'They' Told Me To Write A Book In One Month....I Did.

[princesslovercup]

Before I tell my story, I want to let the readers know I conversed with Bill Ryan at length about my book-writing experience, and since I felt the message in it is what is important, I asked his permission to write about it on Avalon, and offer free E-Book copies .

The company that I used is allowing a free dispersal and I've chosen Sunday, May 31st, to be that day.

As the day approaches I will leave brief messages on this thread so hopefully quite a few can take advantage of this. I will in future posts give you the name of my book and where to find the free version.

I am a rather ordinary person, whose lived a very interesting life. I don't have any Ph.D's behind my name, nor can I profess to be an expert in any specific subject, but yet I feel there are many 'salt-of-the-earth' types like myself, who've experienced much and could contribute our share to what seems to be a global awakening (on a grand scale).

I was a housewife and mother of 12 children (now grown) and didn't have time to pursue anything but what related to my job-description, but yet I was fortunate to have a huge influence my entire life, which was guiding, teaching, and protecting me.

Sometimes I'd ponder what was happening but never for long, until I reached a crisis-point in my life and desparately needed answers, the winter of 2001-2002.

Because I wanted answers, I was led on a journey of discovery that continues to today.

Around February 20th of this year, one morning when the sun was streaming into my room, I was 'told' to write a book. It was to be about all the events in my life starting from when I was a toddler, that led me to the awareness of two very important points....

1. We are not alone.
2. 'They' who 'created' us by manipulating our DNA, have continued to help us in our evolution to this day, and will never abandon us.

'They' told me to stay focused on these two truths and to relate it from my own personal experience.

Then 'they' told me in no-uncertain-terms, to hurry and write it, for, "We're running out of time".

I sat at my computer most of the time for a month, writing sometimes two chapters a day, and knowing sometimes the words I was writing, were not my own. (My daughter would bring me food.)

I finished it and submitted it to my chosen self-publishing website, and it was available online around March 23rd.

I was driven the entire time...I became an adrenaline junky. When I finished it I basically collapsed for days and couldn't do anything until I recovered.

So here I am, with a message 'they' told me to write about. And soon, if you so choose, you can download a free E-Book version (Sunday May 31st.)

Thank you again, Bill, for listening to my story and allowing me to share.

[Samson]

I think we're looking forward to it! ...i am for sure.

[princesslovercup]

Cute. Real cute. I forgot to give out the name of the book-

It's- "Uncommon American Housewife" and it's on Amazon.

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2


If you have an Amazon Unlimited, I believe they're free all the time, otherwise only when I choose them to be, which will be this Sunday.

[EWO]

Would it be possible to get a PDF version we can read on a PC for those of us that dont have e-book reading devices?

Thanks

[Lifebringer]

You too? Okay..it appears there are numerous things they want printed and shared. I'm just about finished with mine, only it started in 2006, stopped until 2009, and then the flood of info to which I was left with sticky notes and time/dates all over my laptop screen to which point the surge would begin and even more to write. It's been a long exciting adventure, especially the jolts of info at designated times, but I too must complete it. very soon. I hope I can complete without too many more emergencies or distractions.

[Lifebringer]

Congratulations on the book's completion/your story.

[poetbil]

<<I was a housewife and mother of 12 children>>
I have an idea assigning names to your 12 children ... :)
thanks for sharing your story and the book ,be well

[amor]

The God of creation thinks you are a very special soul to have assigned twelve precious other souls to your keeping. Nevermind the PhD.

[Violet]

You too? Okay..it appears there are numerous things they want printed and shared. I'm just about finished with mine, only it started in 2006, stopped until 2009, and then the flood of info to which I was left with sticky notes and time/dates all over my laptop screen to which point the surge would begin and even more to write. It's been a long exciting adventure, especially the jolts of info at designated times, but I too must complete it. very soon. I hope I can complete without too many more emergencies or distractions.

