My next step .. Archon control

[citsym]

I received my wakeup call in 1989... up till that time I was right into religion, always searching for God.

The pull I experienced coming out of religion, as a Jehovah’s Witness was intense! I remember feeling ill and very uncomfortable as energies raged around me. I often had to lie down to obtain relief.

My extractor was a lady that later became my wife. I remember the break from the controlled state I was in as being very traumatic. It took about two (2) years to get rid of the brain washing I had been subjected too.

Almost immediately after I broke connections with the church, we went down the Gold Coast (Australia) to her sister’s place, I guess to get away from old surroundings.

That evening, my (future) wife, started talking to me, only it wasn't her voice. She wasn't tranced or anything like that, she just talked in another voice... As I listened to all this new information, I began to ask questions, but was told firmly, to keep up and listen!

After that weekend I started my search into the truth. I was amazed that I had been so set in concrete. My first books were the Carlos Castaneda series (which I have returned to study the Archons) and a series which I think was called "The lost Will" series by a French Author (can't remember the name) anyway the lost will series starts with the original first creation and goes on from there...

There were attacks for a long time trying to shake my resolve, but we also had other positive interesting things happen to us...

Most of my working time was spent alone, so I did a lot of "meditation" over a period of five (5) years. I remember at the time being very sad, withdrawn, unhappy and I didn't know why ... One day when I was out and about, there was this huge crash in the atmosphere, and suddenly I heard this voice saying "But I'm not dead" To this day I don't know if something was taken out of me, or I accessed something else happening.

I have never been introduced to any Family that I have out there, nor do I have any heart to heart conversations with my higher self/soul. I pretty much have been guided by intuition.

For years now I have been told "You are hidden" and when I search for the feeling behind this statement, it's a feeling that they don't want me to be uncovered...I get this message (not in words- never spoken, as a vibration) I’ve added this to my post in case anyone else is experiencing this.

I am aware of course that this could be something attached to my person, whispering sweet nonsense into my brain.. Yes, I am aware that others control the status quo, the TPTB with their agenda. So I have for years now, read heaps, been in forums, but have always been super cautious in believing anything I come across. This of course could be construed as being too cautious and missing valuable information. I don't think it is.

At the present moment, I am off the belief that the first point of action is for me getting rid of any and all attachments to myself, i.e. Archons. If I don't, IMHO I am just going around in circles, discussing subjects that may have disinformation in them, and at the same time being influenced by Archons. It seems like a crazy place to be in...but this appears to be happening everywhere.

There is so much information out on the Internet, and this forum, and I find it’s difficult to get a true understanding of nearly anything. I guess one way would be to go with my feelings on the subject, but whose feelings am I following. Mine or The Archons attached to me?

In Carlos Castaneda's words this is what I believe we are up against -


"In order to keep us obedient, meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver- stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist; a horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind which becomes our mind. The predators' mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, and filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.

So I am embarking on the next step for me... Psychic Cleaning so I can start thinking and rationalizing for myself.... hopefully!

[ElfeMya]

Go for it ! ;-)

[citsym]

Go for it ! ;-)

Thanks for the support... I really appreciate it.
I have as off today booked a Psychic Cleaning session... lets see what happens..
Cheers
Alex

[Gatita]

So, Alex, you were a member of Jehova's Witnesses and left that group? I tend to have an insatiable curiosity about religious groups and what makes them tick. Plus, I run into a variety of beliefs in my work as a visiting nurse. One of my patients was a Jehova Witness, and I read some of the literature, trying to get a sense of his belief system. I'm a witch, with ties to both Norse and Egyptian deities, so there was quite a difference there.

When you were active as a Witness, did you feel tied down, or like there should be something more? I felt that way about Catholicism, which eventually led to my life path. I've tried, unsuccessfully, to read Castaneda. He's too enamored with his own voice to hold my attention. I have the same problem with Russian literature. Anyway, I would be interested in hearing more about your journey if you're inclined to share. Blessed be.

Cat

[ulli]

I've also been deeply involved in religion in the past, and then suffered weird conflicts after dropping out.
The fact is that religion offers some kind of security, and the JW more so than others.
Very highly structured and organized, it has this convincing meme to be the one and only perfect path tho heaven.

