Healing request, remote healing or advice, situation bad.

[pequod]

Healing request, remote healing or advice, situation bad.
Hi guys this is a request for help for my wife and myself, about 4 years ago my wife become disabled with arthritis and chronic asthma she nearly died a few times the doctors did not help prescribing and overdosing her on 32 pills 4 times a day with pain killers/ morphine / nasty asthma drugs.

I was running 3 growing successful business I built from the ground up and they collapsed due to me trying to save my wife from a zombie state, I started fighting the idiotic doctor’s as their treatment was slowly killing my wife.

I started to suffer depression and took pills prescribed by the docs, (big mistake) July 1st this year I went cold turkey as I could not be take the evil anti depression pills any longer. I was not me on them. I felt like I was in hell coming off them, these anti depression pills have made me 1000 x worse, I wish I never followed the pharma drug dealing doctors advise.

When I came off them I looked like a meth addict, some of my teeth have rooted out on them, sores broke out, brain zaps and shattered reality were hard to deal with, all my nerve endings were in pain, I could not walk due to pain, I found out these anti depression pills had a form of meth in them, the doctors told me it was worse than heroin to come off. I’m still trying to battle staying off the evil ****.

So right now I’m left without any income. I’m trying to save 1 online business, it’s gradually collapsed to nothing, and I’m trying hard to rebuild my business, but nothing yet. I’ve been looking for employment for last 3 months & I just get rejected, I feel utterly useless and worthless, my self-confidence is rock bottom, I’ve never been this low in my life and I think I have a severe depression again, I keep reaching a brick wall with everything I do, everything I touch turns to ****, it’s like something has it in for me, I keep having thoughts of ending my life, it’s the only thing making me happy right now and I’m making plans. My wife and I are in our early 40’s and life feels like it’s all over for us, she has changed so much due to prescription drugs, it’s like I live with someone I don’t know anymore.

I have some healing crystals we sleep with, but I think we need something more powerful such as gifted remote healing, spiritual, light workers, intervention from above, I have no idea who, or what can help, which is why I’m here to ask your help.

Peace and love
Pequod

[Rocky_Shorz]

the feel good medicine they use in cold medicine...

they say don't use for more than 7 days without speaking with your doctor, sold in a 10 day pack...

the last 3 days are burning out a transmitter that eventually needs to be replaced with anti depressents

it takes 2-3 years to recover the transmitter in your brain

the rush of feel good had to end, you are numb...

but you are healing, being alive says you are winning day by day...

one day, you will walk outside, the sunshine and birds will make you smile again...

be strong for your wife, it heals you helping her...

[miro]

Nobody can heal you but you. I can show you how, but you have to do it. Meditation or prayer is a must. If you ask your wife, what feeling she had, ,when it started with her arthritis and asthma, and same feeling she had with different situation. You will know the root of her illness. Emotion code from Bradley Nelson will help her. It was for free on Amazon. For you Healing Code from Alex Loyd or Scientific Prayer frm Susan Shumsky is great, but don't forget to meditate ask ask your higher self for assistance. Guided is easier for beginners.
Love and Light.
Miro

[birddog]

I don't know how your healthcare works in the UK, but I would seek out a 2nd opinion for your wife, starting all over, fresh with a new doctor. It sounds like you need one as well. :) Out with the old and in with the new. First things first..you both need a new doctor...start over.

Next, contact your family. I am sure they will be glad to hear from you. Talk to them, they love you. Give them the chance to help. There are also many other resources available.

