang=en
.. and have a look on his descriptions on spiritual realms ??

Especially his notions in the psychological plane. He describes that man simply by living has a red lamp attached ( my words ) that we record ourselves all the time.
This recording equals the constant creations of Elementals that arouse from our feelings, basically our ego
We might be confronted with our Elementals as a very strong force all after how they re made. Their potential is to become 3 dim.
In a way self dependent, and fighting back recharge them and makes them stronger. They can change colors and appearance and therefore could be difficult to
discerne. To Dissolve them we need to ignore them!

If you want, take a look at Daskalos description of the tree planes. They coin-side with typical mystery-traditions from the east, and even
Rudolf Steiner has adopted this view to better understand Humans.

It might be of interest to see the imprint of tex a chock within these planes ?
If the chock is powerful it almost resembles a total ex-carnation because it tend to redraw even etheric energy on the material plane..
So much, that it forces the system to the borders between life and death.

What are the Elementals created in such a moment ? Do they continue to grow ? What nourish them ?
Maybe some of your experiences can be understood as confrontations with Elementals ?
If this gives a vibration.. maybe it can introduce a way " out" ?

Daskalos was a man that lived with Transcendence as a natural side of life. Kyriacos book about Daskalos gives a good picture of this mystic as Kyriacos
was a professor, a scientist with the aim to be objective.

My point here was "the way out" , because Daskalos perspective tells us to be present, much alike the modern term; mindfulness ( sound alternative but is also a method being used in some state mental hospitals in No )...to be aware of our soul, our self, to be prepared to work with introspection and our emotions as the logical route towards transcendence.
There is no Hell for Daskalos, only Mind and vibrations.

In the tradition of psychology, they describe the rehabilitation from Trauma as chock,or fear aroused in close to death situations, being a long way.
Due to the fact that it tend to be stacked in our back head were instinct rule,
and the translation towards emotions understood in terms of words, placed in a newer part of the brain, seems to be hard.
I mention this because, one might say that it is our ego that face the worst trauma when faced to death ?
In this context Daskalos contribution seems fruitful as he prompted that our healing must go through our self, our awareness of who We
are, through our emotions, our bodies. Plural gives no sence. Its my motives, my reactions, my feelings. Why I find it fruitful is
that the result will be to gradually weaken the ego and ego responses. To work like this
seems to be a efficient way to ignore Elementals and still be in a comfortable zone, a zone where new learning
has the best conditions.

I must emphasize, all the words given, that Daskalos world is free from dogma

And the reason I put this forward to you is to try to give some "meat on the bone" if you would like to be ?..
more free..ah, language barrier, Not via pushing, which is impossible : )

There is so much light out there.. inside of us.
With this, its also a reminder for my-self,
despite all loose threads with Ets,.. all the questions, to keep it simple, down to earth, to be a part of something eternal,
something that can never be threatened ?

All the Best
Jarle

I can relate a little with Daskalos' on elementals, but Like I have said before I have always been a loner this also follows me into the astral there is hardly anyone ever around me, till recently powessy has been having me particapate in what appears to be schools where there are others. This whole transcending the ego thing also bothers me, it is the id that causes me the most grief but powessy has made us cooperate with one another. I have never had a problem knowing right from wrong other then when I was a kid. I believe that if you place children on a deserted island (lord of the flies) they would eventually write their own 10 commandments. I now have more questions then answers this is not a good place for my mind, it leeches onto puzzles. I also agree with Daskalos' for I have just seen purgatory, and this is a place that is full of suffering. I have never sat down and considered my feelings on all this stuff, I live a life of simplicity, I can chose to believe or turn the other way. I try to base my life on the truths those things seen, that is why it is so hard for me to come here and describe these things for they are present only in my mind, does that make them real? no. As for death, I fear it as anyone but I have seen it my whole life, My thyroid(hypothyroidism) went out 10 years ago but took a couple years to diagnose, I started to have a great deal of health concerns and made piece with myself, for I thought that I was going to die. I have always thought that if death comes for me it will come brutally, for It has come and missed me more time then I care to share. (Knock on wood)

[dirmanam]

Hi Powessy
Spirits of evil and good enter your body and soul. Those words made you shiver. just a quick glimpse at the world history will confirm that this fight have been and still is a central theme. It has many projections, many expressions ? From King to the Poet ? Are all of our thoughts embedded in this spectrum ? Even if we do not know for shure the reality in our visions, it is real for us in one level. Are they part of a bigger construction of Elementals ? Are some of them ment to be interpreted ?

