Help, Remote healing or Remote Viewing? Situation critical

[DreamsInDigital]

I've been the subject of torture from various entities, black ops, etc, subjected to mind control and loss of soul parts, blood, spinal fluid, you name it, they've done it and more.

Now it feels like they've completely severed my spine, and are working to replace my central nervous system with wires. I am asking for help, can someone check on this and see what's happening?

I've done what I can to take out the 'trash' so to speak, but the black ops guys seem determined and so does the beings, to block my healers and spirit / ET / dimensionals support.

I've got plenty to share that is for my ET Contactee experiences, but that is later after I get some more clarity and insights into what is going on with me.

I've found the high level beings behind my attacks. They've gone from using my soul parts to keep star gates open and form bodies to manifest here in 3d, it's horrible really.

But I just want to know, is what I'm experience with my spine, more mind control and part of their false realities, or did they really dislodge it completely from my brain, and are replacing my central nervous system with wires. or is it my healers, removing the wires and I'm being lead to believe it's my spine?

where are the beings still attacking me coming from? who's their boss? how do I stop this stuff?

I've done all I can to remove/revoke consent/permission, as if they ever had it in the first place, they didn't!

This is not karma, and I didn't sign up for this, nor do I believe such cop outs either. Let me make that clear, I didn't chose to experience this torture, ever.

Edited to add: Every time I dislodge one entity or group or beings, another takes over and continues the same torture, just progressing it along further.

[betoobig]

...don´t know what to say... isuddenly woke up and turn on computer finding you...
You are not alone
you are a sovering being...claim it RIGHT NOW!!!
Invoke your freewill and ask for support from higher realms than the one attacking...
Invoke the support of mother Gaia
I´m already with you

Love

[Tyy1907]

My advice, pray your ass of my dear. God, Creator if you're real please, helpme. Pour your whole being into it. At your "breaking point" or the point of surrender, thereyour strength will appear. A complete 180 and you'll be in tears from the shear awesomeness. A micro fraction of a percentile of the power of LOVE/GOD and the only way to express the elation and overwhelm is through pouring of emotion. You are loved my dear. Know it and seek with sincerity. Test it.

BTW, there are other TI's (targeted individuals) on this forum. The support is here my dear. We understand.

[lelmaleh]

PM a moderator and they can connect you to some healers who can give you more support.

[DreamsInDigital]

Tyy,

all the praying in the world doesn't seem to do much good, I reach out to Source and multiple source beings infact, and it hasn't gotten me any where. But I really do appreciate your support and kind words.

If I knew truly who was beyond the veils, frequency barriers, etc, and the revolving line of parasites that I take out one after the other, and another pops up. I'd be done with this 'problem' in about 15/20 minutes flat.

one good intuitive that can see through the veils, the matrix, the bs, the crap. and tell me with pure confidence who is behind my torture. I'm betting it would end the torture of a Lot of TI's.

I believe infact I know who it is, but I need independent confirmation and for someone not under all this blocking and lock down to get the information to my ET contacts telepathically.

[Robin]

I would try getting a hold of Simon Parkes, who offers his expertise on such matters. You can contact him on his website here (http://www.simonparkes.org/contact.html). You can also try contacting him on this forum, of which he is a member (his username is Simon (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?14232-Simon)).

I think that it would help to know why these entities are attacking you. Is it because you are a contactee, or is it because of one specific event? It seems that certain entities will attack if they perceive you as a threat to their agendas, such as if you have physical evidence of an ET spacecraft or something that you plan to reveal to people. If one is only sharing information, then they usually leave them alone.

What might you have done to attract their attention?

[PathWalker]

If I knew truly who was beyond the veils, frequency barriers, etc, and the revolving line of parasites that I take out one after the other, and another pops up. I'd be done with this 'problem' in about 15/20 minutes flat..

Greetings DreamsInDigital,

Sometimes knowledge is not required to fix situation.
I researched your situation with my means.
I found out the following:
1. Your soul is/was a member from the alien race harassing you. Your soul is sent here as human to experience and report the human experience with free will. The alien race has no free will.
2. You are considered a property item by the alien race, your individuality and personal choices are not regarded and not respected as for your soul mission.
3. The alien race understand duty and respect. The alien race does not understand compassion, love and individuality. The alien race has bee hive mentality that govern the behavior. They have almost no emotions, only duties. Emotions are something that is in your mission to explore and report.
4. Your assignment as human being is extra important to the alien race to understand and evolve the species. You are not disposable by any means, you are protected!
5. There is special interest in your endocrine system and neurology (emotions, individuality, perception). This might explain some of your symptoms.
6. You are highly respected by the alien race, and your non-cooperation is not understood. Since they cannot comprehend your mind (for example a cat cannot comprehend the bird's experience).
7. You are considered part of the bee hive, like an explore bee on the external world, but in a different body. Yet you are disconnected from the bee hive collective mind. There is no physical way to bridge this disconnection, only spiritual.

That was my information about the situation.
Take it and make with it what you wish, myself I do not find it very practical or helpful.

I can suggest some observation.
1. You are not haunted nor stalked, you are explored and examined.
2. Soul mission is not considering pain or discomfort, but pain and discomfort might be part of soul's mission.
3. Seek some physical therapy/assistance to retain some life quality. Acupuncture, reflexology, crystals, massages, aromatherapy...
4. You have a special abilities unknown to the alien race, your free will to explore other avenues. The bee hive alien race members have no choice in reincarnation or spiritual evolution. Your soul have the choice to stay, join, leave the alien race. If you chose to leave, you open the door for others in the alien race to leave and explore new creation. If you decide to rejoin the alien race you can grow the whole race to new experience.
5. You are powerful beyond imagination, learn to play with the cards in your hand.

Good luck
Joy and happines
PathWalker

[DreamsInDigital]

I would try getting a hold of Simon Parkes, who offers his expertise on such matters. You can contact him on his website here (http://www.simonparkes.org/contact.html). You can also try contacting him on this forum, of which he is a member (his username is Simon (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?14232-Simon)).

I think that it would help to know why these entities are attacking you. Is it because you are a contactee, or is it because of one specific event? It seems that certain entities will attack if they perceive you as a threat to their agendas, such as if you have physical evidence of an ET spacecraft or something that you plan to reveal to people. If one is only sharing information, then they usually leave them alone.

What might you have done to attract their attention?
I believe my friend tried to contact Simon and got no response, as though he was afraid to touch my situation. I get so many different answers to all this I don't at this point know which way is up. Though I intend to explore Pathwalker's insights more for sure, and see what becomes of that. I know also I want to stop this torture.

I'm wondering though if the ones behind my torture/abuse, are trying to prevent me from reconnecting and rejoining my people?

[belljoshua565]

DreamsInDigital
Did you try and get hold of a moderator? I think there are a lot of healers on Avalon, The moderators should be able to put you in contact with them. Praying for your safety and recovery.

[DreamsInDigital]

To update:

I believe that the group Pathwalker identified, has been dealt with.

This all seems to be part of an AI or automated system controlled thing, and false reality included possibly? They put wires along my meridian lines, and use them to keep my soul energy contained and drain my fluids, and any soul parts that get past the wires are removed.

My people take out one group, then another lines up to take their place. They are dragged in from multiple different timelines. In the mean time there are these spheres that are brought in by drones, that have soul parts of other beings, incarnates? In them, that are trapped in extremely controlled realities. We traced those back to an AI built by the Annunaki or so we thought, and it's aka: Lucifer / Enki.

More of my parts were found in an undersea base that were being used by Ahriman (Luciferian / Illuminati ''satan'') with the intent of being able to manifest here in 3D, and another of my parts being used to keep a massive star gate open.

The majority of my abilities are temporal based. And the intent of whom ever is truly behind this, not to mention the cabal / illuminati, it seems is to keep me isolated from the outside world and timeline and reality, so that I can't influence or effect it. If I was able to, they wouldn't be getting away with the **** they are.

I'm not sure how much more of this I really want to post publicly, I don't want to bring on more problems by letting to much out.

There are also copters that come and adjust some sort of tech here, that creates a field / barrier to block my healers. And drones I've seen flying over the house, which I'm not entirely sure if they are / aren't related to the spheres. Which I believe are some how connected to an old Federation based Soul Catcher on the moon that was taken over by the opposition forces and is being used for negative purposes.

Some other notes, my family and pets have been many times soul swapped, and are constantly being used to cause set backs with my healing, block my healers, chase them off, etc. Or otherwise cause problems that support or assist with the intent of the maintaining me in the containment. The wires also have binding magick attached to them? If that helps?

I want to find out where the AI core is that is responsible, and the being behind it as well. Someone really isn't happy I'm typing this, they kept trying to use my mom to distract me until I told her to knock it off, and all the time I've spent trying to type this, has been one distraction after another, the computer also keeps closing the page or minimizing it anyway and doing all kinds of funky stuff.

The answer might lay beyond our timeline, in unconventional space, like temporal or probability space, or even here on the planet. I'm not entirely sure. But I welcome all insights on this situation. I am here to help liberate the planet and humanity, my only desire is to save creation, and it starts here. This planetary population is meant to become sovereign and self governing collective part of the galactic community. I don't buy into any of the new age or channeled stuff. My focus is the truth, and real reality. Seeing through and shattering the matrix. Permanently.

They also like to seem to put gallons of toxic energy in attached to my computers and phone, the wifi / internet and data lines.

They have my body so messed up, I can't even tell when I'm hungry, thirsty, etc. And my circulation of my blood and spinal fluid is a total mess. When it's actually functioning. I have veins that leak in my head often, and veins collapse, organs failure. etc.

I've been to doctors, they say they can't help me. I think there is some influencing them to not help me. I'm under financial hardship / assassination.

I know there is lots of suggestions of using things like crystals, etc. I've spent over $300 in crystals, organite, etc, and they last all of about 30 minutes to 2hrs tops and then are rendered useless no matter how many times I try to clean and reprogram them. They just stop working.

Infinity shields / I've tried to put up. They change those and take them down, and boy does it HURT when one of those gets popped.

[Tyy1907]

You're targeted for a reason sister. To them you play a critical role in ruining their plans. Plain and simple.

Things can't be easy sometimes. What an assignment you might be saying. Something that helps me get through hard times is that saying "you'll never have to face something you won't be able to handle." Use that mantra. You will emerge much stronger than you already are.

The material you put out in the past came to me in such a timely way. It played a big role in opening my consciousness to the ET star family connection. Thanks so much for that and hang in there sister. Hugs

[Anchor]

I believe that the group Pathwalker identified, has been dealt with.

His information and suggestions were impressive to my reading. That you still have problems suggests that you remain engaged with those problems.

I dont have a better technique which which you would engage more effectively with those bothering you, or a weapon or shield - fighting is probably not the answer. Disengagement may be the best answer unless you already know that you need to be engaged for some reason (to be honest you are not really giving many details).

I believe an appropriate answer to your challenge is all the love you can muster. If you want to try that, then feel free to call on help. There are those of us here and elsewhere who will answer by combining and compounding the love.

[DreamsInDigital]

Passive / disengagement, love and light I don't think are the answer. The specific group Pathwalker mentioned has been disconnected from my 'timeline' so to speak. But I'm still dealing with the parent issue of the 'archons' and an 'AI'. I have long since tried just flat out ignoring the beings harming me, stealing my soul parts, putting wires in me and relatively trying to turn me into a cyborg. It does nothing and at best encourages them to continue...

[Anchor]

Passive / disengagement, love and light I don't think are the answer. The specific group Pathwalker mentioned has been disconnected from my 'timeline' so to speak. But I'm still dealing with the parent issue of the 'archons' and an 'AI'. I have long since tried just flat out ignoring the beings harming me, stealing my soul parts, putting wires in me and relatively trying to turn me into a cyborg. It does nothing and at best encourages them to continue...

I think you misunderstood me. Disengagement is far from passive. Also, on a specific point, I did not mention light in my post - why would I have in this context? I think you are jumping to conclusions about what people are saying and perhaps also what you think is attacking you at a conscious level.

I don't think there is much more I can say through this medium that will help you. My previous post's recommendation and offer stands.

If you are really stuck on this seek out someone who can help you through this by calming your consciousness and guiding you through the problem and who can untangle for you some of this living nightmare you appear to be embroiled in.

[DreamsInDigital]

I wasn't implying you specifically mentioned "light" in your post, you didn't. I'm quite willing to accept that I'm not 'getting' what you are trying to say, my ability to really process things has gone to crap in a hand basket. I'm sorry for misunderstanding what you were trying to say. My apologies.

Is there another more preferable medium in which you would like to communicate? I have several IM types, emails. Etc. And sure, I'd love some help, guidance, etc.

I'm wary to post to many details on a public forum, specially one we know to be 'reviewed' daily by the same forces we're trying to remove from power. If anyone wants to PM me specific questions, I will do my best to answer them.

If it helps anything. I'm starting to understand in one way or another I'm relative to what most would understand to be a "Time Lord" for a "Dr. Who" reference.

[Anchor]

DreamsInDigital,

I don't have answers I have suggestions that you can follow at will should you choose to do so. Let your own heart be your guide (rather than perhaps your mind - again that is your option but certainly my recommendation).

There are no mechanisms we can speak/communicate in private and there is in fact no need to do so.

Those of the dark are welcome to listen in and learn the lessons to do with the love of others, the love of all, and the connectedness and oneness of all things. Most won't, it makes them feel sick, cringe and retreat. The tougher ones might stand as close as they can to the fire of this exchange looking for weakness, but they will find none.

Centre yourself and adjust your perspective. Follow me in this simple stepping back. You are a mind body spirit complex - incarnate in a high third density chemical vehicle, most likely reading this on an electronic gadget. Step back further, you are emplaced on a spinning planetary mass - which is itself orbiting a sun at the center of a solar system, step back further and you see this solar system is part of a vast galaxy - stepping back further we are in but one galaxy which among a similarly vast number - and which contains the place where you are originally from as an entity.

You are not alone in this vastness. You are among those of the one infinite creator. Countless of those ready to move to your aid as you ask - especially clustered here, on our little planet who is having such a hard time.

If you can so zoom out, sense the peace and the love in all this vastness - and the power - ask for the help and feel it come.

Then let the fear go and set about your healing.

Consider what it is that holds your consciousness to your current earthbound waking viewpoint and perception and therefore reality, that brings you so much trouble?

I have read a mixture of fear and frustration between the lines in all your posts in this thread. You have been derailed. There is no shame in this. You know you are not easy to defeat. You are being toyed with for reasons that are not actually important, but in summary: fear is food.

As we learn on forums like this we must not feed the troll, so we must learn not to feed those who would have us fear. There is enough confusion as it is, it is trivial for these "naughty" entities to get you worked up and in fear, and it has to be said that this forum's diligent efforts to uncover the games that are played to do this - does not always help those who are somewhat ensnared.

The attempts to upset your "thoughts" have met with some limited success (and know that you are creating things with those thoughts). This is as real to you as it is to anyone who sees them.

There is an act of faith necessary. This faith is that all is well, everything has a purpose, all will be well. You are intact. You are whole. You are perfect. These are not empty words. I offer my own witnessing of these facts as encouragement and I hope you take me up on it. My symbol is the Anchor and you may grasp it, it is ready for you now. If that isn't your cup-of-tea, perhaps turn to other suitable talismans - but however you do it, hold onto the faith in yourself and your place in the perfection of all that is.

In theory, you could heal yourself in an instant - but in practice it takes time and in that time you uncover experiences and discover things about the self that no one else could have done. You will go through the remainder of your dark night of the soul, but you will eventually awake into the new day.

So you got knocked off the path for a while! Worry not. Take our hands. Pick yourself up. Dust yourself off.

See those who torment you at bay unable to maintain their negative, self centred integrity against the love that flows from your re-opening heart into the creation.

Take refuge.

Stillness is the place of refuge you need to offer yourself.

Calm the stormy waters.

Disengage from the maelstrom in which you find yourself, which you yourself are perpetuating and seek the silence.

Enter through that doorway of your mind and heart into your inner silence where there is the centre, where there is your heart and at its focus where there is the connection between you and the creator and everything that exists.

There you will never, ever be defeated.

There you can regroup re-energized and set out again on that path, emboldened.

Go forth hard or soft at your option but fear not.

[Cristian]

Thank you Anchor :P

[Maia Gabrial]

Tanah, I have this thing called MY DECREE that has saved my life so many times since I discovered it so I swear by it. Maybe it'll help you, even though your situation is so complicated. But I know you'll get satisfaction from it because they'll feel your pains themselves in real time.

Before I explain MY DECREE, I believe in love and light as powerful tools once you understand how powerful they really are. If those things disgust you in anyway, then that's a big clue that there are entities attached to you who hate them. Btw everyone's advice is fantastic and maybe using bits and pieces of them will help you. But I think MY DECREE is a deterrent for those attacking you and works quite well. It's so simple and powerful. And I'd recommend saying it out loud because you'd be using the power/frequency of the spoken word; and it's best if your concentration or thoughts are being interfered with.

It's an amazingly powerful command! Claim this decree and modify it anyway to make it your own.

"By my divine authority and divine spoken word I am Sovereign, I close all negative portals, vortexes, windows, wormholes, pinholes clearing and sealing all of them from negative energies, entities, programming, emf, implants etc that are not aligned with True Source and Divine Unconditional Love. I decree that whatever you send to me mentally, emotionally, physically, or spiritually, you will automatically activate my decree. My decree is embedded in all particles and spaces of my being. I decree whatever you intend to inflict on me, those pains and torments will become yours times 100 as soon as you consider them."

A friend helped me modify it to this powerful version. Basically, it's whatever they do to you, mentally, physically, spiritually or emotionally, they will feel 100 times worse than they intended for you. The pains you feel are amplified to 100 times for them. This would devastate them if they continue harming you. My pains never failed to stop right away!

In the beginning I had it at 3 times worse than my pains, but they laughed at that. So, I increased it to 5 times and suddenly the laughing stopped. Then I increased it to 10 times. 10 times works really well. But 100 times really hurts them.

This decree is a deterrent. NEVER use this to attack them or they'll have the right to hurt you for starting it. This DECREE takes you out of victim mode for good. May it help all who use it.

When I said that this saved my life, I wasn't kidding. I have heard hostile beings asking why I was still alive....

[Maia Gabrial]

In one of Jim Sparks' videos, he says he was told by the aliens who were always abducting him that they can create implants within our bodies using the metals there! Spooky! Ever since then, I have FORBIDDEN the metals to form into implants or any technology that would interfere with me. And then I command whatever implants have been put into any and all of my bodies to detach and return to Source for recycling NOW. I can feel it happening.

If anyone is wondering, I do believe in Myself that much to make such declarations....