Ending one's life does not help anything. You are faced with coming right back here again in reincarnation, and facing the same scenario(s), all over again....after you have spent a long time watching the hurt that has been inflicted on your loved ones by your passing, ( and you don't want to cause your loved ones unnecessary pain. (So, why don't you just deal with it this time, one step at a time.) Put yourself in touch with a self help group dealing with depression. Go to the meetings and share your story...they all have a story... others can share tips how they deal with things, maybe one of those is right for you. Know that you may have to take a job. Maybe even a job that you don't like. See this as a temporary measure...a stepping stone to get you where you need to be. You are strong enough to do anything for a time. Look out for a better job. It may even fall into your lap while your are working. Check to see what benefits if any are available for your wife and you. There is help out there. You have already gone a long way in helping yourself. You have recognized your problem, ( the RXed drugs ), and got yourself off of them. Life is not over for you it is just beginning. I have a saying that I want to share with you...."40 is half of 80, and the second half (of your life) is going to be better than the first."
You are stronger than you know. Prayer, and meditation with a soft background music, will give you peace. Pick a song that will resonate 'love energy' when it is played. Feel the 'love energy' of the music, and feel it flowing down into the center of your head and down into your heart. Then, send it out into the world, to share with all. I always had a beautiful meditation when I did this, and tears would flow from my eyes as I sent out the love to the world. Let them flow, if you feel this, and the stress will also flow from your body. Also, take walks with your wife, it will help with stress and it will help her health and yours. Her arthritis may hurt, but the joints need to move to get better, and the more she moves, the less pain she should have. Light exercise should also help her asthma. Even if she needs a walker, encourage her to go.

Finally, I encourage you and your wife to visit a meditation and healing group. The energy of the group, and what you will learn will help you both towards health and wellness. Before you meditate, say to yourself...just as only the good comes from me, let only the good come to me.

You and your wife are both young, and have a long way to go in this life. Think of this as a bump in the road. :) I will send prayers and healing energy your way.

Peace and happiness, Love and hugs to you both,

Birddog

[astridmari]

I can relate to your situation. I have just had my "touch down" but now at least it is starting to get a little bit better.
About the antidepressants - they change the chemistry in the brain and thats why it feels so bad to quit abruptly, since it takes a while for the body to adapt and to start the production of seratonin of its own again. About your wife look for alternative help, ordinary healthcare is no healthcare. Perhaps homeopathy - remedies they prescribe are not that expensive and they do tend to look at the individual traits and treat each person as uniqe. And/or see someone who knows a lot about nutrition, it is fundamental. Look at the food you eat. Do you eat organic? CBD has helped me with stress issues. It took a while, about 4 weeks for my body to respond (less for some) but then it makes you feel relaxed and clear. It was real a relief. It is not illegal with CBD (comes from hemp, ony traces of THC in it). Why not start selling it? It is a good business in Sweden now. Only a handful dealers. A lot of sick people get relief from it. I got mine throuh contacts on FB. I wish you and your wife the best life ever. You will get through this. I will send some reikki to you.

[sandy]

Dear Pequod,

Please read and reread birddog's post as it has everything you can do and more to keep putting one foot ahead of the other......

I support birddogs suggestions. To be honest I have taken all the actions birddog mentions in my life, at at time when it was either pull the plug of fight like hell for myself and believe I and the challenge ahead are worth the effort.

Long -Term Change doesn't happen overnight. It is a process that can often take years.........you are still in the early stages of total lifestyle changes for yourself and your partner and it is really tough to accept the present never mind see the future when hanging onto what was versus what is. It is sh*%tty for you right now and there is no 2 ways about it..............accept it, lumps and all,keep putting one foot ahead of the other and one day you will walk back into the sunshine and you will see the road you are on and what lies ahead, instead of much darkness.

One thing I taught myself was meditation to manage my mind and the negative tapes that just kept playing and playing.............there are many free resources on the Net that are FREE and the one I found that worked for me was called the "The Master Key". It was very easy with one exercise per week to work with each day for a short allotment of time and was just right for my ability to stay focused at the time.

There are 24 exercises which is 1/2 a year. This was definitely a great help in teaching me how to quiet my mind and recognize that I am the observer, of what is, not the what isand thus letting go became much easier and with no resistance the cycle of negativity stops must quicker as there is no further buy or attachment. It becomes easier and easier to quiet the mind and thus find greater inner peace as time goes on and I think that is what most of us desire................just some inner peace.

Good Luck, make it happen and know that you are worth it just because you were born!! Much Love :hug:

[vilcabamba]

you are supposed to taper off anti-depressents slowly. Even though you will feel the brain zaps. It can take a couple of months to feel better again. But if you get really really bad with brain zaps. you may need to take a little of the anti-depressent and then taper off of them really slowly by opening the pills and counting out the amount you need and taper off gently.

