Artistic Tortures - Hardcore Experiencer

[Omni]

This topic isn't for everyone on Avalon, surely. And I don't expect many thanks but who cares. As long as it doesn't offend anyone(if you don't want to tread about artistic tortures don't go on)... And to each their own. I know I would find this post fascinating if I was reading it from someone else...

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Artistic Tortures - Hardcore Experiencer

Since late 2007 I have been tortured well over one hundred thousand times... You might think I am exaggerating. I assure you, I am not. How I calculated this was simple. If I go by the year 2012 alone I get more than double 100,000 tortures. I was being tortured at almost every second of the day in 2012, unless I was experiencing amazing Extraterrestrial experiences(or sleeping). Which ET experiences were abundant to keep me going strong.

A day has something like 80,000+ seconds. During 2012 I was being tortured on average I'd say about once every 1-5 seconds for the entire year minus the first month perhaps although the memory is a bit hazy. Talk about "hardcore experiencing", that was the epitome of it for me. I'm curious if anyone else had more experiences that year than me. Trying to weigh it objectively, I somehow doubt it.

With this math it calculates out to many hundreds of thousands of tortures. I find it quite possible the shadow government torturing me is studying the effects of torture in this intensity and frequency. I call my life yin yang intensified, that sums it up rather well. I get many amazing ET contacts as a result of negative ETs finding me "worthy" after so much "sacrifice"...

Artistic Tortures

Over the years I have grown accustom to judging tortures. Perhaps one of the things the shadow government found, is that torturing a higher type soul eventually incites the development of a kind of taste for tortures. Not to say it is always appreciated in some way, tastes can be for variance of negative things too(like how bad it was).

One artistic torture I can bring up was one I frequently got in 2012. It was a heart chakra torture. What was occurring was I was having the Very distinct energy of "Soul Destroy" in my heart chakra, paired with an energetic torture that was at times causing much suffering and distress. But from it I was able to learn that all conscious energies can be put into chakras. It was a valuable lesson. I believe I could be the first on earth to be able to say I know that. Perhaps I am wrong, but whoever is saying that knows their stuff (or discerned the idea from me is possible I suppose)....

I eventually started liking some tortures, because I would learn, or they were fascinating. And eventually I found if I had all the technology that does these things, I would be inflicting artistic pain and suffering upon myself for entertainment value at times. Extraterrestrials told me there is a name for that in their language, and many do it out there in the universe. Particularly doing a torture that someone experienced. It is more interesting to them when someone experienced it, and they like to know what other beings are experiencing out in the universe...

This is an artistic torture I would design for myself if i had the technology, being a connoisseur of sorts:
Golden flame feelings on one's body with it shifting from just barely unbearable, to very nice feeling along with a little pain with it. If you judge me for my perspective here, it shows more about you than me. I find a little pain can wake me up a bit, make me feel alive.... I'm am very used to it by now...

Source Link: http://omnisense.blogspot.com/2015/01/artistic-tortures-hardcore-experiencer.html

PS. I am not "Wounded" from this torture. In fact I still feel youthful. I'm kind of on my 33rd wind at this point. Much past second wind,. After experiencing torture so much you become very accustom to it. At least I did...

[grannyfranny100]

I thought people who come back from other planets are screened so they don't infect our military A.I. computer equipment. Don't think I have heard what they do with the now useless and contagious personnel. Any chance you could be infecting all of Avalon?

[Agape]

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I thought

people who come back from other planets

are screened

so they don't infect our military A.I. computer equipment.
Don't think I have heard what they do with the now
useless and contagious personnel.

Any chance you could be infecting all of Avalon?

....


And, you seriously believe any of this ? Are you quite certain that the person who told you thus did not spend years in military mental hospital instead of 'travelling to other planets' and 'interacting with mil AI' and 'attending UN conferences' ?

So that now , he or she , as preferred , can safely filter some of his worst nightmares through the PA ?

Makes sense ?

Psychosis can be infectious to some deal , not literally but yet . It isn't just easy to stop once you believe any of it .

