AmberButtermilk
16th November 2014, 18:51
I apologize if this sounds totally arrogant, and I greatly appreciate anyone who bothers to read this. I posted another thread about feeling that I have two extraterrestrial planetary origins - Orion and Pleiades - and asked if it is possible that I come from both. I asked this because I am very involved with lightworking and have always been incredibly (and increasingly) spiritual since childhood (Pleiadians), but feel a VERY strong pull toward Orion lately (where the Greys supposedly? come from [Bellatrix?])
I can give details or stories of the bizarre encounters and suspicious occurrences throughout my life that hint I was being watched by both species, but for now, I will give only a story of when I was an infant (that may or may not be relevant), and then skip to the present.
According to my mother, when I was a baby (about one year old), there was one day where she was sitting downstairs watching tv while I was upstairs taking a nap in my crib. She was overcome with an AWFUL feeling that she should go check on me. When she went into my room, she saw that I was not in my crib, and that our porch door was open. She ran outside and saw me on the VERY edge of the porch, one leg already OFF the porch, about to fall two stories onto concrete. To this day, she has no idea how I got out of the crib or how the door was opened.
Now to the present -
Last month, I noticed myself longingly looking up at the night sky more often. I'd always believed in aliens but I never bothered to actually look into them. One particular night I had a strong urge to start watching documentaries. I logged onto my Netflix and quickly noticed The Hidden Hand: Alien Contact and the Government Cover-Up. I excitedly played it, but made sure to keep on my skeptic goggles.
Everything that ever confused me seemed to fall into place. I entirely absorbed what I felt was true and gained a different perspective of life. I always knew that it was possible aliens were among us, but now seeing PROOF, I felt...relieved. I began speaking out loud to the aliens during the documentary, saying I'm "onto them" and making playful jokes.
That same night, I had a dream that I was visited(?) by a tall white/grey alien. I don't remember where we were, just that it was a large, poorly lit room. The alien looked like what you'd expect a typical Grey would look like, except it was approximately 6 ft rather than 3-4. He was wearing some sort of robe/cloak and spoke to me telepathically with feelings. I don't remember what the actual message was, but it SEEMED to come with an overall feeling of general peace. I was frightened for the first second or two, and then felt neutral once he communicated non-hostility. I believe he was asking permission for something or giving me notice of something I would be involved with. Whatever it was, I believe I gave consent. He looked like these guys:
http://d6.img.v4.skyrock.net/0054/61220054/pics/2986340699_1_17_A64m0oD5.jpg
http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2014/01/08/article-0-1A7D3A2E00000578-454_306x423.jpg
http://www.conscendo.org/images/sodalitas/pic0019.jpg
When I woke up in the morning, I immediately noticed that my throat tasted metallic similar to when you run for too long, and that my mouth tasted like blood. It was strong. I can't simply say that my throat tasted like blood, it was just...more metallic than that. I don't know how else to describe it.
Two or three nights later, I had an experience that I am unsure whether it was was lucid dreaming, paralysis, or real life. I know what each feel like separately, and this felt like a combination of all three. Regardless, in this state, I "woke up" and was lying on the couch where I had fallen asleep in real life. I could feel multiple entities around me. I could not see them, but I knew they were there. They "felt" about 3 ft tall with a mischievous attitude. I felt scared the whole time not because of what they might do to me, but because I couldn't see them. It also made me somewhat angry. I don't remember what happened otherwise.
The next day, I walked into my garage, where my family stores everything we don't want to deal with. Immediately upon entering I noticed this newly up-front box staring at me:
http://i59.tinypic.com/244zmgm.jpg
I drew this when I was around 8-10 years old (I also remember thinking the hand was too small).
I continued to feel connected to the Greys during this month, but I also felt immensely connected to the Pleiadians. When I did a tarot reading, I asked a question concerning who I should be extending my love to and if I'm crazy for getting so caught up in the concept of aliens, and I received the answer that I was serving too many masters. I was/am not sure if this was Spirit telling me to stop focusing on alien life, or if it was the Pleiadians telling me to cease association with the Greys. Either way, I decided with all the terrible abduction stories about the Greys, I should get back to focusing only on putting faith in light and love, and not whatever message possibly hostile beings may have.
I was doing quite well ignoring the idea of Greys attempting to contact me, and directed my attention and love towards Spirit, always keeping in mind the Pleiadians may be part of my life as well. Then within this past week I began noticing many references to Orion's belt outside of my extraterrestrial research. The other night, I was looking out my kitchen window and noticed a very bright pulsating star, and I felt as though something was watching me. I said out loud, "if you're watching me, please let me know. I really want to know." I quickly received an impulse to look out a different window for a better view. I went to the bathroom, looked up out the window, and immediately saw Orion's belt. This was honestly the first time I'd ever noticed it. I always avoided looking at the stars for too long because it upset me and made me sad that I couldn't be out there.
