Rollercoaster girl :P

[Cristian]

Mind if I sit with you for a moment ?


Some times , the only hope for true spiritual growth is to use the rollercoaster method. I know I used it …A LOT !
You start by shooting for the stars , you lift off and you create a huge ball of fire behind you!

All the energy inside you wants to be free, wants to see the truth revealed behind layers of deception.
And so you get to this vantage point. You look around and there is only silence and beauty.

After a time you start to fall. And the way down is not fun!

There are two choices.

You can either bounce up and down endlessly or, you can start using the up and down points for the opportunities they present.

Use the vantage point when your up, use it to understand the creation, look for old friends ,and a few Avalon members eating cheesecake up there…

Use the fall and the down in the mud moments to understand why are you still heavy , what brings you down over and over, what you must let go in order to never fall again.

Pain, fear, trauma , past lives issues, implants …

Please use the opportunity provided by this turn of events to look inside you !




You are beautiful ;P and you are not alone rollercoaster girl!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1GmgE7Men0

[chocolate]

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[CD7]

Falling on the rollercoaster is one of the best parts!! :P :scared:

[13th Warrior]

There is no up without the down...you cannot enjoy joy without having endured pain...

This is the essence of yin/yang; each contains a piece of the other and together they create the whole (One).

[ghostrider]

without pain , you wouldn't recognize joy ... how would you know happiness if you were never sad ...

[Tesla_WTC_Solution]

Hello you guys :) Sorry I missed this!!!!!

When I was a kid, between 10-12 years,
a cousin my age got on a roller coaster with me at Camden Park...
I think it's called the Big Dipper or the Comet or something silly like that.
The big old white wooden one with the tall hills and the tunnel...

Well, it has a bar across the lap but no seatbelt
Small children weren't very secure (this was about 20 years ago).
We decided to go on that ride without our parents,
and would you know it, when we climbed the highest hill on the roller coaster and it started the descent,
the motion caused me to stand up and I almost fell out (from the top of the hill of the roller coaster, liieeeeek Holy ****, right?).
I grabbed the bar at the last second, and for a moment it was like I could see the whole world from up there, then we were getting out and my heart was doing like 200 bpm.

LOL

Anyhow, I know you were talking about a different color of roller coaster, hehe :D

You are a champ.

I hope maybe the other people come back (but learn from the experience of fighting) and enjoy Avalon.

:( sorry for the trouble.

@_@

[chocolate]

We are all kids playing around, some of us are more weird than the others...
I was definitely on my way out, but than I reconsidered.
From what I can see, ..., some have reconsidered as well. :)

I was observing the situation for a while, and at the moments when I could simply say 'that is enough' were also the moments when I felt the most love for everyone here, sharing and exploring. Because we definitely can live a secluded lives, I sure have perfected that way of living, but than it comes the moment when someone else needs your help, of advice, and than it becomes important to be around.

It is not 'heaven or hell' being around, it is just a different version of the reality outside.

The funny fact is that sometimes you are the one who wants to leave, and sometimes you are the one who tries to convince others not to leave.
I learned that if you are leaving, it is because of how you feel about it, not because of the nature of the game.

It doesn't have to be a roller coaster experience, but sometimes it is that.