I relate to the fight between good and bad also visually. Now and then I have seen angels, but one sight surprised me as there are two, one whiter than the other. They seemed to have a physical fight, whirling around each other and both looses height. I see no winner Their wings was very powerful. During the last year I have also seen drakes..with and without wings. I have never seen it before. Why now ? One destinction I do in my visions is to try to figure out if it comes from inside of me or outside. If I see something and close my eyes and its still there, it inside. Its like a projector, if my eyes are open I see it on the wall and the size depends on distance. Vistors in the night is somehow inbetween as I clearly perceive them in the room, but they are also visable when I close my eyes. But some of them stay put in the room even if I look another way. Now, the Dragons, We have a window in the ceiling over our bed, and one morning in daylight I saw what I thought was a horse skelleton, but as I looked the jaws became bigger, and it got flesh, and wings..like the old junk sailing-wessels.
Then one more came. i took it for granted that they were inside of me, but as they drifted I lost sight of them because of the window frame, and I had to change possition in my bed to see them again. One night I had a not nice vision with a dragon, I stood up and googled the combination, and the hit was the Revelation chapter in the bible. I come to read it a bit with a freshness.Its not bedtime reading for children, but it shure describes intensively the fight between good and evil ( Dascalos claim that there is no evil, but when it comes to black magic he confirms the existance but advice not to take part )

My question is when I see what I see, am I then a part of it ?
Also during the last year I have seen a sworm, which I for some time took to be fishes as they appeared small and the light was dim. Then I discoverd that the medium was air, not water and they look humanoid. Its still hard to get an good impression of how they look. I have not seen their faces. They have this long black clothing/ gown, wich also seem to include wings when they spread their arms. I would say they are inumerable and once I were in the middle of them during a flight, I perceived them as big when some came nearer.
I have also seen them on the ground / earth? In front of a pyramid

What is man ? The Greek Hubris, as to know thy self, your place as a human..
I sometimes wonder if it was ment for me to see what I see..When it comes to dead souls I used to see them before they saw me, and now, when they also see me some have a surprised expression. Am I also more volnurable when we re on the "same level " ?
I seldom have found people that can describe the unseen, but there is a notion out there to take precautions ?

You said that Alians had an interest in your daughter. Here to. You also mentioned this feeling of attack in your back head. I saw one night a device on my doughters back head, round/ elliptic in shape ( like if you bow third finger towards the thumb) .. and there was a "u" form taken out on one side, and there it seems to be a borr, into my doughters head. Its not Allowed but what can I do ?? When I continue to look my visionfield explode in organic forms, still some of them placed in a symmetric order, some being whither, som more reddish in color. I am not anxious for my daughter, should I ? She has a very naiv and honest approach to life as some kids can have..

6years ago my daughter got visit from space, a big alian, "round in form but still long limbs was bending down towards her, lying in her crib. The alian had elephant / whale eyes, and I senced a warmth, but she did not sense me