I started writing my book in 2008 after a meeting in the astral. No one instructed me to write, but I felt like I had found a good story that I could expand and entertain with. I stopped around 2009, because of the children, job-related events, moves, oh I could find as many excuses as I like. And because of all those disruptions I would put it away, saying it's ok, it's just an idea, and I'm a (part-time) housewife so I have other duties as well. I have many ideas, if this one doesn't work out, I'll keep it for another time, but it haunted me, I would lie in bed, sit in meetings, ride a bike and it would always be on my mind: the book's not finished, the book's not finished and also: not dealing with this gift in a proper manner. Write me, write me...And feelings of failure, guilt. And well, I took it up again. Also reaching end stage now.

I wrote an almost 300p thesis in - a stressy - jiffy (2 years of research and writing) but this,...:ballchain: it's the most difficult thing I've written so far.

Meanwhile, the story has evolved from the original meeting, still containing the original elements. And deviations from our (mechanical) laws, a lot of magnetism, new stones and minerals, and exceptional trees. The more time goes over it, the more I can trace elements and characters in real life.

I don't think I could ever have finished it in one month. Ha,...BIG thumbs up for princess!!! :blackwidow:

And 12 children!
God bless.

[kemo]

If they asked me I could write a book. Now that would be a good title for a song.

[princesslovercup]

Would it be possible to get a PDF version we can read on a PC for those of us that dont have e-book reading devices?

Thanks

When I published on Amazon I found they offer a free Kindle download for PC's and laptops. It's quick and easy and leaves a Kindle icon on your desktop.

On the link I provided above, where my book is on Amazon, the free app is right below the photo of my book.

If you have any problems please let me know.

[princesslovercup]

You too? Okay..it appears there are numerous things they want printed and shared. I'm just about finished with mine, only it started in 2006, stopped until 2009, and then the flood of info to which I was left with sticky notes and time/dates all over my laptop screen to which point the surge would begin and even more to write. It's been a long exciting adventure, especially the jolts of info at designated times, but I too must complete it. very soon. I hope I can complete without too many more emergencies or distractions.

This is so great. I have felt driven to write for years, and attempted to write a couple times, but only ended up with a hodge-podge until this 'write the book, NOW' happened. I totally understand that 'flood of information'. And yes, those 'jolts'. I will always be so amazed and GRATEFUL for their assistance...I know a few times the words showing up on my screen, were not mine.

Please work on it and get it done. I personally believe it's crucial to get out our inner thoughts at this time. Maybe it has to do with releasing all that fantastic energy we've been keeping locked up inside of ourselves.

Thank you for sharing. This is so important.

[princesslovercup]

<<I was a housewife and mother of 12 children>>
I have an idea assigning names to your 12 children ... :)
thanks for sharing your story and the book ,be well

Someday I will, but not yet. I protect their privacy. But tell-ya-what.....over the last two days, synchronicities are telling me the name Charlotte is important. I only know that it is, but don't know why....gotta start doing some research on it.

[princesslovercup]

..... but it haunted me, I would lie in bed, sit in meetings, ride a bike and it would always be on my mind....

... it's the most difficult thing I've written so far.

...deviations from our (mechanical) laws, a lot of magnetism, new stones and minerals, and exceptional trees.



Oh my do I relate.

I can't wait to read what you are writing.

Ask 'them' for help. It will no longer be a chore, but a release of all the energy they will imbue you with.

[Camilo]

Cute. Real cute. I forgot to give out the name of the book-

It's- "Uncommon American Housewife" and it's on Amazon.

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2


If you have an Amazon Unlimited, I believe they're free all the time, otherwise only when I choose them to be, which will be this Sunday.

FYI, For the time being the kindle version on Amazon is $4.49

Looking forward to reading it.

[princesslovercup]

Yes, it's still at the $4.49. Will be until Sunday which is the day I've designated for them to be free.

I don't know how the time-zones are affected, considering many on Avalon are not in America as I am.

[Sierra]

Yes, it's still at the $4.49. Will be until Sunday which is the day I've designated for them to be free.

I don't know how the time-zones are affected, considering many on Avalon are not in America as I am.