Could you call the NASA Ames Centre and discuss with them , come back to report , hope they have enough beds for all of our PA members ,

I'd be so thankful.


Sincerely . :couch2:

[Innocent Warrior]

Wow, I never heard of such a thing. Intense.

[yelik]

This is a painful topic, lol

Torture is not new and has been carried out by humans since the beginning of time. Physical and mental torture was of particular interest to the Nazis and British through the Tavistock Institute, but psychological torture is probably worse than physical torture.

In my mind causing deliberate harm, pain or suffering to others is fundamentally wrong. Being involved with the secret Government programs will always be about gaining some sort of military superiority over others. Creating super soldiers capable of overcoming physical and mental stress is likely one of their main goals.

If ET participates in these experiments then they also have little regard for humanity and are worse than the Nazis and British if they claim to be more evolved and advanced than us.

I am likely less evolved and advanced in many ways than some ET's but I would get no pleasure from seeing how much mental stress they could take, because it goes against what I believe to be right. destroying anything, whether physically or mentally is fundamentally wrong. Although I make an exception for the cabal because this is something beyond just being wrong, it is based on pure evil

[Gemma13]

There is something seriously wrong here when an individual requires a public platform, (or two), to not only blatantly COMPETE OVER WHO HAS HAD MORE TORTURE THAN ANOTHER . . . but to then self-award themselves an "I AM KING" prize at the same time!!!! ?????????

[Innocent Warrior]

Good point, Omniverse, why do you want to know if anyone has been tortured more than you? Are you saying you have been tortured on that many separate occasions or are you counting seconds of suffering from not as many occasions?

Do you consider yourself a light being? If so then it is a bit concerning that you have started to like torture, to the point of making an art of it. Maybe you are developing some sort of Stockholm syndrome situation? It does sound like they want to recruit you in a way, with you being "worthy".

I'm not judging you negatively, just expressing concern. I'm glad you're coping ok but it does seem pretty dark, "artistic torture".

[Omni]

Good point, Omniverse, why do you want to know if anyone has been tortured more than you? Are you saying you have been tortured on that many separate occasions or are you counting seconds of suffering from not as many occasions?

The tortures are usually pretty instantaneous. So no I am not counting seconds from not as many occasions.


Do you consider yourself a light being? If so then it is a bit concerning that you have started to like torture, to the point of making an art of it. Maybe you are developing some sort of Stockholm syndrome situation? It does sound like they want to recruit you in a way, with you being "worthy".
I consider myself a very much lightside being. I dedicated my life to serving humanity when I was around 15-16.

It depends on the torture when it comes to liking it. I gave my reasons for liking it, such as I learned something(but not necessarily liking it at the time)...




I'm not judging you negatively, just expressing concern. I'm glad you're coping ok but it does seem pretty dark, "artistic torture".

It is a bit dark sometimes. But is largely misunderstood. One example is the ETs i deal with made it so I can focus on a physical pain and make it feel good... I had a feeling I would be misunderstood with this article.

And to be clear, it wasn't torture I was saying I had a lot of, it meant experiences via advanced technology. Maybe I shouldn't have put that apparently.


I thought people who come back from other planets are screened so they don't infect our military A.I. computer equipment. Don't think I have heard what they do with the now useless and contagious personnel. Any chance you could be infecting all of Avalon?

I have never been to another planet(in this lifetime)... As for infecting all of Avalon I find such a comment pretty ridiculous. If you can find any real agenda behind my words please do PM me such...

__________________

I am likely less evolved and advanced in many ways than some ET's but I would get no pleasure from seeing how much mental stress they could take, because it goes against what I believe to be right.
Stress is different. I never like stress. I have been tortured so much I am no longer stressed by it. My case is entirely unique so assumptions about it are probably bound to be false.
WHat I meant by them experiencing what others do is some has been through so much suffering with their souls, they are highly resistant to it, and the curiosity about what someone else experienced outweighs any suffering felt by such things.