Lately I have been traveling in space, more detaljed than before. Very fast but with no feeling of responsibility as many obstical was in the air. When a bigger thing was coming our way down to the left, there was a square around the "stone that made this look clearer than the rest, and it could pass in front of us up to the right.
I may have been writing about this in the forum. Well, short version, I have images / film of alien city, very big,we flew over in great speed for a long time, there where sky-skrapers with a special form, curved like a J but not so curved, no streets and a lot placed randomly in the water, as there was a "coast" into the city and the buildings grew denser up i town, as a small hill. There were something passing under us several times but not sure what..Nightime and lights on in all the buildings. Another time there were also an "installation"..from a distance it looked like a crater on the moon but more smooth. When we got nearer there was detaljes and light coming out throgh differens openings.. Well I write this to try to "verify" my feeling of attack last summer. It came back last night so its not over. For a very long time I have seen spiders, along other animals,but spiders most frequent. They been on my skin but I could not feel the before last summer where they got physical , I could feel them on my skin. I vitnessed also a transformatin from spider to man. Tonight I saw this spider, but a little different, a little more mechanical looking and with a lot of stars on the body ( this has also been earlier ) now, another spider shows up, not so black this stands up vertically and the other spider embraces this one, and then follows a transformation into two humanoid looking. Black, blueish all over, bigger than last time, more muscles but only ca 3 cm tall. They seems to use the surface, the pillow to walk on. Its not in the air. They dissapear and soon I feel them on my body. I try to ask them who they are, what they want, but sonic is not my force. I hear nothing. I do see a group of people, in dim light, and one of them with blond curly hair, almost like the english underhouse hair. They are outside. Once the blond approach me but its like there is no face.. On a hill nearby there is a light going upwards to the sky, followed by a human body. I sense a vertica light attached to the person..
The time is now 12 and I still feel them on me. That was the unwanted feeling of attack.. Its not over when daylight comes. These creature are more solid than other things that I see. 3rd dim almost.

A norwegian lady I know, a seer, told me that she was confronted with undesired creatures. She found help in another seer that told her she needed to close a portal. She got help with that, she closed it and they dissapeared.

I find it hard to establish this authority, to close the portal, because I might want this visions too somehow. I would appreciate advice in these matters. The woman I know got help from a man abroad.

I posted this as a reply to you P, but I m not convinced that it should be open. Maybe some experienced members can give me an advice ? Its then possible to erease later ?..on the other hand, someone might give a hint, know somebody that may prevail help or a better understanding ?

Again.. All the Best
Jarle

[powessy]

Hi Powessy
Spirits of evil and good enter your body and soul. Those words made you shiver. just a quick glimpse at the world history will confirm that this fight have been and still is a central theme. It has many projections, many expressions ? From King to the Poet ? Are all of our thoughts embedded in this spectrum ? Even if we do not know for shure the reality in our visions, it is real for us in one level. Are they part of a bigger construction of Elementals ? Are some of them ment to be interpreted ?

I relate to the fight between good and bad also visually. Now and then I have seen angels, but one sight surprised me as there are two, one whiter than the other. They seemed to have a physical fight, whirling around each other and both looses height. I see no winner Their wings was very powerful. During the last year I have also seen drakes..with and without wings. I have never seen it before. Why now ? One destinction I do in my visions is to try to figure out if it comes from inside of me or outside. If I see something and close my eyes and its still there, it inside. Its like a projector, if my eyes are open I see it on the wall and the size depends on distance. Vistors in the night is somehow inbetween as I clearly perceive them in the room, but they are also visable when I close my eyes. But some of them stay put in the room even if I look another way. Now, the Dragons, We have a window in the ceiling over our bed, and one morning in daylight I saw what I thought was a horse skelleton, but as I looked the jaws became bigger, and it got flesh, and wings..like the old junk sailing-wessels.
Then one more came. i took it for granted that they were inside of me, but as they drifted I lost sight of them because of the window frame, and I had to change possition in my bed to see them again. One night I had a not nice vision with a dragon, I stood up and googled the combination, and the hit was the Revelation chapter in the bible. I come to read it a bit with a freshness.Its not bedtime reading for children, but it shure describes intensively the fight between good and evil ( Dascalos claim that there is no evil, but when it comes to black magic he confirms the existance but advice not to take part )

My question is when I see what I see, am I then a part of it ?
Also during the last year I have seen a sworm, which I for some time took to be fishes as they appeared small and the light was dim. Then I discoverd that the medium was air, not water and they look humanoid. Its still hard to get an good impression of how they look. I have not seen their faces. They have this long black clothing/ gown, wich also seem to include wings when they spread their arms. I would say they are inumerable and once I were in the middle of them during a flight, I perceived them as big when some came nearer.
I have also seen them on the ground / earth? In front of a pyramid

What is man ? The Greek Hubris, as to know thy self, your place as a human..
I sometimes wonder if it was ment for me to see what I see..When it comes to dead souls I used to see them before they saw me, and now, when they also see me some have a surprised expression. Am I also more volnurable when we re on the "same level " ?
I seldom have found people that can describe the unseen, but there is a notion out there to take precautions ?

