You Folks Are My Extended Family and I wanted to Share My Distress

[Mandala]

This week my husband of 36 years passed away from liver cancer. My daughters and I are so saddened by this loss.

Since I became active on Project Camelot and Avalon I feel as if I've grown as a researcher, matured in my spirituality and insight. My husband was slowly coming around after supporting my travels to California to the Awake and Aware conferences, my wacky you tube videos and conspiracy theories. I just hate that he won't be able to be with me to see it through, or at least see the new developments.

Loss is hard. I think I just want to know I'm going to be ok. I guess it will just take time.

Thanks, for letting me share my loss with you. Mandala

[selinam]

So sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts are with you.

[Knowrainknowrainbows!]

Mandala said, "Loss is hard. I think I just want to know I'm going to be ok. I guess it will just take time.

Thanks, for letting me share my loss with you. Mandala"

Deepest sympathies to you and your daughters. No doubt your heart is heavy with grief and anxiety about the future without your mate. With the support of your daughters and your support for them I have no doubt you are most definitely going to be "ok". In fact, better than that one day ... Thank you for sharing your loss ... It reminds us of the important things in life as they are not "things" afterall ... what's important are "relationships". And it sounds like you did well to be married 36 years! I think that speaks for itself ... comfort and hugs to you and your loved ones.
KRKR

[Daughter of Time]

So sorry for your great loss, Mandala.

When the tears have dried up,

When the pain becomes distant,

When the loss is accepted,

May you remember the love, and only the love!

With sincere thoughts of healing,

Daughter of Time

[raregem]

I feel your husband is with you now in Spirit. He will see you through your endeavor !. May you be at peace. LOVE.

[Mandala]

Thank you very much.

[RunningDeer]

So sorry for your loss, Mandala. Sending hugs and peace to you and your daughters. :hug:


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One of your Extended Family,
Paula <3

[Aryslan]

My deepest condolences to you and your daughters, Mandala. At least he is free of pain, now. I think I speak for all of Avalon when I say we're here for you.

[DaRkViPeR]

My heart is with you and your family in this sad time. I have also lost my wife in 2008. It almost destroyed me, but time heal all wound and it made me a stronger person.
Always remember that the body is only a vehicle for the eternal soul.

[amor]

I recently found a valuable article showing a CURE for cancer which consisted of Insulin Potentiated Treatment which consists of sending insulin, through injection, to the cancer patient followed by a SMALL amount of METHOTREXATE. The cancer cells hungrily consume the insulin which allows them to consume more sugar to support the cancer cells and in so doing also consume the Methotrexate poison which only kills the cancer cells because it is given in such a small quantity. According to the article, many people with serious cancer were cured. Please pass this along.

[boja]

Sending deepest sympathy and my best wishes for the future,
from Boja.

[angelfire]

Mandala, I am so sorry for your loss but you WILL be okay. Time is, and will be, a great healer. Please remember to be gentle and patient with yourself and allow yourself to feel the pain and grief until it gradually begins to fade and is replaced by so many happy memories.

With blessings and warm love.

Sara

[markoid]

Sorry for your loss. Wishing you all the strength, wisdom and compassion you may need.

[Limor Wolf]

Mandala, thanks for sharing your loss with us. deepest blessings and love to you and your daugthers. Battling cancer is long and full of ups and downs. And it will surely takes time to adjust to life without his physical presence.

We have something unique here within our extended family that is to our aid, and that is the knowing that we are actually immortal beings and that death is an illusion. It makes the seperation easier, I am sure he is with you right now, free and 'traveling light' more than ever, in a while he will be able to continue his journey.. but even then your connection may deepen.. untill your lives will touch once more..

Much peace and comfort to you ~

Limor

[Bubu]

My deepest sympathy

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[Selkie]

I feel for you.

[Pam]

I am so glad you had 36 years together and I am sorry for the pain you are going through over this tremendous loss.

Pam

[Agape]

My mum of 67 passed away this March .. .. .. on one phenomenological level I still don't understand 'how' it's happened ( though otherwise, I claim to know almost anything ) .
There are things , I believe, she's got right only once it was too late to be saved ..
and there are things I will see correctly only once I'm one leg out of here too .

Wishing you ... peace and completion dear Mandala

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[Nasu]

Nothing more to say at a time like this than, you are loved....xxxx.... N

[Violet]

Sincere condolences, Mandala.

Much strength and positive energy for you and your daughters and the wider family.

[Sierra]

Oh Mandala,

Courage, and strength be yours. I'm glad you are blessed with daughters.

Love, Sierra

[Selene]

Dearest Mandala ~

Words fail me at a time like this.

But to see our larger family gathering here in quiet, loving and gentle support during your great loss, speaks volumes of love and truth.

Amazing grace, indeed.

Much love,

Selene

[Guish]

Take care Mandala.

[mgray]

I am sorry for your loss.

[thunder24]

im sorry to hear of your loss... in my opinion , the best thing for you to do is take it moment by moment, and continue the work you are doing... nothing said can make your pain less or go away... continue to walk your path and do what you think would make your husband happy and proud of you... hugs...and peace be with you mandala

[GCS1103]

Hi, Susan-
I'm so sorry for your loss and what you're going through. Having met you and your husband over dinner one night, I could see what a good match you were and what a nice man he was. I hope you find peace and strength in this sad time and I'm certainly thinking of you.

