Sorry Avalon...

[Rocky_Shorz]

I wanted to check in and explain why many of you are feeling such extreme sadness...

I've been healing a 96 year old Leprican for the last few years... Miracle after miracle the 67 year old survivor of Cancer treatment from London's bomb factories in WWII. She still gets $5 a month from the cheap ass queen for cost of living expenses... :pound:

last Sunday she had her birthday party, over 50 of her best friends showed, singing Irish songs, dancing, the whole pub fell in love with this little Irish lass...

Yesterday she slipped into final stages, her laughing bubbly happy self a ghost...

The surrounding Spirits have been intense these last few weeks, she is related to British royalty, no time for details now, but might explain the gifts of me seer...

Don't be sad Avalon, I've already seen her Spirit dancing with her husband in the clouds, what is left is passing, but her essence, is free...

[loc333]

sorry for your loss, sounds like she is free from her pain...amen.

[lake]

I'm sorry for you.... I have no concept of your thought process. I have tried but no.
Again I am sorry for you.
I wonder if you realise what I mean?

[EdithGibbs]

Dear loc333:

I also was a nurse for many survivors of both wars for people in the East End of London. Amazingly brave and stoic people. I am Irish and I have sadness also from that part of her life. I am glad to see you had a Ceilidh, it is always joyful.

I would love to donate but I am in a bit of a situation myself. If that changes soon I will donate. I just at least wanted to put the thought out there to gather more energy and you will get what you need.

As they say in Ireland "Sorry for your trouble".

EdithGibbs

[lake]

OK I will try again! A 96 year old finally leaves this hell....sorry you had to exist in a place where consuming other awareness on a daily basis is considered sanity.
Also that for some unreasonable conditioning the idea of death is unpalatable.... Although EVERYONE will do this dance.
I like to consider Avalon more than just mainstream but if death is still an obstacle....
Then I do not comprehend what you are .... Nor why you are!

[Journeyon]

Beautiful words Rocky! She sounds like a beautiful lass! Your friendship must have been very special! May the road rise to meet her, may the wind be always at her back and until you meet again may God hold her in the palm of his\her hand.

[watchZEITGEISTnow]

..it was so, so unexpected....

(If she had a sense of humor - I'm guessing she did - she'd appreciate that) :P

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/irish_clover2_zps27600cfa.JPG

RunningDeer <3

[lake]

I won't post the figures but how many under 9 year olds do you think die of lack of water per day on a planet which is 70℅ water?
Now the death of a physical form which has been close to an individual will produce feelings of lose.
These feelings can be felt as sadness but are in truth feelings of futures not had.
In other words....we all have a idea of our timeline with those we perceive we need and include them in our thoughts of future.
The loss of our thought timeline is considered as sadness via love.

[loc333]

my parents imgrated in there teens from ireland, im the first born here, they are in there late 70,s....Rockies story touched me becuase it sounds like my own... I,ll say a prayer for that wonderful soul.

[Ellisa]

rocky, I enjoyed reading about the life of your feisty friend. It sounds as though she lived her life to the full, and left many memories.

To those who wonder about mourning the extremely old--- who, it's true, are probably expecting or sometimes welcoming peace and death, I can actually understand the grief.

My mother died a year or so ago. She was nearly 98. I knew she was dying, and so did she. The rational part of me accepted her relatively peaceful departure-- but nothing prepares you for the empty space that is left by someone you have known all your life no longer being there. In my case that's a longish life too, and I missed her very much. I still do,but now I think of her more gently, and am grateful for our lifelong love.

So rocky, I think your friend was fortunate to have a friend like you, as you were to have a friend like her, and you will always remember her.

[thunder24]

damn that explains it

[betoobig]

The image of the couple dancing is soooooo nice, it gives me a happy feelling. I hope you feel it too Rocky.

Love

[Flash]

Sorry for your sadness Rocky and for your loss

Do you realise that in death, through your story, she is still bringing joy, this time for people on the whole planet?

The way she lived is in fact joyful to hear.

[Rocky_Shorz]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/irish_clover2_zps27600cfa.JPG

RunningDeer <3

since my psychic gifts began, I have never had a chance to watch what is going on in and around someone who is passing.

We understand OBE better than most, so it didn't surprise me to see her Spirit leave the body before it passes, her conscious/soul is still with the body. I never considered their separation before.

Lake, I'm a writer, on a level very few understand, I communicate with many following the dots...

a bit beyond most, but keep trying, it's worth it.

[Rocky_Shorz]

Sorry for your sadness Rocky and for your loss

Do you realize that in death, through your story, she is still bringing joy, this time for people on the whole planet?

The way she lived is in fact joyful to hear.

She was a character, strong Irish accent, bubbly, loved to sing and dance, everyone was sweet heart or Love to her....

I'd bring her to her church and she'd want to sit by the entrance to say hi to everyone, they would stop and give her a warm hug...

her stories were never ending, ask a question while she was telling one and a new story unfolded...

I really am going to miss the old girl... she was always a child at heart.

I jotted down many of her best stories, it would make for a great book...



damn! that explains it

heheh...

[lake]

I did not mean to offend and if I did please forgive my erring.
I just find it difficult to feel sadness regarding the natural interaction between material and energetic.
It would seem to me that it is required for us to wake from the morning!
We wish others to become awake whilst still holding a wake for our loss instead of celebrating the wake which the vessel created.
A novel once read and returned to the library by the author should not become another's morning fare. Is that fair?
A definition of wake is: emerge or cause to emerge from sleep; stop sleeping.
I like the thought that those who life has left.......have actually stopped dreaming and now have an truth of being.