You said that Alians had an interest in your daughter. Here to. You also mentioned this feeling of attack in your back head. I saw one night a device on my doughters back head, round/ elliptic in shape ( like if you bow third finger towards the thumb) .. and there was a "u" form taken out on one side, and there it seems to be a borr, into my doughters head. Its not Allowed but what can I do ?? When I continue to look my visionfield explode in organic forms, still some of them placed in a symmetric order, some being whither, som more reddish in color. I am not anxious for my daughter, should I ? She has a very naiv and honest approach to life as some kids can have..

6years ago my daughter got visit from space, a big alian, "round in form but still long limbs was bending down towards her, lying in her crib. The alian had elephant / whale eyes, and I senced a warmth, but she did not sense me

Lately I have been traveling in space, more detaljed than before. Very fast but with no feeling of responsibility as many obstical was in the air. When a bigger thing was coming our way down to the left, there was a square around the "stone that made this look clearer than the rest, and it could pass in front of us up to the right.
I may have been writing about this in the forum. Well, short version, I have images / film of alien city, very big,we flew over in great speed for a long time, there where sky-skrapers with a special form, curved like a J but not so curved, no streets and a lot placed randomly in the water, as there was a "coast" into the city and the buildings grew denser up i town, as a small hill. There were something passing under us several times but not sure what..Nightime and lights on in all the buildings. Another time there were also an "installation"..from a distance it looked like a crater on the moon but more smooth. When we got nearer there was detaljes and light coming out throgh differens openings.. Well I write this to try to "verify" my feeling of attack last summer. It came back last night so its not over. For a very long time I have seen spiders, along other animals,but spiders most frequent. They been on my skin but I could not feel the before last summer where they got physical , I could feel them on my skin. I vitnessed also a transformatin from spider to man. Tonight I saw this spider, but a little different, a little more mechanical looking and with a lot of stars on the body ( this has also been earlier ) now, another spider shows up, not so black this stands up vertically and the other spider embraces this one, and then follows a transformation into two humanoid looking. Black, blueish all over, bigger than last time, more muscles but only ca 3 cm tall. They seems to use the surface, the pillow to walk on. Its not in the air. They dissapear and soon I feel them on my body. I try to ask them who they are, what they want, but sonic is not my force. I hear nothing. I do see a group of people, in dim light, and one of them with blond curly hair, almost like the english underhouse hair. They are outside. Once the blond approach me but its like there is no face.. On a hill nearby there is a light going upwards to the sky, followed by a human body. I sense a vertica light attached to the person..
The time is now 12 and I still feel them on me. That was the unwanted feeling of attack.. Its not over when daylight comes. These creature are more solid than other things that I see. 3rd dim almost.

A norwegian lady I know, a seer, told me that she was confronted with undesired creatures. She found help in another seer that told her she needed to close a portal. She got help with that, she closed it and they dissapeared.

I find it hard to establish this authority, to close the portal, because I might want this visions too somehow. I would appreciate advice in these matters. The woman I know got help from a man abroad.

I posted this as a reply to you P, but I m not convinced that it should be open. Maybe some experienced members can give me an advice ? Its then possible to erease later ?..on the other hand, someone might give a hint, know somebody that may prevail help or a better understanding ?