To have bought into that in the first place means that you also have a deep hunger for purity and perfection, and even for authority to guide you.
The thing to remember then is that all absolutes are unattainable in this life, I.e. nobody is perfect. There may be brief moments but then time moves on and another mess arrives, waiting to be cleared up.
Basically what worked best for me was to focus on my belief in a divine perfection, and strive towards it,
without expectations that it would last forever. Go with the flow. Nor think too much about what causes the blockages, but keep on serving others who need help. That way I prevented myself from getting into patterns of obsessive compulsive self purification techniques.
Please don't get me wrong, by all means do your archon cleanse. But you may discover that shamanic or psychic's authority
is not that much different from the JW elders, nor doctors, nor governments. The true authority is somewhere inside of yourself. If you can privately trust in your creator, the source of all that is, and focus on IT, then you will find clarity, sanity, and inner peace.

[Ahnung-quay]

Strange citsym, I almost feel that I've read your post before but, I see you just posted today so that can't be unless I read it before in a dream/different timeline.

I too feel that the Castaneda writings are speaking of the Archons even though they are never named that by him. They are part of the control system that we need to break free from in order to resolve some of the brainwashing.

What you have been going through is what is called becoming a warrior of peace in the Native American tradition.

Your family may be just be any of the scattered star seeds who live on this beautiful planet.

I'm sensing that you should connect with an Aborigine teacher. That person will teach you about your connection to the All and provide guidance on your path from here on out. Keep your eyes open and look for the real deal if you do look for a teacher. One that does not charge money but, takes only donations would be best.

I'm wishing you a good outcome with your psychic cleaning session today!

[betoobig]

Thanks for sharing and good luck with the cleaning.
Love

[citsym]

When you were active as a Witness, did you feel tied down, or like there should be something more? I felt that way about Catholicism, which eventually led to my life path. I've tried, unsuccessfully, to read Castaneda. He's too enamored with his own voice to hold my attention. I have the same problem with Russian literature. Anyway, I would be interested in hearing more about your journey if you're inclined to share. Blessed be.
Cat

Hi Cat,
When I joined I was looking for the truth about our existence, what we were doing on this planet etc.
I was actually living next door to a Jehovah's Witness family and at the time had just finished reading Erich von Däniken's "Chariots of the Gods" which I used to try and convince them that they were wrong in their thinking.
Over time and after moving away from this family, I eventually concluded that this was a true religion and joined. This would have been about 1974. I had always been searching for God and this seemed at the time to be a perfect step in life.

What happened in my case is that the fervor I had at the beginning allowed me to adjust to the JW way of life, which would go something like this. (this program is not set in stone, it's just roughly the way my congregation did it)

1. Tuesday evening, in someones house, the nearest families in that area would meet for an hours book study - 1 hour
2. Thursday evening attend the Kingdom Hall for studies and talks and discussions - 2 hours
3. Saturday morning, going out preaching - this is called Witnessing
4. Sunday Morning Public talk - 1 hour and study of a Watchtower article (one of their publications) - 1 Hour

After I managed to change my scheduling around, it became NORMAL for me to attend all this activity, and no more was thought about it. It became the norm!
I didn't start to feel there should be more till quite some time later. I was aware I had no joy in this service, but by then I was to scared to do anything about it, after all I would die forever, I would not get to see the heavenly kingdom established on Earth.

It's strange to me when I go over this material, strange in the fact that I was already reading Erich von Däniken's "Chariots of the Gods" BUT I still went into organised religion. Was it a choice? - My feelings definitely pushed me that way. Was I just meant to join for lessons? Was I tricked into joining by (Archons) manipulating my feelings - even if this was the case my higher soul/self allowed this direction, so it must have been meant to be. I now see all religion as a ploy to keep us ignorant of the truth of things, so there is a positive to the lesson of some 15 years (slow learner :)

The way I got out was interesting. Through a lady that came into my life and eventually got me to see there was heaps more to understand other than the JW way. The pull to get me out was also on an energetic level, and I can honestly say the pull and the amounts of energy employed used to make me so unwell I had to lie down and wait till it was over. It took a great deal of courage to take the first step away from the church, and the feelings of guilt and sometimes thinking I was taking incorrect action last about 2 years, after which I was definitely on my new path.

Some of the things that went on in those two years:

I discovered I could feel energies if they were strong ones. There were many nights when I would wake up and literally feel these negative energies in the skies above, slithering along in the air (they were always seen as snake like creatures) searching for someone or something to attack. In those days I used to put up huge walls of white source like flames .. or egg shaped energy fields covered in reflective gold. I remember thinking at the time, these precautions would have been like a search light pointing into the sky!