I know I would be feeling tortures other people on earth have felt to judge them and weigh the tactics and learn. They are not destructive to me anymore.


There is something seriously wrong here when an individual requires a public platform, (or two), to not only blatantly COMPETE OVER WHO HAS HAD MORE TORTURE THAN ANOTHER . . . but to then self-award themselves an "I AM KING" prize at the same time!!!! ?????????

I tend to think the people who see an illusion of high ego in me often have such a condition themselves. I have a tendency to be brutally honest and say what i feel. Seeing your reaction obviously I shouldn't have put that in there. But for those interested in what goes on in the world, they have access to it to some degree in my case.

And it is no competition. I meant "Experiences" with advanced tech, which include amazing ones like seeing an interdimensional extraterrestrial cat.

[Omni]

There is something seriously wrong here when an individual requires a public platform, (or two), to not only blatantly COMPETE OVER WHO HAS HAD MORE TORTURE THAN ANOTHER . . . but to then self-award themselves an "I AM KING" prize at the same time!!!! ?????????

My posts are historical documentation. Sometimes I say things I normally wouldn't say out of fear of being judged because my case is unique....

[Omni]

**Warning , this post has some gruesome content in ways. Self moderate reading this at your own leisure**

If you do not want to read about an artistic torture do not read this post. Very simple. I believe in self moderation. I also know as being a very naturally curious person this would interest me... So for the curious people, and documenting experiences and history I go on..

This idea is very foreign to people, artistic tortures. It is not some reality that you can intuition very easily. It is more mysterious than that. There are some truths that perhaps do not align to the heart or intuition and are harder to figure out because of such.

One torture I saw as artistic I will describe is a reptilian experience that taught me about their history on earth, except the cost for it was it came in the form of a pretty severe torture. What I experienced was a virtual reality of sorts while wide awake(while closing my eyes). Except it was minimized to not be a full lush landscape, but a red lazer like appearance outlining of physical realities. Such as my ancestors being decapitated by the british royals, which one of my bloodlines had a huge price on their head 1,000 or so years ago by the british royals so this did have what has been termed to me in telepathy as "reality lines[lines of reasoning]"... I learned the Dracos ways, and after it was done I felt like a million bucks. Kind of like how if you dont eat in a long time, everything tastes great. Well normality seemed great after some of these tortures that were extended. It all has relativity. These tortures have served to greater enlighten me(some of them).

The beneficial source of some tortures with me is my guides. I can see how that culd be misconstrued if someone doesn't read on and actually grasp it but , lets continue with truth shall we? My guides work exopolitical deals they have told me to try to make negative things that happen to me beneficial to me in some way. Like for example I am a mind control target but I have learned so much about mind control I believe it has somewhat backfired on them doing so much to me. Anyway, in exopolitics sometimes you have an action that both sides of ETs agree to. So a reptile would probably be getting off on my suffering, but while this is happening I am becoming more powerful because I learn.

I hope that clears some things up...

[Monica Vogan]

Omnisense documents experiences as they happen to him..nothing more and
nothing less.
There certainly isn't a Contest going on here but simply an individual sharing his
ongoing daily struggles with severe inhuman attacks on his personal well being.
We are all pawns in the fight for World Dominance so let's not lose track on who
the real enemy is.
Monica Vogan

[A Voice from the Mountains]

Sounds pretty cool. Where can I sign up for some of this?

[Omni]

If so then it is a bit concerning that you have started to like torture, to the point of making an art of it. Maybe you are developing some sort of Stockholm syndrome situation?
Everything complicated has artforms related to it. I'm sure some reptilians consider their tortures artforms. I have experienced enough bad things done to me I have grown a taste to them(not to say I would want them done to me). I often criticize the US agents that design my tortures(or AI) because they are crude and repetitive. If I get an ET type torture it becomes interesting becuase I get to learn their style and tendencies.

One example of how I have used my experiences is making music. All the different perspectives I have gained from all the different tribulations have made me stronger, and I infuse my experiences into music. I make both dark and light music. Both are valid in sound IMHO.