Oh, thank you for pointing that out! Non_In_Residence_in_America folks need to look before and after the American "Sunday"...

[JChombre]

Dear Princesslovercup,

I am looking forward to reading your book because for having raised 12 children, you are most definitely an exceptional being. As far as not having a PhD after your name; well, with your life experience you qualify and deserve to have at least 6 PhDs (1 PhD/2 children raised to adulthood).

Thank you.

JC

[princesslovercup]

Yaaaaahh TOMORROW ALMOST HERE. In the Eastern part of the globe maybe it's Sunday already??

Soon...very soon.....my free book.

(I'm nervous you know...wondering what you readers will think. The only reassurance I get is not because I have some magical way of removing my anxiety, but the fact that 'they' wanted me to do this, so I gotta believe 'they' will take care of the details.)




I am looking forward to reading your book because for having raised 12 children, you are most definitely an exceptional being.


A couple viewers commented on my being a mother of 12 children, and (maybe) how that was heroic... I don't know if I'd ever use that word, because in my mind, even as a teenager, I viewed everything from a 'nature' perspective, which meant I believed as I watched plants and animals, there was something inherently amazing going on, and that was the fact that even in spite of our 'intelligence' which can put up a smoke-screen which covers up our Common Sense, there's some mighty huge plan going on.

What I am specifically referring to, is how there's a program already built into each of us, and all of nature, which is found in our DNA, which determines how things are to work. And it does work, from all I've seen. For us to think we somehow know better, is a total lack of respect for everything that was set in place from the very beginning, which dictates the continuance of all life.

It didn't take much for me to see how people have been having children from the beginning, and Nature not only KNOWS, but also provides. (Though sometimes we need to recognize there's also a 'survival of the fittest' aspect.)

Trust Mother. Everything is Good. Always was, always will be if we listen closely.

[Samson]

Hi Princesslovercup,

After installing kindle, the computer says 'this purchase is not available for your country'. Do you or does anybody know a way around this hurdle?

Many thanks
Samson

[Bill Ryan]

:bump:

Today (Sunday 31 May) is Paula's free e-book day. :sun:

http://amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2

[Limor Wolf]

Thank you, Paula. This is not available in every country, so, I look forward to hear of the many responses from the Avalon readers and congratulations! There must be a great added value to this 'gift' that you were given and in return sharing in such a short period of time. May the guiding, teaching, protection that accompanied you all your life continue.

Best, Limor

[Innocent Warrior]

Cheers for bumping this thread, Bill.

Congratulations and thank you, Paula!

[Camilo]

Thank you Paula, I just got it dowloaded to my kindle library. I'll start reading it right away.

[princesslovercup]

What a surprise Bill. Thank you for reposting the link to my free book.

Thank you for being so supportive.

I'm quite literally being blown away by the wonderful response I'm getting with this (crazy) endeavor of mine.

Thank you ALL for your support and personal messages.

I am open to any questions, either in my private inbox here on Avalon, or sent to my email which I have at the end of my book.

Thank you, again. You've made my day.

[edina]

I've read Paula's book, and I enjoyed it.

What I love about it is that she is so open and transparent about her life experiences.

Paula, in many ways you have made yourself very vulnerable in the writing of this book, while at the same time, inspiring a sense of innocent wonder and awe that I feel so many feel in their lives but so little truly share.

The message ultimately is that we are all connected to the source of life, and in this connection we are loved.
We are loved sufficiently enough to know, experience and trust that this love guides us if we are open and willing to receive this inner guidance.

Of course, I find the synchronicities of your learning journey fascinating.

The potential connection to the mtDNA Haplogroup X to Annunaki DNA is something worth exploring; I like how you share the information in your appendix to your source materials.

The story of the loss of your son, was heart-wrenching. I could feel that loss with you.

This book is very "human". This humanity is what makes it so beautiful.

Thank you my friend,
love and hugs,
e

PS: Thank you Bill for sharing this link here in Avalon. :)

[edina]

here's a great quote from the book:

"It took awhile, but I discovered it was okay to be alone, and none of my demons were going to attack and kill me, but rather, they stood in line, taking their turn like orderly school-children, and I began to see them for what they were - mere events, experiences from which I learned, and how I had after all, survived each of them."