I feel your pain i am in a bad way myself. Hold on. Sometimes good times are around the corner. Maybe David Schmidt is correct and the Iraq dinar will revalue to give light workers money. Maybe it's a scam. Maybe it's not.

[Mu2143]

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[andrewgreen]

Couldn't agree with Mu2143 any more, been eating blended vegetables for breakfast and it helps tremendously. With mood diet, health. Eating enough of the raw vegetables and herbs can even lead to cutting cut out medicine. After taking a large amount of drugs though even if you do start eating properly its likely your body can't digest the food until you do a liver and digestive detox. You don't need help from anyone though, you can sought things out for yourself and will do.

My favourite site for raw food/ juicing

http://juicing-for-health.com/basic-nutrition/healing-vegetables.html

[PathWalker]

Greetings pequod,

I share your story line, and went the same path, to the less extreme.
In 2009 my wife started with arthritis (still with her). I was devastated and went through nervous break down. I was shuttered, I could not drive and was on the verge of loosing our income as well.

The way out for me was seek out for help, as you do. When you seek help you find. PA is a place of miracles and empowerment. And help is coming your way already, as you read this post. Hope you can feel the golden light cleansing and replenishing your auric field.

Before writing to you, I want to relate to your wife. I went through therapy to deal with my wife sickness. The therapy was about my abandonment fears, control/helpless fears, and accepting her.
Since I am very analytical, I learned that arthritis and asthma are autoimmune illness. With deep unhealed emotional issues about self worth, and self love. I also learned that my wife does not want to heal the condition totally (she could few times), she wants to control and manage the condition. This drives me crazy, but I learn (hard lesson) to accept and love.
My wife knows exactly the diet that can assist her, she knows the harmful foods, yet she present self inflicting behavior. External love and acceptance is not a match to lack of self love. And we (the spouse) cannot control her inner world. The short message, healing starts in wanting to heal, eliminating and clearing/facing the roots of the illness.
BTW there is a thread about arthritis.

As for your self, you are aware of your condition and want out. That is the way for healing. You are responsible and hopeful seeking assistance (if you were not hopeful you would not seek help) . There is assistance before the spiritual realm in the physical.
1. Assist your body, deal with the immediate stress. So that you will be able to control the situation. I have experience with Homeopathic rescue remedy and Manuka Honey. Ask herbalist what you need to stand back on your feet now (2 - 3 days).
2. Start body cleansing regime. Juicing, fasting what ever suits you to revive your body and spirit. This will take about (3 - 4 weeks).
3. While cleansing your physical start also gradually cleansing your brain and take control over your attitude to life. We can discuss this in the thread or offline in PM. I suggest by start listening to this empowering interview with Dr. Joe Dispenza Mind Power Techniques - Heal Your Life (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDDCRk51-fA).
4. Take a spiritual path to life (disperse fear), acknowledging and taking responsibility to what ever comes your/our way. It is a growth catalyst. If we do not attend the catalyst it aggravates the pain. Till we must deal with it. So better deal with it now.
5. Imagine what you want to grow out of of this ordeal, and plan your way out. When you imagine the way out, small synchronous miracles will lead you to new opportunities. It is the fool archetype (fool from Tarot cards deck) way, to let go and follow whatever comes the way to climb out to new reality.

You deserve help and assistance, simply because you seek it. Watch how assistance is coming your way, let it come. And be willing to receive (I write this, because I have issues with asking and receiving).
I also wish to share with you, that many of my first circle friends/family (in Israel) find the recent months since September, violent transitions/changes in life (myself - new career) such as divorce, immigration, employment, stroke, loss/release. I have strong personal belief that we are going on a new path. Each of us on his own personal journey is meeting his/her own worst hell, in order to release it and create/manifest our personal heaven on earth.
So it is a painful transition period, and it helps me to hold my vision to what I want in the coming months.
We are all guarded, watched, cared and loved at a very personal level (I will spare you the spiritual bla bla).