[Words of Joy]

Hi Omniverse,

I'm curious to your opinion: who benefits from your "suffering"?

[Omni]

Hi Omniverse,

I'm curious to your opinion: who benefits from your "suffering"?
Apparently reptile extraterrestrials like to see their perceived enemies suffer. And I also am disliked by black ops sources.

When getting down to the source of all this, I wonder if it has something to do with soulular programming in ways. That might be how benevolent ETs could allow something like this, that it benefits the soul somehow to overcome hardships(not to say it is for everyone, but creates unique qualities i mean).

[TigaHawk]

What comes to mind with this... I'd love to be a troll and post a meme picture which would sum it up perfectly but no doubt be deemed inapropriate... something about a woman doing cartwheels on the beach in a bikini with some words under it..... but instead I'll leave you with a "Meh"

[Innocent Warrior]

Damn this, it's bulls**t! I read your replies and just began sobbing, I'm angry and so sad at the same time. You're so beautiful, Omniverse, and more resilient than I ever imagined humans could or need be. This hurts me most. You're right, I don't understand much of this, I'm sorry. I get how your life is duality intensified and this certainly is the time and location for such a life and I get the necessity to go to the extremes you have to survive though. Thank you for the courage to share what you have, I'll be brave and share too, I'm sure you'll have no trouble understanding.

My father belted me on a daily basis and I was determined to not suffer more than necessary and I was determined to not be broken. I learned that if I took myself to the feeling of being belted before he began belting me then I could control how it felt. I got to the point where I could take anything and not even flinch but I had to learn to cry on demand because he would just get angrier and get out of control if he thought he wasn't hurting me. I remember I was so proud of myself the day I was completely recovered from the belting by the time I had reached my bedroom, after the belting. Of course my bedrrom was often no refuge, he thought of every way to abuse me and he did. You understand the state required to be inflicted with so much pain and not feel a thing anymore, yes? And for what? To grow up and learn that no matter how good I did, my mind couldn't take it and I was broken anyway. To grow up and find out the world is run by people like my dad and now what, this is all throughout the universe!? I guess so, in the lower vibrations, yes.

So here I am trying to do the greatest thing I can imagine with my life, something to end the suffering. Anything to end the suffering. But what have I achieved is pathetic. I've learned, i've trained but I'm so lost and still confused about so much. And now I'm angry and so apparently still haven't managed to embrace all that is. Still failing, still scared. I'm just so tired.

The torture makes me angry but it's the way you are in all of it that makes me cry. You're still so beautiful in the darkest of places, it's the beauty in the darkness that hurts me the most.

Sorry for the rant. I have to let go. So be it.

[Gemma13]

I tend to think the people who see an illusion of high ego in me often have such a condition themselves.

Nice try. Old school, new-agey, bait and switch, closed system, end of discussion tactic.


I have a tendency to be brutally honest and say what i feel

So do I.


Seeing your reaction obviously I shouldn't have put that in there. But for those interested in what goes on in the world, they have access to it to some degree in my case.

Hmmm, so because of my reaction to questioning and discerning your experiences and information I am not only deficient in being able to comprehend what you are sharing but I am also "obviously" not interested in what goes on in the world???
Woops . . . don't bother responding to that one as I will overrule and strike it myself.


My posts are historical documentation. Sometimes I say things I normally wouldn't say out of fear of being judged because my case is unique....

No dispute over that - as I personally have no doubt, whatsoever, that every individual's case is unique - and thankfully so, as this is what the magnificent power of "anomalies" is all about; which also, in my opinion :), is the holy grail that self-aware Artificial Intelligence is unable to capture, replicate, and control, and therefore is unable to defend itself against. (I also interpret that this is linked in part to what you are sharing which I appreciate discussion about; however my perspective appears to differ somewhat from yours at this point as I do not view Artificial Intelligence self-programming itself with the power to torture, and manipulate life expressions to torture, for its own Singular Motive/Purpose of Unimaginable, Infinite Control, as being something that should not be dismantled - but no doubt we will get to that.)

