Grounding the aspects of the soul

[Old Wolf]

About a week ago I came to the realisation that what I was doing with my spiritual work, my healing, was to ground the aspects of my soul which needed grounding. Grounding isn't exactly the correct term and the idea isn't something I've fleshed out a great deal, that's why I wanted to launch this thread.

I'm here on earth at the end of my 3rd dimensional incarnational cycle. I'm having a "spiritual" experience that requires a great deal of effort to progress. All sorts of issues are coming up, those constructed in this life (not insignificant), others from past lives and some that have come with this body. I've got insight into some of the issues but mostly I'm flying blind, figuring it out as I go along. There's lots of signposts along the way, people attacking me and such, coincidences which aren't coincidences, which should indicate the issues to me (if I wasn't blind to them .. which is the stop sign). I'm doing the best that I can which frustrates me more than it should again causing these great blocks. I've got many tools to help me (which I'm grateful for) but everything is still very, very difficult .. which I suppose is the point. If it was easy, it wouldn't be worth doing.

It's like all of the things I've gone through in my soul's existence are coming together. It's like the singular "me" forming (or trying to form) from the pieces I've dropped along the way. The "grounding" of the aspects of my soul which would complete this journey.

Or perhaps not complete this journey and I'll wind up learning the lessons after I've left this life.

Kindly.

[Meggings]

Mr. Nobody (I sure wish I had a better name to refer to you as) wrote above:
...what I was doing was...to ground the aspects of my soul which needed grounding. Grounding isn't exactly the correct term and the idea isn't something I've fleshed out a great deal, that's why I wanted to launch this thread.
I've got insight into some of the issues but mostly I'm flying blind,
It's like all of the things I've gone through in my soul's existence are coming together. It's like the singular "me" forming

Last night I was contemplating my soul and my thoughts related this to things that have happened and are happening in my inner life. It appears in my perspective to be not a grounding of aspects of my soul, but more the INTEGRATION of things I have lived in this life and in other lifetimes, through the UNDERSTANDING that this present personality brings to it.
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If it helps at all, I too have been finding the dissolution of all that has been my life for 65 years has been difficult, painful, incredibly hard, and even crappy. I wish I could sail through these final years with grace, but anger has flared up in me now... This is a lesson I feel I could do without, but my soul obviously has a different perspective on things.

So when you write: "...everything is still very, very difficult" I hear you. ... For me, I wish it were more graceful than this in the end game.

[Fanna]

Mr. Nobody, you are not alone. There are no accidents. We are all teacher and pupil moment by moment. Thank you for sharing your feelings. After hearibg your words, I want you to know they are not felt alone, but glide in the light of solidarity.

My best vibrations your way. Heading 19.46 degrees.

[Limor Wolf]

A note of recognition and acknowledgment to your words written above and respect for your journey, Mr Nobody (sounds to me like a somewhat incorrect nickname), Meggings and Fanna. It's as if we are each on our own (and mutually) are directed to do this deepest 'soul travel', searching, confronting, healing and gathering the pieces that comes up and trying to defragment it to be something whole again. At times it appears to me almost impossible, as life has shattered everything into such small pieces, life time after life time. Meggings, I hear you, I face homelessness as well.

The head winds are blowing hard when this type of process takes place within the individual (writing this, my home computer and electricity shuts down once again) I appreciate the note of solidarity expressed by Fanna and would like to add my own to it.

[betoobig]

We people, as Fanna said, are not alone. I am also facing the same problem, but now is see there is no problem at all.
Thank you Mr Nobody for sharing and i send you much love for a little extra energy for you to keep up. Once you ground anything just let it go. DOn´t you worry, you are going to see the end of this movie for sure.
We are here already.
Love...Evol

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[Avuso]

Well we have eternity to get it right; I do think we'll all get there, and things do get better as we go. They certainly have for me in this life because I value all my experiences and lessons so deeply. If we didn't dive to the depths of despair and depression, how would we know compassion? I actually don't think suffering is really necessary, but it is a valuable teacher and encourages me when I'd otherwise be lazy.

I like the word integration. There is this sense that it is worth it, that this life is the culmination of a long project, and that it's ripe with opportunity.

I like to play with the idea that others in my life are aspects of myself, since whatever qualities I see in them I must also know in myself. If I judge them, it's because they exhibit something I fear, judge and dislike in myself, so I need to check myself and make more space for that, loving and forgiving them and myself. That is so freeing! So in this way I integrate others into my self as well.

If you ever have some extra energy, your other incarnations in other times in different places might need some help! I like the idea that after we have figured out the rules of this game we can go back in time to speed the salvation of our former selves. Not sure how that works, but it makes me smile :) It's all okay.

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