[princesslovercup]

....you have made yourself very vulnerable.........inspiring a sense of innocent wonder and awe that I feel so many feel in their lives but so little truly share.

.....we are all connected to the source of life, and in this connection we are loved.
We are loved sufficiently enough to know, experience and trust that this love guides us if we are open and willing to receive this inner guidance.
This book is very "human".

This humanity is what makes it so beautiful.

Thank you my good friend Edina. Much truth in what you wrote. We are in a real stew because we've lost most of our humanity, and maybe what we need to do is become vulnerable again, like children are until they are 'programmed' otherwise.

There were times when I was writing it, I got scared because I was revealing a lot, but I was told to forge ahead, being made fully aware of the fact that if we can be brave and put it all out in the open, maybe the sheer intensity of everything being revealed unabashedly, will leave no room anymore for all the lies and deception.

Thank you Edina for your timely thoughts. You have fed me today with your words.

[URIKORN]

SHALOM

i like having a hard copy of a book (even if it is in a soft cover), and not that i am shy of seeking a PDF version, I find it correct, in our culture, to pay for what i appreciate, and in this way express my gratitude. A good read, for me, is always more worthy than the money i payed for the purchase. So i ordered a copy from
Amazon.

[princesslovercup]

Here's the link to my free E-Book again. Just today.

I don't know how the time zones are considered, so please check-

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2

[princesslovercup]

SHALOM

i like having a hard copy of a book (even if it is in a soft cover), and not that i am shy of seeking a PDF version, I find it correct, in our culture, to pay for what i appreciate, and in this way express my gratitude. A good read, for me, is always more worthy than the money i payed for the purchase. So i ordered a copy from
Amazon.

I greatly appreciate this, and I so relate. I have to have a book in my hands. And it needs to go on my shelves with all the rest I love so much.


After I wrote it, I ordered a copy for myself, and when I received it in the mail, I held it to my chest and started crying. Something so precious, so real, like holding a newborn.

Thank you.

[URIKORN]

SHALOM

By consciously paying for a service or good I :

* reject my ever recurring miserliness
* expressing gratitude in money is often more real than through the mouth or letter - "put your money where your gratiude is"
* expressing my revolt and disdain towards the materialistic-greedy-stingy culture that i live in
* by paying and having less money i buy another "coin of freedom from fear of poverty"
* recalling that just as I have a use for money so do others, and maybe more so

[Camilo]

After I wrote it, I ordered a copy for myself, and when I received it in the mail, I held it to my chest and started crying. Something so precious, so real, like holding a newborn.

Thank you.

That's what it is, a new born. Congrats!

[Stephanie]

What a surprise Bill. Thank you for reposting the link to my free book.

Thank you for being so supportive.

I'm quite literally being blown away by the wonderful response I'm getting with this (crazy) endeavor of mine.

Thank you ALL for your support and personal messages.

I am open to any questions, either in my private inbox here on Avalon, or sent to my email which I have at the end of my book.

Thank you, again. You've made my day.


Thank you for being so beautifully and wonderfully you.
Thank you for sharing your truth and lovelines.
Gratitude and blessings, dearest Princesslovercup.

[Tangri]

Here's the link to my free E-Book again. Just today.

I don't know how the time zones are considered, so please check-

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2


It comes

Treasure island
Pride and prejudice
Aesop's Fables

with free downloads,
Your book is not in the list.

[Ewan]

Paula, I got it a little over 2 hours ago and finished it 5 minutes ago. Wonderfully refreshing read from start to finish.

Couple of points.

I broke down sobbing at one stage and, for now at least, share your vision memory of a six yr old brother scrubbing his four yr old sisters bathing suit.

When I got to the bit about Christ I had a momentary negative reaction, ('She's going to trash Christ?' Which considering I rejected Christianity around age thirteen was a little odd, though I also believe I rediscovered some form of it with A Course In Miracles), but as I read on I found I had no problem with anything you wrote.