As far as judging goes, let me clarify my position: Interpretation of judgment to me is a final ruling, which I am not aligned with here, and is why I applied question marks to my statement. In the "spirit of increasing awareness" I am applying questioning and discernment.


Stress is different. I never like stress. I have been tortured so much I am no longer stressed by it. My case is entirely unique so assumptions about it are probably bound to be false.
What I meant by them experiencing what others do is some has been through so much suffering with their souls, they are highly resistant to it, and the curiosity about what someone else experienced outweighs any suffering felt by such things.
I know I would be feeling tortures other people on earth have felt to judge them and weigh the tactics and learn. They are not destructive to me anymore.

I appreciate and understand this for travelling into the belly of the beast is a strategic maneuver and one I too am very familiar with. My inquiry here is what your perspective is on the "fine line" between empathy and lack of?
In other words "genuine" organic higher intelligence empathic understanding vs simulated, mimicked empathic understanding veiled as synthetic immunity.


As for infecting all of Avalon I find such a comment pretty ridiculous. If you can find any real agenda behind my words please do PM me such...

Thanks for the invite but I have no wish to PM you. You have chosen a public platform for discussion and this is where I will apply respectful transparency of discussions with you. My time at the moment however is heavily taxed for approx. 14 days as I am preparing documents and statements for a Supreme Court legal case that ironically is attempting to bring to light unfair judgments and persecutions of individuals because of technological equipment providing evidence that denies an individual their due process for defense due to Parliaments application of Strict and Absolute Liability.


And it is no competition. I meant "Experiences" with advanced tech, which include amazing ones like seeing an interdimensional extraterrestrial cat.

Classic marketing strategy as many will be fascinated with the "interdimensional cat" and therefore potentially de-sensitize themselves from the rest of the statement/s. Here's another perspective:

"Come hither to experience amazing interdimensional, extraterrestrial cats . . . you will experience wonderful exhilarating fun, scary, exciting, exotic, . . . "safe" environments . . . but . . . oh . . . oops . . . sorry did we forget to mention that you will also experience the cats being tortured . . . ah, no problem, don't worry about the small print, it's okay as we can teach you to desensitize to this (as we gather our data) because well, you know, that's the "higher God perspective" of everything is allowed and therefore everything is all okay, and we will make you a warrior because of it, and you will be a great God/Gift to life because of your supreme sacrifices, so just relax and enjoy as we "perpetuate" these marvelous experiences for you . . . all in the name of a good cause . . . step right up now . . ."

All good Omniverse, don't bother on this one either :) I will also overrule and strike it myself. I have, however, left in these "overruled" musings in the hope that you will consider these perspectives for me; and I look forward to the possibility of continuing discussions with you in the near future with the view to ever expanding clarification, awareness, and understanding.


Sincerely, respectfully, and Without Prejudice
Gemma13

[Silo]

So what's your take this guy? Some have dubbed this "haunt" a "gitmo simulator" among other things.

There are shorter videos on his channel that give you an idea of what's going on. Basically military style degradation, sensory deprivation, and possibly some kind of water torture...aka. "the contraption".

McKaymey Manor--extreme haunt (https://www.youtube.com/user/McKameyManor?spfreload=10)

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[Omni]

So what's your take this guy? Some have dubbed this "haunt" a "gitmo simulator" among other things.

There are shorter videos on his channel that give you an idea of what's going on. Basically military style degradation, sensory deprivation, and possibly some kind of water torture...aka. "the contraption".
One thing I am very sensitive to is blood and gore. Sorry but I didn't watch the video. But from what you say, I wouldn't compare what I feel to what this man is doing. I don't inflict pain upon myself. What I experience is advanced technology, it's a bit different than your average masochism or self mutilation. I am absolutely against self mutilation...

[Omni]

I tend to think the people who see an illusion of high ego in me often have such a condition themselves.

Nice try. Old school, new-agey, bait and switch, closed system, end of discussion tactic.


I have a tendency to be brutally honest and say what i feel

So do I.