There have been some other unlikely occurrences this past month, but none that I can definitely associate to one species over the other (none that I can remember right now at least).
I'm not sure if I articulated this well and I'm probably forgetting some major details, but thank you so much to anyone who attempts to give clarity to my story! :love:
I can give details or stories of the bizarre encounters and suspicious occurrences throughout my life that hint I was being watched by both species, but for now, I will give only a story of when I was an infant (that may or may not be relevant), and then skip to the present.
According to my mother, when I was a baby (about one year old), there was one day where she was sitting downstairs watching tv while I was upstairs taking a nap in my crib. She was overcome with an AWFUL feeling that she should go check on me. When she went into my room, she saw that I was not in my crib, and that our porch door was open. She ran outside and saw me on the VERY edge of the porch, one leg already OFF the porch, about to fall two stories onto concrete. To this day, she has no idea how I got out of the crib or how the door was opened.
Now to the present -
Last month, I noticed myself longingly looking up at the night sky more often. I'd always believed in aliens but I never bothered to actually look into them. One particular night I had a strong urge to start watching documentaries. I logged onto my Netflix and quickly noticed The Hidden Hand: Alien Contact and the Government Cover-Up. I excitedly played it, but made sure to keep on my skeptic goggles.
Everything that ever confused me seemed to fall into place. I entirely absorbed what I felt was true and gained a different perspective of life. I always knew that it was possible aliens were among us, but now seeing PROOF, I felt...relieved. I began speaking out loud to the aliens during the documentary, saying I'm "onto them" and making playful jokes.
That same night, I had a dream that I was visited(?) by a tall white/grey alien. I don't remember where we were, just that it was a large, poorly lit room. The alien looked like what you'd expect a typical Grey would look like, except it was approximately 6 ft rather than 3-4. He was wearing some sort of robe/cloak and spoke to me telepathically with feelings. I don't remember what the actual message was, but it SEEMED to come with an overall feeling of general peace. I was frightened for the first second or two, and then felt neutral once he communicated non-hostility. I believe he was asking permission for something or giving me notice of something I would be involved with. Whatever it was, I believe I gave consent. He looked like these guys:
http://d6.img.v4.skyrock.net/0054/61220054/pics/2986340699_1_17_A64m0oD5.jpg
http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2014/01/08/article-0-1A7D3A2E00000578-454_306x423.jpg
http://www.conscendo.org/images/sodalitas/pic0019.jpg
When I woke up in the morning, I immediately noticed that my throat tasted metallic similar to when you run for too long, and that my mouth tasted like blood. It was strong. I can't simply say that my throat tasted like blood, it was just...more metallic than that. I don't know how else to describe it.
Two or three nights later, I had an experience that I am unsure whether it was was lucid dreaming, paralysis, or real life. I know what each feel like separately, and this felt like a combination of all three. Regardless, in this state, I "woke up" and was lying on the couch where I had fallen asleep in real life. I could feel multiple entities around me. I could not see them, but I knew they were there. They "felt" about 3 ft tall with a mischievous attitude. I felt scared the whole time not because of what they might do to me, but because I couldn't see them. It also made me somewhat angry. I don't remember what happened otherwise.
The next day, I walked into my garage, where my family stores everything we don't want to deal with. Immediately upon entering I noticed this newly up-front box staring at me:
http://i59.tinypic.com/244zmgm.jpg
I drew this when I was around 8-10 years old (I also remember thinking the hand was too small).
I continued to feel connected to the Greys during this month, but I also felt immensely connected to the Pleiadians. When I did a tarot reading, I asked a question concerning who I should be extending my love to and if I'm crazy for getting so caught up in the concept of aliens, and I received the answer that I was serving too many masters. I was/am not sure if this was Spirit telling me to stop focusing on alien life, or if it was the Pleiadians telling me to cease association with the Greys. Either way, I decided with all the terrible abduction stories about the Greys, I should get back to focusing only on putting faith in light and love, and not whatever message possibly hostile beings may have.
I was doing quite well ignoring the idea of Greys attempting to contact me, and directed my attention and love towards Spirit, always keeping in mind the Pleiadians may be part of my life as well. Then within this past week I began noticing many references to Orion's belt outside of my extraterrestrial research. The other night, I was looking out my kitchen window and noticed a very bright pulsating star, and I felt as though something was watching me. I said out loud, "if you're watching me, please let me know. I really want to know." I quickly received an impulse to look out a different window for a better view. I went to the bathroom, looked up out the window, and immediately saw Orion's belt. This was honestly the first time I'd ever noticed it. I always avoided looking at the stars for too long because it upset me and made me sad that I couldn't be out there.
There have been some other unlikely occurrences this past month, but none that I can definitely associate to one species over the other (none that I can remember right now at least).
I'm not sure if I articulated this well and I'm probably forgetting some major details, but thank you so much to anyone who attempts to give clarity to my story! :love: