Communicating with your soul family

[Natalia]

Do you communicate with your soul family that is "out there"?

And/or do you really feel a longing to (like me)?

I get these days when I feel like I want to "go home" and even just to go there in my dreams would be nice...once a psychic said to me that they can only come to me in my dreams, but I have not been remembering most of my dreams...

Living in this world sometimes, is just traumatising and sad with all of this cruelty and suffering going on...and feeling alone and not (feeling) fitting in, and the both together...

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[raregem]

Yes, Amethyst.
Thank you for voicing what many are probably feeling/ experiencing these days and now years.
I feel so foreign here and saddened, too often, by the hurt so freely given on this planet.
People seem so "hell-bent" on fear based reactions/ behavior.

I am having a difficult time understanding the idea of higher vibrations.
Why is it humans need to raise their love vibration or we cannot leave this dense 3d environment .
Forgiveness, look the other way, it is just how it is. Ugh REALLY?
Why is it the "dark" energies, whom are from another dimension higher than 3, can manipulate and destroy a humans' well being.
See the problem? We have to raise ourselves while they are already there and they are disconnected from Spirit.
How can that be? Hope I am clear to readers.

[barneythez]

Hmm, yes, you are both clear to readers. To me...my only choice is to persevere. I know there are people in this world with a lot more on their plate than I do, and I hope I can help them in some way, even though some days I feel totally crushed. I do not understand either, but as George Kavassilas says...this is the toughest game going on in the universe, all eye's are on us now(not a direct quote, but I might be close). The people of Project Avalon are much more advanced than I am, meditating...connecting to Mother Earth...doing all the right things. So I hope they can help me, as I help others.

[Jluna123]

I understand what you are saying

[TelosianEmbrace]

Just recently I have been having daytime visions of members of a tall, white skinned humanoid race. While watching 'The Hobbit III' I saw one looking out from the screen at me, and smiling a loving smile. This has been the about the closest I have ever gotten to a face to face meeting with my family 'Out There'. And yet I know. I know with all my being that they are out there, that they love me, and that they are willing me on from beyond the cloak of non-interference.

The yearning, the longing to return to a loving interstellar family has never left me. How many times have I looked up to the sky and asked for contact? How many times have I begged to be taken back? The barbarity of the humans upon this planet is just so hard to bear. Yet, time and again, a phrase passes through my mind. 'The only way around is through'. The only way towards my star family reunion is through the muck, through the darkness. So I take a deep breath and wade on in, trusting that with faith, with kind thoughts, words, and deeds, I will transcend the phase of darkness and illusion that is before me. And each time I do, the drama, the illusion, holds me a little less tightly.

One day I will return to my Soul/Star Family. But when I do, it will because I have played my part in transforming this world and bringing it back to awareness, joy, love, harmony. I will meet them after reclaiming my confidence, my inner strength. When there is no more to learn from these illusory dramas.

The only way around is through.

[dim]

A direct contact with your soul family would most of the time produce unbearable longing causing your soul leaving the body just like that
therefor dreams, hints, subtle energetic senses, intuitions and some syncs is all we can get at this point
and it's all being triggers in service to your awakening, carefully orchestrated by you along with your family before your coming in here
as part of the design of this life time that marks your shift in your consciousness.

However, you are here for a reason
and although you are being loved and protected and watched at all times
don't expect to be saved, or somehow magically end the suffering both yours and the world's
you are here to bring light in this dark place but you can't do that unless you face the darkness in you.
This is what most of our kin struggles with
either cause we can't see the darkness in us and we end up whimsical about being Beings of light only
and the online literature doesn't help at all seeing the darkness within
or we get coward when the time comes to deal with it, isn't for the fainted heart for sure.

You are not new to this planet, some here are older than earth itself
we are reaching the end of this particular cycle of lifetimes and thereby we have played all parts in the Duality game
been both the oppressor and the victim in countless lifetimes
what you see out there in the "traumatizing world" is part your creation also
we are the ones responsible for the route the human species took millenia ago and we are back to fix it
as part of the great adventure of coming out and back in to the Source.

