Going Home as an Ancient Soul?

[ExomatrixTV]

~Last night, after requesting visions/insights having a difficult time now. I dreamt I was making pictures of Earth from space. Complaining about my photo-camera settings and other details that makes it interesting ... but the most profound thing of this all is not "knowledge" or "judgment" or "me thinking" no no ... it was total awareness & reassured deep feelings of going home that it became difficult for me to stay focused on making a "summary" how I felt to have lived on Earth. What are my highlights of my life, who is/was important to me and why. All of that became "irrelevant" ... It is like a candle-light helping me in the dark now overpowered by FULL SUNLIGHT that was always there but I was standing in the way of letting it do its work.

That makes me sad at the same time because here I still feel the need for Earthly comforts & love <3

Is there anyone who can understand or relate my paradox?

cheers,
John Kuhles aka "ExomatrixTV" 23 February 2015
https://www.facebook.com/infopowerment

[betoobig]

I think i do, my friend... sometimes feeling so great almost in an epiphania state but, still, having to live with this 3D reality and all that surrounds it... As we say, my wife and i, We are feeling so great we only need to change the scenario around us.
It is easy to say to let go... but sometimes is like spitting in the wind.

Love

[Sunny-side-up]

Hi John
Yes the problems of being Human:
Being a Human with a Big-Heart and loving the World and nature,
Being Human and also wanting to move on to Higher things.
It is hard finding the balance and having a balanced experience/existence.

Love and Happiness
Alan