All in all a fine read with some timely reminders I feel. I'd say congratulations on a job well done. :)

[Smoke Me A Kipper]

Thank you Princess, I look forward to reading it..

Smoke :bowing:

[princesslovercup]

Here's the link to my free E-Book again. Just today.

I don't know how the time zones are considered, so please check-

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2


It comes

Treasure island
Pride and prejudice
Aesop's Fables

with free downloads,
Your book is not in the list.


Yes, the free Kindle app comes with the books you listed above. to get mine, you need to 'order' it and it'll download into the Kindle app.

I tried it out for myself to make sure it works, and it does.

My free offer is still running so get it while you can.

[princesslovercup]

Yes, the offer is still available on Amazon.

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2

Thank you everyone for your comments. It means a lot.

(I downloaded a free e-book unto my laptop, just to see how it worked, and upon opening my book, saw the table of contents is pretty messed up. I've contacted them about fixing it. The problem most likely happens when they transfer from the soft-cover book to the Kindle version. Sorry about that.)

[Flash]

Here's the link to my free E-Book again. Just today.

I don't know how the time zones are considered, so please check-

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00V5RU6T2

Just started and I already like your book.

For your information, and for the debunker, my first very clear memory of my baby's room is about like yours, as clear. My crib is on the west wall, one single window on the South wall, in the middle of the wall, filling the bedroom with light, and on the east wall my twin sister's crib, and god is she crying!

And it is then that I realised that I was not the only baby in the world, .... there were ANOTHER ONE, different than me.

When I told my mom about that memory, I was about 17, and she was really astonished because we had moved out of that house when I was not 18 months yet.

So yes, we do remember before our 2 years old toddler age.

Also, I do have memories of my birth, which was traumatising because my sister, who finally survived, was dying (i am born first). I remember being put each in one incubater, and me wanting to touch her. And I was always real cold. However, these memories are more fuzzy than the bedroom one.

[hohoemi]

Thank you very much for your beautiful and inspirational book!

Once I started reading it, I couldn't put it down. I loved learning about your experience, which allowed me a glimpse into how reality looks like from a different standpoint. This thread appeared quite synchronistically for me, as I was thinking about how life looks like from a perspective of trust shortly before stumbling upon it, and your work gave me exactly what I was looking for with the story of your life lived from a place of trust in yourself and your guides. I hope that there are many more people like you, since you make the world a brighter and warmer place :)

[princesslovercup]

......a glimpse into how reality looks like from a different standpoint.

This thread appeared quite synchronistically for me,


Your two quotes above especially stood out to me. "The different standpoint" can be such a kicker....for me personally because it took many-many years for me to realize people are so different and that it's ALL OKAY. I was very liberal and accepting (respectful) towards my children, but somehow I didn't see other's points of view were just as valid as mine, and were actually better for them then I could ever plan out for them.

Now that I'm in my 'senior years', I especially realize how judgmental I was, and am especially grateful you read my book with your very open-minded perspective. (If there's such a thing as karma, I half-expect to get trolloped for my earlier attitude.)

And those lovely Synchronicities! My life is so filled with them...it's like getting a tiny box with ribbon and bow, everyday. It's so great it's happening to you as well.

[princesslovercup]

Thank you so much to all of you who've been so supportive of my endeavor to get my book out, especially Bill Ryan without whose help this would not have happened.

I'm grateful Amazon publishing allows these promotions on occasion. The amount of books that 'flew off the digital shelf', was way beyond what I hoped for.

I am very grateful for the comments you've made supporting me in what I am still shaking my head over. (One month. Really??)

Everyday I ponder a little why this happened, and think maybe it was about the 'messages', or GET THIS..........maybe it was as simple as 'them' asking me to do something hard, and my unquestioningly doing it. This was a crazy thing, and frankly I can only go back to that time, trying to think about the particulars, but it's a ZONE...a Blob of Time. Like a Dream-State.