The worst attack was this dark evil presence like a blanket pressing down on my body so I couldn't move. I struggled to stay out of fear, and eventually it left.

I was also introduced into building portals! Now this was all through intuition, zero instructions just "okay, I'll do this and this etc".
I'll give an example of why I built portals, and I did so only for this reason. Not for travel or anything else, just one reason.

It always happened with a series random thoughts till all of a sudden I was presented with something like this: Here's the background - A friend of mine had a daughter who was killed when she was thrown under the rear wheels of a car. I never met the daughter, but I was told by other friends she was an amazing person. The type of being that other parents would ask her over for dinner just so they could talk to her and have her in the house. These invitations were apparently a frequent event.

So a series of random thoughts went through my mind, and suddenly, there is this girl. She's asking for help, she's trapped and can't move on (this exchange was charged with energy)...
My portals are built with a couple of criteria. You can only go one way, and you can't come into this dimension. You can only use the portal with free will (you can't be forced) The portal will send you to "your correct place" - the portal has two guardians who deny entry to anyone other than who I'm talking to.
So I built this portal, and with free will she went through... the joy and emotion that came from her was enormous, and as she disappeared, she popped back with this big "thank you" and was gone.
In the days I built portals I did only about 8-10 always for persons that had passed on. As I am writing this, I'm thinking about the fact souls are recycled (something I've only just become aware off) I wonder if the portals helped them get off the "wheel"

A strange thing happened with the portal building. In meditation I was approached by two beings asking me to build a portal so they could come through to help me. Being suspicious I looked at their heart energy and declined based on what I perceived to be malicious intent. I was discussing this at the breakfast table the next day and before I could give my understanding of the what had happened, my daughter turned around and said "they wanted to kill you" - Mmmm ..
Interestingly, a few years ago at a "Awakening the Illuminated Heart Workshop" I was told that I had a portal from another time attached to me which was feeding a cabal I was associated with in a past life... okay, maybe!

I was shown how to build crystal structures in the etheric in certain places.

In the beginning it took me a long time to believe I was doing these things, but now I have no doubt that my creations are real... maybe they will be needed sometime in the future? Who knows.

[citsym]

Strange citsym, I almost feel that I've read your post before but, I see you just posted today so that can't be unless I read it before in a dream/different timeline.

I'm sensing that you should connect with an Aborigine teacher. That person will teach you about your connection to the All and provide guidance on your path from here on out. Keep your eyes open and look for the real deal if you do look for a teacher. One that does not charge money but, takes only donations would be best.

I'm wishing you a good outcome with your psychic cleaning session today!

Thanks Ahnung,

I have had two healing's that resulted in an association with Aborigines or their legends.

One was a didgeridoo healing where I stood in a shower cubical and a didgeridoo pointed in to the cubical and played. An Aborigine appeared then and I was show'n a spear coming out of the sky and burying itself deep into the earth. I got the impression it was depicting that I needed to be grounded.

The second was a visit to Uluru, otherwise known as Ayers rock in Australia along with Kata Tjuta are the home of the earth’s 3rd chakra. This huge, monolithic rock is in the Northern Territory of Australia. This is where dreamtime legends arise from the Aboriginal people’s. Anangu life revolves around the Tjukurpa (sometimes wrongly referred to as the Dreamtime). To the Aboriginal people, this is the ancestral period of when the world was being formed. Kata Tjuta is considered Uluru’s sister rock formation. In us, the solar plexus is where we digest emotion – on the planet, it is where we will one day realize a legend told by the Aborigines from the ‘umbilical chord’ of the planet.
I had a conversation with Uluru, but I can't remember what it was about...

I live in Asia now and it feels comfortable being here.. I believe I have had several lives in Asia which may be the reason.

Thanks for your suggestion... I'll keep an open mind and I am always visiting Australia throughout the year, so you never know!