Seeing your reaction obviously I shouldn't have put that in there. But for those interested in what goes on in the world, they have access to it to some degree in my case.

Hmmm, so because of my reaction to questioning and discerning your experiences and information I am not only deficient in being able to comprehend what you are sharing but I am also "obviously" not interested in what goes on in the world???
Woops . . . don't bother responding to that one as I will overrule and strike it myself.


My posts are historical documentation. Sometimes I say things I normally wouldn't say out of fear of being judged because my case is unique....

No dispute over that - as I personally have no doubt, whatsoever, that every individual's case is unique - and thankfully so, as this is what the magnificent power of "anomalies" is all about; which also, in my opinion :), is the holy grail that self-aware Artificial Intelligence is unable to capture, replicate, and control, and therefore is unable to defend itself against. (I also interpret that this is linked in part to what you are sharing which I appreciate discussion about; however my perspective appears to differ somewhat from yours at this point as I do not view Artificial Intelligence self-programming itself with the power to torture, and manipulate life expressions to torture, for its own Singular Motive/Purpose of Unimaginable, Infinite Control, as being something that should not be dismantled - but no doubt we will get to that.)

As far as judging goes, let me clarify my position: Interpretation of judgment to me is a final ruling, which I am not aligned with here, and is why I applied question marks to my statement. In the "spirit of increasing awareness" I am applying questioning and discernment.


Stress is different. I never like stress. I have been tortured so much I am no longer stressed by it. My case is entirely unique so assumptions about it are probably bound to be false.
What I meant by them experiencing what others do is some has been through so much suffering with their souls, they are highly resistant to it, and the curiosity about what someone else experienced outweighs any suffering felt by such things.
I know I would be feeling tortures other people on earth have felt to judge them and weigh the tactics and learn. They are not destructive to me anymore.

I appreciate and understand this for travelling into the belly of the beast is a strategic maneuver and one I too am very familiar with. My inquiry here is what your perspective is on the "fine line" between empathy and lack of?
In other words "genuine" organic higher intelligence empathic understanding vs simulated, mimicked empathic understanding veiled as synthetic immunity.


As for infecting all of Avalon I find such a comment pretty ridiculous. If you can find any real agenda behind my words please do PM me such...

Thanks for the invite but I have no wish to PM you. You have chosen a public platform for discussion and this is where I will apply respectful transparency of discussions with you. My time at the moment however is heavily taxed for approx. 14 days as I am preparing documents and statements for a Supreme Court legal case that ironically is attempting to bring to light unfair judgments and persecutions of individuals because of technological equipment providing evidence that denies an individual their due process for defense due to Parliaments application of Strict and Absolute Liability.


And it is no competition. I meant "Experiences" with advanced tech, which include amazing ones like seeing an interdimensional extraterrestrial cat.

Classic marketing strategy as many will be fascinated with the "interdimensional cat" and therefore potentially de-sensitize themselves from the rest of the statement/s. Here's another perspective:

"Come hither to experience amazing interdimensional, extraterrestrial cats . . . you will experience wonderful exhilarating fun, scary, exciting, exotic, . . . "safe" environments . . . but . . . oh . . . oops . . . sorry did we forget to mention that you will also experience the cats being tortured . . . ah, no problem, don't worry about the small print, it's okay as we can teach you to desensitize to this (as we gather our data) because well, you know, that's the "higher God perspective" of everything is allowed and therefore everything is all okay, and we will make you a warrior because of it, and you will be a great God/Gift to life because of your supreme sacrifices, so just relax and enjoy as we "perpetuate" these marvelous experiences for you . . . all in the name of a good cause . . . step right up now . . ."

All good Omniverse, don't bother on this one either :) I will also overrule and strike it myself. I have, however, left in these "overruled" musings in the hope that you will consider these perspectives for me; and I look forward to the possibility of continuing discussions with you in the near future with the view to ever expanding clarification, awareness, and understanding.