I had what I thought was an enlightened moment about 5 years ago, about the all and everything happening globally, and how we needed to fine-tune our senses of being able to 'see' everything in a split second, so that we'd reach a point where we could act instinctively, because we'd reached such a high level of understanding, we didn't need to think anymore, just act. I think maybe my writing this book was my 'test', for it did feel very much like being in a canoe on a wide and wild river.

Many thanks to all of you.

[Meggings]

Quote from Paula's book:

"NO ONE is a better teacher of a person than the person him/herself. This is so blatantly ignored in favor of how we can't learn anything unless we have some designated and official teacher teaching us, that we lose our innate knowledge of how we can and should access what's within, because so much of what is being taught is erroneous or worse yet, blatant lies.

"The worst of it all is that we lose faith in ourselves, believing the false concept that we're basically ignorant and have to be taught everything. This also leads us into thinking we have to listen to others, for they know far more than we do, and know what's best for us way more than we know ourselves. Do you see how crippling such a false concept is?"

I add that a large part of that false concept is to teach us that we are limited, destined to nothing more than death at the end of the road, that we are not divine beings capable of immense and powerful action.

Thank you, Paula, I am enjoying your book.

[Yoda]

Paula,
I thank you very much for putting yourself on the line.
I read your KIndle version, and now I am sure it will reach all who are ready.
Pierre
www.energy-oneness.com

[princesslovercup]

.....I am sure it will reach all who are ready.
[/url]

It's happening. Yes it is. Slowly it is starting.

It's like opening up your front door and seeing a tiny gift has been left .

I received a long message today from one who has read my book and felt the need to relate a number of personal things that totally coincide with some of what I wrote.

My heart is filled to the brim. My hope that others would share their stories is coming to fruition. No longer do I feel alone, and truly have purpose and meaning.

[Debra]

Paula, wonderful dear soul you are.

i have been a mite distracted in life and I missed this book launch. Do you remember the time I purchased some books on Amazon because I thought that you had written them? ;) They were about studies of children who had been recognised as indigos or walk ins. I was so convinced that you were the author - and remember the day you put me straight. I think that was in 2012 LOL

Paula, I am itching to read your first book - the circumstances that led to you writing it are so compelling. I am so delighted that you have done this and look forward to asking you some questions after I put this book down. Yes, I am hoping to order a hard copy - treat myself.

With love and noodles of congratulations xxxx

http://images4.fanpop.com/image/photos/23400000/Beautiful-Angel-angels-23401410-1280-800.jpg

[Savannah]

They also told me to write a book:
http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=savannah+henninger

They said I had to write it as fast as possible, I took two weeks off from work and wrote day and night. I self-published also. I sent it to Delores Cannon and she wanted to print the second part of the book but after her death they Ozark didn’t follow up with me. After writing the book I became confused and concerned about what was in it. I now realize it is a typical channeled book, a mix of truth and disinformation. The book is supposedly about the coming Golden age and the transition of the Earth, but what I think it’s really about is the Gray/Reptilian agenda. The abduction literature for years has talked about people being shown cataclysms and abductees being told they are special. They told me I was from a Earth Counsel that was involved with the assentation of Earth. When I read Truman Cash's The Eye of Ra and he talked about the channeled Bringers of the Dawn Book as an example of how they want to spread the word that there are "special" people "light workers" here to save the planet it struck a chord. I posted a few weeks about my concern that the ET/ED’s seem to want us wake up and Camron Days web site in which he talks about no longer wanting to be identified as a light worker. They seem to be orchestrating many aspects of the so called new age movement. Your appeal is that you are just a mother and not a Ph.D. Well I think my peal was that I have a Ph.D. and thus the academics afraid to loose their credentials and their reputations might find me credible and could thus identify with me. I don’t think any individual is special, we are ALL special perfect souls. The illuminate deliberately set up division between people using races, economic classes and regions to separate us. No God would tell me I’m more special than any other soul. I also remember as child feeling like they were watching me ride my tricycle, and felt they kept me company. These ETs mind manipulate us by making us think we’re here to be light workers, warriors, saviors. I don’t know what their end game is but I have speculated that perhaps since Gia is transitioning with the rest of the Galaxy they can’t control us as they have in the past. They have known this is coming and they have the ability to time travel and lay down their plans. They told me about the genetic manipulation of “vehicles” and the end of reincarnation. It is my hypothesis they ear trying to find a genetically altered bodies they can still “loosh” off of after the transition. I don’t want to make this post too long but I see numerous indications that the “Disclosure” that is going on now (Wilcock, Drake, Corey) may not be our breaking free but their calculated plan to open the cage door to make us think we broke the door down.