PM me or post for further discussion.

Be well, and strong
PathWalker

[Anchor]

Thank you for asking in the way that you have, it makes it so much easier for us to simply get on the case instead of dancing round the freewill issues, so prepare for some incoming...

I want to contribute in response to your call but I sense that it will be first aid unless you maintain action based on discovery of the underlying causes.

Explore all options.

For the healing work of this moment I see powerful restoration, starting at your hands and feet and working inwards.

If you feel any of that, and she is open to it, then lay those hands on your wife and unlock the flow of power with your loving intent.

(Reason: Aid offered her is through you given that you were the one that made the call. Perhaps you can clarify that she too has willingly consented to direct aid ?)

It is my wish that you get enough of a break to take stock, I think you are going to need to dig inwards (both of you) for the root cause (catalyst) of these distortions in your lives which are linked - just how much linked is open to exploration by the two of you.

Healing always takes the form of smoothing out distortions in your being, distortions which are the manifestations of "catalyst". For this reason Healing is always possible, but I have learned that it entirely depends on the reckoning within with that catalyst. I have no insight to offer into the specific nature of catalyst(s) you face and my sincere hope is that the suffering is not so bad that you do not have the time to explore that for yourself.

Furthermore I add my request to yours, which is the request that as many angels as necessary hear the calls by proxy and move immediately to aid both of you with intellectual, spiritual and physical aid to give you the space to more comfortably reckon with that which needs to be. My suggestion is you ask likewise directly, as should your wife - in whatever terms you deem appropriate.

It is so hard to see suffering like this - if that can be safely eased without undermining the higher purposes, so be it, my added request to all those who can help... please so ease it.

You have been given good practical advice in this thread particularly, I don't have any to add, except that you might want to consider forgiving the Doctors who made the mistakes they made and all those that have shown no mercy and all those various people who have not given you a break and have compounded your problems. This is pretty hard to do as it is so frustrating and serious, but most of them don't knowingly set about trying to kill, maim, harm and ruin - they are set-up to fail by the system they exist within currently.

Please let us all know how it goes.

If anything I have said above, transgresses, please forgive me.

"I love you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you."

( Praying will help too - try this one : http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32864-Lord-s-Prayer-in-original-Aramaic )

[Daozen]

Detoxadine is my favorite supplement.

1) If you want something spiritual, try healing mantras played again and again. I like Imee Ooi.

EP_2Cr03uNI

2) For physical healing, try the six doctors technique.

agarthanalliance.blogspot.com/2014/11/the-six-doctors-technique.html

The body can cure anything if you give it the right tools. Good Luck.

[Lifebringer]

Eat a bud of weed, and wean off the opiate. Cannibis will reroute those closed off brain cells that help you stay off, by using natural seretonin produced in the brain. It's a great pain reliever and I've seen heroin addicts kick decades long addiction to heroin with prescription marijuana. Cocaine, heroin work on the strong cells to make you weak. Cannibis reconnects those numbed out brain cells and produces the serotonin needed to keep you well again. If you're state isn't legal, then move to one that is, because "anxiety off heroin addiction or codeine can be painful and or geeky."

That feeling is so uncomfortable, it's like nerve ending firing, and jerky movements while talking, or conversating, is visibly noticeable to others, which makes you even more uncomfortable trying to get clean. Try an edible or simply toke one after getting to a doctor who'll help. If you tell the doctor, you kicking an opiate and need something more comfortable to wean off, in a legal state, then the doctor is authorized to prescribe the "safest anti-anxiety" medication. Cannibis is the safest and it takes 900 joints smoked in 15 minutes, to overdose, so that's how safe it is, no death, no geeking and no pain. That's just from me and my researching opinions. LOL;)

[Lifebringer]

Dear Pequod; so sorry to hear about your hitting bottom, but there's only one other way for you and that is UP. So your here, and that's a start. You and your wife have been through quite a lot, and it's time to reach out, hold each other and try other things that bring you closer to nature. Sitting in a sunset with a cup of cocoa and your wife nessled close. Hugs when when you feel you're low will life you both up. Try chamomil baths for relaxing, but that pain thing and the use of opiates, is a problem because anything a doc will give you from pharma, just gives you another addiction, or destroys some bodily functioning organ. That is why I eat a bud. Perhaps you should look up all the information on cannibis, pain relief, and anxiety. There is lots and lots of information for weaning off with cannibis. If it wasn't for the illegality, I believe a lot of people would have never become heroin addicts. Perhaps they would have just tried pot, got out of depression and moved on in life.