Again.. All the Best
Jarle

Hello Jarle, When I was a young child I would wish for rain and it would rain if I needed money some would come but just what I needed not more, All my life it seems as if something or someone has been there with me helping me somehow. During my life I have never asked for much just enough to be happy, I'm not rich in money but rich in the life I share with my family. I believe in a honest days work for a honest days wages that's all. When I was A teenager me and some friends would use a Ouija board which only seemed to work if I have my hands on it. I was also shown the pendulum at this time but silly teenagers we were, I asked when would I die, it told all the others some date but for me it said I would never die, I didn't believe this and thought what a joke. I have dealt in the dark and rejected any god greater then I, for I am in this alone and I am the only one that will decide my fate after this. I refuse to be judged for this life as I have done as well as I could with the knowledge that I have been handed. My sole is strong and has been hardened in the astral along within my obes. I had to learn to fly on my own in my obes, and in the astral I flow with everything that is laid in front of me.

I had a vasectomy around 11 years ago, I knew that I would never have another child. When my guide showed himself to me six years ago I took it as a sign that I was going to have another child, how would this be possible since Roy didn't look like luna my first guide. I assumed that if I were to have a child it would be something not of this world, this frightened me a little so this was the precursor to the events that followed. Gabre was dieing and thought her chance was lost so this is the reason for the attack, it was apparently a promise made to the deltafet peoples. The deltafet are spiritual people and wish to come to earth to help those of the chosen to teach their ways to. Gabre was absolute in her wanting to awaken me that she even sacrificed herself and the existing time line. I'm uncertain of the future for he says that I must travel this alone, for any intervention other then the awakening can change the events that are unfolding. My daughter wasn't involved it was just a miss interpretation to something I chose not to develop.

You have a gift of sight find the truths within them, ask all the questions to come upon the best possible solution for the things your seeing. I find my self going back to the movie I-robot, when will smith is asking the hologram questions "now that is the right question" that little piece of the puzzle that lets us move forward. I believe that you can chose to ignore this gift (close the portal) or accept it for what it is (take the red pill and see where the rabbit hole leads you. You have strength something they don't posses in this reality, so they do what they can and that is to weaken your sole and find vulnerabilities with in each of us. Be strong and ask the right questions is what I have decided to do for me, I will not turn my head away, again to this part of me. The spiders are the soles way of telling you these are bad things, your sole has so far fended off the attacks but it needs you to be strong also, to believe in your self and to accept those things not main stream are your weapons. Powessy told me to eat a can of tuna every other day for it increases your body chakra, well I have been doing just that it seems to help in my visions and seems to give him the strength to fend off attackers. I don't know if this will help anyone else but sometimes we just need a crutch to engage our thinking a placebo perhaps that's enough for me.

Purhaps you can try one other thing Place your head face down imagine a string with a weight on it. Slowly start to twirl the string around and around. Try both directions if the weight turns better clockwise you have a right handed handshake, otherwise it is a left handed handshake most humans have what appears to me to be a left handed handshake.

I came here and made some predictions about people by the images that I received doing this process and I apologize for this, I am new to this thing, and I have started to learn better. Recently I have discovered that though some of the information might be correct it all depends on the proximity of soles that are around me and since there are always soles around me whether they are sleeping, deceased, or alien in nature they tend to be what I pick up at the time. I'm tring to learn how to separate these things so again I apologize to any that I may have offended.

[dirmanam]

Thanks Powessy
When I met my wife she had 3 children but lost her first One shortly after its birth. Because of medical reasons my wife then aught not to have more children. So for practical reasons I arranged for my sterilization, but two times I changed my mind in the last minute. Then She received a letter from the hospital telling her that medical progression have made it possible for her to get children. I remember when my daughter was conceived as I shouted for her from far away instead of being inside of the orgasm. Although different from your story, some similarities ?
I only saw once a visitor from space over my daughters bed ( as described ), but for my inner eye it has been more often, then in the shape of refined beautiful humans as not from this world. She has Earthly connections too as tex. zebras often accompany her at night.