[Aspen]

Hi Citsym, thank you for sharing how you were part of the Jehovah's Witnesses and the strange energies you felt when you left. I was a member of a fundamentalist church too for about 20 years, even though I had been raised as a free thinker by my mother. I joined the Worldwide Church of God as a adult, being baptized when I was 21. I think there were archon like entities involved in drawing me into the church, looking back now. I had wanted to be a social worker when I was 18 and set off to University to learn how to help others. Then I met a man that I fell deeply in love with in a very short time. He was a being that had a lot of charisma and charm. Many women fell for him, I found out later. After a very short relationship he ended it and I became suicidal. I was quite depressed for about a year, being afraid to walk across bridges because I felt like the water was drawing me into it like a magnet. The thought struck me at that time in my life that how could I be of help to others as a social worker when I was so messed up myself. I think this relationship created enough self doubt too create susceptibility to the power of religion. Up until that point in my life I had always been searching for a spiritual path, was interested in angels, read about a variety of religions including Buddhism, Bahia, Tao, etc. But a friend gave me a new translation of the Bible, the New Jerusalem Bible, and suddenly it seemed like it was speaking to me. My land lady invited me to church with her and gave me the Correspondence Course put out by this church. It all seemed like a nice neat package. It made sense logically and I learned to turn to an external authority. Much like your life, I learned a new norm that revolved around church activities including Bible studies, long church services on the Sabbath, an Annual church convention that we were all encouraged to save up ten percent of out income to attend, Holy Days and keeping jewish laws such as unclean meats etc.

Leaving the church was very hard. In fact I don't think I would have left if it hadn't been for the fact that the church fell apart. As my husband says, it was almost as if the church left us. They told us that they had been wrong about keeping the Old Testament type laws, including the Sabbath. Even then, I don't think I would have left if it hadn't been for finding out about the corruption within the leadership of the church and in the ministry. I found out first hand through a major conflict with the local minister who appeared to be trying to split our local congregation so that he could continue to earn an income by joining an offshoot. I began to have prophetic dreams about evil spirits and other events that came true. I was shown in a dream that the minister was being affected by an evil spirit. He fell into a deep depression a year or two later and still collects a disability pension, as far as I know. For several years I was in a daze and had a difficult time recovering from religion. But now I am free of it, finally. The patriarchal oppression within it and the political views such as supporting the state of Isreal "because we are spiritually their brother " (taught form the pulpit) and the hatred toward homosexuality finally was the last straw. I left a more mainstream home church and have never looked back.

I writer this story because I think there are probably others searching for the truth who have followed a similar path.

I also am very cautious about believing anything, much more cautious than I used to be before religion. I look at it as somewhat similar to people who have been married and divorced having a hard time trusting anyone in a committed relationship again - once bitten, twice shy.

Similar to Ulli I also find it best to look inward and develop practices such as meditation and other practices that strengthen one self spiritually within. Social work, for me has been helpful in practising spirituality on a daily basis by practising love towards others and learning to find balance in that , learning to also be gentle with myself and practising proper self care.

[Ahnung-quay]

Aspen- I too had a brush with the Worldwide Church Of God. I read all of their literature. I felt that their beliefs made sense compared to other Christian churches. Mr Armstrong had some good marketing materials.

However, the church rejected my husband and I since he was not the breadwinner of our family at the time, I was. Shame on a woman for making more money than her husband!

At the time, I was devastated because I had my heart set on joining the church. Thanks to Creator that it didn't happen is all that I can think now! My path led away from organized religion and I'm grateful.

citsym-after reading your last post, I think you probably don't need another teacher. It sounds as if you are going by your own heart in your "interdimensional" work and that is all that is really required. Thanks for sharing! Please continue to be careful!

[Ahnung-quay]

P.S. The Archons that I've seen in vision were dissolved when I told them (and felt it) that I loved them. They turned into light beams and went toward the greater light. All of Creation, positive and negative, is connected in the great web. Love conquers all.

[Pam]

I've also been deeply involved in religion in the past, and then suffered weird conflicts after dropping out.
The fact is that religion offers some kind of security, and the JW more so than others.
Very highly structured and organized, it has this convincing meme to be the one and only perfect path tho heaven.

To have bought into that in the first place means that you also have a deep hunger for purity and perfection, and even for authority to guide you.
The thing to remember then is that all absolutes are unattainable in this life, I.e. nobody is perfect. There may be brief moments but then time moves on and another mess arrives, waiting to be cleared up.
Basically what worked best for me was to focus on my belief in a divine perfection, and strive towards it,
without expectations that it would last forever. Go with the flow. Nor think too much about what causes the blockages, but keep on serving others who need help. That way I prevented myself from getting into patterns of obsessive compulsive self purification techniques.
Please don't get me wrong, by all means do your archon cleanse. But you may discover that shamanic or psychic's authority
is not that much different from the JW elders, nor doctors, nor governments. The true authority is somewhere inside of yourself. If you can privately trust in your creator, the source of all that is, and focus on IT, then you will find clarity, sanity, and inner peace.