[DaRkViPeR]

Amethyst, I know how you feel. The constant longing for my true home is driving me crazy. I do not fit in with society. I am different and in my heart and soul I believe that I do not belong here. I have the constant feeling that something is missing in my life, but I don't know what it is.

[ouivalerie]

Yes, Amethyst.
Thank you for voicing what many are probably feeling/ experiencing these days and now years.
I feel so foreign here and saddened, too often, by the hurt so freely given on this planet.
People seem so "hell-bent" on fear based reactions/ behavior.

I am having a difficult time understanding the idea of higher vibrations.
Why is it humans need to raise their love vibration or we cannot leave this dense 3d environment .
Forgiveness, look the other way, it is just how it is. Ugh REALLY?
Why is it the "dark" energies, whom are from another dimension higher than 3, can manipulate and destroy a humans' well being.
See the problem? We have to raise ourselves while they are already there and they are disconnected from Spirit.
How can that be? Hope I am clear to readers.

Well, this is what I did, I read Andrew Bartzis soul contract and sure enough looks like they found me, for a great big half a minute…they were all blue looking maybe I couldn't see well or they are holograph people…all they said was "We couldn't find you". sounds just like my life, I can't find people like my kids, they take off…Guess I got karma…well at least they were looking. Nothing else said, but I know they know where I am and I'm almost positive they will find me again IF they even can. I am also guessing the matrix blocked them out. Gasp! I don't want to wish this on them at this earth for a rescue, seems like it maybe something I have to do alone to get out of this. I'm doing wingmakers.com whatever I can to open up my road home to these people who do act like they know what I expected out of family in this life and it never came…this earth family is vicious and deceptive and full of criminal….in that family I barely remember a fragment about they were all caring, loving, never had a problem doing for each other's…and I'm really scared they miss me or could get hurt without me completing the soul codes or something I don't even know about. I couldn't get another visit yet and it's been months, I think it's weird the first message they gave out, it was like I heard them acting real fast to say the most important thing to me they had to say in the time we got. "We couldn't find you". I must have done something to get into this mess if this is a karma planet…why would I leave such a wonderful family…no memory…all I got was people that cared and it was mutual and they were looking real blue in color.

[Natalia]

Thank you all for your replies and sharings, I listened to them deeply <3

I would like to reply more later when I feel up to it

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[apokalypse]

Amethyst, you not alone..i have same feeling or on same page as you.

[Kez]

Since my awakening I do not feel the same as I did before it happened in a way which I cannot describe. I am similar to you Amethyst in the fact that I can't remember most of my dreams ( I wonder why this is, maybe it's to protect us or for reasons unknown); however this may sound silly but I feel that I can connect with animals more than I can with humans. I adore my cat and dog and it always pains me to see any malnourished animal; however I don't feel as emotional when I see fellow humans in the same condition, yet I do feel sorry for them and wish them well being. I guess our time will come to meeting with them, it's just a matter of being patient and waiting for that time to come. :-D

[BF88]

Your not alone, I too have contact through 'dreams' although I think the term is used to describe different experiences. I am only ever contacted/visited/ do things out of body through 'dreams'. Try and learn how to wake yourself up at night and immediately write down what your experience was (perhaps keep a pen and paper next to your bed or on a phone). I have recently been attempting to make contact in the 'dream state' rather than merely receiving contact. I do this by when I am in bed relaxed and ready to drift off I control my breathing so it is slow and constant yet shortening with each inhalation and exhalation and merely asking for them to contact me in my mind. I have had varying degrees of success with it and I have found that it is more successful in total darkness where it is completely dark eyes open or closed.