Godspeed on your healing for you and your wife. Sending understanding from a 23 year recovered addiction of Bush crack. Clean 23 years and loving it. An addiction is when you lose control over what you are chemically using. Natural is always better, and serotonin is in short supply with most Americans today, and depression, anger, anxiety and sadness, permeate, don't fall back, just know that's the world, and not you or your wife. Want the world better, participate. It works if you work it, and nobody ever told us life was a rose garden.

Love and hugs from a fellow traveler in life.

[pequod]

Thank you all, I am trying to assimilate the info in your posts today, the meditation i want to start with, i don't want to go back on the pills, i want to beat this so much, i did not how, but i have some great advise here from you lovely people to start.
Thank you, i felt i was alone and so many of you guys have posted help, which is amazing. It gives me hope.

[betoobig]

Hi Pequod, you started the help by asking for it. I reed all the post and all of them have good advices, go for whatever sounds right in your heart. We all know you can heal yourself with some guidance in the begining. I just whant to send you and your wife some energy. You are not alone. Thare are many of us doing a "faith jump" right now with similar situations as yours.

Love

PS: Pathwalker, i felt every and each of your words. Nice, thanks

[kirolak]

Please try a raw vegan diet, you have nothing to loose and so much to gain! I will join the many sending you strength and good health, but you need to have good health as your Personal Will, too. . . I know it is hard when you are so down, but try the raw vegan diet allied to salt baths, and daily glass of water with sodium bicarbonate to create an alkaline base in the body. Be well and Happy!

[Ikarusion]

hi all,

i only read the first post really, but one thing that hasnt been mentioned and might be of tremendous help, if you still have a little money to go and take it, would be ayahuasca.
i urge you to research it, if that would be an affordable option to take.

i say this because 1. i have read from people fighting off /curing cancer, asthma and other illnesses and 2. i have participated in a few ceremonies myself.
now i though, did not have any physical chronic issues. so i can only speculate/believe in what i heard.

i did however find tremendous truth in the simple saying "mind over matter" and have come to realise that consciousness creates matter, so spirit is hierarchically above matter. which explains why ayahuasca works so great. because it will usually bring up psychological issues that manifest themselves physically.

if you need some physical evidence, some doctor tested his blood afterwards and found an almost impossible, or rather unseen ph value. very high basicity.
high acidity would be a breeding ground for illnesses. no link though, just something i read once.

its also proven to naturally increase serotonin levels. i did and still feel generally more happy now.

these are the most important things i have found out, and given here in compressed form from my point of view.

of course though, we all have the power to heal ourselved naturally. but i think when something has became severe, we might be somewhat blind to it, so its easier that someone or something else goes: "hey, look there's an issue of yours.".

i hope this helps, ayahuasca is intense but ill definitely will go back to it.
oh and also, read a lot about it and if you do it, do follow the necessary diet, or your spouse just might leave this earth for real during her experience.
my first time definitely felt like dying when it came on.

and i also believe that a raw vegan diet might be an easy and not very costly way to regain some health quickly. again, acidity.

take care

[Ikarusion]

ou, you might wanna message TraineeHuman on here.
judging from his comments in the obe thread he might have 30+ years of experience in remote healing.

[Mu2143]

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[skamandar]

This worked for me and I have shared it in avalon

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?76148-Healing-by-Skype&p=891134#post891134

[Lysaur]

Healing request, remote healing or advice, situation bad.
Hi guys this is a request for help for my wife and myself, about 4 years ago my wife become disabled with arthritis and chronic asthma she nearly died a few times the doctors did not help prescribing and overdosing her on 32 pills 4 times a day with pain killers/ morphine / nasty asthma drugs.