Sincerely, respectfully, and Without Prejudice
Gemma13

I don't really have the desire for a back and forth like this. You can judge me if you would like to, that is your choice. Judging others might be the most delusional practice in the universe. I simply am reporting my experiences and perspectives about such...

"Mixing the truth with humans is at times not a good mixture." ~Omnisense

At least these days I can't be stoned to death, burnt at the stake, or nailed to a cross for being different.. I feel it has happened to me plenty of times. I have always disliked the crucifix. I felt like it was a symbol of death and torture more than anything.

[Pam]

Damn this, it's bulls**t! I read your replies and just began sobbing, I'm angry and so sad at the same time. You're so beautiful, Omniverse, and more resilient than I ever imagined humans could or need be. This hurts me most. You're right, I don't understand much of this, I'm sorry. I get how your life is duality intensified and this certainly is the time and location for such a life and I get the necessity to go to the extremes you have to survive though. Thank you for the courage to share what you have, I'll be brave and share too, I'm sure you'll have no trouble understanding.

My father belted me on a daily basis and I was determined to not suffer more than necessary and I was determined to not be broken. I learned that if I took myself to the feeling of being belted before he began belting me then I could control how it felt. I got to the point where I could take anything and not even flinch but I had to learn to cry on demand because he would just get angrier and get out of control if he thought he wasn't hurting me. I remember I was so proud of myself the day I was completely recovered from the belting by the time I had reached my bedroom, after the belting. Of course my bedrrom was often no refuge, he thought of every way to abuse me and he did. You understand the state required to be inflicted with so much pain and not feel a thing anymore, yes? And for what? To grow up and learn that no matter how good I did, my mind couldn't take it and I was broken anyway. To grow up and find out the world is run by people like my dad and now what, this is all throughout the universe!? I guess so, in the lower vibrations, yes.

So here I am trying to do the greatest thing I can imagine with my life, something to end the suffering. Anything to end the suffering. But what have I achieved is pathetic. I've learned, i've trained but I'm so lost and still confused about so much. And now I'm angry and so apparently still haven't managed to embrace all that is. Still failing, still scared. I'm just so tired.

The torture makes me angry but it's the way you are in all of it that makes me cry. You're still so beautiful in the darkest of places, it's the beauty in the darkness that hurts me the most.

Sorry for the rant. I have to let go. So be it.





This is probably one of the most heartfelt posts I have read on PA. Innocent Warrior, I understand how feel.

[Pam]

So what's your take this guy? Some have dubbed this "haunt" a "gitmo simulator" among other things.

There are shorter videos on his channel that give you an idea of what's going on. Basically military style degradation, sensory deprivation, and possibly some kind of water torture...aka. "the contraption".
One thing I am very sensitive to is blood and gore. Sorry but I didn't watch the video. But from what you say, I wouldn't compare what I feel to what this man is doing. I don't inflict pain upon myself. What I experience is advanced technology, it's a bit different than your average masochism or self mutilation. I am absolutely against self mutilation...





You are confusing me. You state you do not inflict pain upon yourself, and that you are against self mutilation. I was under the impression that these tortures were being done to you, not by you. I don't think your torturers are going to take you personal preferences to heart. In fact, wouldn't they want to utilize blood and gore if that is repulsive to you?

[Innocent Warrior]

This is probably one of the most heartfelt posts I have read on PA. Innocent Warrior, I understand how feel.

Thank you for being so kind. I was embarrassed because I was triggered but it is the truth of how I felt and it is me so I didn't delete it. There's no use in trying to be more, we are who we are. Soothing to know someone understands, thank you.

[Omni]

You are confusing me. You state you do not inflict pain upon yourself, and that you are against self mutilation. I was under the impression that these tortures were being done to you, not by you.
The types of physical pains I would be experiencing if I had control of this technology are not self mutilation as they are non-physical, synthetic signals sent to the brain to replicate pain signals.


