Tiles with morphing faces

[kirolak]

To cut straight to the point: I have bizarre memories of tiles with faces that morph into various expressions (usually of pain & terror) in some sort of exotic place (perhaps the Alhambra in Spain?) It seems to be the time of the Inquisition. One of my greatest Dreads is that "I" was once an Inquisitador & was involved in this evil. . .

I was born to Spanish parents, but brought up in the UK (and also other, more exotic places). I have grotesque memories of events that could not have happened in my lifetime, & a horror of violence & bloodshed in any form. My (apparent) Father was a Mason & my Mother was a (Rhesus Negative blood type) woman who hurt me ways I can not begin to describe, both psychologically & physically. I really do not want to "share" the details, but right now I feel almost compelled to share these things.. . . please overlook any incoherence in this thread, I do not know what I hope to achieve by posting :(

[betoobig]

Dear Kirolak, you just made a huge step by sharing your story. Let me send you some energy, please recive it while you are reading.
No creo que nadie se libre de haber hecho cosas horribles en otras vidas, se han asegurado de que todos tenemos suficiente carga emocional para que estemos todos bien jodidos. Yo t siento como una gran mujer y un precioso ser. Adelante con todo. Un gran abrazo, valiente.
Love

[Lifebringer]

You're purging past life history that has bound you here in guilt. It's time for it to go. Observe it as if in a telescope when you see them and with each pray on the visions. These are souls testifying/communicating that must be amended. I've seen a few things that I've done come, and the horror of the 'feelings" of the person when it was done. I had Karma kick me in the but and hit me the same way, so I know I didn't repent soon enough before it did. You may not know what happened, but your higher self does, and perhaps the communications are to bring memories to purge. Hope it helps, don't forget to pray, if you are seeing through the eyes of the one who did these horrors. Repentance is a must.

[BF88]

Perhaps in posting this thread you attempting to get your painful memories off your chest and looking for closure, or, find a way of doing so that someone else will perhaps share. I too have terrible memories although not of physical abuse but of the psychological kind (perhaps not on purpose as my parents were young) as well as disturbing pre birth memories that will take too long to go into detail about. Perhaps you can find a professional in the field of regression to help you with this? I have never had it personally, i chose to use certain plant extracts which although did not give me the answers i was looking for it did help me come to terms with it. Hope this helps and if what i have said sounds about right to you please do not hesitate to ask if you have any questions.

[kirolak]

Dear Kirolak, you just made a huge step by sharing your story. Let me send you some energy, please recive it while you are reading.
No creo que nadie se libre de haber hecho cosas horribles en otras vidas, se han asegurado de que todos tenemos suficiente carga emocional para que estemos todos bien jodidos. Yo t siento como una gran mujer y un precioso ser. Adelante con todo. Un gran abrazo, valiente.
Love

Hola, Betoobig, te lo agradezco mucho! Fuertes abrazos!

[betoobig]

Estamos en unos momento cruciales y, si te fijas, cada vez más de nosotros contamos nuestra historia. Unas más raras que otras y unas con más carga kármica que otras. Pero, siempre, el primer paso es sacarlo fuera. En hipnosis se utiliza una técnica que consiste en visualizar cualquier momento que te incomoda de tu vida y DISOCIARTE... verlo como si fuera a otra persona a quien le pasa. De esa manera la carga emocional disminuye. Si te gusta Marielalero echale un vistazo a su último post aquí http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_chanmarielalero31.htm
Al final vienen unas meditaciones, por ejemplo la 2; creo que te puede venir bien. Anímate y sigue tu camino que está lleno de grandes momentos. Estoy seguro. Un gran beso
"2° Consciencia Programativa
Desvinculación sanguínea (receptor).

Yo (Nombre completo y edad) me desvinculo vibratoria y genéticamente, del enlace sanguíneo que establecí con mi sistema circulatorio con la (Nombrar a la persona/s) que me dono/ron su sangre. Con amor y agradecimiento les retribuyo en esta vida su acción humanitaria para conmigo.

3 Respiraciones.
20 minutos.

2 veces a la semana, una vez al día, durante un mes. Los días son a elección del lector

Finalizado el mes dar por concluida la labor, no es necesario repetir la meditación, este trabajo solo lleva un mes."


Love

[betoobig]

Sorry to everyone for posting in spanish, please take it in respectfull way from me. Didn´t mean to boder anyone. Thanks

[Tesla_WTC_Solution]

Thank you for sharing your memories and experience, Kirolak.

On the internet, you can find some useful sites written by people in similar situations.
Be careful of the weirder ones, but there are some with explanations of WHY these experiences might happen.
Some have prayers with requests for deliverance from blood oaths and other things which might bind a family.

Other folks have mentioned being abused by parents who happened to be police.
Some of the accounts mention seeing specific symbols being displayed in the house.
We do have a couple PA users who talked at length about these things in other threads that might be useful.


I hope you feel better and have some peace this week.
The weight of the world is truly very much too great for resting on one pair of shoulders.

You're absolutely not alone.