I was running 3 growing successful business I built from the ground up and they collapsed due to me trying to save my wife from a zombie state, I started fighting the idiotic doctor’s as their treatment was slowly killing my wife.

I started to suffer depression and took pills prescribed by the docs, (big mistake) July 1st this year I went cold turkey as I could not be take the evil anti depression pills any longer. I was not me on them. I felt like I was in hell coming off them, these anti depression pills have made me 1000 x worse, I wish I never followed the pharma drug dealing doctors advise.

When I came off them I looked like a meth addict, some of my teeth have rooted out on them, sores broke out, brain zaps and shattered reality were hard to deal with, all my nerve endings were in pain, I could not walk due to pain, I found out these anti depression pills had a form of meth in them, the doctors told me it was worse than heroin to come off. I’m still trying to battle staying off the evil ****.

So right now I’m left without any income. I’m trying to save 1 online business, it’s gradually collapsed to nothing, and I’m trying hard to rebuild my business, but nothing yet. I’ve been looking for employment for last 3 months & I just get rejected, I feel utterly useless and worthless, my self-confidence is rock bottom, I’ve never been this low in my life and I think I have a severe depression again, I keep reaching a brick wall with everything I do, everything I touch turns to ****, it’s like something has it in for me, I keep having thoughts of ending my life, it’s the only thing making me happy right now and I’m making plans. My wife and I are in our early 40’s and life feels like it’s all over for us, she has changed so much due to prescription drugs, it’s like I live with someone I don’t know anymore.

I have some healing crystals we sleep with, but I think we need something more powerful such as gifted remote healing, spiritual, light workers, intervention from above, I have no idea who, or what can help, which is why I’m here to ask your help.

Peace and love
Pequod

In my astrological chart, it says I will have a turning point crisis in middle age. So maybe I will udnerstand when I'm older.

But I wish you all the best and love and healing. Things can and will get better, sometimes you just have to grit your teeth through some things. Some of the best people suffer. But we are eternal spirits, and this is only a small existence. Never forget to enjoy the small things.

The best thing I know of for srthritis is MSM so try that if you haven't and Google some articles about that. The drugs probably screwed with your brain which makes it difficult to feel good and normal. But you can heal with a healthy mind, and positive thinking and good nutrition. Plus [drug use] makes it easier for astral parasites to invade your mind and they can think thoughts through you to make you think you're crazy. They want you to hate yourself. Pray to God and know that everyone cares about you because we are all one big human family and everyone understands at some level, we all want everyone to be happy.

My mentor was one of the greatest hardest working souls in this world. And he has been so damaged and attacked it is beyond belief. One little thing, is the doctors cut his balls off and sewed them back on. He could hardly walk for 8 years and he was a self-taught black belt guy who could break bricks. For 20 years, every day, constant pain, like a kick in the nuts. A dentist destroyed his teeth so they would get cavities and come pay more money to the dentist. But he still smiles and laughs. He knows that demons work through people to attack good souls. He even got to the point where he laughs at his pain. Don't cave in, that's what the dark ones want you to do.

[21g]

Hiya Pequod,

Sounds like you are going through the ringer, mate.

Have faith that things will improve, its just a matter of time and some self help.
You will come out the other side, if you take one day at a time.

A few ideas that might be worth trying :

1. Find and register with a G.P. who is more Holistic in their practice. They do exist !

2. Look up the NFSH ( National Federation of Spiritual healers ) online, they will have a list of local healers
that you and your wife can go to for healing. They charge a nominal fee, free if you are really struggling.

3. For good financial advice try the C.A.B. ( CITIZENS ADVICE BUREAU ) it is suprising how much they can help.

4. Make time for you and your wife to enjoy the simple things, even if you dont feel like it, do it anyway !
A walk in the park, music, watch a comedy you enjoyed, etc. You are human beings, not a bunch of problems.
You are ALIVE, so you have already won the war ! Just dig in and win this last battle. You will be glad you did !

Feel free to P.M. me if i can help in anyway.

G.

[Anchor]

You are human beings, not a bunch of problems.

Excellent!