Dear,dear ulli, I think I will make a copy of this post and put in on my mirror so that I can reread it every day. There is so much wisdom in these words, thank you.

[citsym]

The true authority is somewhere inside of yourself. If you can privately trust in your creator, the source of all that is, and focus on IT, then you will find clarity, sanity, and inner peace.

Thanks ulli,

I agree with what you are saying. I had
(We always have, despite what we put ourselves through) a close bond with my "creator" ...and as I grew away from organised religion I had 5 wonderful years of teachings and new knowings nearly every day.

Towards the end of this time, (I was a "milko" milkman delivering to private houses) something happened that I have only shared with a few people, because I didn't want to appear crazy... One customer was an old lady, with very painful arthritis, and one day as I walked up the drive way, delivering her milk, I got to her and my consciousness changed and I knew, beyond a shadow of doubt, that I could just touch her and heal her... It wasn't just a "knowing" it was being in a space where I just knew it would happen. - but I didn't ...I let my mind kick in, my consciousness dropped and I went into human fear.. (such a pity)!

Shortly after that, my teacher (that I thought was my creator - probably religious beliefs giving me that impression) showed me he was going away. I got the picture that someone else was taking over ... but it's never been the same! The closeness has never appeared again ... and as the years went by, I started to look at science and technology. The biggest move was when I accepted the belief that nothing mattered, it was all free will, and I could do anything I wanted ... nothing mattered. There was no karma, no punishment no anything, no repercussions ... but all this did was send me down dead ends time and time again.

Even as I went down these dead ends I knew that I am very well looked after, not in the sense that things happen to protect me, it's just a feeling that is with me, under the surface a feeling I can't pin point but I know it's there. If I were to name the type of teaching I'm going through now, I would say it's "Know Yourself" ...

So, as I come back to the spiritual, which has always drawn me and probably explains my search for Source within religion, I wanted to do one more thing. I wanted to be sure I was clear of any attachments. I wanted to do it with external help, more for a boost to my confidence or authority, as you put it, as I carry doing the work by myself....

I love the forum, the topics people come up with. I love reading GoodET's posts ... understanding a little of whats going on is satisfying. As I read the posts, one of the feelings I have had for a while now is related to how the elite's game plan just can not manifest for them ... and deep within me is this current, this feeling, that source is quietly, comfortably in control of the outcome. ( I just can't explain what I mean here)

Thanks for your kind words, I have thought about them for over a week now and they are motivating me.

BTW here is a summary of the healing that was done to me, if any are interested:

I had the following issues:-

They said
• Looking at your psychic blueprint and etheric body I could instantly see three negative connections into your etheric field. These were connected into your throat, the back of your head and your pelvis (sacral chakra).
I could also see negativity wrapped around your etheric body almost as though you had been tied up around your throat. These connections were firstly investigated, removed and the corresponding negative energies cleared and detached from your etheric field.

My feeling would be many of the problems you have highlighted and most probably many more would be down to these negative energies. I would now expect you to start feeling better and have a much more positive outlook on life.

• Looking at your property I could not see any negative energies in the substrate of the building or in the immediate vicinity. However your property was cleared and a protective energy left in place around the whole extended area.

• Normally these types of connections change what you see, hear and smell therefore creating much anger and negativity for you and arguments with those around you since your perception of events is altered from reality. They will also cause many physical symptoms of pain and disease. After these energies have been removed I would expect to see a degree of healing to occur, you will feel more positive in yourself and your outlook and zest for life should vastly improve.


• Whilst reviewing your etheric field it was also noted your grounding needed to be adjusted and this has also been completed. This would have shown itself to you in a number of ways. Firstly you would feel clumsy, you would probably have been bumping into things and also your sleep would be greatly impaired. Leaving you feeling both drained of energy and unable to replenish your earthly vibration easily. I would expect this now to be much better very quickly.

Cheers
Alex

[wishinshow]

Have you considered this Atlasprofilax as a way to clean up?

[ulli]

I've been really stressed lately, with too much work, that I made myself sick, but also have a feeling that it could be Archons.
Anyway want to help me disperse them?

[citsym]

Have you considered this Atlasprofilax as a way to clean up?

Thanks wishinshow,
I have started to read through information on Alasprofilax (http://www.atlasprofilax.ch/en/method/)