[Savannah]

Cameron Day
http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/11/21/tell-the-lords-of-karma-that-you-are-sovereign-no-longer-a-lightworker-part-2/

Truman Cash
http://www.projectavalon.net/Truman_Cash_The_Eye_of_Ra.pdf

[Violet]

Hello Princess,

How have things gone for you since the publication?


:sun:
sunshine for you

[princesslovercup]

Hello Princess,

How have things gone for you since the publication?


:sun:
sunshine for you

Thank you for asking Violet.

I feel guilty, and rightly so, for I've not checked my thread for a couple weeks, maybe longer.

I'm an avid gardener and lover of all plants as my house can attest to, with just the 25 Christmas cactus (plus many others). But recently, for at least the last 3-4 weeks, I've been solely focused on getting my 'garden' in.

Up until last year I've had huge gardens and have canned, frozen and dehydrated lots of veggies, but I seem to have picked up what seems to be a slow-progressing case of chronic Lyme.

I live in Wisconsin which was one of the first, and worst states, and I've spent all my available time outdoors, so it's to be expected.

My sister and all my cousins have it, some of them have four different types. (I don't think people realize how serious this is.)

I keep doing what I love, in ways that are creative, like starting nothing but containers full of vegs on my huge deck.

I first got symptoms serious enough to grab my attention about 4 years ago, and it progressed slowly, 'til all of a sudden a year ago I needed a cane, then 6 months ago- 2 canes, and now because it took a big step, I now need a walker. But hey, it's one with a nice big seat and a basket, so I can transport all my seedlings, tools, pots, and watering cans in and out through my patio doors.

Our deck totally wraps around two sides of our house.

The Lyme? Well it just is one of those things. I've been so lucky to have had such an awesome life, with no health poblems ever. I've never taken any medications, and am not going to now. I chalk this up to it being my very own personal 'experience'.

I've not had my book flying off the shelf, but enough to get me to smile almost everyday. I love the private messages and emails I'm getting from people who've had personal experiences almost identical to mine.

That was one of my messages...besides our (all of us) having 'them' we also have each other. Yeah, we are all in this together.

TY for asking.

[princesslovercup]

After writing the book I became confused and concerned about what was in it. ........we are ALL special perfect souls.

I chose these two quotes of yours for their significance. I am deeply saddened you became confused about what you felt so driven to do (write your book). That doesn't mean at all, that you were following some road you weren't supposed to be on, but rather that you started doubting.

I am VERY ANXIOUS to read your book, and will get a copy as soon as I can.

You had an experience of a lifetime, and it's on the record, and I am paying attention.

The second quote of yours has to do with ALL PEOPLE BEING SPECIAL. Yes, and I try to repeat that premise o'er and o'er and o'er again in my book. I never isolated into some small group, 'special people' who were somehow privileged enough to have 'their' protective presence in their lives, and that the majority were not up to snuff, so were left out in the cold. 'They' are with all of us. 'They' created us.

'They' especially want us to know that we all have already, everything we need inside of ourselves, as individuals, and as a whole, to change the entire planet for good, and follow our destiny towards further evolution and enlightenment.

Anything that reeks of negativity or fear, is of 'the other side' s doing, so we will will continue to believe we're all losers who need saviors (of course, their created 'saviors').

Please go back in time to when you listened and wrote your book. Take a shovel, dig a deep hole, and bury your fears. I'll bet you have written some very profound material and that's why there's a huge attempt to silence you.