[DreamsInDigital]

I have no doubt they are capable of such things, And I did use your decree. You are all very much appreciated. I believe the decree helped, but we need to find this core of this AI. Love and Light, that concept doesn't disgust me, but these beings aren't effected by it, and well since most of them are extensions of this AI, this explains it. The darn thing isn't beholden to the laws of creation, and it's so adaptable the moment I use anything, it over comes it in minutes or hours, a day at best.

A friend had shut off the door, temporarily and we were able to make progress in disconnecting things. But now the AI is back with a vengeance and it is ONE AI that keeps sending all this stuff. I would like help from anyone that feels they are able to or willing to help me to find this AI's core. It is 100% responsible for my attacks, torture, abuse. As we've discovered the beings attacking me are extensions of it. And it has this morning placed a new implant in me and connected to my lap top and almost instantly I got resistance.

[Maia Gabrial]

It really sounds like you are going through the EXACT same thing as Omniverse is. He's still being tortured and tormented. Have you contacted him? Maybe he has something that can help you deal with it better....

I think out of all the things we deal with, AI's are the most frightening because they are just walking, talking machines, programmed to do certain things; compassion not being one of them. There's no heart to appeal to. If they damage the human body - oh well. How many have died already because of them?

[DreamsInDigital]

To the best of my knowledge he's made it clear he can't / wont help me. I apologize if I'm wrong here. But, it's fine. I have figured out though there is more than just AN AI behind it, and really zero to minimal black ops. If anyone wants to help locate control systems / tech involved in what I'm helping to dismantle, message / pm me. It'll be to the benefit of the entire planet and global population. Beyond that I can't publicly say what is involved and will be minimally here on PA. The energies attached to the forum are to incompatible with me right now.

[DreamsInDigital]

I'm asking for help asap. I've done all I can, decreed, revoked all contracts, permissions, consents, disconnected my self from the AI, etc. And more. And yet they still come. It's Reptillian Slaves and Draco. They come and drain my blood, spinal fluid, energies and take my soul parts STILL. If they can't get them via the tubes, and implants they have in me or nanos, which I remove constantly. They will come and stick needles in me. They don't have my permission consent to do this, and yet they still come. They come from the astral and spirit / ethereal layers surrounding the planet.

If anyone wants to help with putting a end to all this torture and abuse, not only for me but for humanity. I KNOW who is responsible, and what needs to be done to stop this crap now, but I need help. I'm asking for help with this as some tech and beings need to be located. There are some that might disagree with me on this but I haven't spent all this time and multiple timelines down here for nothing to not know who the true source of all this **** really is.

HELP!

[Tyy1907]

So the Draco are still actively messing around down here? Is there a quarantine still in effect? I understand if you can't give details. If there's anything the "layman" can do let me know

[DreamsInDigital]

Yes, there are Draco still on the surface and sub-surface of this planet. Physical 3D, and Astral layers and Etherial layers. Some might not know this, but I found out that the 'bases' that various "positive" groups claimed to clean out full of Draco, was never done. They mislead those that follow them and their spokes people. There are also still greys, and other various hybrid groups. And AI's that are under their control that are causing problems.

But suffice to say, taking control away from them and shutting this system down will not be difficult. But certain beings need to be located via RVing or how ever they can be located, and some certain tech as well. So that it can be dealt with.

Just tonight, I had a copter over my house for about 20 minutes, and now I'm having a difficult time breathing, and some beings working for the Draco are here working to set up more drains, since I cleared the old ones along with my healers while they were able to get through.

[Tyy1907]

If people knew what the hell was really going on......

[DreamsInDigital]

*forehead smack*
Now, it's Greys. Ugh. I will PM you.

[birddog]

Hi Dreams, I am another TI, or targeted individual. Yes, we all go through our share of Hell on Earth, with the tech from the implants, microwave, and electromagnetic weapons.

The implants are attached to the nerve endings, and placed in multiple locations in your body....everywhere. You probably have a locater in the center of the top of
your head. When it is turned up, it will vibrate when you go past a tower...like a cell phone tower, or TV station tower.