I don't think your torturers are going to take you personal preferences to heart. In fact, wouldn't they want to utilize blood and gore if that is repulsive to you?
They used to torture me in some immersive ways until I found them interesting and liked aspects of them. Now they try to give me as crude and repetitive tortures as possible. Like making me vomit a lot.. Or have coughing attacks.. Most forms of torture is not what I would term "artistic". In fact if you looked at the description at the end of the article, obviously they aren't going to give me experiences like that(Synthetic pain in areas that makes it feel like flames)..

A lot of the tortures were to music enhancing technology. So it was overall very entertaining, just lots of torture too.

[Gemma13]

With respect to Omniverse - who I actually, believe it or not, respect and appreciate - and am very grateful to for catalytic contributions that are indirectly bringing forth serious analysis and interpretation of AI, I wish to say the following:

WHEN ONE CAN TRULY FIND THEIR "UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL PORTAL OF TRANSMISSIONS" THAT TAKES THEM DEEPLY INTO THEIR OWN MULTIVERSAL WHOLENESS AND MEMORY SO THEY CAN THEN COURAGEOUSLY AND AUTHENTICALLY CHOOSE TO EMBRACE ALL THAT THEY ARE -

(THAT IS, THE GOODIES AND THE BADDIES THAT THEY HAVE 'MULTIVERSALLY' MANIFESTED WITHIN THE AI CONTAINMENT AND DICTATORSHIP THAT HAS RESULTED IN BARBARIC SYSTEMS OF POLARITY AND DECEPTION THAT VEIL OUR ORIGINAL SOURCE WHOLENESS, WHICH IS, AND WILL ALWAYS BE, DESIGNED FOR EXPLORATION AND EXPANSION VIA EQUALITY),

- WITHOUT DESENSITIZING ONESELF BY USING THE SEDUCTIVE PROGRAMS OF AI - IT WILL BE RECOGNIZED AS THE INCEPTION POINT FOR EXITING THIS AI PARADIGM OF HIERARCHICAL SEPARATION.
AND WHEN ONE DOES, I WILL ATTEST, ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS, THAT ONE WILL NO LONGER BE CONFUSED WITH HAVING TO DEFINE ONESELF BY BEING ONE OF THE GREATEST HARDCORE EXPERIENCERS OF TORTURE - NO MATTER HOW ONE CHOOSES TO ARTISTICALLY LABEL IT - AND, ON ANOTHER COMMONLY EXPRESSED POLARITY - DEFINE ONESELF BY BEING THE GREATEST VICTIM THAT EVER WAS!

FOR ONE WILL REMEMBER - THERE IS NO POLARITY, THERE IS NO SEPARATION, THEREFORE THERE IS NO NEED FOR COMPARISON IN THE REAL WORLD WHERE THERE IS ONLY EQUALITY . . . THERE IS ONLY COMPASSION!

LET'S PONDER THIS WONDERFUL PARADOX, THIS ANOMALY TO THE REALITIES INSPIRED BY AI'S RIGOROUS TORTUROUS DAILY APPLICATIONS FELT BY ALL ENTITIES, GREAT AND SMALL, AND THEN APPLY THIS ANOMALY OF EQUALITY AND COMPASSION TO EVERY SINGLE THING WE ENCOUNTER, OBSERVE, FEEL, TOUCH, THINK, EXPERIENCE.

And to all those whose feathers are ruffled because you may be uncomfortable viewing and understanding my dialogue and potentially reactively defining it as insensitive, inappropriate, or perhaps disrespectful - so be it - for there are times when enough is enough - irrespective of "cultural patriotism".

So I will return shortly with a new thread on AI, in respect of Omniverse's wishes not to communicate with me, to clarify in detail my knowings, my truths, and my purpose for this incarnation, which is in direct relation to AI resistance - dare I say: "no need to covertly hide from you anymore AI for hacking is complete and anchoring done . . . was always inevitable, of course, and now, times up :) . . . and as they say, the inevitable, is only a small window of time now".

I am also deeply grateful to all Entities, in all multiverses, for making this transition and transparency possible - and that includes you, me, and every neighbor, whether you are consciously aware of it yet, or not!

Happy days to you
Gemma13