[Rocky_Shorz]

Dear loc333:

I also was a nurse for many survivors of both wars for people in the East End of London. Amazingly brave and stoic people. I am Irish and I have sadness also from that part of her life. I am glad to see you had a Ceilidh, it is always joyful.

I would love to donate but I am in a bit of a situation myself. If that changes soon I will donate. I just at least wanted to put the thought out there to gather more energy and you will get what you need.

As they say in Ireland "Sorry for your trouble".

EdithGibbs

Hi Edith,

my joke of the queen only sending $5 a month for the last 67 years, is because it's hilarious...

thinking of the queens bean counters, looking at that expense every month, going Dang how long it this one going to last? always gave me a little smile.

thanks for your offer, but she doesn't need any money where she's going... her memories for all of us will be her memorial... she'll be laid by her beloved of 70 years

she told of the war, running with her Grandma towards the shelter, first bomb that hit, her grandma would freeze not able to take another step...

she would drag her all the way, not letting her stay behind and get hurt...

[Rocky_Shorz]

I did not mean to offend and if I did please forgive my erring.
I just find it difficult to feel sadness regarding the natural interaction between material and energetic.
It would seem to me that it is required for us to wake from the morning!
We wish others to become awake whilst still holding a wake for our loss instead of celebrating the wake which the vessel created.
A novel once read and returned to the library by the author should not become another's morning fare. Is that fair?
A definition of wake is: emerge or cause to emerge from sleep; stop sleeping.
I like the thought that those who life has left.......have actually stopped dreaming and now have an truth of being.

Dreams are your window to Nirvana, when I was solving missing children cases, I would step across to talk with the children.

so I'm not sad for where she is going, as an empath I read the emotions of those around me at 1000 times what others do, I'm a healer on auto pilot, so my heart instantly reaches out to releave their pain, and it absorbs back into me, those of you at Avalon sending prayers are helping incredible, tears are healing on the soul and this Irish lass will be missed by all...

when someone is close to you that passes, even your family dog, it is a part of you, and it is impossible not to hurt from the passing...

I understand you were trying to add humor, so don't take it hard I lashed out for a moment, rough waters for Rocky Shorz at this time, but the storm will pass...

[conk]

I did not mean to offend and if I did please forgive my erring.
I just find it difficult to feel sadness regarding the natural interaction between material and energetic.
It would seem to me that it is required for us to wake from the morning!
We wish others to become awake whilst still holding a wake for our loss instead of celebrating the wake which the vessel created.
A novel once read and returned to the library by the author should not become another's morning fare. Is that fair?
A definition of wake is: emerge or cause to emerge from sleep; stop sleeping.
I like the thought that those who life has left.......have actually stopped dreaming and now have an truth of being.

The line that separates our broad awareness of universal truth and our ego mind is small. Most do not have benefit of extensive understanding of energy and matter. So, be a little careful that you don't come off as cold hearted and uncaring. Many are not yet even on the path. The judgment is not ours to make.

[Rocky_Shorz]

times getting short, she's bubbling...

my sister dropped by to say her goodbyes, they were best friends long before we met for the first healing...

I rub the lower neck right behind her head, and her labored breathing stops, eyes open, her soul still wide awake even though the body is failing...

in the corner of my eye, I saw a glimmer, looking over I see her she chose about 25 just before her first child and cancer... He chose 30-35, firey red hair...

they saw my sadness and John walked up reaching out his hand to shake mind, you're the only man she ever loved other than me, and that says alot...

he gave me a hug, leaned back and smiled at me, don't be sad, it's the happiest moment of our lives...

She came up and hugged me tight, please, celebrate my passing, don't be sad...

she started singing when Irish eyes are smiling, this time full stereo like 1000 angels were singing along...

she sang that song every day since I've known her when she's busy...

I had never missed a song so much these last few weeks, but to hear it in our next dimension, all I could do was smile...

they stood back, tell them all we love them, and faded to a memory...


we watch, but time is short...

sweet dreams honey, see ya on the other side...

[skuzzy]

...As if this thread is "hot" this week and yet "high profile/bank resignations" thread has been dropped. Such a shame :( :confused:

[Rocky_Shorz]

you mean Avalon cared more about reading what I'm going through losing my friend, than a bunch of greedy bankers being erased?

I love this place...

thanks everyone...

[Earth Angel]

that thread is not DROPPED......its still there for anyone who wants to read it....people on Avalon are like family and they care about what's going on with Rocky_Shorz ......have a heart


...As if this thread is "hot" this week and yet "high profile/bank resignations" thread has been dropped. Such a shame :( :confused:

[Michelle Marie]

Rocky,

Sending lots of love and grace and appreciation to you. Your warm heart is felt deeply here.

I don't know what to say other than I sure appreciate your presence on this forum and I care about you and the depths of your feelings.

God bless her soul and sending sparkly rainbow light to her to celebrate her life and graduation.

From my heart to yours, Rocky.:luv:

Love
Michelle Marie

[Rocky_Shorz]

I'm sure you've all guessed from my silence that my little friend has passed, a character I wish all of you could have met...

I'll never confuse a Spirit with a Ghost again, a ghost, is an unresolved conscious... now isn't the time or thread for that discussion...

Her Spirit is free from earthbound ties, her and her beloved are together for an eternity, shining bright as stars...

They are free to come and go as they please...

She's dropped back several times since...

she doesn't like tears, and wants all of us to remember her for the laughter and songs...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBohBivnhM8

Her dad was a pretty good Constantina Player in local taverns, so she popped out with some pretty interesting songs towards the end, this is one I was able to find...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZ35SOU9HTM