Love to you,
Goldie

[ZooLife]

Hearts reach out from all over to embrace and comfort you. May you feel their full power upon you and your family.

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[betoobig]

Mandala, you are not alone. Sending loving energies your way, now.
MUCH LOVE
Juan

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ANd thanks for seeing us as your family, i love it

[Mandala]

Thanks so very, very, much for every encouraging and loving comment. It touches my heart.

[dan33]

So sorry for your lost, Mandala.

Hughs and Kisses! :heart:

[Deega]

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[Camilo]

Sorry for your loss Mandala. May you find peace and strenght in your heart to cope with it.

[Flash]

Truly sorry, my heart is with you

[craig mitchell]

So sorry Mandala. I'm grateful that you're allowing us at Avalon to offer support. Grief has its' own schedule and we heal in stages. My best to you.

Craig

[WhiteFeather]

All my love to you. So sorry to hear of your loss. Remember you are loved by many. Hugs to you Mandala and to your family.

[OBwan]

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The attached file is the NLP Grief Resolution Process. This process has been miraculous for many people (including me) to find peace with the loss of a loved one.

Loving memories are recalled after one gets past the grieving. Many people who I have guided through the process have considered this to be the greatest gift they have ever been given.

My desire for posting this process is to allow others to have the loving memories of the people that have made the transition, to be easily remembered.

[onawah]

Sending love and peace to you Mandala.

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[Stephanie]

Oh, dearest Mandala, I am truly sorry and so, so saddened for your sorrow.
Heartfelt blessings of comfort to you and your daughters.
Standing alongside you through this difficult moment, and holding you close in my heart.
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[drgreig]

My heart goes out to you, Mandala...I am sorry for your loss :(

I wish you all the courage and strength needed at a time like this...to get you through the tough days.

Following this post of yours has made me thankful for many things. I am thankful for you sharing your distress with us, your extended family...I am thankful for the many members of this extended family having said all of the wonderful things they have said in supporting you in your time of loss...they have said it all, and left very little to have to be said. There is a feeling of great warmth & understanding of the human experience here, a great camaraderie of souls, from every and any country in this world...and I am most thankful for being a part of this wonderful, beautiful extended family.

Thank you again for sharing....there's lots of love coming your way :)

-David

[Journeyon]

Mandala, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. May you find peace and strength with each new day. Praying that you and your daughters find comfort in wonderful memories and the support of friends and family and each other.

Peace,
Journeyon

[kirolak]

I am so, so sorry for your great loss and deep sadness; may you and your dear husband BOTH be filled with light and joy, and may he have a wonderful Continuance in the new dimension he is experiencing.

[aranuk]

We all love you here Susan. My condolences.

Stan

[AceHarrison]

Love and peace to you and your family at this difficult time Mandala x

[Aspen]

I didn't see this until today as I have been away. Thank you for sharing your grief and finding the courage to reach out for support. Sending positive energy and love. Hope you can feel the support from your fellow Avalonians!

[Bill Ryan]

I didn't see this until today as I have been away.

Me too (I've also been away from the forum in the last week or so, to quite a large extent)... so very sorry. :heart:

When my mother passed away in 2007, aged 89, with whom I was very close, I was expecting some kind of communication with her... but it was a full year before she suddenly 'came through', when, of all things, I was standing in line at a small local post office.

She told me, as clear as a bell, that the last few years had been really quite difficult for her, but now she was free and happy, and had made some great new friends. She told me her plans to return (to be the daughter of her own beloved previous mother)... but first had to help her shed an abusive, toxic relationship as she wanted to make quite sure she had a father she liked. (She's done that now: she now has exactly the beautiful father she wants, and is now a bright and creative young girl in Glasgow, Scotland, where she's extremely happy.)

I just share that encouraging story to illustrate how this can work. Your dear husband is far from gone... and you can, at any time, make agreements/contracts with him to meet with him again (of course, you may already have a long-term contract!). If he was suffering with his illness, he'll be in far better shape now. And until he reincarnates (which is not necessarily immediately), he'll be watching out for you all. :sun:

[Valley]

Love & Blessings to you and Yours...

All the Best...

[heretogrow]

Dear Mandala,
Sending Love and Light to you and your daughters at this deeply painful and spiritual time. May your spirit be comforted in knowing that his spirit is free, may the memories of the love you shared fill your heart, and may your daughters remind you that the love you shared with him goes on through them. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I feel close to you from your posts here and I wish there was some way for me to show that I care. We are here for you!

Much Love,
Julia

[Mandala]

I appreciate all your heartfelt words and stories. Bill thank you for sharing your personal story with me. Avalon is so different from other sites in that we genuinely have caring and kind people who share there joys, regrets, and sorrows. This is what it is to be human. I say Earth School is tough and challenging, but I'm honored to be in such a great graduating class.

My grandmother used to tell me when I was just a peanut and I would say I can't do it grandma, I'm not that strong. I'm not like a big oak tree and she would say no your a willow tree. You bend but you don't break.

I feel of lately I'm doing a lot of bending. But, I haven't broken.