A couple of things you could try tonight is in total darkness with your eyes closed try and close them again but not physically moving your eye lids. Another exercise is I do is to hold my hand in front of my face with my eyes closed in total darkness and move it around, closer then further, 5 fingers then 3 then 1 then 5 etc and try to see it. I like to call these things 'tuning in exercises' but whether they actually work or I am imagining it is anyone's guess. I hope this helps.

[BF88]

Since my awakening I do not feel the same as I did before it happened in a way which I cannot describe. I am similar to you Amethyst in the fact that I can't remember most of my dreams ( I wonder why this is, maybe it's to protect us or for reasons unknown); however this may sound silly but I feel that I can connect with animals more than I can with humans. I adore my cat and dog and it always pains me to see any malnourished animal; however I don't feel as emotional when I see fellow humans in the same condition, yet I do feel sorry for them and wish them well being. I guess our time will come to meeting with them, it's just a matter of being patient and waiting for that time to come. :-D

I also feel more for animals than humans and can sometimes connect with them much better. I have thought much about this and my current theory is that human beings are the dominant species and more in control of what happens to them than any animal (I would add children to this as well). Another theory I have is animals are not influenced as much by ego. These theories are based purely on my own observations / interactions.

[Wind]

Since my awakening I do not feel the same as I did before it happened in a way which I cannot describe. I am similar to you Amethyst in the fact that I can't remember most of my dreams ( I wonder why this is, maybe it's to protect us or for reasons unknown); however this may sound silly but I feel that I can connect with animals more than I can with humans. I adore my cat and dog and it always pains me to see any malnourished animal; however I don't feel as emotional when I see fellow humans in the same condition, yet I do feel sorry for them and wish them well being. I guess our time will come to meeting with them, it's just a matter of being patient and waiting for that time to come. :-D

I also feel more for animals than humans and can sometimes connect with them much better. I have thought much about this and my current theory is that human beings are the dominant species and more in control of what happens to them than any animal (I would add children to this as well). Another theory I have is animals are not influenced as much by ego. These theories are based purely on my own observations / interactions.

I feel likewise, I've always struggled with the connection to people and you are correct, animals and young children are innocent. You can see it when you look in them the eyes, only pure innocence looks back. They still have that divine spark in them which we adults have lost, because the cold world has beaten it out of us and we are almost always under the operation of our dominant minds which ultimately bring us much suffering and pain and yet we can't see it unless we remain as the silent observer behind our thoughts. This saying of Jesus was what it is all about: "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these." The kindgom of heaven is within us and we must regain the childlike (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCCHn1cWhOg) state of innocence again.

[Kez]

Wow! Such a nice response from Wind and BF88; I'm certainly glad that I aren't alone in this and I think that you are certainly right about an animals childlike innocence. I love the divine spark within an animals eyes; I feel like they understand me more than most fellow humans do anyway. They can see straight past the lies that you may present (for example they know when I'm upset or try to masquerade a certain emotion). :-D

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Whilst I've been away writing this post; my beautiful cat thought it would be funny to steal my seat and fall asleep in it, haha (the little skitter).

[ks4ever]

High Amethyst,
I met one of my soul mates and we have been living together for more than 22 years.
We are just enjoying our experience in this reality for awhile, and then we will move on.
This reality we live can be pretty rough, but that is why we came here. "To Learn" from the experience.

[Walter]

This is a great post, and I think for the most part we are all searching for our soul family. I am a firm believer in what Wind has said about the kingdom of heaven dwelling within. Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you" So in a sense, you are reaching out from within yourself, and I think that this connects you to your soul family.

Don't stop reaching out, and when the world seems to be closing in from all sides just remember, that you do bring a light into the world from the kingdom that resides from within you, and that light is here for a purpose. We may not always see this higher purpose, but it is there.

For this is the time of the "Great Gathering"

Walter

[Natalia]

Thank you for sharing your stories, all the ways of love are beautiful <3

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[Daozen]

None of us like it here. None of us are going home until we break the control grid. The quickest way out is cooperation.