Thinking again of the words that made you shiver..spirits of evil and good, the angels in the fight I told about, I wonder if they are an expression of that feeling, that reality in the world, and unfortunately maybe also in other worlds ? I have not come to think of them as a " local fight" between two angels, but a materialization ( picture/film) of bigger emotional vibrations ? ( I put question-marks.. Its more the form) I try to understand your visions as they are accompanied with words, which are rare to me and Im left with interpretation, comparison with earlier visions.
My name here ; Dirmanam, just came to me when I was walking in town. I uttered the name and had a powerful shivering through my body. As I googl the word there is only one hit in connection with an old muslim / arabic story..a place maybe, but not anymore on the map, I think. And you are right I should ask questions, and train myself to be open and to receive an answer. After a detailed vision from space there was a name that came to me which I googled and it was a star or planet. The name came to me as Dirmanam did and it turned out, to my surprise, that it
was a reality. I have forgotten the name but must be on my logg somewhere.

Yes, reality..what or where is it ? Some years ago there was a big tragedy in norway. Shortly after I saw glimpses of what I thought could have connection to the case and place. But now, only one month ago, I had four visions on a row at night, where I saw detaljes from the tragedy, not only very close but very slow. The bullets from his weapon froze in the air so I could count them. It confirms for me that everything is Recorded and its possible to "hack into it.

What makes this a little to much sometimes is that I think ; If that is real - that is real too.. somehow. I realize that I must kling to the positive solutions, the uplifting visions,
the Joy in the ocean.

The attack I mentioned the other night. Tonight I saw a bright shining "tingeling", almost the same as in Disney-stories. I stood up with a relief that the spiders did not show up.
Then I thought ; THIS IS ANOTHER FORCE, and at once I started to shiver. Not very much but enough to confirm for me that this was right.. another force. I need to call for that force,
I want to be a part of that angelic tingeling- force, that radiate light and peace, and hope for our daughters!!

All the Best
Jarle

[powessy]

My name here ; Dirmanam, just came to me when I was walking in town. I uttered the name and had a powerful shivering through my body. As I googl the word there is only one hit in connection with an old muslim / arabic story..a place maybe, but not anymore on the map, I think. And you are right I should ask questions, and train myself to be open and to receive an answer. After a detailed vision from space there was a name that came to me which I googled and it was a star or planet. The name came to me as Dirmanam did and it turned out, to my surprise, that it
was a reality. I have forgotten the name but must be on my logg somewhere.

Yes, reality..what or where is it ? Some years ago there was a big tragedy in norway. Shortly after I saw glimpses of what I thought could have connection to the case and place. But now, only one month ago, I had four visions on a row at night, where I saw detaljes from the tragedy, not only very close but very slow. The bullets from his weapon froze in the air so I could count them. It confirms for me that everything is Recorded and its possible to "hack into it.

What makes this a little to much sometimes is that I think ; If that is real - that is real too.. somehow. I realize that I must kling to the positive solutions, the uplifting visions,
the Joy in the ocean.

The attack I mentioned the other night. Tonight I saw a bright shining "tingeling", almost the same as in Disney-stories. I stood up with a relief that the spiders did not show up.
Then I thought ; THIS IS ANOTHER FORCE, and at once I started to shiver. Not very much but enough to confirm for me that this was right.. another force. I need to call for that force,
I want to be a part of that angelic tingeling- force, that radiate light and peace, and hope for our daughters!!

All the Best
Jarle

Jarle
The name Powessy was spelt out by my guide he says this is my eternal name(using the pendulem). Ask the mother of light to guide you on your path and to protect you and your family, she will watch over you and all of the hidden, she is part of that FORCE. I find times of doubt but he(powessy) reassures me that everything is going to be ok, so I am using this time to strengthen my presence in the astral. The other night during my astral projection, I was in a town all alone walking through empty houses. I then walked out to the road and in one complete thought of exhilaration leveled the entire field all that remained was a raised hill in the middle of the vale. The immensity of the thought was overwhelming to the point that it woke me immediately after, only leaving this feeling of absoluteness. I have always allowed my projections to take me where ever my higher self wished to go, and played and observed never destroying. This feeling is different I want to see if I can build and construct new landscapes at will with instant transmission of thought, with absence of travel. I have always tried to avoid seeing things other then those things that effect me. I have always tried to keep the crazy to myself and have never let anyone in, till lately do to his coming.

best wishes to you and your family.