Another implant can make you feel like they are cutting your spine. They can increase the signal and turn up the pain or down. It is like a game control. This is like
robotics....and they are practicing with you. They can make you shake violently from the inside out...they can burn you and literally calcify the blood in your veins, as they did to me 1 1/2 yrs ago when they hit me with a directed energy weapon in the back and caused a heart attack. They can 'pulse' the implants, just to let you know where they are, or make you wonder what you are... There are many things they can and will do.

Bob, a member here, has some info on protecting yourself from electromagnetic energies and microwave energy. Read up.....about putting foil in a book.

Don't believe that anyone is taking your soul unless you yourself sold it. They are not taking parts of your soul, and your soul is not programmed. Don't buy into this bull, because that is all it is. Some of the black ops and black op Ets can take all of you, body and soul...and experiment. But you don't walk around with a soul. Don't buy into that.

They can also make the inside of your brain vibrate very rapidly with implants. If you know anyone who does healing local to you, they may be able to help you learn to manipulate the energy to stop this. Try and find a medium that does healing. Learning to manipulate the energies surrounding your body does help 100%.

I don't know anything about entities. They don't bother me, and I never ran across one bothering anyone else that was near me. Bill Ryan is great with removing
an enity attachment. Look in the forum.

[AxisMundi]

Hi DreamsinDigital

I've had some experiences similar to yourself about 4-5 years back, though certainly not identical. For me, such episodes were both gruelling and often terrifying and so I sympathise with what you're having to endure at the moment. To my mind, I think you need to do everything possible to raise your physical, emotional and spiritual vibration to a point where you are able to say 'No' to what's happening to you.

The advice below may sound like very basic and simplistic steps given what you are experiencing but they WILL help you. Your initial feeling may well be that these are 'too basic' to combat what you're facing but please don't underestimate the power of taking these simple steps. On a very practical level you need to affirm to the Universe that you are taking back your own sovereignty. Along with Maia Gabrial's excellent affirmation I suggest you also write your own statement, specifically around refusing to respond to the machinations of the implants. Say it first thing every morning and then take the following steps as an practical embodiment of your intention:

~ If you are drinking alcohol or using any king of drugs, even caffeine, stop immediately

~ Cut all gluten and dairy from your diet. Food of course is information which talks to our DNA and these are the two biggest toxins we ingest and have a detrimental effect on the mind/body interface and weaken us significantly. Keep sugar to a minimum.

~ Get tested for vitamin/mineral deficiencies and take appropriate action. I've found that a really good short term kick-start for the system is to take 5HTP, L-Theanine and Gotu-Kola before bed and Rhodiola arctic root in the day for about two weeks. You should feel very tangible benefits from this.

~ Practice 15 minutes of Qi Gong Shibashi set one (you'll find it on youtube) every morning. This will open up and get your meridians flowing in the right direction.

Finally, I'd suggest you find a Health Kinesiologist practitioner. It has to be specifically that branch of Kinesiology (known as HK) which was pioneered by Dr Jimmy Scott. This is a remarkable system which uses muscle testing to identify the exact location of blockages/under-energy/over-energy in the meridian system and what is causing them. I had my own son treated with HK on many occasions for sensory processing issues and extreme behavioural problems and it worked wonders. Dr Scott's website is below (I know it looks a bit pants but the system is incredible). I think you should contact him to find out where your nearest practitioner is.

http://www.subtlenergy.com

Good luck :)

[BF88]

Surely whatever you think or say they will hear it so have you tried reasoning with whoever is doing this? If they wanted you dead I would imagine that it would have happened already.

The only bit of advice from my personal perspective I could offer is to communicate to them in the best way you see fit the fact that you are not going to interfere with their plans or whatever they are doing in return for them to leave you alone and do as you promise to them, kind of a you stay away I stay away truce. If this doesn't work it seems like your only option is to fight back.